Story time! The gathering. pt.2
I was angry, tense, I had all sorts of problems and maybe I slammed the glass on the counter too angrily because it was quite loud, but I didn't know what to do, I was so freaked out. Plus, I already had so much alcohol in me that I reacted much more sensitively. It seems long written down, but it happened in a few seconds and took place inside me, but I was listening with a thousand ears to see how R would react to this question.
I will try to recall verbatim what he said:
"I think it's nothing, she's a very nice woman, but she didn't manage to steal my heart."
Girls, I'm so stupid. I should have been happy about that at that moment, but all I could think about was that R could be stolen from me at any time. What's more it turned out during their conversation that the woman is 37 years old, so older than R! lol OKAY
This is where Soah got herself into a very uncomfortable situation. Yes, that's me! KILL ME
I couldn't keep my mouth shut and specifically said this:
"Why don't you date someone younger?"
Of course, when I realized what I had said, I regretted it.😭😭
R immediately turned back to me and laughingly asked:
"What do you mean?"
and that's when I started to save what I could...
I started to say something like "I mean, I don't interfere, it's just that a 37-year-old woman wants to start a family too quickly because of the biological clock ticking, etc" (that's all I remember, which was a meaningful sentence) lol 💀
You should have seen my blushing akward face while R just listened curiously to my monologue.
I will never accept vodka from anyone again!!!😖 BRUHH
BUT then I was very surprised because I couldn't even finish my nonsense. R took my hand and said "Come dance with me" but I immediately stopped and told him that I can't dance. ????? AAA
"Just follow my steps" - he said and started dancing with me to some old retro music, but it didn't really go well for me, although he spun me around twice and then he even danced with my father. (this was funny) this man knows how to kill me.😭
I'm actually glad that R brushed off my awkward speech and surprised me by asking me to dance. At least that way I didn't put myself in an even more unpleasant situation.
Then of course, we were not only busy with each other, I will only describe those parts to you. So he wasn't just with me all night, he also talked a lot with other people and so did I.
But I was brave enough to hug him and maybe I hugged him longer than I should have, but he didn't mind me hanging on him.
And what is worth mentioning is that while I was hugging him, after a while he said:
"You drank too much huh?" - he said while pinching my face, then I told him not to pinch me all the time and he pinched my face again. Sir...sir..
The problem girls is that I fell too much in love with him and I think he can see that too..(?) (maybe idk??) maybe He sees but does not push the boundaries, but I noticed that if I step and I approach he does not reject it and allows it... so idk
So much has happened, but now I'm really going to stop girls, because I'm writing too much. These were the important ones and the ones I remember more precisely.
There were still a few things that happened between us that were inexplicable, but maybe I will share them later...
(I would also like to say that now that I have written this down, I am a little relieved that he is not going on another date with that woman and that he rejected her.)
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Incorrect Quotes Akeshu #104
Sae: Why don’t you go talk to him?
Akechi, sarcastically: Oh. Yeah, sure.
Sae: What? So you go tell him he’s cute, what’s the worst that could happen?
Akechi: He could hear me.
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"wasted potential" you are still living!!! your potential is still here, you can carry on
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Scrub Daddy vs. Liquid Nitrogen
(or a Scrub Daddy being hit with a mallet when it’s hot, cold, frozen from dry ice, and frozen from liquid nitrogen)
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In these dreams it's always you:
Richard Siken, Crush; from ‘I Had a Dream About You'
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