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#letter to my love
heartofmuse · 2 years
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My precious love,
I feel my soul so full of you, joy floods me, a smile turns into an endless blue ocean, a sigh makes an entire forest bloom, a ray of light springs from the soul like a river in the sky.
e.v.e. (Letters to my love)
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greater-grief · 11 months
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to z,
it wasn't your fault.
it never was. nor will it ever be.
you were a kid.
kids deserve happiness and love yet you got none of that.
still, here you stand.
i know that hurt little child still lives inside you and no matter how much you try to push him away, you can't.
because he is you.
you are him.
and i know you hate that but with time you'll love him too.
you are not the monster you think you are.
in fact, you aren't even close to it.
you give so much to the world and the people you care endlessly for and ask for nothing in return.
it pains me to see because you think you are so simply replaceable,
so easily forgotten.
but i think for the rest of my days i will remember you and the time we've spent together.
i've never met anyone like you and i don't think i ever will again.
unfortunately i think i could scream this all off the highest peak and you still wouldn't understand it.
but i pray someday you do.
even if we aren't in each others lives when you do.
you are light.
you are love.
you are all that is good in the world and much more.
you just have to see it.
because everyone else already does.
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queenangiexo · 8 months
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A Letter To You
Dear S.C ,
You saved me. And I don’t mean in a cliche way like I was going to end it all and you gave me a new meaning to life not like that because frankly I knew life was beautiful before I met you but you’ve made it shine a hell of a lot brighter I can tell you that . You saved me because you saw the sadness that I hold inside but rather than trying to fix me you simply just be you and allow me the opportunity to be me. You saved me because you broke up my daily routine and caused complete chaos within my world which I didn’t know I needed till now, You include me and continue to do so everyday without fail rather than me spending my days alone . You saved me because you speak to me with kindness and understanding when I’m being my most difficult and allow me the time I need to process my feelings but still sticking by me. You saved me because you helped me without knowing . Thank you for coming into my life and blessing me with you. I pray I get to continue to be with you, heal with you and grow along side you .
Sincerely ,
A.S.B
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splittingonu · 6 months
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I’m in love with someone I’m that not close to, who I can’t have and I’m okay with that.
To you,
I’m in love with you in absolutely every way possible. I’m in love with the way you’re in love with life. I’m in love with the way you’re passionate about what you believe in. I’m in love with your intelligence and creativity. In my eyes, you’re my definition of success.
What I would give to just sit there and listen to you talk about your passions and interests, your thoughts and feelings. I want to know what you’re most proud of and what you’re not so proud of. I want to know the things that make you mad and things that exhilarate you. I want to listen to everything you have to say.
And of course, you’re beautiful. I feel like I’m wrapped in silky brown satin sheets every time I see your eyes. They warm me. You also have such cute ears oh my-
You’re straight, that’s okay of course. Even if you weren’t, it wouldn’t work out. In another life where things are different and where it works out, I hope I can give you everything you deserve and desire.
I haven’t told you my feelings and I never will, there’s no point. I’m not trying to be in a relationship with you for obvious reasons. I’ll always respect you.
I love you,
From me
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thatwasntverycashmoney · 10 months
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POV; you're in my brain w me. lets say the theme is #logic.
I have absolutely no idea what i am doing with my life. I know my next steps and i know what i want but everything is upside down now.
Shattered Reflections: Waring my heart on my sleeve unbiased
Heartbreak can be an excruciating experience, tearing apart the very fabric of our emotions. It has the power to shake us to our core, leaving us questioning everything we once held dear. In times of betrayal, the pain can be particularly intense, leading us to doubt not only our relationships but also ourselves and our life plans. However, within the depths of heartbreak lies the potential for growth, resilience, and a renewed sense of self.
Betrayal: When trust is shattered and betrayal takes center stage, it feels as though the very ground beneath us crumbles. We question the authenticity of our connection, doubting our ability to judge character and make sound choices. The pain cuts deep, and the shockwaves reverberate through every aspect of our lives.
Heartbreak has a way of casting doubt on our life plans. The once-clear path ahead suddenly becomes clouded, as we question our decisions and the choices we’ve made. It’s natural to feel lost and unsure when the foundation of our future has been shaken. time and timing feels like everything. for some neurotypicals its easy to just channel all those raw emotions into work or mundane hookups but then when they sit with themselves at the end of the day they were never really happy to begin with. Maybe a better choice of words would be not fully healed or fulfilled.
A Time for Self-Reflection:
Amidst the chaos and turmoil, heartbreak presents an opportunity for self-reflection. Take this time to pause, reassess, and rediscover your true self. Explore your dreams, desires, and passions that may have been buried beneath the weight of the relationship. Realign your goals with your own values and aspirations.
Embracing Resilience:
In the face of heartbreak, we discover the incredible strength and resilience that resides within us. As we pick up the pieces and begin to heal, we realize that our capacity to endure pain and overcome challenges is far greater than we initially believed. We may also believe or discover some of the harshest emotions/ realities. and completely form a new ideology. to fully heal you must never be afraid of change. Change is constant. Harnessing this resilience to rebuild your life on a foundation of self-love and personal growth. is always the first and last step in remaining your ideal self.
Heartbreak has the power to leave us shattered, questioning our life plans and our sense of self. However, within this painful experience lies an opportunity for growth and self-discovery. By reflecting on our values, embracing resilience, and reimagining our future, we can emerge stronger, wiser, and more authentic than ever before. Remember, in the midst of heartbreak, you have the power to rebuild and do Anything.
this was mostly a letter to remind the little me inside that everything will be okay. this whole blog is ploy to become an actual adult through journalism. You want someone to blame its pop culture but i am just doing my best okay. I started this blog to allow the journalist and scientist inside me to flourish since I always shoot myself in the foot before walking. This opportunity to speak my mind freely and with judgment [even though it isn't ideal] is an opportunity none the less and will me me stronger in writing and hopefully as a person. I hope my words have moved you in a good way and if its in a bad way maybe ask yourself why before throwing your emotions on other people. till next piece.
peace and love to all
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secret-admirer10 · 2 years
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I've come to learn that we sometimes have to just appreciate someone from a safe distance. I get to spend undeniably large amount of time with you lately and i never once feel bitter about the fact that you are just a friend. How painfully lovely of the universe it is that i get to laugh and walk in the same pace as you without having to be afraid of breaking each other's heart. No, you won't know, i won't let it show either because i am happy just the way things are now. You are happy in your own way and i get to be part of a small fraction of that happiness, so that's really enough for me. I hope things never turn awkward between us and i hope you never cry because of heartbreak ever again.
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eluxual · 1 year
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Yes! It's not that easy.
Sometimes, it's really hard for me to express myself into words. Maybe, that's because I need to know myself more and more. But it is becoming easier with you now. You might be thinking there are so many things inside my head and I bring out only a bit of it. I don't know if I have the strength to hold onto myself but, I know one thing, I am able to hold onto you as tightly as possible because I don't want to let you go. You can call me selfish and yes I am, because it's you. When I do anything wrong to you, I really feel that guilt, that ache of not being able to apologize whereas my heart actually wants to, very badly. It isn’t right ! But I always believe in showing my flaws to you because I know it's only you who will value them wholeheartedly. I do several bad things out of anger, take wrong decisions but I realize it too with utter grievances towards myself. I start hating myself for not being able to apologize to you for every mistake. I am afraid I will lose you. At times, I don't want you to be anybody else's company except mine knowing that is selfish enough. I am sorry. You have that freedom. When I feel dull and sad not talking to you, I want you to feel the same too. I hope you understand. I don't force you to do anything because it will become a habit. I will constantly force you to do things and in the process I may lose the grip. But I want to have all the rights on you.
That night when you said I must show my right on you, I was so happy, indeed happy to see you are holding me with your all. I want to take care of you. I am a messy person but I would still keep you organized, learn and cook your favorite dish with all my love. I want to stay awake lying beside you when you are sick and caressing you to sleep would be my utmost priority. I take bad decisions to keep us aloof, to keep us safe and not to hurt us. Forgive me for that. I want to dress up according to your choices of attire, to read your kind of books and embrace the new changes in me, to sing your favorite songs, to travel to your favorite places. I want to talk to you about the silly white lies being told to make things work good. These things would make me happier. I guess this is an in-built part of me which I could never express.
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apatheticpuddlejumper · 11 months
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The things I want to say to him:
“ Hey I really like you and I hope to continue seeing you but I’m not satisfied completely with the way things have been going. I understand you’re busy and have a full time job and are working on projects at your house but I feel like I am not getting enough time or attention. You say you’re interested in me but you haven’t been willing to carve time out for me so far. We’ve only hung out once this month and the month is almost over. I know we aren’t officially dating but the lack of effort and consistency is really turning me off. Your birthday is coming up and I tried to make plans with you because after 3 months I thought you would want to spend your birthday with me but you put me on hold while you figured out plans with your family. Maybe I just don’t understand because I’m not close with my family, but if someone is trying to make plans with your for a special occasion shouldn’t you commit to those plans rather than put them on stand by I’m favor of plans that “might or might not” be happening?? I don’t know T, it just feels like I’m being given mixed signals. You say you like me, but you barely text me, you never answer my Snapchat’s, and you don’t make an effort to see me. How am I supposed to feel? Because right now I feel like I’m walking on a dead end highway waiting for you to decide if you want to pick me up or not. And I won’t even get into your performance in bed, it’s lackluster, but that’s not my biggest concern. My biggest concern is just the empty words and lack of action. I like you, a lot, but you’re not even doing the bare minimum and I’m not going to put up with that forever. You need to show some effort and consistency in your interest. And if you don’t want to because you’re not interested in this going somewhere that’s fine, just let me know so I stop wasting my time waiting for something that’s never going to happen.
-A
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the-gayest-sky-kid · 4 months
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god i love my friends. shout out to people who love their friends. this is a post for friend lovers
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itsbrucey · 4 months
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Big fan of sun motifs in characters not necessarily being about positivity and happiness and how they're so " bright and warm" but instead being about fucking brutal they are.
Radiant. A FORCE of nature that will turn you to ash. That warmth that burns so hot it feels like ice. Piercing yellow and red and white. A character being a Sun because you cannot challenge a Sun without burning alive or taking everything down with them if victorious.
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ruhlare · 8 months
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the intimacy of sharing old memories with someone new. check out the places i visited before i met you. i wish you were with me. maybe we can visit them together and create new memories? look at the pictures of the sky i took before we met. now you share the same view with my past self. look at the photos of my childhood and let me look at yours. have your facial features changed? your smile stayed the same, and i love it. look at my right cheek, i have the same birthmark as my grandmother. this is the child in me that you are healing with your affection. i am glad we met. all these years i was without you but now you know about all those years and even help me to grow. your love took roots in my past pain, and reaches out to my future happiness. please don't stop smiling.
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pachimation · 4 months
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happy birthday scara!! 🥳
can’t wait to see what you’ll do this year!
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greater-grief · 11 months
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i wish i had the words to tell you how i feel.
how much i love you.
how much you mean.
how important you are to me.
but it's all new to me,
the words get stuck in my throat, choking me.
so i just hug you tightly and hope you get what i mean.
i pray to the god i don't even believe in that you know.
somewhere deep down you know.
i hope you always know.
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1alchemistart · 2 months
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dont got much to offer for The Holiday but have these sillies!
happy valentines day :D
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hansoeii · 8 months
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Do you think of me?
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kipsa-ahoy · 1 month
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It might have taken me 20 hours but I have a new lockscreen!!!
You know the drill close ups under cut
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