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#sorry for being depressing
aloneinautism · 4 hours ago
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I suffer from depression. I have a few of them on top of anxiety disorder and pmdd. Sometimes, my OCD brain pulls the 5 alarm and tells me to end things already, for the love of God.
Because I do love God, I do take my medication. My anti-anxiety med, Klonopin, is my life saver. It relaxes me and puts me to sleep. Melatonin with L-Theanine is an all natural bet, but it no longer helps me not have to take so much Rx. Close your drapes, pull on your weighted blanket and check out-temporarily. ❤
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sadandbrokensoulblog · 5 hours ago
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Sesak rasanya mikirin hari rabu mulai kerja lagi ke sekolah itu. Aku mau mati yaAllah
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gl1tchc0reb8be · 8 hours ago
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I hate that I feel like shit all the time. In legit only 14 and I feel like I'm already 30 and going through a mid life crisis. I'm so tired all the time and it's just getting worse and worse. I can't talk or see my friends that made me happy all the time and so now I just want to give up. I can't handle being in my own body because its just making me hate living all the time now. I don't want to die I just don't want to be like this anymore..
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softly-r0tten · 10 hours ago
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I feel so bad for my bf, he always tries to cheer me up and make my feel beautiful but I can't help but see myself as disgusting.
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thrownawaybatteries · 10 hours ago
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i wish my parents wanted me
my family h8s me lol
none of them want me and theres nothing i can do about it
everything i do i fuck up
i cant do anything right
i cant even be a girl like i was assigned to be
might as well go out with a bang.
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I have all this pain but nowhere for it to go. It just feels trapped inside of me, drowning me a little bit everyday. I feel like I'm sinking but I don't ask for help because I feel like I'll take the people I love down, along with me. I hurt people without even trying and then I punish myself. I spend all my time being in constant pain. I want to fix myself but I don't know how to. Everytime I try I feel like I make it worse instead of better. Saying I'm damaged feels like an excuse for a being a bad person. Maybe I am. Maybe that's all there is to it. Maybe I'm a bad person trying hard to be good but I can't because that's not who I am.
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I think my problem is I was fixing others for so long that I’m looking for someone to ‘fix’ me but once I realize they can’t I’m ready to leave.
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pink-stigma · 17 hours ago
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Our relationship was full with meaningless 'i love you's and so full of meaningfull moments of silence
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amaryllis1986 · 18 hours ago
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It's killing me...
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winterhopeinferorose · 18 hours ago
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Having a depressing day. What helps you when all seems hopeless?
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