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stanknotstark · 3 years

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Odinson M.D. (Loki x reader) Pt. 1

I’m excited for this series honestly. I’m doing a lot of research so I write this medically correct tho, if yall see anything wrong don’t be afraid to tell me ^^

Summary: Y’all wanted a House AU so here it is. Loki is a doctor who keeps most people at bay with his sharp wit and sarcasm. He doesn’t understand the need for romantic ploys and casual human discussion. He thrives in the hospital, trying to figure out the unknown, even if his methods turn a bit morally ambiguous at times. That’s why he has Thor and Frigga to keep him in line although he would argue he has no need for it. You just happen to be a doctor on tenure under Loki’s tutelage along with Steve Rogers and Peter Parker. Can you convince the jaded doctor you’re just what he needs to keep him on his toes?

Loki feels the, what had started as pin pricks now, full blown boredom eating away at his overactive mind. He folds sticky notes, from his rolling chair, into small balls and flicks them over to his brother, Thor, who stands fiddling with a broken, plastic Santa sitting on the desk they hang around. Thor proudly wears his white lab coat on top of a nice plaid button down and brown, pressed slacks. Loki prefers to stick to his more casual clothes, if not a bit fashionable for casual, for a doctor. He wears a black cashmere sweater with gray, pressed slacks, a nice pair of oxfords to finish his style. It’s enough to keep him warm during the winter season.

Christmas, such a mainstream holiday. Loki abhors this season what with all the festive cheer and decorations that litter NYC. You can’t walk two feet without being guilted into giving money to the people who stand on corners with bells for the Salvation Army. You can’t buy something nice without a cashier smiling at you, as if all knowing, and asking who you’re giving this gift to with cheerfulness in their high pitched voices. What he especially hates is that Odin expects him to show up to the family dinner every Christmas, seeing as Thor has a wife and has to spend half his time with her family. Loki is the black sheep that’s expected to pick up where his brother has neglected. All in all, Loki would demolish this one holiday from existence if he had the even the slightest chance.

The only good thing about being a doctor was that meant he could get away from most of the holiday by working through it. He couldn’t always escape the dinners seeing as his mother, Frigga, was of administration and Dean of Medicine on his floor. Not only did that hinder him but his father owned the hospital, so he was at a disadvantage, if only by a bit.

“We are condemned to useless labor.” Loki sighs out, his fingers playing with another yellow sticky note, crushing it into a ball.

“Fourth circle of hell,” Thor replies with a roll of his eyes as a paper ball launches towards him, hitting him in the cheek before falling to the ground. “Charting goes a lot faster when you eliminate all classic poetry, brother.” Thor says lightly. A suggestive twitch of his lips all Thor gives to a bored Loki.

Loki takes time from making paper balls to look over at the pile of charts next to him, sitting on the clinic’s lobby desk, waiting for his attention. He’s sure if the charts came to life they would resemble a dog, desperate for attention, wagging its tail with excitement when he finally looks at it. “Writing down what we already know to be read by nobody,” Loki brings his attention back to making another paper ball, completely ignoring the fact that Thor had rolled his eyes so hard he probably has a headache. “Pretty sure Dante would qualify that as useless,” Loki says lightly, a frown on his lips.

“You’re two weeks behind on your charting!” Thor says with exasperation, stopping his fiddling with the Santa to look at Loki as if he had offended Thor personally.

Loki flicks another ball at Thor, however he misses his target and, it sails past Thor, hits Frigga on the chest whom had just walked into the clinic. She watches the paper fall to the ground, giving Loki a look of disappointment. The man gives his mother an innocent smile from his seat. “Oops! I missed.”

“Are you eight years old?” The poised woman asks with a squint in her eyes as she walks over to the side of the desk Loki and Thor reside at. She picks up one of Loki’s charts and reads it with flickering eyes.

“Could an eight year old do this?” Loki asks, catching Frigga’s eyes, and sticks his tongue out at his mother who rolls her eyes. What is it about Loki that causes everyone to roll their eyes? Something he’ll never get the answer to, not because he can’t but because he doesn’t care enough to find the answer when it’s so painfully obvious.

Loki’s mother lifts Loki’s chart, she had picked up, a little higher as if trying to garner Loki’s attention, after she had finished reading through it, and looks at him with frustration. “You have a patient in exam one, Loki.”

Loki settles further into the rolling chair, throwing the pad of sticky notes on the desk, bringing his hands together over his stomach and lacing his fingers. Loki embodies the epitome of comfort and relaxation. He shrugs. “Yes but see I’m off at twelve and it’s already five off...” He shakes his head minutely with a look that says ‘Not much I can do’. He’s rather hoping his mother will let him off the hook this one time. He knows she has a soft spot for him and takes full advantage of that. Thor remains quiet on the matter, playing with the plastic Santa that’s supposed to sing when you press its button.

“She’s been waiting for you since eleven.” Frigga says with finality. Setting his chart down, Loki swears he could hear a gravel slamming down, and then she leaves but not without a pointed look at Loki. This meant Loki isn’t getting away this time. He sits there with his lips pursed and a frown etched into his eyebrows as he watches her retreating form.

“Melancholy without hope, which circle is that?” Loki pointedly asks Thor who looks at him with a sympathetic look only causing Loki to scoff and rolls his eyes as he stands, grabs his cane, and makes his way towards exam room one.

Loki limps into the room, already conscientious about his gold and green cane, making sure it doesn’t hit the wall as he slips into the exam room.

Looking back Loki doesn’t regret the choices his made on the cane. The man liked attention from the right people. He hates most casual people seeing as he usually finds them boring, predictable, and the need for small talk not something he takes much joy from. The cane definitely stood out and was the starter of conversation for common man that passed him by, unfortunately. This wasn’t enough to make Loki regret his ostentatious picks on his cane though.

The cane itself is light but durable. The stabilizer at the bottom had four anti-slip feet, covered by a wide quad base, all black and shiny. The cane, in all its glory, was emerald green, specifically requested by Loki, and had snakes engraved in the metal base. The snake outline, repeated around the entire cane, were then dusted in gold and, shined pretty and proper when in the sun. The snakes that run from the bottom to the top, run up the cane with open mouths as if devouring the brethren that followed up the last snake. When they reach the top of the cane, the handle’s edge, they stopped. The handle itself was covered in pure gold. The inside of it was carbon so it was lighter to carry but still very durable. The handle was fashioned after the head of a Black Mamba. Sleek and slim but one of the deadliest, most venomous snakes in the world. A symbol of Loki’s true power, or at least that’s what he told anyone that asks. In all honesty, Loki had picked the Black Mamba head because he thought it looked cute. He had a reputation to uphold, however.

Loki pushes his way into the exam room to find three nuns, one on the medical bed with two nuns on each side. As he closes the door he turns his head so he may let his eyes go wide without the women seeing his exasperated look. He turns his head back after the door is closed and he reins in his emotions.

“Hi, I’m doctor Odinson,” Loki supplies the three women, setting his cane aside in the room and looking up at the women with a small tilt of his lips. “What seems to be the problem?” He asks the woman sitting on the bed.

“Show him your hands, Augustine,” One of the sisters demands of Augustine, the woman on the bed Loki tabs in his head.

As the woman shifts the cloth covering her hands Loki takes the time to pop a pain pill into his mouth, swallowing without water if only because he’s been taking them for years for his disability. The use of the word disability is new, seeing how he didn’t take to the word too kindly in the beginning. As of now, he has accepted it for what it is and calls it as it should be, a disability. Something that may hinder him but does not define who he is or ever shall be.

Sister Augustine lifts her hands in front of her and they shake a bit as she holds them out for Loki to examine. They look raw, red, and as if they’re wet but in reality it’s because they’re covered in an ointment and severe rash. They’re pruned as if they spent too much time in water. When she turns over her hands to show him the palms he notes that they’re also raw and red, but more so and bleeding probably from scratching.

“It looks like stigmata.” The sister on the right of Augustine needlessly announces to Loki, or possibly to no one in particular. The other sister on the left shushes at her. Loki has to resist the urge to roll his eyes at her remark. Of course this ignorant nun would condemn her sister for something as simple as an allergic reaction. She finds the rash to be a form of disgrace on her sister. Typical.

Loki steps forwards, his eyes on her hands, “Must be all the talk around the holy water cooler.” He lightly supplies the three sisters with a joke to break the tension that had risen from the sister’s remark of stigmata. His eyes come to rest on her hands and as he reaches up to hold them in his own says, “You been washing a lot of dishes lately?” Loki glances up at sister Augustine’s aloof face.

“I help out in the kitchen.” Augustine replies.

“Anything new in the kitchen?” Loki asks, trying to pinpoint what’s causing the rash.

“We just got a donation of pots and pans this week.” The nameless nun tells Loki which supplies Loki with an answer for her reaction. Dish soap, pots and pans wouldn’t have caused such a reaction.

“I unpacked and washed them.” Augustin gives Loki, trying to help him out.

“Should have spent your time saving souls,” Loki says, his natural sarcasm coming over him, “It’s easier on the hands.” He says with a face that could be taken as contrite but is actually irony. “This is contact dermatitis. You’re allergic to dish soap.” Loki tells the nuns, his mind bored with how easy this diagnoses is.

As Loki turns to write down his report in the chart one of the nameless nuns speaks up. “Nonsense! We’ve always used that soap, why would it be a problem now?” She asks Loki.

Loki lets his head tilt back as he looks at the ceiling with a playful look on his face. “I’ve been a doctor for years,” He looks at the nun who spoke up, “Why do I have to keep assuring people I know what I’m doing?” He asks rhetorically. Not only talking about the nuns, Loki thinks of the many times where he has had to convince his own mother, and brother, that he knew what he was doing, going so far as to proving it.

“A person can become allergic to substances they’ve had repeated and prolonged exposure to.” Loki explains, his eyebrow raising perfectly, as if asking if the sisters had any other remarks to make before he looks down at the chart for Augustine to write his report real quick.

Loki then makes his way to the cabinet and picks out a small box inside of it. “Good news is, free samples!” He gives a fake smile, and excited tone, to the nuns. “I’m giving you an antihistamine to stop the allergic reaction,” He explains his process. “Take one every eight hours, might make you sleepy, and get some over the counter Cortisone cream, for the itchiness.” Loki looks at sister Augustine to make sure she understood his words, nodding at her when she gives an understanding nod, then handing her two pills from the box he had pulled from the cabinet.

“Thank you, doctor.” Augustine says with a small smile and nod.

“Want me to get some water?” Loki asks the women.

“I have some tea!” A nameless nun says, grabbing her thermos and giving it to Augustine.

Loki nods at the nun and backs up to pick up the chart. “Relax for a minute, the pills work pretty fast.” Then he leaves the room thinking he is done for the day in the clinic, thank god.

Loki throws the chart on top of his other charts he had left on the desk with Thor, in the lobby, and sighs as he limps around the desk and to Thor’s side.

“Still out by twelve.” Thor says, more so to grate on Loki’s nerves than anything.

Loki lets it go but replies, “How do you solve the problem of dermatitis.”

“Doctor? I want to thank you for your patience.” A sister says interrupting the conversation Loki was about to have with Thor. One of the sisters from Augustine’s side now stands in the clinic’s lobby with Loki and Thor. Her face showing she genuinely means it.

Loki manages to give Thor a disparaging look when he asks, “She talking to you?” As if shocked Loki was getting any kind of compliment. Loki can’t fault him there, he isn’t used to getting compliments either. Doesn’t mean he doesn’t bask in it but it is a little uncomfortable.

“I don’t know, she’s certainly looking at me...” Loki says back to Thor, shifting his weight from foot to foot in discomfort. He turns, watches, as the sister makes her way over to him, standing a little over a foot away. Enough distance to be comfortable since she is a stranger but a little too close for Loki’s comfort anyways. He hates people, so physical, so sentimental.

“It’s so good to get a secular diagnosis.” The nun offers Loki with a gratified look on her face, her body swaying with her words like she really means them.

Loki feels the frown come over his face and he tilts his head down at the sister.

“The sisters tend to interpret their diagnosis as divine intervention.” The nun explains to a bewildered Loki.

“And you don’t?” Loki asks, his voice not betraying his confusion but it’s definitely there. This sister is very...different from regular nuns, he can already tell. Her ideologies being promulgated so plainly are leaving Loki in an almost disoriented state. “Then you’re wearing an awfully funny hat.” Loki says, his sarcasm coming out to hide his true feelings on this whole conversation. The sister merely tilts her head with a look that says ‘Very funny’.

“Oh boy.” Thor whispers behind Loki. Loki can feel him shifting as if he wants to escape this situation just as much as Loki. “Excuse me.” Thor says grabbing all his charts and reports so he may make a swift exit. Loki glances back at Thor, his face now shifting from its usual neutrality to a look of perplexity and a hint of longing as he wants to leave too. Loki looks back to the sister, hiding his emotions again as she speaks.

“If I break my leg I believe it happened for a reason. I believe God wanted me to break my leg,” The sister says, her face showing nothing short than utter earnestness that almost makes Loki gag. “I also believe he wants me to put a cast on it.” The sister finishes causing Loki’s lips to twitch upwards and forget his brief nausea. He likes her, something no one that truly knew him would take lightly.

“Doctor! Something’s wrong!” The other sister says loudly as she races into the lobby. This breaks the little moment the sister was having with Loki and he stands at attention.

They all make their way back to exam room one with hast in their steps and Loki’s limp.

When Loki enters the room he finds Augustine to be hunched over, rapidly breathing but the air is filled with wheezes as if she can’t get breath into her lungs. Loki quickly tabs this as an asthmatic attack but grabs his stethoscope and brings it up to her chest. “Lift up your chin.” He demands softly, letting the stethoscope land on her chest when she does and moves it from the left to the right side listening to her lungs and heart as she panically breathes in faster.

“Sister you’re having an asthma attack, I need you to relax,” Loki drops the stethoscope from her chest, taking it from his ears, and turns to the drawers in the room, “Roll up her sleeve, please.” He demands of the sister next to him. He quickly picks up an syringe from the drawer he opened and turns back to sister Augustine. “I’m going to give you epinephrine,” He explains. “It will open your lungs and help you breathe.”

Loki uncaps the shot, by mouth, and quickly sticks the sister’s arm, injecting the liquid components of the epinephrine into her upper arm with fluid movements as if he’s done this a thousand times before, because he has.

Loki looks up at sister Augustine to assess the situation. The cap of the needle still in his mouth which he lightly grinds around with his teeth, almost nervous but not quite.

Everything is quiet for a moment. Loki takes this time to remove the needle from the sister’s arm and replace it with a cotton ball which he presses to her skin with moderate strength to stop any blood flow that may have followed the intrusion.

“What happened?” One of the sisters ask.

Loki foregoes the answer to that question to ask his own, “Did she take the pill?” He looks at the sister next to him, the one that had warned him of the situation and had stayed behind with sister Augustine. The one that had called it stigmata.

“Yes.” She says in a tone that betrays confusion and defensiveness.

“It’s an allergic reaction.” Loki explains ignoring the sister’s emotions at his question.

“She’s allergic to an anti-allergy medicine?” The same sister asks in an incredulous tone now.

Sister Augustine sits there taking in small mouthfuls of air, as if she now understands breathing is a commodity. Her body is still hunched over as she grabs at the medical bed with a white knuckled grip. Loki looks at her sympathetically. “How are you feeling?” He asks thinking about what variations he can use to treat her allergic reaction on her hands now that the blood rushing experience is over. “I’ll put you on some steroids instead.” He decides out loud, capping the syringe he used and throwing it away in the designated red safety box.

“Is my heart supposed to be feeling so funny?” Sister Augustine asks breathlessly, Loki watching as she brings a hand up to grab at her chest.

“It’s called adrenaline, makes the heart beat fast.” Loki says flippantly but puts two fingers on her pulse point on her wrist just to check if it’s something worth looking into. Loki looks at Augustine with concern, his eyes flitting around the room in thought, “But not this fast.”

Sister Augustine takes in a deep breath, wheezing again.

“Get a nurse, please.” He tells one of the sisters in a calm but pressing tone.

Sister Augustine leans into Loki’s body with a whimper and he grabs her so he may lightly rest her on the bed in a supine position. He leans over her watching her and trying to figure out what’s wrong, what could possibly be causing this, and how to fix it, fast.

“Somebody help!” Loki hears the nun call outside the room.

His attention is diverted when sister Augustine passes out. He quickly puts the stethoscope in his ears and puts the diaphragm on her chest, checking for her heart beat first, then her lungs. There is no comforting beat to be heard and her breathing has completely stopped as if it never existed, pulling this situation from a simple allergic reaction to something far, far more serious than Loki had anticipated.

“Somebody get in here!” Loki yells out frustrated no one has answered their calls for help. Finally a nurse in blue scrubs comes in, realizing the situation is of immediate emergency and looks at Loki so she may help.

“Call a code and charge up the defibrillator, she’s got no pulse.” He says speedily, starting to perform CPR on sister Augustine. The nurse flees from the room in record time to grab a defibrillator and yell at someone to call a code blue.

Loki manages CPR for a few minutes until the defib team comes in and takes over. They only barely manage to bring sister Augustine back to life.

Loki stands at the doorway, the two other sister next to him praying, he bites at his thumb. His mind is racing with the need for an answer. What caused this? What was he missing? It’s an allergic reaction, there’s no doubt about that, nonetheless he can’t figure out why everything he tried sent her into further shock. She couldn’t possibly have been allergic to everything he gave her, antihistamine and epinephrine. There is a factor here that he doesn’t know about, something is missing, and he would figure it out if it was the last thing he did.

Loki barely glances at one of the sisters as they take a drink from a thermos before going back to saying their Hail Mary’s.

Tagging (because they showed interest for this series): @rosaline-black @blueberrynonnie

I won’t tag yall in any other posts unless you specify you’d like that! i just wanted you both to know i started it and if you’d still be interested 😊

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make-loki-happy-again · 3 years

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A lot of people say it is biphobic and bi erasure to be unhappy at the thought of Loki ending up with a feminine presenting character. And I agree. Very, very often it is.

But as a bisexual woman myself, I am unhappy about that too. Not because I think bi characters should not end up in a "straight" relationships or because I have some unhealthy need for gay ships with any character I like.

I am dissappointed because they confirmed Loki as bi/pan but didn't show us any of it. They could have showed us Loki in queer relationships or situations. Then giving him a girlfriend wouldn't bother me at all (even if selfcest seems a bit questionable for the main canon relationship - but you know what? I don't care, they can go for it, she is kinda cool).

Some easy examples:

1. They could have showed us Loki flirting with a man instead of a woman on that plane (don't get me wrong, she was really cute and I liked that scene, but it's just to make a point about how easy it would be to show he can be flirty with men).

2. Even tho I don't think Loki and Mobius would be a healthy relationship and I never really shipped them or wanted for them to become canon, they could give us some obvious scenes of them flirting or even just of Loki trying to flirt to gain his trust/sympathy or to fool him.

3. Instead of the scene with Lady Sif (that was imo performed really well by the way, they both did a great job here!) they could have showed us a painfull memory with a male lover. Maybe getting rejected? Maybe finding out he is dead or even seeing him die in a battle? Maybe even showing that Asgard can be a homophobic place by having someone mock Loki for his interests (and the climactic point, instead of Loki apologising, would be Loki openly standing up against that, proud of who he is). I am just brainstorming, I know those are not perfect queer representation ideas, especially if this would be the only "queer" moment for Loki. But it was still an opportunity to give us something.

Or they could show us some "wlw looking" moment with Sylvie! That would work too even tho she is not the main character here. Maybe some cute moment with Hunter B-15?

Instead, they gave us Loki flirting with a woman on the plane and then hinted that the endgame may (or may not) be Loki and his feminine presenting version and that their romantic love may be some super powerful thing. It is disappointing. It's like they confirmed his bi/pansexuality but are only willing to explore one side of it.

And honestly, I don't even dislike the idea of Loki "falling for himself". I just wish they gave us a bit more of his bi/pansexuality on screen instead of just jumping into the relationship that can be seen as "straight", at least from the outside perspective, immidiatelly after confirming that they are both bi/pan.

EDIT: I realised I called Sylvie a woman and I changed that to feminine presenting character because even tho they didn't mention it in the show, I still believe that Sylvie is genderfluid just as Loki is and that we will get some proof of that in canon.

I also feel the need to clarify: I don't dislike this ship and I won't be angry or sad if it becomes canon. They are cute together and I don't care at all if it's selfcest or not.

And yes, bisexual people are still bisexual, no matter who we date. Our relationships don't define our sexuality. Please don't say they made Loki or Sylvie straight! Instead you can say, for example, that their relationship is straight-passing. ^-^

But it is still sad that big companies always choose to portray only the "safe part" of our sexuality.

It's the same with their genderfluidity. Presenting the way they do doesn't make them any less genderfluid. I just wish they showed us some bigger hint on screen instead of making one of them presenting feminine and using only she/her pronouns all the time and the other presenting masculine and using only he/him pronouns all the time without a hint for anything else and never mentioning it (but I am very cis myself so I feel like this is not my place to be a judge of that).

Still, I am really happy that Loki is confirmed bisexual even if it was only one sentence! I enjoy the show and I have nothing against Loki and Sylvie! 🖤

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hansoeii · 3 years

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im in that weird spot of "i dislike the concept of loki and sylvie being romantically involved bc the thought of loki's true love being himself kind of implies he's the only one who'll ever love him and i dont like that, and i also want to see him w a man since hes marvels first openly queer major character (even tho we were robbed of his genderfluidity but ig thats asking too much from disney huh) and i want him to be in a queer relationship at some point in the show at least instead of just "oh hot powerful main female character obviously has to end up being his romantic interest!"

but at the same time falling in love with a version of himself is one hell of a way to learn to love himself beyond his narcissism that banked on him fitting a certain expectation he had for himself, and that the interactions that have lowkey romantic undertones between him and sylvie are... to my dismay, really well written (at least in my opinion - i see a lot of lokius shippers cringed at the scene in the grassland but i was cringing and finding it adorable at the same time im so conflicted) like its a really good execution of a really bad idea so im just here like 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

but im not a particular fan of lokius either? i can see the appeal in the ship and its a fun dynamic but i personally see mobius as like, almost a father figure to him, mobius is just such a dad LMAO like especially in the first couple episodes it felt like dad!mobius trying to keep his feral troublemaking child out of control.

so im like. i simultaneously like sylkie AND lokius but i also want neither of them to happen but also wouldnt be upset if either of them happened. but i dont want loki to be alone either bc he deserves someone to love him like that.

Yeah, idk everything is all over the place for me currently too. At this point I just don't want them to add any romance at all tbh. But as you said, if it does happen then I would honestly prefer loki to end up with a man because he's the first openly bi character we have in the mcu and they just gotta explore his sexuality more. Of course you're still bi if your in a f/m relationship, but since this is the FIRST (how sad even is that) lgbt character in the mcu we have, it would just mean a lot if they give us the first gay relationship too.

And I gotta disagree with you on the father figure thing. Of course you can have your own opinions that's totally valid, but I don't see it at all? It's just, the way mobius interacted with loki has felt like flirting to me from the get-go. Literally the second I finished episode 1 I messaged a friend going "am I stupid or is this mobius guy full on flirting with loki?". The "pussycat", "if looks could kill" or the "I gotta be careful or you're gonna take my job" (I don't remember the exact line) comments were just straight up flirty and then you add the tie fixing scene to that. There's some tension going on that you just cannot ignore. I know some people see him as a father figure, but I just really can't. Every time mobius interacts with loki it just feels like he wants to eat him alive, haha. But again, you're free to think whatever you want!

And as I said before, I'm not a fan of the sylvie and loki romance thing at all. It just doesn't feel right to me and makes me extremely uncomfortable. I just really hope they keep it platonic and give us an awesome friendship! I need my chaotic trio 🙏

#Anon #Ask #Loki

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moonlit-imagines · 4 years

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Headcanons for being Jane Foster’s child

Jane Foster x child!reader

Thor Odinson x Foster!child!reader

warnings:

a/n: no not a foster child, jane foster’s child 😌 also im so super glad you liked those!!! hope these are just as good!!! and im genuinely so sorry these took so long

prompt: anonymous: “Hey! I just read the Tony Stark x Potts!child!reader HC and I loved it! Would you do the same but with Thor and Jane? ❤️”

no babysitter = go to work with mom

dr. selvig gave you a rubik’s cube to keep you entertained

“fuck that! here, y/n, you can play my DS” -darcy

“can you not swear in front of my child?” -jane

you thought tonight would be boring, but then your mom and darcy collectively hit a homeless guy with a car!

“holy crap, we’re all going to jail!” -you

“don’t say ‘crap,’ y/n! we need to get him to a hospital!” -jane

ngl this dude was kinda funky

darcy used her taser and your mom covered your eyes, but you still peaked ;)

ride to the hospital

“don’t touch him, y/n”

“sorry, doc”

and the very next day you guys stole him 💕

“mr. thor, where are you from?”

“i am from asgard! it is much different from this realm, but your’s is adequate, i suppose”

“thanks?”

you could see the way your mom looked at him, though

he ate all the pop tarts >:(

she gave thor her ex boyfriends clothes

“yeah, donald was a real ass—” -you

“don’t say ‘ass.’ darcy curses too much” -jane

“sorry, mom...anyways, donald forgot to pick me up from soccer practice like, a dozen times. he sucked” -you

“this ‘donald’ doesn’t seem like a very good man...also, what is ‘soccer?’” -thor

you grabbed a soccer ball and tried to show him how to play but there was some other stuff the *scientists* had to take care of

you were a regular at izzy’s diner (well, mom was) and they always made you cute pancakes in different shapes!!

“ah, it’s a smiley face! that’s adorable!” -thor

“yeah! they like to surprise me whenever i come in. they’re pretty awesome” -you

*your mom literally beaming at how good thor is with you already*

you and thor were drawing on paper placemats

and then he broke a glass and you started giggling hdhshshs

but he had to leave

“no, thor, please don’t go!”

“i hope to meet you again one day, little one. hopefully fate sees it through”

:((((

no time to be sad bc ur mom’s lab got hijacked by the government

“hey, no fair! that’s my diary!” -you

“sorry, kid. there are constellation drawings we have to observe” -coulson

“aw, you draw constellations? wait, not now. you can’t just take all our stuff. especially that! that belongs to a child!” -jane

“sic ‘em, y/n!” -darcy

“don’t listen to darcy, y/n” -selvig

chilling in the trailer and missing thor bc he was the most interesting thing to happen to you and your mom in a while

and you wanted her to be happy even tho he was kind of crazy

“hey, mom? do you want to watch the stars tonight like we used to do? we could make s’mores?”

“that sounds like a great idea, baby! i’ve gotta go take care of some science stuff, so i’ll pick up some s’mores stuff while i’m out. love you!”

yeah she went to go see thor and he kinda got arrested but your mom came back home so you could watch the stars!

“so, do you like thor?” -you

“what? what makes you say that?” -jane

“it’s cool if you do, i think he’s awesome. a little weird, but at least he’s nice”

then thor and selvig came home and selvig was drunk as a skunk

*poking him while he giggles and tells you about thor*

“i wish your grandfather could have met that guy! he would have loved him...i wish you met your grandfather, too” -selvig

thor inviting you back outside

“i’d like you to teach me more about this ‘soccer’”

by the time you guys were done, it was 3am and you were too pumped to go to sleep

so thor told you stories of his home and battle and family

you didn’t want him to stop, you were fascinated by it all

and uhhhh yeah then earth kinda had some vikings show up

they told you that you’d “make a fine warrior one day”

and then yall got attacked by a ????? a what??? a destroyer???????

“get y/n out of here now! they shouldn’t have to see this!” -thor

you were still nearby and saw thor become thor again

after he was done fighting the destroyer, you ran to give him a hug

“that was awesome! can i hold your hammer?”

“maybe someday, little one”

then you didn’t see him for 2 years

which upset your mom a good bit, you had to help her through that episode. lots of sitting on the couch and eating ice cream together talking about how he wasn’t worth her time even tho you missed him too

but he came back! and then your mom sent everything flying bc she had an “infinity stone” inside her and thor took you two to asgard

“y/n! you’ve grown so much, i almost didn’t recognize you!” -thor

tbh you really digged the outfit they gave you, but also you were on another planet? thor insisted on giving you a tour (by flying you around)

“i do hope you’re having fun, little one!”

worrying about your mom simultaneously bc you overheard she was sick

but asgard got attacked and you and jane were confined to a room in the palace, which sucked because you wanted to see it all

but thor sent guards to bring you anything to keep you entertained

“maybe we’ll skip the mace for now, thank you” -jane

after several events that count as child endangerment, this chapter came to an end and your mom and thor finally made it official

loki called you a rodent and then saved your life so you were kinda iffy about him

about a year or two later, your mom had to travel a great deal in order to get some work done, so you were left in the care of thor, who took you to avengers tower

“oh, my girlfriend’s child is an angel! and they’re so intelligent, just like their mother!” -thor gushing to other partygoers

“yeah, thor, your ‘angel’ is sneaking drinks from the elderly” -tony

*sipping his beer* “they’re a growing teenager”

you did have an amazing time interacting with the avengers

and once they tried grabbing the hammer, you knew you had to get in on it (but you failed like the rest)

“don’t worry, my y/n, you have to be eighteen years of age to be able to lift mjölnir!” -thor

“oh, that makes sense!” -you, while thor aggressively shakes his head at the other avengers. he just wanted to make sure you didn’t feel bad you weren’t worthy yet :(

more child endangerment but really what did you expect?

thor went off world and your mom split it off w him but you did have his email so you were still in contact with him

swearing you saw odin on the street once or twice (fast forward)

and then your mom dusted and thor found you as soon as he possibly could, it was so good to see him

he took you in since you were alone now, you moved to new asgard and became prince(ss) of the new land by relation?? makes sense right

basically you and valkyrie made all the calls while thor grieved for years

but he still took care of you

“y/n, would you like to play video games with me? i think it may be a good bonding experience, what do you say?” -thor

“duh!”

uncle korg made you help him with fortnite while thor was asleep

you wished to wield stormbreaker one day

showing thor earth media! his favorite star wars character is r2-d2 dont ask why

he taught you asgardian recipes and you taught him...earth recipes?

when he was drunk he’d ramble on about his childhood and battle and enemies and jane and loki and hela and frigga and literally anything that came to mind

“y/n, could you please get me a beer? and get one for yourself, too” -thor

valkyrie most definitely gave you some battle training so you you blow off some steam, you were glad she taught you how to fight like a true warrior

thor wanted to teach you battle tactics so you could fight alongside him, but he never got around to it

a raccoon and bruce banner visited later on, proposing a way to get your family back, thor was an emotional wreck

his debriefing on the reality stone was tense when he started crying about your mom and everyone stared at you

“hey, don’t look at me. i don’t control the god, i just keep him company”

ending up waiting 1 second for the avengers to come back from their mission, resulting in you being stuck in the middle of a very heavy battle

“y/n, get out of here!” -thor

“don’t worry, thor! valkyrie taught me a few moves!”

“you make me incredibly proud, little one!”

“i’m not so little anymore, am i?”

“you will always be my little one, y/n. blood or not, that will not change!”

victory, but at what cost? it was a rough ride, you needed to get patched up, but your mom was finally home and thor...he decided it was time to leave earth again

“don’t worry, my y/n. i will see you again.” *tearing up* “i’m so glad i got the pleasure of raising you these past few years. i love you dearly, now go be with your mother”

you straight up wanted to bawl your eyes out right there

“well, y/n, you’re next in line for the throne of new asgard. what is your first command?” -valkyrie

“actually, i think you’d make a much better ruler than me. i’ve got to spend some time with my mother now that she’s home”

“you’re so much like him, you know that?”

staying with your mother, who was diagnosed with cancer not long after returning from the soul stone (a/n: jane getting cancer is canon in the comics and confirmed for thor 4)

“i missed five years of your life and now i’m sick, that’s just our luck, isn’t it?” -jane

she was understandably upset, but she also felt guilty

“mom, don’t beat yourself up. everything is okay, we’re still together right now. i won’t be going anywhere, i promise”

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iamnmbr3 · 3 years

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Wow, new interview, so many new WTFs I don't even know where to start. Loki is happy?!?!?! When a lot (most?) of your audience interprets and main character's "happiness" as a manic nihilistic mental breakdown, something is going very, very wrong with the portrayal.

I assume you're referring to this. I think what happened there is that it's an extremely ooc moment and the only way a lot of people could justify it in-universe was by interpreting it as a manic nihilistic mental breakdown. But the wasn't the intent. It's a good fix-it tho. Personally I haven't really been that interested in coming up with fix-it head canons for the issue with the show because to me the whole thing is a problem. I don't see Loki in it at all.

He's not in character in it in even one moment. If this were the only ooc moment then I could fix it with a head canon like that. But since he's consistently ooc I just see a totally different character so my "fix it" is to just ignore the show...or imagine AUs where Loki was captured by the TVA instead of whoever this tv character is.

But yeah to me that scene pretty clearly read as being framed as Loki just being happy and enjoying the chaos, and that was definitely the intent as confirmed by the director. So I just dismissed it as more oocness and didn't even bother trying to head canon a fix. Some people head cannoned fixes. And some still trusted Disney and so rather than viewing it as a fix they actually theorized that Loki was intended to be having a mental break down. Unfortunately trusting Disney rarely pays off...esp with this show. This show really reminds me of a bully inviting someone to hang out just so they can laugh at them. Like Disney offered a Loki show and fans trusted that they would do the character justice. Instead they're just completely mocking the character and his fans and turning him into a joke and robbing him of all dignity or finesse. It's sad.

It's also not that entertaining. The show character doesn't care at all that people are dying. And Loki, unless he was having a manic mental breakdown, wouldn't behave like that. Yeah sure he kills people when he deems it necessary, but he doesn't enjoy it. In fact the only person we've seen laugh while killing is Thor (which is something considered normal in his culture) and even then he was laughing while fighting an enemy in battle. He wasn't mocking civilians who were about to die in a horrific tragedy.

The Pompeii scene is treated as a joke but it's really mean spirited. The humor in the show isn't funny. It's warped and twisted and cruel. The audience is invited to laugh at the suffering of others - whether the people in Pompeii or "Loki" himself - rather than empathize. It's the kind of humor a bully would find funny.

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janetsnakehole02 · 3 years

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My elaborate fantasy headcanon thing for introducing Amora in the MCU via Loki season 2

Too many fucking ideas it’s almost a whole ass fic I had to put em under a cut welp they’re not all winners and I didn’t realize I forgot Lorelei until the end :( but this is a no judgment zone and I’ll come up with better ones later if anyone is willing to donate some more brain cells

Also none of these are set in stone, they’re headcanons and my head changes literally every 12 hours so

My headcanon for the show is a flashback sequence every episode with a fair summary of the following, not too long but enough so you understand the plot and the characters - this idea makes more sense after you read further

Pre-Thor 1

They’re childhood best friends and they both learn magic together (maybe from Karnilla I saw it in a fic once and I thought that’d be a great idea)

Amora rarely cries because she feels like she doesn’t have a right to feel emotions when her powers feed on others’ emotions (manipulating love and lust) so she’s trained herself to keep her emotions in

But once as a teenager she was crying and Loki found her and taught her the fireworks to cheer her up

Amora has her own issues with self loathing because her powers create a misconception that she’s only a sex object when she’s actually a really skilled sorcerer and is as intelligent as Tony Stark

So she and Loki have lots of misunderstood sorcerer hours™️

Also because of that Loki is the only Asgardian that treats Amora with the respect she deserves and vice versa

Amora would never admit it but she’s terrified of her enchantment powers so even though she uses them on a lot of people she’s never once used them on Loki because she actually cares about them

They look at the stars together and talk about ruling the nine realms together but deep down it’s not because they want power they just want to do something together 🥺

Also random interjection - genderfluid Loki so Katie McGrath plays she/her Loki in my head

Amora definitely set up Loki and Fandral

Not Loki and Sif tho she fuckin hates Sif

I kinda see it as Thor is to Loki what Sif is to Amora because Sif is a warrior but Amora is an enchantress and sorceress and Asgard is a warrior culture that looks down on sorcerers

So Sif makes Amora as insecure as Thor makes Loki

So when Amora accidentally walks in on Loki and Sif hooking up she tries getting with Thor and it works like briefly they hook up no strings attached for a bit but it fizzles out bc she literally cannot with this himbo

In the meanwhile Loki and Amora got growing feelings but they’re both really insecure so ya know radio silence from the both of them

Amora even promises Loki she’ll be by their side on the day of Thor’s coronation, not because they want that throne WE ALL KNOW THEY DON’T, but because she knows how ignored they’s gonna be and she just wants to be there for them

Right when they start getting closer and closer to owning up to their feelings Odin sends Amora to Vanaheim before Thor’s coronation to do more “training” for her magic

Why? Because he’s a little shit and really he hates Amora because he thinks she just uses her powers to hurt people it makes total sense why wouldn’t he this mf 😒

So she’s forced to go to Vanaheim but Loki walks her down the rainbow bridge to the Bifrost and they have one last exchange of playful banter and they finally kiss (pretty sweet and tender actually, not that intense)

This is a big deal because again Amora is terrified of her powers and one of those is getting a man to become her slave if she kisses him (or turn him into stone? I can’t remember) but either way she doesn’t want to lose control and accidentally use those powers on Loki

But he gets it because they always get each other and so he initiates the kiss

Their seidr intertwines when they kiss as reassurance that she hasn’t hurt him

But Amora says to save some for when she comes back, implying that she doesn’t want this to be a one time thing and they don’t say I love you but cmon they’ve been there for each other for millennia they pretty much do

So they both have the intention of exploring their relationship when she gets back and they promise to write to each other but that’s the last time they see each other on the sacred timeline bECAUSE

Next day is the coronation we all know what happens

Thor 1

Loki misses Amora especially when Thor makes the rash decision of invading Jötunheim, she wishes she were here with him to both a) reign Thor in and b) laugh at his stupidity

When Loki finds out about his frost giant heritage he’s suddenly glad Amora is in Vanaheim because he doesn’t want her to come back to a monster (YOU’RE NOT A MONSTER LOKI 😭😭)

But when he becomes king he misses her again because of their talks about wanting to rule the nine realms together

Tw suicide - Loki attempts suicide on the Bifrost but as we know he survives

Post-Thor 1

Amora comes back from Vanaheim after and she looks for Loki but he isn’t there

She doesn’t believe Loki is truly dead so she goes to Thor

Thor tells her most of what happens but leaves out the parts where Loki gets hurt, and she feels like he’s hiding some things so she enchants him and gets more details out of him

More specifically she sees their argument in the throne room where Loki said he’s not Thor’s brother (thus revealing his Jötun heritage) and all he ever wanted was to be Thor’s equal, along with Loki telling Odin he could’ve done it for all of them, and she sees Loki PHYSICALLY LET GO

She’s a smart woman she’s grown up with Loki her whole life and she has a pretty decent idea of who made them feel like they weren’t enough and who deliberately taught anti-Jötun ideologies

She still doesn’t believe Loki is dead so she goes to Heimdall by flying over the broken Bifrost and she enchants him to search his memories but in his memories Loki just fell into an abyss and nothing can be seen further

So she comes to the edge of the Bifrost where Loki fell off and as the realization hits that her best friend/love NO LONGER WANTED TO LIVE she lets out this deafening scream as she finally breaks down into sobs and cries for the first time since she was a teenager in front of Loki

And she just keeps crying but once she’s done anger takes over

And she decides the reason for Loki’s death is Odin because Loki wouldn’t have let go if Odin didn’t reject him

She’s angry at Frigga too but she doesn’t want to kill her because she knows Loki would be devastated if he were here

But she knows she can’t just go in and kill the Allfather just like that

So she works on making a plan to kill him while everyone is busy getting Asgard back to normal

Pre-Loki Season 1

Here’s where it gets interesting - in the sacred timeline Amora doesn’t survive her attempt to kill Odin

But THIS TIME she successfully kills him and she says Loki’s last words to him (which she got from enchanting Thor) and THAT is her Nexus Event

So Amora gets to the TVA and she’s obviously sentenced guilty like everyone else 😑 but she pleads not guilty so she runs out of the court room and finds the drawer of Infinity Stones and Casey tells her what they are

Then she hears some minutemen talking about rogue Loki variants and she gets curious and finds Loki’s file

Then she watches the file after sneaking into a time theater and she learns that Loki survived the fall off the Bifrost

She also sees the Tesseract and the scepter and thinks they resemble the stones Casey showed her

She also sees Loki walking in chains towards Odin and Odin telling him it was his birthright to die but before she can get any further Renslayer catches her again

And Amora steals a TemPad and goes to different realms

In the comics Amora and the Mandarin work together so I really want her to meet Wenwu on Midgard and do some shady shit with him

I also think it’d be cool if she fought Shangqi in his sequel or something also lowkey could see her with Shangqi lowkey lowkey

TVA Agents keep trying to catch her but she’s too fast until Renslayer finally does get to her

Until Amora accepts that she’s guilty she’s put in a torture chamber by Renslayer and the memory is the one where she’s walked in on Loki and Sif hooking up

Amora never breaks tho and eventually Renslayer is just fucking tired so she brings her out of the memory loop to prune her

Amora however has had enough of this torture and she just yanks Renslayer’s pruning stick and chooses to prune herself - also so she doesn’t give Renslayer the satisfaction

She makes it to the Void and she finds her variants - they all have different Nexus Events idk I’m not super clear on how this works in my head

Kid Amora also killed Thor and that’s her Nexus Event so she and Kid Loki are besties

So she decides to get out and she decides to enchant Alioth in a way that makes the creature submit to her and doesn’t destroy it because her variants advise against destroying it fully - they tell her they have no idea what’s back there but they don’t want it to be open to everyone because then everyone in the Void will try going there

She asks if they wanna come with her but they tell her she’s the only one worthy because she successfully killed Odin and that has to mean something

So she gets to the citadel and sees He Who Remains

She gets the same information Loki and Sylvie got and she has no idea what to do decides to enchant him and once she does that’s when he lets it slip that Loki and a variant of his are destined to arrive and she was initially gonna enchant him and jump with his tempad but after he lets that info slip she decides to stay and see Loki because she’s curious and her heart really hurts bc she misses him but she’d never admit it

So she enchants He Who Remains into letting her stay at the citadel and makes sure he says everything to Loki and the variant just as planned/just how we heard in the finale

Loki Season 1

So Amora’s in the citadel when Loki and Sylvie get there but in hiding

And during this time at the citadel she’s learned to communicate mentally with He Who Remains since she’s enchanted him so she’s kinda mentally holding him hostage

And they’re not necessarily friends since it’s kinda hard to be friends with someone who is once again holding you mentally hostage but there’s witty banter ah I love witty banter

So anyway Loki and Sylvie finally get to the citadel which He Who Remains knew was going to happen but Amora did not

She’s in shock when she sees Loki after so long and one look from He Who Remains tells her that this is her Loki

And she realizes Sylvie is another Loki too

But then she sees Sylvie accuse Loki of making another play for the throne and just when she’s about to get angry and throw hands

They have their incredibly emotional fight, Sylvie kisses Loki and Amora is both horrified and heartbroken because she thinks Loki just threw her aside and forgot about her

Which is partially true BECAUSE ehehe

On the Sacred Timeline before Avengers!Loki is taken by the TVA - when he’s getting tortured by Thanos we all know his memories were altered and Thanos alters his memories of Amora so there isn’t any love left, it’s virtually like she didn’t exist in his life

Thanos does leave in the memory of Amora and Thor hooking up tho, exaggerates it to his liking because he’s a little shit

So by the time Loki gets to the TVA and to the citadel with Sylvie his memory of Amora is distorted

So anyway after the kiss Amora sees Sylvie push Loki away and kill He Who Remains and she’s like WHAT the FUCK

Loki Season 2 and Beyond

So now the citadel is open the Void is open and every timeline is released so Amora tries her level best on getting back to our Loki

I get really hazy with my headcanon from this point on because idk how but basically Amora gets out of the citadel without Sylvie noticing her and she does find Loki somehow along with Mobius and B-15

Hey I didn’t say it made sense

But Mobius for some reason has her file and knows everything about her and he asks Amora if Loki knows

And Loki’s like “do I know what”

Again I am not super clear on how this happens but Mobius tells Amora that Loki doesn’t have the best memory of her which means Loki doesn’t remember that they loved each other

And Amora is once again Devastated And Destroyed™️

Mobius tells her she can try giving Loki those memories back but she immediately refuses because SHE 👏🏽 WILL 👏🏽 NEVER 👏🏽 USE 👏🏽 HER 👏🏽 POWERS 👏🏽 ON 👏🏽 LOKI

Loki doesn’t trust Amora because Thanos screwed with their head but they acknowledge that their memory of her may be skewed

And she says she’s not going to force anything so they basically start over and slowly build up an acquaintance and eventually a friendship

Loki and Amora confide in each other about the torture chambers that Mobius and Renslayer put them in and that sort of helps clear up Loki’s memory again since he now knows Amora saw him with Sif

Amora tells Loki she killed Odin because she knew he was responsible for Loki’s suicide attempt and Loki gets really emotional because that’s the first time someone had done something for HIM

Mobius got info out of him for the TVA and made him feel like Frigga’s death was his fault, Sylvie put her mission over him and broke his trust in her, but Amora was captured by the TVA because she tried avenging Loki and THAT just hits different man 🥺

Have Amora kick Sylvie and Mobius’s asses for not treating Loki right

And Loki kicking Renslayer’s ass for not treating Amora right

So basically more slow burn and shit and they fight one of the Kang variants

Sylvie comes back at some point before they fight said Kang variant but things have changed s*lki kiss means nothing again this is my headcanon it doesn’t make sense I am so sorry but either way no more s*lki especially since Amora is back in Loki’s life and Loki’s getting a clearer image of who she was in Asgard when she was with Amora

They should def go to Poland together and learn that “amorki” means cupids in Polish - that’s what I’ve heard anyway correct me if I’m wrong but that’s the cutest thing ever

Again not really clear how it works okay it’ll make more sense to me once nwh and mom are out but maybe the slow burn could carry over into another season

Third and final season I guess

Where they have an epic kiss and their seidr intertwines AGAIN and this time it causes them to revert into their actual suits you know like transform

And then they fight together like the epic duo they are

Just typed out all this shit and realized I didn’t once include Lorelei now I feel dumb but it’s fine new and improved headcanons will come later sorry Lorelei stans don’t hate me :(

Okay much of this clearly does not make sense but I think it’d be a great story if given to the right writers that can frame it in such a way that my nonsense ideas make sense. I don’t want Amora to be shown as a hero either I don’t think she’s a hero or a villain she just is. I would also be 100% fine if they didn’t show Amora and Loki romantically but I do still want them to have the same “we’re both little shits who might betray each other but it doesn’t really mean anything because I got you and you got me” relationship because it really feels like that’s what it is. Also I would def like her to kick Mobius and Sylvie’s asses for not treating our boi right AND I would like to see an Amora/Sylvie fight with all the ✨enchanting✨ so that Amora can show Sylvie who’s boss (no hate to Sylvie but cmon nothing can beat the original)

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thatwitchrevan · 3 years

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I watched all the Marvel 'What If' episodes so far, here are some thoughts:

- Peggy is so hot as Captain Britain. Her and Steve are even cuter when she's a towering super soldier and he's her supportive bf. Steve's endless heart and optimism is always amazing but I also appreciated that moment of commiserating between him and Peggy acknowledging that she as a woman and he as a disabled man have both struggled with being ignored and belittled. Peggy overall was just awesome, loved her enthusiasm and joy and selfless courage. Bucky was fucking hilarious.

- Hank Pym murdering everyone was kinda weird but kinda cool? This episode was a bit weak but I did love Natasha and Fury's interactions and Loki's 'Trickster God. Hello!' moment. Also very funny how Tony just flopped over and died.

- T'Challa as Starlord is genius. He really went and made the whole galaxy better and everyone loves him for it... It's what he deserves! He forgave Yondu too easily tho, very fucked up to keep him from his family and culture like that. Gamora was amazing especially with that triple cross. T'Challa/Gamora is fucking cute too. The only thing i didn't like about this one is that Thanos was way too cheesy.

- I do not care about Stephen Strange. Watching him suffer in a time loop was kinda interesting though.

- Tony is blatantly bisexual. The moment he sees Erik he begins a prolonged gay crisis. Killmonger is the best as always but did he have to kill Rhodey AND T'Challa? And frankly if Marvel wasn't so racist and shit he would've actually become Prince of Wakanda and changed the world without killing his own family or at least would've made an impact instead of being villianized to this degree. Justice for Killmonger next time. Pepper has the only braincell in Stark Industries.

- marvel zombies was more fun than I thought. Making Peter the heart of the survivor team was the best decision. The whole team was awesome, especially Bucky and Hope. Vision and Wanda breaking my heart again. I'm gonna break Vision's head though for feeding T'Challa to his zombie wife. I can excuse kidnapping an entire town but I draw the line at cannibalizing the King of Wakanda. And! And! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE KILLING OKOYE. I AM COMING FOR YOUR HEAD MARVEL WHAT WAS THAT. Also the disrespect to Sam... Having him show up for two seconds to be bisected, I did not appreciate. Also I do not understand why the zombie apocalypse is happening during the Thanos apocalypse. Also also the way the zombie outbreak started made no fucking sense AND it didn't follow the series rule of the divergence hinging on one choice by one person.

Overall, these are pretty decent. They're funny and the animation mostly looks good, and I love aus. I feel like a lot of the prominent Black characters are still not getting much respect, though, and in a way it's worse than usual because so many characters are getting killed off. Rhodey, Sam, T'Challa, and Okoye each get killed off at least once and sometimes with much less dignity than the other characters and it just doesn't sit right with me.

I'm enjoying the humor and some of the good character moments (Okoye's running jokes about Americans are great and her screentime in general is awesome, and she plays off so many characters so well) but Marvel isn't magically putting out better and more thoughtful tv just because it's in an animated format and breaking continuity. They still have plotholes and they still don't respect many of their characters.

#griffin watches things #what if spoilers #marvel

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BC anon hiiii OKAY YIKES I did actually make it all the way through and not read asis until I was done with everything today however it had nothing to do with my own personal willpower and everything to do with the fact that my professors absolutely have it out for me but ANYWAY I KNEW Y/N WOULD DO IT I KNEW LOKI WOULD NEVER DUMP Y/N I’m not happy they broke up but I am kind of happy it was y/n who did it bc it means I guessed right lol ALSO okay I think that y/n is also gonna be the one to initiate getting back together however I’m on Loki’s side in this break up I almost don’t want him to take her back lol just bc I didn’t like how she brought Narvi into this like LEAVE HIM ALONE WHATS WRONG WITH YOU like I get she brought narvi into it for a reason and didn’t actually want to hurt him but like now I’m like okay Loki dont let her around your son anymore when Loki said “what am I going to tell narvi” OOF OW OW OW WHY WHY WHY and omg I also got pissed at y/n bc after PURPOSEFULLY hurting Loki (and narvi even tho he doesn’t know it yet) she decides she regrets breaking up with him im like WHAT WAS THE REASON TO HURT THEM THEN!!!! Anyway I have a lot of emotions rn also side note i love the fact that you might write more one shots and stuff for the asis universe once the fic ends im also not ready to say goodbye to dilf Loki or narvi as a character!!! Also last side note but it was perfect asis breakup weather today I swear it was so cold and rainy and windy where I live and I think it’s bc the universe is also mourning professor laufeyson and y/n anyway the vibes were immaculate tho

Hi sorry one more ask from BC anon bc okay WAIT I FORGOT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT THE CLINT STUFF why was I like actually kind of happy Loki failed Clint just because he could like maybe it’s just bc I personally couldn’t care less about Clint Barton as an MCU character but like IDK IT MADE ME WEIRDLY SATISFIED TO KNOW LOKI FAILED HIM ON PURPOSE??? I was like okay YES Loki be vindictive and petty we love to see it anyway maybe I’m just showing blatant favoritism here I get why that information would be upsetting to y/n but idk this chapter made me love asis Loki even more than I already did and made me even more hurt that y/n hurt him I’m like noooooooo whyyyyyyy I even knew she was gonna hurt him and I tried to mentally prepare but it didn’t work

V PROUD OF YOU FOR GETTING EVERYTHING DONE so you could have a lil chapter of asis. As a treat. Also I'm psyched the weather matched the chapter for you because ~ambiance~ is very important. For me it was 73 degrees and sunny so :/ Also also ty for letting me know you would read more drabbles even after the fic ends! Maybe I'll just make a separate fic literally called "ASIS Oneshots" and update it whenever I have something new... I could even open requests for lil drabbles/oneshots and put them there ;)

LMAO yes I get it BC anon like it sucks that they broke up but hey if that was going to happen at least you can say you were right. It's about small victories. Also *lil jon voice* YEAH coming in hot w/the guess that y/n will initiate getting back together we love to see it. Also YES she regrets it and YES she was mean but Mr. Lokey would not let her go and that's why she was mean he wasn't giving up on her any other way... also though ms. y/n also could have just walked away lol. Literally leave BYE mission accomplished

I ALSO HATE MCU HAWKEYE he's boring and I don't like Jeremy Renner (side note can you believe Jenson Ackles almost was Hawkeye? I think about that daily). I know it's hard to put the feelings, or lack thereof, for that boring bland bowl of oatmeal of a man aside but Loki failing a student just because he felt like it is messed up. My professor glared at me in front of the class yesterday and made everyone watch me (I was checking my email at 10:00:08 and class started at 10 he was having a bad day) and I'm still not over it so if a prof failed me just because I pissed them off a few times I would cry. Also though yeah Clint did antagonize Loki. BUT YOU ARE SO RIGHT that it's fun to see Loki be a bitch. As he deserves! Like the Clint thing serves a narrative purpose obviously but I also wanted to reference Loki's mean streak because it's sexy what can I say. He made it on the Marvel villain and hero posters so he'll be a villain and a hero in asis it's the duality of man it's equality it's giving the people what they want and as shawn mendes would say it's giving cher

I hope you're doing well and have a good weekend!! Thank you for the messages I luv to hear from youuuuu :D <3

#BC anon #okay i have something to admit about hawkeye it's really embarrassing #i don't think i should do it here though #but i'm humiliated but also? i want to tell people ajncoanvianv #and it's not MCU hawkeye it's comic/emh's hawkeye who SLAPS #um okay well anyway LUV YOU BC ANON #hope you aren't too burned out from a busy day/week!#ask #asis #asis spoilers

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in-superbloom · 3 years

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okay so. i never really did a review (feels weird to call it a review tho so let's say a very opinionated essay that's totally the opposite of what college taught me) for wfttwtaf but i never really know how to do that for any album, doesn't matter how much it makes me feel feelings, bc i simply can't write about my own emotions in cohesive thoughts ✌🏻😔

so instead, i let my brain do this thing he usually does when i listen to an album that leaves an effect on me, which is pretty much just creating visuals for the songs bc apparently my feelings translate better into images/vibes rather than words lmao but since i am unfortunately not skilled to drawn/paint/created actual visual stuff, i just wrote them so i'm gonna leave them here bc why not <3

i just really love when music (art in general, but especially music for me) makes your mind run wild & be so inspired that you can't help but create something based on that feeling <3 a great example of that is the amount of art everyone here (on tumblr!sos verse, but also tumblr & the internet in general) create based on other peoples' art & i just *clenches fists* really love that 💜

anyways !! if you're reading this, i hope this makes sense to you & if you wanna chat about the album, my mail box is always open 💜

• track one: starting line – like the mv, but he's running like he's trying to get away from something, always looking behind his shoulder, stumbling on things/people on the streets. also maybe not flying?;

• track two: saigon – then he reaches a tiny but unique/eye-catching door, gets intrigued & enters. he has to go downstairs through a dark and narrow corridor, he hears muffled music coming down there. he reaches the door & the music is now clear, it looks like there are disco balls everywhere ((pink, blue and purple bc ofc)), the place is packed with people dancing & just vibing™. he goes to the dancefloor, but soon it gets overwhelming so he tries to reach a wall or the other end of the club, but he can't. the more he walks, the furthest he feels from the walls. everything has a psychedelic look, also some of those trippy effects he used on motion, and no one seems to notice/ care about him. this goes on until the end of the song, then he finally finds a door ((not the one he came from)) and opens it;

• track three: motion – he expects to find a street, but instead he's inside a room. it's a bit dark, all he sees are shadows, but then suddenly everything turns into an explosion of colors ((when the songs picks up in the beginning)), all dancing in front of him, making him feel lost & dizzy. he keeps walking, but every now and them he stumbles on something ((random things like animals or weird props or stuff that aren't supposed to be alive, but are)). he admires everything with a childlike wonder, touches things and then they turn into something else, or change form/shape/color. in the end, he's distracted looking at something and then falls like the floor reached an end;

• track four: place in me – he fell right there where he is in the mv/visualizer, it goes on like that;

• track five: baby blue – make it look like he fell asleep after the end of place in me, so he's very confused when he wakes up & it looks like the place is falling apart, like end of the world type ((like the lamentis thingy on loki)). things are exploding & he can see another planet very close to the one where he is. it's a bit scary but it's a breathtaking view nonetheless. he's mesmerized, but also kinda already accepted his fate? he's not trying to run to find a shelter/salvation or anything, just watching it all fall apart. at the end, he stops, turns around & looks at the path that he was walking ((full of nature things colored in every shade of blue and also glittery dust)) and he's just admiring it when he's hit by a big rock maybe? or a moon, who knows;

• track six: repeat – he's throw away to somewhere that's not collapsing, it looks like a pathway in the woods? but like, no florest too near, and it's sunny but not too warm, and the path is filled with green grass and flowers. he lands in a place that looks like a field but not quite. and then after walking for a while, he finds himself, but another version of him. maybe a younger one or an older one or both? like, they both just stop and stare at each other and kinda do this lil dance of trying to touch the other & watching the other, both a lil frightened but completely intrigued. maybe the older version of him? ooooh maybe it starts with an older version, but then every time present luke gets distracted by something else or turns around for a second, the other luke is getting younger, until he's just a lil kid. the ending is the mini luke offering his hand for present luke to grab, so he can lead him to a house that was near where they were. ((or maybe mini luke makes him run after him));

• track seven: mum – luke enters the house & immediately recognizes it as the house he grew up in. every step he takes, a wall or an object or a room brings a memory & it plays it out like a hologram. lots of memories. then in the guitar solo part, he finds a guitar in the room where he used to play the most when he was a kid ((maybe some cool&cute effects going around him, representing the sound coming from the guitar)). before the solo ends, you can see a shadow in the threshold of the door, and when he finished the guitar solo, luke turns around and smiles, getting up to hug the person ((it's his mum)) but maybe you never actually see her face?;

• track eight: slip away – he steps out of his childhood house and enters this big dark room. there's only a lil blue light coming from the very center of the room. when he gets closer to it, he sees it's a lil star, who looks very scared. as soon as she notices him ((he tries to reach her)) she runs out of the door on the other side of the room. he's worried&intrigued so he follows her, but when he opens the door, he immediately falls, this time he's in what looks like the clouds ((blue hues ofc but clearer ones, not as dark shades like the ones in place in me & baby blue)), and soon he finds out he can "swim" through them. he does that for a while until he sees the lil star and tries to follow her again. this goes on until he finally gets close to her, but when he touches her, she literally slips from his grasp bc he's being teleported again ((but make it look like she's the portal));

• track nine: diamonds – it starts with a close up on the water maybe? and then the camera keeps getting higher & suddenly he falls into it and soon the camera follows. he's distorted for a bit, especially when he notices he's already too deep into the water, away from the surface. then he tries to swim to the surface, but there's a bunch of things?? or like weird and mean seapeople maybe? trying to drag him down ((kinda like that scene on harry potter & the goblet of fire)). he tries his best to fight them, but what gets him away from them is a group of nice seapeople who came to his rescue. then they all swim away from the place they were ((also maybe slip in some diamonds or things that look like them around there?));

• track ten: a beautiful dream – he reaches a lil city? under water with the help of the nice seapeople & then there's this piano on the ground ((maybe covered in seaweed and stuff like that)) and he's immediately drawn to it. he plays/sings the song ((maybe like the guitar effects in mum, the sounds coming from the piano affect the place around him even tho it looks like he barely notices it)). when the song is finishing, he notices a white light coming from the surface. he looks at it & then follows it;

• track eleven: bloodline – then he's getting out of the water? at some beach perhaps? he's slowly getting out of the water & there's this beautiful sunrise behind him. he's singing along, looking like he just came out of a battle but at the same time he's in peace with himself, looking not exactly happy but relieved. he's walking on the beach, making his way home but he's not in a hurry. then in that lil bit in the end of the song, he gets out of the frame after looking straight to the camera maybe?? and the camera focuses on the sunrise and then everything goes black;

• track twelve: comedown – he wakes up in a bed ((like, this is him waking up from all these dreams)) & he's slightly confused bc the dreams felt so real, but he's feeling better & not so lost anymore. he goes out in a walk that maybe shows every place he was in his dreams? but like, this time you see what they really are bc every place in his dreams was inspired by a real location/thing, just reimagined. but like, he doesn't enter anywhere, he's just walking & you can see the places on both sides of the street. like, it's clearly a set up location but it's just representative. maybe you can see some of his friends/family at some of these locations or maybe they're all together in one place? but they don't look at him, they're just talking&laughing with each other. he looks happy, at ease & he's smiling, wearing a yellow or gold shirt. in the end, he reaches a cliffside maybe? somewhere that leads you to think that he'll go through another portal, but then he suddenly stops, looks down at the cliffside and crouches down bc he saw the lil blue star from slip away but it's now a necklace. he picks it up, with a small&easy smile and then looks at the camera, gives a bigger, real smile, gets up and turns around, going back to where his friends&family are, but the camera stays there, just watching him go.

// now some notes bc i love to over explain myself //

• the "water" one was supposed to be slip away, but alison @bandsanitizer was talking about a beautiful dream these days & said that something about the song reminds her of a sonar-like sound & the idea of searching for something, so that got me thinking about the ocean & relating it to this song and it also makes a lot of sense with what the album represents in my mind, so it made me change that. thank you for that miss alison, it's always a pleasure to read your thoughts 😌💜

• & it also fitted well with the “i can't fight the bloodline living in the seams back home” line from bloodline, so i wanted that one to be related to the water as well bc that's all i can think about when i hear that lyric;

• something in common that appears in every single one: an object or something related to time, since it's the big common theme on the whole album;

• in each song he's wearing the same outfit he wore in the starting line mv (white tee + black pants + converse) but in each one of them, that red shirt is in a different color;

• i had the visuals from starting line to mum very clear in my head on my first listen of the album, but i only truly finished writing all of this yesterday bc i wanna listen to halsey's new album and see if my brain does this thing again, but i wanted to finish wfttwtaf first <3

& that's it bc i already talked too much for a day lmao if you read all of this, you're a true hero & i love you <3 have a nice day 💛

#some trippy and weird thoughts brought to you by my weird brain <3 #with the incentive of the twinkling blue lights in my room that i was staring at when i first heard the album <3 #there's like. a lot of meaning behind these things if you really look into it #& i could probably rant about them but let's not do that bc i feel like this is way too much already #i've literally been formatting & fixing this for an hour now and this was supposed to be quick #so that's another lesson for me about how i truly can't shut my mouth about anything ✌🏻😌#but i enjoyed writing this so. yeah <3 #can you tell i'm a frustrated kid bc i love to create stuff like this & actually make something out of it #but i currently can't so i just write & daydream & cry </3 #*sighs as a sad girl living in a small & very non-artistic town*#lrh + wfttwtaf #anna talks music #wfttwtaf #anna talks luke

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poormeowmeowcollector · 3 years

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Let me give you my life

Pairing: Loki x Tesseract

Warnings: Major Character Death, Mourning, delusions, mental illness, alcohol, Original Character Death, Odin, fantastic racism

Summary: After Frigga's funeral, Loki starts hearing a voice. It changes their life completely.

Chapter 3: Verse 3

Chapter warnings: math, fantastic racism, death (not graphic)

Chapter summary: the orders

Previous chapter, AO3, next chapter

If I'm a pagan of the good times / my lover's the sunlight

Loki storms the library once again, this time searching everything about the Tesseract and this Entropy they call him all the time.

Entropy still remains a mystery, but there are even more writings about the space stone than the ones they've seen before.

"It says here that they worshipped you," Loki says, but only internally. He's in public, speaking to the walls would make him appear mad.

"People express loyalty in different ways," they answer, always softer since the deal.

"Is that what you want? Loyalty?"

"Among other things, yes. But mostly trust that I will not hurt you, cause I won't," they promise. Loki already knows this.

Can't break something that's already in pieces.

"Brother!" Thor yells as he walks in. Loki's shoulders tense, this idiot never warns them.

"Tho-thor," he answers, eyes on Thor as they drab a chair and side beside him. "How come you be i-i-in here? You ha-ha-hate books," they raise an eyebrow at their brother.

"I'm here to see how you're doing. You've been acting oddly lately," he answers, those blue eyes scanning Loki.

"People grie-grie-grie-grieve in different ways, Th-thor. I a-a-a-assure you, I'm fi-fine," he hums, turning back to the book.

"Loki. After all this, just remember that I'm here for you, eh? You needn't face anything alone," Thor insists, placing a big and steady hand on Loki's shoulder.

Loki's body nods, and smiles, watching as Thor smiles back before leaving. Loki's mind wonders if this is all a mistake. Thor was, is grieving too. Maybe this is all too much…

But Thor wasn't there when Gæirasson offended Loki, neither time. In fact, Thor has been a ghost since Frigga's death.

"You have my trust and loyalty, until the end," Loki decides, feeling in their core how relieved the Tesseract is by the answer.

"Allow me to show you another secret then. Look at your hands but don't touch anything and don't let it spread," they answer.

Loki lets the book and brings his torn from the picking hands under the table, always watching them. Black ropes start appearing and tangling themselves on their fingers, creating a calming sensation and demanding more ground, but Loki doesn't allow it. Out of all kinds of magic, this is by far the most powerful one he has ever seen.

And the most chaotic.

To keep the Goddess on my side / she demands a sacrifice

Like every day, the official Tesseract session is late at night, while Loki should be sleeping. Signs of their decreasing amount of sleep are becoming more and more visible, but they don't care.

"The o-orders?" he asks.

"You need to know some things first. In order to keep you from dying, King Laufey made a deal with one of us. Your life for acts of service. You need to do some things before being free," they do speak like they did on the first days, but somehow still softer.

"Acts of s-s-service?" he questions. So, the stone just needs hands and will borrow theirs?

"Yes. There are things that will keep the stones safe from those who seek them to do harm. Asgard has two, and you need to make sure that some things are set to their protection. It's just one thing, really. But you need to use your new powers to do so,"

Loki nods, the movement small and cut, like a soldier's.

"Ready to-to comply,"

Drain the whole sea / get something shiny

"First order. Free yourself from everything, good and bad," the Tesseract says. Loki blinks in confusion.

"H-how?"

"What bad do you carry into you? The possessiveness, the jealousy, this ego you named pride, all this fury… you don't need them from now on. Let them go," they insist.

"L-let them go?"

"Act as if they don't exist, don't give them your attention. The same thing goes for your bright side. You faith in your moral compass, your deep feeling for everything you care about. Both of those sides will keep you from moving on. You mustn't listen to them anymore," they explain, as if it's something easy.

"So… y-y-you want me to be-to be your li-little m-m-minion?" he raises an eyebrow. Is that what they agreed on? Being a tiny pawn but just on a different chess board?

“No. Not exactly. You are not to abandon them for my own good, but for yours. The acts might hurt these sides of you, you need them in one piece,” their voice softens.

Loki takes a breath, in and out as slow as possible, and nods again. “What-what sh-sh-should I-I do?” even though the stutter stays, he refuses to let his voice break.

They swear they can feel the stone smiling.

“Listen to me, and don’t act upon them. Also, learn how to control possibility magic,”

Possibility magic? Is that what the black ropes are?

“Learn how Midgardians think of possibilities. It’s close to how your new abilities work,” they advise him. So, this is what being under the orders of a stone is like? Homework and pretending? it’s nothing they don’t know how to do for hundreds of years…

“And after the-the week?”

“the fun starts.”

Loki smiles wide, wider than he has ever smiled even before Frigga’s death.

something meaty for the main course / that’s a fine looking high horse

The week passes peacefully. Loki doesn’t have to worry about how to do what, the Tesseract is there to help them with it and lets them just decide how to do what and, oddly enough, the Midgardian science was calming.

At least, more calming than war theory. And less graphic.

He was chilling on the training grounds and working on the newfound magic, until the Tesseract came.

“It’s time,” they say moments before a blinding blue light covers Loki.

With the blink of an eye, they’re at a castle’s yard, hiding behind a bush.

“Prevent the war, you know how,” the Tesseract says again.

On the contrary, Loki has no idea where he is and what he has to do.

At least not until a guard passes by, near the bush, their armour bearing Gæirasson's symbol.

They smirk, moving from shadow to shadow and into the castle, where they cast an invisibility spell to navigate without worrying about getting caught.

What you've got in the stable? / We've a lot of starving faithful

In the grand hall, Loki finds the old lord. They're discussing an attack, in which he is the main character, of course. They're to strike tomorrow evening.

Loki has to hold himself not to laugh. Instead, they sit and wait. Wait until Gæirasson ends the council and heads to their bedroom. And Loki follows. Until the corridors make a room, with six doors to navigate through.

It would be such a shame if they suddenly closed shut, locking the two foes inside.

The old fool chuckles. "I know you're here, Frost Giant. I can smell your people's blood," he looks around.

Loki chuckles back and drops the spell, standing right in front of the man.

"Is it this? Or do your aged joins hurt with the cold?" he titles his head, showing his signature mischievous smile.

"Why are you here? To negotiate? We've been past this part," they growl. Loki doesn't break the smirk, but lets a glow pass their eyes. Green, but with icy blue undertones, and a pitch black shadow.

"No. We are here to talk about monsters. For, as you can smell, the blood of my siblings who you slained are screeching for it"

That looks tasty / that looks plenty / this is hungry work

"Do you know anything of my people's belief regarding the Norns?" Loki asks, circling around the man like a predator waiting to strike.

"Why should I care about the opinions of monsters?" he spits, trying to mimic the glare.

"Oh, because it's interesting. We believe in the norns, like you do. But they don't create the strings, they knit them. Twisting and turning and combining and separating people, and letting us choose where to go on each knot. Fascinating. Oddly enough, the mortals have a similar way of thinking, at least the ones who are closer to science. They name it possibilities, and write it with numbers,

"Let me give you an example. There's a fifty percent possibility that I will continue this conversation with my normal face," Loki speaks, letting the Æsir glamour fade and rising to his Jötunn height. "But I won't choose this path because your ceilings are low and I would have to bend my neck," they continue, after walking a few steps and letting their horns scratch the ceiling. The glamour appears again, bringing him to his Æsir skin.

"And there's always the possibility that you die, because of your old age and the stress of the war you created. And the only reason people remember you is as an example of why not to piss me off," he grins, the black ropes tangling around his wrists.

"And the possibility, in Midgardian terms, is one hundred percent," they leap closer and grab the old man by his collar, staring right into the fear in his eyes.

"I have a message for my people in Hel, deliver it when you see them. Tell them to rip this old cunt apart, yet keep one piece for me for when I arrive," he spits, watching as the ropes tangle around their throat and mummify them in front of his eyes, making the fear and anger burn out.

They throw the corpse on the floor and open the doors as the Tesseract casts another light, revealing Loki's chambers as it fades away.

"You shouldn't have scratched the ceiling with your horns," they say, worried.

"And? I laughed at the face of one old fool already, what's a second one? And if I am to join my family, let at least my exit from the hypocrites be dramatic," he laughs, ready for the guards to storm in and take him to the dungeons.

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missorgana · 3 years

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it could stay this simple

characters: thor and loki

fandom: marvel cinematic universe

rating: general

word count: 1382

summary: When Loki cannot find his brother anywhere else around the palace, they always know where to find him, and they don’t need Heimdall’s eyes for that. (pre-canon, teen brodinsons)

(yet Another brodinsons fic bcus i never quit do i. this is based on this tweet which i know is most likely not canon or anything but it made me very emo regardless and i miss them so... enjoy! once again thank you to my beloved Cat / @howgodforgives for reading my fic even tho it might’ve made zero sense love you 💞)

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When Loki cannot find his brother anywhere else around the palace, they always know where to find him, and they don’t need Heimdall’s eyes for that.

Of course, she is well aware their friend can see them. Rather convinced he’s actively keeping an eye on them, and whether it’s an order by their parents or by his own accord, Loki doesn’t know.

But he finds his brother where he finds him every time, at the very far end of royal grounds, on the roof, a place their father doesn’t search for them.

Or maybe he does know about it. Maybe he doesn’t care. Maybe that is a fear she can’t bring up as she sits down next to her older brother, watching him idly. Thor has been crying. He sniffles when he senses Loki’s presence, it seems, but doesn’t move, the air just shifts.

“Brother,” she says, because they know Thor doesn’t like being seen like this. Crying, that is. Truth be told, emotions aren’t exactly either of their expertise.

His brother has so many emotions, too many, they brim up inside him and none of them are able to be concealed. Loki herself, on the other hand, rather prefers bottling it up and showing no emotion at all. Thor knows that’s about their father, mostly.

“How’d you know where I was?” Thor asks, as if he doesn’t know.

“You always come here,” they tell him, frowning, “Watching the stars. It’s ridiculous.”

The half-hearted insult brings a timid smile to his brother’s face, as it always does, as it was supposed to. He is so predictable, sometimes.

They let the silence rest between them for a while, because Loki’s not sure what should be said. Sometimes, Thor talks and talks and talks until his voice starts disappearing. Other times, they sit for hours shoulder to shoulder, looking up at the sky, until their brother rises and thanks them for being there.

For being the best brother ever , even. Could he be more dramatic?

She decides, eventually, to break the silence, “You were crying.”

Thor sniffs again, “Yeah.”

Unlike Loki when his brother finds him in situations like this (and yes, they’ll admit it to themselves and no one else, that has happened), denying it, Thor never refuses to admit that. “Do you want to tell me why?”

Her older brother shrugs. “Do you think Heimdall is watching us?”

Changing the subject, that’s rare. Maybe they’ve been rubbing on him, they wonder. “I do.”

“How many stars do you think he can see?” he then asks, a hint of his usual overwhelming excitement returning to his voice, but it’s hardly noticeable.

Loki has to sigh. His brother is so stupid, sometimes, “All of them.”

Thor’s eyes glisten, more with the wonder staring up at space then with the tears he must be holding back, now. Loki cannot quite hold her smile back, as hard as she tries.

Their brother doesn’t even have to look at them to know, “You’re smiling.”

“No.”

He turns his head then, “You are!”

“Shut up,” she replies. Thor’s smile turns more confident, so Loki’s plan still works, as it should, and they still know their brother better than he knows himself, that much is confirmed.

What Thor says next startles him, “I wish father would leave me alone.”

Of course, Loki expected this to be about him, it always is. When their older brother runs off to hide, it’s because of their father. When Loki does the same, it’s about their father. She’s not sure that’s ever going to change. And what is she supposed to say?

“You know he won’t,” he says, knowing it’s a bitter statement that can only be true, and Thor won’t like the sound of it. But he sucks it up, they both do.

“I don’t want to live in his shadow… all the time,” the blond sniffs again, and wipes at his eye with a hand, “Why can’t I be more like you?”

Loki physically winces.

And yes, his brother is the biggest idiot he knows, a lot of the time, but Thor instantly realises what he’s saying, and despite the prejudices and the insults and the difference between them, and their father, who has… entirely different expectations for each of them, they know their older brother means something entirely different. Despite it all, Loki cares about him so damn much.

As much as Thor does him, which is a challenge, because his brother holds so much love in his heart and he’s a hugger . Gross.

“I didn’t mean it-”

“I know.”

“Loki,” Thor says, almost sounds like a whine, “You’re so cool, and like… you can do anything. You're not afraid of anything.”

That's not true. That's a lie Loki's been telling herself since they were born, really, but it isn't a lie to her brother. Thor believes it. Always has.

So naturally, they don't have it in them to break his heart.

The blond continues on while Loki stays silent, it's barely a whisper, but, "I don't want to be afraid."

See, he really doesn’t know how to talk about feelings. How to comfort someone, unlike Thor. So he nods, even though his brother isn’t looking. And since Thor usually gets what she’s trying to convey even when she’s not communicating sufficiently, she repeats herself.

“I know.”

Their older brother’s sniffles have silenced, by now. Loki’s mentally counting the comets passing by above, a life-long, also silent competition the two have, who can spot the most. Thor has yet to beat them.

But his brother startles him with a question, “Loki? Loki! Can I have a lock of your hair?”

Loki frowns at the strange request. “What? For why?”

“Mother told me,” the blond starts, wiping his eyes again and cheering himself up significantly, a distraction, “Some families do that. I mean, I’ll braid a lock of your hair in my hair!”

Once again, the stupidest person they know. Their stupid brother and his stupid sentimentals. “Absolutely not.”

“Why not?”

“It’s stupid.”

“But…” Thor still tries, nearly looking like he might be on the verge of tears again, “But if I do I won’t be afraid! It’ll be my lucky charm, right?”

She wants to roll her eyes. Loki wants to get up and leave the roof and read in her room until her brother eventually bothers her about it, then forgets about it. Alright, she knows she enjoys her pranks on him, even the one involving stabbing, because Thor just is too gullible for his own good. And it’s not even one of his stupidest ideas.

But as their own pranks go, every time, no matter how far they go, the fun usually stops when his older brother’s face is hit by just a hint of disappointment. It’s entirely different from their father. Perhaps Loki doesn’t expect anything else from Odin. Their brother’s different.

So yes, she’d love nothing more than to annoy Thor for her own enjoyment. But she’ll have to humor him now, she guesses, or else his brother probably won’t talk to him for a week, or two. Exhausting.

“ Please , brother?”

She reaches for her dagger, exaggerating her sigh, “If I say yes, will you stop crying?”

He nods. “Promise.”

“Fine.”

Thor grins like he no longer has any cares in the world. Such a fool. Loki chops a lock of their hair, regardless, hands it to their brother, who braids into his own with eyes full of wonder.

It’s small, the braid, but his brother looks the happiest he’s ever been. Thor has too much faith in her, she decides. Thinks too highly of her for his own good.

“You can have one of mine, too!” their brother then prompts eagerly, of course, why didn’t they see this coming? What will this ritual even help?

It’s a small price to pay to be closer to his older brother, though. Maybe they can be more like him now.

And so, despite Loki threatening to immediately get rid of it if Thor dares to touch his hair, his brother steals the dagger right out of her hand and gives her a blond lock, anyway. She must transform into an alligator, next time, his brother’s terrified of those, that’ll show him.

They end up keeping the braid, though.

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I finally watched all of MCU

in release order because IT MAKES SENSE!!!!

special thanks to @littlegingrnut who watched ALL OF THEM with me. She’s the best.

Idk if anyone cares at all, but I feel like sharing, so here’s some thoughts and reactions, enjoy:

Phase 1:

Iron man

okay but like how was Tony such a jerk in the beginning only to become like the most lovable character ever??

YINSEN DID NOT NEED TO DIE :((

did not like the antagonist what was that

I mean he’s not bad I just didn’t like him that much

I wanna get myself a jarvis tho

all in all, really enjoyed it

got me really excited to watch more

The Incredible Hulk

didn't watch cuz aly said not necessary

we just skimmed over the important parts

oh and watched the end credits scene

Iron man 2

this was really great

okay but like I love Ivan Vanko hes such a great antagonist

I LOVE TONY

HE’S SO GREAT

THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND EVERYTHING GOSH AAH

oh damn ~Natasha Romanoff~

ma’am-

Pepper as a powerful business lady? YES

just... really great shit right here

Thor

Mmmmmm I don't see the hype about Loki??

his two faced-ness is annoying me

also Thor? I didn't love him at first,, he's a bit cliché

STELLAN SKARSGÅRD YES SWEDISH REP

okay but Thor is a good boi actually,,, I take it back he’s pretty great

Oh nooo Loki - yeah lol as if he actually died

YO WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT END CREDITS SCENE that got me all like WTF and shit

also told ya Loki didn’t die

Captain America: The First Avenger

okay full disclosure, I actually watched this one time before bc I started watching them in chronological order but never got any further than this

it made so much more sense this time

I liked it so much better this time

because THE RELEASE ORDER MAKES SO MUCH SENSE

anyway

this was good !!

I'm gay for Peggy omg

and Steve is such a good boi

DID BUCKY REALLY HAVE TO DIE

all in all not my favourite tho, not too memorable tbh

"I had a date" 😭

The Avengers

ohhh man

ALL OF THEM TOGETHER? UGH YES

Oh hello Dr. Banner nice to see u

Loki bro pls chill

OKAY HULK HELLO

NATASHANATASHANATASHA AAAHH I'M GAY

still don't get the Loki hype tbh. maybe a lil bit but idk

THOR OKAY I LOVE THOR NOW

TONY WHAT THE FUCK NO NO NO TONY DON'T

oh okay he's good

I love them all so much oh gosh

I MADE IT THROUGH PHASE ONE WOHOOOO

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Phase 2

Iron man 3

this movie changed me

aly can confirm - I was very much not okay after seeing this

literally had anxiety through all of it

I mean I LOVED it

but like

the ptsd :(((

although I do love that they showed that, just made me love Tony even more

just... showing the ugly parts - love that shit

but also like noooo tony bby :((((

HARLEY!!!! IS SO GREAT !!! AND ALY SAID HE COMES BACK AT ONE POINT!! YAY

just.... Tony Stark man.

great antagonist, love the whole mandarin thing

EXTREMIS? NO THANK U that honestly gives me like zombie ish vibes or smth I don’t like it

but like it was great

OH PEPPER JUST BECAME 10x HOTTER DAMN SHE JUST GETS MORE AND MORE ATTRACTIVE EACH MOVIE HUH

PEPPER ALMOST DYING? NOPE

THE PAIN IN TONY'S FACE? NOPE

all in all loved this so much and I am still not really okay

Thor: The Dark World

I see why people think this is the worst Thor movie.

DON’T GET ME WRONG IT WAS GREAT

but like,,, meh? the big end fight was so anti-climactic? not epic at all like what the fuck

I LOVE DARCY

but she's clearly gay so stop makin her fool around with the intern

but like Thor is such a soft boi and I love him

again, Loki's two-faced-ness – aRH

but,,,, I get the Loki hype now

I'm aboard the train

I love Loki

oh oh oh the part in his prison cell when Thor comes to talk to him and is all like "enough tricks" and then his cell is all torn up and he's all torn up and AH BABY 😭

Thor just needs cuddles

Aaaaand this is where I accidentally got the worst possible spoiler. :)))

I wanted to watch some wholesome Tony Stark content before bed and so I searched youtube for "Iron Man" and clicked on a video I thought looked nice and wholesome. I accidentally read the top comment and then proceeded to break down and freak out to Aly and Hanna on Aly’s live, and they comforted me and stuff <3

Aly then told me that “hey remember that I told you that the little boy in Iron Man 3 comes back at one point? Yeah that’s at the funeral”

STUPIDLY, I then watched the death scene on YouTube, went to bed crying, and of course, dreaming about it. I will never be okay again and I will never be ready for Endgame thank you and goodbye.

anywAY,,,,,

Captain America: Winter Soldier

*SO MUCH SCREAMING*

I thought that Bucky didn’t deserve to die - and he didn’t - but like,,, DYING WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THIS

the ~bromance~

nat and steve I mean, so good

I AM NOT OKAY I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS MOVIE BUT IT WAS AMAZING

Natasha tho mmmmmhhf

I was rly confused while watching but like everything came together at the end and it was so nice and damn this is one of my favorites so far

Sam is great I want more of Sam

Guardians of the Galaxy

multiple people had told me that they thought I’d really like this movie

honestly? I didn’t

it was kinda meh?

like I found it very predictable and cliché and not in a delightful way

idk if it’s just that I know that Chris Pratt is a dick but I don’t like Peter

I rly like Gamora and Nebula, but like I’m a lesbian, so I don’t think anyone’s surprised that I like the traumatized warrior gals

but like in general I’m kinda disappointed

I only gasped like twice, and it was barely gasp-worthy moments

Avengers: Age of Ultron

All of them together just makes me so happy, they’re so cute with each other AH

loved Ultron as the antagonist. that was great.

but,,,, I was a bit disappointed that we didn’t really get to see any regret from Tony bc he created Ultron

THE TWINS ARE FANTASTIC

whatever’s going on with Bruce and Nat, I don’t like it

TOO MANY moments that reminded me of the spoiler that I refuse to speak. Did not enjoy

everyone just needs to be hugged why doesn’t anybody HUG THEM????

not happy about Jarvis dying :((( even tho he technically didn’t die but like HE’S NOT JARVIS ANYMORE IS HE

and then Tony just replaces him with this Friday just like that??? no i’m not okay with that

in a ranking scenario this one falls in like the top of the middle range? Like it’s not one of the favorites, but it’s still up there.

I FUCKING DID IT AGAIN ARGH

I was just reading about new MCU projects that are coming up and THERE WAS A SPOILER WARNING, but STUPID AS I AM I DISREGARDED that and kept on reading. I was just skimming through the text and I read “Loki who dies” and stopped right there, because AAHH FUCKING SHIT

I was on a call with Aly as this happened and so I told her that I had given myself a spoiler again and that it was about Loki, and she was all like I can’t remember anything that happens to Loki hmm, and so I thought YAY it’s okay, they just meant one of the times when he fake died!!! so I went on to keep reading, but before I could read anything else Aly stopped me, remembering. She told me it would be gut-wrenching and terrible and I’m just-

So disappointed in myself.

Ant-Man

it was an enjoyable movie, but like,,, a little meh?

I feel kinda the same as I did with GOTG

but I like each of them better than the other for different reasons? idk???

the plot wasn’t very thick, like I could have gone away to pee without pausing and probably not miss too much

I didn’t really get invested in the story or the characters

but it was enjoyable for sure

Sam!!! Hello!!!!

Again, like with GOTG, I found it kinda cliché, but in a more delightful way this time

WE MADE IT THROUGH PHASE 2 AND PASSED THE HALF-WAY POINT WOHOOOOO

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Phase 3

Captain America: Civil War

I constantly needed to be hugged while watching this

in the end I was fine, like I’ve been way less okay after some of the other movies, but during? needed hugs and cuddles

I love that they were fighting each other it was just... umff you know

but also like,,, LOVE EACH OTHER

Wanda and Vision? no thanks I HATE IT

Steve and Sharon?? NO THANKS I HATE IT

literally that’s just weird on SO many levels

and that kiss was-- ugh I hated it.

SPIDER BOY !!!!! UGH I LOVE HIM ALREADY

Black Panther heLLOOO

ALL THE STUCKY THOOO

Tony and Steve fighting in the end got me :(

Doctor Strange

This one falls at the bottom of my list

It was the shortest movie but it felt SO LONG because I was so bored through all of it

it just never got me hooked, I didn’t get invested in the story at all.

there weren’t even any characters that I liked enough to want to see more

sure another infinity stone and getting to know doctor strange and shit, I get why you kinda need to watch it

but I doubt I’ll watch it again

Guardians of the Galaxy 2

just like with the first one, kinda meh

I didn’t really get into it until the last half hour or so

the music really carried this movie tho

and baby groot !!!

I love Nebula so much, such a great character

Yondu dying was really great, it did a lot for his character

I still don’t really like Peter Quill

I feel like it was barely contributing to the infinity saga, the only thing that’s somewhat connected is that Nebula wants to kill Thanos, and the only reason I know that’s connected is because of spoilers

because I’m not really supposed to know the significance of Thanos at this point

but then again, maybe I’ll feel differently when I’ve finished all the movies

Spiderman: Homecoming

SPIDEY BOY !!!!!!!!!

THIS IS A FAVORITE

I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS MOVIE

THE TONY/PETER INTERACTIONS WERE SO GREAT

PETER IS A BABY AND HE’S SO GREAT AND AAAAAHH

HE’S ON MY LIST BTW

AND LIKE,,, CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIS FIGHTING SOUNDS COMPARED TO EVERYONE ELSE’S???? Like steve and thor and shit are all like huOH heeeUH oAH ya know?? and then peter’s over here like eeh heh mmmMHF

HE’S JUST REALLY GREAT AND AAH I LOVED THIS MOVIE SO MUCH

LITERALLY SMILED THROUGH ALMOST ALL OF IT

except when things were going bad and during the fight scenes and shit and when he was in big danger and stuffs

BUT LIKE AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

SO GOOD

OH OH OH AND STEVE’S LITTLE EDUCATIONAL VIDEOS WERE SO CUTE AH

hehehheheh and the end credits tho heheheheh

ANYWAY I LOVED THIS MOVIE SO SO SO SOO MUCH

Thor: Ragnarok

ANOTHER FAVORITE AAAAH

ALL THE BROTHERLY MOMENTS THO

Kinda mad that we didn’t get a hug there in the end but oh well

Thor is so sassy and goofy in this one I love it

ugghhhhh I love Loki so much

Hela has so much Maleficent vibes

Heimdall yESSS !!!

all the Thor/Hulk interactions were so PRECIOUS AAH

this was just such a great movie with great character development for both Thor and Loki and ughhhh IT WAS SO GOOD

“get help” was fucking ICONIC

VALKYRIE THO

oof not excited for infinity war :((

Black Panther

this one falls somewhere in the middle for me

like it was good, but it’s not up there

my main issue with it is that it didn’t really feel so much like a superhero movie, it was more just like... family drama

but Shuri tho, love her

and all the awesome ladies fighting!!! yes!!!!

BUCKY!!!

Avengers: Infinity War

I am not okay

I will never be okay again

I thought Loki dying was gonna be the worst part - and honestly, knowing about it beforehand made it less painful actually

but NO NO NO

THE LAST 15 MINUTES IS JUST A CRYFEST HUH

REAL NICE THANK YOU

oh gosh I can’t even think

I told y’all I didn’t like Peter Quill and well, HE DESERVED WHAT HE GOT

oh gosh nope

I’ve been feeling guilty that all of y’all had to wait a full year for endgame but AT LEAST THEN YOU HAD TIME TO BE OKAY AGAIN BEFORE ENDGAME

fucking shit what have I gotten myself into

Ant-Man and the Wasp

I liked this one better than the first ant-man

It’s still not up there but it was good

idk it could just be bc I know the characters more this time or because I kind of had pretty low expectations but I liked this more

oh also maybe I was just happy that I didn’t have to see like all my favorite characters die like I did yesterday :(((

still not okay

anyway, ant-man and the wasp

I really liked Ava, really great character honestly

I liked Hope a whole lot more this time around

still don’t really like her and Scott together, especially after her mother like talked through him and shit. I feel like if I was Hope and my mother talked to me through my love interest, I would feel pretty weird about it all

but maybe that’s just me idk

oh but what I do like about scott and hope is all of hank’s comments about them

he’s funny hehehe

also Luis! great dude

okay but Bill FOSTER???? as in JANE FOSTER?? SEEMINGLY HAVING NO CONNECTION AT ALL???

there’s too many double names in this whole ass franchise and I’m upset

two Peters, two Eriks, two Fosters.... like I know that’s what real life is like, people have the same names, but THIS IS FICTION

YOU CAN AVOID THE CONFUSION

that wasn’t totally related to this movie specifically but this was the third strike dudes, I couldn’t just ignore it anymore.

oh oh oh and I did not appreciate the mid credits scene, I DON’T NEED REMINDERS OF THAT PAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Captain Marvel

this one falls somewhere in the middle for me

like it was good, and I enjoyed it a lot, but it just wasn’t really anything that left me all like woooaaaah omg AH you know???

I really liked how it connected back to previous movies like with Ronan and the Kree people from GOTG and the tesseract and all that jazz

where can I get myself a flerken tho I want one

I appreciate that no one turned into dust, that was nice

my main problem with this movie is that HER POWERS MAKE NO SENSE

like in the beginning it was kinda okay. I didn’t understand her powers, but at least they felt reasonable

then we got to the end and all of a sudden she’s flying and glowing and strong enough to stop and redirect a fuckin missile, and then she’s FLYING INTO BOMBS AND COMING OUT THE OTHER END COMPLETELY UNSCATHED??

OH AND THEN SHE FLIES INTO FUCKIN SPACE WITHOUT A HELMET OR ANYTHING AND SHE CAN BREATHE JUST FINE???

it just makes no sense, it’s completely unreasonable and it makes her too perfect to me. Too unbeatable. I don’t like it.

but all in all a good movie, loved seeing young Fury and shit

Avengers: Endgame I WILL NEVER BE READY

As I thought, I wasn’t ready

But, I actually think that knowing about Tony beforehand made it a bit easier

I still wish I hadn’t known

and I still bawled like a baby

but like,,, I think I would have been way worse off if I hadn’t known

I’m just so sad now

I really need a hug

and even though I just cried more than I’ve done all year I need to cry some more I think

I’m glad everyone who got dusted came back, although I kinda knew they would

well, I would have been fine with Quill staying dusted tbh. I really don’t like that guy

NATASHA WAS NOT ALLOWED TO DIE, I WILL NOT BE OKAY WITH THIS :(

oh gosh yeah I know I have more thoughts about this movie that I wanna say but I need to be more okay first oh man

okay hi again, it’s the next day and I’m still sad but here are some more thoughts:

I hated the whole Bruce/Hulk think. All the good parts about each side of his character were just erased.

I don’t even see the purpose of it.

Okay I kinda knew that Steve was gonna go back to the 40s, but I WASN’T SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT SO SHH

anyway, I didn’t like Steve staying in the 40s, and here’s why:

he knew that this was the single one out of 14 million times they won against Thanos, so he knew that changing anything at all would fuck it up

but at the same time, I find it hard to believe that Steve could be aware that Tony and Nat dies and not want to do anything about it

even though he knows he can’t

so wouldn’t it have been easier to just go back to the present after he returned all the stones? So he wouldn’t have to live with that dilemma?

ALSO, I WILL NOT ACCEPT that after everything he did to get Bucky back, he just leaves him. Just like that.

Literally the only reason this makes sense is as a setup for the Falcon and The Winter Soldier Disney+ series.

But I still don’t like it

Spiderman: Far From Home

This was nice, I needed this.

I didn’t like it as much as homecoming, but I didn’t expect to considering how much I loved hoco

it was really nice to see some more Peter Parker bc i love him but also like,,, most of it was traumatized spidey boy :((( and that was sad :(

He’s literally just a child and he’s already so damaged and it’s big big sad

the high school vibes were immaculate

not that I’ve actually been to high school in the US but like,,, it felt like a high school movie okok

Okay but like May’s character really did a full 180? I don’t really understand where that all came from, but uhhhh okay then

Okay, Quentin Beck.

before we realized he was bad, I already didn’t like him, cuz it seemed like he was gonna start to become a new father figure for Peter and I WAS NOT COOL WITH THAT

but then I understood that that wasn’t happening so it’s all good

he’s a pretty cool antagonist. not a fave, but pretty cool.

OH OH FLASH IS SO GAY FOR SPIDERMAN THO RIGHT

he actually got some real nice character development that I had not expected, that was nice

all in all, great movie, I love my spidey boy.

pretty sad that I’m done tho... :(

but also like, I watched all of them (except incredible hulk) in 34 days. That’s kinda impressive, right?

ALSO THERE’S NO MORE SPOILER DANGER YAY !!!

and finally, here is my ranking of the movies based on how much I liked them:

0. The Incredible Hulk ( didn’t watch )

SPIDERMAN: HOMECOMING

Thor: Ragnarok

Captain America: Winter Soldier

Avengers: Age of Ultron

Iron Man 3

Avengers

Captain America: Civil War

Spiderman: Far From Home

Iron Man

Avengers: Infinity War

Thor

Avengers: Endgame

Iron Man 2

Thor: The Dark World

Captain Marvel

Black Panther

Captain America: The First Avenger

Ant-Man and the Wasp

Guardians of the Galaxy 2

Ant-Man

Guardians of the Galaxy

Doctor Strange

#i did it guys #aw man #i'm a little bit lost now tbh #like what do i do now #ooc #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #infinity saga

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salemorbit · 3 years

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Hello! Can I have a Marvel matchup? Thank you!

I’m an INFP muggle born slytherin. My enneagram is counter phobic 6w5 and my moral alignment is chaotic good. I’m about 5’1”. I have dark brown (almost black) layered hair with curtain bangs. I have dark brown almond shaped eyes and tan skin. My pronouns are she/them and I’m bi (although I prefer guys). Most of the time I’m the mom friend: always looking out and caring for my friends. I'm a bit quiet and introverted but once I trust you enough to open up I tend to be sarcastic and tease. I don’t trust easily, but once I do I’m very loyal. I’m also a very passionate person who feels emotions very deeply and can be pretty soft with certain people. I like doing adventurous stuff and exploring (intellectually and physically) and feel especially connected to nature and space. I love to try and understand things from different perspectives, however I don’t always agree with them. I LOVE music (anything from rock to classical). I like to read, write, and watch movies (fantasy, action, sci-fi, or mystery). I do martial arts and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE daggers (I also train with nunchucks, staffs, double stick, and butterfly knife, but daggers are my favorite). My fighting style and how I move is very smooth and sharp, much like water or air. I’d like to think I’m strong— both mentally and physically— but it’s more of a quiet strength. I’m confident in who I am and what I can do even if it doesn’t fit the way things normally are. I find my own way to express, defend, and present myself. I love fashion and my style/aesthetic consists of dark academia, indie, dark cottagecore, and vintage. I like silver rings a lot. I play piano, ukulele, sing, draw, and anything creative. I’m a dreamer with a big imagination.

Thank you :)

hey hey hey!! thank you so much, hope you like it :D

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Marvel Matchup!

Based on your characteristics, I think you'd do best with.....

Loki!

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bruh i think you'd like trade knives or something lmao like that's how you would bond

but for real

he'd spend a lot of time and energy just to get you to open up bc he's naturally curious like that and once you do he's like 😳😏

loki would be one to both admire and criticize your fighting style during training or even on the field

like he'd just constantly be fine tuning your moves and maybe that would annoy you but he does it bc he doesn't want you to get hurt and honestly he's always looking at you lol so how could he not say something

he likes your forwardness and confidence

for some reason i feel like loki would be into jewelry making so he'd probably make you all sorts of rings just because lol

loki is soft, no doubt abt it, but only w the right ppl and of course that would include you

he's showing you his favorite places to hideaway for some zen time after the like second date tho LMAO

he'd get close to you quick i think because he feels like he's just known you forever after only knowing you for a long time

your souls probably existed simultaneously at some point before lol idk but y'all are connected prove me wrong

#request #marvel matchup #matchup #loki #loki fic #loki fanfic #loki matchup #marvel #marvel fic #mcu matchup #marvel fanfic #mcu fic #mcu fanfic #silverblades

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acrispyapple · 4 years

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Harr Silvers’s Route Outline

in anna’s lazy way of making random notes per chapter. will prolly need more editing but i’ll do it another day~ ☆

both ends included now + special appearance of edgar in an alice wig!

Chapter 1 Alice is staying with the black army. Sirius and Seth take her to the market. While looking at a wanted poster of Harr, she loses sight of them. Alice is lost, and drunken men approach her. Harr and Loki come to rescue her.

Chapter 2 While taking Alice back to Sirius and Seth, Harr advises Alice to stay hidden somewhere no one knows about until the next full moon. Sirius finds them and they head back to the black army base. That night there’s an explosion. Ray tells Alice to stay in her room. She finds out that she’s the target of the attack. Loki shows up via the window in her room. She leaves a message for the black army as Loki takes her to the Forbidden Forest (Harr’s house).

Chapter 3 Harr prepares Alice‘s room. It was a room used for storage originally. He cleans it up with magic. The next morning, Alice is about to change her nightgown, Harr opens the room while carrying a lot of books. (He forgot Alice is now using his old storage room) He shuts the door and says sorry . Harr leaves the house. Alice looks for Harr. He’s fishing at the lake. Loki’s out selling the magic crystals Harr created.

Chapter 4 Harr finishes fishing and goes back home with Alice. He cooks. Loki also arrives. They all have a nice lunch together. Alice wonders who tried to attack her. Harr says it’s from magic tower, probably. He explains stuff about the magic tower.

That night Harr goes out. By the next morning, he has not returned. Alice and Loki have breakfast.

Harr comes home that evening. Alice says ‘welcome home‘ and gazes at him intently. (Loki‘s plan to check whether Harr gets embarrassed or not) He gets embarrassed and blushes. Alice feels it’s cute.

Chapter 5 At the magic tower, they notice that Alice is not with the black army anymore. They start searching for Alice. Dalim seems to know who’s hiding Alice, because their ‘finding magic’ was blocked by a strong special magic. This magic is rare, and he knows only Harr can use it.

While Alice is cooking soup, she finds a small bottle with a label that says ‘drink me’ among the seasoning bottles. She tries it. (alice why are you like this) It’s delicious, so she decides to use it in the soup to add a subtle flavor. After she drinks tho, her body shrinks~ (alice i thought you read the alice in wonderland book) She wants to go to Harr‘s room to ask for help, but it’s like a mile away with her tiny body. Harr’s owl (named Sue) is flying around, so Alice yells for Sue to take her to Harr’s room. Sue takes small Alice to Harr‘s room. Harr breaks the magic, and Alice returns to her normal size-- but she’s naked... Harr is embarrassed. While Alice is putting her clothes on in a hurry, Loki comes home. Loki misunderstands the situation, but they explain.

Chapter 6 Alice wants to do something for Harr as a present. She’s going to make a cake. (Loki ‘s advice) She plans on going out alone to get fruits. Loki worries about her and warns her not to go too far. She promised she wouldn’t. She heads to a fruit tree. She kind of hears something in the distance. After she’s gathered enough fruits, a gust of wind blows and hooded magic tower guys appear. Dalim says that it’s good Alice went beyond the barrier border. Harr apparently cast a protection magic around the house, but Alice went past it. Dalim tries to take her to the magic tower. Alice blocks his magic. She’s captured anyway. Suddenly something flashes and she gets freed. Harr and Loki arrive to rescue her. Loki takes Alice back home using magic. Harr stays in the forest to fight against the magic tower guys.

Chapter 7 Harr casts a spell and makes a line. He says no one can go beyond the line. Dalim is doubtful and still says they’ll try. Dalim and the other scholars gather magic crystals. It causes a blast and but nothing happens. The spell is too powerful. Harr says quietly, Mr Dalim, I don’t want to make injure anyone. Dalim says, So give me Alice before someone gets injured. Harr refuses. His eyes turn red again and black water appears from the line. It’s like thunder, it’s clear that if anyone touches the water, they’ll get hurt terribly. Dalim gives up and leaves.

Harr comes home and Alice is relieved. She apologizes but Harr says it’s okay. The problem is they know where Alice is now. He fixes the barriers around the house. He gives Loki a key to use for when he needs to leave and go to town. The spell is only dispellable by the person whose magic is just as powerful as Harr’s. (lancelot, anyone?) Alice asks who would have such a power. There’s only one apparently. Harr looks exhausted, he says he’s going to take a rest without dinner. Alice worries again but Loki says it’s because he used magic, so it’s no biggie. Loki explains the magic and consumption relationship. Alice is shocked because they’ve used magic for her several times.

Around midnight she still can’t sleep, so she goes to the kitchen to get some water. She finds Harr sitting there.

Chapter 8 Harr’s not wearing his mask. There’s a scar around his eye. She says hello, and he puts the mask back on. He’s making a fishing rod for Alice. He says she doesn’t need to stay inside the house all the time. She can go fishing. The lake area is safe. He makes hot chocolate and says he’s going to continue work. He’s creating magic crystals. After she drinks it, he gives her a piece of candy. Loki also wakes up. He can’t sleep either, so he suggested that he and Alice sleep together. Harr isn’t on board but Loki gets him to join them. Loki says they’re like a family.

~magical bed that suddenly becomes big enough for 3 people, when it used to look like a single bed~

Chapter 9 Loki whispers to Harr, I want Alice to have a great time until she has to go back to London because Alice is a good girl.

At the magic tower, Amon is furious after learning about Alice’s current location. Amon gives an order to Dalim, “Call him, he can take care of Harr.”

The next morning, Harr’s already gone when Alice wakes up. After breakfast, Alice and Loki go fishing. Alice doesn’t catch anything~

Around the evening, Harr still isn’t back. They get a letter from Sue saying Harr will be home late.

Chapter 10 Loki suggests Alice goes shopping with him in Central. Alice hesitates but Loki says he has something that’ll help. The next day, Alice wears a hat that makes her invisible. Alice sees Sirius and engages. Sirius can’t see Alice but he can hear her. He says Harr will protect her until the next full moon for sure. Sirius explains that they’re old friends. After shopping, Loki takes Alice to Blanc’s house. Oliver apparently made the hat. Blanc gives her an invitation card for a masquerade. The party is attended by both the black and red armies. Alice tries to refuse, but Blanc says the magic tower people can’t go to the party so she should be okay.

They get back to the house and Harr is waiting outside all angry. They explain stuff to him and mention the masquerade. Loki says Harr has to take Alice since he has another appointment and can’t go himself. Loki wants Alice to make great memories in Cradle. Harr accepts reluctantly. Blanc sends a dress and some accessories. Alice and Harr head to the party.

Chapter 11 At the party, Alice and Harr dance, then go to the balcony after. Alice asks Harr to show her his face without his mask. Harr asks if she’s drunk. She says maybe, and goes to get a glass of water. Loki appears on the balcony and tells Harr off. Harr is surprised that Loki made him and Alice go to the party together intentionally.

Chapter 12 All three of them are back home. Harr visits Loki’s room and says it might be difficult for them to live safely since the magic tower won’t leave them alone. So he needs to do something. He asks Loki to protect Alice no matter what. Loki readily agrees, then asks what Harr is going to do. Harr doesn’t answer.

The next day, Alice is baking. While she’s putting the cake in the oven, someone knocks on the door. Loki nor Harr don’t usually come home at that hour, so Alice feels wary. Alice remembers Harr saying only one person can break the barrier. Alice looks out the window and sees Lancelot standing there.

Chapter 13 Alice doesn’t open the door and stands still. Lancelot says he knows she’s there, and if she doesn’t open the door, he will open it by force. Alice lets Lancelot in. Alice says the owner of the house is out, so Lancelot should come by another time. Lancelot says he came by to take Alice. Lancelot’s eyes turn red but Alice blocks the magic. Harr arrives and asks why Lancelot is there. Harr says he won’t hand over Alice. Lancelot says he’ll just have to take Alice away himself. Lancelot and Harr’s eyes turn red. Sirius suddenly arrives. Harr is surprised to see him because no one else can go through his barrier but Lancelot. Sirius says the two of them should talk and listen-- not fight. He also said this same line 7 years ago. The tense situation is sort of diffused when they hear a timer go off. Alice says the cake is ready and invites them to a tea break.

Chapter 14 Alice serves them cake and tea at the table. Only Sirius talks about their school life, Lancelot and Harr are both quiet. Sirius asks what happened to the two of them 7 years ago. Harr says Lancelot betrayed him. Lancelot says he hasn’t changed a bit from 7 years ago. He declares a war in 7 days, and that he would get Alice by then. He tells them his condition for him to give up on Alice. Harr says he won’t let Alice go, while Sirius says he’ll protect her with the black army.

Chapter 15 Harr eats the cake Alice made. Alice asks him again to show his face without a mask. Harr obliges. He says he can’t see from his left eye. He starts telling her about his past. He was at the magic tower for a while, and he discovered their dark secrets. He injured his left eye while trying to leave the tower.

Chapter 16 Dalim is informed that Lancelot wasn’t able to get Alice because Sirius turned up. Someone told Sirius about the whole thing. It was actually Dalim, he didn’t want Lancelot and Harr to fight there.

Back in the forbidden forest, Loki is briefed about what happened during the day. Alice asks Loki why he lives with Harr. Loki talks about his past, and how when he tried to escape the magic tower, Harr protected him. (Harr also helped his owl Sue with something else) Harr regrets not being able to save a person who was running away from the magic tower (Zero), so he promised he would protect Loki.

Chapter 17 Loki says Harr is doing something with his magic secretly, that’s why he’s so tired. They want to help Harr but they know they’ll get turned down, so Loki makes a plan to get involved another way. Alice asks Harr on a date. This is Loki’s plan.

Chapter 18 They go out on a ‘date’. Just walking around the lake. Alice insists Harr stop using magic. She worries about it consuming his life. He gives her a necklace and says it’s a charm. Alice realizes she loves Harr.

Chapter 19 Lance is at magic tower. Amon gives him lots of magic crystals. He orders Lance to kill Harr.

The next morning, Sue brings the newspaper. It says the red army will go to war in 5 days. Harr says he’s going fishing. Alice feels weird, because he always goes fishing in the evening.

That night, Harr returns and prepares a gorgeous dinner. Alice and Loki feel something is off with Harr.

Around midnight, Alice hears something. It’s Loki trying to stop Harr from going to the magic tower to fight alone. Harr casts a spell on Loki and Alice, and they both fall asleep.

Chapter 20 Loki sees the necklace Harr gave Alice and says it’s a trump card. Harr was researching rechargeable magic crystals at the tower. The necklace Alice has is the eternal magic crystal. They can cope with tons of magic attacks using the tiny necklace. They head to the magic tower to support Harr. Near the tower, they see Zero.

Chapter 21 Zero says he followed Lancelot. They hear a siren buzzing from the tower. The alarms is for when someone enters or escapes the tower. They try to get into the tower only to be met by Dalim. He welcomes Loki and Zero back. He says Lancelot and Harr are in the hall above. Zero is confused when Dalim says Loki, Zero, and Alice are the three people Harr tried to protect from the tower. Dalim just says Zero’s memory has vanished. Dalim lets them go past him. He assures them he’s their enemy, but their goal is the same. At the hall, Amon orders Lance to kill Harr.

Chapter 22 Alice, Loki, and Zero see Harr and Lance battling with magic. It looks like a fierce battle, with their clothes torn and all, but they were not injured. Harr suddenly stops fighting and realizes something. Lance’s eyes turn back to normal. Amon urges Lance to use the magic crystals. They notice the arrival of Alice and the others. Amon orders Lance to kill all of them but Alice. Lance attacks Amon instead. Amon calls for backup to attack Lance with their new crystals that are made from human experiments. Lance uses too much magic to block it and is left a bit weak. Harr protects Lance. Dalim realizes Harr is using his eternal magic crystals, and that he continued his research all this time.

Chapter 23 Amon orders to use all of their magic crystals, but there’s none left. It was mostly given to the red army for the war. Harr steps towards Amon, but he teleports away. Harr thinks he went to the ruins where he stores magic crystals. Harr asks Loki and Lance to make a protective barrier around the ruins to prevent damage if the magic crystals inside explode. Harr goes after Amon alone. Lance faces Dalim and the magic tower goons.

Chapter 24 Dalim says if the ruins explode, the magic tower would be affected the most. He orders the tower scholars to protect the tower with magic using whatever they have. Lance goes back to the red army and makes a protective barrier around the territory. Zero informs the citizens to escape. Loki alerts the black army. Alice tells Dalim she can help protect the tower. A big blast comes from the forest, and a strong shock wave hits the barrier. Alice tries her best to block it but she’s at her limit. Her necklace flashes and a strong light covers them.

Due to the blast, the ruins have disappeared. The shock wave destroyed the protective wall of the tower, but the power of the necklace stopped the attack. Alice faints. When Alice wakes up, Loki briefs her about the outcome. There were some damaged areas, but the citizens are safe. The red army has stopped the war. Amon and Harr are missing.

Chapter 25 Loki and Sue are with Alice. Loki says he promised Harr he’d protect her until her return to London. They miss Harr, but still believe he’ll return. 3 more days until the full moon. Dalim visits Alice with big news about the tower she helped protect. Amon is gone, so they have a new leader. From then on, the normal distribution of magic crystals will start. He thanks Alice and promises not to go after her anymore. Alice asks who the new leader is. Dalim just says he’s a supporter of that person. He wishes her a safe return to London. Alice says she’ll wait for Harr‘s return.

Later she hears someone coming, she thinks it’s Loki coming back home. It’s actually Harr. He says he’s home and smiles, then they embrace. Loki comes back and is surprised to see Harr. Harr explains what happened in the battle with Amon. He detonated the magic crystals then teleported to another country. He used too much magic so he was incapacitated for a while. Loki goes out to tell everyone the news. Alice confesses to Harr. He thanks her and says he wasn’t planning on coming home originally because he might not let her go if he did. He thinks it’s better for her to be in London. But he heard she was waiting for him, so he decided to return. He says he loves her and kisses her. 1 day before the full moon.

Chapter 26 Harr says he became the new leader of the magic tower. Dalim forced the delegation on him.

At the garden, Blanc, the red army, and black army are gathered. Harr, Lancelot, and Sirius are united. Zero thanks Harr.

Harr is selected as a new leader of the magic tower officially. Harr goes to the spot where Alice fell down from London. Alice follows him, they reminisce, etc and they kiss.

On the day of the full moon, Harr takes Alice to the garden again. Alice is about to step into the light leading to London but Harr calls out to her. He says he doesn’t want to lose her and that she should stay with him. Alice throws her bags down and runs to Harr to embrace him.

愛され Romantic End

Harr embraces her tightly and kisses her. He slips some tongue in, and Alice bites it. (≖‿≖) Harr is surprised, Alice says it was sudden. They went home hand in hand. [insert sexy timez] (i don’t feel comfy describing scenes like this, i can only make jokes about it)

Normal days returned. Loki says they’re like a normal family. Loki goes out to sell magic crystals while Harr goes to work at the tower. Alice makes dinner. Loki says he’s not coming home that night and that they can enjoy alone time.

[more sexy timez] (//▽//)

END.

愛する Dramatic End

Harr insists that Alice return to London just this once. He says he wants to live together forever in Cradle so he wants her to go and settle her affairs in London -- work, friends, family etc. Alice goes back~

Several days until the next full moon...

At the magic tower, Harr is spacing out. Darim says he's also looking forward to Alice's return because he likes her. Harr frowns and Darim says he's just joking.

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At Harr’s house, Lancelot and Sirius are hanging out. They've started having frequent tea parties. Sirius and Lancelot are also awaiting Alice's return. Harr gets jealous.

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On the day of the full moon, Harr catches Alice as she falls from the sky. They decide to go to the lake first before going back to house. He proposes to her. Alice promises eternal love. They kiss.

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Back at the house in Alice's room, she notices it's as clean and tidy as she left it a month ago. They get to the bed, where they embrace and start the sexy timez~ (¯▿¯)

END. (edgar in an ‘alice wig’ makes another appearance!)

Extra:

I really like how Harr’s other hand is bandaged. ¯\(°_o)/¯

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