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legitmarvelshit · 3 years

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Greetings

(Bucky Barnes Imagine)

Warnings: Mentions of torture, swearing, fliiiiirting, fluff

A/N: feel free to request anything you’d like!🤗

Plot: Bucky is being brought to the Avengers HQ to meet people for the first time but something in him bursts when he officially meets y/n

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I spent 99% of my time in HQ. Whether I’m hanging out with my dad while he discovers a new element, or annoying the shit out of Bruce when he’s trying to get work done, or training Natasha, needless to say I practically live here. Steve kept talking to everyone about his friend that he wanted everyone to get to know. He said that he was pretty rigid and harsh on the outside, but is really sweet once you know him. His name is James ‘Bucky’ Barnes aka The Winter Soldier. He had been through a fairly traumatic past from being used a murder puppet for Hydra for 75+ years and being stripped of his humanity. I felt terrible that he had to endure that kind of pain and I don’t even know him. Steve always tells us about him and Bucky screwing around in the forties getting into all kinds of trouble and being like brothers to each other. It was so sweet and I could hardly wait to meet him.

Buckys Pov

The nerves had really set in when I got on the elevator with Steve. I’m not as good with people as I used to be so meeting an entire team of superhero’s was a little intimidating. I rubbed my neck nervously and craned my head back to release tension.

“Bucky, you’re gonna be okay, I promise. These guys are the some of the best people I know. They’ll love you. Y/n is especially excited to meet you.” Steve said with a smug grin.

“Y/n? Who is that?” I said, curious why one person was specifically mentioned.

“You’ll see.” He said turning his head to the opening doors of the elevator. He walked out and looked around to see a large common room filled with people. My heart rate took a drastic incline when everyone turned their heads to look at me. Did they already hate me? Oh god, they look upset, why do they look upset? Am I smiling enough? What if they don’t like me? I was already hating the idea of this as it was happening. There was no way out of it.

“Everyone, I’d like you to meet my old and very good friend, Bucky.” Steve said turned and gesturing his arms towards me. I smiled trying not to make it look forced.

“Hello.” I said quickly with a small wave from my metal arm. They’re stale faces quickly turned to warm smiles and comforting laughs. My heart rate started to slow as I read to room more. These didn’t seem like bad folks at all. Everyone muttered their hellos and welcomes. Steve put his hand on my shoulder and walked me closer to everyone. I started to meet everyone and learning names. It’s hard for me to be very social for too long before I become anxious.

Your Pov

He looked so nervous, it made me want to give him a hug. I can understand why, he was brutally traumatized his entire life and is just starting to learn to be himself again, that would horrifying. I gave him the kindest smile I could. It didn’t look like he saw me though. I brushed it off figuring that it didn’t matter because I’d be meeting him face to face at some point. There was no need to overwhelm him more than he already was. I took my seat back on the couch next to Clint and Peter. I could hear him, Steve, and Thor talking and introducing themselves. I continue the conversation I was having between the two of them.

“And last but most certainly not least, Bucky this is y/n.” Steve did gesturing to me, I stood and looked him in the eye. This was the first I had seen of him up close. He had these stunning crystal blue eyes with an accompanying bright smile. I looked at him like a painter admiring his artwork. His expression softened and the tension noticeably left his body. He looked almost frozen staring dead into my eyes.

“Uh, hi,” was all he said in almost a whisper. Oh my god, he was making my heart melt. You could practically hear his heart beat through his chest. I gave him a kind toothy smile. I looked down shyly as I felt a blush creep on my face. I look back up to see a grin on his face that he hadn’t shown yet.

“I’ve been so excited to finally meet you, Bucky.”

Buckys Pov

Oh my fucking god, she was gorgeous. Unlike anyone I’ve ever seen. She had these gorgeous Y/E/C eyes that I could stare into and get lost in forever. Her smile just struck this nerve in me and gave me this warm comfortable feeling in my whole body. She just seemed like the type that wouldn’t be caught dead hurting anyone or anything. She was soft spoken and kind. The way she said my name made my real hand go numb. I don’t know what it is about her but she took me by surprise. I’d never felt this way in my entire life. She looked down with a tinge of rosiness on her face. Oh my god she’s killing me and she doesn’t even know it.

“Uhh hi,” Oh my god i’m the biggest idiot to ever walk this Earth. What the hell was that, Bucky? She looked happy, what I would give to see this happy face forever. Her joy was seemingly spreading to me as I felt this warmth that I could never recreate.

“I’ve been so excited to meet you.”

Your Pov

Y/n, what the hell was that? He probably thinks you’re weird now, good going, dummy. The way he looked at me made me an absolute puddle on the inside.

“Really?” He said, “I’ve actually heard about you, too. Steve was telling me about you on the way up. That you’re one of the kindest people here, that’s obvious, though.” Jesus Christ kill me.

“Oh um, thank you, that’s very sweet of you.” My voice noticeably and embarrassingly shaking. He chuckled and I felt my soul leave my body.

“Well I’d be honored to get to know you better, y/n. If you would be okay with that?” He said, erring on the side of caution.

“Oh no, I would love to, I’d like that a lot, actually.” I said gradually getting quieter as my voice shyed away.

“Perfect.” He said with a striking smile. I tensed every muscle in my body trying not to freak out. This man was not only the walking definition of gorgeous but was also the kindest soul I’d ever met. I couldn’t wait a secind longer to know all about Bucky Barnes.

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spidey-babe-parker · 4 years

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I was tagged by the wonderful @ladywinterwitch ✨

Rules: you can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to 🎵🎶 hit shuffle on your media player and write down the first 20 songs, then tag 10 people, no skipping!

Donna - The Lumineers

Haven’t Had Enough - Marianas Trench

Young Girls - Bruno Mars

StopRewind - NateWantsToBattle

Dreams - Gabrielle Aplin & Bastille

I Fall To Pieces - Patsy Kline

To Love and Back - This Century

Helter Skelter - Dana Fuchs

Ella Mai - Boo’d Up

Forgiveness - Paramore

I Know Him - Jonathan Groff

Little Bribes - Death Cab For Cutie

Bloodlines - Ariana Grande

The End of Love - Florence + the Machine

Fool Myself - The Band Camino

Over Again - One Direction

Controlla- Drake

Even In My Dreams, I Can’t Win - Bad Suns

Let It Go - James Bay

Just Like That - The Aces

I’m not really shocked what came up in this shuffle at all.

I’m tagging all these wonderful humans @hollyxxcxx1996 @geminimoonbeamx @sideeffectsofyou @higher-further-faster-bb @lostxsea @nerdypinupcrystal @jane-777 @theonelittleone @buckyssoul @buckychrist

#tag game

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ladywinterwitch · 3 years

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Run Away (Nine- Helen )

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Avenger! Reader

Summary: You and Steve complete each other. Your love is that strong and devoted kind of love that pushes people to things like marriage, making a family. You couldn't imagine that a baby would be something you really wished, until the possibility wasn't your choice anymore.

Warnings: Introduction of an oc, pregnancy talk, fluff, cursing and swearing, badly written stuff about contracts, smut (18+), fingering, oral sex (m recieving), almost getting caught. That’s it I think. Thor being a himbo like usual.

Words Count: 5725

A/n: Series masterlist here, main masterlist here.

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In the following days some stuff happened. From the team's jokes about your 'dinner' in the bedroom, to Thor coming back to earth, Wanda and Vision arguing for the first time- apparently because she didn't like to be contraddicted at every inaccurate thing that she said even though he couldn't really help it since he basically had the knowledge of a real computer- But the most 'out of the ordinary thing' of the week? A girl appearing for breakfast with Bucky's shirt on thursday morning. You, Wanda, Tony and Sam were having breakfast when suddenly this beautiful, petite, girl walked in, red as pepper.

She shyly waved to everyone before Bucky arrived behind her. She was very pretty and normal. In the best way possible. That's what striked you the most; her normality. It sounds cheesy, but being around super trained, super powered people all the time kinda makes you forget what normal people look like. She wore shorts underneath Bucky's white shirt, so the curves of her body weren't hidden. She almost reminded you of yourself before the serum enhanced your body. She was very pretty and soft. Literally. She had curves but all in the right places, and she looked stunning.

Everyone smiled and greeted her back. The girl gave Bucky a look and he put his hand on the small of her back, walking towards you all.

Bucky introduced her to you and you to her, even though she interrupeted him before he could finish, -The avengers, yeah, I kinda already knew that.- she spoke with a sweet voice, smiling awkwardly at him. She was adorable.

You and Wanda shared a look and kinda had the same thought when you walked to her, offering your hands and introducing yourselves. You were so happy for Bucky. And the fact that now his missed brunches, dinners, afternoons or even nights had a name and a face was not only more clear, but a joy. You wondered if Steve knew.

-Even if you already know us, hi, I'm Y/n Rogers. I'm very happy to meet you.- you introduced yourself with a smile. Smile that only widened when you saw that the pretty girl relaxed and seemed just as content to be welcomed like that from you.

-Me too, Y/N. Buck talked very much about you. About you all.- she corrected herself, blushing a bit. You all chuckled. Then after Wanda, Tony and Sam also properly introduced themselves. She ended up having breakfast with you, Bucky at her side. She engaged conversation with Sam and Wanda and you honeslty couldn't help but notice how your best friend seemed to be totally smitten with her already.

When he stood up from his stool to get coffee, his gaze met yours and he rose his brow. You gave him a sly lopsided smile which clearly said 'We're gonna talk about this later'. He just scoffed a laugh.

In the meantime you and Steve came back to how you were before all the latest drama and hormones, and were now looking for a midwife. He continued to go on missions, even though thankfully they seemed to have decreasing and also becoming way less dangerous. When you had your discussion he realized that if he wasn't gonna to really do something about it he wouldn't had only lost his time with you, but as a consequence he wouldn't have been helpful with the pregnancy.

You were carrying his child, and you were doing it beautifully for how much that little bean was making you suffer, the very least he could do was to be at your side. He couln't lie, it kinda stinged when you brought Bucky to go baby shopping. He is the father. He is your husband. He is your partner. He should be the one that you would go baby shopping with, not your best friend. And that's when it clicked for him: he needed to really be there for you. So that's exactly what he tried to to.

At month number seven, you definetly started to really feel the weight of the pregnancy. Literally and metaphorically. Steve never allowed you to take a shower again without him, in the fear that you could slip, so the days he wasn't there you took baths. When you stood up or had to sit down, someone always made sure to help you, wether you wanted or not. That was sweet and you were glad that he was so attentive and present, but it was becoming almost suffocating. You didn't tell him though, you didn't want to hurt his feelings. He was just doing his best.

Finally, after a couple months of decisions and research, you found a midwife. Her file said that her name was Helen Simon, aged 47, born in Zala, a little country side place in Hungary which confines with Slovenia. She lived there for a while, but then moved to the United States 29 years ago when she was 18. She already assisted seventeen women as a midwife and has experience in hospitals too. She now lives in New York and is available to take care of a new mom-to-be.

You looked up at Steve, which was behind you. You were currently on the grass, in Central Park. It was barely midday and the weather was nice. The summer was over, semptember already dried and colored the leaves in the trees of warm colors and the freeing, large, sun dresses you loved to wear weren't allowed anymore. Your yoga pants and casual swater, Steve's of course, hugged her and her big belly, while the man wore a normal tee and jeans.

You were leaning on a cloth, between Steve's legs and against his toned chest.

-What do you think? She's definetly experienced and is available. She could stay in one of Tony's guest rooms. I'm already seven months in, I think that it's time we make a choice.- you said. He nodded slighty, kissing your hair softly.

-If you think she's okay, then we'll contact her.- you gave him a lopsided smile and a kiss to seal the deal. Steve takes out the phone, dialing the midwife's number. A few rings later, she picked up.

-Hello?- a clearly mature woman's voice spoke. Steve cleared his throat before responding. -Yes, uhm is this Helen Simon?- he looked over at y/n who was watching him intently. -Yes, did you call me for a job?-

- Yes actually. My wife and I are searching for a midwife. We're planning for her to give birth at home, and it's also our first child so we would like a professional to help. She's also particularly feeling the symptoms and unfortunately my work doesn't allow me to be present all the time, so I'd be more at peace knowing that she's been taken care of.- he explained, hearing a few 'mmh mmh' in return.

-I see. Well, I get that you already saw my curriculum, and I'm avail right now so if you'd take me, I accept the job. Can we just speak briefly about the accommodation? Oh and sir, I'll need your name.- -Steve Rogers. There aren't issues for both accommodation and salary, you will have a whole room to yourself here at the Avengers tower. I will not take care of contracts or salary, so you'll discuss that part with one of me Stark's lawyers. When would you be available?- he looks up at his wife. -How about tomorrow morning? Nine sharp?- she proposed. Y/n nodded and Steve accepted. After that they ended the call.

Later that afternoon, she had already scheduled a meeting with you two. You would be meeting miss, you found out that she wasn't married, Simon the next day at nine am sharp in one of the Avenegrs compund's offices. You casually said the news at dinner with the others, and you got a few strange looks. Especially from Bucky, which was seated next to , basically a new addition to the avenger's house, his girlfriend, and from Wanda which in the meantime made up with Vision. You put you fork down, leaning a bit back on the chair, waiting.

-C'mon, what is it?- Steve was silent, but listening. The table was quite empty since half of the team was away on a mission. That means that you, Steve, Bucky, Wanda, Vision and Thor were benched for that time. Well actually you've been benched for way longer but. -You already know what I think about pulling strangers in our home.- Wanda said pouring herself some water.

-Helen is very experienced and a professional. Going into stranger's homes is her job.- you responded. Steve stretched his arm at the back of your chair, chiming in. -Wan, it's not like she'll be allowed to our offices. In fact, the only faces she will be obligated to see will be ours. And we are avengers, it's not like our faces aren't on lunch boxes and gossip magazines already.- he shrugged. She didn't respond, but you already knew that the only way Wanda could changer her mind was making her meet the woman, so you didn't push it. Bucky though, remained silent.

-And you?- you moved your gaze to the brunette. He felt all eyes on him and stopped eating. He cleared his throat, shrugging slightly. -I honestly don't see the utility for a babysitter when you have Bruce Banner with seven phd's and Tony Stark with millions on his bank account. And friends that are taking care of you. With all this, I don't see the need for an outsider.- he explained. The pretty girl at his side frowned a bit while looking at him. She probably understood that it wasn't that easy, and that the terms 'midwife' and 'babysitter' aren't synonyms. And you would've told him just that, if your husband hadn't anticipated you.

-Buck, it's not so easy. Bruce himself said that he's got very little knowledge on this stuff. He's been seeking help from competent people since the beggining. It's not his job and it would be unfair from us to ask him to take care of matters that he doesn't know well. This woman, ms Simon, is a professionist. Her job will be to educate and help us to prepare ourselves for the baby's arrival and to make everything easier for Y/n to deliver. So yes, it's necessary. And if my wife feels more safe having a midwife, that's what she'll have.- he finished his speech and took a sip of his water. The room was silent. You couldn't help but agree on everything he said, that wasn't the problem. The thing that slightly bugged you was the hint of possessiveness that he put into the words 'my wife'.

You didn't understand why he did that. It wasn't a random guy trying to hit on you. It was his best friend, basically his brother, who was expressing an opinion. Yes, maybe it wasn't his place to decide for them. It actually wasn't. But the tone that Steve used made it seem like he was marking his territoy.

Y/n felt that it was the time to talk to Steve alone, so she rose from her chair, the blonde beside her helping her quickly.

-I'm fine.- she whispered placing a hand on his beard covered cheek. His hair got a bit long and his beard grew out. She liked that look more than she would admit. His eyes had suddenly changed, from stone cold to warm and loving. She then spoke to the others, saying that she was tired and needed to rest. Steve said that he would join her, and the table wished them goodnight. Everyone except Bucky, who remained silent.

Y/n decided to ignore that. Right now her priority was to talk to Steve, so she did just that. As soon as they were in their private room, she quickly came to the point.

-Okay, what happened back there?- she asked, putting her hands on her hips as an alternative for crossing her arms, since that had become very uncomfortable and difficult. He leaned against the wall, arms crossed, face serious. Y/n had to try really hard to not pay attention to how sexy he was in that moment not to mention incredibily handsome, with his very light blue sweatshirt that made his eyes pop, giving him a way more innocent aura than he really had.

-He crossed a line.- he answered. She tilted her head to the side, glaring at him, but then decided that it wasn't the case to argue, so she changed her attitude. She walked to him, placing her palms on his chest. - He's just trying to protect us. Try to be patient with him, you know full well what he's been through. Can't blame him for not trusting strangers easily.- she said softly. Steve sighed and nodded.

- Yes, I know. I'm sorry. I just- ...I don't know I guess that I resent a bit the fact that he seemed almost more present than me for you in these past few months. I appreciate him greatly, but I'm your husband you know? I'm just being stupid.- he shook his head slightly. You huffed a laugh, giving him a peck on the lips then walking away towards the bathroom. - Yes you are. Bucky is very close to us both. All he wants to do is help. And it's not true, what you said about him being more present. You've been the perfect dad-to-be okay? Now let me pee, your kid is pushing on my bladder.- you say closing the door. He chuckles.

He let himself fall on the bed, thinking about his reaction towards Bucky. He felt guilty me quite confuse as to why he was so harsh. After giving it some thought he decided that he would've talked to him in the morning. He still had to ask him about his new lovely girl after all. If he was being honest, he felt a bit shitty as a friend. He spent the last months giving complete attention to his pregnant wife that he kinda left out other people.

Y/n came out of the bathroom covering a yawn with her hand. She got into bed and shifted until she was comfortable. Steve changed his shirt into a sweater and joined her, spooning her and starting to cradle her belly. -I love when you do that.- she whispered sleepily. He smiled softly, kissing her head. - And I love you. Both. Now sleep darling, you need it.-

The following morning Steve got up early, around six am, knowing that he would've found Bucky training alone in the gym. He got dressed in a tracksuit and left a gentle kiss on top of y/n's head before closing the door behind him. At this time on Sunday the tower was still quiet, so he took the chance and made two coffees, one for him and one for his best friend, and brought them down with the elevator. As he guessed, Bucky was training with his knives in the right end of the gym, air pods in his ears.

-Buck.- he called. No response. He huffed and placed the two mugs down on a bench before walking towards him. -Bucky.- he called again, and this time the brunette turned around swiftly, taking out one of the air buds.

-You called?- Steve snorted, nodding. He took back the mugs in his hands, offering one to his friend. -Twice actually. You really don't hear anything with those things?- Bucky accepted the drink, taking a sip. -Well, not anything. Just less. Mainly I was lost in thought.- he shrugged. Steve nodded.

-So...I wanted to apologize for being a dick yesterday. I know you have your reasons to be careful around strangers.- the super soldier shook his head, pursing his lips slightly. - Don't worry, punk. I do have my reasons, yes, but I probably shouldn't have intruded. It's fine. So, did you call this lady in the end?- he hid his expression behind the coffee mug. His tone clearly told Steve that he wanted information about the woman, so he gave it to him, hoping that her experience would put his mind at ease.

-Yeah. Her name's Helen Simon, she's got lots of experience in this kind of thing. We're meetings her later this morning actually. She sounds prepared.- he shrugged. The brunette nodded, still not a 100% happy, but he didn't interfere. -Y/n? Is she sleeping?- -Yeah, she's having some trouble lately due to the baby kicking and the insomnia. It's not like she has much to do anyway. She needs all the rest she can get.- Bucky nodded in silence. After a few seconds, Steve spoke again.

- But let's talk about you. Wanna tell me about that nice girl who's been living in the tower for the last few weeks?- he hid his smirk behind the cup. Bucky chuckled and shook his head. -Not much to say. She's amazing. Smart and funny as hell. And beautiful. I really like her.- his eyes lit up, and the blonde couldn't be happier for his best friend. -I'm really happy for you Buck. You deserve it. After how things went with Nat.- his gaze moved to the big window.

-Yeah.- he responded absentmindedly. His eyes moved back to Steve's, and this time he noticed the slight sad look they got. -I miss her a lot. I'm over her, absolutely. But that doesn't mean that I don't care about her anymore. I ask Fury for news every week, and he updates me when he can. She's very secretive, it she's fine.- Steve nodded in agreement.

- I miss her too. Y/n is worried for her, but I have full trust in her. I actually expect her to come home in a couple of months. She promised that she would be back for the baby's arrival. Y/n is counting on it. She would be pissed if her baby's godmother wouldn't be present to her godson's birth.- Bucky raised his eyebrows with a smile.

-Hold up, that's new information. You chose the godparents yet? And you know the gender? I thought that you and y/n wanted to keep it a surprise- Steve smiled as well and held up a hand to stop him. -Yes, we do. I used 'son' as a reference. We still want to wait til birth. And also yes, we chose the godparents. So I guess I should congratulate you bud.- Bucky was left speechless for a moment, then put the mug down and went to hug Steve. They both started to laugh.

-Oh my God, are you sure? You trust me?- Steve frowned and distanced himself to look Bucky in the eyes. He patted his shoulder, nodding. -Obviously we do, Buck. We would trust you with our own life. You're my brother.- Bucky nodded for a few seconds, trying to contain his emotions and big smile. Steve chuckled at his expression and gave him another pat on the back before parting from him.

-But this stays between us, understood? My wife would kill me If she knew I ruined the surprise.- he pointed his finger at him while he walked away towards the stairs. -Got it. Wanna practice a few punches?- -Can't right now, have to meet with one of Tony's lawyers in half an hour to check the contract for the midwife. Later tho, 'Kay?- Bucky just gave him a thumbs up and let him go. Before reprising his training, he stopped a few seconds to think about the news. He was going to be a godfather? And an uncle? He really hoped he was good enough. Either way, he was very happy and he will definitely try his best.

Y/n woke up around 8 am, got dressed in a comfortable sundress and some sandals. You felt particularly well rested for once so you decided to put a little more effort into getting ready to greet Helen and not look like a zombie. You put on some cream on your face, a bit of make up on the eyes and a cherry lip balm, while you simply tied two strands of hair behind your head. Nothing special but it made you feel better.

You were hungry like a wolf, as usual, so you went down to the kitchen to eat something, hoping to find Steve on the way. The doors were about to close but just in time you heard a voice asking to wait. You pressed the button and looked up. The nice girl that Bucky was seeing did a little run to reach the elevator. She gave Y/n a small smile while entering.

-Where to?- she asked. The girl answered that she was going to the kitchen, she wanted to make a surprise breakfast for Bucky. Y/n almost 'aw' ed out loud but just settled for a chuckle and pressed the button.

-Well I'm sure he'll be starving after training.- she absentmindedly cradled her belly. The girl smiled shyly nudging towards it with her head.

-How is the baby?- Y/n turned her head with a polite smile.

-Good. Always kicking. Just like the father.- she laughed.

-And mother.- the girl added. Y/n nodded, realizing that it was true. This baby would be surrounded by people who kicked ass for a living.

The elevator opened and they walked to the kitchen, strangely no one was there yet. Or they already left, whatever the case they were alone. Y/n took out the milk and some oatmeal and fresh fruit to cut.

-So, how did you meet Bucky?- everyone knew very little of that nice girl, so Y/n wanted to investigate a bit. Not that she didn't trust Bucky's good common sense, but they were being really secretive and she was curious to know whom her best friend was hanging out with. The girl, a few inches smaller than her, started to break some eggs into a bowl with flour, sugar and milk.

-We met about two months ago when he first came in my family's coffe shop. He ordered a slice of plum pie and a black coffe. I remember that I didn't realize who he was, with a baseball cap and gloves on. He didn't even particualrly stood out. Our place is known to be intimate and calm so.- she smiled fondly while she worked the mixture for what Y/N guessed would be pancakes.

She smiled, the happiness she felt for Bucky was so much. She ate a spoonful of cereals, slightly envious of the fresh coffe smells coming from the coffe machine.

-I'm really happy for you. For him. He's one of the closest people I have. He's been through so much, including his relationships.-

-Yes, he told me about it. About you, and Steve. About how he found a new home here with the avengers. He even told me briefly about Natasha. I wish I could meet her actually. I know she would be such an interesting person to talk with.- the avenger smiled slightly, then nodded raising up to put the empty bowl in the sink. She gave a soft pat on the girl's shoulder.

-Thanks for understanding. I hope you'll make Bucky happy.- she said before heading to the elevator, again, to reach the conference room.

Steve was already waiting in the conference room with Tony's lawyer, Gerry, with whom he had already read the contract with. They were just about to get FRIDAY to call Y/n when she arrived.

Steve got up and took your face into his hands to kiss her gently when she reached him.

-Good morning my love.- she said smiling. Steve took out the chair for her so she could sit. She did and then extended her hand to Gerry and introduced herself.

-Mrs Rogers. I'm Gerry Howard. I'm mr Stark's lawyer that deals with everything that has to do with new staff and personal workers so I'm gonna deal with the terms of hiring mrs Simon. I already went through it with Mr Rogers so I'm just gonna sum it up for you.- the middle aged man explained, starting from paper one.

The contract basically included an offer for her salary which would've been discussed with Helen afterwards, the floor and room she would be staying in, the floors she would've been alowed in, the due date wich would've been a week after the birth of the baby. Then other forman stuff that Steve and Y/n wouldn't had to think about. Gerry tho informed them of what Tony said to him, which was to be really careful about the words that they will say in her presence, talk about missions are forbidden and personal information of them and the rest of the team shouldn't be disclosed.

They would give her a personal phone to use in their presence which only worked for calls, and had a tracker but Helen won't know about it. They wanted to be as safe as possible. Tony had very strict rules about the staff working in the tower. No one of the team had ever seen anyone working actually. They were sent in sepcific moments in which they would be alone to work. Helen, however was kind of a special case since she would've had to be close to Y/n often. The rooms in which she was allowed were th rooftop terrace, the kitchen, library, in emergency Y/n and Steve's private floor and the common room. Y/n thought that Tony was being paranoic, she won't go agaisnt him. A knock on the door interrupted Gerry. His assistant announced that Helen had arrived with the driver.

-Let her in, Nina.- he gazed at the married couple while they all got up except Y/n. A woman who was probably in her early sixties came in, she was a bit chubby, with dark hair and eyes, dressed in a simple suit pants and jacket appropriate for her age. She had a nice smile and calming presence. Steve was the first to step forward and introduce himself.

-Ms Simon- the woman interrupted him right away by raising her hand. She shook her head.

-Call me Helen, mr Rogers.-

-Alright, Helen. This is my wife, Y/n - you shook hands with a small smile. -And this is Gerry Howard, he's gonna take care of the burocratic aspect as well as the salary.- she nodded and they all sat down, Steve nonchalantly taking Y/n's hand under the table.

-Very well. So, ms Simon, here on your resumee I can see that you have more than 30 years of experience and in particualr you assisted another seventeen women before mrs Rogers, is that correct?-

-Yes, correct. If we count my experience after graduation, it's 45. If we count the amateur one I had thanks to my mother, well then it's 53. But I stopped around ten years ago. I decided that being a midwife was would allow me to be in a more calm environment.- everyone nodded, listening intently.

-Alright, now the last thing you have to do is have mrs and mr Rogers' approval and then we can be left to discuss the details alone.- Gerry looked at the couple, which exchanged a glance.

-If you are willing to work with us, we'd like to hire you, Helen. As you probbaly already know, we aren't exaclty normal humans but I assure you I have every single human pregnancy issue.- Y/n chuckled a little, -There's nothing to warn you about other than the fact that we do not know, by choice, the sex of the baby.-

-I'd love to work with you, so I accept the job.- she answered. At that point Gerry clasped his hands.

-Well the you can officially be excused, I'll handle the last things with ms Simon alone, thank you.- Y/n and Steve got up, saluted Helen saying that they'll be meeting later in the afternoon, and exited the room.

-Well, it's done.- Steve said, wrapping his arm protectively around her waist.

-Yes. She seems nice. She certainly has experience.- they entered the elevator, but before Steve could press the button for the common floor, she pressed the one for the terrace.

-I want to take a bit of sun.-she shrugged. He gave her a lopsided smile.

-By the way, yes. I mean, fifty three years? That's more than half a century.- he said, shaking his head incredulously. You hummed in agreement, looking him up and down. He caught her just after a few seconds. A small smile growing on his handsome face.

-What?- she frowned, suppressing her smile. Her hands started to wander, starting from his waist, to his chest, neck and then when she reached his jaw, she pulled his head close gently, latching her lips to his sweet spot, just under his ear. He sighed, his hands automatically on her lower back.

-Just admiring my husband, can't I?- she was gently biting and kissing his neck and jaw all over, but just when Steve was about to pick her up, the elevator opened and Wanda and Thor appeared. Wanda rose an eyebrow and Thor just laughed.

-Sorry to interrupt, my friends.- he pressed the button for the private rooms. Y/n tried not to laugh while exchanging a look with Wanda. Get in front of your husband before he combusts from embarassment. Y/n heard the witch's voice in her head, and confused looked down nonchantly before noticing the obvious hard on her husband had going on showing from his tracksuit pants. She stepped to her right, in front of him and took his hand without making a big scene. Steve was embarassed but she wasn't sure that he actually realized what was going on.

She gave Wanda a small nod and the redhead smirked, stepping out when the elevator stopped.

-Have fun. Not too much tho, I'd like to listen to music in peace.- she winked at Steve and left. Thor laughed again and gave a small caress to your belly before following her.

-What the witch said. See you at lunch, maybe.- at that point, as soon as they were left alone Y/n burst out laughing, her head pressed on his shoulder.

-It's not funny! I was literally just abaout to fuck you against the wall and we suddenly got an audience!- he scoffed. She patted under her eye with a finger the single tear that came out from laughing too much and then pointed down.

-Well I mean it's not like we were being sneaky, in an elevator. And you certainly didn't help...-he furruwed his brows for a split moment, looked down and slapped a hand across his face. She couln't help herself and started laughing again. They had already changed direction to their bedroom by then, so as soon as they were out and private he spoke again.

-Yeah yeah real funny, way to ruin the mood.- he placed his hand on the handle to open the door, while she whispered in his ear.

-Who said that it was ruined?-he could feel her smile against his skin. At that point he pushed the door open, then dragged her inside and agaisnt it, closing it all in one swift motion. Their lips crashed and their tongues touched each other. Too lost in the moment Y/n gasped when Steve's fingers pulled up her sundress and slipped into her panties.

-How is it that the less you sleep, the hornier you get uh?- he bit her neck gently and she moaned. His expert fingers circling her clit.

-Answer me.- one finger sliding inside. She moaned gripping his neck for support.

-Yes.- a chuckle came out of her -Guess it's a side effect of pregnancy. Or having a hot husband. Maybe both.- her laugh was cut off by a fevirish kiss and another finger entering her. His ring and middle finger were pumping and curling in a way that made her see stars and in an almost embarassing time of less than five minutes she came hard, cursing loudly. He kept going just to edge her a bit, but slowly.

-Good girl, so beautiful for me- he kissed her cheek and lips, until she pushed his chest away slightly and kept going until he was on their bed. She then took off the sun dress, panties and bra. Steve would've liked to do the same, but he was too busy looking at her perfection. Her glossy eyes and flushed cheeks made her even more beautiful.

-Time to return the favor- she pulled down his boxers and pants all in one, and then his shirt. Since she couldn't exactly kneel, she moved to his side on the bed and kissed him a bit, taking him in her hand. Steve hissed and tried to sit up, but Y/n pushed him back down. After a bit she started going down and down til she reached his lengh and wrapped her lips around the tip. He groaned shutting his eyes tight and placing a hand in between her hair.

-Yes baby, right there- oh, fffuck.- he huffed and opened his eyes to look at the priceless sight of his wife's lips woking him to fucking heaven. She used both hand and mouth, bobbing her head up and down, her other hand gripping his beefy thigh. Her nails scratching his skin in unison to her taking him deep in her throat did it for him, and exactly a few seconds later he cursed and spilled in her mouth. She swallowed every drop and kept going just to help him come off his high gently, then came back up with kisses all over his body. He switched positions and got her on her back while he kissed her deeply. Hums of satisfaction left their mouths. They kept making out, embraced as they could with the big belly in their way.

-That was nice.- she says, her fingers playing with the short hair at the nape of his neck. He rose an eyebrow.

-Just 'nice'? It was amazing, it always is with you.- he planted a kiss on her lips.

-Obviously. What I meant is that it was nice switching up a bit from the same few boring but comfortable positions.- she rolled her eyes. Steve smirked.

-Just another two months, doll. Then we can go all cirque du soleil.- her motions stopped, a bit taken aback by the joke, and then burst out laughing again. He would never fail to make her feel her best, even in her worst moments.

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Only a couple more chapters to go! Then I alreay have a one shot planned. I’m sorry that the wait was so long, I hope at least you’ll still be interested in discovering how this is going to end. Anyways, to the next one <3

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ladywinterwitch · 3 years

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Run Away (Ten - Strangers)

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Avenger! Reader

Warnings: pregnancy talk, fluff, A N G S T, I think that's it??

Words Count: 3739

A/n: Next chapter is longer and INTENSE

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Y/n and Steve ended up falling asleep, which was a bit embarassing especially on his part. In the end tho they woke up around two in the afternoon and were starving. You also thought about the fact that Helen must've already set in by now. After cleaning up a bit and getting redressed the two actually went to separate directions, Steve to the gym because he had a bunch of new recruits to train by three sharp, while Y/n was heading to the kitchen.

-FRIDAY, would you call up ms Simon for me?- she found Tony, Vision and Thor in the common room so she quickly greeted them.

-Hey guys, taking a break?- she smiled when Thor got up to greet her properly. He was such a physical and affectionate person. He reminded her of a golden retriever; huge, with long hair and a heart of gold. Your smile widened when he bent down to press his ear to her belly.

-Well yes darling, do you forget that aside from kicking some ass every now and then we're basically jobless?- Tony joked. Both he and Vision were looking at you two.

-How is your pregnancy going, Y/n?- Vision asked in his posh and polite manner. She tilted her head to the side. Thor still touching the smooth and round surface. She didn't mind at all.

-It's going smoothly, thank you. Tho if I have to be honest I can't wait to at least give birth. I love my belly but it's so complicated to live with. I also miss actually moving around and exiting the tower. I don't think I've ever been so still and babyed in my life.-

-If it was an easy job, God wouldn't have gave it to women.- they all turn around when you hear an unfamiliar voice, which they soon found out to be Helen's. Thor stands straight in all his tallness and gets in front of her protectively.

-Who are you?- he asks suspiciously. She put a hand on his arm to calm him down.

-It's okay, Thor. This is Helen Simon, she's my new midwife. The one me and Steve hired this morning.- her head turns quickly to Tony then back to Helen. Tony stands up, fixing the invisible fold in his tracksuit pants and smugly walks to the older woman.

-Stark. Tony Stark. I actually hired you, but I'll let the happy couple have the glory.- he joked and you shook your head amused. They shook hands and then Vision introduced himself as well. Thor just acknowleged her with a nod. It's not like the God of Thunder had to introduce himself.

-Okay guys, see you later. I'm starving so.- you decided to cut it, but obviously Tony had to sneak in a joke. Had to.

-I'm sure cap worn you out.- Thor, which didn't know what timing was, bless his heart, decided to burst out laughing. You rolled your eyes not looking back.

-Jealousy doesn't match with your shoes Anthony.- you clapped back, still hearing Thor laugh and Tony calling him out.

A few feet down the corridor there was the kitchen, and when Y/n finally tought that her and Helen could have a minute alone, they found Wanda intently reading a book while she mover her finger around to spin the teaspoon in a mug. She looked up when they entered the room. Her finger stopped working and so did the spoon, the faint magenta colored aura disappearing.

-Hello?- she said, tentatively. Y/n ignored her cold stare and walked to the fridge taking out the leftover chicken and some salad to mix.

-She's Helen, the midwife me and Steve talked about.- there was a subtle warning in Y/n's voice. She thought 'Be nice' in her mind, and when Wanda sighed she knew she read her mind.

-Nice to meet you. If you'll excuse m- - Wanda was about to get up from the stool but the old woman's voice stopped her.

-You aren't eating that chicken cold are you? How old is it?- she walked closer, grabbing the plastic box from her hands. Both her and Wanda were a little taken aback by her bluntness, and shared a look.

-Uh..Yeah? I was actually going to put it in the salad. And it's..I'm not sure, a couple of days old? Still perfectly fresh and untouched.- she answered trying to reassure her, but she wasn't having it at all.

-This isn't eating healthy. If you want a healthy baby you need to eat properly. I'll take care of your meals from now on. - she stated, putting the box aside. - The non pregnant teammates can risk getting sick with that chicken. - Wanda's gaze darkened and her eyes took a light shade of red.

-What's that supposed to mean, old lady? - Y/n saw her fingers starting to move around with the corner of her eye and put her own hand on hers.

-Helen didn't mean anything, Wanda. She just meant that I have to be extra careful in comparison to the rest of you, ok? Don't you have to be somewhere right now?- she asked in the most calm way. The last hting she needed was Wanda yeeting Helen out of the tower on the first day. Wanda closed and picked up her book and mug, walking towards the exit of the kitchen.

-I mean, I'd like to go to the terrace to chill, but I can't.- Y/n frowned while sitting on a stool. Meanwhile Helen had already started to inspect their whole frige.

-I can feel Bucky and his girl going at it so yeah, I did not plan to watch a live performance.- she choked on water and the old lady turned around with a rather disgusted face. Wanda just shrugged and left them. The girl turned towards the older woman with an awkward smile.

-Welcome I guess.- the short fake laugh was over as soon as Helen sat in front of her, her hands conjoined in front of her.

-This isn't good.- the girl shifted uncomfortably, then uncosciously starting to rub her belly as a sign of comfort.

-What isn't?- the lady sighed. -First off, there are way too many people here. This place is chaotic, the people aren't giving you the peace that you need. This isn't a baby-space. At all. I just looked into your frigde and there isn't a single thing ready or 100% healthy probably except vegetables. Y/n if you want to be a good mother and be healthy for your baby you need to change a few things.- her words at first irritated her, setting off her protectiveness towards the people she called family, but then as she went on, she made her feel little. Like a little girl who wasn't good enough. She sighed silently.

-What would you have me do then?- she asked. Helen shrugged, still mantaining her perfect posture.

-I'm not gonna suggest you to buy a new place, because where you'll live after the baby is born is your business, but..- she paused, -I can offer you to come live at my place for these last two months or so. I have a nice, peaceful place a little outside New York. I already had eight of my patients do this, it's not so absurd.- she explained like it was the most normal thing in the world. Y/n was listening, but she wasn't convinced. She decided that she had to think about it first. She had to know for sure that she was professional and competent.

-I don't know, Helen. I'll admit that it isn't the most tranquil place to live, but...these people are my family. They have always been by my side, pregnant or not. And what about Steve? The father of my firstborn?- she marked the last phrase, tilting her head to the side. A little habit she probably took from Wanda.

-Because they care about you. But in truth, tell me, aren't you feeling like a burden? Like you get into their business?- she mirrored the young woman's expression. Y/n didn't answer at first.

-You're really not going soft on this are you?- Helen released a dry laugh. Shook her head and paused before talking.

-Yes. I began working as a nurse unofficially when I was 13 years old, during the Prague Spring reforms in '68. The hospital was in short of nurses so.- she explained, -That time wasn't easy. Not that the one before it and after it wasn't, that is. You either grow a thick skin or you don't survive.- Y/n felt for her, as she had a very similar destiny. First she doesn't know how she ended up in an orphanage, and then when she was fifteen and nobody took her, they kicked her out. She was homeless for a year until SHIELD recruited her, and the rest is history.

The older woman got up and took some vegetables, washed them and then placed them down to slice them. Y/n got up as well and started helping. She eyed the fresh eggs, so she guessed that Helen wanted to make a quick frittata.

-How did you end up in America? As midwife, nonetheless.- she asked.

-Why most foreign people come to America? Certainly not the food.- The woman responded with a slight hint of irony. The girl chuckled.

-Touché.-

-In any case, I've been here more than half of my live, moved many states mainly for my own choice. Being a private midwife pays decently.- she paused to dump the sliced vegetables into a pan with a little oil and salt.

-I became one because I was fascinated by the whole process that the woman's body goes through both before, during and after birth. I assisted two of my older sisters, and in the end ended up doing it as a job.- Y/n nodded, listening.

-That's actually amazing. But if I can ask, you do not have kids yourself?-

-No. Didn't have the possibility at first. Then decided that just it was my profession but not my future. No regrets.- she answered even tho the girl could sense that something was off. She decided not to intrude.

Silence fell between them while they were cooking, and the younger woman took the popularity to think about what she said. The woman was practical, a bit harsh maybe. But she also had a lot of experience. She didn't like the thought of leaving her family, but she had to admit that she often felt like a burden lately. More than once someone stayed behind to look after her, and even tho they didn't seem to mind at all, she did. She wasn't used to being so pampered and looked after, and sometimes she almost felt suffocated. Guess that spending many years of your life having to take care of yourself takes a toll on you.

She didn't want to decide anything without talking it out with Steve first. And it wouldn't be permanent, just for the last couple months or so, until she had the baby. If she really thought about it maybe she needed some time to reconnect with herself, to learn how to take care of her baby in the best way possible. Even the stupidest thing like cold chicken could potentially make her sick, and it was such a small thing. But that doesn't change the fact that she didn't knew. She wasn't one of those moms who surrounded herself with books teaching her every do's and don'ts, but at this point insecurity was kicking in. The last thing she would ever want was to be a bad mother even before actually becoming one.

Between a baby shop and another, and a whole new diet including an embarrassing amount of tea, Y/n finished her eight month of pregnancy. She was feeling as tired and as big as ever. Helen actually helped a lot both with the cooking, the health tips and with the shopping. She actually sobbed when they bought the crib. Both because she was emotional, a bit because hormones and also because Steve was again away on a mission. The whole team was actually. They had new leads in the Hungarian case and another completely different mission in South Korea, a tough one. So it required the whole team split up. That was the fist time Y/n was left alone since she knew she were pregnant. It all went smoothly, the tower actually felt quiet for once.

Y/n and Helen had found a nice dynamic, and most of the time spent time in a comfortable silence, each doing their thing. A downside that she wasn't realizing was the distance that was slowly creeping from her to the team. They didn't really like the midwife that much, Wanda, Thor and Bucky especially didn't like her at all. But Y/n felt for her, she felt like she knew her better than them so she often took her side, which hurt them back.

Steve on the other hand wasn't realizing it almost at all. All he cared about was his wife being healthy and that she got along with the midwife. They didn't sleep together often anymore, due to the fact that he was often away and she was constantly tired. Bruce did warn her at the beggining that this 'enhanced' baby would've probably tired her out, and it did at first but then she was feeling very well. She and Helen both blamed it on the tiredness of the pregnancy as a whole.

The last straw was when some of the guys, specifically Sam, Thor and Peter, whom didn't live at the tower and was rarely involved in missions because of Tony, went to see them and in some way, nobody actually know how, they made a whole ass hole in the floor above the library. Fate wanted that Y/n and Helen were reading just a few feet away. If they were just a bit closer to the door, they would've been hit by the pavement pieces.

Helen gasped and jumped out of her seat, book still in her hand by the corner. The younger woman on the other hand was more mad than anything.

She rose from the armchair, struggling a bit and marched towards the now destroyed door. The damage wasn't so bad, but it was still damage and it could've been way worse. She was fuming.

-Y/n! Shit are you okay? - Sam yelled from above. The three guys looking down from the hole they created.

-I'm so sorry it wasn't me! It was Thor! - Peter joined in and caused the God to respond, and from that a whole lot of mess arose.

The people who weren't on a mission, which were Wanda, Bucky and Tony, came running.

Y/n didn't know where to look and all of a sudden started felling a bit suffocated. She brought a hand to her forehead, distubed by the chaos arouns her.

-Stop! Fucking stop it! - she yelled, groaning from frustration. Everyone stopped talking while the girl started to feel her eyes prickle with tears of frustration.

-Why is never, ever a single day if peace in here? There's always someone around, making a mess, making noise, complaining- - she almost stumbled on a piece of ceiling that had fallen, but Bucky and Tony were right behind her and helped her stabilize herself, but she shoved them off.

-Leave me be!- she exclaimed frustrated. She huffed, trying to take a deep breath. -I'm moving out.- a chorus of 'What' arose. Bucky stepped forward and grabbed her wrist gently.

-What are you talking about?- his eyes showed confusion and panic.

-And when would have you decided this stupid thing?- Tony crossed his arms and went straight up 'Tony Stark' on her. Y/n rolled her eyes, ignoring both questions and walked out of the now damaged library. Helen followed suit.

-At least wait for Steve to return!- Wanda said. Thor jumped down, through the new hole in the ceiling and followed her like the others.

-Y/n, we're sorry! Look, I'm gonna fix the ceiling myself okay? Please don't go- Y/n's ached to see them upset, but she was tired. Too tired. She was afraid that if she had stayed more than she could withstand, their relationships could've been ruined. That was the last thing she wanted. She didn't knew exactly what was that overwhelmed her so much. She felt constantly tired and in pain, all the noise, number of people..it had become just too much. She needed to finish this pregnancy alone, or at least in a more quiet place.

She stopped in her tracks and exhaled silently. Her eyes passed through everyone in the room. Even in that moment, they were decimated because of the mission, yet there were still eight people in the room. When normally it would've been around 15. That's too many people.

-It's not your fault. It's not anyone's fault, specifically. I just.. I feel overwhelmed. There's too much going on here at the tower. And for me it's like seeing life go on without being able to do anything. I need some space, okay? It won't be forever. Hell, if everything goes well it's gonna be a month, at best. But I really, really need a break. I am going to pack and leave by afternoon, when Steve returns, just send him to the address that I'll leave for him. Okay? I love you guys, you're my family and I wouldn't be where I am today without you. Its just temporary.- she smiled softly, trying not to get emotional. Wanda was visibly upset, on the verge of crying. The others just looked sad, maybe disappointed. But nobody said anything, so she turned her heels and went straight to her room.

By five pm she and Helen were already gone. The older woman called them a cab, the driver took care of their stuff and then they were gone. Y/n was silent during most of the trip, both because of the extreme tiredness and sadness. She never changed home since she moved to the tower. She also thought about what she would tell Steve. She knew she couldn't contact him, so she didn't. They had left two days prior, so it was a bit early to know when he'll be coming home. But she knew a hundred percent that he would've gotten to her even before going home.

The two women were headed to the older one's house, which was in Avalon, New Jersey. Helen had told her about her beach house, quite far from the city. Y/n did actually fall asleep after the first hour or so, they had around three in total so she didn't worry about not waking up. By her surprise though, she did sleep throughout the whole trip, and yet, she was still tired. In those days her head gave her particular discomfort, so any noise at all really disturbed her.

Helen woke her up gently when they arrived, the she helped her get out of the car. Meanwhile the driver, which was a quite young man, probably around her age, which was 27, with curly black hair, stubble and dark green eyes, took their luggage off of the trunk.

-That's all. Have a nice stay.- he smiled slightly. Y/n frowned, what about the money?

-How much do we owe you?- she asked sweetly. He waved his hand dismissively, going back in the driver's seat.

-The lady already paid me, I'm ok. Bye.- he waved goodbye and drove off. Y/n and Helen dragged the luggage insider her villa, by which the girl definitely was taken aback.

-You didn't tell me that you live in a Villa?-

-Maybe, but I did tell you that being a private midwife pays well. I also need space if I want to take people living with me.- she explained. The first thing that you could see was the huge open space which showed a not exaggeratedly large living room with a window door on the right, on the left there was the kitchen and in the middle a staircase.

It wasn't very decorated, but the light palette of the whole place defines had a calming effect. Y/n was so used to the high rise and high technology of the Avengers tower that she had almost forgot how nice and intimate a normal house could be.

Helen showed y/n around a little, then ended up in the spare room, which had a large bed, a balcony and some essential forniture pieces such as a wardrobe, a vanity, a full length mirror, an armchair.

-This is really nice, Helen.- she smiled tiredly, caressing her big belly while she walked around. But as she was walking towards the balcony, she had a slight attack of vertigo, and her knees buckle for a second. The woman was at her side in a few seconds, helping her onto the bed. Y/n huffed, the back of her hand on her eyes.

-Why am I so shitty? I was pretty good until a few months ago.- she whined, and Helen shook her head while she stroked her arm.

-Every pregnancy is different, Y/n. You're just tired, from the car and that chaotic place.- the disdain in her voice didn't really pleased Y/n, but she didn't say anything. She didn't have the strength and besides, it's not like she was particularly liked at the tower anyway.

-I'll get you a tea, be right back.- Y/n chuckled.

-I drank more of your Hungarian tea than water in the last months.- Helen pulled a tight smile.

-Well, it is a traditional recipe for pregnant women. Not that you seem to mind it either.- the girl relaxed her eyes and discarded her sneakers to the ground.

-No, it has a peculiar taste but not bad.-

-Good.- and with that she left the girl alone. Helen went down the stairs, and turned on the stove to warm some water. She then opened a drawer, forcing the wood layer to come up by using her fingernails, pulling out an old fashioned phone.

She went to the contacts and dialed the only one there was. She waited a few minutes, when someone picked up.

-Igen?-

-Közeledünk. Készülj fel.- she said, hanging up.

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Translation from Hungarian: ‘Yes?’ ‘We’re close. Get ready.’

Hiii, this is quite a short chapter but I wanted to end it with ✨ suspense ✨ the next one tho is gonna be way longer. Lastly, friendly reminder that my taglist and my ask inbox are open!

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ladywinterwitch · 4 years

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Run Away (Eight- What You Gotta Do)

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Avenger! Reader

Warnings: A bit of angst, pregnancy talk, mentions of injuries, mentions of abandonement (mild), fluff, reader is still an emotional rollercoaster, cursing and swearing, smut, unprotected sex (too late for these two lmao), oral sex (f recieving), brief mentions of body insicurities, Bucky’s a puppy dog.

Words Count: 5289

A/n: Part eight! I can’t believe that I’ve actually come this far lmao. Plus, me posting stuff with less than 44827 years of distance with each other? A miracle. I always said that I would wrap it up at 10 chapters,but while writing this chapter I realized that I will need one or two extra chapters + the epilogue. We’ll see. For now I’m happy to be able to write lol. Series masterlist here, main masterlist here. Enjoy <3

ps: Chris’s look in that gif,,,chile

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In the following week you saw Steve once a day, just to assure that he was doing fine. He wasn' sleeping in your shared room for the moment, but in a spare bedroom. You knew that you were probably being harsh with him, but you were so mad. It wasn't the first time that he did something stupid to try and save others. Hell, just think about that damned plane crash that put him in the ice in the first place.

You understood the reasons why, and basically everyone tried to talk with you and kinda 'sugar coat it' but the issue wasn't that you didn't understand: the issue was that he couldn't afford to think only about himself. Was it selfish on your behalf to think that way? Maybe. But you couldn't help it. You told yourself that it would've been different if you were just married, or just lovers. His decisions would've still been his. But now it's different. In less than six months he would've become a father. And that comes with responsibility. Wasn't he the first to tell you how important it was for you to put aside your job, for months or maybe even forever, just for the wellbeing of the creature inside you? That kid is yours just as much as he's his.

You and Bucky went out for a shopping trip that afternon. You would've asked Wanda, but she and Vision went to Clint's farm for a few days to see him and his family. Steve still had to be inside the tower, since he wasn't fully healed yet. You knew that he was watching a football game with Sam now, while Tony and Bruce were working on a new project, and Thor went to Asgard for a while to go check that Loki and Odin weren't at each other's throats.

You didn't mind Bucky's company at all. And in any case it wasn't like you felt like going out with Steve, not just yet. The brunette drove you both to the mall where he parked and then you went inside.

-So, what absolutely exciting and girly shops I have to visit today?- he asked while you curled your hand around his bicep. You laughed, looking up at him while you walked.

-Well, this mama is getting bigger every day, so I really can't wear my old clothes. I wouldn't even fit in them, and I can't go on with you guys' hoodies and t-shirts. I mean, I'm still a woman. Who said I can't look good while pregnant?- you responded, dragging him to a maternity clothes shop. As soon as you entered like half of the women in the shop turned to look at Bucky. You glanced at him and saw that he blushed and was looking everywhere except them. You bit you lip to not smile while you started to look around at the clothes. You made sure to engage in conversations with him to try and take the attention away.

-Damn homie, I think you just made those women regret their partners.- you said lowly so only he could hear you, and being a super enhanced supersolier, he did hear you very clearly. He snapped his head towards you with a look of disbelief on his face. His expression was so funny that you couldn't help but laugh. He looked around quickly then got closer to you.

-Stop it! It's already embarassing without you pointing it out.- he whined with a low voice. You stopped laughing but you couldn't help but smile, pressing your lips together.

-It's just so funny to me, because I understand these women. Turns out that pregnancy doesn't only make you sick, but also terribly horny.- you rose an eyebrow and he face palmed himself. You laughed again.

-Too much information, doll.- he groaned. You chuckled, putting in his hands a bunch of clothes. He caught them with both arms and followed you like a puppy to the changing rooms.

-Thank you kind sir, now I'm gonna see if they fit then I promise we're out of here.- you joked, hanging the clothes into the changing room. You closed the tent and he let himself fall delicately on one of the couches. He looked around while he waited but it turned out to be a bad idea when he saw the women from the various isles and even the shop's staff looking at him. He awkwardly smiled and then looked back at the closed changing room, sinking in his seat and covering the side of his face with a hand nonchalantly. He heard a few muffled giggles but no ne bothered him.

-Y/n are you done?- he asked, more embarassed than anything. Suddenly she pulled back the tent and started to gather a few of the garments in her hand. Bucky's gaze got caught on her figure. It was essentially the first time that she wore something fitting and not exaggerately large, so her belly was fully on display, even more so since she was turned to the side. The man felt a mix of emotions all at once and didn't quite catch the first time she called him.

-Buck, did you hear me?- he snapped out of it and stood to his feet, blinking a few times.

-It looks great.- he commented. You had on a nice flowery minidress, the sleeves were short and puffy, the square neckline showed just enough cleavage to remain classy, the breast area was tight but just below the skirt was soft and fell perfectly on your figure, showing the belly. You looked at him with a smile, chuckling slightly.

-Yeah, it fits well doesn't it? I'm getting these,- he gave a three dresses, two shirts, two t-shirts, two pairs of jeans and a pencil skirt to him, while she had other stuff in her own hands. -And I'm leaving these.- she sighed.

-Would you do me a favor? I'm dropping these off, meanwhile could you go to the pay desk? I'll be there in a sec.- he nodded and you thanked him while you walked away to the isles. Bucky walked towards the counter and dropped the garments on the desk, giving a quick smile to the girl behind it. He pulled out from the back pocket of his jeans the wallet and then the credit card, which was obviously Tony's, and put it on the glass above the counter. He waited a few seconds until the clerk, which was a nice girl with black hair and amber like eyes, spoke to him.

-So, how far are you guys?- she asked. Bucky almost choked on air at that phrase.

-Oh we- - he was about to say, but you arrived at his side and saved the situation. You smiled kindly at the girl and gave a pat on Bucky's arm.

-I'll be exactly of five months in a week, and he's more like the uncle than the father.- she tileted her head towards the brunette. The clerk smirked.

-Is he now?- she said rethorically. Then added, -That would be 277$. You're paying with cash or card?- Bucky gave her the Visa and she thanked him, finishing the payment. Y/n glanced at him with a knowing look and a slight smirk. He rolled his eyes and shook his head a little, she furrowed her brows as if to ask 'Why?' and he just mouthed 'No', so she didn't push. For now.

-Thank you for your purchase, congratulations and we hope to see you soon.- the girl said with courtesy, her gaze lingering a bit on the man, whom didn't return the look. You could see the slight disppointment of the girl.

-Thank you, have a nice day.- you saluted her and then headed out with Bucky. An hour had already passed and you still had in mind to buy a few things, but first you needed a break.

-I desperately want a piece of cake. What do you think?- you elbowed him delicately to catch his attention. He turned his head and nodded, still carrying the two bags. You arrived at the mall's cafe and ordered. He picked an iced coffe and you a slice of cheesecake and some tea, knowing that coffe wasn't that good for pregnancy. You took a seat at one of the tables outside, even tho you were still technically inside the mall.

-So, wanna tell me why you didn't accept the clear as the sun advances that the pretty shop assistant did?- you brought the fork to your mouth. He huffed and shrugged.

-Because I am not interested. I don't think I'm in the right mindspace to date right now.- he responded. You exhaled, tilting your head slightly to the side.

-Buck, I know that it didn't end up that smoothly with Nat, but she's gone.- she realized how that sounded like and quickly corrected herself, -I mean, not gone. But...gone, you know?- you cringed at your own words and he snorted.

-Very smooth y/n.- he joked, earning a glare from you.

-Shut up, I'm trying to help here. What I meant that while I understand that things with Nat didn't end up in the best of ways, she went away to give both of you the space you need to get back on your feet.- you paused, drinking a sip of tea, then offring the last bite of cake to him. He shook his head, giving you a lopsided smile.

-Don't worry, it's all yours.- you pointed your finger at him, while chewing the cheesecake. He chuckled.

-Right answer. Anyways, what I'm trying to say here, Buck, is that you have to allow yourself to try again. Because you deserve it. What do you tell me about that person you said you were interested in? I've never seen you with anyone in the last three months.- he looked to the side for a moment casually.

-They're taken so, yeah.- he simply answered, shrugging while taking a sip of coffe. You got sad all of a sudden. You eyebrows knotted in a sad expression and he noticed, giving you a small smile.

-Hey, don't do that. It's okay. I'm not like heartbroken or shit. I'm happy for her.- he assured you, -She.. well she has a family. She deserves it, so I'm happy for her.- he nodded, smiling softly. You smiled at him too, still with a hint of sadness. He took a nother sip of coffe an then raised an eyebrow, looking at you.

-Why are you crying?- he asked confused. You furruwed your brows in confusion and wiped your fingers under your eyes, realizing that a few tears had escaped. At that point without a reason, you started to feel worse and embarassed and a mess, so you sterted to actually sob a little. Bucky got up and moved his chair next to yours, hugging you.

-Hey what's wrong? I promise I'm alright.- he laughed to try and lighten the situation. You hiccupped into his chest.

-I- I know..it's just.. I don't know, these stupid hormones are making me act hysterical.- you had sittle sobs coming out every now and then. He kissed your head while he stroked your back.

-It's okay, you're not hysterical.- he chuckled softly making you smile. You pulled away from him looking in his eyes.

-I'm a mess aren't I?- Bucky wiped a little smudge of mascara under her eye, and then smiled at her lovingly.

-You look just fine, darling.- she hugged him, whispering a 'thank you, I love you' in his ear.

-I love you too- he answered.

After that, they finished their drink and Y/n told Bucky that she wanted to order a few things for the baby so they did just that. They went in a baby-stuff shop and she choose and placed some orders for a crib, a baby seat for both the car and the kitchen and the changing table. You didn't wanted to buy them right away, so you told the shop to bring them at the tower when they wanted.

When you exited the shop, it was already six thirty pm, so you decided to head back at the tower.

In the car, you told Bucky about your idea to get a midwife to help you during your pregnancy and especially when it'll be time to deliver the baby.

-I don't know y/n... I mean I think that you don't need a midwife or some other stranger to take care of you and the baby. You have Steve. You have me, and Sam, Wanda and the rest of the team. Bruce has basically become a doctor of everything, I'm sure that helping to deliver a child isn't that hard.- he shrugged while keeping his eyes on the road.

-I can't and wouldn't expect you all to babaysit me for another four months, Bucky. You have missions, classes, a you know, your own lives.- he glared at you, probably wanting to intervene and contraddict you, but he remained quiet in the end.

-And, you really can't expect Bruce to handle this. He's a fucking physician for God's sake. He's absolutely amazing, but a delivery? No, that would be too much even for him. And I would be kinda embarassed, for crying out loud.- you added with a high pitched voice. You absentmindely started to cradle your belly. He thought about it for a few seconds.

-I don't know y/n, you know how I am with strangers. But in any case it's your and Steve's decision. Please, talk to him. He's been miserable this week without you. He wouldn't shut up about how he was sorry, and stupid and in love with you and that he misses your smile, your belly and I don't know, I stopped listening after a while.- he said exasperatedly. You suppressed a smile.

-Really? - you asked sheepishly. He turned his head to look at you for a second before smiling knowingly.

-You know it's true. Your fucking married, for God's sake.- he said, tired of you two being idiots. He could just imagine how it'll be when you'll become parents. You will be great at it, but also a mess at the same time.

-Hey, Whiny Soldier, how was shopping? - Sam shouted when he saw the two of you coming in the room with your hands full of bags. You didn't see him, but you just knew that he pursed his lips and shook his head.

You came back at the tower just in time for dinner. Vision and Wanda had aprons tied on their chests, while the others were just chilling in the common room. Steve was there too, beside Bruce.

-Shopping was productive, thank you very much.- you answered pointing for Bucky to put down the bags.

-Let me help you take these to your room.- he offered, but you gave him a look and he understood immediately, putting them down. You smiled and kissed his cheek.

-Thank you for being my human cart today.- his jaw dropped, pretending to be offended.

-Oooh- Sam howled and the others laughed. Steve smiled slightly, still mortified by your little 'cold shoulder week' thing.

-You're lucky I can't tickle you to death right now.- he pointed his finger at you before walking to the fridge to pour himself a glass of water.

-Yeah, yeah, like you say big guy.- you teased him. You paused, shifting your gaze to Steve. He was wearing a blue hoodie and gray sweatpants, his dirty blonde hair were starting to get a bit long at the sides and a few strands fell on his forehead, while his jaw was covered with a slight scruff. His puppy dog eyes met yours and you couln't help but melt a little.

-Steve, are you well enough to help me with these?- you asked and even before you could finish he was on his feet. He almost tripped from how fast he tried to reach you.

-Yes I'm perfectly well I mean I'd love to help you. I mean obv- - you raised an eyebrow and he stopped, looking down. The whole team was watching in silence like it was a damn movie.

-I'm rambling, I'm sorry.- he said lowly. You sighed and places three of the four bags in his hands.

-C'mon. And you all, get a life.- you called them out while you two walked to the elevator. A few minutes later, after the short, silent, trip, you arrived to your room. He placed the bags on the bed and you did the same after closing the door behind you.

-Help me take off the price tags.- you invited him. He grabbed the bag, taking out the first garment. It was a white baby onesie, with Captain America's shield logo on it in white, blue, and red. His breath got caught in his throat and he suddenly let out a sob.

You snapped your head up in confusion, your features softening when you saw him. He sat on the bed, head down, onesie still in his hand. You put down the dress you had in your hands and went to sit next to him, since it would've been really uncomfortable for you to bend on your legs now. You hand went istinctively to rub his back.

-Can we talk?- he asks with broken voice. You tilt your head to the side to look at him with the shadow of a smile on your face.

-Only if you stop crying. Or else none of us will be able to talk at all.- he chuckles slightly making you smile lovingly. He wraps his big arms around you, nuzzling his face in your neck, your collarbones exposed due to the large shirt you were wearing. The wave of relief that washed over you in that moment was hard to describe.

-I missed you so much, baby. I couldn't stand the thought of you being mad at me. I'm sorry for being so impulsive.- he sniffed while he talked. You nodded, cupping his face gently. Steve melted into your touch.

-I know you are. And I'm sorry too. I know that I've been harsh with you these past days, it's just...- he waited patiently, -You're not responsable for only yourself anymore. I understand, please trust me, I understand what you wanted to do and also that you feel like it's your duty to do that. And it kinda is, but my point is- you shook your head realizing that you weren't really explaining yourself.

-What I mean is that you cannot put your life behind other's. Not for me, not even for the team. We're grown ass adults okay? Fow how much you can love us and we can love you, we are our own person. But this- you placed his hand on your belly, -This had been a choice. Your, mine. We both are responsable for this life. The same way I gave up my job, and the lessons. Now, I'm not asking you to stop going on missions, but I'd like you to be with me as much as possible. And that when you go, you'll be careful. Please, Steve.- you say softly, almost in the verge of tears. Again. You've cried more in five months than in your whole life probably.

-You're right. It was pretty hypocritical of me to get mad at you for the same reason in the first place.- he shook his head in disappointment. You rolled your eyes, adding -Work. I think we'll have to rearrange ourselves in this department.- you smiled and he laughed, agreeing.

-So, are we gonna get these off the bed and use the space in a better way or what?- your lips curled in a seductive smirk that quite shocked him. He recovered quickly, jumping on his feet and placing the bags on the ground in a split second. You threw you head back laughing at his eagerness, but you honestly couldn't blame him. Your hormones were a mess and your horniness at level 100, but you often were either sick, tired, hungry or he was. And not to mention the missions that separated you. So let's say that since you got pregnant the sex decreased noticeably, which was something that you wanted to fix. You phisically missed and needed him.

He returned to you and crashed his lips to yours, and soon enough you were a mess of tongues and lip bites and sucks that got interrupeted just briefly to get your clothes off. He didn't have anything under his hoodie, and you happily noticed that he was completely healed and that his weeks in the tower were due to the lack of new missions. You sincerely hoped it would last. After his hoodie, his pants and boxers were next. With you the situation was a bit more complex: first the light material shirt you had on had to be unbuttoned, then your tank top, the jeans' belt and the pants themselves. When you were left in just your underwear, a plain set of cotton white bra and panties, Steve stopped to look at your body.

He was in awe of you. He rose his hand and started a caress that began on your cheek, his thumb on your bottom lip, then descended to your now fuller breasts, to the curve of your waist to to your baby bump. At that point he bent down on his knees and kissed it softly.

-Hey little one, if you want to take a nap, now it would be a good time.- he whispered directly to the stretched skin. You let out a sound that was halfway between of a whine and a laugh.

-Steve, Jesus Christ.- you covered your face with your hands. You heard him laugh and stand on his feet again. He removed your hands gently, kissing you again with slow, agonizing passion that even let escape a ridiculous whine from your lips at the loss.

-Where were we?- he reached behind your back and unclasped the bra, sliding it off your shoulders and freeing your breasts.

-Mrs and Mr. Rogers I'm sorry to disturb, miss Maximoff would like me to inform you that dinner's ready.- you stopped hearing F.R.I.D.A.Y.'s voice. You groaned, annoyed at the interruption, but Steve suddenly started to push you on the bed and to lick and suck your boobs.

-Tell miss Maximoff that we have dinner here.- he responded biting softly your nipple, making you whimper.

-It will be done, mr Rogers.-

-Geez Steve, couldn't you be more specific?- you sassed with a deep breath, distracted by your husband's mouth. He snorted moving further down to remove your panties.

-You're already pregnant, couldn't be more obvious than that.- you started to laugh, but it soon became a loud moan when you felt his tongue licking a long stripe on your pussy. You closed your eyes and istinctively wanted to bring your hand in his hair, but you found an obstacle. A medium big, round and naked obstacle. You huffed and Steve stopped, tilting his head to the side, since now you couldn't even see him from between your legs.

-Are you okay?- he asked, worry in his voice. You sat on the bed, helping yourself with your hands. He returned beside you, waiting.

-It's just..ugh I'm so awkward and big and not confident if I have to be honest.- you say for the first time out loud. You wanted to cover yourself by curling your knees to you chest, but again, you swollen stomach didn't allow it. At that point you got even more frustrated.

-Damn it.- Steve places his fingers under your chin and made you look at him. His eyes were serious but not mad.

-Hey, none of that. Do you even realize the miracle your beautiful body is doing? You're creating a whole life in there, baby.- he smiled brightly looking in your eyes, -And by the way, you're still hot as fuck.- that made you laugh. He kept smiling while he made you lay down again on the sheets.

-This beautiful face..these cheeks are even sweeter now.- he peppered them with kisses making you giggle uncontrollably.

-Don't get me started on these ones...- his hands cupped your breasts while his mouth attacked your nipples and the soft skin. You moaned softly, your hand immediately in his short hair, your nails delicately scratching his scalp.

-But you know my most favorite thing?- he kept going, -This.- he was now between your legs, kneeled in front of your stomach. He caressed it and kissed it a few times. Then his gaze locked in yours again. You almost felt hypnotized, both by his velvety voice and his touch.

-I love it because it's round and soft and most importantly because it's giving me a family. A baby. And you know who's giving me all of this? You are. So don't ever be insecure about this wonderful body, please.- you smiled at him softly. Soon enough the mood changed again when he spoke his next words.

-Now, are you gonna let me thank this stunning body like it deserves or not?- you felt the smirk in his voice, his blue eyes hungry. You mirrored his expression propping yourself up on your elbows.

-Would like to see it.- you answer. He huffs out a laugh and reprises what he started doing a few minutes prior. He took good care of you until you came on his tongue, and at that point you grabbed him to crash your lips together. You kept moving and bringing him with you, until he found himself laying down on his back and you straddling his hips. Steve's hands immediately went to your sides, trying to not move and let you do the work, even though all he wanted was to fuck you until you both could't anymore.

You kept you eyes on his while you stroked him a few times before slowly sinking on him. He squeezed both his eyes shut and your hips, huffing a long breath. That could've almost made you laugh if you weren't just as wrecked. Your hips started moving, back and forth, to the sides in painfully slow circular motions. At one point he grabbed your ass, sitting up and making you gasp.

-Doll I'm kinda struggling here- he breathed out kissing your neck while you kept moving. -I want to be delicate but damn.- he nipped at your sweet spot between your neck and shoulder. Your hips started going faster with the help of his hands guiding you and soon enough you were panting and kissing each other passionately and messily.

-Oh, Steve I'm almost there- you moan hugging his head to your chest. He moaned too, reaching in front of you with his hand to circle your clit.

-I'm right behind you baby.- he reassured you while in reality he was trying hard not to come in that exact moment. He craved you more than usual, not only beacause your body was actually so fucking hot to him but also because he hasn't touched you for almost two whole weeks.

Just a few seconds later you gripped his shoulders, hiding your face in his neck. His breath got caught in his troath at the way you clenched around him when you came. And as a cue, he followed you short after, coming inside you. You stayed like that, hugging and cuddling for some minutes, then he kissed you and moved you gently on his side, hissing slightly when you lost contact.

-Be right back.- he said going to the bathroom and returning with a wet wash cloth. He cleaned you up from both of your releases and then went back to throw the dirty fabric in the laundry basket. You looked at him with a lopsided smile, still hazy and quite tired from the recent activity. He mirrored your expression with messy hair, crawling in the bed to you and pulling you on his side after.

-I needed that.- you say. He sighed, -I definetly did too. How come we always end up having sex after we argue or talk?- he asked casually. You shrugged.

-I don't know, the important thing is that the talk comes first and then, the sex.- he agreed with a nod. You chewed on you lip a bit before speaking again.

-Honey- you called, he hummed.

-While you were away last week I started to think about how I will probably need more help in the future, you know. And the fact that you and the others are often away on missions. And I mean it's totally alright, that's work but... I felt so bad when Sam and Wanda were left behind last time. And just to 'babysit' me.- he looked down at you with a frown.

-They offered to stay behind because they wanted to. We're taking turns on missions all the time.- he responded. You barely noticed that he had started to caress your belly.

-That's not the point, you know it. The last mission was quite big. I know my work well enough to know that Fury would've sent all the team, if I weren't left behind. Also by now we both understood that this baby isn't a normal baby and that is why I'm so sick so often. Bruce can't be here all the time, and for how good and skilled he his, he's not an expert in the baby field.- he was listening to you intently, but he wasn't quite sure with where you wanted to go with this.

-What's the point?- he asked, moving a strand of your hair from your face with his fingers.

-The point is, that I've read a lot in these months, and I think that we should hire a midwife. It would be someone that stays with me most of the day and helps me. An actual expert.-

-And how would you explain that our child has the blood of two super soldiers?- his hand motioned himself and you. You got up, towards the bathroom.

-Steve, we share the house with a god, a giant green monster, enhanced people, a witch, a kid that has the powers of a spider and an intelligent robot. I think it wouldn't be a great surprise.- you closed the door, peed and then refreshed yourself before going back to take some clean clothes. You saw that he was waiting for you to get out, probably wanting to shower.

-Okay then, I guess we can arrange that, if that will make you feel better.- he finally spoke. You kissed his cheek, already in your underwear.

-Thank you. You're showering?- he nods, the raises an eyebrow.

-Wanna join?- you laugh and shake your head.

-No, baby not now. I get tired quite easily and if the bed's already a bit difficult to work with, the shower must be a nightmare.- he pouted.

-You're right.-

-But- he stops the door before it closes, waiting for you to continue. -I want to fix your hair and your beard if you let me.- a lopsided smile opens on his face.

-Be my guest.-

After you sat him down on the edge of the bathtub, you shortened the longer strands on top with tiny scissors. After that you picked up the electric razor and groomed the sides, shortneing them but not removing them completely. You did the same with the beard, leaving a short, barely visible scruff. About twenty minutes later you were done. You put down the razor and took a step back to look at your work.

-Perfect.- you commented, brushing the hair that fell on his chest and shoulders. He stood up and looked at himself in the mirror, smiling.

-Is there anything you can't do?- he asked. You smirked, kissing him before starting to clean up.

-No, I'm a woman.-

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ladywinterwitch · 3 years

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Hey besties idk how many will read this but, anyways just wanted to reassure u chapter 11 and 12 (yes its officially 12) of Run Away are coming soon ok? I have everything wrote down, it just needs a bit of editing which I plan on doing tomorrow. I didn't have a good day mentally so I'm not in the mood to write, but I really want to tomorrow.

Ps I already said that I have a one shot coming out too, it's kind of a spin off one shot??? Lmao. Can't say yet what exactly it's about or it would spoil the finale.

Btw I don't know if you noticed but I did in fact leave Bucky's gf nameless, and for a reason 🤡 I think the question here is, would you be interested in another one shot spin off from their point of view? The characters it's still Y/n, but not Steve's Y/n does that make sense?

Let me know, and be safe. And just because it's 'one of those days' also remember to be kind to yourselves ok?

See you soon w chapter 11 <33

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ladywinterwitch · 3 years

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Hello everybody 🤧 Im alive... I just had to finish a certain chapter of my life so I was gone for some time 🤡 but I'm back yay!!!

Glad to inform you that my series Run Away will be finished (finally) and new one shots will come soon as well! I also have a few interesting ideas for some series so definitely keep an eye out for updates📈.

Anyway, this was just a lil hello, the actual works will come asap.

A reminder that my Taglist is also open, and maybe I can try to make a few requests 👀 but keep in mind I'm available to write only female x male reader (bc that's what I feel comfortable writing ofc) and my characters can be Bucky, Steve, Thor, Pietro and Sam for Marvel. I may add some other in the future tho. You can request anything that I included in my terms (here) and obviously you can't include anything that I won't normally write for. Also, they would be short/middle lenght one shots, dabbles or headcanons of you request them.

Feedbacks in any form are appreciated but I do NOT give consent for my works to be translated, reposted or re written in any site. You can find my works only on Tumblr.

Ps: I might have been ia, but I still saw all the notifs and support for my works so a huge thank you for that!

And that's it. Hope y'all are being safe 💕

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ladywinterwitch · 4 years

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New part, update and Endings, Begginins

Hi everyone, the fifth chaper of Run Away is out and you can find it here.

I know it’s been a while, but I’m kinda struggling with writer’s block right now even if I already know where the story is going. I’ve been having a lot of ideas but I hadn’t had the will to start writing anything yet. But I’ll try to force myself to do it, usually you don’t really want to do something until you begin it lol.

Wanted to wish a very late happy Easter and Hanukkah to who celebrated it and a safe Ramadan for whoever respects it.

And that’s it on the updates and stuff. Now I just wanted to spend a few words on Drake Doremus’ new movie Endings, Begginings which stars Sebastian Stan, Shailene Woodley and Jamie Dornan. So if you’re not interested, this is the time to stop, so thanks for reading and hope you’re staying safe, see you in the next one <3

Before reading, I will not tell anything about the actual plot or describe in detailed way any scene, but more about the technical aspects. But if you consider them as spoilers you’ve been warned.

I wanted to do this for two main reasons: the first is that I actually enjoyed it very much and I’ll explain why in a sec, and second is that I’ve seen way too many people shitting on the movie without even seeing it first and judging it and Ikd if your parents ever taught that to you, but you shouldn’t talk if you know nothing about the subject, or at least be respectful. No one tells you that you have to like/agree on something, but you can easily express your opinion without being an ass.

That being said, a few words on the movie.

First off, the plot isn’t particularly original or complicated because it wasn’t the purpose of the movie. The complexity and orginality of it consisted in the representation of the human psychology and emotions, which were beautifully and realistically portrayed by the actors, props to Shai and Sebastian especially.

The dialogues were more natural and not as ‘staged’ as the normal movies usually have because basicallu 70% of it was improvised. Some might think that the acting was bad, but it’s really not. Just because we aren’t used to it doesn’t mean that it’s bad. If you think about it, in real life you don’t act based on detail-programmed actions and you don’t live with witty comebacks. That is if you think before speaking lol.

Some parts could be considered plot holes in some situations but if you pay attention and think about it you’ll realize that it’s not true. The focus is on Daphne’s character, everyone and everything else is a background. We see that there are things going with the secondary characters but we never dig into it because it’s not their story. If you realize it, Daphne is always on the screen. There aren’t scenes where you see other characters that aren’t her talking. You see them, but from afar, from an outer person’s prospective. That’s a directorial choice.

Props also to the sex scenes, which in my opinion were some of the best I’ve ever seen in movies or tv shows. Why?

First, they’re messy. The actors aren’t all dolled up and are shown with sweat, messy hair, redness, flushed cheeks.

The music is almost non existant, which leaves space to their noises in a non vulgar way, but in a natural one (and hotter, imo).

There is foreplay before the ‘clue moment’ and there is a clear question for consent, which is very important.

The act itself is shown in a non necessarily romantic way, which usually in movies is exasperated in both directions (either it’s romantic-love-of-your-life love making or wild-casual-comic sex).

There is one aftercare scene, which I’ve never seen before on screen which really made me say ‘fucking finally’ because believe it or not some people don’t even know what to do to respect both basic hygene and the other person.

They aren’t excessively long and do not become the focus of the movie. The scenes are four in total and Shailene Woodley isn’t being sexualized in any of them.

There isn’t unnecessary nudity shown and for once the male one is more than the female one, but still in a very erotic and sensual kind of way and not like a fucking porno.

Some other stuff that I liked were the music, the shots, the editing (which in some cases could’ve been done a bit better, but considering the fact that he had to work with like 20min straight of improv, he did a good job.), the filter (which in some scenes was bit dark, but it was linear with the rest of the movie, so it’s okay). The acting. Everyone seemed really genuine and in particular Seb and Shai were really good (even if I didn’t liked Frank’s character, I understood him).

You do not get to pick sides. There aren’t people who are either good or bad. They are not written characters but actual human beings who have shades of grey and aren’t just balck or white. Which happens when poeple are written well, but here in some way it feels more genuine and raw which gives the movie its unique tone. I’ve been going back and forth from hating, to linking, to understanding and disapproving Daphne for the whole movie. Same with the others, but a bit less simply because they didn’t have her same screen time.

And even if I prefer Jack over Frank, Sebastian did a better job than Jamie (I like him in general and he was good here too, I just felt more from Seb). He didn’t have a lot of screen time and his actions were quite questionable, but nonetheless he was able to communicate a lot of him without even speaking. Like we know that there’s more to him than what we see even if it’s non explicit.

The last thing I’m gonna talk about is the message of the movie, which is clearly said in this quote that Daphne says ‘You may not be okay, but it’s okay. You are exactly where you’re meant to be. You are loved.’ and this other one (out of context, so it’s not a spoiler) ‘You know who’s gonna be the next to love you? You.’ And the aim was mainly to represent human complexity and making people understand that like Sebastian said ‘Good people can do bad things and bad people can do good things.’. Everyone can fuck up, but they can also learn, improve and grow from it.

Okay I’m done lmao, hope this wasn’t a total boring rant. Anyways, I really recommend you to watch it. Also, feel free to share your opinion maybe if you already seen it.

I remind you that the new chapter to Run Away is out, and you can find the series masterlist here, and my main masterlist here. Feedback is always really appreciated.

Stay safe, and hopefully this mess will be over soon. Bye x

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