Quiet, o’ waters, she needs to be very, very quiet.
She hides in the shadows of the false reef, a bizarre construction of smooth driftwood that smells of iron and barnacles. Her prey--gangly, floundering creatures, all delicate meat and warm blood--crane over the edges of their fake home, clueless to their nearing demise. Himiko’s played with them all through the night, sinuous flashes of her tail and pretty songs calling from the deep. None of these silly things recognize her as the predator that terrorized their ancestors before them, foolishly forgetting their elders’ warnings entirely.
It’d be insulting if this game weren’t so much fun.
But now the sky begins to lighten to clear turquoise and coral pink and her game must come to an end, lest she lose entirely. As warm gold arcs through the mists pooled above the water, Himiko laughs and teases her tail along the surface, her silly, stupid prey leaning to its doom with a jubilated shout.
A pump of her tail and she arcs over the shimmering watershine to snatch her prey with a flash of her nails and a snap of her teeth. Her prey’s companions cry in dismay, too slow to stop her before she plunges back into the waters and drags her trophy home. The others will rush home, carrying tales of her might and fear for her waters, but more fools will come and Himiko will get to play again.
She’s just a story after all, flitting through their minds in murmurs and whispers and all too soon,
anyways every time someone has had a good faith conversation with me, we’ve been able to come to a good understanding and both be happy by the end of it. like y’all don’t even see those conversations because i’m not going to publicize that i had a private conversation with someone? that’s not the point of having those conversations and learning from them?
and we literally just had one of those moments on the blog the other days when i was improperly using hispanic instead of latine and when anon was like “hey btw this is what you should do!” i was like cool okay! and i’ve fixed the issue. like damn it’s almost like if you see something someone is doing wrong you should talk to them about it like a human fucking being?
and the other thing here is that shitty anons like that one just? don’t say what i’m doing wrong apparently? they just show up in my inbox, say i’m generally shitty and bad, and then dip. what the fuck is your goal there? like i know what your goal is, you’re just mad at me or whatever. and that’s why i generally just delete anon hate lol but like? what the fuck do you literally think you’re accomplishing
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!!!!! i dont think i can get diagnosed but i did tell my mom n apaprently my anxiety medz is smth that helpz adhd !
that's good !!! also anxiety depression and ocd are really common experiences alongside adhd
i struggle with both n i think i might have ocd tho I'm not sure
also yeah anxiety meds (benzodiazepines and antidepressants) are used for depression and ocd too ! as well as anxiety
for adhd i think adderall is the first go to option since it's the central nervous system stimulant !
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