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iconwannabe · 6 minutes ago
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dude my google search history is so embarassing i bet the fbi agent stalking my phone out there is questioning their career decision rn
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worstthaneridan · 8 minutes ago
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No, no. My life was already ruined by then. Being 10 was just an all time low in general. Id say i already had all of my traumas by 6. So being ten was just all the symptoms of that, rather than the cause.
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worstthaneridan · 11 minutes ago
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10 was sertainly the worts age i ever had to live thru. But it didnt get better after that. If i were to guess, i think ive been stuck at 10 since.
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worstthaneridan · 13 minutes ago
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I remember that all my life up until that point i always wanted to be 10, i thought it was gonna be the best age to be. To be older, what a nice number, waiting, all the time, "it will be better then".
I never had a more horrible year in my life.
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magical-kitty-dani · 15 minutes ago
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aaa im complaining about my english teacher
my english teacher said im only allowed to use singular they pronouns for one (1) single person if i can PROVE that person is non-binary. for context, i used singular they in a context where i didnt know the person who i was talking about's gender. no dude i cant prove this person is nonbinary which is exactly why im using singular they. because idk this persons gender.
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worstthaneridan · 16 minutes ago
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STUCK. STUCK IN THIS PERMANENT STATE OF STASIS. NOTHING CHANGES, NOTHING MOVES, IT IS STATIC ALL THE TIME. NEVER GOING FORWARD, NEVER FEELING BETTER, NEVER GOOD, NEVER SWEET, NEVER NICE. JUST STUCK. IN THE SAME SPOT. YEAR AFTER YEAR. HOW MANY DECADES WILL BE THE SAME BEFORE THINGS GET BETTER? WILL THINGS EVER CHANGE? CAN THEY CHANGE? IS IT ALL AN ILLUTION, AM I STUCK IN A VIDEOGAME? IS THIS REAL? WHEN WILL I WAKE UP FROM THIS AWFUL NIGHTMARE? OR IS THIS ALL THERE IS? SUFFERING.
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worstthaneridan · 20 minutes ago
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IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE
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ventblr0-0 · 21 minutes ago
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ny4k0 · 22 minutes ago
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Ah… I’m getting pretty tired of my gf, tbh I never liked her, I was out of my mind when I accepted her confession.
(I like Chrollo and generally appreciate him, but his stans really scare me)
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ventblr0-0 · 24 minutes ago
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worstthaneridan · 24 minutes ago
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Species dysphoria again... now i want to be a fucking sea monster from |uca.
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transgender-catboy · 26 minutes ago
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My fucking pride bracelets snapped today . That was literally my only physical connection to being trans that made me feel comfortable in public
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worstthaneridan · 28 minutes ago
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Not to be transphobic or anything, but i hate being trans?, i want to die, i want to die so badly, y'know i think, i think maybe, just maybe, the fucking christians were right, and it IS a mental illness, because honestly, fuck this shit, i dont wanna be trans, i dont want to be gay, i want to be normal, i want to be a fucking straight cis person and just free myself from all of this bullshit. This was NOT meant to be, im not supposed to be a fucking... wrong, im not supposed to be wrong, im not supposed to hate this shitty body so much, BUT I DO, I HATE IT, and i cant help it. I dont want to be any of the options available, i dont want to be a girl, i dont want to be a guy, i dont want to transition and have sexual organs that work barely how they are supposed to, i dont want to go thru all those shitty surgerys that leave you with shit ton of ugly scars, i dont even have the money to afford any of that bullshit, im just, so tired, so tired of pretending, of wanting, of NOT BEING, what i want to be, im not cis, im not hetero, im not a citizen of any of the stupid fucking countrys any of you fucking humans decide to impose on everyone, and im not even human. I dont belong anywhere, im not doing anything right, i dont know how to be human, and i feel like this is a waste of time, why live thru all the shitty 60 years of pain and suffering if, thats all its gonna be, pain and suffering.
I wish convertion therapy really worked, i wish gender reasignment had more variety and it really worked.
But they dont. And i dont have any other options.
Im tired.
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