#taking my power back

[celestial-choc0late]

“Eww. So you’re that new pussy he been talking about?? lol I’ll give him to you once I’m done. Gladly, sweetie💜”

A subliminal potion for Black girls

#my potion #I’m good with me #pussy wet #kali #Flo Milo #hyunjin #subliminal #taking my power back #I’m a hottie #you lucky I gave you a chance #you don’t never wanna lose me #lose me #Black girl magic #black girl kpop #never let a man have you cryn #Youtube #I’m just having fun

[barnes-bestgirl]

I had a dream that Ike and I like, not ran away together but he finally gave in to me and we were making out and I could feel his lips in my dream and his hands.

And like, I know everyone in my life is like you need to be over this person and if you say you never will you’re setting yourself up for disappointment.

And I’m like, I think I just need to let it be because that dream didn’t make me happy or unhappy. It was just nice and realistic.

There’s a me and a him out there in the multiverse of infinite possiblity who are happy and in love and I know that. I’d love it to be this version of us, but I know that everything works out for highest good and I don’t need him to be happy.

#thoughts #taking my power back

[ironcherryblossomphilosopher]

she'd loved him, lived for him, pleased him in every way she could find. She loved him with all she was and had worshipped the ground he walked on. She built him up, he tore her down. She almost wrote into their vows, with my body I thee worship and the pastor struck it down. But that was how she'd felt. She'd thought he was wonderful. That he loved her and adored her, but time proved that he was only interested in building himself, unfaithfully lusting after every woman while she was pregnant with their children instead of loving on her beautiful belly and the lives they were creating. He was cruel, rigid, and nothing like her romantic heart but only for short times when he'd act nice because she threatened to leave when she found out. And instead of realizing how deep a wound he'd caused, he kept on pushing... threatening her if she stepped out of line according to his command, sacrificing her body at his hands that were so unloving.

#healing #wholeness #freedom #wisdom #visualization #poetry #abstract #abandoned #abuse #sociopath #liar #therapy #taking my power back

[outofmyheartandintoyourlungs]

December 25 2022

Sometimes vowels and consonants fall out of my mind

To finally give form to the words that my heart is bleeding

Sometimes all at once, sometimes in pieces over several days

It all starts with an idea

Some ideas are left unfinished

But that’s because I’m healing

My clarity has yet to meet its destination

#leo thames #leothames #iamleothames #ogleothames #young poets #taking my power back #poetsandwriters #poetic #poet #poem #poetry #healing #i wrote this #writing #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #spilled words #poems and poetry #sad poem #poetryportal #poeticstories #women writers #female writers #poems on tumblr #spilled poem #poetry portal #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #writerblr #writersociety

[savemeordont]

The difference between you and me is what we were made of and it is so striking to me now, just as the difference between blood and rose water.

I grew up out of an infertile muddy soil, the weather being rarely kind to my roots. But I was no pretty flower, but a spiked one, ready to fight any danger for a drop of water. I strengthened every fibre, as well as any nurturing thought I had inside-cause altogether I was still like any other plant, having a hunger for blooming, for peace and beauty. So I bloomed after all those years and it wasn’t neither beautiful, neither ugly. It was a powerful sight and if anything power draws you in without even trying. Every little bud I shaped had in it all of my hope, all of my dreams and my fiercely passion.

You grew up with doting gardeners, never questioning why you got it all. Being brought up so beautifully has its own cost, as you become spoiled. You feel entitled to have everything, even though you didn’t put any hard work into it. You shed no tears, but you are such a kind and cruel little one. You meet other plants, you’re all smiles, you swiftly befriend them. You do not understand these new ‘friends’, these new toys, as you walk on them to achieve a new silly dream of yours. You do not understand that their façade is a hard one, not as frivolous as yours. And as you mock their dreams, all while seeming so innocently naive, it takes you by surprise how that mesmerising strange plant isn’t as superficial as you or how she doesn’t trust your manipulative words. It has power and oh it is cultivated out of years of struggle and you can not even grasp the idea of it. Cause you and I are not made of the same soil and you don’t seem to understand that so now I set my boundaries even higher and I send you to walk around with silly smiles and colourful petals somewhere else.

#inner peace #inner child #inner thoughts #mental health #poetry #fuck fake friends #fake smile #entitled people #strength #power #taking my power back

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #talia al ghul #batfamily #dc robin #nightwing #anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther #like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it #they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc #but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself #anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did #it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios #also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul #you will always be famous to me #son of the demon origin...bwahhh #anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic #but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up #so go look at that as well #anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy #i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!) #so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!) #when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself #it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on #I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue #i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :] #idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups #so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat #(it's me they should hire me. please DC i have ideas listen to my red hood pitch PLEASE-)

[novelconcepts]

The defintion of hell is knowing a show is incredibly well-received in its first season, but if people don’t become machines churning out tweets, content, and rewatching 24/7, there’s no likelihood it’ll get a chance to tell its whole story. This shit is madness. Shows in different genres shouldn’t have to pit-battle for dominance. First seasons are MEANT to be baselines establishing worlds and characters, not complete storylines. The idea that this golden age of television has turned into “get it done in one or get out” is revolting.

#the sandman #paper girls #some of the hot takes on Twitter are breaking me #‘why don’t we know the whole story? it’s bad writing if you don’t have a complete story in the first season’ girl WHAT since WHEN #how many excellent shows were weak as fuck in S1?? and here we’re getting shows with incredible first seasons fighting for their lives #like fuckin Christ dude the idea of long form storytelling is allowing your story time and space to spread out #otherwise we would only make movies #i am so sick of this edge of my seat fear that any new show I fall in love with will get axed because the higher powers don’t care about art #this has to be a bubble right? this has to pop at some point and go back to shows valued on what they are #and don’t even get me started on creators having to beg for good reviews to balance out review-bombing from shitheads #if every one star review is clearly bigoted from the comments? why is anyone taking them into account?? #why is there no way to manage this shit aside from creators being like ‘please help us”’

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Good Morning, World.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #'Good Morning World' because to wwx the jiang household is what grounds him. It is his burrow and blanket. #The familiar soup and banter is his home. The familiar arguments and tension are also his home. #Notice how quickly he throws LWJ to the side once he has JC back in reach! 'He was so boring; I wish *you* were there!' #WWX is very quick to constantly remind himself that he fits within a very specific power structure and role. #He pushes boundaries but almost always only the boundaries that he knows he can push against. #Sitting here now and realizing that if WWX did take life more seriously and act more diligent he would totally usurp JC. #Because the contrast with Them (tm) is wwx is the one that gets in trouble and JC is the one that sticks to the rules. #That responsible appearance especially in contrast is the thin line that holds JC's self-esteem together. #And lets be fully honest. From JC's perspective the last week was also extremely intense and stressful. #It truly was a feat to travel so far so fast despite also being exhausted. Never knowing if it is all in vain. #JC said with his actions 'I would move mountains for you and dig through stone with my bare hands if it meant reaching you.' #and WWX said '[read]' #It's about wwx chronically asking 'why would someone care for me? I'm always tool to be used' than accepting that people love him.

[magpie-trinkets]

continuing that "maya tries to contact claire" post, i present you the post-Spirit of Justice follow-up

#post that caters to ME specifically #let me first tag #ghost trick spoilers #lost future spoilers #now that that's out of the way. you know who's on that suitcase ;) #also claire is fucked up by time travel shenanigans so it's possible let's just say #also ghost powers grow and change with time sooooo. let's play with canon #layton “i have a dead girlfriend” and yomiel “i had a dead girlfriend” bisexuals #also yes the whole gang traveled to london they're just strolling around #maya had unfinished business and now that she's more powerful she's BACK #this would take place 7-or-so years after lost future/plvspw so layton is in his mid-forties here. i had to look it so correct me if im not #also yes this is a crossover AU i have rotating in my mind i love the source material and layton's and claire whole thing no shade to that #powerful narrative that made me cry #but with aa and gt magic fuckery we have the technology #also about the jail bit. that's a fic i am writing (one sentence every month) #ghost trick #professor layton #ace attorney #my art #ms paint #GOD. that wall of text is surely something

[suntails]

dance of dreams

#THEYRE SPINNIIIING THEYRE TWIIIIIRLING JUST LIKE IM TWIRLIIIING MY HAAAAAIR blink blink blink blink. hi :3 #im not taking back the :3 its how i feel dammit. its REAL RAW EMOTION u gotta accept it. en ee wayz #so 7.3 eng drop huh. yea so um. i . so u remember how the initial drop made me go insano mode and i drew 5 pieces in 4 days? #so it wasnt done. the second drop gave me one more to draw. its the THEM chapters its mals rage when hes like 'YOURE AWAKE??' #the TENSION!!! the DRAMA!!!! oh i am SICK my heart SKIPS!!! the two guys with dream powers fighting ougughh made just for me #made in a LAB for miss cartoons!!!!!! made in a lab for ME!!!!! silver's eye is a lil bit open if u look close. mal will find out soon #IM SICK SICK SICK SICK AND TWISTED MY BRAIN IS RATTLING LIKE A JUNKER CAR U BOUGHT AT 16 FOR 400 BUCKS #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #malleus draconia #the overblot fit still sucks to draw but goddammit ill do what i must. also yippee i dont hafta tag spoilers for once FGHJD #suntails

[leafsfromthevine]

the boys are fighting (together. homoerotically, even).

#your power duo could never #talented brilliant incredible amazing showstopping #my content has been sparce. i was starved and in dire need of new zukka gif #just the inspiration i needed tbh #ive been very busy just like. planning stuff for my graduation. tis been so exciting but its getting so real and consuming my mind. #i need to take a step back and think abt ✨️them✨️ to ease my brain. it just be going 90 miles a minute man but when i see zukka we full sto #we take a moment to rejoice #i stare at zukka and it shockingly makes me feel more normal and collected than i would be otherwise #anyways. blahblahblah #zukka #zukka gif #atla gif

[elitadream]

What if this was Luigi's fight all along?

#Alternatively: what if Luigi finally snapped? #And what if he had the chance to save and protect Mario? #He would take it in a heartbeat. Danger and anxiety be damned. #There's nothing he wouldn't do for his big brother #Including facing his single greatest fear #And Mario knows this #bless them both #Also when I said I was going to bring my Bowser back as himself... This was the piece I was talking about! #I've had this scene in mind for a whole year omg #But could never seem to find a good opportunity to finish it #The recent talk about Luigi for the body swap concept was just what I needed #And now I finally get to share it with you all! #Luigi #Bowser #Mario #Fire Flower #power-up #angst #drama #fight #family #bravery #heroism #Super Mario Bros #fanart

[ironcherryblossomphilosopher]

She'd choose herself, claim her power back, rise from the ashes. Stronger and better for all life's lashes. Empowered and bold, not cowered over. Head held high, scepter in her own hand this time.

#healing #wholeness #wisdom #visualization #poetry #magick #empoweredwomenempowerwomen #empowerment #out of the ashes #taking my power back #no one's fool #power #poets on tumblr #becoming #strength #poetsandwriters

[outofmyheartandintoyourlungs]

All I feel is rage. I think back on everything, re-read so much, and I never wanted to think I was a victim of abuse. But honestly, I am, as hard as that is to admit. It was never a punch, but a constant fucking blow to the chest because of actions, words. I always thought that people knew when they were being emotionally abusive to someone. I’ve learned that’s not the case. It fucking changes you. I am the same, but I feel different, I feel weathered. I only knew of gaslighting in theory, from my education. It’s completely different when you’re in the thick of it. I question why I was smart enough to recognize what the hell was happening, but why the fuck was I dumb enough to fucking stay.

#leo thames #leothames #leothamesisangry #is this gaslighting? #gaslit #gaslighting myself #victims #im different #it’s your fault #emotional abuse #abuse recovery #taking my power back #fuck you #i’m angry #relationships #diaryposting #anger #sadness #breakup #breaking up #spilled feelings #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity #writerscorner #spilled writing #iwrotethis

[ninjasmudge]

req for @shadowgamerhalo! mei and mks tackle hugs are not only fun, they can also be used as a battle attack.

+ plus a little doodle bc the amount of actual hugs in the comic is lacking

#did this one by amount of time for the £ again so the comics not nearly as polished but i needed to make the joke #+lil extra hug bc it also didnt take me that long n together they took me around the same amount of time as a shorter more polished comic #but i actually couldnt think of a joke that i could tell in less panels than this so KDDBSMSNSMDDN #ANYWAY HOPE YOU LIKE #TACKLE HUGS FR THESE TWO ARE SO POWERFUL SWK PROBABLY HAS TO STEP BACK #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk #lmk mei #long xiaojiao #qi xiaotian #lmk mk #lmk jin #lmk yin #jin and yin #my art #reqs #mk art #mk

[jays-bookmarks]

Relief (Blade x gn!reader)

@genshin-obsessed so I heard u like Blade 👀

Summary: After being cursed with immortality by the Abundance, you joined the Stellaron Hunters as a doctor. Today, your most stubborn patient finally comes to you for help. Words: 835 Warnings: reader is implied to be shorter than Blade & can be held in his lap (but our Bladie is a strong boy so he can hold anybody uwu)

You muttered to yourself as you walked around your office, organizing your medicines and checking equipment. As the only doctor in service of the Stellaron Hunters, it was important for you to keep everything in tip-top shape in case of emergencies. Although Elio usually told you in advance if a mission would be particularly bloody, there was always the possibility he would withhold one of his predictions. You couldn’t get complacent.

Despite your regular interactions with the other Stellaron Hunters, you felt you couldn't truly connect with any of your “teammates”: Kafka was always inscrutable, Silver Wolf seemed to treat reality like a game, and Blade… Blade was the only one who you thought could understand you. You had both been cursed by the Abundance in your own ways, after all. But after he ignored your attempts at friendship for so long, you had resigned yourself to an eternity of loneliness in your empty office.

You were snapped out of your thoughts by a knock on your door. You paused for a moment. Neither Kafka nor Silver Wolf were due for an appointment, leaving only one other person…

You opened the door to see Blade standing with his arms crossed. His expression betrayed nothing of what he felt, but you could see a tension in his shoulders. He didn’t speak as you blinked up at him in surprise.

“Blade. Come in,” you said, stepping aside to let him enter.

Blade went to sit down in his usual spot, and you quickly busied yourself gathering the necessary materials to make the painkiller you devised specifically for his condition. You couldn’t mix the medicine in advance, as its effectiveness faded quickly with time, so you always kept the raw ingredients on hand.

You glanced over your shoulder at Blade. Your gaze flicked over his body as you observed him. To the untrained eye, Blade seemed fine as ever, if a little irritated, but you knew how to read him after having treated him for so long. You could tell he was holding back more pain than usual. The fact that he was here of his own volition told you all that you needed to know.

You took a breath, then walked over to him. The medicine you made would work in time, but you could provide him with a more immediate source of relief. Gently, you reached out and pressed a hand to his chest.

He stiffened at the contact but didn't push you away. You closed your eyes and poured your energy into him, letting it wash over him and dull his pain. You focused until you felt Blade’s breathing grow more even and his muscles relax.

You felt lightheaded as you pulled back. The process had taken much longer than you anticipated and had cost much more of your energy as well.

You tried to step away toward the counter, not wanting to linger too long in Blade’s personal space, but a wave of dizziness hit you and you stumbled. Before you could hit the floor, Blade caught you in his arms.

“What did you do?” he asked, panic bleeding into his voice.

You knew you would recover in time—the Abundance’s curse would not let you go so easily—but the pain was still nearly unbearable. Your breathing was shallow and your vision blurry. Blade adjusted his grip on you and pulled you into his lap. His arms shook slightly as he held you.

“I’m sorry… I just wanted to help…” Your voice was weak and shaky as you spoke. “It… it'll pass… I'll be okay…”

Though you said this, you were still on the verge of tears. You were not like Blade—you hadn’t spent an eternity in combat and had yet to become numb to the pain of pushing your body to the limit. What he bore with a straight face was agony for you. You tried to hold back a whimper.

Blade tightened his grip around you.

“Why?” he asked.

“I… just wanted to give you some relief…” you said. You pinched your eyes shut to try to block out the pain. “Did… did it work, at least?”

Blade was silent for a while. Then, he pulled you closer, letting your head rest against his chest as his breath fanned over your face. 

“…Yes,” he said. “Don’t do it again.”

“…Sorry…” You breathed out, letting your eyes fall shut. After what you had done, you were completely exhausted, and Blade's embrace was so warm… You fell asleep to the steady rhythm of his heart, for once free of worries as Blade held you close.

The next day, Kafka would enter your office only to see Blade glaring at her to stay silent. You were still slumbering in his arms. He had stayed in that same position all night, not caring about the fatigue in his muscles nor the ache that came with it. Kafka smiled knowingly, holding back her teasing words—if only for now—as she closed the door, leaving Blade alone with you.

#literally crying holding myself back from pulling for blade bc I need to save my crystals for imbibitor lunae #so this is my gift to him instead #for those of you who have read the arcana the reader's condition in this fic was inspired by julian's curse #where he can heal any injury by taking it on for himself #but i kinda changed it to just general healing powers since blade wasn't actually injured in this scene lmao #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail imagines #honkai star rail x gn reader #star rail x reader #star rail imagines #star rail x gn reader #star rail fanfic #honkai star rail fanfic #blade x reader #blade x you #blade x y/n #blade x gn reader #hsr x reader #hsr fanfic #hsr imagines #hsr x you #hsr x y/n #hsr x gender neutral reader #honkai star rail x gender neutral reader #star rail x gender neutral reader #star rail x you #star rail x y/n #honkai star rail x you #honkai star rail x y/n #honkai star rail