The NPD urge to control someone when they step out of your make believe script there supposed to follow in your head
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[after saying something completely normal] be honest do you think i should ever speak again
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sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder
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cute bpd things!!
paranoia
*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D
paranoia
mood depending on them
every text hurts or feels way too good
intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH
the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive
paranoia
fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3
"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"
becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention
never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back
cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME
oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself
"just leave. everyone does anyways"
5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever
*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?
dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had
paranoia
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people who do their research on the mental illnesses that their partner/friend has, deserve the entire world
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i think it's disheartening to come to the realization that you're not very bright, you're not particularly good at anything, don't have a dream or a goal you wish to accomplish... just existing with no purpose
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"your trauma made you stronger!" babe the only thing that should've been making me stronger is vegetables and flintstone gummies
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I don’t wanna live but I also don’t want to die. All I wanna do is self destruct and make myself suffer , but I also want to find comfort and joy in this life.
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It finally clicked in my brain, that the reason you don't treat me like you treat others in your life, is because you love the others in your life. You love having them in your life. I've simply become the obligation you can't untangle yourself from.
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