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#way back when neither of us knew if we were allowed to call those dates <3
i-politely-disagree · 1 month
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Sprace- Don't forget it
Canon era
(I dont like this one too much)
Race didn’t know where he stood with Spot. If being everything to someone only when their door locked was a recognised relationship status then he would be slightly more fine, almost passing as stable. Spot barely ever raised an eyebrow or even looked at him in public. He would never do anything more than vague eye contact inside the Brooklyn lodging house on the rare occasion Race had an excuse to stay. But as soon his bedroom door clicked shut and his not-quite-lover climbed through his window from the fire escape, Spot became the man Race had fallen into… something with.
Maybe love, maybe disaster, maybe both.
Race couldn't exactly tell. All he could tell was that he was going to have to get his papers in Brooklyn tomorrow because it was way too late to walk three or so hours just to come back again. Plus, Manhattan meant organizing a bunch of small kids who shouldn’t be on the streets and Race would’ve far preferred tired kisses and warm embraces, even if he had to forget about them the minute he walked out of Spot's room. 
Everything was going to plan. That is until Race tried to get sleep. The room was painfully still but his mind became a tempest of whirling thoughts, images and words he didn’t even know he knew and he couldn't take lying around in silence any longer.
“What is it?” Spot groaned, half opening his eyes as he felt the boy next to him sit up 
“Go back to sleep… Spot.” Race’s fingers carded through Spot's hair as he whispered, “I can’t imagine calling you one of those sappy pet names. Sorry.” 
He laughed softly because it was true. He didn’t see Spot in any other name but his own. It was weird to be ignored by someone and then call them ‘Honey’ almost every other night. Maybe one day when they were comfortable and legal in whatever they had. Race thought about it a lot; being able to hold hands in public, go on proper dates, talk about each other openly or have even the possibility of a future. But for now, it was a waiting game.
They stayed in silence for a bit until Spot spoke
“You can call me anything. As soon as I walk out that door, neither of us is allowed to remember.”
He wanted to remember but he also knew he couldn’t. He was so full of emotions surrounding Race that he didn’t know what to do with himself, so he only faced them part-time. He knew it wasn’t healthy, but any commitment felt like an enticing trap. 
“Nicknames are kind of weird though,” Race began. Spot sighed, watching him speak, too tired to be annoyed.
 “Think about it. The term ‘baby’? Isn't it weird to just call your lover a child?”
“Race go t-” 
“And sweetheart? Low-key cannibal-like.”
They sat with a slightly disturbed air between them. Spot showing a rare, exasperated smile in the dark
“Sweetheart, It’s gonna get cannibal-like if you don't go the fuck to sleep.”
It was gonna take a drug far more sedating than slight affection to get Race to rest but, he lay down. Spot’s eyes were a deep, stark contrast to the rest of his face at this time of night, Race noticed. His gaze lingered longer than he intended, just now processing what people meant when they said ‘the eyes are the window to the soul’, even in the dark, lost in the strangely intimate act of staring.
“You called me sweetheart.” Race said it as almost an accusation, more accusing himself for not picking that up sooner 
“That I did,” Spot laughed  “And that’s yours to forget.” 
Race scoffed, “Yeah, don't remember I love you.”
They'd never said it before. The words were too heavy for people who couldn’t even touch when a door was open.
“Racer-” 
“Don't. We both know we can't keep this up.”
He's reached for Spot's hand under the thin blanket
“Can this please just be something real? I don’t mean acting like it’s legal, cause, yeah, it’s not. But no one’s gonna lock you up for admitting maybe you can stand me.”
“It’s just- It’s risky” Spot softly rubbed Race’s hand with his thumb. He laughed dryly in return, snatching his hand away,
“I pickpocket and cheat rich guys out of money on the regular. I’ve seen you steal, soak plenty of people and may I remind you we went on strike to take one of the biggest steps in ending child labor this city has seen in a while. Is that not risky?”
Watching Race turn to face away, Spot let his words sink in. He knew it was kind of ridiculous to act like he barely knew one of the most important people in his life. He knew he could easily fake a friendship, like Jack Kelly and New Kid, but being around Race meant drowning in things he wasn’t comfortable feeling 24/7.
‘Don't remember I love you.” 
That was really how he faced it. A whole relationship built on what felt like no-strings-attached hookups minus the sex. Something had to change. And Spot knew that change had to come from him.
 He Breathed in. 
Out.
“I’ll take that risk.”
Race almost turned as Spot’s fingers brushed over his shoulder, but stopped himself.
“You won’t forget it?”
Spot had to disregard all the ‘sense’ his mind tried to talk into him, but letting go of fear disguised as reason was the only way any of this could continue.
“Don’t forget I love you.” 
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AITA for potentially having been the reason why the relationship of two of my friends ended?
okay so i know this sounds bad, but i don’t think it’s my fault (at least not entirely).
so this happened 3 years ago almost. at the time, two of my best friends were dating each other. we were all part of a bigger friend group of like 6 people.
I’ll call those two friends who dated sam and jane. (fake names obviously)
The whole friend group was relatively new and only like half a year old when they started dating. i had only known sam for the time that friend group existed, so not very long by then. jane on the other hand, had been one of my best friends since we were both in kindergarten.
jane and i were around 16 then and sam was 15.
i had had a crush on jane for years at this point, but never told her because i always either thought she was straight (so she wouldn’t be into another girl aka she would never be into me) or because she was taken or because i just didn’t want to risk this long friendship ending.
but of info:
sam was (at the time) a cis guy. (sam is now questioning their gender but is leaning towards nonbinary transfem, but that was not yet the case during the time this story happened. so i will be using they/them pronouns for same obviously, but keep in mind that at the time, sam was a cis guy). before sam and jane got together, sam told me they had a crush on me but i rejected them.
jane (at the time) identified as bisexual.
the thing is, all of this happened during covid so sam and jane couldn’t see each other very often, but sometimes when the number of cases in our town went down, the restrictions were lifted. so one day, it was allowed to meet up in smaller groups again. so sam, jane, another friend and i spent the day together in town.
eventually that other friend had to leave because of something unrelated, so i was alone with the other two. sam and jane were in that stage of the relationship were they were very comfortable with each other and kinda already out of the “honeymoon” stage yk?
since i was very close to both of them separately, i didn’t feel like a third wheel there. it was a tiny bit awkward for me, because i did still have that crush on jane, but neither of them knew that.
we were all just kinda talking until the convo turned to like reminiscing about jane and my past since we’ve been friends very long and have been through a lot together. at some point, jane said that she has something to say that i might find weird.
obviously, this made me (and sam) very curious. jane laughed and then said that she used to have a huge crush on me, but was too shy to say that. i was admittedly not unhappy about that, so i told her that i too “used to” have a crush on her. (i lied a bit in the way that i said that was in the past when that crush very much was still there).
then i felt kinda bad, but before i could like backtrack (bc obviously i wasn’t trying to mess with their relationship), sam laughed and said that they wouldn’t mind if i joined their relationship. jane agreed and like kinda officially “invited me in.” (they were not in an open relationship, but apparently both their crushes on me were not so much in the past as i thought lol).
at first i thought that was a joke, but apparently they had kinda talked about that before and while it was spontaneous, it was definitely also a serious offer.
i was however still not into sam, and i didn’t think it was fair if i said yes without actually liking both of them back, so i rejected them awkwardly and went home not long after because i was totally not expecting that and just like totally startled me yk?
shortly after, like a few weeks, jane broke up with sam and said that she realized that she’s a lesbian because of “something that happened recently” and like. she never did say what it was, but one of our mutual friends who i had told about that situation from before, kept insinuating that i was involved in whatever situation jane meant. jane and sam themselves have never said anything like that to me and they are both still friends with each other (and with me, even if jane and i are more distant now).
so it’s very ambiguous if i really had anything to do with the end of their relationship, but that one mutual friend fully thinks that it was at least in part because of me. but like idk. so AITA?
What are these acronyms?
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enchantinglyjade · 2 years
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Milk & Honey - Ch. 3
Elvis Presley x Black!OC
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Summary: Many months have passed since Honey last saw Elvis, but she doesn’t let that bring her down and gets herself a date.
Warning: Swearing
Song: Earth Angel by The Penguins
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Eight months had passed since I’d seen Elvis. Not one call, not one stop by the club, no one coming in and asking about me for him, nothing. I have no idea what he’s up to, where he is, who he’s with, if he’s even alive. This is, until I heard these girls down by the park listening to the radio.
I knew that voice sounded too familiar, but I didn’t want to believe it. Then the broadcaster said his damn name.
Before I knew it, he was everywhere.
Tonight, I’m back at work, finally just got everyone out so I could start cleaning. We decided to turn on the radio while we close down the bar and guess who started playing.
I let out a frustrated huff, putting down my rag to turn the station, before going back to scrub the counter. Some boys earlier got into a fit, started throwing bottles of anything everywhere. Now the whole place is covered in a layer of stick.
King was another person I hadn’t seen in a while. He’s usually out of town though, from what I’d hear. He’s always working on that next song. But Elvis… I tried coming up with every possible excuse for Elvis’ absence but none were enough to ease the ache I felt in my heart. 
History repeats itself, I guess. Should’ve known better.
“I’m gonna bring all this glass outside, alright?” I nod to Vickie as she handles the large, black trash bags, struggling to get them out the door and downstairs. 
Vickie’s our new hire as of a month ago. Said they needed more help around here since our numbers started going up. She and I had grown pretty close in the short amount of time she’s worked here, often talking on our way home for work, seeing as neither of us had cars and had to walk home. She has a very fun and carefree spirit, something I need in times like these.
The radio begins playing a new song.
‘Earth angel, earth angel
Will you be mine?’
Growing up, I was always around Elvis and his mom, so I never saw our difference in skin tone to be an issue, not to mention my own background. It was normal to me, still is. Ma tried protecting me from how the world views people like me. She never wanted to tell me how badly her and daddy were treated, but silently hoped I wouldn’t follow in her footsteps. Of course, I knew there were tensions between the races, but I always had hope and believed a change was on the horizon. You can see how becoming an adult was a large adjustment for me. Reality found many ways to crush me over the years, but this was by far the worst it’s felt.
He doesn't have time for a girl like me. He can’t be with a girl like me. That’s probably why he ran all those years back. No real relationship could ever form between us, no matter how badly we–... I wanted it.
I’m a fool for getting my hopes up, for thinking things could be different… for thinking he could be different.
“My darling dear
Love you all the time”
I sing along.
Got a taste and ran. I tried telling myself not to be upset about it, that it was my fault for allowing it, that society wouldn’t approve of it anyway, and that I should just be happy anything happened at all, but it never helped.
“I’m just a fool
A fool in love with you”
“Girl, I didn’t know you could sing!” 
With widened eyes, I raise my gaze towards the entrance where Vickie and Sunbeam now stand. She runs towards me with her jaw hanging in shock. “Oh, Sunbeam!” She takes my arm. “You gotta let her sing sometime.”
I look back and forth between them, confused and surprised by their sudden appearance.
Sunbeam laughs, “You do have a unique voice, Honey, I admit. ‘Sides, who am I to stop money when it comes a callin’. Say, one of my singers just canceled last night. I got an opening spot on Saturday, if you’re interested.”
“I-”
She’d love to!” Vickie blurts out.
He claps his hands together. “Good. I’ll make a note. You better have somethin’ good planned out.” He warns with a smile, but I sense nervousness in his eyes. Vickie stands while Sunbeam takes his leave, before turning to me with a grin.
My eyes widen at her once he exits. “Vickie, I can’t do this!”
She rolls her eyes. “Yes, you can! Your voice is good! I’ll help you figure out something. Okay?”
I pause, considering her words and realizing she likely won’t let me out of this. “Okay… But what do I wear?”
“Just put on somethin’ cute.” She states obviously, gathering her belongings. I sigh quietly while I think to myself. I didn’t own anything ‘cute’, and I definitely don’t have money for something new.  While I’m distracted, Vickie grabs her coat, throwing it over her shoulders. “I’m sure you got something. I promise I’ll help you with a setlist, but I gotta get home before my mama notices. Thanks for cleanin’ the rest! Bye!” Then, she quickly scoots out the door before I can saying anything.
I roll my eyes, but can’t help a smile.
I finish wiping the remaining counters, then hang the rag to dry. I turn off the last light and make my way downstairs and outside to finally lock up.
I pace the sidewalk, turning the corner from the club to follow the street towards my house, my heels clicking awfully loud against the pavement in the otherwise dead city.
Oh my God. I’m gonna sing on Saturday. I’m actually going to sing at Club Handy!
I bite my lip to suppress a large grin from forming on my face, as realization begins to settle in me.
My heart races just at the thought. Could this finally be it for me? What if everything changes after this? Oh, I could finally get a nice house for Ma and I, one with a big wrap-around porch like she always wanted and space for a nice garden. I’d pull in crowds from across the states to watch me perform. I could get a car, dresses, jewelry.
My smiles only grows and I feel a childish-like, giddy feeling flutter into my heart. I skip softly along the sidewalk, slowly dancing around the different cracks in the pavement. I get the beat of that song back in my head, deciding practice should start as soon as possible.
“Earth angel, earth angel
The one I adore”
My voice echoes into the darkness as I pass my neighborhood park, eyeing a basketball one of the kids had forgotten on the court. I smile, letting my body move in anyway it sees fit.
“Love you forever and ever more
I’m just a fool
A fool in love wi-”
I spin around when I hear a sound behind me, only to come face to face with a stranger. I jump, staying quiet while I analyze him and his intentions.
He chuckles. “You sing mighty fine, lil lady.” He says with a smile.
I inspect the area around us, stiffly looking back at him. “Thank you, sir.”
He raises his hand out for me. “Please, call me Michael.” As I’m about to reach my hand out, the name ‘Michael’ causes me to halt my movement. Michael? I eye him suspiciously. Michael?? He laughs at my narrowed eyes. “It’s good to see you again, Honey.” He replies without falter.
I move back a step, stunned he blurted out my name like that. I take one last closer look. It couldn’t be. “Michael?!”
“Yeah, it’s me.” He says with a chuckle in his voice. “ How have you been? It’s been a while.” He keeps a relaxed composure as he smiles down at me.
“How did you recognize me?” I ask, still not entirely comfortable yet. Better yet, how did he know I was here?
“No one forgets someone like you. I know those eyes anywhere.” He smiles softly. “You look really beautiful.”
I look down at myself with a raise eyebrow. “Really…? I’m just in my work uniform…”
 “And what a beautiful work uniform it is.” He laughs, before shyly adding. “I’d really like to talk with you more. Would you mind if I walked you home? I hear these parts aren’t the safest, ‘specially for cute little things like you.”
I know he has good intentions, but something about the way he says those last words makes my stomach fuzzy, and not in a good way. Having that said, he is right. Memphis does have a bad rep, and while I have yet to really see anything, I’m not one to sit around to find the truth in these matters.
I sigh. “Yeah, sure.” I lead him in the direction I was previously going, swinging my arms in and out while trying to think of a conversation starter. “So… what brings you to Tennessee? I thought your family moved  up to Chi-Town?”
“We did. I’m actually down here looking for musicians. I’m a scout at Vee-Jay Records, if you ever heard of ‘em. Wanted to see what’s good in Blues. Heard y’all got a little music scene down here and came to check it out. Maybe even find someone new to sign.” He shrugs his shoulders at the suggestion.
I raise my brows, impressed. He’s accomplished a lot since we’ve last spoken. Unlike me. I’m still out here taking care of Ma, still in an old, dirty house, barely scraping by. “Wow. Got quite a life or yourself now, huh?”
He chuckles. “Yeah, it treats me well.” He says, adjusting his suit jacket, which looks very expensive now that we’re on the subject of money.
I stop at the edge of my sidewalk. “Well, this is it,” I say, pointing in the general direction of my home. “Thanks for walking me home, Michael. It was nice seeing you again. Good luck on the whole record deal thing.” I say with a smile, turning around to walk towards my doorstep, but he grabs my wrist before I get too far.
“Wait!” I face him once more and he lets go apologetically. “Look, uh… if you don’t mind that is, I’d like to take you out sometime. I’m only here ‘til next week and I’d love to hear more about what you’ve been up to. Would I be able to bring you out to eat tomorrow? It’d be my honor.” He waits with soft eyes for my answer.
I look up at him, in an internal conflict. He really is a sweet guy and I’ve known him forever. He clearly works hard, respectful, clean, the whole thing. But… something just wasn’t there. The feelings weren’t there. Maybe, I’m just being childish and rebellious still. Maybe it’d be good for me to be with a stable man with money that treats me well. I know it’d make Mama proud. I’m sure I’ll change my mind on him eventually and realize he’s been the man of my dreams all along. Right?
I force a smile. “Sure, I’d like that.”
He flashes me the biggest grin, teeth shining in the street light. He looks down at his feet, flustered. “Well, that’s great. I’ll swing back here around seven. Sound good?”
I nod, shyly swaying in my spot. “Yeah, that’s good.” I wave him goodnight, giving him a playful smile, before entering my front door. Once the door’s closed, I rest my head upon it with a groan.
“Who was that?”
I jump. “Jesus, Ma. What are you doin up?” I relax my shoulders and put a hand on my chest to feel my beating heart after her scare.
She rests her hands on her hip as she watches me hang up my purse from the top of the stairs. “Worrin’ bout you. You didn’t come home at your usual time. Now, who was that?”
My face softens. I didn’t mean to make her worry. “That was Michael. You know, from back home.”
She smiles slightly, making her way down the remaining stairs. “Oh, I remember Michael. Such a sweet thing. What’s he doin all the way out here? Thought his folks were all the way out in Chicago?”
I smile, helping her down the last stair. “They did. He’s looking for a new musician. He’s a scout at a record company.”
“It look like that job do him well too.” She comments, peeking out the blinds on the window to watch him walk back towards the city. “He was smilin’ at’cha.” She teases.
“Ma!” My eyes widen, not expecting her to say that.
“What? Ain’t nothin’ wrong with that. He a good man, and grew into a fine one at that.” She says flirtatiously, cackling her way to the kitchen.
“Oh my Lord, Ma.” I cover my eyes with my hands to hide my blush, before dragging them down my face. “Okay, I’ve heard enough of this. I’m going to sleep.”
She laughs. “Alright, you get on up there. I do really wish you’d stop working that night shift though, baby. I hate knowing you’re out there walkin’ alone so late.”
I sigh, stopping on the steps. “Ma, don’t think that way, I’ll be fine. Goodnight.” I smile down at her.
“Goodnight, baby.”
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knightprincess · 1 year
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Always (Crosshair x Jedi Reader) Part 30 - Final Chapter
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The trip to Naboo had been quiet, no one dared utter a world for fear something else would happen. Rex had taken the Ghost Marauder, with help from Maul, the bodies of (Y/N), Echo and Hunter had carefully be placed on board. Each of them covered with a silk blanket, with the markings of the Night Sister clans on. Their weapons had been placed with them. Merrin had cast some sort of spell, ensuring nothing more would happen to them. On the way there Rex had stopped at his base, informing Wolffe, Gregor and Howzer of what happened, bringing them along. He couldn't bare to be on the ship alone any longer, nor could he continue to fight with his overwhelming emotions. 
What remained of the Bad Batch had taken their own ship. Tech had gently convinced Crosshair to join them, while Wrecker tended to Omega. Neither of them spoke a word once they left Dathomir. Omega ran to her little room and snuggle with her Tooka doll, crying into it as she struggled to come to terms with losing so many at once. Wrecker had been close by, not a word escaping him, instead he looked through the datapad, to all the photos taken, remember the happier times, the silly moments filled with laughter and the many forms of love. Crosshair on the other hand, sat on the seats where he'd once religiously cleaned his rifle. Next to him were the drawings Hunter had done during his down time. Portraits of those he loved, both alone and together, drawings of places they'd been to during the war and after it. On the back of each was a small description. Yet to Crosshair surprise there were a few he didn't recognize. One was of just him and (Y/N) together, on the back Hunter had scribbled "What could have been", It being dated not long after the war had ended and the Jedi had been accused of treason and executed. 
Another was of (Y/N) on her own, her kyber crystal tiara upon her head. She had her silver braids in her hair. On the back was written "Our Princess General" Princess General being the nickname only Gregor, Fives and Jesse had been brave enough to call her. The last of the three drawings was of Echo, and whom Crosshair could only assume was Fives. Echo was in his batch armor, with Fives clad in the phase 2 clone armor, the normal colors of the 501st on it. Almost as Hunter intended to remind Echo he was the same Arc Trooper, he been before the Citidal, as if he was reminding him Fives was still with him and proud even when he had been killed before Echo's return. 
Tech on the other hand stayed in the cockpit, the ship was on autopilot. So the genius looked to the empty seat at his side. The one Echo had so often occupied. Although he wasn't good with change, Tech could remember the times he and Echo had spent together. Going over ideas, just general talking or sharing stories. He'd just about handled it when Echo went off with Rex to help other clones escape the Empire, but at least then, he knew Echo would come back eventually, as he hoped Crosshair would. But now two of his brothers were gone. Echo wasn't on some adventure with Rex, and Hunter wasn't doing a job for Cid, even when he hoped both would just walk into the cockpit. Hunter saying something to settle his bubbling feelings, and Echo to help him with the sudden change and share his stories of mischief. 
"Why" whispered Tech, not wanting anyone else to hear his words, or see the tears falling down his cheeks. "Why did you have to leave us? We still need all of you" wept the enhanced clone. Allowing his tears to follow and his pent up heartbreak free. None of them could fill the gap left behind. No one could replace Hunter as the brother he was and father figure to Omega, nor could anyone take the place Echo left behind. No one would ever be able to fill the gaping whole (Y/N) had left behind, least of all for Crosshair, whom's heart had shattered in to so many tiny pieces the moment (Y/N) had been ripped away from him. 
They're arrival to the peaceful world had been met with more silence. A few had met them there, but not many. The Queen of Naboo allowing the three to be laid to rest, making a promise no one would disturb them. A few senators had also come, Bail Organa and Riyo Chuchi, a few others there too. Cody had also come, bringing with a few clones whom had escaped from the Empire. All of which, wishing to say one last goodbye, to honor those who had fallen. 
The tomb the Queen had set up was beautiful, made of a marble like stone. The symbols of the Republic, Jedi Order, Night Sisters and Bad Batch all present. Both Hunter and Echo had been entombed with their helmets on their chests as if a crown of some sort, their weapons by their side. Carved into the lid of their tombs was their names, along with rank. 
(Y/N) had been laid to rest between the two. Her broken lightsaber gripped in her hands, placed over her chest. Her cyber crystal tiara placed on her head. Like Hunter and Echo she seemed so peaceful now her nightmares were over. The lid to her tomb was a little different, a caving of her peaceful form there, at the end of which was a plaque with her name and titles on, along with a few other words. Like Hunter and Echo the year of her death also present. 
Each had said a few words for the fallen trio. Except Crosshair, whom had looked out of the glass ceiling above, to the night sky and many stars twinkling above. Unknown to Crosshair, Omega had stood at his side, holding on to his hand. Afraid he'd disappear too, like him she looked up, imagining the whole Galaxy was mourning their deaths of Hunter, Echo and (Y/N). Crosshair hadn't been aware of Tech moving closer either, standing to his right, the opposite side of Omega whom was on his left. Wrecker had quietly stood behind Crosshair, as if ensure no one left Crosshair behind again. As if ensuring the heartbroken sniper knew, he wasn't going through this alone. 
"They rest at last beneath the starry skies" spoke Crosshair, a tear slipping down his cheek, as he finally turned his attention to the three tombs. To his Vod and Kar'ta. Slowly he wondered over to the three tombs, placing Fives helmet on Echo's sealed tomb, as if signalling the Domino Twins were finally reunited, just as he placed Hunter's beloved bandanna on his tomb, ensuring even in death he didn't go anywhere without it. After which Crosshair finally moved to (Y/N)'s tomb, holding on the small bracelet he'd once given her so many moons ago. Tears in his eyes once more, as he placed it on her tomb. He couldn't bring himself to confront the struggle of saying goodbye to either of them. He couldn't say anything for them without breaking down again, being hit with a cruel reminder each had left him behind in the cruel galaxy, as they had done with Omega, Tech, Wrecker, Rex and so many others. 
"Their fight isn't over" voice Wolffe, his voice quieter than normal, as he recalled the many times Echo and Fives pulled some sort of prank on him, as he remembered (Y/N) visiting him in the medbay when he lost his eye, how soft she had been and caring she was. He could even remember how Hunter had been on the few times they met, determined to protect those he cared for, to correct his mistakes and find somewhere to live in peace and freedom. "They all fought for something. Hunter for those he loved, to protect them in the face of cruel empire. Echo fought for all us clone brothers, regardless if he knew them or not. And (Y/N), she fought for a better galaxy, a free galaxy, for the people she lost and those she loved. We can't let what they fought for die with them, if we do then the empire wins, and they would have died for nothing" added the former commander, refusing to sit by and do nothing, refusing to allow what each fought for die along side them. 
*~* Epilogue *~* 
As everyone knows Rex would go on to fight in the Battle of Endor, being there when the oppressive Empire was finally defeat. With help from his old Jedi General Anakin Skywalker. Although Rex never knew Darth Vader was his former General, he was glad to fight for a cause Anakin would have believed in. 
Wolffe would help in the liberation of Lothal, he stayed on Lothal ready for the attack the Empire would launch to reclaim the world. An attack than never came. He would later go on to help with the search for Ezra Bridger, becoming close friends with Ghost Crew and Ahsoka Tano. 
Gregor would fight to liberate Lothal alongside Rex and Wolffe. Giving his life for a cause he chose to fight for. And finding peace when being reunited with so many of their fallen brothers. 
Tech joined the Rebellion, helping to make modifications to many ships and technology. Even helping to train future rebel fighters. Including Hera Syndulla. He eventually retired to the peaceful Naboo with Wrecker. Every year without fail he'd visit Echo, Hunter and (Y/N), and tell them everything they missed. 
Wrecker would also fight in the Rebellion, training other rebels to use explosives in creative ways. Whilst also keeping an eye on Omega. When the time came, he retired on Naboo with Tech. Both living long enough to see the Empire fall and the rebels form the New Republic. 
Omega would continue her training with Maul, before focusing on freeing the clones from the Empire. She would later join the Rebellion, becoming a formidable pilot thanks to Tech's training and a powerful alli. Like Rex she fought in the Battle of Endor, in the skies flying the Havoc Marauder. As a reminder to those she lost, she customized her armor, to resemble Echo's. Braided her hair like (Y/N) and wore Hunter's old bandanna. 
Crosshair never did heal from losing those he loved. He returned to the empire to give information to the Ahsoka Tano. Before being executed by Grand Moff Tarkin for treason. Finally being reunited with (Y/N) and his brothers again. Omega, Tech and Wrecker would bury him on Naboo close to (Y/N), ensuring they'd always be together. 
Howzer would go on to help with Crimson Dawn, becoming a well known mercenary and Bounty Hunter. Like Rex he would return to Naboo every year to pay respects to the fallen. He also help protect Omega, although she'd never know he was her guardian angel. 
Maul would continue on with Crimson Dawn, using it to help the Clones fleeing the Empire, and later to help the Rebellion. He'd go on to finish Omega's training, although using both sides of the force. Although he never let go of his hate and anger towards his former master, his death would come at the hands of Obi-Wan on Tattooine, his final thoughts be on his daughter and finally being free. 
Cody would eventually find Obi-Wan on Tattooine, apologizing for his part in Order 66. He'd stay on Tattooine until his death at the hands of Stormtroopers. He died protecting Obi-Wan from the Empire. Obi-wan would give Cody a proper funeral on Tattooine, ensuring his sacrifice was remembered. Obi-Wan would later tell Luke of the Clone Commander that save his life and by extension Luke's. 
~End~ 
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I figured it out: Lumax is two kids with crushes who got together then broke up so they could BECOME friends to lovers.
Mlvn isn’t a trope. Not one that I know of or is very popular at least. “Two people who meet and have mutual feelings off the bat and dance around for a SECOND but work out quickly with only outside forces stopping them” isn’t the most popular thing I’ve ever seen. But it’s exactly what it needs to be. There is always compatibility off the bat by nature, compatibility which can become either friendship or romance but becomes romance pretty quickly. It is always sweet. But unless you have a personal attachment to one of the characters, you like it...but you don’t attach to it. It isn’t the type of love story that is the reason you watch the show.
The closest I can think of is to this “trope”, honestly, is established relationship. And those rarely last. If they do, they’re probably somebody’s parents who get sweet screen time - but in that case, the focus is on how they are life partners because they were together early in the show. But we also don’t really get to see that.
In fact, the “outside forces” concept is very pertinent as in internal commentary here. Their relationship issues in seasons 1 and 2 are very plot driven but their relationship issues in seasons 3 and 4 are very character driven. The issue with this is that nothing should ever only be one - and if it is, it needs to be a symptom of something else that is part of an individual’s arc or it’s just contrived. Completely character-driven plots become the character’s fault and completely plot driven plots make it seem like this could happen to anybody and it being them has no effect on the situation - it isn’t about them. But they never have both. They don’t “get/go through things together”, they just consistently come out the other side - which is great, but it’s exactly why they do use the trope of contrasting Will’s relationship skills with Mike to introduce him as a love interest who was “there the whole time”. The point isn’t to get through your issues. It’s to get through your issues together. Getting through your issues is great but it means little to nothing if you couldn’t do it without outside help or if you need distance/to just wait it out every time.
They are two people who liked each other so they intended to date. Then they both waited for each other - El definitively, Mike calling just in case. Then El fought to see him, but Mike didn’t go this far and had actually by this point had stopped calling, AND Mike was more representative for El in a story more about freedom and trust with Hopper that led her to her Mama. That is where the events weren’t really about them because no matter what, if they were physically back together, they would get together. We knew that. Nothing they were doing changed it. Then, in season 3, their issues were out of lack of communication. They broke up. The reason they got back together is because he said he loved her and then bigger priorities came up...that isn’t a solution and neither address the issue. It still hadn’t been addressed by season 4, when El had also begun lying to Mike in return and Mike was still lying to her and telling her what she wanted to hear. Not only have these issues not been solved still, but the way they were smoothed over was not by them together. 
Relationship issues exist onscreen to strengthen a relationship and demonstrate how they are able to work through things together OR to poke holes to break them up and/or introduce a new love interest.
These two were strategically made to be simply sweet and a couple you rooted for but didn’t get attached to. Then they went through issues pertinent to their own personal arcs that also affected their relationship and issues that didn’t demonstrate strength as a unit/partners. That leaves only one clear intention:
Mlvn were established as a pair you weren’t rooting against, a basis that allowed a smooth transition without too much backlash by poking holes in the (romantic) relationship for a new love interest. 
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Date of origin: Nov. 28, 2021
Argument
Tw: fighting, mention of people in captivity, being forced to stay/restrained from leaving, going missing
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L POV:
"You aren't LISTENING!" I yelled.
"That's because I know what's gonna happen if you go!" GB shouted back.
We were currently in an argument about whether or not I should go and save some hostages who were being held captive in exchange for either me, or more money than anyone, even the government, could give to their captors. I figured yeah, and even if we got into a bad situation, I could get everyone out at the expense of people now knowing I had more than one power.
GB kept saying that the risk was too great and I needed to leave it alone, but I was being allowed a few of my co-workers to bring with me to help. I knew a lot about the situation and any potential threats that might occur, so as long as I chose my teammates wisely I would get out.
But apparently I 'don't know what I'm talking about' and I need to 'just keep your mouth shut and stay here until the danger passes'.
But that's the thing. The danger won't pass and as long as those people's lives are on the line, it never will. Plus the fact that once there isn't any 'danger' that means the hostages will have been killed, and it will be my fault.
What makes it even worse is the fact that those people used to be my classmates, and his too. I just don't understand why he doesn't see that I need to go and save them, because there is no other way they are gonna be let go.
"I can get us out with my teleport GB, it'll be fine!" I said with an annoyed tone.
"No it won't," he shot back quickly.
"Look, if there's something else that is putting either of us in danger, just say that, because I can't see why else I wouldn't be able to save them!" I told him exasperated.
He just held his head in his hands looking down at the counter top he was leaning on and groaned. "The only danger is this situation that you are trying to put yourself in! These people will be fine, their captors are gonna give up, just stay back and go into hiding for a few days, I promise nothing bad is gonna happen!" He shouted, looking up at me.
"How are you so sure about that?!? If I go into hiding, those people are gonna get killed GB!" I yelled at him. I could tell neither of us wanted to be having this fight right now, and we both just wanted the other to stop fighting and understand our point of view, but it was difficult to do that since this had already escalated into a mid-level fight and no matter what, each of us had something to say in response to whatever the other just said.
"Look, will you just trust me on this? It's really dangerous and if you go there's no way to win this fight! If you go then they'll take you hostage instead, threaten me, and then I won't have any back-up while they slit your throat in front of my eyes and overpower me, just to kill me as well! No matter what you do we all lose, unless you just stay back!" He explained in an extremely angry and annoyed voice.
I felt a little insulted. "Are you saying you don't think I'm smart enough to be able to get out? Even if I don't manage to rescue any of them? Are you KIDDING me?!?" I yelled.
GB released his head from his hands and face planted into the stone countertop. "This isn't getting anywhere…" he mumbled into the cold surface.
"You know what? I think it's best if we just take a break from this conversation, and call it a night. I'm gonna go home," I told him. He looked up at me alarmed.
"Your raid on the place is tomorrow, and we are still having this discussion. You are NOT leaving until we get this sorted out. I agree, we should probably take a break from the conversation, but nobody is leaving this house until we get this all cleared up," he said in a rather quick and commanding voice.
"I need to leave if I wanna be ready when the raid starts, and I don't think we have time for the rest of this discussion, " I said while walking towards the door.
I heard quick footsteps behind me, and then felt GB grabbing one of my wrists. I tried to yank it free, but we are pretty equal in terms of strength so it would've been difficult no matter who was restraining who.
"GB, I need to leave. You can follow along tomorrow if you want using your Invisibility, but I'm still gonna go," I told him, still trying to break free.
His grip loosened ever so slightly, but only for a few seconds as he thought about what I was saying. He still didn't let go, and I was starting to get a bit fed up.
"GB."
He wasn't listening.
"GB!" I said again, trying to get his attention to convince him to let me go.
I felt his grip tighten, and it was more than it normally would. Usually, he would be tired by now and would have a firm but slightly loose grip, but right now… it was almost as if one of those constantly tightening magic handcuff thing that you'd see on tv had been latched onto my wrist, and the more I struggled the tighter it got.
It wasn't too noticeable, but I've known him for almost my entire life, so it was easy to figure out this wasn't his normal strength. I turned toward him to try and convince him to let me go, but when I did, I couldn't say a word.
"No," he said in a serious tone. I continued to struggle a bit, but had stopped for the most part since it didn't matter how much I did.
"You are staying here for the next two days, I don't care what you have to do!" He said quickly. "I don't care about whatever you think is important that needs to be done in that time period, YOU. ARE. STAYING!" He shouted at me.
I looked him in the eyes and was gonna say something but I couldn't.
I just couldn't. He probably didn't realize it, but there were faint bits of green electricity forming around him. I couldn't leave. I needed to stay.
No matter what I said, that was the truth. I hadn't seen him use his first power EVER since he gave up being a hero, and he probably didn't realize he was using it right now, but if this managed to get him to use an ability he had basically vowed to never use again, this was serious.
There was no arguing, I had to stay for however long he said.
I had stopped struggling, and took a step back towards him. "Fine, I'll stay," I said. He loosened his grip and let my wrist go, and I rubbed it a bit because however much of a strength boost he had accidentally given himself was more than enough to make my wrist hurt.
"I'm...sorry if I hurt you. I just couldn't let you leave," he said apologetically, looking down at something far off to his left.
"Yeah, I can see that now," I told him. I wasn't gonna tell him about how he accidentally activated his old power that he hadn't used in years, that was a secret I would keep to myself.
It didn't matter that much either, since he didn't severely injure me or anything else, but it would probably be better not to tell him anyways. He has seemed much happier since his mind forgot about it, although it looks like his body hasn't and is willing to use it again if necessary.
We mostly relaxed throughout the rest of the night, making up with each other because of the fight and doing our best to work together on different games, trying not to do anything too competitive. We eventually settled in to sleep, but not before a small kiss, and the next day I was only allowed to go outside with GB's supervision, same with the day after.
Somehow he had been right, and the hostages were set free after I was officially declared missing since no-one had seen me in 48 hours, with some of my chosen team rounding up and jailing the people responsible.
In the end, it all worked out, by some miracle, and nobody ended up dead, so I guess we can both thank him for that one.
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Movie magic | Florence Pugh
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Pairing: Florence Pugh x Reader
Prompt: “Do you think this, us… do you think it could ever… be something more?” (full request)
Requested by: anon
Word count: 694
A/n: my tags are working weird, so I hope everyone on my taglist still gets their tag!
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Florence knew from the first chemistry reading that she was going to fall for you, she hoped the directors and casting crew noticed the great chemistry you had together the way she had felt it too. She wanted to get to know you more and working on this movie together would be a great way to do that.
The next day you were asked to come by again, that is where they told you that you got the role. You were beyond excited. Florence suggested getting some lunch together after the announcement that they had found their two leading ladies, to get to know each other before you would start filming. That day you ended up having lunch with her and explored some parts of LA together.
Going into filming you and Florence had become quite good friends, occasionally hanging out together. Each morning you were both on set Florence greeted you at your trailer with an iced coffee in each hand. You drank them on the steps of the trailer watching the sunrise on early calls. A moment of peace and quietness before the acting began.
Florence fell more for you each day of filming. On the other side you were falling for her too. Except neither one knew of the others’ feelings.
After another morning of coffee and watching the sunrise after getting your hair and makeup done it is time for another day of filming. Today your first kissing scene was on the schedule. You started by shooting some scenes separately, both watching the others’ scenes from behind the cameras.
When it was time for the kissing scene you started getting nervous, but you quickly put those nerves aside. You weren’t going to be kissing Florence, your character was going to be kissing hers. You were a professional and so was she. No feelings were allowed at this moment.
You say your last line and take a step in Florence her direction. That was Flo’s que to place her hand on your cheek. You share a loving look before Florence pulls you in for a kiss. You’re supposed to say your line after pulling away from the kiss but all you were able to say was “Wow”.
You are snapped out of your bubble when you hear the director say “Cut.” That’s when you realise that you were not being professional like you had planned, “Ehm I’m sorry, I- I forgot my line.” Someone get’s up to show you the script, but before they start walking Florence asks, “Actually can we take 15?”
The director grants the break and tells everyone to be back in 15 minutes. You’re scared your feelings for Florence made you mess up the friendship you had with her. Florence asks if you have a moment, when you say you do she leads you to the side, away from all the people surrounding you.
“I’m sorry Florence.” You start but you get interrupted by her saying, “Nono, nothing to apologize for. There is just this thing I wasn’t sure about, and I guess now is as good of time as ever to ask.” Florence takes a deep breath before asking her question. “Do you think this, us... do you think it could ever… be something more?”
You’re stunned for a moment, not being able to find the words among all the thoughts running through your mind. The girl you’ve been crushing on for months now wants to know if you could see the two of you be more than just friends. “Yeah, I think so.” Is what you settle on, with a blush present on your face.
“Places everyone!” the director calls, interrupting your conversation. “That’s us. But hey, after filming today, do you maybe want to come over to watch a movie or something? We could order in some food too. I would like to take you on a proper date too, but I know we’ll both be tired after a full day of filming.” You were really hoping Florence asked you the question because she felt like you could be more too. She takes your hand and kisses your cheek, “I would love that, y/n.”
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Jason Todd x Magic!Reader Imagine
Just a short sweet scenario I thought of. Both of my other WIPs are turning out way longer than I thought (as in about 9,000 words longer) so enjoy this while I work on those
Jason Todd x GN!Reader... It's exactly what it sounds like so enjoy!
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You and Jason met when he was with the outlaws. You were investigating a series of magical murders and he was there taking out some mob boss. He told you but you didn’t listen much
You met a few times after that and hit it off. Both of you had a very grey moral code. Neither was above killing those who deserve it but while Jason used guns you kept teasing him about using a “coward's weapon”
You were a magic user, a jack of all trades of sorts. Instead of focusing and mastering one type of magic you knew enough about each kind to deal with almost anything. You worked a lot with John Constantine, he was your mentor as a kid learning to use magic and now your base of operations in the house of mysteries
The first time you took Jason to the house of mysteries to discuss a case you were working on you were surprised how calm he was. Turns out he’s had his fair share of crazy.
You began working together once you realized that both of you just kind of set up camp wherever your job takes you so you might as well team up right?
Occasionally someone from the batfamily or John would join you for a case and you and Jason loved annoying them by being overly flirtatious. You weren’t an item (yet) but you loved seeing John roll his eyes or Tim pretend to gag. It was the hilarious
Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending how you see it) Joke flirting became real. After all, what's that seeing about fake it till you make it? And eventually you and Jason grew feelings for each other
You both kept it on the down low, continuing to flirt “Jokingly” while you worked.
Eventually this would come back to bite you in the ass when you came back to the safehouse and Jason had been staying in while you were in Salem, Massachusetts. You were the murders of some witches and came back to find the apartment empty and a note saying if you wanted your “boyfriend” back to be at Gallows hill at midnight
You walked through the park in which the witches of Salem were hung during the famous trials. Salem was known for being a hub for magic even now and you knew that whoever took Jason had something to do with the murders you were there to investigate
When you got to the middle of the park you saw Jason, smiling with a rope around his neck on a gallow. He didn’t seem to mind the fact that his life was at stake but then again when was it not
You took down the man who was trying to once again purge Salem of it’s “demonic witches” and when you freed Jason from the gallow he smirked.
“That guy thought we were dating, can you believe it?” Jason joked and you rolled your eyes, pulling Jason by his shirt into a kiss.
After that the two of you stayed basically the same, you already cuddled, you slept in the same bed because it's cheaper and you jokingly flirt all the time so the only thing that changed is that you were officially together. Both of your families and friends teased you a lot for that
You didn’t think it was that big of a difference, you could now kiss Jason without worrying about his reaction and he could call you whatever sappy nickname came to mind
“Y/N, love, magic babe, I really need you to not keep 20,000 sigils everywhere. Seriously, you gotta take some time to go through all of these!”
Because there almost no changes in behavior whenever one of Jason’s brothers came around they were more than a bit confused.
“Jason, love, You need to get your bloody suit out of the washer! It’s been beeping for five minutes and I can’t focus!”
“Hey! Don’t go all British on me! Just because John’s allowed in here doesn’t mean you can start talking like him” He said from the kitchen of your shared apartment and Tim (who awkwardly sat next to you on a couch) looked between the two of you in confusion
“Jason, when in my hell of an existence I call a life , have I used bloody the British way?!” You yelled at him and within seconds he ran past you and to the washer
“My fucking suit! thanks love” He said and you went back to your book. Tim looked at your floating figure with a seemingly blank book hovering in front of you and asked “How the hell did that get that response?” He asked and you smirked. “Magic” You teased
“I swear you two are a match made in heaven” Tim grumbled
“Hell actually!” Both you and Jason corrected at the same time
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WandaNat x Reader : Falling For You
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Summary: You finally get everything you ever could’ve wanted.
Covers the “Campfire/Fireplace” square for fall bingo. 
Genre: Fluff
Word Count: 2,169
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This was a terrible idea. One you knew you would come to regret agreeing to, but at the moment you were asked to participate, you couldn’t possibly say no.
With the two pairs of gorgeous green eyes staring at you coupled with an annoyingly knowing smirk and an adorable pout, there was no way you could deny their request. 
That’s how you find yourself hiking a trail over fallen leaves, shivers rolling over your body as your two best friends chat away at your side. 
They keep their voices at a low whisper, not allowing you to hear or be a part of their conversation. While you would normally feel some kind of way about it, you’re far too cold to sulk about it.
You furiously run your uncovered hands up and down your arms, hoping the friction of your jacket would warm you up and combat the cold surrounding you. 
Apparently neither of them remembered to check the weather for the day. When you asked Natasha said it was fall and shrugged. 
So you dressed accordingly, jeans, boots, a sweater and a jacket. It isn’t enough. It’s much colder than a normal fall day, instead it feels like the beginning of winter. 
You look down at your feet. The crunch of the leaves beneath your boots is a little louder than usual since the morning dew had frozen, adding a small layer of ice over the dead foliage. 
A huff falls from your lips and you drop your hands, shoving them into your pockets instead. It’s not like your rubbing was doing anything. 
“How much further is this secret destination?” You ask.
Both women look over at you, small frowns on their faces at your tone of voice. You hadn’t meant to snap at them but cold was starting to affect your mood. 
You smile apologetically and Natasha rolls her eyes and chuckles. Wanda knocks her elbow against Natasha’s arm, then moves to your other side.
She wraps her arm around your waist and pulls you close,“ it won’t be much longer detka.” 
“Yeah,” Natasha pulls your hand from your pocket and laces your fingers with hers,“ we’re almost there dorogoy.” 
Detka, dorogoy, lyubov. You have no idea what those words mean but she and Natasha were always calling you them. Sly little smiles would form on their lips when they did and you’d wish you knew why. All they would tell you is that it’s Russian and not a bad thing.
When Natasha squeezes your hand, Wanda lays her head on your shoulder, and you sigh. 
It was things like this that made your friendship with them hard. 
The two of them have been dating since before you even met. You first ran into them at the coffee shop you worked at. They came in and took a seat at a table in the corner and you approached them, almost instantly commenting on how cute they were together. 
Your one comment led to a friendship you couldn’t imagine you’d find with anyone else. Which also led to feelings developing that you fought tooth and nail to reject. 
They first came for Wanda, the younger woman being the first to hangout with you one on one. Her sweet and empathetic behavior and words drew you in like a moth to a flame. 
Then you started spending time with Natasha. Your first hangout was awkward to say the least. You aren’t the most outgoing and Natasha was closed off, it caused very little conversation and very long silences. 
Both of you were tempted to not hangout again without Wanda, but decided to give it one more go. Which is exactly what you needed. You can’t recall how the day started but it ended with you two having a blast at a cat cafe. Your mutual love for the soft purring animal made you close. 
Every second you spent with them made you fall faster. Rejecting your feelings stopped being an option once they’d gotten so strong. Now you try your best to ignore it, though that doesn’t work much either.
Especially not when they’re so affectionate with you like this. 
“Look look, we’re here.” Wanda says, squeezing you excitedly. 
Natasha smiles and shakes her head at her girlfriend’s excitement and as you all turn the curve, your destination now in sight, she looks at you. 
Her smile widens as she watches your eyes brighten. 
To anyone else, a cabin in the woods might not mean much but both women know that to you it's much more than that. A tradition to put it quite plainly.
Your parents made it a point to take you to a cabin when the season changed, wanting you to experience nature and such. 
You hated it at first but it grew to mean so much to you. Not just growing to appreciate nature but also loving every moment spent with your parents, loving the memories you made with them. 
“Wait,” your eyes move from the cabin to Wanda then Nat,“ are we staying here?” 
Pink lips form into the perfect smile and she nods.“ We know you haven’t been in a long time.”
The passing of your parents was rough, without them you never found the will to come to a cabin again even though you’d considered it. When you were finally ready, you didn’t have the time.
Of course you’d shared these thoughts with your best friends and you knew they were listening, but you didn’t think they’d do something about what you told them.
While you were lost in thought, the women were worried. You weren’t saying anything and they couldn’t help but wonder if they’d overstepped. 
Their plan would completely go up in flames if you were uncomfortable with this. 
Swallowing, Wanda unhooks her arm from yours and steps in front of you.“ Y/n, detka, we don’t want you to be uncomfortable so if you don’t want to stay we won’t.”
Her words pull you from your thoughts and you register what she said, which makes you immediately protest. 
“No, no,” you gently grab her hand, squeezing hers and Natasha’s.“ I want to stay I just, was thinking. This is really sweet of you two, thank you.” 
They share a smile, then Wanda excitedly tugs on your hand.“ You haven’t seen the inside yet, come on.” 
With more excitement than you and Natasha combined, Wanda pulls you both to the cabin. She shows you around as if this isn’t her first time being here. You notice she doesn’t mention the bedroom situation but you chalk that up to her excitement and figure there are two bedrooms. 
“This place is beautiful,” you all stop in the living room where you plop down on one of the cozy chairs.“ but I can’t stay. I don’t even have clothes.”
“Oh we took care of that.” Natasha waves you off as she moves off to the side in search of something. 
Wanda answers your confusion.“ What did you think I was doing when I went to your bedroom?”
You nod in understanding, recalling how she stayed behind you and Natasha the whole way down to the car and dipped away to the trunk before you pulled off. 
“Always thinkin of everything huh?” You joke, slouching in your seat. 
Frowning, Wanda comes over to you and reaches down to grab your hands,“ don’t get comfortable here, we’re gonna go sit by the lake and watch the sunset.” She adds a pout and pulls on your hands.
“But it’s so cold out.” You whine, dropping your weight back to make it harder for her to pull you up. 
She doesn’t give up though, continuing and struggling to pull you up. 
A sudden presence appears behind you, the redhead whom you love lowers herself, her mouth right beside your ear.“ Come on dorogoy, we’ll start a fire. Keep you nice and toasty.” Her hand gently rubs your arm and all you can do is nod, seemingly put in a trance by her sultry voice flowing straight into your ear.
Letting up, you allow Wanda to pull you up and you follow the two outside. 
The younger woman laces her fingers with yours as you walk down to the lake. It’s across the trail through a small stretch of trees. 
It’s a welcome sight, seeing the expanse of trees on the other side of the lake and the rocks and logs surrounding a makeshift fire pit. 
You and Wanda sit on a log, taking in the scenery while Natasha set up the fire. The instant you shiver Wanda wraps her arm around you, pulling you into her side and rubbing your arm. You resist the urge to sigh this time, especially when you look over and see the happy smile on her lips. 
The second the fire is lit you feel its warmth added to the body heat coming from Wanda. It knocks the initial chills away, but it’s not until Natasha comes to sit at your other side, that you start to warm up internally. 
She takes your hand, squeezing it as she speaks,“ Y/n there’s another reason we brought you out here.” With a small frown of curiosity you look over at her. Taking a deep breath, she meets your eyes and continues,“ f-for a while now, myself and Wanda have been wondering um,” she stops to collect her words and you’re left utterly shocked.
In the year of you knowing her, not once had you ever seen the redhead look so nervous and be at a loss for words. She is the most badass person you’d ever met and right now a red blush is rising on her cheeks.
“Wondering what?” You decide to turn your attention to Wanda, figuring that Nat could calm down if she weren’t the only center of attention, only to find the brunette is also blushing.“ What is it Wan?” 
Her soft green eyes rise to look into yours and she swallows.“ Well, we figured out that um, we started to feel differently towards you. Like, the feelings we had for each other became feelings that we both had for you.” 
It takes everything in you not to freeze up at her confession. A number of emotions swirl through you and you open your mouth to say something, only to register one particular word.
“Had?”
Wanda’s eyes widen but Natasha answers.“ Have. We currently feel this way about you and we were wondering if you would be interested in being with us?” 
Your face suddenly splits into a grin, one that both women immediately adore seeing.“ Are you being serious?” You ask and they both nod.
All this time you’d been falling for them and it turns out they’d fallen for you too. 
A quiet snicker escapes your lips and you shake your head, earning slightly confused looks from the women.“ You know, if I didn’t have feelings for you two this would’ve been a terrible plan.” 
While you can’t possibly imagine not loving them, you could picture and laugh at the awkwardness that would’ve ensued had you said no and the three of you were stuck up here together. 
“Well I don’t think it would’ve been that bad. We’re still best friends so a little awkwardness maybe but-”
“Nat,” Wanda cuts the redhead off, gaining her attention.“ You’re focusing on the wrong things lyubov.”
It’s then that Natasha addresses the beginning of your statement.“ Wait so you’ll go out with us?” 
Smiling, you nod.“ Yes I will. I’ve never done the whole poly thing but, I’m more than willing to try for you.” You turn your smile to Wanda,“ both of you.” 
They look past you to look at each other, bright smiles exchanged between them. Suddenly Wanda lunges towards you, wrapping you up in a big hug and peppering kiss over your face. 
A snort of a laugh leaves you as she kisses you and you hug her back with one arm, your other still occupied with your hand in Natasha’s. 
“Okay okay Maximoff. I love you too.” You say with another soft laugh.
She pulls back, smiling even brighter. Then a finger curls under your chin and your head is gently turned, eyes meeting another pair of gorgeous green eyes. 
“We love you too detka.” 
Ever so slowly she leans in and kisses you softly. You melt into the kiss, a quiet sigh of content at finally finally being able to do this. And when she pulls away, quickly pecking your lips again, you’re pulled into a kiss with Wanda. 
Her lips are a little softer than Natasha’s and she kisses you with a little more restraint.  
A quiet smack parts your lips and you lean back against Natasha.“ I think I could definitely get used to that.” 
Both women chuckle softly, Wanda leaning back against you and Natasha wrapping both arms around you and the brunette. 
Right there, sandwiched between the two women you love as the heat of the campfire warms you, you’re happy. 
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ragingbookdragon · 3 years
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My Brother's Best Friend Is The One For Me
Wally West x Batsis!Reader One-Shot
Word Count: 3.6K Warnings: Explicit Language
Author's Note: Got to rereading my Batsis fics and came across the "What A Flashy Romance" and wanted to do another one with Wally because I love him. Enjoy! -Thorne
Being the middle child and also the only girl in the Batfamily meant two things:
1. She had four brothers that treated her like a porcelain doll, despite the fact that she could throw a punch at 336 PSI.
And
2. She followed an unspoken rule that Dick and Jason’s friends were off limits when it came to dating.
In all, neither of those things were major problems. She’d learned at a young age how to avoid Dick and Jason’s overbearing-protective-brother-modes, and Tim and Damian were younger, so she didn’t have to worry about them. The second one was also avoidable—most of her older brothers’ friends were the same, and she wasn’t around most of them to develop any feelings.
Well, there was Wally, but it was just a crush. A stupid, little school-girl crush—that she’d never really grown out of—that didn’t matter in the slightest. Except whenever Dick brought him over to the house and she had to pretend that sitting next to him didn’t make her heart race like she’d run a mile.
And the most annoying thing about the whole crush is that she couldn’t tell if Wally was ever interested in her or not. Most of Dick’s friends, Garth, Kyle, Roy, they treated her like a little sister—hell, they even said “Love you lil sis!” to her regularly. And yet, Wally didn’t. Now, there was the occasional head pat, but even that was an affectionate gesture that siblings and SO’s did all the time. It was infuriating, and so was Wally—but she was going to sort it all out the next time he came over because the worst thing he could say was “No”, and either she needed to hear that…or “Yes”.
***
Normal Sundays for the Wayne household usually meant Ultimate Waffle Breakfast and sitting on your ass all day until patrol—it was the one day of the week where they could do anything and nothing and didn’t have to stick to schedules. Everyone loved Sundays, especially (Y/N), because it meant that all of her family was home, even Jason (who tried to deny that he enjoyed coming home to hang out, but if that mile long grin was any help, he was lying). And while everyone was home, that usually meant that everybody’s friends were coming over too.
***
She swiped the syrup out of Jason’s hand when he swung it back around, grinning at him when he glared at her.
“I was gonna use that, (Y/N),” he griped, and she shrugged, uncapping the bottle.
She tipped it over and watched the syrup lazily pour out of the container onto her waffles.
“You were taking too long.” Her eyes twinkled with humor. “I guess you were as…slow as molasses.”
While most of the table groaned at her terrible joke, Dick snorted into his milk, causing it to splatter on his plate and across the table.
“Nice one,” he coughed, wiping his face and the dark oak surface.
(Y/N) bowed dramatically. “Well, I did learn from the best.” When Dick’s face lit up, she turned to Alfred and smiled. “Alfie, thank you for teaching me your ways.”
The old butler merely tipped his head, a hidden smile crossing his lips at the way the eldest son’s jaw went slack. She turned her attention to Bruce who was quietly chewing, eyes following along the research paper she’d asked him to check out.
“Dad, what’s on your agenda for today?”
He swallowed and flicked a line out with a red pen, etching his own comment in the margin. “Lucius has a few ideas about some new gadgets he wanted to run by me.” Another line went out. “I’ll call him after breakfast.” Bruce looked at her. “You?”
(Y/N) nodded at the paper in his hands, then slapped Jason’s who was reaching over to take a piece of bacon from her plate. “Waiting for you to finish tearing me a new one so I can redo the paper.” She cut into the waffle with the side of her fork. “Once I salvage what little scientific dignity you’ve left me with, I’ll probably laze around.”
“You mean what you do normally?” Bruce quipped, grinning when she glowered at him; his eyes went back to her paper. “You’re doing well so far.”
She huffed. “Tell that to every red line you’ve marked out in that paragraph.”
He flashed the paper. “I’m writing in the margins how to change it. This isn’t a dissertation, sweetheart. You’re allowed to make mistakes. We all do.”
(Y/N) grumbled as her cheeks warmed and she went back to her plate as the conversation flowed around her.
Most of it was the discussion of what everyone was planning on doing, Damian was going to play video games, Tim was going to join him (which she knew was going to be fun while the moment lasted until the petty sibling rivalry got in the way and their gaming dwindled into a physical fight that she and probably Dick were going to have to break up), Jason was going to use the workbench in the cave to upgrade some gear, and Dick apparently,
“Wally and Garth are gonna come over later and hang out.”
She paused, mid-stab of her fork and looked at up. “Wally’s coming over?”
He nodded. “And Garth. We were gonna go to the mall and get some new clothes.”
Jason snorted, laying an arm over the backs of Tim and (Y/N)’s chairs. “Spending money with daddy’s credit card, Dickie?”
Dick smirked. “Just like you.” Jason merely matched his grin, and while the entire table was cracking up at Bruce’s frown, (Y/N) was silent, heart beating faster at the thought of seeing Wally.
“(Y/N)?” She startled and looked up at Dick.
“Huh?”
“I asked if you were okay. You got quiet all of the sudden.”
She smiled and shook her head. “Yeah, just thought about all of the corrections I’m gonna have to do because somebody CAN’T STOP MARKING OUT MY PARAGRAPHS.” Bruce merely smiled and knocked out another line.
It was a lie. It was the biggest lie she’d told right next to the one she told when Bruce had asked her where she was on prom night her senior year a few years ago—she was totally not saving a different sector of the universe with Kyle Rayner, she was dancing with Sam Reilly all night—she strongly believed her dad knew the truth—Batman knew everything.
Bruce handed the paper back to her and she groaned as she scanned the red lines on every page. It was going to take her hours to go over this.
Jason leaned over and read the title, “Cellular Division and Mutation Under Extreme Elemental Circumstances…a composition by (Y/N) Wayne.” He cocked a dark brow. “Go big or go home, huh, baby girl?”
(Y/N) hummed. “Doctor Halberd wanted us to pick challenging topics for the research paper this term.” A crooked smile crossed her lips. “I’m nothing if not ambitious about proving I’m smarter than everyone else.”
“You need another source,” Bruce murmured, sipping the steaming black coffee. “One-fourteen is good, but I’d go for one-fifteen.”
She groaned and dropped her head. “Are you kidding me? I had enough trouble gathering that many.”
“Why don’t you use Barry?” Tim piped up, mouth full of whip cream and strawberries.
“Master Timothy, we do not talk with our mouth full,” Alfred admonished, and Tim blushed.
(Y/N)’s head shot up and she stared at her brother. “That’s actually a good idea. Speedsters would make for perfect references about cellular division.” An idea popped into her head and she glanced at Dick. “And since Wally is com—”
“Nope,” Dick interrupted, pointing at her. “Wally is coming over to hang out, not to be poked and prodded to finish a paper.”
She let out a whine and turned to Bruce. “Dad, tell Dick to let me at least talk to Wally about it.”
Bruce turned his attention onto Dick. “Let your sister talk to Wally about her paper.”
“Oh, come on,” he complained and (Y/N) stood from her seat, hurrying around the table to stand behind Dick’s seat.
She draped herself over his shoulders, tucking her chin in the crook of his neck. “I promise I won’t be annoying if you let me come with you. I’ll ask two questions every thirty minutes and I’ll go do shopping on my own, so I won’t be in the way.” (Y/N) craned her neck and pulled the most pitiful puppy eyes she could. “Please?”
Dick’s eyes darted to her face and then he looked away. Just one more push.
“Please frate?” she begged and when his eyes went wide from the usage of his native tongue, she knew she’d won him over.
He deflated and let out a sigh. “Fine,” he grumbled. “You can come with us.”
(Y/N) squealed and pressed a kiss to his cheekbone, as she grabbed the paper and hurried towards the door. She halted and spun around, looking at her father.
“What do I need to be most specific about?”
“Division under elemental circumstances.”
She glowered at him. “No shit Sherlock. Specifics.”
“Molecular division under terrestrial gamma-ray flashes.”
“That’ll work,” (Y/N) nodded and exited to room.
Jason looked out the door then back to his brothers. “She’s way to excited about science sometimes.” They merely laughed.
***
She raised the red lace, cold shoulder V-neck shirt to her chest before frowning, and switching it with the full lace blue shirt with mini golden lightning bolt charms hanging off the trim. After a moment, she pulled the blue one down and sighed.
“You know, if you want to impress him, I’d wear the red shirt.”
She jumped and barely managed to suppress the scream that was coming up in her throat as she swiveled around to face her door. Jason stood in the doorway, a knowing look on his face. She could play this one of two ways: she could be truthful, or she could lie—she chose the latter.
“What do you mean?” He snorted and walked into her room, taking a seat at her desk.
“I mean if you’re trying to impress Wally, wear the shirt that’s the color of his suit, (Y/N).” She looked away and into the mirror, but she couldn’t escape the eyes boring into her back.
“Is it that obvious?” she asked quietly, and he laughed.
“That you’re head over heels for Dick’s best friend? Oh yeah. Totally.”
She sighed and sat on her bed, pulling the red top over her torso. “It’s just a crush.”
“Seems like more than a crush to me, baby girl.”
(Y/N) pulled the fabric down and looked at him. “Are you gonna tell Dick?”
Jason scoffed. “Do I look like a narc to you?”
She cocked a brow and deadpanned, “Just the other night you told dad that Damian lifted Two-Face’s wallet when he was being put in a cruiser.”
“Well, that wasn’t something important,” he countered and nodded at her. “This is.” He paused and shrugged. “Nah, I’m not gonna tell Dickhead. Play this out however you see fit, baby girl.”
(Y/N) stared at him for a moment then averted her gaze and let out a sigh; Jason huffed.
“That sounds like a heavy sigh, (Y/N). What’s wrong?”
She shrugged. “I don’t even know if Wally would be interested in me. He’s him and I’m me.”
Jason stood and walked over, kneeling in front of her. “Hey, what’s that supposed to mean?”
(Y/N) met his eyes. “Anytime he’s had a girlfriend she’s always been super strong or really outspoken.”
“And you’re not?” he quipped, causing her to huff.
“You know what I mean, Jay.”
He nodded. “Okay, so you’re not an Amazon or shoving your head up someone’s ass for a story. But you’re you.”
“And that means?”
“You’re the only daughter of the World’s Greatest Detective who’s a wicked smart science major by day and a badass vigilante by night.” He cupped her cheeks. “You are intelligent, warmhearted, talented, and absolutely beautiful.” Jason smushed her cheeks together and grinned as she giggled. “And if Wally doesn’t see any of what I just said, then he’s a damn fool and not worth your time. You hear me, baby girl?”
She nodded. “I hear you.”
Jason gave her a firm nod and let go, standing to his feet. “Now come on let’s go do your makeup.”
(Y/N) blinked. “You can do makeup?”
“Baby girl, I can do a lot of things. Now hurry up. That razor sharp eye liner and golden eyeshadow isn’t going to do itself.”
***
She waited beside Dick with a pleasant smile on her face, and despite the fluttering heartbeat in her chest, Jason’s pep talk kept running through her head and with every passing moment, she felt her confidence rising. He was right, if she told Wally and he didn’t feel the same, then it was his loss and her gain to move on and find someone else.
A black sedan pulled up at the manor and the passenger window rolled down, revealing Wally at the wheel and Garth in the passenger’s seat. Dick waved at them.
“Hey guys,” he greeted. “How was the drive over?”
“Oh, you know, we saw three carjacking’s and one armed robbery,” Garth quipped. “I assume that’s normal for Gotham though.”
“It’s a bit below average actually,” (Y/N) piped up. “Hi Garth. Hi Wally.”
Wally smiled and Garth waved in return as the two siblings started getting in the car.
“You’re coming with us, (Y/N)?” Wally questioned and she nodded.
“Do you want me to lie to you or give you the truth?”
He chuckled. “I’m always open for a good story.”
“I wanted to buy out Victoria’s Secret and piss off any boyfriends who are in hot water with their girlfriends.” The guys laughed and she admitted, “Truth though, I need one last source for a research paper.”
“Gonna find that source shopping?” Garth asked and (Y/N) caught Wally’s eyes in the rear-view mirror.
“Actually, my last source is Wally.”
They fell silent and looked at her, though the speedster’s focus was on the road.
“What are you gonna source Wally on?” The Atlantean inquired.
“My paper is over cellular mutation under distress from elemental conditions.” She smiled at Wally. “Our speedster here, is a walking subject perfect for the paper. I can only hope that he agrees to be a willing participant.”
Wally chuckled. “I’d be willing to part with a few secrets for you. Of course, I’d have to—”
“Remain anonymous.” (Y/N) winked. “I’m sure my professor would be okay with me citing ‘The Flash’ so long as I had a picture with him to back it up.”
“I like pictures,” he murmured, pulling into the parking lot.
“That’s good to know,” she replied and when he put the car in park, she took her purse and added, “So I’ll leave you boys to do your shopping and Wally, I’ll text you any questions I have.”
“You’re not gonna hang around?” Garth asked and she shook her head.
“Nah, I don’t wanna be the annoying little sister who follows her older brother and his friends around.” She smiled at them. “Besides, Dick was kind enough to let me come along. Least I can do is stay out of your way.”
(Y/N) opened the door and waved at them. “Text me when you’re ready to leave and I’ll meet you back here.”
***
Despite the initial joke that she was going to buy out the lingerie store, there was actually some truth in the statement, and she drew her fingers over one of the lace baby dolls as she looked at her phone, grinning like a dope at Wally’s response.
Well, I wouldn’t say I’d grow a second skin from how fast my cells regenerate, but I can make my body heal instantaneously. -W
Can you regenerate limbs or major organs? –(Y/I)
Major organs or useful ones? -W
(Y/N) paused at his response and thought for a moment. It was risky. Sending the text, she was thinking about was risky, but it’d sure get her point across that she was into him. With her heart hammering in her chest, she pushed send and stuck her phone in her pocket.
Whichever ones are useful to you, Wally? ;) –(Y/N)
Her phone didn’t buzz for a good minute, and Wally took less than a second to reply, so he was doing one of two things: A.) Telling Dick that his younger sister sent a flirty text, or B.) Trying to figure out how to let her down easy. (Y/N) didn’t know which one was worse. Her hip buzzed and she inhaled shakily, pulling her phone out of her pocket with one eye cracked open to see how screwed she was.
Do you have a useful one in mind, beautiful? -W
She had to clamp a hand over her mouth to keep from letting out the biggest gasp any human had ever made, and she nervously looked around her to make sure no one else was staring at her. She grinned as she replied to him.
Oh, I could think of one…or two or three…Why? Is there gonna be a pop quiz over this later? I’ll have you know I’m an excellent test taker. –(Y/N)
Is that so? Well, what happens if you were to fail this particular pop quiz, (Y/N)? -W
I guess you’d have to stay the night for a study session and help me make a better grade ;) –(Y/I)
As she waited for another response, someone’s hand touched the small of her back and she reacted, immediately stepping away from the offending touch to spin on them. Her eyes went wide when she saw Wally standing before her, a grin on his face, phone in his hand.
“I think an overnight study session is possible, (Y/N).”
Her mouth opened and closed repeatedly, like a fish until she finally got her brain to work and asked, “I thought you were shopping with Dick and Garth?”
He shrugged. “Told Dick you asked me an advanced question that’d be easier to answer in person than over text.” He wiggled his brows. “You know, advanced equations and scientific gibberish.”
(Y/N) huffed a laugh and turned back around, trying to ignore the heat in her cheeks as she picked up one of the teddies. And when she realized what it looked like, she only felt more flustered. Crimson with baby blue trimming and was practically a shoelace.
“Well, that’sa hint if there ever was one,” Wally quipped, and she pulled the lingerie out of his line of sight.
“It was just the first one I grabbed!” she exclaimed, snapping her mouth shut when people looked over at them. Her cheeks felt like they were wildfires, and she pressed her head against the cool metal of the rack, sighing with what little relief it provided.
“You know, (Y/N),” he started softly. “If you’re not comfortable, this doesn’t have to go anywhere. I can forget this ever happened if you want me to.” (Y/N) opened her eyes and peered at him, at the concern but also the kindness in his gaze.
“I just—” she murmured and trailed off before letting out a sigh. “It’s kinda complicated.”
“Okay,” Wally nodded. “My mouth might work faster than my brain sometimes but lay it on me.”
She cracked a smile and thought back on Jason’s words. If Wally doesn’t see any of what I just said, then he’s a damn fool and not worth your time.
(Y/N) took a deep breath and looked at him, admitting, “Wally, I have…feelings for you.” His eyes widened and though she felt the sting of embarrassment, she pushed out her words. “It’s stupid, like one of those dumb childhood crushes that just sticks with you, you know?”
She averted her gaze and looked at her peep toe heels. “I just don’t wanna screw anything up because even if you don’t feel anything like I do, I don’t wanna lose you as a friend. Because I do value your friendship.” She sighed. “And Dick. I don’t wanna make you uncomfortable about coming over to see him if there’s a chance you’ll have to see me too. I just—”
“Woah, woah, woah,” Wally interrupted gently, a smile growing on his face. “You’re thinking way big here, (Y/N). Bigger than you need to right now.”
She met his eyes. “Right now?” she repeated, and he reached out, taking her hand in his. His fingers felt tingly against her palm and he smiled.
“I like you, (Y/N).”
She blinked at him, practically dumbfounded. “You…you do?”
Wally nodded and confessed, “Have for a couple years, but I didn’t wanna make a move not knowing if you were interested.” His cheeks tinged pink, and he said, “But I’m glad you are. Like super glad.” (Y/N) giggled, suddenly feeling really foolish for all her worry and Wally let out a chuckle too.
She stared at him for a moment, relishing the coolness of his skin before pulling away, toying with the teddy in her other hand.
“So, about tonight…you staying over?”
Wally let out a groan and looked between her and the lingerie. “Probably, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to get away long enough to spend some time alone with you.”
(Y/N) let out a ‘pfft’ and winked. “I’m sure you’ll figure it out, Flash. You are the fastest man alive.”
“You’re into quickies? Good to know,” he grinned.
“Shut up,” she giggled.
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bokuroskitten · 3 years
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Okay so my request. 🥺
Poly relationship between Ushijima x reader x Bokuto. Reader feels super neglected due to both of them having super busy volleyball schedules. Of course she knew this when she started dating them. But she still gets lonely and needy. Both himbos don’t realize it due to them being well himbos. It’s not until they notice her clingy to a player from one of the teams who gives her attention. They confront her and she breaks down and spills her heart out to them. They give her the long awaited attention she needs. Can it possibly be smut please? 🥺🥺🥺
I hope this is everything you’re looking for love. Thank you for requesting and sorry it took a couple days. Please, enjoy. ❦
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𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔢
〈You know Bokuto and Ushijima are busy men, but the longer you’re away from them, the larger the ache becomes
〷 This piece contains haikyuu time skip spoilers 〷
❈ genre: Angst/Comfort, NSFW 18+ (Minors DNI)
❈ warnings: anxiety/insecurities, Poly Relations (Reader x Bokuto Koutarou x Ushijima Wakatoshi), size kink, dom/sub dynamics, make-up sex.
It wasn’t like they were ignoring you on purpose. Bokuto and Ushijima would never do such a thing. Usually, they were so good at giving you all the attention you needed, checking up on you and asking about your day even after long practices or games.
But things had gotten really busy for your two boyfriends as volleyball season was back in full swing. Playing for the Japanese national team left little time for leisure, leaving you to an empty house that usually was always filled with Bokuto’s laughter or the sound of Ushijima’s rock music. Your days were filled with checking empty group chats, rushing home to make dinner only to find you were the only one eating it, and barely managing to stay awake when the front door finally opened.
It was starting to be too much for you. And you needed them oh so badly. Some night you tried wearing Bokuto’s shirt with your fingers buried deep between your thighs only to find they weren’t long enough to reach your good spots. Or you’d call out Ushijima’s name louder and louder hoping it would bring you closer to a high but it always fell flat.
You started to give up from frustration, actually felt yourself avoiding mirrors or even their touch. You didn’t deserve it, didn’t want to see. Maybe they were doing this on purpose, maybe this was their way of telling you that you weren’t enough for them anymore. Maybe there was someone else, prettier and younger and more bubbly.
There was that one pretty girl who was always conveniently at their practices...
The thoughts began to weigh on you. Made you feel like in your little house of three you didn’t really belong. But you weren’t sure how to bring it up to the boys, not when they were working so hard, and certainly not when they were exhausted every time they came home. So you just kept it all in your chest, letting it build and grow and spread.
All you wanted to do on your day off was stay in bed, allow the covers to swallow you whole so you didn’t have to think about anything. But Bokuto insisted you get up, that grin on his face that usually had you grinning right back.
“Cmon Birdy! Come watch us today! The rest of the boys will be happy to see you too!”
Normally you would have been thrilled at the opportunity, spending the whole day watching your men do what they loved so much. But with everything you’ve been feeling it was hard. Still, you tried your best to match that grin of his, rolling out of bed and getting ready so you could go to their joint practice.
You sat where you usually did, on the first bleacher, front and centre. You were usually so engaged, cheering them on when they hit a particularly good spike or bringing them water when they needed, but today you found yourself distracted. Eyes wandering to the ceiling or fiddling with the hem of the skirt you wore.
You hadn’t even noticed the stranger that sat beside you, just how close he’d gotten. You were taken more back when he spoke so close to your ear, making you jump a little in your seat.
His laughter was so warm. Smooth and thick like honey. You didn’t recognize him, but boy was he handsome. Dark features, light eyes, a smile with a perfect set of teeth. “Sorry, didn’t mean to startle you pretty.”
Pretty— did he really think you were pretty? Not wanting to seem more like a dunce you forced words from your lips, a little nervous giggle following suit. “I-I was totally zoned out, you didn’t scare me too bad, promise.”
He was staring, and normally this would have made you uncomfortable. Normally you would have told a handsome stranger right away that you were happily taken. But the longer he stared the tighter you pressed your thighs together, the deeper your flush became. You basked in it, the attention you were so craving from your two boyfriends...
“You must be new, I’d recognize a beautiful face like yours.” Another clench of your thighs. You were biting your lip and then his hand was on your thigh. This is where you’d usually slap someone, or call your much larger partners to handle it. But you couldn’t take your eyes off his. And right now you didn’t want to, not when his thumb felt so smooth on your skin.
“What’s your name? And phone number, if your willing of course.”
He was wearing a jersey, one didn’t recognize. Maybe from an opposing team? You just giggled again, tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. Words were on the tip of your tongue when a heavy hand fell on your shoulder. The male's hand all but flew off your thigh, his eyes a bit narrowed as the all too familiar voice sounded behind you.
“Baby, come with me.” Ushijima’s voice didn’t waver, in fact, it was deeper than usual, laced with an emotion you couldn’t quite point out. Looking towards the court you saw Bokuto too, thick brows furrowed and arms crossed. Your lips twisted in a thin line as you stayed still a moment, only for Ushijima to easily haul you to your feet.
“W-Wakatoshi—“
“I said. Come.” There was a demand, one that had the frustration bubbling on your features. You tore yourself away from his grip but still stormed out of the bleachers. Bokuto was quick to follow, easily picking up with your pace and walking to your side.
“Baby... what was that...”
“Right in front of us too? Just disrespectful.” Ushijima spoke, now on your other side.
You could feel them, the hot and angry tears that began to swim in your gaze as you stormed towards an empty room. The two continued to talk, trying to understand. You never flirted so openly with others, especially didn’t let them touch you. They wanted answers, needed to know why.
But as soon as the door closed behind you, you snapped.
“It was nice getting attention for once you know!”
That shut them up quickly. Bokuto looked downright shocked, lips held open in a silent gasp while Ushijima still held that blank expression of his. He was going to be the first one to speak but you cut him off, finally letting the tears slip-free.
“I know you two are busy! I know that I signed up for it. But it’s been too much— I’ve been so so lonely... and no one ever seems to notice! Neither of you! I just— I miss my boys, I miss you two so much and it’s not fair... it’s not fair to feel this lonely when I have you both...”
Your voice faded with a small crack, the tears now pooling from your eyes. You tried your best to wipe them away, body beginning to tremble as all the feelings hit you at once. You felt bad yelling at them, seeing their looks of shock. But it was now or never, you had to get it out.
Arms were around you, and you had to blink out a couple tears to realize it was Ushijima who had pulled you in so close. One of his large palms cupped the back of your head, pressed you into his chest with a small little hum.
“Love... sorry you’ve been feeling this way—“
“Why didn’t you just tell us Birdy! We love you so much you know!” Bokuto was quick to follow suit, joining in on the hug which only seemed to make you more emotional. Finally being encased in their warmth, feeling their arms over yours. It was everything you had been wanting.
“I-I didn’t want to seem ungrateful.. and then I just got in my head... I thought maybe you two d-didn’t want—“
“Shush...” Ushijima murmured, not even allowing you to finish that sentence. He pulled away just enough so you could look both of them in the eyes. Bokuto was giving you a small little smile, hoping it would make those tears of yours go away, while Ushijima just sighed, smoothed his palm over your cheek to wipe away tears with his thumb.
“Baby, we love you so much, please don’t ever doubt that okay?” He made sure you nodded before continuing. “We’re sorry, sorry for making you feel unwanted.”
“So so sorry Birdy! I just love ya— well of course we both do but, I just love ya so so much!” Bokuto said with enthusiasm, his smile growing when you let out a little giggle. You wiped away the remainder of your tears, chest a bit shaky as you looked between your two boys. You could see, how genuinely sorry they were. You knew deep down that they would never stop loving you, but hearing it, seeing it on their faces, made the weight that had been sitting in your chest lift.
“I love you both... love you, Bo, love you Ushi...”
“Tonight will be all about you pretty bird, all night just for you,” Bokuto said, pulling you back into a hug that you happily got swallowed into. Ushi nodded in agreement, his palm smoothing over the back of your head as you swayed in Bokuto’s embrace.
❦ ❦ ❦ ❦
The evening really had been all about you. From the way Bokuto carried you bridal style into your shared apartment, to the way Ushijima had slowly stripped you in front of the full-length mirror, murmuring in your ear all his favourite parts of your lovely body. Now you were situated in Ushijima’s lap, naked body covered in a light layer of sweat as your chest rose and fell at a quick pace.
“P-Please Sir, want more, need more.” Your voice was nothing more than a whine that was easily shushed by Ushijima. His thick thighs tensed a bit around your own, pulling your legs further apart in the process. “Be patient baby girl, want you to feel every inch of Daddy’s cock.”
Bokuto was struggling to go slow as well, the urge to just thrust wildly into your perfect cunt filling his chest. The look Ushijima shot him told him to keep up this slow pace, for you. So he went in just another inch, making the two of you groan in unison.
“That’s it...” Ushijima’s voice was huskier than usual, large hand palming at your chest as he nodded His eyes were glued to your splitting pussy. “Another inch Bo, just one.”
And it went on just like that until Bokuto’s hips kissed the backs of your thighs, his head rolled back in a pleased moan as you squirmed in Ushijima’s grip. “Beautiful...” Ushi mumbled, his palm slithering down your body to rest on the bulge left in your stomach by Bokuto’s cock. You whimpered at the touch, cheeks feeling hot as his hand slid down to your pussy, traced the way your lips stretched around Bokuto’s throbbing length.
“You’re so stretched around Daddy’s cock baby, you see that? See how Bo can just split you open?” He took hold of your jaw with his free hand, making sure you were looked down at your full pussy. “S-see it Sir, and it feels so good.”
“Fuck yeah it does, this pretty pussy was made for me.” Bokuto rumbles out, his muscles tensing as he suddenly jutted his hips, his tip slapping against your cervix and making you yelp. Ushijima tsked at that, brows furrowing a bit as he snatched one of Bokuto’s hands, made him press it into the place where you and him met. “You need to be patient to Bo, just appreciate how little our baby is, how her perfect cunny stretches just for us. Isn’t it wonderful?”
Bokuto was basically drooling, his fingers pressing along the bulge on your tummy, the one he made. He licked his lips, before a grin curled on his handsome face. “It’s so so wonderful, the best fucking cunt ever. Going to fill you up over and over again tonight pretty girl, make sure you're stuffed absolutely full of Toshi and I so you never doubt again just how much we love you.”
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Sometimes Life Gets in the Way (Peter Parker x Reader)
Warnings: ANGST. LIKE HOLY CRAP THERE WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THIS MUCH ANGST. IT WAS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE SMUT, BUT I’M SITTING HERE CRYING. THERE IS ALSO SMUT; minors do not read. Probably swearing, this is a female reader. I know I said that most of these would be a gender neutral reader, but from now on, I’ll just specify both of them. 
There will probably be more female reader ones posted since those are easier for me to write and I relate with them more. I don’t specify anything about apperance in any of my fics, so hair colour, skin colour, and size don’t matter. The only thing is, I write a shorter reader since I would personally have to tilt my head back to make eye contact with any of the heroes. I’m not as short as some people, but I’m definitely not the tallest in my friend group. And if I make a character that much taller than you, just picture the actors bigger, or put that lovely imagination of yours to good use. Instead of 4 inch heels, maybe you just make up for that in legs, loves. I hope you enjoy this!
Word Count: 9594 (Officially the longest thing I’ve written!)
You had been dating Peter Parker for the last 3 years, and you had been best friends for the last 13. You were there when he got bit by the spider that gave him his powers, and although you didn’t get any, you were a superhero in your own right. You weren’t the daughter of one of the Avengers, nor were you related to any of them. You did see Clint as a father figure, but as you had known him since birth, it made sense. Your parents were SHIELD agents, and they died about 3 years ago, just a few weeks after you started dating Peter. Since you had no family, and were old enough to throw a punch, (you live in New York, let’s be real here,) SHIELD allowed you to work with the Avengers, since your parents were high-level agents and you grew up running around Stark Tower. You and Peter often teamed up, Spiderman and Shadow, and while neither of you told Ned or MJ, you didn’t feel like you needed to blurt out the secret since there was one other person your age that knew.
Throughout the last few years, Tony had allowed you and Peter to move into the Avengers Compound, you had both graduated highschool last week, so now you were moving in full time.
“We did it, princess.” Peter said, flopping down on his new bed. While moving into the Compound, the both of you had only stayed there for weekend visits and breaks because of school, so nothing was ever set up the way you wanted it, nor was it the way you left it.
“Damn right we did, sweetie.” You replied, laying down next to him.
“Cuddles and movies until we fall asleep?” He asked, giving you his puppy dog eyes and shifting closer.
“Pete, gross. We’re both all sweaty from lifting boxes, hanging posters and clothes, and just generally organizing shit. And it’s July in New York. It’s fucking hot. If anything, I want to lay under a fan and know that you’re still here with me.”
“Alright, Y/N. What if we both take cool showers and sit in the main room where the ventilation is better? We can grab some snacks and call it date night?”
You rolled your eyes and smiled, “How is it you never fail to make me agree?”
“Because you love me.” He replied cheekily.
“I do love you.” You kissed his cheek and stood up, leaving his room and heading to yours to shower. “Meet in 30?” You asked, calling behind you.
“Sounds good! I’ll pop the popcorn!”
“I’ll bring the candy and drinks!”
~~~~~~~~~~
45 minutes later, you and Peter were both wearing a t-shirt and shorts, had turned the big fan on in the main room, and were cuddled up watching Empire Strikes Back, since you had rolled your eyes and let Peter pick again. You were, admittedly, a nerd, but you never understood his fascination with Star Wars. You had both fought aliens and had both been to space, you didn’t exactly get how some guy with daddy issues was gonna save the whole universe, but you never mentioned it to Peter. Mostly because he was gonna try to explain it, and no matter how many times he did, you just gave him that look that said “I love you, and I love that you care about this, but don’t drag me into it.” And without fail, he stopped.
“Are you sure you’re okay with watching it?” Peter asked. “I know you don’t really like Star Wars.”
You threw your feet over his lap and snuggled further into his side, Peter wrapped one arm behind your back and the other across your feet, effectively protecting the popcorn bowl from falling. “Since I’ll be asleep once I finish my popcorn, yeah, this is fine, babe.
Tony picked this moment to walk in. “Ooh, are you watching Star Wars?” He then saw the two of you snuggled up together. “Really? You two are gonna sit that close?”
“We’ve been dating for 3 years, and you’re interrupting date night, Mr. Stark.” Peter explained as you yawned and shifted to sit even closer to Peter, resting your head on his shoulder.
“Y/N, how are you sleeping through this?” Tony asked, sitting on the couch with the both of you.
“We watch this movie somewhere between one and ten times a month, and have for at least a year and a half.” You told him. 
“Plus, she’s not a huge Star Wars fan.”
“How dare you?”
“I like Harry Potter, shut up.” You nuzzled into Peter and kissed his shoulder softly. “Good night, I love you.” You mumbled, falling asleep already.
“Damn, she usually makes it a little further than that.” Peter chuckled softly. “Good night, princess, I love you too.”
~~~~~~~~~~
The next morning, you woke up in Peter’s room, in his bed, without Peter. “Uh, JARVIS, where’s Peter?” You asked softly.
“Mr. Parker is making breakfast in the main kitchen, Miss L/N.” The AI responded at the same level, Tony’s coding to the rescue again, although it was probably to deal with his hangovers, it was helpful for the rest of you nonetheless. Putting on one of Peter’s your shirts and a different pair of shorts, with pockets for your phone, you walked softly into the kitchen to find Peter making pancakes with all your favourite toppings. You looked at him lovingly for a minute before walking up behind him and wrapping him in a hug.
“Oh, baby girl. It’s just you.”
“Missed you, honey,” you told him, planting kisses across his bare back, since Peter always slept without a shirt. “Woke up alone and the bed was cold.”
He turned around in your arms and kissed your forehead. “I’m sorry, sweetheart. I wanted to surprise you with breakfast in bed after our long day yesterday.”
“Thank you.” You said softly, sitting down at the island so he could keep cooking. “You’re the best.”
“Only for you, princess.”
Sam walked in at that moment, presumably coming back from his run with Steve. “Holy shit, the kid is built!” Peter went to say something in response, but just kind of zoned out in Sam’s direction.
“Peter,” you snapped him out of his daze, “sweetheart, the pancakes.”
“Right, thank you, Y/N.” He said, turning back to the stove and flipping the pancakes.
“Leave him alone, Sammy, we had a long day yesterday.” You told him, getting back up to start the coffee machine.
“Oh, what, moving?”
“We woke up at 4AM, packed everything the two of us had in May’s apartment into boxes and garbage bags, carried them all onto the subway because Happy was too busy sleeping to pick us up and Mr. Stark was out at a gala of sorts or whatever. We somehow missed our stop because we both fell asleep, had to wait at the station until a different train showed up to take us back, caught a bus that brought us to the main road, 20 minutes from the front gates, and we had to lug all of our stuff with us the whole time. And we still had to set everything up, and it was noon by the time we actually got here. In the rain the whole time, nonetheless.” You explained, nicking a berry out of Peter’s bowl of fruit.
“Oh, kiddos. Why didn’t you call one of us? We would’ve picked you up so you didn’t have to do that.” Steve said, grabbing a bottle of water out of the fridge.
“We called all of you, Captain.” Peter said, loading up a plate with pancakes for you and putting new ones in the pan. “You, Mr. White Wolf, and Mr. Wilson were all sparring in the gym because it was raining and you didn’t want to run outside. Ms. Romanoff was visiting Mr. Barton on the farm, so neither of them could come get us; Dr. Banner was sleeping since he Hulked out on the last mission, Mr. Thor and Mr. Loki are off-world, and we’re, frankly, both terrified of calling Dr. Strange or Mr. Wong when it’s not an emergency, so we didn’t bother. The Guardians aren’t here, neither is Captain Marvel, and Mr. Lang is in San Francisco with Hope, Hank, and Cassie.”
“Plus, neither Maximoff twin can drive.” You added, pouring coffee into your favourite mug.
Steve sighed, “Kiddos, we would’ve stopped training if you had told us what you needed. If you had called back and said that no one else could help you, we would’ve gotten one of the cars and grabbed all your stuff for you.” He took the coffee pot once you were done with it, and poured coffee into his favourite mug.
“Well, Captain, you could’ve just helped us the first time when we mentioned moving, rain, and the lack of Mr. Stark.” You said softly, cutting into your pancakes. You shoved your fork into your mouth and closed your eyes in bliss, moaning softly. “Peter, holy fuck,” you swallowed, “these are the best pancakes ever.” When you opened your eyes, Peter was flushed and staring at you with his jaw dropped slightly, Sam was smirking and glancing between the two of you, and Steve was also flushed while sipping at his coffee.
“Oh, shit, where are my manners? Captain Rogers, Mr. Wilson, do you wanna have breakfast with us?” Peter asked, plating up more pancakes. Steve took the plate out of his hands gratefully, and slid the syrup away from you.
“Thanks, kid.” He said, sitting next to you, before taking a bite. “Oh my God, Y/N’s right, these are the best pancakes ever.”
“Okay, well, now I have to try them, Spidey. If you two don’t mind us interrupting your breakfast date and fuck.” Sam said, sitting next to Steve.
“Date and what?” You said, sputtering into your coffee.
“Oh, I know you know what the word means, you use it all the time. Plus did you not see the way he just looked at you? You guys just need to fuck and he’ll be fine.” Sam explained.
“I- uh- we-” You started, eloquently as ever.
“We haven’t- both still-” Peter continued, stammering as he dealt with the pancakes.
“Not that far- virgins- just- haven’t done it.” You finished the sentence together, both blushing messes as you turned back to your heavenly pancakes and Peter slid a plate towards Sam, who took the syrup from Steve.
“Oh, well, kids, you just needed to do it. It’s nothing to be worried about.” Sam said.
Steve shook his head, “Sam, you know it’s not always that easy. Plus they’re still kids. They’re not even both 18 yet, you know that.”
You glanced between the two, not knowing what to say, and having finished your pancakes already, you stood, putting your plate in the sink and kissing Peter’s cheek. “Thank you for breakfast, baby.” You headed downstairs to Tony’s lab to help him with anything he needed today. You did see him as a bit of an uncle figure, not that you’d ever tell him that.
“Good morning, kiddo.” He said, acknowledging you after you handed him a coffee mug.
“Were you down here all night?” You said, sitting in the back seat of one of his old cars.
“No, just for a couple hours. Did I hear Sam and Steve come into the kitchen while you and Peter were having a breakfast date?”
“Yeah, Sam told us we just need to fuck.”
Tony sputtered on his drink in a similar fashion to what you had done not even 20 minutes ago. “What? But you guys haven’t made it that far yet!” You didn’t even say anything, you just gave him the ‘no shit, really?’ look. “I know. I know you know that. But can I ask how far you have gone?”
“Honestly?”
“Please.” He said, clinking his mug with yours.
“Well..” you started, trying to buy yourself time, “I mean we cuddle all the time, and we’ve kissed.” You shrugged a little. “Any time it’s gone to go further than that, either we’ve had a mission, or someone else has walked in, or May came home and neither of us felt right doing anything more than kissing with her home.” You said, looking anywhere but Tony.
“That’s okay, kiddo. Have you made out or just kissing?” He asked softly.
“What’s the difference?”
“Tongue.”
You snorted softly in derision, “Just kissing then.” You paused, trying to get your thoughts straight. “I dunno, Mr. Stark. It’s not that I don’t wanna do it with Peter, I do! I just really don’t know anything. Like I mean, I know stuff in theory and I know how things work, but execution and actually doing things is very different than just knowing about it.”
“Don’t worry about it, kiddo. You’ll both know what to do when the time is right.” Tony said, wrapping his arm around your shoulders.
You rested your head on his shoulder. “I dunno, Mr. Stark. I’m just really nervous about it.” You put your mug down on one of the tables DUM-E had moved closer to you and Tony, and Tony put his mug down on the other side of the car.
“Hey,” he tilted your head up towards him, “you and I both know that Peter will take care of you. If you ask him to go slow, he will; no matter what you ask him to do, he will, okay?” He pulled you into a hug, and you closed your eyes as you rested your forehead in the crook of his neck. “I promise you, there’s no need to be nervous, okay?”
“I know, I’m just overthinking it. I always overthink everything. It’s stupid, I’m sorry, you probably don’t even care.”
“Of course I care. My father was terrible, and he was so pissed when he found out that I had lost my virginity before marriage. I don’t care if you and Peter want to do it and then you end up breaking up, that happens. I just want you two to be safe, and there’s no need to be nervous since everybody can see how much you love each other. You are both virgins, right?”
“Yeah, I mean, we’ve been together for 3 years, Tony. And like 3 weeks after we got together was when my parents were killed. And while it was hard to grieve my mom, since she was always crazy busy, and just crazy in general.. I miss my dad. He wasn’t always the best dad, and yeah, he missed some concerts and school trips, but they were both SHIELD agents, so I understood as I got older. But he was always there when I needed him, and he let me do things that my mom wouldn’t, like watch movies, play video games my mom would never have allowed me to even own, and he let me run around with Peter, Ned, MJ.” A few tears slipped down your face and you nuzzled further into Tony’s shoulder. “God, Tony, I miss him. Why did he have to go?”
“I know,” he rubbed your back, “I know, sweetie.” You let out a soft sob and curled your fingers into Tony’s shirt. He kept whispering words of reassurance to you and after a few minutes, he saw Peter coming into the lab, with damp hair and one of your favourite shirts of his, evidently having showered after breakfast.
You felt yourself being lifted into someone’s arms, and you opened your eyes a little and saw a very watery Peter. “Hey, hey, baby girl, you’re okay. I’m right here.” He carried you back upstairs to his bedroom, and went next door to your room to grab your favourite stuffed animal. It was a white rabbit with a pink lace scarf that you had named Ruby after your dad had won it for you at Coney Island when you were a kid. Peter came back, handed you Ruby, and wrapped his arms around you as you cried.
Much like Tony had just a few minutes ago, Peter whispered words of reassurance to you until the crying had stopped and you were left dehydrated and sniffling. “Can I go grab you some Gatorade or water?” You shook your head, attempting to burrow further into his chest while squeezing Ruby to yours. “Okay, okay. That’s alright. JARVIS, would you get someone to grab some Gatorade or water for Y/N?” Peter asked softly.
“Of course, Mr. Parker.” The AI responded at the same level, and a moment later there was a knock on the door.
“Kiddos?” Clint said softly. “Are you okay in there? Can I come in?”
“You can come in, Mr. Barton. I’m okay, but Y/N’s been crying pretty hard.”
Clint opened the door and poked his head in to find you curled into Peter, much like you were after you were told about your parents dying. He passed Peter two bottles of Gatorade and two reusable water bottles, one for each of you, although, from the looks of it, you needed it more. “Hey sweetie.” Clint said softly. You waved your hand a little in response. “Can I ask why we’re crying today?”
“Dad.” You signed, remembering a little of what Clint had taught you.
“We’re missing Dad?” You nodded. “That’s okay. Remember that philosophy I taught you? There’s a box, and that box has a button and a ball in it. Every time that ball hits the button, you get sad, and the ball is your grief. At first, the ball is always touching the button, but after a while, as the ball gets smaller, it hits the button less and less often. Your ball bounced right into the button today, and that’s okay. You wanna tell us what happened, maybe something caused this?”
“JARVIS.” Still not trusting your voice, since you were prone to start crying again, you fingerspelled the word.
“JARVIS? Oh, he’ll explain it to us?” Clint asked, wrapping an arm around you. You nodded again as JARVIS began to explain everything to your boyfriend and your father figure. “Oh, sweetie. I’m sorry. I can’t even imagine how hard this must be for you.”
“I’m so sorry, Y/N/N, I didn’t even think about how hard graduation was for you. Now, you want the red gatorade or the blue gatorade?”
“Red please.” You whispered. Peter handed you the bottle and put a straw in it so that you didn’t have to tilt your head back or sit up. You sipped at it slowly before nuzzling back into Peter. “I want my Daddy back,” you sniffled, nosing at the collar of his shirt.
“I know, I know you do, princess. I wish he could be here for you too.” He allowed a couple of tears to slip down his face as Clint got up to give the two of you some privacy.
Clint let his head rest against the door for a moment after shutting it behind him, muttering, “These kids will be the death of us,” before going off to find Nat and some of the others to give an update on your both.
You felt something wet against your cheek, and it wasn’t one of your tears, so you pulled your head out of the crook of Peter’s neck. “Baby, please don’t cry.” You said, sniffling.
“But Y/N/N, I wanna help you, but I can’t. I can’t bring your dad back, I can’t make you less upset about it, and I don’t know how to help you grieve.” Peter told you, sniffling and wiping at his eyes.
You pressed your forehead to his, “I don’t need you to do any of that for me, love.” You sniffled again, wishing not for the first time that crying didn’t come with a runny nose. “Besides, one of us needs to be mentally stable, and it’s definitely not me.”
Peter sniffled again after chuckling, “It’s not me either, princess.”
“Mentally unstable orphans for the win?” You asked, chuckling.
“That checks out, baby girl. But I’m not sure we’re winning, to be fair.” He responded, placing a small kiss on your lips. “But how can I help you feel better now? What do you want?”
“You.” You replied softly, looking away from his questioning gaze and taking another sip of your Gatorade.
“Me? What do you mean by that, sweetheart?” You pressed your lips to his firmly, and cautiously licked his bottom lip. “You uh, you want me like that?”
“Of course I do, Peter. I know you’d never hurt me, I’m always safe with you and I trust you. I want you to be my first.”
He exhaled deeply, “Oh thank fuck. I want you to be my first too, Y/N. But you want it now?”
“We don’t have to if you aren’t ready.” You said, linking your hands behind his neck.
“I mean, I’m ready, princess, I’m just kinda worried that you might not be.”
You kissed him softly and cupped his face in your hands. “Okay. In a couple days?”
“Sure, baby girl.”
~~~~~~~~~~
That was three full days ago, and you were dying. You had been horny as shit for the past week, but with graduation and moving you were too tired to do anything about it. Plus then, Peter wasn’t sure you were in the right mental state to do anything with you and it all just culminated into you wanting to jump his bones.
You groaned while writing out some reaction formulas for chemistry, it wasn’t homework, it was for Bruce, since he had hired you as his lab assistant. Peter worked under Tony, as he preferred to be more hands on in his work; and you worked under Bruce since you preferred to be a little more theoretical. While experiments were always fun, you loved predicting what would happen before the two of you did the actual experiment. But you had been sitting in the lab all day trying to figure out all of this shit.
“Sweetheart?” Peter asked. “Are you alright?”
You shifted in your seat again, “I just can’t get comfortable, honey. I’m alright. It’s been a long day.”
Peter kissed your head softly, “Are you sure that’s all, princess?” He whispered, pressing his chest to your back. “I can smell you.” He muttered into your ear.
“I’m good,” you whimpered softly.
“Are you sure about that, baby girl?” Peter lifted you over his shoulder and carried you upstairs.
“Uh, kiddo? Where are you going?” Tony asked when Peter got to the top of the stairs.
“Just gotta take care of something, Mr. Stark. We’ll see you in the morning.” He replied, walking away.
“Peter! What are you doing?!” You exclaimed as Peter chuckled and walked into the kitchen.
“That’s a good question, kiddo. What are you doing?” Bucky asked, eyeing the two of you suspiciously.
Peter chuckled again, “I just gotta take care of my girl, Mr. White Wolf, sir.”
“T-take care of your girl?” You asked from your place on his shoulder.
“That is what you wanted, isn’t it, princess?” He asked, worried.
“I-oh wait, you mean like that?!”
“Yes?”
“Oh,” you paused, “then mush, baby. Go.” You smacked his ass.
Bucky laughed, “I’d say ‘let us know how it goes’, but between the two of you, you’ll turn into a shade of tomato and we won’t know anything.” You blushed and swatted at Peter’s ass lightly.
“I’m going, baby girl. I’m going.” Peter chuckled, blushing as he walked away. “Your room or mine?” He asked softly.
“I don’t care. You pick.”
Peter walked into his room, as it was closer, and threw you softly onto the bed. You sat up, grabbed his face, and pulled it to yours. The kiss was messy, messier than either of you had ever had. “You’re really excited, aren’t you, sweetheart?”
“I want you, Peter.”
“We gotta take it slow, baby. I don’t wanna hurt you.” Plus, I don’t know what I’m doing, he added in his head.
“Okay, I know you won’t, but okay.” You breathed out.
“We need a safe word, just in case of anything.” He said softly.
“Pineapple.” You told him, it being the first thing that came to mind.
He chuckled softly, “Pineapple?”
“Yeah,” you replied, “pineapple.”
“Works for me,” he told you, kissing your lips again, before kissing both your cheeks, and working to under your ear with his lips.
“Peter,” you whined, “touch me.”
“I am touching you, princess. You’ll have to use your words.” He replied.
“Oh, please don’t tease me. I want your hands on my tits, Pete.”
He continued kissing down your neck until he got to the collar of your shirt. “Can I take this off?” He asked. You nodded. “Words, baby.”
“Yes, you can take it off.” Peter pulled your shirt over your head and threw it on the floor. You pulled him down with you and you laid back down and kissed him again. “Fuck, Peter, I never wanna stop kissing you.” You tugged at his collar, “Off, please.”
Pulling his shirt off, Peter planted himself on his elbows, hovering over you. “Are you feeling okay?”
“Yeah, please keep going.” You were taking deep breaths, trying to keep your heart rate at a normal level.
“Are you sure?”
“Please, Peter. Please don’t stop. Please touch me.” You begged.
Peter kissed you softly, “Like that, baby?” You moved his hands to cup your tits through your bra, and kissed him again. “Can I take it off?” He asked, pulling back.
“Yes, please.” You told him, arching your back so he could reach the clip. Peter undid your bra, and threw it on the ground with both your shirts.
“You’re so fucking hot, baby.” He said, planting his face in your tits. Peter kissed, licked, sucked, and lightly bit at them while sliding one of his hands down your stomach.
“Oh, fuck, Peter. It feels so good, please don’t stop.” You praised him and he stiffened. “Are you alright, honey?” You asked softly. 
“I liked that,” he mumbled into your tits, “the praise. I like it.”
“Yeah? You want me to tell you you’re doing a good job?” You asked, sitting up on your elbows.
He whimpered, kissing down the rest of your torso. “Please.” When Peter got to the waistband of your shorts, he slid off the bed and kissed up each of your legs until he got to the hem of each leg. “Can I take these off?” He asked.
“Yes, you can take them off, sweet boy. You’re making me feel so good, Peter.”
Peter visibly shuddered at your praise before pulling your shorts down your thighs. “Oh my God, baby girl, you’re so wet. I can see it through your panties.” He snapped the waistband of them against your hip, “And these?” He asked softly.
“Yeah, Yes, please.” He had barely even touched you and you were so warm and honestly ready to just fuck yourself soon if he didn’t. Peter slid your panties down and off your feet throwing them with all of your other clothes.
He slipped one of his fingers between your thighs, and pulled them open a little further with his other hand. “Is this alright?”
“If you stop, I’ll kill you.” You told him, leaning back onto the bed instead of continuing to rest on your elbows.
Peter sucked small hickies across your inner thighs and slid one finger through your wetness before pushing just the top of it into you. You gasped. “Are you okay?
“Yeah,” you said breathlessly, “I’m okay, it just feels weird.”
“Good weird?” He asked.
“Good weird.” You replied. “Just give me a minute.”
After a few moments, you tangled your fingers into Peter’s curls and squeezed lightly. “Are you good, baby girl?”
“Yeah, you can go.” You said softly, amazed at how gentle Peter was being. Not that you didn’t think Peter would be gentle with you, but you had heard horror stories of the first times of some of the girls in your graduating class. The guys didn’t care enough to prep them, none of them came, and so much other shit. Since a lot of your time of self-discovery was spent being a superhero and grieving the loss of your parents, you had never really even masturbated, you didn’t know a lot that you should.
“Am I hurting you?”
“No, no, baby. You’re good. Feels good.”
“You’ve been quiet.”
“Sorry, honey. I was thinking about what I heard some of the other girls saying after their first time. You’re being so gentle.” You smiled at him, sitting up on the elbow that didn’t have a hand in Peter’s hair.
He smiled back up at you, pressing his one finger in a little further. “Of course I am, princess. I love you, I wanna take care of you.”
You gripped his hair a little tighter as he did, before releasing it and letting your fingers just play with the curls. “Thank you. Will you let me take care of you too?”
“Of course I will.” He told you, kissing your hip bone as he did.
“KIDS!” There was pounding on Peter’s door.
“Don’t come in here!” You both exclaimed.
Steve, Sam, and Clint all burst through the door at once, and Peter threw himself on top of you so they wouldn’t see anything. “Woah, what the fuck!”
“We said ‘don’t come in here’!” You yelled at them while Peter busied himself with sucking a hickey on your neck.
“Are you even wearing-” Sam started.
“Get out! Whatever it is, you can wait 2 minutes for us to get dressed.” The three nodded, backed out of the room, and shut the door. You pushed Peter off you lightly, “Another time, love. It’s okay.”
Peter stood up and passed you your clothes. “I know. We’ll figure it out.” He threw his shirt back on and turned around for you to get dressed.
You chuckled at his chivalry, “Peter, you’ve seen me naked.” You started putting your clothes back on as you watched his blush spread to his arms.
“KIDS!” Steve called again.
“We’re coming, Captain!” Peter responded. You clipped your bra behind your back and threw your shirt on over your head. 
You grabbed Peter’s hand and squeezed it lightly as you both walked out of his room. “We got this. It just wasn’t the right time.” 
He wrapped his arm around you, “Yeah, we got this, baby girl.” Peter told you, kissing your forehead. “You did good.”
“Please say that again.” 
“What?” He asked, pausing for a moment before it dawned on him. “Oh, you wanna be my good girl?” Peter whispered in your ear.
“Please.” You whimpered softly. 
“Please what, kiddo?” Sam asked as you both walked into the meeting room where everyone else was.
“Please get me out of this boring meeting before it’s even started.” You fired back.
“Normally we wouldn’t have interrupted you, kiddos.” Tony started.
“Especially knowing what the two of you were doing.” Bucky interjected.
“But we have some news.” Tony finished.
“Y/N, we’ve found the people who killed your parents.” Steve said. 
Your face dropped and quickly contorted into anger from the sarcastic smirk it had been in moments earlier. “What?”
“Yeah, we’re heading out in the morning to take care of them.” You stormed out of the room and went to god-knows-where, to work out your anger. 
Peter went to follow you, but stopped in the doorway before leaving, “Captain, do you have any idea what we were doing before you walked in?” He asked.
“Yeah, kid, I do.” Steve replied softly.
“Do you now have any idea what Y/N/N is gonna associate that with?” He continued.
“Is that really all you’re worried about, Peter? Sex?” Clint asked.
“Of course not!” He shouted. “I’m worried about Y/N! I’m always worried about Y/N! She was already not in a great headspace, happy that I was actually gonna take care of her instead of what most guys do at our age! She heard from other girls that the guy essentially just uses them as a tool to get off instead of caring about them and giving them pleasure! And now she’s gonna be slipping into the headspace she’s in now every time we go to do anything because she’s gonna go from flirty to angry because she’s gonna associate flirting to immediately followed by bad news! And who’s gonna have to pick up the pieces? Me! Because none of you give enough shits to take care of her!” Peter stormed out, following you and asking JARVIS to find you.
~~~~~~~~~~
The next morning, JARVIS woke you and Peter up early so you could get ready for the mission. You spent the half an hour before breakfast grumbling about needing a mission today, being interrupted last night, somebody just had to surface last fucking night from killing your parents three fucking years ago, and many more things Peter couldn’t make out. You were not having a good morning.
“Hey kiddo.” Steve said softly, sitting next to you on the jet. “I’m sorry about last night. We should’ve waited until after or this morning.”
“It’s alright, Captain. I understand it needed to be said.” You replied, trying to not spend the entire plane ride crying.
Peter pulled you into a hug. “I’m sorry as well, Captain. I shouldn’t have blown up at any of you last night. So, I’m sorry too.” He paused to sniffle. “The death of Y/N’s parents hit us both hard, and hearing that their killers resurfaced in a moment where we were already emotional didn’t make things better.”
Clint knelt at your feet and grabbed both your hands. “We shouldn’t have sprung anything on you last night. We’re all sorry. Next time you two are getting to it, JARVIS won’t let any of us interrupt you.”
“It’s being called the “BOOOOONE?!” protocol.” JARVIS said, playing the clip of Captain Holt from Brooklyn Nine-Nine. This caused you both to start chuckling, you into watery laughs and Peter giggling in a much higher register than normal.
~~~~~~~~~~
When the jet landed, you were the last one out, right behind Peter. The plan was- actually, there wasn’t a plan, you were just gonna storm the place and kick ass. Most importantly, you were going to kick ass. Somebody was gonna pay.
“Y/N L/N,” someone said from behind you as you all entered the building. “Daughter of Agent Y/D/N L/N and Agent Y/M/N L/N.” You and Peter turned around. “Girlfriend of Spiderman, official Avenger, and top of her graduating class at Midtown High.” The shadowy person continued. [Your Dad’s Name and Your Mom’s Name]
“Wait, I thought I was top of the class.” Peter said.
You sighed softly, “Nope, I was.”
“We’ve been watching you, Y/N. Or do you prefer Shadow now?” You felt Tony’s metal hand at your back and you knew all the Avengers were behind you as you faced this mysterious figure.
“Who are you?” You asked, taking a step back. The person took a step into the light, they were wearing a hood so you couldn’t see their face, but you recognized their build from somewhere. This was someone you knew at some point.
“I’m your worst nightmare, kiddo.” They said, walking to a computer you hadn’t noticed and pulling up security footage. “Did anyone ever tell you how your parents died?”
“On a mission, they were infiltrating a HYDRA base.” You said softly.
While clicking on the computer mouse, his hood fell off. It was your dad’s best friend from when you were little, but why couldn’t you remember his name? He pushed you and Peter on the swings, babysat when your parents were on date night, it was- “Uncle Brock?”
“Rumlow?” Steve asked gruffly at the same time you did.
“Surprise, kiddo. I told you, worst nightmare stuff here.” He continued clicking, and eventually a video popped up on the wall next to him.
“Daddy?” You said softly as his face popped up on the screen.
“Sweetheart, if you’re seeing this, then I am so sorry. I lied to you, this mission was always risky, and your mom and I aren’t gonna make it back. I know I gave you false hope, but I couldn’t leave without making you smile one last time. I hope you and Peter are happy, he’s always been able to make you smile. If I don’t make it back, sweetheart, I’m so sorry. Uncle Brock, he’s been a double agent this whole time, he works for HYDRA, and has been taking everything from SHIELD and using it to take us down.” It was at this point that Bucky pulled a gun on him, remembering him from his HYDRA days. “And your mom, sweetie. I’m so sorry, I made a bad choice. Your mom works for HYDRA too, sweetheart. I tried as hard as I could to protect you, but this mission is gonna go south since my entire circle of trust has lied to me this whole time. I’m going in blind on this one, and I’m not gonna make it back, for your birthday or anything else. I love you, sweetheart. Take care of yourself, and take care of Peter too. I know she doesn’t always show it, but your mom loves you too. I love you, sweetheart.” Your dad kissed his fingers and then held them to the camera, which he always did when you video called him on long missions. The camera shut off, and some footage from a different camera popped up after.
“How could you?” Your dad asked Uncle Brock, who had him chained to a wall. “How could you do this to Y/N? You know it’s her birthday this week, and I promised I’d make it back.”
“Don’t tell me you’re actually still a true SHIELD agent?”
“Of course I am! SHIELD and the Avengers are doing what’s right! Playing both sides of the field is cheating, and I know that’s not the only cheating you’ve been doing. Either of you! You should both be ashamed of yourselves.” He shouted as your mom walked into view.
“How did you find out?” She said.
Your dad chuckled, “Even Stark’s noticed the longing looks you send towards each other, and he’s the least observant person I’ve ever met. You could let me just take Y/N and leave, and then you two can be happy. It’s not like you ever actually showed any affection towards her. You at least pretended, Brock. But you, Y/M/N? I didn’t know a mother could be so cold to her own flesh and blood.” 
Any conversation from there was muted, or there wasn’t any. You couldn’t tell, as you watched your mother shoot your father in the leg. After that, you watched as Brock Rumlow shot your mother in the heart and then head, followed by your father. He then shot himself in the leg, presumably as an alibi to feed to Fury when he was the only one left standing.
“You killed my dad.” You said, dropping to your knees in tears. “But you pushed me and Peter on the swings, you babysat us when May and Ben were working and Daddy was taking Mom out for date night. Daddy trusted you! You were his best friend and you killed him! He- we- we were gonna build a giant blanket fort and watch movies and play video games. Mom couldn’t get the day off, so Daddy was gonna take me to Coney Island, and we were gonna play all the games. We were gonna do everything like my birthdays when I was little.” You sniffled. “But it wasn’t that Mom couldn’t get the day off, was it? She didn’t want the day off. Because she didn’t want me. Because she wanted to spend time with you!” You yelled.
Peter knelt next to you, wrapping his arms around you. “It’s okay, princess. Let it out.”
“Daddy promised to be home for my birthday, yet I spent my birthday planning his fucking funeral! Do you know how many 15 year olds have to plan their parents' funerals on their birthday, with only help from my best friend- my boyfriend, and Daddy’s co-workers? Nobody! Because nobody is cruel enough to kill both parents of a 14 year old girl, while sleeping with her mother for who knows how many goddamn years, days before her birthday while knowing that they made a promise to come back! 
“Daddy promised that he was coming back, that it would be a short mission. In and out, get the information and leave. And now I know how long those missions take! I’ve done those missions by myself! He should’ve been home hours, days before you got off that plane with your fake-ass sad face and your self-inflicted bullet wound! You pretended to have to be the bearer of bad news, but you are the reason he’s dead! You are the reason Daddy didn’t see me graduate! You are the reason Daddy doesn’t know that I got into NYU! You are the reason that I wake up in cold sweats at night, having dreamt about Daddy getting off that plane with you, not in the urn. YOU KILLED MY DAD!” You screamed, sobbing into Peter’s suit. 
You pulled your gun out of its holster and shot until you ran out of bullets. One hit the computer monitor ‘Uncle Brock’ had been working with, one embedded itself in the wall the screen was located on, and four landed across Brock’s torso, bringing him to his knees.
“Get her out of here, Queens.” Bucky said, placing a hand on Peter’s back. “We’ll take it from here.”
Peter quickly swung you back to the jet, and pulled the mask off you use to hide your face from cameras and enemies. “Princess?” He asked softly, pulling his own mask off. “Can I get you anything?” You shook your head, he webbed you some Gatorade out of the mini-fridge Tony kept, just in case of emergency. “Drink, you’re probably really dehydrated.” You took the Gatorade from him and sipped at it slowly, silently thanking Peter.
~~~~~~~~~~
It was a week later when you finally got out of bed yourself for something other than to use the bathroom or shower. You were still carrying around Ruby, as the last thing your dad had gotten you that was sentimental. And you were cuddled up in one of Peter’s hoodies, but you were wearing your dad’s old socks, rotating through a few pairs he always wore in the winter when the house got cold. You wandered into the main room of the Compound, knowing that that’s where everyone would be. You had sent Peter away a few hours earlier, knowing that he was hungry, and was probably tired of sitting in dark silence other than your sobs for about a week.
“Hey, kiddo.” Clint said softly. “What are you doing here? Did you need something? Did you want Peter back?” He asked. 
You shook your head and wrapped him in a hug. “I’m so sorry.” Those three words came out of your mouth, but they were barely audible.
“Kiddo, you don’t need to apologize for anything.” He said, picking you up. “You’re going through the entire grief process again, knowing what really happened has reopened up all the old wounds. You’re grieving, kiddo, and it’s okay.”
“You never should’ve been on that mission with us. We never should’ve said anything about it.” Tony said softly, having paused their TV show when they noticed you walk in. “Not that you can’t handle it, kiddo, but everyone knows how I reacted when I found out Barnes killed my parents. And he was brainwashed.”
You nodded. “I just can’t wrap my head around the fact that Mom never loved me. It was obvious in hindsight with how cold she always was, diminishing my achievements, and taking extra shifts whenever she could. But to shoot Daddy, to work for both HYDRA and SHIELD, to cheat on Daddy with Uncle Brock for years.. how could she do that to him?”
~~~~~~~~~~
It wasn’t until three days later that you finally went outside again, but you got Tony to drive you to where you sprinkled your dad’s ashes. You hadn’t been in years, and you hated going anywhere with dead bodies, ironic that you’re an Avenger. Tony had had a bench made for your dad specifically, since you just put your mom’s body in the ground. You sat on the bench and talked to your dad for a while, knowing that he wouldn’t couldn’t respond. 
~~~~~~~~~~
It was another 2 weeks when Peter realized he’d never seen you deal with a period. Ever. You grew up together, ran around the neighbourhood for years, slept over at each other’s places. Yet he had never heard you mention anything to MJ or Aunt May about period stuff. So he asked you.
“Princess?” He asked softly one day while you were watching some dumb Netflix comedy together. 
“Yeah, love?” You said, pausing the TV.
“Why haven’t you ever said anything about having a period?”
“Oh, well, I’ve never had one.” You said, “I suppose I can’t complain too much, I hear they’re killer.”
“You’ve never had one? And you never thought to get anything checked out?”
“It never occurred to me. But you’re right, that probably means there’s something wrong.”
So off the two of you went to go find Doctor Cho, who stopped in every now and again as the official doctor of the Avengers. “You’ve never had a period?” She asked, incredulously. 
“Uh, no?” You responded, watching as she pulled up your medical files.
“It looks like your mother authorized a very invasive surgery when you were a small child to almost completely remove or destroy your reproductive organs. Y/N, I’m sorry to tell you this, but you can’t ever have kids.”
“Huh, so Mom really didn’t want the bloodline continued. I mean, that’s fine, I don’t really want kids anyways, but making the option myself might have been nice. I wonder if Daddy knew about it.”
~~~~~~~~~~
Three weeks after you found out you could never have kids, was when you told the rest of the team. Maybe during family dinner wasn’t the best idea.
“You’ve been oddly quiet, Y/N.” Steve said. “Do you wanna say something?”
“I can’t have kids.” You blurted out.
Everyone broke out yelling. “What do you mean, doll?” Bucky said, always the voice of reason.
“Peter pointed out that I’ve never talked about a period or anything, so I told him I’d never had one. He found it weird, and that was when I realized that something was up. So we went to talk to Doctor Cho, and apparently Mom almost completely removed or destroyed all my reproductive organs, without Daddy’s consent, as Pete and I discovered after looking into it. So, I essentially cannot have biological kids. Mom hated me so much at like 4 that she never wanted me to have the option to continue the bloodline.” You said, using humour as your coping mechanism at this point.
“Oh, kiddo.” Nat said, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. “If you need to talk to anyone about it, you can come to me. I know what it’s like to discover you don’t have bodily autonomy anymore.”
~~~~~~~~~~
It wasn’t until a month later, after plenty of conversations between you and Nat about your lack of reproductive organs, that you felt you were finally in a good place mentally (after Doctor Cho got you on some anxiety meds.) After the summer you had, you had started at NYU with Peter, and you were both praised in all your classes for already having jobs with two of the most prestigious scientists in the world, plus all your work was excellent. Tony and Bruce had allowed you both to work less, since you had both made it on full-ride scholarships, so you only had a few hours each through the week, and then Avenging if something came up. For the most part, you had your weekends off. It did come as a surprise to Peter one Friday date night though, when you came down in the prettiest dress he had ever seen you wear.
“How about we skip the moonlit picnic and go straight to dessert?” You had offered softly.
“How about that?” He tugged at his collar lightly. “Yeah, let’s do that, princess.”
The two of you stumbled back up to his room, where you had essentially moved yourself into over the past couple of months since you had moved into the Compound. “Are you sure?”
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life, Peter.” You told him, seriously, pulling him in for a searing kiss and falling back onto the bed. “JARVIS, initiate ‘BONE’ protocol.”
“‘BOOOOONE’ protocol initiated, Miss L/N, you and Mr. Parker will not be bothered.” JARVIS responded as usual, playing the Captain Holt clip again. You and Peter chuckled softly before essentially ripping each others’ clothes off, Peter sucked some marks down your torso and slipped a hand between your thighs.
“Is it okay if I touch you?” He asked.
“Yes, please, love.” You said, spreading your legs a little further. 
Peter slipped the tip of his middle finger into you, and you placed a hand on his chest to slow him down. “Are you alright?”
“Just give it a minute, you know it feels kinda weird still.” You told him softly, pulling him in for another kiss. After Peter broke the kiss, he looked at you, and you nodded. He slid his finger a little further in, and you gasped slightly in pleasure. “Oh, fuck, Peter.”
“Love?”
“No, more, please. I’m alright. It feels so good.” Peter carefully added his ring finger in addition to his middle finger and you closed your eyes and threw your head back.
“Good girl.” He muttered appreciatively, and you whimpered in pleasure. “We both have praise kinks?” He asked.
“Yeah,” you breathed out, “we do.” Peter pulled his fingers out a little and slid them back in slowly. “Again, please.” You said, Peter did it again. “You’re so good, Peter.”
Peter shivered in pleasure, “Am I?” He asked softly.
You reached down and stroked his dick softly in response, “Yeah, love, you are.” He groaned, you slid one finger along the bottom of his dick before reaching up to kiss him. “Is this gonna fit?”
“Yeah, baby girl. We’re gonna find a way to make it fit. I’ll go slow.” Peter told you, slowly sliding his pointer finger alongside the other two. He started pumping them in and out of you, like you had requested before.
“Oh, God.”
Peter chuckled. “Nope, just me, love.” He kept pumping his fingers a little faster.
“Oh, fuck. Peter, I-”
“Yeah, princess? You gonna cum?” Peter asked.
You moaned, “Yeah, yeah. Pete, I’m gonna- fuckin’ love you. Best fucking boyfriend in the world. Fuckin’ close, please.” You continued to babble as Peter softly fucked you with his fingers.
“You don’t need my permission, baby girl. If you’re gonna cum, go ahead.” With his words, you tumbled over the edge, clenching your muscles, arching your back, bucking your hips into Peter’s hand, and throwing your head backwards.
“Fuckkkkk.” You moaned.
“So beautiful, so good, cumming for me, love.” Peter continued to praise you as you were coming down from your high, stopping the movement of his fingers. When you opened your eyes again, you looked up to see Peter above you. “Hi.” He said.
“Hey.” You replied softly. 
“Are you good?” He asked.
You chuckled. “I’ve never been better, love.” You told him, reaching out to stroke his dick, just to find it rock hard. “Oh, honey. You happy to see me or something?”
“You should’ve seen your face, princess.” He bucked his hips into your hand softly, pulling his fingers out of you. You whimpered and squeezed him a little tighter by accident. “Baby girl,” he groaned, “Please, fuck, can I be inside you?”
“Yes.” You said, guiding him between your legs. 
“You’re clean, right? Because I am.” Peter said.
“Of course I am, you’re the only one I’ve ever been with.” Peter took over from there, slowly sliding the first bit into you. “Oh my God.”
“Can I keep going?” He asked. “Fuck, please let me keep going, baby girl.”
“Don’t stop, Pete. Please don’t stop.”
Peter slowly entered the rest of his dick into you and rested his forehead on your collarbone. “Fuck.” He said, sucking a mark there.
“Feel so fucking full.” You said, wrapping your arms around his shoulders to keep him where he was. “Could stay like this forever, Pete.”
“KIDS!!!” You both heard someone shout.
You also heard JARVIS’ reply. “I’m sorry, Sergeant Barnes. ‘BOOOOONE’ protocol has been initiated. Mr. Parker and Ms. L/N are not to be bothered.”
Bucky started laughing his head off, “Alright JARVIS, tell them to have fun.”
“Ms.-”
“We heard him, J, thanks.” You said, wrapping your legs around Peter’s waist. “Please. Move, love.”
Peter pulled out a little before pushing back in. “I love you so much.” He whispered, brushing his nose against yours.
“I love you too. Keep going.” Peter slipped one of his hands between the two of you, and slid it lower and lower until you gasped in pleasure.
“There it is..” Peter mumbled, kissing you again.
You started babbling again, “Peter, I- fuck, gonna- I’m gonna- please.”
“Yeah, I know, princess. I’m gonna too.” He told you, his soft thrusts getting sloppier. “C’mon, baby girl. You don’t need permission.”
You arched your back into Peter’s chest and threw your head back again. “Peter, I- gonna-”
“Go ahead, love. I’m right here.” You tumbled over the edge again, gasping Peter’s name as you went. “Oh, baby girl.” He groaned. “Can- can I cum inside you?”
Coming back down from your high, you were able to respond to him. “Yeah, yeah, go ahead, Pete. Please.”
Peter only had to thrust a couple more times before he was cumming, he stilled his hips and placed his elbows on either side of your head, resting his weight on top of them. “How was that?” He asked you, breathless.
“Amazing. You did so good, love.” You kissed him gently, pushing at his chest a little. “You gotta get up though.”
“Why? Am I hurting you?” He asked, panicky. “But you did good too, princess. So good for me, like always.”
“You’re not hurting me, Pete. You’re supposed to pee after sex so you don’t get a UTI. And we should get cleaned up.” You yawned. “And maybe take a nap before we go deal with Buck.”
~~~~~~~~~~
The next morning, after you were both showered and well-rested, you went to find Bucky, since neither of you had the energy to look for him last night.
“Sergeant Barnes?” You asked, coming into the kitchen for your coffee. “Did you need us?”
Bucky only smirked at you, “No, I heard someone say that they never saw the two of you leave for date night, so I came looking. I guess that protocol came in handy after all, didn’t it?” He asked.
“Well.. yeah.” You said.
“Protocol? Which protocol? We have a million of them that affect Peter and Y/N.” Tony asked, coming up from the lab for more coffee.
“You only have one that’s a ‘do not disturb’ protocol.” Sam said, smirking alongside Bucky.
“Kiddo, the two of you?” Tony asked again. You blushed, looked down at the floor and nodded. 
Peter came up next to you and kissed the side of your head. “Good morning, baby girl.”
“Mornin’ baby.” You said, still blushing.
“What’s up with you?”
“They uh- they know we had a protocol initiated last night.” You told him, not nearly awake enough to be dealing with this without coffee. 
As you were fixing it up for you and Peter, you felt his arms encircle your waist. “What’s so wrong with them knowing? It means we aren’t interrupted.”
Sam choked on his coffee, “Are those scratch marks?” He asked.
“Uh, no?” You asked in response, trying to remember where your arms had been last night. “My arms were around Peter’s shoulders and my hands primarily sat at the back of his head.” You were thinking aloud, but it gave the 3 men standing there all the information they needed.
“Did you top?!” Tony exclaimed.
“Nope.” Peter stated, turning you around, boxing you against the counter lightly by putting his hands on either side of you, and kissing you. 
You wrapped your arms around the back of his neck, “You know, baby, I don’t think they need a visual.” The collar of Peter’s shirt that you were wearing dipped, and everyone in the room was able to see the amount of marks Peter had left across your shoulder blades and collarbones.
“Doesn’t that hurt?” Bucky asked. 
You glanced down and shook your head, dragging Peter back down the hall with you. “JARVIS?” They heard you say.
“Yes, Ms. L/N?”
“Initiate ‘BONE’ protocol.” The three of them started laughing, until they could hear you swearing from there.
“Hey, J?” Tony asked.
“Yes, Mr. Stark?”
“Remind me to add soundproofing Peter’s room to the ‘BONE’ protocol.”
..UHHHHHHHHH, so this was much longer than originally anticipated. It was supposed to be a short Peter Parker x Reader smut, and there is so much fucking plot in this. I’m so sorry. I’m also sorry if I made you cry in the middle somewhere, but I made myself cry writing this, so I don’t even know how sorry to be. While I did have Tom Holland’s Peter Parker in mind while writing this, you could use any of the three since it’s not specified, except Peter is a freshly graduated high school student, so do with that what you will.
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The one where it was supposed to be a sex scene, but Chris fucked you for real - and he didn’t care that your boyfriend was watching
Warnings: infidelity (reader cheats on oc boyfriend with Chris), smut, exhibitionism, public sex, dirty talk, angst.
Word count: 1.7K
A/N: thank you to my ride or die, @sweetkingdomstarlight-blog​ for looking this over and giving me her thoughts about it. Writing is such a better process with you to scream about it!
Chris’ P.O.V.
I was seething when I burst through her trailer’s door, so out of my mind that the sight of her raising a hand over her heart, clearly startled, didn’t make me feel even remotely guilty.
“So this is it, huh? We’re gonna film this one last scene, and then you’ll be back by his side, like you and I were nothing, like I never even mean anything to you.” Somewhere inside my troubled mind, a tiny, still emotionally sober part of me saw her wiping a stray tear after it immediately fell from her eye, clearly not wanting to show this sign of weakness in front of me.
But again, I was too out of it to care. I wanted her to hurt, I wanted her to feel the pain that I was feeling, after all she put me through. How could she expect me to leave this set like I was the same man that met her? She had fundamentally changed me, by showing me how to love and be loved, how it was possible to find in a single person the answer to all of my needs and desires for my future.
I couldn’t just go on pretending I didn’t know what I knew now. But that’s what she intended to do. She wanted to leave and keep living in the pretense that nothing had changed, that she was still in love with the man waiting for her on set.
I knew for a fact that wasn’t the case. I knew it because there was no way my feelings were one-sided, no way everything we had gone through had only mattered that much to me. I knew her, probably better than I knew myself. And I knew this was all just fear and anxiety, clouding her mind and stopping her from going after what she truly wanted.
Unfortunately, the only way I could process these emotions at the moment was through anger.
“Is that how you see me?” Her sweet voice surprised me, I didn’t expect her to actually respond to my hurt-filled accusations. “Do you think I’m that cruel, that I would just be able to… to leave and forget you like this?”
I huffed, too inside my own mind to relent now. Yes, this is how I saw her, at least at that moment. She was the cause of my hurt, because she was the object of my desires.
“You’re doing this out of your own free will,” I reminded her. “Don’t try to pretend you’re just some innocent little victim in all of this. You have our fate in your hands, and you’re deciding to let it all go to waste.”
At the sight of tears rolling down her cheeks, my decision to leave was made even before she ordered me out of her trailer. I couldn’t stand to see her cry, couldn’t deal with the knowledge that I was the cause for it.
So, once again, I turned that distress into anger.
Y/N’s P.O.V.
The air was chilly on set, and the fact that I was practically naked under the robe didn’t help. Neither did the tension between Chris and I. I wanted to make things right, I wanted to reach over and run my hands over his shoulders, relax the muscles I’d come to know so well. But I couldn’t do that right now. Not with my boyfriend watching us.
So I resigned myself to fiddling with my fingers as we waited for the set to be ready. Since it was one of those artistic sex shots, it would be filmed from a distance and there wouldn’t be any lines or sounds that we had to make, just movements to simulate. Which meant that the few people that were allowed to stay on the set had to watch the whole thing unfold from afar, and we would be free to fake having sex while they filmed us.
I don’t think I realized this could very well be the last time I had Chris this close to me until I had his mouth on mine again. I could still feel the emotions from earlier that day right beneath the surface, boiling his blood as he buried his hand on my hair and devoured my lips like he’d done so many times before.
Good thing the scene called for desperation.
I kissed him back just as desperately, wanting to enjoy every second of this experience, even if it wasn’t exactly what I desired at that time. Chris always kissed me so well, guiding me to where he wanted, and in no time at all he had me sprawled on the bed, underneath his larger body. I couldn’t help but to moan lowly when his lips attached themselves to my jaw, and I felt his smirk against my skin.
I couldn’t blame him. The effect he had on me was incomparable. He had every right to be smug about the sounds he could pull from me, Lord knows I’d cried out his name enough times to permanently puncture my own ear drums.
And still, it didn’t seem like it would be enough. The more he touched me - even if it was under a blanket, for a scene - the clearer it became that it could never be enough. I still wanted him. I wanted him forever, in fact.
But just as the realization occurred to me, his thumb slipped over my covered clit, pressing on the little nub and making me jerk away in surprise. “Shhh…” He directed, making sure to cover my face with his bicep so the camera wouldn’t catch my shock. “Just relax so it doesn’t hurt.”
I didn’t understand what he meant until I felt him pulling the flimsy excuse of underwear aside. That’s when my cunt pulsed, just before he positioned his cock and easily slid right into my wetness.
The feeling of his thickness was too much, especially when I wasn’t expecting it. My mouth fell open in a silent gasp, and he moved his arm so the camera could see it, but also turned his head to the other side so they wouldn’t notice his lips moving as he murmured to me, “Careful, sweetheart. Can’t make any real sounds. Not like the ones I usually pull from you. Wouldn’t want your boyfriend to realize that we’re actually doing it, huh?”
Chris’ P.O.V.
My desire for her ran so deep, I could hear my blood pumping in my veins as I fucked her right in front of her boyfriend. Right in front of everyone from the filming crew, for the camera to see.
I took sick pleasure in knowing this moment would be eternalized for history. Everyone would see just how pretty she looks for me and only for me, and no one would ever know the truth.
No one would ever know the truth. That I had her, that she was mine, but only for a bit. That I got to hold her, and have her screaming my name, but I’d never get to hear it again. I’d never get to have her again.
I didn’t want to have to pretend that I forgot it. Like I didn’t know this other side of her, that we never shared these sexual experiences that felt much more intimate than anything I’d ever shared with anyone else before.
It was hard to pretend that I didn’t care underneath the mask of a character that cared too much, because I was that character. I loved this woman just like he did, and I wanted to show her just how much.
I’d looked for her in everyone I’d met before. Slept with so many women, went out on so many dates, and now here she was, clenching around my cock, reaching for my hand and still, she wasn’t mine.
How can you keep looking for the love of your life if you’ve already met them?
And even if there was emotion - and there was so much emotion, ours or of our characters, it didn’t matter anymore - this felt so dirty, dirtier than anything else we’d ever done before.
I’d had her in so many ways, and still, having her now, right in front of him, brought new feelings I never expected to feel. And I couldn’t suffer through them alone. I needed to make sure she’d acknowledged it too.
“He has no idea, you know,” I whispered, low enough so the only person who could hear was her. Her eyes met mine in surprise, but she kept in character, while I took advantage of my position to taunt her more. “No one has. No one knows you only look like this when you have my dick inside of you.”
A moan broke free from her, making me smile inwardly even though I couldn’t smirk like I wanted to. I let go of one of her hands to push a few strands of hair away from her face, so both the camera and I could get a good vision of her expression.
“You’re such a good girl for me, honey. He could never get you like this. Only I can do that.” The way she clawed at my back made it obvious that I was right. And still, the reality of our situation didn’t allow for me to feel any sort of pride in that.
I didn’t want to stop. I didn’t want to cum and have to pull out of her, let her go back to him and their life as I was left by myself. “I can’t let you go,” I admitted, and her eyes opened up to meet mine, a slight sparkle of understanding in them. “Not like this,” I continued. “Not ever.”
And still, my hips picked up the pace and brought us to that old familiar high, right when I came to terms with the fact that I’d have to leave her. “Baby,” I whispered, this time knowing the microphone would pick it up.
Our eyes connected once more, but this time, there was mostly pain, from my gaze and from hers. I stood there for as long as I could, thumbs brushing over her cheekbones, until the director’s voice freed us from the scene, and then I was forced to leave.
Before I did though, I had one last thing to say.
“I don’t want to have to miss you.”
One thing was certain. It would be impossible to remain professional during the press conference.
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alwaysmarveling · 3 years
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Call Me Back
Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x reader
Warnings: death, a small sexual innuendo, and lots of commas and long sentences
Word Count: 3.4k
Summary: You and Wanda promised each other you would always call to check in, and Wanda’s going to do her best to keep that promise, no matter what.
The first time you met Wanda was… well, when was the first time you met Wanda? Was it when wisps of red flashed in front of your eyes, projecting images so horrific and lifelike that you all but collapsed in a heartbeat? Or was it when she stepped forward to shake your hand timidly, grief and determination filling the witch as she promised to make up for it?
“I- I wouldn’t have done it if I… we were just trying…”
“Don’t worry about it,” you had told her with a smile before confiding in her about your own missteps, how you’d wreaked havoc on all of New York with your powers of body modification after your own parents died, how Fury finally got the Avengers to catch you, and how they quickly became your new family.
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“You mean they really almost burned the kitchen down trying to make you a birthday cake?” The brunette giggled later that night as you recounted the story of your sixteenth birthday, the two of you sitting comfortably beside each other on the living room sofa.
“Yup. And when Nat showed up with an ice cream cake fifteen minutes later to find smoke in the living room, Sam told me she freaked on everyone.”
“Excuse me, Y/N, I did not do any ‘freaking.’ God, is that what you teenagers are calling it now?” The two of you erupted into laughter, and the redhead could do nothing more than shake her head, a smirk playing on her lips no matter how hard she tried to conceal it.
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Much like Nat and Steve predicted, the two of you became fast friends. You sat next to each other on movie nights, sang karaoke in your room when you thought everyone else was asleep (if they weren’t awake when you started, they certainly were once you were thirty seconds into Whitney Houston’s “I Wanna Dance With Somebody”), and, much to Steve’s dismay, when you finally became confident with your ability to grow wings on your back, snuck out regularly for late-night flights around the compound.
But you also insisted on being there for Wanda’s training sessions, even if it meant you had to wake up an hour earlier. You cradled the witch in your arms when she woke up night after night with an aching hole in her heart before you eventually insisted you guys just share a room. And you promised her, above everything else, that when you went out for anything, whether it be a quick grocery run or a month-long mission, you’d let her know you were okay.
You knew the promise she pleaded you to make was a result of the anxiety she suffered. She’d lost everyone she cared about; if a simple text or call was enough to put her at ease, you’d do it in a heartbeat.
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“Wanda,” you’d whispered, the teen immediately sitting up straight when she’d heard the cracks in your voice. “I- I don’t know what to do. I’m safe, but...” She told you to stay there, don’t move, she’d be there in minutes. And, with your brain unable to function enough to think of any other option, you listened.
Her heart broke at the sight of you, your arms wrapped tightly around yourself and your head hung, you feet occasionally kicking the wet sidewalk. The neon sign of the restaurant your date had promised to meet you at illuminated one side of your face, allowing her to see the tears that you had tried but failed so desperately to hold in. But the witch didn’t let you see her emotions, instead whisking you away from the unfamiliar section of the city, brushing the tears off of your cheeks and bringing you to the twenty-four-hour diner for milkshakes. She made a fool of herself in front of the waitstaff until tears flowed from your eyes once again, but this time, the crystalline drops rolled down your raised cheeks, aching from smiling too hard. 
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When you had a panic attack during training because you couldn’t get one of your body modification attempts to reverse—”Wanda, I cannot be stuck with claws for hands, I can’t!”—she refused to let you hang up until the steady sounds of her own breathing calmed you down, the sharp nails receding and making way for the soft pads of your very human fingertips.
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And when she called you after the mission in Lagos, you worked tirelessly to complete your own solo mission as soon as you could. You returned to the tower to find her holed up in the bedroom, news broadcasts playing nonstop on the television to remind her of the horrors she’d committed; accident or not, she told you, she needed to hold herself accountable. You simply shook your head at her, holding out your hand without another word. She didn’t take it at first.
“You can’t fix it, Y/N. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have called you.” She was expecting you to fight her back on it, yell at her and demand that she take your hand, or perhaps you’d go the complete opposite direction and leave her alone, let her be swallowed by guilt and anguish, rip open old wounds and form new ones as she thought of how she tore apart families that were probably much like her own. You did neither.
Wanda’s green eyes remained fixed on your outstretched hand. You stayed silent, one eyebrow cocked as if daring her to see what would happen should she choose not to take it. It was only then that she realized, for once in her life, the person she most loved wasn’t leaving; the support she so desperately needed wouldn’t be yanked away from her when it was mere centimeters from her grasp.
So she rested her fingers in the palm of your hand, and you pulled her out to the balcony where the two of you had spent night after night watching the stars instead of sleeping, making up funny names for each of them and rolling in fits of laughter that only came to those delirious and sleep-deprived enough to understand just what was so funny. Except, this time, instead of dropping into the oversized beanbag chair that was the usual spot of your stargazing shenanigans, she watched curiously as you removed your shirt. Her mouth dropped as you closed your eyes and allowed the white feathers to emerge from beside the ridges of your spine. Although it was a process she’d seen several times before, your modifications had never ceased to amaze her, and your angel-like wings had always been her favorite. The witch admired the additions as you allowed them to flap slowly, once, twice, before turning back to her.
“Let’s go,” you finally spoke, the order gentle but leaving no room for negotiation.
“Where are we going?”
“Away.” That was enough for the brunette, who squeezed your hand before following your lead. She allowed you to guide her through the maze of clouds and couldn’t help but smile softly as the sun’s rays hit your face at just the right angle. You wore the exhaustion from your recent mission on your face, and streaks of dirt covered the bruises that she was sure littered your body. But she was content, in awe, because you were you. You didn’t put up walls to hide your scars from the world, didn’t use passive-aggressiveness to hide the passion that burned in your heart. At the end of the day, you were good, purely and truly good. You were an angel; even the sun knew it.
What Wanda didn’t realize, but what you taught her that night, as she sat surrounded by sunflowers, the moon, thousands of gleaming stars, and the tickle of your feathers as your wing pulled her close to you, was that she was one too.
“I’m glad you called me,” you whispered, your eyes not leaving the open sky as you pointed out a particularly bright spot. “I’m gonna call that one… Philip. He looks regal, real proud. Look at him, so much brighter than the others, and he knows it too.” The witch breathed out a soft chuckle, stroking her fingers over your feathers as she responded.
“I’m glad I called you too. And I think Philip is a good name for him. What about that one?”
“Hmm… Walter? He’s a bit more serious, I think. But you see the one next to him?” You waited until you got a nod from the girl before continuing. “That’s his sister. She makes sure he has fun, even when he says he doesn’t want to. But you name her, Wands. Naming stars is a two-person job, you know.” She squeezed the elbow that you nudged her with before giving in.
“Alright… that’s Delia. And, yeah, she’s the best. The life of the party. Walter keeps her grounded, though,” Wanda added, to which you agreed to with a hum. You two fell quiet after that, enjoying the comfortable silence and looking up at the twinkling lights, some of them gaining names and stories, others waiting to be named another night.
“Wanda?”
“Yeah?”
“You call me if you ever need me, okay? I know we started this with me calling you, but I’m here for you too.” The witch met your eyes with a firm bob of her head, but you continued, desperate to make sure she understood. “And if I don’t pick up at first, you call me back, okay? Call me until I respond, promise?”
“I promise,” Wanda soothed gently. “I will.”
“Okay, good, good. Because,” Wanda felt a brush of your feathers against her upper arm as you fluttered your wings, slightly agitated, “because I think I love you. I mean, um, I know. I know I love you. I love you. Yeah, I-” Wanda shut you up with a kiss, her lips pressed urgently against yours. And if you hadn’t lost your breath from your rambling or your declaration of love to the girl of your dreams, then you most definitely lost it as your lips melted into hers, in the comforting warmth of her palm against your cheek, and in the words that left her mouth as you finally pulled apart, breathless.
“I will, Y/N, I promise. Because I love you too.”
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People thought you were inseparable before you started dating, but they all realized how wrong they were after that night. The two twin beds quickly became a queen-sized mattress, sideline support during training sessions became fierce yet playful spars, and the private giggles you guys shared grew tenfold. Fury wasn’t exactly happy that his unofficial daughter was now dating, but he was pleased by how efficiently the two of you worked together, which led you to this moment, the two of you covering the Quinjet while waiting for the rest of the Avengers to finish their business inside the massive Hydra base. With Wanda covering the ground and you in the sky, flying with the white-feathered wings that Wanda loved so dearly, the two of you held off the swarms of Hydra agents relatively well. With a small break in between incoming agents, Wanda looked up to check on you, but she was a moment too late. Before she could even think to warn you, the pure feathers she loved to brush her fingers through fell from the sky, the white stained with red, your screams ripping through her eardrums.
No one, including Wanda, had time to think as she exploded with a new rage, one that hadn’t run through her in years. One that she hoped she would never experience again, but here she was. And there you were.
While you were held in the air by her signature red mist, the opposing agents fell to the ground. She didn’t care about their screams, only yours. And with them all dealt with, she could turn to you, rushing you both into the Quinjet and yelling for the other Avengers to get back here, now.
But her efforts were futile. She could press down on the wounds all she wanted, beg for you to come back until her voice was nothing more than a whisper, but nothing would work. You were gone the instant the missile had hit you, and as much as Wanda wanted to deny the truth, she knew it just as much as your other teammates did when they rushed onto the Quinjet. You were gone before you could say a single goodbye.
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The first time Wanda called was from your shared bedroom. She dialed your number before tracing the pillow where your head would have laid, running her fingers over the cartoon carrots that covered the comforter. The yellow bedding set was a gag gift Tony had gotten the two of you when you got your new bed.
“You know, since I figure the two of you will be going at it like rabbits,” he winked before getting immediately smacked in the back of the head by Steve.
“They will be doing no such thing,” the supersoldier had chastised him with a roll of his eyes. “God, Stark, sometimes I forget you have a brain when you say such stupid things.”
But you loved it, telling Wanda, “The carrots remind me of you, Bunny.” And how could she return the present when you were being so sweet about it? But the sheets didn’t make her smile in the same way they once did because you were gone. No one was there to tease her about the way her nose wiggled much like the little white fluffy creatures or promise to get her carrots from the market the next day.
The call went to voicemail, and as bittersweet as it was, Wanda savored it because it was you. Your voice. But the beep came far too soon, and your turn was done. So she spoke. 
“Y/N, hey, it’s me, Wanda. I, um, I love you. I’ll always love you, yeah?” The witch put the phone down, thinking that was all she could bear to say as the lump in her throat ballooned in size and hot tears filled her eyes. But just before time was up, her hand shot up to press the device against her ear again. “Call me back, milaya.”
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The second time Wanda called was from the balcony. The brunette eyed the sparkling diamonds that filled the sky, wondering how you could be gone when, the last time she was here, you were right there beside her, laughing over the boys’ latest shenanigans and Ned, the newly named star. 
Now, the beanbag chair felt too big, too empty without another person sitting next to her. Without you. So she dialed your number, the only number she bothered to learn by heart, and waited for the dulcet tones of your voice. As the dial tone rang, she ran one hand over the white feather that laid gingerly in her lap. Natasha had given it to her along with several others a few days after your death. Each of the team members had one to remember you by, but the spy had picked out the biggest and most brilliant ones to give to Wanda.
“I know how much her wings meant to you-” Natasha stiffened as Wanda threw her arms around her. But the witch didn’t care, her tears soaking the redhead’s shirt as she tried to find the words to thank her. She couldn’t, but it was okay. Natasha knew anyway. Wanda had little time to reflect on the memory before her face brightened at the sound of your voice.
“Hi, this is Y/N-
“And her girlfriend, Wanda! She’s taken, so don’t even think about it, you jerk!” Wanda smiled slightly at your jubilant laughter, remembering how you’d pushed her away for interrupting you.
“I’m not available right now, but leave me your name, number, and message and I’ll call you back as soon as I can, okay? Talk to you soon.” The witch’s eyes closed slightly as the greeting ended with a spell of your giggles before it was interrupted by that damn beep. God, how she hated that beep. Nevertheless, she took a breath and spoke out into the clear night sky, looking up at the stars as she did so.
“Hi, lyubov moya, it’s me. Wanda. I’m calling you back, just like you told me to. I’m not okay. I need you. I love you.” Her breath caught in her throat, forcing her to pause for a moment, but she forced herself to keep going a second later. “Sam and Bucky did the stupidest thing today. Nat and Steve were all over their asses. You should’ve seen it. I miss you. Please, call me back. I’ll tell you all about it.”
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The last time Wanda called was from the sunflower field. The two of you hadn’t been here since the night you told her you loved her. In fact, it took Wanda several hours to find it since she hadn’t been paying much attention to the route the first time you came.
Once again, the night was clear, the stars lighting up the dark canvas with their radiance. She missed the feeling of your wing wrapped around her, of your presence next to her. But she had one of your feathers in her fingers and your voice in her ear, and to ask for more would be greedy, right?
“Hi, angel. It’s Wanda. I’m calling you back to leave a message, but I can’t do it again after this because I don’t want your voicemail to fill up, okay? I’m sorry, I know I’m being selfish, but I need to be able to hear your voice, so I can’t let it fill up. But I haven’t forgotten you, I promise I haven’t. I never will. I’m still-” Wanda swallowed, a fighting effort to calm the waver in her voice. “I’m still not okay, but I’m trying. For you. But I’m not okay, I need you to call me back. I’ve named one up there Halia, but her twin sister needs a name. And naming stars is a two-person job, you know.” The witch sniffed once as the corner of her lip curved up slightly, remembering the playfulness in your voice when you’d first said the line. “Call me back, Y/N, please.”
With the message over, Wanda clutched the phone to her chest, her breaths becoming faster and shallower as she closed her eyes, trying to accept the knowledge that it’d be the last time she’d ever leave a message, the knowledge that she was really losing you… the knowledge that she already lost you.
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Months went by. Wanda wasn’t sure how they did, but they did. The first sign of it was the first Halloween without you, as she saw the other couples dressing up in matching costumes that you would’ve loved, costumes you would’ve pointed out to Wanda with an excited bounce and told her you’d have to wear next year. The next was Thanksgiving, when Wanda ran through the list of everything she was thankful for and came up short when she thought about the people she still had left. And then it was Christmas, and Valentine’s Day, and the first day of summer.
And while Wanda did her best to move on, she always found herself under the stars, dialing your number. She sat on the balcony, in the sunflower field, wherever she could see the sky, and she listened to your voice telling her that you’d call her back as soon as you could, always forcing herself to hang up a second before the beep could cut you off. Wanda named every other star she saw, leaving the ones in between for you and hoping that you’d approve of the names she chose.
“I’m naming that one Angel for you, Y/N,” Wanda murmured. “It’s even brighter than Philip. It’s the brightest star in the sky. I know you think it’s silly to name things after people, but this one’s just special, so you’re gonna have to make an exception, okay?” The brunette’s lips stopped moving, but her eyes stayed wide open as she watched the star as if, if she watched it long enough, studied it hard enough, you would materialize from its luminescence. As if you would come back to her. But when you didn’t, she finally allowed her watering eyes to rest, her eyelids drooping to surround her in darkness.
“I’m not okay, Y/N.” The witch’s voice was softer than it had ever been, more tired. But this time, there was no one to whisk her off and make her forget the heaviness of it all. “I need you so badly. I love you so much. I always will. But, please, angel, call me back.”
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marvel-sluts · 3 years
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Hey I had this fic idea, could you write a peter x fem!reader where shes touch starved but won't open up about it so peter lies and says that he has an experiment in his health class where he needs to hug someone eight times a day for a month, and then at the end of the month it just becomes their daily routine? 🥺 thx😘😘
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pairing: Peter Parker x reader
warnings: swearing, fluff
summary: Peter notices how touch starved you are, so he comes up with a plan to help.
a/n: sorry this took a while, I had a few requests. thanks for requesting this though, love yall. enjoy lovlies!
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you and Peter had been dating for a few months now, and he was beginning to realise how odd you act whenever he touches you. he would try to hug you or hold your hand and you would either flinch away or hug him back awkwardly. after a few more situations like this he decided to ask his best friend, Ned.
"I dunno man, I think she might be scared of me." Peter said worriedly.
"no, that's not it. she knows you'd never hurt her." Ned replied. "why don't you try and hug her more often? maybe she's just not used to the contact. my adopted cousin used to be like that but when he got used to physical contact he was a lot more comfortable."
"how did you get him more comfortable with it?" Peter asked.
"my aunt came up with the idea of hugging him eight times a day, and soon he got used to being hugged." Ned replied with a shrug.
"maybe I could do that with y/n, I just need an excuse for hugging her." Peter said thoughtfully.
"you can say it's for health class or something, it's the kinda thing our teachers would get us doing. plus y/n isn't in that class, she won't know." Ned said.
"that's a good idea, cheers mate." Peter said, just as the bell rang and they both made their way to class.
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you shivered and pulled your jacket closer to your body as you hurried down the busy street, heading to your boyfriends apartment. you hadn't seen him much at school today, only seeing him during lunch and were looking forward to spending some time with him.
you let yourself in, having known both May and Peter for years you didn't have to knock anymore.
"hi May." you call to her, her giving you a smile and a small wave from where she was sat on the sofa.
"Peters in his room." she said.
"I guessed." you responded, with a small giggle.
you opened the door of his room with a small smile, "hi Pete." you say quietly.
"hey baby, how was your day?" Peter asked, spinning round on his chair to face you.
"alright." you responded "how was yours?"
"better now your here." he said, making you smile. "I wanted to talk to you about something." he said, causing your face to pale, you dreaded the day you heard those words fall from his lips. "oh no its nothing bad." Peter said quickly, after seeing your face.
"oh okay, what is it?" you ask with a tilt of your head.
"aww you look so cute." Peter said, bringing his hand up to cup your face and kissing you gently. "I wanted to talk to you about a school project I have to do."
"do you need help with it or something? because as long as its not math I can help." you say, with a smirk.
"no, it's not like that. it's a project for health class, I need to hug someone eight times a day. I thought because your my girlfriend I would ask you, but if you don't want to do it then it's fine." he said, making your stomach drop. you didn't want to disappointed him, but you were also nervous about hugging him so often.
your parents never hugged you much as a child, they never really showed physical affection. so you weren't used to the contact. whenever someone would touch you, you wouldn't know how to react and end up making it awkward.
"yeah okay." you said after a second.
"are you sure?" Peter asked, not wanting to force you into doing it if you didn't want to.
"I'm sure." you said slightly more confidently.
"okay, should we start now?" Peter asked. you nodded slowly and took a step forward, he copied your actions, wrapping his arms around you gently. as if he was scared of hurting you.
"I love you, I hope you know that." he whispered.
"I know, I love you too." you whispered back. you were confused for a second of where to put your arms, eventually wrapping them around him awkwardly.
you ended up deciding to hug at fixed points in the day, one when you walked to school together, one before you went off to your first class, one at the beginning of lunch, one at the end, one when you met to walk home, one when you got to his house, one an hour later and one before you left.
after a few days of this you slowly began to get more comfortable with hugging him, eventually starting to hug him even when it wasn't time to. you began to feel more comfortable with physical contact too, sometimes even reaching for Peter's hand in the corridor. you would never tell Peter but you had started to feel a lot more comfortable hugging him, a small smile appearing on your face whenever he stretched his arms out, allowing you to bury your head in his chest.
before the two of you knew it a month had passed, but neither of you wanted to stop hugging each other. Peter had started hugging you everytime he saw you, he always said that he was making up for how little you got hugged as a child.
"hey Pete?" you said, one time when the two of you were watching a movie together.
"yeah baby" he says, pausing the movie and turning to look at you.
"that whole, having to hug everyday for a month. that wasn't actually for health class was it?" you said, already knowing his answer.
"no it wasn't. in my defence I wanted you to be more comfortable around me and Ned said that it worked on his cousin and.."
"stop Petey, it's fine I'm not mad." you said, putting a stop to his rambling.
"oh, okay. how did you know?" he asked.
"I spoke to one of my friends in your class the other day, and she said that they never had to do it." you said, wrapping your arms around his neck. "I appreciate it though baby, it helped me a lot." you said, before leaning forward and kissing him gently. he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you in closer and deepening the kiss.
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dreamlessinparis · 3 years
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Refreshing Bliss
Pairing: Steve Rogers x F!Reader x Bucky Barnes
Summary: When a heat wave becomes too much, Bucky finds a way to cool down his lovers and heat them up.
Warning: no plot, just smut, pool sex, dirty talk, explicit language, Bucky and Steve in a pool, fluff, pet names, 18+
If you're a minor, DNI
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A/N: Okay I know I said I'd have this up before the weekend was up and it's now Wednesday, I suck 🙈 haha I'm sorry this took longer than anticipated, but I really hope you like it @thefallenbibliophilequote and it quenches your pool needs😘😊 all mistakes are my own.
You could literally feel the sweltering heat through the glass window you were standing in front of. The heatwave was drastically getting worse and nothing was helping. The inner pool was under construction and the outdoor pool was still being built. Why Tony hadn’t built that with the rest of the compound you would never know. 
Alas despite the high-tech facilities of the place, the AC was having technical issues and in the midst of Tony fixing them, the whole compound was slowly melting. Everyone was down to their skivvies and aside from ogling eyes, there wasn’t any touching. It was too hot to even think about. Which was impossible to fathom considering who you were dating. 
Bucky and Steve had become a permanent fixture in your life since the night of your catastrophic mission. The fear of losing you had caused them to reveal their true feelings and they were ecstatic that you reciprocated them.  Truly you couldn't have been happier and that happiness only grew from there. But recently you were avoiding them, those two ran hotter than the average person and in this heat, it was unbearable to deal with. 
"Bunny?" Steve's voice pulled you away from your thoughts and you looked over your shoulder. He looked absolutely delectable, wearing nothing but a pair of shorts that hung dangerously low on his hips. His sculpted chest was beaded with sweat and your mouth watered at the thought of running your tongue over all the hard planes. 
"Hmm?" you hummed, turning to face him fully. "What's up Steve?"
Your eyes remained glued to his glistening pecs and he chuckled softly.
"Eyes up here bunny," Steve began to walk towards you and you backed away until your bare back was pressed against the heated glass. Your eyes reluctantly broke away from his chest, and widened at the intense look in his eyes.
"Steve, no," you said, placing your hands on his chest, keeping him from coming any closer. The muscles jumped at your touch and you couldn't help the moan that escaped you. 
"No?" His eyebrow cocked, challenging your willpower.
You tried your hardest to gain your resolve, shaking your head slowly. "No Steve, it's too hot." 
"We can make it hotter. Come on, sweetheart, you've been avoiding us for well over a week and we miss you," he said, leaning to place soft kisses on your neck. Your arms buckled slightly, allowing him to take a step closer. His lips brushed over a sensitive spot, causing you to sink your nails into the skin of his pecs. 
The groan he let out rumbled through your body and the next thing you knew, he had you pressed hard against the glass and his smoldering body. His thigh found its way between your legs, your shorts barely a barrier. Your hips rocked subconsciously, needing to relieve the ache that had been plaguing you for too long. 
“Steve,” you whimpered, his thigh pressed harder against your core, and your head fell back against the glass with a thud. 
“Yes?” he mumbled into your soft skin. 
“It’s too hot,” you argued weakly, as his warm hand slid underneath your halter top, and cupped your breast. You arched into his touch and for a moment, you thought about saying fuck it and letting him have his way with you. 
But even the pleasure of his body, couldn’t bypass the rising heat, sweat clinging to your skin. It was sticky and hot, but not in a good way. You were getting too irritated to enjoy any of it and Steve felt it, pulling away with a huff. 
“We have to do something about this heat,” he complained, “I can’t keep watching you in these barely-there outfits and not fucking you against every surface.”
You laughed, knowing he was completely right. The heat was going to be the death of everyone in this compound if Tony didn’t figure out a way to make the AC work better.
“I know, Steve. It’s not easy for me either. Watching you and Bucky half-naked, working out in those shorts. It’s torture.” you whined, tossing your hands up in the air in frustration. Steve groaned as the movement caused your breasts to bounce; he adjusted himself, sitting on the bed in a huff. 
Bucky walked in, hair clinging to his face, sweat dripping. He had just finished an outdoor workout with Sam and looked in need of a cold shower. The thought seemed to quickly dissipate as he took in the sight of you still leaning against the glass. The look in his eye told you that he wanted so badly to nail you against it but unlike Steve, he understood that the heat was killing you as much as it was him. Even his metal arm was warm to the touch. 
“Hi Buck,” you smiled, greeting the brunette man. Bucky couldn’t help but smile back. His smile lit up his whole face and it made your heart happy, knowing you could make him so carefree and warm. He thought he was lucky to have you but it was just the opposite. You knew though that god if he couldn’t touch you for another day or two, he was going to lose it. 
“Hey doll, how are you doing?”
“Hot, Buck. She’s hot, we’re all fucking hot and I’m going to lose my mind,” Steve ranted, throwing himself back onto the bed. Bucky chuckled at his frustration, even though he could relate. 
“Thank you, Steve. I hadn’t realized how hot it was,” Bucky joked, walking between the two of you to the set of drawers and grabbing a clean pair of boxers. He dropped his shorts to the ground and your jaw dropped with them. His firm asscheeks were taunting you and you just wanted to bite one. You strayed your glance up to the muscles of his back, moving fluidly under his skin as he walked to the bathroom. He was absolutely a work of art, they both were.
“I’m going to take a shower and then I’ll tell you guys about the idea I had for saving us from the heat,” Bucky continued, turning slightly to face you both. With what can only be considered herculean strength, you focused solely on his face and nowhere lower. “Actually, why wait. You two start packing, I’m taking you on to a surprise location.”
Neither you nor Steve moved, eyeing him warily. He clicked his tongue, shaking his head.
“With a pool and great AC,” he finished and the two of you jumped into motion. Chuckling, Bucky entered the bathroom and shut the door behind him as you and Steve rushed to pack. 
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The house was in a secluded neighborhood a few miles from the compound. It was a two-story cabin-style house, build near the edge of a mountain; the closest neighbor had to be at least a couple miles away if not more. 
You climbed out of the cool car and were immediately slapped in the face by the humidity. Debating for a moment whether you were going to climb back in or make a run for the front door, you decided on the latter. Snatching the keys out of Bucky’s hand, you ran.
“Oh yeah, doll, that’s nice. It’s not like we’re hot or anything.” Bucky quipped, pulling your suitcase out of the back and reaching in for his. 
You ran backward for a moment as you responded, “I know you’re hot, James. That’s why I’m dating you,” and with a smirk on your face, you winked before making your way inside 
It felt like heaven inside, the coolness licking across your skin and making you shiver. Shiver! You couldn’t the last time you shivered. Doing a happy dance, you spun in a quick circle in excitement, taking in the stunning house you were in. 
The open layout of the first floor allowed you see out the back window to the glistening pool. A beautiful, welcoming, infinity pool with a killer view of the mountainscape and the towns below. Your feet carried you through the house, taking in the rustic decorations and the wide, open kitchen, before padding up the stairs. 
There were so many doors, you didn’t know which one to look in first but the open door at the end of the hall did seem quite promising. You heard the boys downstairs with the luggage, Steve noting how nice it felt in here. Leaning over the railing, you waved down at them.
“Hi Bunny, did you find the bedrooms?” Steve asked an air of excitement in his tone. 
“Bucky, whose place is this?” you questioned, ignoring your boyfriend’s horniness for the time being. You were playing with fire and you knew it but sometimes you preferred Steve a little riled up. Brought his Captain voice out and you got turned on just thinking about it. 
“It’s mine, doll,” Bucky answered, coming up the stairs with the luggage, “I bought it a few months ago but they were renovating parts of it and they finished everything up yesterday.”
He walked past you towards the open door and you trailed behind him. You were on a mission and it involved the bed. The room was so spacious that the California king looked smaller than it was. You were about to go jump on the bed, when a pair of strong arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you into the brick wall that Steve called his torso. 
“Uh uh, Bucky and I are going to go for a dip first, since you were so eager to run from us earlier. It’s our turn to run from you,” Steve’s velvety baritone filled your ears. You let out a needy whimper as you tried to grind back into him. His grip on you was too tight for you to even wiggle your hips. 
Bucky came up and gave you a light kiss. “Be a good girl, and get your swimsuit doll. We’ll be downstairs waiting for you.”
Steve released you and you did as you were told, hoping you’d be rewarded thoroughly. 
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Bucky was leaning against the wall of the pool, arms resting on the ledge, head resting backwards. Steve was coming out of the water from his lap when the sliding door opened and both pairs of eyes whirled onto you. The bikini you wore left very little to the imagination and you had bought it on a whim, never thinking you’d wear it. 
However, it was the one that Steve had packed and the only other option was to come down nude. Water droplets clung to Steve’s body like little gems as he began to climb out. He held his hand out to you, pulling you in for a chaste kiss before he headed towards the deep end, doing a backflip into the pool, splashing your legs.
The water was so refreshing and despite how welcoming it looked, swimming was not your thing. You gently lowered yourself to the concrete, sliding your legs into the liquid euphoria. It felt blissful and you thought about going all the way in, but you were over the deep end, and the thought of your feet not touching the ground, freaked you the fuck out. 
Bucky swam over to you, large hands resting on your thighs. 
“You’re not getting in doll?” 
“Swimming’s not my thing,” you replied, shaking your head, “I’ll just wait here patiently, while you guys do your thing.” 
“As pretty as you look perched up there, you’d look even prettier if you were wet,” Steve swam up beside Bucky, placing a kiss on your knee. His fingers trailed up your leg, teasing the edge of your bottoms, “Let me rephrase, wetter.” 
His thumb slipped under them, gliding over your pussy lips and your legs spread wider to give him more access. He rubbed light circles on your clit, as Bucky kissed up and down your other leg. You gasped lightly, eye fluttering shut as you tilted your hips forward. 
Steve increased his speed and Bucky switched between kisses and light nips. You were right on the brink of an orgasm when they both pulled back. Your eyes flew open in shock. The two grinned up at you innocently like they didn’t just edge you.
“If you want more, bunny, you’re gonna have to get in,” Steve taunted, wiggling his fingers at you. 
“Steveee,” you pouted, kicking your legs out to splash him. He shook his head, swimming backward away from you. Bucky sensed your hesitation, squeezing your thigh reassuringly.
“We just want you to have fun with us doll. How about you get in and I carry you around? I promise I won’t let you drown.”
His gray blue eyes were sincere as his hands came to rest on your waist, tugging you light forward. Your hands shot out, gripping his shoulders as you allowed him to pull you in. The contrast of the cold water to the hot air raised goosebumps all over your body. Your arms slid loosely around his shoulders as you became fully submerged. Legs wrapped around his slender waist, you clung to him like a koala. 
You were safe in his arms and you knew it, allowing your body to relax. Tilting your head back, you submerged your hair, letting it float behind you like a mermaid. Bucky’s metal hand held you up by the ass, and he used his other arm to maneuver over to the corner where Steve waited. 
You ran your fingers through Bucky’s wet hair as you enjoyed the glide of the water on your skin. They were right, it felt so nice, but it was even nicer being carried around. Noticing that you were in what would be considered the shallow end, you were surprised to see that even with Bucky’s feet touching the ground, the water came up to his biceps. The pool was definitely not built for people who couldn’t swim or were shorter than 6ft, that was for sure.
Steve traced up your spine, fingers wrapping around the back of your neck so that he could kiss you. The kiss was dirty and obscene, making you roll your body, grinding on Bucky’s abs. Steve’s hard cock was pressed against your ass and Bucky rocked his own hard-on against you to create some friction. Steve’s tongue tangled with yours, his grip shifting to your hair, grabbing a hard handful.
You moaned into his mouth, arching forward, your chest cresting out of the water. Bucky licked a path from the valley of your breasts to your collarbone, before biting his way back down. He nuzzled in between your breasts, placing open-mouthed kisses along the skin.
Since you were pressed so snugly between the two supersoldiers, Bucky felt comfortable enough to slide his metal hand up your torso to meet his flesh hand. Cupping your boobs, he kneaded them roughly, enjoying the way you rolled your body in response. His thumbs hooked to the cloth triangles, moving them to the side, as your breasts popped free of their confines. 
Steve’s hand stayed in your hair as he pulled away to give you both a chance to breathe. He shifted his focus to your neck, using your hair to rotate your face to the side giving him better access. His teeth grazed over the delicate skin, drawing a soft mewl out of you. Bucky’s lips wrapped around your nipple, licking and sucking hungrily before his teeth bit down gently and gave it a tug.
“Bucky, fuck.. just like that,” you moaned, eyes rolling into the back of your head in pleasure.
His metal hand toyed with the other breast, running his thumb over the nipple, hardening it. He pinched it, rolling it between his fingers. His eyes rolled up to look at you and he moaned at the expression of pure ecstasy on your face. The vibrations felt so good and combined with Steve’s assault on your neck, it made you grind your hips harder. 
You could feel the coil tightening when Steve’s hands fell to your waist as he guided you and Bucky to the pool wall. He helped Bucky shift his hold on you, hooking his arms under yours, hands gripping the edge of the pool wall. He then spread your legs wide enough for Bucky to step between them. Steve reached into Bucky’s trunks and grabbed ahold of his dick, pumping him. 
Bucky was now attached to your other nipple, and Steve’s hand made him moan again. His hips bucked and Steve groaned, using his other hand to untie the sides of your bikini. Pulling Bucky out completely, he guided the tip through your swollen folds, coating him in your slick. 
Bucky released your nipple with a pop, burying his head in your neck as Steve lined him up with your pulsing entrance. You moaned loudly as Bucky slid in, the burn of the strength had you digging your nails into both of their biceps.
“You’re so fucking tight, doll. I don’t know if I’m gonna fit,” Bucky grunted, into your neck.
“Oh we’re gonna make it fit, Buck,” Steve growled, “Our girl’s been deprived too long, she needs to be filled to the brim.”
“Don’t stop, Bucky. I can take it,” you begged, head falling back as his hips jerked, inching deeper.
Steve stroked Bucky’s hair as the brunette rocked his hips slowly, the pain turning quickly to pleasure. Bucky kissed your neck, then along the edge of your jaw before capturing your lips. 
Steve gripped Bucky’s ass, guiding him to go faster, watching as each hard thrust made your tits bounce. You felt so full, legs wrapped around his waist as he fucked you hard. The feeling was so good, the cool water licking along your heated skin, waves caused by the rhythm of Bucky’s movements. 
“How’s that feel Bunny?” Steve asked, stroking himself languidly. He had pulled his trucks off and they were now floating beside Bucky’s on the water. 
Bucky’s growls were low in your ear and the sound of them was making you throb. The fact that your body was causing this god of a man to fall apart, made you feel far too powerful. Your hand tugged on Bucky’s locks, making him groan and fuck you faster.
“So good, Steve,” you panted, “Buck, right there, baby, right fucking there!” Bucky’s hips angled according to your words, hitting your sweet spot with such ferocity that your climax hit out of nothing. Your toes curled hard as your thighs shook from the intensity of the orgasm and its aftershocks. Bucky’s hips kept going as he fucked you through it, the way you were clenching around him made him cum shortly after. He groaned as he shot ropes of cum into you, painting your walls. 
The two of you breathed heavily, Buck’s head resting on your heaving chest. As much as Steve enjoyed the show he was getting impatient so grabbing the back of Buck’s neck, he gently pulled him off you. A sad sigh escaped you as his cock slid out of you. Steve’s arm quickly wrapped around your waist, not allowing you to sink. 
“Don’t worry baby, I’m going to fill you in just a moment,” he shushed you, kissing your temple reassuringly. Bucky’s hands worked quickly to rid you of your top, tossing it over his shoulder to join the rest. “Buck, sit on the ledge. Bunny is going to suck your dick, while I fuck her from behind. Isn’t that right baby?”
“Yes, Steve,” you nodded rapidly, excited by the prospect. You were insatiable when it came to these two and they could fuck you unconscious every day of the week, no problem.
Bucky chuckled at your enthusiasm as he pulled himself up on the ledge.  His cock was already semi erect again. Thank god for that serum. 
Steve held you to him, back to his chest, placing light kisses to your shoulder as he waited for Bucky to get situated. Your boys were so careful with you and you loved them that much more for it. He swam forward until you could hold onto Bucky’s thighs, running your hands over the coiled muscle. Buck’s hand stroked your cheek as you looked up at him through your lashes. 
He smiled wide, loving the sight of you in front of him, leaning down to kiss you deeply. Steve held the back of your thighs up, positioning himself before pushing in. 
“I swear nothing compares to this tight little pussy, bunny. I could stay buried in your warmth all fucking day,” Steve said, bottoming out with a swift thrust of his hips. The stretch of him was easier to adjust to after Bucky, but a slight burn still remained.
 Bucky’s lips muffled your sounds of pleasure. You clenched around Steve, your warmth enveloping him and he moaned loudly. His thrusts found a steady rhythm and you whimpered as you separated from Bucky, resting your head on his thigh to collect yourself for a moment. 
It was getting hard to focus, each drive of his hips knocking the breath out of you. Your fingers languidly ghosted over Bucky’s shaft, making him gasp. Needing him to make more noise, you gathered your strength and turned your attention to the gorgeous cock, the red tip angry and weeping. Your fingers enclosed around it, squeezing lightly, a jolt of excitement ran through you when you heard his breath catch. Collecting the gathered droplets of precum on your thumb, you maintained eye contact as you sucked it off, savoring his salty taste. Bucky’s gaze was heated as the anticipation for your next move tightened his whole body.
Your tongue darted out to circle the tip of Bucky’s hardening cock, your hand wrapped around the base, pumping him. Bucky bit back a moan as your lips wrapped around him. Hollowing out your cheeks, you took him further down your throat. Bucky’s hand found the back of your head as he followed the rhythm of your head. 
“Oh you’re driving me nuts,” Bucky panted, “I know you can handle all of me, doll. Come on, just a little more.” he pushed down lightly to guide you further.
The tip of his cock hit the back of your throat and you fought your gag reflex as you swallowed him a little further. Your nose nuzzled the coarse hairs at the base of his cock, tears gathering in the corners of your eyes before letting your head come up and sinking back down, bobbing faster. 
Steve began to thrust his hips at a brutal speed, hands digging into your hips, holding you buoyant. He had been dreaming of this moment for weeks now and he was so impatient after watching Bucky fuck you. You moaned making Bucky groan and his grip tightened on your hair.  The slurping noises coming out your mouth, combined with the slapping of water spurred both men on. 
Bucky’s hips began to buck, making you choke a little. You flattened your tongue and relaxed your jaw, allowing him to take control. He thrusted into your mouth, holding your head with both hands. Tears streamed down your cheeks, as lines of spit escaped the corners of your lips. You did your best to breathe through your nose, but it became difficult when Bucky buried himself so far down your throat, holding you there for a moment before pulling back. 
His grip eased on your hair allowing you to wrap your hand around his cock, pulling it free from your mouth with a pop, gasping a little. The way your face was flushed, drool and precum all over your chin, light gasps falling from your lips, you looked absolutely cockdrunk and Bucky almost came at the sight of you. He ran his thumb along your bottom lip and you kissed it sweetly, making him smile. Steve took that moment to roll his hips, angling them to sheathe deeper in you.
“Ah shit Steve,” your mouth fell open, gasping as Steve hit the spot that makes you see stars. You clung to Bucky’s thighs as the power of Steve’s ruts, made your breasts hit against the pool tiles. You were a whimpering mess, eyes rolling in the back of your head as you chanted Steve’s name. Steve’s hips slamming against yours harder and harder.
As pretty as the noises coming from you were, Bucky needed to feel your warm mouth on him again. He placed his thumb on your tongue, pulling it out a bit further before he slapped his cock against it. 
He always felt so good in your mouth, the heavy girth of him stretching your mouth wide. You licked a broad stripe down the shaft, tracing the thick vein. Truly you could spend hours worshiping Bucky’s cock; Steve’s was just as amazing but the breathy noises that Buck made were unmatched. 
Steve bit down on your shoulder, as your cunt gripped him snugly. Bucky’s cock twitched against your tongue, you could tell he was close, so you took him back in your mouth, deep throating him to the best of your ability. His eyes slid shut, head lolling back. The feeling was intense; you were stuffed from both ends and your body was overwrought with pleasure. The knot in your stomach was beginning to unravel with every drag of Steve’s veiny cock. 
Steve groaned in your ear, as your orgasm washed over you, feeling your walls pulse.
“Fuck bunny, you’re milking me so good. I’m not gonna last much longer!” The rapid flutters of your silky walls were enough to send him over the edge right after you, flooding you with hot cum deep with each drive of his hips. You screamed around Bucky’s cock, triggering his climax, and his spend shot down your throat. 
Bucky slowly pulled out of you, cradling your head to move onto his thigh as you caught your breath. He leaned back on his hands doing the same. Steve slowly left your warmth, the emptiness making you whimper. He held you carefully shifting you around so you were resting against his chest.  
“I missed you both,” you whispered into his chest. “Can we take a nap now?”
The pair chuckled, as Steve carried you out of the pool, and Bucky wrapped a warm towel around your back. 
“Sure doll, we can nap,” Bucky said, kissing the top of your head.
“And then after we can break in the bed,” Steve stated. 
“And the kitchen,” Bucky added.
“Don’t forget the shower,” you chimed in, sleepily.
“Might as well just ruin the whole house,” Steve laughed, going inside, Bucky sliding the door shut after you.
“Sounds like a plan to me. What do you think doll?”
“Mhmm, great plan. But first, we nap,” you concluded.
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