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#self destruction
nokiinokia19 hours ago
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My textbook becoming too relatable to real life.
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idyllique-chagrina day ago
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They say numbness is not a feeling, they say when you don't feel anything, it's numbness but how do you know that it is numbness when you don't feel at all. Nothingness is a feeling, that we deny but it is a feeling that we think of as most formidable even of you deny of it, even if you have never given much thought to it, even if you don't wanna accept it. It is, nothingness is a feeling, the worst of all, it will exhaust you and your soul from within and, trust me when I say it will destroy all your desire to go on with life, it will blind you, it will conceal your purpose, it will make sure you see nothing ahead. But, you must fight it, for you are a fighter. You must fight it and go on. Cause when you say you feel numb, empty, you are alive, you are human, you feel and to feel is to be human. Don't shut it. Feel it. Live, while you are alive.
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wo-manipulatora day ago
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TW: SUICIDE
I was talking to my mom the other day about suicide (we have a very open dialogue w each other). I was trying to explain how I try to justify it in my mind.
basically I said I don鈥檛 understand that, if I鈥檓 not enjoying life why I can鈥檛 just take myself out of it. like logically I know my life is pretty good I have a good job, I have friends, I have a family who loves me. and yet I鈥檓 just not enjoying it. if I鈥檓 not enjoying it then why can鈥檛 it be my decision not to be a part of it anymore? it could be like hospice, where everyone has a chance to say their goodbyes and I鈥檇 be able to leave this world knowing everyone will be OK. and she said: 鈥渂ut what about all the opportunities and all the things you鈥檇 be missing out on鈥 and I said back 鈥渂ut what if I don鈥檛 care? like, what if I don鈥檛 feel that it鈥檚 worth it to wait and find out if maybe I鈥檒l find something that鈥檒l shoot me towards happiness. I know, because I was born a lgbtq+ POC, with all the systemic problems of this world I鈥檒l have to work harder than others for the things I want, I probably won鈥檛 retire until I鈥檓 65 or later. I鈥檒l live a mediocre life and it honestly doesn鈥檛 feel worth it to me. if I feel that way, why is it so wrong to want to move on. and I feel like that鈥檚 the scariest part because to me that makes a lot of sense. 锟硷考锟
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dopestghostintowna day ago
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It 7 pm and I only had a chicken sandwich today and I鈥檓 just going to drink water until I go to bed. And I I lost 3 pounds.
CW:204.7
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self-depreciation42 days ago
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This is what I get for getting excited over a small thing.... typical.
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literaturasombria2 days ago
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Cuando los d铆as de dolor sin raz贸n contin煤an, cuando los d铆as como estos se alargan y parecieran interminables, solo buscamos culpar a alguien o algo sin culpa alguna. Por ejemplo, esa cosa que la gente llama "destino".
-鈿hica C贸smica馃寵
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cryssstals3 days ago
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cigarettes馃拫馃拕锟
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y-u-k-e-t-s-u3 days ago
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xxf0r3vr4l0n3xx3 days ago
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鉁岋笍馃グ
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