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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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Staring up at the moon, while my temple rested on the cold window,

cool breeze coming from the drivers window caressed my hair,

I closed my eyes,

I visited a widow,

she wailed about the world being so unfair,

I lied and told her that time heals all wounds, and that time flies,

my friend asked my why I didn't get into the passenger seat,

I didn't reply- I didn't want her to see me weep,

I've been fed so many lies;

We have been cursed,

a curse called love,

I wondered if it was the doing of the gods,

but even Hades and Persephone were cursed,

who could be this cruel?

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I would love to think that the voice of self doubt isn't a part of me, but a snippet of the bad in this world that sneaked its way into me at my weakest like a parasite.

#true story #poetry #poets on tumblr #quotes #original writing #original quote #self esteem #note to self #self belief #doubt #anxienty #anxious #voices in my head #voices inside my head #law of attraction #manifestyourreality #manifestation #witchywoman

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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I grew from a clump of tissue in womb, to a person that can live in this cruel world;

I grew from being a nagging baby, to a person that has enough strength to speak up with independence;

I grew from being a listener to others' opinions- too young to have my own, to a person with their own thoughts and intelligence;

I grew from being carried everywhere, to having enough balance to walking my own path;

I grew from having my eyes covered during a kissing scene, to having the choice to see the world with all the beauty and the ash;

I grew from being scared from loud noise, to craving it so I can quiet down my demons;

I grew from crying when I trip, to getting back up and burning life's eyes with lemons;

I grew from struggling to put letters together in order to form a word, into reading stories of thousand lifetimes formed with millions of words;

I grew from having my imaginary friends the only thing occupying my mind, to thinking about hundreds of possible worlds;

we all did;

We also grew from the one fear of being dropped, into having uncountable other terrors;

We grew loving ourselves hopelessly, into searching within ourselves for another hundred errors;

We grew from being our cheeky selves, into having red eyes and messed up brains;

We grew up from worrying about convincing our parents to go to the carnival tomorrow, into worrying about things we won't experience until we use canes;

Yet, I can't say I regret growing up;

I'll enjoy thinking for me;

I'll enjoy crying with my friends;

Making the best memories in the process;

I'll enjoy being able whenever I want- to flee;

I'll enjoy having my curfew as the cheers die down;

I'll enjoy doing whatever I want, even if it means moving to a new town;

I'll enjoy living every part of my life

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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My mom says "A good day can never be lived twice", and it makes me want to replay all my good days so I can erase all the times I was too anxious to enjoy life,

My dad tells me to make so much memories with the people I love because we won't be this close for eternity, it makes me want to go back and chide myself for all the times I didn't show up or didn't live the present moment because of stupid insecurity,

My grandma used to say "don't over-plan trips, for the best memories are unplanned", it makes me want to slap myself for every time I made a scene because things didn't go as planned,

My grandfather says "the only time you should recall memories is before you fall asleep; you should be too busy making new memories the rest of the time", and it makes me want to go back in time and pull myself out of the corner and dance instead of remembering another lifetime,

Another person said that life is too short and the world is too wide, and it makes my heart flip in desire and fill with pride,

God I just want to live.

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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I know I have the power to change lives,

I know I have the power to live the life I want,

I know I have so much power that I can be unaffected by words that sting like knives,

I know I have so much power that the seeds of hope, I can replant;

For Gods sake, I have stardust running through my veins and the whole universe for a mother!

I just don't know how to unlock this power and that's the main bother,

Despair feeds on my inability to reach- or perhaps use my potential,

my self doubt is becoming exponential,

I just sit here, not knowing what to do, unable to discipline myself,

I won't put my needy heart on shelf,

keep it there to destroy itself,

knowing that it's made of love, dreams and passion instead of cells,

I'm gonna find a way to use the power because im not anything less than a star,

and my death will be a damn meteor

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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reblog for good things to happen to you

the universe will listen

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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just a wannabe

I read words spoken by another and my mind twirls. I wish I had the vision, the skill or whatever you wanna call it say something, that ignites feelings. I wanna write poetry that make people want to live, but how can I do that when I lost this desire myself? I wanna make people proud of being themselves, but I cant do that because I don't know what to say. I wanna be a person that has thoughts worth millions, but all my thoughts are anxiety. I wanna see the wonders of the world but I cant even get out of the house. I wanna be a ray of positivity but I can't even see the ray of sunlight. I wanna feel light and happy, but all I feel is worry and heaviness. I want my belief back. I try not to compare myself, but hats all I seem to do. I want to have my shit together but every day even more stuff piles up. I wonder till when this want is going to last.

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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friendly reminder that moments like sitting in the sun, waking up well-rested, discovering a song that makes you feel your heart and laughing with someone will find you again. clouds will dissipate and the sun will sink and rise and the moon will be full and bright outside of your window, and life will stop feeling this heavy. in the meantime, we’ll try. sometimes that’ll feel like enough and sometimes it won’t, but that’s okay. you’re here and that’s an achievement and that’s good and it matters.

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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I have always asked myself "who am I?" when i am feeling confident, i simply aswer myself by saying my name, other times- most of the time, I answer with "I don't know". But now I am asking myself: "why should I be something?".

Why should I limit myself to something particular? Why can't i be a mixture of everything? Why should be the soft and sweet OR badass and independent? why can't i be both? Why should I do ballet, play piano and love flowers OR do matial art, like rap music and have an intrest in motorcycles, when i could do both? Why should I chose between classical music and hiphop when they both exist and offer differnt things?

Nobody told me I can't be both, but i feel like it's an unspoken rule. The rule to choose. Why should I choose when life offers me all anyways?

From now on, I'm choosing all, I am choosing life, I am not entitling myself.

#poetry #my words #lifelessons #realizing #wonder girl #lifeispoetry #lifeisgood #journal #journey #lovecore #happiness #choices

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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A Realization.

Every time to feel unimportant, not beautiful enough or not appreciated enough, just remember this. The sun rises from the horizons and gives warmth and light to the earth, yet we sleep through them or we don’t pay attention to admire. The sun dips into the ocean creating colours that don’t belong in the skies, yet we look at our phones instead. The moon was once the only source of light in the midnight skies, yet we created artificial lights. The stars twinkle most days, but the second clouds appear, we forget about their existence. None of them stop shining, none of them care, because they don’t shine to be appreciated or for credit, they see their own beauty, they aren’t blind because they are light itself. Just because they aren’t appreciated and admired, doesn't mean they aren't needed. They simply are. They simply exist. so should everyone

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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Of course I feel too much, I’m a universe of exploding stars.

The Poetic Boy (via the-poetic-boy)

this is my moto from now on.

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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Night Time Routine

The night time is the time to refresh, reflect and reset. It is a great time to wined down and relax. So here is the night time routine I am going to start following in 2021.

Eat a light dinner.

Take a warm shower.

Do skin care routine.

Journal.

Read or listen to an audio book.

Meditate.

write the To-Do list.

drink caffeine-free tea

do a quick stretch in bed

Benefits of each according to research:

Eating a light dinner is essential, often times people chose to skip dinner to promote weight loss, but in reality it is making you hungrier the next morning. It also helps you fall asleep easier and balance your body throughout the night.

Taking a warm shower relaxes your muscles and your brain. It helps you fall asleep faster and prevents body acne, since sebum is produced most during the night so cleaning yourself before bed is vital. You can switch to a bath for the days you decide to give yourself extra care:)

Skin care routine at night is pretty much self explanatory, weather you are male or female, taking care of our skin is very important.

Journaling will help you wind down and reset yourself for the next day while letting go with whatever the day had to offer. It also helps you group your ideas and understand yourself more, while letting go of stress.

I often like to read a novel before bed and a self help book in the morning. It is fun and is a way to stay away from the light of the screen that can disturb sleep and make you groggy the next morning.

Meditation, just like journaling will help you relax and will make you more relaxed as you reflect on yourself and oxygenate your body.

Writing a To-Do list makes the next day easier as you already know what you need to get done and your priorities. It also helps with overthinking because you won’t worry about forgetting to do anything.

Drinking caffeine free herbal tea is pretty much a ritual to relax while you read the book or journal, but it also reduce mid-night cravings.

Stretching in bed will help you get higher quality sleep and make you fall asleep faster. A 5 minute stretch would be enough.

#night #night time routine #healthy life tips #healthy lifestyle #healthy life choices #skincare #relaxation #meditative #meditateeveryday #stretching #physical activity #journalling #journey #shower time #better sleep #sleep tips

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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A realization

After the horrible aftermath of my binge eating episode, I felt every negative emotion you can find in the book. My friend called my telling my how she could’ve done better in her football game, from her voice I was able to detect that she is deeply upset. I too was upset, and I was barely able to make myself feel better; but little did I know the words I told her were the words I needed too. I said:

“Whatever we do, we can always do better. With that mentality, you’ll always be miserable. We should be happy with what we have, but never satisfied. Sleep today proud of what you’ve done, and forgive yourself if you need to. Wake up tomorrow with the intention of doing better than today.”

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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morning routine

it’s been scientifically proven that routines and habits play a huge role in success. that’s why, I’m working towards a productive, yet relaxing night and morning routine. I also want to develop the correct habits to have a major glow up.

My morning routine for 2021:

wake up at 5:30am

do yoga (it has mental and physical benefits)

drink a tall glass of water

read

do skin care routine

meditate

work out (this would be very hard)

eat a balanced breakfast

revise or get some studying (or work) done.

listen to something that gives me knowledge (tedx, youtube, podcast)

Benefits of each (according to research):

Waking up at 5:30am I’ll have more time to do more things without getting stressed about all the things I should do in the middle of the day. Studies also say that it can promote a sense of purpose.

Everybody knows that doing yoga has uncountable health benefits. That includes boosting metabolism, and the immune system. It also reduces stress, and it makes you happier. It can also help with weight loss and gives the body a beautiful figure.

Drinking water first thing in the morning gives you better skin, fights toxins, give energy and is good for weight loss and digestion.

Reading is pretty much self-explanatory, it gives you better knowledge and helps you learn new things. It can also be very enjoyable and intriguing.

Skin care routine is a known and effective self care rituals, it makes your skin feel good, look good, and it makes you fell like you’re doing something for yourself. Also, who doesn’t want clear skin

Meditation brings you back to the present moment, reduces stress, and increases concentration.

Working out causes better sleep, gives you energy and balances your mood, it also increases self esteem.

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day. It may help eliminate headaches and it helps improve focus.

Revising or studying in the morning is the best time to be doing these stuff. As I said before it reduces stress for the rest of the day, so you can feel balanced all over the day while at the same time getting work done.

Listing to an informative youtube video, ted talk or a podcast is very beneficial for your overall knowledge; especially when done in the morning. the amount of mental clarity you have in the morning after meditating, working out, and doing yoga is amazing, that’s why we should take advantage of that and absorb as much info as possible.

I’ll tell you how’s it working out for me starting from 1st of january.

#morning #morning routine #skincare tips #healthy lifestyle #healthy life choices #healthy life changes #decision #journey #journal #new me #self improvement

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differenttyrantbird · 3 years

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Things about me

I LOVE water. Everything with water. Seas, oceans, lakes, waterfalls, everything that is WATER.

I also love swimming (you might’ve guessed lol)

I LOVE ice cream.

I love berries. Strawberries, blueberries, raspberries, cranberries.

I also love oranges and watermelon.

Although, I love swimming and ice cream, my favourite season is winter.

I love the colour blue.

I love baking

I love dogs and cats. I can’t chose in between.

I like vintage stuff.

I like jackets, baggy clothes and dresses

I like long baths, and pampering myself

I like long deep conversations.

I love nature

I love art and music

I love acting weird in public

I love the chimney fire

I love trying new foods

I love traveling

I love writing.

#introduction #me #myself #about #things to live for #i love #reasons to keep going #reasons to stay alive #goodmorning #good thoughts #passion #life is strange #life is golden #beautiful

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