#ink trauma

[hamoodmood]

In another universe I was happy

#in another universe #in another life #girlblogging #girlblogger #spilled words #photography #a blog for the heartbroken #abandonment issues #depressing quotes #escapism #existentialism #romanticism #born to die #childhood trauma #just girly things #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #unlovable #spilled ink #poem #picture #poetry #liminal spaces #sadcore #sadgirl #mentally drained #feelings

[inkly-heart]

#gore #horror #blood #bleeding #ink #persona #eye trauma #body horror #organs #guts #oc #my art #doodle #guro

[bloodybunni]

#spilled thoughts #trauma poetry #deep poetry #deep poems #sad poetry #poetry #sad poem #sad qoutes #deep quotes #trauma #spilled ink

[asleep-kat]

It's either them not wanting a repeat of sun wukong or "fuck it, we ball"

#art #digital art #fanart #my art #digitalart #lmk mk #lmk fanart #lmk #lmk macaque #lmk azure lion #lmk lbd #lmk lady bone demon #lmk ink mk #lego monkie kid fanart #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #I like the fact that MK didn't even have any trauma to begin with

[living-dead-girl515]

And sometimes it hits me, how deeply you cut me. The things you stole from me. The behaviors you left in me. I hate what you created, I hate what you did to me.

#creative writing #writing #prose #pretty words #new poets society #spilled thoughts #spilled feelings #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled emotions #prose poetry #spilled prose #trauma posting

[composer-clover]

i am grieving my upcoming illusory death

counting down the days to my living funeral

where i will be as good as dead in your eyes

while i just stand here

tears, no doubt, streaming down my face

and you ignore me like a ghost

not fully dead, but in my own hellish purgatory

for not doing as you say

#dysfunctional family #disowned #family trauma #original poem #poem #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled emotions #spilled ink #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled writing #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writers and poets

[fuckingwhateverdude]

3.25.24

#my therapist wanted me to write this poem 😭 #and so i did. #full stop #my writing #my writing tag #poetry #original poem #anger #on anger #childhood trauma #spilled ink #mental illness #vent writing #coping mechanisms #anger issues

[inklessletter]

The bloody handed.

❤️

Thank you, thank you for trusting the process. This was the original idea, but I thought I would post two versions, because the other one looks great, too.

I'm rating this one mature becuse I don't know if blood can be a trigger for some people.

I'm stuck on the concept of Eddie dreaming, years later, and he's there.

He doesn't want to be, but he is. He's there, lying on the ground, vulnerable and exposed, and he's nothing but flesh. A meal. And he's not even dead, yet he can already hear him in his head. He's already claiming him, and he doesn't want it. He would rather be dead.

And he tries to avoid it, muscle memory, self protection, and he braces himself. He covers his wounds the best he can, how he couldn't do years back, and he feels the warmth, liquid obscure rubies leaking through his fingers. He gasps for air, his body reacts, and he's in his bed.

That demonic voice is replaced by Steve's shushing, calming, raspy voice. And he's not being eaten, but his brain hasn't processed it yet. He's shaking, and in Steve's arms. He's not there, he says. He's safe, he says.

"I am not there", Eddie repeats, like a prayer. "I am safe."

#inklessletter #stranger things #fanart #trust the process #final art #digital art #artists on tumblr #art #kas the bloody handed #eddie munson #blood #nightmares #trauma #ink's art

[metamatronic]

Bertrum joins(?) the crew! | pt. 1 / pt. 3

The others got spacious rooms to be imprisoned in. Bertrum got trapped in a very crude facsimile of his own face.

#batim #batdr #batdr spoilers #bertrum piedmont #sammy lawrence #audrey drew #the projectionist #lensey #smay #optic ink au #optic ink #tw body horror #tw eye trauma #god i love bertie so much #he’s like a cat #also i’m def gonna give lensey his body back #i’m tired of having smay carry him around

[inkdemon-whore]

Does ink demon like sleeping?

Favorite: "Mmm, he does look tiered a lot of the time, huh? Well, when you can see his eyes... For a long time, I didn't think he could sleep! He's always doing stuff. I asked him a few times if he wanted to take a nap with me. He'd always say 'no'.... But, there was this one time... he said 'yes'... And..."

Favorite: "... Oh! Um! No, he doesn't like sleeping a whole lot... He didn't want to talk about it after that..."

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#batim #batdr #favorite!audrey #ink demon #daddy ink demon au #art #al #talk #ink trauma #tw trauma

[meanwhilepoetry]

Someone I loved deeply once told me that the absolute refusal to ask for help even when you're in agony is rooted in trauma and we have been conditioned to look at it as strength.

Nikita Gill

#spilled ink #word #trauma #healing #writing

[writingthethoughtsaway]

“Anyone else feel like their backstory is so traumatizing that they should have developed superpowers and/ or become a superhero/villain by now?”

- S. C. C.

#spilled thoughts #writing #spilled words #spilled poetry #spilled think #spilled ink #spilled writing #quote #poem #excerpt from a book i'll never write #trauma #writers on tumblr #writers of tumblr #writer #i miss you #i miss my friends #best friend breakup #friend breakup #bad friends #six word poem #six word sentence #i love you #six word story #six word poetry #poetry #superpowers #villian

[apnifavoritehun]

Log pyar mai pagal hoty hain, mai parh parh kar pagal ho jaungi.

#desi #desi academia #desi tumblr #desiblr #just desi things #being desi #desi tag #spilled ink #desi aesthetic #desi teen #desi trauma #dark acamedia #spilled poetry #writeblr

[cassemiah]

How do I explain to you

that your idea of heaven

Is the closest I've ever come

to understanding hell?

#religious trauma #religious abuse #poetry #spilled poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #poems on tumblr #poets on tumblr #spilled words #spilled emotions #poem

[vilebird]

BOTH TOO MUCH AND NOT ENOUGH

1) "I have been found wanting, Natalie thought; I have made myself unacceptable and am not worthy." - hangsaman, by shirley jackson

2) text: "meat must be beaten brutal into tenderness, that any body softens with violence, she grinds salt into the carcass, like a wound, a memory". image: a carcass of beef, cleaned, with the ribs on prominent display, painted in oils and rendered in thick strokes of red, orange, tan and white, on a plain dark red background. the text is cutouts on top, dark red text on light tan. - Family Portrait as Unfinished Meal, by Torrin A. Greathouse and Le Bœuf by Chaim Soutine. collage put together by @invisiblemonstrosity

3) a pale hand crushing ripe red strawberries, green leaves still attached, on a plain white background. - apparently by ouiloved on flickr, but they seem to have deleted.

4) bust photo of a tan person with a spotlight on them outside in the dark, head turned down, shoulder length messy wet black hair obscuring their face. their hand is raised to their chest and they are wearing a white tank top. fake blood is splattered and wiped around their chest and mouth. - i can't actually find this one all my attempts lead back to unsourced tumblr posts if you know where its from. help me

5: "You have no one who has any sort of consideration for you. You have had patience and endurance, and what have they done for you? Half-killed you." - carlyle’s house and other sketches, by virginia woolf

6: "try your whole life to be righteous and be good, wind up on your own floor, choking on blood" - sept 15th 1983, by the mountain goats

7: "such a waste of a girl, such rumination. i am obsessive. i contain nothing but the replay. i am blood and blood and replay. i am please don't go." - i put the coffin out to sea, by lisa marie basile

8: an image of a partially bald baby bird begging for food, drawn in the desaturated greens and black of a trailcam, on top, the text reads "i am asking you for something i need", on bottom, the text reads "why is it so hard to give it to me?" - trailcam baby, by @quezify

9: "was i raised without love? / or was i born unloveable?" - @psychwarded

10: "I, in my corner, with my monstrous needs." - As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh, susan sontag

11: "oh, i know that i'm not whole, and sometimes feel the flies swarming, like much of me is rotten." - roadkill ode, chad abushanab

12: a photo of a cut tree where much of the centre is rotted from fungus, accompanied by the text: "heart rot in pine. heart rot is the softening of a pine trees resinous heartwood, caused by an in-dwelling fungus. not all pines have it, but those that do make the excavation of a tree-hole next cavity easier for the red-cockaded woodpecker."

13: "rot made a home inside my body." - i know it's from "bloat" but cant find the authors name again. i think it starts with a c?

14: photo of an abandoned house in shades of brown and beige and orange, the walls are wet and scuffed and the drywall has been torn open in places, exposing the old lath. - abandoned, by @jaggedplains

15: photo of a mouldy strawberry, fading from bright red to grey-green fluff - Strawberry Gray Mold disease stock photo, by MediaProduction on gettyimages

16: "you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they're gonna find out" - tumblr post by @twoheadedfawnn

17: "we are meat, we are potential carcasses,' he once said. 'if i go into a butcher's shop i always think it is surprising that i wasn't there instead of the animal." - francis bacon

18: "you dangle on the leash of your own longing; your need grows teeth." - speeches for dr frankenstein, by margaret atwood

19: photo of a python hanging off a roof coiled around a black and white bird, poised to eat it - i heard some noise on the roof this morning, by candycane7 on reddit

20: "all that matters is that you want to hurt me. all that matters is that you want me." - when rome falls, by yves olade

21: "god told me i was forgiven and then he split me open" - god is made of hunger and i am made of dreams, by katie maria

22: "but this is not about love. once a pig is hung and cut straight, cut from rectum to neck, step inside her death like it is a room: that is how to touch her now. the lord said, you must not eat their meat or touch their carcasses. then came the end of the rib." - oh let's just be hogs, by gregory emilio

23: photo of a strawberry cut in half with its leaves attached. it is bright red, steel knife wet. the background is bright white and plain. - cut strawberry by liz west on flickr

24: photo of a handmade cloth sculpture of a dead autopsied pigeon, red zipper like an incision opening to its empty red interior, small cloth and thread organs arranged around it. - pandora: city pigeon, by jessica bartram

25: '"u need a therapist" actually i need to be euthanized' - tumblr post by deactivated user @122mg

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[anouchan-jpg]

#web weaving #word weaving #intertextuality #parallels #father wound #mother wound #parenting #parenthood #daddy issues #spilled ink #spilled poetry #poetry #poetryblr #toxic parents #childhood trauma #adhd #anxiety #depression #anger issues #rage #female rage #im tired #anouchan #mine #me #quote compilation #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia core #healing