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#HE COULD BE MY FRIEND AT ANYDAY OF THE WEEK!!!!!
sturniolosugar · 3 months
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INTERLINKED PT. 2
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pairing y/n & chris sturniolo
Summary: Y/n and Chris have been best friends for awhile. They end up becoming sexually involved with eachother. They value eachother so much but are both scared of the consequences of their actions, which leads their friendship to be stuck in a rocky place.
Warnings: mentions of self harm (not descriptive, just a mention)
pt1 pt3 pt4 pt5
I guess in a way I’ve developed a toxic attachment to Chris. Because after all we are not actually together. So I feel like I have no right to feel jealousy when he talks to other girls. But we’ve had sex only a couple times. The last time we had sex was 2 weeks ago. I wonder if having sex with me and laying next to me skin to skin rubbing his hands over my body meant something to him or was just a casual Tuesday for him. I get into a spiral when I start thinking of this shit. We were best friends for so long and I have a feeling getting sexually involved with each-other wasn’t the best choice. As much as this possibly could ruin our friendship, I loved it. I loved the way it felt. The way he would touch me, looked at me, felt me, held me. I remember the first time we had sex. It was at his house when Nick and Matt were gone. We had talked for hours and hours. We were both sober not even 1 drop of drugs in our system. So as much as sometimes I wanted to blame the drugs for being the reason we got involved with each other like this I couldn’t. Because we were both completely sober when it happened.
It was right after he saw self harm marks on my right thigh. I didn’t even realize he saw them until I looked up at him and he was staring at me like he saw a ghost. I had on very short shorts (I didn’t realize how short they were and that my marks were visible when I sat down). He moved himself closer to me and put his hand on my thigh rubbing it up and down gently. I looked down where his eyes were focused already and realized he was running his fingers over the cuts. My heart dropped. He asked me why I did that to myself. I had to explain that I felt so much emotional pain at that time that I needed an escape. And that I would of rather of felt any type of physical pain than the mental & emotional pain I was feeling in that moment. He just held onto my hands tightly as we talked about it.
“Don’t ever do something like that again. Your so beautiful inside and out. Your body doesn’t deserve to feel pain especially when your mind already does. Come to me. Anytime. Anyday. Anywhere. Or I’ll come to you. Just tell me where. It doesn’t matter if you were all the way in Alaska I’ll be there. I love you y/n.” he said holding my hands tightly. “I love you too. Don’t think of me differently” I let out a shaky breath. “I love every part of you. All of you. All of your flaws. All of your weaknesses and strengths. Everything. I would never think differently of you. We’re human. Doing human shit. The last thing I would do is judge you. I have no room to judge you ma” he says pulling me into him giving me a tight hug.
He made me feel seen. Like I’m a human. Like I’m allowed to have good and bad times. He’s the only person that knows about the self harm. He never made me feel weak because of it. He made me feel loved. Like I deserved better and that he genuinely cared. After talking about it for awhile that night we continued on with our night. Everything seemed normal at first but I noticed his energy shift. He started being more touchy. More affectionate in a way. Me and Chris have never been afraid to show physical touch. It’s both of our love languages. But he was being extra touchy. So I matched his energy, not knowing what the outcome would be. I laid down at one point and he started poking my sides, that turned into a tickle fight. Seemed casual until he was laying on top of me. His head rested against my chest and I was running my hands through his fingers. I started getting tired so I shut my eyes. As soon as I shut my eyes I felt the warmth of his body move off of mine. I opened my eyes confused as to why he had just moved off of me.
“I’m just grabbing water” he says before getting off the bed and grabbing his water bottle, taking a drink of it. I smile at him. “You want some?” He asked. “Sure” I say grabbing the bottle of water and taking a few drinks. I hand the bottle back to him and he sets it on his desk before coming back to his bed and laying next to me. He positions body close to mine and puts his hand on my stomach and his leg over mine. He gently rubs up and down my stomach causing my shirt slowly ride up but still covering my chest. His hand rubs against my bare stomach as my shirt has been moved up a little from him rubbing up and down against it. “Y/n” Chris says quietly continuing to run his hand over my stomach. “Yeah?” I asked. “I love you. A lot. I want to make you feel good” he says quietly. “I love you too. I do feel good” I respond casually. “I wanna make you feel really good” he replied, still rubbing his hand up and down my bare stomach. “What do you mean?” I ask a little confused. “I wanna make your body feel good. I wanna make your body and soul feel loved. I wanna show you how deep I love you.” He says looking up into my eyes.
And before you knew it we had sex. It definitely didn’t feel like just sex because I’ve had sex. It felt deep. Passionate. It felt like we were making love. Complete opposite of lust. I felt our energies exchange and become one as a whole. He kissed every inch of my body. He took care of me after. Making sure I didn’t feel used. Making sure I was okay. I’ve had no strings attached sex before. But with Chris there was automatically strings attached. He told me he didn’t wanna lose me and that sex didn’t make him look at me differently. He said that he loved me already before sex and having sex wasn’t gonna change that. He told me he wanted to have me all to himself after that. He didn’t ask me to be his girlfriend but that’s what he was implying. I hesitated and told him I didn’t wanna ruin our friendship. I could see his face dim. Like he had just been stabbed in the chest. He brushed it off and said there was no rush but that it wouldn’t change the fact he still wanted me all to himself. I basically denied him right after having sex with him. Since then things between us have been a little rocky. It’s not that I didn’t wanna be in a relationship with him, I was just fucking scared. Terrified.
Since then me and him have had sex and every single time it gets better and better. We’ve only had sex 3 times since the first time and it drives me fucking crazy. It’s like I crave him. I crave every fucking thing about him. Even before sex I craved his energy and love. I always wanted to be with him 24/7 but my emotions intensified after sex. He fucks with my head by continuously talking to other girls. Seeing him at the party the other night with the girl on the couch made me wanna go fucking insane. And I know he must of felt the same way when he saw me talking to Marcus because he pulled me away. I just don’t understand what we are. I don’t know if he has any feeling’s attached, or if he was just manipulating me trying to get me to have sex with him. But I feel like if he was just trying to use my body he wouldn’t have waited almost a year and a half into our friendship. I have tried suppressing my feelings for him but I can’t anymore. It’s impossible. I only was trying to flirt with Marcus to see if Chris was gonna react. And he did. Im supposed to hangout with him tomorrow. It’s hard hanging out with him, especially around his brothers. He acts as if he’s never been inside of me or had his mouth on every part of my body. It’s hard ignoring my feelings for him. I feel like since I denied him right after sex he became colder. He’s still my best friend but I don’t even see the light in his eyes anymore. It’s like I hurt him. I never meant to. I just wanted to protect our friendship. Maybe I should of thought about that before agreeing to have sex with him.
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luvyeni · 1 year
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hii could u do a dom!johnny + exhibitionism (public sex or in front of some friends)? and feel free to add more!
have a good day/night! ^^
THAT SHIRT; JOHNNY SUH
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pairings. boyfriend!johnnysuh x fem!reader
wc. 742
warnings. exhibitionism, fingering, unprotected sex, johnny abs (yes this needs a warning).
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i hope you like it 💞!
your night out with johnny gets ruined by johnny's shirt.
"princess, you wanted to come out tonight, why do you want to go home all of a sudden?" johnny bit back a smirk as you both sat in the booth of the club, he knew why you wanted, he just wanted you to say it.
"johnny, you know why." you whined, putting your hand on his thigh. "no, i dont." he smirked. "tell me." you pouted and his kissed your lips, giving a taste of what you really wanted, you moaned into his lips.
"jesus baby, what's gotten you so worked up?" he chuckled, you were never shy when you wanted sex, but tonight you were insatiable, touching his thigh, giving him random kisses, touching his- oh.
"it's my shirt isn't it baby?"
your boyfriend was hot everyday of the week, you'd shout that on the rooftops anyday, but tonight, the way his shirt was fully unbuttoned; abs shinny, on display... it made your mouth water, and your panties wet. "you know it is." you ran your sharp fingernails up his stomach. "why'd you have to wear this, this is your fault."
"my fault?" johnny quirked. "how is it my fault?" he said dipped into your neck, leaving little kisses. "b..because you're so hot, m..making my brain fuzzy." his hand inched up your thigh, dangerously close to your heat. "is it now?" he whispered, his hand finally cupping your heat.
"fuck baby, you're so wet." you whined. "my shirt did this to you?" he rubbed circles onto your clothed clit. "f..fuck johnny please."
"there's so many people here, what if someone see's?" you didn't care if your were in public anymore, you needed him. "d..don't care, please just do something." he pulled your panties to the side, teasing your twitching hole with his finger. "fuck princess, you're about to drip on the couch, your pussy is so wet." he slid his finger in. "so tight."
"such a nasty girl, so horny you couldn't even wait until we got home, you rather being fingered like a slut in public." he growled in your ear. "my abs made your mind so dumb that you lost all sensibility." he slapped your cunt, you were so glad the music was loud. "fuck, johnny i need more." you moved, grinding against his hand.
"fuck baby, do you really want me to fuck you in front of all these people?" you nodded, pawing at his jeans. "please i want it." you looked at him with those eye, he couldn't help but give you what you want. "alright princess, i'll fuck you, but you have to cum on my fingers first." he sped up his pace, thrusting his fingers in and out of her. "i feel you clenching my fingers, go a head and cum." he nipped your earlobe, blowing on it. "johnny, fuck!" you moaned, cumming.
"good girl." he kissed your lips, biting down on it softly. "come on baby, get on my lap." you obey straddling his lap. "take it out for me." he bit his lip, watching you unbuckle his pants, taking his cock out, jerking him off.
anyone in the club could see what was going on, but there was probably like 20 other people doing the exact same thing, but johnny couldn't care less as your warm cunt sank down on him. "fuck baby." he breathed. "so wet and warm." you began to ride him like you were alone in you guys bedroom. "s..so big." your bodies were pressed against each other his hand on your ass, your hands tangled in his hair.
"your clenching around me so much, you must really love being watched by these people." he whispered in your ear. "anybody could see you bouncing on cock like a slut, you like that huh?" he squeezed your ass.
"y..yes."
"j..johnny, im gonna cum." johnny matched your pace, grinding his hips up to match yours. "f...fuck me too, gonna let everyone watch you get filled with cum?" you nodded. "yes please, please cum in me." he thrusted a few more times, before you felt his cum flood your insides, triggering your own orgasm.
"fuck!" you shook as you came down from your high, johnny was sure someone heard you, but he really didn't care.. because he still wanted more of you. "fuck baby let's go." he tucked his still hard cock back into his pants.
"we're going home so i can fuck you properly."
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©️LUVYENI
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pacifymebby · 1 year
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Heyy, 🎹 and⏳for the asks!
Hiii, thank u for the asks lovely <3
piano 🎹: what’s your favourite musical genre? do you play any instruments? who’s your favourite artist?
Shoegaze/dream pop/lo-fi/grunge i guess i feel like most the bands i love you so cant be categorised as one but multiple of those, like its one big genre soup
I play piano (not that well)
B has been teaching me guitar and piano for awhile so im not too bad at either now
The instrument i can actually play is the flute, I'm not like professional good but I'm not bad haha
My favourite band is probably My Bloody Valentine, Pavement come a very close second and then Slowdive
kill your darlings ⏳: would you consider yourself an intelligent person? have you ever fallen in love with someone who wasn’t right for you? tradition or innovation?
I'm going to say i think im intelligent and then, because im also self aware im going to prove otherwise with the answers to the other two questions 😭
Yes i have a horrible track record for falling in love with people exactly because they project their ideal image of me onto me and try to change me. Until me and B got together i would fall in love with the idea of who i could become with that person.
Whereas with B theres never been that, hes always loved me for me, even when we were just friends there was like the "this is my best friend and they're perfect in every way" vibe between us. So idk, it was a bad habit and i have a lot of sad and unhappy history, but as B was saying to me only the other week, everything thats behind us is behind us and we dont have to worry about it anymore <3
Im kind of a traditional girl i guess, i know thats a really lame way to be but im very sentimental and i hold onto traditions of all kind. I dont like change very much and i dont see the point in innovation for innovations sake. If something NEEDS changed desperately (say like kids dying of preventable diseases and all that shite) then im very much for innovation. But say like, going to the high street to buy meat from the butchers and wood from the kitchers and veggies on from the green grocers, I'd choose that and less choices over self service checkouts and people getting automated out of their jobs, anyday.
So idk, maybe im actually not that smart.
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highschool-rooftop · 6 months
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oct. 27th, 2020
man its weird to think this blog is 2 years old isnt it? like when I started this i thought that i was anyday from just killing myself, i had no hope, no job, and was about to love my living situation but thanks to a few nice friends and accepting people, i was able to land a job at *generic sounding name for local seafood joint* and then after that place stressing me to the point of panic attacks and taking it out on the wait staff... then i ended things nice with that place despite how much i hated it and i apologized to the wait staff alot.. probably too much...
now ive worked at *big store chain* a year now and i hate it just as much as i hated *generic sounding name for local seafood joint* for a similar reason too!! i fucking despite the people that run the places i work because i know i could probably do their job 30× better, i just choose not to because thats also 30× more responsibility on my shoulders and ive already got broken legs from the shit i feel like im dealing with outside of work.
the more i focus for a minute the more i feel like my life is in shambles and that im barely functioning right anymore. ive been horribly depressed again as of the past couple months and my family i live with barely talk to me because im always in my room which is like totally fair, but if im not sleeping up there im using whatever energy is left from work to hang out with my friends because theyre actually engaged in the topics i talk about, they show interest and actually talk to me not at me. my aunt and uncle and i have few interests in common so its incredibly difficult for me to keep a conversation going for long with them. theyre always playing card games or board games but im not interested in them, theyre not really that fun for me. my uncle plays xbox but hes typically on COD which i dont enjoy because of how toxic those communities are, hes got minecraft but the last time he played he never told me he was getting on at all otherwise i would've joined! then theres me and my cousin who are currently on nearly completely different schedules and really only see each other when hes taking me to and from work which makes it hard to hang out and play games, and thats of hes even willing to play any of the games im comfortable with and not trying another Survival-Crafting-RPG-Game of the week or something like factorio which is hyper complicated and i dont have the time to dedicate to learning how to play correctly so i just end up being a resource collector and its kinda boring..
and all of thats just the at home situation. my friends at least hear from me more but since alot of them have moved out of town for college at this point i haven't hung out with a friend outside of work irl in like 5, maybe 6 months... and i dont interact with many people at work. im really really lonely.
small bit of good news i feel i should add here in case i dont come back again for a few months is that ive scheduled an appointment to see someone abt getting hrt, itll be Jan 19th! ill also be seeing a few of my online friends in December too!! i hope i can stay alive at least until then. sometimes i feel like im in the same situation i was in when i started this blog but those two things are the two things giving me the hope to keep pushing on i guess.
oh and my old friends birthday will be this weekend, i probably shouldve just forgotten them by now like they probably have me but in the off chance that they ever find this stupid blog: happy birthday BXXXXX, hope you have been in good health and that you are happy ! please be well and enjoy Freddy VS Jason and the Scary Godmother, and the live action Scooby Doo movies again this year !
with that i think thats all ive had to say. im neglecting mentioning new speaker of the house, Mike Johnson, and all the terrible horrible things i want to say abt him and how im worried it will fuck with my healthcare before i even recieve it due to the fact that im typing this up outside, its cold out, my phones almost dead, im tired, and i still have a bit of this bowl of the married iguanas to finish up with before unwinding and going to bed to repeat this living nightmare of a life all over again tomorrow. maybe ill watch adventure time before bed ..?
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tikki-wikki · 3 years
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SCOSH!!!!! ALSO BEA AND BERN IF THEY WERE IN BBIEAL AU OOUUHGGGH BERN,,,
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shinsouskitten · 3 years
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Kisses
im not even gonna try and reason this anymore
i just kinda like writing in this style
got my fave bois for y’all today
Warnings: floof, guess what happened with Dabi again, i wontt apologise; he’s a spicy boi
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💙🔥 Dabi/Touya Todoroki:
Dabi’s kisses are hot and passionate, each taste of his lips fevered and intense. Every moment he gets with you is so important to him, even if he’s unwilling to admit it, so he takes the chance to make sure you remember him when he has to leave again. The grafts on his lower lip are rough and leathery, a strange contrast to the soft and smooth touch of his upper lip, but it’s a feeling you become quickly accustomed to.
His favorite place to kiss you is a simple one: your neck. He knows every one of your sweet spots, and that little patch of skin at the junction of your clavicle is always immediately taken by him whenever he gets you alone. Or just when he feels like it really. Dabi doesn’t care one bit if someone’s watching, as long as they know you’re his.
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⚡ Denki Kaminari:
Each kiss Denki gives you is eager and excitable, as if he can’t believe you actually want him to kiss you. There’s not a single inch of your face that isn’t covered in kisses the moment you return from training, murmurs of how well you did pressed between each touch of his lips. You’ve actually been shocked a few times when he’s been a little too excited and accidentally activated his quirk.
Denki doesn’t have a favorite place to kiss you. He just wants to kiss you. Usually it’s your lips, your cheeks, your nose, just anywhere he can get to really. He also doesn’t care where. You could be in the middle of class and get a question right and suddenly he’s next to you, a congratulatory kiss on your cheek.
The amount of times Aizawa has had to tell him to just back back in his damn seat would be amusing if it wasn’t paired with the threat of detention. Not that Denki cares, he’d risk detention for you anyday.
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💜 Hitoshi Shinsou:
A tender press to your wrist in the silence of the night, the stars shining bright in the dark sky above you. Each kiss from him is delicate and soft, almost fleeting. Still, you know he means every single one. Whether it’s the way thumb swipes over the area immediately, or the way his violet eyes lock with yours when he pulls away.
Shinsou feels it’s his duty to remind you that every inch of your being is incredible. Each ghost of his lips against your knuckles, your jaw, your temple, wherever he can reach. For the same reason, he doesn’t necessarily prefer any particular kind of kiss. He does find hand kisses very cute, but then again he also enjoys a simple press against your lips.
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❄️🔥 Shoto Todoroki:
Shoto’s first kisses are short, awkward, kind of like the cheek kisses you get from family friends who you haven’t seen since you were 5. He’s not really into pda, so that’s the most you’re going to get when there are other people around. In private, he’s more comfortable, but don’t expect him to start making out with you the second you’re alone.
He’s a traditional guy, and it’s common for him to ask before he leans in for a kiss. Either way he’s not used to them quite yet, so you’ll have to allow some time for him to warm up (pun intended).
When he does become more accustomed, he finds that he most enjoys when you actually kiss him. He never really had much affection given to him when he grew up, so every time you press your lips to his temple he just melts (hehe).
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🐙 Tamaki Amajiki:
The first time you kiss Tamaki he kinda passes out. Like, full eyes roll back, body goes numb, passes out. Luckily you caught him, so he didn’t wake up with a concussion, but he did wake up with bright red cheeks, immediately burying his head in his hands and refusing to talk to anyone. It took him almost an entire week to look you in the eyes again, but it was worth it.
You need to be gentle with Tamaki, or he might just pass out again. Give him a warning. Please. Mirio is getting tired of having to haul his friend back to his dorm and convince him that you don’t hate him for collapsing on you.
He can’t bring himself to kiss you in public. The fear and sheer amount of people around him is too much, so the most affection you’ll get is when you’re in his room. Little spoon Tamaki won’t admit it but he absolutely adores when you play with his hair and kiss the back of his neck, though he tries to ignore the shivers that run down his spine each time you do so.
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kaal-ee · 2 years
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Company
Chapter 9: Broken Hearts
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Synopsis: Niki comes across a girl and becomes friend with her because he loved her company. Niki thinks he only likes her as a friend and likes someone else romantically and gets into a relationship with his 'crush'. But does he actually just see Y/N platonically?
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Y/N went to the hybe building to wish jungwon birthday with Wonyoung. When she got there she met Kyujin ,niki, heeseung, Jake and jungwon.
Y/N waved in tiny at Niki, Niki awkwardly waved back, however he left after waving.
Y/N: Happy birthday Jungwon!! (Hands him the macrons and the gift)
Jungwon: Aww you got me presents that's so sweet
Wonyoung: Happy birthday baby (kiss on the cheeks)
Kyujin: Awww unnie you two look so cuteee, i really want niki and i to be like that too... Our kisses are a little awkward :<
Y/N felt her heart drop. Wtf? They had kissed? What?
Wonyoung: Your kisses with niki? What? You guys are in a relationship?
Kyujin: oh yeahhh we have been in a relationship for an entire week now hehe
Wonyoung gave a very questioning glare to Jungwon. They both shipped you two together but he got into a relationship and jungwon didn't even tell wonyoung?
Y/N didn't know what she was more upset about, whether the person she had a crush on got in a relationship with someone else, or whether that she got to know about their relationship from Kyujin rather than Niki... Weren't they friends atleast? Why didn't he tell her? Was this why he was ignoring her since the last week? Will he always be cold towards her now? Maybe it was just her fault to consider someone being simply friendly as a sign that he likes her... He probably just considered her as good friend... she felt her insecurities pop up again. She knew no one had to be blamed and maybe she knew she shouldn't hate kyujin for this. There must have been a reason why niki likes her... She decided to congratulate her because she knew kyujin would atleast treat niki right and niki would be happy...
Y/N: Congratulations Kyujin! You two would be the best looking couple hehe
Kyujin: Hehe thanks Y/N
Wonyoung felt sad because she knew how much Y/N liked niki... She also felt angry at niki but she wanted to focus on Y/N rn. She congratulated kyujin and then she grabbed Y/Ns arm and asked to be excused for a second and dragged her to a corridor.
Wonyoung: Let's go hom-
Y/N: No. It's alright. You should spend time with Jungwon today
Wonyoung: i can spend time with him anyday i know you need me rn-
Y/N: Wonyoung trust me it's good. I had zero hopes towards niki anyway. I'm happy for them.
Wonyoung could see Y/N holding her tears back but she thought maybe she needed time alone. Y/N went home, she tried to not cry because felt pathetic crying over a boy but she still ended up breaking down. Wonyoung called Y/N a few hours later to check if she was alright.
Wonyoung: hey babbeee are you alright? Did you eat something?
Y/N (with a shaky voice due to crying) : oh yeah I'm good. I'll go eat rn...
Wonyoung: did you cry?
Y/N: ...
Wonyoung: Y/N I'll be there in 10 minutes
Y/N: Please no... Let me be alone for a while... Are you still at the hybe building?
Wonyoung: yeah and I'm gonna go and punch that bastard
Y/N: no don't please (ended up crying over phone) it's not his fault... He was just friendly towards me and taking that as a sign that he likes me was entirely my fault, it's not like he cheated on me or something...
Wonyoung: Y/N :(
Wonyoung didn't want to argue with Jungwon on his birthday, but she was really disappointed how jungwon didn't tell her about this. She didn't want to talk about it to niki but she couldn't control all her pent up anger...
Wonyoung: (passive aggressively) It's funny how as soon as you got a girlfriend, you started ignoring Y/N Niki, ffs i really thought you were a sensible kid but it turns out you are just another immature loser
Niki: Um excuse me? I'm not ignoring Y/N, we texted like a week ago? Does she expect me to text her every other day? I got a life beyond her
Wonyoung: And why is it that you didn't tell her about your relationship?
Niki: because that's none of her fucking business??
Wonyoung: I thought you guys were best friends?
Niki: (coldly) She is just another person i hang out with pretty often, you really need to stop meddling with my private life btw noona.
Wonyoung: You know what? Y/N really doged a bullet, you're so fucking annoying and all of a sudden you're literally behaving as if she is nothing to you tchh
Niki felt broken hearted... At this point when wonyoung confronted him, he was sure that you had a little bit of feelings for him and he hurt you. Ego had taken over him because he didn't want to admit that he was in the wrong, but he was still unsure if he liked Y/N. Whatever it was, he should apologise to you for ignoring you and not telling you about kyujin.
Later that day, niki called Y/N
Niki: hey Y/N
Y/N: H.. hi ( her voice cracked?
Niki felt his heart break, the last time he felt this sad was when he saw his friends getting eliminated in iland. He knew you would always greet him with a bright hello and her happiness would literally reach out of the mobile and get transferred to him as well, in all the time he had known Y/N, he never saw her expressing her sadness, she always hid it well... He must have hurt her bad if she was unable to hide the pain this time
Niki: Y/N... How's everything been?
Y/N: oh yeah... Everything's perfect... Wbu
Niki: I miss you... I'm sorry i didn't text you the last week... I just needed some time
Y/N: oh yeah sure it's alright
Awkward silence
Y/N: Anyway i gtg, need to complete my homework
Never had there conversation been so monotonous, they would always end their calls with giggles and laughter... Niki couldn't understand what it was but he felt so hurt, he just sat on his bed staring at y/n's contact again, really wanting to call you but didn't know what to say or do...
Both ended up crying themselves to sleep that night. Y/N was broken hearted. But she didn't break contact with niki because she treasured him too much. She let it be, insecure again.
Niki barely got time now because besides his job now he had a girlfriend. Niki felt depressed bmand constantly tried to mask the unfamiliar feeling of emptiness with flirtatious comments and jokes towards kyujin. Two weeks passed, they barely talked, a few dry texts here and there. Niki decided things couldn't stay like this, so he caed y/n and asked her to hang out once again to the amusement park.
The day at the amusement park was awkward but both felt happy after a long time. They went to the store again where the bought matching earrings.
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Niki: oo look, these rings are so pretty...
Y/N: aww yess they are so cutee
Niki and Y/N together: i want them
Both giggled together, both felt their souls finally alive again, hearing the craved giggled of each other after almost a month. They got the matching rings. They went to the children's park later and got ice cream like they used to. both went home with a giddy contentment filling their hearts.
The next day, he had a date with kyujin in a cafe. Kyujin noticed the ring he was wearing.
Kyujin: Aww that's such a pretty ring! Where'd you get it from?
Niki: oh this? Me and Y/N we got matching rings yesterday, it's cute right?
Kyujin: Why did you and Y/N get matching rings? Im your girlfriend?! (Her tone rising)
Niki: Dude chill, it's just a ring...
Kyujin: Exactly?! It's a fucking ring? Why do you and Y/N keep behaving like couples a the time?
Niki: Dude we literally hung out after a month? What do you mean by behaving like a couple?
Kyujin: Don't dude zone me, and take the fucking ring out rn!
Niki: Kyujin... Will you please stop? You are making a scene rn...
Kyujin: no! Not until you remove that ring
Niki: K then, I'm fucking leaving... You got serious anger issues and stop being jealous of Y/N all the goddamn time.
Niki felt guilty and apologised later through text because he didn't want any conflicts but was actually annoyed that she was making a big deal out of a ring.
Niki wasnt enjoying his hang outs with kyujin (couldn't talk about Y/N and Y/N and Niki has talked so much, kyujin barely came up with something that interested him, nothing new, he just missed you) whenever niki couldn't hang out with kyujin she argued, niki was disappointed how she didn't understand his busy schedule even tho both were idols, he expected kyujin to understand him but she was becoming a little too needy and pushy for his liking.
Today was Niki's award show and he was really nervous and excited. Both Y/N and kyujin came to support him (Wonyoung was also going for the award show btw). Enhypen and I've both groups won awards, and so did txt.
Txt sunbaemins were there to support their dongsaeng grp enhypen. They were clicking pictures together. Y/N was in the corner of the room waiting for Niki's conversation to end with his hyungs to congratulate him.
Y/N:(softly) Congratulations for the award Jake, y'all did so good with the performance hehe
Jake: Oh hey Y/N, thanks... it's been so long since I met you. Where have you been?
Y/N: oh just a little busy with school and exams yk
Jake: Exams? Oh wait yeah, you go to school lol...
Sunoo: Hii bestieeee, damn you look so good today... Have you lost weight?
Y/N: A little bit... I wasn't on diet or something tho i just started excercising properly... It's good to have an active lifestyle...
Sunoo: aww that's niceee! Why are you wearing half sleeves tho, it's cold
Y/N: oh yeah... I forgot my jacket at home hehe
Sunoo: Tell me if you feel cold, staff always carry hotpacks for us
Y/N: oh its okay I'm not really cold rn, thank you so much tho
Y/N looked over her shoulder to see Niki was done talking to soobin and kyujin was hugging him tight rn. She felt sad but at the same time happy for them, because she knew kyujin could give niki everything that she couldn't.
Niki looked over towards Y/N and asked kyujin to excuse him for a minute. The taller tapped Y/Ns shoulder. He was really happy rn, they just won an award.
Ni-Ki- Y/nnnnnnnn!! Hiiiiiiiiii! Awww you came to see our performance 🥺🥺🥺🥺, you must have been so busy with your exams already 🥺🥺🥺
Y/N: Ah yeah... Congratulations btw, ya did so good hehe (◕ᴗ◕✿)
Kyujin was slowly feeling her heart break too, she didn't like how niki gave her 🥺🥺 eyes. He didn't give her those eyes anymore, she was jealous, scared, insecure, but most importantly angry. She hated how y/n so easily swept niki off of his feet.
Niki: Omo why are you wearing half sleeves? Aren't you cold?
Y/N: I forgot my jacket at home, i didnt think it would get this cold (awkward smile). I'll go get hotpacks from the staff ig
Niki: oh wait no, here take my coat, you'd look so cute hehe
As niki was about to give Y/N the coat, kyujin came and stood between them.
Kyujin: Niki I'm also cold, i want your coat
Niki knew kyujin was jealous, he thought 'not this bs again'
Niki: Kyujin I'm just giving Y/N a coat, stop being jealous
Kyujin: I'm not jealous, I'm just cold. You should be giving your jacket to me like any other *boyfriend* (emphasizing the word boyfriend)
Niki: Girl you are wearing full sleeves made of thick material, can't you see Y/N is cold? Can't you out your jealousy aside for one fucking minute
Kyujin: She just said she can get the hotpacks!
Y/N was about to go and get the hotpacks but niki just held her by her wrist and made her wear the jacket, he felt Kyujin was being petty. However, kyujin took this incident as niki choosing Y/N over Kyujin. Y/N just felt awkward because wtf was going on between these two bruh. Wonyoung saw all this and grabbed Y/Ns wrist.
Wonyoung: Istg that fucking idiot, why is he being nice to you after he got into a relationship with kyujin
Y/N: i mean, he was just giving me a jacket?
Wonyoung: Y/N i don't fucking care about what he did but don't get your hopes high for him, id advise you to stay away from as much as possible... He's not even a good boyfriend to kyujin
Y/N felt like this was uncalled for, wonyoung didn't need to remind her that Niki could never be hers, she felt her heart break for the nth time and went home trying to supress her sobs.
That very night, kyujin understood there was no point in clinging to Niki. In the past few months, she had noticed how he had changed, how he didn't smile around her as he did around you. She broke up with niki.
The day ended with three broken hearts trying to mask their sadness with smiles and somehow make it through the award ceremony.
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imerdwarf · 3 years
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You're Worth Saving
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Requested by anonymous: Hello you wonderful person! I dare to send in another Buck request, because COME ON HE'S SO LOVELY! ok ok, so maybe where you're also an avenger but you are really silent and distant to everyone (not shy, but alone with your mind), so it happens that buck wants to pull you out of this hole cause he knows how you feel and in the end he succeeds and the teams sees you smile for like the first time since you joined them and they're happy? Gosh i hope this is not weird.
Pairing: Bucky X Avenger!Reader
Warnings: soft!Bucky, introvertism, happy ending 💜
Author's Notes: Hello YOU wonderful sweet anon! How are you doing today? I hope you're doing great. Thank you so much for sending me this wonderful request, I really hope you like it and please feel free to send in more requests at anytime! 💜 Please let me know if you like or hate this, I'll be happy to rewrite it 💜🥺
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Your mind was such a beautiful distraction. It's a place where unimaginable scenarios would be stored just for you to be able to stare at a blank wall and dwell heavily on them. Living 99% of the time in your head became a little dangerous but it was a much happier place than reality.
The team would often find you in this daze like state where you'd just stare at the wall ahead without blinking sometimes. They would try to coax you out of it by asking a question, a question you would ignore because you didn't hear them. Their voices were silenced, a contrast to how loud they were in your head.
Nobody really knew why you were like this. It's been this way since you arrived at the compound months ago. You kept to yourself, ate by yourself, worked out when everyone else was either watching movies or asleep, and you would just keep silent. Even on missions, you never spoke a word.
The team were actually very worried about your well-being, as clearly this was not natural. For the first time since the civil war broke out, Steve and Tony were actually in agreement about bringing a psychiatrist in to help you until Bucky intervened and wanted to help you himself first.
Bucky would have considered himself a professional by now. He knows what it's like not to fit in anywhere, how easy it was to feel so out of place. He understood more than any psychiatrist what a better and safer world it was inside your mind.
"Buck you can't help them. Y/N is too far gone." Steve spoke regrettably, sadness evident in his tone. He believed they failed you from the beginning and it was easy for Steve to take the blame so nobody else would have to feel guilty.
Bucky shook his head before he ran a hand through his hair, scratching at the root before letting it drop down by his side again. "I have to try Steve. I've been there before, I know what they are going through. Trust me."
Steve sighed, knowing he wouldn't have won the fight. Bucky was determined and it was impossible to change his mind about anything.
"I do Buck. Just bring them back to us, please."
With Steve's permission granted, Bucky wasted no time in getting to work. He started off being as subtle as possible by sitting as close as he could to you on the couch. The goosebumps that pebbled your skin when his knee brushed your leg gave him a lot of hope, that you were in there somewhere.
Bucky was hopeful he was getting somewhere with you. Because each time he took a seat next to you, you'd angle your body to face him and wait for him to start talking about his favourite movies, his favourite songs, his new profound hobbies he's been getting into lately. Your eyes would glisten with hope that you were actually listening to him. And you were, you paid great attention and everything he told you, about the Hobbit struck a chord in your heart. You had felt so lost for so long that even you were worried you might not be here anymore.
Then a few days later, he started to talk to you like a normal person. He would talk about his favourite books and why he liked them so much. He loved The Hobbit series because of the adventure Bilbo goes on and how easy it was for the words to suck you into the story. How easy it was to forget how to cope with real life.
"Bilbo goes on an adventure of a lifetime and sometimes as the road gets tough, he regrets it but he knows there is something worth waiting for at the end of it, he knows there is something worth saving. He meets new friends and they stick with him the whole time." The emotion in Bucky's voice rang home for you. "There's always something to live for. Bilbo never gave up and neither should you because I'm with you till the end of the line."
You knew he was saying 'if Bilbo Baggins could do this, so could you.'
Days turned into weeks and instead of just talking, Bucky escalated his plans by doing stuff with you. He started off gently by taking you for a walk around the rose garden Tony had at the back of the compound. Bucky noted how your eyes changed, you looked at the gorgeous fruit trees and rose bushes in such awe. The flowery scent tingled your nose.
Then he would go further by taking you a few blocks away to buy you a coffee. And when New York was hit with a heatwave, he took you to the beach where he heard you giggle for the very time because of the flamingo floaties he had around his arms.
The team saw a huge improvement. They saw how you clinged to Bucky and watched him intently as he made a couple of sandwiches and some tea for the two of you to watch with a Disney movie.
And it was just under a month when he heard you speak for the very first time.
"Thank you." Even though it came out in a hushed whisper, he would take it over the deafening silence anyday.
"For what doll?" Of course he already knew, but he wanted to hear more from you. He wanted to hear your voice.
"For helping me."
Bucky nodded slowly, a smile gradually grew on his lips and he pushed just a little bit further.
That evening, you almost talked his ear off. You opened up about your feelings, what kind of envisions lived in your head and how much happier they were than real life. Bucky shared some of his too, comparing the two it was apparent he knew exactly how you were feeling and he understood just how scary it really is. For you, it felt like this huge boulder had been lifted off your chest. A chance to finally let everything out and breathe again.
"How did I help?"
"You made me realise that there is something worth sticking around for, something worth coming back to." You told him with tears in your eyes.
His hands rubbed your back soothingly, "You know doll, sometimes in life, we hit a crossroads. We don't know where we are going or what's on the other side of the road. And if you pick a path, you're going on new adventures everyday and I am right here with you." Tears shamelessly rolled down your cheeks from his words. You've never felt so safe in the whole time you've been here.
The morning after, the team were seated around the dining table eating breakfast and talking about an upcoming mission when you strolled through the doors with a grin on your face and Bucky right behind you, just like he had been throughout this ordeal.
"Holy shit. He did it!" Tony slapped a hand over his mouth, overjoyed with so much emotion. Steve nodded to his friend, proud of him that he stuck with it when it couldn't have been easy.
"Oh my god, you actually have teeth!" Sam joked which earned laughs from both you and the team.
"I do!" You giggled, your eyes squeezed shut as you laughed. It felt good to laugh. "I um, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the distance and the silence and-"
"Listen, don't you worry!" Tony told you as he walked towards you to throw an arm over your shoulder. "We are just glad to have you here and it's a new day, we can start afresh!" Tony walked you towards an empty chair at the table and made Sam move seats so Bucky could sit down next to you. He squeezed your thigh in reassurance that he was here for you and he wouldn't be going anywhere.
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pr1ncessm00n · 3 years
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for sale or wanted • jean kirstein x fem! reader
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warnings: cursing, some “friends” (tv show) references, hostility towards reiner >:( and some mentions of a disrespectful relationship. slight ass staring LOL. awkwardness. lots of it. thick tension geesh
*written chapter * THE DATES ARE WRONG. THIS TAKES PLACE IN JANUARY. I REPEAT THE DATES ON THE MESSAGES ARE WRONG I JUST REALIZED. 💔 Proceed.*
[ playlist - more than friends : real life animals ]
“Y/N!” Ymir yelled.
Flinching, Y/N turned to face Ymir, who’s arm was around Historia on the non-Porco couch. That’s what they had coined the couch they actually liked and fit with their theme. Ymir and Historia were currently on it, watching a rerun of Friends. Y/N was making a sandwich. Sasha was snoring loudly on the Porco couch.
“You don’t have to yell,” Y/N rolled her eyes. “What do you want?”
“When’s Kirstein comin’?” Ymir asked.
“I’m not sure,” Y/N responded. “He said around 4.”
“It’s 4:15.” Ymir retorted.
“Your point?” Y/N placed her hand on her hip, butterknife in her hand.
“He’s not coming.” Ymir said smugly. “Typical Kirstein.”
Historia sighed, exasperated. “Just shush Ymir. You haven’t seen Jean in years and you still act rude to him!”
Ymir cackled. “It’s just fun to work you guys up.”
Y/N turned back to making her sandwich. “It’s not like we’re on time for anything either.” She grumbled.
“Defending Kirstein?” Ymir scoffed. “Sounds like you got the hots for him.” She wiggled her eyebrows.
“Are you 12?” Y/N snapped. “The ‘hots’? Really? Who says that anymore?”
Ymir only cackled in response.
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Jean clicked his phone off, leaning back in the passenger seat of Reiner’s car.
“Everything good?” Reiner asked.
“Yeah, just Connie and Sasha being aggravating as usual.” Jean explained. Reiner shook his head.
“So this couch, was it really worth it or did you just see a pretty girl and get too embarrassed to say no?” Reiner teased, smirking.
Jean rolled his eyes. “It’s not the best piece of furniture out there but I am, one, BROKE, and two, it was an easy buy.”
Reiner shrugged. “I don’t know, I saw your tweet.”
Jean blushed. “I just tweet my thoughts, we all know that by now.”
Reiner’s smirked deepened. “Not everyday you tweet about a pretty girl.”
It’s not everyday I meet one, Jean thought.
Jean shook his head, looking out the window. He tried to stretch but hit his arms against the truck’s roof. His legs were cramped as well.
“How do you even fit in here?” Jean asked, irritated by the tight fit.
Reiner shrugged. “I’d trade the inconvenience of no leg room for a big pickup bed anyday. It’s useful.”
“Nah, you probably just like to show off your massive truck bed and hope girls find that kinda thing cool.” Jean said.
Reiner laughed. “That too.”
“Has it worked?”
“Nope.” Reiner replied cheerily.
“Is that Becky G!” Jean exclaimed, suddenly hearing the faint sound of “Shower” playing through the truck’s speakers.
“Shit!” Reiner exclaimed, turning red. He quickly rushed to move his hand off the steering wheel and change the song off his phone. Jean continued laughing, the sight of Reiner’s red face, embarrassment clear, only fueling his laughing fit.
“Shut up,” Reiner growled. “It’s a good song.” The thought of the huge guy jamming out to Becky G almost sent him into another fit, but Jean strained to hold it in. The ride remained silent for a few minutes when Reiner spoke again.
“If you ever mention that to anyone, I’ll run you over.” He murmured. Jean chuckled and turned to face Reiner only to see he was being serious, staring intently back at Jean. Jean shut his mouth, nodding.
A few moments after, almost subconsciously, Reiner began to whistle the tune. Jean couldn’t resist the laugh that escaped his throat, earning a dirty look from Reiner.
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. “Coming!” Y/N called, taking her apron off and rushing to the door. She opened the door, smiling.
She was met with Reiner’s face.
“Reiner?” She asked, somewhat in disbelief.
“Y/N, put the butterknife down,” Reiner put his hands up, backing up a few steps.
“What-“ Y/N remembered the butterknife in her hands, clenched tightly now between her knuckles. “Oh, sorry.” She went to put it in the kitchen. “Come in!” She called behind her.
Reiner cautiously stepped inside the dorm, eyeing his surroundings.
“Braun.” Ymir greeted, nodding at him.
“Hey!” Historia waved cheerily. Reiner sheepishly greeted them back.
“Ymir, Historia. Good to see you all again.” He managed to get out awkwardly. He tilted his head curiously, looking at Sasha snoozing on the couch. He gestured to Sasha questioningly at Ymir.
Ymir waved her hand dismissively. “She’ll wake up, just give her a minute.” As if in response, Sasha mumbled in her sleep.
“Um,” he scratched the back of his neck. “Jean’s on a phone call, but he’ll be here soon.”
Jean was on the phone with his mother, who called at that exact moment and decided it was a good time to scold him about not calling for a week and a half. Jean was pacing on the sidewalk, his hand in his hair.
“Oh, okay.” Y/N replied. “Um, so how have you been?” The tension in the air was thick, but since neither Y/N or Reiner were confrontational they didn’t know how to address the mood.
“Good, good.” Reiner nodded. “And you?”
Y/N nodded back. “Good, too.”
The room grew silent.
“I’m sorry, but did someone die?” Ymir blurted.
“Ymir!” Historia gasped, slapping her arm. Ymir removed her hand around Historia and sat forward, opening her hands in a What? gesture.
“Well, it feels like a funeral in here!” Ymir said defensively. “Y/N’s over here glaring at Reiner like he’s an enemy of the state.”
“I am not!” Y/N semi-shouted, her voice shrill. Sasha sat up on the couch.
“Can y’all shut up?” She snapped.
“No!” Ymir and Y/N shouted at her. Sasha groaned, throwing her hand over her forehead and falling back on the couch.
“Look, Y/N,” Reiner started awkwardly. “I don’t mean any harm, and I know it’s weird after everything with Porco... but I just wanted to say that I don’t agree with anything he did. And I wouldn’t have just shown up here if I knew it was your place.”
Y/N uncrossed her arms, trying to fix the visible displeasure in her face. She could not hide her emotions if her life depended on it. There was a few beats of silence before Y/N finally spoke.
“Reiner, I don’t hate you,” She said begrudgingly. “It’s not that, it’s just… You knew what Porco did and said behind my back and you just never told me. I always felt like his friends agreed with him that I was crazy or something.”
“No! Not at all,” Reiner reassured her. “To be honest, I didn’t really know what was going on in his life. I haven’t talked to him much since I left Marley. All I knew was that he was dating you. He just told me you broke up and that’s when he finally told me everything he did. I’m so sorry.” Reiner rambled.
Y/N sighed. “I mean, I’m not going to blame you. It was between Porco and I. But I guess that makes me feel better, like you didn’t betray me.” She chuckled awkwardly.
“No, I’d never stand for the stuff Porco did.” Reiner said.
“Did he cheat?” Sasha whispered to Historia. Historia shushed Sasha, swatting her.
“So we’re good?” Reiner asked. Y/N nodded.
“Sorry for the hostility, I just never expected you to be here.” Y/N admitted.
“No, I get it. But I wish Jean would’ve at least given me a headsup you were Sasha’s room mate.” Reiner muttered.
There was a knock on the door then. “Come in!” Y/N shouted. Jean walked in, peeking his head around the corner to where Y/N was standing in the kitchen with Reiner.
“Hey!” Jean said. He waved at Historia and Ymir. “So I assume you met Reiner?”
“Actually,” Y/N chuckled nervously. “We’ve known each other.”
“Oh!” Jean replied, eyes widening. “Even better! So he’s gonna help me move this thing.” He patted the couch Sasha was snoring on.
Y/N nodded, a tight lipped smile.
“Kirstein,” Ymir called. Jean glanced at her. “Long time no see.”
“Oh yeah! How have you been?” He asked Ymir. “And nice to see you too, Historia.”
Historia waved.
“I’ve been pretty good,” Ymir responded. “But I see you’re still late to everything.”
Jean blushed a deep red, running a hand through his hair. “Oh, yeah, I’m sorry. I got a phone call I had to take.” He looked at the floor, embarrassed. Ymir simply grunted.
“So do you want to start moving it?” Jean asked Reiner.
Reiner nodded, walking over to the couch. The men stared down at Sasha’s sleeping figure, unfazed by the commotion. “Do we wake her?” Reiner questioned.
Jean sighed, shoving Sasha. “Hey. Wake up. Wake up. Wake upppp,” He shook the side or her body with his palm.
Sasha groaned. “I’m not ready to say goodbye.” she grumbled sleepily.
“You and Ymir literally bullied me to get rid of it,” Y/N scoffed.
“I had forgotten how comfy it was!” Sasha protested, turning to the opposite side. “Five more minutes.” Y/N scoffed.
“Do you guys want a sandwich while we wait for Sleeping Beauty?” Y/N offered, tilting her head towards the kitchen with the butterknife.
“More like sleeping ugly.” Ymir snorted.
Y/N and Jean made eye contact.
“You get used to it..” Y/N mouthed. Jean nodded, agreeing.
“I heard that!” Sasha exclaimed to Ymir. “Just for that, I’m gonna fart in your bed.”
Reiner turned a deep red. For someone who liked to listen to 2014 pop, he was pretty bashful.
“I’ll take one, if it’s not too much of a bother,” Jean raised a finger, inquiring.
“No problem! Follow me. And you, Reiner?” Y/N walked back to the kitchen, opening the fridge, Jean a few steps behind her.
“I’ll take one too then, thank you.” Reiner accepted. Y/N nodded, bending over into Jean’s line of sight almost unassumingly. Jean’s eyes widened, before looking the other way, a faint blush appearing on his features. He didn’t want to get caught ogling the girl on their second meeting, possibly giving the impression he was a creep. But damn, was it hard. He felt someone staring at him, and when he focused he realized it was Historia, who was holding back a giggle. He got even more flustered, looking away from her too.
“Any specifics? Mayonnaise, mustard, ketchup? We have pickles and a wide variety of condiments and lunch meats.” Y/N listed.
“Y/N,” Ymir scolded. “Those lunch meats are for the fancy guests!”
Y/N shot her a glare. “Ignore Ymir, she’s just grumpy because she hasn’t been fed her daily sacrifice of small children.” Jean laughed a little too hard while Reiner chuckled. It was hard for Jean to focus when she smelled so good and was at a certain angle.
“Um, lies,” Ymir replied nonchalantly. “Children eating is at 12, it’s 4. That’s the senior citizen buffet.”
“Har, har.” Y/N rolled her eyes. “So what do you guys want?”
“Anything is fine, really,” Jean said, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Is ham and muenster cheese good?” Y/N asked, standing upright and grabbing the two containers.
“Monster cheese?” Reiner asked, puzzled.
“M-U-E-nster. It’s so good, try it!” Y/N began to assemble both boys their sandwiches. “I’m gonna give you the works! Lettuce, mayonnaise and tomatoes!”
“Is Y/N making sandwiches?” Sasha asked from the couch, eyes tightly shut.
“Yeah, but don’t get your hopes up. There’s no children flavor.” Ymir mocked.
Y/N flicked her off without turning back.
Sasha bolted off the couch. “Can you make me a sandwich, Y/N? Pleaseeee? Pretty please?” Sasha begged, appearing at Y/N’s side and slightly shoving Jean.
“Yeah, yeah. But I’m not cutting the pickles this time. That’s gross.”
Sasha hummed happily, going to the kitchen to hand Y/N her sandwich components.
“Why don’t you just make your own, Sasha?” Jean asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Because!” Sasha exclaimed defensively. “Y/N makes the best ones! They’re so good, and they aren’t lopsided and sloppy like Ymir’s.”
“You could always just starve.”Ymir suggested unhelpfully. She suddenly joined Historia in clapping her hands along to the Friends theme.
“But hello! Cheerio!” Ymir waved frantically to Jean and Reiner. “Don’t y’all got a couch to be moving?”
“Right,” Reiner agreed, walking over to the couch. “Jean, you take that side and we’ll lift it to my truck. Can someone open the door?”
“On it!” Sasha ran over to help.
Jean got on the other side of the couch, and on the count of three him and Reiner lifted it.
“See, that wasn’t so bad,” Ymir chided. “PIVOT! PIVOT!” she suddenly shrieked, causing Reiner to startle.
“Is she always like that?” He asked, wincing.
“Yes.” Everyone in the room agreed.
As Jean and Reiner moved the couch out of the dorm, Ymir sang the Friends theme song loud enough to be heard from the hallway. Historia harmonized with her happily, leaning into her chest.
Once Reiner and Jean safely secured the couch to Reiner’s truck bed, they returned to the dorm room.
“Yay! It’s gone!” Y/N clapped her hands enthusiastically. “Thanks guys, really.”
“Thank you,” Jean replied. “I really needed a couch.”
“And thank me,” Reiner teased. “For having a truck and upper body strength.”
Y/N laughed. “Here’s your sandwiches, courtesy of Chef Y/N.”
“Five stars!” Sasha banged her first on the table, chewing loudly.
“I put some chips on the side,” Y/N pointed to Jean’s plate. “It just adds that extra flavor.” She admitted almost shyly. Jean’s heart swelled. Why was she acting so.. adorable? There was just no other word for it. It wasn’t a big deal. His friends often acted adorable. Armin, Connie, even Sasha. Eren… On second thought, not Eren.
“Thanks! I love chips!” Jean said. Y/N laughed again, the corners of her eyes crinkling, shaking her head a bit. Even Reiner chuckled.
“Great commentary,” He said, patting Jean on the back with a large hand. “Thanks, Y/N.” He made his way to the couch, where Historia scooted to make room for him, smiling brightly.
“Don’t even try anything,” Ymir warned, holding up a finger to Reiner and giving him a death stare. Reiner shook his head, eyes widened in fear. Ymir borderline barked.
“You can sit!” Y/N motioned to the small breakfast table Sasha was devouring her sandwich at.
Jean quickly glanced at the table, then at Y/N leaning against the counter. “Nah, I’m good here.” He took a bite out of his sandwich.
“Ugh, that’s so barbaric,” Y/N scoffed. “Eating standing up.”
Jean nearly choked on the bite of sandwich. “Weren’t you just thanking me for buying your ugly couch?” He sassed.
Y/N rasied her eyebrows. “Um, you should be thanking me and my ugly couch for saving you from sitting on the floor. Why’d you even buy one if you just eat standing up? You animal.” Jean shook his head, trying to contain his smile.
“That’s rude.” He stated simply.
Y/N punched his shoulder jokingly. “You can handle it.”
Jean shrugged. “I don’t know. I might just cry myself to sleep every night. Who knows how long the guilt will eat you alive for.” He said in a fake menacing tone.
“Oooh, I’m terrified.” Y/N waved her hands.
“For good reason. I’d be a pretty annoying guilt trip.”
“I don’t doubt that.” Y/N agreed. His voice is so deep, Y/N thought.
Sasha stared at them blankly, head on her hand, mouth partially open.
“Uh…”
“Sasha,” Jean rolled his eyes. “Close your mouth, I can literally see the chips.”
Like a fish, Sasha’s mouth closed with a wet sound. She finished chomping and swallowed before getting up.
“You guys are weird.” She said, walking to the couch as well.
Jean and Y/N watched her go, attempting to fit on the medium sized sofa.
“I think we might need another couch.” Y/N commented, watching Sasha try to shove Reiner off her usual seating spot.
“No take backsies,” Jean smirked, looking at her.
“I sold it for a reason, whatever your last name is.” Y/N crossed her arms.
Jean guffawed. “Like you don’t know my last name.”
“I don’t! It’s pretentious.” Y/N insisted.
“Uh, huh.” Jean replied, not believing it, more so hoping it was just a joke. “It’s Kirstein.” He said instead, opting to not find out the hard way.
“I was right, it is pretentious. All fancy soundin’.” Y/N shuddered.
“It is not!” Jean argued.
“Whatever. Do you know mine?”
“Duh,” Jean mocked, staring at Y/N and placing his empty plate on the counter.
“Then what is it?” Y/N shot back, staring just as intently.
“It’s uh- It’s um,” Jean drew a blank. He stuttered, trying to recall the memory.
Y/N raised an eyebrow. “Uh huh.”
Jean waved his hand dismissively. “It’s probably just basic.”
“Sure, Kirstein,” Y/N dragged out the syllables. “It’s L/N, if you must know.”
“L/N.” Jean repeated. “Nice to meet you.” He stuck his hand out.
“You’re not gonna freeze up now?”
“Very funny. You totally froze up first.”
“You looked like a deer in headlights.”
Jean shook his head, checking his watch. It was 5:15. Connie would be home soon, hungry. “I should head out, I got a lot of stuff to do.”
“More interesting than couch transporting?” Y/N picked up Jean’s plate, moving it to the sink.
“If you can believe it, yeah.” Jean chuckled. “But hey, thank you. It was pretty good.”
“The sandwich or the couch?” Y/N teased.
“Both.”
“Probably the sandwich.” Y/N said.
“Probably.” Jean agreed. “You ready to go?” He asked Reiner. Reiner nodded, getting up from the couch. Sasha scrambled to her feet off the floor to take his spot.
“Bye, everyone,” Reiner waved. “Thanks for the food, Y/N.”
“You’re welcome! Hope you enjoyed it.” Y/N waved.
“And um,” He stepped closer to Y/N, lowering his voice. “I’m sorry about earlier. If you ever want to um, talk about it,” Reiner ran a hand through his hair. “Just text me.”
Y/N grew stiff. Plastering a fake smile on her face, she just nodded. “Thanks, Reiner. I’m okay though.”
Reiner nodded. “I’ll see you outside, I’m gonna start the truck.” Reiner told Jean. He walked out, keys jangling, and shut the door gently. Jean stared at Y/N quizzically. He decided it was best not to ask, not wanting to come off as nosy or creepy. But Y/N could tell he was curious. She figured Reiner would explain and grew flustered just thinking about the humiliation of Jean knowing what Reiner knew. She preferred to leave that to Reiner and Jean to talk about.
“So I’ll see you around?” Jean asked, making his way to the door. Before Y/N could respond, Historia piped up.
“Wait, Jean!” She walked over to the breakfast table, digging into her pink Coach shoulderbag. “Here!” She produced a small pink invite, extending it to Jean.
HISTORIA’S 21ST BDAY BASH <33
Jan. 15 @ 8 PM @ Reiss Estate
2000’s THEMED
wear ur best y2k attire!
can’t w8 to see u there ;)
<3
Jean raised an eyebrow, flipping the card to the back. It was a pic of Historia as a kid, wearing a hot pink feather boa with a pink plastic cellphone against her ear. She looked more or less the same, only more subtler. The girl did like pink.
“You should totally come! Connie’s also invited, and Eren is coming with Mikasa! It’ll be so fun, I hope to see you there.”
“Thanks!” Jean replied, glancing at Y/N. “I’ll be there. Bye guys!” A chorus of “bye!”s ensued. He stepped out the door. 
Outside the dorm, he let out a sigh of relief. Historia’s birthday bash. Another opportunity to see Y/N.
Inside the dorm, Ymir glared at Historia. “Why’d you invite him, babe?” She whined, pouting like a child.
“Many reasons,” Historia began, walking over and sitting on her lap. “One, to spite you. Two, he’s nice! Three, I can’t invite all of his friends and not him. That’s rude. And four, for Y/N.” Sasha and Ymir looked at Y/N.
Y/N’s mouth dropped. “Um, what? I didn’t say anything!”
“Oh, please,” Ymir rolled her eyes in disbelief. “We all saw you canoodling.”
“No, we weren’t.” Y/N grumbled, washing the dishes.”
Historia giggled. “It’s okay, Y/N. You can just talk to Jean at my party.”
Y/N shrugged. “Maybe.”
Pulling out her phone, Y/N found herself re-reading her and Jean’s messages. Not really knowing why, she decided to save his contact.
Just incase, Y/N thought.
Later that night, Y/N’s phone dinged.
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a/n: hey guys!! i’m sorry for the late update but I made this chapter extra long to make up for it :D so i saw this post and it was like “fanfic authors be going thru the most traumatic shit and then come back like nothing happened with a 6k word count chapter” and LET ME TELL YOU, that is my life. Rn nothing traumatic is happening but man it’s like this fic WANTS to be delayed lol. So i broke my thumbnail and i could NOT type for a few days without excruciating pain!! then i was busy into the night time which is my usual writing time. now i am sick with a fever, sore throat and a stuffy nose!! but i’m here, hopefully i won’t be sick for my graduation lol cus then i won’t be able to go. i hope y’all enjoyed this and ahh i felt so bad being mean to reiner but i feel like this was necessary for the porco plot to develop haha. also this is not proofread it’s 2am and i literally suck at writing first meetings/conversations. can you tell this was rushed lmaoooo. there was a lot more i was going to say but i forgot omfg so tune in to the next chapter!! love you all xx
btw i literally do not know how to do that “keep reading” tab thing where it cuts off your writing so it isn’t one big post so can someone please teach me :)
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troubatrain · 3 years
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runaway - n. patrick
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a/n: happy sunday here’s som midday filth i wrote today? i think i might make this a little series (where all the fics sort of connect) but i have decided yet so tell me if you want more! big shoutout to @hookingminor​ for letting me dump ideas in her DMs. Also tagging @texanstarslove​ for encouraging me to expand on this blurb i wrote yesterday! hope you guys like it :)
warning : smut - it’s literally just smut
part two
You were running away if you could even count making a grand escape from Boston to Philadelphia to your brother’s place. You had submitted your final paper in your dorm at Boston College, packing your bags and loading your car in what should have been the direction home. Instead, while you were packing your ex had posted a picture with his new girlfriend, and you felt like an idiot. You couldn’t believe it, gossiping to your friends that you’d slept with him a week ago and you were so sure you were getting back together. Now, you were just heartbroken and when you needed an escape - there was always Kevin.
So you drove in the direction of Philly, calling your big brother on the way down to tell him you were on your way. Kevin was in California, but told you to come regardless, worried about his little sister. You drove in silence, your mind racing for hours, finally pulling in front of Kevin’s building a little after nine. Philly was cold, but nothing compared to the cold December temperatures you were used to. You let yourself into his place, grateful for the key you kept the last time you came for a visit. The place was dark, and you stepped into the kitchen in search of any food.
“Hey Boston.”
You jump, letting out a small yelp and almost falling to the floor. You turn around to meet Nolan’s eyes, a smirk on his face while he stifles a laugh. You huff, crossing your arms and raising your eyebrows at him, “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“I live here, what the fuck are you doing here?” Nolan scoffs, looking at you like you’d completely lose your mind. Nolan wouldn’t have told another soul, but he was happy to see you. Kevin would murder him if he ever let it slip, but Nolan wanted to do absolutely filthy things to you. So Nolan settled on teasing you, because if you thought he didn’t like you then he wouldn’t have to cross that line.
“If you really must know, I didn’t want to go home and tell my parents all about my ex boyfriend’s new girlfriend,” You mutter, holding in your tears because Nolan didn’t need to see you cry. You were almost sure he hated you, and you didn’t know why. Nolan was pretty nice to everyone, especially when your family came into town. Kevin loved him, and constantly bragged about his roommate, but Nolan gave you shit all the time.
Nolan let out a deep breath, processing your words and the tears that were threatening to spill from your eyes and he wanted to fix it. He wanted to throw his arms around you, and hold you until it all felt okay but that was a slippery slope for Nolan, “Go put your stuff in the guest room, I’ll get us something to eat.”
You emerged a little while later, your hair wet from a warm shower and an oversized t-shirt hanging from your frame, covering the shorts you had on. You pad into the living room, sitting on the opposite side of the couch as Nolan, tucking your knees into your chest. You looked frail like someone had taken your already broken heart and snapped it again.
“Pizza should be here soon,” Nolan whispers, looking over at you with sad eyes. He looked warm, a hoodie covering his hair that was longer since the last time you saw him, “You-”
“Want to smoke?” You both let out the question at the same time, laughing when you realized what you did. That was the one thing you and Nolan seemed to bond about, smoking with Kevin was awful because his voice seemed to echo afterwards and it was too much for the both of you. Nolan got up, disappearing for a second and reappearing with a joint already rolled in his hand.
“All you Boston,” Nolan drops them in your hands, and you roll your eyes that his dumb nickname for you. You put the joint between your lips, sparking the end and letting the smoke slip through your lips.
“Shut up baby cat,” You tease, coughing from the smoke and smirking at Nolan. Nolan takes the joint from your hand, taking a hit and letting the smoke fall from his lips.
“You don’t get to call me that,” Nolan teases, a hazy smile on his face when he looks over at you, “Feeling any better?”
“I will be when-” You go to tell him that when the pizza was here everything would be fine, and as if you were magic the doorbell buzzed to let you know your delivery was here. You make a surprised face, looking at Nolan to see if he was nearly as excited as you were, but he was just laughing at your face.
You devoured the pizza, the both of curing your munchies and settling on whatever garbage reality show was on at the time. It was a comfortable silence inching over closer and closer to Nolan as time went on, before you knew it, you were practically curled into his side. You were busy on your phone, instagram stalking your ex’s new girlfriend to compare every part of you to her.
Nolan looked down at you, furrowing his eyebrows until he figured out what you were doing. Your head was against his shoulder while you looked at who he assumed was your ex’s new girl. He sighs, taking your phone out of your hand and tossing it on the other side of the couch.
“Nolan what the fuck was that for?” You ask, raising your voice and giving Nolan a look.
“Stop comparing yourself to that girl,” Nolan huffs, his voice deep from exhaustion while he stares at you. He thinks for a moment, carefully mulling over his next words because he had one chance not to fuck this up, “You’re fucking perfect.”
“Yeah okay,” You snort, rolling your eyes and sitting up next to Nolan, “Don’t even look at me and tell if you had a choice you wouldn’t choose her.”
Your voice was shaking, and you didn’t know what answer you were expecting, Nolan was only nice to you because you were Kevin’s sister. There wasn’t any other reason Nolan Patrick would give you the time of day. Nolan's eyes were staring into yours and he rubbed a hand over his jaw while he thought. His lips pressed against your jaw pressing feather light kisses against your skin while Nolan mumbled.
I’d choose you anyday.
You’re so beautiful baby.
Only you.
His lips were ghosting over yours, your eyes closed, just waiting for him to finally close the gap between the two of you, “Kiss me Nolan.”
Nolan’s lips on yours was pure ecstasy, like every part of your body was on fire. Nolan pulled onto his lap and you straddle his hips, grinding down on him while letting out a whimper when his hand smacked your ass lightly. Nolan’s lips were on your neck, leaving a mark you know you were going to have to cover later, “Y/N-”
Nolan’s voice was deep, and your name falling from his lips instead of that stupid nickname was enough to make you wet. Your hands found the ends of Nolan’s hair, tugging on him slightly causing him to groan underneath you. Nolan pulls away, looking up at you with swollen lips, and you’d never looked better. His hands were under your shirt, your skin soft under his calloused fingertips and legs wrapped around his waist while he grew hard underneath you. He slipped a hand into your shorts, ghosting over your core with his fingers.
“Please,” You plead, pressing a kiss against Nolan’s jaw. You needed a release, someone to make you feel special even if you never spoke of this again. Nolan was a hockey player and you’d been around enough to know how easy it would be for this to be a one and done thing, “I’ll be a good girl.”
That was all it took for Nolan to slip his finger under your panties and rub a circle over your clit. You roll your hips in his, desperate for any sort of friction, “Mmm I thought you were going to be good? You’ve got to be patient princess.”
You nod, pouting and looking at Nolan who was smirking at you. He grabs your thighs, standing up and carrying you into his bedroom. You fell back on the mattress, grabbing Nolan’s neck and pulling his lips back onto yours. He slipped your panties and shorts off one swift motion, leaving them to be forgotten about. You pulled of your shirt, and Nolan stops, his eyes wandering down your body, “Nol-”
“This is better than I imagined, god you’re perfect,” Nolan hums, his hands slowly moving down your body. He finally hooks your legs over his broad shoulders, pressing a kiss to your thigh, “You’re sure about this?”
“Nolan your head is between my thighs I think I’m sure,” You tease, kicking him in the back lightly. Nolan nods, flicking your clit with his tongue, pulling a moan from your body. It was everything he ever wanted to hear. His grip on your thighs tightened, his nails digging into your skin while he teased your entrance, “Nolan, fuck-”
Nolan’s lips wrap around your clit, slipping in a finger and curling it to hit your g-spot. Your hips lifted off the mattress, grinding against Nolan’s lips while he fingered you. You were close, curses and moans leaving your mouth because there were no other thoughts running through your head other than how good Nolan was making you feel.
“I know your close baby, c’mon,” Nolan growls against your pussy, sending you over the edge. You let you a yelp, your orgasm overcoming you while Nolan fingered you through your high. You ran your hands through his hair while you caught your breath, Nolan pressing kisses into your thighs. He didn’t give you much downtime, grabbing a condom from his bedside drawer and kicking off his sweats. You played with your clit, watching Nolan roll the condom over his cock and your pussy dripped in anticipation.
“I want to cum to all over your cock,” You whimper, Nolan finally sliding inside of you. He was big and the feeling was sensational. He pressed a kiss to your cheek, snapping his hips into you while you screamed underneath him, “Harder.”
Nolan was in euphoria, his name was leaving your lips like a prayer, begging him to absolutely ruin you. This was Nolan’s dirtiest fantasy, from the moment Kevin introduced him to his little sister with a threat for Nolan to keep his grimy little hands off of you. His hands were all over you now, gripping your hips while he fucked you, sure to leave bruises in his wake. Nolan’s hand ghosted over your neck, and you let out a deep breath at the contact, “Can I?”
“Fuck, yes,” You nod, letting Nolan’s large hand wrap around your throat. His was using you for leverage, fucking you into his mattress while you let out moans underneath him, “Fuck I’m close-”
“Be a good girl and cum for me,” Nolan spat, teeth grazing your jaw while he watched you fall apart underneath him. He let go of the grip on your throat, giving you no time to rest before his strokes got faster. He needed to chase his high, spilling into the condom while you shook from the aftershocks of your own. Nolan stayed inside you for a minute, his head in your neck while you watched the sweat that was glistening on his forehead. You ran a finger through his hair, wondering what the fallout from this was going to be.
“That was,” Nolan stops, muttering against your skin because he was speechless. The wasn’t just good, it was mind blowing, and the temptation to do it again might be a problem for him, “That was fucking incredible Boston.”
“Sure was,” You breathe out, picking Nolan’s head up and pressing your lips to his. You made out lazily for a while, basking in the post sex glow before you knew you were going to have to kick Nolan out. Kevin would be back in the morning, and if he caught you in bed with his teammate Nolan wouldn’t live to see another day.
“We should do this again sometime?” Nolan asks, watching you collect your clothes from his room. He wanted you to stay, sleeping under his arm in his bed where you should have, but he knew he was playing with fire. You look at him, a smirk on your face and a blush on your cheeks.
“You just might get lucky twice Nolan.”
And Nolan hoped he would...
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llemonteaa · 3 years
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Your daily dose of angst
No one deserves to be second best. That’s something you learnt the hard way.
Pairings: Oikawa x f!reader & Iwaizumi x f!reader 
WC: 1,769
Warnings: swearing, angst (with a little dose of fluff at the end :)  
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You always wondered, even to this day, why Oikawa had chosen you in the first place. When asked what his ideal type was, Oikawa would laugh and say, “Someone who makes me look greater than I already am of course,” Cue Iwaizumi smacking him in the head.
“Mean Iwa-Chan! Fine, my ideal type would preferably be someone with fair hair, an adorable smile and a lovely ass to rest my head on. Oh, and she must also love milkbread.”
None of those boxes would be ticked for you unfortunately. Your hair was jet black and curtained part of your face, which only added to your supposedly mean aura. Your resting face was somewhat frightening and your smile could be described as Kageyama’s Cheshire Cat grin. Not to mention your ass was almost as non existent as Oikawa’s (oops), and you much preferred pork buns to milkbread. 
Yet despite that, Oikawa had asked you out one humid Friday afternoon, exactly 7 months ago today. But you realised, maybe a bit too late, that a lot can happen in 7 months.
Oikawa of course, was infamous for having fangirls practically glued to his hip wherever he went. And dating you didn’t change that in the slightest. In fact, his fangirls, especially one in particular, seemed to go up and above their way to spend time with your boyfriend, even when you were inevitably stood by his side. 
“As I was saying-” you began.
“Oikawa! I was just hoping to bump into you!” someone swatted you aside, your vision now platinum curls.
Reni. She practically threw herself onto Oikawa, bending over slightly so that he’s have a clear view of the lace panties underneath her unbelieveably short skirt. 
“Oh hey Reni. What’s up?” Your boyfriend turned to face who you called his number one, entirely devoted, fangirl.
“So, about our History project, would it be too much trouble to ask for some help? I’ve been racking my brains trying to figure it all out, even sacrificing much required beauty sleep, but I’m still yet to make any progress. And seeing how you are quite the History whizz...”
“Of course Reni, you’re the first person who’s complimented me on my brains. When would you like to meet up?” It was almost a joke how YOUR boyfriend seemed to be spending more time with a girl who had nothing but the audacity, than his s/o herself. And History whizz your ass, everyone including Iwaizumi, who had overheard that particular part of the conversation as he passed and scoffed, knew that it would be a miracle if the teacher graded him on History at all. 
“If you could, now would be a great time.” Reni fluttered her eyelashes which reminded you of rather hairy caterpillars. 
“Well I’m not doing anything as of now, apart from talking to y/n, but I’m sure she wouldn’t mind. Right y/n?” Both pairs of eyes seemed to acknowledge you for the first time. You, the girlfriend, but at the same time you the thirdwheel, apparently. 
“Well in fact I do mind but...” you hadn’t even managed to get out before Reni used her large boobs to push you out of the way.
“You see Oikawa, y/n doesn’t mind at all. So come on now, my books are in my dorm.” 
And with that, she grabbed your boyfriend’s arm and dragged him down the hall in the direction of the girl’s dorms, Oikawa throwing a sheepish glance over his shoulder.
“We’ll resume our conversation in a bit y/n~” 
Yeah right. You’d probably forget what you were even talking to him about by the time he came back from the spawn of Satan’s hellhole. 
In the weeks that followed, you found every minute of your time alone with Oikawa accompanied by Reni. No matter where or what you were doing with your boyfriend, she always seemed to find an excuse to but it. And Oikawa was nevertheless, just as oblivious to Reni’s attempts to jump in his pants as he was to your blatant annoyance.
“But y/n you have to understand. Reni hurt her ankle yesterday during her cheerleading practise and being the kind friend I am, I had to help her make her way around school.” Your boyfriend attempted to reason with you, after you had pulled him behind the school gym where he was moments from entering. This was partially because you had desperately needed to confront him about how much time he seemed to be unnecessarily spending with Reni and also in an attempt to prevent the devil herself from seeking you guys, Oikawa specifically, out.
“No, I don’t have to understand. Reni dropped the sprained ankle act the moment she thought my back was turned. God you can be so blind sometimes.” You rubbed your eyes tiredly.
“y/n, now you’re just being unreasonable. You know I only ever spend time with Reni when she’s in need of my help. I’m simply doing what any decent friend would do.”
“Except she needs your help all the goddamn time. You could ask anyone, anyone, and they’ll tell you how Reni’s been crushing on you since way before we got together.”
“Yes, I know that, but she’s stopped liking me since I asked you out. y/n what’s so hard for you to understand?”
“Everything Oikawa, everything is so hard to understand. And yet I think you’re the one who doesn’t understand the most. Reni doesn’t ever need your help, she just wants it. And she wants it to the point where she’s willing to make up any crappy excuse to get alone with you. I’m starting to think you guys are the ones dating and I’m just the ‘friend’.”
“y/n you know that’s not true...”
“Do I know that? Do I? Because if I did, then I wouldn’t constantly need to be fighting for your attention knowing it’s always going to be a losing battle. Your there for Reni more than you’re there for me, and we’re the ones in a relationship. I’m not stopping you from seeing Reni because that would just be wrong on my behalf, but at least put some effort in Oikawa.”
“Put some effort in? Oh you must be fucking kidding me. You should be grateful I even asked you out in the first place instead of telling me to put some effort in. The difference between you and Reni is that she’s not a jealous and clingy bitch who can’t even handle her own partner from seeing his friends without kicking up a fight. I could easily dump you anyday y/n and yet I haven’t, so how about you put some effort in and stop being so fucking controlling.”
It seemed as if everything came to a standstill the moment those venomous words left his mouth. It made your eyes water and your heart clench, every syllable of ‘jealous’, every syllable of  ‘controlling’, stabbed your heart to the point you wondered if you’d ever be able to piece it back together. 
Yet through the darkness a tiny flicker of light fought its way through. And that tiny flicker of light is what reminded you that not a single bit of this stupid argument was your fault. Blinking a few times, you forced yourself to bite back your tears that threatened to tumble, before clenching your fists to the point your knuckles turned white, and glowered up at your soon to be ex boyfriend. 
“I lowered my fucking standards for you Tooru. Lowered my fucking standards to be with someone who only sees me as second best. Who’d rather let some  bitch with a skirt shorter than your hindsight to drag you around like a doll with no brains. All this time I could’ve been with someone who wouldn’t let their ‘friend’ control every minute of their life and completely disregard the fact that they were taken. Well lucky for you Tooru, Reni’s all yours now. She’s won, that bitch with the cockroach eyelashes has won. So now you can get the fuck out of my way because we’re over.” 
And with that you shoved your way past your ex, stuffing your hands into the pockets of your blazer, your hair framing your face now slick with fresh tears. 
It was his loss after all. His loss that he wasn’t able to decipher friendliness from flirtiness. Or maybe he didn’t want to. Maybe Oikawa knew ignoring his relationship status to spend time with someone who was quite blatantly ready to jump into his pants at any given opportunity was wrong. Maybe Oikawa knew he’d have you forever, he’d have you to come back to when everyone else left him for the same reason his last girlfriend did. Except this time he was wrong. He didn’t have you forever. And it was all his fault. 
Deep down he knew you had every right to shove past him, he knew you had every right to be furious with him, yet admitting that would’ve been the last thing he’d do. So instead Oikawa just scoffed before heading in the opposite direction that you had disappeared in, and into the gym. Completely oblivious to the fact that his best friend had just heard the entire event go down. 
2 months later
You giggled as you let your boyfriend Iwaizumi drag you along the school halls. Similar to how you used to watch her do to him. Except in this point in time, you could honestly care less about_ them._ Now you had found yourself a perfect boyfriend who saw you as nothing but the best. He’d see through any girl’s lame attempts to buy themselves alone time with him and would certainly cherish every moment spent together. Hajime knew just how easy it was to let someone slip through your fingers when you took advantage of them just being there, after seeing the exact situation enravel in front of his best friend only a couple months ago. 
“Babe are you even listening to me?” 
God was her voice annoying. 
“Babe.”
Oikawa sighed before finally glancing down at the girl who spent every second possible hanging off him like the school tie he wore. 
“Hm Reni.” He zoned out the moment she began rambling on about God knows what. Probably something to do with how he seemed to have gained more fangirls or whatever. But he didn’t care. The only thing he cared about was you. You, who was currently skipping along with his best friend, happier than you’d ever been with him. You who was never like this. Never like Reni who was jealous, clingy and so fucking controlling. 
Oh.
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a/n: We all know that both Oikawa and Iwaizumi would be the best boyfriends ever despite Oikawa being a piece of shit in this.😌 
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seungmvnnie · 3 years
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Slytherin! Reader x Slytherin!Donghyuck
word count; 1.7k word
warnings; suggestive kissing, female reader, bullet point au, friends to lovers, not very good but i’m sorry i tried :( friends to lovers is not my forte but give me enemies to lovers anYDAY
Donghyuck had been one of your best friends since first year
He had sat next to you during your first banquet after you were sorted into Slytherin and from sheer, ‘we’re both new, help,’ panic, you ended up talking to each other, with no one else to talk to
you were both very chatty, you had discovered, and you were glad you had found the one person in Slytherin who seemed to have the same energy as you
you thought maybe your conversations with him had been a one off experience 
but the next day you had discovered he had stood at the bottom of the stairs of the girls dormitory waiting to walk to breakfast with you
he was incredibly nice to you at first, but began showing his true colors 3 weeks into the year, and sometimes you wished he didn’t because lord knows that boy was annoying
he loved annoying you to no end
you would have never guessed that the boy you sat next to on the first day would turn out to be such a little shit
It was kind of you and Donghyuck against the world until your third year when he made friends with his roommate Jaemin, and then Chenle, Jisung, Mark, Renjun and Jeno
You didn’t really know them very well, but because of your friendship with Donghyuck you would hang out with them from time to time
the only one you were really friendly with was Jaemin and that was because you were both on the Slytherin quidditch team
you didn’t really start to see Donghyuck as anything more than an annoying brother until your final year at Hogwarts
you hadn’t seen him all summer so when he entered the compartment you and Jaemin had found together with the rest of his friend group, he seemed different 
or more you seemed to feel differently about him
he looked different - he had always worn his hair in what you eloquently described as, ‘a lego hair look’ but now his hair was parted and styled perfectly
on top on that he seemed to have dressed differently - his previous jumpers and jeans had been swapped for a t-shirt, jeans and leather jacket
furthermore he appeared more mature, and while previously, you had to admit he was good-looking, this was different
it was like he had grown up over summer
you were a little bit,,, taken aback to say the least
by taken aback I mean Jaemin had to push your mouth closed and mumble, “Stop eye-fucking him perv.”
Despite this new attractive maturity you saw in him, you had quickly realized he was pretty much the same personality wise
considering the fact the first thing he did was poke you in the side, causing you to cry out and squirm away from him
but the way he laughed and let his hand linger on your waist was no longer a simple token of friendship that you would shrug off in joke annoyance after he tickled you or poked you
now it sent jolts of electricity throughout your body
which caused you to jumped out of his grip causing him and his friends to stop and look at you concerned
“Sorry, I have a bruise there,” you had covered up, rubbing your side to mimic pain
“Oh, sorry.” Donghyuck had apologized, before returning back to his conversation with Chenle
You had thought you had gotten away with it until you made eye contact with Jaemin, who had the ghost of a smile on his face as he glanced between you and Donghyuck
stupid ass jaemin and his sixth sense
You watched him on the train ride to school, hating the way your stomach flipped when he smiled or looked at you
and so you came to the conclusion
you fancied your best friend
that shouldn’t be allowed
it felt as if you were breaking the law or something
so much so, that for the entirety of the first day you did not make eye contact with him
you lay in bed that night, thinking about the situation you found yourself in
it was just a phase
it was only a phase brought on by his new look and outfit and tomorrow, he would be standing by the staircase of the girls dorm in his uniform waiting to walk with you to breakfast and the stupid butterflies that wouldn’t leave you alone would dissipate when you saw his stupid and ugly face
the next morning, you were running late
which meant you had precariously balanced your bag on your shoulder and your books were clutched in your arms as you ran downstairs, scrambling to cram them into your bag, when you missed and dropped your bag, the loud thud echoing through the stairwell
today was not your day
you had just bent down to pick up the book, when there was a loud wailing sound and the steps melted into a smooth, stone slide, causing you to slide down to the bottom, clashing into another body that lay crumpled at the end of the stairs
upon closer inspection, the body who’s limbs had entangled with yours was Donghyuck
you shot away from him
“What the hell were you doing!” you had cried out
he groaned as he sat up, stretching out
“I heard a noise so I wanted to check if you were okay.” he explained
the butterflies in your stomach ached, but you couldn’t show that, of course
“The stairs turn into a slide if a boy tries to go up it, dumbass.”
“Funnily enough, I noticed.” He looked at you and stood up, offering his hand to you
“I was just worried about you. I care about you.”
oh
you thought that your newfound feelings were entirely because of his new look, but looking at him now, you felt as if maybe you had always felt this for him but hadn’t realized it
“You’re my best friend, you know.”
And there it was, the barrier that would forever be between you and Donghyuck
your friendship
you were just best friends, he saw you like how he saw the boys, nothing more, nothing less
but you couldn’t deny the way your heart ached for him now, a feeling that you had never experienced before
and it was a feeling you decided you weren’t allowed to experience anymore
and so, you spent months, attempting to distance yourself from him as much as possible
never anything huge, you didn’t want to cause a fight and have the reason for your distance to come out
by march, you had successfully managed to pretty much stop talking to him, although you hadn’t manage to avoid the residual tension which remained between you two as ex-best friends, particularly in the classes you sat beside each other in
it wasn’t until the last quidditch match of the year, that the situation came to a climax
As the team captain in his last year, Jeno was itching to win the quidditch cup for Gryffindor
the Slytherin team had been defeated by Hufflepuff a few months earlier which had completely knocked you out of the running for the cup, (much to yours and Jaemin’s annoyance) so you were rooting for Gryffindor to win
the Hufflepuff team captain was ruthless, and if you had to be honest, had crazy sexual tension with Jeno but anyways
miraculously, Jeno pulled through last minute and caught the snitch
in true Gryffindor fashion, they had to throw the craziest party of the year, with crazy amounts of fire whiskey and dancing, and due to your association with Jeno, you, Jaemin and Hyuck were invited
You were a little tipsy, but Hyuck had been steadily drinking the second the party had started
which is how he gained the courage to march up to you and demand answers
“Why aren’t we friends anymore?” he questioned, his words clear enough but slurring every now and then. he had to shout to be heard over the pulsating music
“I- I don’t know. I guess we grew apart?”
“Yes you do! You’ve been blowing me off since September and I want to know why! I ask Jaemin about it and he said you had a reason, but it was stupid so we didn’t just, ‘grow apart,’” he ranted, and your eyes softened as you could see how upset he was getting
“It’s because I’m in love with you, Hyuck.” You revealed, the alcohol loosening your tongue, speaking as quietly as the music allowed you to
“Okay, and? I’ve been in love with you since first year, give me a better reason.”
you nearly choked on you drink as you stared at him with wide eyes
“Hyuck.”
“What?”
“Kiss me.”
He didn’t have to be told twice, dropping the plastic cup he clutched onto the table next to him, he grabbed your waist, pulling your body towards him and crushed his lips to yours
you wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing back as enthusiastically, only breaking apart as the room filled with wolf whistles and cheering
“ABOUT TIME.” Jaemin shouted from across the room
“OH GO SCREW A SNITCH, FUCKER.” you shouted back, arms still firmly wrapped around Donghyuck’s neck as he hid your head in your shoulder
the transition from friends to relationship was a difficult one for you two
mostly the transitioning how you acted around each other
you could go on dates and make out, but the biggest issue was getting used to not going,
“shut up, ugly.” or, “fuck off, dicko.”
in fact, neither of you realized that’s an inappropriate way to be in a relationship with someone until Chenle said,
“I thought you two were dating?”
you tried the whole, ‘speaking kindly,’ to each other for a while, but you realize that just isn’t you
you both know you’re in love with in each other so if you want to affectionately call Donghyuck a wanker, you could
Donghyuck was almost inappropriate with the insane amount of PDA
the only reason people realized that you had transitioned from best friends to relationship was the fact that he would kiss you anywhere, anytime
he tried to go for in once in your transfiguration class, but he soon regretted it 
you both spent most of your time in the Slytherin common room, despite the stereotypical, ‘uncosy,’ décor 
nothing was better than wearing Hyuck’s t-shirt and a pair of pajama shorts and cuddling on the couch in the common room
overall you both still bicker with each other all the time and while you love that about your relationship, your favorite moments were those stolen sweet moments in front of the fire in the common room, curled up into Hyuck’s side and having him mumble, ‘I love you,’ in your ear.
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karasunology · 4 years
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⸙ ˚₊ ➷ THE MIYA TWINS & BOKUTO KOUTARO AS YOUR OLDER BROTHERS ! ❞
╰─ ─ ゚headcanons of the best twins & ace of my heart being your older brothers.
✐ . . . BIG BROTHER HEADCANONS.
[ OIKAWA TOORU & KAGEYAMA TOBIO VERSION. ] [ SUNA RINTAROU & KITA SHINSUKE VERSION. ]
-ˏˋ ➶ character(s) ━ bokuto koutaro, miya atsumu & miya osamu <3
[ trigger warnings ━ slight manga spoilers !! ]
-ˏˋ ✉️ REQUESTS ARE ALWAYS OPEN.
⇣ please read the RULES before requesting.
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MIYA TWINS.
➜ oh my goodness, i pray so hard and dearly for your parents because y'all are WILD WILD
➜ when you guys were young, you know those videos of twins confusing their baby on who's their parent??
➜ yeah THESE TWO TRIED IT WITH YOU
➜ it was probably atsumu's dumb idea
➜ he watched it a few days ago in youtube
➜ so he suggested it to osamu which begrudgingly accepted, curious on how you would react
“ c'mon, come to big brother 'samu ”
➜ atsumu says as he stretches his arms out to you while you're oblivious poor innocent ass was doing the grabby hands to him
➜ ngl you looked so cute he felt a little guilty for what's to come
➜ while osamu sits next to him with a monotonous expression
“ no, i'm big brother 'samu ”
➜ your head spun to his direction
➜ and you're just like 👁👄👁
➜ while switching left and right in confusion as you dropped your arms down so fucking fast LMAO
➜ while atsumu was trying so hard, really he promised he won't laugh so soon, that osamu keeps pestering him to shut his bitch as up
➜ until the faintest of sobs were heard, forcing their mini argument to a halt
“ will you stay quiet ─ ”
“ ─ oh no no no, please don't cry ”
➜ osamu is in distraught because he actually doesn't know how to take care of a child crying
➜ while astumu is trying to carry you
“ hngg i ─ hic ─ want big brother 'samu ─ hic ! ”
➜ bitch almost wanted to drop you right then and there honestly
➜ he's like ??? DOES THIS BITCH EVEN KNOW I EXIST EYE??
➜ and when osamu heard you calling out to him, something in him snapped
“ i knew this was a bad idea ─ ”
➜ as he shoved atsumu off of you, hugging you as he tries to coo you, whispering “ shh . . don't ya worry, yer big brother 'samu is here ”
➜ this MANS OHMYGOD
➜ your cries seemed to have ceased as atsumu is standing there like ??
➜ i'm thEIR BROTHER TOO !!
➜ bb boy held a grudge on you for a few weeks ngl
➜ but then you grew up and now you know that you actually have two (2) big bro 'samu
➜ but more annoying & bitchy
➜ you're their favourite victim to bully
➜ well, atsumu
➜ but they won't let their teasing lead to you crying because they actually can't stand the sight of their younger sibling crying
➜ contrary to popular belief, when you realized there was another big bro 'samu, you were now attached to atsumu while he's similing smugly and triumphly at osamu
➜ atsumu would 100% be very competitive for your attention though he makes you hate him whenever he bullies you
➜ but we all know osamu hates losing
➜ so there was definitely a time of your life that their fighting over who was the best big brother
➜ ugh y'all cute cute
➜ while you're helping osamu around the kitchen, atsumu would just watch from the side lines because the kitchen is kinda yours and osamu's thing
➜ though while in his earlier years, he'd get upset because he wants you to hang out with him too :(
➜ while you have the cooking thing with osamu, you have the baking thing with atsumu
➜ shh hear me out
➜ osamu is actually not good at baking shit
➜ the first time he attempted baking was when you joined a baking club & now you're obsessed with making cupcakes and all that good good
➜ and he wanted to also try and back
➜ and how and what did he do to make your cupcakes look like dog shit was beyond you
➜ and while smelling something burning, atsumu ran to the kitchen and after realizing what osamu did
➜ he'd try and make your next batch of cupcakes presentable
➜ because he's?? actually?? good at it??
➜ and now you guys have your baking sessions and brother 'tsumu bonding time
➜ but even though you guys have other things with the other person, you guys LOVED doing chores together
➜ like, your guys' mom would make the boys clean the bathroom and before you knew it, LIKE YOU WENT THERE JUST TO TALK TO THEM WHILE THEY CLEAN, you find yourself cleaning the toilet necause atsumu ain't doing that shit
➜ washing dishes?? that as well
➜ you and atsumu would be the ones washing while osmu would do the drying
➜ 11/10 of the time would leave you guys a damped mess
➜ while cleaning the kitchen, i absoloutely headcanon, like STRONGLY
➜ that you guys would just talk either about random shit, talk shit about someone honestly, or quote reality tv shows
➜ like one thing you would be sweeping the kitchen floor,  and while sweeping, you accidentally hit the trash bin hard that the contents flew out of it as it fell down the floor
➜ and atsumu's like : “ pooja what is this behaviour?? ”
➜ then something clicked in you that made you remember that one show bigg boss something
➜ and you'd be like : “ i'm sorry i kicked it ny mistake ”
➜ osamu would roll his eyes before joining you two :  “ you can't kick it by mistake ”
➜ “ then pick it up if it bothers you ”
➜ ugh y'all aRE ICONS
➜ y'all would be at the pool and atsumu would shout “ oh no my diamond earing is gone ”
➜ and osamu would reply “ kim, there's people that are dying. ”
➜ you'll be their biggest fan in the court
➜ whenever they play with you on the sidelines something in them just snapped and they'll be scoring points by points in a row
➜ they lowkey love to show off
➜ if you're a girl, every fangirl of they have would be wary of you at first, but then realized that you were just their little sister
➜ and to their bisexual fans, they would ngl have a huge ass crush on you too
➜ and if you're a boy as well, oH MY GOD WOULD THEY HAVE FALLEN AMD CAN'T GET UP
➜ LIKE BITCH THE MIYA GENES ARE THRIVING IN THE THREE OF YOU
➜ you bet they'd be throwing hands if someone decided to break your heart
➜ though, osamu would be the more rational one
➜ if they ever meet your s/o, atsumu would want to rile them up while osamu is just being calm but the scarier one of the two?? but he knows you don't need any protecting because you know how to do it yourself & you don't have any need for that
➜ 12/10 would recommend as brothers
➜ in conclusion, you guys may not always get along, but you know damn well they care about you and would apologize right away if they did something too far. and you guys are such good sibling goals😤
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BOKUTO KOUTARO.
➜ definitely know how to deal with his emo mode
➜ since you guys grew up together
➜ and sadly, you didn't have an akaashi to help you out with it while you were young
➜ like he'd be the older brother but you would probably be the more mature one
➜ but while you guys were young, he was your knight & shinning armor
➜ like when you scraped your knee while trying to catch him, he'll do a 180° and bitch has never ran faster to you than that time
➜ & if you were crying because of it, he'll make stupid jokes but it'll always make you forget about the pain in your knee
➜ and it's one of those times that you could really see that he was actually older than you
➜ then he'll piggyback you back to your house
➜ homeboy be reliable even while he was young wow
➜ and even 'till now
➜ if you ever got sick or injured
➜ or god forbid, HEARBROKEN by someone
➜ a bitch will throw hands
➜ but before that he'll make you laugh & do his best to take your mind off whatever is causing you to hurt
➜ ngl you would always look up to him, even if he may seem childish
➜ he'll hang out with you the rest of the day, he doesn't care if it's a school day, he'll drag akaashi with him
➜ my boy here GIVES THE BEST ADVICES
➜ though he may reword them differently, but his advices never seemed to fail you
➜ fights don't usually happen, and if they do they're probably serious
➜ he's the type of brother that lets you sneak out the house
➜ he'll usually back you up in everything
➜ and this bitch would take the fall for your faults
➜ ugh WE STAN
➜ but also if you sneak out the house to your significant other, bb boy has to know their number, address, occupation etc.
➜ because he ain't having a broken hearted sibling
➜ and he just wants the best for you
➜ and in the future, though he may be busy with being a professional volleyball player;
➜ he'll always have time for you
➜ he'll cLEAR OUT HIS SCHEDULE JUST FOR YOU
➜ you're that urgent to him
➜ your his first best friend before volleyball
➜ speaking of volleyball, if you aren't found in the stands in his matches ─ he'll go TO EMO MODE Y'ALL
➜ because you're usually always there in his games and it makes him give all his 120%
➜ since he's usually busy, he'll ALWAYS have those covey sisters movie nights
➜ if ykyk
➜ he's a sucker for family bonding time ogey
➜ the type to binge watch all the hsm movies & know all the lyrics to all the songs
➜ the type to defend sharpay with all his might
➜ and you guessed it right
➜ sharpay is his favourite character
➜ no one tell me otherwise
➜ THE TYPE TO DUET SONGS WITH YOU
➜ HIS FAVOURITE?
➜ EVERY SHARPAY & RYAN SONGS
➜ HE'LL BE SHARPAY AND YOU'LL BE RYAN
➜ AND THAT'S ON BOP TO THE TOP
➜ hates horror movies
➜ so if you ever watch it with him, he won't leave your side for the rest of the night & will have a sleepover on the living room
➜ f o r t s
➜ loves doing ridiculous challanges
➜ your phone would be BOMBARDED with crackhead videos of him
➜ probably broke a bone or two ngl
➜ 100/10 would recommend as a brother
➜ in conclusion, he may not always be there, and would be a bit childish & needy at times; but you know that he would step up as a big brother for you ANYDAY, ANYNIGHT, ANYTIME. because how could he want the best for you when he's not being his best on his part?
-ˏˋ playing soleil's tape ˊˎ-
[ 📼 ] . . . tumblr won't let this post show on the tags now i have to repost them all over again phew chile. watch me throw hands😤
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ugh-tsumu · 3 years
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Conyo | Kuroo filo!smau
-> Being a freelance photographer is tough. So when Y/N's cousin, Kenma, gave her an offer to be the lead photographer for a friend's wedding, she did not turn it down. What she didn't know, though, is that she will be working with Kuroo Tetsuro - her jejemon ex-suitor. But Kuroo is anything but that! Why? Because he is so conyo na ngayon.
009. Meeting + written text
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"Hey, kanina ka pa?" Y/N asked which made Kuroo jump from his seat.
But he was able to regain composure, "No, I just came in actually."
Y/N chuckled as she was about to lean in Kuroo's face, "Buti naman- ay joke."
Na-realize na ng gaga na pabeso na sana siya kay Kuroo HAHAHAHAHA
WHAT'S FUNNY IS, KUROO WAS SOMEHOW EXPECTING IT, TOO? Like, he slightly raised his face to help Y/N? Wala lang. Cute.
Y/N's cheeks are warm as she awkwardly coughed while sitting, "Sorry," she apologized.
Kuroo's grin dissolved before coughing as well, "G lang." Of course 'di siya hahalikan ni Y/N. He's not Fukunaga naman.
"So," Y/N smiled, "Have you ordered-"
"あなたもビデオ撮影を担当していますよね?"
Napanganga si Y/N. Ha?
"Uh, what?"
"¿Tiene una tripulación con la que pueda contactar? O podemos buscar fotógrafos independientes aquí para trabajar con usted."
Parang tanga si Y/N na nakatitig lang kay Kuroo habang minumura siya in different language.
"O mahimo ka nga magtrabaho sa video nga mag-inusara-"
"Ah, Kuroo!" Y/N cut Kuroo off, "Kuroo, sorry, pero 'di kita maintindihan. Pwede Tagalog?"
Kuroo blinked as if he's trying to study Y/N's face. Namula ang gaga. Harot.
"Oh, you don't g it pala?" Kuroo finally realized, "Sorry. I thought kasi aakalain mo na naman na I am jejemon."
Y/N's jaw dropped. Hindi makapaniwala sa sinabi ni Kuroo. Anong...anong nakain nito?
"But anyways!" Kuroo snapped, as if hindi niya nakikitang Y/N is in a state of shock, "I was just asking if you can work on the shoots alone or do you need a crew?"
Y/N blinked multiple times as she processed what the paking shet just happened, "Alone."
"That's terrific!" Kuroo beamed, "Now, for the setting and theme..."
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"I guess that's it?" Kuroo sipped on his Cinnamon Dolce Latte (hinanap ko to sa Google, Ito ang pinakasosyal pakinggan), "Public library, museum, and coffee shop ang setting."
Y/N couldn't even speak, nawirduhan pa rin sa pa-instant Google translate ni Kuroo kanina.
"I guess, this meeting is finished?" Kuroo looked up at Y/N, "And we can make shooting na as soon as possible, right? Like, bukas?"
"Ah, oo" ._.
"Perfect!" Kuroo stood up from his seat as he scooped his blazer. But before he could even excuse himself or what, Y/N held him on his forearm.
"Ah, Kuroo!" Y/N accidentally exclaimed. Namula siya nang nilingon siya ni Kuroo.
"Yes, Y/N?" Kalmadong sabi ni Kuroo.
IT'S A PRANK. KINAKABAHAN NA SIYA DEEP INSIDE AT MEDYO NAGWA-WILD DIN KASI PUTRAGIS, BR0, Y/N IS HOLDING HIM-
"I was hoping we can meet again?" Tanong ni Y/N, "Anyday this week!"
"For...another meeting?"
"Ah, hindi," binitawan na ni Y/N si Kuroo sa braso. Gagu, wag mo ko bitiwaaaaan, "Usap-usap lang. Alam mo na, catching up. It's been years na rin since we last talked."
🥺🥺🥺 <- Kuroo
Ay shet, galit nga pala tayo kay Y/N.
Kuroo flashed an arrogant look, "I'm not sigurado with that, Y/N. Deins ako sureball for my sched this week, eh."
Napatango si Y/N, "Ah...wala bang kahit isang araw diyan?"
Kuroo clicked his tongue, "I think alaws, eh," galing magsinungaling.
Y/N nodded disappointedly. K. Sayang.
"Plus, we'll meet naman during shoots," sinusuot na ngayon ni Kuroo ang blazer niya, "Let's keep things between us professional nalang Y/N."
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Masterlist
A/N: GOOGLE TRANSLATE LANG PO IYANG CEBUANO, JAPANESE, AND SPANISH. Malay ko kung tama yan.
Also, yes Mami buhay pa to
Taglist. @mirakeul @kirakirasaku @saturnkei @attheia @ntimacy @tsukkinginamo @hoeevern @aozorasannn @tanakasimpcorner @a-nonnie-mousse
Gen. Taglist. @gayerthanthee
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urfavchatnoirsimp · 3 years
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The Littlest of Things
Part: 2
Summary: Marinette Dupain-Cheng’s life gets thrown off-course when she discovers the secret of a lifetime. Will her attention to detail be her downfall? Or will her perception of even the littlest of things spark new things in her chaotic life?
<<Previous
“What do you mean, I’m grounded again?” Marinette huffed, plopping on the couch.
“You’re starting to become late and miss classes again dear!” Her mom reminded her.
“Until you can prove you can stay on your A-game, you’re grounded, with the exception of class of course.” Marinette’s dad put his hand on her shoulder. “This isn’t like you honey, we know you can do better.”
“It’s for your own good,” her mom said, remorse in her eyes.
“Whatever,” Marinette grumbled, making her way to her room, only to toss herself onto her bed.
This was the worst thing that could happen to her! Just when she was starting to be more confident with Adrien, she had to mess it up with her superhero duties!
“It’s not that bad Mari! You still get to be Ladybug, and you can see your friends at school!” Tikki said, soaring out of Marinette’s purse.
“It’s not that...it’s just, I’m never going to be able to stop being late! I have all these responsibilities, and saving Paris is a bigger deal than making it to chemistry on time, right?”
“Right. Besides, you can’t tell anyone you’re Ladybug, so it’s not like your teacher understands!”
“Understands...You’re a genius Tikki! I need advice from someone who understands!” Marinette ran off downstairs.
“Mom, dad, I’m tired from all that studying last night, so I’m going to doze off a bit, okay? Can you guys leave me be so I can get a good nap?”
“Of course dear! Sleep well!” Her mom gave her a heart-warming smile, which triggered a pang of guilt in her chest.
“So what’s going on? Why are we going to bed so early?” Tikki hung in the air, her expression one of confusion.
“We aren’t. Tikki, spots on!”
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“Hey Bugaboo, what was the urgent call about? Another one of your buds been akumatized?” Chat Noir leaned against his pole, his suit and hair gleaming in the light of the golden sun.
“No, I just wanted to talk.” His expression softened at Marinette’s words, and he placed a hand on her waist, pulling him towards her. The placement of his hand felt oddly familiar, but she had other things to worry about, like the reason she called Chat in the first place.
“Come with me, M’lady, and I’ll take you to my favorite spot in all of Paris!” Chat offered her his hand, and this time Marinette took it without a second thought.
They flew around Paris, Chat giving her a tour of all the places that were “important” to them, such as: “Look, Ladybug! That’s where you first defeated Stoneheart!” or, “Hey, remember, that’s where you threw an ice cream cone on my head!”
Chat Noir finally reached his destination, setting Marinette down on a familiar balcony.
“Is this-?”
“It sure is. I’m surprised you recognized it without the roses and candles. It’s where I confessed my love to you, which you’re welcome to return anyday now!”
“Very sweet of you kitty, but you know how it is. I’m in love with another boy, and I already told you I don’t want to lead either of you on.”
“Could you at least tell me his name?”
“So you can murder him in your sleep? I think not!” Chat Noir laughed, making Marinette’s heart swell. No matter how much she loved Adrien, there was something about Chat Noir that made her feel pure bliss.
“What is it you wanted to talk about, M’lady?”
“How do you do it?”
“Do what?”
“Handle all your responsibilities? I keep messing up my schedule whenever an akuma shows up, and now it’s affecting my entire life. I don’t know what to do.”
“I’m not sure I’m one to help you, I have a pretty tight schedule in my civilian life, but somehow it never gets in the way of anything? Maybe some of your luck is rubbing off on me?”
“Oh. I just thought maybe you understood, because no one else could.” A tear slipped down Marinette’s mask, and Chat Noir was quick to wipe it away.
“It’s okay to feel like this Bugaboo, and I do understand. I’m always here for you, no matter how desperate it is. If you just need some cheering up or if you just need someone to be there, you can count on me.” Chat Noir opened his arms to her, and Marinette appreciatively snuggled into them.
She felt his heart beating rapidly against his chest, but she felt something else too. A soft purr was rumbling in his lungs, and Marinette laughed when she looked up at his sheepish face.
“You’re good company, you know that, right?” Marinette whispered, making his purr intensify. Chat Noir pulled her face up to his, still holding her tightly. He leaned in, pressing his forehead to hers.
“I know,” he whispered back, leaning in a bit more, but only to have his lips touch the softness of her cheek, less than an inch away from her lips.
Why did he make her feel like this? She didn’t know what it was, but something about him just made her heart become overflowed with emotions. It was like how she felt with Adrien, if Adrien was... a cat?
The duo sat together for a while, both lost in their own thoughts. The sun had started to set by the time Marinette realized she had to go home before her parents got suspicious.
“Thank you, Chat Noir, I needed this. Well, I guess I needed you.”
“I’m always here for you M’lady,” Chat Noir smiled sweetly, and the sight made Marinette’s heart melt. Like everything else about him, it seemed familiar. But she could never recall where the familiarity was from. Even if it was right in front of her.
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The next week, Marinette made sure to make it to every single one of her classes not only on time, but early as well. This surprised the majority of her friends, and her teachers as well. It had paid off though, because her parents officially un-grounded her that Friday, leaving Marinette to automatically make plans with Alya.
“Of course! We need to catch up on a whole week of drama, since your parents wouldn’t let you out!” Alya said excitedly over the phone.
“Okay, me and you, tonight, sleepover at my house?”
Alya paused for a moment. “Tonight? I kinda had plans with Nino...wait! I’ll call you back soon, alright?”
“Okay?” Alya hung up on her, leaving Marinette alone and confused.
A tapping noise averted her attention from her phone, and she cautiously opened the door to the rooftop to see who it was.
“Marinette!”
“Ch-Chat Noir?”
“In the flesh! Or, should I say, in the fur?!”
“What are you doing here-” Marinette’s phone buzzed, and at the same time, so did Chat’s catphone. She didn’t think anything of it, and turned her ringer off.
“I came to see you of course!”
“You- you came to see...me?”
“Well I was strolling around on patrol, and all of a sudden I got a craving for macaroons! And I know that you make the best in the city, so...what do you got for me?”
How did he know that she made macaroons? Unless...he knew her in real life? Her mind was spinning, but she managed to shake it off.
“What’s your favorite flavor? We have a wide variety down in the bakery!”
“Hmm, chocolate is good, but strawberry is purrfect, but- oh! Do you happen to have any passion-fruit flavored?”
She glanced down to her desk, where Adrien’s special macaroon was hiden. She could always make more, right?
Marinette handed the passionfruit treat to Chat.
“Try this, it’s something special I cooked up.”
He obeyed, and when he took a bite, his features softened.
“You’re amazing, you know that, right?” Marinette blushed at his words, and even at the way he stuffed the rest of the delicacy into his mouth.
“This is the best thing I’ve ever put in my mouth, okay? I need like, a thousand orders of these!”
“I’ll need your address for that, which means you’ll have to reveal your identity to me!”
Chat Noir seemed to think about it for a minute. Then he grinned.
“Sounds like a fair deal!”
“Wait no! I was joking!” Marinette covered her eyes with her hands, thinking Chat would actually do it.
A soft pair of hands met hers, pulling them away from her eyes. She slowly opens her eyes, preparing herself to see his identity. Standing there, was the smirking face of...Chat Noir.
“Stop messing with me like that! I thought you were actually going to do it!”
“Please, though you do make the best macaroons in Paris, I only want one person to know who I am!”
“Let me guess...you?”
“Hmmm, make it two then. Me and Ladybug!”
“Oh right, you love her.”
“I sure do. But, I don’t know if she’ll ever love me back. It sure doesn’t seem like it.”
“Why’s that?” Marinette felt a twinge uncomfortable, knowing she was tricking Chat Noir into telling his feelings about her...to her.
“She says there’s this other guy. I’m glad she’s not leading me on but...”
“But you wish that she was all yours?”
“Does that sound cocky?”
“No, I think it sounds like someone who’s desperately in love.”
Chat Noir sat patiently on the railing of Marinette’s balcony as she gathered a travel bag of treats for him. She wasn’t even sure why she was doing it. Maybe she felt guilty? Knowing that she was breaking his heart?
As she tied the bag shut, she grabbed another passionfruit macaroon for him, just because. She could always make more for Adrien.
“Thank you Marinette! These look cat-solutley delicious!”
“If you make another cat pun, I’m going take it back and kick you out!”
“Feisty!”
“Go away you mangy cat!”
And he did, only after winking at her. Marinette pulled her phone out of her pocket to read the text she had missed earlier.
“Hey girl, I found a solution to our problem!” Alya had texted. What problem? She sighed and kept reading.
“Turns out Nino made plans with Adrien today too, but since neither of us wanted to cancel, we managed to convince Adrien’s dad to have a sleepover with all four of us at your house!”
Marinette quickly scrambled to reply.
“Are you insane? Adrien? In my room? Sleeping in the same space as me? I’m gonna faint!”
She didn’t even have enough time to prepare, because a knock at the door and a yell from her mother signaled it all.
Marinette looked around her room, at all the photos of Adrien, and all the hearts plastered around them.
She needed to clean.
A/N
Chapter two is OUT! What will happen when Marinette and Adrien are asleep in the same room? And will Marinette finally let the cat out of the bag? What will she do about Chat Noir?
Love you all,
~S :)
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hi! delivering this ask for a friend! (: I heard you like angst, so.. how would Lucifer (or all of the brothers, if you'd like!) act when MC says something like "What will you do when I die?" It might be angstier if the conversation takes place while they're already in a relationship
Everyone knew humans were mortal. It hadn't been a fact that bothered you too much before. But now, with the newly found love for a demon you can't help but wonder...
"What will you do when I die?"
Lucifer
He prided himself in being calm and able to answer anything but even he couldn't keep the shocked expression that found its way on his face and quickly morphed into one of hurt. Lucifer thought he heard you wrong at first and asked you to say it again. Unfortunately, he his hearing had been correct the first time.
He froze in his spot. He thought about it a few times but hearing you ask broke something in him.
Lucifer was painfully reminded that you could easily die anyday, even tomorrow. As much as he hated the idea he couldn't help it. He tried to prevent it. Even went to Diavolo ans almost begged for him to find some way, any way of making you immortal. But there was nothing. A human will be a human for the rest of its life. That meant he was going to lose you one day. And he won't ever get you back. And Lucifer knows he'll never find anyone quite like you.
Mammon
"No"
He denies it. He won't lose you, he can't. You care about him, right? You love him too, right? So you can't leave him. It's illegal, it's impossible. YOU CAN'T.
He cried. As much as he wanted to keep the bad boy façade he couldn't do it. Not now. So Mammon ran into your arms, ready to be told it was just a joke. His heart hoped so bad for the slightest chance of you pushing him away. Call him a baby, make fun of him, anything. Just please don't say you're going to leave now or ever.
He won't leave your side for the rest of the exchange program. Mammon is suddently aware of every demon looking at you, ready to protect you in case anyone had any funny ideas. He wanted to go to the human world with you after you finished your year. It was safer for you, you wouldn't encounter death at every step. But even so, his heart is never the same. An wound that will never heal sits there now. And it will only get worse as you age.
Leviathan
He wasn't paying attention to you when you had said it. So naturally he replied "lol nice", too distracted by a video game to pay attention. You honestly should have expected that.
But the moment he processed your question he yelled at the tops of his lungs.
"WHAT?!''
Levi was devastated. He tried to brush it off at first. "I don't care about a human normie" but when he saw the damage his words did Levi immediately apologised. The question made him think a lot, for a long time. What WAS he gonna do? He didn't have a life outside of his room! He didn't want one. He had you.
From then on he requested, albeit shyly, that you move in with him in his room. He couldn't stand to have you gone for more than 5 minutes. He even quit online classes in favour of going to R.A.D. But other that obsessing over you, he had no idea what to do with hinself. You were going to leave him soon. And he didn't know how to cope with the idea.
Satan
All the dramas in the Three Celestial Realms couldn't have prepared him for anything close to this. He felt angry.
But at who, Satan had no clue. At himself for falling in love with a human? At you for asking such a thing? Or maybe at the world for being unfair? He was hurting and had no idea that a simple question was going to ignite such feelings.
So he shuts himself in his room for a few days. A week almost. There HAS to be book about this. And he was going to find it. But even with relentless searching Satan couldn't find anything. He felt like he was going insane. What now?! He can't just watch you die slowly. Satan felt like he was going mad slowly.
When you enter his room one morning to bring him breakfast you find him, sobbing loudly on the floor. It was a scary sight, as he was so composed usually.
He couldn't do it. Satan couldn't find a "cure" for you. So now he has to live with the painful reality that one day you weren't going to be there anymore.
Asmodeus
He dropped the bottle of nail polish when he heard it. At first Asmo tries to play it off as a joke, expecting a "haha don't worry i'm kidding" so he laughed nervously.
"Haha nice joke, my love. I didn't think you were in the mood for such cruel pranks~"
His brothers get extremely worried after a few days. Asmo hasn't been partying, or even that cheerful anymore. He did everything with you. From facemasks to massages to hot baths, that you could both enjoy.
The truth was that that questioned woke him up. Asmo knew he was going to lose you, he always knew that, but hearing his most treasured think that he'd be able to function without them was just not right. You are everything to Asmo and he'd be damned if he wasn't going to make you enjoy every second you have on this earth. Even if just seeing you became a painful reminder for him.
He won't ever tell his brothers nor you but he secretly tried spells on you, to make you live longer. You can't break his heart like that after all, can you?
Beelzebub
As always, he was eating when you dropped the bomb. Beel choked on his food. It felt like you slashed his chest wide open. Losing someone was a sensitive topic for him. He had already lost so many people, he'd break if you were gone too.
Beel lost his appetite that day, he barely ate. Instead he held your hand every single moment. Sometimes a few tears would slip and you'd hug him closely, trying to comfort him. He loved you so so much, more than anyone else in this world, why would you leave him?
He requested the silliest things but you knew the root of it all. Fear. So you accepted when Beel asked if he could hold your hand while you shower. He promised to turn away but he didn't want to be apart from you.
Going to R.A.D was hard now. He'd spend hours without you and sometimes when you took a little too long to get ready and find him he panicked. What if someone had killed you? Beel became sensitive to every small change on you. Maybe a new mole, new wrinkle, anything, was enough to stir panic inside him.
He was scared, but most importantly scarred.
Belphegor
He tried to convince himself so hard he hated humans. So what if you die someday? You're just another human. He could find another, right?
Wrong. He couldn't. Belphie hated himself for caring this much. But imagining a life where he doesn't get your warn cuddles, or to see your sleepy morning face was just torture. How was he going to nap without his trusty loving pillow?
He couldn't sleep for a while. Head clouded with thoughts of varying degrees, but most importantly with your fragile human body. He could kill you, right then and there. Anyone could and you wouldn't stand a chance. Seeing you so helpless against your own human fate was the straw that broke the camel's back.
To you it didn't seem like he gave the question a second thought. But he did. Belphie cried almodt every night after you fell asleep. He even refused to let you sleep anywhere else other than with him.
He was paranoid when you slept too soundly, too.
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