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#i feel like its likely that he decided to join POINT for money?
buckyalpine · 7 months
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hey shay! what do you think about steve and sam betting that bucky cannot date the newest avenger for like two months without falling in love with her. and, of course, he accepts, and asks her out, all in the hopes of winning.
(plot twist: he is a dumbass and a fucking simp because he falls hella hard in like the first month. she’s basically his soulmate and his dream girl. absolutely perfect. he dreams of their marriage and children and cannot wait to make it a reality. and steve and sam are beyond happy for him, and the three decide never to speak of the bet ever again.)
but fast forward to their first anniversary together, and she finds out that the only reason why bucky ever paid any attention to her, and asked her out, was because of the bet. and it leaves her absolutely heartbroken and destroyed, to the point that she debates asking for a transfer. because of course the only way the legendary sergeant james buchanan barnes would ever notice her is because of a bet. pfft! how big of an idiot she is!
(and we see bucky do some seriously grovel. because he cannot lose the love of his life. his baby. his everything. his sunshine in the dark. the reason for his existence.)
maybe steve and sam join in to help him? because they adore her as well, and they know how much bucky needs her.
YESSSS YES YESSSSS. I am here for the angst and the fluff, I love this because we all love a break up make up situation.
"100 bucks"
"No"
"Okay, 150"
"Why are we doing this"
"200"
"...why"
"Because we know for a fact, there's no way you'd be able to date the new recruit for two full months-
"-without falling in love, you can't actually fall for her"
Sam and Steve looked at Bucky intently while the soldier cocked an eyebrow, the three of them lounging in the common room after a morning briefing to meet their newest team mate.
"You're both willing to pay me $200 just to date y/n without falling in love?" Bucky deadpanned staring at his two best friends, both with matching shit eating grins.
"What's wrong Barnes, scared you'll get your wittle heart broken?" Sam egged him on only to be met with a cocky smirk from the brunette.
"That's not a problem because I don't date" Bucky shrugged, happy to win easy money if all he had to do was ask the new girl out and date her for a bit without actually catching feelings.
He was never really the relationship type; the charm he used to have in the 40's was slowly making its way back and it was perfect for when he needed a quick fix. Long term was never his thing and he wasn't about to start now but he also wasn't going to turn down a bet when his friends seemed so keen.
Besides, his pride was on the line and it was only two months.
"So let me get this straight. I date her for 2 months-"
"No falling in love with y/n"
"-no falling in love and you pay me?"
Sam and Steve nodded while Bucky got up, shaking their hands to seal the deal. He already mapped out a plan to ask the new girl out, mentally deciding on an easy break up speech for when the inventible comes.
"Two months white panther"
"Wolf"
"Two months"
"Easy"
****
Bucky knew he was screwed after the first date. Just the first date. When he first asked her out, she gave him a shy giggle and he knew he wanted to hear that sound again. And again. And again. She gave him a little nod, shuffling on her feet and for a moment, Bucky regained his confidence. There was no way he'd have anything in common with someone so shy and quiet, winning the best was going to be a breeze.
Until she came down in a sun dress, ready to go out for for their date and she smelled like peaches and cream and there was that fucking giggle again when he got ice cream on his nose when they shared a sundae. Her hands were so soft when she swiped her thumb over his little mess, cleaning him off with a tissue while he blinked.
"You're so adorable, sarge" She gave him a bashful smile and his cheeks couldn't have possibly blushed more, his heart beating strangely fast. He wasn't really too sure what to do, usually it was him making girls turn into puddles of shy messes but her he was, more tongue tied that ever.
He wasn't sure what it was.
Maybe it was the fact that she asked him about the 40's, something he rarely got to talk about. Maybe it was the way she listened to him intently while he got lost in his memories, recalling happier times, the both of them laughing over stories about scrawny Steve before the serum. He'd been on plenty of dates before but none of them were like this.
(It didn't matter though, his main goal never left his sight...not really)
He asked her out again and he immediately put his hand to his stomach when she showed up in her workout clothes since he'd offered to train with her before their scheduled date. He'd fully intended to take control over the situation, gain the upper hand again by making her all sweet and shy with his subtle touches but nope.
Here he was with butterflies dancing madly around his tummy when she smiled brightly as soon as she walked through the gym doors; his train of thought long gone when as she dropped her towel beside his. He flipped her with ease, her much smaller form blinking up at him as he caged her under him. He didn't even have it in him to throw her a wink or a flirty smirk, giving her soft puppy eyes instead and helping her to her feet.
To his own surprise, he didn't even try to make a move to get her in bed.
He couldn't.
Not when he was genuinely enjoying conversation with her. Not when she looked at him with such trust and care not to break her heart. Not after she'd confided in him that she felt safe with him after about a month of dating. Bucky's mind, which was usually filled with filth and fucking was now filled with thoughts of her in a pretty white dress, walking down the aisle, ready to say I do. He thought about how adorable their babies would look, how beautiful she'd look pregnant, she was his dream girl, how he couldn't wait for the day it'd all really happen, he was falling in love for the first time in his life-
He. Was. Screwed.
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"M'gonna marry her"
"What"
"What?" Bucky blinked back at his friends with wide eyes, not realizing he'd said that out loud; the three of them sitting around the living room again since you had gone out for a girls night with Nat and Wanda.
"Come again, what was that?" Sam grinned, sitting up straighter from where he'd been sprawled out on the floor while Steve nudged Bucky with his shoulder.
"Nothing" Bucky mumbled but the blush on his cheeks spread up to his ears.
"AWWWW" Sam howled while Bucky buried his face in his hands, "BUCKY HAS A CRUSH"
"You like her, huh punk" Steve grinned, not needing verbal confirmation from his best friend; both him and Sam saw the way Bucky started falling for you from day 1, not standing a chance of winning their bet.
"I do" Bucky smiled shyly, not bothering with a snarky retort, not when he'd fallen so hard for you the second he heard your laugh. No one bothered to bring up the bet again, the entire thing long forgotten. Sam and Steve couldn't have been happier when they saw Bucky's eyes light up every time he looked at you. You'd tumbled into the living room along with Nat and Wanda behind you, giggling and falling into the soldiers lap, nuzzling into him like a kitten between tipsy kisses.
Sam could've sworn he saw Steve flick away a tear, the both of them watching Bucky grin like a little kid with the biggest crush, melting into a puddle instantly with you in his arms.
"Hey Sarge" You gave him a hazy smile, sighing contently when he kissed your forehead and scooped you right up, holding you to his chest. "Missed you"
"Let's get you to bed babygirl" Bucky whispered, carefully taking care of you, changing you into one of his Henley's and completing your skin care routine since you couldn't in your drunken state. He kissed you good night, pulling the covers up and holding you close to him the entire night.
Nothing compared to the soft puppy he became whenever you were near him and it wasn't exactly a well kept secret. No one failed to notice the way he was head over heels in love with you. With each passing day Bucky loved you more, doing everything in his power to keep you happy, to protect you with his entire heart, there's was no way, absolutely no way, he'd every do anything to hurt you or lose you.
Ever.
One Year Later
You stretched, blinking at the sun that peeked through the curtains, feeling extra warm, cuddled up with you boyfriend who was the human form of a furnace. You were in no hurry to get out of bed, burying your face into his bare chest instead, breathing in his scent, humming contently when his thick arms wrapped you impossibly closer.
"Happy anniversary my love" Bucky whispered, his eyes still closed, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. He couldn't believe a full year had gone by since you'd stolen his heart. A full year filled with kisses and giggles and softness. There wasn't a day that had gone by where Bucky wasn't a complete simp for you (he'd picked out a wedding ring within month three and had it hidden somewhere in his room by month 6).
"Happy anniversary handsome" You kissed his chest where his heart beat steadily, giggling when he pinned you under him, attacking you with a flurry of feathery light kisses, "Bucky stop!" You squealed with laugher as he wrapped you tightly and let his scruffy cheeks tickle your shoulders, the both of you tangled in his sheets, having a lazy morning.
"I love you" He whispered into your hair, sneakily slipping his hands up your over sized shirt, his cool metal fingers stroking down your spine making you shiver. "So much, bella"
"I love you, Jamie" Your cheeks heated up and the sweet name he had just for you, only reluctantly getting out of bed after Nat had practically dragged you out of bed to go shopping. You didn't want to do anything but cuddle with Bucky all day but the red head didn't care, happily evading your privacy to barge into the room and whisk you away, throwing back a wink when Bucky mouthed a silent thank you.
Bucky had planned out the perfect anniversary, something he'd thought out for weeks. The compound would be empty so it would just be the two of you; he'd cook dinner himself, have some songs playing from the 40's with a juke box he'd managed to get his hands on and spent the entire night letting you know how deeply in love he was with you. He didn't care how cheesy it was, buying out an entire florist shop to cover the room and terrace with your favorite flowers, having some suspended from the high ceilings along with petals strewn on the floor.
He'd pull out all the rom com stops for you, giving everyone a task to keep you busy so he could set up for the night. Nat had been tasked with keeping you away until evening, only bringing you back in time for dinner. Sam and Steve spent the whole day hanging and putting up flowers, lighting candles and listening to Bucky ramble about how much he adored you. Tony worked on lighting and sound, tinkering with the music and setting it up outside.
To say you were surprised was an understatement. Nat had blind folded you as soon as you got back and instructed you to put on the dress that had been laid out in your room. You had no idea what she was talking about until you found a floor length gown along with a note sitting on top of your bed.
See you at 8 tonight my bella
Happy 1 year Anniversary,
Yours forever,
JBB x
You didn't waste a second, hopping into the shower, doing your makeup and spraying on your perfume that you knew he loved so much. You slipped the dress on along with some heels before making your way down to the now dimmed lights, the soft glow of candles warming the room.
You gasped as soon as your eyes landed on Bucky, standing head to toe in all black, a dashing smile on his face. He strode over to you, cupping your cheeks in his hands, pecking your lips sweetly, the scent of his cologne already making you woozy.
"You did all this for me?" You blinked back tears, his thumbs swiping them away .
"Anything for you doll" Bucky whispered, pulling you in for another kiss before leading you to the garden; a trail of rose petals covering the floor to the back terrace. Fairly lights twinkled, mixed in with the tiny stars that dotted the night sky; you didn't bother with sitting in your own seat, sitting in Bucky's lap instead while your both sipped on champagne.
It didn't take long for him to swoop you off your feet so he could sway with you instead, music playing softly in the background while he whispered sweet nothings, only sitting down again so he could feed you the dessert he'd spend the whole afternoon making for you.
"I can't believe you did all this for me Bucky" You said sincerely, holding his face in your hands, gazing into his soft blue eyes, "You're perfect my Jamie"
"You're my perfect gift doll"
"Oh! I have to get you your gift!" You realized you'd left it in your room between a spoon of chocolate cake Bucky was feeding you, hopping up from his lap to get it. You scurried off to your room, giddy over the present you'd put together for Bucky, the whole gift taking months of planning to get everything to come in time. You rummaged through your closet, grabbing the carefully wrapped box and returning to the hall, excited to see his face when he opened his present.
You passed by Steve's room stopping dead in your tracks at the words you heard, your feet suddenly unable to move.
"Can you believe this all started over betting he'd never fall for y/n?" Sam snorted, sitting on the couch in Steve's room, the both of them munching on the scraps of chocolate cake and sipping on beer while watching a movie.
"All over 200 bucks, remember he was so sure of himself"
You felt like you'd swallowed cotton, your mouth dry, finding it difficult to swallow. You wanted to turn back time, wishing you'd never heard that conversation, or maybe it was all a misunderstanding, Bucky would never do that, not your Bucky.
"Didn't you tell him he'd only have to date her for 2 months?"
"2 months and 200 dollars, terminator shook on it"
"He even had a break up speech ready"
You gripped tightly onto the present, dashing away from the room, unable to bear more of the conversation. Your heart was hammering out of your chest as you shakily made your way back to Bucky, it just couldn't be true.
Could it?
Did he really only ask you out because his friends made a bet with him?
Bucky smiled when he saw you return, opening his arms for you to slink onto his lap again. His smile disappeared when you kept your eyes down, fumbling with the gift in your hand, staying rooted in place in front of him instead of cuddling up with him like you always did.
"Baby? Is everything okay?" Bucky got up from his seat, carefully making his way over to you. He tipped your face up, surprised to find your eyes wet with unshed tears, the corners of your lips quivering with how hard you were trying to keep from crying.
"You-you promise you'll be honest with me?" You tried to keep your voice from cracking, afraid everything you'd imagined with Bucky would come crashing down if what you heard was true.
"Of course" Bucky felt his heart race seeing your glassy eyes and broken expression, what could have possibly happened in the few seconds you were gone "Bella, what's wrong"
"Did you only ask me out because of a bet?" You tried to keep from sniffling, your heart breaking at the guilt that immediately spread across Bucky's face.
"Doll, I-
"So it's true?" You whimpered, stepping away from the man you loved so much, feeling a whirlwind of emotions, the gift you clutched onto slipping from your grip and onto the floor, "It was just a bet with Sam and Steve?"
"Baby, please let me explain-" Bucky wanted nothing more than to reach out and wipe away the tears he caused, his own streaming down his cheeks when you moved further away from him.
"Please don't" You shook your head, wrapping your arms around yourself, not wanting to feel his touch you knew you'd instantly melt into. "Just don't James"
Bucky was ready to drop to his knees and beg for forgiveness, beg for you to call him all the sweet names reserved just for him but you dashed back into the compound, slapping your hand over your mouth to muffle your sobs.
"Sweetheart wait, please don't go, just let me explain baby, I love you so much" Bucky trailed after you, quickly swiping his dampened cheeks, catching you in the elevator just before it closed. "Y/n, I love you doll, I'm sorry, it started that way but-
"It's not your fault" You quickly wiped away the new wave of tears that stung your eyes, desperately pushing the button to take you to your room faster, "I-I should've known you wouldn't have been into me in the first place"
"Y/n, that's not true sweetheart, don't say that baby, please"
"I thought you really liked me, I-I didn't know someone had to pay you to date me"
You felt stupid, ridiculous, ashamed, how did you ever think someone like Bucky, the handsome ladies man from day one, would suddenly be into you, some random new trainee turned avenger. You weren't special, nothing about you stood out from others, there was no reason for him to give you attention.
It all made sense now, your heart splitting into two, biting hard on your lip to keep your cries down, you couldn't believe how stupid you'd been to think he actually liked you from the start.
"No baby, you had me from day one-"
"P-please don't l-lie to m-me" You hiccupped, making a bee line straight to you room as soon as the elevator doors opened, not looking back once. You locked your door before Bucky could catch up, ignoring his persistent soft knocks, begging for you to give him a chance to explain.
"Y/n, bella, please, open the door sweetheart, I love you, I promise truly love you so much, I'm so sorry baby, I need to talk to you, please" Bucky sniffled, his forehead pressed to your door in defeat, now letting the tears fall freely. He stayed rooted in place, slumping down with his head between his knees, running his hands through his short locks in frustration. The only thing he cared about was making you happy and he was the one who screwed it up.
You clutched onto your sheets, trembling as sobs wracked your body, thinking back to all the moments you thought were so sweet, moments where you thought you were both falling in love, now realizing they were nothing more than a ploy to get $200.
You remembered your first date, thinking about how cute Bucky looked with a tiny dollop of ice cream on his perfect nose, how nervous you were to swipe it off, your heart racing when you told him he looked adorable. It took every fiber of your very being to muster the courage to do that but it had meant nothing to him.
You had been stupid to think he liked you too when he asked you out again; you remembered the way your entire body felt like it had been lit on fire when he had you pinned you under him, growing bashfully shy when he helped you up onto your feet, everything a part of his plan to eventually dump you.
You felt ridiculous. You were not gorgeous like Natasha or enhanced like Wanda. What made you think the very Sergeant James Barnes would have his eye on you of all people.
You should have known.
-
"Do you hear that?" Steve paused the movie, hearing a muffled cry from the corridor, his brows furrowing at the sniffles that followed. Sam nodded with a frown, both men getting up and peering into the hallway, surprised to find the super soldier sitting against your door, eyes and nose red from crying.
"Bucky?" Steve was by his best friends side in an instant, kneeling before him, helping him up to onto his feet.
"What happened, where's y/n" Sam blinking hearing crying from inside your room, his stomach churning when Bucky shrugged, chewing on his trembling lip to keep from breaking down again. Bucky let Steve lead him into his room, sitting on the edge of the bed, gripping onto the sheets till they nearly tore.
"What the hell happened Buck"
"She found out bout the bet" Bucky whispered, fresh tears streaming down his face when he remembered how defeated you looked with betrayal. "She knows I asked her out because of it"
"Fuck" Sam hissed while Steve ran a hand over his face. They felt equally responsible for hurting you for having suggested the bet in the first place, also piecing together you must have over heard them when they were talking earlier. Steve was sick with guilt while Sam also slumped onto the couch, all three men feeling awful for hurting you.
"Did you talk to her?"
"She doesn't want to even look at me" Bucky shook his head before burying his face in his hands again, unable to stop from crying; there was a good chance he lost you forever and it was his fault.
"Just-just give her some time" Steve threw an arm over Bucky, while mentally hitting himself for being part of the mess, hoping you'd forgive his best friend who was deeply and utterly in love with you.
-
You woke up with a throbbing headache, staying in bed for longer than usual. You felt more embarrassed than the night before realizing others must have known the true nature of your relationship with Bucky. Not only did Bucky not really like you in the first place but he'd only even looked your way because he was sure he wouldn't fall for you.
You kept to yourself for the first few days. You'd managed to wake up earlier than everyone else so you could eat breakfast and train alone, only to eat dinner extra late after everyone had gone to sleep. It wasn't difficult given your skill set; you slinked about undetected, evading the other avengers every time they knocked on your door to check on you.
Bucky tried to find you every single day, spending each night falling asleep by your door, ignoring the worsening kink in his neck, hoping he'd get get to see you just once, one time so he could at least apologize to you properly.
Two full weeks had gone by and you some how only felt worse. You hated hearing Bucky cry when you walked by his room but then you'd remember what he did and you couldn't bring yourself to trust him again.
Bucky was a mess. He missed you more than anything; you were his baby, his soul mate, his beautiful sweet bella. He would've given anything just to see you walk down the hall way, anything to hear your voice even if it was you telling him off like he deserved. He wanted you to yell and scream at him, tell him what at ass hole he was, that he was the biggest jerk on the planet, that you hated him, he'd listen to it like it was music if he just got to see you again.
He got his hopes up when a new mission came up requiring all hands on deck; Tony called for a sudden meeting with the full team which meant everyone had to be there. Bucky ran off to the showers within seconds, scrubbing himself with body wash he knew you loved so much before throwing on a tight black t-shirt and jeans that made you all shy and giggly. He knew he was playing dirty, leaving the scuff on his face before spraying on a dash of cologne.
He had to look his best, even if it meant you'd throw your cute little kitten mug at his head. He nervously ran to the conference room, eyes flicking to each individual, his heart dropping when he didn't see you there.
"Damn Barnes" Tony whistled while Steve smiled sadly knowing his bestfriend was hoping to see you. "Who'd you clean up for"
"Where's y/n" Bucky's eyes were pleading with everyone, hoping someone would say you were just running late or that you weren't taking part in the mission.
"She's....she's at the head office" Tony sighed, "She wants a transfer"
"Damn it" Sam had now sat up while Bucky left the room with Steve following behind him. "He needs her, he really loves her"
"I-I can't lose her" Bucky sobbed, shaking his head, clutching onto the card you had given him on your anniversary. He'd read every word 100 times over, memorizing it to heart, careful not to crush the paper as he pressed it to his chest. "She's everything to me"
"Look, it's out fault too. We're the ones who suggested the stupid thing, we'll get her back" Steve gave him a reassuring squeeze and Sam nodded.
"I feel like shit man, the whole thing was meant to be a dumb joke, we love her too, we're not just gonna let her leave like this, not our y/n, okay? That's our girl"
"C'mon, lets go get your girl back, punk"
-
You frowned as you entered through the main doors of the compound, finding it unusually quiet when everyone should have been at home since they'd just gotten back from their mission. You felt conflicted after your meeting with Fury and Agent Hill, both of them asking you to reconsider your request to transfer. You told them you'd think about it but you were certain over your decision.
You couldn't face the team any more and your were too embarrassed to look at Bucky again. You didn't mind working in the office and starting over, figuring that would be the best way to mend your heart.
You made your way up to your room, a little red envelope sitting on your pillow catching your attention. You were wary as you opened it, your breath catching in your throat as you recognized the handwriting.
To my first and only love,
I don't deserve someone as sweet as you, but I can't bear the thought of you thinking I don't love you with my entire being. I know I don't deserve a second chance, but I need you to know it was always real.
Always.
I've kept it will hidden but it's time for you to see. It's in my favorite hiding spot for your eyes only.
With all the hugs and kisses in the worlds,
JBB
You knew exactly what spot Bucky was referring to, thinking back to the early days of when you were dating. On more than one occasion, Bucky had grabbed you into his closet, shutting the door when he wanted a few extra moments of privacy before a mission, showering you with 100's of kisses before eventually getting caught and dragged down to the hangar with a bashful grin on his face.
You reluctantly made your way to his room, letting out the breath you were holding when he wasn't inside. The scent of him alone already caused you to feel butterflies but you ignored them as you looked in the closet, finding a shoe box with another red envelope sitting on top for you to read.
To my sweet bella,
You had my heart from day one. You were never supposed to see any of this but you have to know. It's always been you.
Forever and only yours,
JBB
You sat on the floor of the closet as you carefully opened the box, inspecting its contents. Inside was an old, weathering diary with a receipt stuffed in the middle as a bookmark. You opened the page that was marked, surprised to find the receipt from the ice cream place you where you had your first date, the date of the entry a few days before he asked you out.
A new team mate has joined the group. Her name is y/n, y/l/n. She specializes in hand to hand combat and is a trained spy. Tony introduced us to everyone today. I wouldn't mind being her friend but I hope she isn't afraid of me, maybe she's just shy.
The next entry was from the day Sam and Steve made the bet
I doubt I'll forget this but I'm writing it down anyway. 2 months for 200 dollars. Seems stupid but what's the worst that could happen, it's not like she'd actually fall for me anyway.
Then there was the entry after your first date.
She's probably one of the sweetest people I've ever met; I don't want to forget this day, bet or not. She wore a sun dress and she laughed at all my jokes. She called me adorable. Her hands felt so soft. I'm sure its in her nature to be so kind but I wish it was just for me. Maybe I'll ask her out again.
A few days later.
I swear I'm falling in love with her more and more each day and she doesn't even have a clue. I don't know how to show her she's special to me, you'd think I'd be better at this. I hope one day she feels the same way.
And then
I love her. So much. Ma would have loved her. I hope one day she says yes.
You let out a wet laugh at the entries became sappier, each one detailing how hard he was falling for you, all the little details of your dates filling the pages, your heart breaking when you realized he wrote as much as he could remember so he'd never forget. He didn't mention the bet in any of the pages because he'd forgotten about it completely, fully focused on making you officially his.
The diary was sacred to him, a private place where he recounted his most precious memories, the one thing he'd never share with anyone but he decided to share it with you because you had to know. It was one of the few places he poured his heart and soul into with no filter, some of his darkest memories scrawled onto the pages but after he'd met you, it changed. Page after page filled with nothing but sweetness, pure and untainted love. You wiped the tears away, carefully placing the diary back in its proper hiding spot before making your way downstairs hoping to find him.
You found a trail of petals that hadn't been there earlier leading to the living room, walking to a very remorseful looking Sam, Steve and of course Bucky, all three men clutching onto teddy bears along with a blanket fort hoisted up in front of the large TV screen.
"What-what is all this?" You whispered, hesitantly walking towards them with Sam stepping forward first, wrapping you up in a bone crushing hug.
"We're really sorry sweetheart" Sam murmured into your hair, hugging you tightly against him, "we never wanted to hurt you, we love you baby, truly"
"You're special to us darling" Steve came over next, pressing a firm kiss to your head, his large arms holding you in a comforting embrace, "We're idiots, you didn't deserve that, don't leave because of us sweetheart, it's not the same without you"
"It's-its okay"
"It's not, we know it isn't but just know we really do love you, okay? Especially him" Steve whispered the last part with a small smile, looking over to his best friend who was anxiously shuffling on his feet, clutching the largest bear in his hands.
You hugged onto the two little teddies from Sam and Steve, kissing their cheeks before they quietly left you and Bucky alone for some privacy. You set them down on the sofa, suddenly feeling nervous when it was just you and Bucky, anxiety and embarrassment attempting to claw its way back up again.
"I'm so sorry bella" Bucky hesitantly reached out for you, scared you'd pull away, relief flooding his body when you allowed him to pull you in for a hug. "My pretty girl, m'so sorry, I didn't mean for it to happen baby"
"You-you really liked me after?" you felt silly for asking such a thing but you couldn't help it, you had to know, your soft doe eyes pleading with him to be honest with you, "You don't have to lie Bucky, it's okay if you didn't-
"You're breakin' my heart babygirl, of course I did. Of course I liked you sweets, I fell hard and fast for you, it would've happened with or without that stupid bed. I wouldn't have been able to resist that smile or that laugh, nothing would've kept me away from you"
Bucky scooped you into his arms and sat you down on his lap and he settled under the blanket fort, keeping you straddled on him while his hands wrapped around your waist.
"Believe me when I say you're the only girl I've ever fallen for, the only one I've ever wanted. I never ever wanted to hurt you baby and I'll spend the rest of my life making sure you never cry again, if you'd have me. I hate seeing you cry sweets, especially because of me. I just want to love you baby, please?"
His voice cracked at the end, bottom lip quivering as he nervously traced his thumbs along your hips. What if he lost you forever, he wouldn't know what to do with himself, not when he adored you so much.
"I love you y/n, you're my dream girl, my everything, no one else comes even close-"
You cut off his rambling, smashing your lips against his, a soft sob slipping past his lips between kisses as he desperately clung onto you.
"Do-do you forgive me?" Bucky sniffled, breathing out a sigh of relief when you pressed your forehead against his, nodding and slinging your arms around his shoulders. "Please say it angel, I-fuck-I'm so sorry, I missed you so much"
"I forgive you" you whispered, squeaking when Bucky pulled you to cuddle into the pile of pillows and blankets he'd laid out, wanting nothing more than to kiss and cuddle you between cute cheesy rom coms you loved so much. He smiled at the giggles you let out as he attacked you with unrelenting kisses again, breathing in your scent and feeling your body finally wrapped up with his again.
"I missed you so much angel"
"Missed you to Jamie" You kissed his nose, caressing his face as he nuzzled into the crook of your neck, knowing Sam and Steve were probably creeping from some corner. "I love you"
"Love you more bella" Bucky smiled, letting you pick a movie, pulling a fluffy blanket up to cover you both. "Loved you from day one"
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not my car!
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pairing: miguel o’hara x fem reader
contents: reader gets angry with spider-man, male masturbation
author’s note: i wasn’t planning on making a valentine’s day post (just because i’m a big hater LOL) but i decided to mix these two together, hope y’all enjoy <3
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Valentine's Day.
What was supposed to be a day dedicated towards expressing your love towards your friends and others was a day that you'd be stuck at work. Not the holiday had really made a difference towards you, all of it just seeming like a capitalistic ploy to get people to spend more money just to prove who loves each other the most. Or at least that's what you told yourself at the lack of a Valentine once more this year. While it wasn't out the norm for you to spend it alone, you couldn't help but feel disappointed at the reminder of another year without achieving that relationship status.
But despite the fact that you weren't technically anyone's Valentine, you'd still managed to get a date for tonight. You'd joined a dating app in hopes to find a date before tonight months ago, without actually having much luck until a couple days ago. All the men that you'd swiped on were either interested in something completely different from what you were looking for or they were just complete assholes. You'd been talking to a moderately good looking guy with biceps that looked like they could choke you for a while, the two of you making plans to go out tonight before he got caught up in work again. Despite the fact that he was more sarcastic with his sense of humor, you couldn't help but enjoy every joke exchanged and every conversation you two held.
You'd gotten so caught up in the thought of how the date would go tonight, already planning out what outfit you'd be wearing and what type of makeup you'd like to try that you hadn't realized you were starting to run late for work. You quickly finished with getting dressed, making sure to button up your shirt correctly before making your way out of your apartment. "Buenos dias, mija," your elderly neighbor called out, sweeping the floor outside. (good morning) "Buenos dias, señora," you responded back, giving her a small wave once you finished locking up your door. While you usually made it a point to try and have conversation with her, you were already in a rush to get to work on time.
"Come on, baby. Don't fail me now," you pleaded with your car, turning the key on the ignition only to receive a mocking sputter in n response. You took the key out, counting in your head up to three seconds before sticking it back in. You'd gotten used to these little kinks and tricks in the car, learning to adapt quickly to its ways to save yourself some money. Whether it be smacking the dashboard to get it to turn on or simply taking the key out, you were determined on riding the car until it's last minute. You assured yourself that your car was still fine despite the noises that it made while it was driving, almost like every piece of metal inside of it was loose.
And while the car wasn't much, it was one of the few things that you'd be able to claim that belonged to you after you finished paying it off. Your wage had made it difficult to manage living alone with an apartment but it was achievable if you cut back on the amount of expenses that you had. You were simply surviving up at this point, making sure that you weren't spending more than the basic necessities to stay alive so you'd have enough money to be just above the debt line. But while everything else in your life was rented, the car was the one thing that you could be able to claim as your own. Well, after you finished paying it off at the end at the year.
You let out a small groan as you saw that someone else had taken your undesignated designated parking spot. While the parking spots didn't belong to anyone particularly, everyone seemed to have a silent understanding not to infringe on other's spots. You looked around to see if a spot was available before reluctantly pulling out of the workers' parking lot, deciding to just park it out on the street for the day. You opted to park in the back so you wouldn't have to walk the distance, unable to go in through the front door. You went through the motions of clocking in, washing your hands and sanitizing them before making your way over to the counter.
"What can I get for you?" Your voice came out tired as you spoke, the only thought on your mind being what time you would get out of work. "Some service with a smile would be nice," the person retorted, your eyes almost rolling to the back of your head. You definitely didn't get paid enough for this shit. You repeated the same question back to them, forcing an unnatural smile to make its way to your face as you waited for their response. "I'll just get a small diet coke," they finally responded, inserting their card into the chip reader. You had half the mind to throw the empty cup at their head for making a big deal out of your customer service for what they'd ordered.
You resisted the urge to test out how good your aim was, opting instead to keep your job for a bit longer. You slid over the cup once you were done filling it up, going back to the register to take any other orders. It was slow, only a couple stragglers making their way inside to get a light breakfast before their shift at work. While Nueva York was known as one of the more dangerous cities to live in with all the villains crawling on the streets, the area of the city that you lived in was moderately calm. Only a few robberies here and there, one or two gang-related homicides. To say that you were used to these slow mornings was an understatement, getting used to seeing tourists' disappointment when this part of the city doesn't meet their level of excitement. 
You headed out for a break outside of the restaurant, unable to stand the smell of grease lingering onto the kitchen. You weren't able to escape the smell much though, the stench clinging onto your clothes like it wanted to remind you of your place. You let out a small groan upon catching another whiff, taking your phone out to check the forecast and a couple of the news just to see if you'd be able to go on your date tonight. It was then when you saw a reporter broadcasting from the building across the restaurant, a man on a hover board playing with a couple bombs like he was juggling at the circus. You felt the impact before you saw it on your screen, the screams making themselves known in the chaos.
You headed over to where the news reporter had been standing just a couple seconds ago, a small crowd already gathered around to get a glimpse of the Green Goblin. The way they spectated around it made it seem like they were expecting for a celebrity to show up, the crowd bursting out into cheers after Spider-Man's red webs came into view. "Get him Spidey!" You heard in the background, the people breaking out into cheers of his name while he made his way over to the Green Goblin. You weren't sure how it was that these people managed to like him one day and dislike him the next, choosing instead to stay quiet and just watch the event unfold.
You looked over at Spider-Man as he dropped down to the floor, a brutal punch from the Goblin sending him rolling on the floor. He seemed to be looking around at the cars parked outside, almost like he was picking one out of a magazine offer to throw at him. 'Not my car, not my car,' was the only thought running through your head like a mantra, watching as Spider-Man approached the vehicles to take his pick for the Green Goblin. You knew that it was selfish, but you figured that the BMW parked next to your car could definitely afford to get it fixed if they were driving that around in these areas of Nueva York.
You let out a small whine as you saw him pick up your car with ease, swinging up to get some leverage on the villain before throwing it full speed ahead at him. All you could do was stare as your car flew in mid air, the people in the crowd only seeming to cheer even louder at how chaotic the fight was starting to become. The ringing in your ears got louder, every part of it blocking out except for the fact that you'd soon be without a car once it made its way back to the ground. The Green Goblin managed to get out of the way before your car hit him, the vehicle hitting the window of the building before slowly starting to make its descent. The shocking asshole didn't even make the shot.
"Can't help but feel bad for the poor loser that owns that car," you heard behind you, a couple of the people standing around making commentary like it was the hottest sports event they'd been to. "Think he's doing them a favor, can you imagine driving a piece of junk like that?" You heard another retort, your annoyance towards the situation growing even further. You glared over at the two of them, though the expression was ignored since their attention was solely locked on the maniac hovering amock on top of the building. You knew that it should be him that your anger is directed towards, but you couldn't help but be angry at Spider-Man for using your car without a care in the world. The way that he handled your property knowing that he couldn't get prosecuted for it just served to anger you even further.
For shock's sake. All you could do is stand there with your mouth agape as your car crashed down to the concrete, a wheel rolling off to the side. You weren't sure if you wanted to burst out into tears or if you wanted to start yelling at the mask-wearing asshole for not even making the shot. You looked over at your car, trying to convince yourself that the damage wasn't that bad. Well.. it might take a couple weeks of overtime but you were sure you could handle it. That was until a large piece of rubble from the building fell onto your car. You were dumbfounded, all you could do was simply blink as your car got crushed into mere metal. And if all the hope that was inside of you hadn't diminished yet, the engine burst out into flames a couple seconds afterwards.
Now you could definitely understand all the slander that J. Jonah Jameson had written about him. Shock, you were thinking of joining the Daily Bugle just to write your own article about him. The fact that your car was basically useless at this point and that you'd still have to continue paying for it kept ringing through your mind, every single outside noise making itself unknown as you looked at the pieces of metal sticking out from underneath the rubble. You were even thinking of getting an oil change soon. Well, not soon. But as soon as you managed to get a bit of disposable money. All the modifications that you'd planned for your car seemed pointless now, the one thing that you would be able to have in your name now destroyed.
The crowd burst out into cheers while you were still in the middle of seething to yourself, your mind calling Spider-Man a flurry of curses as you wrapped your mind around the fact that your car was destroyed. It didn't help that Spider-Man seemed so proud of getting back at the Goblin, stopping by the crowd and taking some pictures. The people immediately rushed over to his side, their phones out as their cameras flashed to try to snap a picture of the elusive hero. You stood off to the side, your arms folded as you waited to give him a piece of your mind. You were determined on getting some form of compensation after he'd fucked up your car, holding him responsible.
"Sorry, did you want a picture? We'll need to make this quick," Spider-Man spoke up when he saw you standing by the side, his large figure seeming more intimating as he stood in front of you. "No, what I want is my goddamn car back! It wasn't a damn ball for you to use! And you didn't even hit him with it!" Your voice came out frantic, more jumpy than you would've liked for it to be. You wanted your voice to portray the anger that you felt, but all you could feel is fear. Fear that you wouldn't have anything to navigate around the city with. "Oh. so you see.. I'm actually protected from anything involving public property. Lo siento," his voice didn't carry any sense of apology as he spoke, infuriating you even further.
"What the shock am i supposed to do with 'lo siento?!' And it wasn't public property, it was my private property!" You continued scolding at him, the annoyance that you felt starting to peek through the fear. "Is it really private property if you haven't finished paying it off yet?" He retorted, leaving you without an argument. He swung away before you had the chance to continue yelling at him, his red webs flashing across the buildings before disappearing completely. You couldn't help but stomp your foot in the ground, getting your phone out to call your insurance company to see what you could figure out about this situation.
"So, according to our system, you ended up getting our cheapest insurance option and unfortunately that means that your plan doesn't cover these types of damages. Your plan only covers Avengers-level threat and well.. the Green Goblin doesn't really qualify as one of those," the woman on the other line spoke up after clicking a few buttons on her computer, a groan threatening to make its way up your throat. She sounded sympathetic enough to the point where you didn't want to start complaining, but you couldn't help the hint of desperation that crawled up your voice when speaking.
"So is there anything else that I can do?" You asked her, your foot anxiously tapping on the sidewalk below you. "Hold on, let me connect you to someone else," she responded, the tapping on the other end resuming. “I don't want to speak to another rep-" your words got cut off by an elevator jingle, a couple advertisings being made here and there. What was supposed to be a calming waiting experience only served to stress you out further, your foot seeming to be tapping against the floor at a hundred miles an hour. Your eyes flickered around the mess, waiting for the elevator jingle to fade into good news.
"There's actually nothing that we can do in this situation," another voice came through the line after what seemed to be an eternity of waiting. "And you had to keep me on hold for the last five minutes just to say that?" You responded, starting to feel more tired than annoyed at the situation by this point. "Sorry about that. remember that your car payment's on the fifth of next month," the voice reminded you of your impending debt, a loud click sounding before the line ended. You made your way back into the restaurant, forcing a smile on your face as you took orders despite the fact that you wanted to curl up into a little ball and cry. Or yell. Whatever would help you feel better.
"Jess, can you come into my office for a second? It's a matter of life or death," Miguel spoke into his gizmo, waiting for a confirmation before he turned it off. Jessica appeared into his office in a couple seconds, her eyes widened in alert as she looked around for what was the life or death urgent matter. "So, walk with me through a hypothetical. Imagine you're broke and Spider-Man destroys your car. and you have a date with Spider-Man's alter ego. Except you don't know that it's Spider-Man until he decides to show you. How would you feel after that revelation?" Miguel asked her after the platform made its way down, Jessica’s face morphing into annoyance almost immediately.
"This isn't a matter of life or death first of all. Second of all, think I'd just drop kick you after the revelation. Did you even manage to land the car or not?" Jessica responded, making Miguel let out an annoyed huff as he ran through the possibilities in his mind. Though he'd had the same idea that she had, he didn't enjoy having them confirmed by someone else. "No," he admitted, glaring over at her when she started to laugh. "Good luck with that," she advised him, leaving the room to let him be with his own thoughts. He was more than certain he would need more than luck for this to work out in his favor.
He pulled up the tab for the dating app that Peter had signed him up, scrolling through your pictures like he wanted just the slightest sign that you weren't the same person. The more and more that he looked at the photos, the more that he tried to convince himself that something was off. Maybe that the angles didn't match up, that he believed he saw a beauty mark on the picture without having seen it on you today. But no matter how hard he tried, he knew that deep down, he'd destroyed his date's car. Even if he could get himself to disregard the fact for the date tonight, he knew that it would be haunting him later on. He felt the need to be completely honest with you in the ways that he could, wanting to show you every single part of him. The good, the bad, and the ugly.
While he'd been reluctant to actually giving in and trying out the app given the fact that he didn't have that much time to put into a relationship, he almost thought of himself as lucky for stumbling onto your profile. The conversations between the two of you was something that he looked forward to when he woke up in the morning and when he went to sleep at night. You were easy to talk to, someone that understood his dry sense of humor without taking offense to it. You'd even offered him some solutions to the problems he had going on despite not having much knowledge about the topic of hand, making sure that he'd put his well-being above anything else. He'd grown to care about you more than he initially anticipated for.
He'd never admit to it if you asked, but he found himself looking back at the nude photos that you'd exchanged with him. The way that your body sprawled out on your bedsheets, your lingerie clinging tightly onto your curves like it was begging for him to take it off. The teasing smile on your face as you looked up at the camera, making all the thoughts in his head disappear. All that had been running through his head upon seeing those photos was what he wanted to do you, his lips tracing every inch of your body as he worshipped you the way that you deserved to be. If he would have it his way, he'd make sure no inch of your body was left untouched by his lips.
He'd spent many nights with his hand tightly fisted around his cock, wishing that you'd be in the same room with him making him feel that level of pleasure. The sounds that you let out in the video you'd sent him were heavenly, a sensation coursing through him that he wouldn't be able to achieve even with the best produced porn video. It filled him with a sense of pride that it was him making you feel so needy, the small whimpers of his name making every nerve in his body short circuit. He knew that his hand wouldn't be able to compare to the way that you felt, the way that it would feel slipping inside of you for the first time. Your walls clenching tightly around his cock as you welcomed the intrusion, his pace gentle as he eased you into it.
He'd ignore the voices outside of his office just to get off to the thought of you, his fangs digging into his lower lip as he tried to muffle every sound that was eliciting from deep down. A quiet 'shock' here and there escaped from his lips, nothing that would alert any of the other members in the Society. The grip around his cock would tighten, like he was trying to do justice to the way that your pussy would tighten around him. His reddened tip kept leaking out precum, lathering his hand with every stroke that he gave himself. You'd become the object of every fantasy that he had, his work starting to get sloppy from the way that you'd been clouding his mind for days now.
Ropes of cum shot up to his stomach, a temporary relieve of the desire that had been brewing inside him. It was only a fleeting moment, before his thoughts returned back to you. It was a constant cycle of desire brewing morphing into a couple seconds of fleeting satisfaction, a burning inferno inside of him begging to be tamed with your fingers. To have your nails raking down his back, to seize every little gasp that you'd let out and every expression that would you make in the moment. He felt frustrated, at himself mostly. For letting himself get so pent up to the point where even the thought of you was a desire he couldn't fan down, of letting himself get so needy just for your touch.
To say that he was looking forward to the date with you was an understatement, having bought a new button down to prepare for it. He'd planned on taking the day early, taking the time to make sure he was well prepared for the date and going to buy you some flowers before he had to be at the restaurant. Every hope that he'd had towards the date quickly faded away, reminding him of what could've been. He almost wanted to kick himself for not picking the BMW parked next to your car. He hesitantly clicked on the 'block' button, though deep inside, he knew that you deserved more than just getting ghosted without any reason.
You ended up getting home later than you expected, getting lost in the subway system a couple of times before you managed to find your way. The date that you'd been looking forward to no longer seemed that exciting with all the events that had gone down tonight, and even if you were excited, you doubted you would be able to make it on time. You took out your phone to text Miguel that you wouldn't be able to make it, the text bubble turning green after you sent it. You wanted to lie to yourself and say that he didn't have any service, make any excuse for what you already knew deep down. A part of you didn't want to believe that you'd been ghosted, the conversations that the two of you shared almost seeming like out of a fairytale.
You tried sending him another message at a later time, only to find out that it met the same fate as your previous text. You slowly came to accept the situation for what it was, accepting the fact that you'd just been discarded like a toy. Though you weren't a stranger to getting ghosted on dating apps, this time, it seemed to sting more than the previous times. Maybe it was because you truly believed that it would go somewhere this time, that the two of you had formed a connection. You'd had the hope that he'd be the one you'd share those corny couple moments with, be the one who you'd go on dates with and have intimate moments with.
You ended up calling it a night early, all the lights in your apartment turned off as you snuggled with your fluffy blanket. You had a corny romance movie playing on the screen to get your mind off your current dilemma, to give you the chance to critique someone else's problems rather than dealing with your own. You'd bought a box of chocolates for yourself since they were a pretty decent price and it allowed you to indulge in the same things other people had on Valentine's Day, sticking them into your mouth as you watched the movie. You were doing everything in your power to avoid looking at your phone, to look through the messages you'd shared with Miguel just to have a reminder of what you could've had and of the texts that you'd romanticized so much in your head.
"Oh for fuck's sake, just say you love her," you muttered at the tv screen, rubbing your temples at just how overdramatized the whole plot was. Even after a while, the whole idea of making fun of fictional characters' problems lost its appeal. You turned off your tv, darkness enveloping your room instantly. You got up and cleaned up after yourself, making sure you hadn't left any chocolate remnants on your bedsheets or fingers. Despite having eaten half the box of chocolates, sleep washed over you with ease once you laid down. The grip that you had around one of your teddy bears was unrelenting as you slept, seeking out for some kind of comfort. Just having something there that would let you know it would be okay.
With all the hectics that happened last night, you'd forgotten to set your alarm early to make it to the subway on time. Despite the fact that you were basically working for minimum wage, your boss ordered you around like your service was what kept the restaurant running afloat. You got up from your bed after a couple minutes, already running the different excuses that you'd use. You figured that he wouldn't be exactly receptive to 'Spider-Man destroyed my only mode of transportation.' Your actions were slower than normal this morning, your fingers nimble as you buttoned up your shirt. The task had taken unnecessarily long, your mind constantly blanking out and forgetting about the task at hand.
You glanced over at the parking spot that your car used to occupy to notice a new suv parked in the spot, a red bow on top of it with a paper attached to the back of it. Your curiosity got the better of you, wondering who'd been so bold to park their car in your spot merely a day after it was unoccupied. You picked up the note, your eyes widening after you'd finished reading it.
'Sorry I messed up your car yesterday. I hope this makes up for it.
P.S. The keys are in your mailbox
P.P.S. Don’t worry about paying off your other car
- Your friendly neighborhood Spider-Man'
You wanted to stay mad at the webbed asshole for treating your car as his personal play-toy but you couldn't deny the fact that this car was much nicer than the one you used to drive. It was nice enough where it would get you from one place to another with minimal bumps but not flashy enough that it'd get broken into. You folded the note and set it in your pocket, heading over to your mail room to get the keys. Sure enough, the keys to the car laid inside on top of the mail that you'd forgotten to get. You picked up the keys after a couple seconds, walking back over to your new car to get going to work.
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Keep On Rolling - MV1
Chapter Two
Summary: Lando's best friend having feelings for anyone on the grid? Impossible, right? She worked with them, sharing her friendship with the grid with the world via the FormulaY/N youtube channel.
After film a video including... spicy water (alcohol), everything changes between her and a certain world champion. Good thing she hasn't had a crush on him since his F1 debut, right?
Right?
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Just like the first video, Paddock Pals was a success. The video went up onto the FormulaY/N on the Monday after the Albert Park race day vlog. It was the second most popular video on her channel, with only the original Paddock Pals ahead of it. F1 Twitter loved it.
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Y/N already had her next few videos planned. The next video she had spung on a chosen few drivers and they were only happy to join in. That was how she found herself sitting in her hotel room, Max, Charles, Daniel, Lando, Alex, Oscar and Carlos surrounding her. James was in a chair opposite the group, notebook in his lap and camera in his hands.
“Hello everybody and welcome to the FormulaY/N channel,” said Y/N, holding her microphone up to her face. She sat in her hotel room, surrounded by seven Formula One drivers. She had Lando Norris on one side of her and Charles Leclerc on the other.
In front of them were tiny shot glasses and spirits. But, of course, to make any money on youtube, you couldn’t use the A word. Y/N had opted to call it spicy water to ensure she wouldn’t get demonetized.
“Cameraman James has been working through the night to put together a little game show for us. He’s collected some of your favourite Formula One quotes. All we have to do is guess who says what. You get it right, you get a point. You get it wrong…” Y/N picked up her shot glass. “You do one of these. Pretty much, we’re all going to be on the tipsy side by the time we’re finished.”
James turned the camera round to face him. “This started as a who said what game, but I went down a rabbit hole and its become so much more than that. We’ve got Formula One quiz questions, finish the quote, a sing along and more,” he said, holding his notebook up.
He turned the camera back to Y/N. While James had been explaining, she’d began to fill everybody’s shot glass with the… spicy water (which was really just vodka). “If everybody has their spicy water, we can begin,” she said and looked to James, shot glass in hand.
Clearing his throat, James kept his camera steady and looked at his notebook. “Okay, this first question is a who says what. Y/N and I were going to play the clips, but we decided that would be too easy for you all. So, I’ve got to read them out. Right, who said ‘Lando we can be world champions’?”
“Charles!” Y/N said instantly. Everybody else took a shot.
Charles, Lando and Alex pulled face. Everybody else tried to keep their cool, but it wasn’t going very well.
“Everybody ready for the next one?” Asked James as a shiver went down Oscars spine. “Right, who is the youngest driver on the grid?”
“Logan!” Shouted Oscar and Daniel.
“Ding, ding, ding, we have a winner,” said James. “Or, three winners. Everybody else, drink up.”
Y/N tipped her head back and threw her shot into her mouth. She swallowed, feeling the burn as it went down her throat. “Oh my God,” she cried and coughed.
“Hey, hey, hey! There’s still some in there.” Lando grabbed a hold of Y/N’s shot glass and tipped it to the side, revealing the dregs at the bottom. “Drink up, missy,” he said and passed the glass back to Y/N. Glaring at him, she tipped her head back once more and finished the shop.
“Next, who once said ‘He don’t fok smash my door’ and, for an extra point, who was this person talking about?”
“Guenther about K-Mag?” Asked Alex, sounding unsure.
James nodded his head. Everybody but Alex had their shots. “So, do we have to do a second one now? Or does Alex just get another point?”
Y/N thought for a moment. “How about you take a short or forfeit a point? If you have no points you can minus a point, but the moment you get one that brings you back up to zero,” she suggested.
Three people took the shots, the rest took the points.
The rest of the rounds went by rather quickly. Max got three points and Lando got four, leaving him the most sober out of everybody. Halfway through the video they had to pause. Some drivers went to the toilet, Lando and Max had to reposition things so that Lando was in the middle, hosting and Max was keeping Y/N upright. “Maybe no more for her,” he suggested.
“No! If I lose I have to drink! Those are the rules!” Y/N cried, her speech slurred. She was leaning against Max, her face pressed into his shoulder.
“Do we even keep filming?” Asked James. “It’s not fair to put her on the internet like this.”
Lando thought on it. He knew Y/N better than anybody; it was going to be his call. “She’d kill us if we didn’t get all the footage. When she’s not drunk or hungover she can look through the footage and decide what she wants to keep.”
“You’re the best Landooooooo,” she muttered and sat up straight.
When the game continued, Y/N was barely holding herself up. She had one more shot and that was it, she was finished. When Riccardo got the next question right, she reached for her glass, but Max took it from her before she had the chance.
After that, they cut the camera. Max moved her away from the rest of the group, to sit out of the view of the camera. Lando did her outro for her, but Max stayed sitting with her. He too was drunk, but nowhere near as drunk as Y/N.
After the video was filmed, the other drivers filed out of Y/N’s room. Lando helped put things away so she wouldn’t trip over them in the morning and put a glass of water and a pain killer on the bedside table.
“You coming?” He called to Max as he waited by the door.
Max was still with Y/N. “Uh, no. I’m going to make sure she gets to bed okay,” he said, wobbling ever so slightly on his feet. Lando raised his eyebrows but he took his leave, leaving Y/N in her hotel room with James and Max.
While James put away the camera and stuff (Max wasn’t watching), Max brought Y/N over to the bed. She wasn’t yet in her pyjamas, he realised. Max waited for James to leave the room before helping her into something more comfortable. If he was lucky (and he was always lucky), she wouldn’t remember this the next morning.
Once Max had forced her to have some water and had gotten her under the covers, he began walking towards the door. “Don’t leave me,” he heard her whisper. How could he say no to that? Max let the door close and walked back over to the bed. He sat himself on top of the sheets, a comfortable distance from Y/N. But that gap didn’t last for long. She rolled over in her sleep, rolling closer to Max.
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"What the hell?" Mumbled a groggy Y/N as she sat up the next morning. Her bed wasn't empty, something she wasn't used to. To make matters worse, her head was pounding.
She looked up at the stranger in her bed and tried to think back to the night before. It could only have been one of the drivers, she realised, and relief flooded her.
And then dread settled in.
The still-sleeping driver rolled over in the bed. "Oh my god," Y/N whispered, trying not to wake him. Nobody quite prepares you on what to do when you wake up in bed with the current world champion.
He was on top of the sheets, at least. As far as Y/N knew, they didn't sleep together. On the table beside Max was an aspirin and water. She needed it, desperately. Her phone was beside it, but not the keycard to her room.
She had to wake him. "Max." She shook his shoulder, waking him up. "Max, where's my keycard?"
Max's eyes fluttered open. He muttered something in Dutch, the same panic washing over his face. He took a moment, just like Y/N had, to check his surroundings. Clothes still on, sleeping on top of the covers. Everything was fine.
He turned around, looking for the keycard. "I left it right here," He said, gesturing to the bedside table. Max passed her the water and aspirin and stood up. He quickly searched for her keycard, placed it back on the bedside table and went to leave the room.
Y/N had to text Lando about this. She'd spent the night sleeping in the same room as Max Verstappen - how could she not tell Lando about this?
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No, this was a conversation she was supposed to have in person. She had to find James, go over the footage from the previous night, and then speak to Lando. And maybe apologise to Max for the night before.
Y/N got up from the bed, slowly. She grabbed the water and aspirin from the bedside table and swallowed, willing her pounding headache to go away.
She hadn't been this hungover in a long time. The curtains hadn't been closed the night before and the light was hurting her eyes. She got dressed, put on her sunglasses and left the hotel room.
James’ room was just a few doors down. She walked slowly down the hall and knocked on his door. Leaning her burning forehead against the wall, she waited for James to open the door. When he did, Y/N let out a groan.
“Come on,” James said through a sigh and pulled her into the room. He sat her on the bed and got her another glass of water. “You sober enough to watch the footage from last night?” He asked and Y/N shook her head. But even that hurt. “What do you want then?”
She sucked in a breath. “What happened last night? With Max and I?”
“Oh, nothing,” James answered. “He got a little drunk, you got very drunk so he stayed to help you into bed. I left after that and I was assuming he did too. Now, I’m guessing that’s not the case.”
Y/N shook her head.
“You didn’t…” James touched his thumb to his finger and put another through the hole it created.
Y/N shook her head.
“Good. Then you’ve got nothing to worry about,” said James. “If I were you I’d sleep in until the hangover goes and then go out to dinner with my best friend, leaving my cameraman and editor to do his editing,” he said and walked Y/N over to his hotel room door.
Even with her hangover, Y/N didn’t want to go back to her room and do nothing. They were in Miami for the grand prix in a few days; there had to be something more to do than just sitting around.
Y/N aimlessly walked around the hotel. Lando had told her his room number and what floor he was on, but Y/N couldn’t remember. She just had to hope she found someone she recognised. Y/N went from floor to floor and down to the lobby. Nobody, nothing.
In the end she sat opposite the elevator in the plush, comfy lobby chairs. Magazines were beside her, but reading hurt her head.
She was only there for a few minutes before the elevator door opened and out stepped Charles Leclerc.
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wntrs0ldier · 1 year
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An Offer · part 04
pairing: mob!bucky x reader words: 4,2k warnings: typical mafia (dark themes, language, violence, etc.)
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series summary: When your father dies, the only thing you can do for your family and the empire he built, is to marry a powerful man.
chapter sneak peek: “Bucky…” You hesitated, taking a little more time to sort out what you should really say. “Helps me with some business.” You reached for the glass of wine standing in front of you and took a sip.
“Always helpful,” Rebecca sneered. You noticed that she has been passionately ignoring her brother, but until now you were convinced that this was just a mistaken impression. “And, of course, he wants the best for you, doesn't he?” She faked a smile.
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The encounter with Bucky, which took place a few days ago, turned out to be a new source of worry, leaving you even more confused. Guided by common sense, you tried not to dwell on it, but every time you lost your guard and let your thoughts wander, you found yourself reliving that moment. And each time you asked yourself the same question, Why did an accidental contact lead to such a strong reaction? It wasn't that the two of you had started pawing each other; Bucky accidentally leaned against you. And then he looked at your lips to see if your body was thinking the same thing as his…
You drifted off again, and were made aware of it by the boiling kettle. The flashback of the touch immediately popped into your head like the words of a stupid song you couldn't stop humming. And although you lost your appetite for tea, you filled the cup with hot water.
Michael walked into the kitchen with a newspaper in his hands – the kind he used to bring your father every morning. With a heavy sigh, he put it down on the kitchen counter. When you peeked at him to figure out if that sigh meant he was in a bad mood, you met his gaze. Suddenly you felt uncomfortable.
“What..?” 
“Stark is becoming impatient,” Michael began. “Since your father's death, no one really controls the distribution of Stark Industries products. If this outage continues, Stark will quit doing business with us,” he said. Having taken off his glasses, he massaged his closed eyelids. Working with Tony Stark was bringing in a huge amount of money for your Family. As such, you understood Michael's nervousness – you couldn't afford to dissolve your partnership. “In view of this, we have less and less time.”
Biting your lower lip, you ran your eyes nervously over the surface of the countertop. “What about Brock?” You didn't want to consider the possibility that Brock might have turned out to be your last resort, but you knew you should be prepared for it. “Any word from Rumlows?”
Michael shook his head. “I was approached by someone else,” he added. Your first instinct was to feel uneasy, but in the end you decided to give it a chance. It dawned on you that you had to stop being picky, even though it had seemed perfectly reasonable to you up to that point. You had the right to demand to be treated right by any person you were to marry. “John Walker would like to speak to you. Without me or any third parties present.”
This was exactly what you had feared – John Walker joining in. And while he didn't seem as harmful as Brock, you didn't see him as the ideal candidate. But for all intents and purposes, you didn't see an ideal candidate in any man around. 
You swallowed hard. “Did he say anything else?”
“That he will reach you to discuss the details of the meeting.”
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The conversation with Michael was still looming in your head, effectively hindering your preparations for dinner at the Barnes house. All you could do was turn up there and look good, and even that was difficult to achieve. 
A long, warm bath has improved the state of your skin somewhat – until now it was a little too dry and ashen as a result of the stresses of recent weeks. However, it regained some of its softness. You dried and brushed your hair, moisturised your face and did your makeup a little more carefully than usual, trying to cover up every little imperfection – these, too, have intensified since the burden of serious decisions fell on you. You generally tried not to complain about your appearance, but lately you haven't felt particularly comfortable in your own skin. Still, you saw the positive side in worrying about your looks – it took your mind off the rest of your problems.
The day was inexorably turning into evening, but the weather had not changed much – the temperature outside remained pleasantly warm, perfectly reflecting the deep spring. So you decided to put on a white dress with tiny flowers; it had short, buff sleeves and reached past your knees. The hard part came when you had to deal with the tie at the back; it went in a zigzag from mid-shoulders to lower back. 
You breathed a sigh of relief when you heard a quiet knock on the door – Suzie appeared just in time. 
“I was just about to-” You looked back over the shoulder and felt a sudden wave of heat when you spotted Bucky instead of your sister. Although he'd announced to you that he was coming – this time he'd done it by text, not by standing outside your window – you hadn't expected him this early. And as much as you tried to push the memories of your last contact into some dark, forgotten corner of your mind, these blossomed with vivid colours. “I thought it was my sister.”
“I wanted to wait in the car, but she sent me here,” Bucky said, scratching the back of his head. “Need help with the dress?”
Staring at him blankly, you nodded after a while. 
“May I..?” 
“Sure.”
Bucky came closer to you, so you turned again to let him work. 
“Try to straighten the string, okay?” you added quietly. You wanted it to be as perfect as possible. 
Bucky let out a heavy breath and you felt a cool blow on your half-naked back; this in turn made you shiver, much more gently than last time. His fingers slid under the string, and so involuntarily brushed your skin. You felt him hesitate for a moment, but then his fingers moved along the underside of the string, complying with your request and straightening it out. Soon he grabbed both ends and pulled them so that the front of the dress clung to your chest.
“Too tight?” he asked, presumably having heard your sharp sigh. You couldn't tell what it was the result of – the squeezing fabric or Bucky's closeness.
“It’s okay,” you croaked and you almost immediately scolded yourself for how weak and pathetic you sounded. 
Bucky tied the ends of the string in a double bow, probably as a precaution; in case it would come undone at the least appropriate moment. He did it in silence, and although this seemed perfectly natural for such an activity, you got the impression that an awkwardness had crept in between you, which you had managed to avoid at the very beginning of your relationship.
“Done,” Bucky said, and you turned around carefully. Just as carefully, you lifted your gaze to his face. He was surveying you, possibly even more intensely than usual. For a brief moment you wondered if he too was tormented by the same thoughts as you, and judging by the slightly pained look on his face, expressing some kind of longing, you could guess that he was indeed.
“Have you heard?” You spoke after a bit longer silence. 
“About what?” Bucky didn't even for a split second seem interested in the answer that might lie beneath your question. 
“John Walker asked me on a date,” you said calmly, moreover, you were almost tempted to smile – you didn't want to give the situation unnecessary tragedy.
A corner of his mouth lifted, but that gesture had not even a hint of enthusiasm in it. He didn't look surprised or angry. You figured the news had traveled fast, but even if Bucky hadn't been aware of John's offer until now, he predicted it – he told you about it at the very beginning.
“You look really nice,” Bucky’s voice sounded so soft that your face flushed. You wanted to check if he was telling the truth, but you were unable to take your eyes off his.
“Thank you.” You smiled slightly. “I’ll grab a few things and we can go,” you added. You had the irresistible feeling that if you didn't say it – didn’t say something – the mutual gazing at each other would get out of hand again.
“I’ll be in the car.”
You left the house with Suzie. Because of your hands being occupied with a cardboard box, she closed the door behind you, then you both headed to the gate. 
Bucky stood with his back up against his car. Your knowledge of vehicles ended with the identification of brands, but even if that skill was even more limited, you would have easily recognised this one – mainly because of the distinctive wild horse logo. A thought unknowingly popped into your head that the black, vintage Mustang suited its owner.
Pulling away from the car, Bucky pushed his sunglasses on top of his head. He opened the passenger door and put the seat down, allowing Suzie to get into the back. As your sister slipped inside and the front seat returned to its place, you also got in. Bucky walked around the front of the car and sat behind the wheel, his gaze immediately falling on the box you were holding. 
“I made a carrot cake,” you explained.
He raised his eyebrows with astonishment. 
“Barnes don’t eat cakes?” 
“We do,” Bucky differed. You glanced at the way his hand landed on the stick and put it in the right gear. He threw his arm over your headrest to look at the back window, and you felt butterflies in your stomach again. “It’s just… Baking is so…”
“Yeah..?” 
“I don’t know, wifely?”
You watched the profile of Bucky's face as he focused on the road. “Is there anything else wifely in me?” 
Bucky smirked under his nose. When the car stopped at the first traffic light, he leered at you. “In you? I'd have to check.” He shrugged. “But those nightgowns you wear…” He pressed his lips together, shaking his head slowly. “Fuck,” he said almost soundlessly, as if he didn't want Suzie to hear it.
You rolled your eyes and smacked his arm, and he snorted a quiet laugh.
For the rest of the way, you didn’t really talk. You were worried that Suzie might feel uncomfortable, or worse, pick up something she wasn't supposed to hear. She was nearly an adult, besides, she had grown up in the same environment as you, nevertheless, you preferred to spare her the awkwardness.
Not long after you had left the city behind, the car turned into a road along which big old trees were growing; their interlocking tops formed a kind of tunnel. At its exit was a large, green plot of land, and you couldn't really tell where it ended. The house on it – tall, with a surrounding porch and walls covered with ivy in places – was probably as old as the trees.
Absorbed in the views behind the window, you didn't even notice that the car had stopped. You only became aware of it when Bucky opened the door for you. You got out, still scanning the surroundings with your eyes, and Bucky freed your sister.
“This place…” You began, and only after a moment glanced at Bucky. He stood next to you and tilted his head slightly to the side. “It’s beautiful here.”
Bucky gave you a half-smile, and this time you could see an undeniable softness and happiness on his face. You were able to tell that he had positive feelings about his family home.
The front door – solid, heavy, with a colourful, floral stained glass window – swung almost wide open. And although you had never really met her, you recognised Winnifred Barnes in the woman who stepped out onto the porch. At first glance, you saw a striking resemblance between her and Bucky – he had her whole face; her big blue eyes, straight nose and strong jaw. 
“Y/N, Suzanne,” Mrs. Barnes beamed warmly at you and your sister. “I’m glad you could make it. Come inside.”
“Thank you for inviting us.” You handed Winnifred the package. “It’s just a cake,” you rushed to clarify, seeing the premature delight on the woman's face.
“That is so sweet of you, Y/N. Jamie,” she turned to Bucky. “Take our guests to the dining room, please.”
Having climbed the few steps leading up to the porch, Bucky joined you.
“Jamie?” you repeated, your mouth curved into a smile.
Bucky chuckled. “Yeah.” He scratched his neck.
You got to the dining room, and although the number of people there exceeded your expectations, you didn't feel overwhelmed by the company. You recognised Timothy first, since you had seen him relatively recently, then Steve Rogers, as he also figured quite vividly in your consciousness. As for the rest, you weren't as sure.
You guessed that one of the young women sitting at the table, who was an almost perfect, and certainly the most faithful copy of Winnifred, was Rebecca Barnes. There was an infant on her lap, banging a spoon on the table top and bursting into laughter after every sound. Rebecca, most likely used to this kind of noise, didn't pay much attention to it; she was busy talking to the person sitting right next to her. This time you assumed it was Josephine Barnes. In fact, you were even sure of it, mainly because of the similarity she shared with Winnifred, Bucky and Rebecca. She only had slightly softer facial features and a not-so-piercing gaze; you also noticed the visible tan.
You almost missed the last one – with her nose in a book she was the least conspicuous. Mary, you guessed. You recalled that she was not much younger than your own sister.
“You okay?” Bucky asked quietly, and it wasn't his voice that revived you, but his fingers hooked on your elbow. You felt electricity radiating from that spot.
Before you had time to reply, something crashed into your legs and embraced them tightly. You looked down, where you spotted a little girl with a grin that missed a few teeth. 
“Hi!” She exclaimed. 
“Hi.” You couldn’t help but smile, too. 
“Oh, Daisy,” Rebecca groaned, clearly embarrassed by the child's behaviour. You therefore concluded that Daisy was her daughter. “Stop that.”
“It’s all right,” you declared immediately. 
Still, Bucky crouched down and pulled the child away from your legs, and this little fuss threw you into the spotlight. Everyone at the table stopped whatever they were just doing and focused on you.
“Jamie brought home a girl?” Josephine asked with surprise and a kind of hope. “How long have you been together?” 
“Is that your girlfriend?” Mary joined the conversation. “Oh, she’s pretty.”
You pressed your lips together in a slight smile; you hoped to avoid becoming the main attraction, on the other hand, you could breathe a sigh of relief – your efforts to make your appearance tolerable had paid off.
“Alright, that's enough.” Bucky gave his sisters a threatening glare.
“They are not a couple,” Timothy, sitting at the head of the table, spoke, drawing everyone's attention. “As far as I know,” he added, raising his eyebrows. “Y/N,” he said to you, his friendly smile didn't match the mysterious expression on the rest of his face. “Sit next to Steve. I insist.” 
You led your eyes in that direction. Indeed, there were two empty chairs between Mary and Steve – probably for you and Suzie. “Of course.” You nodded politely and made your way to that seat, peeking at your sister to check on her. Steve rose and pulled back a chair for you, and once you had taken your seat, you glanced at Bucky confused; Timothy's request seemed more than a little odd to you.
Bucky clenched his jaw. Previous experience allowed you to recognise when he wasn’t pleased, and that was exactly what he looked like at the moment.
Winnifred also appeared in the dining room. As the lady of the house, she sat at the other end of the table. Soon after, the first dishes were served and the room filled with sounds of conversation. The men were talking about baseball, then boxing, and although Bucky was actively involved in the discussion, he seemed a little distracted. Whenever you glimpsed in his direction, you caught him staring at you – you could see that he was a bit disappointed, perhaps even resentful, and there was something dark in his eyes; as if the sea in his irises was hit by a storm. Especially when Steve included you in a conversation, smiled or laughed at something you said.
Winnifred asked about your gallery, the upcoming exhibition, and about Suzie's school. She praised your cake. In exchange you learned that Mary was studying for her biology exam even at dinner, Rebecca had expanded little George's diet – the baby previously sitting on her lap – with more fruit, and Josephine had returned to New York on a short break from her college. 
You were worried that you would feel uncomfortable here, especially as Timothy separated you from the only person you knew, but the atmosphere in the Barnes home was like a warm, safe hug. Even Suzie found common ground with Mary, so you didn't have to be concerned about her comfort.
“How did you two meet?” Josephine asked, and when you looked at her without understanding, she nodded discreetly at Bucky.
“Oh, but we-”
“Yeah, I know.” Josephine waved her hand dismissively. “But I'm interested in every detail. I can't remember the last time Jamie brought someone home.”
You plastered a slight smile on your face, knowing that it wasn't Bucky who invited you here, but his mum. “Actually, we met through your uncle,” you answered. You didn't want to spoil the mood with the subject of a funeral or an arranged marriage. “Bucky…” You hesitated, taking a little more time to sort out what you should really say. “Helps me with some business.” You reached for the glass of wine standing in front of you and took a sip.
“Always helpful,” Rebecca sneered. You noticed that she has been passionately ignoring her brother, but until now you were convinced that this was just a mistaken impression. “And, of course, he wants the best for you, doesn't he?” She faked a smile. 
“Rebecca, honey-” Winnifred interjected softly, and when she did, the table fell silent.
“No, mom.” She shook her head, as if that would prevent Mrs. Barnes from getting a word in edgewise. “It's not fair that some random girl can sit here with us and the father of my children can't.” Tears of anger shone in Rebecca's eyes. “Excuse me,” she said, then got up and left the room. 
You felt guilty. Not because you may have actually taken an undeserved seat at the table, but instead of shame or anxiety, you were intrigued by this unexpected burst. You took another sip of wine.
“What happened to mommy?” Daisy asked. 
“Nothing, baby,” Winnifred told her gently. “She’ll get better.”
With suspicion, Daisy turned her head at Bucky. “Is that true?”
He pressed his lips together in a pale smile. “Of course, Junebug. Cross my heart.” Bucky put his hand on his chest. “How about we watch ‘Finn and Jake’?” He suggested with theatrical excitement, which Daisy shared immediately – she nodded eagerly. “Yeah?” Bucky grinned again, more relaxed this time.
Daisy ran up to him, grabbed the hand he had held out and dragged him out of the dining room. Bucky glimpsed at you, giving you an apologetic look.
Josephine leaned out and laid her eyes on you. “I’m going for a smoke, wanna join?”
Josephine led you to a gazebo in the garden. As she said, she offered you a cigarette, and you both leaned against the railing. The evening gloom was dispelled by the lamps on the lawn and the lighting inside the gazebo; it was getting unpleasantly cold outside, but you preferred the low temperature outside to the tense atmosphere at the table. 
“I probably shouldn't tell you this, but I don't want you to think that my sister is some spoiled bitch,” Josephine began, and you looked at her rather blankly. You didn't want to show too much that she made you curious. “His name was Robbie. The father of her children, as she called him,” she said with distaste. “He was part of the Family. Jamie recruited him, so the whole thing still bothers him. And Robbie was a fucking asshole from the beginning. He spent late nights in bars, gambled all their money away, hung out with other girls. When Daisy was born, it only got worse. He complained that Becca was neglecting him. Didn't help with the baby, disappeared from the house more often and for much longer…” She continued. “Rebecca's only problem is that she has a soft heart. She never said a bad word about Robbie, but everyone knew what was going on. She thought another baby would change him, that it would fix their relationship, but…” Josephine shrugged. She took a puff, and for a brief moment said nothing, staring into nowhere. “So Jamie got rid of him.”
Your brows drew together involuntarily. “What do you mean..?”
“No one knows what really happened to Robbie. He vanished into thin air and never contacted Becca again.”
You felt like a child who had just heard a blood-curdling ghost story. Actually, you only felt that way partly – on the other hand, you were even more fascinated by Bucky. “Well…” You sighed, shaking the excess ash off the end of your cigarette. “He did what he thought was right,” you commented. This time, too, you preferred to be careful, thus not claiming out loud that Bucky had done the right thing. 
“Not according to Becca. She's better than she was at the beginning, but it's still a touchy subject for her.” 
You finished your cigarettes in silence, and that silence helped you to sink into your own thoughts; to see Bucky in a slightly different light.
“Are you sure there's nothing between you and Jamie?” Josephine spoke, a teasing smirk on her face. “I saw the way he looked at you the whole dinner. I know my brother, and if I were Steve I would keep my distance from you,” she giggled.
Your lips twitched in a slight smile. You noticed it too, and although you weren't the only people at the table, you secretly hoped you were the only ones aware of what was going on.
You could have talked to Josephine about it; told her that Bucky had no right to be jealous. You were strictly focused on marrying someone and Bucky excluded himself at his own request. You could have shared all this with Josephine, thereby taking some of the weight off your shoulders. But you didn't want to involve her.
“I’m sure,” you said. “It's strictly business between him and me.”
“Speak of the devil.”
Following Josephine's gaze, you peeked over your shoulder. Bucky was heading to the gazebo. Having caught your eyes, he smirked softly. You struggled to take your eyes off his face and lowered them to his hands – he was holding a piece of cloth that you couldn't identify in the darkness. Only when Bucky got under the roof of the gazebo did you notice that he had brought a sweatshirt. Moreover, he put it gently over your shoulders.
“Thanks,” you murmured, surprised at the gesture, and glanced at Josephine. From the expression on her face, you were convinced that she wanted to say, So there's nothing between you two, right?
“You sneak out to smoke?” Bucky addressed his sister, his forehead creased. “What are you? Sixteen?” 
“Oh, fuck off.” Josephine rolled her eyes.
Bucky reached out his hand, so she handed him the packet and the lighter. With a cigarette between his lips, he looked stunningly – more rough and intimidating. 
“I'll leave you two alone,” Josephine suggested, grinning. She pushed herself away from the railing, and you two watched her leave.
You slipped your arms into the sleeves of the sweatshirt and wrapped yourself in it, discreetly inhaling the familiar scent. You looked at Bucky, and he again gave you a gentle smile; it reached his eyes as well. However, it faded soon after.
“I’m sorry about before. Becca-”
“I had this conversation with Josephine,” you stopped him. “I know what happened and I get it. I don't blame her for reacting the way she did. Anyway, she was right. I’m some random girl who-”
“You are not,” he protested immediately. His mouth set in a hard line as he was staring at you. “I-... I like you, Y/N.” 
Taking a sharp breath, you looked away. You shook your head in disbelief, tried to ignore the fact that your heart was beating harder than you would have wished. “I like you too, Bucky, but I can’t fall for you. I don’t want to.”
Bucky took his eyes off you only to put out his cigarette. Then he moved a step closer to you and hesitantly reached for your hand. You closed your eyes, then fixed them on his fingers – he stroked the back of your hand with his thumb, and you didn't protest. 
“I know,” he rasped. “But I just need to protect you. So please, let me protect you. Okay? Because I feel like everything is getting out of my control. And I’m fucking tired of it.” 
You raised your gaze to his eyes. He glared into them pleadingly and with some kind of fear, as if your rejection would shatter him into a million pieces. You nodded slightly, unsure if you really did; if you really agreed to fall under his protection.
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alexisomnias · 10 months
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— "IDIONA" . . . | twst
⤷ you're in a poly relationship with Idia Shroud and Leona Kingscholar!
requested by @/11nk1d4n ,,,
angels note: I have never written poly before, so i have NO clue how I did, hope its at least plausible :')))
characters | IDIA , LEONA
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• you were the reason it turned into a poly, catching their eyes in your own flawless way.
• Meeting Leona through fellow first-year shenanigans, and Idia through the online gaming services in Twisted Wonderland, feelings blossomed between both third years. And after having a long-awaited (awkward) talk to each other about the mutual feelings for you, and the still prominent feelings for one another. The couple decided to try a poly if you decided to say yes.
• Leona was the one to make the first move, not slow or steady. Just directly asking you out in Leona's style. Being blunt and straight to the point, asking to join him in his room for a date, and come watch him play Magishift later.
• Of course, you were aware of the relationship between the two 3rd years, despite Idia never really... coming out of his room. It was a popular topic at NRC due to both of their status. So of course, you asked about Idia before answering. And to your surprise, Leona said he was okay with it! For confirmation, later that day you text Idia on Wondercord and ask about his feelings. When Idia replied that didn't mind, you accepted the date.
• It doesn't take a long while before you three go into a poly. Idia telling you about his feelings in his own, introverted way. (aka Leona had to help him), and you're pre-existing relationship with Leona.
• And it is quite a smooth relationship! If you ignore the fact that Idia and Leona banter with each other at every given moment. Whether that be Leona kicking Idia for his video game obsession, or Idia remarking about Leona's attitude. But you know by now, it's all lovingly banters, and sometimes you join in yourself.
• A common activity you do when you three are together is cuddle. It is no surprise that Leona loves his sleep, though what was more surprising is how happy Idia is to spoon others. So, upon your first cuddle session, you were surprised to see Idia naturally running his hands through Leona's hair and rubbing his lion ears like one would a cat. You fit in perfectly yourself though, because Leona grabbed you like a stuffed animal not letting you go. Idia was nervous around the first few sessions but quickly got comfortable with your added presence.
• Idia LOVES playing games with you, if anything it's his love language to have matching profile pictures with you everywhere (since Leona refuses to do it) and to do couple stuff online. If you three are together in one of your rooms, then oftentimes Leona will be on the bed, watching you and Idia play games together. If he's not watching, he's asleep. It's not as if he's bad at the games though! He just doesn't like playing much.
• Leona and Idia are rich AF! so expect to be SPOILED with gifts! They like to dress you up and spoil you because you deserve it, and they can't exactly do it with each other... if anything they're your sugar daddies/j. These two rich kids just want you to be happy! though they may be a bit ignorant of how carelessly they throw money aside for you.
• You three are surprisingly good at spreading mutual affection and communication. Although Leona is quite... not direct about it, he's good at listening, and communicating if there is a problem you or Idia feel comes up. While mutually, Idia is quite good at expressing his needs, feelings, and boundaries.
• Leona gets the most needy for attention, whether that's surprising or not is up to you. If you and Idia spend more time with your games, then he. He'll lay against you both, a quiet way of asking for attention. (You normally give in to him more often than Idia)
• Idia needs the most reassurance in the relationship, while he's perfectly happy with you both, there's always the underlying fear that you'll both leave him and be happier together. So be sure to reassure him because Leona most likely won't do it bluntly (though Leona will surely slow down his remarks, and be more kinder with his affections.)
• You and Leona are Idia's comfort people, and if you're anxious it's vice versa! Leona is surprisingly good at comforting people, he may be quiet and not good with words, but he's good at making people feel better about themselves. Also, he's the loud pride in the relationship, so if someone rubs you or Idia the wrong way. you BET he's speaking up for you both.
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you're so quick with these asks omg it's so admirable!! i was wondering if i could get a klaus x reader where reader is extremely sensitive and klaus yells at them one day and they go off crying and klaus feels terrible and does everything he can to make it up to them?
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Forgive me?
Klaus was having an awful day. Witches had been attacking the Mikaelsons all week and he ended up being abducted and tortured before killing each and every last witch.
He stormed up the stairs past my room, i could see him covered in blood, clearly still in some sort of pain so i went to help. I opened his door and slowly approached him as he sat with his head in his hands
“hey, you okay?” i asked softly reaching out to touch his arm
“just go away y/n.” he replied gruffly
“you’re still hurt, i can i help-“
“i said go away!” he spoke a little louder his hands gripping my arms to the point where it began to hurt
“Klaus i’m just trying to hel-“
“I DON’T WANT YOUR HELP! so get out.” his face was centimetres away from mine, his eyes gold and veins beneath them, i could feel the tears welling in my eyes and i glanced down at where he was still grabbing me. He did too and noticed the red marks on my skin, he instantly let go and looked back at me. I quickly left the room and went back to my own locking the door behind me and curling into my bed.
i tried to sniff back the tears as i rubbed my arms down and hugged myself to try fall asleep. I could hear Klaus smashing things a few doors down but decided it was best to stay out his way.
i avoided him from that day afraid to push him off the edge with his temper. It was rare that he would show his temper when i was around, he knew it upset me so i normally stayed out the way.
it had been nearly a week, i spoke to him a little when he made small talk or i was talking to Rebekah and he joined the conversation. He didn’t seem particularly bothered that we weren’t talking which just made me feel worse, would he notice if i didn’t acknowledge him altogether?
So i didn’t for a week and a half before he said anything
“is this still about that night? honestly y/n don’t you think it’s getting a little pathetic? i’m over it already, you should be to” his eyes rolled and his arms were crossed as though he were a moody child. I decided against saying anything and simply walked back upstairs. i heard him sigh before his footsteps became distant
The next morning there was a box outside my bedroom door, i took it and opened it on my bed, inside was a necklace, it was clearly expensive, never even touched i reluctantly and felt how heavy it was further proving its worth. I sighed and put the lid back on the box and walked down to Klaus’s room, i put it by his door and went out for the day.
As soon as i got in i could feel his presence, his eyes were on me as i entered my room to find it filled with flowers, bouquets of roses,peonies tulips and growing sunflowers by the window. I felt the air rush beside me and two hands were on my shoulders
“do you like it?” he asked, the hope in his voice made me wanna hug him but he didn’t understand that although it’s an excellent surprise or present, but it’s not an apology
“it’s lovely Klaus but…i don’t want your gifts or your money” his warmth left me and he took a step back
“what do you want then!? A bloody parade??” his tone was harsh and demanding making my eyes drop to the floor
“i didn’t mean to say it like that” he whispered trying to catch my eye but u just walked into the plant infested room
This continued for a few days before eventually i woke up without an ‘apology gift’. I went about my day and everything was normal until i got back to the compound
there were fairy lights everywhere and i could smell something cooking, i put my bag down quietly and wondered to the dining room, the table was set for two places and soft jazz music in the background
i walked a little further to the kitchen to see Klaus dishing up whatever he had made. i leaned against the doorframe and watched the domestic scene play out, his body swaying a little to the music while he rushed about to find which bottle of wine he wanted. Once he had position the plates on one of his arms and the wine glasses in another and the bottle nearly slipping as he tried to hold it against himself, he looked up to see me fighting a laugh
“how long have you been there” he said as a blush crawled up his neck
“not long why? afraid i’d see you dancing?” he gave a nervous laugh and walked towards the next room, i move out his way as he put everything down where it needed to be
“planning a date?” i asked with a tilt of my head, a small pang of jealousy hit me as i swallowed it down
“um..kind of…no?…it’s an apology dinner..date…thing…” i smiled a little as i watched him play with his hands
“an apology?” i asked and he nodded pulling my seat out which i took with a ‘thank you’. He sat in his chair and picked up his fork, we both got halfway through our meals before he said anything
“i’m sorry” he spoke quietly and took a sip of his drink to avoid eye contact
“for?”
“yelling…and…and grabbing you. And then being or talking aggressively”
“and trying to buy my forgiveness?”
“well that actually seemed like a good idea at the time but i suppose i’m sorry for that too”
we looked at each other for a minute before i broke into a smile and took another bite of my food
“i forgive you but only because you look cute in your apron” he looked down and noticed he was still wearing it. His hands rubbed his face as he laughed
“bloody hell” he groaned and i laughed
“i’m serious you look adorable i mean just A-dor-a-ble”
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The Delinquent’s Guide to Finding Love
Warnings: profanity, domestic ab*se, psychological ab*se, Gakuhoe Asano and his A+ Parenting, mild spoilers
Reader is female
Assassination Classroom doesn't belong to me, and neither does Karma.
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“Good morning, everyone. My name is (Y/N) Asano, and I am the new transfer student.”
The girl at the front of the room surveys the class with a cold expression. “I look forward to meeting you all.” She certainly doesn’t seem like it.
She stalks across the room, taking a seat next to Karma Akabane.
Karma feels a vengeful glee grow inside of him. Ha! This is hilarious!
“Not so smiley now, are you, Princess?” he taunts.
“…” She looks at him. “Akabane.”
“(Y/N)-chan.”
“Don’t call me chan. Only my friends call me that. And you are not my friend.”
Maybe…just maybe…
“Daddy decided that Princess was useless, didn’t he?” Karma sneers. “Looks like Daddy doesn’t love you anymore~”
“…” She looks at him frigidly. “Please do not talk to me.”
This is better than hilarious, Karma decides. This is possibly the best thing that has happened to him in his life.
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(Y/N) Asano.
How does Karma describe her?
Perhaps he should keep it short.
Former student of 3-A (Former, ha!). Daughter of the Principal. Sister of Gakushuu Asano. Captain of the cheer team. Kunugigaoka’s School Idol.
A complete and utter fake.
If you ask anyone on Main Campus, (Y/N) is a kind, gentle soul, a friendly, talented young girl who, even when she’s beaten down, keeps a bright smile on her face.
If you ask Karma Akabane, she’s a liar and a fake.
She’s an Asano, for god’s sake. What do you expect?
The first time Karma saw her, it was hate at first sight.
Pure, unfiltered, hate.
She was cheering on Kunugigaoka’s football team, with a bright, warm smile, which Karma knew, from the very depths of his core, was fake, fake, fake.
“Come on A-Class!” she had yelled, shaking her pom-poms. “Let’s send them straight to hell!”
The team A-Class was playing against was the E-Class team.
They weren’t sent to hell, but E-Class was most certainly put through it.
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“So, (L/N)-san how did you end up here?” tries Kanzaki.
“Reasons,” (Y/N) responds.
“Um…ok…”
“What do you want with me? Just spit it out.”
“…Would you like to sit with us at lunch? I know-”
“No.”
“…”
“(L/N)-san, this is an opportunity to make friends!” encourages Koro-sensei. “Why not-”
(Y/N) looks at Koro-sensei. “I have no intention of making friends here,” she states.
“You’ll need allies on your side if you want to kill me-”
“I have no intention of killing you.” Koro-sensei freezes at this, as does Karma. (Y/N) narrows her eyes. “I have no need of the prize money. I will be back at A-Class soon enough anyways, so there is no real point.”
“…”
“Please excuse me.” (Y/N) stands up and starts to walk away from her desk.
“So…you show your true colours at last,” calls out Karma.
(Y/N) stops in her tracks, and slowly turns around, facing Karma. “Fuck off.”
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(Y/N) was rather popular back when she was back at Main Campus.
Karma would often see her blow a kiss or two to her admirers, who would often follow her around the school, but noticed how she would skip those from E-Class.
Speaking of following, there was also that clique of hers. She wasn’t really part of the Big Five, but she did have a ‘group’ of her own. It was made exclusively of members of her cheer team, each one as plastic and fake as her.
Naturally, there was no room for the ‘dirt’ that was E-class.
Karma was watching from the shadows when The Incident happened.
“Why won’t you let me join the cheer team?” fumed Hinata Okano.
“You’re in D-Class, Okano,” says (Y/N), her voice cold, unforgiving. “You’re barely hanging on as it is. Get better grades and then I might consider it.”
“That’s not fair!”
“Life’s not fair.”
Okano stormed out of the room, and Karma only just managed to catch the tearful shine of Okano’s eyes.
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Lunchtime in E-Class.
(Y/N) is not eating a bite of her food, simply messing around with what’s inside her lunchbox. She is sitting under a large tree, its shadow protecting her from the harsh sun.
Karma casually walks up to her, pouring his strawberry milk inside her lunchbox, some of the milk splashing onto her shirt.
“Oops.” He smiles innocently. “Sorry.”
“…” (Y/N) stands up, and walks towards the nearest bin, dumping her food inside, disposing of it.
Karma kicks over the compost bin, the contents of the bin landing on her shoes.
“Sorry.” He is openly smirking now.
Maybe she’ll say something now. Maybe she’ll yell at him. Maybe she’ll cry.
Karma wants to see that human side of her again, he wants to see that vulnerable side, so he can reach into her and then finally tear her apart.
Oh. That was a little intense.
Meh, whatever. ‘Intense’ is Karma’s middle name.
(Y/N) walks away from Karma, not saying a word.
“What happened, Princess?” Karma mocks. “Did I hurt your feewings~?”
No answer.
What a shame.
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The first prank was relatively amateur.
A box of chocolates, the chocolates replaced with a jack in a box which sprayed paint all over (Y/N)’s shirt.
Karma had watched from a little ways off, as (Y/N) and her clique stood there in silence.
Pin drop silence.
Until (Y/N) laughed. She looked straight at Karma and shot him a (fake) smile. “You totally got me, Akabane-san!”
Rage.
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Karma watches Kanzaki shrink into herself as she walks home, as jeers and insults are thrown at her from the Main Campus students.
Someone pushes her, and Kanzaki falls to the ground, her books scattered all over the ground.
Karma begins to walk up to her but stops when he sees someone else approach her. He hides behind a tree in order to see exactly why would (Y/N) Asano would ever help someone?
“Stop crying,” says (Y/N), holding out a hand for her to grab onto. Kanzaki takes it and stands up, sniffling.
(Y/N) crosses her arms. “You need to stop being so pathetic, Kanzaki,” she says, her eyes narrowed.
Kanzaki looks like she’s about to burst into full out tears.
(Y/N) takes a deep breath and sighs, her tone changing into something softer, kinder almost. “The reason they pick on you is because you look vulnerable, pathetic and weak. You try to hide so that people won’t notice on you, but it just has the opposite effect.”
“…” Kanzaki looks confused.
(Y/N) sighs again. “Tell me something. In the wild, a wolf wouldn’t attack a lion, would it?”
Kanzaki shakes her head.
“But it would attack a cow, wouldn’t it?”
Kanzaki nods her head.
“Why is that? Why doesn’t it attack the lion? Why doesn’t it leave the cow alone?”
“…It’s because the wolf knows it’s weaker than the lion,” answers Kanzaki tentatively. “So, it decides to pick on the cow instead…”
(Y/N) smiles. It isn’t like how she used to smile, how she used to smile back in Main. This smile is more…evil-looking, cruel, mischievous (and it makes Karma’s heart do weird backflips worthy of an Olympic gold medal, but there was no way in hell he was ever going to admit that).
“Kanzaki-chan, you are the cow. And Main Campus are the wolves. To beat them, you need to become a lion.”
“…But…I’m not nearly strong or clever enough…” Kanzaki shuffles her feet nervously. “I’m…not ready…”
“Then fake it till you make it.” (Y/N)’s tone is hard. “Hold your chin up high, stand straight, and pretend you don’t care.”
Kanzaki does exactly that, not really succeeding, instead looking sort of like constipated turtle.
“You look like a constipated turtle,” sighs (Y/N).
“Sorry,” Kanzaki mumbles.
“Let me put it this way,” says (Y/N), pinching her brow. “Try to look like a bitch.”
“…a…bitch?”
“Yes. A rich, beautiful cold brat who has money and looks and the whole school humping her leg like a chihuahua.”
“…that’s…oddly specific.”
“Just do it.”
Kanzaki tries to look bitchy, and kind of succeeds, putting a cold look on her face and holding her chin up high.
“Now walk,” instructs (Y/N). “Walk back home like that.”
“…and if they insult me again?” asks Kanzaki timidly.
“Ignore them. Pretend that they’re tiny little ants.”
“…Alright.” And so Kanzaki walks away, trying her best to pretend that the Main Campus are tiny little ants.
“…”
…Karma gets it.
She’s…trying to be nice.
Maybe…maybe she was really trying to change.
THE NEXT DAY
Okay, you know what Karma said about (Y/N) trying to change?
Karma takes that back She isn’t trying to change, not at all.
Why did Karma expect anything different?
“The way you’re cartwheeling is completely wrong, Okano.” (Y/N) crosses her arms. “It makes you look like an amputated duck.”
“Haaanh? And when we ask you for your opinion, Miss ‘I’m so great at everything?’” snaps Okano. “Jeez, could you stop poking your nose in where it doesn’t belong? My cartwheel is fine-”
Kanzaki looks helplessly from one girl to another. “Guys, we shouldn’t argue-”
“She’s insulting my skills!” yells Okano.
“I’m trying to help you!” (Y/N) retorts.
“So, dissing me is helping now? How about some actual constructive feedback instead!?”
“…Ok, you want constructive feedback?” (Y/N)’s voice is cold; Karma swears that the temperature drops a few degrees. “Just quit. You’ll never be able to get anywhere, so why keep trying if you just keep on messing up?”
“…” Okano clenches her fist and glares. “Why you…!”
Kanzaki’s eyes widen, and she mutters, “Wasn’t that a little harsh…?”
(Y/N) doesn’t even bother to answer, only turning her back on the two girls and walking away.
Okano yells and launches herself in (Y/N)’s direction, about to give (Y/N) one of her signature flying kicks. “YOU BITCH!”
(Y/N) simply steps out of the way and watches as Okano lands in the dust, raising an eyebrow as if to say, ‘Seriously?’
Okano gets back up on her feet, breathing heavily. Anybody with half a mind can see that she is still angry from the angry furrow of her brows to the red flush of her cheeks and the trembling of her clenched fists.
With a roar Okano launches a punch towards (Y/N)’s face, but (Y/N) without so much as a flinch grabs Okano’s arm and flips her backwards, sending her crashing to the ground.
Okano doesn’t get back up this time.
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The retaliation was unexpected.
Karma never thought she would have the guts.
But there Karma was, realising that all of his clothes had been switched out for something truly hideous.
No one had any spare clothes, and therefore, Karma Akabane was forced to spend the rest of the day in a tattered yellow Hawaiian shirt and mud splattered shorts, subject to the sniggers and giggles of fellow students.
Karma hadn’t known who had done it.
Not until (Y/N) Asano had brushed up against him as he was moving classes and whispered to him, “You look good in yellow, Akabane,” her lips lightly touching the skin of his ear and sending shivers down his spine.
Love Hate.
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“Asano-san, what you did was completely out of line!” fumes Koro-sensei, his face a deep black. Karma feels himself tremble ever so slightly, but (Y/N)’s face seems composed, bored even.
Karma may be a devil, but (Y/N) is definitely not human.
“I was defending myself,” she says calmly.
“You could have seriously hurt Okano!”
“And she could have seriously hurt me if I had let her.”
The entire class sits in pin-drop silence as Koro-sensei looks straight at (Y/N). “Hurting another classmate isunacceptable,” he growls.
“She was the one who started it.” (Y/N)’s face betrays nothing.
“Okano, is this true?” And just like that, Okano is now the one who is shaking (even more) as Koro-sensei directs his gaze onto her.
“…yes…” Okano mutters, confessing to her sin. “But she provoked me! She insulted my skills! She told me that I should just quit gymnastics!”
“…” Koro-sensei looks at (Y/N) once more.
“…Okano is telling the truth,” says (Y/N).
“And what made you say such a thing to her?”
“She asked me for advice, and I gave it,” (Y/N) states.
Koro-sensei sighs, his face fading back into its usual yellow colour. “I see now. (Y/N).” (Y/N) nods, showing she is attentive. “For now, I am letting you off, since you are new, but you must not provoke another student in such a manner again. Do you understand?” he says, wagging a tentacle at the young girl
“I understand.”
“And Okano.” Okano perks to attention. “You mustn’t lash out like that a fellow classmate again. Violence against others will not be tolerated. Do you understand?”
“…I understand.”
“Good!” And just like that, the tension in the air disappeared, as if it hadn’t been there at all. “Now, let’s get back to the lesson, shall we?”
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By the end of the day, the rain is pouring down like never before, dark clouds swirling in the sky and fog clogging the air. Karma luckily has brought his umbrella, so his hair is fluffy rather than sodden from the water.
He walks out of the school, frowning when he sees a figure standing amongst the white fog.
“…Asano.”
(Y/N)’s eyes are trained on some spot in the distance, and her foot is tapping impatiently, the rain soaking her all over. “Akabane,” she responds curtly. “You’ve come to spill milk on me again?”
“Aw, Princess, you know me.” Karma gives a dark grin. “I’m a complete angel. I would never do something like that on purpose. Could you imagine?”
(Y/N) snorts in response.
“So, what’s someone like you doing out here?” questions Karma. “Standing in the rain like a stray dog?”
“Waiting for my brother,” (Y/N) says. “He should be here any minute now. That idiot’s so late today.”
There’s a little catch in her voice that most people would have missed or ignored, but Karma isn’t most people, and as such he pounces on this chink in her armour. “And by any minute, do you mean one hour?”
“…” The tapping of her foot stops.
“I stayed back an hour to help some of the others with math. And knowing that Asano, he wouldn’t forget anything. He’s always on time, always completely prepared. Face it, Princess. You’ve been ditched.” Karma holds out his umbrella, smirking. “So why don’t you let the handsome prince take you home?” he mocks.
“…Gakushuu will be here soon,” she answers, her voice slightly unsure. Her eyes are still looking somewhere far away. “He’ll be here. So, I don’t need your help.”
“…He’s not coming for you. No one’s coming for you,” says Karma, the smile dropping from his face. “You’re one of us now, Princess. An outcast. A piece of trash. No one from your old life will even want to touch you now. Welcome to E-class.”
“…that isn’t true.” (Y/N) shakes her head, laughing. “That’s ridiculous! My brother cares about me, obviously, he just can’t afford to spend time with me right now because there’s so much work to do, and I have to concentrate on my studies too!” Water drips down her cheeks.
“A dog with a leash can’t stray too far from his master,” states Karma. “And stray dogs are to be kept far away from the house.”
“…” (Y/N) finally looks at Karma. There is a sugary smile on her face, one that reminds Karma of the old days, back when Karma was in D-class and she in A-class.
But her eyes burn with something even darker than sin itself.
“Does the Princess have something to say?” Karma mocks, trying not to waver at the look in her eyes. “What is it, Your Majesty?”
“…I really like dogs too!” she says, her voice dripping with thick, sweet, choking syrup, the saccharine poison forcing its way down Karma’s throat and drowning out his voice.
“They’re so sweet and cute, you know!” She laughs, looking Karma up and down. “There’s this little red one who I see very often. He’s thinks he’s so scary, barking at me all the time. It’s so adorable! But I sometimes feel really sorry for him. His parents- oh sorry, owners, like to go on really long trips, and they leave him alone all the time. Then he really acts out, getting into fights and biting all these people, but when he gets home, he cries and cries. It’s just so pathetic.”
Karma can’t hold himself back anymore. His fist flies through the air, straight towards (Y/N) Asano’s face.
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“I am speechless.”
Karma and (Y/N) are back in the 3-E classroom, under the disapproving gaze of Koro-sensei, similar to before with Okano really, except it was only the three of them.
Karma, in hindsight, curses himself for falling for the bait. But he feels satisfied
“Asano-san.” (Y/N) isn’t afraid. But it’s not like she’s calm either. Her dull eyes stare at somewhere that isn’t here nor there, and she barely breathes.
Karma isn’t sure if he likes it.
“I warned you today that you were on caution, and any more fights would get you in serious trouble. And yet, the minute school ends, I get-” Koro-sensei waves a tentacle in Karma’s direction. “-this. Do you have anything to say for yourself?”
“He started it,” she mutters, barely audible, sounding like a sulking child.
“I see. And is this true, Karma-kun?” asks Koro-sensei, his usually sunny smile now much more comparable to the bloodthirsty grin of a serial killer.
“…” Karma could lie. He could lie. But he isn’t that kind of person… “…No.” Well, he is that kind of person as it turns out. What a surprise.
“Oh yes, so it was a ghost who punched me?” snaps (Y/N), vindictive. “It was a ghost who mocked me? It was a ghost who spilled milk all over me? I am so done with your bullshit, Akabane.”
“I’m done with your bullshit too,” Karma fires back. “You’re all sour over the fact that you’re not in Main anymore and you’ve been taking it out on all of us like a petty little bitc-”
“I understand what has been going on now.” Koro-sensei’s voice has a certain resolution to it. “You both can go home now, but I want you to stay after school tomorrow. Understand?”
“…Understood,” (Y/N) mutters.
“Understood,” Karma mutters as well.
THE NEXT DAY
“Bonding,” Karma seethes, crossing his arms and slouching in his chair. “Fucking bonding. I can’t believe it. The undercooked piece of seafood wants us to bond.”
“That octopus is a strange one,” remarks (Y/N) quietly, rocking backwards and forwards gently.
“Princess, he’s a literal octopus who walks and talks and flies at Mach 20. Strange does not even begin to cover it.”
“…” (Y/N) falls silent again.
The two are sitting together in the empty 3-E classroom. Door and windows are all tightly shut and locked.
“The attitude you two have will not do at all!” Koro-sensei had said, wagging a tentacle as a large cross appeared on his face. “Assassins must have the ability to set aside their differences and work together, and the two of you fighting will only drag the entire class down! So, I have devised a challenge for you two…”
“I can’t believe the octopus turned the mountain into an escape room.” Karma shakes his head. “If only you had a hairpin or something, I could-”
(Y/N) walks to Karma and brings a hairpin out of her pocket, wordlessly putting it in Karma’s hand.
Karma takes it, and bends it out of shape, inserting it into the lock and wiggling it around until he hears a click. “You do the honours, Princess.”
(Y/N) swings the door open…
They quickly run through the corridor, Karma reaching first and pushing the doors to the exit. “No use. It’s locked. You have another hairpin.
“No…that was my last one.” (Y/N) frowned. “There’s a key, right?”
“There is, in the staff room.”
“So, let’s go.”
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“The key has to be somewhere in here,” says (Y/N).
“Let’s check.”
They turn the room upside down, but come up with no results, except for four strange pieces of paper, with various things written on them.
“…it’s not here.”
“It is,” responds Karma, pointing to the safe. It is locked with a six number code, which Karma doesn’t know.
“…there are a number of possibilities,” says (Y/N), tapping her foot anxiously. “If we try them all-”
“No can do, Princess.” Karma shakes his head. “We only get three tries for this kind of safe. And besides, trying them all would take ages.”
“…Koro-sensei…the paper …it must be a clue!” (Y/N) turns to Karma. “We have to solve this…!”
“Okay.” Karma snatches up one of the papers. “This one should be…” His bravado quickly fades when he realises that the entire thing is written in a foreign language. “…easy.”
“Give it to me.”
Karma hands it over to (Y/N). “I doubt you’ll be able to solve this one.”
“…” (Y/N) scans over the paper. “It…it seems to be written in French. I’m a little rusty, but it’s asking a question: what must an assassin always have?”
…So…she knows French, huh? “…Koro-sensei always tells us that an assassin must always have a second blade,” offers Karma. “As in a back-up plan, if the first should fail.”
“A second blade…” (Y/N) thinks aloud, tapping her foot (something she seems to do when she’s thinking).
“…what would the corresponding numbers for ‘blade’ be in the alphabet, if let’s say, a = 1, b = 2, and so on?” asks Karma
“…2, 12, 1, 4, 5,” (Y/N) says, after a moment’s thought.
Karma inputs the numbers ‘212145’ and tries to open the safe. “…Hey, did you translate that right?”
“No, I’m definitely not wrong.” (Y/N) shakes her head. “That is what the question says…”
“…well, what’s ‘blade’ in French?”
“It would be ‘la lame.’” (Y/N) frowns. “But technically, if you translate ‘la lame’ literally, it becomes ‘the blade’ rather than just ‘blade,’ so ‘blade’ is actually ‘lame’ rather than ‘la lame…’
Karma has it. He quickly inputs the numbers ‘121135,’ and the safe opens with a click, revealing a key.
“Wow…” (Y/N)’s eyes widen. “That was…pretty cool…”
“…heh…you warming up to me now, Princess?”
“…no, I’m not.” Her voice is unsure, and Karma’s heart leaps for no reason at all. “Come on, let’s go.”
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“…that octopus is a strange on,” (Y/N) murmurs, repeating her earlier statement.
The entire of 3-E is surrounded by a tall (six meters if Karma has to make an estimate), metal fence, with no barbed wire thankfully, but it’s a fence all the same. The fence isn’t completely solid, though, more like a mesh, and Karma can see to the other side.
“Don’t tell me we have to unlock another door,” groans Karma.
“…no…” (Y/N) points. “I don’t think there is a door.”
Karma looks in the direction (Y/N) is pointing in. And on the floor, he sees a pole.
“Koro-sensei wants us to vault over it. He’s even kept cushioning on the other side, see?” Sure enough, Karma can see a large blue mat on the other side, along with a large rope. “One of us has to vault over, then toss the rope so that the other person can climb over.”
“Alright then, I’ll go-”
“No,” (Y/N) interrupts him forcefully. “I’ll go.”
“…Why?” demands Karma.
“Akabane, pole vaulting is dangerous without intense practice and training.” (Y/N) crosses her arms. “This fence is six meters at least, that’s Olympic levels.”
“And you’re suggesting that you’re capable?”
“…yes. I am.” (Y/N) takes a deep breath. “I’m very experienced in gymnastics and athletics, so something like this is right up my alley.”
“And how do I know you won’t just leave me here?” Karma challenges her.
“…you don’t. You’ll just have to trust me.”
“…” Trust. How can Karma trust someone like her?
But as he looks into her eyes, he can see no manipulation, no deceit. Just the cold hard truth.
“…Alright then. Take the lead, Princess.” Karma reluctantly picks up the pole, and hands it to (Y/N).
(Y/N) steps backwards, taking one breath, two breaths, three. Then she starts to run, eyes trained on her destination, and she brings the pole to the ground, launching herself over the fence, and landing on the mat, uninjured. She stands up, looking at Karma.
She’s going to leave now, Karma knows. She’s going to leave Karma behind, and it serves Karma right for believing in an Asano of all people–
(Y/N) tosses one end of the rope over the fence, ready for Karma to take so that he can finally make it to the other side. “Come on. Climb over before I graduate, yeah?”
THE NEXT DAY
“…Okano.”
Okano looks up from her lunch, glaring at (Y/N) who is standing before her. “What?”
“…Your cartwheels aren’t perfect,” says (Y/N), and Okano’s opens her mouth to spew a retort, but (Y/N) continues. “But they are very precise and controlled, which is impressive considering that you don’t train very intensely. You also look very graceful from an audience’s perspective, and you can also do multiple cartwheels in a sequence in a high speed, which is also takes a lot of effort. All in all, I would give your cartwheels an eight out of ten.”
“…so…is this your way of saying ‘sorry?’”
“I’m not apologising. I’m stating facts.”
“…” Okano cracks a small smile. “Thanks, I guess.”
“You’re welcome. And, one more thing.”
“…yeah?”
“When I eventually get back into Main, and yes, I will get back into Main, I’m planning on opening the cheerleading team to members of all classes, not just A, B, and C class,” (Y/N) tells her. “You’re welcome to come for try-outs, if you want to. I’m sure you’ll get in.”
This time, Okano’s grin is as bright as the sun.
(Y/N) turns around to face Karma, who was watching from a distance. “Hey, Akabane…you don’t mind if I sit with you for lunch, right?”
Karma smiles, genuinely “Sure thing, Princess.”
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(Y/N) and Karma, a few days after ‘The Great Escape Room,’ become friends. One might think that a friendship between someone who is born of the system and someone who breaks the system is completely atypical and absurd, but Karma was never one for the typical anyway, and it would seem that (Y/N) completely agrees.
Today, Koro-sensei just handed back the quizzes they did a few days ago, right before break started, and Karma smiles in satisfaction as he once again looks at his paper with a large ‘96%’ written on it.
“Impressive,” compliments (Y/N), smiling.
“Thanks, Princess.” Karma gives her a lazy grin. He really couldn’t be bothered to, he knew he would ace it, and he did. “Hardly studied too. What did you get?”
“Oh, nothing remarkable.” To anyone else, her tone might sound dismissive, casual, but Karma knows her well enough to detect that underlying something that puts him on edge, so he snatches up her paper, and his eyes widen when he sees her ‘100%.’
Karma Akabane is second. The thought spins around in his head: second, second, second, second, second.
There is a sly smile on (Y/N)’s face. “Just because we’re all buddy-buddy now doesn’t mean I won’t kick your ass when I can, Akabane.” She laughs. “Or should I say, ‘Second Place?’”
“…you bitch,” growls Karma.
“Ooh, did I hurt your feewings~?” mocks (Y/N).
“Guys, you shouldn’t fight in here,” says Isogai nervously, seeing the look on Karma’s face. “Just because it’s break doesn’t make it a–”
Karma goes in for the kill, his fingers attacking (Y/N)’s sides and incessantly begins to tickle her with a dark grin on his face. “Take that!”
“Ahahahahha!” Tears pour out of (Y/N)’s eyes as she tries to push Karma off her, but fails, falling to the ground in the process. “Karma, stop!” she chokes out.
Karma grins. “Then beg me for mercy, Princess.”
“P-please…” Her eyes narrow. “Have a breath mint.” (Y/N) suddenly grabs Karma and flips him over, now on top of him.  “Time for reve-”
“In broad daylight?” remarks Bitch-sensei from the doorway, raising an eyebrow. “My my, you two are bold. Just use protection, ‘kay?”
“…” Realization slowly dawns on (Y/N)’s face. “I…I…NO!” She gets off Karma and leaps to her feet. “I would never!”
“Really?” The Bitch Supreme smirks. “Because it sure looked like it, honey.”
“I’m leaving!” (Y/N) storms out of the room in a huff.
Karma doesn’t bother to get up. He lies there, takes his time, pondering over what just happened…
He closes his eyes.
(Y/N) Asano, her image appears
Same as ever. Nothing different. Not at all.
(Is what Karma is telling himself, and it’s true. But his future self will never anticipate the magnetic pull, the backflips his heart makes, the butterflies in his stomach.)
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“Ugh, today was so annoying.” (Y/N) rolls her eyes as she walks down the mountain with Karma. “Seriously, now everyone’s shipping us all because Bitch-sensei made it weird. Honestly. Us? A couple?” (Y/N) laughs.
Karma laughs along. “Yeah, could you imagine?”
Ridiculous, honestly.
“Gakushuu!” calls out (Y/N).
Oh no.
Oh no.
Karma quickly grabs (Y/N)’s arm and hisses in her ear, “(Y/N), why is that bastard here?”
(Y/N) slaps Karma’s arm. “I told him to walk with me. And don’t call my brother a bastard.”
“…” Ah. Karma had forgotten that the two were related.
“…(Y/N), why did you bring Akabane with you?” Asano barely does anything to hide the obvious repulsion in his voice.
“Look.” (Y/N) crosses her arms. “Karma’s gonna be hanging around me a lot more now, so I want you both to get along. So be polite. Both of you.”
“He abandoned you,” Karma points out, his voice rising. “He left you to rot in the rain like a stray do-”
“You don’t know anything about me, or (Y/N).” Asano’s eyes flash with anger. “So, I suggest you kindly shut your trap-”
“Let’s just go.” (Y/N) begins to walk the way to her home. “Try to keep up.”
The two boys exchange one last glare, before following (Y/N).
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(Y/N) walks much faster than them, and thus, she is now several feet ahead of the two, and safely out of earshot, allowing the boys to argue.
“Let me make one thing clear, Akabane,” says Asano, glaring. “If you intend to hang around my sister, I will not make it easy for you.”
Karma smirks. “Well, I like a good challenge anyway~”
“My sister is not a challenge,” Asano spits. “She’s a person, with fee–”
“What’s that I hear about me?”
You know what Karma said before about being safely out of earshot?
He takes it back.
Does she have super-hearing?
“Can you two not spend two minutes in the same place without fighting?” (Y/N) sighs. “You both are like toddlers, honestly. Well, Karma, you’re on your own now, since we’ve reached our destination. And I’m never walking with the both of you again.”
“I told you,” say Karma and Asano in unison.
(Y/N) laughs a little. “Well, see you tomorrow, Karma.”
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“Why did you forgive him?”
“He’s my brother,” answers (Y/N) nonchalantly as they walk up the mountain together.
“He still abandoned you,” Karma points out indignantly. “Are you really gonna make it that easy?”
“…there’s stuff,” mutters (Y/N). “Hard to explain. But he cares about me. And I care about him.”
“…If that’s what you say…”
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Maehara asks (Y/N) The Question on a warm, sunny day, while they are all outside.
“Hey (Y/N), how are you so smart?”
“…” She frowns. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Well, I always figured that cheerleaders were supposed to be…dumb?” Maehara laughs awkwardly. “I mean, that’s how it is, right?”
“…Hollywood,” (Y/N) sighs. “There isn’t a single thing it hasn’t managed to fuck up.”
She brings out her phone, and quickly selects a playlist. Upbeat, fast music begins to play.
“Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the show! We’re reaching for the top, and we’ll never fall below!”
(Y/N) then does a series of backflips so fast that Karma’s sight begins to blur, and then does some different jumps that makes her audience hold their breath, seemingly defying gravity.
A show indeed.
The music stops, and (Y/N) bows down to her audience, and Karma, along with a bunch of others, claps hard.
“Does that answer your question?” asks (Y/N), looking straight at Maehara. “…Yeah, it does.”
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“People think cheerleading is easy,” (Y/N) tells Karma, later. “And as you can tell, they’re wrong.” She smiles. “My dad first told me that cheerleading was a stupid career choice, and I would be better off investing my time somewhere else. And now today, my cheerleading team has won every competition they’ve taken part in.” She laughs. “Not going to lie, I did a great job.”
“How humble.”
“Oh, shut it, strawberry.” (Y/N) playfully pushes him. “But let that be a lesson: if you work hard enough, nothing can bring you down.”
Thoughts.
That’s all they were.
Silly little thoughts that would pop into Karma’s head annoyingly from time to time, easy to brush off, easy to ignore.
But thoughts will turn into feelings, and feelings are a part of who you are.
The day (Y/N) truly becomes a part of Karma is burned into Karma’s brain.
Today is burned into Karma’s brain.
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There are 365 days in a year, and listing out what happened in all of those days would frankly be ridiculous and time consuming, so maybe it would be best to pick out what stands out the most in Karma’s mind…
THE FIELD TRIP
At this point in time, E-class is in their trip to Kyoto, and this particular moment is the long awaited ‘gossip time…’
“Sounds like a party in here,” Karma remarks as he walks into the room, holding a cup of tea.
“Karma, great timing,” says Isogai. “Which of the girls in our class do you like?”
“…” Karma pays no attention to the paper handed to him, saying the first name that comes to mind: “I believe I’ll have to go with Okuda.”
“Bullshit!” groans Okajima, unsatisfied with Karma’s answer. “Everyone and their grandmothers know you have the hots for (Y/N)!”
“That isn’t true,” says Karma as casually as possibly.
“Bullshit liar, bullshit liar, bullshit liar!” Maehara jeers.
Karma knows opportunity when he sees it, and in this case, he sees it when Koro-sensei peers into the room with a pink, blushing face, noting something down in a notebook.
“Maybe you should be more worried about him.” Karma points at his poor victim.
Almost immediately, the room dissolves into chaos, everyone sans Karma and Nagisa drawing their knives and going after their target.
Karma simply sips at his tea, smiling and revelling in the chaos.
He steps outside to see all boys and girls attacking Koro-sensei, said teacher dodging their attacks at Mach 20, and Karma leans casually leaning against the wall.
“Hey Karma, don’t tell me he spied on you guys too,” says (Y/N) from beside him, looking at the destruction. Karma jumps a little; he hadn’t noticed her.
“Alright, I won’t.”
“Jesus.” (Y/N) rolls her eyes. “I see you aren’t attacking him.”
“Got nothing to hide,” says Karma (lying; he’s very good at it). “And I could say the same about you. You have no secrets either, huh.”
“…heh…” (Y/N) looks right at Karma and smirks. “Nah. I’m just very good at keeping secrets.”
(Karma wonders if drinking insecticide will kill the butterflies in his stomach.)
THE CAVE
Now, obviously there’s the island incident. The 3-E students got poisoned, Nagisa beat up Takoka, blah, blah, blah.
No one gives a shit about that, so let’s move onto Koro-sensei’s infamous matchmaking scheme (on of many to come): The haunted cave.
Karma and (Y/N) both walk through the cave, the candle Karma’s holding lighting their way. “How much do you bet this is some stupid matchmaking scheme?” says (Y/N), sounding exasperated.
“My firstborn child,” Karma jokes.
“Thought so.” (Y/N) sighs. “That octopus is never gonna give up.”
“Never gonna let you down, never gonna-”
“Shut it.”
They walk in a comfortable silence for a while, before (Y/N) asks another question. Well, it’s less of a question, and more of a statement.
“You’re afraid of Nagisa, aren’t you?”
Karma stiffens. She’s good. “What do you mean? Me, scared of Nagisa?”
“Don’t bullshit me, Karma,” sniffs (Y/N). “You looked scared to death back there with that battle with Takaoka.”
“…you got me there, Princess,” admits Karma.
“Can’t blame you there. He was pretty scary back there.”
“I know, right? And he’s like a mouse most of the time, who’da thunk that he’d have turned out like…like that!” Karma laughs bitterly. “Just goes to show that things you’re the least afraid of are the most dangerous…”
“Everything’s dangerous, Karma,” points out (Y/N). “I mean, I’m dangerous too.”
“Yeah, yeah. You’re strong, I know that.”
“It’s not about who can beat you up, Karma. People can ruin you without even laying a hand on you.” (Y/N) narrows her eyes. “All it really takes is a few well-placed rumours and a few leaked secrets to make the world burn.” She sighs. “It’s the mistake a lot of people make, really. It’s so easy to forget. In today’s world, violence will only get you so far. It’s about how well you can mess with people.”
“…you seem to know a lot about messing with people, Princess,” Karma notes.
“Heh.” (Y/N) smirks. “And what are you going to do about that?”
“You shevil.”
“Thank you, darling,” she drawls in response, grinning.
Oh shit, it’s the butterflies again.
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Perhaps you have a good picture of their friendship now. Strong, passionate…
The news hits Karma like a truck.
“What do you mean, you’re going back to Main?” Karma demands.
“I just got the letter.” (Y/N) doesn’t make eye contact with Karma, she instead looks down at her feet.  “I’m going back, Karma. Today’s my last day in E-class.”
“So, you’re just going to abandon us?” spat Karma. “You’re going to abandon me?”
The look on her face is like a knife straight through his heart.
“I…I’m not abandoning you.” Her voice is soft. “You all are really precious to me…you’re precious to me, Karma.”
“Then why?” Karma’s voice cracks. “I thought you cared about this. I thought you cared about the assassination. I thought those moments we had actually meant something to you-”
“They do! They mean everything to me! Things are complicated, Karma. I can’t stay…”
“Then prove it.” Karma’s voice is cold. “Prove to me that you aren’t lying, Princess.”
Karma didn’t know what he expected.
A hug? A tear-filled confession of friendship?
But he certainly didn’t expect (Y/N) pulling him in for a kiss.
Karma is a smart person, but he thinks, in this very moment, this is how it feels to be dumb. This is how it feels to have your head empty.
No thoughts, just (Y/N).
He kisses back.
“…” There are a few precious seconds of silence, after (Y/N) stops kissing Karma. “I…” (Y/N) takes a breath. “I’ll be in the cheer club after schools.”
She turns around and begins walking away, and Karma’s brain screams at him to say something, anything, but as you would have it, he stood there, voice gone.
What a shevil she is.
Stealing Karma’s heart and running away the second she kisses him.
Well, Karma supposes he’ll have to steal her heart as well, just to get even~
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The Cheer Club, she said.
That’s in the sports hall, isn’t it?
She’ll be happy to see him, right?
Right?
The door is already open, so Karma peeks in, to see…
(Y/N) is on the floor, sobbing uncontrollably. Karma has never seen her in such a vulnerable state before, and it almost feels like he’s peeking in on something private, not meant for his eyes.
(Y/N) shakes someone’s body, tears streaming down her face. “Aiko? Wake up! You need to wake up!” Around her, many more bodies are scattered, and Karma realises with a jolt that they belong to girls. Actual girls.
“They were weak.”
Ah.
The Principal.
He looms above (Y/N), looking down on her disapprovingly as she cries. “You allowed yourself to become weak, and in the process, you made them weak,” he tells her. It feels like they’re in the middle of a conversation. “While you were in E-class, their performance declined, bit by bit, until I had to…step in.”
“They weren’t ready,” (Y/N) chokes out. “They couldn’t take it. You killed them!”
“Now, now, you shouldn’t exaggerate so. There are a few broken bones here and there, but they’ll come out of this stronger. You’ll come out of this stronger.” The smile on his face is truly terrifying.
Just when Karma thinks that this possibly can’t get any worse, (Y/N) looks at him, glances at him from the corner of his eyes, and mouths, go.
By god Karma wants to stay.
But he doesn’t know anything.
So he goes.
An ambulance comes afterwards, and (Y/N) and Karma help carry (Y/N)’s Main Campus friends to the ambulance beds.
And when all is said and done, she collapses into Karma’s arms and cries.
THE NEXT DAY
“…So…” They sit together on a bench in a park. Karma licks a cone of strawberry ice-cream aimlessly. “Complicated?”
“Yeah.” (Y/N) sighs. “We’re not your standard textbook dysfunctional family, Karma. We’re functionally dysfunctional, if that makes sense.” She leans into him a little, resting her weary bones. “He’s more of a teacher than a father.” Karma can sense the obvious hurt in that last sentence. “Living with him is like walking on eggshells. I always feel like a disappointment, always feel like I’m weak…”
“Well, then, the solutions obvious, then isn’t it?” says Karma. “Live with me.”
“…huh?”
“Live with me.” Karma grins. “And bring your asshole brother along with you while you’re at it. Let’s really piss him off.”
“…” A wide grin slowly appears on (Y/N)’s face. “You genius! I could just kiss you right now!”
“Then do it.” Karma leans forward, closer to (Y/N). “I dare you.”
“…bastard.”
And so, she takes the dare, and there’s no one in the world except for them.
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fairy of shampoo
sana x reader ; fluff
summary: your manager decides you need to teach the new coworker the ways of your job. only issue is the new hire is drop dead gorgeous and almost inevitable to fall for
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"so, y/n," your manager started, eyes trailing from you to graze over the neatly stapled packet of papers in front of him. his eyes flicked from separate parts of the first page, before licking his lips-- in more of a focused manner-- and readjusting his gaze.
you'd been confused since you walked in. you were a good worker, maybe even the best here, and hadn't done anything "talk" worthy.
that's why you were shocked to feel a tap on your shoulder by your boss mid serving a table-- talk about embarrassing.
"hey, we need to-"
"ah!"
was your last exclamation before spiling waters all over some new elderly guests.
maybe that was fire worthy and your boss tapping you was just a test of reflexes in the workplace. or not.
your boss seemed to of noticed your haze as you spaced out into thoughts of earlier, a light flush of embarrassment flushing your cheeks for the second time around.
he, or rather, soobin, cleared his throat.
soobin, your boss of however long now. he seemed a bit young to be running the shop, especially for its current size and reputation, but he explains it as his "dad suddenly abandoning all business projects to move to maui with his new fiancé and leaving him to handle everything".
"listen, we have a new worker joining the team." he said, adjusting in his seat to make his posture more prim. he sniffed, clearly looking for more words as he let his eyes space out on his office decor.
you looked at him with a raised brow and squinted eyes, wondering what he was getting at.
you'd never trained a new hire before-- it was always one of the other, more experienced guys. also guys who'd been giving walk throughs of the job to every new hire. it was routine at this point.
"she's,"
there it is. your expression relaxed, slumping back into the stiff office chair across from his desk.
the word 'she' was enough to enlighten you. you were the only other girl who worked dining hall, if that's what this mystery girl was going for, she'd be bombarded by some teen boys who'd never really touched a woman. or even really seen one for that matter.
"she's super pretty, like i asked her if she came from a modeling agency and she laughed at me. and her laugh, so melodious, so congenial-"
"soobin."
"sorry. but you get my point! not even i can stop thinking of her, imagine those 18 or 17 year old dweebs that-"
"soobin."
"sorry. shouldn't have said dweebs, informal. those... degenerates that've never spoke to women. i mean look they drool over you all the time! imagine them trying to teach some lady i thought was a model! and she's flirty too. bad."
"soobin. one, don't say degenerates. as funny and true as it is this isn't exactly workplace vocabulary. two i bet the flintiness was the delusion seeping into your brain and corrupting it with false hearings." you sighed, fingers now pinching the bridge of your nose, unsure of how your boss could be so, so ridiculous sometimes.
"she was flirting! she said i looked good in a suit." soobin 'hmped' clearly taking some offence to these accusations.
"whatever you say. what's her name and when do i need to get started."
"friday, five pm. her name is sana."
"what?!" you almost yelled, at least it felt that way-- you'd only raised your voice a little. "five pm? friday? that's when i make triple the amount of a usual night soobin." you huffed, crossing your arms over your body and tilting your head at him.
on a friday, the typical crowd varied, but the crowd were all big tippers. from elderly couples drowning in money to drunken men trying to find a girl to take home. working as a female server on a day like that was as good as being a celebrity.
"i am your boss, y/n."
"ugh, not this."
"and you will listen."
-
you were sat at a table, acrylics tapping hastily on your phone in order to match soobin's load of texts. you let out a small scoff, eyes rolling at his adoration toward the new girl, and his very obvious crush.
minatozaki sana-- the new hire, the statuesque beauty that had your boss on edge. you hadn't seen her yet, but despite your annoyed behavior you were presenting, you were eager. not only because there was a new girl and all the stares would disperse to her, but also to maybe have some eye candy at work. you called it inspiration-- and wouldn't let it become anything more.
you sighed again, now ignoring soobin's rush of anxious messages and opting to scroll instagram, liking few posts here and there. sort of relaxed minus the hustle of workers and customers around you. but not all peace lasts forever.
"hey!"
you jumped a little, only mildly startled by the honey sweet voice. you looked up, cheeks flushed, only to meet the eyes of an angel. soobin was not wrong.
sana was in baggy jeans, high rise, and not too big, just right. a pair of boots, even from the distance you could read the small prada logo on them. her shirt was fitted, again, not too tight but not too loose, and it had some cute logo on the front. overtop was a racer jacket, matching the color of the logo on her white shirt. it was oversized and looked so warm-- you started to feel jealous at your lack of jacket. her hair was dark and wavy, perfectly framing her face, and her perfectly carved jaw, and her warm eyes you couldn't pull away from, and those full lips that-
"are you alright?"
that voice, ugh, it wasn't fair. it was warm and partially low, much to your demise.
"uh- sorry! yes, sorry." you faltered, voice shaking and body turning into a 90 degree bow. you heard sana begin to laugh, only making your face hotter. it was just as melodious as soobin explained.
"don't be. you're cute. i'm sana." she chimed. you'd swore you'd start sweating at this point, face hot and definerly red.
"s-sana! i'm y/n. i'll be showing you around i suppose." you stuttered, mentally slapping yourself. you needed to get ahold of yourself before all hope is lost with sana, but god would it be hard when she looked and talked how she did.
"pretty name, suits you. let's go?" she smiled, turning her head slightly to motion behind her.
"yeah.."
-
this walk through would be the way you died.
you'd mentally decided your own fate only half way through the walk through. with sana's random and most definetly not work place friendly flirtatious quips and the 'subtle' touches she'd leave on your skin-- you were positive you were done for.
"so, is that all?" sana smiled, snapping you away from your thoughts. the smile on her face was enough to put you to your knees, having to use all the strenght you had to stand upright.
"uh, yeah! you start monday i think, and i'll be working the same hours as you, just in case you need help." you smiled back, positive there was a pink tint to your cheeks.
"perfect. you know you're-"
"sana! i see y/n has showed you around."
soobin.
you could hear the way he was making his voice more stable, and even a little deeper. he wore his most expensive suit, one you'd recongnized from when he made you join him to shop for date attire. dior pocket square adding the smallest detail. a grin was adorning his face, subtle and clearly having flirtatious intent. sana turned from you hesitantly, only before throwing a warm smile on her face.
"oh, hello soobin. good to see you." sana winked, which in any other scenario, would make you melt and would burn your cheeks up. but the only thing hot now was your blood as you clenched your teeth together, forcing a tight lipped smile onto your face.
you were beyond jealous.
"you look as gorgeous as before! still such a model." soobin flirted, words rolling off his tongue smoothly, and causing sana to let out that heavenly giggle.
"and you still look good in a suit, i see." sana responded, hand reaching out for his forearm. you felt your heart nearly sink.
"uhm, i got to go." you coughed, not really wanting to interrupt, but wanting to leave asap.
"what?" sana muttered, watching as you scrambled to put your items into your purse.
"i-uh." you started, eyes trying not to meet hers. "i just am feeling, tired." you lied, standing up straight and bowing to both sana and soobin. you quickly turned on your heel, hearing your shoe squeak on the floor.
"wait!"
you felt a hand hit yours, enveloping it in a sudden warmth, contrasting to the cold weather. it locked perfectly with yours, and the skin was so soft against you. you turned around, eyes meeting sana's at a closer distance that you'd been expecting. you had almost let out a sound at the small gap between the two of you.
"i want you to take my jacket, it's freezing." sana beamed, holding her leather racing jacket in her free hand. you were still focused on the distance and how sana's hand hadn't left yours.
"you don't have to." you muttered, eyes shaking as they met hers. you'd sworn her look was of adoration-- but you brushed that off as overthinking.
"i do. to thank you. please take it." she nudged the jacket into your chest to accentuate her point further.
"i, okay." you said, unable to resist sana's hopeful expression. you started throwing the jacket over your arms, noticing the sweet smell that infiltrated you nose, and the warmth the jacket had provided you.
"should be helpful since i walked here."
"what!?!?"
-
and that's how you ended up in sana's car, that honeyed and husky voice humming along to whatever song came on-- even singing some lyrics.
"thank you sana, you didn't have to." you hummed, turning to look at her as she drove. her side profile was flawless, as if she had jumped out from an illustration.
"i did! you showed me around today. plus, i'd never let someone as gorgeous as you walk home at this hour." she smiled as she said those words, almost knowing you were staring. your face heated up for what felt like the nth time today. however, you couldn't shy away from looking at her.
the car came to a stop, a new red light illuminating her face.
"if you think i'm that pretty just ask me out, you could look at me much longer." sana grinned, turning to meet your now burning face.
"i-i'm so sorry! i didn't want to make you uncomfortable." you murmered, turning away and looking down at your hands in your lap.
"hey," sana started, reaching to grab one of your hands over your thigh as she kept driving, "it's okay."
what wasn't okay was whatever was happening right now. not that you didn't want it to happen, but god were you going to melt away right into the seats of her sports car.
you couldn't respond, to worried about your voice giving out. this left the both of you to drive in silence, other than sana humming to some new song.
-
monday came faster then expected.
you went from worrying about sana in your bed all weekend, unable to shake the thought of her. her and her soft hands, and welcoming perfume and perfect lips.
now, you were at work, trying your darndest to ignore sana until the end of your shift. whether it be pretending to be extra busy, or holding more eventful conversation with customers.
which, shockingly, worked.
but of course,
"hey! let me drive you home y/nnie." sana called to you, watching you slip on your normal sneakers you'd worn before changing into uniform.
today sana's outfit was more laid back, just some grey baggy sweats and an oversized black hoodie. she still managed to look like a runway model in her cozy clothes.
"you don't have to, sana." you smiled back, trying your hardest to resist her charms. you stood upright, watching as she walked over to you, reaching out that glorious hand to yours.
"come on. i want to talk to you."
-
back in sana's flashy white sports car. you found yourself wondering where sana got all this money as you watched streetlights and corner stores pass your vision.
there was a lack of sana's humming, and no song on the radio at all. the silence was comforting and sweet, but you sensed sana's thoughts the whole car ride. feeling her eyes on you at any stop light. similar to what you did her the first car ride.
what else was different, was the car being parked at an unfamiliar location. obviously not the lobby to your apartment building that you'd entered time and time again.
you looked around, rubbing your eyes and letting out a small groan as you stretched. you found yourself almost in awe, admiring the coolly lit lamps and the blossoming trees, small white flowers falling to the floor with each gust of wind.
you turned to sana, who for once, looked nervous. light pink tint on her cheeks and a bashful smile on her lips. you couldn't help but smile back.
"what's this?" you asked, tilting your head at her.
"the trees are blossoming this season, i figured you'd like to see. let's go walk? there's some benches down this way." sana said, voice hopeful and cheery, yet still managing to fluster you.
"i'd really love to sana, but i don't have a jacket and it's a little cold, no?" you frowned, not wanting to upset her any. especially not after the thoughtful surprise.
sana's smile didn't falter, she only unbuckled her seatbelt, letting out a quiet 'hold on', before reaching behind her seat, retrieving a white hoodie. you couldn't help but coo at her thoughtfulness, letting your fingers sink into the fabric as you took it from her, putting over your own body.
immediately, the same sweet scent from her jacket the first time you saw her wafted into your nose, filling your senses and warming your body up.
"let's go?"
-
sana and you had been hand in hand since leaving her car.
her hands were soft, actually, soft was an understatement. they were near perfect, fitting yours perfectly, size a little larger, acrylics at the ends of her fingertips that were neat and new. her hand provided another warmth like you'd never felt before, less of a physical warmth and more of a comforting, mental warmth. one that made your heart flutter and your cheeks burn with color. an effect sana seemed to always have on you.
"here's good." she mumbled, nodding her head toward a bench sat under a lamppost and trees surrounding.
as the two of you sat, you took note of sana's fidgety, nervous state. you'd only seen her a couple of times, but you knew of her typical confident demeanor.
as you sat, sana's eyes locked with yours, reflecting a more timid and sheepish emotion, not the usual flirtatious one.
"so, y/n," sana started, eyes pulling away from yours to try and focus on the trees and not the overwhelming weight on her heart. her nerves were getting to her, it was obvious, from the shaky eyes to the bouncing of her leg.
you took note of this, putting a reassuring hand on her previously bouncing knee, looking at her with a concerned and welcoming expression.
her eyes met yours once again, face less stiff and more comfortable. rosy flush on her cheeks and warm smile illuminating her face.
"so, i know we only have known each other for like, a day, or whatever," she contiuned, reaching for your hand on her knee to hold, body turning to face you with regained confidence.
"but, i really like you, a lot. and i'm sorry if it's creepy or if you don't even like girls but, there is just something about you. like, you're so gorgeous and even the way you put your hand on my knee to reassure me and the way you talk with that flawless voice. it's all a lot for me, not in a bad way, just a wow kinda way, if that makes sense. i can't sit back and watch our coworkers drool over you knowing we have equal chance, i just want to know you're mine. sorry thats creepy and-"
you cut her off by pressing your lips against hers. she tasted like strawberry chapstick and everything sweet and her lips were just as pillowy against yours as you'd imagined the first day you saw her. she hummed into the kiss, moving her hand up to your jaw to better lean into the touch, your hands moving to tangle in her hair, the both of you pulling each other flush to one another. before letting anything get too far, you made the move to pull away, to both of yours dismay. but you couldn't stop thinking of how late it was getting and also how hard it was starting to get to breath. she let out a groan, one of more annoyance then anything, before looking into your eyes with a familiar smirk on her lips.
"i like you too, sana. a lot" you responded, head turning away as you tried hiding your reddened cheeks.
"i can tell." she grinned, teasing tone lacing her words.
"hey!"
-
the two of you started walking back, hand in hand once again, laughing about some random topics, before sana's phone went off.
"who is it?" you asked, quirking a brow, genuinely curious as to who it could be.
"ah, our boss, soobin." she sighed, putting her phone back in her pocket.
your eyes immediately widened and jaw slightly dropped. uh oh.
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I finally caved, so
Predictions for the final Bad Batch Episodes!
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Ep 10: Retrieval
Fairly certain this'll be the Batch getting off that planet, though its most likely them retrieving their ship somehow. I'm still holding out hope that Echo and Rex will be the ones to end up getting them though, since I get the feeling Cid will be a no-show. Which might finally get Hunter to see that she does not at all have their best interest at heart. Which leads us to:
Ep 11: Metamorphosis
I'd love it if this was either just Crosshair or Hunter and Crosshair paralleled. Meaning we watch Crosshair starting to reject the Empire and Hunter starting to want to join the rebellion. Either one of those would be more than acceptable to me.
Though I wouldn't mind another cute filler. I'm thinking something like a huge butterfly that Omega ends up riding or something, but my imagination is probably running away with me. (butterfly bc yanno caterpillar and like metamorphosis. you get it.)
Ep 12: The Outpost
REX AND ECHO EPISODE, REX AND ECHO EPISODE, REX AND ECHO EPISODE PLEASE
(but srsly, we know that Echo and Omega see each other again, bc they share that hug that we got from leaked pics. not the one from the ep 8, there'll be another one. my moneys on either next ep, or this one. Something abt the batch helping out with another mission or Echo needing them and them coming to his base or something. Either way, gotta be one of these two.)
Ep 13: Pabu
Gotta be filler. Probably some wise-cracking oldie, who takes Omega on an inspirational wisdom journey or something. That or another kid who's just there to wreak havoc with Omega and give Hunter even more aggressive Dad Vibes™
Ep 14: Tipping Point
I'm betting Cross on this one 100%. This'll be his breaking point, this'll be when he needs his brothers back. Would love a little batch teaming up with Rex and Echo to get Crosshair out, since that's what those two do now :) (this would not be the ep where they actually get him out. Just the one where he decides he wants out and reaches out to the Batch or Rex or something)
Ep 15 + Ep 16: The Summit & Plan 99
Them getting Crosshair out. I think if someone's gonna die this season it's gonna be in one of these two episodes. Probably a lot of epic fire fights, schemy little plans and way too many feels for all of us to handle. I'm so excited :)
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Interview with Masahiro Hasemi who retired from active racing in the JGTC in 2000.
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I always want to run a race where I can see who's at the top. Otherwise, there's no point in doing it.
Masahiro Hasemi
Racing driver ●Masahiro Hasemi
There are many competitors
Competition for positions within Nissan
Was tough.
the year of 2000. In this millennium, Masahiro Hasemi announced his retirement from All Japan Championship racing.
Suzuka, where the final round of the All Japan GT Championship was held
-Kit's audience is a history of Japanese motorsports
Walking with history and remaining a top contender to the present day
A generous round of applause to the driver who has played an active role in
I gave you my hand. Hasemi's history in motorsports
The motor sports carrier is exactly the same as Nissan's motor sports history up to the present day. that genius racing
I asked the driver.
“I never thought I would run until I was old.
There wasn't. At the age of 15, he signed a contract with Nissan Motor Co., Ltd.
He has been a racing driver for 35 years. When he had a busy vehicle development schedule, he was sometimes running on circuits over 200 days a year. I was actually aiming to become a two-wheel Grand Prix rider, but Honda stopped using Japanese riders, and that's when I saw a four-wheel Grand Prix race at Suzuka.
It was attractive because it had a large audience, was broadcast on TV, and offered a large amount of prize money. The following year, he auditioned and was contracted as a driver for Nissan's second team. However, unlike the first team in Oppama's development section, we belonged to Omori's advertising department and did machine maintenance ourselves along with the mechanics. The first army was able to ride the machines provided. However, we had to do everything ourselves, from machine tuning to settings. engine tuning
I also did bench tests myself. of course,
Someday I will defeat the guys from Oppama.
I was running with that feeling. I'm in charge of Blue Bird, Cedric, and Fairlady. Eventually, when Nissan merged with Prince and the drivers who had been under contract with Prince joined, there were already many competitors and competition for position within Nissan became very difficult (lol).
Eventually, for about two years starting in 1968, Hasemi participated in Grand Prix races in sports cars such as Lola and Porsche as a private activity. Afterwards, he was welcomed back to Nissan's Oppama Works.
``As a manufacturer, we developed parts for people who wanted to race, and we developed machines that would compete in the World Rally Championship, which Nissan was focusing on at the time.Even when we were two-wheelers, we were good at motocross, so we decided to move on to four-wheeled cars. But I was confident that I was faster than anyone else on dirt, and that I wouldn't damage the machine.The 240Z, which took third place in the Monte Carlo Rally, and the 510 and PA10, which were active in the Safari Rally, were all tested by me before they went overseas. The day after racing at the circuit, I raced a rally car in the mountains.
test. The day before, there was a lot of cheering.
However, the only sound on the test course in the mountains is the sound of birds.
I heard it (lol).”
``I'm happy when I'm given a machine that can win and I can race to the best of my ability.''
Hasemi, a contract driver for Nissan in the 1970s formed a private team and showed great success in each category until Nissan resumed its works race hiatus. He actively participated in the Fuji Grand Champion Series and the FJ1300 Series, which were the most popular at the time, and made steady progress and won the championship. He also attracted attention by driving the domestically produced Kojima KE007 in the first F1GP held in Japan in 1976. ``At that time, spot participation in F1 was allowed, and the engines, tires, and machines were all great.
It seemed like it. At that time, I was definitely playing ball.
I was aiming for Jishon. Fuji Speedway
The course is better for me than the F1 drivers.
I was familiar with him, and my rival was M. Andretti.
I thought it was just J. Hunt and N. Lauda. I was able to get Hunt and Andretti's cars in front on schedule, and I was able to use the slipstreams of those two cars to ensure I was able to improve my time. Until the hairpin corner, he was running faster than anyone else. However, as I approached the final corner, I ran off course due to machine trouble. If you can run to the control line, your chances of winning the ball are
I think it was big. Even so, the challenge that made me feel like I was competing against the world was a valuable experience.''
In 1980, Hasemi won an unprecedented four major domestic titles. All Japan F2 Championship All
Japan Formula Pacific Championship//Fujigu
Run Champion Championship/Suzuka F2 Championship
He won the four crowns. Eventually, as Nissan's works racing activities became more active, Hasemi became the main driver for Nissan along with his former Omori junior, Kazuyoshi Hoshino. The race for the Group 5 Super Silhouette car that I had envisioned started, and I drove the Skyline, marking the beginning of an era. Nissan began actively participating in endurance races for Group C cars, and began racing at Le Mans and Daytona. ``When we entered the 24 Hours of Daytona in the United States, it felt like we were competing against a huge nation called America.And we went out to win from the beginning, and we won.We had a machine that could win. It's a great feeling for a driver to race in a race where they can give their best from the start.''
Hasemi is now facing a new challenge in the world.
Participating in rally raids. In the Mongolia Rally, we recorded consecutive victories and another new crown. ``The temperature is 40 degrees Celsius, and we are given only 5 liters of water a day.It's difficult to race through the desert.However, there's a joy to it that you can't experience in other motorsports. It's difficult because you're always aiming for the top and trying to lead your rivals.But I think there's also a sense of fun to it that I haven't been able to experience in previous races.There are also races like this. I started to think that it was a good thing to do.”
Hasemi's spectacular racing career. There is confidence and pride in his face as he reflects on his many victories. And when Hasemi talks about rally raids again, he shows a gentle expression despite the severity.
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Terry getting jealous of a guy Beloved meets at a gala, or literally anywhere lol. I’d like to see him getting overprotective and angry 🤭
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During the afterparties of black tie events, all the gamblers tend to come out.
Champagne is copious and the podium contains ice sculptures and pyramids made out of filled liquor glasses trickling down, like a sparkling fountain. The jazz is loud and blaring as nightgowns shimmy back and forth on the shiny podium. Laughter resonates across the gold lit, music-filled hall of the Ritz's lushly carpeted Banquet Room. A wooden, dark mahogany roulette wheel spins with a gaggle of curious gawking eyes following it's circular motion like a hypnotic carousel and you make yourself at ease in the crowd. When Terry tends to leave, he tends to leave for but a second. His absences as short as they can be and the presence of his vice grip, or at least the shadow of it, so poignant, that even when he's gone, you feel like he's right beside you, lingering to the point you barely even notice you joined the company of people looking at the roulette wheel and that someone was addressing you. -"Wanna help me with a lucky number?"- The suited up man next to the dealer asks, the frilly collar of his black bow tie untied and disheveled. He seemed like he had a couple of extra drinks from the champagne pyramid tonight. You aim for the political correctness of politeness regardless.
-"Oh, I'd rather not. Don't want to be responsible if you hit a losing number."-
You try, apologetically, to shake him off and being as nice as you could about it. Really, in all honesty, the last thing you wanted was to irk an inebriated man in spite of the security detour at all exits or in equal measure be responsible for him throwing money out the window at your personal suggestion. He gives you a lingering look, up and down, like he was assessing you. -"You're Silver's, right?"- He asks, slurring a little and my god, was it that obvious? Like it was stamped on your forehead. The fact is almost amusing. You chuckle. Terry would feel proud at that one, especially considering the possessive noun that was attached to the state of belonging to Silver. -"You know him?"- You inquire, more with the objective of making small talk for its own sake than anything else. -"Who doesn't, c'mon. He's bigger than the economy of Denmark."- The man shakes his head and you quite honestly don't know what to say to that, not wanting to chortle in front of a drunk man, even though, admittedly, the statement was funny was much as it was undoubtedly true. -"So? Suggestion? From a friend's friend to another friend? I can handle a bit of losing, promise."- You sigh at his insistence, capitulating. You supposed it was partially your fault for deciding to tune out from the party in front of the crowded roulette wheel table of all places, but you digressed. -"Okay, if you absolutely insist then; Black. Twenty eight."- You shake your head, managing a harmless smile, watching the man place his bet on the smooth green layout in front of the dealer. The wheel spins.
You nearly jump out of your skin when you feel a familiar arm.
Terry's finger's sneaking themselves around your waist from behind.
-"Quit while you're ahead, Al, all the best gamblers do."-
You feel his chuckle against the back of your spine as he addresses the slightly tipsy guy and you feel instantly relieved and in equal measure, tense. Something about Terry addressing people with sayings and proverbs always carried the scent of danger about it. Like he was giving them an artificially kind piece of life advice with a double meaning before encouraging them to drink some Arsenic. -"Terry! How are you!"- The titular Al extends his hand across the table of chips and dices, shaking hands ardently while Terry's other free arm was promptly slung around you. You knew his penchant for jealousy and you genuinely hoped that you being accidentally (and involuntarily) chatted up by a drunk guy at a party full of people with champagne glasses in their hands wouldn't induce any of his envy, but watching their friendly exchange, you count your blessings. Yeah, they were probably just acquittances and everything was fine. -"I imagine it's my lucky night tonight! I had your lovely companion giving me tips."- Al clarifies gesturing at you, downing a straight shot of Cognac like it was water. Lovely. He called you lovely. You nearly bite your tongue imagining what was going on in the back of Terry's head, envisioning the grinding wheels.
His grip around you tightens seamlessly.
-"Since I see you're already introduced, I might wanna give you your next one."-
Terry's all charm and all smiles, but you sense a backhanded sort of politeness and veiled hostility in that statement, looking around the crowd, wondering if any of the energized faces focusing on the game noticed, finding they were fading into a blur of euphoria. -"Your turn, sir."- The dealer suited up with white gloves announces and you really wanted to get away from this table; while you were never a fan of chatty drunks and you made an endeavor to avoid them and be tactical with them if you could, you didn't exactly think they deserved some terrible fate befalling them merely for making the mistake of speaking to you. Terry did, though. That's exactly what worried you. -"Hit me, baby!"- Al excitedly slaps his hands together, ready for the next round. -"Oh, I'll hit you alright, pal."- Terry interjects and at that point, the alarms are off in your head. God, god, god, no, please. Nothing about those words was actually amicable or well intentioned as they seemed. You feel Terry's fingers practically dig into the fabric of your attire, squeezing. -"Red, twenty eight."- As promised, Terry makes his suggestion, leaning over to Al and dealer, taking note of it, spins the wheel. The dice turns and turns, until it lands on the wrong number and Al throws hands back, disappointed and making no effort to hide it. In fact, his emotional outburst was colorful enough to have people staring. -"Oh, man! Seriously!"-
-"Told you to quit while you're ahead."-
Terry jokes and at that point, you're officially numb with anxiety.
What was he planning?
-"Oh, brother. I need a drink. They're taking the fucking skin off my back."-
Al swipes an exasperated hand through his hair, stumbling backwards and turning around, heading for the bar, the crowd starting to whisper, alerted by his loud display of obscenities. Terry was doing this on purpose. He was, wasn't he? Smoothly talking this guy into acting out and embarrassing himself. -"What are you doing?"- You demand, furiously, whispering into Terry's ear, irked and annoyed once he responds by snuggling closer until his cheek is practically pressed against yours in a possessive, jealous display. No. Seriously. This had to stop. Now. -"The dealer owes me a favor and the owner of the establishment is an old friend."- Terry coos and of course he had connections at places like this. The aforementioned dealer meets his gaze and they nod at each other in mutual understanding and you gulp, feeling uneasy. -"He lost ten thousand dollars because of you, Terry!"- You seethe, whispering. -"So? The price he pays for looking at you like you're something to devour."- He's drunk, you yearn to retort swiftly. He's looking at everyone and everything like it's something to devour. Time's short, though and Al comes waddling back to the roulette table, a fresh drink in hand. Oh, for the love of god. Terry's arm around you is in a vice grip at that point, holding you in place. You dig your fingers into his wrist, but he doesn't budge. You swear you hear him chuckle, in fact. -"Okay, I feel hot!"- Al shouts with a newfound hope for winning and Terry strategically leans over, whispering the next number. -"Black twenty two."- You hear Terry mutter and you dig your nail into his arms, fidgeting to the side, trying to get him to leave this nonsense behind. The wheel spins and Al looses again.
-"No! Seriously!? Again!? Come the fuck on!"- He yells.
You were pretty certain the entire hall was looking at the the man at that point.
-"Terry..."- You try, silently, almost begging, regret lurching in your belly.
-"They're trying to hold an honest gambler down. You gonna stand for that, my man, huh?"-
Terry leans over for, perhaps, the third time in a row, muttering into the man's ear's, dripping in some verbal venom, and it hits you there and then, that to an outsider looking in, it must've seemed like Mr. Silver was trying to de-escalate the situation and talk the guy into calming down, but closely glued to Terry as you were, held unto by his arm, it was blatantly obvious that that meanspirited glint in his eyes was present in his hooded gaze. He was trying to make sure this man gets thrown out of here by security and blacklisted from attending future events, wasn't he?
He was annihilating what he thought was his competition, right?
Of course that's what he was doing.
Terry's hand travels discreetly south until he's touching your thigh and you, in a sense, get your confirmation. He was being territorial. -"Oh brother, the system is fucking rigged! I should've gone to Vegas."- Al starts slurring, antagonized, dropping his drink and spilling half of it over his tuxedo and hissing as a result, throwing his dice aggressively, until it bounced off of the table with a loud clank and landed on the floor. -"They don't want a self-made Industrialist making it big and scoring his slice of the American dream."- Terry quietly encourages, filling this guy's head with conspiracies and you discreetly try to nudge him in the ribs to get him to stop. You got it, okay? You got it! He didn't like people having your attention even if it was for all but five seconds, but this has gone on for too long, with your attempts interrupted by a suited up security detour interrupting he drunken ruckus and placing their hands on the man's shoulders with the intention of leading him outside of the venue, getting his attention with a diplomatic Sir, please, we'll escort you. -"Oh, fuck you, man! Don't touch me!"- He shouts, slinging his shoulder backwards at a futile attempt to throw hands as the security grabbed him, fully willing to drag him, if need be. You cover your mouth with your hand, unable to look at the scene, feeling all of this was your doing. You fault. All of it. Silently, Terry's finger finds your chin and tilts it back, ever so gently, where the gesture might've been mistaken for affection, making you look. -"Let me play! I've a constitutional right to win! The same as those old money Wasps do! Get fucked!"-
The shouting escalates and soon fades.
He's pushed down a back exit somewhere down the corridor.
The hallways echoing with his cussing until it promptly disappears.
The whispering and chatting in the grand hall continues, waiters making rounds.
The gossip making just as many around the stacked bar and the smoking joint.
Terry undoubted got his wish; getting rid of someone who was in your sphere.
Didn't even have to move his tiniest pinkie to achieve that.
-"You did that on purpose. As revenge over him just speaking to me."-
You state the obvious, your voice low and sour. His hand finally lets go of your waist and instead sneaks a feel of your lower back and posterior. You click your tongue, swiftly moving away from the damnable roulette table before he can get too handsy, because the last thing you needed after that circus is him getting horny too, atop of everything, even though you felt it was already too late for that. Him merely influencing someone getting into trouble like this was often enough to get him going, like an aphrodisiac. -"Don't wanna talk smack about him, but old Al's always had a bit of a gambling problem. I had no idea he had a violence problem too."- Terry feigns sympathy peppered with the cutting edge of mockery as he follows suit, behind you, ever the gentleman, adjusting his lapels, his nostrils positively flaring with mirth, leaving you with the only slightest trace of anger in his tone, subdued and buried under layers of sarcasm, coming through like some sort of venomous thing. -"If it puts your mind at ease, I'll have Milos send him a 'Get Well' fruit basket the minute we're outta here."- Terry promises and you were certain he'd do that solely as some sort of elaborate victory dance over some gambling drunk. Worst of all, he'd seem like a nice guy for it. -"Schemer!"- You practically spit when he grabs you ass again and his arms take hold of your shoulders, spinning you around to face him the second you reach a secluded hallway, his eyes close enough to reflect your face back to you like a mirror. -"Oh, deep down, you know you liked it."- He taunts, purring, bearing his teeth in a shark-like smile.
-"You love it when I scheme and don't get caught for it."-
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nicholas, nicky, nico
To Vash, Wolfwood was, well, Wolfwood. He knew there was a Nicholas D. to precede it, but it never occurred to him to use the Nicholas part. also on ao3
It all started because of a little old lady (a lady still a handful of decades younger than Vash, but he wasn’t about to bring it up). Vash had been about to step in between her and a trio of men who apparently had nothing better to do than hassle an old woman out of her groceries, but she set them straight with a few well-aimed strikes of her very heavy-looking cane. Also watching the scene, Wolfwood snorted out a laugh as the men hobbled out of whacking distance, so amused that he moved first to help her gather the groceries she’d dropped in favor of fighting back. Vash followed, but they’d already managed to collect everything before he could lend a hand.
“Why, thank you,” she said as she returned a crusty loaf of bread to her bag, an expectant air to the end of her sentence.
“Nicholas,” Wolfwood said, almost bashful.
“Thank you, Nicholas,” the woman said. “It’s nice to meet a decent young man.”
This was aimed half at Wolfwood and half at the men now recovered enough to flee. Vash smiled wide as Wolfwood did not look at him.
“Yes, ma’am,” he said. “You get home safe now.”
The woman grinned and brandished her cane. “I most certainly will.”
As she walked away, Vash leaned into Wolfwood’s space and whispered, gleefully, “Decent.”
Wolfwood shoved him, hard, and then grabbed the back of his coat before he could carry his exaggerated stumbling into the road. “Shut it, Blondie.”
It wasn’t Wolfwood helping a stranger that kept rolling around Vash’s thoughts or the fact that he’d been called decent and seemed flustered for it (though both things delighted him). It was the introduction.
To Vash, Wolfwood was, well, Wolfwood. He knew there was a Nicholas D. to precede it, but it never occurred to him to use the Nicholas part, and now he was curious. He let it stew for a while, even though Wolfwood caught on to his contemplation almost immediately; he eyed Vash with suspicion and then seemed to decide to wait it out, so Vash did, too.
Trudging through a new town in search of something cheap to eat, Vash decides he’s sat on it long enough.
“Should I be calling you Nicholas?” he asks.
Wolfwood’s head whips toward him, his face scrunched in a frown. “What?”
“It’s your name,” Vash says.
“Yes, I know that,” Wolfwood replies, his usual snap lacking its bite, tempered by confusion. “This is what you’ve been keeping me awake thinking about?”
“I wasn’t keeping you awake!” Vash says. “I was just wondering is all.”
“I could smell the smoke coming outta that spiky head,” Wolfwood says. “Worried you were gonna break something.”
“None of this answers my question,” Vash points out.
Wolfwood rolls his eyes. “Because you answer so many of mine.” But he squints at Vash and says, “Do you want to call me Nicholas?”
“Not if you don’t want me to,” Vash says.
Wolfwood frowns again, going quiet as he contemplates the subject. “I think it would be weird,” he decides after they’ve come across a stall selling all kinds of food on a stick and joined the short end-of-the-day line.
Vash hums, fishing out the money they’ve pooled for meals while Wolfwood orders. “Bad weird?”
“Weird,” Wolfwood repeats with a shrug. “You can try it, I guess.”
Wolfwood hands him something covered in fried dough. Vash smiles.
“Thank you, Nicholas,” he says. It feels wrong coming out of his mouth—like, actually, he forgot Wolfwood’s name and is trying the next closest thing; Wolfwood is already shaking his head. “Mm, no, I don’t think so.”
“Definitely not,” Wolfwood agrees.
They eat while they walk back towards the slightly nicer than usual motel they shelled out for for the night; they were feeling indulgent, giving themselves a reprieve after a long stretch of sleeping rough and being chased away from settlements.
“What about Nick?” Vash asks when they’re in their room.
“No one calls me that,” Wolfwood answers, muffled as he pulls on a long sleeve shirt—stolen from Vash’s bag.
“I could be the first,” Vash offers, watching him ruffle his hair into even more of a disarray.
“Or you could not,” Wolfwood replies.
“Nicky!” Vash exclaims as he’s brushing his teeth, mouth full of toothpaste.
“Was I supposed to understand that?” Wolfwood calls from his seat in the window.
Vash spits and leans out the doorway to see his frowning face. “Nicky.”
The frown turns into another scrunch. “No.”
“Nico,” Vash tries when they’ve retired to the beds, which are bigger than the ones they usually squeeze both of themselves into. Wolfwood goes very still, and Vash catches the tail end of something hurt in his eyes. He winces. “Not that one, either, then.”
Wolfwood lets out a breath, nearly a huff, and shakes his head. After a minute, he looks at Vash and says, “Is this some weird roundabout way you’re trying to get me to call you Vash?”
“No,” Vash says. “Although now that I think about it, you could stand to call me dumbass less.”
“You’d have to stop letting it suit you first,” Wolfwood says, smiling as Vash grumbles under his breath, the most childish of comebacks besides sticking out his tongue, which he also does. Wolfwood pulls his eyelids down with his middle fingers and blows a raspberry. Vash refuses to laugh, but Wolfwood grins like he did anyway.
(Later, later, later, Wolfwood finds him sitting in the last vestiges of sunlight. It’s too warm for the blanket around his shoulders, but he can’t bring himself to let go of it yet. Rather than join him on the low stone wall, Wolfwood sits on the ground beside his feet. The smoke from his cigarette drifts into Vash’s face.
“The other kids called me Nico,” he says. Vash fixes his eyes to the top of his head. “The little ones. But Ms. Melanie always called me Nicholas.”
He rests his head against Vash’s knee, the curve of a distant smile just visible before it fades. Vash risks tangling his fingers in the hair that always sticks up at the crown of his head. Wolfwood leans into the touch, stubbing out his cigarette in the dirt.
“A lifetime ago,” he says.)
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Of Rain & Lilacs
Part 03
Alpha!Jungkook x F!Omega!Chubby!Reader
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➢ ❝ I broke my rules for you. ❞
➢𝔰𝔶𝔫𝔬𝔭𝔰𝔦𝔰: When Jeon Jungkook first met the strange Omega everyone had been whispering of she looked every bit like a delicate butterfly, not knowing he would eventually pluck her wings.
➢𝔤𝔢𝔫𝔯𝔢: angst, fluff, dub-con, strangers to friends to lovers to estranged (lol)
➢𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: Verbal & Physical Bullying, Fat
Shaming, Eventual Dubcon Smut-ish, Lots of Tears
➢𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔱: 5.9k
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➢𝕸𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙: 01 - 02
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If they handed out money for each time you were oblivious to something, you’d never have to work a day in your life again.
Jungkook didn’t know if you were playing hard to get or that cute little head of yours really was filled with glitter.
He’d done all the textbook steps to try and impress you.
He’d drive you home, walk you to class, hug you extra tight when greeting you, compliment you whenever the chance was given (which was always cause you were gorgeous) even gave you a few of his hoodies so you’d only smell like him.
He was the perfect gentlemen, always knowing not to push your boundaries and make you uncomfortable but it was getting harder each time he’d shoot you a flirty smile only to get your innocent friendly one in return.
His patience was starting to wear thin. You hadn’t noticed it before but you were starting to catch the eye of other Alphas on campus.
Maybe it was the new exposure you’d gotten after he decided to join you at the hip. Not even Jungkook himself could deny that he was popular.
It had its perks sometimes, people were always willing to help him out and be his friend but they never felt genuine.
All his life he’d been chased after, complimented, been put on pedestal and fawned over. He could always see the lust in people eyes when they so much as greeted him, sub-genders of all sorts pushing out their pheromones making him feel disgusted with himself.
He knew it wasn’t his fault. He knew his family were no joke especially as he came from a long line of world famous painters. But he craved that unbiased genuine friendship and love since he was a child.
Jungkook was blessed the day he met Yugeom. He’d never made Jungkook’s status a factor in their friendship, he just honestly liked the Elite Alpha for who he was.
Yugeom was always there for him, helping him through thick and thin. Except for now.
It was a Friday night and the two were busy moving furniture into their new apartment near campus.
After he’d decided to court you, Jungkook became jealous easily. He never wanted to bring you to the Alpha dorms around all those other students eyeing you a little too much and he was weary of being in your little apartment knowing how unmated omegas needed their privacy as to not make them nervous with all sorts of scents in their homes.
So he did the most logical thing. He bought a very impressive apartment with the hopes that you’d hang out with him here often. He’d ignored Yugeom’s eye roll and scoff of ‘rich kids’ when Jungkook happily signed the estate papers.
“Don’t you think–“ Yugeom groaned as he waddled backwards trying to help his friend move in a fancy new couch with extra soft cushions that you would love into their spacious living room, “that maybe you’re going a little hard right now?”
Jungkook huffed a laugh and shook his head. “I don’t know what you’re talking about dude.”
Yugeom stopped walking, making the couch bump into Jungkook’s stomach with a grunt.
“Look, I know I can be too much sometimes but you bought a whole ass apartment just so you could talk to a girl that may I remind you, you haven’t even asked out yet.“
“You seem to have forgotten that you’ll be living here too Yug.”
“Besides the point, what’s next? You gonna buy out a hallway at school just so you and (y/n) can walk alone together?”
Jungkook snorted at Yugeom’s ridiculous accusations.
“Of course not!…
Can I really do that?”
“Oh my god–“
Yugeom set the couch down and threw his hands up in defeat before walking off, saying something about getting them something to drink.
Jungkook laughed and placed his hands on his hips, looking at his new home. He wasn’t down that bad, he thought he was just being a good friend and trying to make you comfortable with a new setting.
He could already imagine you sitting so cutely on the fluffy couch wrapped up in an equally soft blanket as you watched scary movies with him and huddled close.
He didn’t even realize how deep into his little domestic fantasy he was when a ring of his phone made him jump.
He steadied his beating heart and scrolled through his notifications seeing a text from Jackson Wang, one of the schools most popular elite alpha seniors and Yugeom’s soon-to-be pack mate.
He was throwing another of his many frat parties and was expecting Jungkook to tag along, even mentioning that he had personally invited you as well.
The boy’s blood ran cold, if there was anyone Jungkook didn’t want around you it was Jackson.
He wasn’t a bad guy, he was the complete opposite actually. He was kind, funny, smart, but that’s where the problem was.
Jackson could easily swoop you off your feet with how charismatic and practically perfect he was, and Jungkook was taking no chances.
He quickly dialed his friend, clenching his fist in irritation as he took his time answering.
“Hey JK! what’s up?”
Jungkook tried pursed his lips for a moment trying not to convey his irritation through his tone.
“You know (Y/n)?” He curtly asked.
If only he could see the wide smug smile Jackson had on the other side as he made himself comfy on his bed for the teasing he would undoubtedly torture his younger friend with.
“Yeah, seems like she knows me too.”
Jungkook’s jaw tightened and he took a breath. He’s your friend, he’s your friend.
“I don’t think it’s a good idea for (Y/n) to go.”
“Why the sudden opposition my dear boy?”
“Jackson.”
“Ah okay okay, but think about it. Maybe this is the opportunity you need to get things going.”
Jungkook blinked. How the hell did he know?
“How– did Yugeom tell you?”
“Nope, but you just did.”
And this is why he couldn’t stand talking to the older man more than he needed to.
“Whatever, I have to go.”
“Consider it! JK and (Y/n) sittin’ in a tree, K-I-S–“
Jungkook hung up quickly, worried Jackson would be able to somehow hear his heart beat thumping loudly in his ears.
He didn’t have to sit in shame much longer before another text came through, this time from Mark asking him to come to the campus library and escort you home since it was getting dark.
The boy wasted no time in rushing to grab his discarded jacket and keys, shooting Yugeom an apology text telling him he’d be home later.
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Gaeun let out a shaky breath as she stared at her reflection in the school’s public bathroom.
Mascara stained tears ran down her cheeks, a few drops falling atop her white blouse ruining her otherwise pristine appearance.
She’d just gotten back from speaking with her Marketing Professor who told her she was lacking in her work, but she swore she was doing her best. She always went above and beyond in all of her assignments so it was a shock when the older man said she needed to do something to keep her grades up.
She would have hung her head and agreed if that’s where it ended. Never in a million years would she expect to be pressed against his wide desk with a hand placed too high upon her thigh, his cloudy eyes gleaming with something sinister that she’d never seen before.
Her body reacted faster than her fumbled thoughts as her hand connected with his cheek in a loud slap that echoed in the empty class room followed by her heels fleeing.
Now she stood trembling scared, alone, and confused in this dingy bathroom looking a mess.
What was she supposed to do? Who was she supposed to call?
With trembling hands she fished her cellphone from her purse and dialed Jangmi, her foot tapping anxiously as she waited for her best friend to pick up.
“Haha! Hey stop it! I’m on the phone stop!”
There was a chorus of laughter from Jangmi and a few other people on the other line indicating that she was in fact not alone.
“Jangmi! Where are you? Can we meet up?” Gaeun tried her very best to keep her trembling voice steady but it was easier said than done when her emotions were battling themselves in her head.
Jangmi paused for a moment, some movement heard on the line before she giggled again.
“Hm? Right now? I can’t! Remember that guy from the gym I was eyeing? Well I invited him to the mixer and he’s actually here! He’s such a dream Gaeun, I’ll call you later okay?”
“Wait Jangmi! I need you please!”
Click
She actually hung up.
Gaeun stared wide eyed at her black phone screen, her stomach threatening to push up the remains of her lunch as the realization that she was truly alone crashed down on her.
With a loud curse she threw her phone across the room, her thin frame sliding down against the wall till she crumbled against the floor, tears starting to fall one by one.
She was always there for her friends, always a call away no matter what. Even if she knew their friendships were artificial, even if they had price tags on them, she refused to let the truth of her situation drive a knife through her heart.
She desperately craved something real, she was tired of being let down so she fought back against the world that struck her back just as hard.
The sound of the door creaking open snapped her out of her anguish, her shoulders tensing up as she saw your curious head peak out, staring confused at the shattered phone by your feet.
She thought she would be alone but luck was always against her, of all the people to see her in this way it just had to be you.
“Gaeun?” You called softly, concern thick in your usually timid tone as you took in her appearance.
“Go away!” She shouted, take her purse and throwing it at you, the bag hitting the wall beside you spilling its contents everywhere.
You were quick to dodge the attack, ducking by the door.
“Gaeun wait!” You called, holding your hands out in surrender.
“I said leave! Are you stupid?! GO. AWAY!” She hiccuped through her sobs, her anger blinding her and she reached for the closest things around her and began to throw them in your direction till she collapsed against the floor, her shoulders shaking with the forces of her cries as her emotions finally won.
You stood shocked, a hand pressed up against your nose to block the aggressive pheromones the alpha was pushing out to drive you away.
You gave her a moment to calm down a bit, heart feeling heavy as her sweet raspberry scent turned sour and rotten.
Her usually confident and cocky demeanor was but a ghost now compared to her broken vulnerable self who sat so defeated against the cold floor.
You carefully moved to pick up her purse, quietly picking her things up and placing them back inside, allowing her to let out her sobs before turning to the door and locking it not wanting to risk someone else seeing Gaeun in this state.
Bully or not it was plain as day that something was wrong and anyone deserved that respect.
You cautiously moved to sit beside the girl not too close as to scare her off and have her possibly hurt you, she was still an elite alpha at the end of the day which meant her strength out matched yours.
The pheromones she was releasing were meant to feel threatening, causing your omega to whine in distress trying to force your body to escape the room but you stubbornly stay put.
After what felt like forever Gaeun finally seemed to calm down a bit, her heavy sobs reduced to weak sniffles.
“You’re probably having a great time aren’t you?” Gaeun spat, wiping her sore eyes with the back of her sleeve. “Go ahead and laugh, tell everyone what you saw, I don’t care.”
You kept your eyes glued to your shoes as you thought of what to say.
“I’m not like you.” You said softly after a moment, eyes still pointed down. “I may not be the smartest person around but I can tell when something bad happened.”
Gaeun gritted her teeth at your words thinking you were trying to make of her. Before she could start to spout insults like she usually did you held out a small handmade handkerchief with a piece of peach candy on top.
She stared dumbly at your offer, eyes flicking from the cloth to your face which still looked away as if giving her privacy.
“You don’t have to talk about it, I know I’m the last person you want to see but I hope you can feel at ease at least with this.”
When she made no move to take it, you gently reached out and placed it into her cold hand, the alpha unknowingly releasing some tension in her shoulders as a sweet calming scent became to overpower her own sour one.
She quickly realized you were pushing out your own pheromones, taking advantage that your omega had the ability to calm even the most rowdy alpha.
Her slim fingers picked up the wrapped candy as you began to stand, cleaning up some more of the mess Gaeun had created when she tried to chase you out.
“Some sweetness to make the bitter go away.” You offered a small smile before picking up a maintenance sign on the wall and making your way to the door.
“I’ll put the cleaning sign outside so no one will come in.” You paused for a moment, worry clear in your gentle features. “Hope you feel better.”
Gaeun watched dumbfounded as you slipped out the door, your sweet scent beginning to fade and replace with the same rotten scent of her anguish.
She slowly opened the candy and pushed it between her lips, the sweetness distracting her for a moment as fresh tears rolled down her cheeks.
Your back pressed back against the door as soon as you were able to slip out, your hands trembling slightly as you willed yourself to calm down and take in deep breathes of fresh air.
You were surprised that you’d managed to stay in that small room with Gaeun for as long as you did, her pheromone’s were no joke, you felt like a rabbit trapped in a cage with a lion.
Thankfully you accidentally wore one of Jungkook’s comically large black hoodies to class today, his faint scent bringing you a sense of comfort only he seemed to give you.
You pressed the fabric that swallowed your hand to your nose and let your eyes slip as delicate rain and lilacs soothed the storm of nerves in your head.
You kept true to your promise and flipped the maintenance sign outside the door for the distressed girl before making your way to the library to print out a ten page paper you’d lost sleep over the previous week, but now it was done and you could sleep till graduation.
Try as you might you couldn’t shake off the nasty feeling of what could have made Gaeun so upset.
You’d seen that look too many times in the mirror, the fear and disbelief that something or someone hurt you. If only you could investigate the problem and make her feel better but she very clearly made it known that there was no chance you’d be friends given your very vague history as classmates.
Your omega whined as her protective instincts tried to get you to turn around and comfort the distressed Alpha but you hushed her and scurried your way into the half empty library until you finally reached the printers.
Now you weren’t the best with technology but the fact that you couldn’t work a printer most of the time was something you’d take to the grave.
“Come on you stupid little–“
You cursed the machine as an error symbol continued to mock you despite your best attempts at pressing every button, even going as far as to google the model and a tutorial but it was fruitless.
“Need some help?”
You whipped around at the gentle voice that belonged to none other than Mark Tuan, a very popular senior and Yugeom’s soon to be pack mate.
You’d heard stories about Mark, mainly hushed whispers from girls in your class exchanging dreamy sighs of how handsome and gentle he is, a picture perfect omega. Despite how popular and close he was to Yugeom you’d never gotten the chance to meet him in person but it was your lucky day.
“Uhh, y-yeah this thing is giving me a hard time.” You huffed out an embarrassed laugh as you stepped out of the way to make room for Mark to set his books aside and examine the machine.
“Oh I see the problem.” He hummed, lifting some flap you didn’t see before. “It’s low on paper.”
You felt your cheeks flush hot in shame at the obvious answer, another awkward laugh leaving your frame.
“Oh really? Of course it is, wow it’s- it’s been a long week.” You winced as Mark gave you a soft smile, his eyes creasing making him look like a child.
“It happens to the best of us.” He chuckled before reaching under the machine to pull out a pack of paper and refill it. After a few beats of silence the printer began to smoothly print out your assignment with ease making you roll your eyes.
“It was messing with me on purpose.” You sighed before turning back to Mark with a shy smile. “Thank you so much, I wouldn’t have been able to figure it out. I didn’t grow up around technology that much.” You confessed, the shameful feeling making a pit in your stomach.
You’d half expected Mark to laugh at you, ask if you were an idiot but he just nodded and kept that same kind smile on even going as far as releasing comforting pheromones. The calming scent of fresh pears and rosemary surrounded you, putting your insecurities to ease even for a moment.
“I totally understand, it took me a whole year to learn how to work those fancy calculators, shouldn’t pressing buttons be straight to the point?”
You were quick to nod and return your own smile. “Oh! I’m (y/n) by the way!” You held your hand out which Mark was quick to shake in his delicate one.
“Ah so you’re the famous (Y/n) I’ve heard so much about?” The tilt of your head and wide curious eyes made another chuckle escape his lips. “I’m Mark Tuan, Jungkook talks about you a lot. But don’t tell him I said that.” He put a finger up to his lips in a Shh manner and shot you a playful wink.
Your faced flushed again as Mark’s words sunk in. “Jungkook talks about me?”
Before the older Omega could respond the strong scent of spiced apples and cinnamon filled the small space almost suffocating your poor omega.
“There you are babe, I tried calling you.”
A man with perfectly styled raven hair and a face that looked as if it had been sculpted by God herself stood tall in a long designer coat and gold rimmed glasses perched upon his flawless nose.
One tiny sniff of his intense scent was enough to tell you this man was an Elite Alpha, and a very intimidating one as he slipped his arm around Mark’s slim waist and turned his gaze on you, making you unconsciously fiddle with your fingers.
“Oh I’m sorry Jinyoung, I left it on silent.” Mark apologized as he snuggled into his Alpha. “I was helping out Geomie and Kookie’s friend out, you know (Y/n)? (Y/n) this is Jinyoung, one of my mates.”
The stranger, Jinyoung, gave you a once over before a soft smile broke his otherwise stone expression.
“It’s a pleasure,” Jinyoung politely shook your hand before leaning in a bit and sniffing the air around you making you look up at him with wide eyes. Did you smell bad?
“I thought I smelled JK around here. The kid works fast I see.” He smirked pointing out your black hoodie.
A hot flash of embarrassment shook your body once again as you looked like a gaping fish, trying to form words as you flapped your arms around.
“I-I just borrowed this! We aren’t together or anything like that!” You said a little too loudly earning an annoyed Shh from somewhere in the room.
Jinyoung turned and gave an apology before turning back to you with a smile. “I see I apologize, just having a little fun.”
Mark playfully rolled his eyes as he pulled out his phone to shoot a quick text. “He’s always joking around, sorry that his humor is so bad.”
Although embarrassed you managed a smile and shook your head, still feeling intimidated that two such popular people were giving you the time of day.
“The library is closing soon, have your papers finished printing?” Mark questioned looking over at the machine.
You quickly moved to check, a sigh of relief leaving you as each page was perfectly in order.
You filed them neatly and placed them away just as Jinyoung went to take Mark’s books for him. “Are you headed home after this? We’ll walk you out.” The omega smiled down at you as you three made your way out of the stone building.
“You didn’t have to help me out, thanks again.” You smiled politely as you three stood out in the chilly courtyard.
Before Mark could reply, Jinyoung pointed behind you making you turn with a confused hum. “Damn, he really does work fast.”
Your eyes widened as a very determined Jungkook half sprinted his way to the three of you, his chest raising up and down quickly just further proving how fast he made his way over. “Cherry!” He called as he finally reached you and squished you against his hard chest.
“What happened? Some guy tried was annoying you?” He growled, the noise rumbling through his chest making you weak at the knees as you tried to process what was happening, why Jungkook was even here.
“A guy? What?” You mumbled weakly pushing yourself away from the boys addictive heat.
“Mark said some asshole was hitting on you and making you uncomfortable, are you okay? What did he look like?” Jungkook cupped your cheeks as his brows furrowed angrily.
You stood in shock, your poor little brain trying to catch up to what was happening while your omega was having a field trip with all the attention from the concerned alpha.
A chorus of laughter rang out behind you, Jungkook’s eyes snapping up before he let out a frustrated sigh.
“You guys are jerks.” He mumbled, hands still cupping your squishy cheeks.
“Sorry kid, I just wanted you to show up faster and what better than a little lie. You understand right?” Mark giggled as he held his stomach in pain.
You shyly cupped your hands over Jungkook’s as he bickered with an amused Mark and Jinyoung who took every chance to tease him.
“You can let me go now.” You muttered fearing that the Alpha could feel the heat spreading across your cheeks.
Jungkook quickly released you but made no effort to move out of your personal bubble, even as you turned back to face the other two men.
“You called Jungkook?”
Mark softened at your question, “Yeah it’s getting dark and I definitely don’t want you to go home by yourself, especially with that.” He pointed to his own neck but kept his eyes trained on your wellness collar.
You didn’t detect any malice from the other omega, only genuine concern and understanding.
“You’re right, thank you again for everything.”
The air was soft and light with your mixed scents of happiness making the two Alphas hearts melt at the sweet interaction between omegas.
“I’ll drive you home cherry, let’s go before it gets darker. Thanks again Mark, Jinyoung. Even though it was kinda cruel.” He huffed his cheeks making you fight the urge to squish them.
“Get home safe you two! Don’t flirt too long!” Jinyoung sang as he wrapped his arm around Mark’s shoulder and led him away before Jungkook could bark insults at him.
You couldn’t help but laugh at Jungkook’s pouty face that made him look entirely like a big bunny. “Aw come on Kookie, it’s just a silly little prank. But they’re right you did get here pretty quickly. I hope you weren’t busy?”
Jungkook shook his head quickly, his scent going from annoyed to calming in the blink of an eye.
“No I wasn’t busy at all! I’m more than happy to help you out, trust me.” He reassured you as he led you to the parking lot where his sleek black Mercedes-Maybach was parked in a noticeably crooked fashion. “Plus I’ve been meaning to ask you something so this is perfect timing.”
The boy ran ahead quick to open the passenger side door and help you inside like a true gentleman, even taking your bag and placing it in the back seat for you to sit comfortably.
You willed your heart to stop skipping beats as the delicious smelling Alpha got in and pulled out of the lot with ease, the sleeves of his hoodie pushed up his toned arms allowing you the honor of seeing the veins in his hand flex as he gripped the steering wheel.
“Thank you Jungkook.” You mumbled, for whatever reason falling into the safe head space that only Jungkook seemed to offer you.
“For what?” He hummed, eyes trained on the road but his free hand gravitated to rest on your knee making you unconsciously clench your thighs trying to keep your arousal at bay.
“For everything. For taking me home, talking to me all the time. Introducing me to your friends, you know just- just for everything you do. You don’t have any reason for being so nice to me and yet you’ve been the greatest friend I’ve had since I’ve moved here.”
You’d been so deep in your little monologue that you’d failed to notice you both had already arrived in front of your dingy apartment building.
Jungkook took off his seatbelt and turned in his seat to face you, a frown pulled on his lips making you worry you’d said something to make him uncomfortable.
Before you could apologize the Alpha took the hand that was on your knee and slipped it into your smaller one, giving it a reassuring squeeze. “You shouldn’t be thanking me, if anything I should apologize to you for not speaking to you sooner.”
“But I’m just me and you’re well you know- you.”
Jungkook couldn’t help but chuckle at your words. “Care to elaborate?”
You opened your mouth to reply only to shut it just as quickly, your mind running too quickly for you to form any words that wouldn’t embarrass you in front of your crush.
“You… crinkle your nose when you’re thinking hard about something, you love eating ice cream even on the coldest days, you’re super smart and like to analyze even the smallest of things but you pretend like you don’t in front of our classmates. You help old people carry their groceries to their cars and fix broken toys for kids, you’re a saint.”
Jungkook blinked at you with wide eyes as you spoke about him so gently, a soft smile gracing your lips almost forgetting he was even there.
His heart thumped loudly in his chest the more you praised him. He felt bad for even thinking for a moment that you’d only compliment his looks or his status like many others did but that just showed how different you truly were.
You always saw him for the person he is, not for his vanity. If only you could see just how perfect you were in his eyes as well. He wouldn’t say he was in love but his heart had grown to adore all your little quirks since the day he’d met you.
You’d stopped talking, taking in a sharp breathe as you remembered what you were even doing. The car was slowly filling with your and Jungkook’s combined scents, rain and old books making a perfect harmony as you sat staring into each others eyes as if searching for the answer to all the questions that hung heavy and unspoken between you.
If you tried to remember who moved in first you’d be lost as those dark chocolate brown eyes pulled you in further and further until you needed to come up for air.
Jungkook seemed almost entranced as his hot breath fanned across your cheeks, his lips just a whisper away from your own, eyes darting to look at your delicious looking lips for a split second as if daring you to make the first move.
It was the same look he’d given you that night he slept over, a look of hunger dulled down with a mix of tenderness that had your heart pounding so loud in your ears you wondered if he could hear it as well.
Every sign was pointing in the same direction, if he wanted you just as bad then you’d take it, let yourself be selfish have something so beautifully up for the taking, you just prayed this wasn’t a cruel prank like the many others you’ve endured.
As soon as you moved in, Jungkook moved back much to your horror.
You both stared at each other, the color draining from his face as he realized what he’d done. Your heart dropped into your stomach forming a nasty pit as shame riddled you.
“I- oh my god- I’m so sorry-“ you stammered, you felt hot tears prick in your eyes as you rushed to pick up your bag and jump out of the car as quickly as possible, the voice in your head laughing at how stupid you were. You’d ruined something so great because you thought you were worthy enough and now you looked like a complete fool.
“Shit, (Y/n) wait!” Jungkook cursed as he jumped out as well as chased you into the building, managing to catch your wrist before you got into the elevator.
“(Y/n) please look at me, you didn’t do anything wrong I promise you. Baby please.” He begged once he got you to turn, his hands gently cupping your tear stained cheeks.
Jungkook felt his heart shatter into a million pieces when you finally looked up, your eyes red and glossy and your shoulders shaking slightly as you tried so hard to conceal your sobs.
Your usual calming scent was no replaced with bitter coffee further sending his already distressed Alpha into overdrive trying hard to push out calming pheromones to sooth your Omega.
“I messed up, I’m sorry. I thought you wanted to- never mind please let me go.” You hiccuped, pushing his hands away as turned to leave again but the boy wasn’t going to give up so easily.
Jungkook moved fast, turning you around as one of his arms slipped around your waist holding you flush against his chest as the other cupped your right cheek bringing you up until you felt his soft lips press against your own trembling ones.
Although his arms were holding you so possessively, almost as if too scared you’d slip through his fingers, his kiss was the most gentle you’d ever experienced.
Jungkook tried to portray all the affection he had for you without overwhelming you as he slowly moved his lips against your still stunned ones. Your mind was trying to keep up, your muscles were pulled taunt until finally you allowed your eyes to slip shut and your arms to reach up and wrap around the raven haired boys neck.
You felt Jungkook’s shoulders relax and a smile press against your own as you began to kiss him back, the feeling making you dizzy.
After what felt like forever you both pulled away, your foreheads touching as you let out a shaky sigh, too scared to open your eyes as if everything was an illusion.
“You didn’t do anything wrong.” Jungkook repeated, his arms tightening around your waist. “I’ve been wanting to kiss you for the longest time. I just wasn’t sure you wanted it too.”
You looked up, clearly confused but he cut you off with a quick peck before continuing.
“I don’t want to hear you say you’re not good enough for me because that’s bullshit. You’re one of the only people to ever treat me like a human. I feel like I can be myself around you, everything about you is so addictive. No matter what I do, how hard I try to, I can’t get you out of my mind. You fill my thoughts, you’re all I talk about. Everyone teases me and says I’m in deep, well I am. You’re worth everything in the world, I can’t let anyone else take you.”
His words caused fresh tears to spill down your cheeks as you looked deep into his eyes trying to find any sign to deception but all you saw was intense passion, so rare it made your knees weak.
“I didn’t want to ask you like this, but I can’t let his moment go.” He pressed, stepping back so he could hold both your hands in his own.
“(L/n) (Y/n), will you give me the greatest honor of taking you out? I promise I will be the greatest gentleman, I won’t do anything that makes you uncomfortable. Unless you don’t want to, I don’t want to pressure you at all but-“
You couldn’t help but laugh through your tears as you rushed in, this time cupping his cheeks and pressing another kiss to shut his rambling up, his hands falling to rest on your hips.
“It would make me the happiest girl in the world to go out with you Jeon Jungkook.” You gave him a dashing smile, setting his cheeks aflame before he quickly wrapped his arms around you in a bone crushing hug and spun you around as your laughs echoed in the empty hallway.
“I swear you won’t regret it! Holy shit I can’t believe it!” He cheered loudly as you squirmed against him with a strained giggle.
“You’re going to crush me before we can even go on our first date!” You huffed making the boy release you quickly.
“Oh I’m sorry baby-“ he paused as he realized what he’d called you before a dopey smile pulled his lips up, making him suddenly feel bashful.
“Don’t look at me like that, it’s already hard to look at your handsome face.” You playfully jabbed at him, looking away as you began to play with your hands.
“Aw, but now this handsome face is all yours! Come here!” He pounced on you once again, showering your tear stained face with loud kisses throwing you into another fit of giggles as you pretended to fight against him.
“Do you want to come upstairs?”
“Yeah, we have a lot to talk about.”
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chiiyuuvv · 6 months
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Hellooo could you do a xikers first date imagine :0
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• PAIRING — xikers x gn reader (idk if i used she)
• GENRE — nervous xikers, fluff, kissing on cheeks since its the first date, honestly could have been written better, yeah.
• WORD COUNT — 663
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — ty for requesting!! (Lowkey wanna write minjae)
• TAGLIST — @hyunukitty , @lil-elle
MASTERLIST! – JOIN THE TAGLIST!
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MINJAE ☆
Spent the whole day before the day cleaning up the dorm, and kicking the boys out
Makes sure youre all comfy and safe on the couch surrounded by blankets and pillows and stuff animals as he spoils you with sweet
Starts a speech about how happy he is about you being with him, but stops when you throw a popcorn at him
His arm is wrapped around you the ENTIRE time, your head on his shoulder
And you fall asleep, waking up when the boys start teasing you ♡
JUNMIN ☆
Junmin wanted to take you to the beach
You were complaining about how hot it was and he was like "oh yeah me too." And just casually takes off his shirt
You got even hotter <3
Arms wrapped around your waist as he drags you to the water
Throws water at you, even though you told him not too <3 ♡
SUMIN ☆
Sumin invites you to the mall!!
Going to each shop, trying on clothes or showing it to the other
Wants to hold your hand so bad but is scared
You found this pair of shoes that you really like but you've ran out of money, so sumin insists that he can pay for it
In return, you gotta go on another date with him ♡
JINSIK ☆
Study date because exam season is coming up
But you werent studying your text books, you were studying each other's face
Jinsik tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, scooting his chair closer to yours
He'd try to show you some random pencil magic tricks
Stops when you kiss his cheek ♡
HYUNWOO ☆
Prepared you food that his mom helped him with for his picnic
Very nervous because he doesnt think his cooking skills are the best, but he still put his whole heart into it
Almost melts when you tell him how good the food is
After your done, you look up at the stars, pointing out anything interesting you've seen
Gets up randomly to give you a forehead kiss, looking away when you look at him ♡
JUNGHOON ☆
Junghoon didnt have anything planned, he just wanted to have some alone time with you
Little unsure because it wasnt the best date ever, but you still made the most out of it
Telling you to shut your eyes so he can pluck some flowers out of a bush and hands it to you with a blush
Ends up giving you his icecream when you accidentally drops it on the ground
Walks you home, your hands brushing against each other when he finally finds some courage and decides to hold it ♡
SEEUN ☆
Going to the museum because its been a long time since you last went
Taking pictures of you mimicking the statues and paintings, your biggest hype man
Stops at statues/paintings to giggle about the.. parts.. that were there
Wraps an arm around your shoulder because he can
Stops at the gift shop to buy you a necklace ♡
YUJUN ☆
Arcade date with yujun!!
Jumping around with happiness when you get your tokens
Wants to play every game with you
You make a bet, whoever loses has to pay for dinner
But he still pays, even if you lose ♡
HUNTER ☆
Hunter likes steak, and texas barbecue, so why not take you to a steakhouse
Kinda insecure because is this a good first date?? Would you like it??
But when you say you love steak too, he feels reassured
You were talking when you had some barbecue on the side of your mouth, hunter unconsciously wiping it off for you
But goes red when he realizes, quickly looking down with a shy smile. "This is so good right!!" ♡
YECHAN ☆
Takes you to an amusement park
Offers to pay everything when you keep saying no
Feeding each other churro sticks <3
Hyping each other when you decide to go on a scary rollercoaster
And keeps saying how cute you are when you put on different headbands at the gift shop ♡
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someartistsammy · 6 months
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I’ve seen quite a few takes saying that Team Glenn aren’t really friends or don’t care about each other and I wanted to take some time to write about why I feel like that’s blatantly false. Using info from what we have in-game, from the character intros, and with a piece from an interview with those working on the game.
To start off, when we were initially given the character intros before the full release, we were told some basic information on the characters. Matt was asked by Glenn to join him on the mission, and Lucia outright volunteered to go with. Both had the option to turn it down or to not volunteer but they decided to go with, neither were obligated.
Upon the opening section of the game, if you choose the option of “Guess I should wake her.” to rouse Lucia, she will tell Glenn “…How many times do I have to tell you not to wake me up like that?” This gives us the idea that either they’ve worked multiple previous overnight or crash-landing missions together, with Glenn startling her awake with the idea of being attacked, or that they’re used to existing in a shared space where she can be woken up by him.
When they’re going around looking for Matt, Glenn mentions owing him money. This is said to be for lunch and drinks. This is something done off-clock, and not something Matt is obligated to do in the least. They spend time around each other outside of work.
When looking at the opening movie for the original version of The First Soldier, the battle royale version, we get to see that Glenn, Matt, and Lucia, all meet each other back in 1988. The mission to the Rhadore Archipelago takes place in 1992, so the three of them have known each other for roughly 4 years. Lucia actually rescues them on that mission, and outright says “If I hadn’t gotten you two out of trouble, we would’ve never become friends.” Which tells us that they do continue to view each other as friends. Not only this, but later after the mission they met on, they take their SOLDIER exam together as a team. This meaning that they continued to stay in contact after that event and work together, and even practiced specifically as a team.
They all have to have at least some degree of being close to each other, if not at least Matt and Lucia, who are able to actually communicate with each other with nothing more than nods directed at each other. They do this roughly 4 times in the story up to the end of the current release of Chapter 5.
Later, in Padapili Sea Cave, if you choose to have Glenn eat the fruit all by himself, he uses it as a slight way to mess with Lucia. She voices concern over the possibility of it being poisonous, and is concerned when he takes a bite of it without hesitation. Upon collapsing to the ground, she gets extremely frustrated and concerned telling him to spit it out. Glenn pointed it out as a moment to say nothing is more scary than ignorance, but she was truly upset by thinking he could’ve or was actively being harmed. This is a slightly mean way of messing with her, but it gives a moment to show that she does care about him.
Glenn does overuse the nickname “Professor” for Matt and it does upset Matt, but it never feels intentionally malicious or like its making fun of Matt. It’s a part of showing that they aren’t perfect and all have their flaws, Glenn’s happens to be boundaries and being a bit of a troublemaker. Although we haven’t seen as much of it from Matt, the initial idea of the First Soldier story had Matt as the protagonist. He was intended to be diligent (perhaps even too much so) and appears to overanalyze things. This includes being prepared to view Rosen as a possible enemy as though to not compromise their mission. Lucia was designed to be the mediator or “harmonizing presence” however choosing to leave Lucia behind at the 3rd pressure plate in Chapter 3’s Main Section 4, Episode 1, will grant you dialogue between Matt and Glenn wondering if Lucia is okay and worrying that she has a lot pent up and might explode. She also has small outbursts of anger such as if Glenn chooses to eat the fruit solo. Once again, they’re all flawed in their own ways.
In the same location as the previous mentioned chapter, section, and episode, the very first pressure plate you come upon gives you the option to leave behind Glenn, Matt, or Lucia. Upon leaving behind Lucia, once you reach the other side and open the wall, she will run through. Glenn asks her what’s up, and she avoids eye contact. Upon asking “Huh? What is it?” from Glenn, Lucia will say she’s angry with herself, and look at the ground. She admits that she’s relieved to see the two of them, anger that could be founded in the possibility that they (likely) weren’t gone that long at all.
When Lucia brings up the rumor of how this mission prioritized interpersonal relationships over skill when creating teams, Glenn states he was able to “get you two without a fight.” In reference to Matt and Lucia. This could also be interpreted as they’ve attempted to get on missions with each other in the past, but that it can be a hassle to do. Matt comments that “camaraderie is a powerful thing” which by definition is “mutual trust and a friendship among people who spend a lot of time together.”
Upon the topic of Lucia saying she doesn’t want the higher-ups to think she’s a willing member of Team Glenn. This feels like it just sets in with her usual slightly biting sense of jokes that can be interpreted as being slightly rude. It’s important to remember her intro states she wasn’t asked to come along, but rather, volunteered to go with. Even if for another reason she doesn’t want to be a “willing member of Team Glenn” she’s there because she wanted to be and because she cares about Glenn and Matt.
I would also like to add that I feel one of Final Fantasy VII’s key themes could be found family, across majority of the compilation. Team Glenn might not entirely treat each other as “respectful adult friends” but rather closer to family, like siblings or cousins. They get on each other’s nerves and annoy each other, but they do also genuinely care about each other.
Following in on the topic of found family, the way they treat Sephiroth. Glenn is initially hostile towards Sephiroth, likely caused by his being put in charge as team leader, and possibly taking away Glenn’s chance at getting his bonus. The one reason he refused to call in for help. Glenn does deal with financial stress, even if caused by gambling (possibly passed down to him by his grandma. But I’ll save that for a different post.) However, once he hears what Sephiroth has to say about being a hero being a lie, he’s instantly willing to help him out. When asking what Sephiroth wants to be when he grows up, he says “Come on, tell Uncle Glenn.” (Closer to big brother in accurate translation) He misses what Sephiroth says about a normal life, but still continues to try and help him out. He also apologizes to Sephiroth multiple times throughout Chapter 5. He does feel bad for the things he said in the heat of the moment, and does clearly begin to care about him rather quickly.
Glenn, Matt, and Lucia, once Glenn’s frustration passes, instantly accept him into their group, and watch over him. Glenn already using a familial term when referring to their connection. Lucia also goes to show she cares about him when ruffling/petting his hair later on. Towards the end of Chapter 5, although Matt doesn’t have any close physical interactions with Sephiroth, he does show immediate concern upon finding out Sephiroth was injured. Showing that he does still care and worry about him, even if he hasn’t had what was considered a more touching moment. Glenn also once again apologizes to Sephiroth and hugs him.
Although it gets off to a rocky start with Sephiroth, I would argue that Glenn, Matt, and Lucia, all treat each other like pretty good friends, if not closer to the jabs family would have. Not unexpected in friendships that have been developing for possibly around 4 years either. They also eventually accept Sephiroth into their group.
Things might change later down the line, and the relationships the characters have with each other could be expanded upon and I could wind up being proven completely wrong, as we do only have through to Chapter 5 currently, but as it stands at the time of me writing this, I would say they are at least friends.
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jahayla-parker · 1 year
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writing prompt:
"We can't afford to gamble like this."
"Are you kidding? This is the perfect time to gamble."
for character of choice
To Gamble or Not To Gamble: Jesper Fahey x Reader
Description: 6.6k wc, Jesper and reader find themselves in a situation where they must decide how to proceed and Jesper suggests he puts his gambling skills to the test.
Warning: mention of injuries and some descriptions of that and blood, angst but happy ending, guilt and remorse, curse words, typical six of crows warnings, mentions of gambling and addiction.
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“How are we supposed to sneak it off the table?” Y/n groaned, the side of her head resting against the brick wall in annoyance.
Kaz had sent her and Jesper to retrieve some antique chest that had saints-knows-what inside of it.
According to the intel Kaz had, it was supposed to be here, this dingy and cramped gambling den that is buried deep in the abandoned outskirts of the barrel.
The gambling den also operated as an auction house whenever their crew’s leader came into possession of something worthwhile; such as this allegedly valuable chest.
Kaz’s intel was right about the chest being present.
However, the chest was not up for sale during some auction.
Instead, it was being used by some gambler as payment for his night.
Y/n had frequented enough of these shabby gambling sites around Ketterdamn to know that it was rare for a gambling house to let someone pay in anything other than Kruge.
But anyone who looked at the chest, its shine nearly blinding despite its evident old age, knew it was likely worth a hefty price.
Not to mention, the house likely knew what was allegedly inside of it.
It would help if Jesper and y/n had been told of it’s contents, but Kaz once again elected not to share this crucial detail.
So, here they were leaning against the entrance to the smoky gambling hall trying to decide how to proceed.
A simple theft was one thing, but now that the gambling den’s customer had used the chest as payment for however many hands the house had agreed to, it was being closely monitored by countless guards and in full view of the remaining patrons.
“Relax love,” Jesper grinned, kissing her cheek, “I have an idea”.
“Care to share there, Jes?” Y/n teased, pulling her slumped frame off the bricks.
“If you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em” he winked.
Y/n laughed and rolled her eyes, “Jesper, they aren’t going to let that chest leave here”.
“They won’t have a choice if we win it” Jesper said, with a shimmer in his pupils.
“How are we going to do that?” Y/n asked, scanning the room.
“Do you see how the chest is resting on the table to the right, along with that box of Nastoki?” Jesper asked, placing his arm over her shoulder.
As her eyes made contact with the overpriced alcoholic import in question, she nodded.
“That means it’s not just being used in exchange to fund a few hands for whatever mercher brought it here. Instead, it’s up for grabs, assuming one wins at least the total amount the house exchanged for it, plus usually twenty five percent profit.” He explained confidently.
“Okay, so, I somehow calculate the worth of the chest.. maybe by asking around without striking suspicion? Even if so, how do we get it? Claim we played a few hands and then offer the money from Kaz as our alleged earnings in exchange for whatever it’s worth?” She questioningly planned aloud.
“No darling, it’s much simpler than that; I play for it” Jesper winked, smirking over at his girlfriend before looking at the den ahead of them.
“Jesper, honey, Kaz doesn’t want you -“ y/n began, feeling iffy about the idea.
“I know, I know, but come on it’ll be fun!” Jesper pleaded, practically bouncing with excitement.
“Jesper, we cannot afford to gamble like this” she told him.
“Are you kidding? This is the perfect time to gamble” he joked, flashing the kruge from Kaz.
“Unless we lose, then we’ll be far worse off than if we just tell Kaz we couldn’t get it today” y/n pointed out.
She didn’t really fear Kaz herself, but she knew that regardless of the outcome, Kaz wouldn’t react well to Jesper’s idea and that Jesper would in turn, pout the rest of the day until Kaz moved on.
“We won’t lose” Jesper said confidently.
“How do you know that Jesper?” Y/n sighed.
She didn’t want to make him feel bad about this, but she also needed to keep him level headed.
“‘Cause I’ve got you. You’re good luck” Jesper grinned, kissing her cheek flirtatiously.
Rolling her eyes she whispered “come on, let’s just go Jesp”.
“Doll, I’m serious, we can easily get that chest, we just gotta play a few rounds and it’ll be ours” Jesper swore, playing with the hair that hung on the sides of her face just next to her temples.
“Kaz will kill us, that is unless they kill us first” y/n resisted.
“Nah” Jesper said, wrapping his arm back over her shoulder, “we’ll be fine”.
She rolled her eyes, “no Jesper, now come on, we need to get out of here”.
“Kaz wanted us to grab the chest” Jesper argued, getting a bit irritated now.
He found a solution!
Why wasn’t she letting him fix this predicament?
“Yes, but not in this way” y/n reminded him.
He shrugged carefree, “then he should’ve specificed”.
“Jesper again, Kaz’s money or not, we cannot afford to gamble like this” y/n said, her eyes making note of each weapon she could spot the patrons hiding on their bodies.
“Love! Are you kidding?! I’m serious about this being the perfect time to gamble” Jesper defended.
“For you, I’m not sure there is such thing” she scoffed, giving him a soft but knowing look.
She wasn’t going to get on him about his issues, but she was also not going to encourage him to partake.
“Rude” Jesper feigned offense, “let me show you what I can do.“
While he knew she meant no harm and didn’t judge him, he wanted to show her this wasn’t a big deal.
He wanted her to see that he didn’t always lose the way Kaz liked to tell her he did.
Jesper cupped her face with his palm, “let’s go”.
As he guided her across the hall, his right hand never left her waist.
His left hand was resting on his hip, signaling to everyone he was carrying a gun should they try anything.
He was well aware that this wasn’t the most reputable gambling house in Ketterdam.
As such, he wasn’t sure how these patrons would behave around someone as radiating as Jesper found y/n to be.
He slid into an empty seat at one of the scuffed up dark mahogany tables.
Jesper tapped her hip bone softly as he guided her to sit down.
As she sat cautiously on his leg, he whispered into her ear, “relax love”.
“It’s not a good idea, Jes” she stubbornly stated, head buried in his neck making it seem flirtatious instead of appearing as a random couple suspiciously whispering inside the den.
As Jesper signaled that he’d be joining the game, he rubbed her back, “want to bet?”
Y/n leaned back to look into his fieldstone colored eyes, “ isn’t that already what you’re doing?”.
He smirked and kissed her cheek before turning his attention to the table.
Jesper was feeling lucky tonight.
He wasn’t lying when he said she was his lucky charm.
Perhaps it was merely that he paid more attention to the bets in an attempt to impress her.
Tonight only fueled that desire.
He knew Kaz had told her of his frustration with Jesper’s gambling.
He knew Kaz saw it as problematic and to be fair Jesper knew it could cause problems from time to time.
But he was hoping that maybe tonight he could show her it isn’t a big deal not was it always a bad thing.
Plus he didn’t want her to think he was horrid at the game, even if she didn’t really care if he was skilled in this area or not.
“Doll, play along please” Jesper pleaded in a low voice, leaning his chin over her shoulder as he placed his latest bet.
Y/n gave him a look when no one was looking their way, before her eyes once again analyzed the room for threats.
“Y/n/n, they’re going to know I’m up to something if we don’t “ Jesper whispered with a sigh as he examined his hand.
“I thought you didn’t recognize anyone Jesper” y/n asked with clear irritation in her tone despite the way she leaned into him to speak without anyone hearing.
“I didn’t, until now” Jesper said tapping her left arm softly before stroking it to remove any suspicions from the other patrons over his movements.
After a few moments of bickering between some of the other gamblers playing at their table, y/n looked slyly over to her left, flipping her hair flirtatiously as a mask for her real intentions.
As she snuggled into his body, her lips against his ear, hair covering her lips from view, she asked, “tall, white guy in stripes?”
Jesper bent his head in a sly nod as he smirked when a patron began watching him and y/n closely.
“Should we leave?” She asked, hand on his chest as she lifted her head and looked around the room as if bored.
“No doll, let’s just enjoy our date, hmm?” He asked, his tone as he said ‘date’ emphasizing his point.
Jesper knew this person in stripes to be Mr. Callaghan.
Mr. Callaghan knew Jesper and of his gambling troubles and it wasn’t good news if he was here.
However, Jesper figured if she could keep up their cover and make it seem like they were on a date, he wouldn’t find it questionable.
After all, the couple did have some nights she’d join him for a round or two, so it wouldn’t be too unusual.
The worker at their current table shoved the round’s winnings towards the undercover crows as soon as it was deemed Jesper won the round.
“Yes!” Jesper smirked, kissing her cheek, “what did I tell you doll?”.
Playing her part and loving the grin that formed on his face she smiled and cupped his face, “fine, you won”.
“Mmm” Jesper smirked smugly, “always do”.
“So not true” y/n teased, shaking her head softly.
“You do know who I came in here with, right?” He winked, “like I said, I always win”.
Y/n rolled her eyes as her cheeks heated up, shuffling closer to him.
They deliberately made their way to the lead table, trying to take enough time to not look suspicious.
But they also couldn’t take too long as y/n was certain Jesper’s luck would surely run out soon.
She hadn’t seen him this lucky in his wining streak before.
And while she was happy for him, especially as he seemed even more confident than normal, she knew it would take just one wrong overly wagered bet to make things go terribly wrong.
In order to earn a spot at the main table and be considered for the chest (and the similarly placed higher value winnings), the couple had to wage some large bets.
And while they’d been lucky so far, the luck was only making Jesper even more cocky and blind to the risk.
The wagers he was placing were now not only enough to keep them going to their goal, but were well above that for no reason other than Jesper needing that rush.
“Jes, honey” y/n softly spoke, rubbing his hand as he went to double his wager.
“Yes darling?” Jesper asked, kissing the bare skin between her collarbone and neck.
As y/n saw some eyes on her, she put on the facial expressions of an irritated girlfriend, giving Jesper a look with her eyes so he knew it wasn’t genuine.
“Can’t we just go Jesper?” Y/n wined, a dramatic pout on her face as she dragged her hand down his chest.
Jesper suppressed a smirk, not having any problem with her ruse if it meant her hands stayed on him.
Yet, he knew what she was doing, also having seen the other patron watching them closely.
Jesper felt a bit on edge, uncertain if they were scrutinizing their ruse or worse, checking y/n out.
As the man’s eyes glanced up and down y/n’s body as she sat on Jesper’s lap, Jesper restrained from laying his hands on his pistols and guiding his girl home.
Giving the man a warning glance before smirking and kissing y/n’s cheek, Jesper responded, “we will soon love, gotta win you that chest you wanted first, hmm?”
Y/n batted her eyes and nodded, “really? You can win it for me?”
Jesper grinned at her dramatic statement but also took it as a true challenge, “for you, of course“.
Jesper’s attention was drawn back to the other guy when he groaned and commented that Jesper needed to place his bet already.
Jesper smirked and slid some kruge across the table as he moved y/n to his other leg away from the guy.
“Jes, I can’t see the back office from this angle” y/n whispered, dipping her head into his neck.
Jesper hummed, squeezing her hip, “I know, but I don’t like you near him with the way he had his eyes on you”.
Y/n looked up from his shoulder to see what he was referring to; instantly making awkward eye contact with the man in question.
Swallowing thickly, she gave the man a look she hoped showed her lack of interest before turning back to Jesper.
“Where’s the chest?” Jesper asked, resting his hand on y/n’s small back as they stood at the table.
“When you’re ready to cash out, you’ll get it” the handler said, waving to his left; the direction where another worker had moved the chest.
“That’s not how this works” Jesper argued, starting to sense something was off.
“Look man you don’t want to have to carry it around all night “ the employee pushed.
Y/n rubbed Jesper’s arm as she stared at the man, “oh don’t worry! He can still play, I can carry it”.
Jesper fought back a grin and smirked, “as my lady stated, she can hold it until we leave”.
“That won’t be necessary. What, do you not trust us or something?” The man asked, staring at Jesper with a taunting gaze.
“I could give you just about a thousand reasons why that would be reasonable” Jesper remarked, moving his arm from behind y/n to her front.
The man looked Jesper up and down, “that is rich coming from you”.
Before Jesper could respond or y/n could react, the man continued, “the boss needs to record it for the books. You’ll get your winnings soon, why don’t you stay and play a few more rounds?”.
Jesper glanced over at y/n who sighed loudly, “it’s fine. We can wait a bit babe, as long as it doesn’t come back all scratched up”.
The man chuckled, “course not, no damage will be done to your pretty chest darling”
Y/N’s hand twitched against her leg, her fingers brushing Jesper’s thigh briefly as she restrained her disgust.
Jesper sent a harsh glare at the man and guided y/n away.
Jesper huffed as he walked back to the table.
“Play a few more rounds, I’ll find the chest” y/n whispered while no one was nearby.
Jesper raised an eyebrow at her, “says the one who didn’t want me to play tonight”.
Rolling her eyes, she sighed, “you got us into this, but now it’s hidden. Might be back to plan A of just stealing it. But we have to know where it is to do that. Three rounds max though”.
Jesper nodded, rubbing her back, “agreed. I am sorry doll”.
Y/n smiled at him, “it’s fine Jes, but be conservative on these rounds Hmm? Don’t need to go home short handed tonight”.
Jesper understood her message, not only should he do smaller bets, but he should also drag out the rounds by contemplating his betting decisions.
Partially because it meant less chances for him to lose his winnings, but also because he needed to make it seem like he had been trying to leave before he lost money rather than just because they’d earned the chest and were therefore done.
Y/n waited with Jesper for another few rounds, sipping on very watered down drinks.
Once the staff were back to ignoring her and Jesper, she stood.
“Where are you going hun?” Jesper covered.
“I need to pee” y/n said, pretending to as if she wanted to whisper but was too drunk to do so.
Jesper chuckled and nodded, squeezing her hand, “don’t be long”.
Y/n squeezed his hand back before moving through the crowd.
Y/n was just about to check if the next closed door in the long dingy hallway was locked when she heard voices.
She’d checked at least five rooms which were all useless, but no one had been present in them.
Y/n froze and leaned against the wall next to the door to keep steady so she wouldn’t accidentally make a sound but could still hear.
“He’s never this lucky” she heard someone remark.
“I don’t care. You weren’t to let anyone else play for it, Bracken!” The other voice barked.
Y/n felt a sinking feeling in her gut, it had to be about the chest.
This room was one of only three rooms left in her search of the club where she’d seen the chest be moved to.
Did they know what was in the chest?
Is that why they weren’t supposed to be waging the chest?
How did it get thrown in as part of the den’s possible winnings then anyways?
As she heard more arguing and feet shuffling closer, she glanced around before sliding back down the hall and through the bathroom door.
She took a moment to compose herself, feeling her hidden leg belt holding her small blade.
It was better than nothing, but far less ideal than what she normally liked to have on her.
But Kaz was insistent that this was to be an auction and even in Ketterdamn women were expected to wear dresses at such events.
Y/n was just glad she had brought a hair tie, having snuck it in by placing it inside her heel.
It was uncomfortable to walk in, but it meant her hair could be out of her way should things go sideways.
Taking it out, she tied up her hair and swiftly made her way back to her boyfriend.
Chest or no chest, the staff were getting suspicious and the couple would be wise to leave soon.
Meanwhile, Jesper had finished his third round and began panicking that she wasn’t back.
He did another round to distract himself and focus on trusting that she’d be able to handle herself.
“Saints, that girl really is your good luck huh? You suck without her” His opponent asked mockingly as Jesper lost yet another hand.
Normally, he’d be offended or at least give some sarcastically witty retort but his kind was on her absence.
She should’ve been back by now.
Jesper looked up and saw she was empty handed as she gave him a look that communicated she didn’t get the chest.
But he couldn’t have cared less, he was just glad she was okay.
He majorly regretted having suggested they stay instead of just telling Kaz the chest wasn’t up for auction.
Regardless that she hadn’t found anything and seemed okay, Jesper intended to keep her close to him now.
“What did I miss?” Y/n asked, adjusting her dress as she sat down.
“Nothing love” Jesper sighed, biting his lip.
The other guy scoffed and laughed, “you’ll see, he’s about to lose again”
Y/n glanced at Jesper who just shook his head, setting another kruge down to increase his bet.
“Something is up!” The man shouted, slamming his hands on the table when he lost.
“Woah” y/n giggled, playing her roll of ignorant girlfriend “you okay over there?”
The man’s nostrils flared as he growled, “hey! Security, it’s her!”
Jesper promptly stood, pulling y/n behind him.
She no longer had to pretend she was confused.
She felt like a lost and pathetically naive girl in that moment.
A large crowd formed around their table as her boyfriend shielded her, one hand on her and the other on one of his pistols that he was no longer concealing; his fingers twitching to pull them from their holsters.
She was too busy measuring the threats around them to listen to the argument, letting Jesper focus on that part.
But she knew from his tone Jesper wasn’t pleased, “not going to happen”.
“Look, she’s pretending to be scared and confused! Such a sneaky little bi-“ the gambler argued angrily as he moved closer.
Jesper pulled his pistol out within a split second, it now being positioned at the man as the den’s security freed their weapons in response.
The man stopped mid curse and smirked “see how defensive? He’s protecting his secret stash”.
“You’re done talking about her” Jesper remarked, his empty hand still on y/n as he moved her to a slightly more guarded spot behind him.
“Stash?” Y/n questioned, shaking her head.
“The innocent doe eyes thing isn’t going to work sweetheart “ the man remarked.
Jesper’s grip on his pistol tightened but he let his eyes flicker to his girlfriend’s hand that she’d rested on his hip when the scene first started.
Jesper felt horrible.
He’d gotten them into this situation.
He was the reason why there were not only men crowding them but armed men.
Not to mention, it was his reputation of bad luck that had this man doubting Jesper’s sudden string of good luck tonight.
“Leave her out of this. If you think I’m cheating take it up with me, not her” Jesper stated sharply.
Y/n glanced at the back of his head before back to the others and stepping sideways as she came to understand what was happening.
Jesper’s eyes shot to her in panic and disappointment, a firm whisper, “y/n/n”.
Y/n waved an arm down her body, “you think I’m concealing cards on me?”
Only one single man was decent enough to look embarrassed as she pointed out the fact her dress didn’t cover much; and therefore there weren’t many hiding spots.
“I mean, there’s not many places I could,” she chuckled, “but feel free to look”.
Jesper stepped closer to her, uncertain what she was doing.
The guy who’d been eyeing her earlier, smugly moved forward far too eagerly.
“With your eyes, not your hands” she demanded holding a hand up to stop the man.
Jesper glared at the man, his second pistol out and now pointed at the men as he clenched his jaw.
One guard looked her over, “how do we know you’re not hiding cards were your skin is covered?”
“Where?” She asked, hands running down her dress everywhere but the area of her knife belt, “there’s not even any pockets or sleeves”.
“You know where” the guard smirked, explicitly eyeing her breasts.
Jesper clicked his revolvers as he stepped closer with a low growl deep in his throat.
“Enough, we’ll just get out of your hair then. Let’s just cash out and leave , Jesper. “ y/n said, knowing Jesper was at his end.
He kept staring at the men for a little longer but nodded his head once.
He lowered his pistols at the same time the security did, but didn’t place them back in their holsters until after the others had put theirs away.
Not that it would matter, y/n knew very well that Jesper would easily be able to pull his guns back out long before the others could even attempt to raise theirs.
An obese man tossed a bag of their winnings towards the couple and y/n caught it.
Jesper placed his hand on her back and gently lead them to the door.
“My chest” y/n reminded them, turning around and stopping their exit.
Jesper wanted to groan.
Yes, they needed the chest.
But, he’d have found someway to make it up somehow.
Just not now, not when the staff were already on edge and eyeing y/n.
“Wouldn’t you rather have the money?” The man asked , “maybe your man will get you something nice with it”.
“My girl wants the chest” Jesper argued, “so, where’s the chest?”
“The chest is not for sale” some random person spoke loudly.
“That’s fine because we’re not buying it” Jesper smirked.
Y/n caught a glimpse of the chest next to the man who’d recently spoken up.
She nodded her head his direction and Jesper raised an eyebrow.
Looking back at the house boss, Jesper gave him a questioning gesture.
The unknown man pushed the chest against the ground, the box scrapping against the bottom of the bar.
Y/n and Jesper shared a moment of eye contact before all hell broke loose.
Y/n unsheathed her blade as Jesper flipped his pistols around on their way up to his hands.
The guards weren’t too far behind and soon the couple were separated.
Jesper wasn’t even watching where he was pointing his guns, his eyes following his girl as she fluently leaped between tables as she fought off some of the guards while trying to get closer to the chest.
He was glad she wasn’t only skilled at avoiding gunshots, but also that the guards were poorly equipped.
Most had a few, dirty but sharp blades, but few had anything of larger concern.
And for those that did, Jesper guarded her from them.
As someone tried to grab his left pistol, Jesper faced him and snapped the barrel upwards against the guys’ hand, using the man’s stumbled response to send him to the floor. Jesper hit the man’s head with the butt of his gun on his way down; knocking him out.
Jesper’s eyes had just located y/n when she hissed loudly, his wide eyes seeing red pour down her exposed leg; the color visible even under the minimal glow of the club.
Even though she kept fighting her way to the chest, Jesper rang shots out faster as he rushed towards her.
As he shot the man who had stabbed her, y/n looked over at him and gave him a weak cocky smile.
Jesper could see the strain through it and his heart dropped.
She looked away and clumsily jumped off the bar counter and towards the man and his chest.
“Y/n!” Jesper called, pleading her to stop.
“I believe that’s ours” she said to the man, ignoring Jesper.
“Psycho little -“ a guard said just before y/n used her good leg to swipe his legs out from under him and knock him down.
Jesper kept one gun pointed at the guards before her who were holding her at gunpoint.
His other was turned sideways to hit the man charging at him from across the room.
Y/N’s sharp inhale rang through the air, making Jesper’s eyes freeze for a moment in fear.
But as he turned to her, he saw her nearly on the floor.
None of the guards he’d pointed his gun at had even moved.
What happened?!
Y/n pressed a shaky hand on the dingy floor to catch herself, groaning as her wrist screamed at her.
The man she’d knocked down had returned the favor by tugging her dress’s edge downwards, making her land on the floor in front of him.
She looked down and faintly made out the dull knife the guard had in his grip just as he dug it into the already broken skin.
Y/n cursed and broke the guy’s wrist as she moved her blade to his neck.
She heard the men above her moving in response and she could envision all their guns directed downwards at her.
But, she couldn’t do anything about that.
At this one she had pinned would pay for the scar he likely was causing.
She knew Jesper was there, and she hoped he’d seen what was going on.
But, she knew he had countless other threats surrounding him in the packed bar, so she wasn’t certain if he had.
She flinched and squeezed her eyes shut as she heard the familiar clicking of guns and braced for their shots.
As gunfire rang out through the now-stuffy air, y/n felt the man pull his knife out of her leg, going back for another strike.
She pressed her blade to his throat tightly, knowing she had enough pressure to subdue him as she heard him start to squirm.
Upon hearing bodies hit the floor next to her, y/n peeled her eyes open and saw Jesper had wounded each man.
Jesper was beside her, kicking the guns away from the men as he bent down to lift her up.
“Hang on love” Jesper huffed, one hand around her waist as he hoisted her back to a standing position.
He positioned his other hand so it was pointing his pistol toward anyone who dared to try and come forward.
He didn’t want to have to shoot anyone else but he would willingly shoot-to-kill every person in the bar if that’s what it took to get his girl out and he wanted them to know that.
Y/n mumbled something unintelligible as she pressed her palm to her wound while trying to brace herself on Jesper.
Jesper fought to keep his sorrowful and pained eyes off her leg as he helped her walk out of the bar.
“Wait” she gasped, making him freeze as his wide eyes snapped to her face.
“T-the.. Ches-“ she groaned, eyes squinting in pain.
Jesper huffed in irritation but leaned her on the counter as he rushed back to the chest, hurriedly grabbing it and then her hand, “now come on”.
Once they’d ventured down the narrow side-street alleys far enough to feel somewhat less at risk, she slowed her pace as she moved to rest against the wall.
Jesper fell to his knees before her as she pressed her back against the cold mossy bricks, sliding down until her butt hit the ground.
He finally let his troubled eyes examine her leg, his teeth grinding as they did.
“Shit” he sighed, looking around for water to clear the wound so he could see it better, “love, fuck”.
Y/n chuckled faintly, rolling her head side to side as the back of it rested against the bricks, “it hurts like the bitch they said I am, but I’ll be fine”
Jesper shook his head, tears flooding his vision as he faced her, using his hand to wipe the blood away since there were no liquids around.
“Fuck, Jesp-“ she moaned, pushing her fist to her mouth to keep quiet.
He glanced up at her with remorse as he wiped some sweat beads from her forehead with his other hand.
Jesper stared back down at her leg, trying to problem solve, “I know baby, I’m so sorry. Shit I- I don’t. Okay so-“.
Y/n reached out and tenderly stroked his face, making him let out a choked sob, “Jesper, honey,-“.
He shook his head firmly, pulling the bottom section of torn material from her dress and pressing it against her wound.
She grimaced but nodded as his eyes looked into hers, “let’s go”.
Jesper gave her a thankful smile at how strong she was being despite their situation.
By the time they made it back, y/n was dragging her leg so much that Jesper was nearly carrying her.
In fact, he wished he was, but her stubbornness and pride got in the way.
Ironic, right?
He used his free hand to throw open the doors, not caring that they slammed against the wall loudly.
He was glad it helped announce their entrance, his focus on finding Nina.
“I-it- just a scratch Jes” y/n tried to comfort, gripping the material of his shirt.
He knew the wound wasn’t life threatening but he hated that there was one at all.
She shouldn’t have been hurt.
He shouldn’t have gotten her hurt.
As Nina finished up the stitching on y/n’s leg, y/n continued drawing shapes on Jesper’s palm.
He hadn’t left her side from the moment it happened, not even when Kaz tried to pull him out so they could talk.
He’d face Kaz’s wrath later even if delaying it only made him angrier.
He wasn’t ready to leave her side.
Kaz had taken the chest to hide it wherever and hadn’t returned since.
Nina had already fixed the pain and bleeding and was just stitching up the skin to aid in her healing.
“Twice daily, rinse between applications” Nina stated, facing Jesper as she handed him a jar.
“What is that?” Y/n asked, reaching for his other hand.
“It’ll keep it clean and fix the infection” Nina said softly.
“Infection?” Jesper asked, the way his head was still hung and the pain and guilt in his voice made y/n frown.
“Whatever Saints-forsaken dagger was used wasn’t exactly clean, nor is Ketterdamn” Nina explained.
Jesper nodded, turning the jar over in his hand as he scrutinized the material.
Y/n gave Nina a pleading look to which her friend smiled in understanding.
“But, she’ll be fine, you got her out” Nina said, “she’s lucky you were there, it could’ve been worse”.
Jesper began to argue but y/n squeezed his hand to stop him.
Nina gave them both a kind smile before she stepped out.
They both called out a thank you to Nina before y/n tilted Jesper’s head up so she could his pewter-green eyes she adored.
He took a shaky breath, setting the jar beside her as he cupped her face with his hands, “I’m so sorry y/n, if-“.
“Please stop Jes, it’s not your fault “ she sighed.
“Doll, -“ Jesper argued softly as a tear rolled down his cheek.
“Jesper!” Kaz’s booming voice called out the sound forced into the room before the man himself did.
“Ka-“ y/n began defensively.
Jesper shook his head at her, willing to accept his punishment.
“I wasn’t speaking to you, was I?” Kaz snapped, sending her a harsh stare.
But y/n noticed the way a grimace formed as his eyes fell to her patched leg.
It lasted only a split second before his anger returned and he looked at Jesper.
“I know” Jesper admitted, not moving his eyes from his girlfriend’s leg.
“Then look at me when-“ Kaz demanded.
“Look at you?!” Jesper scoffed shaking his head, “y/n’s hurt because of me, I’m not taking my eyes off her until she’s healed”.
Y/n pouted as she sighed, unsure how to help him.
“You two were to get the chest. That’s it! Then you come back bloody” Kaz stated looking at y/n.
To Jesper, he said, “and you gambled with the kruge I gave you I said to only use to purchase the chest!”
Jesper nodded, looking intently into y/n’s eyes, “I should’ve listened. We should’ve left when y/n suggested”
“Aye! Brekker, we got the chest did we not?” Y/n smirked, stretching her leg on the bed.
“And came back inoperable for at least a week” Kaz griped.
“At least two” Jesper corrected firmly.
Kaz raised an eyebrow at him, having spoken to Nina himself moments ago.
“Jes,” y/n shushed, “not helping. And Nina said one week”.
Looking back her way, Jesper gave her a pleading look, “two”.
Kaz wanted to keep criticizing them Jesper but even as mad as he was at the behavior, after watching the way Jesper looked at y/n, Kaz could tell he wasn’t going to be making that mistake ever again.
Y/n played with Jesper’s rings as he held her torso to his side.
“It’s not your fault” she reiterated for the hundredth time.
Jesper let out a loud sigh, watching her fingers spin the rings he donned.
“You had said we should leave. I should’ve listened” he admitted.
The scene had been playing over in his mind on a loop.
“You had an idea Jesper, and it would’ve worked if things hadn’t changed twice on their end” y/n said encouragingly.
Jesper stayed silent as he wished he could take her place.
He deserved to be the one with a gash in their leg not her.
“Jes, my beautiful baby boy, Kaz’s intel was wrong. You tried to adjust so we could still accomplish the task. You had no way of knowing they’d change things again on us” she pointed out, lifting his knuckles to her soft lips.
It was true.
Inej had just left y/n’s room after informing them that the auction had been cancelled moments before they’d arrived.
Allegedly because the seller argued for a better price for which to sell it to the auctioneer.
Then, the seller made a deal to wager the chest instead, in a bet he wagered against the auctioneer.
Through all of that, Jesper’s plan would’ve worked.
However, unbeknownst to them, the auctioneer/gambling den’s leader had staged one of their own employees at the tables to win it.
But, the seller too had arranged a ploy, intending for the box to be won by his true buyer.
Evidently whatever was in this box was not something one could legally sell or even auction off.
Not that Ketterdamn much less the bare ever stuck to the laws or legalities.
But, Inej found out the intended buyer was a high ranking merchant and therefore had to make it seem they’d stumbled upon the chest on a routine night of high stakes gambling in some abandoned part of the barrel.
“Doesn’t matter” Jesper mumbled.
“Jesper Fahey, come on now” y/n pouted.
“I let my ego get in the way and you- you’re hurt becau-“ Jesper rambled.
“Don’t you dare finish that Jesper “ Y/n warned, holding his hand tightly as she kissed his knuckles again.
“Y/n, just…please, you don’t know the underlying motive I had” Jesper remorsefully whispered.
“Which was?” She asked, letting him explain in hopes he’d feel better after.
“I wanted to impress you- and Saint’s! I just.., like I said, my ego won and I wasn’t thinking as clearly as I should’ve been. I should’ve been more focused on our safety. Your safety. But instead I was thinking about showing off to try and impress you. I’m so sorry y/n, I-“ Jesper mumbled, voice strained.
She pushed her tailbone into the mattress beside him as she leaned to sit up without moving her leg.
Y/n turned to look at him as he copied her movements with a mixture of confusion, fear, and sadness swimming in his normally comforting eyes.
She shook her head vehemently, grabbing his hands in hers.
“Jesper Llewellyn Fahey” she hummed and shook her head with a smile on her lips, “you, my dear, do not need to try to impress me. You already impress me on a daily basis. Okay? You’ve got nothing you need to prove; certainly not to me. I need you to know that”.
Jesper let a few tears trail down his cheeks, hitting her thumbs until she tenderly wiped them off before kissing both of his cheeks.
“I really am so terribly sor-“ Jesper began again, his arms locking behind her to hold her to him.
“Fahey, if you don’t stop apologizing I swear I will hide your ever so precious pistols somewhere in Kaz’s office” y/n threatened.
Jesper chuckled into her hair, kissing her ear softly.
“I like that sound” she hummed, snuggling into him, “are you okay now? This is over, hmm?”
“Two weeks” he spoke, playing with her hair.
“Ugh” she complained, “fine but only if you’re keeping me company during those two boring ass weeks”.
Jesper tucked her head deeper into his shoulder, as he held her, listening to her breathing to soothe any remaining negative emotions.
“Darling, I’m never leaving your side again” Jesper threatened sweetly, closing his eyes.
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