#childhood ptsd

[lostmf]

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #quotes #childhood trauma #poetic #childhood #childhood ptsd #childhood truama #child abuse #tw selfhate #self h@rm #truamacore #kill my thoughts #kill my feelings #complex ptsd #how could you #just cptsd things #scribbles #are you proud of me #daddy issues #this is a cry for help #family #abandoned #ptsd #i hate my existence #wound tw

[a-sip-of-milo]

It's always infuriated me hearing people say that children have it easy. It's only gotten worse as I've gotten older and have been able to reflect on my childhood and see the children around me grow up.

They do not have it easy. They don't get a say in most important things. They're seen is unintelligent, yet expected to understand things that full grown adults struggle with.

They've got a job, which is school, that is actually proven to not be working for a lot of them; myself included. They're expected to sit still and in silence for at least forty minutes at a time, and those with ADHD are treated as though they're immature and lazy because they often physically can't do it.

Far too many of them have abusive parents that lie through their teeth to make people think everything is fine, and of course, who would believe the child over the parent?

Aspects of abuse has been normalised. Parents are sympathised with when children open up about the things they've gone through, especially if they're not physical. They're told that their parents are only doing this because they love them, or that the child needs to start seeing things from their point of view. Meanwhile, adults can freely complain about their children on public forums and to friends and family and get away with it because "it's hard being a parent".

Fuck off and do better.

DNI Believers of narcissistic/borderline/anti-social/histrionic abuse.

#child abuse #tw child abuse #adhd #actually adhd #childhood ptsd #childhood memories #tw childhood abuse #narc abuse does not exist #npd safe

[bipolarmango]

Wild things I have learnt in therapy:

When a child cries, parents are supposed to comfort them, not punish them

Parents are, in fact, supposed to want to spend time with their children

Children too have a right to privacy, meaning parents are not allowed to read their diaries etc and then punish them for the thoughts they found about

Children are allowed to be upset and cry

Children don't have to earn the love and attention from their parents by performing various things

Children are not supposed to be scared of going home and/or their parents

Children are not supposed to be physically abused and even a little bit of hitting is actually physical abuse

Parents are not supposed to expect that children are mentally as mature as other adults

Children are not supposed to be told that they're an accident, a burden, or something the parents regret

Children are not supposed to be scared and ashamed of themselves or feel like failures because of their parents

#childhood ptsd #complex post traumatic stress disorder #childhood trauma #actually mentally ill #ptsd #living with ptsd #ptsd problems #complex ptsd #ptsd recovery

[psychocitysblog]

I wake up everyday just waiting to go back to bed.

#kinda depressing #depressing shit #this is depressing #bpd #bpd shit #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #actually bpd #bpd mood #childhood ptsd #ptsd problems #living with ptsd #ptsd #ptsdlife #trauma #dissociative identity disorder #help help help

[to0needy]

i was just a kid who wanted to be loved

#borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd #tw ptsd #borderline thoughts #bpd vent #actually ptsd #childhood ptsd #ptsd vent #bpd thoughts #actually bpd

[samvents]

[ID text — The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person does not desire to be sick]

#sam posts #source: pinterest #childhood trauma #trauma #childhood ptsd #traumacore #ventcore #actuallyptsd #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent #vent post #actually ptsd #csa survivor

[nmolesofadrenaline]

#childhood #childhood ptsd #childhood neglect #abuse survivor #emotional abuse #toxic family #dysfunctional family #toxic parents #toxic mom #on father #on fathers #fathers

[pluralia-tantum]

Having DID is actually so completely wild sometimes because I'll literally go weeks without switching and completely forget I have trauma and forget that I'm dissociating and then I'll get stressed or a certain song will come on and suddenly I'm wearing different clothes and it's two hours later and I'm like "oh right"

#i've had complete blackouts many times but i kind of forget? #it's stressful to think about so i think i just don't #dissociative identity disorder #did #did alter #childhood ptsd #osddid #osdd #dissociative system #dissociative #ptsd #complex ptsd

[sage-hazeline]

how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

#cptsd healing #cptsd recovery #actually cptsd #cptsd problems #cptsd coping #cptsd advice #cptsd tag #ptsd #ptsd treatment #childhood ptsd #complex ptsd #madd #dissociative vent #depersonalization #depersonalisation tw #depersonalisation and derealisation #idk depersonalized? #depersonalisation disorder #derealistion #derealisation tw #derealisation disorder

[honeypleasejustkillme]

it’s a fun time when you have both :,)

literally awful, i never know what love is but i crave it so bad

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd problems #bpd mood #cptsd memes #childhood ptsd #ptsd #mentally ill memes #bpd memes #living with ptsd #ptsd awareness #cptsd awareness #bpd awareness #i love memes

[lostmf]

By @hel7l7

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #tw depressing stuff #depressing life #childhood trauma #quotes #poetic #childhood #childhood ptsd #childhood truama #child abuse #truamacore #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #wound tw #tw: sucidal thoughts #self h@rm #self h@te #sucicide #sucidial #tw abuse #generational truama #tw ptsd #complex ptsd #kill my thoughts #kill my life #this is a cry for help #i am in pain

[a-sip-of-milo]

You didn't deserve to be filmed during your most vulnerable moments. You didn't deserve to have them put on the internet for everybody to see, even if it was "just for friends and family". It's not funny and you're not overreacting for feeling humiliated, upset or uncomfortable because of it.

That goes for the people who initially gave consent as a child. It doesn't matter. Shouldn't have happened regardless, and I hope you can find peace.

Believers in narcissistic/borderline/anti-social/histrionic abuse DNI

#parental abuse #tw abuse #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #autistic meltdown #npd safe #cluster b safe #bpd safe #aspd safe #hpd safe #emotional abuse #childhood ptsd #childhood abuse

[bipolarmango]

People need to understand that for those who have gone through trauma experience things differently.

If you went through an abandonment as a child, a breakup others would get over with in months can take years to overcome.

If you went through domestic abuse, even small changes in a loved one's tone can make you anxious.

If you were belittled your whole childhood, being professionally critized at work can feel like the end of the world.

Trauma effects us for a long time after it occurs.

#trauma #complex post traumatic stress disorder #ptsd problems #ptsd #ptsd recovery #ptsdawareness #complex ptsd #childhood ptsd #ptsd cw #post traumatic stress disorder #childhood trauma

[la1npilledg1rl]

I was only a child when I started begging people to love me.

#girl interrupted #bpd #femcel #borderline personality disorder #bpd girl #coquette #female manipulator #manic pixie dream girl #lana del rey #female rage #im not mentally stable #mentally unhinged #mental ill health #childhood ptsd #girlhood #girl hysteria #female hysteria #divine feminine #female insanity #im slowly going insane #im insane #bpd blog #bpd love #bpd thoughts

[psychocitysblog]

Why does being alive have to be so hard?

#kinda depressing #depressing shit #this is depressing #bpd #bpd shit #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #actually bpd #bpd mood #ptsdlife #ptsd flashbacks #childhood ptsd #ptsd #actually ptsd #living with ptsd #ptsd awareness #ptsdsurvivor #trauma #dissociation

[to0needy]

it’s so frustrating that i have to take fucking pills every day in order to “function” like a normal human being

and it’s still not enough, my brain will never change the way it works and i hate that

#borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd vent #actually ptsd #actually bpd #tw ptsd #bpd feels #childhood ptsd #depressing shit #actually borderline #borderline things #living with mental illness #living with borderline