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your-mothers-converse · 25 minutes ago
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sam feels sad and left out (like he did at sharon’s art gallery) bc he only speaks english so bucky starts teaching him russian
it’s healing, bc now he associates russian with sam instead of 70 years of torture but it’s also really fucking cute
(or- maybe they don’t learn russian. maybe bucky teaches him the wakandan language (which i know has a name im sorry i forget))
sam is worried at first (bucky makes fun of him a lot).
he was shit at languages in high school and fully expects bucky to embarrass him because of it
but bucky is so nice? he’s super gentle and supportive because no one ever was for him.
they make wicked fast progress
in a few weeks they have basic conversations just for fun
in a under a year he’s fluent
maybe sam was never bad at this, maybe he just needed a better teacher (in another life maybe bucky was a teacher (wait stfu im making an au now)).
they decide to learn a more obscure language so they can talk in secret
this one is slower going
bucky isn’t quite fluent, so they’re kind of doing it together
it’s nice
sam likes being more in the loop; he feels more qualified now that he’s multi-lingual
bucky likes it when sam’s happy (he can tell when he’s faking)
they try to make up their own language but it’s mostly just slightly altered swears
they mostly stick to real languages
#1 superhero tip is to get a hobby
this is theirs
and “at least it’s not drugs,” sam says as he buys $260 worth of german to english dictionaries
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whenweloveagain · 5 hours ago
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You're Not My Bucky (Bucky x Reader)
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"No no no . . ."
You were running. He's there. You know he's there! You know he's there! He just can't leave you alone, he's always spreading, like a cancer, consuming you and your life and everything you ever cared about . .
Bursting through the upper floor of the Russian Embassy . . . The man he has pinned hits the ground. Every time you show up, you have his full attention. And you wouldn't have it any other way.
"What's wrong Soldier?" You growl. "You look live you've seen a ghost."
"You."
You dodge the first knife. Your arms rise as his full weight descends upon you. Drop as he aims for your ribs. He's fast. And strong. And every time you're about to hit, he's blocking and every time you're about to hit, he's dodging. It's like knowing all the steps to a dance you've done a thousand times before. Because he's an insult.
"Give up!" Your shout snaps his concentration for one second long enough. Elbow up like a battering ram. It strikes his jaw with a crack. The twisting kick follows. BANG! As fast as he's down he's up like a yo-yo.
"You aren't the goal," he warns you. Look at how you can take all that gentleness, all that handsome charm that Bucky had, and twist it into something so warped. Something that spits in the face of everything he stood for.
"No," you say. "But I've got your attention on me now. And you better not take it off."
His laugh hits you like shards of glass. "I know you."
"And I knew you. But you're not my Bucky, you're just the thing that killed him."
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sambuckystackie · 5 hours ago
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headcanon: now that bucky knows the cheat code to removing his metal arm he occasionally uses it to prank people.
like i'm picturing sam's face when he hears screaming from the kitchen one day and runs in prepared to fight only to find out sarah asked bucky to give her a hand in the kitchen and when she turned around bucky had taken off his arm and was handing it to her. when sam asks him what the hell he was thinking bucky just goes "you're the one who told me not to flirt😑"
(inspired by this post)
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caps-rogerswilson · 7 hours ago
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Anyway Steve’s hands and feet still somehow always run cold so whenever he and Bucky are cuddling, he snakes his hands under his shirt and tucks his feet between Bucky’s calves and Bucky huffs and tugs at his earlobe, but snugs him closer anyway😌
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deanscherry · 7 hours ago
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𝐦𝐨𝐛!𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐚 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 {𝐡𝐜}
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buckys men left you alone for maybe a minute at most, they saw someone following them and left you right by the entrance to an alley. they didnt think much of it until they came back, you gone from the spot instead in the alley on the floor, bloody and beatan, coughing.
they rushed you to the hospital, your mind going in and put of consciousness as they called their boss.
bucky would make whoever did this pay, at any cost. no one touched his girl and lived to tell.
you finally came to, buckys hand on yours as his metal one was sprawled out across your lower abdomen, soft snores leaving his mouth. you nudged him with your hand that didnt have an iv in it.
he woke up, smiling at you.
“heya doll, how ya’ feelin’”
“hydra, buck, it was hydra”
his face dropped, almost immediately getting up and grabbing his phone. he was about to walk put when your hand grabbed his, eyes begging him to stay.
he sat back down, “we’ll get those guys, dollface, i promise. they’ll pay for touching whats mine”
“buck, can we just cuddle right now, im really tired and i miss you”
“im right here doll”
he scooted next to you, your body instinctively curling up into his. he always said how you perfectly fit together. and he wasnt wrong. cause this man would do anything to make sure you were okay.
it was a couple days after the incident, and bucky was more overbearing then ever. he would only leave your side to take phone calls or get you what you wanted.
you were healing up, a few large and dark bruises littered your abdomen, your doctor saying no extra activities as he gave bucky a pointed look. you laughed when you saw bucky pouting, a pain striking your abdomen as you did so.
bucky continued to care for you, putting his right hand man, Steve, to take care of things. he loved you so much, and he’d go to the ends of earth to find the men who did this to you and get some revenge.
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deanscherry · 8 hours ago
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𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬!𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐝 {𝐡𝐜}
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the name i used for the daughter is actually hades and persephone's daughters name- they had 3 children- so for the sake of this story, makaria is their first
your daughter giggles as flowers grew wildly around her, a smile plastered on your face as you watched her move her hand, the plants following her movements.
bucky stood by you, his arm around his waist and a small trail of dead plants from where he walked. he never really liked to go out into the garden for that reason, you and your daughter, makaria, made the garden grow, thrive. yet, everywhere he stepped, he killed the plants surrounding him.
you grabbed his hand, leading him to your daughter, but he stood in place, his weight pulling you back to him. your smile dropped, noticing the sad look in his eyes. he didn’t want to ruin the fun.
“come on, its ok, watch”
he reluctantly followed, the plants dying with each step. you approached your daughter the flowers slowly wilting, a confused look on her face.
“watch.”
he looked up, noticing that the flowers slowly grew back to their full liveliness. his eyebrows knitted in confusion as he crouched down to your daughter. she wattled over to him, placing a flower crown that appeared on the floor onto his head. some of the flowers wilted, others remaining strong and vibrant. he smiled picking up his daughter, who also had a flower crown on her head and one in hand. she handed the second one to you. you took it, placing it on your head as you walked back into the castle.
“see, buck, no matter what, you’ll always have that light in you, that flame that keeps you from hurting everything. that’s your love and you gotta keep that. cause it makes you vibrant and amazing”
he smiled, pecking you on the lips as you placed your daughter down.
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deanscherry · 9 hours ago
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𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 {𝐡𝐜}
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we all know bucky would for sure be kinda scared- but as soon as you look up at him with those god forsaken doe eyes, he loses all control
he starts off slow, easing you into it. youre already choking when he pushes all the way in, his length easing its way into your throat. by the time hes actually fucking your face- youre already crying, tears streaming down your face as he grips your hair.
“god, taken my cock so fuckin’ good, doll”
“you know just how to take me, fuckin’ trained for my dick, huh? trained you so well”
he's a moaning mess when he looks down, tears rolling down your face and your gagging on him. all he does is smirk, continuing his assaults on your throat.
your moaning too, trying to create any sort of friction between your thighs as you relinquish all control over to him.
you bring him closer and closer to his release with every soft moan, vibrating his cock. his thrusts become rigid and sluggish as he finally releases, his length halfway down your throat.
some of his cum seeps out the sides of your mouth as he finally pulls out. you lick your lips, still on your knees, looking up at him with tear stained cheeks and he cant help but think of you as a master piece
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deanscherry · 9 hours ago
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𝐦𝐨𝐛!𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 {𝐡𝐜}
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your moans filled the room, buckys hips snapping into yours at a gruesome pace, his hand around your throat.
“oh now you wanna stop being a fucking brat huh? now you wanna be a good girl and get to come, huh?”
quiet pleads left your mouth, as he continued to pound into you. your back arched off the bed, hands gripping the sheets. he slowed his pace, a whine leaving your mouth.
he smirked at your state, wanting, needing his touch. a hand came down to your drenched cunt, your body jolting at the feeling.
“tell me who this pussy belongs to, doll,” he chuckled.
you nodded, “please bucky, please.”
another strike came down, “who does this pussy fucking belong too? come on, doll, nows not the time to be a brat unless you dont wanna come.”
you moaned his name quietly, silent pleases trailing after. the knot in the pit of your second growing tighter and tighter with every movement of his hips
“who, doll?” smack
“you, bucky,”
“im sorry, i couldn’t hear you,” smack
“You, bucky!”
“i what?” he teased. smack
“you own this pussy!”
his hips roughly gained back their pace, your body shaking.
“please buck, please let me come,” you whined.
“let go, doll, come on,” he groaned out.
your orgasm hit you, pleasure coursing through your body as buckys hips jutted, finding his own high. you both stayed there, panting. bucky laid next to you, turned to each other.
“youre such a fucking brat”
“i know, buck, i know”
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inscribeddiatribes · 9 hours ago
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Yandere Bucky Barnes Having A Crush On A Reader That Was A Hydra Captive
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Mentions of depression, punishment, violence, Yandere elements, anger, obsession, or isolation. NONE of the violent or invasive acts depicted in this work should be done or encouraged in real life. I don’t personally condone or support Yandere/dark behavior in real life. Don’t read ahead if these topics make you uncomfortable.
Ahh, this is super late! I lost inspiration for a bit, but I hope you enjoy!
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As horrible as it sounds, Bucky is grateful that there’s finally someone besides Natasha who has gone through what he has.
Shield decides that having Bucky and Sam slowly integrate you into the modern world is a good idea for that exact reason.
Bucky isn’t much of a talker, but he definitely makes an effort when it comes to you.
It’s all about the little things in Bucky’s opinion. He’ll leave suggestions of you sensory friendly locations to visit, books, and little trinkets that he thinks you might like.
Once he really gets to know you, he’ll even offer to accompany you.
Bucky becomes extremely protective over you even though he knows you don’t need much protection.
Honestly, you might not even notice his fondness for you until you overhear Sam teasing Bucky about you two liking each other.
Bucky will continue to pursue you at his own pace though.
However, he starts becoming slightly more open about his feelings for you.
Going to Sam for love advice definitely becomes common for Bucky.
One day, Bucky asks you to go on a trip with him.
He’ll take you to Coney Island. Bucky hasn’t been there since before he knew what Hydra was — before he changed.
It’s only fitting that he takes you there and explains how Hydra affected him, but how your company has started to slowly change him again… for the better this time.
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baroquebucky · 18 hours ago
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soulmate au where when you touch your soulmate you see glimpses of your future with them; the winter soldier touches you and realizes there’s so much more out there
series masterlist // previous // epilogue
part five
word count: 6k (v worth it me thinks)
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a/n: the final official part has arrived bffs </3 i will be doing an epilogue of just pure fluff do not fret <333 i hope u all enjoy this one !! made it xtra long for y’all <3 let me know what you guys think pls !! , i cried writing jt and the ending is my favorite thing ever eeek !!!
You were sitting on the couch next to Natasha, it was quiet as the news played on the tv in front of the two of you, news reporters talking about the aftermath of Thanos’ doing. 
23 days.
23 days since you had lost half the team, since you had lost half the universe. Since you had lost bucky.
Life was dull, you cried for hours on end at night, longing filling your chest. Sometimes you would dream of him, a smile on your face as you slept. Then you would wake up, reaching out next to you in hopes of your fingers being met with the cold vibranium of his arm. You were met with cold sheets, emptiness.
Steve missed him too, sometimes he would sit next to you when you were in tears, placing an arm around you and comforting you as best he could. Natasha and him took turns watching over you, making sure you stayed healthy.
The sound of low rumbling brought you out of the trance you were in, you furrowed your brows and looked at nat, she looked back at you equally as confused. As you went to get up things around you started shaking, steve came of the restroom concerned.
“what the hell is that?” You questioned, Rhodey and banner walking into the room together. The five of you ran out into the yard, looking up your eyes went wide. You recognized carol carrying the giant ship, you had met briefly when she came to earth after receiving Fury’s signal.
Your mouth flew open and tears filled your eyes as you saw tony, a smile on your face as Steve ran to tony, steadying him as the woman next to him handed him off.
The rest of you watched from afar as pepper ran up to tony, the two hugging. You felt your heart tug in your chest as the two soulmates embraced.
You were sat next to thor as while the others explained what happened, though you figured from the pain in their eyes they had suffered the consequences of thanos’ actions themselves.
“whats wrong with them?” Tony asked, looking at you and thor.
“oh he’s pissed, he thinks he failed, which he did-” the raccoon continued to talk but you zoned out.
“did barnes..?” Tony asked softly and steve nodded, his eyes softened, if he had the energy he would’ve gotten up and hugged you.
As they continued to talk you could see tony getting angrier at the captain, you hated it. You hated knowing that things would most likely never be the same between the two friends. You watched teary eyed as the two argued, the lump growing in your throat.
Thor placed his hand on you arm gently, reassuring you everything would be okay. You looked up and saw tony take out his arc reactor, shoving it into Steve’s hand.
“here, take this. You find him, and you put that on, you hide” tony spat, immediately falling to the ground. Steve was quick to catch him, holding him up.
Before you knew it he was passed out, steve carrying him quickly to a bed with steve and Rhodey hot on his heels.
You sat back down next to thor, he handed you some of whatever he was snacking on and you smiled at him softly. The two of you watching the rest of the team bicker and talk about where thanos was.
“-unfortunately they didn’t have you guys” carol replied to Rhodey, you looked at thor, nudging him and he nodded, getting up while he still chewed.
Thor walked up to carol, holding his hand out as Stormbreaker came to him, barely missing carol. The two stared at each other before thor nodded.
“I like this one” he turned to you and you gave him a tight lipped smile.
“Let’s go get this son of a bitch” steve spoke, a determined look on his face as everyone moved to get ready.
“y/n are you not coming?” Steve spoke and you hesisted, looking around before shaking your head.
“I’m gonna stay here with tony and pepper, in case they need something” you replied, fiddling with the dog tags you still wore around your neck.
Steve knew that wasn’t the reason, but he didn’t push you, simply nodding his head, giving you a hug and then walking away.
You sat back on the couch after letting pepper know you would be there if they needed anything. You let your mind wander back to the flash on you and bucky at a picnic, the sun seemed so bright and you caught yourself smiling as you thought of bucky. Your eyes were closed as you seemingly looped the flash of your futures in your head.
“isn’t the sunset so beautiful james” you sighed contently, a small smile on your face as you looked at the pinks and reds. You turned to look at bucky, but he was gone. “Bucky?” Your heart raced, tears in your eyes as you looked around.
“y/n?” You whipped around quickly, mouth falling open as you saw bucky fading into dust.
“no!” You cried out, running to catch him.
Your eyes shot open and your heart raced in your chest. That can’t be right, that can’t happen. Bucky was your soulmate. Those visions were set in stone they had to happen, those were the rules, they can’t just change all of a sudden. Right?
You peeked into the room, checking in on tony and pepper.
“can i get some water actually?” Pepper asked and you nodded, quickly coming back with water and some snacks for her. “Thanks” you whispered and you smiled at her.
“they’ll bring him back, i know they will” pepper reassured you. You gaveher the best smile you could manage and replied, “i know.”
You held out hope for the time the others were out. Shaking away the thought of the flashes of your future changing. It’s just because I’m on edge, that’s it. You reasoned, your leg bouncing as you waited for them to return.
Everyone walked in, you ran up to them hopeful for good news, you looked at steve with a smile, hugging him and holding your hand in his. He felt his heart crush in his chest, this was the happiest you’d been since the decimation and it was going to be torn from you immediately.
“so? did you get the stones? when are we getting everyone back? Does someone need to snap or clap or what? did you guys kill him?” You rushed out, eyes shining in hope as you looked at everyone. Your stomach fell as you saw the look on their faces.
“he destroyed them” Natasha spoke cautiously, “there’s no more stones, we- there’s nothing we can do.”
“oh,” was all you managed to say, your hand going limp in Steve’s, you felt a new wave of pain coming up and you didn’t want to have another meltdown infront of them.
“y/n, please we’re here for you” steve spoke, trying to grasp your hand again after you pulled it out of his.
“I’m fine” you smiled, walking away quickly to your room. Steve sighed, going to follow you but Natasha stopped him, knowing you would want some space.
You laid on your bed, at first nothing happened, you just looked up at your ceiling, an emptiness in your chest. Then it all hit you.
Bucky was gone, there was nothing that could bring him back. The one person you were destined to was gone and you couldn’t do a single thing about it. The little time you had together wasn’t nearly enough to you. The two day trips to wakanda left you wanting more, but you could never get more time. You were always out of time.
For years you had been praying to finally touch your soulmate, to meet them and live a long happy life together. You knew you would never get that the moment you reached out to bucky and saw your future with him. You knew the road would be bumpy but you held out hope, both of you did. You tried to keep him within your grasp, you tried to hold him close to your heart for as long as you could despite knowing you were out of time. You thought of how he would embrace you, how he would keep you safe in his arms while you slept.
Now you slept in an empty bed, knowing there wouldn’t be a next visit to wakanda. Knowing your soulmate was gone and you didn’t get to say goodbye. Knowing you were back to where you started- Alone.
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Five years.
It had been five years since the Decimation happened, everyone else called it the blip.
Gently, you set down the bag of groceries, finally closing your apartment door after your third trip up. You arranged everything quietly, 40s music softly playing from your speaker and the jingle of Buckys dog tags filling the apartment.
You never took them off. They were all you had of him, they were the only thing to keep you going. You would fiddle with them and hold them close to your chest. They brought you comfort. The same comfort bucky would give you, the comfort he had given you during your time in wakanda. The same you should’ve had right in this moment.
One more fight
The words rang in your ears, taunting you. Rage, sadness and pain all filled your chest, your heart aching as you finished putting everything away, shutting the music off and turning on the tv. You looked down at the dog tags that rested on your chest, tears welling in your eyes as you read over them.
The hot tears fell down your face and you held the dog tags tightly in your hands, mind going blank as you let yourself wallow in the pain for a moment.
Your phone rang and you wiped your tears away, sniffling as you saw Steve’s contact picture. You hesisted before answering.
“hi steve!” You spoke brightly, putting on your best act.
“hey y/n how are you?” Steve spoke smoothly and you wiped at your tears before replying.
“I’m doing good! Just got back from the grocery store” you wanted to hang up, to just watch reruns of your favorite show and forget about everything
“are you sure?” Steve spoke cautiously and you replied quicker than you intended, “course I’m sure!”
Then there was a knock on your door.
“great because I’m outside” steve replied happily, hanging up and waiting outside. Your stomach fell, you looked in the mirror, your eyes and nose were redándolo your cheeks flushed.
Quickly you ran to splash water on your face, taking in a shaky breath as you dried your face and moved to open the door, putting a smile on your face and greeting steve.
“if it isn’t my favorite captain” you smiled, steve looked at you warily, taking you into a hug after you let him in.
“you forget i have enhanced hearing y/n, i know you were sniffling right before opening the door” steve spoke bluntly and your shoulders fell. “y/n, you can’t keep shutting me out, Natasha is worried about you too” he spoke softly, taking your hand and leading you to your couch.
“i just miss him” you whispered and steve sighed, pulling you into him so your head rested on his chest, he wrapped his arms around you as you cried quietly.
“i know, i do too, we just have to learn to live without him, he would want you to start a life y/n, you don’t have to be alone” steve spoke. His presence was calming.
You and steve had been friends for so long, there was a reason he knew he could call you when SHIELD fell. You were the one to help him adjust to modern society, you were his first friend out of the ice.
“how about you go shower and change, and I’ll make some food for us okay? We can watch your show while we eat” steve smiled, he knew you hadn’t showered in three days from the way your hair was tangled and messily thrown into a ponytail.
“okay” you nodded, smiling softly as he helped you up, handing you some tissues before the two of you headed to do your own things.
You were grateful for steve, he had always been there to check up on you, constantly making sure you were okay. You had basically shut everyone else out, Natasha didn’t really reach out. You didn’t blame her.
You walked out of your room, the smell of pasta hitting your nose and your stomach growled, steve smiled as he set out the two plates.
“tried my best” he mumbled and you shook your head.
“thank you steve” you hugged him tightly and he returned it, letting go after a couple moments so the two of you could eat.
“i saw some whales the other day” you spoke up, “when i was coming up the bridge” steve smiled, glad to know you were leaving the apartment.
“fewer ships, cleaner water” he nodded, “might tell Nat, I’m sure she could use some good news” you nodded.
The two of you ate in silence, watching your favorite show as you did. Steve stayed for a bit longer before heading back to the compound. He hugged you tightly and you held onto him.
“promise you’ll reach out” steve pleaded and you nodded, “I’ll try” he smiled at your words, it was a start.
It hadn’t even been an hour when steve was calling you again, you rolled your eyes as you answered the phone.
“steve im not crying i swear” you joked, a small smile on your face.
“you have to get to the compound” he spoke in a serious tone and your stomach dropped, “scott Lang is here” you felt your heart race.
“wasn’t he- i thought he-” you cut yourself off, moving to get a jacket and your car keys, “I’m on my way.”
When you arrived you rushed towards the living room watching as Scott paced infront of steve and Natasha
As you set next to steve, scott began to ramble, talking about quantum physics and his time i. The quantum realm.
“wait, are you talking about a time machine?” You asked him, and he shook his head.
“no, of course not, it’s like a- yeah a time machine i know it’s crazy but there’s gotta be a way” scott mumbled.
“Scott, i get emails from a raccoon, nothing sounds crazy anymore” you smiled at natashas comment.
“so who do we talk about this?” Scott asked nervously, you and steve looked at each other for a second.
Tony.
The four of you approached the cabin, your heart heavy as your eyes land on tony. You knew how much he wanted to just stay out of everything, he was happy for once, he was with his soulmate, he had a family.
“we know what it sounds like” Scott spoke as he finished explaining his plan.
You were quiet as tony and steve talked, Scott joining in when he mentioned his plan of a time heist.
“we can bring everyone back” Natasha reasoned and tony scoffed a little. “Or we could make things worse” he stated and you shifted. The four bickered for a while longer before you spoke up.
“Tony, we have to take a stand” his eyes landed on you and his gaze softened a bit.
“we did stand, and yet here we are” he spoke sharply.
“i know you got a lot on the line, a wife, a daughter, but i lost someone very importantly me, a lot of people did-” you zoned out as Scott spoke, your eyes resting on the lake and watching as the water moved slowly.
“Mommy told me to come and save you!” Morgan smiled as Tony picked her up. You smiled at the pair.
“good job, I’m saved” tony smiled at her, he turned to you guys before sighing, “i wish you’d come to ask for something else, i missed you guys” his eyes were soft and he spoke sincerely.
“I’m happy for you, i really am. But this is a second chance” steve pleaded and tony replied quickly, “i got my second chance right here.”
“Aunt y/n!” Morgan smiled as her eyes landed on you, wiggling out of her dads grasp as she ran to hug you.
“hi little stark” you smiled, picking her up with ease and carrying her on your hip.
Tony smiled at you as the steve and Natasha looked at you in confusion.
“i visit, I’m not a horrible person” you mumbled, you knew steve would have some choice words for you later.
“If you don’t talk shop, you can stay for lunch” tony spoke up, the others sighed, walking towards the car.
You set Morgan down, telling her to head inside. You gave Tony a hug, “I’ll visit soon, just haven’t been feeling the best” you mumbled and he rubbed your back.
“you always have a room here y/n” he smiled softly and you nodded, waving goodbye before going the other three in the car.
“we’re gonna need a big brain” steve spoke, Scott looked at him in disbelief.
“bigger than his?” Scott questioned and you rolled your eyes, knowing you would be seeing Bruce soon.
“can you drop me off at home actually?” you spoke up, steve looking at you for a moment before nodding, driving to your apartment building. You got out quickly and said goodbye, “let me know what you guys find” steve, Natasha and Scott nodded, wishing you goodnight.
The cold New York air nipped at your skin as you rushed up your stairs, holding your jacket tightly as you fumbled with your key and let yourself in, sighing when you closed the door.
You changed into your pajamas quickly, brushing your teeth before grabbing the notebook and your pen on your nightstand and sliding into bed. You flipped to the next empty page as you began to write.
hi james,
today was okay, steve came over and found me crying. he stayed and made dinner, he’s been taking care of me for a while now, i feel kinda guilty.
You continued to write into the journal, letting all your feelings pour out into the page. As you finished for the night you clicked you pen and set them on your nightstand. You had finished all the pages in the notebook already. With a sigh you got up from your bed, grabbing the small notebook and placing it on the floor as you reached for a container under your bed.
You reached for the lid and opened it, there were numerous other notes book, you placed the one you had just written in next to your last one, closing the lid and sliding it back under your bed.
For the past five years you’ve been writing to bucky, it helped you stay somewhat sane. If he ever came back you didn’t want him to feel left out, you wanted to make sure he felt like he didn’t miss those five years of your life. You wanted him to be there. Your hands fiddled with the dog tags as you laid on your side.
You needed him to be here with you.
The next morning you woke up to a call from steve, with fuzzy vision your answered the phone, bringing it to your ear.
“hello?” You mumbled and steve spoke quickly, your eyes widened as he spoke.
“tony found a way” was all you needed to hear to have you scrambling to get ready.
“be there in 30” you rushed out, a smile on your face. You felt hope blossoming in your chest, thoughts of the picnic with bucky flooded your mind as you got ready.
You were going to get him back. You were going to be together.
You ran into the compound as smiled at those around you, rocket looked at you in shock when you smiled at him.
“didn’t know she did that” he remarked and Scott looked at him equally as shocked.
“Steve! Tony!” You beamed, crashing into them and taking them into a group hug. You let out a sigh of happiness.
“Is it true? Can we actually get them back?” Your eyes shined and tony found his heart growing, it had been so long since you had been happy.
“we have a shot kid” he nodded, “Clint just tried it out and it worked,” your smile grew, throwing your arms around him as everyone gathered into the room
“well what are we waiting for? Let’s plan this heist!” You smiled, looking at everyone and steve nodded.
You listened as everyone spoke, sharing their knowledge on the stones. You sat next to Natasha who was taking notes, glancing over at them your gears turned, speaking up as they talked about Stephen Strange.
“he lived in New York?” You questioned and they nodded, Tony rolling his eyes at you, “are you paying attention?”
“if you pick the right year there’s three stones in New York” you replied quickly, everyone looking at you in surprise.
Not long after your realization there was finally a formulated plan. You were nervous, excited and hopeful. You were going to get everyone back, you were going to get bucky back.
“Six stones, three teams, one shot” you mumbled, everyone nodding as you looked at the plan you had come up with steve and tony.
“I’ll stay behind just in case, you all know what you’re doing and ive been out of the loop so” you trailed off and they nodded.
“you already did enough, i mean you came up with the whole plan” tony scoffed and you smiled at him.
“you guys got this” you encouraged them, natasha smiling at you. Without hesitating you pulled the three in for a hug, squeezing tightly before letting go.
“okay, go kick some ass” you smiled.
The team filed onto the time machine and you waited by the buttons, looking for steve signal.
“see you in a minute” natasha called out to you and you waved goodbye, pressing the buttons and holding your breath and they all shrunk and disappeared from your sight.
It was only a minute later when they all appeared, you smiled as you ran up to them, quickly doing a headcount. Your stomach fell when you saw Natasha was missing.
“Clint wheres nat” you asked quietly, voice shaking. He didn’t reply. You stumbled back, teary eyed as you walked out.
You looked at the lake, steve, Tony, thor, Clint and Bruce gathered around you.
“do we know if she had any family?” Tony asked and you scoffed.
“us” steve spoke up and Thor looked at them confused.
“you’re acting like she’s dead, why are we acting like she’s dead?” Thor spoke up, his voice growing louder and you winced as he continued, Clint soon jumping in and arguing with him. The two men shouted and you let your tears fall silently, steve noticed and wrapped an arm around you, pulling you into his chest.
“she’s not coming back” Bruce mumbled quietly.
“we have to make it worth it” you spoke up, wiping your tears and standing up.
“we will” steve spoke, getting up after you did.
“the what are we waiting for” you looked at them with a small smile, squeezing Clint’s arm before walking past him and into the lab.
You waited anxiously for them to finish the gauntlet, jumping up when rocket walked in with it in hand.
“who’s gonna snap their freaking fingers?” Thor spoke up, immediately volunteering.
“no Thor, wait a second” you stopped him, everyone else protesting his actions.
“what we’re just waiting for the right opportunity?” He huffed and Scott spoke up.
“we should at least discuss it”
Thor nodded his head, speaking up again, “I’m the strongest avenger this is my responsibility, it’s my duty” you were quick to stop him.
“it’s not about that” you spoke gently. He furrowed his brows and turned to look at you angrily.
“stop it! Just let me!” You could see the tears in his eyes, “let me do something good, something right”
Tony explained to him the power the stones had, trying to reason for him to not do it. Thor argued right back before Bruce cut him off, explaining how it almost killed thanos when he snapped and how no one else could survive it.
“how do you know you will?” Steve asked cautiously.
“it’s mainly gamma, it’s like i was made for this” he whispered as everyone moved back you noticed Nebula was missing.
Bruce’s grunts of pain made you focus back onto him, “are you okay? talk to me!” You screamed, frantic as he yelled in pain.
“I’m okay!” He spoke fighting against the pain and snapping his fingers, you held your breath as he did so, your heartbeat thumping in your ears.
You looked out the window and saw two birds, a smile on your face as you realized it had worked. Clint had a smile on his face as he answered a call, “honey, honey!” He spoke.
You turned to tell the team it had worked, but before you could you were blasted away by missiles, the compound crumbling underground.
You groaned as you heard rocket calling out for her, you and Rhodey doing your best to free him. Finally he wiggled free, the three of you sighing before your eyes went wide. A flood of water washing over the three of you as you panicked.
Rhodey called for help and you heard Scott on the other end. You kept your head up high, trying to not drown, rocket clung onto you as Bruce tried to hold the structure up.
“see you on the other side” Rhodey spoke and you geared up shaking your head.
“Hang on! I’m coming!” Scott yelled and you tried your best to stay above water, Rhodey struggling next to you as rocket clung onto your back.
Before you knew it you were clinging onto Scott as he turned into giant man, Rocket continued to Clint onto you and Rhodey held on for fear life.
Scott placed you and rocket down, you spotted the wakandans next to you and ran towards them, smiling as you saw t’challa and shuri amongst them.
“shuri!” You cried out, hugging her tightly. She handed you a gun and some knives and you quickly strapped them to you. “How’d you know” you smiled and she shrugged.
“you people never seem prepared for battle” she teased and you smiled, standing next to her as you prepared to face thanos’ army.
Your eyes scanned the crowd for bucky, heart beating louder and louder and you couldn’t find him. You ran onto the battlefield with everyone, immediately shooting and fighting the aliens off.
You shot them as fast as you could, but they were quickly surrounding you, grunting as one of them tackled you,
Before you could even think of grabbing a knife it’s body fell limp and you pushed it off you, looking at the bullet wounds.
“hope you haven’t been fighting like that this whole time doll”
You felt your heart drop and your stomach flutter. Bucky.
You turned around quickly, a smile on your face as your eyes met his baby blue one. Your smile grew as you ran towards him, dropping your gun and throwing yourself onto him. He picking you up as you wrapped your legs around his waist, holding you tightly.
“you’re here, you’re back, you’re here” you spoke over and over, tears streaming down your cheeks as you buried your face into the crook of his neck.
“I’m here doll” he reassured you, holding onto you tightly and closing his eyes for a moment. The sound of an alien screaming made you snap out of your bubble.
You groaned as you picked up your gun, shooting it in the head before turning back to bucky, you smiled at him before crashing your lips onto his. He smiled into the kiss, leaning in for a second before the two of you pulled away.
“been waiting five years to do that” you spoke breathless and bucky smiled at you.
“after this you can kiss me all you want sweets” he spoke and you giggled, moving to press your backs against one another, shooting at the aliens.
You thought back to wakanda, how familiar it all was. But this time you would win. This time it was your last fight, you would win and you could go home with bucky. You could be with your soulmate.
You watched as the other tossed the gauntlet around, trying to keep it away from thanos.
“Bucky we have to go help them!” You called out and he nodded, the two of you running towards where steve, Thor and tony were, helping fend off the aliens attacking them.
You saw thanos get the gauntlet and you felt you blood run cold, you froze in your spot. Please, not again. You turned to bucky, dropping your weapon as you clung onto him tightly.
“not letting you go again” you mumbled, kissing him before letting go and grabbing a knife from your suit and running towards the titan.
You threw the knife at thanos with all you had, lodging it in his shoulder. He cried out in pain as it stabbed him, giving Tony the chance to attack him once more, pulling the gauntlet before Thanos punches him away.
“I am inevitable” thanos spoke, your blood ran cold as he snapped, flinching away when he did. When nothing happened you looked at him once more, a smile on your face as you saw the glove had no stones.
“And i” tony spoke, “am Iron man” he snapped his fingers, the white light blinding you before bucky pulled you into him, shielding you from the light.
As the two of you looked again you saw the aliens fading into dust. You held Buckys hand tightly, your knuckles white. You looked at him in excitement, wrapping your arms around his neck when you realized you had won.
You had won.
Turning quickly you ran to look for tony and steve, the smile falling from your face when you saw peter over Tony’s body.
You ran towards him, falling to your knees next to him.
“tony? no you can’t” you shook your head, tears welling in your eyes and he turned to look at you.
“hey kid, take care of my girls yeah?” He smiled and you shook your head, “you can take care of em you have to hold on a bit longer” you protested.
“always told you that you had one hell of a throw” he chuckled dryly, “‘ts what helped me get the stones” he smiled gently and you broke down into tears, “you have him now, you’ll be okay” he whispered.
Bucky pulled you aside, letting pepper speak to tony. You cried into Buckys chest, not knowing what would happen to you if you looked back.
It happened so fast.
You were in a black dress outside the cottage you had visited countless time. You didn’t imagine the next time you visited would be for Tony’s funeral.
Bucky held your hand, his thumb making small circles on the back of your hand to calm you down. You could help but lean into him, his presence relaxing you immediately.
You smiled fondly as you thought back to the time tony tried to talk you into breaking up with bucky one time after you came back from wakanda. You knew he was joking but he still felt a little bad, buying you dinner as compensation
As the service ended you followed bucky, steve and Sam to the time machine where Bruce waited.
You stood next to bucky as steve said goodbye to Sam, walking up to you guys next.
“Don’t do anything stupid ‘til i get back” steve spoke and bucky smiled.
“how can i? you’re taking all the stupid with you” the hugged tightly for a bit before pulling apart.
“gonna miss you buddy” bucky sighed and steve looked at him softly.
“it’s gonna be okay buck” he turned to you.
“bye steve” you let out softly, bottom lip quivering. He hugged you tightly, kissing your temple softly.
“you’re still gonna be my favorite best friend” he spoke softly and you smiled, letting out a soft chuckle before sniffling.
“you finally have him back y/n, you’re gonna be happy, i promise” you nodded and hugged him one more time, knowing it would be the last time.
As he stepped into the time machine you melted into Buckys side, he put an arm around you and kissed the top of your head.
Steve vanished as he went to return the stones, seconds later Bruce signaled to bring him back, but he didn’t appear.
“where is he?” Sam spoke, worry lacing his voice.
“I don’t know he blew right past his time stamp, he should be here” Bruce panicked and you and bucky looked around your eyes landing Onondaga older version of him sitting on a log.
You nudged bucky as you heard sam and Bruce arguing.
“sam” you called out, looking at him before back at steve. Sam walked towards you cautiously as you pointed at steve.
“go ahead” bucky spoke to the man, the two of you smiled at sam as he approached steve.
You and bucky smiled as steve handed sam the shield. A grin on your face as he put the shield on his arm.
“he’s gonna be a great captain america” bucky smiled fondly and you nodded. “Steve made the right choice” you added.
The two of you walked away hand in hand, getting into your car and heading back to your apartment. Bucky settled in quickly, sitting on your couch and pulling you down with him, a small squeal leaving your lips as your back crashed onto his chest.
“missed you so much buck” you mumbled, wiggling so that you could cuddle into him, leaving open mouthed kisses on his neck and onto his jawline.
“i missed you too doll” he whispered, kissing you softly, his hand moving to the back of your neck. He pulled away when he pinky felt the familiar chain of his dog tags, hooking it onto his pinky and pulling them out from under your shirt.
“you kept them?” He looked at you teary eyed and you nodded, heart racing.
“they were the only thing left of you, course i did” you smiled, taking them off and placing them onto him, fixing them so that they laid on his chest.
“that reminds me!” You smiled, getting off of him and running to your room, pulling the bin from under your bed and carrying it towards bucky.
“i- uh- when you were gone i wrote in these journals almost everyday, to kinda keep you up to date for when you got back” you smiled sheepishly and bucky felt his heart grow in his chest.
“you never lost faith?” He questioned, he could hear his heartbeat in his ears. You shook your head.
“sometimes i wanted to” you mumbled, holding his hand in yours, “but you never took me on a picnic so i wasnt letting you go so easily” you pouted and he smiled, kissing you.
The two of you smiled into the kiss, giggling and he peppered kisses all over your face.
“I’m your forever y/n y/l/n” bucky whispered, his forehead resting against yours. You felt your heart rate speed up, your stomach full of butterflies. Closing your eyes as you relished the moment.
“and I’m yours forever bucky barnes” you kissed him softly before opening your eyes, the two of you pulling away a bit.
You reached out and caressed his cheek, you smiled at each other. You finally had your soulmate, and you had forever together.
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madsmylittlemeowmeow · 18 hours ago
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Sarah:so bucky..you're from the 30's...what's your best pick up line?
Bucky:I don't do pick up lines...usually I just stare at them until they notice me
Sam:wait...but you always stare at me
Bucky:yeah...don't think about that too much
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bottlesandcats · a day ago
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In my headcanon Bucky never closes his eyes when he’s kissing Sam, at least not all the way, bc he never wants to miss a moment of it. He brings that “staring problem” of his into every aspect of their relationship. Sam still teases him for it but he doesn’t really mean it anymore.
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there was only one jacket.
they, being fucking annoying, decide to split it in half.
they cut the jacket in half.
god they’re the worst.
sam insists on taking the right side.
“but i don’t need the left-“
“cry about it.”
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bucky constantly flirts dramatically with sam: hes completely over the top and can say anything with no shame. sam thinks it’s funny/endearing and one day he tries to do it back
bucky gets called pretty once and takes 3 hours to calm down again
sam is nice mercilessly exploits this
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sebstan-simp · a day ago
hi, me again, it’s totally okay that you don’t feel comfortable writing about a black reader, instead can i request a nsfw bucky headcanon where he has an innocence kink?
innocence, b.b
A/N: i'm a WHORE for innocent kink, y'all don't understannnd, this is becoming a full fic- i just- SHIT
reblogs & likes are greatly appreciated and highly encouraged! however, do NOT repost/steal ANY of my fics!
Warnings: 18+, smutty thoughts, language, virgin reader, age gap (reader early/mid 20s), dom!bucky, sorry for any missed typos
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he wouldn't even know he has it honestly. you would be dating for only a short amount of time and haven't gone further than making out on his couch- but even then, you would never be straddling him. bucky wouldn't mind, but he was always curious about why you never went further
one night when you were at his house, you were making out on the couch. bucky pulls away and asks "wanna go to my room?" the question causes instant panic and struggle to find an excuse to leave or stop things. "uhm, sure, i just- i never-" your voice is soft and barely audible as embarrassment flushes your cheeks and your fingers are playing with each other
"y/n, are you a virgin?" the question hits you like a ton of bricks and you're avoiding eye contact, looking down at your fingers. bucky's whole demeanor changes. "it's okay, honey" the softness of your eyes sent a wave of pleasure to his body. he looks at you like you were fresh prey.
the thought of being the first one to touch and taste your sweet cunt- to be the first one inside you, made his head spin. you haven't even seen a cock in person or even touched yourself. this whole idea of sex was almost foreign to you.
"yeah, im a virgin," his cock twitches, his eyes locked with yours, "would you want to..." your eyes widened and you look up at him, you slowly nod in agreement
bucky wants to moan at the sight of the pure girl in front of him. he brings his lips back to yours, this time it is gentle and his hand is on your waist. bucky holds you like you might break, but with so much greed at the same time.
he pulls you on top of his lap, your mouth parts, gasping at the feeling on his cock underneath you. you are unsure what to do. bucky's mind starts to race with everything he gets to teach you and gets to do to you
you squirm on top of him, creating more pleasurable friction. you whimper at the throbbing.
"see how I'm already hard, honey?" you nod your head, he would guide you through how to roll your hips against him. the amount of pleasure bucky is getting by watching your shy demeanor, feeling a hard cock for the first time.
he slides his fingers under your shirt, lifting it off of your body- leaving you in a lacey baby pink bra, your hardened nipples picking through the sheer material. there is an unfamiliar ache between your legs and a damp spot on your underwear.
"have you ever touched yourself?" you shudder at his fingers trailing up your side and over your clothed nipples. his eyes looking directly at the flesh. you shake your head. bucky hums in delight. "do you want me to teach you?" the wetness between your legs spread and you couldn't help but roll your hips into his harder than before.
"yes," with the approval, bucky picks you up and walks to his bedroom before laying on the bed. you are only in your bra and shorts that bucky soon discards.
he would pull down your pants along with your panties and moan at the sight of the untouched cunt. it glistens and dripping with arousal. you are shy and want nothing more than to cover up the exposed skin, but the way bucky looked at you with such focus and excitement calms your nerves a bit.
"so pretty, untouched and all mine to ruin," bucky purrs, his fingers take you by surprise as he traces along your fold, feeling just how wet you are. his face lights up and his spreads you open, seeing you fully
"so tight, im not sure I'll fit inside you, but we'll work on it, honey"
FUCK this is becoming a full fic
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sebstan-simp · a day ago
hi! can I request a hc with seb teasing the reader during dinner with the mcu cast or something pls? thank you!
teasing during dinner, s.s
A/N: im a sucker for these types of requests, fuck!
reblogs & likes are greatly appreciated and highly encouraged! however, do NOT repost/steal ANY of my fics!
Warnings: 18+, smutty thoughts, fingering, voyeurism, sorry for any missed typos
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i have decided Sebastian is the biggest fucking tease.
there would be a cast dinner after a day of press. sebastian would call you to let you know that the dinner was going to be at a higher-end restaurant, so the dress needed to be fancier.
by the time Sebastian gets home to change and get ready for the group outing, you're near ready. hair and makeup are done minimal but elegant. the dress you're wearing is a silk slip dress with spaghetti straps and slit down your leg.
you are putting on the last bit of jewelry when Sebastian walks in. his mouth waters, cock hardening, and swallows hard when he sees how the dress falls on your frame. the neckline was a loose scoop line, letting your breast hang freely.
he couldn't take his eyes off of your body and how the dress shifted with every move, he took special notice to the lack of material underneath the dress.
"you look so sexy, princess" he can't keep his hands to himself and they're all over you.
"come on, let's just skip the dinner, they won't even notice we're gone," your back is pressed up against his back and his lips are hot on your neck, attempting to slide the straps off your shoulder. he is groping your breasts, squeezing them and attacking your neck with kisses
"sebby, we have to go," you lean forward, escaping his grip on your hips.
"-but you're not wearing panties-" he says almost pouting, you roll your eyes at the horny man in front of you, dragging him out of your master bedroom.
two could play at this game,
the cast is sitting at the huge circle booth of a new restaurant in new york city. you're seating between sebastian and elizabeth. your body is turned inward to his, your leg crossed over your other. his hand is resting on your knee while talking to Anthony. you are listening to their conversation occasionally adding comments.
sebastians thumb would rub small circles on the exposed skin and every now and then would quickly glance *respectfully* at your breast sitting pretty on your chest. he would lick his lips and edge his palm away from your knee and up your leg.
your eyes would widen and you straighten up in your seat and his attention still on his conversation with Anthony. they're laughing hands flying while telling the group a story. you take that opportunity to uncross your legs and covering your lap- and his wandering hand- with a napkin.
sebastian looks down in your lap, seeing your legs spread just enough to slip it inside your dress and not draw attention to yourselves. his fingers slip between your folds you squirm in your seat at the unexpected pleasure.
elizabeth would be turned talking to the other members and focusing on her food and you are forcing on your breathing as his fingers feel your bare core
"sooo good!" he hums as he bites on his food, but in reality, it's from the feeling of your sopping wet core. his finger teasing your folds, but not dipping inside.
he will remove them from time to time to wipe his mouth, but the slight shine to his fingers from your wetness. the pad of his finger rubs your clit making you choke on your food. the pleasure is ripped from your body as the table looks at you with concern
he stops his eating and leans into your ear 'checking on you'
"you better behave yourself. wouldn't want to get caught, now would we?" his voice is sultry and he smirks.
you gulp the bite of food down and grip the fork till your knuckles are white. his fingers return to their spot, teasing your hole. you buck your hips lightly, gesturing that you needed more from him, but he shakes his head taking another bite of his food,
"I'm gonna use the restroom!" you tell elizabeth, she starts scooting out of the booth, sebastians eyes shoot daggers through you as you stand up smoothing out your dress.
sebastian looks around getting up from his seat as well, he says that he is going to check on you. you're washing your hands in the family restroom, clearing your mind from the events at the table. you jump, gripping the table as sebastian opens the door
"i told you to behave, princess,"
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novashifter15 · a day ago
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When you knock Bucky over plums fly everywhere like goddam Sonics rings you can't change my mind
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Bucky: *takes a sip* *sigh* "I don't know what it is but they just don't make coke cola like they used too"
You: *realization* "oh my god"
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buckyblues · a day ago
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coney island , bucky barnes
— (fem!reader x 1940s!bucky)
summary; It’s been decades since Bucky has visited this place, but it’s the closest he’ll ever get to seeing you again.
warnings; fluff, angst, grieving, mentions of trauma, sorry for the sadness.
word count; 900
a/n; this is told through present-day bucky’s memories and thoughts. enjoy <3 - stellie
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This place has changed a lot since the forties.
Everything from the very bench that Bucky sits on, worn and wooden, to the new hotels that have popped up around the beach.
He used to come here before the war, hitching rides with Steve on trains on sunny weekends. It was the place to be.
The salty ocean waves in the distance, snacking on hot dogs and taffy, playing all day long. If Bucky squints, he can see you skipping across the near-empty beach. You’re in that sundress you wore the first time he saw you, laughing.
It’s quiet now, here at night. Coney Island isn’t the same without his best friend or his best girl, and he didn’t come here to have fun.
I’m here to make amends. Not because I hurt you, but because I promised if I lived, I would come back to you.
Bucky never came home. You wrote letters to him until it drove you mad, and never got one back. You assumed the worst, that he was gone without a trace like many other American soldiers.
He remembers the feeling of your kiss, holding you in one arm and an ice cream cone in the other. It would melt down his fingers in a sugary mess, the heat of July getting to it while he was too busy tasting your lips instead.
“Bucky! You’re gonna have to buy another one,” you giggled.
“No worries, doll.”
Joy, that’s what you were to him. He’d give anything to see you again. It was betrayal, being alive for all those years and never coming back for you. Maybe it was for the better, and you would’ve hated him if he did. His skin wasn’t soft anymore, he didn’t find himself charming like he once was, and the arm he used to hold you in was gone.
I don’t know if it would’ve been a mistake to come back, I’m sorry.
You were one of the few things that hadn’t slipped from his memory, lost in translation. They were never able to completely remove you from his mind, no matter how robotic they tried to make him.
It was fuzzy, the blurred images of this beautiful girl Bucky once knew. He didn’t know if you were real until Steve told him you were.
Now the scenes in his head are more vivid, and he can hear your voice whenever he closes his eyes.
“Meet me here next weekend?”
He always met you, wherever you asked. The only place he never made it was back home from Europe.
She moved away, that’s what Steve said. He had found records on you over seventy years after Bucky fell off the train. The thing Steve was too scared to say was that you were gone.
Holding hands on the boardwalk, stealing kisses under the stars, and you always smelled like cotton candy. You told him not to go to war, that you could both run away and he could just stay.
Bucky wouldn’t do that, you weren’t foolish enough to think he would. It was simply a fantasy.
Sometimes I wish I would’ve listened to you.
Too busy fighting the bad guys, that’s how Bucky and Steve always were, and you couldn’t stop the war. He was shipped out, and he looked so handsome in his uniform. He always had a nice smile.
“Your eyes look like the ocean,” you didn’t know it would be the last time you held his hand in yours.
“Don’t miss ‘em too much while I’m gone,” he kissed your cheek goodbye.
You didn’t think it was goodbye forever. You had faith that he would make it out alive, safe, but when the letters weren’t returned and you heard nothing about him for years, life changed.
People move on, including you, no matter how painful it might’ve been.
This was the only way for him to reconnect with you. Maybe your spirit wandered around this place, maybe you were sitting on the bench next to him.
Hydra changed him first, and the heartache of realization changed him second. Waking up every day and realizing that his left arm was still made of vibranium, he never had a choice, and he was alone in the modern world.
I look in the mirror, and sometimes I feel like a part of me is still missing.
You were his sunshine. Everything was so picturesque with you in it, staring at the city skyline at the end of the night. You’d draw your name next to Bucky’s in the powdery sand with your fingers, and let the tide peacefully wash it away.
In another life, he’s with you, happily together. Picket-fences aren’t exactly Bucky Barnes’ style nowadays, but he likes to imagine it. Any life with you would’ve been perfect.
I miss you, I’ll always miss you.
Completely head over heels, dancing under Brooklyn streetlights and lost in each other. Young lovers, never planning on letting go of one another.
This is the closest he’ll get to a conversation with you again, alone on a bench in Coney Island, looking out at the moonlit waves of the sea. It feels like you’re here with him.
You know I love you.
The stars above Bucky sparkle, one much brighter than all the others. Perhaps it’s you.
I’ll love you forever, doll.
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your-mothers-converse · 2 days ago
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sam misinterprets bucky’s anxious flirting as being scared of him and it Hurts
he respects that bucky has a lot of trauma tho and backs off so he’s not uncomfortable
which makes bucky think sam still thinks he’s a monster doesn’t like him, so he gets sad
sarah is about an inch away from killing them both
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