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#delete later#this is literally the worst time for a breakdown#i need to sleep to do the fun thung tomorrow. if i dont do the fun thing tomorrow i will fully regret it#i am panicking and on the verge of tears for no reason#theres too much going on all at once#and i love having ppl in the flat i do but fuck it always triggers the shit out of me#i am both really hapoy to see yhe person abd really happy shes coming to the thing. i am also terrified someone is gonna#go for me. its not logical. im fucking terrified#and theres so many unknowns tomorrow abd im freaking out. i managed to keep myself from aaking if i was allowed to travel#with them tomorrow when they sent me the timings. bc of course thats what that meant. it wasnt a heads up to avoid those times#but now im panicking about it bc not getting the reassurance is adding to the fear. even though the point of exposure therapy#is not getting reassurance for all intrusive thoughts. this is what im meant to do#im still freaking out. tye good thing is that the game specifies that if youre overwhelmed step outside#so i can escape if i need to and probably wont shut down#ill take my headphones abd my beanie and my safe items#i dont care if i look childish. i just gotta get through it to the enjoying bit#fucking. its not pity party time. wait like one week then you can have a breakdown. cut it off. cry at therapy#also want to reiterate i love that my flatmates have ppl round. uts good and nornal and GOOD#its entirely a me problem that ut freaks me out so badly. it breaks all the rules that were hammered into me abd i become convinced#im gonna be punished for disrespecting ppl. thats a me problem. i just cabt have it just be in ny head bc im gonna explode#time to play#will the weighted blanket allow me to better dissociate or make me feel every emotion and sob#neither options are fun!!!
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Hello 👋 I have not sent requests before to an author so I hope I am doing this correctly. I would like to ask for a short scenario where tween/new resident reader gets their first period but it happens when all of the responsible creeps are out of the house so they need to rely on the ones who are not very knowledgable on periods? I know there are many interpretations on who is considered the "responsible" ones so I will leave it up to your judgement to decide who the irresponsible ones are and how many you include. Please have a good day and do not worry if you need to skip this one for any reason ❤
You did do this correctly! I think this is a pretty wholesome ask/situation, so thanks for letting me write it ^^
No pronouns used as always, but the reader is AFAB and the creeps are aware of this, obviously. This got longer than I meant it to, but I wanted the wholesomeness.
They knew that it would be coming at some point. While none of them were very invasive to your health and the status of the puberty your body was now going through, Slender and EJ did make it very clear to all residents that when you did finally get your period if you asked any of them for help, they were to help you. While this was done in a discreet manner, that also meant that you weren't sure who to go to first, and with most of the mansion out for personal or work reasons, that left your options fairly slim when it hit you for the first time.
Making your way delicately but quickly downstairs, you weighed your options as you started to look for someone, anyone that might be able to aid you in your time of need, hoping that at least one of the girls might be in the mansion, but alas, fate would have it against you today. As you stumbled into the kitchen, you discovered the only remaining creeps in the mansion were Jason, LJ, Toby, and BEN. The four of them were sat very unsuspectingly, having a laugh together over a game of cards. Toby noticed you first, eagerly looking up and smiling, giving you a greeting, before his face faltered, and the other three turned to look at you as well, panic and concern immediately springing to their faces as you stood there, uncomfortable, panicking, almost on the verge of tears. Finally, the words you'd been waiting to say came out of you all at once, that you'd gotten your period.
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The four of them sat there in silence for about thirty seconds, processing your words, before panic began to erupt between them over what they should do about the situation to try and help you with none of the more knowledgeable creeps there.
"Don't they need pads or something?? Like a tampon, right?? But what's better? What do we even have??? Do we use those cup things?? I don't know how to use any of those, what if they don't know??" Toby yelled out in a hurry.
"I remember Jane saying that pads would be the best way to start out since they're the easiest to use and most commonly on hand here." Jason's voice was level, but it was clear that he was in deep concern for you.
"Well, then shouldn't we go get some pads from Jane's room? Surely she's got some, right? That would be good, right?" Came Jack's quick response to Jason, already preparing to leap up and rush to Jane's room.
"Wouldn't Jane totally kill us if we went into her room and through her stuff though?! We don't even know where she keeps them, and she has so many products in her bathroom!!" Toby's panicked voice rang out once again.
"Well, then what else do you recommend we do, genius??" Jack shot back at him.
As they continued to bicker, BEN's eyes flashed between all of them, growing more concerned by the second, and as his eyes finally settled on you, embarrassment all over your face, he sighed, floating over with a comforting smile.
"I might not be the most knowledgeable person here, but I'll help you, okay?" His words calmed you down as you nodded, and BEN quickly escorted you to the medical area of the mansion. 
Having been aware of all the things the mansion orders medical-wise, BEN was able to search around and find a freshly unopened package of pads, picking the most basic looking one he could find, before floating back down to you. 
"These have instructions on them, okay?" He said calmly, pointing them out on the package. "You're a smart kid, and I know you can figure it out, but if you need any help, let me know, okay?" You nodded in response to his question, and he took you back up to your room, allowing you to get changed and attempt to use a pad for the first time. 
When you emerge from your bedroom looking more settled, BEN smiles, asking you if everything went okay, and when you smile and nod, thanking him for his help, he dismisses you, saying it's the least he could do. BEN was a bit too embarrassed to admit it, but despite not being the most responsible or knowledgeable, he had asked both Jane and EJ for any advice on how to help you, should you end up in a situation like this. By the time BEN had finished speaking, the other three had dashed upstairs by that point, worry all over their faces, although you told them that BEN had helped you figure everything out, and they all sighed, apologizing for their earlier panic.
"I picked these out for you, I've been told they can help," Jason says as he steps closer, holding out some chocolates for you, which you eagerly accepted. 
"I found these too, Natalie normally keeps an extra downstairs, and I don't know if you need them, but I thought they'd help!!" Toby exclaims, bounding over to hand you a bottle of menstrual pain pills. 
"I had been meaning to get this to you anyway, and I figured you could use its comfort now more than ever," Jack speaks up, handing you a giant plushie, one he had been knitting for you as a gift.
They might not all be the most responsible or level-headed, but really, everyone in the mansion had your best interests at heart, and they would do their best to care for you, even if there was a bit of momentary panic involved. They'd always be your big brothers and sisters, and they'd always lend a helping hand to you, whenever you needed it.
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When he’s injured you as his best friend- Hyunjin
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Hyunjin x reader Word count: 2.1k Genre: 🌶️🌶️🌶️ Summary: When your best friend hurt himself, things get a little heated. Warnings: 18+ MDNI, unprotected sex mostly lol and other spicy things.
“hyunjin…stop, I’m ticklish there,” You say, laughing and kicking your legs. You get up and turn your body away, trying to escape his grip. After you heard a loud bang, you turned to him, holding his hand, his face screaming in pain. 
“Hyunjin….what happened?” You said, grabbing his hand. He hissed in pain. 
“I don’t know… it’s just a sharp pain…what do I do? I have a performance on Thursday” his eyes begin to water due to the pain. 
You touch his hand again, and he hisses, “ouch, stop touching it”, he says, pulling back. 
“We are going to the hospital,” you say, dragging him to the car. 
“I have to call Channie Hyung,” he said as you opened the door.
“I’ll call him when we get there” you felt so horrible. If you hadn’t overreacted to his tickling, he would have never gotten hurt. 
Hyunjin is holding his wrist the entire drive, whiny as you go over speed bumps “ I’m sorry for trying to go over them slow”, you say one last time before you find a park.
“I’ll call Chris. You go inside” you pull out your phone and get ready to be scolded by Chris. You sit in the car as you pinch the bridge of your nose. The phone rings, and then Chris answers, “hey, what’s up?” You could tell he was out in a public space due to the background noise. 
“Hey…. I have to tell you something,” you say, on the verge of crying. You know he will understand once it’s explained to him; however, there is a part of you that feels responsible for hyunjin. You are you, and his friend should know better. 
“Is hyunjin hurt?” He said concerned
“Yes… he smashed his hand on the table, it was an accident… he was Ummm,” you said, not wanting him to know that him tickling you was the reason his hand was injured.” it’s embarrassing….but I brought him to the hospital.” 
“HOSPTIAL?….what happened? How bad is it?” He was panicking. I could hear him starting to pack if computer and headphones up. 
“I’m not sure. We just got here….but I’ll update you when I know” you can hear Chris moving the phone from ear to ear as he packs up his stuff. 
“Okay, give me 30, and I’ll be there” he hung up the phone. You gather your stuff and exit the car locking it behind you as you walk into the emergency room. 
The room is full of people. You scan the room, looking for hyunjin, who you soon find standing at the reception desk. “Take a seat for us and fill out this form,” the nurse said, handing him the clipboard. Of course, grab it due to hyunjins injury.
You start filling out his information. Surprisingly you knew a lot about him. The things you couldn’t answer, you asked him and filled out. 
“I’m impressed with how much you know about me” he smiled as you walked back up to the receptionist, who told you to take him right into a private waiting room. You signal for hyunjin to follow you into the secret room. He lay on the hospital bed, moving over for you to join him. 
“Come lay down this could take a while”, he smiled. You lay on the bed with your arm around his torso and head on his chest. “I am so sorry, Jin… it’s all my fault” he places a kiss on your temple.
“It was an accident….it’s not your fault” his hand was placed on your shoulder while his sour one was placed on his stomach.
“I hope nothing is broken,” you say, curling up to his body more. A couple of minutes go by, and in comes Chris. 
“Holy fuck, hyunjin….are you okay?” He said, placing his stuff on the ground. “What happened? Why is he hurt?” The way Chris spoke to you at that moment was a shock. Hyunjin's body tensed up “it was my fault actually… I started it,” he frowned. 
“Doesn’t matter… she should know better… how long have you guys been friends, and how many times have I said to both of you not to muck around before a show” you begin to tear up a little at Chris, scolding yourself over something that was an accident. 
“Stop talking to her like that”, hyunjin burst out in anger, “I started tickling her…she told me to stop…I didn’t, and I walked my hand on the table” Chris froze. Hyunjin was defending you. This was the first time Chris had seen hyunjin with this much anger towards him. 
“Jesus…. Sorry…. I didn’t think you’d get so defensive,” he said, sitting on the bed. “I just want everyone to be safe.” Hyunjin was not letting up. 
“Yeah, well….you piss me off…. You can go…. I’m staying at Y/N’s tonight” Chris was again shocked at how hyunjin was speaking. Hyunjin was usually relatively tame when it came to Chris; however, this time, he struck a nerve. 
“Okay fine…. But at least update me on your status….I’ll have to notify JYP,” he said, collecting his things from the ground and walking out the door. 
“Yeah, whatever”, hyunjin said, practically shooing him out of the room. 
……
“So according to the X-rays, it looks like a hand strain….you will need to have it rapped for a couple of weeks, and you will have to
Minimise what exercise you do, but other than that, you are completely fine” the doctor came in and gave hyunjins results. 
“Okay, see, not so bad,” he said, tucking your hair behind your ear with his good hand. 
“Stop. I still feel bad,” you say, shooing his hand away. “So when can he go home?” Your question.
“I’ll discharge him now”, the doctor smiled, walking out of the room. 
You wait in the room with hyunjin sitting on his bed. 
“I’m sorry about chan Hyung,” he said, grabbing your hand and caressing your knuckles. 
“It’s okay. I get it. He’s just worried about you” you smile at him. He says nothing as a nurse enters the room. 
“Afternoon…..I’m here to let you know you can go when you are ready” she smiled, hyunjin rolled off the bed, and you grabbed his bag. 
“You want to come back to mine….I’ll drop you home later”, you smile hyunjin nods as you both walk out the door.
You open the car door for hyunjin. As he sat down inside the car, you handed him the bag.  Leaning over him to make sure his seatbelt was strapped in. 
……..
“Now sit and stay there,” you say. Walking into your apartment, hyunjin sits on the couch as you walk over to the kitchen to do the dishes. 
“Can you help me for a second….I need to re-wrap my hand,” hyunjin grunted. You rush over to him and take over. 
“Here, let me do that….have you contacted chan yet to tell him it’s just a sprain” you smile, taking the wrapping off.
“Not yet I’m letting him sweat because of how he spoke to you earlier”, he smiled, looking up at you, rewrapping his arm. 
“Hyunjin?…,.why are you looking at me like that?” He was basically burning a hole into the top of your head.
“Looking at you like what?….. I’m in pain, and you’re not necessarily the most gentle of nurses,” you chuckle as you now slow down and remove his bandages. 
Making sure you carefully wrapped his arm and wrist, getting up after to continue the dishes. You fill the sink with hot water and soap, ready to start washing the dishes when hyunjin snakes his arm around your waste. 
“Uhhh, what are you doing, hyunjin?” You say, turning your body around, so your hands are on his shoulders and back against the sink. 
“Something I should have done a long time ago” he pressed his lips to yours, his lips sucking yours. Your eyes slowly close as you relax into his lips, not kissing him back. Hyunjins hand reaches behind you and turns off the water. He slowly walks you to the bench top and, with one hand, helps you get up on the bench. 
“Hyunjin, be careful of your hand,” you say as he places it on the table. 
“Doesn’t hurt anymore?” he says, pulling away for a brief moment. You knew he was lying to you, but his lips felt so good against yours. 
You wrap your hands around his neck and press your body as close to his as possible. “So, should we watch a movie or something,” he said, stopping to take a quick breath. 
“No, I’m okay,” you say, leaning back in. You couldn’t get enough of hyunjins lips. 
You push your body forward and wrap your legs around hyunjins hips. “I’d carry you, but…” he says, lifting his sprained hand.
“Then let's do it here,” you say, tilting his head up and locking your lips to his. 
He played with the buttons on your shorts until he finally got them undone.  You shimmy out of them, just leaving your underwear on. You slowly undo the buttons on his jeans, and he takes a breath before saying. 
“Are you sure you want this….what if it wrecks our friendship” he pauses, causing your to chase his lips, you hadn’t thought about what this could mean for your friendship.
“Oh….I didn’t think about that,” you said, looking down. 
“So you don’t want this?” He said, letting go of your hips.
“I never said that….I just said I didn’t think about it” you smile, kissing his swollen lips. 
“I need an answer, Y/N,” he said, pulling back. 
“Hyunjin…..shut up and fuck me” you grab the back of his neck and pull him in. He squeezes your hip with his good hand. His hand glides up your body squeezing your breast. 
You slide your hand down to his growth you can feel him getting hard as you rub him through his pants. “Feeling your dick get hard in my hand is so hot,” you say breathlessly. 
“Shit….you are so fucking sexy” he pulls you closer as you start to grind against his clothes member. “I am all yours”, he moans into your mouth. 
“Good, now put your mouth to work,” you say leading his head down to your centre. 
Hyunjin waste no time as he licks your dripping pussy. He has been waiting for years, so he is wasting no time. He spreads your legs, and you use your hands to settle on the bench. “I belong to you”, he grunts while sucking your clit. 
You were a little shocked that hyunjin had felt this way about you. “You belong to me?” You question hyunjin lifts his head and creeps closer to your face, your arousal covering his mouth. 
“I belong to you” he kisses your lips, and you can taste yourself as he slips his tongue inside your mouth. Your tongues dance together. You comb your fingers through his hair. 
Hyunjin pulls his pants down, reviling his member. He lines himself up, passionately kissing you as he inserts himself inside you. 
“Whatever you do, don’t stop”, you moan as he thrusts inside you. He pounds himself inside you as your hands roam his body. You grab his ass, pushing him further inside your core. 
Hyunjin grunts as he accidentally places pressure on his wrist. 
“Wait, wait,” you say as he stops. “You need to rest,” you say, kissing his lips. “Why don’t you sit on the couch and let me do all the work? Hmmm,” you brush hyunjin sweaty hair out of his eyes. 
Hyunjin pecks your lips as he takes a deep breath through his nose “okay….where do you want me” he says, pulling out of you. 
You point to the couch, and hyunjins sits down. You hop on top and line him up once more. “Let me take care of you, baby”, you say, lifting your shirt and reliving your breasts. 
“Fuck”, he mumbled as he cupped your breasts. 
You start to bob up and down on his cock hyunjin lays back, enjoying the sensation of your warm vagina. 
“I’m about to come”, hyunjin moans. You cup his face as you grind your pelvis against his, rubbing your clit just enough to send you into a head-spinning orgasm. 
Hyunjin squeezes your hips as he pulls you into his body. “Fuck, you feel so good,” he says as you feel a warm sensation enter your core. 
“So, how was that for you?” You smile as you pull hyunjin head back, his eyes still closed. 
“I think I’m in love with you Y/N” he smiles as he kisses your lips. 
Thank you all for reading a like and reblog is always appreciated
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Okay so I have a reboot theory/headcanon/fanfiction thing
(I never know what to call these… they're not proper fabrics, but they're not entire theories either)
So Penelope has come back to the team, and there is banter, there is flirting, and there's a bit of awkwardness around her and Luke. Everyone on the team knows what happened, but they don't address it since they don't want to make it MORE awkward.
Anyway, they're working on this one case, and it's pretty bad, as their cases are. Something about this case, though, strikes a cord with Emily. She swears she saw something like it in her days at Interpol. "Hey, Garcia," she says over the phone. "I know no cases like this other than our victims have popped up in the states, so could you try to see if you could search Russian databases? Specifically around the St. Petersburg area? Same MO and signature. It might take you a while to cut through the red tape, but tell people I sent you, it should make it easier."
Penelope agrees and runs the search. (I know you all know where I'm going with this, but please pretend you do not.)
About an hour later, it is Luke's phone that's ringing. He finds this odd for two reasons. Number one: she hasn't called him to give him information since she's rejoined. Always someone else. Number two: he hasn't asked her for anything.
"Hey, Penelope, what's up?" (He can't think of her as Garcia anymore… ever since he asked her out she's always just been Penelope to him.)
She is panicking, and you can hear it. She's on the verge of tears. "Luke, it's him."
"Who? What's him?"
"The Russian search, Luke, it's Alexei Stanovich."
*cut scene*
*cut to Luke explaining the Alexei Stanovich situation to the team while he runs around packing things.*
"He was bothering her online… well she said bothering. It definitely more constituted stalking. Messaging her, asking why she wasn't barefoot and pregnant, detailing all the ways he was going to kill her…"
The team lets out a sharp gasp at that.
"It's been going on at least two years. At least that's when I found out. The stalking case of that student of hers. I told her if anything ever happened she needed to keep me on speed dial. And damn if I'm going to let her be alone in a different state now that he's in the country."
"Luke, are you sure that leaving's a good idea?" Emily asks. "I mean, like you said, she's in a different state. And she's at Quantico, she's completely protected."
"Far be it for an unsub to divert us while he goes after his real target. Are you ordering me to stay?"
"No. I am not."
"Then I'm going."
He grabs his stuff and walks out and the team stares out after him. "Wow," Tara says. "He's still in love with her."
"I'm not surprised," JJ says. "I mean, they only got to go on the one date before Covid shut everything down, right? They never really had any closure over anything, and now they're working together again… and especially with this, it makes sense those feelings would be coming back to surface."
Emily sighs, almost wistfully. "I really hope they can work something out."
"Me too," Rossi agrees. "They'd be good for each other."
They stay silent for a moment longer before returning to work. They have people to save.
*Meanwhile, at Quantico*
"Luke, I cannot believe you left the team to keep an eye on me. You do not need to be here, I'm fine."
"If I didn't need to be here, why would Emily and Rossi have let me go?"
"He's in a different state, Luke! How's he going to get to me?"
"He hasn't dropped a body in a couple of days, Penelope. What if he's on his way over here? I'm not leaving you alone, it's not safe."
"I'll just stay here, in my office! I've done it before! When Cat Adams and her group of hitmen were after me I lived here for over a month."
Luke's eyes go huge. "Cat Adams and her group of hitmen were targetting you?"
"Yeah. You didn't know that?"
"No!" He would have killed Cat Adams the first time he met her, had he known. "Then I'll just stay here with you. Rossi has a couch in his office I can crash on."
"Luke–"
"Penelope, I didn't leave you alone when you were crying because Reid was hurt in prison, do you really think I'm going to leave you alone now?"
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When they finally solve the case and get Alexei into custody, Penelope and Luke cheer in celebration. She grabs his face and kisses him briefly, just a spur-of-the-moment, celebratory kiss. She doesn't even think anything of it, she just keeps on celebrating. Then it hits her exactly what she did. She turns to face him and he's just staring at her. And then he kisses her for real.
Idk I just feel like this would be an emotionally satisfactory way to explain them not being together right away, deal with the AS thing, and get them together for real
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Hey Merc.
Hope you’ve been doing well.
Could I request a fluffy drabble of MC playing/taking care of the baby?
HELLO YES I AM ALIVE!
I was going to write out the whole thing, but then I realized it might be more fun to let y'all request specific babysitting pairings based off of this little intro I came up with. There's also going to be a special conclusion to the HoL Babysitting adventures that I'm working on. Until then, feel free to request anything you'd like to see here!
“MC!” The human exchange student practically throw the textbook they were studying onto the floor in their rush to answer the panicked scream coming from the entry hall. Usually, a cry like that heralds a disaster worthy of an appearance by Lotan. However, when they reach the landing, leaning on the banister heavily as the exertion of your sprint catches up to them, the sight that greets MC is far from catastrophic.
Beel is cradling Seraphina in his arms as she sobs and screams, seeming almost on the verge of tears himself. Belphie hovers at his side nervously, trying to calm the distraught baby with awkward shushes, and they pinch the bridge of their nose. “Are we babysitting?”
Both twins nod emphatically, and Beel gives MC a pleading look, holding Seraphina out in front of him slightly. “How do we get her to stop?”
“Well, does her diaper need to be changed?” The two demons stare at them with obvious confusion, and MC prepares themself for an incredibly long evening as they walk down the stairs. “Give her to me and go get the rest of your brothers. I’ll see what I can do while you round up the others, ok?”
That was all Beel needed to hear before he shoves the baby into MC’s arms, already running up the stairs to find the rest of the demon brothers with Belphie dragging himself after. A reluctant sniff reveals that, mercifully, Seraphina doesn’t need a diaper change at the moment. So, MC shifts her to their hip, heading to the kitchen and digging through the cabinets until they locate the box of formula stored for just this reason. As they start the process of boiling water for the bottle, the brothers file in one by one, expressions ranging from annoyance to delight. Asmo is immediately at MC’s side, cooing at Seraphina as he plucks her from MC’s arms. “Hello, princess, did you miss Uncle Azzy? I bought some new clothing for you that I’ve just been dying to put on you.”
“Wait.” The order freezes Asmo in place, pulling a pout from the Avatar of Lust. “Before we get to have fun with the baby, we need to figure out all the jobs. Mammon, Levi, you two are on entertainment duty.”
Both demons start to protest this assignment, but MC gives them a deadpan look. “Don’t pretend that you haven’t been buying baby toys ever since Seraphina arrived, Mammon, and I know that Levi’s been trying to find kid-safe shows to share with her.” The grumbling continues, but neither look like they want to argue further.
“Asmo, you’re on bath and clothing duty. Remember to make sure the bath isn’t too hot for her and–”
“Use the baby-safe products and keep any soap out of her eyes. I know, darling, don’t worry.” Asmodeus kisses MC’s cheek before continuing his baby-talk to a slowly-calming Seraphina. MC lets their shoulders relax slightly, hopeful at the fact that one of the brothers is already on board with what his job is. “Beel, you can be in charge of feeding–I’ll help you make the baby food and formula. Satan, you have bedtime stories and Belphie has nap duty. Lucifer and I will handle everything else, like if one of you needs a break or her diaper needs changing.”
Lucifer’s eyes narrow. “And why would I help with that, my love?” MC gives the Avatar of Pride their best puppy dog eyes. “Because I still don’t remember how to put on fresh diapers properly and she likes you best?”
None of the other brothers are happy with this declaration, but it seems to have mollified Lucifer, which was all MC needed. 
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rabidmind101 · 1 year
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thanksgiving did not go near as bad as my anxiety was telling me it would. in fact, this was probably the most peaceful set of family gatherings I’ve had in a long time. my mom’s side was mild as usual. on my dad’s side, people were talking a lot, and for some reason a lot about our cats lol. like usual, I stayed pretty quiet during conversation. there were social cues I was more aware of missing now.
my stepmom kind of ignored me at first. for some reason she thinks this is an issue to me which is funny because I couldn’t give a shit whether she was living or dead :))
I got overstimulated and panicked on the way home, I was forming a UTI so I’ve been having to use the bathroom a lot. so I had to stop in this gas station at night and go a different way to get to the highway. for some reason it had my heart pounding and I was on the verge of tears. the headlights from the cars were almost unbearable. I did end up snapping and screaming at people in the car. I got home and immediately undressed to lay in bed for about 30 minutes just to recover.
honestly, other than the stress at the end of the night, everything went surprisingly well. the only bad thing today is that I have a UTI, which hurts. I am also getting off my period so I can’t tell if there’s blood in my pee or if it’s just spotting.
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luvrh8r · 2 years
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07.05.22
this saturday morning was quite productive. i woke up @ 9, cleaned the house, took a bath, went to dance class which being one of the reasons why i had a productive morning. 
on other days, a start to morning like this would bring a huge smile to my face but my emotions were clearly the opposite of what i had thought it would be. firstly, the warmup dances of the dance session today were great, i was v content with how i could grasp them easily and quickly but when it came to the choreography part of today’s session i couldnt catch up with it. the song and the steps were fast paced making it difficult for me to catch up with its pace and other dancers present there too but i thought “its ok, practice the choreography at home”.
there was an impromptu after dance sesh held by the teacher in which he asked everybody to express how the session was. the whole time as he kept asking everyone to speak up i found myself getting more and more anxious about my turn to speak. idk what got me but the anxiety kept growing, i kept fidgeting, in my mind i was repeating as to what to say and suddenly i was almost on the verge of tears ??? i wanted to get up and rush to the bathroom but couldnt get myself to do that either. but somehow thankfully, he didnt ask me to speak up and i was so glad but at the same point not fine because i kept panicking like hell to only know that it wasnt worth it? if that makes sense? if I make sense??? i guess irdk
on the way back ( i was along with my bestfriend ) she told me that she had signed up for this grooming certificated course and that she has a zoom regarding the same. idk why but i find myself feeling envy whenever i here others doing better than me, others doing more stuffs that i do. it makes me question myself if what i am doing is that enough or is it correct ? it makes me question if feeling this way towards your own friend is that okay? questions that are going to be left unanswered. . . . 
AAAGHH i hate hATE HATE feeling this way but anyways,,, i did have a mental breakdown over all of this while having lunch so yeah :) 
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nobodyfamousposts · 2 years
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Guardian Assistant Kevin
Based off the Dorkly Villain Assistant series:
Kevin: So...new Guardianship, eh Miss Ladybug?
Marinette: Um, it's just Marinette.
Kevin: (Typing on his computer) Got it. So what happened to Fu anyway?
Marinette: (On the verge of tears) It was my fault! I didn't detransform when I went to return the Miraculous to him and Hawk Moth found him and stole the Box. Since he was cornered and his Shellter was broken, he had no choice but to pass on Guardianship to me and lose his memories.
Kevin: Yeaaaah, I doubt he was THAT cornered.
Marinette: (Pauses) What?
Kevin: Well, he's an adult, right? Don't they get like...unlimited time as heroes? As well as multiple uses of their special power? Pretty sure Hawk Moth just tried to akumatize the Bee brat twice in a row with no need to detransform inbetween—no reason Fu couldn’t have just replaced his barrier with another one as soon as it was broken.
Marinette: (Gapes) Um.
Kevin: And Miracle Queen's wasps were already defeated, so it wasn't like he was in danger of being mind controlled. Couldn't he have fought with you against Hawk Moth?
Marinette: (Blinks) Well—
Kevin: I don't blame you, but Fu should have known. He certainly should have suggested it. Not that it matters anymore since you're the Guardian now instead.
Marinette: Yeah...
Kevin: Just let me catch up on the recent events annnnnd… (Watching a clip of the fight on his computer) Wow, pretty serious situation there. But couldn't you have used your Miraculous Ladybug power to free your friends from mind control and have them fight with you? Or just use the extra Miraculous you had at that time to take down Hawk Moth and Mayura then and there?
Marinette: (Winces) I kind of panicked.
Kevin: And why call off the dual transformations so early? Didn’t you still have extra powers from the Dragon you could have used? Lightning power to electrocute them? Water to wash them away from Fu?
Marinette: (Winces again) I didn’t think about it?
Kevin: Well, you have plenty of time to think things out now. Shall we go over your Guardian plan?
Marinette: Guardian plan?
Kevin: Yeah. Much like Hawk Moth has a "Villain Plan", Guardians need a "Guardian Plan" that outlines how they'll proceed with their new duty. As your new Guardian Assistant, I can help you with that.
Marinette: So you’re a Guardian Assistant? You’ve done this before?
Kevin: (Rubs the back of his head) Kind of? I used to work as a Villain Assistant until I ascend to a higher plane of existence after I successfully got Google and Facebook to combine into the ultimate evil.
Marinette: Wait—THAT WAS YOU?!
Kevin: (Ignoring her) Then I came back and now I’m giving the side of good a try. I originally tried to help as a Hero Assistant...but somehow that ended up being even worse.
Marinette: (Raises eyebrow)
Kevin: (Laughs) I thought villains were bad. I mean, overly convoluted and complex plans, death traps, and monologuing—I dealt with it all. But heroes? Where villains would make things needlessly elaborate and meaningful, heroes only ever seemed to solve their problems by hitting things. I guess whatever works though, am I right?
Marinette: Um…
Kevin: So I got a transfer over to the “Ancient Orders and Guardians” section and was assigned the Miraculous job. And let me tell you, it hasn’t been any easier.
Tikki: (Flies up) Marinette, you can’t listen to him!
Kevin: (Annoyed) Case in point…
Tikki: (Waving her arms insistently) He can’t be trusted! All of the previous Guardians refused to listen to him.
Kevin: Yeah, and where are they all now?
Tikki: (Silent but glaring at him, petulant and unwilling to answer)
(Kevin proceeds to pull out a folder from his desk drawer. He opens it, looking over the paperwork inside before laying it out so Marinette can see what looks like pictures of a temple and profile shots of several different men—Fu among them.)
Kevin: (Taps one photograph) I warned the Guardian Su-Han that testing children by starving them while leaving them direct access to the items of power they’re supposed to be guarding was just asking for trouble. Especially when they were taking children who didn’t want to be there in the first place. He blew me off and next thing I hear, the Temple was destroyed.
Tikki: (Winces)
Kevin: (Taps Fu’s photo) Then I advised Wang Fu to do something about Feast and the fallout. He could have used the Ladybug Miraculous to purify the amok. Or use the Horse to get the missing Miraculous and grimoire once he had found a safe location. Or even use the Rabbit to prevent it from happening in the first place. Or at least see what happened to Feast and the missing Butterfly and Peacock so he could prevent them from being found by anyone else who could use them for who knows what…
Marinette: And…that didn’t happen.
Kevin: (Deadpan) No. No it did not. When I tried to assist Fu, he refused to listen and wouldn’t you know it, we have a Butterfly supervillain attacking the city he happens to live in over a century later.
Tikki: (Pouts)
Kevin: Not to mention my OTHER suggestion that he NOT send out both the Ladybug and Black Cat to deal with the problem.
Marinette: But aren’t they partners?
Kevin: Are you serious? They are the BIG TWO of the Miracle Box! Even if Fu didn’t know they were what Hawk Moth was after, he still should have known that sending them out together could result in the potential for someone to make a Wish that could destroy reality just by accident! And since he didn’t tell either of you anything, who knows what could have happened if either of you decided at any point to dual wield the two of them at once!
Marinette: (Pales) Oh.
Kevin: I kept recommending the Monkey. It could pretty much counter ANY akuma and undo their effects, making akuma fights a snap! Or the Tiger if he really felt one of you needed to be a destructive powerhouse.
Marinette: I hadn’t considered that…
Kevin: And don’t even get me started on the Rooster! Hell, he shouldn’t have even needed to send out the Ladybug and Black Cat at all!
(He takes a breath)
Kevin: So now we’re down to you.
Marinette: But the other Guardians are back now, aren’t they?! And Master Fu said he wasn’t officially completely trained!
Kevin: But they still gave Guardianship to him and he passed it on to you. It’s why my office appeared to you.
Marinette: Yeah, I did wonder about the floating portal that appeared in my room.
Kevin: Standard setup. The portal opens where the Box is. Trust me, it was as weird for me as it was for you. I’m trying very hard not to comment on the wall of posters.
Marinette: (Blushes furiously) Mmm!
Kevin: The point remains, what are your intentions as the Guardian? Are you going to store away the Box to keep Hawk Moth from getting any of the other Miraculous? Are you going to go into hiding? Do you want to leave Paris and go on the run? I know some ways of setting you up with new identities and I’m sure I have a number of brochures for different locations that might be good to set up at. (Starts looking through a desk drawer and pulls out a few fliers that he hands to her) Pull some strings, change some names. It could be like a vacation—
Marinette: (Blinks at the fliers in her hands before shaking her head) What? No! I’m not just going to abandon Paris! I need to stop Hawk Moth and get the missing Butterfly and Peacock Miraculous back!
Kevin: (Starts typing again) Artifact recovery, got it. That’s kind of hero work area, but it does technically fall under Guardian responsibility so I can work with this.
Marinette: Really?
Kevin: Sure. I can get a whole list of options lined up for how to most effectively use your resources to track down and defeat Hawk Moth.
Marinette: Wait, you mean use the Miraculous?
Kevin: Why not? You literally hold almost all of them. There’s no reason NOT to use them, especially when you’re up against a Miraculous that is incredibly overpowered for what should be a second tier.
Marinette: (Bites her lip) But isn’t it against the Guardian rules to use the Miraculous that way?
Kevin: Who makes the rules?
Marinette: The Guardian.
Kevin: (Pointedly) And who is the new Guardian?
Marinette: …but…can I really do that?
Kevin: YES! You’re the Guardian. The Miraculous were left in your care. It’s really up to you how to protect them—and that can and SHOULD involve using all resources at your disposal!
Marinette: You do have a point…
Tikki: (Flies up to Marinette) Marinette! You can’t!
Marinette: But Tikki—
Tikki: No! The Guardians kept the Miraculous secret for a reason! They were never meant to be used!
Kevin: Yeah, about that. If they really intended for the Miraculous to never be used, they wouldn’t have made them in the first place. Or if they were really serious about it, they could have gotten rid of them at any point.” He started ticking fingers. “They could have dropped the Box at the bottom of the ocean. Or use the Horse to let the Box drift in space or send it into the sun or leave it on Pluto. If they were really that concerned about ensuring the Box be available for use at the right time it may be needed, they could have used the Rabbit to hide out in a Burrow and oversee time itself, then just GO to the future points when a Miraculous might be necessary until they aren’t anymore.”
Marinette: That…sounds extreme…
Kevin: But it would have been better than just SITTING on them with no plan for their purpose and no idea even how to use them if it became necessary.
Marinette: (Hesitates)
Kevin: Look, you don’t HAVE to listen to me, but as your Assistant, it’s kind of my job to prevent issues of this severity that would result in temple-destroying or memory erasing measures.
Marinette: So…what would your advice be about how to deal with a supervillain using the Butterfly?
Tikki: (Gasps) Marinette!
Marinette: Tikki, Master Fu is gone, my allies have been revealed, Lila’s still running around lying and plotting who knows what, Adrien is dating Kagami, and now Hawk Moth has the translated grimoire and the fixed Peacock!
Kevin: (Blinks) Wait, what was that last one—?
Tikki: But Marinette, you can’t use the Miraculous selfishly!
Kevin: And what part of using a Miraculous to catch a supervillain is selfish?
Tikki: (Glares)
Kevin: Look, I’m not telling you to use the Miraculous to take over the world. I’ve stopped working villainy since the overthrow of heaven and let that license lapse so I wouldn’t be able to help you if you did want to go that route.
Marinette: Wait what—
Kevin: What I am telling you is that you already have tools at your disposal. Incredibly overpowered tools that could easily solve your villain problem if you just let yourself consider the options.
Marinette: Oh. Okay then.
Kevin: So…with all this in mind, what plan would you go with?
Marinette: Well…
(Five minutes later)
Kevin: (Now transformed with the Rabbit Miraculous) Okay, so what is your plan?
Marinette: I want you to use the Rabbit Miraculous to open a Burrow.
Kevin: To erase Hawk Moth from existence?
Marinette: What? No!
Kevin: You sure? It would save a lot of trouble.
Marinette: That would erase our timeline altogether! I don’t need to change the past, just look at it.
Kevin: Fair enough. What are you looking for?
Marinette: If I can see what happened to the Butterfly and Peacock, I'll be able to find out who found them. Then I should be able to know who became Hawk Moth and what his goal is.
Kevin: Didn't you have any suspects before?
Marinette: Just Gabriel Agreste. He had the Grimoire so we thought he could be Hawk Moth since it was lost with the Miraculous, but he was akumatized, so that ruled him out.
Kevin: Couldn't he just akumatize himself if he was Hawk Moth?
Marinette: That would be incredibly foolish if he did. Given that akumas are pretty much a person’s unrestrained emotions, they act erratically and Hawk Moth usually has to direct them. If he akumatized himself, that would mean he was let loose with no control. Surely he wouldn't put himself in that position. He's smarter than that.
Kevin: Isn't this the same guy who akumatized the same bird-obsessed man into the same bird-based akuma over 30 times?
Marinette: Well—
Kevin: And a baby?
Marinette: …look, he’s been terrorizing Paris for over a year. He can't be that stupid.
(Five minutes later)
Marinette: (Comes out of the Burrow) He is that stupid.
Kevin: Figures.
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𝒩ℴ𝓉ℯ: just be acting like I’m not in the middle of an exam writing smut💀 but anywaysss
𝒜𝓈𝓀-Okay but i wanna know how the cocklet tokyorev boys react when you first see their dicks and start laughing and humiliating themm
𝒮𝓊𝓂𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓎- humiliating their cocklets
𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉ℯ𝓇𝓈 𝒻𝓇ℴ𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅ℴ𝓈𝓉:
ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 * .♡ *:・゚✧ .♡ *:・゚✧ * .♡ *:・゚✧ * .♡
Inui- your boyfriend of 6 months was currently out at work while you were off so decided to help him out by tidying up his apartment a little. You were almost done until you found a box. This box contained all types of dildos and different sex toys. You were in shock because u never though your boyfriend would be into this type of stuff. But something cough your eye it was a tiny chastity change. “Why was it so small?” You though then it clicked.
Maybe the reason your boyfriend always backed out of having sex with you was because his cock was just to small. You thought about your new found discovery on if his cock was actually small or if he just bought it a couple sizes to small on accident. But when u went to put away his folded hoodies and accidentally opened the wrong draw that’s where u found his underwear. Only being made up of slutty panties there was no way something so skimpy and revealing would fit,his balls would probably at least break free.
Later when your boyfriend got home he found you, his beautiful girlfriend sitting pretty on his bed with a box. But when he realized what box that was he panicked “I can explain” he say shyly as his face turned red.
“Does my pretty little boyfriend happen to be a slut who likes things shoved up his ass and wearing panties?”
He gulped, he was scared, embarrassed, he felt like a dear in headlights but he was also turned on.
“Come on baby,use your big boy words and explain, or was I right”
“Y-y-yes”
U laughed at your boyfriend, he was to cute.
Standing up u pulled your boyfriend onto you by his belt buckle and spoke “so am I also right about you not wanting to have sex with me because you’re dick is to small” u said in a teasing and mocking tone
He was on the verge of tears hands hurrying to cover his face he was so embarrassed. But he was hard so painfully fucking hard.
“Take em off slut” you said while pulling at his pants inferring u wanted them gone along with his shirt
His shakey hands undid his belt pulling his pants down to reveal your boyfriend in a baby pink and white lacy thong with his cocklet being completely covered by the small amount of cloth covering him.
He was so embarrassed he couldn’t believe he was standing in front of his girlfriend in a pink thing almost completely naked and to make it worse he was so fucking hard but u couldn’t even notice.
You laughed you made him stand in front of you while you laughed and called him pathetic saying how small his cock looked
“Sei how tf are you so hard and I can’t even see a proper outline of your dick, your so fucking pathetic.” While letting out laughs in between your sentence your boyfriend was crying oh god he was embarrassed. “ look at you crying over how small your little cocklet is you’re such a whore” you spoke while flicking his cocklet through his panties then stroking him twice through the think fabric making him moan and cum into his panties. “ did u just fucking cum, you really are such a whore seishu”
“come on get on the bed mommy wants to play” it was about to be a long night
Takemitchi- poor takemichi had been rejected so many times because of his cocklet. His own fucking girlfriend hina left him to because he was to small. He hated his cocklet so much.
But still somehow ended up in a love hotel with his new girlfriend. Y/n was determined to take his virginity since it seemed to bother him so much. The foreplay was great everything was going pretty good y/n was wet while mitchi was hard as a rock in his pants. taking off his pants he sat on the bed. “It’s so tiny” y/n laughed takemichi was embarrassed to death he immediately stated crying “look at the fucking crybaby and his sad excuse of a dick, where’s the rest of it michi?” He only sobbed harder his dick was twitching at the humiliation and it grasped your attention “ you like being told how fucking pathetic you are don’t you?” I can see your cocklet twitching you know” “I feel sorry for anyone who you tried to fuck.”
“I’m sorry I’m so pathetic mommy.” He tried saying through sobs “can you touch me? Please mommy, I need you”
Takemichi ended up on top of you his cock aligning with your pussy “go ahead baby put it in” he shoved his cock in as hard as he could trusting quickly like a dog in heat while letting out a high pitched moans “mitchi I knew you were small but I can’t even feel anything even with how hard u must be stroking ” he apologized so much and kept saying how good you felt he kept thrusting into you but kept slipping out “god your so fucking pathetic, I’ve had enough you’re so fucking bad at this. Get on all fours and I’ll show you what real pleasure feel like” needless to say he ended up walking with a limp for the next week.
Mikey- mr invincible. lol. you knew from the very start mikey wouldn’t have much to show because look at him he’s so small in build there’s no way his cock is gonna be that big, but that didn’t stop a girl from dreaming.Mikey has been embarrassed to death about how small he was from since his teen years poor baby wishing his cock was long and thick but to his displeasure it wasn’t. He had hoped with the passing years his dick would get bigger but the only thing growing was his ego. Mikey thrives off of praise and being the best. That’s why he tries to avoid anyone seeing his cocklet. He’d never be able to live that down if someone found out he had a tiny cocklet that could hardly harden properly due to its size.
Until one day while entering your boyfriends house only to find him on his bed spit dripping from his moth,eyes rolled back,back arched and his hand moving at rapid speed under a blanket that covered his lover half while moaning your name as loud as he could. It was such a pretty sight.
“well,well what do we have here?” You spoke startling the poor boy. His flushed out face turned to you he tried to speak but the words were stuck in the throat. “I-I-I” “shhh baby it’s okay” “I can help you with that your little problem yk” “little! It’s not little! I swear!” He almost shouted out a bit to quick you laughed at him “I never said it was little tho, does someone have a small cock they don’t want me to find out about?” “I- umm” “show me what’s under the blanket mikey”he felt like a dear in headlights. “I-I can’t” he stuttered out “why not baby” “come on mr.invincible show me your cock” with trembling hands he removed the blanket exposing his 2 inch cocklet. It looked so frail you couldn’t help but burst out laughing.
“Judging from your height I knew you wouldn’t be to big but this is way smaller than I thought it’d be” you spoke while hardly flicking the tip once. “How can you be japans strongest with such a small cock” you laughed while your hands wrapped around his cock and his head fell back “please mommy” he cried out “ I wonder what would happen if all those guys you beat up knew you had a pathetic little cocklet that wouldn’t be able to make his girl cum” “n-n-n-ahhh fuck fuck fuck” he chanted out trying to defend himself. Your hands were wrapped around him moving so quickly and gripping him so well he’s never felt this good before. “C-cum, mommy im going cu-“ before he could finish his sentence your hand “accidentally” slipped “whoops, sorry baby I thought I was jacking off a real cock and not some pathetic small dick slut iguess we’re gonna have to start over”
Izana- you were at izanas apartment waiting for your boyfriend kakucho who was caught up in traffic nearly 2 hours away. Izana couldn’t help but glance at you, you were so pretty, but you were also his best friends girlfriend. You decided to get up to go get a drink izana looked at you his eyes shot wide open when you bent over to get a bottle of water accidentally reviling your sweet cunt covered by your lilac lace panties. He felt himself getting hard,and instantly stiffened up. “What’s the matter ‘zana you look tense” “n-nothing I’m fine” “excuse me for a moment please” he spoke as he went to the bathroom. You just shrugged it off until you heard a faint moan of your name. “Y-y-yn f-f-f-uck,mommy ahhh milking my small cock so good” he moaned out to lost in pleasure to realize his volume.
You couldn’t help but giggle at hearing how desperate he sounded. You opened the door to reveal izana lost in pleasure, his eyes tightly closed as he continued moaning out your name unaware that you were besides him until you leaned against his back pressing your tits onto his back and taking his cock from his hand and putting it into your own starting to jack him off yourself.
“You really weren’t kidding when u said it was small, hardly filling up my hand” you spoke while giggling “I don’t even know why I’m doing this my boyfriends cock his more than 2 times bigger than your pathetic excuse if a dick”
Izana knew what u were saying was right he couldn’t help but be embarrassed and that embarrassment was going straight to his dicklet. “F-f-fuck mommy slow down I’m gonna- ahhhh” he screamed out pathetically while cumming into your hand “who knew tenjikus boss was just a desperate whore with a small cock who can’t even last a proper few minutes” after coming down from his high the embarrassment set in again realizing what just happened his thoughts were racing until you spoke “Kaku is 2 hours away so let’s see if you can last longer this time, yeh?” “Yes mommy”
Chifuyu- your boyfriend came home in a bad mood he was stressed from a delayed shipment from his pet shot. He was sat on the couch visibly upset so you being the great girlfriend that you are decided tdy would be the perfect day to finally sleep with your boyfriend to relive some of that stress. You went to where fuyu was sitting then kneeled down in front on him “let me take away all your stress, okay baby?” he was instantly flustered and didn’t know how to react but he did however nod his head yes
Slipping his pants all the way down you got up and positioned yourself on top of him sitting down nicely on his lap as you started grinding on his lower half while removing his t-shirt exposing his toned chest you latches onto his neck sucking away leaving large hickeys while he shut his eyes burying his face in the crock of your neck stuffing some of the fabric of your shirt in his mouth so he could muffle himself better after a few minuets of grinding chifuyus legs were already shaking from overstimulation, his eyes teary and face red you got back on the ground and spoke “fuyu am I doing something wrong you weren’t getting hard the entire time” he was embarrassed so fucking embarrassed he had already came 3 times in the spam of the few minutes you spent grinding on his lap and was getting hard again just now “I’m- I uhh- when you looked down you saw thick cum covering his black underwear “fuyu I couldn’t even feel you while u were hard” you laugh to the point tears came down your face. you then rapidly pull down his boxers exposing his clitty “ how many time have u came fuyu?” “th-three” “it hasn’t even been 10 minuets and your already cumming so much your so pathetic” “I know I’m sorry” he says covering his face. His dick was back to being a little soft after cumming so much he already looked so fucked out “baby it’s okay, just breath for me okay” “We’re gonna go few more rounds again mommy want to play with her baby’s cocklet”
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End note: this was rushed 💀 but hope you enjoyed babe<3
ℒℴ𝓋ℯ ℳ𝒶𝓇𝓎-𝒥𝒶𝓃ℯ🕊
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notjohnlegere · 2 years
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Your writing is phenomenal!!! How have I not discovered you before I’m shocked!!
Do you think you can write something about y/n asking Timothee to make love and not just have rough sex (if you see the nuance I mean??)
Something cute something angsty something smutty :))
Thank you! And keep up with the amazing work I can’t wait to see your future pieces XX
Hiii! Oh my goodness you’re too sweet, you’ve got me blushing.
I hope I did your idea justice. It’s pretty short, and the smut isn’t very detailed, but it’s very very sensual. I love the overall vibe of how this turned out. I hope you love it too!
Thank you so much for your support, my dear. It means the world to me. 🥺❤️
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Love Me
Timothée Chalamet x Reader
reader asks her boyfriend to make love to her during an emotional time. angst, smut, fluff, the works. not too detailed smut.
*obligatory mobile formatting apology*
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“Why aren’t you ever gentle with me?” Asking the question cut your insides like a knife. You felt the sting in your chest, and the hot tears rolling down your cheeks. “Why is it always just about fucking and not about how you supposedly love me?”
He didn’t have an answer and you could tell that he didn’t. His eyes looked panicked as he rolled his lips between his teeth.
“Mon amour, I-“
“Don’t mon amour me.” You replied, ice on the tip of your tongue. “Answer my question.” You felt broken inside. You had hoped he wouldn’t be like every other man you’d been with. You had pleaded, prayed, begged for him to not just want sex from you. Is my body all I’m worth?
“No, please, I- I have an answer.” He pleaded. “I just hate seeing you cry. I can’t think. Seeing you cry just shuts off my brain.” You could tell there was truth in his words, but it still didn’t stop the sting from creeping up on you. You wiped your eyes and did your best to hold back your tears.
“Timothée.” You stressed. “You don’t just want me for my body, do you?” You choked. You were terrified of his answer. Just twenty minutes before you were sharing dinner with him in his dining room, now here you were questioning everything. It wasn’t anything new.
“Do I what?” He asked. He seemed rather offended in his tone. “God, baby, no. I am so hopelessly in love with you. It’s not just about sex for me.”
“Then why haven’t you made love to me?”
“I didn’t know if we were ready for that step or not, mon amour.” He spoke honestly. “It’s a big deal.” You sighed. You knew he was right, but that didn’t stop your thoughts from wandering astray.
“I guess you’re right.”
“My girl, I’ve got nothing inside of me but love for you.” He said softly and took a step toward you. “Please don’t ever think that I only want your body. Your body is incredible, but it’s your mind that I need.”
“Oh, Timmy.” You began to cry again. Why am I so crazy? He’s wonderful. Why do I keep questioning him? He would never treat me like the others.
“Baby, please don’t cry.” He looked as if he was on the verge of tears at this point. His voice cracked in the third syllable.
“I- I’m sorry,” You shook. “Timothée Hal I love you more than anything.”
“I love you too.” He said and enveloped you in his arms.
“Then prove it.” You said. “Make love to me.”
“I would be honored.”
*
You both took some time to relax. Some dessert, a tv show episode or three, and a long hot shower. You were feeling much better now, albeit still a bit emotional.
“Are you okay?” He asked you, his bare body hovering above yours in the bed. You felt like you could cry again, but for a completely different reason.
“I love you.”
“I love you too. But seriously, are you okay, mon amour?”
“I will be.” You said. “Just love me.”
“Just love you.” He repeated.
He was slow and delicate. His lips grazing your skin wherever he could reach. He took his sweet time worshipping you with his kisses, something that he was very skilled at.
When he finally entered you, slowly and deeply, it was like nothing you’d ever felt before. The way his body moulded to yours was all the proof you needed for soulmates. His every curve fit every one of your crevasses.
Each thrust wasn’t rough and rash like normal, but instead slow and full of meaning. This wasn’t sex to get off, this was making love. Your boy was giving you exactly what you had been wanting for your whole life—to love and be loved.
You didn’t even notice how loud you were moaning until your boy matched your noises. But that didn’t matter right now, the only thing that mattered was him.
You would be lying if you said you expected him to cry, but here he was doing it. The both of you, connected in the mind, body, and spirit, foreheads presses together, tears falling down your cheeks. The pleasure was good, but the intense emotions were better.
“Uh, uh, uhhh,” He said your name. “Oh, fuck, baby I’m not gonna last.”
“Oh, Timmy I love you.” You all but begged. “Oh, please feel good. Please give it to me.”
“Fuuuuuck.” He groaned out, as his hips sputtered and he released into you. He swore and repeated your name under his breath countless times until he was done.
“I love you.” You said once again. You were unable to stop. You truly did love him. “Thank you for loving me.”
You were so connected in this moment. So close, you nearly believed you could hear what the other was thinking. Making love so otherworldly had pushed your souls into one.
“I..love..you..” He said through heavy breaths. “I’ll never..stop.”
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princehrry-writings · 3 years
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Legal Guardian
ugh this took way too long lol, but here it is!!! i forget exactly that sparked this but i thought it was a cute idea.
warnings: injuries (nothing major), hospitals, cursing, harry being a protective dad 🥺, talks about adoption and legal guardians, crying
wordcount: 2481
harry styles x reader, stepdad!harry x reader, stepdadharry x oc!stella
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Stella gets hurt and Harry is the only one there- but he has no legal jurisdiction…
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It all happened really fast. Harry can’t even recall how it started, but he knew very well how it ended. A sobbing Stella strapped into her car seat as he raced to the emergency room, frantically calling Y/n who was in a different state on a work trip.
The 5 year old didn’t understand what was going on, she just knew she was hurting… really bad. And that she wanted her mommy and daddy.
The traffic seemed to be working against him, getting in his way at the most inconvenient times, all the while he was trying to console his weeping daughter, crying out “Daddy it hurts so bad!” effectively shattering his heart into a million little pieces.
Stella had been playing happily in the backyard at home, showing off her wonderful dance moves to Harry who watched with an adoring smile on his face, taking little videos to send to his fiance, when suddenly she was laying on the ground, clutching her ankle, and crying for him to come get her. He rushed into action, not having seen her take the fateful step into what must have been a hole in the ground or something.
Screeching into the hospital car park, he stops somewhere he obviously wasn’t supposed to but he couldn't care less. His mind was racing. What if she broke her ankle? Or tore a ligament? What if she has to get surgery? All of this is what he worries about as he flings the back door of his car open, trying his best to appear calm for his daughter (but it’s not really working), and scoops her carefully into his hold, bringing her inside and shouting for someone to please help him.
A few nurses rush to his side, asking him different questions and asking for someone to “Page Dr. Robbins, tell her we need a peds consult.”
Stella is whisked away from him and before he can start to follow after her, a hand is placed on his chest, stopping him in his place.
“Sir, we can’t have you in the room with her. You’re not on her file as a legal guardian!” A doctor tells him. In that moment, he sees nothing but red, steam pouring out of his ears.
“The hell I can’t, I’m her father! I’m not going to let her sit in there all alone while strangers poke and prod at her!” He all but yells at the man. Harry is not violent. He really isn't. But he’s not afraid to lay somebody on their ass when it comes to his girls. With kindness or course. And maybe a black eye.
From the room she was taken into he can hear her crying for him.
“Wan’ my daddy! Daddy!” Harry didn’t think his heart could break any further than it already had but he was proven wrong by the ache in his chest that only grew stronger the longer he was kept away from his lovebug.
“Doctor, respectfully- if you don’t move the hell out of my way, I will move you myself. That is my daughter, and my fiance is in a different state right now on a business trip so I am the only parent she has right now. If you try to keep me from my child I will take legal action against the hospital and sue for everything you’re worth. Now if you’ll excuse me.” Harry is seething, trying to move past the man in the white lab coat and light blue scrubs. Again, he is stopped.
“I will call security, sir!”
“DADDY!” Stella is now screeching, her little voice hoarse from all the yelling and crying.
“Don’t you fucking hear that? She needs me, and you’re telling me I can’t go be with her! What the hell kind of doctor are you?” Harry is in the man's face, pointing at him vehemently. He doesn’t care that people are starting to watch the scene. Doesn’t care that some people have recognized him and are recording the ordeal. Let the people see him fighting for his family. He doesn’t give a rat's ass if his “image” takes a hit. His daughter is on the line and he won’t back down.
“She’ll be fine-”
“No she won’t! Go ahead and call security. My daughter needs me and you’re not going to stop me from being in that room with her.” With that he pushes past the doctor (who must be an intern or something with how he’s handling this situation) and rushes into the room where his baby is screaming for him. He’s at her side in a matter of seconds, wiping the tears from her face, peppering kisses onto her head, petting her wild hair back from her face, just consoling her in any way that he can.
How fucking dare they try to keep him from her, especially when she’s in a state like this.
“It’s ok baby girl, daddy’s here now. I’ve got you. You’re ok, you’re ok!” He mumbles into her hair, doing his best to stay out of the way of the people examining her but still close enough so she knows he’s right there with her.
Little tears still streamed down her face but she was much calmer now, her breathing more even and body less tense.
“Mr. Styles we’re bringing in the portable x-ray to take a look at her ankle, so you’re going to need to wear this.” He nods and takes the vest given to him, putting it over his shoulders like he sees the others do. A similar article is placed over Stella, who is clinging to Harry’s hand, fearing that she’s going to have to be without him again. But he promises he isn’t going anywhere.
As they’re taking the x-ray his phone starts ringing in his pocket and he checks to see that it’s Y/n calling him back.
“H, what’s wrong, is she ok?” Her panicked voice rushes out as soon as the call connects.
“We’re in the ER right now and she’s getting an x-ray to see what’s going on with her ankle-”
“You’re in the room with her right? She’s not alone?”
The little shards of his heart keep breaking into smaller and smaller pieces as her voice breaks.
“Yeah, I’m right next to her. Don’t worry m’love, she’s not alone!” He glared at the doctor that tried to keep him out as he said that, letting him know he hadn’t forgotten.
“I’m gonna facetime you so I can see her.” She said and he nodded, waiting for it to come through. When it did he quickly accepted it, seeing the love of his life’s face on the screen, with her puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks as she wiped away the remaining tears so she didn’t freak out her baby.
“Stell, mumma’s on the phone, she wants to talk to you.”
“Hi baby girl!” Y/n said as soon as Harry held the phone so Stella could see her mom. The little girl's tear stained cheeks looked exactly like her moms, and her heart broke for her baby.
“Hi mumma,” Stella pouted into the camera, clutching onto her daddy as tight as her little hand could. Harry was a little uncomfortable but he would take this over not being in here at all.
“How do you feel, baby? You ok?” She asked.
“My foot hurts and they wouldn’t let daddy in here and I was scared, but he’s here now so I’m ok.” The little girl rambled off. Y/n almost missed how she said they wouldn’t let Harry in the room but when it finally registered, she was fuming. Absolutely, royally pissed.
“What do you mean they wouldn’t daddy in there?” Stella shrugged and looked up at Harry for an answer. He brought the phone back so he could see her after looking around at the doctors in the room, all doing their job and pretending they weren’t listening to this conversation, but a few of them winced when Y/n asked her question.
“Some bloke tried to keep me out of the room while Stella was being examined but she was on the verge of a whole breakdown. It was like Disneyland in Paris all over again.” He said, referencing the time Harry took his girls to Disneyland while they were in Paris and Stella got separated from her mom and dad. She had never not been able to see at least 1 of her parents before. Needless to say… she didn’t handle it very well. Screaming, crying, and hyperventilating (which freaked her out even more- causing her to scream louder and cry harder) ensued very shortly, disturbing every person around her. But it made it easy for them to find her and she spent a very very long time clutching her tiny arms around her daddy’s neck, not letting him set her down for anything. That was an interesting trip to the bathroom …
“Why would they try to keep you out of the room? You’re her father!” Y/n was on the verge of popping a blood vessel. Of course the one time her baby really needs her, she’s hours away.
“Uh, Mr. Styles, I’m so sorry to interrupt! But the x-ray is complete. There’s no break, it looks like a sprain at worst. Also, about why my intern was saying you weren’t allowed in the room, not that I was listening to your conversation, with ped’s cases we typically only allow legal parents or guardians in the room and your name isn’t anywhere on her file or on her records so he was just trying to follow safety protocols. He didn’t go about the situation as well as he should have because we always want to make sure our patient has what they need and that was obviously you- but that is the reason why you initially weren’t let into the room. You’re not a legal parent or guardian. Based on your situation- you’re legally considered a step-parent and that title doesn’t come along with any legal jurisdiction.” Dr. Robins explained, in quite a few words Harry thinks, but he doesn’t say anything about it. Just sits and realizes that while for the better part of a year and a half, he’s been calling himself Stella’s dad but the whole he’s not been anything… not legally anyway.
Y/n realizes this too and makes a mental note to call their lawyers to do something about that.
“That makes sense… Thank you, Dr. Robbins! I have her mum on the phone, but you knew that, so if there’s anything else I legally can’t do, she’ll have to take care of it like thi-”
“Mr. Styles, we won’t tell if you don’t! Anything else that needs to be signed, we’ll just go ahead and have you do it. Save the hassle for everyone.” Dr. Robbins interrupts him and he smiles, silently thanking her.
“Daddy, what's a legal guardian?” Stella asks after a quiet moment.
“A legal guardian is someone who takes care of you because the law says they can. So because I didn’t help mumma make you and I came into your life a little later, I’m not a legal guardian of you. Not yet anyway.” He mumbles the last part but Y/n catches it.
“Does everyone have a legal guardian?” She hiccuped, rubbing at her eyes with the hand that wasn’t clutching Harry’s.
“At one point yeah, but once you get older you don’t need one anymore because you can take care of yourself.”
The girl pauses, thinking about her daddy’s words before muttering “Don’t wanna take care of myself. Wanna stay with you and mumma forever.”
All the little shards of his heart slowly start to piece back together.
“I want you to stay with me and mumma forever too lovebug.” He cooes. Y/n’s eyes light up, her gaze filled with adoration for her little family.
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“The documents are all drawn up Mrs. Styles, everything is ready for your husband to sign.”
“Thank you so much Ben!”
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“Baby, c’mere. Wanna talk to you about something.”
“Yeah mommy?”
Y/n took a deep breath, trying to quell the tears she could already feel threatening to fall. Her newly wed husband sat beside her on the couch, running his hand along her back and squeezing her shoulder and letting her know he was there if she needed him.
“Do you remember when you and Daddy had that conversation about legal guardians?” The woman asked, pulling her baby into her lap, brushing her hand over the girl's hair affectionately.
“Uhhh, kinda.” She murmured, curling into her mom.
“Do you remember what a legal guardian is?” Y/n rephrased, hoping to jog the girl's memory. Stella nodded and when prompted by her mother explained that “It’s someone who takes care of you until you're old enough to take care of yourself.”
“That’s right baby, very good!”
“And do you remember when we were at the hospital and that doctor was being mean, not letting Daddy into the room with you?” Harry chimes in, scooting closer to his girls. She nodded with a roll of her eyes and a huff of breath, causing a little giggle to erupt from her parents. She really is her mothers daughter.
“Didn’t like him.” She mumbles.
“Do you remember why they didn’t let him into the room?” Y/n asks, knowing she should probably get to the point before her little one checks out and gets bored.
“Cause daddy’s not my legal guardian.” Stella huffs again, rubbing her eyes and nuzzling further into her mom.
“Do you want him to be?”
Stella’s quiet for a moment, tapping her little finger on her chin like she’s thinking hard. “Yeah.”
“Yeah? You want that baby?” Harry asks, pulling her into his lap. The girl wraps her arms around his neck and lays her head on his shoulder, nodding.
“Yeah, Daddy. Want you to be able to come to the doctors with me.” She mumbles sleepily.
The tears Y/n had been fighting off finally broke through, despite her efforts. It’s official. Harry is going to adopt Stella and they would be a family in every sense of the word. No one would be able to take Harry's little girl away from him. All he had to do was sign the paper. Harry felt tears spring to his eyes as well, smoothing his hand along his baby’s back.
“You have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that…” He says, squeezing her a little tighter. Y/n snaps a quick picture before she snuggles into them.
“Love you Mommy, love you Daddy.” She murmurs before falling asleep in Harry's arms. Something that isn’t new, but feels different now for some reason. Things felt a little more official and he hadn’t even signed the papers yet.
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cheekygreenty · 3 years
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Familiar - The Darkling x Reader
He was living his worst nightmare. You were in danger because of him. He swore to protect you, to get himself caught in the crossfire if it meant saving you but right now he was useless and you were suffering. He didn't know where you were or who took you from the Palace, the place he said was like a fortress, the safest place in Ravka. You were swiped from right under his nose, most likely roughly and mercilessly and it was all because you loved him.
He never wanted anyone to know of your relationship, you were his most protected and valued secret and he would put his life on the line to keep it that way. But now you were gone and he couldn't bare to look at himself. The promise he made to you was broken and he let you down.
For our love is a ghost that the others can't see
You agreed with it too, knowing that you would immediately become a target if Aleksander introduced you as his. But here you were now, sitting in the back of a moving coach, gagged and handcuffed with a blood and tear stained face.
The ride was more bumpy and painful than it was at the start, having now been on it for at least 4 hours, you knew you were far from home and heading to Fjerda.
The realization hit you as soon as you felt a pair of strong hands at your wrists, holding them apart in the safety of your chambers to prevent you from summoning. The festivities were loud and blocked out your shouts of self-defense and cries for help. That's where Aleksander's protection had run out, right there in your shared rooms.
You cursed yourself as more tears slipped out your eyes, you were a fool who didn't listen to their own advice. Ravka didn't know about you, the Darkling seemingly had no weaknesses until your irrationally tipsy behavior. Tonight's stupid actions would cost you your life.
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'Enjoying the celebrations?' You held your fourth champagne glass of the night tightly in your hand as you walked up to Aleksander and Ivan. They were all business and no party as the Little Palace roared to life following a day of successful business negotiations. Grisha of all orders let loose and had fun, forgetting the troubles of war as foreign delegations joined in, all in unity for a single night of fun.
The Zemeni were dancing with the Kerch, the Shu were peacefully discussing with the Kaelish, it was a utopia. Your own mind was for once calm, be it the champagne or the vibes you didn't know and didn't care.
'You did a very good job Y/N, I'm impressed.' Ivan gestured to the party and pride filled you. It was stressful and nerve-racking to plan a banquet of this magnitude, but seeing it all accomplished and with no fights made you unbelievably happy.
'Thank you Ivan. Go enjoy yourself, I'm sure Fedyor is looking for you.'
He walked away just as you'd hoped, leaving you and Aleksander alone. You moved a step closer, taking his hand in yours.
'It is magnificent darling, you look magnificent too.' His head dipped as it usually did when he was about to kiss you, but he stopped himself and instead looked around the room, inspecting it to make sure no one was watching him.
'Relax, we're in a large crowd, I highly doubt anyone is paying us any mind.' With the foreign ambassadors here, Aleksander's black attire was balanced out with black tuxedos and suits. He wasn't sticking out anymore, he blended in. You wanted to be with him, and perhaps you could be right now.
'If you say so' Although your words did something to reassure him, his sweet lips were brief on yours. It was a short kiss, but he somehow conveyed his love for you in that quick second before he was back to his usual General persona.
'Alright General Kirigan, I'll go annoy Genya.' You joked and in the process knocked the glass over onto your fine silk kefta. 'Shit'
You didn't miss the look of amusement on his face as you tried to dry the stain with your sleeve. 'Or I'll go and change' you laughed, leaning into his laughing body.
You were certain the moment was intimate and private, that nobody was watching, but a pair of eyes closely watched the scene from afar, mouth open ajar as he found the Darkling's only weakness; You.
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'Moi Soverenyi what is the meaning of all this?' Ivan didn't expect to be dragged out of bed at this hour and see the General's inner circle crowded around his war table in their nightclothes. He thought the banquet went well: nobody fought or got injured or even argued, it was the perfect night so to speak. But the powerful Grisha still dressed in his silk black kefta was restless and panicked.
His hair was disheveled and he looked ready to kill as he stood with his back to everyone, facing the big map of Ravka. The room was silent save for a few yawns and sighs. Nobody knew anything about why they were there but the tension surrounding their commander was hostile and frightening.
'Y/N Y/L/N is missing from Palace grounds. I think she may have been taken.' Ivan stilled, he was the only person in the room who knew of the relationship between his General and you and had grown to like your refreshing presence. He cared for you in a brotherly way and your disappearance ignited a fury in him.
'I need you searching the streets, interrogating the delegates, anything we can to bring her back.' His face was still turned away from them, and Ivan knew he wouldn't turn around.
Aleksander was beside himself with worry and guilt, he was on the verge of tears. You were gone and it was his fault. His mind was swirling with the accusations and the self-hate, but also with memories of you. Your life echoed around the walls of his head, bouncing off of his heart with a shatter.
He wasn't going to wake up tomorrow next to you curled up in his arms. He wasn't going to hear you rant over breakfast. You were gone and it was his fault.
He was trying so hard to devise a plan to find you, to command his Grisha and be a General, but in that moment he was just Aleksander, Y/N's Aleksander. Worry took up his mind and all the commanding bones in his body yearned to have you next to him.
He turned his head briefly to Ivan, who had the same expression on his face that Genya wore when he woke her up searching for Y/N. She was already out in the streets of Os Alta with David, trying their luck with tracking your jewelry.
'We leave in 10 minutes. Every single Grisha in the Second Army will be used if need be.' If you listened closely, you could hear the edge to his voice, a slight pang of heartbreak and anguish. He was trying to hide it, but alas he was only a man.
The Grisha started muttering amongst themselves and Ivan caught a few words of their conversations and couldn't help but let the rage rise in him 'She's not even that good of a soldier.....' 'Who is that?' 'I want to go back to bed....'
'A foreign dignitary had the audacity to kidnap a Grisha after we let them into our home and you speak of going to bed?'
'Ivan.' Fedyor warned him.
'Moi Soverenyi, with all due respect, Y/L/N was simply a teacher to the younger Grisha, not a high-ranking soldier with valuable intel. Should we really assume a kidnapping happened? For all we know it was desertion. Y/N found a good moment to slip out and escaped.'
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
Them in the dark on who we are
The second those words were spoken by Polina, Aleksander's black shadows let loose. They crept up her legs and around her throat, tightening and tightening until air could no longer enter the inferni's lungs. She was petrified, she was simply stating another perspective on the situation but her General's and Ivan's responses told her her opinion was not wanted at all.
Aleksander stopped himself before he killed her. It was his fault, all of it. His Grisha didn't take this seriously because they didn't know who Y/N truly was to him, perhaps a secret ready to be shared, spoke a voice deep in the back of his head, not your voice though. He wouldn't tell anyone anything until he had your approval. If he ever got it.
'Believe me, Y/N was no deserter.'
'10 minutes!' Barked Ivan at the Grisha when none of them moved from their tired trance.
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You didn't know Fjerdan fluently but you knew enough to make out the most important words 'We crossed the border', 'Witch', 'let her burn'. It was enough to drown your hope of escaping and coming home to Aleksander and your Grisha.
You never got involved in any war or fighting, simply choosing to teach the young students the basics of summoning. It made you content and happy, whereas war made you anxious and nervous. Your body had only ever known the luxuries of the Little Palace, the feel of a pen or book in your hands. To add to it, your powers were never used in a defensive way only summoned when you taught, so this was a drastic turn of events to say the least.
Being dragged and beaten by the Fjerdans, insulted in a foreign language, and cuffed so the one comfort you had available to you was useless, brought you to your knees despite the initial training you received when you joined the Second-Army. I am no soldier, I am a teacher.
The border had been crossed and you were officially a Fjerdan captive, ready to sit a trail where you would be found guilty and hanged for your gifts. The chances of Aleksander finding you were slim to none as you tried to remember if any clues were left behind at the scene of your kidnapping. The Fjerdans were quick and concise, neat and skilled, leaving no traces of their presence in your chambers.
The back of the carriage yanked open and let in the evening sun, blinding you in the process. You stopped counting the time after the 8th hour passed and your space was still pitch black. The shadows once were a comfort, now they were simply a tool to frighten you even more.
'Let's go, Witch.' A tall man spoke as he grabbed you by the arm, dragging you as if you didn't weigh anything. You complied, not seeing a reason to tire yourself by fighting back. It was pointless and futile.
You were in the middle of nowhere, a field of open green space with patches of snow. Fjerda. You'd never been anywhere near the border even, but the cold wind was whiplash-inducing just as Aleksander once described it.
'I thought I am to face trial.' You had barely spoken a word in fear in the carriage but the suspicion had rousted you to mutter the words.
'You? I'd rather kill you right here' joked the man and his companions laughed along as if what you said was the beginnings of a hilarious joke. 'You are the Demon's vulnerability, we hurt him for revenge' He pushed you to your knees roughly.
This love is gonna be the death of me
It's a danger
'So I am to die in a field?'
'Not before you tell us everything about the Darkling' then a kick to your stomach shut down your senses.
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'We are crossing into Fjerda Moi Soverenyi' Ivan shouted over the galloping horses. Not even 2 minutes after the meeting, Fedyor noticed 3 Fjerdan delegates missing from their rooms in the Little Palace and raced to tell his General who was now fiercely riding his black stallion with a fury no one dared to comment on. He had Squallers feeling the air for you, Durasts tracking your jewelry, and Heartrenderers listening to heartbeats as they all made their way up to Fjerda, the enemy country.
As time passed, the fear rose and turned into a strange combination of denial and grief. Aleksander tried to desperately shoo it away, to rid the thought as it came. You were alive. You had to be.
He felt his crew getting restless and tired but he didn't dare slow his pace. His stallion seemed to understand the urgency of the situation and for lack of a better word, legged it as his master requested.
'General, we think we can feel something.' The Durast and Squaller riding right behind him suddenly burst out. 'About 5 miles northeast, I can direct us from there.' The man in the purple kefta bellowed and Aleksander's heart picked up the pace to a deadly rhythm. He was immortal, but he was sure this was going to be the death of him.
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It took every ounce of courage and pride to not give in but you hurt all over. Your ribs were cracked, lungs quickly collapsing, your arms and legs unmoving. The only aspect of you that looked normal was your face
'I'll leave it, let him see you dead in a coffin with only your pretty face as a reminder of how disgusting he is, how disgusting all of you are.'
You had told them nothing, not a word, not even a cry of pain to satisfy them. If these were truly your last moments, you wouldn't go down as a traitor. Your eyes closed on their own accord a while ago, your ears stopped listening when you heard the first bone crack in your leg.
You didn't see Aleksander's shadows flood the field, cutting down everything in his path. You didn’t hear the Fjerdans scream out in pain and fear. There was blood everywhere, not just yours as he ran to you.
'HEALERS NOW' you didn't see him, you didn't hear him, but he saw you beaten and dying right in front of him. His hands traced the side of your face lovingly as a small tear escaped his eye. You felt it, his touch on yours and your lip pulled up in the faintest smile you could manage. He was here.
Ivan was next to you in an instant, attempting to quicken your heartbeat, fill your weak lungs with air and keep you alive but his shaking hands were rigid and stiff with fear at the possibility of losing his friend. The other Grisha watched with perplexed faces as they quickly approached, the Healers running for dear life to get to you in time. You were only a teacher in their eyes, not the General's love or the Heartrenderers comrade.
'Y/N you'll be okay, I promise.' Aleksander left a kiss against your forehead, keeping his lips there for as long as he could before the red keftas swarmed around you and fought to save your dwindling life.
And the dark was opening wide, do or die
You registered his touch, his kiss, before the itching took over and the pain slowly lifted. The darkness was back as a comfort and death seemed far away.
The Darkling only had one weakness, one vulnerability, and only one reoccurring nightmare; the death of Y/N Y/L/N and he made sure to let the world know if you ever came to harm, he would kill anyone and anything in his path.
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magicpumpkin3 · 3 years
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hey you i see your req are open ? if you have time , can you write about reader ( female or gender natural ) who always act cold and strong in front of other but one day the dorm leader see her crying in the sleep . they like having a nightmares about the dorm leader leaving them and sleep talk about begging them to stay ?
i am sorry if this is too long .
Note: I went through seven stages of grief while writing this. And the crazy part, I have no idea why! (Prob BC of the art/writing block).
Note№2: I sincerely apologize for the delay. But at last, most of my finals are over and I hope my will to live and create will return (and NOT at 3 AM!)
Riddle Rosehearts
He honestly didn't know you fell asleep. You were staying in his room, listening to him, rambling about his dorm members not understanding the importance of rules.
He stopped rambling as soon as you let out a small sob. Slowly turning his head towards you, to make sure he didn't mishear it, Riddle looks at you. Another sob leaves you followed shortly by a hitched inhale. He's momentarily at your side. Riddle isn't quite sure what to do. He knows for sure, he needs to wake you up. While he attempts to do so, you start crying even more, particular shacking from the amount of tears.
Riddle stills when he hears you call out for him. Never have he ever imagined you, of all people calling for him. It's unusual for you to show such deep emotions to anyone so poor thing is absolutely lost at what to do again. He had similar nightmares too (not to the point of years though), so he understands your fear.
He attempts to comfort you in your sleep, since he could wake you up. Riddle hugs you and whispers reassuring things and lot's of "I'll never leave you"s. He'll never mention it to anyone but he will talk about this with you for sure.
Leona Kingscholar
It was one of the many sleepless nights for Leona. He usually listened to your heart to fall asleep faster, feeling safe and loved. Laying on top of you, using you as a pillow, it always helped.
Leona is no stranger to nightmares, quiet the opposite actually. But never did he imagen that you will have one. In front of him. There isn't a lot of people who would understand you, lucky for you, Leona is one of a few, who understand. He trys to wake you up at first, causing you to cry even more. He's panicking, he has no idea what to do. You're always so cold, calm and quiet one of the many reasons why he likes to sleep near you.
Once Leona hears your cry for him, beginning him, to stay. He stills, not believing his ears. He had similar nightmares about you, leaving him. You were always there to comfort him when those night terrors came, so he does the same for you.
He cuddles you, pat's your head, running his fingers through your hair and says probably the sweetest things you'll ever hear from him. Leona won't mention it to anyone and won't talk with you about it. He will cuddle you more and say encouraging stuff to you in private though.
Azul Ashengrotto
He was in his office, counting contracts, before heading towards his room. He couldn't leave his angelfish waiting! You and Azul made an agreement that whenever he's being late to your 'privet' date, you'd wait for him in his room.
Standing right outside the room, Azul heard faint crying. Momentarily, he enters room, normally he knocks, even though it's his room, privacy is privacy but in this situation, he had to.
Seeing you crying in your sleep, made his personal killbill siren go insane! Usually it was the other way around, you comforting him after another bad dream. So Azul did what you usually did to him, try to wake you up and comfort you.
You let out another cry but with his name. Poor Azul was afraid you were having nightmare about him, hurting you. He was about to push away, when you weekly grabbed onto his arm and pleaded to stay with you, still asleep.
Azul stayed by your side whole night, not daring to fall asleep. Not like he could. Whispering words of love and reassurance, cuddling you, with his whole being, Azul silently cried with you, feeling your pain, like no one else. He won't say a word to anyone but he will talk about your fears and insecurities.
Kalim Al-Asim
He just returned from one of his night flys. Usually he just flys on his carpet whenever he couldn't sleep, thais was one of those nights. As soon as you entered Kalim's room and sat down on his bed, you fell asleep, due to up coming exams. Sunshine boy truly tried to fall asleep with you but he couldn't.
So imagen his suprise, when he heard your crys. You! The ice majesty you! You were like that comical 'polar opposites' couple. If anything, it was most likely him being the crying one then you!
Poor Kalim was panicking half of the time! He was about to call Jamil for help (since vice dorm leader always helped him to calm down in saddest moments) but then he heard your crys for him. You, the always cool and calm, you were calling for him???
Kalim wouldn't even try to wake you up in fear of scaring you even more, instead he'd attempt to comfort you through your sleep. Hugging, cuddling you, pressing gentle kisses here and there. He'd try to stay awake the whole night but unfortunately he falls asleep embracing you. In the morning he's very tempted to ask others for advice but Kalim understands, that it's too personal. He'll be a bit awkward about it (he doesn't know how to approach you when it comes to emotions) but he will talk with you about your nightmares.
Vil Schoenheit
Normally he was the one to fall asleep first but oh well. You did look horribly tired this whole day. Schoenheit was in a good mood, so he decided to have a beauty sleep with you (aka go to sleep at 9 pm).
He was about to fell asleep but was shacken back to the reality with your sobs. At first, he thought it was just his sleepy mind and imagination but when you started to toss around the bed and cry even more aggressively. Vil would usually just knocked some sense into you, to not ruin his beauty sleep but it's not the case.
He isn't the best guy if you need comfort. Especially if he's used to you being cold and calm on the outside (like him). So Vil is really confused on what to do. Logically he'd try to wake you up first and if that fails, he'd still be lost for a good fee seconds. Don't be mad at him, please, he trys his best. Vil would try to hug you and keep you in place, so you wouldn't accidentally hurt yourself, try to calm you, by saying stuff like 'it's okay', 'let it out' and 'sh…I'm here for you'.
When he first heard you cry for him, Vil like Azul thought, he was the cause of your tears. He was about to start to think some really depressing things but then you begged for him to stay. It's like something snapped in him. Vil never thought that you'd be that attached to him. He'd be more 'aggresive' in his calming attempts. More 'I love you's and 'I won't ever leave you's, tightening his embrace and all. He wouldn't talk to anyone about it and he would be hesitant to talk to you about it too. Since he's also an 'ice queen' he tried to think how'd that go through his point of view. But in the end you'd still discussed it.
Idia Shroud
You both were chillaxing in his room. Idia was having one of those long night gaming marathon/sessions and you accidentally fell asleep on his bed. Idia doesn't mind though, he understands that you're probably tired and his bed is comfy!
Before long, he was at max level fighting with the boss and he was about to disintegrate that worthless being- Wait, did he hear it correct? Pushing pause, Idia pushed his headphones a bit. Yep, that was someone crying. Hold on... IT'S JUST YOU AND HIM HERE!!! Remember, I told you about killbill siren in Azul's head? Now THIS is a killbill siren. Idia is panicking his shit out and has no actual idea what to do! His anxiety level has never been so high.
Usually he was the one having nightmares (if you were lucky to catch him asleep) in your couple, so if something you or Ortho were the one to comfort him. Poor Idia, he was on the verge of tears from the panic. He was about to call Ortho for help when he heard your cry for him, his name being chocked out from your trembling body. Hesitant, he would try to wake you up (And miserably failed). Idia will mostly say reassuring words and won't do much physical contact since he's afraid of scaring you even more. He really is worried, don't get me wrong! After that, he would only ask Ortho for the advice (or internet in anon mode). He doesn't want to mess up things even more so he'll be shy asking you about it. You and him will still talk at some point though.
Malleus Draconia
Fae's sleeping schedule is a... wierd thing but it is what it is. Usually Malleus just watches you sleep instead of sleeping himself. So here you were in bed next to him, sleeping peacefully, while Draconia watched you like a hawk.
So when your face started to show the slightest hints of discomfort, he noticed it. And from that moment on, his 'protecting' instincts were acting up. He didn't risk waking you up right away but he git closer to your sleeping form non-theless. He was monitoring everything, starting with what expression does your face makes and ending with your heart beat.
When you let out your first shaky sob, Malleus felt like there's a crack in the floor and it's getting bigger. He had no idea what to do. While he was spacing out and silently panicking, you started to cry even harder. Poor baby, was scared to do anything! He tried to wake you up but you just started crying even harder! Malleus got a heart attack when you cried his name out. Like Azul he thought, he was the reason of your nightmare. The only thought about it made him go to the verge of tears. Malleus was brought back to the reality by you, pleading for him to stay. Mal mal would hug you, whisper promises of being with you forever and try to slowly rock you like a baby to ease your bad dream. He won't mention it to anyone and won't talk with about it. But if it happens again, he'll decently confront you about your nightmares.
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d0llpie · 3 years
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hi its ya gorl seijoh hoe 🤠 how would they all (separately or as a group) react to the reader when she gets protective n savage toward a crappy guy who treated her friend like trash n she talks to the guys abt it?/ love the blog btw <3
Reacting to you slapping a guy
Characters: Oikawa x reader, Iwaizumi x reader, Matsukawa x reader & Hanamaki x reader
Warnings: mentions of cheating, nudes, swearing
a/n: Hiii i made y/n slap the guy cause he was an ass✋🏻 hope you enjoy love :) ,,,also some are in high school and some aren’t so sorry if that’s confusing <33
wc: 2.8k
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Oikawa
- Your friend had recently broken up with your boyfriend and Oikawa wanted to come tell you about the rumours he’d been spreading
“No f/n, you were right to dump him he can’t expect you to stay with him when he’s never making dates and only hanging out with you when he’s drunk. That’s not a relationship” you were getting fired up just thinking about how much of a dick your friends ex was. “I know y/n, i just...i feel like i’m gonna regret it i mean i still love him, i know i shouldn’t but..” she sighed and shrugged and you held her hands comfortingly, you knew this was hard but having to build her up after every fight they had was breaking your heart and you were glad she finally managed to cut ties with him. “I know, you’ll be okay, i’ll be here the whole time m’kay? so will tooru and i’m sure he knows someone if you want to go out and have fun to get over him..” you playfully nudged her and she giggled, you were happy to finally see her seem happy. “I dont need rebound sex y/n” she rolled her eyes and you laughed together before your boyfriend, Oikawa approached you both seeming uncharacteristically nervous.
You both looked up at him expectantly “hi tooru, something wrong baby?” he sat down next to you and smiled sweetly at f/n “uh, you broke up with ex/n recently right?” your eyes widened and you slapped Toorus arm “it’s okay y/n, i figured you’d tell him anyway, i don’t mind..and yeah i did, why?” you glared at Oikawa and he laughed awkwardly “well, he’s behind the gym, i was taking a break from practise and heard your name so i listened and he was saying..things...” you looked over at your friend who was growing more anxious by the minute. You knew she’d have a million thoughts running through her head, regretting the break up. You frowned before turning to Oikawa “what things Tooru?” you were growing more frustrated by the second, thinking about that asshole. “His friend asked him about the break up and he said he broke it off cause you wanted more than sex..” Oikawa offered an apologetic smile before rubbing her shoulder “he WHAT?”.
While Oikawa was trying to comfort your friend you were seeing white, blind with rage as you stormed off ignoring your boyfriend calling you. “We should follow her, something bad is going to happen..” Tooru dragged your friend behind you as you continued on your path to the gym. That asshole couldn’t handle being dumped so he lied? what a fucking joke. You were muttering under your breath, effectively clearing the people in front of you away as the avoided your furious aura.
“Oi ex/n!” he turned around with a smug grin on his face and his friends whistled and laughed, clealry entertained “Y/n, what do i owe the p-“ he was cut off by the loud bang of your fist connecting with the bridge of his nose. He stumbled back, holding his nose as a few drops of blood hit the floor, you shook your hand, adrenaline coursing through you “you bitch!” he took a few steps towards you but you were pulled back into a firm chest “Uh, we’ll be leaving now. Don’t bother telling anyone or i’ll let the whole school know about what really happened, including your tiny dick.” Oikawa smiled widely at them before dragging you away.
When you were sitting back with your friend and Oikawa she hugged you tightly “y/n, i fucking love you” you both laughed while Oikawa stood there staring at you “ahem?” he cleared his throat. “Hi baby...?” he sighed before grabbing your hand and pressing a soft kiss against each knuckle “your adrenaline is going to go away and this is going to hurt, i’m getting you ice..f/n, make sure she stays put.” He began to stand up but you grabbed his wrist, wincing slightly “i’m sorry for making you worry Tooru” you leant down pressing a kiss to your forehead “don’t be sorry, i love how much you care about your friends, i just don’t want you hurt, i’m sure he’s worse off though, you threw a good punch i can’t wait to tell Iwa!” you both laughed before he pressed another quick kiss to your forehead, jogging off towards the gym again to grab an ice pack.
“Ugh you guys are so in love it’s gross” you friend pretended to throw up and you laughed at her “yeah” you smiled cheesily and she smiled too, she was happy you had someone so perfect for you.
Iwaizumi
You were having a night out with your best friend since she was feeling down. Her boyfriend had been distant lately so you offered to take her to a club Iwaizumi and you had gone to once to blow off some steam.
You both dressed up took some pictures before heading out. You were happy to distract your friend, she was already feeling better and excited to go out with you. You texted Iwaizumi letting him know you’ll probably crash at f/n’s house and sending him some pictures. He told you he’d stay up and wait for you to text him you got in safe anyway.
When you arrived you bought some drinks for you both and she sculled it down before moving to the dance floor, you watched amused from the bar. You felt someone staring holes into your side and so you turned to meet a very guilty face, with his arm wrapped around some girl. She was looking up at him confused “baby what’s wrong?” you scoffed audibly before making your way over to them. If your friend noticed your absence you didn’t see.
“You know, i wish i could say i was surprised...” he rolled his eyes, guilty expression vanishing as he tightened his arm around the girls waist. “So you’re the girlfriend?” you turned to look down at the girl as she scowled at you and you almost laughed. “Oh so she knows, and no sweetie i’m not.” “I am.” you turned around shocked to see your friend on the verge of tears behind you, looking heartbroken. You felt your stomach drop, you turned around to look at her now ex, wanting the Earth to open up and swallow him whole for being the reason your friend felt like this.
You don’t know what happened but suddenly your palm was red and stinging, raised into the air and he was holding his jaw, fury in his eyes. F/n grabbed your arm, quickly running out towards to the exit. “Y/n, you’re such a badass what the fuck was that?” she laughed loudly, it sounded nice despite her ruined make up and red eyes. “Are you okay?” you asked, taking out your phone to text Iwaizumi, her laugh died down and she nodded, tearing up again before hugging you. You rubbed her back soothingly.
Y/n: Hi baby, soo night out has been cut short, can you come pick us up? f/n is staying the night also hurry there’s an angry blonde girl trying to find us
Iwa: explain when i pick you up. i love you.
Y/n: mhm i love you too <3
A few minutes passed and f/n had stopped crying and was sniffling, sitting in the floor deleting photos of her ex. You heard obnoxious clicking of heels and looked to see her ex and his new girlfriend walking towards you both. You cursed under your breath, alerting f/n to the two new presences. You saw Iwaizumi’a car approaching and when he saw your panicked face he sped up, parking right in front of f/n. He guided f/n to the back seat, letting her lie down, guessing by the sight of her ex boyfriend holding another girls hand what had happened. He could see the way they looked like they were trying to kill you with their glares and came to stand beside you, “can we help you?” he wrapped a protective arm around your middle, smiling sarcastically. “Yeah, control your bitch she fucking slapped me.” he chuckled dryly and Iwaizumis grip tightened, “y/n get in the car.” you gripped his arm “zumi don’t, he isn’t worth it he’s pathetic” he looked down to see your pleading gaze and he sighed, kissing your forehead before turning and walking you both back to the car. “Hey-“ “Shut up man, you lost a good one.” Your friends ex walked off angrily and you both got in the car.
After a few minutes of driving, Iwaizumi rested his hand on your thigh, you could tell he was tense so you rubbed his hand “relax baby, i’m okay..” he relaxed his shoulders and loosened his other hand on the steering wheel. “I know but he’s an ass and i don’t trust him” he was stroking your thigh trying to calm himself down. You looked behind to see f/n “hi, you feeling okay ?” she nodded, smiling at you. “Iwaizumi i just thought you should know she did hit him pretty hard” you both giggled and iwaizumi squeezed your leg, letting out a loud laugh as he brought your hand up to his lips to kiss your knuckles.
You spent the rest of the night cuddled up on the couch with your best friend while Iwaizumi made you both food and put on some movies. Iwaizumi watched you both from the kitchen, admiring you taking care of your friend with a love sick grin on his face.
Matsukawa
You were at your best friends apartment waiting for your food to arrive, you were having dinner with her and sleeping over since she just broke up with her boyfriend. They’d been together for ages, he even introduced you to your boyfriend Issei, eventually he got toxic and started preventing your friend from hanging out with you guys.
The door bell rang and you sprung up to go answer it, “i got it, stay here but pause the movie.” you opened the door revealing your boyfriend looking down at you. “Hi baby” you chuckled, surprised as he pulled you into a hug, kissing the top of your head before moving to the lounge room where f/n was.
“Hi f/n, i’m sorry for coming over unannounced but have you spoken to ex/n recently?” she sent you a worried glance and you sat down next to her “Uh you guys aren’t together anymore are you?” you shook your head no and he paused. “Look, i’m really sorry f/n, i was on snapchat and he posted a...photo of you on his private..” she pulled out her phone hastily swiping through, she was stressed as a million thoughts clouded her mind “he removed me...” you looked over to issei who took out his phone.
You held his phone and opened the story, it was f/n naked on a bed with a caption “new whore on the market”, the next was a video of him and some friends at a park, one you recognised. F/n snatched the phone from your hand and started shaking, you gripped the pillow beside you, growing enraged at how far he went and how stressed your friend was. You stood up and walked out of the apartment, Issei followed behind you questioning you. You ignored him and got into his car, driving to the park. Issei stood in the driveway dumbfounded “f/n, y/n’s gone crazy again where’s your car?” f/n was crying now, she came out and pointed to her car parked across the street and Issei guided her to it, rubbing her back to try and calm her down.
You pulled up in front of the park and stepped out of the car, one of his friends snickered “damn she didn’t bring f/n with her, i mean they’re not bad either” they started to laugh and you ignored the growing pit in your stomach, approaching ex/n. The smug look on his face only antagonised your further as he leaned back against the fence. You wanted to wipe that look off his face so you brought your balled fist up and connected it with his jaw. He fell back further into the fence and as held your fist in your hand. His friends started to approach you, you didn’t hear a car door slamming over your own shriek when a firm arm gripped your upper arm. You winced as the grip tightening before an arm encased your middle “issei?” the man loosened his grip on your arm as Issei towered over him. “Let go.” his face looked calm, mocking almost but his voice was dripping with venom and the man let go. “Great.” Issei lifted you up and hauled you over his shoulder putting you in the car.
“Issei i’m sorry i know i shouldn’t have hit him but he was such an ass and f/n didn’t deserve that..” he furrowed his brows as he drove “i’m not mad” you looked at him “really?” he threw his head back and let out a laugh “babe are you serious? you were so badass, if you didn’t hit him i would’ve anyway” you smiled up at him and giggled “are you okay though?” you nodded and he glanced over at you.
After going back to f/n’s house, Issei iced your hand and pressed a few kisses to your upper arm where a small bruise was forming. “I love you, so much baby, i’ll see you later okay? Take care f/n, i’m really sorry, it’s been taken down” she nodded and offered him a smile and you hugged him in return “i love you too, i’ll text you okay?” he smirked at you before kissing you quickly.
F/n and you binged some shitty rom coms and did some face masks while trying to relax after a stressful day.
Hanamaki (sorry his is kind of short)
You were walking around with Makki after your date night, going to get ice cream. “Makki its this way, we’ve been here before!” you attempted to drag your boyfriend by the arm “babe it’s this way, i think i would know” he rolled his eyes “Makki i stg, you’ll see you’re wrong” you stuck out your tongue and he kissed it quickly, you scrunched up your face and wiped it “you’re gross” you both laughed until you heard someone yelling.
You turned to see your best friend looking down at the ground while her boyfriend yelled at her, throwing his arms up and growing more and more frustrated. “Y/n, isn’t that f/n, what the fuck?” Makki started approaching the couple and you quickly followed behind. “Makki wait, he’s really angry what’re you going to do?” you held onto his sleeve as he sped up.
F/n, Matsukawa, you and Makki had been friends for years, attending middle school together and high school. When you and Makki got together you remained friends but f/n quickly grew away from you when she got a boyfriend, barely returning texts, avoiding you at school. You didn’t understand why but you had a feeling it wasn’t malicious, you never liked her boyfriend anyway, so you weren’t mad at her. In fact, despite the circumstances, you were happy to see her, you’d missed her. Makki also missed her, the dynamic the four of you had, he hated her boyfriend.
“Makki? Y/n?” f/n looked up to see you both approaching her angrily. “Oi, can you not pay attention to me for once jesus this is why you were single for so long” your friend cast her gaze back down and you felt a rage bubble up inside you. You’d spent many nights with Makki wondering why f/n hadn’t been speaking with you much, assuming the worst about her boyfriend while Makki joked about him, assuring you he’d never act that way and here he was confirming your theories. You could see Makki tense up before he grabbed his collar “What the fuck do you think you’re doing talking to her like that” he turned to look at Makki and when he did you swung your hand, slapping him. His head whipped back as Makki loosened his grip, turning to you with a massive grin “damn, nice one babe” before he shoved him to the ground grabbing f/n and running away.
You both laughed loudly, dragging f/n away, after a few minutes of running you stopped. “Babe, i told you the ice cream shop was the other way” you whined before you heard sniffling beside you, “f/n...are you okay, i’m sorry i didn’t help you sooner, i wasn’t sure and i’m sorry he was treating you so badly and i didn’t know..” you looked down, grabbing her hands, she smiled at you tearily before pulling you into a hug. Makki joined in, hugging you both as she whispered into your chest “i’ve missed you guys, so, so much.” you laughed with her “i miss you too, stay the night will you? We have ice cream at home” Makki groaned as you sent him a glare “c’mon you two, i’ll call Mattsun, it’s about time we all caught up.” you both nodded and began walking home together.
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lawslessons · 3 years
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Not So Tough Now, Huh?
Not So Tough Now, Huh? (Zoro x Luffy)
Hello! This is inspired by the amazing @xruffyx drawing of Zoro and Luffy where Zoro is holding Luffy up by his shirt. I saw that drawing and thought of a cute and somewhat spicy little one shot to honor the amazing art piece! Please check them out and send them all my love xx
https://xruffyx.tumblr.com/post/636611591540998144/yeah-more-zolu-redraws-because-i-do-not-know-how
Warnings: Teasing, Suggestive Behavior
Synopsis: Challenge accepted. Luffy, Chopper and Usopp decide to see who can manage to wake up the swordsman first. But little do they know that Zoro has a little trick up his sleeve for his captain.  
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No one knew what exactly spurred Luffy’s mood, and they were all too amused to even ask why this was happening. But it seemed to be a rather average, uneventful day on the Thousand Sunny when Luffy came to the middle of the lawn deck and started to smile. 
“I want to play a game!” Luffy laughed. Chopper and Usopp both looked at each other in excitement, they both smiled and looked at their captain with stars in their eyes. 
“A game? What game?” Chopper asked as he clapped his hooves together and moved to be standing on top of a box to be more at Luffy’s height. Luffy sported his signature toothy smile and rested his hands against the box. 
“Zoro is sleeping, right?” Luffy asked. Usopp rose a brow and looked around the deck. Nami and Robin were both talking to one another, steam was coming from the kitchen so he knew Sanji was in there. A slight hum could he heard too, so he knew Franky was in his workshop while Brook worked on orchestrating a new piece. 
“I think? He’s supposed to be watching out of the crow’s nest to see if any ships are getting close,” Usopp explained, but Zoro sleeping came as a surprise to no one. “But Luffy, what does that have to do with your game?” Usopp asked his grinning captain. 
“Perfect! It’s everything. I wanna see who can wake Zoro up first,” Luffy explained with a cheeky smirk. Usopp and Chopper both felt the blood drain from their cheeks at that suggestion. 
“Luffy, isn’t that dangerous? Zoro may be upset by that,” Chopper pointed out, but he was honestly just saying that out of fear for himself. Luffy simply laughed away the concern and shook his head. 
“It’ll be fine! Come on, it’ll be fun!” Luffy said before he grabbed both of his friends by the hand and moved to run up to the crow’s nest. When they were there, Luffy pointed to the door and nodded. “He’s asleep.” He stated. 
“Shouldn’t you be more upset by that?” Usopp scoffed to which Luffy shook his head. 
“No one is here! It’s ok,” He assured his friends before he pointed to Chopper. “You’re first.” Luffy said to the small creature. Chopper gasped and moved to hide behind Usopp’s leg. 
“Me? Why me?!” Chopper asked as he glared up at the captain. Luffy shrugged and started to scratch at his chest. “Because you always have the best ideas.” That seemed to be all Chopper needed to snap out of his funk. He smiled and started to dance around and giggle. 
“It’s not like you saying that makes me happy or anything, idiot!” Chopper giggled to which Usopp sighed. 
“You’re too easy...”
After a couple minutes of thinking, Chopper opened the door rather loudly with an armful of medical paraphernalia in his arms. “Oi, Zoro! I need your help! Someone’s dying!” Chopper exclaimed. The swordsman didn’t seem to notice Chopper being in the room, he continued to snore and relax under the afternoon sun. “You’re dying...?” Chopper tried next with no avail. He stood there for a minute before he pulled away, sighing. “He won’t wake up!” Chopper complained as he put his supplies back in his backpack and looked over at Usopp and Luffy. 
“Usopp, you’re next!” Luffy said as he tried to shove Usopp into the room. Nearly on the verge of tears, Usopp grabbed at the doorframe and looked back at Luffy. 
“I can’t Luffy, I have an incurable disease known as I-am-scared-Zoro-will-kill-me-if-I-wake-him-up disease!” Usopp proclaimed as he started to use his feet against the door frame to stop Luffy from pushing him in. Luffy pouted and pulled back after that. 
“I thought you were the bravest one here,” Luffy mumbled, and within seconds, Usopp was away from the doorframe and standing tall and proud in front of them. Usopp smirked and ran his thumb and pointed finger along his jaw until it met at his chin. 
“You’re right about that, Luffy. I am the bravest man in the world, the conquer of all seas, Captain Usopp!” Usopp declared as he stuck his hand up in the air and quickly brought it down in a fist. Chopper gasped in excitement and clapped his little hands together. 
“Amazing!” Chopper praised to which Usopp smirked. 
“I shall be the one who wakes him up! No one else can beat me!” Usopp said as he went into the room with a brave look on his face. But the moment he laid eyes on Zoro, his entire bravado fell. “Oh.” he said in realization. And before he could back out, the door behind him was shut and he heard giggling. Panicking, Usopp began to bang his fists against the door. “Oi, Luffy! Chopper! Open the door!” He loudly whispered as his banging became as panicked as his voice. “Please! He’s going to kill me!” Usopp pleaded. After a minute of deliberation between Chopper and Luffy, and more begging from Usopp, the door was finally opened and Usopp fell down with an unsatisfactory thud. “I am never doing that again!” Usopp stated as he pushed his laughing captain away from him. 
“It’s your turn now Luffy!” Chopper said with a big smile on his face. Luffy didn’t look phased, he smiled and looked at the now closed door. 
“I can do it,” Luffy said before he walked inside of the room. Within an instant, the door was closed on him and he heard Usopp and Chopper snickering behind the door. Luffy looked around and saw Zoro resting his back against the wall and sleeping. His soft snores filled the room and Luffy slowly approached the beast in front of him. But just as he was about to grab Zoro’s shoulder, a hand met with Luffy’s wrist and tightened around the small joint.
Zoro groggily opened an eye and looked up at his captain while he yawned and tried to shake the sleep out of himself. 
“Zoro?” Luffy asked in surprise as the swordsman stood up and towered over the petite male in front of him. 
“I heard you were trying to wake me up,” Zoro said with his deep, raspy, tired voice. Luffy felt a strange shock go through his body just by hearing Zoro talk, it made his heart begin to race. Unbeknownst to Luffy, Zoro was able to feel it. Because of the hand on Luffy’s wrist, Zoro was able to feel that slight rise in his captain’s heartbeat. He had to admit that it made him feel a little proud, he didn’t even know he could have an effect like this over his precious captain. He was going to have some fun with this.   
“Why did you want to wake me up, captain?” Zoro asked as he leaned in closer to his captain and smirked down at him. Luffy looked at Zoro with wide, searching eyes and felt his pulse increase just a little more at the way Zoro was addressing him. Luffy was stunned silent, his lips slightly parted when he looked up at the swordsman. 
Zoro chuckled and gently popped his thumb into his captain’s mouth and felt his tongue and warm mouth before he pulled away. He was still tired and somewhat annoyed for being woken up, but seeing Luffy like this was too good of an opportunity to pass up. Luffy’s cheeks turned red as he tried to pull away. But he wasn’t really trying, something deep inside of him kept him close to Zoro and kept him interested. 
“Why did you want to wake me up?” Zoro asked, this time he didn’t bother to hide that annoyance he had towards Luffy, after all he always prided himself in how long his naps were, being interrupted wasn’t something he liked no matter the circumstances. “Ever since Chopper came in here, I’ve been awake, I’ve just been waiting for you,” Zoro felt Luffy’s heart drum rhythmically under his thumb and he smirked and gently traced the vein that was there. Luffy’s breath became shallow and the captain looked confused with himself and why he was reacting like this towards Zoro. Maybe Zoro wasn’t really that annoyed anymore.  
“T-The reason was -- “ Luffy began before he was interrupted by Zoro grabbing Luffy by his shirt and lifting him up so they were eye level.  Zoro stared at Luffy and tightened his grip, the bags under his eyes were evident. 
“You got something to say, Captain Bastard?” Zoro asked as he pulled Luffy closer to him just to make the poor captain that much more embarrassed. Luffy looked away with red painting his cheeks and he started to squirm to leave Zoro’s hold. Zoro smirked and moved to use his index finger to feel down Luffy’s jaw and down his neck. Zoro drank in Luffy’s soft sounds and devoured the small groan that came when he applied pressure on the sensitive spot on his neck. 
“N-no, sorry...” Luffy said before Zoro finally put Luffy down and eyed him. Luffy didn’t understand what Zoro was doing, but he liked it. The tingles that shot down his spine nearly made his heart jump out of his chest. 
“Better tell them that you won, captain.” Zoro breathed into Luffy’s ear. Luffy softly gasped and reached forward to grab at Max’s shirt in his surprise. This was the exact reaction Zoro was wanting. He smirked at Luffy and gently nudged him away from him. “Or maybe I’m the one that won, you’re not so tough now, huh?” Zoro teased as the flustered captain quickly moved to make his way out of the crow’s nest. With Zoro’s laugh ringing in his ears, Luffy left the crow’s nest and used his hat to partially cover the deep color on his cheeks. 
“Luffy? Are you ok? You’re all red!” Chopper gasped as he reached for his beg and began to rummage through it for some medical supplies. Usopp looked at the captain and then at the swordsman who went back to sleeping. 
“So why were you in there so long?” Usopp asked.
Luffy pulled his hat away and plastered on one of his signature smiles. “I won!” he said as he glanced over at the closed door and felt his pulse race again. Luffy wasn’t even sure if he won, after all, his feelings were all jumbled together and he didn’t know how to sort them out anymore because of Zoro. 
The raspy voice, the hand on his wrist, the thumb in his mouth, him grabbing his shirt, the fingers on his skin. Him whispering in his ear... Luffy felt his chest tighten and a small sigh escaped his lips. How could he win if he was still so confused? Maybe that was what Zoro was plotting. 
“I didn’t win.” Luffy suddenly said. 
“We know,” Usopp teased as he pointed to the door. Luffy tensed, did they find out what happened between him and Zoro? “Zoro is still asleep, so I think that he won.” Usopp pointed out. Luffy had to admit that Usopp was right, but his reasoning was completely different for that. 
“Yeah, Zoro won.” Luffy agreed with a flustered smile. Unbeknownst to him, the swordsman sported a cocky grin at hearing Luffy’s words through the door. Oh yeah, he was winning. 
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Giant mer Wilbur nomming Human Tommy because a shark was coming for him and was going to get hurt. But make it so that Tommy and Wilbur haven't met yet so fear, please :)
Oh yes! Protective mers are the best!
(Warning for safe vore. Though Tommy don’t realize this at first. Mentions of drowning and being eaten for real. And cursing because Tommy)
Wilbur liked hanging around the beach area to watch the humans. He alway made sure not to be seen. And he could never get to close because of his size. But just watching the little humans splash in the water was a good way to pass the time.
One human in particular had caught his eye today. A blonde human was farther out into the ocean then the rest of the other humans. He looked younger too.
Wilbur watched as the young human played in the water. As he was watching he saw a shark was get a little close for comfort to the human. The human didn’t seem to notice the shark though. Willbur decided he couldn’t let something happen to this little human he’d been watching. For some reason he felt protective over them.
Tommy hadn’t realized he’d gotten so far from the beach. But he was having fun so he didn’t really care. He turned in the water and he saw a fin duck under the water close to him. He immediately realized he was in danger and a shark was really close to him. But before he could even think of trying to swim away. He felt the water beneath him shift. He looked down and saw something much bigger the a shark coming up beneath him.
Willbur swam straight up at the human he reached up at grabbed the human in a firm grip. Not enough to hurt though. He realized at the panicked expression on the humans face that humans couldn’t breathe under water. He quietly shoved the human in his mouth to protect him. He gently swallowed the small human so the shark couldn’t get him.
Tommy didn’t even have time to yell as a giant hand came out of the water and dragged him under. He struggled in the tight fist trying to get back to the surface. It was no use though. Through the salty water he could make out the shap of what he thought was a merperson?! That couldn’t be right though? He was starting to get light headed from the lack of oxygen. But he wouldn’t have to worry about drowning when the merperson decided it best to just eat him. He was to shocked to put up much of a fight as he was swallowed down by the giant creature.
Willbur swam away from the beach. He kept a hand over his stomach as he went back to his little cave. He was worried when he felt the human start to yell curses at him. Didn’t he know he was safe? He should realize he was in a storage stomach. Did humans not have a second stomach? He thought.
Tommy kicked and thrashed around yelling at the creature that ate him. It was to dark to see anything. But it might be better that he couldn’t see the horribleness that surrounded him. Everything was hot and wet. At lest he could breath. For now.
Willbur got to his under water cave. It had a small air pocket so he would be able to talk to the human. He was starting to realize he might have scared the poor thing. He rose and breached the surface. He had just enough room for himself. He leaned on the cave wall. He rubbed small circles where he felt his small hand passenger.
“Hey. You ok?” He asked softly.
Tommy jumped as he heard a very human sounded voice. He realized it was coming from above him. He kicked at the soft flesh around him. How dare this beast ask if he was ok?! He had just eaten him!
“No I’m not! You ate me!” He yelled angrily.
Willbur winced at the humans tone. Yeah he definitely scared him.
“No I didn’t. You’re safe in there.” He tried to explain.
Tommy was on the verge of tears. How could he be safe. The monster was just trying to trick him.
“How am I safe inside of you? Ever hear of the digestive system?!” He doubted anyone had seen him get taken. No one would know what happened to him.
Willbur didn’t want to scare the human just keep him safe. “No. You’re not in my stomach. Merpeople have two stomachs. You’re in the safe one.” He was desperately trying to explain. “I saw a shark going after you and I was trying to keep you safe.”
Tommy paused. This giant fish person was trying to protect him? It didn’t make any sense to him. Even if he was lying Tommy wouldn’t have to worry about that much longer anyways. “That’s a shit way of protecting someone. Scare the hell out of them!” He yelled.
Willbur chuckled embarrassed. “Sorry. I really wasn’t trying to scare you. I’m Willbur by the way.” He added. The human should at lest know his name.
Tommy sighed leaning back. “I’m Tommy. How long are you going to keep me here?” He asked still nervous.
“I’ll let you out soon. Just need to swim to a human free beach.” He said relaxing now that Tommy wasn’t freaking out.
“Alright.” Tommy nodded. He hoped he wasn’t being lied to.
After talking a little more. Tommy calmed down figuring out he was actually safe. Soon Willbur went and found a private beach were he could let out Tommy. After saying good bye, Willbur watched from the water at Tommy ran off. He hoped he’d see the human again...
(Oh that’s a lot longer then I was planning... oh well hope you like it!)
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