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ben-marco · 3 days
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It is okay to mourn the child that you were, or the child that you could have been. It is okay to be sad or angry that no one protected you like you should have been protected. It is okay to grieve.
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roots-system · 1 day
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how to eat chips:
step 1: open the bag
step 2: [REDACTED]
step 3: come back to front with no chips left for you
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antiendovents · 2 days
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gonna post my own little vent now, because god am I frustrated right now, so uh warning for that I guess???
I'm so pissed off about what endos have done to this community. I wish they didn't exist. Honestly. Fuck endos. Fuck their made up shit. I am already paranoid enough as it is about social interactions (and many other things) and endos have not helped one bit. I can't even like a single post related to systems, mogai, disability, ect without checking to make sure the person I'm interacting with isn't an endo / pro endo. Not just on this site either, but on other apps and websites. And it sucks because either a) they're pro endo / an endo and I have to deal with that , b ) they have no listed opinion / are neutral or if I'm lucky c ) they're anti endo. If there's no listed opinion (not even saying they're neutral, just nothing on it) I get oddly anxious. Like I know not everyone is required to give their opinions or beliefs but it makes me so paranoid that they might be a pro endo in disguise and I'll have to deal with that eventually.
I hate what endos have done to this community. I hate what they have done to me
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You are allowed to love being a system, after all, it is what saved your life
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pezpenser205 · 2 days
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me chilling being a system and then suddenly im pierced with the most body shaking panic inducing primal fear that feels as if ive been stabbed in the heart by an icicle that makes my blood run cold and sends shivers that penetrate down to my bones and then my brain realizes it made a mistake or something and is like "whoops. my bad. fixing it" and then the feeling is gone im fine like nothing even happened and i fail to even properly remember what scared me so badly once its over
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granulesofsand · 3 days
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We know ‘parts’ language is clinically common, but we struggle with identifying ourselves as parts while still understanding that we are not each other. I’d love to hear from systems who use ‘parts’, especially if y’all are:
elaborated (and want to stay that way)
amnesiac of what other parts do when they’re out (and want to stay that way)
not pursuing final fusion
We like being a system, and we like being people. We’re looking to know how others have reconciled those ideas with being parts, though any who use ‘parts’ are welcome to chime in.
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fairie-angel · 7 hours
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*screams into a pillow, cries in a ball, groans, stares at wall* fine.
pk;m new
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wxrmeaterz · 3 days
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im fine im totally fine and mentally well mhm mhm mhm nothing wrong here nuh uhhh
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scarredstarsposts · 13 hours
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me: (dysphoria, self hate, body dysmorphia, hating everything about myself)
him:
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me: LIFE IS GOOD I LOVE MYSELF /SRS
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reimeichan · 15 hours
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Some days, when I'm reminiscing about my past and particularly about the friends I had growing up, I do wonder... why me? Why am I the one who ended up with a complex dissociative disorder?
I had so many friends who were in the same or a similar situation as me. It just seemed to be the culture for us, as many of my friends had families similar to mine: Asian immigrants who moved to the US trying to make a better life for themselves and for their children, who often would treat their children in questionable ways because that's how they were raised. And so we kind of gathered together, a bunch of traumatized children, and tried to support each other however we could.
And I find myself wondering, if all of us grew up in such turbulent and traumatizing households, why am I the one with DID? I occasionally talk to some of these same friends, but none of them seem to struggle with memory and conflicting patterns of behavior the same way I do. It makes me wonder what it was about my life, or what it is about myself, that set me apart from everyone else.
Of course, there's always the possibility that perhaps they're not aware of having some kind of a dissociative disorder themselves. DID often hides itself from the person, after all, and many aren't aware of their symptoms until well into their adulthood, myself included. But still... even if that were the case, I'm also certain that not all of my childhood friends developed a CDD. So why me?
I doubt I'll ever really have the answer to that. Or, I guess I should say, I guess I'll never have an answer to that which would satisfy me.
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sysgraphics · 2 days
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userbox request? this system has (a) member(s) that require(s) lots of patience and care after a long period of dormancy, please be kind.
sorry if that's difficult to read ^^ just anything telling people to be patient and kind after someones come out of dormancy is enough
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Box 01: This system has a member that requires a lot of patience and care after a long perod of dormancy. Please be kind. Box 02: This system has members that require a lot of patience and care after a long period of dormancy. Please be kind.
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crows-templets · 2 days
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These fuckers are all so fucking annoying. The body has school. We're 18 (In May) so senior. But close fucking enough to an adult.
WHY THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE IN SCHOOLS SO FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL?!
@the-voidspace-system DUNCE FACE HOLD ME BACK-
-Katsuki
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antiendovents · 1 day
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btw smth i just saw in this blog which was funny..
arent endos saying they aren't disordered? then whys it ableist to call them not systems? 😂😂😂
yeahhhh, it's so stupid. Endos have no clue what they're talking about
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deathofdolls · 3 days
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Forgot I had Tumblr for a while and I’ve got nothing interesting to post, so enjoy these conversations I had with one of the parasites that lives rent-free inside this empty skull of mine
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ben-marco · 2 days
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wait, dissociaDID is faking? since when? is there proof? sorry for asking idk/dont watch them except like once in my life
Hi there anon,
The subreddit r/DissociaDID has compiled a wealth of evidence. Some people have made documents for it so that everything is in one place.
There have been suspicions about DissociaDID since 2020 or 2021, if I remember correctly. There are inconsistencies in their story and a lot of the things they say to hint at having been a victim of OEA are lifted straight from a novel written by a survivor. There are also screenshots of them in DID/RAMCOA Facebook groups being pushy and asking survivors for details on their trauma. These details reappeared later once DissociaDID started hinting at being a RAMCOA survivor and they are now also claiming to have been through CSEM.
There is also a KF thread with evidence but I don't condone KF's activities and unfortunately to read the DissociaDID + TeamPinata thread is to wade through post after post full of slurs and people who don't think DID exists at all.
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