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emptyprescription · 2 days
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iiflywithmeii · 2 days
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taking applications now for someone to murder me
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la1npilledg1rl · 11 hours
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Me at 3 a.m trying to find out if he was really telling the truth.
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girls-and-concerts · 2 days
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the anxiety of thinking my favorite person is going to leave me
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kylohventings · 3 days
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I don't fucking mean anything
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borderlinejackiee · 5 hours
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tapiokauwu · 3 days
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No one understands or even tries to understand and it feels so bad... it's k1ll1ng me
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lulutheborderline · 2 days
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i wish i was loved the way i want to be loved
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trxppedmind · 1 day
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TRIGGERWARNING. detailed Borderline Episodes.
Imagine you have a good day, you feel euphoric, no one can hurt you. Why are you in therapy again? Your life isn't that bad, its fun, right?
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Oh. You don't feel anymore? Hm, same old numbness. What now? What should you do? Its stressing you out at some point? Why can't you feel anymore? You do want help, want to reach out.
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No. You don't need anyone. Who cares anyway? They will leave. Everyone does. You don't need anyone, you have yourself. Fuck people.
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Why do you start to cry? You probably don't know. Then everything crashed down, and you end up scream crying. Why is there nobody to help? Why you? Why can't you feel normal? Everything hurts. Your body hurts physically. Headache, dizziness, stomach pain, chest pain. You feel like you explode. Your skin feels like burning.
Maybe you get self-destructive. But it doesn't hurt. Everything else does.
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You hate anyone. You truly do. You hate them, you hate yourself, you yell and hit walls and start to cry only to laugh in the next moment. Why? Why? Why? It repeats in your head. Selfhate, words of others, it doesn't stop. It never stops.
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Every day.
Borderline is a serious mental illness. It causes death. It causes pain. Much more pain individual's without Borderline CAN'T imagine.
Oh fuck, and I am sick of it.
I know, and you know it too. There is just that fat ass hill we need to climb up, to get actually better. But where is the path? Does it really exist? How? How do we get there? How long can we stay up there? Will someone push us down again?
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iiflywithmeii · 1 day
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i can’t do this i can’t do this i can’t do this
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yua-tia · 2 days
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maniacinlove · 12 hours
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there must be a purpose of my life apart from dissociating and missing you .....
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zieanna · 1 day
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When the fp isn't messaging and you don't want to bother them so you just sit in pain forever until they remember you message you
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