it's been a long time ago I've visited tumblr and posted stuff. But I feel like writing stuff off my chest. Tomorrow is my mothers bday and I don't know how to feel about it. I don't have contact with her. I don't want to have contact with her. No matter how often I keep on reminding myself off of it it stil weighs me down. Like she has been digging a whole inside of me that won't be filled up to the surface. My whole life I've only lived to not turn into her. It kept me going, surviving. But I'm done running from myself. I'm done giving her the power of holding me down. But still I wonder when will I stop being so angry. When will I finally feel healthy? It haunts me.
I wrote this poem based on what if a poet becomes a muse for someone? I felt shy to voice over to this, so I used an ai voiceover, I hope you like this🥺 if u feel weird, I am releasing one without the voice. Also this is a special type of poem, if u can guess what it is, comment down below!!!
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I am trying to find my kind of people who likes quotes, poems, trauma dumps, literature, everything that is within the boundary of my life 😌 I am still new to this cracking up the algorithm thing 🙃 I am experimenting with what u guys like, I always wanted to post more poems here but the algorithm isn't making it reach, so yeah, I hope that I find my kind of people atleast here online😶🌫️
green buds and their urgency
An early morning transcribingmessages from beyondthe sky- – a stunning bluespring buds beginning their escapean infrequent flock of seagullshigh above – cry to steal my attentionracing the robins to the firstmorning callThe pen harkens back to the voiceof a poet, who the day beforeI’d savored his own scribed wordshis father’s voicelaced with his ownWriting poems is a…
‘’Whenever i look at him
A heart throbbing smile takes me into another world
Where no worries exist where there is no restriction
Where we both are happy forever
But whenever i see his eyes i drowned into untold sorrow’s river
And i realized
His smile keep million secrets , His smile keeps milllion secrets! ‘’
When you don't wanna worry too much about what others think...
It's not so much an air of idgaf confidence but rather, you're at peace with yourself. So you will try to do better if you're wrong or need to, but you'll be at perfect peace or sureity of youself so it doesn't bother much for the things you can't change