#me dissociating

[churchcrabs]

#narrator fight club #soapshipping #fight club #fight club 1999 #chuck palahniuk #tyler durden #tyler x narrator #nooo don’t yassify a domestic terrorist you’re so sexy #poor little meow meow #me dissociating

[wildernessuntothemselves]

thinking of how beomgyu teases yeonjun and soobin about their age, calling them old etc and how he would do the same with older co-worker!reader so much so that you'd think he thinks of you as an old hag. you blow up in his face one day after he gets on your nerves about having a crush on the new hire, saying shit like "wow i didn't know people your age still had a sex drive" and making really distasteful jokes, telling you that if you wanted it that bad he could've done you a solid and fucked you which just made you lose it, pushing him against his desk and ordering him to know his place, telling him that you'd never let a dumb boy like him lay a finger on you and that you need a man to keep up with you which just makes him pout and sulk, whining about how he can make you feel good and to just give him a chance and that's when you finally realize that the idiot has a massive crush on you and somehow thought teasing you was the way into your pants

#mort talks #fic idea #me dissociating

[neurodivergenttales]

I feel like I’ve betrayed the younger version of me by not being able to remember my childhood, what she enjoyed, what she did, how she sounded, not being able to connect to her.

I feel like a severed story, completely detached from the last versions of myself.

So I never really feel human.

#neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #mental health #mental illness #journal #journaling #diaryposting #sadcore #dissociation #tw: dissociating #me dissociating #vent blog

[depressedvibe]

I'm annoyingly restless but also exhausted.

I cannot stand up but I cannot sleep either

#this is depressing #all of us are dead #dead inside #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #mentally ill #i hate my existence #anxiété #mindless and empty #tw depressing thoughts #nonsense #it's not as simple as just eating #never forgive #dissociation #tw: dissociating #actually dissociative #me dissociating #depressing shit #depressiv #depressing post #kinda depressing #i wish i were dead #adult adhd #existing is exhausting #im fucking exhausted #insomania #cant sleep #cant walk #komplexe ptbs #ptbs

[azrael-is-haunted]

Literally everyone IRL: Hey, do you remember (something mundane, like whether a sign said something or what somebody said to do at work)? Me, unintentionally miming a deer in headlights: I, uh... don't remember anything right now. *dial-up sounds*

#actually dissociative #dissociative system #did system #sysblr #system #actually plural #plurality #plural #dissociative alters #dissociative amnesia #amnesia #dissociating #me dissociating #azzy #azrael

[dollparts-3016]

#franz kafka #kafka #me dissociating

[hoshii11]

Is it just me or when you get sick Hallucinations and Auditory Hallucinations just get worse? Because for me the more drained and tired I am, the worse my schizophrenia gets. I also get a lot of brain fog that makes me dissociate much more frequently. I hate being sick.

#schizo things #schizophrenic spectrum #schizophrenia awareness #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #me dissociating #sick day #i am sick #schizo spectrum

[ask-me-about-therapy]

MY DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY POEM : Within one body, many souls reside, A fractured mind, with secrets to hide. Personalities shift and identities blend, A puzzle of memories that never seem to end.

One moment, a child with innocence pure, The next, a warrior, strong and sure. A protector, a victim, a rebel, a clown, Each one fighting to wear the crown.

A world of chaos, confusion, and pain, Lost in a labyrinth of the mind's terrain. A life fractured, shattered, and torn, A constant battle, from dusk till dawn.

But amidst the turmoil, a flicker of hope, A chance to heal and learn to cope. To find a way to unite the fractured soul, And make the pieces whole.

So here's to those with DID, May you find the strength to be free. To embrace each part of who you are, And shine bright like a shooting star.

#dissociative disorder #dissociative amnesia #dissociative identity disorder #dissociadid #dissociation #dissociative system #actually dissociative #dissociative fugue #me dissociating #eating dissorder #time to dissociate #did alter #did i hallucinate that #did osdd #did disorder #actually did #did #did community #did positivity #did system #did memes #osddid #actually traumagenic #dissociative alters #alter #osdd tag #osdd problems #osdd alter

[bpdcrybaby213]

Do you ever dissociate when you're doing tasks? It happens a lot to me. I can't remember what I just did. I just robotically go through the motions of tasks but I'm mentally not there. It's the worst when cooking. I just had that issue after showering. I got everything done, then went to my room and was asking myself if I did certain things because I can't remember very well. I think I did. I just know my mind wasn't there. It's really awful when people try to talk to me and they just think I'm rude for not listening.

#actually dissociative #dissociating #me dissociating #bpd life #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #actually bpd #bpd stuff #being borderline

[jckpoetry]

“Dissociation”

How do you address the living,

when you can’t hear your own name?

The heart is pumping and the body moving,

but where is the brain?

Vision is blurry and mind is auto-piloting

A walking purgatory

J.C.K

IG&FB: @jckpoetry

#jckpoetry #purgatory #me dissociating #dissociating #poetry #sad poetry #sad poem #emotional poetry #poet #poetry community #poets on tumblr #poemsdaily #tumblr poets #dark poem #new poem #original content #original poem #original poetry #poetry tumblr #poets and writers #poets and poetry #poetry and quotes #poetry and writing #poetscommunity #mind #poem of the day #short poetry #short poem #rhymes

[griffith-ass-mf]

But I do feel strange-almost unearthly. I'll never get used to being alive. It's a mystery. Always startled to find l've survived.

- John Steinbeck, from Journal of a Novel: The East of Eden Letters

#me dissociating #hypomania #literature #ayanami rei #rei ayanami #idk man #neon genesis evangelion #john steinbeck

[alienmustdie]

Eu desisti de uma vez por todas. Desisti de tentar melhorar e ficar bem, eu ja entendi que isso nunca vai acontecer comigo, as coisas podem até melhorar por um tempo, mas depois tudo volta pior do que estava antes. Eu não aguento mais passar por tudo isso calado, sem poder desabafar com alguém, porque tudo isso é ridículo e vergonhoso, passar por tudo isso só quer dizer que eu sou um lixo fraco sem forças para absolutamente nada. A terra não me quer mais aqui, o universo deve estar conspirando contra mim porque ele deve me odiar também, igual todos ao meu redor, todos que me jogam e me largam como se eu fosse um nada, e eu sei que eu sou exatamente isso, um nada inútil que não merece nada de bom na vida. 

O mundo não me quer mais, ele também esta me rejeitando, e eu vou começar a rejeitar ele também, e eu espero conseguir ir até o fim com o meu plano suicida. Porque eu já não me importo mais com nada mesmo, não ligo se vou sangrar até morrer, ou se vou me espatifar no chão após me jogar de um lugar alto. A unica coisa que eu ainda me importo é com a dor, a dor que eu sinto todos os dias quando acordo e quando vou dormir, aquela dor que sempre vai mas logo após volta pior do que antes, a dor que ja me matou faz tempo, e agora a unica coisa que eu sou é um corpo vazio vagando. Eu já morri por dentro faz muito tempo, a unica coisa que falta fazer é eu matar esse corpo vazio, com certeza não vai fazer diferença nenhuma para ninguém, eu vou ser só mais um no meio de muitos outros que cometeram suicídio para conseguir acabar com aquela dor inacabável e agoniante.

Perdi completamente todas as minhas esperanças que restavam, eu sei que nunca fiz diferença nenhuma aqui, ninguém nunca se importou e agora eu também deixei me importar. Espero que a morte me consuma e me leve daqui o mais rápido possível.

[lnsectica]

nothing feels real anymore. nothing feels real a̴n̴y̶m̴o̷r̶e̶.̴ ̷ n̴o̷t̵h̴i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̴e̵e̴l̷s̸ ̷r̶e̷a̴l̸ ̴a̷n̵y̷m̵o̶r̵e̵.̵ n̴͈͋͝o̷̤̐͘ť̷͔̍͜h̴̨͍̽i̷̠̽n̷̪̿̈g̶̡̅͜ ̴͙̤̆̏f̶͕͎̄̚e̸̹̺͠ė̷̙͌l̸̗͔̓͛s̷̞̃ ̸͉̪̏ȓ̶̲ë̵̯́a̴͈̅l̴̘͝ ̸̙̓a̷̗͐̀ṉ̴͗̂y̸̯̓m̷̛̺͕̌ò̶̳̿r̵̡̓͆ẻ̵̩ͅ.̴̢̽ ̶̖̓̈́ ̸ ̶n̷̯̈ö̶̲́t̵̿͜h̷̩͠i̵̱̕n̶̙͝g̷̨͆ ̷̪̎f̶̱̏é̶̖ë̸͔́l̷̦̋s̷̩̾ ̴̮̉r̶̞̾e̴̩̓à̴͕l̸̖̃ ̸̉͜a̸̦͆ñ̸̠y̸͉͘ḿ̶͍ö̴̢́r̶̜̒e̷̫̊.̶̫͘ ̸̭̔n̷̥͝o̷̤̓t̷̛̻ḣ̴̭i̷̗͊n̶̢̈́g̶͔̿ ̷̻̈́f̸̧̌e̴̤͘e̸̥͘l̷͍̂s̵͕̀ ̵͇̄r̸̨̈e̴͎̕a̶͓͆l̷̜̆ ̴̡̛a̶̖͋n̴̞̆y̸̻͆m̷̜̃o̶̭͌r̶̬̓e̸͓͝.̵̻͒ ̷͋n̵̻̚o̶̝̽t̴̪̜͋̇ĥ̸̭͘i̶͙̚n̷̜̈́g̷͚̒ ̶̼͇̽f̶̣̋e̶͚̓̇e̵͓̋͛l̶̫̿̐s̶͙͉͑̓ ̸̭̀͘r̵̠̟͘e̶̥̙͝a̸̯͚͆͑l̴̗̐̎ ̶̱̗̓a̴̜̋̓n̷̞̒̕y̶̭̦̽̎m̵̙̎̆o̷̟̓r̵͖͇̀e̶̝̅ͅ.̸͚͝͠ ̵͎̃̈n̶͕͛o̶͉̫̔̓̽t̴̲̬͈́͐͑ḧ̴̨͔́͝i̸͖͒̄́n̶̺̭͚̈́̀g̴͎͊̀̏ ̴̯̰͛͒͗f̶̻̀̊̈́e̷͚̬͗̐̿ͅè̵͇̘l̵͍̏̃̃s̸̺͛̀ ̴̺̓̒r̷̨̯̟̉́é̸̡̟̼a̶͚͋́l̶͇͛̽̃ ̴͎̖͔̾a̷̹̟͗͂̇n̸̢̘̔y̷̠͝m̸͉̐ỏ̶̖̄͘r̶͚̈́̈͘e̶̻̹̬̓.̴̝̩̈́͜ ̸̗̩͚̈́ n̶̳͍̅̅͌o̴̦͂̏͊t̴̻͐̄̈́͝h̴̥̀ị̶̡̰͛̇̀̕ǹ̸̡̫̞̮̇̆͂g̷̗̽͝ ̶̢͉̼͐͜f̵̛͍͈̯͛è̴̤̐͘ę̴̱̋ḽ̴̜̽̀͘͜s̴̭̖̯͓̿ ̵͍͒͂͐̕r̶̪͙̰̭̓̂e̵͈̱̠̺̅̄͒̀a̸̼͓̟̩̾l̵̡̨̲̆̌ ̶͚̤͓̽ä̷̘̖́n̸̳͕͝y̴͇͐̑̀̚m̷̧̲̱̱͒͒ọ̶̾r̸̨̗̩̂̍̈ë̷͇͉̕.̸̥̳͚̀͗́ ̶̥̟̖͛̈́͝ͅn̶̲̫̞̍̈͝o̸̬̓t̷̨̍̈́̒́h̵͇̒̐̓̈́ỉ̶͕͛̔̓͝n̵͇̠͔̙̂g̸̼͆ ̷̡͙̖͓̍̏̈͘f̸̢̀̈́̑͝͠ḙ̵̐̌̓̕ȩ̸͚͓̪̀͒ļ̸̞͗̍͝s̵̤̎̃͠͠ ̴̧͕̗͉̽̊͆̚r̴̠̳̻͘é̷͉̱̹͒͌̽̚͜a̴̳̙̙͍͐̓͋̕ͅl̵͕͎̠̹͋̽̾ ̴̦̋̄͗͠ä̵͍̪́̏͊͜͝n̵̨̗̽͐y̶̤̮͈͚̎̓̽m̴̩̼͇͂ȯ̷̜ȑ̷̬̟̂̔̔̾ë̸͎͖̑̚.̵̦̈́͑̾ ̸̲̄͌n̶̲̫̞̍̈͝o̸̬̓t̷̨̍̈́̒́h̵͇̒̐̓̈́ỉ̶͕͛̔̓͝n̵͇̠͔̙̂g̸̼͆ ̷̡͙̖͓̍̏̈͘f̸̢̀̈́̑͝͠ḙ̵̐̌̓̕ȩ̸͚͓̪̀͒ļ̸̞͗̍͝s̵̤̎̃͠͠ ̴̧͕̗͉̽̊͆̚r̴̠̳̻͘é̷͉̱̹͒͌̽̚͜a̴̳̙̙͍͐̓͋̕ͅl̵͕͎̠̹͋̽̾ ̴̦̋̄͗͠ä̵͍̪́̏͊͜͝n̵̨̗̽͐y̶̤̮͈͚̎̓̽m̴̩̼͇͂ȯ̷̜ȑ̷̬̟̂̔̔̾ë̸͎͖̑̚.̵̦̈́͑̾ ̸̲̄͌n̷͙͈̅́̎͊͠ͅo̷̪̜̱̦͍̓͆̚t̸͈̪̹̗͕̯̑͂̍̊̾͝ẖ̴͖͙̅͑̐i̴͓͈͗̎͂́͊̊n̴͖̻͍̈́͋ǵ̵̦̭̳̝̮̾͝ ̶̛̰̈́̀̀͛̾f̷͙̞̼̩̞͛̐́̚ͅę̸̮̠̃̐̀̚͝͝e̴͙͐̓̐l̸͈̂́͌́̏̚͜s̶̞͇̯̞̍̏͆̆̅ ̷̛̠̓͌̔̎͝r̶͙̖͈̍͑é̵̹̫͍͎͕̤̀͘a̵̻̫̯͔͖̿̍̑̂͒̊͜l̸̨̲̣̞̖̊̑͗̈́ ̸͕̟̳̟̩̕͜ǎ̴̦̘̖͖̬̹̓̋̚ǹ̶̡̤̯̈̔ẙ̷͙͈͓̾͂̔͑̓m̴̹̻̯͎̊͜ō̴͉͚͛̇r̸̪͕̠̦͌̑e̷͍̋̈̆̏͋͠.̶̗̀̅̚ ̸̤̓́̀̂͌n̷̡̢̨͕̳̗̲̮̎̌̂̇ơ̶̛̖͓̪̣̠̼̜̼͓̙̌̉́̓̌͐̒̈́̔̇̄́͛̉͛̉͋t̶̨̰̰͈͖͕̊̒̐͊̊̐̏͋h̴̛̲̮̞̆̎̌̏̉̐̈́̊͑͋͑̕͝i̴̢̨̺̞̗̫̭̺̱̫̜̲̰̿̐̊̍͗̾͊̿͜͝n̵̮͙͍͒̉͑̉g̷͖̱̘̜̝̠̻͙̺̾͛͂̒̓̈́͐̈̀͝ ̵̡̨̳̠̲̼̫̺̠̰̓̑̌̔̄̒̇̕̚͜f̷̟̫͓̳̯̍̽́̄͑̀̑̆͜ë̸̛̛̩͈̗́͐̿́͐͌̈̏̋͐̕͠e̵̢̛̛͎̩̳͖̗̎͑͊̈͠l̸̢̙̪̩̯͇͙̜̬̺͕̆̾̔̂̓̕͝s̷͕͕̻̉̒̈́̇ ̷̳̥͖̪̰͇̥̠͔͓̭͇̲̣̔͛͋̔̆̄͜͠r̶̛͙̮̟̫̱͖̘͈̪̘̮͛̎̋̐̓̔͠ͅe̸̠̗̖̙̱͍͈̯̭̫͕̪̮̩̳͍̦̔̌͂̋̈̈́̐͜͜a̴͈̺̠͇̯̮͉̫͎̓̊̓͋̿l̵̛͕̳̻̖͆ ̵̡̝̺̘̬̯̝̬̩͖̱̦̺̟̘̙͕̓̎̊̅̂͑̈́͋̋̎ͅa̶̛͓̞̥͓̮̻̜͌̽̊̃̈̂̇̍̆̍͊̆͘n̴̬̋͒̅̏̃̀̆͊͊̚y̸̨̧̨̺̣̻̪̬͕͚͈̜̖̰̑̔̀͋͗̓m̵̛̗͙̻̬̯̞̣͕̲̤̠͖̙̮͍̜̅͑̾̈́͂̀͆͜͜ö̶̧̻̮̘̺̘̙̞̬̲̪͓̞́̒̈́ͅͅr̷͖͎͇̙͓͇̺̭̓̑͛̌̂͛͗̅̈́̀̊̾͜͠é̸͇̥̣̰̞̘̗͊͆̏̊̂͋̀̆̕̕͝.̴̢̧̢̢͈̖̜͙͕̙͙̝͉͎̰̈̑̎̀͊ͅ ̷̢̜̙̖̠̮̣͍̤̤͎̣̣̱̲͠n̷̡̡̠̬͉̦̟̖̖͖͓̈̀̿̏́̀̓́̎͋̀̍̈́̾̀̊͐́̍̀́̚͘̚͝ơ̷̡̢̦̙͇͚̥̙̙͉̩͕̜̞̼̰̤̝̙̼̰͐͌̎̔̿͒̇͋̉́̀́̓̆̏̿̀͊̕͝͝ͅt̴̛̛̑͊͊̽̽̉̅̋̈́̀͛̀̅͑̑̂̀͘͘͜͜͠ͅh̵̢̛̭̪͎̲̱͔̙̦̣̮̗̹̮̞͚̮͔͔͉͇͎̒̉̾̅͐̿̆͐̏̽̆̉̈́̉̑͘͝͝ͅĩ̶͈͕̦̜̦͚̭̬̳̐͝n̶̢͓̺̬̖̮͕̙̭͇̞̘̾̆̓̒͗̈́̀̓̊̏̚͜͜͜ģ̷̨̢̛͇͓͇͚̺̜̭̙͕̦͔̻̼̞̯̦͔͕͙̰̜͔̖̔̃͆͂̓͋̈́̐̉̒̊̃̽̀̌̆̾̂̍̕͘͝͝͝͝͝ͅ ̴̫͉̪̹͈͈̪̱͍̯̟̦͍͚͕̻̤̖͇̦̮̱̇̓̏̄̀͑̎̉̍̑̓̅̈́̾̽̄̊̇̇̀̀͆̈̏͆͘͜͜͠͠f̴̢̧̢͙̖̬̣̝̹̙̟̑̓̍e̴̹̩̱̫͌̇̈́̑̑̉́̾̈́̋̿́̀͑̂͆͗̎̿̉͌̈͊̈́͌̕͠͝ě̴��͇̙͕̥̝͇̥̜͚̬̝̽́̀̇͗̀̓̍̽̐͐̔͑͌̓̆̀͆͊̇̈̉̚͜͜͜͝͝͝l̷̡̡̢̛̥͖͎̳͔̥̜̣͉͛̔̈̓̎̊̋̇̑̈̀̆̎̀͗̈́͗̅̕͘͘̕͝͠ş̸͎̘͔̟͈̜̰̰̟̘͖̼̬̗͇̹̠̹̥͍͎͑̽̉̋̐́̃͑̎ ̶̝͉̰͕̍r̴̗̆̒͌̇̏̄͂͂̿̋̽͆̔͊͠͠͠ë̴̡̮͙̣̼́̾̐͗͌̆̑̃̃́̿̑̃̎̐́́̚̚͝á̷̤͍͖͈̰̜̪̳̳͓̫̟̔̌̅̽̿̚͜ͅļ̴̘͔̬̼̰͎̩̦̻͉͔̰͕̀͋͐̇̇̂̔̈́̒̌̾̀̊͆̊́́̐̍͋̕͘͝ ̸̛͇̱̣̳̱̲̤͇̘͔̝̥͔̟̽̌͛̆̒͊̃̇̾͋̉̀̔̆͑͛̏̂̓̃̄̾̚̚͝ͅà̴̡̡̢̳̱̥̱̺̫̣̣̹͂̈́̐̓̈́͛̎͌̃̊̆͂͋̒̒̾̃̎̉̚͠͠͝n̸̢̪̲͇͎̟̼͉͕͈̪̮̮͇̞̲̩͔̼̖͉͆̐̌̓̓̓́̊͂̈́͂͑̅͆̄̾̆̍́͂̕͜͜y̵̡̛̗̟̥̺͇̰͙͈̰̋͂̈́͋̓̌́̂̍͑́͋̈́̍̇͐̆́͂͑͑͒̀̕̚͠͝m̴̟̖̘̖̺̻̩̗̤̬̅̆̈́̐̑̀̍̎͛̐̑̐̎̎̈́͂͗̔̉͌̀̔̅̕͘͜ò̸̧̡̹͓̪̼̝͈̜̠̙͖̳̌͐͑̀͑̏̑̋̈́͆̂͒̾̊͆̏̉̂̅̏͛͌̀͠͝͝͠r̸̢̛͙͎̬̮͔͓̣̓́͂͌̈́̑̉͝ė̶͙̥̹͎̖̻̝͙̜͎͉̃̈́͑̀̾̀͗̋͂̆͂͊̎͑̉͊̓̅͑͘͠͝͝.̷̨͔͈̙̜͈̫̫̱̄̋̃̓͆͘͠ ̵̨̡̡̩̥̦͎̝̗̗͕̟̱̜̦̮̗͕̗͇́̇̑̕͜͜ ņ̶̯̫̰̱̥͈͕͚̯̱͔̣̥͕̤̜̜̭̪̫̱̩̖̞̤̜̹̂͂̈͛̓̋͂͆̓̿̍̉̚̕͝ȯ̸̡̝̱̦̦͎̰͍̺̤̜̫̗͈͖̹̳̭̙̠̣̯̬̣̮̱̹̘̤͂̌̔͜ṫ̶̛̬̘̣̣̜̣͔̬̬̬̄̆̀̃̊͐͒̅̋̑̅̑̄́̑͝ḩ̸̢̟̙̭̠͍̜̗͉̝̱̼̰̥͌͋̅̈́͛̔̀͛̔̿͐͛̔̂͑͊̇̇̈̋̈͛̍̽̕̚͝͝͝͝ͅi̸̧̡̨̢̛̹͚̪̟͍̬͇͔̝̭̟̳̖̣͇͎̫̤̞̦͖̙͛̍̃͜ͅn̵̢̡̧͉̻̯̤͔̪̪͕̻͔͚͍͍̤̑̊͐͆̐̓̽̓̾͜g̶̞̝͛̈́̍͑̑̃̒͋͜͜ ̶̧̛̩̹̼̙̾͗̋́͜f̵̙̦͈͓̗̪̮͚̹̣̙̏̆̾̂̓̈́̓͜e̴̛̖͖͔̜̝̿͑͒̓̅͛̀̽̈́̑́͑̉̌̎̑́̿̒̈̊̌͗̅̕̕͝͝ͅe̶̡̨͔͉̫̭͇̻͚̱͙̜̱͎̮͍͇̱̩̫͔̺̯͚̭̽̈́͐̐̾͝l̵̡̪͖͙͖̠̲̜͖̱̲̪͉̮̠̞͐̒̑̈́̈́̽̇́͜͝ş̴̨̢̳̜͔̩̻͈̟̼̟̺̳͍͖̙̻͚̜̺̺̝̗̞͈͗̑̄̒͒̅̈́͛͘̚̚ͅ ̷̢̛̝͇̺̩͇̜̩̙͔̖̟̤͇̳̥̱̐̾͊̂̎̒̓̑̊̋̄͛́́̌̄̀̕͠͝͝r̶̀́̏̓̌̓̀̀̏̏͛̾̇̕��̛͇͙͛̃̏̆͛̆͗͂̃͘̚e̶̼̬͂̎̈́̊́͆̏͐̔̌̓͆̆̃͘̕͝͝a̴̧̧̨͉̯͕͙̣̤͓̦̯̖̟̥͋͊͛͐ͅͅl̴̨̢̛̯̙̦̭͔̝͈̰͙̈̓̊̀̿̿͂͋̌̔̈́̾̾͝ ̴̢͔̭̬̺͈̬̯̩̫̙̅̔̽́̈́̓̽́̆̒̐ͅa̵̧̲͉̜͙͈̹͔̜̤̞͙̥͑̑͗̏́̿̀̆̌͊͐͐̂̌̏͌̆́̈̃͑̾̍̔̕͜͝͝n̵̡̨̡̻̼̝͔̙̮̘̯̻̖̟͉̮̜̞͖͉̰͖̦̭͓̤̗͉̏̆͂́͌̃́̓̇̔̾̀̄̂̾̕ͅy̶̡̢̧̩͇̟̣̪̤̦̱̗͍̖̯̖̤̜͋͗̉̎̓́̃̑͌̍̋͆̌̆̀̐̇͊̽̌̈̒͋̔̔͊͐͘͜͠m̵̨͎̗̦̟̲͈͕̙̩̩̑̓̎̓̑o̵̡͙̱̜̭̗͔͐̽͐̏̆͛̊̉̔̉̔̽͛̈́̈̓͐̈́͝r̵̨̡̪̙̥̬̩̙̦̖̻̝̜̱͉̹̤̭̞̞̹̲̓̈́́͊̂̎͂͒͛̃̿̆̓͒̍͜͝ȩ̶̨̳͕̣̟̝͖̜̺̻͔̟̹̜̫̪̂́̓̋̆̊̈̒͑̈́͛̀͌̈́̿͊͛̐͆͊̿̚.̶̨̣̯̰̙͉͓̻̻̰̽̂̐̈́̀̏̾͝ ̶͚̼̜̦̞̥́͑̌͗͒̏͆̊́̍̚̚͜͝ͅņ̶̧̛̳̼̭̳̲̮̯͚̺͖͙̦̠͍͔̫̹̼̳̤̩̜̯̹̙̮̗̭͔͚̞̘͚̗͓̻̟̾͒̋͌̐͗̀́̇̊͛̄̽͊̈́̒͌̎́͛̿̇̓͐̆̌̃̂̕͝ͅͅo̴̢̢̨̧̧͔̭̠̲̩͓̘̱͔̝̞̜̪̮̠͓͔̠̬̜̯̳̯̬̱͓̘̤͎̍̓͛̆̈́͋̑͐͜ţ̶̧̛̼͙͉̞̮͖̰̥͎̩̫͕̹̟̙̻͎͖̺̲̥̪̗̜̘̮̲̰͎̦̻̱̯̜̟̱̤̻̳̩̤̺̤̞̗̫̳̋͛̅̈́̈́͂̀̽̾͊̏̏͐̌͌̀̓̏̑̐͌̈́̓̿̏̈͛́͆͒̂͊̔̒̄̆̏̐̔̔̌̈̍͘͘h̸̼̃̎̀̀͐͋̆́̇̌i̴̢̧͎̩̥͙͖͓̤͎̲͉̼͛̾̑̽̑͌͜n̸̡̡͈̼̪̠̣̳̠͉̮̗̞̤̗͉͙͎̈́͜͜ͅģ̵̮̣̅̃̀́̆̈́̔̆̃̏̍̐̎͘̚͠ ̶̛̛͉̞̲͙͎̮̰̪͇͕͉̺͍̺͙̻̯̺̝̝̬̪͚͎̭̪̖̦̻̞̦̜͆͌͗̉̉̔̉͋̏̒̀̀̄̎̉͒̍͐͑̉̽̾̀͂͂̿̌̈́̽̄̎͊̈̆̄̓̏̒̾̀̈́̕̕̚͘͜͝͝͝ͅf̴̧̛̬̣̮̙͉̣̘̟̲̭̫̈́̊̓̀̿̂̎͒̌͘͜e̸̡̺̫̣̭͚̦̣̖̲̰̳͆̔̅̋͌̈̊̎̆̀͆͘͜͜͝͠e̶͉̫̝͖͔͍̺͕̹͓͍̲̗̔̃̀̽̕͜ļ̸̢̦͓̣̜̠̦̪̖̗̭͚̰̹̍̂͐͑̊̈̽̆̔̈́͌̏͂̈́̓̆̚͝s̸̡̡̡̧̨̝̙̖̠͉͉̻̳̩̦̯̲̩͇̯̜͉̞̣͍̲̃̈́͌̓̋͗̽͊̉̏͗̑̔̈́̇̓̄̊̆̃̐͗̈͂͒̈́̀̎̕͝͝ͅͅ ̷͚͐̐̓̐͆̒̌͛̊̾͆͐̄̽̔͛͋͂̓̒͆̚͘͝r̸̢̢̨̧̛̛̮̙̥͔̭̲̜̻͉̜͎͓̮̮̟͙̞͇̖̮̬͙̫̰̮͚̝̺͍̤͇͕̭̠̼̗̻̓͂̐͌̄́̓͐͒͑̍̎͑͌̓̒́̈́̏̌͂́́̔̎̊͐̾́̀͂̀͊̾̀͑͆̅̈́͊̀͘͘͠ę̷̛̮̣͉͚̮̖̭̜͎̖̮̰̗͇͇̯̱̺͓̲̙͙͔̙͖̣͔͔̪̲̀̍͒͐̎̄̑͒̋͂̊̈́̌͛̏̆̄́̈́̊͆̽̊̅̅̈̑͛͛̍͛̓̋̆͆̊͑̊͒̏͐͘͘a̶̢̨̡̡͉̰͓̻͇̲͔͖̱̞̮͙̯͕̩̜̦̙̳̮̭͎̜̼̼̘̺͙̟̪͙̞̦͚͉̰̍͒̀͗̾͗͐̆͗͋́̍̏̌̿̈́̃͆̃̐̅͛̑͌̓̋̈́͑͛̀͑̑̚̚͘̚͜͜͝͠͝͝ͅͅļ̷̣̩̥̯̲͍͔̖̰̹̟̱̝̼̜̯͔̾̔̏̉̂̇̿̃͑̽̒̒̌͌̏̂́́̑̾͌̕͘͜͝͝ ̶̡̨̡̠̝̗̦̯̳̪̱͓̼̰̇͐̔̀̑̍̋̈́̎́̇̆ą̵̨͖̫̯̥̯͇̪̞͈̦̳̬͎̭̗̯̺͕̦͚̪̜͚̞̟̹̗̫̗̤̬͎̞̻͖̱̣̞̗̯̾̄̇ͅņ̴̢̟̠̺̪̫͖̺̩̫̠̅̓͂̍̄̀̕̕̚͝͝y̴̘͛̓̋̔̓̂̉̉̌̊̇̑̀̓͂͆͜͝͝͝m̶̧̖̖̮͎̺̖̲͇̀̆̐́͋͒̾̈́̉̓͋̃̎̋͂͐̐͒͂͛̐̉͐̈͂͌̊͋̃̚̚̚͠͠͝͝͝ȍ̵̗̓̅̓̈̊̈́̈́̈́ͅȓ̷̢̢̝̼̠̯̫̞͓͖̞͚̲͍̜͓̼̘̜͎̹͙̤̳̱̹̺̝̠̦̹͒̆̃̌̍̈́͑͛̍̏̈͊̐͂̃͌̚͘͘ͅẹ̴̛̞̝̊̄̃͊͗́̈͐̍̅́͛̑̆̿̽̓̄̈́́̉̀̊͌̌̀̔̆̕̚̕.̴̡̭̗̪̥̹͓͚̟͕͓͓̜̤̋̂́̉͒̀ͅͅ ̶̨̨̧̨̢̡̡̛̛̭̠̮̙̰̠̜̮͇̩͔̮͕͔̝̙͕̟͓̻̟̬̘̰͍̀́͌̽̄̉͛̉̆̓̎͂̂̉͗̀̋͛͗̏̇̐͒̏͆̇̿̊̽̀̉̐̚̕̚͘͠ͅ

#mood #saturday mood #nothing feels real anymore #me dissociating #i'm not here #text #glitch text #personal #bipolar #mania #actually bipolar #mental illness #mentally ill #traumacore #sad girl #depression

[neurodivergenttales]

#neurodivergent #mental health #neurodiverse stuff #mental illness #dissociation #me dissociating #those dissociative feels #zoned out #rotting in my room

[notgirlconcept]

awareness

i am well aware

this is a temporary experience

i am not this body

i am not this brain

i observe

but this body and brain

in which i am presently attached

lure me in

they feel everything too much

grasping violently

looking to me for solace

who am i to tell you

what to do

#poetry #spiritual #prose #ethel cain #me dissociating #awakening #conciousness #girlhood #girlblogging #scott street #pheobe bridgers #crystals #manifest #quotes #orion carloto #lana del ray aesthetic #lana del ray icons #sylvia plath #sighswoon

[iammany]

I don't think I've been awake this entire week and honestly that's very girl boss of me

#me dissociating #mental illness #dissociation #girl help im dissociating