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#its entirely a me problem that ut freaks me out so badly. it breaks all the rules that were hammered into me abd i become convinced
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#this is literally the worst time for a breakdown
#i need to sleep to do the fun thung tomorrow. if i dont do the fun thing tomorrow i will fully regret it
#i am panicking and on the verge of tears for no reason
#theres too much going on all at once
#and i love having ppl in the flat i do but fuck it always triggers the shit out of me
#i am both really hapoy to see yhe person abd really happy shes coming to the thing. i am also terrified someone is gonna
#go for me. its not logical. im fucking terrified
#and theres so many unknowns tomorrow abd im freaking out. i managed to keep myself from aaking if i was allowed to travel
#with them tomorrow when they sent me the timings. bc of course thats what that meant. it wasnt a heads up to avoid those times
#but now im panicking about it bc not getting the reassurance is adding to the fear. even though the point of exposure therapy
#is not getting reassurance for all intrusive thoughts. this is what im meant to do
#im still freaking out. tye good thing is that the game specifies that if youre overwhelmed step outside
#so i can escape if i need to and probably wont shut down
#ill take my headphones abd my beanie and my safe items
#i dont care if i look childish. i just gotta get through it to the enjoying bit
#fucking. its not pity party time. wait like one week then you can have a breakdown. cut it off. cry at therapy
#also want to reiterate i love that my flatmates have ppl round. uts good and nornal and GOOD
#its entirely a me problem that ut freaks me out so badly. it breaks all the rules that were hammered into me abd i become convinced
#im gonna be punished for disrespecting ppl. thats a me problem. i just cabt have it just be in ny head bc im gonna explode
#time to play
#will the weighted blanket allow me to better dissociate or make me feel every emotion and sob
#neither options are fun!!!
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