#lying to myself

[margareturtle]

look LOOK I can understand that CC wants to release the second book in the sword catcher series!!! I get it ok!!

BUT if suddenly plans change and she decides to release the whole sword catcher series before TWP1 I don’t think I can take it

We already got through all the TLH releases since QOAAD (TLH should’ve alternated releases with TDA or TWP imo but I digress)

And if it’s another 3 books till TWP AGAIN!!

Idk man

All I’m saying is that I’m clocking out in 2030

#lying to myself #I’ll prob read it post 2030 #i’ve committed this long #but be fr #like?? #i understand on the game of thrones fans must feel now lmao #the wicked powers #the shadowhunter chronicles

[bl0w-m3]

I am a normal person and I have a normal relationship with food and my father also.

#lying to myself #manifesting #bpd #mental health #mental illness #disordered eating in tags #daddy issues #bpd shit #bpd shitposting

[howifeltabouthim]

I thought I'd been honest with myself. But I hadn't. I'd been telling myself ghost stories my whole life.

Lisa Taddeo, from Animal

#lying to myself #in denial #dishonest #self mythology #denial #evocative #what a line #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #lisa taddeo #animal

[toadstool32]

no yeah i dont think of u at aaaalllll

#lying to myself #homestuck #karkat vantas #ddd #scribblykats for u

[quotestomorals]

I lie to myself all the time. But I never believe me.

S.E. Hinton, The Outsiders

#Quotes #lies #lying to myself #motivation #the outsiders #s.e. hinton #quoteoftheday #inkspill #books

[imaginaryprotagonist]

Are you ever just going about your day and then you remember that Cas said I love you then died and Dean sobbed on the floor so you have to find a fluffy coffee shop au where Dean and Cas meet, make insanely quick love confessions and fuck up against a wall to make yourself feel better?... ha, I mean, like, I don't *cough*...

#lying to myself #fluffy sappy au fics make me giggle and kick my feet with glee #supernatural #spn #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #fan fiction #a03 fanfic

[cosmicstarbrownie]

academic weapon (i did one assignment but i need motivation to keep working)

#the only the that keeps me going atp is just saying this to myself after I finish any assignment #lying to myself

[violet-evers]

I tell myself you never loved me

I tell myself you didn't care

Because the truth is...

It hurts more to think

You ever dared

-VS

#dear diary #diary #spilled thoughts #spilled words #poetry #spilled poetry #poem #relationship #toxic #toxic love #toxic relationship #lies #lying to myself #love #scarlet witch #wanda #wanda maximoff

[flowersforfrancis]

In a minute?

#procrastination #existance #god dammit #pftt #idk honestly #shitpost #life is exhausting #life stuff #one day #someday #i’m in a mood #chaotic academia #dark academia #romanticism #dark romantica #dark romanticism #lies i tell myself #lying to myself #thoughts #Lmao #mhm

[excalibirds]

Spoilers for all recent hfth episodes

So I’m trying to convince my self that no one is actually dead.

I don’t think Hector is dead (I really don’t want him to be dead so I don’t really care about logic) his ‘death’ had a really different vibe from when Walt died and it kinda felt more like when Polly died that first time. So that’s my reasoning on why Hector is fine. He might have died but he’ll get better. Don’t worry.

I think Barb will be fine because I need him to be fine. We know countess is around here somewhere. Maybe she’ll save Barb. I’m grasping at straws but can you blame me.

Diggory is gonna be okay. They have to help Dannielle. They can’t leave Percy. They need to solve the mystery of what’s up north. There’s just too much left for Diggory to just be gone. I think we’ll get a Dannielle & Diggory rescue mission. I don’t think I could deal with Percy losing Diggory. And also Diggory is too cool to die. Danielle will patch them up and it will all be fine.

Polly is also gonna be okay. Violet and Bern are fine. Nolan and Ricou won’t break up. The downing hill kids are gonna be alright. Friday will come back. Moth is gonna get better and will not go into a dreaming box. Brooklyn and Marco and gonna be reunited and then they’re going to run off into the sunset

#hello from the hallowoods #hfth #screaming crying rolling on the floor #i am so sad right now #I don’t know if I can take much more of this #Mx. Wellman please I’m begging you #lying to myself #i’m delusional #hfth spoilers

[scotiajones]

Finals Week

Do you feel it?? A scratchiness at the back of your throat? A tightness in your lungs? Too much heat in your blood?

Yeah, well, it's definitely just allergies. I swear! I'm sure I read on WebMD that it's impossible to be sick during finals week. So it must just be allergies.

Tomorrow, after I finish my last final of the semester, THEN I am allowed to be sick. But for now, it's just allergies.

#writers on tumblr #lying to myself #finals week #winter is coming

[loveofentropy]

the sea of lies that flooded the bloodstream in my heart reminded me how quickly serendipity can become delusion

#poetry #writing #poems and quotes #poetic #writer #writers on tumblr #explore #heartache #i hate it here #feelings #lying to myself #alone with my thoughts #mental health #note to self #love quotes #poems on tumblr

[living-dead-ghost]

Romanticizing your emotions only lasts for so long. Some day you’re bound to wake up and remember that they hurt.

#spoken word #writers #writers and poets #writing #original poem #poem #poetry #spoken poetry #love #reality #emotions #emotional #depressing quotes #depressing #depression #lying to yourself #lying to myself

[frost-queen]

I've been a clown to say I was going to be able to write today. My second day @ work was more hectic which exhausted me so I just don't have the energy to start writing or even think properly 😭 so sorry, but I promise soon new fics I just have to adjust to my new work life

#i'm a clown #lying to myself #heheh 🤡

[sp00kysk3lly]

I’m great at pretending everything is ok, whilst everything is falling apart.

#mental health awareness #mental health #no one wants me #no one likes me #all alone #fake friends #fake people #blog #sp00kysk311y #depressedboyskelly #everything is ok #lying #lying to myself #im not ok

[writing-and-roses]

one day i will actually continue the beginning of this book instead of jumping to the action. not today but i will.

#lying to myself #writing liveblogging #currently writing #writing a novel #novel writing #writers of tumblr