things that will trigger me into trying harder.
iif my hair doesnt falls as much im not sick enough.
if im not cold all the time im not sick enough
if i dont get dizzy easily im not sick enough
if i dont feel hungry im not sick enough
my body doesn’t hurt after workout im not trying hard enough therefore im not sick enough
if i dont eat less than the people in the room with me im not sick enough
if i go over my c4l limit im not sick wnough
if i dont get over 10k steps daily im not even trying then im not sick enough either
if i cant see my r1b5 im not sick enough
if i dont feel empty im not sick enough
if i dont faint from time to time im not sick enough
if i gain w31ghht im not sick enough
if i swallow im not sick enough (i will c/s on my cravings in order to stop craving it.)
if i bing3 and dont pur63 in some way im not sick enough
if no one can tell im d1s0rd3r3f im not sick enough.
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i don't wanna be alone anymore, but i don't wanna interact with people and be hurt again. i don't wanna hurt anyone either, and i don't want more people to hate me. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i really wanna kms rn
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I'm not blaming the op of the original post, or trying to imply anything about them as a person. and I don't want to single out this post in particular, because the issue is an broadly reaching trend rather than any one individual happening to write a post in five minutes one time.
but I really Really wish we'd stop and think if it's a good idea to say "girls turning into boys makes them inherently less interesting" on the transgender website
picking a privileged group to be the butt of a joke because it's lighthearted when nobody's actually getting hurt by doing so Only Works when everyone within that group is actually privileged. making jokes about how men are lesser than doesn't Actually affect the people who are actually within power, but Does chip away at the confidence and comfort of marginalized men who are In these communities to be exposed to it.
and the issue isn't about any one joke or poorly worded discussion in particular, but it's difficult to articulate why it can feel so alienating and unsafe to have things like this be so common within my communities without sounding ridiculous or risk being made fun of for not being able to take a joke. because the framing of implied privilege makes it easy to twist those feelings alienation into the entitlement that's assumed with men taking issue with being the butt Of a joke.
I simply think "this type of person is inherently lesser than" should be reexamined and thrown out as a talking point, even in a lighthearted context. because there will always be vulnerable people within those groups who already Hear that they are lesser than for existing
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