I feel like a bad partner because of my bpd. My episodes are exhausting. I'm exhausting. I can't help I'm broken, but I can help my behavior. I'm so sorry. I know I apologize too much. I'm sorry you have to walk on eggshells. I feel guilt, knowing that a different partner could be easier for you. I feel guilt knowing practically no one will put up with me. Why do you?
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date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me
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sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder
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People only care about mental health battle stories if the outcome is successful. They don't wanna hear about you still struggling or can't control your symptoms
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I feel like I can't cry because you're exhausted. I can't have my meltdown because another round of BPD is the last thing we need. I want to just sob. I want you to hurt me, to give me a good reason for my outbursts. I wish you'd lash out at me because it's what I deserve.
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