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drewsandsebastianswife · 4 months

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There are literally so many amazing and incredible stories on here but these are some of my favorite ones out there. I am literally in love with all of these and the writers of these incredible stories.

Rafe Cameron:

•you’re losing me: https://www.tumblr.com/runningfrom2am/719053666095595520/youre-losing-me-rc - @runningfrom2am

•Favorite Girl: https://www.tumblr.com/hotchsstuff/716329959750352896/favorite-girl-rafe-cameron - @hotchsstuff

•Daddy’s Money: https://www.tumblr.com/simpforboys/711179785199599616/daddys-money - @simpforboys

•Let’s have a good time: https://www.tumblr.com/cosmicmunsonwrites/724489956660215808/reader-gets-super-drunk-with-the-pogues-so-they - @cosmicmunsonwrites

Drew Starkey:

•“Petah…the horse is here”: https://www.tumblr.com/r66dus/733919510365700096/heyyy-lovely-iw-as-wondering-if-you-could-write - @r66dus

•The Puppy Interview: https://www.tumblr.com/r66dus/710183321911574528/the-puppy-interview - @r66dus

•The “Outer Banks” Cast Reads Thirst tweets: https://www.tumblr.com/r66dus/710806681295159296/omg-the-new-interview-of-reading-thirst-tweets-you - @r66dus

•He’s just Ken but he does it so well: https://www.tumblr.com/r66dus/734553710688174080/could-u-pls-do-drew-x-femreader-where-she-gets - @r66dus

Bucky Barnes:

•A Friend of Yours (series): https://www.tumblr.com/duuhrayliegh/657377608473919488/a-friend-of-yours - @duuhrayliegh

•Personal Pillow: https://www.tumblr.com/mrsbarnesblog/732081137629921280/personal-pillow - @mrsbarnesblog

•My Everything: https://www.tumblr.com/mrsbarnesblog/732264733481304064/my-everything - @mrsbarnesblog

Regulus Black:

•Second Son (series): https://www.tumblr.com/cherryslyce/712258161504108544/second-son-navigation - @cherryslyce

•Grudges: https://www.tumblr.com/petitemistletoe/720060966287638528/grudges - @petitemistletoe

•Grudges (part2): https://www.tumblr.com/petitemistletoe/721600346887208960/grudges-part-ii - @petitemistletoe

•to the moon and back: https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/732308498806865920/to-the-moon-and-back - @lixzey

•Troublemakers: https://www.tumblr.com/mrsmikaelsxn/714984248955830272/troublemakers - @mrsmikaelsxn

• Monster Among Men: https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/731884519292076032/monster-among-men - @lixzey

•My Cat in Disguise: https://www.tumblr.com/unabashednightmarepizza/724659775882821632/%F0%9D%91%80%F0%9D%91%A6-%F0%9D%90%B6%F0%9D%91%8E%F0%9D%91%A1-%F0%9D%90%BC%F0%9D%91%9B-%F0%9D%90%B7%F0%9D%91%96%F0%9D%91%A0%F0%9D%91%94%F0%9D%91%A2%F0%9D%91%96%F0%9D%91%A0%F0%9D%91%92 - @unabashednightmarepizza

•What side are you on?: https://www.tumblr.com/lustsickforyou/714730201963266048/what-side-are-you-on-sirius-black-x-reader - @lustsickforyou

•A snake and his little bird: https://www.tumblr.com/robynlilyblack/691307004956917760/a-snake-and-his-little-bird - @robynlilyblack

Timothée Chalamet:

•Letters (series): https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/728997852322430976/letters-one-day-timoth%C3%A9e-receives-a-package-from - @lixzey

•forever yours.: https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/733344558600028160/forever-yours - @lixzey

•mine, forever mine: https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/733503682243706880/mine-forever-mine - @lixzey

Remus Lupin:

•seven minutes to forever: https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/735140166433488896/hey-maybe-you-could-write-remus-lupin-x-fem - @lixzey

•Jealous Remus: https://www.tumblr.com/xxhispieceofheavenxx/708728354571993088/can-i-pls-request-remus-being-jealous-and - @xxhispieceofheavenxx

•sour wolf: https://www.tumblr.com/shiftermia/728286378678484992/sour-wolf - @shiftermia

•when was the last time you slept?: https://www.tumblr.com/girasollake/726673918069473280/could-you-possibly-do-the-one-bed-trope-with - @girasollake

•You’re Losing Me (series): https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/718987676510978048/%F0%9D%98%A0%F0%9D%98%B0%F0%9D%98%B6%F0%9D%98%B3%F0%9D%98%A6-%F0%9D%98%93%F0%9D%98%B0%F0%9D%98%B4%F0%9D%98%AA%F0%9D%98%AF%F0%9D%98%A8-%F0%9D%98%94%F0%9D%98%A6 - @astonishment

•At Arms Length: https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/729767772079407104/%F0%9D%98%88%F0%9D%98%B5-%F0%9D%98%88%F0%9D%98%B3%F0%9D%98%AE%F0%9D%98%B4-%F0%9D%98%93%F0%9D%98%A6%F0%9D%98%AF%F0%9D%98%A8%F0%9D%98%B5%F0%9D%98%A9 - @astonishment

•professor, professor: https://www.tumblr.com/lixzey/732668122404978688/professor-professor - @lixzey

•”She’s My Wife”: https://www.tumblr.com/kquil/731747952363716608/remus-lupin-2359-shes-my-wife-sum-you - @kquil

I literally have to thank @astonishment for bringing me into the marauders fandom. I LOVE Harry Potter but Mal made me fall in love with James and Remus with her incredible writing!! I literally read all her works in less than a week🫢🫣😂

James Potter:

•Time Warp: https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/693982145556955136/%F0%9D%98%9B%F0%9D%98%AA%F0%9D%98%AE%F0%9D%98%A6-%F0%9D%98%9E%F0%9D%98%A2%F0%9D%98%B3%F0%9D%98%B1 - @astonishment

•Why Did She Say Yes?: https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/697329877925380096/%F0%9D%96%B6%F0%9D%97%81%F0%9D%97%92-%F0%9D%96%A3%F0%9D%97%82%F0%9D%96%BD-%F0%9D%96%B2%F0%9D%97%81%F0%9D%96%BE-%F0%9D%96%B2%F0%9D%96%BA%F0%9D%97%92-%F0%9D%96%B8%F0%9D%96%BE%F0%9D%97%8C - @astonishment

•Darling, Dearest, Dead: https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/698958021732204544/%F0%9D%98%8B%F0%9D%98%A2%F0%9D%98%B3%F0%9D%98%AD%F0%9D%98%AA%F0%9D%98%AF%F0%9D%98%A8-%F0%9D%98%8B%F0%9D%98%A6%F0%9D%98%A2%F0%9D%98%B3%F0%9D%98%A6%F0%9D%98%B4%F0%9D%98%B5-%F0%9D%98%8B%F0%9D%98%A6%F0%9D%98%A2%F0%9D%98%A5 - @astonishment

•All Of The Benefits: https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/708662967233822720/%F0%9D%96%A0%F0%9D%97%85%F0%9D%97%85-%F0%9D%96%AE%F0%9D%96%BF-%F0%9D%96%B3%F0%9D%97%81%F0%9D%96%BE-%F0%9D%96%A1%F0%9D%96%BE%F0%9D%97%87%F0%9D%96%BE%F0%9D%96%BF%F0%9D%97%82%F0%9D%97%8D%F0%9D%97%8C - @astonishment

•If I Kiss You, I’m Sorry: https://www.tumblr.com/astonishment/711289099349311488/%F0%9D%96%A8%F0%9D%96%BF-%F0%9D%96%A8-%F0%9D%96%AA%F0%9D%97%82%F0%9D%97%8C%F0%9D%97%8C-%F0%9D%96%B8%F0%9D%97%88%F0%9D%97%8E-%F0%9D%96%A8%F0%9D%97%86-%F0%9D%96%B2%F0%9D%97%88%F0%9D%97%8B%F0%9D%97%8B%F0%9D%97%92 - @astonishment

•Game Night: https://www.tumblr.com/thewriterghost/733238745843826688/game-night - @thewriterghost

•Rivals: https://www.tumblr.com/mastermindmiko/730404983676321792/rivals - @mastermindmiko

(TASM) Peter Parker:

•Stacked Against You: https://www.tumblr.com/delicate-dorothea/721251792081518592/stacked-against-you - @delicate-dorothea

•The Last Time: https://www.tumblr.com/delicate-dorothea/725983375860645888/the-last-time - @delicate-dorothea

•How You Get the Girl: https://www.tumblr.com/californ1asnow/721891388315320320/how-you-get-the-girl - @californ1asnow

Coriolanus Snow: I promised myself I would not like Snow because of the first hunger games movies but @runningfrom2am ‘s leveling the playing field series made me break, it’s just SO GOOD

•leveling the playing field (series): https://www.tumblr.com/runningfrom2am/735903707790819329/take-me-to-the-lakes-where-all-the-poets-went-to - @runningfrom2am

•money, power, glory: https://www.tumblr.com/kitscutie/734552947740082176/omg-if-youre-still-wanting-requests-for-coryo - @kitscutie

•snow and roses: https://www.tumblr.com/kitscutie/734453621921611777/hi-i-saw-your-post-about-snow-omg-can-i-request - @kitscutie

•snow and roses (part2): https://www.tumblr.com/kitscutie/734607629043761152/snow-and-roses-part-ii-coriolanus-snow-x - @kitscutie

•cold nights (series): https://www.tumblr.com/runningfrom2am/737839190954409984/cold-nights-masterlist - @runningfrom2am

Charles Leclerc:

•HEARTBREAK ON TOUR: https://www.tumblr.com/twobluejeans/724169015147315200/welcome-to-the-masterlist-youre-just-in - @twobluejeans

#rafe cameron #drew starkey x reader #drew starkey #hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry #bucky #sebastian stan #regulus black x reader #james potter #james potter x reader #remus lupin #remus lupin x reader #bucky barnes #bucky barns x reader #regulus black #coriolanus snow #coriolanus snow x reader #tasm peter parker #tasm!peter x reader

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last-herondale · 26 days

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Bucky Barnes x FemReader!

Angst, heartbreak, longing, unrequited love

Hello! It’s been a while, but here is my Bucky fic that I promised from my poll!

The night air was cool and crisp against your skin. The wind was blowing slightly, not enough to be uncomfortable, but enough to cause stray pieces of your hair to swirl into the night as you leaned on the balcony of the Avenger’s tower. You could hear the music from the party inside, its rhythmic beat softly booming from within. It was Steve’s birthday party and it was a lively event that you, Nat, Sam, Bucky, and surprisingly Tony, had spent weeks planning. The guardians had flown in for the occasion, as well as Carol and Thor, who had Loki in tow with him. The night started off simple enough with a nice dinner at a fancy restaurant. It was just Steve, Bucky, Nat, Sam, and yourself at dinner while Tony was busy finishing the party preparations with Bruce.

You had wondered if dinner would be awkward at all. It had been 10 months since Bucky and Nat had broken up, and it had been a strenuous ordeal for the whole team. Nat had broken it off with Bucky, for personal reasons she had told you in confidence. You knew they had had problems during their relationship, problems mostly stemming from their mutual inability to be there for each other emotionally. It was a tough reality to face, for both of them. You often felt like the bridge between the two of them, being the one that both parties were able to confide in. It was hard to be impartial to either side.

On one hand, Natasha was your best friend. She had been ever since you joined the team. She had been dating Bucky when you first joined the team, and your friendship only seemed to strengthen once they broke up. You loved Nat, and treasured her friendship more than anything in the world. You were very surprised when she told you that she started seeing Bruce Banner a few months ago. Even though Bruce seemed like the opposite of Bucky, in all accounts she seemed very happy with him. And you were happy that she was happy…

But on the other hand, there was Bucky. He had been devastated by the breakup. He had wanted nothing more than to drown away his sorrows in booze and fill his nights with endless distractions. You had been very surprised when he had called you one night, asking if you wanted to hang out with him and Steve. Nat had been out with Banner that night, and the tower felt lonelier than usual, so you agreed.

The three of you had spent the night drinking and playing darts. It had been a fun night of laughter and jokes. You were almost glad to see Bucky as he once was, happy and carefree, but as the night wore on, and Steve tapped out around 4 am, it was just the two of you left at the bar. The two of you just sat at the bar, sipping the last of your drinks when you asked him how he was doing.

His facade had slipped away, the smile he had forced all night was gone, and instead he put his head down and let out violent sobs of anguish. “I miss her, god, she was…everything.”

It broke your heart to see him so miserable. You never knew he was in such a poor state. It had been 7 months since they had broken up at that point, and as far as you or Nat knew, he hadn’t seemed like he was upset about it. Why he decided to be so open in front of you… you couldn’t understand. But you comforted him, as best as you could. You stayed with him all night, agreed to take a walk with him and let him vent to you until the sun came up. When he finally passed out on your couch at the avengers tower, he woke up hours later and left without a word.

You thought that was the end of it. That it was just one drunk night that had him so emotional, but then he called again. And again. And again. Hanging out with Bucky started to become a normal part of your routine. Half of the time it was always with Steve, the three of you hanging out. But then Bucky would want to hang out with just you. Mostly you both would talk, sometimes drink, sometimes watch a movie or even sing some karaoke once the liquor started to hit. It was…nice.

You had made sure it was okay with Nat, of course. Asking her if she was bothered by you hanging out with her ex, but Nat seemed undisturbed.

“It seems like he needs a friend, and I know I haven’t been around for you a lot lately either. I’m okay with this, really. Whatever it is— and whatever it becomes.”

Despite your many assurances that nothing was going to happen between you and Bucky, Nat just brushed it off and teased you further about it. She was in a really good place with Banner and she seemed genuinely thrilled with the idea of you and Bucky becoming an item.

The idea had crossed your mind a time or two. Mostly when you were very intoxicated and alone with Bucky. It was hard not to be drawn in by the beauty of him. You’ve caught yourself staring at his arms when he was throwing darts more times than you’d care to admit, and whenever he would throw his arm around you in a fit of laughter, you couldn’t help but feel your stomach flutter.

Getting to know him on a deeper level made the idea of not wanting him even harder to deny. He was still very much hung up on Nat, that was clear, but whenever he let himself be vulnerable and he talked about his past and the things that haunted him, you couldn’t help but feel connected to him in a way that you hadn’t felt with others. Everything about him seemed to be drawing you in. It was a maddening cycle trying to stop yourself from catching feelings, but it was one you fought for the longest time.

Until tonight. The party had been the biggest eye opener to you since you started being friends with Bucky. Dinner was not an awkward affair, much to your surprise. Nat and Bucky were cordial with each other at the dinner table, even sharing a few laughs as you sat between them.

“How have you been James?” Nat asked. Bucky gave her a small smile. “I’ve been alright. I heard about you and Banner, congrats by the way.” Banner had proposed to Nat a few weeks ago. To your surprise Bucky had taken it rather well.

“Thank you, we are very happy,” Nat beamed. She gave you a quick glance and smiled. “Have you seen anyone Buck?” You opened your mouth to protest to Nat, but Bucky just laughed.

“I have been talking to someone for a little while now.”

You felt your heart drop to your stomach. This was the first you had heard of this. You kept a steady grin on your face as he continued talking. You thought you saw Nat flash you a Quick Look, but it was so fast you could have thought you had imagined it.

“Well, that’s awesome. I’m happy for you Buck,” Natasha smiled.

“Yeah, we’ve only been on a few dates but so far it’s been going well.”

The rest of the dinner felt like a strange blur. You remember sitting there, you remember eating, and you remember getting into the car to head back to the tower where the surprise party was, but any other detail of the night faded away into nothing.

Why did it bother you so much? You had no right to lay claim to all of Bucky’s attention. The two of you were friends, and nothing more. You had set that boundary yourself, for yourself to stop yourself from getting hurt. But then again, you had never gotten as close to anyone as you had with Bucky. There had been people in the past, those you thought had the potential to hold your heart, but nothing ever worked out with them.

When the party returned to the tower, an uneasiness settled deep into your stomach as people began to arrive. You tried your best to distract yourself with trivial tasks such as handing out drinks, messing with decorations, or just following Sam around and letting him talk your ear off. But as the party grew, so did the uneasy feeling in your stomach.

Who was this girl? Would she be here tonight? Would you be able to handle it if she was?

As these thoughts were swirling around your head, you decided that maybe it was time to talk to Nat about your feelings. You searched around wildly for any sign of her or Banner but came up empty. You saw Bucky momentarily, he was talking with Steve and your eyes met for a single moment but you quickly looked away. You needed air.

So, that’s when you stepped out of the party and had been hiding ever since. You sent a text to Nat to meet you outside whenever she could. You stood there a bit, swirling the drink in your hand and enjoying the breeze on your flushed cheeks. You heard the sliding door open and you turned expecting to see Nat.

“I need to talk to— oh, hey,” you caught yourself and pitched your voice higher as Bucky closed the door behind him.

“Hey, doll,” He said, his usual playful tone was a bit strained, “Everything okay?”

“Yeah,” you replied quickly, a bit too quickly, “I, uh, just needed some air.”

You moved a bit from your spot as he came to stand beside you. The smell of his cologne hit your nose as he sidled up next to you on the balcony, the leather of his jacket brushing against your arm momentarily. Your chest felt like it was contracting, being so close to him. As if the proximity alone was enough to unravel your whole being.

“How are you enjoying the party?” You choke out, refusing to look him in the eye, focusing instead on the city skyline below.

“It’s fine,” he began cautiously. It seemed, “It would be better if you would talk to me though.”

Your back stiffened at his words. You said nothing and yet he continued. “You’ve hardly said a word since dinner and we both know that isn’t normal. You didn’t even laugh when Sam made fun of Banner’s bowtie in the car.”

“Yes I did,” you said weakly.

“If you’re gonna lie to me, can you at least look me in the eyes?”

It was the brokenness in Bucky’s voice that made you turn to face him finally. His eyes were searching yours, trying to read every detail from your face. You bit your lip to keep it from trembling.

“Please, just tell me what’s wrong,” he begged quietly.

You opened your mouth, wanting to answer him, wanting to take away his discomfort at this moment, but the aching of your heart prevented words from coming out.

A choked out noise came from your lips just as the sliding door opened.

“—and I told him, I said—- oh hey!” Scott Lang said in a slur of words, having some unfamiliar guy in tow behind him.

“This are my buddies! Barnes and—“

“Leave Lang. Now.” Bucky said with icy venom.

You didn’t have to look to know that Bucky’s cold tone was enough to do the job as the door slammed shut again.

You wished you could follow Scott out of the situation, but you couldn’t. You took a deep breath, summoned your courage, and downed your drink in one fell swoop.

You shut your eyes right and clenched your jaw a moment as the liquor burned down your throat.

“I’m in love with you.”

The silence that followed there after was deafening. You opened your eyes and looked at Bucky. His expression was soft, his eyes a bit wide with the information, but there wasn’t any hint of anger or disgust.

“I…” he began, “I don’t deserve that.”

His eyes finally looked away from you, as if it was his turn to be embarrassed. His turn to feel ashamed.

“Look, you’ve been everything to me lately. You’ve put up with me when other people wouldn’t— when other people haven’t. You’ve cared for me, truly cared… and it’s lit a fire in my soul again. A fire I thought would forever be extinguished when Nat—- when we broke up.”

His eyes flickered towards you for a moment here and there. You held a steady gaze out towards the balcony, letting his words sink in as you felt your heart shudder at each word.

“I owe you more than I could ever pay back, and that’s why I know— I know I don’t deserve you.”

Suddenly your felt his bare fingers under your chin, his hand gently tilting you gaze to him. Tears fell down silently and touched his hand.

“Listen to me, okay, please,” he begged, his voice catching slightly, “I love you. Okay? I love you, I do. But you deserve more than me. You deserve someone whole, someone who has all the love you give them in turn equally back to you, and then some. I want what’s best for you, and I know deep down that I am not that.”

You did everything in your power to not turn into a whimpering mess, you held his gaze, ignoring the tears. You took a ragged breath and moved your chin enough for him to drop his hand.

“Tell me about her.”

Bucky sighed and put his hands in his pocket.

“She’s nice. Has her own issues, but she’s more like me. Broken like me.”

You nodded, wiping at your face in vain. The tears kept coming, even if you didn’t feel sad. Even though you were pissed.

“I’m happy for you,” you said as happily as possible. You took a step towards the door but he moved in front of you, gently placing his hands on your shoulders.

“Wait, please.”

You didn’t fight him. You met his gaze in defiance and you swore you could have seen a smile creep on his lips.

“There she is,” he murmured.

You couldn’t help but smile a bit at him. Even though a million emotions were running through your mind at the moment, the idea staying mad with him never stuck for long. Even now.

“I need you to know how much I care about you. I need you to understand that. If you hate me for it afterward then I can live with it,” you opened your mouth to tell him you could never hate him but he kept going as if to purposefully stop you.

“I would still be in a very dark place if it wasn’t for you. I value your life significantly more than mine. I would die for you, I would kill for you. You are everything to me and more and I am so honored to be loved by you. I treasure you, I adore you, but I am no good for you. Please understand that. You deserve so much more than I have to offer. And I would hate myself if I broke your heart. And I would. I already have. And I hate myself.”

Suprisingling the tears stopped. You looked at Bucky and studied his face. He was sincere. He was broken, that you already knew. He had more ghosts than anyone else could ever imagine, and past that haunted him daily. But he was Bucky. And he was kind and he was gentle, and he was fierce and loyal.

And you loved him.

That feeling would not easily go away, no matter how much Bucky might wish for it to. But you decided then that you would hold onto that feeling for now. Even though he warned you, had told you he did not want anything further. It would be harsh. It would be devastating. It would be soul crushing.

But it would be yours.

“I think I need some time.”

That was all you said further. His hands dropped from your shoulders and you walked back into the fray of the party. You could feel his eyes on you as you walked through the lobby. People were dancing and drinking and laughing and having a blast. You walked past them all, not paying them any mind. Nat found you, tried to talk to you but you just brushed her off as you found the elevator.

You held yourself straight. Composed. Even when the door to the elevator closed and you were alone. Even when you walked down your corridor and found your way into your dark apartment. It wasn’t until you changed from your party clothes into your sleepwear, curled up in your bed, alone in the dark, that you began to cry.

#reader x marvel #marvel fanfic club #fan fic author #fic writing #james bucky barnes #marvel #bucky x reader #winter soldier #james bucky buchanan barnes #marvel bucky barnes #unrequited love #fem reader

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nattyslover · 3 months

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bikers & surfers SERIES

biker!bucky x surfer!femreader

bikers and surfers are forbidden to be with each other with the long time rival between their families. a certain surfer catches a certain bikers eye and instantly falls in love but what happens when both of their families try to keep them apart. will the bikers and surfers love fall apart or will it blossom into a new beginning…

prologue

chapter one: surf crazy

chapter two: crusisin’ for a bruisin’

chapter three: fallin for ya

chapter four: meant to be

chapter five: like me

chapter six: cant stop

chapter seven: put an end to the past

chapter eight: coolest cats in town

chapter nine: surfs up

chapter ten: surf crazy finale

epilogue

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes smut #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes x you #bucky barnes imagine #james buchanan barnes x female!reader #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes fic #bucky barnes fanfic #bucky barnes x female!reader

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simpforalot · 5 months

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💖Kiss the nightmares away💖

Bucky barnes- white wolf era x Femreader

Warnings: sex, penetration- MINORS DNI

Bucky barnes thought he'd never find anyone to love and cherish, but then he met you. You were perfect for eachother, you needed a strong and dominant yet sensitive man and he need someone to comfort and submiss to him.

Although on the surface Bucky was strong and badass, you knew deep down he was still broken, you could see it in his soft blue eyes.

You were awaken to Bucky suddenly jolting awake, you knew this meant he had had a nightmare and you instinctively wanted to comfort him. He was wearing just his boxers and you were wearing panties and a loose big t-shirt of his as it was pretty warm outside. The moonlight shone through a crack in the curtains, perfectly falling as straight line against his face, illuminating his blue eye.

You gently placed a hand on his back "hey buck... Baby what's wrong? Another nightmare?" You asked softly, laying your head on his shoulder, your hair flowing down his shoulder.

"yeah... I need to get my mind off it. Usually I can take it but... Tonight I really just can't." His voice cracked as he said miserably.

"what did you have in mind? To take your thoughts of it." You asked gently, stroking his back.

"would you be up to... Uhm" he paused, a faint redness appearing in his cheeks.

"up to what?" You curiously inquired.

"well... Make love." He murmured, glancing up at your face.

You blushed. The way he said it, his silky smooth voice didn't help. He had said it in such a sweet way. How could you deny him?

"I mean sure... I don't see why not.." you leaned forward slightly and before you knew it your lips were clashing with his in passion and need. His tongue twirled with yours as you moaned softly in his mouth when he started messaging your breasts through his shirt. He quickly slid the shirt off and kissed your collerbone and chest, sucking gently on your nipple and holding it between his teeth softly. Your heart raced as he slid his hand into your panties and rubbed your clit around a bit.

"mmh... You're already wet..." He said silkily.

You were at a lose of words as he penetrated your lips with two fingers, only a moan could escape your mouth. Your hips arched against his palm as he dragged his fingers against your walls. As quickly as he started you came on his fingers, he quickly sucked the slick off his fingers and then fully took off your panties and his boxers.

"Bucky... Maybe we should slow down a bit... It's really fast..." You whimpered, oversensitive.

"fast as in you don't want to fuck or fast as in my pace?" He asked you to clarify.

"pace." You exhaled.

"fine I'll go slower." He smirked. That smirk was always bad news.

He slowly penetrated your slicked up pussy, Inch by delicious inch, stuffing and stretching you out slowly. He slowly moved himself in and out, the slow pace making you impatient and more needy.

"please.. Bucky faster... Harder.." you pleaded.

"whatever you say princess" he suddenly trust in hard and found a quick rhythm, his hand on your neck, not strangling you but rather just resting on top of your skin. Meanwhile his cold metal fingers rubbed circles on your clit, the contract of temperatures making you squirm. Eventually you came and as your walls tightened around his cock he always groaned and grunted as he came in you, filling you up exquisitely. He collapsed ontop of you, not crushing you, it was more like a heavy blanket or a tight hug. Comforting. You gently stroked his cheek, his tired eyes met yours, he looked satisfied.

"you did so well babe." You said softly and kissed his nose. He gently sat up and sat you in his lap, kissing your neck softly and stroking your back as a thank you.

"you helped me alot...I love you" he cooed softly, kissing your hair.

You returned the kisses and kissed all over his face. "I love you more" you smiled kindly.

He Chuckled and gently tucked you and himself in bed, cuddling up to you, despite the higher temperature outside, it just felt right to be in his arms.

#bucky barnes #bucky smut #bucky x y/n #bucky x you #james bucky buchanan barnes #bucky fanfic

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kaidalark · 8 months

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Bucky x femreader

A long car journey is made more interesting when Bucky discovers the book you are reading is full of steamy scenes.

Warnings: 18+, smut

I stretch out as much as I can in the cramped car dropping my book on the dashboard and huffing. "I'm bored." Bucky chuckles from the drivers seat "We've been driving for two hours."

"How far to go?" "Four hours."

I groan "Ergh thats so far." he chuckles "You bought three books, your phone and their is a radio." I shrug slightly "Guess I'm a little uncomfortable, chose the wrong book for a long car journey." he looks confused glancing at the cover which reveals nothing of its contents "How can you have chosen the wrong book?"

I pick it up again "Its got more steamy than I thought it would." Buckys fingers on the wheel turn white "Can't exactly fuck you in the car and all I really want is those talented fingers of yours, or your mouth or cock I'm not fussy. Perhaps recreat one of the scenes" Buckys breath hitches slightly "Y/N I'm driving."

I smile wickedly "I know genius." I open my book again "Read outloud." I blush slightly "What?" he doesn't take his eyes of the road "You heard me." I take a shaky breath and start reading

Sebastians hand rests on my thigh moving dangerously high under the table until it disappears completely under my skirt. I glare but he ignores it contonuing his conversation with his friends as his fingers inch higher pausing when they discover my lack of underwear.

He pushes my thighs apart dipping one finger along my slit already wet from his earlier teasing. I raise my drink to my lips to hide my gasp as he pushes a finger inside moving it achingly slow. One of his friends looks concerned "Are you alright? You look awfully warm." I smile taking another sip "I'm fine thank you." Sebastian adds a second finger before turning looking to all the world like a concerned boyfriend "You sure baby you do look warm?"

"I'm fine its just hot in here." he smirks offering his drink which is still full of ice "Here." I take it not failing to notice the ice cube he slips into his hand which also disappears under the table. He removes his fingers for a moment something very cold and wet pressing against my clit seconds later. Luckily I hide my gasp with a cough as he moves it in small circles making me squirm in my seat. he presses a kiss to my temple muttering so only I can hear "Hold still sweetheart."

I try my best as he buries his now cooled fingers deep into my pussy curling them perfectly each time slowly coaxing an orgasam from me. I grip his thigh tightly using my glass to hide my small beathy moans. Finally he removes his fingers cleaning them discreetly on his jeans continuing to talk like nothing just happened.

Buckys metal hand moves from the centre console to my thigh squeezing it gently "I didn't ask you to stop sweetheart." Rubbing my thighs together slightly I start reading again acutly aware of Buckys hand on my thigh and the fact I am only wearing a skirt with no underwear.

Sebastian and his friends all wander outside saying their goodbyes while I follow on shaky legs. He wraps an arm around my waist smirking "You cooled down a bit baby?" I nod and wave goodbye to his friends before he leads me away towards his car parked just down the road. I go to climb in yelping when he spins me around pressing me against the door. His lips crash into mine hands gripping my hips tightly "Naughty girl not wearing underwear." I grin "You liked it"

"Damn right I did. Nearly popped a boner in the club." I smirk reaching down to grip him through his trousers "Oops." he moans capturing my lips once more "Get in the car baby." With a final kiss he pulls away moving to his side of the car and climbing in. I collapse into my seat breathing heavily "Lift your skirt sweet thing." I glance at him as he starts the engine but as it is so dark outside and our windows are slightly tinted I do as told. He opens the glove department and pulls out a bright pink set of silicon beads "Be a good girl and put those in for me."

I take them "Get them nice and wet first baby." slowly I bring them to my mouth licking and sucking everyone before pushing them inside pausing a moment before pushing in the largest leaving only the retrival handle sticking out slightly. "Good girl." I don't dare move as he drives at some outrageous speed cock straining against his jeans. I know better than to lean over and free it, tonight he is in charge and I don't want to be punish not today.

I stop once again as Bucky begins pushing up my skirt still with his eyes glued to the road "You know I never realised how steamy your books are." He discovers my lack of underwear gripping my thigh tightly "Look in the glove box." with shaking fingers I do so discovering a bright pink vibrator with ridges all along the shaft. "Take it out sweetheart."

I do so holding the book in one hand and the toy in the other, he begins brushing my clit with featherlight touches the cold of the mteal making me shiver slightly "Fuck sweetheart this wet already." his fingers dip lower two disappearing inside. I grip the side of the chair to ground myself, is this really happening? Bucky curls his fingers making me moan, yes it is.

"Keep reading." "What!?" "Keep reading." I take a shuddery breath before opening the book once more trying to focus on the pages rather than the hand inbetween my thighs.

Sebastian must break every speed limit on the way home, slowing only when we reach the drive. Turning of the engine he sits with his hands clasping the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turn white "I'm debating. Do I punish you for no underwear and teasing before we left this afternoon or do I reward you for being so good for me in the bar."

He sighs opening his door "Go upstairs and I'll decide what too do with you." I open the front door and almost collapse on the floor holding onto the handle as powerful vibrations spread along the toy. Sebastian chuckles darkly "Be a good girl and do as I asked. Upstairs and I don't want anything on either."

Steadying myself I manage three shaky steps before my knees buckle and I have to grab the wall to steady myself. Slick is leaking down my thighs and before I can get anyfurther Sebastian tugs my skirt to the ground and tears of my shirt leaving me completely bare "Too slow sweetheart."

I stop again digging my nails into the car door as Bucky adds a second finger his movements slow and unhurried "Bucky, please.' "Please what sweetheart?" I groan throwing my head back "Fuck don't stop." slowly he removes his fingers bringing them to his lips to lick clean, I wine in annoyance and go to use my own fingers to finish the job when his voice turns low and warning "Don't even think about it sweetheart or you won't be cumming this entire holiday."

I freeze debating whether he would be so mean, yes he probably would. "Good girl, keep reading or I stop." He rests his hand back on my thigh taking the toy from me "Actually suck this for me first." He holds it up to my lips allowing me to wrap my mouth around it coating it with saliva. Once he is satisified he pulls it away allowing me to continue reading.

Sebastian pins me to the wall wrapping my thighs around his waist lips crashing into mine all tongue and teeth. He groans into my mouth hips grinding into mine "Don't cum without permission baby." I whimper as the toy continues to move about his grinding causing his clothed cock to rub against my swollen clit "Please can I cum? Please?" he grins pulling away a hand wrapping loosely around my throat "No. Don't you dare cum." He holds up the remote in his free hand turning up the power. I clench my thighs in an attempt to hold of my orgasm "Ppleasee. Need to cum. Please daddy." His favourite nickname tumbles from my lips.

" No." He turns the toy to full power my entire body shaking from the vibrations. I scream as I cum letting my orgasm wash over me slumping into Sebastians arms still twitching with after shocks as the toy continues to vibrate "I'm sorry. Tried. Sorry didn't mean to be bad. I can be good daddy I promise." He smirks turning off the toy "But you didn't follow the rules baby. Didn't have daddies permission. Go upstairs and lay on the bed just how I like, understand?"

I nod and he lets go of my legs, I manage to stumble and wobble my way up the stairs the toy slipping out slightly my thighs already slick with cum. Making it to the bedroom I climb onto the bed kneeling then laying forward so my ass is up in the air and my arms are supporting most of my weight "I knew you could be good for me. Now stay still while daddy reminds you of the rules."

I bite my lip as his hand comes down on my left cheek the initial sting not painful "Always wear panties unless instructed otherwise." another slap on the opposite side "No touching yourself unless I give permission." a third slap "Use your words and the trafficlight system." another slap slightly harsher "Never tease in public." two slaps this time one on each side "And finally baby, never cum without permission."

"Do you understand?" "Yes daddy. I'm sorry daddy."

Bucky slowly pushes the toy through my soaked folds leaving it a moment when he gets to the base before starting to move. Moans tumble past my lips and no matter how I try and concentrate i can't focus on the page "Sebastian smooths... smooths his hand... fuck Bucky." he chuckles pushing the toy all the way in and leaving it. I glance over finding the crotch of his trousers stretched taunt over what must be a very painful boner.

Taking several deep breaths I turn back to the book shifting slightly in my seat knowing my cheeks are flushed and the seat below me soaked. Thank gods for tinted windows and the fact it is getting dark. I find my place once more,

Sebastian smooths his hand over my ass soothing the flushed skin "Good girl. Lay on your back for me." I roll onto my back and spread my legs the base of the pink toy just visible. "So beautiful baby." Standing he kicks off his trousers before clambering ontop kissing me gently "Still on green baby?" I nod "Yes." he pulls out the beads causing me to whimper slightly before he lines himself up thrusting in to the hilt then pausing pressing another kiss to my lips "I'm not going to be gentle sweetheart."

The toy starts vibrating gently just enough to remind me its there but not nearly enough to bring me to my peak. Shifting around I reach for my bottle taking a long swig of water in an attempt to cool down. Bucky is smirking at the road phone attached to the front console open on the app controlling the vibrations. I glance down before I start reading again he must be uncomfortable cock straining to get out a small damp spot spreading over the material. Biting my lip I turn my attention back too the book.

True to his word Sebastian sets a rough pace pounding me into the mattress. I arch my back raking my fingers down his back letting my moans flow freely practically melting into the mattress when his hand once more finds its way around my neck making me gasp "Can I cum?" he groans "Beg baby."

"Please, please, please. Daddy please let me cum." he smirks lips. brushing over mine "Alright baby as you asked so nicely." I throw my head back as pleasure rakes its way through my body "Thank you daddy." I gasp for air as his pace doesn't relent "Sensitive, hurts." he grins moving his hand from my throat down between our joined bodies pressing tight circles into my clit "Need you to cum again sweetpea. Soak my cock for me. You can do that can't you? Be a good girl and cum for me."

The vibrations rapidly increase making me gasp and moan before dropping back down to minimal. I wimper in annoyance "Please Bucky, let me cum once?" the vibrations increase again making my thighs shake driving me too my peak "Yes, yes, I'm gonna cum!" The toy switches of leaving me on the edge and panting "Please Bucky. I'm so sensitive, need to cum." he chuckles squeezing my thigh and I practically wine "I've been good. Why can't I cum?"

He shoots me a grin "This is payback sweetheart for all those photos you send while I'm working. All those steamy bedroom shots you send that drive me insane while I'm trying to concentrate." I pout "Not fair you send them too." he grins shrugging "Could always not let you finish, remove the vibrator and watch you squirm?" I feel my eyes widen and shake my head "No, no. I'll be good. Please don't do that."

I obey his demand squeezing him tightly as my orgasm rolls through me "ffuuckk. Daddy make me feel so good." he smirks slowing his pace slightly beads of sweat forming on his forehead muscles straining as he fucks me through his orgasm capturing my mouth with his as he moans. Finally he slows then stops hovering above me balls deep with cum escaping down my thighs "So good for me baby. Colour?" I smile lazily "Orange." he nods but doesn't move "Don't want to move yet baby feel so good wrapped around me. Like your pussy was made for me."

I smile feeling sleep tugging at my eyelids "Stay." "Stay?" I nod and he smiles kissing my nose "How could I refuse my babygirl?" He pulls out just enough to roll us onto our sides before burying his cock once more into my walls wrapping his arms around my stomach "Go to sleep baby."

I bite my lip closing my eyes and arching my back when the toy starts up again this time on a middle setting pleasure rippling through me with each movement my orgasm building much faster this time "Please Bucky? Please can I cum? Please?" I cry out in frustration when the toy stops again practically sobbing in frustration as slick continues to stain my thighs and seat all feeling disappearing from my thighs as I tense them over and over "Not just yet." I notice he has started palming himself through his trousers and pause my reading to watch "Skip ahead to the next interesting bit then I shall reconsider your question."

I quickly skim through the next few pages quickly finding the next steamy scene...

"I told you not too wear that in public sweetheart." I look down at the summer dress I am wearing and spin my hips so the hem twirls "I thought it was cute daddy and I only had lunch with some friends." he frowns brow furrowing "You broke one of my rules sweetheart and I thought you had a good lesson last week."

"I did daddy I promise. Please don't spank me. Don't be mad, I didn't mean to be a bad girl. I'll do anything to make it up to you?" I stare up at him pleadlingly. He sighs deeply leaning back in his chair "I'm not mad baby." he tilts his head smirking slightly "I hope you kept that toy in as I asked this morning?" I nod proudly "Yes daddy."

He pushes away from his desk hands resting on his hips "Come and show me." Slowly I walk around the desk before lifting my skirt enough to reveal my baby pink panties pulling them to the side to show the diamond plug still firmly insirted in my ass "Good girl. Now daddy has too do some work. But you are going to keep his cock nice and warm." he undoes his trousers pushing them down just enough to free his cock which he strokes languidly several times before becokning me over "Sit down and don't move a muscle. Understand baby?" I nod slowly seating myself in his lap cock slipping easily between my folds "Yes daddy."

I lean my head on his shoulder fighting every instinct to bounce or grind. This isn't the first time he's made me warm him while he worked but I still prefer riding it first.

Bucky turns the vibrations up to full before reaching over moving the toy in and out quickly pressing it up so it hits my sensitive spot every time. I lose my grip on the book gripping his arm and the chair as a powerful orgasm takes over pleasure shooting up my spine as I finally fall over the edge sweet release cascading through me. I open my mouth though no sound comes out as wave after wave crashes over me hips lifting of my seat from the sheer power of it. Eyes clenched shut I whimper and moan brokenly as Bucky continues to move the toy though a lot slower, small aftershocks rippling through me with each thrust.

"Fuck baby. That was the hottest thing you've ever done. Open your eyes sweetheart. Look at the mess you've made." Bucky has a mixture of pride and awe on his face, cum is dripping down my calfs and thighs, the seat positively soaked as is Buckys arm. "That felt incredible." he grins "You squirted baby. Told me you couldn't do it." I shake my head chest heaving "Didn't think I could."

Smirking he presses the still vibrating toy into my clit small spurts of cum leaving my folds at each press. "Now I know you can I intended to make you do it regularly." I moan slumping into my seat exhausted "Fuck Buck." he chuckles licking his hand clean "new you could do it." I laugh shakily the need to sleep suddenly crashing over me " 'M tired." he reaches over slipping the toy back between my dripping folds " I'll let you sleep baby. but when we're recreating some more scenes from your books. "

#bucky barnes #sebastian stan #bucky barns x reader #bucky barns smut #Bucky x reader smut #Bucky x reader #marvel #marvel smut #marvel x reader #x reader smut #bucky barnes x you #bucky barnes x y/n #bucky barnes imagine

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chelleztjs18 · 2 years

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Lessons Learned (W.M) Pt. 2

Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader

Pairing: Professor!Wanda Maximoff x Student!FemReader (College AU)

Summary:Y/n has been looking forward to this particular class but something unexpected happened on the first day.

Warning 18+ Fluff, angst, a little humor with (maybe) smut in future chapter.

Requested: Yes by @mizzgay

A/n: Hey ya everybody! I'm back with pt. 2 of my newest mini series. This one finished earlier than other fic I wrote. So I will post this while you are waiting for Ch. 65 Lost In Assistance and Pt. 4 of Ten Days got done. Thank you @stonemags and @silver-lotus for helping me brainstorming. Also thank you @thatpersonthatisgenderfluid for helping me with the cool information of Marine Biology that they are expert with. Anyway, enjoy! Happy reading!

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“I wish that you went to Tony’s party. Everybody was there. Bucky was looking for you.” Nat tells you about the party you didn’t go to yesterday as she sinks into your huge bean bag chairs in your room. “Wow, he still doesn’t want to believe that I’m gay, does he?” You laugh a little responding to Nat as you are busy typing on your laptop finishing your homework.

“Well, apparently. Oh, Valkyrie was looking for you too. You know how much she likes you.” Nat adds as she throws your softball up and catches it casually. “Valkyrie? You meant Val? Valkyrie is her full first name?” You turn your head to look at Nat as you ask. She nods as an answer to you. “Sharon was there too. That plastic girl. Everything about her is fake. Oh my God, she throws herself to Steve all..night..long. She’s not good enough for him.” Grimace shows in Nat’s face as she speaks.

“I don’t like her either but you are too overprotective of him.” You comment with your laptop’s keyboard tapping sounds in the background.

“He’s like a brother to me, of course I will be overprotective as much as he is to me. Anyway, I still don’t get why you didn’t go to the party. You could’ve gone but you literally chose homework over a party with me and others.” Her soft raspy voice wraps in disappointment as it reaches your ears.

“It’s not just any homework, Natty. It’s Ms. Maximoff’s homework. She doubled my essay homework.” You retort. “Well, thanks to your know-it-all side. Also, you still have time to submit it and go to the party. Why are you so determined to finish it so fast?" Nat demands your reasoning.

"Because I want to show and prove to her that even though she doubled my homework, I still can finish it even earlier than others can." You gave her a very confident wink as you told her your motive. Well, you actually didn’t tell her the motive BEHIND your motive.

“It seems like you are trying hard to impress her so hard.” The red haired Russian patches a smirk. “Pffft. Me? Of course not.” You declined full heartedly her theory.

“You can tell me, y/n. I actually think that she is your type. Well, I don’t know what you think about older women. But she is smart plus she looks very attractive and last but not least, her accent. You always say that smart is the new sexy.” Nat adds as she does your impression saying the last sentence.

“Ha ha ha. Very funny, Nat. I just want to see her face when I submit the homework tomorrow.”

You can see Nat shakes her head as she rolls her eyes while she jokingly says, “God, you are such a nerd. Sometimes I don’t know how we can even be best friends for so long.”

“I hope she already graded our mini pop quiz from last class and will return it tomorrow because I’m dying to know how I do.” said Nat as she got up. “It was easy, I’m sure we did great. Trust me.” You answer with your eyes glued to the screen as you are busy typing.

“I hope so. Well, I’m gonna go to bed. Good night, nerd.” Nat yawns as she speaks and walks out of the room. “Good night, dork.” You casually reply as you playfully throw crumpled paper to her but she quickly closes your door.

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You knock on Nat’s bathroom door but no answer from her. You can hear her singing mixed with the shower noise. You knock once more and you get the same. You decided to slowly open the door and peak your head in a little, hoping that she will hear you that way. “Nat, sorry, I gotta go now. I’ll see you in class, okay?”

You finally get her attention and she peaks her head out of the shower curtain, all puzzled with what you just said. “Wait, what? Why in a rush? Everything okay? I’m almost done and I can be ready fast if you want.”

“No. No. It’s okay. My printer is broken. So I gotta go print my homework at the library. I gotta go, see you in class. Bye!” You explain in a rush and quickly close the door so Nat won’t get any chance to ask more details.

“Y/n?! Y/n?!” She tries to call you behind her shower curtain but silence is all she gets. Her mind keeps thinking that you are acting weird and there is something behind all that. She is right. There’s nothing wrong with your printer. Little does she know, you were just trying to find an excuse to go to the class early, alone. Yes, alone. So you can leave another note for Wanda before class.

Just like you did before, you carefully and quietly sneak into the empty class. You didn’t forget to check your surroundings before you proceed with your actions. Your heart beats nervously making your body feel cold as you slowly feel edgy. You cautiously grab the note and put it on the same visible spot of her desk. You rapidly walk out of the classroom, you feel relieved that nobody saw you. Your steps no longer feel heavy. You look at the time and you go to the bathroom nearby to calm yourself down despite the relief feelings you have right now then reply to Nat's text, telling her where you are at.

After you are done and leave the bathroom, you casually (well, at least you try to) walk back to the class. You see through the small window on the door that some students are already inside

All of a sudden you feel a slap to the back of your head as you pull the door. It wasn’t too hard but enough to startle you pretty bad. You instantly turn your head back in surprised annoyance. “Jesus! Nat. Why the hell did you do that? You scared the shit out of me.” You slip in a complaint tone in your question.

“Geez, why are you so jumpy? You are jumpy when you lie or do something bad. What did you do?” She asks in surprise as she follows you walking into the class. “I didn’t do anything and I-I’m not jumpy. You startled me with your unnecessary hard slap on my head. Who wouldn’t be jumpy when they got slapped like that?” You retort.

“Well you deserve that, you left me this morning. Why didn’t you wait? I told you I was almost done and would be ready soon.” Nat answers as both of you sit at the same exact desk on the back row.

“I already told you why I have to leave. I had to print my homework, that’s all.” You avoid eye contact with her and as your best friend she easily notices that. “I don’t know. Something is up.” She raises a brow.

“What did you mean, Nat? What’s up?” Vision’s voice came out of nowhere just right on time when you were going to respond to Nat’s suspicion. “Yeah, y/n? What’s up?” Tony asks. Both of them look at both of you as they are comfortably sitting next to the both of you. “Nothing, nothing is up. Oh by the way, guess who finished the double homework last night? Me!” You are internally so relieved after finding a way to distract your three friends away from asking you more questions as you pull out your printed homework out of your bag.

“Wow! That was fast. Let me see?” Tony grabs it from your hand but not for so long. You quickly pull it away from him but Vision sneakily steals it from you. “Give me that!” You try to take it back and both Tony and Vision laugh.

“Okay. Okay. Guys, stop it. Look who’s here.” Nat alerts the three of you and Vision voluntarily gives you back your homework. The class turns silent respectfully the second Wanda walks into the class.

“Hello again, class.” Wanda greets then the class returns her with overlaps greetings. You have no idea why your heart feels like it bursts out insanely inside your chest as soon as you see Wanda. Your eyes refuse to leave the view of her doing her thing as she is getting ready for today’s lecture.

The anticipation is killing you. You try to keep a cool calm face but internally, you are a mess. You wish you could fast forward the time so Wanda sees the note. You don’t know if it’s just you but it seems like she moves in slow motion. Yes, that’s how much you want her to notice the note so she can read it already. Everything and everybody seems to move so slow.

Wanda secretly feels like being watched and weirdly her eyes subconsciously search for you right away as if they know that it was you who stared at her. Her instinct was right. She caught you staring at her but the bad impressions she has been getting from you only make her not a fan of yours even more. Without a doubt she averts her gaze away from your own.

Her indignation is soon enough soothed when she sees the same looking piece of note from the last one. Honestly, it excites her. She tries to be as discreet as she can, stopping everything she was doing to sit down and read it.

“Your warm smile is as hypnotizing as a love spell. Like magnets, your soft green eyes pull me into euphoria as if I'm completely under your trance.”

Wanda can’t hold back her own smile to show up. She almost forgot for a few seconds that she was in front of her students. If she is alone, she would sit longer adoring the sweetness from the note. She doesn’t even know who wrote this but she has butterflies in her stomach reading it. She feels giddy, joy dances through her heart.

Meanwhile, you could’ve sworn that you saw a blush slowly show up on her cheeks and you can’t describe how happy you feel. All the rush feelings were worth it after you caught that smile on her.

You come back from your daze when Wanda’s voice dances through your ear and flows straight to your heart as she starts today’s lecture.

Wanda starts the lecture like usual, teaches the subject passionately. The more you pay attention to her, the more the butterflies in your stomach go crazy. You even wonder how she is in a class as a student or how it is to be her friend.

Every now and then Wanda glances at you and when that happens sometimes you forget what you were about to write in your notebook. She never looks at you for more than five seconds unless you ask her questions or if it’s necessary.

As the time slowly betrayed you and reminded you that today's class is almost over, you notice that she takes a seat and pulls out a small stack of papers. “Okay, before this class is over today, I have good news. Next meeting, it’s gonna be at LAB 616, we will study some fish, its anatomy. Trust me, we are gonna have fun..” the class cheers as soon as Wanda announces her next class’s plan with excitement followed by a little laugh. Just like that, her little laugh easily traps you in adoration of her. You never knew that someone��s laugh can be so attractive to you until you hear hers.

“Also, I have your pop quiz graded so I’ll call your name, come pick it up and you are good to go for today.” She continues her last announcement before she starts to call her students one by one to hand their quiz back.

There are only a few students left, even Tony and Vision already got theirs but they stay near the door to wait for you and Nat. You don’t know why you get nervous more and more the longer you wait. Questions start to pop all over your mind randomly. Why hasn’t she called you yet? Are you gonna be the last one? If yeah, did she do it on purpose? Why does it seem that she doesn't like me that much? Thoughts and questions roaming around in your mind.

"Natasha." Wanda calls as she looks right away to your and Nat’s direction. She sure remembers exactly where you and your friends sit. You see Nat walking away from you and quickly swift her steps to take her pop quiz result. Then finally, your name slips out of her lips and you just love to hear it. Your name wrapped with her accent is the new combination you never knew you needed to hear. Your lips suppress the smile that is fighting to come out and it ends up coming out as an awkward smile.

As you get closer to her desk, Nat comes back and says “Uh, I’m sorry Ms. Maximoff, this isn’t mine. It’s the other Natasha’s in this class. My last name is Romanoff.” She hands back the paper to Wanda. You halt your steps and watch what is going on.

“Oh, I’m sorry. Let me find yours and make sure that I put your grade correctly in my file.” Wanda takes the paper back and does what she needs to do. As Nat is waiting, her eyes accidentally catch something that’s laid on the table. YOUR LOVE NOTE. Yes, Nat sees it and Wanda doesn’t even realize that.

Surprised, she quickly turned her head away a little bit but of course it’s not for that long. She lays her eyes back on the note. Nat easily recognizes that it’s your handwriting. Taking the same classes with you pretty much almost every semester has its own perks. Both of you have been sharing notes with each other therefore she knows your handwriting very well.

“Okay, here you go. Good job. Keep up the good work.” Wanda’s voice alerts Nat to stop looking at the note and she takes the paper. “Thank you, Ms. Maximoff.” with that she walks away as she checks out her paper.

You take a few steps closer in front of Wanda’s desk. “Y/n, here’s yours. Nice work.” Your heart skittered taking the compliment from her. She looks up to you for a few seconds then looks back down to what she was doing. She notices that you are still standing in front of her. “Uh-excuse me, Ms. Maximoff.” You said as soon as you noticed something.

Wanda takes a deep breath and answers. “Yes, y/n? Is there a problem?”

“Yes. Something wrong on number five.” You answer her as you show her your paper and point at number 5 question. Wanda looks at it and then looks at you as she says "The only thing that's wrong in it is your answer." Cold and flat was her tone, let alone her gaze at you was so intimidating. It makes you want to run from it but stay at the same time to adore her striking green eyes but of course, all you can and want to do right now is to disagree with her.

"Wait, what? Are you serious?" You ask in disbelief.

"Do I look like I'm joking? The question is why orcas hunt great white sharks and your answer is wrong." Her words and her tone gives a chill on your spine but somehow you like it. Okay..okay. You have to focus on the question and your answer on number 5.

"Wrong? Ms. Maximoff, with all due respect, my answer is not wrong. Everybody who are in this study knows that orcas hunt great white sharks for fun." You quickly tackle her words.

"Yes, at some point but it was years ago. Then after that, it was proven that they hunt great white sharks for their liver. Perhaps you forgot about that? Or maybe you don't know about it?" Wanda explains and asks you at the same time with a tone that makes you realize that you are actually wrong.

Shit. Yes, shit. That's what's on your mind now. You are embarrassed that you can't form any words.

"Did I ring any bells? Orcas target their liver because it has a lot of nutrients. Their liver provides oil and fat and it's a very valuable source for orcas. It's written in Mr. Fury's book as well." Wanda adds, followed by a victorious smile. Seeing your facial expression, she knows she got you this time.

And you, you are a mess inside. You hate it when you are wrong in front of her. That smile, it makes you feel more embarrassed yet flustered at the same time. The wave of her dirty blonde hair, the sharp jade eyes that feels like dagger stabs right to your heart and then you are soothed by her smile.

Seeing her explains things about your favorite subject right in front of you really makes her so much more attractive. She is definitely the definition of smart is the new sexy.

"I-uh- my apology, Ms Maximoff. You were right, I totally forgot about it." You stuttered from your embarrassment and her beauty.

Wanda stops what she was doing as she looks up to you for a few seconds. She is surprised that you admit that she is right, even apologized. There’s a pinch of thought in her that thinks that you are probably not as bad as the first impression you gave her. Of course she won’t show that thought like in an open book. She looks at you, clearing her throat and says “Well, okay then. I have to call the rest of the students so they can go home. See you in the next class.” She keeps her professionalism on point then gives the slightest smile to you.

You heard everything she said but boy oh boy, all those embarrassment and awkwardness of you stupidly complaint are worth it just to see her small smile right in front of you. Your brain has a little short circuit that you just stand there until she calls your name again. “Y/n?”

“Uh-y-yeah?” You stuttered. Wanda looks confused and you look stupidly frozen. Then Natasha came to the rescue. “Y/n, aren’t you gonna submit it today?” Nat gives you a sign through her question to you as she raises up her eyebrows. Wanda’s eyes flick between you and Nat then back to you. “Submit what, y/n?” The Sokovian professor asks.

“Oh. Oh. Y-yeah, right. Uh. I have it right..here.” As soon as you realize, you grab into your bag and pull out your printed essay shortly before you present it to Wanda with a proud smile. “Y/n, what’s this?”

“It’s the essay homework. 2510 words and I got it done early and want to submit it to you today.” Your proud tone was definitely heard by her.

Internally, Wanda is actually impressed but her ego is unamused because of your proud and confident smirk. “I don’t accept that. Take it with you, please.”

“What? Why?” Your eyes are rounded in surprise, so do Natasha’s.

“It’s crumpled. I don’t like it. It’s very unprofessional. So re-print it or don’t submit it at all.” She stares dagger at you as she answers you. Wanda is perfectionist so to be presented with a crumpled printed homework, it really annoys her.

The last sentence she said feels like a sledgehammer hit straight to your abdomen. As much as you are disappointed that she rejected your homework but you understand her reasoning after you look at how your homework looks. Thanks to Tony and Vision.

“Uh y-yes Ms. Maximoff. I understand. I’ll reprint it. Have a good day.” You agree in defeat. Disappointment written all over your face, you proceed your walk of shame and it softens Wanda’s ego a little.

“You too, y/n. See you in the next class.” She sincerely answers. With that, you walk out with Natasha and your heart smiles from Wanda’s sincere last words. Tony and Vision bombard you with questions in no time. Of course you didn’t forget to thank them in sarcasm for making your homework so crumpled and telling them what happened.

Weirdly, Nat remained mostly silent yet she looks at you with an analytical look and it concerns you. You wonder what she is thinking right now? Were you too obvious that you are having a crush on Wanda?

“Are you okay, Nat?” You ask. “Uh huh. I’m okay.” That was all the answer you got.

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You have been trying to find more reasons to tell Nat so you can go to class by yourself once more so you can leave Wanda another love note. This time you can’t come up with any excuse in mind.

At the end of the day, it feels like you finally found a light in this searching tunnel of excuses because Nat told you that she has to leave early to see the professor of the other class she takes to ask some homework related questions and she will see you in class after that. You feel so relieved that you don’t have to look for an excuse anymore and everything will go as you plan. You write another love note for her before you go to bed.

The next morning, you feel so good because you know you don’t have to lie to your best friend so you can go to class separately. Joy dances through your heart. You are excited to see Wanda again and can’t wait to see her smile again while reading your love note. This time you have to sneak into Lab 616.

Despite the excitement and relief feelings that Nat won’t catch you this time because she is busy with her other class stuff, you still watch your surroundings cautiously just in case Tony and Vision are around even though you know they most likely will come at the last minute before the class starts.

As soon as you found the lab, you peaked in quickly to make sure nobody is in there even though you can’t see the whole lab through the small window.

You are too focused on going to her desk to put the note on it. As you walk closer to it, you hear “I KNEW IT!!!”

It startled you and you recognized who it was. You turn around quickly. “Natty! Uh wh-what what are you doing here? I thought you had to see your other class’s professor?” You stammer.

“Oh zip it, y/n. Where is it? Let me see.” She asks as she opens her palms waiting for you to give it to her. “Where is what? What did you mean?” Your heart is still beating fast and you can feel your cheeks are warm from blushing too much because of getting caught but of course you try your luck and play dumb about it.

“The note you write for her. You were gonna leave it on her desk, weren’t you? I can’t believe you didn’t tell me anything about this. I thought we were best friends?” She demands and you can see that she is proud from figuring it out yet disappointed from you not telling her about this.

“I’m sorry Nat. I was going to tell you but I was just embarrassed, I guess?” You nervously explain and take out the note out of your pocket then let her read it. It didn’t even take two seconds for the note to migrate to Nat’s hand and she read it. Her lips move slowly and silently reading your love note then curves up a smile. Nat looks at you with sparkling eyes. “Aaaw! This is a sweet love note. Okay, I won’t be mad at you just because you wrote this so cute and romantic.”

“Really? You think so? Do you think she would like it?” You rambling nervously yet with excitement. “Of course! now go..go..go.. Put it on her desk before someone comes in here.” Nat encourages you to quickly leave the note. She smiles so widely and as if the love note was written for her.

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Both of you walk back into the class after waiting outside so it won’t be too obvious. Nat notices you look all nervous. Waiting for Wanda to come in drives you a little crazy. “Would you relax? Geez, you are a nervous wreck right now.” Nat yells in a whisper.

“Uh maybe because I am NERVOUS.” You retort.

“What are you nervous about? The note is cute, she will like it and she won’t find out that it’s from you. If you are like this and stare at her when she reads it like you did last time, then she might find out.” Nat adds with gritted teeth at the last sentence.

“Okay. Okay. I won’t.” You agree with the redhead just so she can stop telling you to relax. Just like what you thought, Vision and Tony come last minute.

A few minutes later, you see Wanda gracefully walk into the lab. “Hello, class.” This time she wears short sleeves, you think it probably has something to do with today's lab activity.

Your eyes clearly refuse to leave the view of her arms flexing when she puts her briefcase-like handbag. You swear you thought that you could feel the smoothness of her skin when you saw her arms and went down to her perfect slender hands, and of course her pretty fingers.

As if Wanda has been excited to come to the class only to find your note for today, her eyes instantly find where the note is and there it is, her smile shows up. Nat’s leg nudges your own as soon as she sees Wanda sits down and grabs the note.

Your heart skips a beat when you see another smile of hers appear. You lay your chin on your palm as you look at her dearly. Your heart is doubled in speed and your hope kindles. You take a deep breath, a joyful deep breath.

Just like yours, Wanda’s heart beats fast, she really hopes that her students don’t hear the sound of it. She is multitasking between reading your note and trying hard not to blush or smile like a fool but she miserably fails.

“Your presence has so much effect on me like a sedative. My legs feel weak everytime I see you and I am one simple touch away from crumbling under your beauty.”

Wanda’s thumb subconsciously and gently rubs the words that you wrote. Her mind starts to day dream and imagines that the person who writes this note was all smiling when she wrote this lovely note and if the person really did, Wanda’s heart longing to see the smile.

She soon focuses back to the class. She stands up and walks up in front of the class as she brushes her palms together excitedly. “Okay, are you guys ready for some fun?” The class cheers and it draws a laugh from her. Her heart subconsciously leads her gaze to you for a few seconds then she averts her eyes to the rest of the class. You feel like a rocket ship that shot up to the sky after hearing her laugh and her gaze pays you a visit. All Nat can do is giggle at you.

“Okay, before we start the fun for today, let’s talk about some more of the beautiful sea life. Let’s start with octopus, shall we?” Wanda starts her lectures as she dim the light and turns on the projector before she proceeds with more explanations. The lectures go really well so far and it’s a fun class today. You are too busy looking at Wanda with hearts in your eyes.

“Before I continue further, is there any question?” Wanda asks with care as she looks around the class making sure if any of her students have questions for her. Once again her eyes uncontrollably look at you briefly until a student raises her hand to ask a question.

“Yes, Kate? Do you have a question?” Wanda asks.

“Yes, Ms. Maximoff. Earlier you said that octopus has multiple brains. How many do they have actually?” The brunette asks and looks ready to take notes from Wanda’s answer.

“Good question! I have the answer here and I can show you.” Wanda answers as she is looking for the projector’s slide picture. Her focus was broken when she heard your voice and when she turned her head she saw you raise your hand. Wanda lets out an annoyed “not again” exhale.

“Yes, y/n?” Wanda answers in sarcasm as her effort not to show you that it is obvious that she is not looking forward to any argument in front of class with you.

“The answer is eight brains.” You confidently answered Kate’s question. Wanda is so baffled with what you just did. She is very unamused with it. No, she is pissed off. You might have thought you were just trying to help since it takes a little longer for Wanda to answer but you just pushed her button. She stares at you furiously, she feels that you disrespected her in front of the class. Nat is as bewildered as Wanda is.

As much as Wanda feels that you have insulted her but she knows she has the card in this game. On her mind, two can play this game. She knows that you have confidently answered with the wrong answer.

Tension builds up and fills the room. The students can see it and they are all waiting what Wanda will say next. Nat’s lips pressed and she literally covered her face with one of her palms briefly once again from the secondhand embarrassment. SHe wants to slap the back of your head, pull you by the collar and yell “what the hell is wrong with you?” but the silence is already too uncomfortable to bear until Wanda decides to answer you with the coldest tone.

“Oh? eight brains, huh? Are you sure, y/n?” Wanda responds.

“Yes,I'm sure. I love octopus.They have eight brains to control each tentacle it has. It’s obvious.” You casually answered but deep down you get nervous as you see Wanda walks closer and closer to your desk in the back row.

“I can see that you love octopus from how confidently you interrupt me on answering Kate’s question but it’s obvious that you don’t know much about octopus for someone who loves them. Because.. your..answer..is..wrong.” She speaks so slowly following the rhythm of her steps but clearly as she finally stands in front of your desk, looking down at you with a killing gaze.

You swallow hard. You look at her furious eyes only for a few seconds then you look at the surroundings that the whole class is actually looking at you. You embarrassed her and she is doing the same thing to you. As soon as you open your mouth to say something, Wanda interrupts you.

“You don’t want to argue with me right now, y/n, because the answer is in fact nine brains. One is the central brain and the other eight are to control each arm. It’s on the textbook page 32, on the last two sentences of the third paragraph. It was quoted from Mr. Fury’s second book.” Her accent becomes thicker and thicker as she finishes the sentences. You can see that Nat and some of the students quickly search the page and paragraphs that were mentioned.

You know you are screwed right now. You lost words. All you want is for the lecture to be done so you can walk out and hide from all of this.

“Now, I’m sure you ‘know’ a lot of facts about octopus since you love them. How many hearts do they have?” Wanda starts her sentence with such sarcasm, totally opposite from her calm yet cold tone and professional mannerism she showed earlier.

The intimidation you got from her makes you barely speak, you even stutter to answer. “Uh-two h–he..” Wanda didn’t let you finish another wrong answer from you. Your brain can’t think and it seems like you have a short term memory loss. “Wrong. They have three hearts.” She corrects you.

“Tell me the functions of the hearts they have.” Wanda demands. Tony and Vision are as frozen as you are. You don’t even blink but you clear your throat to answer. Surprisingly, you can’t find the answer. Just like you did, seeing it takes a little longer for you to answer, she interrupts you with an answer. “Two of the hearts pump blood to the gills and one heart pumps blood through the rest of the body.” Wanda explains once more to show you her position as the class’ professor.

As if it is not enough for her to corner you with this game you started, she asks you one more time. “With all the confidence you have and showed since the very first class, I’m sure you know why octopus has blue blood?” Wanda pauses for a few seconds to let you answer.

“I–uh- I don’t know, Ms. Maximoff. I’m sorry.” And there it is, Wanda finally gets what she wants, you apologize willingly in defeat in front of the class.

“They have blue blood because they have to adapt with cold water with little oxygen using a copper rich protein that’s called Hemocyanin. This protein is responsible for transporting oxygen to blood plasma.” As soon as she is done talking about it, she looks down at you who now lower your head down, you don’t even dare to look at her because you know you just did the same mistake. She then looks between Vision, Nat and Tony shortly before she turns around and walks back to her desk.

For a few seconds, Wanda’s mind ponders if she was too harsh on you. She knows that her ego and anger gets the best of her but right now all she can do is to continue the lecture.

Soon the tension slowly fades. Wanda leads the class to check on some fish, dissect some starfish and even show them bone structures of particular fish. It was a bit of a mess but the class had fun despite what happened earlier.

As the time of the lecture is almost out, Wanda assigns some homework and dismisses the class. “Y/n, I want you to stay to clean the lab.” Wanda orders as soon as she sees you and three of your best friends stand up to leave the class.

As much as you don’t want to do it, you know better not to complain and agree. “Yes, Ms. Maximoff.” Tony, Vision and Nat leave after you told them you will see them later.

With a heavy heart and lots of guilt, you start cleaning up the lab. Silence came back once more and easily filled the lab back. To your surprise, Wanda stays in the lab and does some work at her desk. Awkward silence definitely roams around between you and her.

Pt. 3

A/N: Well, that's all for today. I hope you enjoy this part 2. Let me know what you think. I appreciate your reblog and comments. See you in next!

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artficlly · 1 year

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face the music (masterlist)

Music College Marvel AU

!frat!musician!bucky x !frat!musician!steve x !musician!femreader

You are a scholarship student at Stark's College of Music. After accidentally showing up the college's elite group with your singing at the Annual Showing. They aren't happy with you, nor are you with all the extra unwanted attention. But you can't help but notice that two of the school elite - Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers - have taken a particular interest in you.

This fic includes a lot of heavy past abuse and the healing journey from that, theres a lot of feminine rage sprinkled in between but please read at your own risk!

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Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Chapter Nine Chapter Ten Chapter Eleven

#bucky x reader #bucky fanfic #bucky x y/n #steve rodgers x you #steve x reader #steve rodgers x y/n #steve rodgers x reader #bucky x steve x reader #marvel fic #marvel au #steve rogers #steve rogers fanfiction #steve rogers x y/n #steve rogers x you #face the music

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stuckytown · 2 years

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I HAVE A REQUEST ok hear me out. You just started dating bucky and he's kinda shy because he's knew to the whole dating thing SO one day youre making out and he gets a boner and all embarrassed by it so you end up dry humpingg and then he can't get enough and things progress like s😈🤤 this has been on my mind for so long it's no healthy anymore lol

I love this. I believe that Bucky would be very shy with dating after all the hydra so I love this.

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Parring: Bucky X femreader (Y/n)

Summary: Bucky has always been a little shy with sex.

Warning: unprotected sex (no child for me), fingering, dry humping, Bucky with grey sweatpants ;)

Word count: 1k

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Bucky sat down next to you on the couch, in his white tank top and grey sweatpants. Your eyes scanned him from top to toe only to stop at his crotch for a moment longer.

You could see the out line of his cock through his pants and it made you drool a little. You bit your lower lib before leaning your head up against his chest. He brought his arm around your shoulder and moved you closer to him.

While you to watched the movie Bucky got more handsy with you. He started to touch your leg moving his metal arm up and down watching the goosebumps appear.

You looked up at him “you want something handsome?” you smiled. His eyes filled with lust and he leaned his head down to kiss your lips. It was only a small kiss but you brought your hand up behind his head and brought him down again.

He opens his mouth for you. Your tongue touched and he groaned into the kiss. You sit up more and brought your one hand up his chest while the other held his cheek gently. His breathing was heavy as his hands was in your hair tugging at it slightly.

You lean over and straddle his lab. His hands went to your waist gently. You started to grind against his cock. “Shit y/n” Bucky groaned, he threw his head back against the couch. You leaned down and kissed his neck, you could feel him harden under you.

You took his hand and placed in in your pants right on the wet spot on your panties. “Feel how wet I am for you?” You whined when he stared to draw small circles on your clit “for me?” He whispered looking in your eyes with his mouth open. You nodded “all for you”.

You sit up more straight and took off your pants and panties. You placed his hand again on your bare pussy. His cheeks started to turn red when he felt how wet you were from him. “Please touch me” you whined and he drew small circles on your clit before going further south.

He placed his two fingers into you slowly, afraid to hurt you. “Just like that” you started to grind on his fingers. He curled his fingers inside of you and hit that spot inside that made your toes curl.

Bucky moaned at how your pussy sucked his fingers in. You hand went to his sweatpants and dragged them a bit down. Bucky lifted his hips and help you drag them down with his underwear.

“I need to be inside of you. Please” Bucky begged. He couldn’t get enough of you and needed to be inside of you. You removed your panties and took off your top leaving yourself in a bra.

You straddle his lab again and and lined him up before sinking down slowly. You could feel the burning stretch from how big he is. Bucky could feel how warm and wet you were and you sat down fully on to him.

“You’re so big” your eyes rolled into the back of your head when you started to bounce up and down in his cock. Your slick created a rim at the base of his cock. Bucky had a tight grin on your waist and helped you up and down. His focus was on were you two were contacted. His hips jolted up at the sight of your stretched out pussy

“I don’t know how long I can last” he looked up at you desperately. You weren’t far for coming “it’s okay” your reassured him. Your hold on his shoulders tighten and you bounced harder and faster up and down.

“Please cum for me y/n” the sound of him begging you to cum made you give in and cum around him. You stilled but Bucky started to fuck you from beneath. He always gained a confidence when he saw you become undone on him.

“I’m gonna cum” he groaned and his thighs started to shake his hips stilled and he pushed you down onto him. As he filled you up you grinned on his cock getting all his cum inside of you…

#marvel #the avengers #bucky barnes x y/n #bucky smut #bucky barnes #bucky x y/n

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freshpapersuit · 7 months

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bucky barnes x femreader

imagine bucky comforting you.. AHHH i would cry omg

#bucky barnes #fluff bucky barnes

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hellsenthero · 2 years

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A Crimson Husk.

Bucky X FemReader

After a mission gone wrong you're questioning everything, your skills, your self-worth, your moral compass. Bucky can always bring you back from the dark, just how you do for him...but this time, it might be harder than anyone thinks. This time, it might be too late.

Warnings/themes: Cursing, death, blood, angst, fluff. (1.5k Words.)

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Written by: hellsenthero

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“Don’t be too hard on yourself.” You didn’t need to turn around to know it was Bucky that was following you out of the briefing room. You let out a scoff as Bucky took a leading step forward, coming to your side and matching your pace. “I’m serious. The mission was fucked to begin with. No one could have foreseen the shit that went down today.”

“I could’ve.” You answered bluntly.

“Y/N-” Bucky started, but you cut him off by whirling around, pain and anger plastered clearly across your face.

“I could have, Bucky.” Tears welled up behind your eyes and you didn’t have the strength to stop them from slipping down your cheeks. “If I didn’t have my head in the fucking clouds I would’ve seen the snipper earlier. I could have taken him out earlier. I could have stopped an innocent girl from dying, a child.”

Bucky reached out to grab hold of you, to wrap you in a comforting touch but you stepped back, your head shaking. As much as you wanted his touch, you didn’t deserve it, not when a child’s still body layed in a morgue because of you. “Don’t.” You pleaded. Your voice whisper soft, it was all you could manage without all your pain bubbling up and pouring out of you like crimson blood. Like the girl’s blood, spilling, pouring, pooling, leaving her body an empty, crimson husk. Without another word you turned and race back to your room. Your old room, where all that was left of your belongings were a few, forgotten miscellaneous items and dust piles. The rest of your things were in your shared room with Bucky.

Bucky was left standing in the hall, alone, aching to hold you and take away your pain. You never left him alone when his demons got the best of him…and he was the King of self-blame. But, if he forced himself into your space after you told him not to, he wouldn’t have been respecting you or your side, as you had always done with him. He was between a rock and a hard place, but Bucky knew it was nothing compared to what you were going through now. Especially knowing your past, knowing who you were, because of Hydra.

You never really talked about how your powers came to be when you joined the team. Your silence made Bucky weary at first. Others would train with you, talk with you and have movie nights together and he would simply watch, never quit understanding you, never quit trusting you.

It wasn’t until the two of you went on a mission just yourselves, did he come to see who you really were.

It wasn’t until that mission that he realized his feelings for you.

You’d been sent to an old, abandoned Hydra base in search of leftover files. Anything that would help in SHEILDS’ mission of bringing Hydra down. It was supposed to be easy, it had begun as an easy mission before you and Bucky got into the main war room.

The door swung open on creaking hinges, welcoming the two of you into a red-lit room, just like an old darkroom. Abandoned tables and chairs collected dust in the room, save for one, shining table in the middle of the room. It was clear that it had just been cleaned recently. It appeared nearly as though a housewife had begun her cleaning regime before getting distracted and leaving the rest of the room for someone else to clean. But Bucky and Y/N knew very well that this was the work of a distracted housewife, but Hydra. The single clear table was intentional, letting them know they had been expected at the base. But what was even worse were the two files left on the table, open, glaring at them with judgment. Y/N picked up the file with her name and picture on it. Her old code name glaring back at her in crimson letters.

MIDNIGHT

One look at her photo and Y/N was shutting the folder, praying that Bucky had been too focused on his own to notice hers.

But he hadn’t, he knew exactly what she was hiding from him. “You were taken…” Bucky said softly.

Y/N’s eyes grew wide as she realized he saw her file. “Bucky-” She began. But her cut her off.

“The red star, beside your name…” He starts, looking from the file in Y/N’s hands up to her Y/E/C eyes. “They put a red star beside the agents who were taken unwillingly. Who didn’t join but were instead forced into Hydra’s ranks.” Bucky pauses for a moment. “You’re like me.”

The ride back on the quinjet was spent with Y/N and Bucky swapting stories. Opening up about their painful memories in Hydra, how they were taken, what they were used for. By the end of the ride Bucky knew that you were it for him.

Flashes of the mission flew through your memory, you were like Alice, peering through the looking glass. Unable to stop. You were so trapped in your own mind that you didn’t hear Bucky coming into your old bedroom.

The Girl had been found locked up in a dirty, dark cell. Her limbs trembled from the cold, her lips blue. She wore nothing save for a pair of torn, gray pyjamas. Her eyes were wide with fear.

"Don't worry," you began softly, "we're here to help. We're getting you out." The girl’s glassy eyes flickered between you and Bucky, who stood behind you, protecting you from harm. “Can you walk?” You asked. Slowly, the girl nodded.

Out of the building the girl followed after you and Bucky, you led her while Bucky stayed behind her. You could see the quinjet before you, across the field, so so close…

But not close enough.

“Duck!” Bucky shouted. With a hand on the girls back you dropped yourselves to the ground. Gunfire swarmed you. Bucky had his back to you and he knelt, shooting at the men who had just come out of the building after you. There was no protection for the three of you in the open field other than your own weapons. You turned and shot at the men coming after you. Emotionless and you watched them drop to the ground like flys.

You thought you saw the snipper on the top of the roof before he got a shot in. You thought your bullet went through his skull before he could get a chance to shoot you or your lover. Surely, he had been aiming at either you or Bucky, but your realized with great horror, as your turned to your side, that you had been wrong. He’d gotten the shot out, and it hadn’t been aimed at you or Bucky.

Laying beside you, in a pool of her own blood, was the girl. Her open, terrified eyes staring into your own.

Y/N let out a scream of anguish as her eyes turned black. A scream that rang with death’s power. Together, like puppets on a single string, the rest of the agents shooting at her crumbled to the ground, their very lives gone in a second.

“Y/N” Bucky began as he placed a gentle hand on your shoulder. You looked up into his blue eyes, hoping to find the comfort in them that you desperately needed. “Talk to me.” Bucky begged.

“I thought I could do good and not…” you trailed off, a sob getting caught in your throat.

“You do good, Y/N. You’re amazing and you’re so much better than I could ever hope to be.” Bucky said softly.

You shook your head as tears slipped down your cheeks. “I-I’m not… I’m a demon, Bucky, a literal demon. Don’t you see? No matter how hard I try I wasn’t made to save people.” Your eyes turned black as death’s passion surged through you. “Hydra made me in order to end our world as we know it. To kill. To take down heaven and crush God. My whole being is drenched in red and today…” you trail off with a shake of your head. Your hands shook at your sides as Bucky’s glassy eyes locked with your own. “Today was just the final piece of the puzzle,” you breathed. “I know now I don’t belong here.”

“Don’t say that,” Bucky growled.

“Why?” You question. The one word heavy with emotion.

“Because if you don’t belong here, then I certainly don’t,” Bucky answered. He took a moment to glance at his metal arm before he met your eyes once more. “You convinced me that I belong here. That I’m not the monster I was made to be. But if you honestly think you don’t belong here, that you’re a monster, then fuck, I’m a thing of nightmares.”

“Bucky,” you begin, but the soldier cuts you off.

“You didn’t put that girl into that situation. You didn’t shoot her. You are not responsible for her death. That’s what you always told me when the guilt because too much for me.”

A shaky breath of air left you. You didn’t realize you had crumbled to your knees until your felt Bucky’s arms wrapped around you, his hand combing through your hair as he whispered sweet nothings in your ears. “Bucky-” You gasped.

“Shhh,” Bucky started as he pulled you onto his lap in the middle of the floor. “You’re okay. It’s okay. You’re safe. You’re home. I’ve got you.”

“How…” you gasped. “How do you stay so strong?” You ask him as your guilt claws at your heart.

“I got you.” Bucky says softly. “You keep me strong.” He presses a kiss to your forehead. “And you have me now baby, I’ll keep you strong.”

And he does, Bucky keeps you strong long after your tears dry up.

#bucky #Bucky Barnes #James Buchanan Bucky Barnes #bucky fucking barnes #bucky x reader #bucky x you #bucky x f!reader #bucky x reader fic #bucky x avenger!reader #bucky x reader fanfic #bucky x reader oneshot #bucky x reader flangst #bucky x reader fluff #bucky x reader angst #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes fanfiction #hellsenthero

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imtryingbuck · 5 months

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Being in love drabble

I hope this is okay for you @lovely-geek💞

Written on my phone so if any mistakes…just accept it please and thank you.

You know in cartoons when a character is so mad that they have smoke coming out of their ears? Well that’s how Natasha was when she found out that her plan to destroy your chance at happiness didn’t work.

Seeing the photos on social media of your wedding day with Ari had her scrolling and scrolling until she screamed so loudly it made Yelena jump.

“No! No! How fucking dare she! He’s mine!” She kept screaming.

And finding out that Peggy, Wanda and the guys as well as her soon to be ex husband had gone to the wedding too had her sending them vile messages.

What annoyed her even more was when none of the messages were delivered.

They had blocked her.

Natasha had gone so far as to follow Johnny on instagram and well it was like world war three in the Romanoff household when Johnny had posted a video of you and Ari popping two balloons. One pink the other blue.

‘Going to be an uncle to twins, can’t wait for uncle duties’

The caption read.

Her behaviour-obsession with you and Ari and the life you two were living became too much for Yelena and Clint. It wasn’t long until they cut her off.

Alone and bitter Natasha had no one left to blame but herself.

~~~

Though Bucky was happy for you he just couldn’t help but think of how wrong you were when you said that he wasn’t really in love with you. Because he is. He was just too dumb and young to realise.

Bucky now how to know what you had felt when he was with Natasha, having to see the person he was in love with being happy and in love with someone else.

It hurt.

~~~

Now that you was further along in your pregnancy it was your turn to become distant with everyone.

You had a new life and was growing two babies in your stomach that spending time with the guys wasn’t a priority. And you wasn’t even fazed, you had everything you needed right by your side.

When you told them that you wanted to take your friendship slow they accepted your decision. It was your way of protecting yourself from them.

~~~

“Baby where’s the hospital bag? Shit where’s the car seats-never mind they’re in the car-Y/n I found the car seats don’t worry. Oh god I’m so scared-in and out-in…and…out”

You waddled down the hallway to find Ari leaning against the wall with his hand on his knees doing breathing exercises.

Honestly you would have thought he was the one that was having two tiny humans trying to claw themselves out of him.

“You’re doing great babe. Keep doing your breathing exercises”

Seven long painful hours later the room filled with cries of your baby boy shortly followed by your baby girl.

“I did so well. Are you proud of me bab-“

He did. Until he saw the afterbirth then he passed out.

#you x Ari Levinson #Being In Love…#drabble #ari levinson x femreader #ari levinson x female reader #pregnancy #Natasha Romanoff #Bucky Barnes

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blakeswritingimagines · 2 months

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Fiction Recommendations

House of the dragon/Game of thrones

A kindness by aemondsbabe

Worth the wait by princessbellecerise

A Fruit So Sweet by raz-writes-the-thing

Starry Eyes Sparking Up My Darkest Night by spacecowboys

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Yandere GOT by yns-world

Of Lit Fire And Slik Sheets by multific

In the beginning by avtrbee

Bound by birth by lady-ashfade

Bewitched by achaoticeternal

NHL

Dirty Wishes by drysdalesv

Sloppy Kisses by sunkissed-zegras

All good boys go to heaven- but bad boys bring heaven to you by misshoneyimhome

How they show you affection by pocketsizedg

Stressed spelled backward is desserts by quintinh43

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Just one more by sunkissed-zegras

Confessions of a drunk girl by eleutherafairy

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The day I met u I started dreaming by eleutherafairy

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Saltburn

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Movie Night by pervertedreams

I'm sorry (In not so many words) by celandeline

Lewis Hamilton being a simp for you by itaipava

Touchy boyfriend Lando Norris by theemporium

A real romcom by tayytayy12

Racing hearts by wishlistcharles

The smile by dreamauri

Sensitive by daddyricsdoll

Redbull gives you wings by arkhammaid

Vanilla by daddyricsdoll

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Smile! you're on camera by pucksandpower

Stranger Things

Laundry day by thornsnvultures

The Whore of Babylon by boldlyvoid

Steve Harrington x shy reader by lovebugism

Irritating by galaxy-siren

What's wrong with being confident? by munsonluhvr

Rainy nights by aestheticaltcow

When she says baby by hornyhornyhimbos

Private Viewing by lokis-army

Are you together? by galaxy-siren

Hazbin Hotel

Vox x secretary reader by angelltheninth

Weak Spots by angelltheninth

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Adam and Reader by multi-fandom-imagine

Acts of trust by skxllz

Alastor and Lucifer sharing you by cyberm4n

Holding your whole world by cherubfae

Wrapping your wings around them by mourning-stars

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Bucky Smut by buckyalpine

Domesticated Miguel O'Hara by scoobysnakz

Flowers in bloom by liyawritesss

The Devils Game by spider-stark

I've Got Them by alotofpockets

Open Window by fabled-fiction

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Wedded Bliss by gutsby

Fargo

Please listen to me by stveharringtn

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Next thing you know by dckweed

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last-herondale · 16 days

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Almost Part 5

Bucky Barnes x FemReader!

Angst, hurt, heartbreak

Warnings: cussing

AN: yall, I love this series so far. It hurts my heart but damn.

Enjoy ❤️

You had been back from your mission for about a month now. Whatever this thing was between you and Steve, was still happening. He didn’t seem to be in any rush to define the relationship, and to be honest you were in no hurry to define anything either. Having fun might have been an acceptable answer, since the two of you certainly had a lot of that since your return. But even despite the physical attraction the two of you clearly felt towards each other, there was also the emotional connection that you two had.

You were surprised to find out just how easy it was to open up to Steve. He was a great listener. You were used to being the listener in situations like these. You had been the listener for Nat whenever she needed to talk and you had been the listener for Bucky on those many nights that he needed someone to vent to. It was nice. Freeing in a way to be able to talk to Steve. He didn’t make you feel ashamed for talking about your feelings, even when those feelings sometimes drifted to his best friend.

You found yourself thinking about Bucky less and less. Not seeing him around as often also helped your heart heal. He would turn up occasionally of course, for briefings or training sessions with Sam, but other than that he had been an anomaly to see at the headquarters. Steve offered little insight into Bucky’s whereabouts, although you wouldn’t dare ask now. Since you and Steve were… together… In some capacity anyway, you did your best to refrain from talking about Bucky Barnes.

But still, your heart ached for him in ways that you couldn't understand. The ache didn’t hurt as much as it had that night on the balcony, but even now the absence of someone who you held so dearly hurt, despite yourself… You decided that it was okay to let go. You were happy being with Steve. He was what you needed and in return you wanted to be the best version of yourself to prove you were worthy of being with him. And you knew that that meant letting go of Bucky.

Of course, fate has a funny sense of humor, because as you were passing through the hallway one late night, a door opened up and a beautiful woman stepped outside. You had been in your sleep wear, a water bottle from the kitchen in your hand, and you damn near ran head first into the woman. Your training kicked in and with the sight of a stranger in the Avenger’s tower made you grab her arm and pin it behind her back. The woman let out a muffled scream and dropped her purse.

“I’m sorry! Please, don’t hurt me!” She squealed as you pinned her against the wall.

“Who are–”

Before you could finish your question, the same door burst open and out came a shirtless, wild eyed Bucky. He had a small pistol in his hand as he scanned the hallway.

“Nadia what the hell-” his words fell away as his eyes settled on you. He lowered his weapon immediately.

“James, help me,” she whimpered.

You and Bucky locked eyes for a moment and then it suddenly hit you all at once. You hadn’t realized that you had gone down the wrong hallway, and that you were in front of Bucky’s apartment. The route used to be a familiar trek for you, but now… This girl had been leaving his company in the late hours of the night…

You dropped her arm immediately and watched as she stumbled back over to Bucky.

Right. The girlfriend.

You felt your cheeks flush in embarrassment as you quickly bent down to pick up the purse and hand it to her.

“I’m sorry, I thought–”

“What the hell?” Bucky asked angrily, holding Nadia and soothing her hyperventilation.

The anger in Bucky’s voice hit a nerve with you. It didn’t make you emotional, like you thought seeing him, and his girlfriend together, would. Instead, you found yourself clenching your jaw in frustration.

“I said sorry, didn’t I?” You snapped, “Maybe next time get your girl here an escort out the door, before someone far scarier than myself finds her in the halls. I think Tony has a special pass for late night visitors.”

Nadia scoffed at the inflection of your tone, and your allusion to her being a hooker. She looked to Bucky for some sort of help, but he just stared daggers at you. You gave her slight smirk and you put your hands on your hips.

Nadia just snatched her purse from me and stormed off down the hallway. You watched as she huffed away, and you felt a small smirk creep up on your face as you turned to look at Bucky. At first, the only thing you could see on his face was anger, his face was a bit flushed and his eyebrows were furrowed. But you swore you could have seen a spark of amusement lingering in his eyes as he stared you down.

“What the hell is your problem?” he demanded, shoving his pistol in the waistband of his sweats.

“I don’t have one,” you said between your clenched teeth, “Like I said, it was an accident, I didn’t realize this was your hallway.”

He raised his eyebrows in disbelief and you just gave out an angry huff of breath. You knew it didn’t look good for you to be so cross. Just because you had bumped into the woman that he chose over you. It was crass and unprofessional… but you didn’t care.

“Whatever, I don’t have to put up with this shit,” you muttered as you turned around to leave.

A cool metal hand caught the back of your arm, not hurting you, but gripping tight enough to stop you from leaving.

“Wait, I–”

You spun around on him, anger flashing in your eyes as you faced him.

“Oh! Are you finally going to talk to me, James? Or yell at me some more for scaring your girlfriend?”

Bucky frowned at you, clearly getting worked up as you were. You knew you needed to be careful. You didn’t want to say the wrong thing in front of Bucky, but he knew exactly how to work you up into a fit.

“You haven’t exactly been a conversationalist with me either, you know,” his voice dripped with sarcasm as he spoke. “You run away for a month and a half, not telling anyone where you’re going.”

“That’s not fair, I was on a mission…”

“Don’t use that as a fucking excuse. We all go on missions, but that was different and we both know it,” Bucky snapped, his temper rising as he was losing control of himself.

“Do you know how worried I’ve been? You, Steve, and Sam disappear after the party and fuck off to some place that no one knows where? What the hell was I supposed to think when Tony said you three had a snag in the mission. I thought you were dead. All of you.”

“We were busy…”

“Oh yeah, I know. You’ve been really busy lately, haven’t you?”

You felt your blood freeze. He obviously was referring to Steve. You weren’t sure how he knew, since you and Steve had made sure not to tell anyone anything yet. You didn’t want to announce a relationship if there wasn’t one. So how did Bucky find out? Did Steve crack and tell him? Had he been lying to you?

Heat quickly found your stomach again. You clenched your fists and met his icy gaze.

“I don’t see what business of that is yours,” you said sharply.

“He’s my best friend,” Bucky said tensely.

For a moment it looked like Bucky would continue talking, but he tightened his mouth into a line and just kept a steady gaze on you. You crossed your arms, mimicking him. You felt your temper rising to dangerous levels.

“Whatever you want to say, just fucking say it.”

Bucky scoffed out a laugh. But you weren’t laughing. You took a step towards him, willing your eyes to be sharp as daggers as you stared at him

“Say it.”

You saw the fire burning in Bucky’s eyes and he clenched his jaw before opening his mouth.

“There were other ways to get back at me, you know,” Bucky said in a deadly low voice, “But fucking my best friend is an all time low.”

You flinched as if he had slapped you.

Your chest was rising and falling at a rapid pace as you tried not to cry in front of him. You wanted to yell at him, scream at him. How dare he accuse you of using Steve as a weapon against him. How dare he get mad at you for trying to move on, when he didn’t want you. Rather than curse him up and down the hallway, you just took a step back from him, feeling oddly hollow and cold.

“I didn’t know you thought so little of me,” you said in a small voice, “but I guess that checks out doesn’t it? I guess you never thought much of me… ever.”

Bucky’s anger seemed to fall away instantly. He uncrossed his arms and opened his mouth to say something, but you were gone. You were running down the hall, tears blurring your vision as you ran. You didn’t stop to listen if he was following you. You flung open your door and slammed it shut as you slid down against the door immediately. Tears poured down your face as you sobbed. You wrapped your arms around your knees, feeling like that was the only thing you could do to keep yourself together.

You sat there, the rest of the night and early into the morning feeling so empty that if a breeze were to come into the apartment, you knew you would float away. Part of you wished that you would. You wondered how many times your heart could break before it was useless. You wondered why you continued to let James Buchanan Barnes break your heart, if you really had any control over that at all. You had hoped that being with Steve would help. Maybe Bucky was right? Were you using Steve to get over him? The thought made you want to vomit.

All you could be certain of was the pain. You felt it everywhere and nowhere all at once. It lived in you. Consumed you. What you hated the most was that you couldn’t distinguish love from the pain anymore. All you knew was that whenever you thought of Bucky, the pain returned with a vengeance. Now it had settled deep in your bones and it made you want to die.

Part 6

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nattyslover · 4 months

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j.b.b.

🤍: fluffy ✨:angsty 💋:steamy 🦢:fun/crack

SERIES // bikers and surfers : 🤍✨🦢 & 💋(maybe!)

biker!bucky barnes x surfer!femreader

inspired by my fav childhood movie… TEEN BEACH MOVIE!!

more to come <3…

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes smut #bucky barnes x you #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes x y/n #bucky barnes x female reader #bucky barnes angst #bucky x y/n #bucky barnes fic #bucky barnes headcanon #bucky barnes fluff #james buchanan barnes

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frostironfudge · 2 years

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Coming Home To You - (FATWS!Bucky Barnes)

Summary: A mission requires Bucky to dawn a uniform that takes him to a past he thought he was fully free from. Or the one where Bucky returns from a mission but cannot let go of intrusive thoughts about being the winter soldier and you comfort him.

Pairing: FATWS!Bucky Barnes x Pulse Size!FemReader

i have made it a part of my This Feeling I’ve Got AU this is stand alone work so you don’t need to read the first few parts to enjoy this.

Warnings: angst, fluff, rain, slight smut (nothing explicit), physical touch, emotional hurt comfort, crying, non canon compliant. Bucky calls the reader kitten.

Word Count: 2292

Masterlist // AO3 // This Feeling I've Got AU Masterlist

ten words echo, hauntingly. mind addled by a cacophony of the different voices that uttered them. he stands, knuckles turning white at the fist he forms.

the words repeat themselves but do not work. he had cried over being free. being given a chance to have a semblance of normalcy.

Bucky stares at the reflection in the glass of the door, the mask only allowing his blue eyes to be seen. he can’t recognise them. his own gaze. one that he had taken so long to finally meet in the mirror.

the blue eyes that gaze back at him are empty. devoid. he wants to turn away. you cannot see him like this. he cannot pull you down into the torment of his past. not when you made his present and future full of love, soft caresses, laughter and hope.

he choses to remain standing outside the small apartment complex. reminiscent of the rainy days spent with you in the comfort of the empty house you had helped him turn into a home.

those blank blue eyes don’t leave him, nor does the blood wash away with the patter of rain. he can’t return to you this way. empty. not himself. not as your Bucky. he cannot have the ghost of the man he was frozen and thwarted over years and years greet you.

he stays standing, hair clinging to his forehead as the rivulets of rain compete to flow down his metal arm. his eyes shift from himself to the window where the light is switched on.

His eyebrows furrow, why are you awake? is something wrong? the small muscles in his feet twitch, aching to be commended to move to get home to you. but he stays still even as you peer out of the window and catch his gaze.

the light of the lamppost reflects upon him, the rain you know would be as sharp as ice picks against his skin. you knew he had to use the route of his past. the mask was all you needed to see to know he was in turmoil, hiding, doubting everything right he had done.

you grab the two windbreakers unable to find the umbrella, pocketing your set of keys before bounding down the stairs haphazardly to get to Bucky.

He returns his gaze to the man in the glass of the doorway you retreated, you didn’t want him. Empty, unworthy, unloveable. Why wouldn’t he break free?

The blue eyes are replaced by the irises he loves to wake up to, the eyes that find him in a crowded room or across the apartment shared by the two of you. the man in the glass gone as you open the door bounding up to him, your feet splashing upon the small puddles formed by the rain.

“Bucky.” You sigh, carefully unfolding the jacket to not get the inside wet anymore than what he would cause by his damp clothes. you gaze up at him.

“you will catch a cold, please let me help you put it on.” you request and he watches you unmoving. you gaze into his eyes, the emptiness in them haunts you, you had seen it before when he had spoken about his complete truth, for moments he was far gone, lost in the past once again.

you had coaxed him out of it, distracted him from it till he came back to you. you’d do the same today, keep calling out to him till he returned to you.

you nod then put on the jacket across his shoulders as best you can manage and pull the hood up. the rain stops soaking his hair but the droplets still fall across his forehead collecting at his brows. he watches everything you do, following the movements that are painfully gentle. he questions if he deserves the gentleness you provide him.

the rain pelts down against your face as well despite your own hood and you wipe at your eyes before looking back at him and carefully pushing his hair back.

“are you hurt anywhere?” you ask, he blinks once then twice, and shakes his head no. “do you want to go inside? are you ready to go inside?” you keep eyes all over him. his shoulders tense.

“i want to see you fully, may i, may i take off the mask?”

he wants to weep at your voice, the pleading the longing to want him to return to you. your eyes held all of your hope and his, you reach upward with one hand, gripping onto the side of the mask.

you wait for him to give any indication of not to move further. he stays watching you. breathing evenly.

“baby, i’m going to take this off okay?” you inform him, raising your other hand to place onto the other side. you shiver as the wind picks up and your fingers slip to undo the mask, Bucky’s hands grip your waist to steady you.

the relief you feel at the small action is indescribable. you swiftly but carefully take off his mask. revealing your Bucky to you.

“there he is, my bucky, you were still my Bucky with the mask on, just can see you better now.” You hold the mask in one hand as you cup his jaw with the other. The raindrops trickle over his cheek till his jaw before dripping onto his clothes.

“i missed you. was awake because i wanted to greet you when you came in.” you tell him, trying to pull him towards you and out of his mind. “badgered sam so much about the arrival time, did he complain? i bet he did.” you continue rambling only raising your volume when the wind howled loudly.

Sam did complain he wants to tell you, but the words they remain with the fond caresses within his chest. unable to find their way.

“Alpine did this really funny thing, with the cactus toy we got her? she did two somersaults in a row.” you keep stroking his cheek, trying to give him small crumbs to walk closer to you.

Bucky’s hands move up from your waist to your sides pulling you closer.

“I did a grocery run, they changed the layout again. you’re not going to like where they placed your favourite pudding cups.” you giggle at the thought and Bucky’s lips twitch. You beam up at him.

“then I tried fixing the leaky pipe but um that just had alpine get pissed off… i know i had to shut the main valve but i forgot and she sat in the sink and i was inside the bottom half so i didn’t know.” the guilt still eats at you and you wonder if Alpine will get back at you for the same.

he doesn’t respond and you try another anecdote about your best friend and your escapades but that gets no response either.

“i missed you. so much Bucky. couldn’t, couldn’t handle it some nights,” your eyes begin to glaze over. “wanted to be in your arms, wanted to hold you. come back to me please?” you stand on your tip toes, taking support from him, having your forehead rest against his. eyes lost in one another.

“please come back to me? please? you aren’t him anymore, you’re Bucky, my vending machine meet cute guy. mum used to say i have so much love in me that i give but don’t give any to myself. you know who taught me how to love me despite the flaws i keep labelling onto my skin and bone? you did. who pulls me out of my worst days? you. who loves me just not with his touch but his words and eyes and demeanour, you. bucky i love you. so much. i love you, every piece, every jagged line, every scar, every smile, every bit of you.” you sniffle.

“what if i can’t wipe away all i’ve done?” He murmurs and you almost miss it. “you don’t have to erase it, you just need to know it doesn’t define who you are now. who you choose to be.” you let him know.

“you don’t deserve the blood from my hands,” he starts pulling his hands away, you grab onto them. “do remember when you first touched me without a glove or barrier?” you ask, the memory comes to him so quickly, he takes a breath. “do you remember when we failed at cooking that pre proportioned dish?” you give a watery laugh.

he nods again.

“there is so much more good that has occurred by your hands there is so much good that will be done by your hands.” You press a kiss to the palm of each hand.

“you just donned the shell of him, you’re still Bucky, you’re still James Buchanan Barnes.” you remind him, the blank gaze in his azure eyes breaks, his eyes glaze over and he falls to his knees, pulling you into an embrace. his head rests against your belly, arms keeping you close, anchoring himself.

the rain begins to recede, you run your fingers through his hair and over the side of his face, the mask discarded in a puddle next to you two.

his shoulders tremble, you take it all, holding him.

“you never stopped being you.” you remind him once again.

he stays that way, for a few more minutes then rises. cupping your face in between his palms, the contrast of temperatures causes you to shiver.

“need to feel you, kitten.” his nose brushes against yours and then his lips, chapped and worriedly bitten by him brush over your lips. “need you too.” you murmur, longing for him taking over you. you shiver again as his metal arm slides down your back, pulling you close again as his lips press to yours again.

the kiss is hesitant, almost as if he doesn’t trust himself to be delicate, soft in control. your fingers move towards the nape of his neck, tangling with his hair. you pull him closer. the action causes his thirst for you to set free. the hesitancy gone from his actions as his tongue moves over your bottom lip, causing your lips to part as he kisses you again.

deeper, the warmth blooms between you two, the ran picks up again, washing away the burdens he was carrying that were not his to hold, you know the wet warmth against your cheek are his tears mixing with the rain, the saltiness of them interweaves with the kiss. you whimper when he bites on your bottom lip before pulling away to breathlessly greet you.

“hi, kitten.” he smiles at you, forehead resting against yours. “welcome home, baby.” you smile back at him. bucky lifts you then, your legs wrapping around his waist, he keeps his eyes on you as you keep yours on him, the rain pelting down as he moves with practiced ease into the apartment complex.

“buck—,” “carrying you all the way up.” he silences you with another kiss as you wait for the elevator, but he grows impatient moving towards the stairs, pausing a few times to capture your lips with his again.

you’re against the front door when you fumble for the keys as his lips stray to your neck. the scent of your shared home beckons Bucky closer to his present, his reality. his world. the candles you’ve lit, your perfume mixed with the rain. it brings warmth to his aching chest.

layers of clothing shed, onto a pile near the doorway. Bucky lifts you once again. “Need to feel you, Kitten, please.” he wishes against your skin, you nod and shiver as he leads you to the bathroom.

the warmth of his embrace taking away the cold that was seeping into yours. Bucky grounds himself, in your scent, in your warmth, in your presence in the way that you allow him to take refuge within you.

the water now warm cascades along the two of you. Bucky rests his chin on your shoulder. you hands roam over him, his arms, shoulders and his back. the soap helps you glide over his skin, as you let your touch bring him what he needs from you.

small pink lines litter the skin where he got injured over the mission. your heart twists. Bucky watches your gaze lock onto the small jagged lines.

“didn’t hurt, kitten.” he murmurs, you look up at him. “doesn’t mean you should get injured.” you retort, he shakes his head. your fingertips carefully move over planes of his body, his muscles slightly contracting as you move towards his abdomen.

Bucky runs his fingers over your skin, stopping your hands. he takes the soap onto his palms lathering as he begins to move over your skin. you bite your lip when he moves to your inner thighs, and over your hips.

Bucky finds the small whimper from you a pleasing sound but right now he just wanted to have you near him.

your curves reminding him of gentle he can be,

the bruises he had left before leaving reminded him of his control,

and the way your heart beat was a song for him to recognise even in a deep slumber.

“i love you.” he says, pulling you in for another kiss, as you both are wrapped in towels.

“i love you.” he breathlessly whispers, between deep thrusts, that have you coming apart for him with a prayer of his name.

“i love you.” he whispers pulling you flush against him, your fingers trace over his chest and you pepper his skin with gentle kisses.

“i love you.” your voice is the last thing he hears before allowing slumber to pull him in, allowing his mind to rest, safe back in your arms.

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