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Ævi - Crumple

Hii! It's been a minute, but here is the new part of the Ævi series! I had been trying to find the time to write it and now I finally have time!

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Summary: Over the years Y/n has been trying to cope with all the things that have happened in WWII. Her best way of dealing with it is revange and her friends are helping her out to get her just that. But will it lead to the satisfaction that Y/n wants or will it cause more problems..

Characters in Ævi series: Y/n, Loki, Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Peggy Carter, Odin, Heimdall, Thor, Frigga, Sif, Howard Stark, Armin Zola, Nick Fury, OC Vera, OC Johnny, OC Daniel, OC Hilde, Bjorn Ironside, Lagertha, Ragnar Lodbrok, Floki, Ubba, Ivar, Hvitserk, Rollo, Sigurd

Word count: 2610

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Part 1

1944

This is all my fault. I failed. How could I have gotten so distracted? How could I have failed this badly. I disappointed everyone. I failed everyone. I couldn't safe Bucky. I couldn't safe Steve. And countless more that I don't even know the name of. I was supposed to protect them. And I failed. I failed Peggy, the Howling Commandos, America, this damn war, this damn world. I lost the Tesserect. I lost the fight.

"Y/n!" I heard someone yelling in the distance. "Y/n!" Again. I turned around. It was Peggy slowly approaching me. "Y/n?" She said more carefully now as she slowly came closer and closer. I looked down at my hands, I was glowing all over. From my toes to what I'm assuming, the top of my head. I felt a power I haven't felt in a long, long time, or maybe even ever. Then I looked at Peggy again. She wasn't scared, but cautios. She slowly inched closer and closer, but the closer she came dust started to surround her. It was her, she was turning to dust the closer she came.

“Y/N! STOP THIS!” She yelled.

But I couldn’t stop it, it was out of my control. Then before I knew it rainbows surrounded me. The Bifrost.

I woke up with a jump. My heart was pounding heavily in my chest and I felt myself being drenched in sweat.

“Same one?” Asked Johnny. Johnny came from Kattegat and had decided to leave the island behind in 1968 to help me track down every hydra agent that was involved in WWII. Over the years I had already found a handful of them, but it was hard to find people that do not want to be found. Especially if some of them are being helped to stay hidden.

“Yes, the same one.” I answered Johnny tiredly from the couch where I had dozed off.

“You good to do some work today?” Jonny asked me as he stood up from the chair he was sitting in. He was not really asking me if I was ready apparently, cause he was already going for the door.

“I guess I’m ready.” I muttered under my breath. And there I followed him still kinda drenched in my own sweat.

Camp Leheigh April 7th 1970

Johnny and I were standing right outside of the Camp.

“And you are sure he is here? I mean.. you are sure he is here.. working with them? I know they forced Zola to work for them back in the day.. but.. are you sure? I don’t think they want a pathetic man like that who worked with hydra, work with SHIELD.” I was half wondering out loud, but it was a real question. After all that Zola has done. The pain he has caused. He should be in prison if they really have him. If they do not have him.. he should be dead. And I wanted to make sure of that.

"My resources say so, yes." Johnny responded and I slightly laughed. "Your resources?" I said as I gave him a side eye. "Well do you wanna find out or not?" He said as he staerted walking towards the gate.

"You gonna boost us up or what?!" Johnny said with a smile. I rolled my eyes and walked towards him. I sighed and held on to his jacket firmly. "You ready?" I asked. "I always aaahhhmmm!" He started as I jumped over the gate while holding him tightly.

"You could've given me a bit more of a warning."He said as he slunched over a bit out of breath.

"You were ready." I smirked at him. "Now lets try and fit in a bit more."

We had found some clothes to blend in a bit more. Or mostly Johnny. He was wearing full on army clothes. Me, I just stole someone's badge and called it a day. I made sure to dress a bit nicer today anyway, so I am wearing a pretty nice pantsuit if I may say so myself.

"Alright.. Where do we go?" Johnny asked looking around him.

"Right there." I pointed to a bunker. Everyone seemed to go into that one. This would be our best guess.

"If you find him, you know what to do." I told Johnny as I gave him a seringe. He nodded and we both headed towards the bunker.

As we walked in some people gave us some looks, maybe trying to recognise us. But I just kept my head down. As we got in the elevator there were two military men with us. One was a tall African American man that held a lot athority with him. He might be higher up in the ranks. The other seemed to look around every now and then. Probably new.

I tried to quickly look on their badges for their names. The tall mans name was Fury and as I tried to look at the other man the elevator stopped. The man named Fury got out and the other man followed him. But then they stopped.

"You commin' soldier?" Fury more ordered than asked. Johnny jumped up in place and stood up straight.

"Yes sir!" He said as he followed him, but before he left my eyesight he quickly nodded at me to show me that he remembered the plan.

As the elevator doors closed I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Alright.. If I was a pathetic little man where would I hide." I muttered to myself. As the elevator doors opened again I got out. Let's see where your hiding.

Johnny POV

I was looking around quickly everywhere I went while still trying to keep up with the colonel. Fury. Funny man. Very stern. He was making it hard to really take my time and find Zola. If I had to I had to somehow ditch these losers. Not sure how they would react if I did do that. But that's a worry for later.

"You paying attention?" Colonel Fury asked. When nobody was answering he stopped and turned around and looked at me with a stern look on his face.

"Oh.. You were talking to me! No sir. I was not paying attention to anything you were saying. Sir. Colonel Fury sir." I'm getting in trouble. He's gonna know I'm not a actual soldier and then I'll be in deep shit. Maybe I can still safe it somehow.

"I'm just trying to pay attention where I'm going and meanwhile I'm not paying attention to anything that your saying. Colonel sir." I slightly stammered.

He raised an eyebrow at me. "Start paying attention to what I'm saying... And just say sir." Colonel Fury ordered. I nodded my head and swallowed a lump in my throat.

"Yes sir." I said as I quickly started following him again. I might have just saved me.

"Where were you stationed before here?" Colonel Fury started.

Or not.. I didn't save shit and now I'm in deep shit.

Y/n POV

I was looking around the halls for anything that would give away Zola working there.. but nothing. I decided to go one level lower to see if there was anything there.

As I got, to what I'm assuming was the lowest level, I came in some sort of lab. It was very dark here. So I'm assuming that whoever worked here already called it a day. But it could still leave me with some sort of clue.

I started going through desks, looking in files for anything, but nothing. As I went to the next desk to look through it I found a file that sparked my interest.

It read 'Steven Grant Rogers'. I traced my fingers over the file and opened it. In it was a picture of hime before he got all beefy and tall. I smiled at that. He was so brave, kind and strong.

As I started reading through his file I saw that this was the camp where he had trained all those years ago. When I wanted to read the next page I saw a slight glimpse of a picture of the Tesserect.

"Armin are you in there?! Armin?!" I heard a man call. I immediatly hid behind the desk making sure I was not seen. This did answer my question if Zola was here working for them. He is definitley not here, but he might be somewhere else in the building. The man was looking around for Zola and came closer. Stark.

He got old. Still looks pretty good. As he came closer I tried to hide more behind the desk. He looked around a bit more. "Armin?!" He yelled one more time before he left for the elevator.

"Ok, so not here, but maybe in the building." I muttered to myself before I stood up and also went for the elevator.

I decided to look again on all the floor and in the offices, but still nothing. As I got out of an office I saw Johnny run towards me.

"I blew my cover we have to hide!" He whisper yelled at me before grabbing me and going in an office I hadn't searched yet.

I slightly opened the door to see what we were dealing with and saw the man named Fury and four other soldiers walk by quickly. I shut the door and turned around.

"What did you do!" I said as I poked his chest in annoyance. He put his hands up.

"I'm not a soldier! Just be happy I was able to keep my cover for as long as I did, cause now we're in deep shit if we get caught." He said as he waved his arms around.

"All you had to do was keep quiet!" I said as I poked his chest again.

"Well.. you should've known by now that that is not something I am good at.. So that's not really my fault." He said as he shrugged.

"So it's MY fault now that YOU got caught?! Zola is here somewhere and now we cant find him because of YOU!" Johnny started taking a step back.

"Eventhough it's pretty hot and scary at the same time.. I would like for you to stop making your eyes glow gold right about now." He said as he bumped in a desk that was behind him, making a picture almost fall over. Steve. It was the same picture I saw earlier in his file.

Johnny stepped away from the desk as I came closer now calmed down. I picked up the photo of him and turned around towards the door. Carter it said. Peggy Carter.

Then I heard her voice from the other side of the room behind a window. I walked towards the window to catch a glimpse of her. She was ok. After all this time I didn't really know or got the chance to check on her. She looks like she was doing good. That made me smile, I was proud of her.

I looked down at the photo of Steve again. His life shouldn't have ended the way it did. Crashing somewhere in ice. His life was too short. Before I knew it I felt a tear falling down my cheek and I quickly whiped it away. I let out a shaky breath and trailed my fingers down my neck looking for something. Then I felt it under my clothes and made it appear.

The dogtags from Bucky. Both of their lives ended too soon and nobody even knew about it. Maybe the people here in this building, but beyond that.. Nobody. Nobody knows what they did. Nobody knows how their lives came to such a quick end. All because of HYDRA.

1944

I landed on my knees at the Bifrost. I looked around and saw Heimdall and Loki standing behind Odin.

"What do you think you are doing?! Exposing yourself to those mortals! Almost killing them with your powers! You have put a greater target on your back than you could ever understand!" The all father yelled at me.

I looked at my hands and noticed my golden and white glow slowly disapearing.

"Frigga and Loki will take you to put another shield spell on you." He demanded as he slammed his speer on the ground.

I slowly stood up to face him.

"No." He raised an eyebrow at me and looked very angry.

"No?!" He bemanded it to be answered.

"No! I am done hiding my powers. How I have been doing it for the past thousand year I have never been able to really understand and control them. Only small bits and pieces. But there is a war going on down there and I could help. I will no longer watch and let it happen from the shadows." I explained. I was tired of this. Being helpless. Knowing what was going to happen and not do anything about it.

"You will do no such thing. And you know why. Things have supposed to go a certain way and you are not in it. Just like we are not. Frigga and Loki will put a spell on you. A stronger one. Not one that will break when you get a temper tantrum." Odin demanded again. But I shook my head no again.

"No. They need help!" I demanded again.

"You cannot even control your own power and you want to help them? You will just be killing them." He walked towards me, but I took a step back.

"You will not get to dictate my life anymore. No spells are happening! Heimdall turn the Bifrost on." I told him.

"This will be for your protection Y/n. Listen to him. We are trying to help you" Heimdall said calmly trying to reason with me.

"Just like you helped me when I called for you a couple of days ago? I KNOW you heard me I KNOW you saw me, but yet you did nothing! What? To 'help' me?" I said as I was pointing at Heimdall.

"Faith will have different plans child. You will understand one day." Heimdall said calmly.

"I trusted you. I trusted you to help me and you did nothing." I said and it hurt to say it out loud. Heimdall had been like my father over all these years. He was always there for me, but now when I needed him.. Nothing.

I walked towards him to try and grab his sword out of his hands to start the bifrost up again. But he didn't even put up a fight. He let me have his sword. Then I walked up to the stand past him.

"Y/n, Love, think about this. We are trying to help." Loki said as he came closer. But I quickly put up the sword towards him, making him stop in his tracks.

"You all have done enough." I said in anger as I tuned around and put the sword in the stand and turning it. The Bifrost started to glow.

"Where do you think you're going?!" Odin demanded.

"Where ever you are not." I said as I started running towards the Bifrost.

"Stop her!" Odin yelled.

Both Odin and Loki tried to stop me, but Heimdall stood to the side. Before they got to me I was able to leap forward in the Bifrost.

But Odin was right. Things are supposed to go a certain way. But I remember nothing about HYDRA from my life before. So they will not have a impact. I know what I am going to do.

Kill every last person that ever worked for HYDRA.

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Ævi - The Protector

Summary: This is set in 2010. There are no such things as superheroes. Right? Maybe Iron Man, but that is it. It has to be. Y/n was just trying to celebrate her birthday, but that quickly changed when she got a gift from a mysterious man. But this story ends in 965 A.D.

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Summary: Y/n or also known as Ævi has lived through varies of world events. Now it is 1941, she has excepted that some things cannot be changed so Loki has convinced Y/n to go to New York and live a normal life, a life Y/n always wanted. Or as normal it can be, because new introductions lead to events that didn’t go down in the history books.

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Summary: Bucky and Y/n have been together for a little bit. Y/n wants to tell Bucky she loves him, but doesn’t know how. So she shows him.

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Ævi - Frontlines

Hey again! This will be a continued series. The first Ævi series is in my masterlist and is only four parts. This is going to be a ongoing series, so there is going to be a lot more of Ævi to come. :)

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Steve Rogers, Peggy, Loki, OC Vera

Warnings: Fluff, Violence, Angst, Me being sad writing this, we’re officially in Captain America the First Avenger now… So I guess spoilers? :( :( :(

Note: Omg.. When I tell you I have been dreading writing this part.. But like actually dreading.. Before I started writing this series I wanted it to be no more than 8 parts.. That obviously didn't work out

When I am writing and particularly writing about Bucky and y/n meeting again or them just being in love I always listen to Pirates of the Caribbean to the theme or Will and Elizabeth and I thought it would be good to share that with you guys. To get in the feels. Right now it jumps from POTC One day and the last minute or so from Drink up me hearties yo ho. I know it is so random, but I cannot get it out of my head.

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It took me a minute to get here, but I was now in the Swiss Alps. I got word that this would be the next place the Howling commandos would go to. They think I'm dead, rightfully so, I fell off a train. Thinking about falling off that train with Bucky hurt, like someone was squishing my heart and I couldn't breathe. How was I gonna explain all of this. I should be dead. What are they gonna think of me being here, but Bucky is not. I sighed and brushed away a tear I felt rolling down my cheek.

I came here to help Steve, so that's what I'm gonna do. Ignore the pain for a second and help out.

I was hiding between the trees with a good out look on the headquarters. Nothing was going on yet. I knew Steve was gonna come soon, I just don't know when. I would need to tell him the truth about me. He's gonna hate me. I couldn't safe his best friend, but I'm alive.

These are times I really wished I was not immortal. Even Loki and Thor are not. They aged since I've met them, but me I'm still the exact same as I first was when I touched the stone. That stupid Life stone, but all I've seen is death. Sometimes I wished I never followed that man that gave me the box or I just had never opened the box.

I sat down against a tree and sighed again. What if all of that never happened? I would be with my friends and family. I have not seen them in almost a thousand years. I am not sure if I even remember their faces. I know I look like my mom, but now I can't imagine what she looks like anymore. It is awful. I am not even sure if I would recognize my own mom if I walked past her.

And the worst part of it all, the most selfish part. It hasn't even happened yet. Nobody is worrying about me being gone. Nobody is looking for me. Nobody is sad that I'm gone. Nobody even knows that I'm gone. I got blasted to the past in 2010 and it's 1945 now. In the mean time I have lived for a thousand years, but no one knows, No one human.

I'm not even sure if I want to go back to Sweden in 2010. Because I know I am not the same person I once was. I know I am not the same person they saw on my last day with them. Maybe one day I will go back to them, but certainly not the same day I had left them.

I shook my head. This was absolutely ridiculous. Of all people why me? Why let me be the protector of Life, yet I am always surrounded by death. Maybe it was time to fully use the Life stone. It has been under a protection spell from Frigga for hundreds of years so I won't be a beacon of power that attracts the wrong people. But because of that spell I never really found out what I could do exactly with my power. Sure I am still strong and I can heal wounds, but what is the extend of my full power? What if I could've helped Bucky... "These Hydra people." I scoffed to myself. Another thing that made me angry. Hydra. Before I got zapped back in time I studied history and never once was there anything mentioned about Hydra. But why? They have done all these horrible things, yet I have never heard anybody say a word about it. How is that even possible..-

My thoughts were interrupted by a loud explosion. I looked up and saw Steve zoom by on his motorcycle. Immediately the bunker started blasting at Steve as soon as they saw him. I kept looking at Steve ready to jump in any moment, but he pressed a button on his motorcycle and made the canon of the bunker explode and he got in with ease.

Steve was doing an amazing job fighting everybody off. He made men go down with ease until he was outnumbered. "Shit." I muttered to myself. I made a move to stand up hand grabbed my shoulder. I swiftly turned around ready to hit whoever grabbed my shoulder, until I realized it was Peggy.

"Y/n?" She said with shock in her eyes. Behind her I could see the colonel and soldiers. This was part of the plan. "How.. How are you alive?" Peggy stammered. I wasn't sure if now was the right time to explain everything to them if they were in the middle of their plan. So I decided to leap forward and embrace her.

"I'll explain everything later, but right now tell me what to do." Peggy let go of me and started to quickly explain that they had caught Dr. Zola and he told them that they were going to drop bombs and we needed to prevent that from happening.

"Move out!" Colonel Philips yelled. He gave me a gun indicating I was gonna fight with them. I followed after them and left and right people were being shot at by Hydra and vaporizing into tin air. Peggy was running next to me. We were both trying to shoot anybody that was a threat and they were trying to shoot us. The closer we got the bigger of a target we were. One Hydra agent got a little too close to Peggy and tried to shoot her, but I quickly moved my arm in the way and my bracelets that covered my lower arms caught the blast. I quickly looked up at Peggy who was looking at me in utter shock. But I turned back to the Hydra agent and ran towards him. I leaped forward and kicked him in his chest, knocking him out.

Peggy came running next to me. "You'll explain later?" She said with a smirk. "I'll explain later." I told her as I grabbed the gun from the soldier.

We both ran inside the facility taking out other Hydra agents while also losing some of our soldiers. The Hydra agents that were blocking our way were almost taken out when one spoke up. "Cut of one head, two-.." And I shot him. "Sorry? What was that? You didn't finish." I said with a smirk.

"Alright this way y/n." Peggy told me. "No, you go. There are more of them here and I'll make sure nobody will surprise you from behind. Now go!" I yelled as I ran the other direction.

And on que more agents emerged. I shot at them and one by one they were all turning into dust. For a second I looked down at the gun. I was amazed that this gun was powered basically by a grain of sand that was from the Tesserect. Only gives me more reason to find the full Tesserect. I shook my thoughts away and started looking for it. The Tesserect might be in a lab and if that ugly red skull is there as well it would just be a bonus. As I started running I realized something.

"SHIT!" It's not gonna be in some lab. Hydra is gonna bomb cities in a plane. He and the Tesserect are on the Goddammed plane. "FUCK!" I yelled to myself as I turned around and started running into the direction Peggy went.

How could I not have thought of that? My mind is so distracted I need to focus. As I ran through the hall I saw soldiers laying on the ground. It pained my heart seeing them. But I will not let their lives be waisted. They can't win, Hydra can't win.

I ran though a big door and ended up in a enormous hallway. This is probably where the plane was, but it was gone. People were still fighting.

"Y/n?" I heard Gabe yell from behind me. I turned around and saw him fighting off a Hydra agent. I ran towards him and kicked the agent off and he slammed into the wall. I put my hand up for Gabe to grab and he did that. "I thought.. Steve and I both thought you and Buck-.." I looked down and shook my head.

"Your ok I see." He said as he gave me a quick hug.

"We still got some things to do. The hugging can wait." Colonel Phillips said as he stepped out of a car with Peggy. I let go of Gabe and walked over to Peggy following her. "Where's Steve? I thought he was gonna be with you." I asked her, my mind running with all the things that could have happened to him.

"He is on the plane. He is going to stop it." She told me while having a quick pace.

We all went to the control tower waiting for a response from Steve. It was all nerve wrecking. Steve was up against someone alone in a plane. And in the mean time more Hydra agents had showed up. Colonel Phillips had ordered the soldiers to fight them off while we waited for a response from Steve.

All the wile I could only think that we could not lose. So many people have lost their lives. Because of this stupid war, because of Hydra. So many innocents. They need to be avenged. And Steve has the power to do that. He needs to stop that plane and prevent more people from losing their lives.

"Come in this is Captain Rogers. Do you read me?" We heard over the radio. Peggy immediately went over to the speakers.

"Steve is that you? Are you alright?" Peggy asked in concern. "Peggy, Schmidt's dead!" Steve said over the coms. Relief washed over me. It is done then, we won.

"What about the plane?" Peggy asked Steve. "That's a bit tougher to explain." Steve answered back. There has got the be some place where he can safely land.

"Give me your coordinates, I'll give you a safe landing site." She pressed on. My heart was pounding. We won right? I was a bit unsure now. I didn't like the way this was going.

"That's not gonna be a safe landing, but I can try and force it down." Steve explained. Colonel Phillips tapped my shoulder and pointed to the door. I closed my eyes. I knew where this was going.

We walked out of the room and everything started to blur. We had to win. Steve coming back alive is us winning. We had to win. Everyone in the hall was quiet, besides the gunshots you could still hear from outside. I think we were all trying to listen to what the conversation was with Peggy and Steve.

In just three days time I can not lose.. I can not lose two people I care about. "Please live Steve." I whispered to myself as I looked down.

"This is my choice." I heard Steve say faintly over the coms. "No." I whispered as I shook my head. My heart was pounding so fast I could feel it in my ears. I felt so powerless. Please live. I thought to myself again and again. "Please live, you're a good man Steve." I said quietly to myself again. Anticipating what would come next.

I heard them talk about a dance. Scheduling a date.

"I'll show you how. Just be there." Peggy said her voice wavering.

"We'll have the band play something slow. I'd hate to step on your..." Silence.

I took a few steps back until I was leaning against the wall and closed my eyes for a second. We won, but what did we lose? I let out a wavering breath. I felt myself turn hot. Again I thought of why this was not in any of the history books. I never learned about Hydra, Captain America or the Howling commandos. Was this all for nothing.

My anger was boiling inside of me. All these lives lost.. and for what? I failed, I failed to do the one thing I was supposed to do.

Then something clicked in my mind. If all of this was not important enough to be written down and remembered in books, I'll make sure there is nothing to remember. I am going to kill all the Hydra agents, every last one of them.

I took a deep breath and stood up right and started to head towards the gunshots that were still going on outside.

"Where are you going Ironside?" Colonel Phillips asked.

"To do something I should've done right from the beginning." i yelled back as I went for the door.

As I came to the entrance our soldiers were taking cover. We had the facility. But the Hydra agents were still shooting trying to get through and there were a lot more than I initially expected.

"What are you doing here?! Take cover!" Gabe yelled from his hiding spot at me. I gave him one look before ignoring him and walking straight into the line of fire.

My hands started to glow and I put them in front of me to catch all the blasts that were coming my way. Their guns were strong but I was stronger. Soon everybody from Hydra was shooting at me while I still walked forward. I wanted to be far enough away from my soldiers.

"Y/n!" Gabe yelled after me.

The magic glow started to slowly surround me doing it's job of protecting me.

When I was far enough I closed my hands making fists. "You get what you deserve." I said quietly. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on my power. Where it was coming from and where I wanted it to go. I felt it the power all over my body, but it was the strongest by my heart. I felt it was contained, caged almost. I took a deep breath.

And in one swift motion I opened my hands and put my arms up to my side.

Gold and white glow blasted out and swirled all around me, it made me slowly float in the air. It became bigger and bigger quickly and as soon as it hit the agents it vaporized, leaving nothing behind. In seconds the Hydra agents the were attacking us were completely gone.

This power felt great. Finally it was being let out after so long. They were getting what they deserved. All of them.

"Y/N! Y/N!" I heard someone yelling from behind me. I turned around. It was Peggy with fear written all over her face.

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1972

"Love, you are losing yourself with all this power. You need to control it or it will control you." Loki told me with seriousness in his eyes. "Look around you. Look what it is destroying." I looked up at him. His eyes looked full of sorrow. He was right.

I turned around. Kattegat. All the memories I had here. It was all gone now.

To be continued

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Ævi - Frontlines

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Steve Rogers, Peggy, Loki, OC Vera

Warnings: Fluff, Violence, Angst, Me being sad writing this, we’re officially in Captain America the First Avenger now... So I guess spoilers? :( :( :(

Note: Omg.. When I tell you I have been dreading writing this part.. But like actually dreading.. Before I started writing this series I wanted it to be no more than 8 parts.. Just because of what is going to happen in this part it became a lot longer.. and now I'm sad

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Climbing this mountain was basically a death sentence. We all had to carefully go around to some kind of spot which would make it easy to get on the train. And let me tell you when Steve said that we had to go on a train yesterday I was not thinking we had to jump on from a mountain. No, I was thinking we're gonna hide somewhere in the train and jump out. So this.. This was not so great.

"This is a horrible idea." I said out loud. What if someone fell? I briefly looked down and I wasn't even able to see the ground. We all moved forward as carefully as we could with all the equipment that we needed to get on the train. Some stuff was really heavy, but luckily I didn't have to carry it. Not that I couldn't carry it, I just didn't want to.

"Oh Y/n, don't worry. What is a little adventure, right?!" Gabe said back. Not falling all the way down I thought to myself. As I was going for my next step I missed and almost fell down if Bucky wasn't in front of me and Gabe behind me. They both grabbed me and helped me get my footing back.

"I do think Steve is forgetting that not everyone here has some kind of serum running through their veins." Bucky said as he gave Steve a half pointed look. "We're almost there." Steve said apologetic.

And we finally got to a better more stable service. Steve helped all of us with the last few steps and everybody was setting up their things that we needed to get on that train.

"Here. I saw you didn't get a gun.. Again." Bucky told me as he handed me a handgun. "I'm fine with my.." I started. "I know you can fight well.. Really well with knifes. But I'd feel a lot better if you had this as well. And I know you can shoot, I remember from Coney Island." He said with a smirk. I shook my head and took the gun strapping it away.

"About that Steve." Bucky said as he turned around and walked towards the edge where Steve was looking out at the train track. "Is this some kind if payback, because I made you throw up?" They both moved out of the way for Dum Dum to shoot a rope down for us to slide down on when the train was here. "Now why would I do that?"

They were both trying to make light of the situation. I think we were all nervous for how this mission was about to go. We never jumped on a train like that. Or at all really. And we all had a very small window to get on that train.

I walked over to Gabe, he was listening to radio trying to figure out what was going to be on that train. "We were right. Dr. Zola's on the train." He told everyone. "Hydra dispatcher gave him permission to open up the throttle. Where ever he is going they must need him bad." Gabe continued. Steve and Bucky came to stand next to me. Steve nodded and put on his helmet, getting ready for the train.

I turned around and walked towards the edge. Bracing myself to basically zipline on a fast moving train. "We'll be alright, Doll." Bucky said as he put his hand on my shoulder. I looked at him and nodded. I had never felt this kind of nervous before. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips. Before we got interrupted.

"Let's get going, because they're moving like the devil." That was out warning that the train was here. Steve strapped his chain to the zipline. Bucky pushed me in front of him, so I was between Steve and Bucky.

"We only got about a ten second window. You miss that window, we're bugs on a windshield." Steve told us. "Great pep talk." I said under my breath.

I stood ready with my chain behind Steve. Oh boy do I wish I could fly right now. Dernier flagged his hand down and there went Steve down the zipline. I put my chain on as soon as Steve went down and felt Bucky briefly squeezing my shoulder. Then it was my turn and after it was Bucky's and Gabe's. The wind was freezing cold going down and it stung my face. That feeling was gone quickly, because it was time to let go and jump on the train. I found my balance quickly and looked behind me for Bucky. He landed safely as well. Now it was time to follow Steve. He had found a ladder down and we all got ready just incase someone decided to pop up on the train as well and fight us. After Steve gave the all clear we followed him in the train.

"I'm gonna go ahead and see if Dr. Zola is at the front of the train." Gabe yelled. We gave him the thumbs up before closing the door of the train. It instantly felt better not having that stinging cold going up into your face anymore.

I was about to go get my knifes from my back, but Bucky gave me a pleading look. He wanted me to hold the gun. He was obviously just as nervous as everybody else. I gave him I quick nod and took my gun instead, pointing it in front of me. We cautiously looked around for any threats and I looked around at the same time to see if by any chance the Tesserect would be on this train. Nothing as if yet. We walked over to the end of this cabin. Steve looked back briefly and then walked through the door opening for the next cabin. But before Bucky and I could follow the doors automatically slipped closed.

I quickly tried to pull on the door to see if it would open, but nothing. Then I heard gunshots coming from behind me. Bucky quickly stepped in action and started shooting at the offender. I pulled my gun up and did the same. "Get down!" Bucky yelled. I quickly took cover on the left side and he did on the right. Bucky kept firing upon them and one fell down. "How many?!" I yelled at him. There were bullets flying everywhere and I didn't have time to look yet at how many were firing at us. "THREE!" He yelled back.

I looked over and started shooting as quickly as I could to whatever movement I could see. Then I ducked for them firing at me. They had hit a thin pipe and it was making steam come out. I tried to look back and a bullet grazed next to my cheek. I got my gun ready again to shoot, but this time nothing came out. "Shit! I'm out!" I yelled at Bucky. I didn't have any extra bullets. But I had an idea. The pipe. I quickly leaped forward and pulled the pipe of the wall. "This is gonna be ugly." I said under my breath. Again I quickly looked up from my hiding spot and saw that two of them were also hiding on the left side behind boxes, but it wasn't really covering him.

The agent that wasn't well covered started firing at me and I ducked. I grabbed the pipe a little tighter and spun it in me hands once. After the shooting at me briefly stopped I quickly stood up and threw the pipe at the agent. And yes it was ugly, I hit him right through his chest to through the wall. He was hanging there and blocking the other agent from moving anywhere. This also distracted the agent that was hiding on the right and Bucky took that chance to shoot him and he fell to the ground.

This was my opening. I ran quickly to the other side of the train. I pulled the pipe out of the wall and the agent and hit the last standing agent in his head. Then I spun it around once more, quickly looking around if there were more agents hiding somewhere.

"They really need to teach the military whatever you know. Nobody would stand any chance." Bucky stated and I snorted at that. I am kind of cheating because I had a thousand years to perfect literally everything I know and wanted to learn.

"You ok?" He asked with a serious tone. I nodded. "You?" I asked him back and he nodded as well. We turned towards the door that had separated Steve from us ready to fight whatever came next. I was still holding the pipe, because I figured it worked the first time.

As we opened the door Steve came through. He had already successfully fought off his threat. "You guys ok?" Steve asked as he walked towards us. "We had him on the ropes." Bucky said smiling. Then we heard some kind of buzz. "GET DOWN!" Steve yelled as he pushed me and Bucky out of the way and held his shield up. Then a blue flash hit his shield but it reflected it towards the side of the train. Now there was this enormous hole in the train that instantly made it freezing inside.

Steve and I laid on the ground with the pipe I was holding earlier out of reach. Bucky instantly sprung in action and grabbed Steve's shield. He held it up and started shooting at the offender to no avail. That same buzzing sound came from the offender and shot at Bucky. "BUCKY!" I yelled. He got blasted back through the gap that was in the train. He luckily was able to grab on to something right away. Not caring what was happening around me I ran over to Bucky and reached out my hand.

I held on to the side of the wall but he was too far. He tried to reach out as well, but nothing was stable enough for him to reach forward more. I decided to climb down and reach for him again. "NO!" Bucky yelled. But I ignored him and climbed down further towards him. "TAKE MY HAND!" I yelled and this time he was able to reach for it. Bucky tried to move closer but his feet slipped down. He was only holding on to the railing with one hand and the other hand was holding mine.

"HANG ON!" I heard Steve yell from behind me. I looked over and Steve was climbing down as well. "GRAB MY HAND!" He yelled at me again. But before I could do anything the railing Bucky was hanging on to broke which made me fall with Bucky. "NO!" Was the last thing I could hear Steve yell before everything seemed to turn in slow-motion.

The speed of falling like this is something I had never felt before. It felt like all my intestines were floating around in my body and it made me feel sick. From the wind that was going past my ears I couldn't hear at first how Bucky was yelling. It was frightening. We were both holding onto each others hand as tightly as possible. I had to try and get us out of this. If the Bifrost was fast enough it could safe us both. "HEIMDALL! HEIMDALL! HEIMDA-.." Then everything turned black.

I felt cold. Freezing cold. It felt like all the air had been pushed out of my lungs and I had trouble getting air back in again. I slowly opened my eyes and it was dark out, but I could make out that I was somewhere between mountains and snow. I felt dizzy from just taking in what was around me. My whole body hurt, it felt like it had been put in a blender. I was trying to catch my breath and making my eyes focus better.

My breathing started to get better but my vision was not working. I started to rub my eyes hoping that that would help. As I pulled my hands away I decided to focus on that. They were covered with blood. I looked at my arms and saw that my jacket was ripped and also covered with blood. I quickly sat up and saw even more blood, but where was it coming from. I turned around to look at me and immediately saw Bucky. "No.."

I crawled over with tears in my eyes. "No.. no, no, no, no." As I came closer I already knew that he looked worse than I did. His back was turned towards me and I reached forward to turn him over. And as I did that I stumbled back. "Oh my God.." He was missing his left arm. Without even wanting too I saw his.. arm.. in the distance.

"Ok, Bucky. Wake up please. Come on." I said as I came closer again and put my hand on his cheek. It was cold. "Come on Bucky please." I pleaded with him. His chest was not moving. I put my fingers on his neck, looking for a pulse, but there was nothing. I shook my head. "Come on please!" I let out a breath before putting my hands on his chest. I had never done this before, but if I could heal a bullet wound.. I.. I have to try this. My hands started to glow it's golden and white glow.

"Come on! Work!" I scolded myself tears falling down my face. This glow looked pathetic. I needed to heal his whole body, but it was not getting bigger, the glow was not spreading. "Work!" I shook my hands briefly and tried again. I looked at Bucky's face to see if it was doing anything, but he laid still. "PLEASE!" I yelled up at the sky. But my glow stayed the same. I put my hands on his cheeks. "Please.. Please wake up Bucky.. I need you." I whispered. My tears fell down on his face, rolling down his cheek. It felt like a piece of my heart was gone. This can't be it.

"Bucky.. I can't do this without you.." After a moment my hands stopped glowing. It wasn't working... I.. I failed..

I don't know how long I had been sitting here. I think it turned light at some point then dark and now it was light out again. So maybe two days. But I wasn't sure. It might have been the clouds. I really couldn't tell anymore.

After a while I had moved so Bucky's head was laying in my lap. He was so cold. His.. His body was frozen. I was making myself go crazy with the things I should have done. I should've gone for the shield. I should've said that the whole train thing in general didn't sit right with me. I should have called for Heimdall earlier. The Bifrost never even came.. Did he not hear me?

My tears had stopped falling down my cheeks a little while ago, but I couldn't stop crying. Steve must be devastated. He was still out there somewhere. He was all alone and probably still trying to fight Hydra. And I still need to get the Tesserect I thought to myself. I let out a shaky breath and it sounded like I heard something in the distance. I saw some movement. And for the first time in a long time I felt like a scared little girl. I wanted to hide behind my parents and let them dealt with whatever confrontation that was coming.

Not knowing what to do I hid. I hid like a coward behind some rocks that could give me cover.

The people came closer. There were five of them holding guns. "Nimm ihn." One said as they came closer to Bucky. I shook my head and started to bang it against the rocks behind me. I'm such a coward. Do something. But I was frozen in my spot. They exchanged some words quietly before picky Bucky up. Now I felt my tears coming back. I failed. I failed Bucky. I failed Steve. But Steve I could still help. I had to help Steve. I had to try.

I looked back carefully trying to give Bucky one last look and for a split second it looked like his chest was moving. But I shook my head trying to get that thought out of my head.

"I'm sorry." I said quietly. I pulled my dog tags out of my shirt and held them tight. Taking a deep breath as I stood up and started walking the other direction.

"I love you. Now. Tomorrow. and Forever."

With every word I said I took a deep breath. And as I said the last word I put the dog tags back in my shirt and started running. Steve needed help.

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Ævi - Frontlines

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Steve Rogers, Peggy, Loki, OC Vera

Warnings: SMUT 18+, Fluff, Violence, we’re officially in Captain America the First Avenger now... So I guess spoilers?

Note: When I am writing and particularly writing about Bucky and y/n meeting again or them just being in love I always listen to Pirates of the Caribbean to the theme or Will and Elizabeth and I thought it would be good to share that with you guys. To get in the feels. Right now it jumps from POTC One day and the last minute or so from Drink up me hearties yo ho. I know it is so random, but I cannot get it out of my head.

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Part 11

""Are you ok?" I asked Bucky with hopeful eyes. "I-... I uh.. I'm ok. What happened?" He asked me as he sat up. Steve had caught up and dropped down next to us. "Are you ok! I saw you get shot!" Steve said. Bucky looked down at his shoulder. It was still covered in blood, but he could definitely tell something was off. He saw the wound, but it was small, but there was a lot of blood. He pulled down his shirt from his shoulder trying to see if there were more wounds, but that was it. He looked really confused. He slowly looked up at me. He tried to search my eyes for an answer. "I thought I got shot too. But I.. must have been blown back by something." Bucky looked at me to see if I had the answer for him.

"Blown back by what? Buck I saw you! Someone pointed a gun at you.. and shot it! How are you not hurt?!" Steve asked confused. I tried to avoid both their gazes. I wanted to explain, but I didn't know how. I startled a bit when Bucky put his hand on my leg all of a sudden. My leg was already completely healed. "I don't know.. Lets just get outta here before more Hydra agents decide to jump out." Bucky said as he stood up. He put his hand out to me and I took it to stand up. You could see Steve was at a loss for words. He was looking around him to see if there was a logical answer, but there was non.

"Com on, Bucky is right. We gotta go." I told Steve. He seemed to shake off whatever thought he had and started walking.

"Alright. Are you ready for today?" I asked Bucky as I jumped in bed next to him. I was already dressed for today. I was going to teach him how to work my knifes, or any knifes really. "I guess so." Bucky said a bit unsure as he turned around in bed to face me. "You know, usually I'm the one to wake you up." He told me as he pulled me over on his chest and gave me a kiss on my lips. I smiled in our kiss. No matter what thought or worry I had before the kiss it always seemed to go away when I was with Bucky. It gave me some sort of peace. Like nothing mattered what was happening around us. "I love you." I said as I slowly pulled back and hovered above him. "Now, tomorrow and forever." Bucky said with a big smile on his face and pulled me in tighter before letting me go and getting out of bed.

He was not wearing any clothes and I couldn't help myself but wander down. His back was turned to me which gave me a nice opportunity to look at his ass. So firm, I just wanted to smack it. I laid down and put my head on my hand. But as soon as I got comfortable he had found his underwire and put it on. Bucky noticed that I was looking so I gave him a big pout. He laughed and turned back getting his clothes. "You can see me naked again tonight." I snorted at that. Always so confidant.

After a moment of quiet Bucky spoke up. "So we're not gonna talk about what happened yesterday?" I looked at his back confused. "What do you mean?" I asked him, not understanding what he was talking about. As he got finished getting dressed he sat in front of me. He looked at his hands for a moment before looking at me again. Looking for the right words. "I got shot yesterday." That made me sit up right straight away.

I opened my mouth but no words came out. "I know there are some things you can't explain, but this one... I don't know how and I don't know what, but somehow you did something and now I just have a scratch on my shoulder. I need some kind of logical explanation for this.. Because I can't think of one." Bucky continued on. I owed him an explanation, that was for sure. "I-.." I closed my eyes, like that would give me the answer. "There is no logical explanation.. You did get shot, but..." I opened my eyes and looked at him. "There are things I can do the involve healing and.. I healed you.." I stammered on. Of course Bucky looked very confused, but he was trying to understand.

"That's how you healed yourself." He stated as he put his hand on my leg. I nodded at that. I didn't have to try technically, like with Bucky, but I still healed myself. "Alright. So you're a witch. Like in books and movies." He told himself more than me. "Not like in the Hobbit though." I laughed at him. I was ore relieved that he didn't make a big deal out of this. "Those are wizards." He tried to say serious, but failed as he started laughing.

After a moment of laughing I put my hand on his left shoulder. "Thank you." I told him. "For what? I should be thanking you." Bucky said as he smirked. "Thank you for not making a big deal out of this." That made his smirk turn into a smile. He put his left hand over the hand I had put on his shoulder and squeezed it. "You told me you would tell me when you're ready. And besides.. How amazing is it?! I am engaged with a witch! Not many people can say that." I laughed at that relieved. "You're a dork." He smirked and leaned forward for a quick kiss. "Your dork. And you gotta teach this dork how to fight with knifes... Soo lets go." He said as he stood up and pulled me with him with my hand.

We were at the base in London. I was strapping in my knifes and Bucky was looking at knifes he wanted to train with. There was so much to choose from and Bucky was taking it very serious into finding the right knifes. "You almost ready?" I asked him putting my hands on my hips. "Yeah I'm just trying to see..." He trailed off. I huffed at that. Then I'll choose. I walked over to the table of knifes. "These will do." I said as I picked up two knifes and flipped them around in my hands. The were very light and should be easy for him to handle.

"You gotta teach me how to do that." Bucky said in wonder which made me flip them around in my hands again before I handed the knifes to Bucky.

"Ok, so first of all.. Try not to stab yourself. Second try not to stab me." He scoffed at that. And I rolled my eyes. "Alright come here." I said as I walked towards the middle of the room and we stood slightly apart. "Besides wanting to know the tricks you need to know where to stab." I walked around him and took my knife from my holster.

"You want to avoid the ribs, because it can get stuck sometimes. If you go for the stomach it can get ugly. But there are two places that if you want to kill someone it will be the easiest." I grabbed his shoulder and pretended to almost stab him in the back. This made him startle and that made me smirk. "If you go for the lower back and hit up for the kidneys they usually won't come back up. And the neck." I said as I moved my knife up to his throat, but not putting any pressure on him. "If you go for the neck I assure you they will not come back up."

"This is nice and all, but I wanna see you in action." I could hear the smirk through his voice. And again I rolled my eyes. I removed my knife and put it in my holster again. Then I gave him a push forward. "Not so fast. You know where to hit, but you also need to know how to defend yourself if you ever get in a situation like this."

"To start, it is better to fight with one knife at a time. So if for what ever reason you lose one you'll have a backup." Bucky nodded taking it a little more seriously now. "Then obviously you don't want to be an open target. Keep your arms close to your body. And even though you have a knife in one hand and nothing in the other you can still hit them.. or kick them. Alright.. I'll show you now. Lets see how you can defend yourself Sargent." He nodded at that and got ready.

I took my knife out and flipped it in my hand. I charged forward and tried to go for his head, but Bucky was able to duck away which made me miss. He's fast, that's good. I went to kick him with my left leg which made him stumble back. I advanced forward again flipping my knife and went for his torso. If this was a real fight I would have hit him. "This would hurt." I said as I pushed him back. "I thought you said go for the kidneys and neck." Bucky said as he got back in his stance. "Yes, but if this is life or death I will try to hurt you no matter what to make you slow down. Now try to fight back." I charged forward again but faster. With my right hand I went for his neck but he blocked me and pushed me back. "Good... But you can do better." I charged at him again, but I quickly flipped the knife in my left hand and went for his neck again. This time he wasn't fast enough. "Dead." I told him. "You gotta teach me that one." Bucky said with a smile on his face.

"And you gotta fight back if you want to live." I told him a little serious but half joking. "I don't wanna hurt you doll." He told me seriously. "I promise you, you won't hurt me. Now try and get a grip on that knife and see how it feels." He did as he was told and swung it in front of him a few times to see how it feels.

"Hey! There you are." Steve said as he came walking in the room we were training at. "Hey Steve." I said as I turned towards him. "We got another mission. Tomorrow were going to Austria. Hydra is going to be shipping weapons on a train there and Zola should be there as well." I nodded at Steve. Maybe they would also be moving the Tesserect on the train. This could be a great opportunity. "What are you guys doing?" Steve asked looking over at Bucky who was still swinging his knife around and trying to flip it every now and then. "I'm teaching him how to fight with a knife.. But he's not very good." I said the last part a little quieter. "I heard that." Bucky said which made me and Steve laugh.

"I'm gonna head back up. Try not to hurt yourself." Steve said the last part to Bucky before turning to me. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do." He said jokingly before walking away.

"Ok, dork, lets get back to it." I said as I clapped my hands and turning towards Bucky.

"Doll.. I don't even think they are as cruel as you in the army." Bucky said as we came back in out apartment. I'll be honest I kinda gave him hell while we were training, but I want him to become good. I want him to defend himself. "So you rather have training from them then from me?" I asked smiling already knowing the answer. "Never." He said as he put his arms around me from behind and kissed me on my cheek. "I need a shower." He said sniffing himself. "Or we.." He started. I shook my head. "I don't think so." I said as I pushed him in the bathroom. "You go get that shower and after that I will. Then we need sleep, cause we're going to Austria tomorrow." Bucky gave me a big pout. "But.." "No." I interrupted before shutting the door in his face.

I smirked as I heard the shower turning on. I went to lay down on the bed and wait for my turn. It only took about ten minutes before Bucky came out of the bathroom with his towel sitting low on his hips. I gave him a quick up and down look which earned me a smirk from him before going into the bathroom myself to take a shower.

For some reason Loki popped in my head. I hadn't seen him in a while now. I hadn't seen anyone from Asgard in a while. They all knew I preferred being on Earth, but at least once a year I would visit them. I hadn't done that in a couple of years now. I missed Thor being his proud self and his stupid jokes, even though sometimes I'm not sure if he's joking. I missed Frigga, she would always teach me an new spell or practice some magic with me. Sif is the best drinking buddy anybody could ask for. Odin is.. Odin. Heimdall is basically my father, he has taught me how to fight with a sword and just taught me many lessons. I am honestly always happy that he is the first one I see as I go to Asgard. Then Loki, as annoying as he can be.. He has been my friend for so long. He had taught me a lot about fighting as well, but what I like the most about him that he was always up for an adventure. He had shown me many other planets and different realms. I know it was just an opportunity for him to get away from his family, but we always had fun doing it.. or usually we did. This had been the first time we had actually been in a fight like this.. And now I can't see him at all. Maybe after I tell Bucky what I am I could take him to Asgard. Most likely not a lot of people will be happy with that, but I'll deal with that after. Bucky wouldn't believe his eyes if he went to Asgard. I thought smiling to myself.

I turned the shower off and dried myself. I looked in the foggy mirror and looked at the dog tags hanging around my neck. I took them in my hand looking at them. Barnes. It is a nice name. Y/n Barnes. I thought to myself. "Y/n Barnes." I said now softly smiling. I like the sound of it. My name had been Y/n Ironside or Ævi for so long now, but I would love nothing more than to take his name. "Y/n Barnes." I said again. It sounded perfect. It made me even more excited for the war to be over and marry him. I let go of my dog tags and walked out of the bathroom with my towel around me.

As soon as I stepped out I heard Bucky whistle. "Wow! So beautiful, Doll!" He said with a smirk plastered on his face. I narrowed my eyes at him playfully. "How about now?" I said as I dropped my towel. He bit his lip. "There is nothing more beautiful in the entire universe."

I walked over to his side of the bed, swinging my hips as I did. Bucky's eyes never lost sight of my body. He was trying to take all of me in. Through the sheets I could already see something growing. I straddled his lap and he tried to sit up, but I pushed him down. "You did enough exercise for today." I told him as I grinded down on him which made him inhale sharply.

I moved closer and planted my lips on his. His hands went for my hips helping me move on his length as there were still sheets in between us. I felt him getting harder and myself getting wetter. Our want for each other growing. "I want you." Bucky said between kisses as he tried to go for my folds but I grabbed his hand, stopping him. "I said you did enough exercise for today." Bucky snorted. I moved his hand back on my hip and moved the sheets out of the way. His length sprung and I started grinding him again. Hitting my sensitive bud as I did.

I started moving my hips faster and felt a knot form. I started to moan in the kisses, which made Bucky grab my hips tighter. I pressed down harder which started to make me see stars. "Cum for me baby." He whispered in my ear. And I did, my hips losing it's pace. My vision clouded with stars and it slowly went away.

Bucky tried to sit up to flip me over. "I said, you did enough exercise today." I told him with a smile as I pushed him back. I grabbed his length and pumped him a few times before lining myself up. I slowly sat down, his length stretching my walls. When I was ready I started moving slowly. His whole length almost out before taking it all in again. Bucky was a moaning mess underneath me.

When the suspense was almost killing us both I started to move faster. His length filling me perfectly with every thrust. Both out moans became louder and Bucky's hips started to twitch. His hands were grabbing my hips tighter with every thrust. I put one of my hands on his chest and one in his hair. I went down to trail kisses under his ears. This earned me a growl and Bucky started to thrust up in to me. Every thrust went faster and harder, hitting all the right spots. Soon I felt another knot building up quickly. My moans became even louder and I was almost afraid the neighbors would complain tomorrow. Bucky took this as his que to now move his hand and rub it over my still sensitive bud. "Oh-.. Oh God-..Bucky." I said softly as I came undone.

Bucky started to quicken his pace before letting out a groan. Snapping his hips up irregularly and slowing down. He put his arms around me, trying to pull me closer, if that was even possible. He gave me a kiss on the top of my head. "I love you." He said in my hair. "I love you too." I told him as I moved, his length slipping out of me, giving me an empty feeling.

I sighed after a moment. "What's wrong?" Bucky asked sleepily. "I can't wait for this war to be over so we can marry." That made him pull me closer to his chest. "Me neither." Again it was like I could hear the smirk in his voice. "I'll be Mrs. Barnes." I told him. "I like that. Y/n Barnes." Hearing him say it made me even more excited. "Bucky and Y/n Barnes." Soon. Soon that would be real.

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Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Steve Rogers, Peggy, Loki, OC Vera

Warnings: Fluff, Violence, we’re officially in Captain America the First Avenger now... So I guess spoilers?

Part 10

I woke up next to Bucky the next day with the blankets sprawled all over me and Bucky laying his arm lazily over me, still asleep. I looked at the dog tags that I was wearing. It felt nice having something with Bucky's name on it, to have something of his with me. I carefully turned around towards Bucky. He looked so peaceful in his sleep. Even in his sleep he had his well known smirk plastered on his face, probably dreaming about some good things. I reached with my hand towards his face. Slightly tracing his lips with my fingers and then up to his cheek. I was rubbing slow circles on his cheek with thumb.

"Good morning." He said quietly, his smirk becoming bigger. "Sorry for waking you up." I told him apologetic sliding my hand back to my place, but he quickly grabbed it. "Waking up next to you is the best thing, so never apologize for that doll." He told me as he guided my hand back to his cheek and he opened his eyes to look at me.

"What are you up to today?" I asked starting to rub circles on his cheek again. "If it were up to me.. I'd stay here the whole day." Bucky moved closer, our heads touching. My hand slid down to his neck. "But sadly it is not up to you. So what are you gonna do?" I said smiling. "Training. I wanted to ask.. Do you want to train with us or did they teach you enough in Sweden and Norway? You still got me curious about that, doll, but if you don't want to tell me I'll respect that." He continued on. I understood the curiosity and I wanted to tell him, but I didn't know what his reaction would be. "I have learned a lot from Sweden and Norway. And I will tell you everything you want to know, but I need time to find the right words.. And I want the world not to be going to shit." I slightly laughed. There was so much going on.. And how do you even tell a person that I am from the future, but have lived so far in the past as well. I honestly never told anyone before, besides Bjorn and his family, but they were there when I was figuring out what was happening to me. And then Loki, Thor, Odin, Heimdall and Frigga know, more like everyone in Asgard knew, but those five actually know the whole story. But besides that I never even tried to tell someone. And this time I really wanted to tell Bucky, but I have no clue how.

"I understand. Don't worry." He smiled then sighed. "I need to get ready." He turned over on his back. "At least we work at the same place." And he gave me a kiss on my mouth. But as soon as it started, it was over. "Lets get ready for work." I told him as I started to get up. "But lets end our day like this." He pulled my arm, making me fall on him. He kissed me again, this time it was deeper. He flipped us over, so now he was hovering over me. "I need to get these replaced." He said as he held his dog tags in his hand. He gave me a smirk. "They do look a lot better on you." He leaned in again for another kiss. "Bucky.. We.. Need.. To.. Get.. To.. Work.." After every word I got another kiss. I couldn't stop giggling between the kisses. "Bucky." I tried, but not really trying to stop him. "Alright. Lets get to work." And he stood up. As he started to walk away he turned around quickly once more and gave me another kiss. "Last one." He said as he almost skipped to the bathroom. All I could do was laugh.

-I walked in the facility to meet up with someone named Howard. Before I greeted everyone I decided to put the dog tags under my shirt. "Ah! You must be Y/n Ironside!" A man called and kind of startled me. "Yes I am." I said with big eyes turning around to see where the voice was coming from. It was a man with dark hair and a mustache. He walked up to me and put out his hand. "Nobody told me how beautiful you are. I am Howard Stark." He happily said as he was shaking my hand. "Howard Stark, I swear I have heard that name before. What's your full name?" He smirked. "Howard Anthony Walter Stark. You may have heard of me through my inventions. I have been trying to make cars fly and I see it happening in the near future." The last part I barely heard what he said. I could only think of the name Anthony. Anthony Stark. Tony Stark. Right before I got zapped away to the past he told everyone he is Iron Man. Is Howard or I Howard going to be his father, I mean they are on the same path of inventing things.

"I think I have heard Bucky mention your name before." I responded. "Bucky? Your husband?" He asked, trying to figure out whatever he was trying to figure out. "No.. But I am taken, if that's what you're getting at.." I said as I narrowed my eyes at him. He put his hands up. "Just curious. Anyway, I'll give you the tour of what we got." He said as he started walking, indicating I needed to follow. "So we have been dismantling the guns you had found in Switzerland. And there are some really interesting parts." He walked towards a machine that was holding up something that was shining blue. "This was something that was found in the guns." He explained. I stepped closer. There was no way. It looked like it was part of the Tesserect. That's how they made the guns. With the machine he was holding up the little piece, carefully. "Seems harmless enough." Howard stated. "Hard to see what all the fuss is about." He moved another machine arm closer, this one had a sort of laser. "NO!" I yelled as we got hit back by the blast of the little stone. "Write that down." Howard said. "Are you ok?" I asked as I came over to help him up. "I'm fine darling." He said as I helped him up. "Whatever that small thing is.. it is powerful." He stated.

This was actually good to know. To have the power of the stone, you don't need the whole stone. Even small bits and pieces could be powerful enough if you used it. I know the power I have is strong, but having the spell on me that Frigga helped me with so the stone can not be traced was not letting my powers come out to my full extend. I also have never really been able to use my full powers, for my own protection and others. Sometimes I do wonder what my limit is, but what if it is too much? What if I hurt people that I swore to protect? What if I cant control it? These are questions I don't want answers to right now or maybe ever.

As I turned around I saw Steve walking up. "Hi Steve." I said happy to see him and giving him a quick hug. "I have a question. What does fondueing mean?" He asked quietly. I snorted. "What? Fondue is just cheese and bread, dork." He narrowed his eyes seeing if I was joking. "Really?" He asked. "Really." I laughed.

"Alright ladies come on." Howard said ready to get back to work. "Right now we're working on everything to make sure you and your men, and woman, do not get killed." He told us showing Steve around the lab. I had no idea what they were making. "Carbon polymer. Should withstand your average German bayonet. Although Hydra's not going to attack you with a pocket knife." Howard told us as he showed us some material. It was most likely for his suit. "I hear you're kind of attached." Howard said as he patted the shield Steve had with him at the Hydra facility. It had a few bullet holes in them. Would be useless now. "It's handier than you might think." He told him. "You know you should think about a weapon or something to protect yourself with as well. Not just a shield." I told Steve. "I don't know. I don't think I want a offensive weapon. I want to protect people and defend them. How am I supposed to do the with a weapon." The last part wasn't a question. And he was right. To have a sort of shield as a symbol for protection would be such a good message. Steve has always been such a good man, fighting for what is right. I almost feel like a proud mother. "You're right. I completely agree with you." I told him. But what does that say about me? I swore to protect Life. And always when I fight I have my sword with me or knifes. Was I wrong for doing that?

"I took the liberty of coming up with some new options for your shield." Howard broke my train of thought. On the table there were many other shields. And they were the complete opposite of what Steve wanted. Howard was explaining somethings about the shields as I saw out of the corner of my eye another shield. Much smaller than the ones on the table. "What about this one?" I asked as I took the shield from next to the table and handed it over to Steve. It was very light. "No, no, that's just a proto type." Howard said dismissively. "What's it made of?" Steve asked him. "Vibranium. It's stronger than steel and a third the weight. It's completely vibration absorbent." Steve was spinning the shield around in his hands checking it out. He put the shield on his arm and gave it another look. "It looks good, Steve." He smiled and nodded at me. He also seemed to like it a lot too. "That is the rarest metal on Earth." Howard told him.

"You quite finished Mr. Stark?" Peggy asked as she came walking in the lad. "What do you think?" Steve asked Peggy. I could see in his eyes that he really like her. Slightly trying to show off his stance with the shield. In a quick motion Peggy grabbed a gun and fired at Steve. I quickly stepped away looking on in shock. Four shots and not even a dent in the shield. Howard's mouth was gaping open from shock. "Yes I think it works." Peggy said as she brushed by Steve. When Peggy was out of sight I spoke up. "What the hell did you do?!" I yelled at him punching him in the shoulder. "I-.. I don't know.." Steve said stammering. I narrowed my eyes at him. "Steve?" I said in a warning tone. "She might have seen me kiss another dame." That deserved another punch to his shoulder. "You what?! I thought you like Peggy? What are you doing kissing other girls for?" He shook his head. "I don't know. I didn't mean to." I pushed him. "Well you better get your priorities straight, cause we are leaving soon." I said as I walked away from him.

We had done a few missions already. It felt strange working with multiple people at once. I was so used to working alone. But there was still no luck on the Tesserect. There were many people with the same guns we had found earlier, but that was it. It was becoming so frustrating to still not be able to find anything. Even more so when people around me were getting hurt.

"Alright, here is the plan. Sergeant Barnes, you are gonna go up on the hills and you will be the look out for us. I will go down first to the facility and take out any threats that are outside. Dugan, Morita, Falsworth you take the Eastside. Jones and Dernier take West. Sawyer, Pinkerton and Juniper take North. Y/n, you stay close to me." Everybody nodded in agreement. We all got ready and checked our things. I put my knifes behind my back and Bucky had added a hand gun to my belt as well. He had told me it would make him feel less worried if I didn't just have knifes with me.

"You got everything?" Bucky asked coming closer and strapping his riffle to his back. "I do." I told him showing off the gun he gave me. "You have enough bullets?" I smiled. "I do. Don't worry. I am probably not even gonna use the gun anyway. So don't worry." I said smiling coming closer. "Besides.. I have this to protect me." I showed him the dog tags that were hidden under my shirt. "I would feel better if I was actually with you." He told me as he took the dog tags in his hand and gave them another look. "You know I need to check the facility. Who else is gonna make sure it is safe from a distance?" I told him smiling. "You really need to teach me how to fight with knifes." He told me as he pulled me closer to his chest.

It was always scary separating like this. Bucky was always somewhere behind up in the hills or between the trees. When I was somewhere at the front with Steve or Gabe Jones. I knew Bucky could defend himself, but I never have really seen him fight hand to hand.

"Alright. After this mission I will teach you a few things with me knife. Just don't do anything stupid." He laughed and nodded and hugged me a little tighter. I put my head down on his chest. Hearing his heart steadily pump. His warm embrace always calmed me down or just made me feel at peace. I breathed in his scent, he smelled like gunpowder and warm wood. "Be safe out there." I told him quietly. He put his hand up to my hair and started rubbing circles. "I will."

The mission had gone fairly well. We took out every Hydra member at this facility. But still no Tesserect. I mean how many hiding places do they even have? I feel like I have looked everywhere, but every single time there was nothing.

"Did you find what you where looking for?" Steve asked coming up behind me. "No, still nothing." I shook my head. It was getting so frustrating leaving empty handed every single time. "Did anybody know about what you were looking for?" Steve continued on. I wish someone did know as to where to find the Tesserect. "No, I need to find someone who is in some of the higher ranks they-.. Ahh!" My leg felt hot. I looked down and there was blood gushing out of my upper leg. I fell to the ground from the pain. In just a moment it would be gone, so I couldn't make a tooo big of a scene about it, but right now it hurt a lot and it was hard not to scream. Steve quickly jumped in action to the offender. He threw his shield towards the Hydra agent and he fell down.

"Y/n!" I heard coming from my right. Bucky was running down a hill towards me. "No! Stop!" I yelled. He didn't look if it was clear. Because behind the tree I saw another agent come out from hiding pointing his gun to Bucky's back. I quickly grabbed my knife I had behind my back and threw it at the Hydra agent. Bucky was trying to turn around and put his gun up at him at the same time, but the knife already hit the Hydra agent in his chest. In that moment the Hydra agent had pulled the trigger and hit Bucky in his right shoulder. "Bucky!"

My leg was not fully healed yet, but I bit down the pain and ran towards Bucky as fast as my legs could take me. Everything seemed to go in slow-motion from that moment on. I slowly saw Bucky fall to the ground and I felt like I couldn't breathe anymore. Every step I took made my heart beat faster for the worry I had for Bucky. As I came close to him I dropped to my knees.

"Bucky keep your eyes open!" I said. I checked his shoulder and saw all the blood gushing out. "Are you ok?" Bucky asked me out of breath. "Worry about yourself, Buck. You need to stay awake." I had to heal him even though there were people around me. I looked at Bucky's face and saw it drain of color. His eyes were slowly dropping. "Stay with me." I told him as I put my hand on his bullet wound. I quickly looked around and saw that Steve was already running towards us. It was now or never I thought. I put all my energy I had towards my hand and it started to light up. White and gold swirling around my hand and going through Bucky's skin. I looked at Bucky's face again and saw his eyes snap open. It worked. I slowly lifted my hand up and saw that the wound was already as good as healed. There was still a cut left, but it was nowhere near as bad as it was before. This would be naturally healed in a little more than a week. My hand had stopped glowing.

"Are you ok?" I asked Bucky with hopeful eyes. "I-... I uh.. I'm ok. What happened?" He asked me as he sat up. Steve had caught up and dropped down next to us. "Are you ok! I saw you get shot!" Steve said. Bucky looked down at his shoulder. It was still covered in blood, but he could definitely tell something was off. He saw the wound, but it was small, but there was a lot of blood. He pulled down his shirt from his shoulder trying to see if there were more wounds, but that was it. He looked really confused. He slowly looked up at me. He tried to search my eyes for an answer. "I thought I got shot too."

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Ævi - Frontlines

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Loki, Steve Rogers, OC Vera

Warnings: Violence, we’re officially in Captain America the First Avenger now... So I guess spoilers?

Part 9

“Steve?” I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was either him or someone that looked A LOT like him. “What the hell happened to you? And what are you wearing.” I wondered. He used to be slightly shorter than I was, but now I was looking up at him.

“It’s a long story and I’ll tell you all about it. But right now I am looking for Bucky and I’m assuming you are too.” He said. Bucky? “What? Is he here?” I asked trying to process everything that was going on right now. This was confusing. “What happened to Bucky?” Steve nodded. “The 107th got taken here and so was Bucky. He said as he moved on to the door next to him and I followed him. “Sergeant, three-two-five-five-seven.” I could hear coming from the room. It was Bucky’s voice. As I walked in further I saw him laying on the table. “Bucky?” Steve said as he rounded the table to stand next to him. I ran over to stand on the other side. “Are you ok?” I asked putting my hand on his cheek. He felt hot. “Oh my God.” Steve said as he unbuckled the straps holding Bucky into place. Bucky was just staring at the ceiling not meeting anyone’s eyes. “Bucky. Look here, come on.” I turned his face towards me and he finally met my gaze. “Y/n?” He asked confused. “We’re gonna get you out of here.” I told him. “We? Is- is that?” He turned his head towards Steve. “It’s Steve, yes, it’s me.” He answered back. “Come on. I thought you were dead.” Steve said as he pulled him up from the table. “I thought you were smaller.” Bucky said in wonder looking at Steve, just as confused as I still was about this. Bucky looked over at me. “How did you get here?” He asked as he slumped over. I quickly ran forward to catch him almost falling. “It’s a long-..” I started as Bucky planted a kiss on my lips. “I never thought to see you here.” He told me as he pulled back. I smiled at him. In all this chaos going on I didn’t know what to expect, but this was a really nice surprise.

“Come one, we gotta go.” Steve said as he put Bucky’s arm around his shoulder to keep him up, I did the same on the other side. Bucky looked over to Steve again. “What happened to you?” He asked as we started moving out of the room. “I joined the army.” Steve said.

As we were walking through the hallway Bucky kept asking Steve questions about his height difference. Until the building started shaking. We came to a big storage area where bombs where exploding one by one.

“Captain America! How exciting!” Someone said on the other side. It was a tall man and the small man I passed earlier in the hallway before seeing Steve. “I am a great fan of your films!” He continued. “Films?” Bucky and I asked at the same time. Steve just gave us a nod. Bucky looked at me seeing if I had any answers. I just shrugged. “So Dr. Erskine managed it after all. Not exactly an improvement, but still impressive.” Steve and the man started walking closer to each other. Until Steve hit him in the face, my eyebrows shot up at that not expecting that. It looked like he had a lot of power behind that punch without a lot of effort. The man hit back but hit Steve’s shield denting it. Steve tried to reach for his gun until he got hit with another punch and flew back. Laying on his back Steve kicked his feet up which made the man fly back. Now the small man pulled a lever pulling the bridge apart that Steve was standing on.

“I was Dr. Erskine’s greatest success. He said as he pulled on his face revealing his red skull. I looked on in shock, not expecting any of this to happen. Red skull gave some more threats before leaving in an elevator as more explosives went off around us.

“Come on, let’s go up.” Steve said as he pulled Bucky and me with him. Bucky holding my hand tightly. We followed him up the stairs and in front of us there was a beam. “I’ll go first, one at a time.” Bucky said before letting go and climbing over the railing. The beam was wiggling from his weight and the explosives going off around us. Then the beam slightly snapped and moved down a little bit. “Bucky!” I yelled in fear. “I’m ok!” He yelled back. He continued on and got to the other side. As he climbed over he yelled. “Come on! This thing isn’t gonna hold.” I looked at Steve. “Come on your turn. Go to Bucky.” He said motioning for me to go. I climbed over the railing and started quickly but carefully walking on the beam. A bomb exploded underneath me and the whole beam was starting to shake and drop down more. I quickly ran forward and jumped, I caught myself on the railing by Bucky. He grabbed my arms tightly and pulled me up. As I stood next to him he took my hand again. “Gotta be a rope or something!” Bucky yelled at Steve. “Just go! Get out of here!” Steve yelled as he was waving his hands. “No! Not without you!” He yelled back tears in his eyes and holding my hand tighter.

Steve started to bend the railing and took a few steps back before running forward. Jumping as more explosives went off. He easily landed over to where we were without needing any help. That was a big jump I thought to myself. “Come on let’s go!” He said before he already started running for the exit. Bucky and I hurriedly following Steve. I had so many questions about what made him what he is now.

Steve kicked a door down and as we ran through there were more guards that probably hadn’t made it out yet. Buy one of the guards was wearing this big beefy suit, luckily there was only one of them and three regular guards, but behind the big guy there was Colonel Lohmer hiding. I looked at Bucky and he seemed scared by just getting a look from the Colonel. As I was turning back to the guards the big guy shot something at us which made us fly back.

I sprung in action immediately, I jumped up from the ground I was laying on and pulled Loki’s knifes from behind my back. I made a start towards the guards and as I came close enough I slid on the ground with me knees, cutting the two of the smaller guards legs along the way and they fell on the ground. The next small guards tried to make a start at me, because I was still down, but I quickly jumped up and made a cartwheel hitting him in the face with my feet. Now standing up I kicked both of the first guards in their head. Three down, two to go.

The big guy was pointing his weird big gun at me. I kicked at his arm and he fired, hitting a wall and rubble coming down. “What the hell is this?” I said more to myself. Distracted he got the opportunity to push me back and hard. I fell back near Steve. “You ok?” He asked as he got up and pulled me with him. I nodded ready to run back to the fight, but Steve was ahead of me. He ran towards the big guy and kicked him in his chest making him fly back and knocking him out along with the others. I turned towards Bucky who was still on the ground, probably trying to process what was happening. I gave him my hand and pulled him up. I tried to check him, looking for injuries. “I’m ok.” He said knowing what I was doing. But he didn’t look at me. He was looking at the Colonel who was cowardly running away from the fight. “Who is that?” I asked trying to understand why he was scarred. “He-..” His voice slightly shaking. It was uncomfortable for him to speak about it clearly. and that told me enough. “Lets go.” I said to Steve and Bucky. We probably didn’t have a lot of time left until the whole building would collapse.

Running out of the building we saw people gathering that didn’t look like they belonged with Hydra. “Follow them. They were taken prisoner as well.” Steve told me answering the question I had. Looking around us this looked like a battlefield. People laying lifeless on the ground, weapons next to them. I walked closer to one of the guns I saw the big guy holding. It looked like something from the future. As I picked it up it didn’t feel as heavy as I expected. Maybe that was because it was shooting weird blue lasers. “What’s wrong?” Bucky asked as he came standing next to me. “I just have never seen anything like this before. It doesn’t make any sense.” I was inspecting it, trying to figure out how something like this can exist in the forties.

In the distance buy the burning building I saw something move or better said someone. It was the Colonel. I ran towards him as quick as I could. “Stop right there?” I yelled as I pointed the gun up at him. He put his hands up and slowly turned towards me. “Taking me prisoner?” He asked. “Maybe. Depends with what kinda information you can give me.” He smirked. “Oh I see that you made friends with the test subject.” He said in a sinister tone as Bucky came standing next to me again. “You healed quite nicely, considering all the beating you received.” He continued smiling. He actually thought it was funny, how dare he. I came closer pointing the gun at his head. “How did you make these?” I asked trying to ignore what he just said about Bucky. “Little girl, your mind will not comprehend what we did and used to make that.” Trying to dismiss me. “Try me. What did you use to make these.” I demanded. Bucky put his hand on my shoulder. “Y/n, lets just go, he’ll get what he deserves.” Bucky said quietly. “Not yet. What did you use!?” I demanded again. “A magical cube.” He said mockingly. “Lets go. He’s not going to answer your question.” Bucky started to pull me away. But that answer, answered more than Bucky could understand. But I decided to listen to him anyway. “Cowards.” I heard to Colonel say under his breath. I turned around and pointed the gun at him and shot him. He turned into dust. “What the hell.” I said, looking at the damage of what I just did. I gave one look at the gun and dropped it out of my hands. What did I just do? Bucky grabbed my hand and pulled me towards where Steve was waiting for us.

As we got to camp I was walking between Steve and Bucky. He exchanged some words with, what I’m assuming to be the Colonel. When he left a woman walked up to Steve. “You’re late.” She said to Steve. “I couldn’t call my ride.” Steve said as he showed him his walkie. That made her give him a small smile. “Hey! Let’s hear it for Captain America!” Bucky yelled. He smiled down at me. Bucky looked so proud at him, yet a little sad. When people where still cheering Steve turned towards us. “Bucky, Y/n, this is Agent Peggy Carter. Peggy, this is Bucky and Y/n.” Peggy offered her hand to me first. “I’ve heard a lot about you two.” She said as she shook my hand and then Bucky’s. “Only good things I hope.” Bucky said awkwardly smiling. She nodded.

“Well, Bucky needs to get checked out by a medic, where can he do that?” I asked Peggy. “I’m fine, doll don’t worry.” I shook my head. “No, you’ve been in there for God knows how long. You’re gonna get checked out.” He put his hands up, giving in, knowing I wouldn’t stop otherwise. “It’s that tent over there.” Peggy pointed to the direction that we needed to walk and I grabbed Bucky’s hand and pulled him with me.

“You’re one of the soldiers that was taken past the frontlines?” One of the medics asked as we walked in. Bucky nodded and got quickly looked over. “You don’t seem like you’re injured?” The medic wondered. “It’s because I’m not. But this beautiful woman wants to be reassured.” He said as he nodded his head over to me. “Can I have a moment?” I asked the medic and he nodded and walked away. I closed the curtains around me for some privacy. “What are you doing?” I asked him. “What..? What do you mean?” He asked confused. “You could get discharged and go home.” I explained. This war is far from over and being in America was a lot safer than being here. “Why would I do that?” He asked not getting what I was saying. “You promised to not fight, you did anyway, which.. is fine, but now you’re done. You know what it is like to fight in a war now.. so you can go home.. Where it is safe.” He shook his head. “I can’t go home now.. Steve is here.. You’re here.” He said as he stepped closer putting his hand on my cheek. “I need you to be safe.” I told him as I put my hand on his. “And I need you to be safe. And what better way to do that by staying with you.” I shook my head. “It’s not safe here, Buck.” I said looking him in his eyes. “Would you come with me now then if I did go home?” I looked down. I couldn’t do that. Not yet. “I know you can’t. Cause whatever you were after in that facility, you don’t have yet what you were looking for. And you don’t need to tell me what it is that you are after, but let me help you, with whatever you need, doll.” He told me. It made me happy that he wanted to help, but him staying here made me fear what could happen to him. I nodded, confirming I want his help and I’ll give him my help with whatever he needs. He smiled at me and inched closer giving me a kiss. As he slowly pulled back he started to talk again. “Can I just ask one question?” He asked. “Sure.” I told him hoping it wasn’t something I couldn’t answer. “You’re not a spy or something are you? For what ever country that uniform is from.” That made me laugh.” No, I’m not a spy.” I shook my head at the absurdity of the question, even though I could understand why he would ask that. “And this is from Norway. They don’t exactly know I have this uniform.” Bucky started to laugh at that.

It took some convincing, but I was allowed to work with Steve and Bucky and the howling commandos. Peggy helped me out a lot, she is an amazing strong willed woman and I can see why Steve likes her. We had transferred to London to find more places where Hydra had facilities like that and plan. Steve had seen a map and gave them the places. Tonight we were celebrating and even though we were in the rubble in the middle of London, it felt like everything was normal.

“Wow!” Bucky exclaimed as I walked in the bar. “What did I do to deserve to even look at you? You look beautiful. It kinda looks like the same dress you wore when I first met you.” He continued on. It was a steel blue dress this one was a bit shorter and lower cut, but it did look similar. “I want to look good for you.” I told him as I walked over and planted a kiss on his lips. “I gotta find you a ring somewhere quick.” I smiled at that. “You don’t have too.” I told him honestly. I didn’t need a ring. Or anything really, I just needed Bucky. I turned towards Steve who was awkwardly looking on. “Hi Steve. Thank you for letting me fight with you.” Steve put his hand up. “Are you kiddin’ the way you where fighting at that facility? I would be a fool to not let you come with us.” He explained. I was happy that they weren’t asking me a lot of questions about why exactly I was there and how I was even able to fight. But if they’re not asking, I’m not explaining. “Thank you either way, Steve.”

Then in walks Peggy and you could almost hear his heart racing. “Come on, Buck.” I said as I took Bucky’s hand and guided him away from Steve and Peggy. “I still have my beer.” He said as he tried to reach for it but failed. “I’ll get you a new one.” I dragged him to the other side of the bar. “Can I get two beers.” I said to the bartender. As I turned around Bucky was smiling at me. “What?” I asked. “Nothing. I just still can’t believe you’re here.. Right in front of me!” Bucky said happily pulling me close to him. “You’re such a dork.” I giggled. “I’m your dork.” He answered back. It did feel so nice having him close again. Especially in his arms, it felt warm and safe and.. normal. I felt like I was human, like every moment counted.

So I decided to take it in. I laid my head down on his shoulder. “I didn’t know how much I missed you and needed you until I saw you again.” I told Bucky. I put my hand on his chest and started playing with his dog tags. “I missed you too. I missed you so much.” And he put his arms around me a little tighter. I looked at the dog tags inspecting them. “James B Barnes, 32557038, T41 42 O.” Bucky snorted. “If you lose these? Will you just get new ones?” I asked him looking up. “Yew, why?” I stood up getting slightly out of his grip. “This will be my engagement ring. And if you still want to give me a ring, you can give me one when we are married after the war.” I told him as I took of his dog tags and put them on me. The bartender came and gave us our drinks.

“You wanna wait until after still?” He asked. “Well.. It’s not like we’re saving ourselves. And I want to marry you when things are more normal and not rushed.” He nodded at that. “This war better be over soon.” He said as he got his beer holding it up. “To my fiancé.” I grabbed my beer. “To my fiancé.”

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Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Loki, Steve Rogers, OC Vera

Warnings: idk

Part 8

“What do you mean? I didn’t know that was Bucky’s.” He shrugged. Acting stupid. But I knw him better than that. “Where is the rest?” I asked calmly. “Love I don’t know what you are talking about.” My eyes started to glow. “Loki, tell me where the rest is now or we’re gonna have a problem.” I said as I stepped closer to him. He sighed. “I did this for your own good.” He responded as he made a bundle of letters appear with his magic. I grabbed it out of his hands. There were so many envelopes, they were all opened. “You read them!?” I asked angerly. All he could do was look down. Avoiding my gaze.

“Why?” I asked angerly wanting answers. “He is disposable, he is not forever, even though I have heard you say that it will be forever and I’ve read it. Y/n, there are more important things going on and you are deciding to ignore that for him. He is making you weak, while you can be so much stronger.” I closed my eyes not wanting to see his face right now. “You had no right Loki.” I said as I stormed off to go sit outside. I wanted to read all Bucky’s letters.

In the letters I could feel the hurt behind them of not hearing back from me. The worry that something might have happened to me while I was in Norway. Tears were streaming down my face. This wasn’t fair. Loki taking these letters. How dare he. And who is he to decide for me what is or isn’t holding me back.

After I read the last letter I decided to go back inside. “I’m sorry y/n.” Vera said, she felt sorry for me. “It’s ok. I’m gonna find out where he is training and maybe I can get him out or become a nurse there or something.” Vera pulled me by my arm. “Is that a good idea?” She asked me. “Yes, I could heal him if something happens to him, he’ll at least be safer if I’m there.” I went on. I walked upstairs to pack whatever I needed to go where ever I needed to go. “Y/n, you might want to think this through a little more.” I turned around looking at her. “I am thinking this through. I need to go see him. He thinks I am dead. I need to see him. Wouldn’t you have done that for your husband?” I asked Vera. “I would, but you are not me y/n. You have other things to worry about... The Tesserect?” I closed my eyes. I already forgot. “Shit.” I said under my breath shaking me head. I didn’t want to admit it, but Vera was right. I sighed rubbing my eyes with the palms of my hands. “You’re right... I’m gonna pack and look for who ever took it.” I will find Bucky after I retrieved the Tesserect, it shouldn’t take that long.

After I packed my things in a small bag I was ready to go where ever the tracks will take me. It hurt not bein able to go to Bucky. I did write him another letter and will be sending it myself. Hopefully Bucky will get it and otherwise Steve will.

Dear Bucky,

I am so terribly sorry for not writing you sooner. I just today received your all your letters from the last five months. There has been some trouble with the mail here.

You need to know I am ok and I am safe. I understand why you are joining the army, even though it does make me very sad. But I want you to know I understand.

I hope you keep writing me as much as you can and so will I. But I might not be able to as much as I would like right now. For that I am sorry.

Tell Steve I said hi.

I love you Bucky, now, tomorrow and forever,

Y/n

Now it was time for me to leave. I walked up to Loki. “I want to borrow your knifes.” I told him. “So you are talking to me? Why do you want my knifes? You want to stab me, love?” Loki smirked. “Oh believe me, I have thought of doing that. But no, your knifes are a little more discreet than a sword. So give them to me, please.” The last part I said under my breath. I was hurt by what Loki did. He knew I loved him, but yet he still decided to hurt me like this. “Where are you going?” He asked as he made his knifes appear out of thin air. “I am getting the Tesserect.” I said as I took his knifes out of his hands and put them behind my back. I walked over to Vera to give her one tight hug before leaving out of the front door.

“I’m coming with you then. You need all the help you can get.” Loki said as he trailed behind me. “No, I’m doing this alone. The Tesserect is my responsibility. Besides, you’re going back to Asgard. Thank you for the knifes, I will return them. You have done enough here on Earth.” I told Loki as I stepped back. “Heimdall.” I yelled to the sky moving away from Loki as he tried to follow me. “Y/n, you need help.” He tried. “Maybe, but I don’t want yours.” The Bifrost beamed down and I quickly stepped away as Loki got beamed up. “Goodbye Loki.” I said while I could still see him, but quickly he was gone. This was something I had to do on my own. Besides, it shouldn’t take very long.

November 1943

It had been over a year and still no Tesserect found. I had been looking all over Europe and had some leads, but they were always dead ends. The one plus side is that I now knew where some of the HYDRA facilities where. But there was never a Tesserect. I tried to stay in the background and not make it obvious that I was there, only making myself known if it was absolutely necessary. And let me tell you, these HYDRA agents knew how to fight, they wouldn’t beat me, but they knew how to fight. Even then if I had to fight there usually wasn’t an alarm, cause who would believe that a lady came out of nowhere and beat them up?

I still tried to write Bucky as much as I could and he was very happy when Steve delivered him my letter. After that Bucky would write me almost everyday and I had a lot of letter to read that were from him every time I came back to Sweden. But for the last month or so I hadn’t heard from Bucky anymore. I knew now he was in the army and a sergeant of the 107th. It made me worry not hearing from him, but I still needed to retract the Tesserect. I still kept writing him, in hopes he would write me back some day soon.

Right now I had to focus on my next lead. Vera had helped me out doing research on everything that had to do with HYDRA. She had found another facility in the Austrian Alps. That was where I was right now. I had waited until it was dark so I had some extra cover. This facility was heavily guarded and kept bringing people in and out. My guess was that it might be prisoners. I hadn’t seen a facility like that before where they took prisoners. If I can be quick about it I am going to try and get them out. No one has to know it was me.

I checked myself one last time before going in. I had my Norwegian uniform on, with Loki’s knife’s strapped on my lower back and two guns strapped on my belt. Not that I ever used it, but just incase. I looked down from the trees that I was hiding in and saw a clear path towards one of the bigger doors that was open. I jumped down from the tree quietly and started to run quickly for the door. Luckily I was quicker than your average human, so I went unnoticed. As I got inside I hid right behind a big box. Looking for the next direction to go in. On the other side of the storage room or garage I saw a door on the second level. That would be the way to go. I was stealthy moving around, only having to duck a few times for guards that were passing by. As I came closer to the back it was becoming harder to get to the door. More and more guards or workers would walk in and out a door that was on the first level. I looked around trying to see if there was a way for me to get there easily. Nothing worth noting for a way through, but I wondered what they were making. So I started snooping around from my hiding spot.

In one of the boxes there were these weapons, ones I have never seen before. They looked like they were from the future, but not the one I remember. It looked like they could shoot some lasers or something. It looked very strange and out of place. As I looked around some more I saw a tank. At first I didn’t think anything of it, but having another look it also seemed to be out of place with the forties. What were they making here. All of this definitely didn’t go down in the history books. What is this place?

I had to duck away from more guards passing by and now I finally had an opening. As quickly as I could I ran over to one of the boxes on the other side. In a swift motion I jumped up and was on the second floor, quickly opening the door and hoping nobody saw me out there. As I turned around there was a man with two guards in strange suits. “Who are you?” The mas asked. “Who are you?” I retorted trying to figure out my next move. “I am colonel Lohmer. I didn’t know we captured women as well. And I didn’t know one escaped.” He said as he looked over to the guards. He nodded at them motioning for them to get me.

I stood still for a moment, waiting for them to come towards me. As they put their hands towards me I sprung in action. I ducked and swept one of them off their feet. As I stood up I quickly kicked the other one in the stomach and he flew back and not getting back up. The guard that I had swept of his feet grabbed my leg trying to make me fall back, but my strength kept me up and it was useless for him to even try. I spun around and kicked him in the head and he fell to the ground. “Not the best guards, I’m a little disappointed.” I said as I turned around and looked at Colonel Lohmer. He was pointing his gun at me. I put my sleeves up, slowly revealing golden bracelets that covered my arms that was part of my costume.

He started firing his gun at me, while I was deflecting every single bullet. Until one hit me by my right shoulder. There was blood coming out, but as quickly as that happened, it stopped and the wound that was there a second ago was now already healed. Only a little blood left on my jacket, but that was it. I looked back at the Colonel. He dropped his gun, he was out of bullets. He reached for his back and got a knife. “Really? You see that bullets don’t work, so what makes you think a knife will?” I asked seriously curious. A lot of people seemed to do that. I sighed and reached for my back pulling out the two knifes, spinning them around once in my hands. “I am just looking for something. I don’t want to hurt you.. badly. Have you seen a blue cubical? Answer that question and you’ll be fine.” I said as I stepped closer. He pointed his head in the direction of the other way of the hall. “Thanks.” I said as I hit him with the handle of my knife and he fell down to the floor.

As I ran through the hallway I opened every door I could, to try and see if I could find any clue as to where the Tesserect might be. As I opened another door I could hear commotion that was going on outside. People were yelling and I heard guns go off. Hopefully that was not because of me. I had been quiet this entire time. Or fairly quiet at least. But this didn’t sound like people that would be looking for me, it sounded like they were getting attacked or something. I quickly closed the door and moved on to the next one. Still nothing. The next door I opened and something blew up and I slightly flew back from surprise. Closed that door and moved on. Now a alarm started to go off, they were definitely being attacked. I could hear things being exploded from outside. I had to be quicker or I might get myself into a lot of trouble.

People were starting to come run in to the hallway where I was at. As soon as they saw me they started blasting with their guns. It was some sort of laser. I dodged every single one of them and got closer. There were five guards. With all my strength I started to knock them out one by one. The first one a right hook, the second a left, the third I swept off his feet and hit him in the face for good measure, the fourth I ran up and kicked in the stomach with two feet, as I fell on my back from impact I used that to quickly jump back up and kick the fifth one in the face. Once they were all down I around the corner of the hallway a small man passed by me with glasses on. He gave me a shocked look before running away from me. I kept looking at him and as I turned around I saw a tall man standing in the hallway. As I got ready to fight he said. “Y/n?” That voice was familiar. The tall man stepped out of the dark so I could see him better.

“Steve?”

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Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Loki, Steve Rogers, OC Vera

Warnings: angst

Part 7

I don’t think we slept at all last night. We were constantly talking about everything and nothing. About the life we would have after I came back from Norway. He wanted to look for a place here in Brooklyn which would be big enough for more than two people he shamefully admitted. To which I just smiled. A human life didn’t sound so bad at all with him. I had decided in that moment when I would be coming back to tell him who I am, there was so much going on now and no time to explain anything.

“Bucky?” I asked. Something had been nagging at me when I told him I needed to go to Norway. He said that he would join the army if he had to. That was the last thin I wanted him to do. I wanted him safe. Not putting his life on the line in Europe. “Yes?” He answered back. “I know this might be a big promise, but.. can you promise me to not join the war?” I asked quietly a little unsure of myself. I needed him safe. He looked a little confused at my seriousness. “I-.. I- don’t ask me how I know, but this war.. I know many people will die.. I just can’t have you be one of those people. So please promise me you’ll stay out of it.” Bucky was about to say something but closed his mouth again, thinking of his next words carefully. “I promise.” He told me and that made me smile. He’d be safe I thought to myself.

A little while after that Loki was banging at the door indicating that it was time to go or we would miss the boat. I got all my things ready to go with my suitcase in hand before Bucky took it out of my hands for him to carry it. I gave him a sad smile and a quick kiss on his cheek and then we headed for the door. Down to where a taxi was waiting for us. Bucky put in the suitcases for me and closed the trunk. “We will see each other again.” He promised me as he embraced me tightly. I held on to him as tightly as I could not wanting to let him go. I swallowed back my tears before looking at him. “Write me. As soon as you have the chance.” I told him looking him deep in his eyes. He nodded, his eyes glossy. “I love you.” “I love you too.” We told each other. Giving each other one final kiss before I turned around and walked towards the door of the car Loki was holding open. I looked at him and he could only roll his eyes.

As I sat down in the car Loki closed the door and went to the other side of the car. I opened the window as quickly as I could. Bucky walked over to the window quickly. “You come right back here after that damn war is over alright!” I nodded. “Promise me?” He asked. “I promise!” I responded quickly. Bucky grabbed my left hand quickly and gave it a kiss. “When you get back there will be a ring on that finger.” He told me. The car started moving. I quickly nodded again. “I love you Bucky.” I said as he was running with the car, too fast for him to keep up. He let go of my hand and I instantly felt an emptiness.

I quickly turned around to see Bucky still running on the street for a little bit before stopping. Loki handed me a handkerchief from his suit. I thanked him before taking it and turning around not being able to see Bucky anymore. “I am sorry y/n. I hate to see you like this.” Loki said truthfully. All I could do is nod in thank you, wiping away my tears.

Loki and I had checked in for our boat and were already walking towards it. I felt my stomach drop. In such a short time of me being here I felt so alive, living a life I wanted to live. Or starting to live the life I wanted to live. I looked up, looking at New York one last time and trying to see If I could see Brooklyn from where we were. Like I would be able to see Bucky. Of course I couldn’t. I looked down. “You know.. It might be good to leave here. And I don’t mean New York, but leave Earth. And I know what you’re going to say, but the knowing of what is going to happen and not change it has been eating at you for as long as I have known you.” Loki tried.

“What about Vera?” I asked him and he sighed. “After her. After her we go to Asgard.” I shook my head. I wasn’t ready for that. I wasn’t ready to leave Earth behind. “I can’t do that Loki.” Loki sighed. “After we visited Vera.. I’m going back to Asgard.” That made me turn around and look at him. He rarely left my side. Let alone him going back alone to Asgard. But I understood why he did it. He has been there for me through everything, it might be getting a lot to keep giving him the same answer of me not wanting to leave. I couldn’t blame him really. So I nodded in response.

As we got to the boat I gave New York one last look. I was going to miss it. I was going to miss Bucky. As I took a deep breath I walked towards the bridge that was connected to the boat. I held my suitcase a little tighter and walked up.

“Y/N!” I heard in the distance. I spun around and on the dock I saw someone running. Bucky. I dropped my suitcase and ran down. Bucky was being chased by security. In different circumstances I would have laughed at this, but now I could only have tears of joy. As I got to Bucky we both embraced each other. “What are you doing here?” I asked him in shock of seeing him again. “I didn’t get to say that I love you back. So I got a cab and now here I am.” I laughed at him for the silliness. “You’re such a dork.” I said giggling before kissing him. The security had finally caught up. “Sit you need to leave.” One of the security guys said. “One moment.” He told them. I looked at the security guards pleading for them to not take him yet. They nodded and stepped back, giving us our moment.

“You be safe there alright?” He asked. I nodded. “You too over here. And keep Steve out of trouble.” He nodded laughing. “I’ll try, but trouble follows Steve, so on that one I can’t make any promises.” I laughed in understanding. “You keep your promise of not joining the war?” I asked him all serious. “I promise and I promise to get you that ring. You just promise me to come back when this is all over.” “I promise.” I said as I felt tears falling down my cheeks. Bucky went to wipe them away from my cheeks. “Hey, this isn’t goodbye. We’re gonna see each other again soon. This war will be over before you know it.” He reassured me. I took a deep breath now really for the last time giving him a kiss. For a moment all the noise around us from the harbor went away, like it was just me and Bucky.

The horn of the boat went, indicating that the boat was leaving. I pulled back from Bucky. He had tears running down his face now too I went to wipe them away. “I love you James Buchanan Barnes, now, tomorrow and forever.” I said looking him in his eyes. “I love you, Y/n Ironside, now tomorrow and forever.” He told me. It was time for me to go on the boat. Bucky held my right hand tightly, until I had to step away and let him go. I walked towards the suitcase I dropped and picked it up walking over to get on the boat. As I went on I still saw Bucky standing on the harbor.

“I love you Y/n! This is not an goodbye!” He yelled. “I love you Bucky! I’ll write you!” I yelled back. The boat started moving away slowly. Bucky followed the boat towards the edge of the harbor and I walked towards the edge of the boat. Giving each other one last look before I couldn’t see him anymore.

March 1942

It had been eight months since I last saw Bucky, It had been five months since he last wrote me a letter, It had been one month since I had stopped writing. It broke my heart. I really thought that Bucky was the one. For me he still is, but I am just not that for him anymore. We had written each other almost everyday since I had left. I don’t know if I did something that he didn’t want to write me anymore. “Are you ok?” Vera asked me? I had told Vera right away everything about Bucky. She was very happy for me and wanted to know everything about him right away. I told her he is such a dork, is a good dancer, has an amazing smirk, an even more amazing laugh, gets embarrassed by the books he reads, loves or.. loved me.

“I’m ok. Just need to keep myself busy with something.” I told her walking around in her living room. Maybe a book. “With books?” She asked straight away, not impressed. “Y/n, you are not one to just sit around and.. read. Especially now, you could help in the war.” She tried. “You know I can’t.” I told her. “Well, maybe not with the big stuff, there is more than that going on you know. You can try and keep other German soldiers out of other towns. You did it here and you succeeded so far. Tonsberg has a lot of trouble. It might be good to actually go there you know.” Vera was right. Especially there. A long time ago I hid the Tesserect there or otherwise known as the Space stone. It had been safe all this time there. It was now hidden in a church, no one dares to attack a church, not even Nazi’s. But just incase it could be a good idea. Checking if it is still protected well enough.

“You’re right. I’ll go there today. It will keep me busy.” I agreed with Vera. I put on army clothes I had gotten from Vera’s late husband. She had fitted them in so it didn’t look baggy anymore. It made me slightly bled in, besides the fact that I am a woman that is.

“Where are you going?” Loki asked as he came in the house seeing I was all dressed up. “To Tonsberg.” I told him as I walked towards the door. “What’s in Tonsberg?” He asked still not getting what was going on. “War...” I said as I looked at him. “And the Tesserect.” I said as I walked out the door. Loki quickly followed me out the door. “Wait.. You mean to tell me that the Tesserect or the Space stone is here.. On Midgard?” He asked in disbelief. “Well, yeah, that’s where I hid it a couple of years ago.” “I beg you pardon.” Loki said shocked. “How long is a couple of years?” He asked. “A thousand.” I walked on towards the car to drive myself over there. “Why hide it here? And not tell me?” I opened the car door. “Well first off, I thought that you knew I hid it here.. might have just forgotten about that.” I said the last part under my breath. “And second I knew that at least until 2010 nobody was gonna use it or let alone know how to use it. Hence why I hid it here. Also people will only start going to space around the 60s, so I knew I had a while if I needed to hide it somewhere else.” I explained Loki as I started the car. “I’m coming with you.” He said as he tried to get in, but I tsked him away. “And what? Show them your suit? You’re not exactly dressed for-...” I didn’t finish my sentence as Loki turned his clothes in his usual.. Asgardian.. get up. “You can’t go like that.” I stated. “Why not?” He said a little offended. “Because you’ll be target practice. And I’m trying to NOT get noticed. You’re also not always very good at keeping a low profile.” I continued on. “Sorry.” I said lastly as I started driving away waving my hand behind me.

As I arrived in Tonsberg it was absolutely destroyed. There was smoke coming from houses that were burned down. Some houses were still burning. This must have just happened. There was no one around, hopefully everybody evacuated before anything happened to them. There was one older man who was struggling to walk coming out of the rubble. I walked over as quick as I could to help him. “Are you alright sir?” I asked him in Norwegian. He gave me a look up and down, probably wondering what a woman was doin wearing army clothes. “They came yesterday. They killed everyone, men, women and children.” He explained. “Did you see a badge or do you remember what they looked like?” I asked, maybe I could do something to prevent from other places turning up like this. I am not sure how, but I will try. “They wore a badge. A skull with tentacles.” A skull with tentacles? I have never heard of a group that wore a badge like that. Then again, it has been a long time since I had lessons about this. “Do they have a name?” I asked trying to gather as much information to try and piece my memory together. “Hydra.” It must be a small group, because I have never heard of them before. This was good, they might not have been important enough for the history books at all. Maybe I can do something about them.

“Thank you sit. do you need help getting somewhere?” I asked him before he already started walking. “No, I have survived so far.” He said as he walked away in the distance.

I have to retrace their steps, maybe I can track down this Hydra group and end it there for them. They did a lot of damage here. All the houses were completely destroyed. Sadly I saw some people that did not survive. I did my best to cover them with blankets or anything that I could find to cover them up. After a little while I was standing right in front of the tower I had hid the Tesserect a long time ago. The door was blown up and was not in good condition at all anymore. I walked towards the hole that once was a door and inside there was the tower keeper laying on the ground. I quickly ran over to see if I could find a pulse or if I could heal him, but I was too late. The bullethead that was in his chest was fatal. “I’m sorry I didn’t get here sooner.” I whispered. I felt awful, if I had just been here sooner and stopped moping around, these people could have still been alive. This is all my fault.

I looked up and saw that the grave was destroyed. As I walked over I noticed the decoy Tesserect was gone, for a split second I hoped that I had fooled this person and he took the decoy. But as I went to turn around I stepped on glass. It was the decoy. I quickly ran over to the wall with Yggdrasil on it to check the hiding spot of the Tesserect. “Oh no..” It was gone.

“We have a BIG problem.” I said as I walked in the house. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t even think anybody knew about the Tesserect and now most likely someone in Hydra had stolen it. So many things were going through my mind, I was in full panic mode. “What happened love?” Loki said in his annoying voice. “The Tesserect. It’s gone. Someone stole it yesterday.” I explained to Loki. “Who?” That made me narrow my eyes at him. “Well.. don’t you think if I knew who stole it I would be going to get it from him right now?” I asked irritated.

He put one hand up in response, but keeping one behind his back. “What you got there?” I asked him curious. “A message from Heimdall.” He answered. “He writes you? Since when? Let me see.” I tried as I was getting behind his back to try and get the envelope from him. He swiftly moved away dodging me hands easily. “Love I have trained you.” He said as if I would never be able to keep up with him. “Then you should know I am a lot stronger than you are.” I retorted. “It’s private.” Loki said back as he tried to move away from me again. Fine then I’ll play dirty. I grabbed his long hair and pulled him back. And I swiftly took the envelope out of his hands. “You didn’t teach me that.” I smiled at him. “No you got that one from Thor. But I would really like you to give that back to me.” He said as he tried to grab it out of my hands, but I moved away quickly so he couldn’t reach it. I shoved him back and saw familiar handwriting on the envelope. “Bucky.”

“Don’t Y/n.” Loki tried as I ripped the envelope open and pulled the letter out.

Hi Doll,

It’s been about five months now since I have last heard from you. I really hope nothing bad has happened to you. I can’t even put my mind in that place. After this war is over you are coming back to America. It is still the only thing I can think about and I hope you still want that.

I have been doing my best at keeping Steve out of trouble, he also misses you a lot. He has also been asking me how you have been doing and I have been telling him you are doing well, because that is my hope, that you are ok.

If you are still getting and reading my letters I have been sending, you might remember me saying that I might join the army. I know I made you that promise, but people are hurting and dying. You might be hurting or worse.. It is now official and I joined the army. I will have to start my training soon and then I’ll be send off in about a year. I am truly sorry y/n and I hope you can forgive me for breaking that promise.

I will keep writing you as much as I can!!

I love you Y/n, now, tomorrow and forever

Bucky

I swallowed back my tears. Why was I not getting his letters? And why was I not getting his? I looked up from my letter at Loki, his face had no expression which said even more than he probably intended. “What did you do?”

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Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Loki, Steve Rogers, OC Vera

Warnings: Fluff, language, smut 18+

Part 6

What am I supposed to do? I needed to go to Vera.. There was no question about that. She needed me. But Bucky. I don’t want to leave him and I can’t take him with me. I was pacing around in my hotel room, like that would make everything fall into place. I had told Loki what had happened with Vera and he went to get boat tickets to Norway as soon as possible. But how soon would that be. How much time would I have with Bucky. I needed to pack my things. That made me stop in my tracks and walk over to my closet. I was pulling everything out and placing it in my suitcase. It started of being put in neatly, but soon enough I was throwing everything in with frustration. I was mad, mad at myself for not opening that letter sooner, mad that I had a life here, mad that I now had someone here I didn’t want to leave behind, mad with this stupid war, mad with everything that was happening around it, mad that I couldn’t do anything to about it to change this stupid war. My vision was getting blurry, when I whipped my eyes my hands were wet. I was crying. This wasn’t fair, non of it was, especially to Bucky. I love him, I love him so much. And that’s why it hurts so much. I took a deep breath, trying to gather myself. I stood up and walked to the bathroom to fix whatever make-up was out of place.

Looking at myself in the mirror I was a complete mess. My mascara was everywhere but my lashes. “Get yourself together.” I told myself. Bucky will be here any minute now, can’t be looking like this. I got some wipes and fixed myself up. Put some mare mascara on. “Better. Now stop crying. For Gods sake you’re over a thousand years old.” I said I was looking in the mirror. On the one side this shouldn’t bother me so much, I have lived through so much shit in my time and this is what is causing me to break down. And on the other side, this is who I am. I am human, I am living. With that comes, heartbreak, sadness, anger, frustration, happiness, love. I love love, just since I’ve been with Bucky I felt love in a much more intense way than I ever had before.

How am I supposed to tell Bucky. We literally just got engaged. This should be the start of something, not the end. I don’t even know for how long I’m gonna be away for. A month? A year? Till the end of the war? I closed my eyes. I already knew the answer. It would be until the end of the war. At least four more years. I sighed. It would just be four years without Bucky I tried to convince myself. “Just four years.” That is if he doesn’t join the war. I thought to myself and it made my stomach drop. I put my hand over my eyes. “Nothing will happen to him if he doesn’t join the war. He’ll be fine... He’ll be fine.. He’ll be fine Y/n. Stop worrying.” Scolding myself. I needed to calm down. Then there was a knock at the door. It must be Bucky.

I gave myself one quick look before answering the door. Putting on the best smile I had I opened the door and there was Bucky. Seeing him gave me a genuine smile. It made my stomach do flips. “Hey, darling. You look beautiful.” He said as he gave me a quick peck on my lips. He had his signature smirk on his face. “Thank you.” I told him sincerely. “So I got this for us today.” He said as he pulled two tickets from his pocket. Dancing tickets. “To celebrate our engagement.” He continued. He looked so happy. I needed to tell him about me going to Norway possibly really soon. “It’s at the same place where we met.” He told me with a big smile. I looked down not knowing what to say. “Is something wrong?” Bucky asked as he reached for my hand. “No. I love it! I just can’t believe we’re engaged still.” And I couldn’t believe we were honestly. I didn’t want to ruin this day. So I’ll tell him tomorrow or after the dance. Just not now.

The day had been perfect. We went to the same diner we did the were we met each other for the second time. We took the same walk we did as we did on our first real date. Everything was perfect. It almost made me forget that I would have to leave. Key word almost.

We were walking towards the dance hall, a lot of people were already inside. The music that was playing was fast paced. Everybody inside was having a good time jumping around, being spun or lifted in the air. Bucky was guiding us towards the bar to get us some drinks before dancing, holding my hand tightly. “What do you want sweetheart?” He asked me. “Whatever you’re having.” I answered Bucky.

He would get us some beers and we cheered. I could only gulp it down as quick as I possibly could. “Wow.” Bucky stated. “Never knew you could drink like that.” He laughed. Being a friend of Thor makes you drink like that I laughed to myself. Shit I also have not told him about me being Ævi, I am messing up in so many ways. But now I have to somehow tell him I am leaving possibly very soon. “Bucky?” I started. “Come on lets dance!” He said as he held my hand and almost dragged me to the dancefloor. There was a fast paced song on and everybody was jumping and dancing around and so were we.

After many songs there was finally a more slow one on. Bucky kept giving me a look I couldn’t quite figure out what he was thinking. “Why are you giving me that look?” I asked him trying to figure him out. “You’re just so beautiful and I am happy.” I could hear the honesty behind his voice and the need for him to get that off his chest. “I was thinking of looking for a ring tomorrow.” I looked at my hand that was resting on his shoulder. I felt awful. “Bucky? Can we talk somewhere where it is not this loud?” Bucky gave me a confused look, but nodded his head yes and started to follow me outside.

“Bucky I-..” I started and sighed. Thinking about it made my heart break. “Is there something wrong?” He asked not knowing what was going on. “Bucky I just want you to know that.. I love you, I love you so much, so much that it even hurts. And I didn’t think-..” I sighed again. Bucky had a even more confused look on his face. I walked over to him and took his hands. “What’s going on?” He asked trying to understand what my conflict was. He was looking into my eyes trying to see if the answers were there. “I-.. A long friend of mine in Norway, she.. she lost her daughter and husband recently because of the war... And I need to go see her, I need to see if she is ok.” I stammered out. “I am sorry to hear that, y/n. When are you leaving?” He asked me. “I don’t know yet, but very soon. Loki already looked at tickets for boats that go that way, but I don’t know yet what he found.” He nodded at that in understanding and held my hands a little tighter. “Do you know when you’re coming back here?” He asked unsure of himself already dreading the answer.

I closed my eyes and sighed. I knew exactly when I would be coming back, but I couldn’t exactly say how I know what I know. “I’ll come back after the war.” I looked up trough my lashes at him to see what his reaction was at that. He let go of one off one of my hands at that and rubbed is mouth in thinking. “Maybe if I join the war and somehow get stationed off in Norway we can-...” “No! No, I don’t want you to join the army Bucky. Please don’t do that.” I interrupted him, that was the last thing I wanted him to do. “But if more people join the fight it might be over sooner. They are sending out troops now from America as we speak. I also am a good fighter and a good shot.” I could only shake my head no at that. “Bucky, please don’t join the army. I am begging you don’t do it. This war.. It will not end anytime soon and a lot of people will die. I don’t want you to be one of those people.” I was all serious. If he joined the army it would break my heart. The not knowing if he was ok or not would break me. He gave in and nodded his head. “Lets go back inside and pretend there is no war going on.” Bucky said trying to reassure me.

Back inside there was a slow song on again. I could not be close enough to him. I was resting my head on his shoulder and held him a little tighter. Bucky was holding my neck with one hand and the other was on my lower back. We were so close to each other, yet so far. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I felt helpless. I felt like I was stuck. And I hated it. I put my hand up against my cheek to wipe away the tear. I didn’t want to leave. “I love you Bucky.” I said quietly, I wasn’t even sure if Bucky could hear what I said over the music until he held me a little tighter. “I love you y/n.” He told me. I closed my eyes trying to ignore the music that was playing. I could hear his heartbeat, beating in a steady rhythm.

The walk back to the hotel had never been this long yet so fast. We were walking in circles, not wanting this night to end. But it was getting quite dark and we had to go inside at some point. “I am still looking at a ring tomorrow.” He told me as wee were nearing the hotel. That made me slightly sigh of relieve, but he didn’t know how long this war would be going on for. It wasn’t fair of me to ask him to wait and put his life on pause for me. “Bucky, I don’t want you to wait-..” I started. Bucky came to stand in front of me. “Y/n, you leaving doesn’t make me stop loving you. And I get why you don’t wanna hear this, but if I have to I will wait a hundred year or a thousand years, hell an eternity, if it all meant that in the end I would be with you. And that is what I’m gonna do whether you like it or not.” He said as he put both his hands on my cheeks. “I love you, Y/n. Now, tomorrow and forever.” Then he planted a sweet kiss on my lips. It was slow and full of want, but not of lust. As we both slowly pulled back we couldn’t let go of each others gaze. “I like that. Now, tomorrow and forever.” He smirked at that. “Well it is how I feel.” He said as he dropped his hands to mine. “I will love you now, tomorrow and forever too Bucky.” I gave him another peck on the lips as it was time to go inside of the hotel.

Before I even had the chance to open my room Loki burst out of his room. Bucky looking slightly shocked but keeping his own as Loki approached. “Where have you been?!” Loki asked annoyed. “With Bucky. Did you get tickets?” Loki looked Bucky up and down in slight disgust. He obviously didn’t like Bucky for whatever reasons he had. “Yes I did get the tickets. And you need to pack.. Now.” He demanded. “Wait.. When are we leaving?” I asked confused. “You said as soon as possible. I got tickets for tomorrow.. Morning. We leave at eight.” My eyes grew wide. I was expecting soon, just not this soon. I was at a loss for words. I felt Bucky squeeze my hand. “That’s faster than I expected.” Bucky said under his breath. I looked at out interlocked hands. “I’ll help you pack doll.” Bucky continued. “Good even a human is smart enough to know what that means.” I gave Loki a warning glare at that. I opened the door to let me and Bucky in and said goodnight to Loki.

“Ignore him, he’s... weird.” I said about Loki. “I heard that.” Loki said from the other side of the door. “Sorry again.” I said to Bucky. “I didn’t know it would be... That fast.” I said with sadness in my eyes.

The night together packing went slow. I already had a few things packed luckily. After we were done packing we just laid on the bed together. Talking about anything and everything to keep our minds of reality. After a moment of silence Bucky spoke up. “Will you write me when you’re there?” He asked. I looked up at him from where I was positioned on his side. “Of course. Everyday.” I told him and that was a promise I made to myself. “Will you?” I asked him. “Everyday.” He answered back. I leaned forward to kiss him I wanted him close, one last time before sayin goodbye. I moved myself on top of him to deepen the kiss. Bucky put his hands by my neck at the top of my dress. He slowly started to unzip my dress. Caressing my skin as the zipper went down. His touch gave me goosebumps. When the zipper was all the way down I took my arms out of my dress exposing my bra. Our lips still interlocked Bucky started to sit up. Our minds hungry for each other. It was my turn to unbutton his shirt, after I was done doing that Bucky quickly shook off his shirt and threw it on the ground. I grinded down on his lap and could feel his cock hardening quickly. Mt panties were already completely soaked and ready to take them off now. I wanted him inside of me. I wanted to feel him.

Bucky went to unclasp my bra and threw it on the ground as well. His hand left hand went right for me breast and started flicking my nipple. I inhaled deeply at that sensation of his gentle touch. He put his other arm around me and his left hand let go of my nipple to hold me around my back as well. I let out a small whine at the loss of his touch. He pulled his head back looking at me briefly before spinning me around and now I was laying on my back on the bed. He discarded of my dress and panties that were still on and he quickly took off his trousers to free his already hardened cock.

He crawled back over my naked form his mouth going right back to mine. He again took my right hand with his left and put it above my head. My other hand went to his lower back, indicating I wanted him now. I felt his tip brushing against my folds, but he was not starting yet. his right hand went down to my bundle of nerves and started to slowly rub circles. My breathing started to pick up and I let out low moans against his mouth. I went to bit my lip to keep my volume low, but Bucky quickly went to suck on my lower lip before he let go. “I want to hear you.” He whispered to me. His thumb started to rub faster circles which made me close my eyes with the pleasure I was feeling. My breathing started to pick up and my moans started to get louder the faster he went. Everything started to tingle and I felt my walls try to clench to something. I let out a loud moan and my thighs quivering as I came.

I opened my eyes searching for Bucky’s who was still looking at me. Bucky was still rubbing me and I slowly started to feel sensitive trying to close my legs. Bucky moved his hips down so I couldn’t. I could feel his tip brushing against my entrance again. I let go of his lower back to move my one free hand up to his neck. “I want you inside of me.” I told him intently. And he complied. He slowly put his length inside me, while I was adjusting to the new fulness. He was stretching my walls slowly. When he was fully situated he waited for a moment for me to fully adjust and I slowly started moving my hips and so did Bucky. I tried to move faster already feeling a new sensation build up inside of me, but Bucky put his hand down on my right leg widening me up more so he could go deeper. I put my other leg around him, pushing him down, me wanting him to go faster. “Bucky go faster.” I told him lowly. But he shook his head keeping his slow steady pace. “I want to feel you. Let me feel you.” I slowed me breathing down and started to relax into the bed more.

His thrusts were slow, but hit every spot. With every move he made his pelvis brushed against my still sensitive bundle of nerves. Bucky started kissing my sensitive spot by my neck which made this pleasure feel al the more better. My breathing started to pick up slowly again and so did his. His thrust's were picking up and hitting harder. His balls slapping against my ass as he did. As we were both coming closer to our ends his speed started to pick up more and more. Bucky groaning in my ear as he was getting closer to his end. My moans were so loud I was getting afraid someone might hear them. I felt the familiar knot form in my stomach and my walls clenching around his length. “Bucky.” Is all I had to say as I felt my walls break around him. Simultaneously I felt his cock shoot hot spurts inside of me, filling me. His thrusts loosing rhythm before he stilled. “I love you.” He told me intently as he looked me in my eyes. “Now, tomorrow and forever.” I answered back as Ii pulled him closer for a deep kiss.

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Ævi - Frontlines

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Loki, Steve Rogers, OC Vera

Warnings: Fluff.. Idk let me know if I’m forgetting something :)

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Part 5

Today I was gonna go to Coney Island. Haven’t been before it was some kind of theme park. I had just picked out a green dress to wear. Any moment now Bucky would come and pick me up. And I heard a knock on the door. It must be him. I gathered myself and walked over towards the door. Taking a glance in the mirror that was next to the door, checking if everything was in place and it was. I was excited to see Bucky again even though I had just seen him. I loved being around him. I don’t know how else to describe it, but he felt like home. Bucky was my home. I reached for the door and went to open it with a big smile excited to see him. But my smile immediately dropped. It was Loki. “Hello, Love.” He said as he invited himself in. “Loki I kinda got to go. So..” I told him as I pointed towards the door with my thumb. “Right. Your going on a date with that Midgardian.” He said with some slight disgust. “Bucky, and I’m a Midgardian too smart ass.” He smirked at that. “The best one there is.” He told me and I narrowed my eyes at that. “What do you want?” I asked him.

“Nothing I just have something you might want. Vera sent this addressed to you.” He held it up, but gave it to me immediately, not playing some weird game he usually does. So I raised an eyebrow at him. “What?” He asked like he didn’t know how he usually acted. “You’re being nice.” I noted. “Well.. Am I not allowed to be nice?” I crossed my arms at that. “Usually you don’t act nice.” I went on to say. “Usually I trick people.” “So this is a trick?” I asked him. He stepped closer towards me. “Love, I could never fool you.” I uncrossed my arms and looked at the envelope. “Did Vera write you something? I that why you’re being nice. You like her right?” I asked him. “She is tolerable, But not as tolerable as-..” And there was a knock. Bucky. I put the envelope on the table and walked towards the door eager to open it.

As I opened it there was Bucky. In a nice suit. A very nice suit. “You look handsome. I thought we were going to Coney Island. Am I underdressed?” I asked him looking at my dress. “No, we’re going to Coney Island. And you look beautiful doll.” He said as he kissed my cheek. Then he put his hand forward that was behind his back to show me some flowers he had gotten me. Roses. Pink roses. “Ahww, this is so sweet, Bucky. You didn’t have to do that.” I told him as he handed me the flowers. I walked back in the room to put them in some water. Behind me I heard short words of hello being exchanged between Bucky and Loki.

“Alright. I’m ready to go.” I told Bucky as I grabbed his left hand and walked out of the apartment. “Bye Loki.” I said not looking back.

Bucky had been so sweet the entire night to me. He won me a stuffed animal. We went on the carousel together. Steve had been there also, but he had been kinda avoiding us for some reason. I felt like I did something, but I didn’t know what. As Bucky was trying to win me another stuffed animal I stood a little closer to Steve. “Is everything ok?” I asked him. I really hope I didn’t do anything wrong. “What? No. Why would you think that?” He asked me. “Well, you have been kinda avoiding us since we got here.” I noted as a matter of fact. “Sorry I didn’t mean to-..” “Don’t apologize. Here I’m gonna win you a stuffed animal.” I interrupted to make light of the situation. I gave Steve the stuffed animal I had been holding and walked over next to Bucky. You had to shoot the ducks that were moving. Bucky was really good a few were already down.

“Sir! Can I have a turn?” I asked the man that was behind the counter. He gave me a look. Most likely because not a lot of women do these. He was hesitant, but when I showed him I got money he gave me the gun. Bucky turned towards me. “You’re gonna win me a stuffed animal?” He asked with a smirk. “No, I’m gonna win Steve one.” I said as I was about to hold up the gun. “Alright here. This is how you do-..” He started as I started shooting at the duck and hit it. “You don’t need my help.” He noted smiling. The guy behind the counter was perplexed, not seeing a lady do this before. I had hit all of the ducks and got to choose the biggest stuffed animal. “That one I said.” It was a giant monkey. “Here you go Steve.” I said as I handed him the stuffed animal. It was almost as big as he was. “Thanks y/n. That was awesome.” He said laughing.

After that we moved on to walk around the park. In the distance I saw a phot booth. “We need to do that!” I exclaimed. “I’m pretty sure you don’t have any pictures of me.” I told Bucky. I grabbed his arm and almost dragged him towards the booth. “Slow down doll. We’re losing Steve.” He said laughing. In the distance it looked like there was a big monkey jumping around. I laughed at that. “He’ll catch up.” I said as we went to sit down inside the booth. “Alright. Four pictures. What should we do?” He asked. “Lets be spontaneous.” I said as I put the money in. For the first picture I put my head on his shoulder and smiled. The second I looked up at him smiling. The third I kissed him on his cheek. And the fourth he held my chin and kissed me on my lips. “Do you think they came out nicely?” He asked. “They came out perfect.” Already more happy about the moment than anything else. I got out of the booth, Bucky following behind me. I took the picture and looked at it. “I love them.” I said handing them over to Bucky. “Now its our turn.” I told Steve as I dragged him in the booth with the giant stuffed animal. The first picture I put up bunny ears and Steve put up bunny ears behind the monkey. The second I pushed the monkey to the ground to get it out of the way. The third is us laughing at my aggressiveness towards the monkey. And the fourth is us sticking out our tongues at the camera. “Perfect.” I said as I got out of the booth with Steve. Bucky was still staring at the pictures we just took. “You like them that much, huh?” I asked him. “I love them.” He said. Steve came up and showed me the pictures of us. They were really cute. “So where to now?” I asked them. “Lets go in that ride.” Bucky said as he started dragging Steve with him. “I’m not going in there. That will mess up my hair. You go.” I told Bucky and he nodded taking Steve with him.

Before the ride started Bucky was talking a lot. It almost looked like he was freaking out about something. I was very tempted to listen in, but I decided to not do it. Even though I was very curious.

After that ride it was time for us to go back home, Steve had thrown up because of the ride. Which for some reason made Bucky freak out in a not normal way. I couldn’t quite put my finger on why.

In the apartment Steve went straight to bed and took his monkey with him. Bucky looked very nervous. “Are you ok?” I asked him. “Yes? Why?” He said unsure of himself. “Well, for a start. First Steve looked really uncomfortable when we got to the park. Then it seemed like you were more freaked out by Steve throwing up at the park. Aaannddd. Your hands are shaking.” I said trying to figure out what was going on. I put the stuffed animal down on the couch and walked over to him. “Are you sure nothing is wrong?” I asked him again. He sighed. “Actually.. Alright, here goes nothing.” He took my hands which seemed to calm the shaking down. “Bucky?” I asked him. “I have been wanting to ask you this. For a while actually. From the moment I met you.. It felt like you had been in my life for as long as I could remember. It feltlike I loved you for a long time. And then two weeks later, when I saw you again, I knew.. I knew I wanted to be with you I wanted to love you, take care of you... Marry you. When I’m around you I feel like everything falls into place, like the world is right. And I would be a fool if I didn’t ask you this.” I was not expecting this. My heart was pounding so fast and loud I was afraid Bucky could hear. “Now I don’t have a ring. And I can’t offer you a lot. But I can promise you that I will love you and will fight for our love until I take my last breath. I promise.” Bucky went down on one knee. I felt one tear fall down me cheek. I took a deep breath. “Y/n Ironside, Will you marry me?” I went down on my knees and kissed him deeply. “Yes! I’ll marry you! I love you!” Bucky put his arms around me holding my tightly against his chest. “I love you y/n.” He told me.

Waking up for the first time in a long time I felt like I was truly living. I am Bucky’s fiancé now. I was looking at our hands that were intertwined. Me holding his hand felt like everything was right in the world again. It felt peaceful. I looked up and saw that Bucky was still fast asleep from the night we had. But I decided to get up and make him some breakfast, even though it felt so comfortable with him in bed. I quietly got out of bed and got a shirt from his closet to wear.

As I walked out of Bucky’s bedroom I saw Steve sitting at the kitchen table. “Good morning Steve.” I said cheerfully. “Good morning.” He said with a knowing smile. “Congratulations.” He said. “Thank you! How did you know?” I asked him curious. “We share the same wall.” He told me looking at his notebook in front of him. My eyes shot to him and I felt my cheeks getting red. “I’m so sorry Steve.” I said, that is embarrassing. “Don’t worry about it.” He laughed awkwardly. I needed to chance this awkward subject now. “So what are you doing in that notebook?” I asked him as I got some coffee. “This.” He said as he held up the notebook towards me. I turned towards him to look at what he made. “My ring?” I asked him. “Yes.” He smiled. “It looks good.” I told him as I went on to make the coffee. Walking past Steve to grab some cups I glanced at the drawing again, but a little too long maybe. “Is it accurate?” He asked me, probably wondering why I was looking for so long at the drawing. “It is.. It’s just.. It looks very similar to.. Never mind.” It looked similar to the drawing I got before I got sent back in time, but that doesn’t make any sense. “No what?” Steve pried on. “Well.. Someone once gave me a drawing like that as well.. I just looks very similar. Almost like a copy.” I laughed. I was impressed. Steve was a good drawer.

“Good morning.” Bucky said as he walked into the kitchen giving me a kiss. Steve and I said both our good mornings and I finished making our coffee. “What do you want to do today?” Bucky asked me. “Well I gotta go back to the hotel and get a change of clothes. After that I’m all yours.” I told him as I sat down on one of the chairs. “Alright. Let me get dressed and I’ll take you there. I also got to get a few things from the grocery store. After that I can pick you up again?” I nodded my head.

When I got back to the hotel I quickly took a shower and got ready for Bucky to pick me up again. I just put my hair up and put on a yellow Summer dress. I was looking for my white bag that would go nicely with the dress. Walking around the hotel room I was looking everywhere. In my closet, under the bed, the bathroom, the seating area, but of course I skipped the most obvious part of them all. The table by the door. It was right there. I looked to see if I got all my things in there that I would need for the day until I saw in the corner of my eye the letter from Vera. “Shoot, I totally forgot.” I said to myself. I put my purse under my arm holding it like that and opened the letter.

Dear Y/n Ironside,

I hope this letter finds you well. I am writing you this letter in ask of help as Y/n, not as Ævi. I have been dreading putting this to words, because I have not yet accepted what has happened.

The Germans have come to Borgheim and have taken over. This has cost a lot of pain and loss. We lost our fight and we lost a lot of people. My husband and Else have lost their lives because of this.

The last time I felt this alone was when I left Kattegat by myself. But Now I am asking you as an old friend to please be here. I miss you deeply and hope you are doing well y/n.

Vera

I closed my eyes Imagining the horrible things she had to endure, while I was here. Ignoring the fact that there is a war going on. How stupid am I. I felt bad by how happy I was here. I felt bad I was even forgetting that there was a war. I might not be able to change certain things in history, but I could’ve helped people where ever I could. I need to go back to Norway.

How am I gonna tell Bucky this..

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Ævi - Frontlines

Warnings: Fluff, angst, smut 18+

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader, Loki, Steve, OC Vera

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Part 4

After the game

“This was amazing y/n! Thank you!” Steve told me as we walked away from the stadium. It was a good game and both Bucky and Steve were really enjoying the whole game. It was fun to see the be so passionate about something. “Thank you sweetheart.” Bucky said as he kissed the top of my head. “I’m happy you guys enjoyed it!” I told them as Bucky put his arm around me and we headed on back towards their apartment.

We had a few drinks until Steve excused himself to go to his room. “This was such a amazing day. I cannot thank you enough, doll.” He told me again. “I’m glad you liked it. I’ve been trying to get the tickets for a while.” I leaned closer and rested my head on his shoulder. He put his arm around me to pull me closer. After a moment of silence Bucky spoke. “Shoot. It’s late. Do you want me to take you back to your hotel?” He asked my hurriedly. “What if I stayed?” I asked Bucky. “Yo-.. Uh- You wanna stay the night?” He asked me, probably not expecting me to say something like that. “Yes. If you want me too.” He pulled me in a little tighter. “I would want nothing more.” He said with a smile.

It had gotten late and we went to Bucky’s room. “This looks cozy.” I noted. I turned around and Bucky was just awkwardly standing by the door. I slightly laughed at that. “What are you doing?” I asked him. He walked over to me. “I just have never had a beautiful dame like you in my room.” He told me. “You’re such a dork.” I said as I poked his chest. “Your dork I hope?” Bucky asked with slightly hopeful eyes. “Yes my dork.” I told him. I grabbed his hand and walked towards the window. “There is not much to see.” He told me as I opened the curtains. And he was right. Just a brick wall. I laughed and let go of his hand walking around in his room. As I walked towards his closet I saw a picture standing on top of it. It was Bucky and Steve at a beach. “Where did you take this?” I asked Bucky who was still standing by the window. “At Rockaway Beach.” He told me ass if I knew where that was. “You seemed like you had fun.” I noted. “Yeah, actually it was a lot of fun. We had to get back on a freezer truck, cause we kinda used all our money on hotdogs.” I laughed at that. “Only you guys.” I said as I put the picture back down.

Bucky was turned away from me looking out of the window. From the moment I met him everything seemed to fall into place. The way I felt around him, I had never felt like that before. Not even with Bjorn, but that was so distant now. Bucky was here now, with me. And I love him. I love everything about him. The way he can charm people, his stupid smirk, his laugh I love his laugh, his steel blue eyes, the way he talks about people he cares about, the way he gets excited about book but is too embarrassed to tell anyone he likes reading, everything, I love everything about him. I love him, James Buchanan Barnes. That’s why this is so stupid, but I will break my own rules for him. I will be here for him if he’ll have me and then I’ll tell him what I am, who I am. Ævi. That is going to be a weird conversation.

I walked over to Bucky who was still looking out of the window. “What do you see?” I asked. The apartment Bucky shared with Steve didn’t really have a good view, cause it was right opposite of another building. “Here, look up.” He said and guided me to look up at the sky that we could see between the buildings. “It’s a clear night. Rarely ever happens here.” Bucky told me. It was clear, kinda. You could slightly see the stars between the buildings, given where we are it was nice to be able to see them. “They look beautiful.” I told Bucky looking up at the stars. “No where near as beautiful as you.” He told me as he put his arms around me from behind and rested his head on my shoulder. After a moment of silence I decided to speak up. “Bucky?” I started as I turned around now facing him. I put my arms around his shoulders and he held me a little tighter. “Hmm?” He hummed, waiting for me to continue. But I froze. I wanted to tell him I love him. I got scared of what it would mean if I said it out loud, would something change if I say those words? But I still wanted to show him I love him. I inched closer to him our lips bushing over each other and our noses bumping. My heart started pounding faster and faster. I put my right hand on his neck and pulled him in for a kiss. We both deepens the kiss quickly, hungry for each other. He pulled me closer to his chest. We both wanted to be close to each other, but nothing seemed close enough.

In a quick motion I pulled away from Bucky and turned around. “Unzip my dress.” I told him. He stepped closer and put his hands on my hips. “Are you sure?” He asked. “I have never been more sure about anything.” And that was true. I love him. Bucky slowly unzipped my dress, caressing my skin as it got more and more exposed. I felt myself getting goosebumps of excitement, his touch felt so good. He unzipped my whole dress and it fell to the ground, pooling at my feet. Bucky put his arms around my waste and started kissing my shoulder up to my ear. “You are so beautiful.” He said softly as he got to my ear. I felt myself getting wet. I wanted him. I wanted to be close to him. As close as I could possibly get. I swiftly turned around and started kissing him. At the same time I unbuttoned his shirt. When is was done unbuttoning his shirt I slid it over his shoulders and dropped it on the ground. Bucky’s hands went right back on me. His left hand by my neck and his right on my lower back. We pulled each other closer, kissing still. For a moment Bucky pulled back looking at me. His gaze went down to my breasts, but quickly moved up when he noticed I saw. I laughed softly at that. I let go of Bucky for a second to unclamps my bra and dropped it on the ground next to my dress. I took his left hand that was still holding my neck and slid it down to my breasts. “You can touch me where ever you want and it’s ok to stare.” I reassured him slightly laughing.

He leaned forward to kiss me on my lips for a moment. His right hand dropped to my butt and Bucky started trailing kisses down. First my chin, my jaw, my shoulder. As Bucky kissed me lower and lower he picked me up by my legs and started kissing my chest everywhere but my nipples. He was teasing me. He walked over to his bed and laid me down. For a moment Bucky looked at me. “You like what you see?” I said, putting my hand on my hip posing for him. “I love what I see.” He had hungry eyes. He stepped forward and laid down on top of me. Our lips where almost touching. “You are so beautiful Y/n.” He whispered. I gave him a smile before I pulled him even closer planting my lips on his. Both moving our tongues fighting for dominance. I put my legs around him, doing anything in that moment to pull him closer. Bucky left my mouth to trail down kisses again. First my jaw, then my neck, my breasts and my nipples. He trailed his tongue around my nipple teasing me. Then he kissed and sucked on my nipple before letting go and trailing more kisses down. Under my breasts first, then by my bellybutton, he went lower towards my panties kissing above it. I felt my stomach doing flips from excitement and my panties were getting wet. Bucky hooked his fingers on the band of my panties and slowly pulled it down.

Bucky was by the end of the bed, looking at my naked form. I could see there was an growing erection forming in his pants. Which made me want him more. I sat up to go for his pants, but he grabbed my wrists. He lowered himself so we were face to face. “Lay down doll.” He told me. As he slowly pushed me down he lowered himself by my feet. Kissing my ankle up to the inside of my knee and lastly by my upper thigh. But nowhere near where I wanted him. I propped myself up on my elbows, breathing heavy. Then Bucky went for my pussy, sucking on my clit. It felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I plopped back down on the bed I grabbed the sheets with my left hand and put my right hand over my mouth, trying to muffle any sound that would come out of me. Bucky reached up and pulled my hand away from my mouth holding it tight. He kept making circles and sucking my clit. He put one of his fingers in me and started moving in and out in slow motions. It made me crave more, it made me feel light headed. Bucky started moving his tongue faster and added another finger. I couldn’t contain myself and let out a loud moan. Bucky kept his pace and added another finger. I felt my legs starting to tingle and wanted to close them. Bucky started moving his fingers faster inside me and I felt my walls break from pleasure. My breathing was erratic and could barely catch my breath.

Bucky pulled out his fingers and held my left leg giving him more space to move around still sucking my clit. When it became too much I started to pull away and he took that as his que to move on up towards me. He put my right hand above my head still holding it. Lowering his head he kissed me, I could taste myself on his tongue. When Bucky pulled back he took a moment to look at me. “Lay down let me-.” I started to pull away, but Bucky had a strong hold on my hand still keeping me in place. “Let me.” Bucky let go of my hand to stand up and he took his pants off. When he lowered his boxers his erection sprung free. He moved on top of me and held my right hand above my head again. “Let me.” He said again. I nodded my head. With his right hand he pumped his cock a few times before his head was pushing at my pussy, not going in yet. He kissed me again, this time slower, taking me in.

Then he slowly pushed his cock in me. I put my legs around him so he could go deeper. When he was fully situated he stayed there for a moment not moving. He deepened the kiss. “Bucky.. Start... Moving.” I said between our kisses. And he did that at a extremely slow pace. “You.. Feel.. So.. good.” He said between kisses. “You’re so beautiful.” He said as he pulled away looking me in my eyes. I put my left hand on his cheek brushing my thumb over his lips. “I love you, James Buchanan Barnes.” I told him honestly. I loved him with all my heart, body, mind and soul. “I love you, y/n Ironside.” He told me before giving me another kiss. Bucky slowly started moving faster. Thrusting in and out of me. My breath was hitching with every thrust. He put his head next to my right ear, his breathing was getting heavier with every thrust he made. He squeezed my right hand and I put my left hand in his hair. His right hand went down to my leg pulling it up more to go deeper. His pelvis brushed against my clit. My gaze started to cloud from the pleasure I was feeling. I could only see stars. Bucky moaned in my ear indicating that he was getting closer as well.

His thrust were going faster and faster. My walls started to clench around his cock. One more thrust and I let go. It was a wave of pleasure. Bucky’s thrusts became erratic before he let out a big moan. Riding out both our pleasures we were both out of breath.

Bucky laid down on my left side still holding my hand and pulling me in to his side. I rested my head on his chest hearing his heartbeat that was still going fast. He put my hand up against his mouth and kissed it smiling. I looked up at him. “What?” I asked him, wanting to know what was going on in his mind. “Nothing. I just wanted to do this for a while now.” He smirked. “Me too.” I answered back. He smirked at that. “I love you, y/n.” He told me more serious. I leaned forward to give him a kiss. “I love you too, Bucky.” I told him as I pulled away and rested my head on his chest and dozed off.

July

Bucky POV

Me and Y/n were as they say going steady. Since the first time we had sex, I don’t think there has been a day I haven’t seen her. But everyday I see her for the first time it feels like I haven’t touched her, held her or kissed her in a very long time. I would even go as far as saying she is my soulmate. She has been the one I have been waiting for to meet. She is the one. I want to marry her. More than anything.

“What are you thinking about?” Steve asked. Y/n had just left after staying the night again. “Nothing.” I lied. Steve was sitting on the couch next to me, sketching something in his sketch book. “I’m not stupid pal. I know that look.” He told me without even looking up from his sketch. “You’re thinking about Y/n.” He stated and I sighed. Apparently I’m obvious about this. “I might be.” Not knowing what else to say. So I stood up, wanting to move and went to the kitchen for some water. “You love her?” He asked still not looking up. “More than you’ll ever understand. More than I understand even.” I said the last part under my breath. I took a big gulp from my water. “Do you wanna marry her?” Steve said now fully turned around on the couch looking at me. I chocked from that question. Not expecting to hear that from Steve. “Uh- I- I.. Maybe. I think. Yes.” I stammered. He completely caught me off guard. “Maybe or yes?” Steve asked still looking at me, waiting for an answer. I took a moment to compose myself. After taking a deep breath I said. “Yes.. I just don’t know when or.. how? I also don’t have a ring. Nothing. If I could I would ask her the next time I see her. But..” I trailed off. I wanted to ask her. I have been wanting to ask her for a while. I knew I wanted to marry this girl the first time I laid eyes on her in the dance hall.

“Then why don’t you do it tonight?” Steve asked. I almost choked on my own spit at that. “Tonight? We’re all gonna go to Coney Island. Not exactly a spot to ask someone to marry me. And.. Wait, aren’t you supposed to talk me out of it. That things are going too fast? I don’t even have a ring.” I said as I walked back to the couch where Steve was seated. “I know how you two have been looking at each other. I already saw it in that diner when I met her. I’m not stupid. You both love each other. So why not ask her you don’t need a ring for that. Besides, you of all people should know that she doesn’t care about stuff like that.” Steve explained. He was right. I knew she didn’t care about it, but it was traditional. But she is not exactly a traditional girl. That made me smile. “You’re right. I’m gonna do it tonight.”

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Pairing: 1940s Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Smut, language, fluff

Word count: 1,807

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Then he slowly pushed his cock in me. I put my legs around him so he could go deeper. When he was fully situated he stayed there for a moment not moving. He deepened the kiss. “Bucky.. Start... Moving.” I said between our kisses. And he did that at a extremely slow pace. “You.. Feel.. So.. good.” He said between kisses. “You’re so beautiful.” He said as he pulled away looking me in my eyes. I put my left hand on his cheek brushing my thumb over his lips. “I love you, James Buchanan Barnes.” I told him honestly. I loved him with all my heart, body, mind and soul. “I love you, y/n y/l/n.” He told me before giving me another kiss. Bucky slowly started moving faster. Thrusting in and out of me. My breath was hitching with every thrust. He put his head next to my right ear, his breathing was getting heavier with every thrust he made. He squeezed my right hand and I put my left hand in his hair. His right hand went down to my leg pulling it up more to go deeper. His pelvis brushed against my clit. My gaze started to cloud from the pleasure I was feeling. I could only see stars. Bucky moaned in my ear indicating that he was getting closer as well.

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Warnings: Fluff

Characters: Y/n, Loki, Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers

Part 3

After the date Bucky had brought me back to my hotel. It was such an amazing night and I had so much fun. More fun than I’ve had in a very long time. I felt at ease with Bucky, I felt like I didn’t have to worry about anything when I was with him. It was ridiculous, I had only seen him three times now but yet I still felt like that. I laid down on my bed and turned to my side. On the nightstand I had a picture of me and my friend Vera. She used to live in Kattegat, but left when she turned 25. The day she left we had a picture taken together in Borgheim in Norway. The picture was made seventeen years ago already. She’s in her forties now, married and has one child, Else. Over the years Vera had sent me pictures and I could see Else looked exactly like her mom. I missed Vera, she was such a good friend, still is a good friend. Even Loki likes her, which never happens cause he dislikes everyone. Anyway, hopefully I get to see Vera soon again. I’ll write her.

“I found a place in Brooklyn! We can finally leave this awful hotel now. We’ll just get some gold from Asgard and we’ll take it.” Loki said, exhausted from living in a hotel. “You know, you can’t just show up with random gold. They’re not gonna take it. We need money.” I explained to a already irritated Loki. “Well how are we going to get money?” He asked crossing his arms. “Traditionally, you work for it, but seeing I have been alive for over a thousand years and lived almost that entire time here.. I already got the money. But I wanna see the house first before buying anything. So can we drop by there?”

And Loki happily took me to the house he had seen. It was big. To be honest it was too big. I wanna be under the radar, but with a house like that, that would be impossible. The house looked fairly new, it had three floors, six bedrooms, 5,5 bathrooms, two kitchens, soooo many sitting spaces, an office, an enormous garage, a gigantic backyard. “No way Loki. There is no way I’m getting a house like that.” I was walking away from Loki already. “What? Why not? You have the money. It’s better to live luxurious than anything else, right? Love?” He said in a mocking tone. We had to pretend we were husband and wife otherwise it would raise a lot of questions why a woman and a man where looking at houses. “Well, yes I do have the money, but I also wanna keep the money.. Darlin’.” I mocked back.

Still I was not growing any older and only until I know when I grow older I’ll be saving my money. “I was more thinking of an apartment.. In the city and not over an hour away from it.” I told him. “You can see the city from that house.” He told me. “That’s not what I mean or want.” Loki made me stop and stand in front of me. “Y/n, you’re basically a God, you deserve everything. You deserve a house that is made from gold, you deserve to bathe in it. You will never get that by staying on Midgard. You are attached to something that you had a long time ago. And you will not get that life back for at least eighty years. You know whatever is going to happen over the next eighty years you will not be able to change. So why stay at all? These people don’t deserve you.” Loki always had the same speech. These people do not deserve me. But... “I am these people. I am one of them Loki. I understand it is different for you, you are Asgardian, they are your people. Not mine. So if these people don’t deserve me and I’m not Asgardian.. Where do I belong then?”

He was silent at that. Thinking of his next words carefully. “There are more worlds out there. You know this, you’ve been to different worlds before. We’ll go together.. Find a better one.” I gave him a sad smile. “What about Kattegat?” It is my home, I swore to protect it and it’s people for as long as I shall live.” “Kattegat is holding you back y/n. It is making you live in a time that no longer exists. What if you broke the barrier spell and let it be part of this world again? Would it honestly be so bad?” I shook my head no. “Loki I promised Bjorn. I can’t ju-...” Loki grabbed both my arms. “He has been dead for over a thousand years y/n. I know how you feel about your promises, but sometimes they need to be broken or it will break you.” He interrupted. “Whatever. I’m not buying that ugly house and I’m not gonna leave Kattegat for dead, because yes, I do take my promises seriously.” I shook him off and I walked off. I wasn’t sure where I was going, but I was for sure going away from Loki.

I think I had been walking for over an hour. I was in the busier part of Brooklyn, but it was still relatively quiet. It was a little after noon on a Sunday, so a lot of people were probably going out for lunch now or just got done having lunch. Some cars where passing by, people where chatting. When I passed an alley I heard some rumbling. Usually I would ignore it and keep walking, but this time I decided differently. Not like I couldn’t take whatever or whoever was out there. As I came closer, I saw a tall man fighting a much smaller man. He was skinny and had blonde hair. Oh my God. Steve. “HEY!” I yelled. The tall guy was holding Steve in a choke hold. Steve looked at me with shocked eyes. His right eye looked like it was gonna bruise. It had a small cut right under his eye that looked like it was going to swell. “None of your concern lady. Keep walking.” He ordered. “Let him go!” I said as I came closer. “It’s ok y/n. I started it.” Steve said pulling on the arm that was around his neck. “And I’m gonna finish it pal.” The bigger guy said as he pushed Steve back. He made a start to try and kick Steve, but I quickly kicked him and he fell to the ground. “Wow!” Steve said. “Next time pick someone your own size.” I told him as I pulled Steve with me out of the alley.

“I have never seen an dame with such strength.” Steve said with wonder. “You’ll be amazed by how powerful women are.” I told him. We ran a block and rounded a corner in hope of losing the idiot. “Is there somewhere we can go? To maybe take care of your eye. It doesn’t look too good.” His eye was bleeding and it was starting to swell badly. “I’ll be ok. real-.” “Nonsense. Where do you live? Lets go there and have a better look.” Steve looked down. “I don’t think that is an good idea. What will people say?” I laughed at that. “Right now, Steve, I’m worried about your eye. Come on, you lead the way.” I said as I gave him a little push to start walking.

After about five minutes we got to his apartment. It all looked rundown and it wasn’t the best neighborhood. Steve opened the door of his apartment and let me in. “Well, it isn’t much, but it’s our home.” As I walked in there was a couch to the left of me pointed to a radio. Behind the couch there was a door, I don’t know where that led, maybe a bedroom. Then at the back on the right there was a kitchen and on the left of the kitchen there were two doors, maybe more bedrooms. And lastly in the light corner by the entrance there was a book closet. It actually had quiet a few books in it. It was small. “Uhm, your eye. Do you have clean cloth? And something to sterilize the cut under your eye with?” I asked. Steve nodded and got the supplies I asked for. “Ok if you can sit down here I’ll have a look.” I said as I pointed towards the couch. We both sat down and I took a look at him. His eye was almost swollen shut and it would stay like that for a while. I had an idea to help him. Over the years I have been alive I learned a few tricks. And specifically this one trick I think is coming from the Life stone I protect. It restores or heals wounds. And with small ones like these it wouldn’t be as noticeable. I will heal it just enough that it will be slightly bruised, but it won’t be annoying. “Alright I’m going to clean your cut under your eye. You might wanna close your eyes.” I told him and he did what I asked. I put some alcohol on a cloth and lightly pressed on the cut. Steve hissed from the sting. Now was the chance. My right hand started to slightly glow with white and gold energy. I slowly brushed over Steve’s cut and it healed. The swelling went away as well. Now it only was red. At least for now it was red. He will still definitely get a black eye. The glowing energy went away from my hands. “You can open your eyes. It doesn’t look too bad anymore. You should cool it down with something and you should be fine.” Steve nodded. “Thank you.” He said as he walked over the the fridge and put some peas on his eye. I stood up and walked over to the books.

There were quite a few books in there. “Which book is your favorite?” I asked Steve as I was reading the titles of some of the books. “Oh, most of the ones in there are Bucky’s. Mine are in my room over there.” I turned around and saw Steve point to the door behind the couch. Alright that’s Steve’s room. So one of the other two doors leads to Bucky’s room. I was curious what he kept in there. I read some more titles. ‘The Hobbit.’ Hmm, Bucky likes fantasy books. Good to know. Then there was some rattling at the door and it swung open. “Word on the street is you got into another fight, Steve! Why this time?” Bucky said upset. “Steve?” Bucky asked again. This was my time to clear my throat. Bucky turned his head towards me with big eyes. “Uh.. What- What are you doing here?” He stammered. “I got him out of that fight and took him home.” I told him as I folded my arms over my chest. “You should’ve seen her Buck!” Steve said still impressed with the situation. I’ll note that if something like that ever happens again I might not want to use all my force. “Steve, your not helping your case.” Bucky turned towards Steve. “Well why did you do it?” Bucky asked again. “This guy was treating a dame unfairly and I had ta say somethin’ about it.” Bucky dropped his head and sighed. “Then go to the police. Steve your a small kid. This time you were lucky, but next time.. Who knows.” Bucky said. “I’ll stop when there are no bullies in the street.”

Bucky sighed again shaking his head and looked at me. “Thank you for helping him.” He said sincerely. “Really, it was no problem. Lucky I was there.” I said smiling. I was happy Steve was ok now after some help and from the looks of it Steve didn’t know what I did exactly, which is good. “Didn’t think Steve would be the one to show you our apartment.” Bucky laughed. “Oh, so you have thought about bringing me here then?” I asked in a joking tone. I could basically hear him gulp. I laughed at that. “How else was I supposed to find out what kinda books you have here?” I said as I showed him the Hobbit. “Didn’t think you were a Hobbit kinda guy.” I said smiling. “Oh these are Steve’s books.” Bucky tried to explain. I narrowed my eyes at that. “Is that so?” I asked and I heard Steve laugh. “Sorry Buck. I already told her those are yours.” Both Steve and I were laughing. And Bucky narrowed his eyes at Steve and he immediately stopped laughing. “Welp, this is my que to leave.” He said as he quickly made way out of their apartment.

“I like the Hobbit. It’s been a while since I’ve read it though.” Almost a thousand years to be exact, but couldn’t exactly tell him that. “You have?” I nodded my head at Bucky and put the book back. “Uh, would you like something to drink? Or do you have to be somewhere?” Bucky asked hopeful of the latter. “I can have something to drink. Water please.” I asked. Bucky motioned for me to sit down on the couch and got me some water. He got something for himself too and sat down next to me. “I like your apartment.” I told him. I tried to nonchalantly scooch closer to Bucky as I got my water. Being close to him felt nice, warm and safe. “You do? It’s not much.” He tried to brush off. “I like it.” I said again, followed with an awkward silence.

It was tense for both of us. I couldn’t stop staring at his chest. His breathing was heavy. He cleared his throat and went for some water himself that was on the coffee table in front of us. He took a big gulp and some water drippled down on the side of his mouth. I reached for his face without a thought and went to wipe the drop away. I lingered my right hand on his face for a moment before I put my hand back in my lap. “Sorry.” I said quietly. “Don’t-, don’t be sorry.” He said the last part quietly as well. I looked him in his eyes. In that moment we both moved closer. It was almost like something was pulling us together. He put his right hand on my hands and his left over the back of the couch. I looked at his hands, they were a little dirty. “Did you work at the fabric today?” I asked him. That made him move away from me. “Sorry. I should’ve showered.” He said noting that his clothes and hands were dirty. “You didn’t know I was here Buck. I don’t mind.” I pulled on his left hand holding it. “With a pretty dame like yourself? You’re probably used to everybody being dressed to impress.” I rolled my eyes playfully. “You don’t have to do anything to impress me, Bucky. I- I like you.” I stammered the last part. I couldn’t look him in his eyes for that. I was too embarrassed. What if he didn’t feel the same. “Hey.” He said softly. Putting his right hand on my chin. “I like you too. A lot actually. A LOT!” He said to make sure I actually heard it. I laughed at that. Slowly I inched closer to him looking in his steel blue eyes and he did the same. We were touching noses his breath was fanning over my skin. Bucky slowly rested his head on mine. Both waiting on what the next move would be. I waited for a moment before I moved closer and locked lips with him. It felt like fireworks went off, like sparks were flying, like, like love. I moved my head to the left to deepen the kiss. Bucky moved his right hand behind my neck to pull me closer. I shifted more towards him, my leg almost in his lap. He switched his hands and put his left hand on my neck and his right on my leg. I felt lightheaded. I wanted him. My heart was racing from excitement. From the movement my skirt was slowly riding up, exposing my leg more and more. I felt Bucky’s hand slowly move up on my bare leg. I put my hands on his chest to pull him closer to give him the ok to do so. I put my leg all the way over his lap riding up my skirt even more. Bucky came closer to my upper thigh. I felt myself get aroused by this moment.

Then the door swung open and Steve walked in. I couldn’t move away faster from Bucky and he from me. I quickly fixed my skirt to cover myself again. My heart was still racing from the moment. Steve looked at us, but I don’t think he noticed what just went on. “Oh, hey, I didn’t think you’d still be here.” Steve said with an awkward smile.

One month later

I had basically been seeing Bucky everyday since our first date. Some make out sessions here and there. We both couldn’t get enough from each other. We were becoming inseparable. Which Loki didn’t really appreciate. Loki had tried to distract me with other things, he even mentioned going back to Europe to fight. Which was very out of character for him. But nothing worked. I wanted to be with Bucky. And today I had something to give him.

“Hey Buck! I got you something.” I said as I walked in Steve and Bucky’s apartment. I gave him a quick kiss and continued walking towards Steve’s door knocking on it. “What is it?” Bucky asked a bit confused, cause I never went over to Steve’s room. “It’s a surprise for both of you.” I told him. Steve came out of his room and greeted me and asked what was going on. “Well, you have both talked about this certain game.. Where there were no tickets left for.” I put my hand in my purse and pulled three tickets out. It was for the Phillies and Dodgers. “NO WAY!” Bucky said running over to me. I gave him the ticket and he gave them one quick look. “No way!” He said again before lifting me up and spinning me around. “It’s ticket to the Phillies and Dodgers!” Bucky exclaimed. Steve looked on with big eyes. “Really?” He asked. “Yup and we gotta go now, cause the game starts in a couple of hours.” I told them.” Bucky was already getting his shoes. “How did you get them doll?” He asked. “I have my connections.” I told him. I had some connection with the guy that owned the stadium.

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Characters: Y/n, Loki, Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers

Part 2

Two weeks later

Bucky POV

“How about Dottie?” Steve asked. He was asking me if I went on any other dates with her. But truth be told. After I had met Y/n I couldn’t think of anybody else. I sighed and took a sip of my coke, we were sitting at a diner. “No? Buck you still got your mind on this girl? It’s been two weeks.” He tried to reason. He was right, but a girl like y/n I have never met before. “She was somethin’ else Steve.” Was all I has to say. “How was she so special?” Steve asked. “She was beautiful, you had to see her. She had this beautiful smile and this glistening in her y/e/c eyes. She carried herself in a way that was just so graceful. And she was so kind. and her laugh, Steve, you had to hear her laugh.” I sounded crazy, but that one encounter with her was what that did to me. “Well if it is meant to be you’ll see her again.” He tried to cheer me up. I looked out of the window at all the people that were walking around going places, work, home. “Maybe it wasn’t.” I said quietly. I wanted to look for her, but she would definitely think I’m crazy if I succeeded in that and I wouldn’t want to scare her away. In the corner of my eye I saw a woman walking the same walk as y/n did. I tried to get a better look, as much as I could with the window being in the way and the people on the street. I could only see her back. She had a yellow dress on with the same hairdo as y/n had that night. “It’s her.” I couldn’t believe it. I immediately stood up and walked out of the diner as fast as I could. I kept a quick pace to keep up with her. “Y/n!”

I must have startled her, she turned around a little shocked looking to who ever just called for her. “Y/n.” I said again coming closer. “Hey.” I gave her an awkward wave. “I saw you from out of the diner and had to say hi.” I quickly explained. This might have been a mistake, because she still hasn’t said anything yet. “Uhm, hi, Bucky. I didn’t think I’d see you again.” She said the last part a little more quiet. “Oh, uhmm-.” This was a mistake, a stupid one. I mean of course what would anyone think if some guy ran up to them after only seeing them once for an hour two weeks ago. “No! I didn’t mean.. Sorry.. How have you been? It’s been like, what? Two weeks since we had an escape?” She said making light of this awkward situation. I laughed at that. “I’ve been doing good. Just grabbin’ some food with a friend of mine at the diner over there. How about yourself? You look beautiful.” Shouldn’t have said that last part. She is probably gonna run away screaming. But then I heard her angelic laugh, that made me smile. I hadn’t heard it in so long. “Thank you. I was actually on my way back home. Not doing a lot today.” She told me. “Well.. If you want you can join me and my friend, Steve, for some milkshakes? Only if you want.” Please say yes, please say yes. “Steve? I think you had mentioned him when we met, right? He left you alone on the dancefloor.” I snorted at that. “Yes, him. Other than leaving me behind on the dancefloor he’s a good pal.” Again she gave me a beautiful laugh. “Well, I would like to meet him then.” That made me sigh in relief, I was so happy seeing her again. And now I get to spend time with her. And Steve will now know I wasn’t just drunk talking to myself the other night. “Great follow me.” I put my arm out for her to take and she did. I could smell her perfume, it was some sort of citrus, it smelled amazing. Keep it together Buck.

We walked in the diner to the booth I was sitting with Steve. I waved at him and he looked at me with big eyes. “Steve, this is Y/n. Y/n this is Steve.” I introduced. Steve stood up and patted down his clothes quickly before he put his right hand out. “Pleasure to meet you ma’am.” He said I snorted. Y/n took his hand. “Nice to meet you Steve.” She responded. I motioned for us all to sit down and a waiter came over. I ordered us all some smoothies. “So.. I’ve heard a lot about you.” Steve started as I gave him a glare. I had only seen her once before. “Oh, he has.” Y/n gave me a look. I was busted. After all the ways I could’ve embarrassed myself, this is how, with Steve. “He has now? What are the things he has told you?” She asked Steve. I swear if this kid embarrasses me more. And by the look he gave me he was going to embarrass me more. “Oh, well just that he can’t stop talking about how beautiful and funny this dame is he met at the dancehall. Ahh.” Under the table I kicked Steve. That is enough. “Did he now. And it was me right? Or did you meet another beautiful dame there after I left?” She asked me narrowing her eyes and smiling at me. “What no! It was you definitely you.” I stammered rubbing my neck awkwardly. If I had known I was going to be this embarrassed I would’ve sat at a different table. Who am I kidding, I would still embarrass myself then. All she did was laugh again, that made me smile. The milkshakes couldn’t come fast enough and when they were placed in front of us I took a big gulp, hoping to cool myself down. Didn’t work.

After a short moment of silence Steve continued small talk. “So what do you do for a living?” Steve asked. That intrigued me as well, I didn’t know this. “Uhm, well my family invests in anything that seems interesting all over the world. We have a lot of connections and houses all over the world because of that.” Interesting. They must know exactly what to invest in then. She seems like she or her family have a lot of money. “Where over the world do you have houses.” I wondered out loud. “In Sweden a few, but that’s where I am from. Then we have a place in Norway, Italy, France and the Netherlands, Australia and now I’m looking for a place here. I have been staying in a hotel so far. And I used to have a place in Germany, but.. you know.” The war in Europe, we are all hoping this ends soon. Germans or Nazi’s taking over killing. “It is awful that that is happening.” I stated not really knowing what else to say. “Is your family in Sweden still?” Steve asked. “Yes, but luckily Sweden has been neutral so far.” Y/n looked down so I gently took her hand. “I’m sure it will all be over soon.” It had to be. She looked at me and nodded. She held my hand a little tighter. Considering the topic that made my heart beat a lot faster and I was almost scared she could hear it. Cause I certainly did.

Y/n POV

I held Bucky’s hand a little tighter. Considering what I know I still wished he was right. I wished that that awful nightmare would end now and that it would be the end of it. But millions of people would still die and I couldn’t do anything about it. Over the years I had tried to stop or help with world events that would lead to a lot of deaths, but always it would do absolutely nothing. If I tried to kill someone that would late cause a lot of tragedy, something always seemed to go wrong and someone else would die. Believe me I have tried to kill Hitler himself in WWI, but I missed. I tried to get him in to a painting school as a last resort, but he got denied. Always nothing seemed to work. And everything that went down in the history books that I know happened exactly like it was written. It was a sick game knowing exactly what was going to happen, but I could not do anything to stop it. Loki had seen that it was getting to me and wanted to leave earth and go back to Asgard, but that was too hard for me. If I did that it felt like I wasn’t even trying to do anything, even if it was small. I keep getting in my own head about this situation, so I decided to change the subject.

“So have you guys been keeping up with football or baseball?” I asked. I didn’t really care much for it, but they might. “Yes! Next month our team is playing, but it is impossible to get any tickets the baseball game.” Bucky said excitedly. “I’m telling ya, we just need to show up there and hope that others might not show up, so we can take their seats.” Steve responded. Alright they love baseball. I smiled. “Who’s playing?” I asked. “The Dodgers against the Phillies and it’s gonna be here in Brooklynn.” I’ll have to look into seeing if I can get tickets for that for them. They seem excited about that.

After some more time and more small talk Steve excused himself. “He seems nice.” I noted out loud. “He’s a good kid, but seems to get himself in trouble a lot.” Steve didn’t seem like a troubled kid. “How come he gets in trouble so much?” Genuinely curious. “He wants to stand up for what is right. Fight against the bullies you could say.” “But that is not bad.” I told him. “No it’s not, but Steve is not a big guy or anything and seeing that the bullies usually are the big guys gives him a disadvantage.” I see what Bucky means now. “You fight any bullies?” I asked him squeezing his left hand. It made me smile. The first time I met him I couldn’t let go of his hand and now again. It didn’t feel uncomfortable even though we barley knew each other. It felt like the opposite, it felt like we had known each other for a very long time. “Not like Steve has.” He said smiling. “Here’s your check.” The waitress interrupted. This was the first time Bucky had let go of my hand to reach for his wallet. Instantly it felt empty. “Let me-.” Bucky started. “Oh no you don’t have to pay for my-.” “I insist.” He said as he put his hand on my purse.

As we walked outside I looked at my watch and saw it was getting late. ”Oh, I need to go it’s getting late.” I told Bucky. “I can walk you back, where ever you need to go.” He said with hopeful eyes. Honestly I wasn’t ready to say goodbye yet. It felt nice seeing him again. So I nodded in response and we walked back to a hotel I had a room at in Brooklyn. It wasn’t very far from the diner, I really was almost back before I saw him. “I am happy that I saw you again Bucky.” I told him honestly. “I’m happy that I saw you walking outside. Honestly I had been hoping that our first encounter wasn’t our last.” We both smiled at that. “So you and Steve were not lying that you couldn’t stop talking about me.” I said jokingly. He laughed at that, he had such an amazing laugh, so light hearted. “No, he was telling the truth.” I thought that was very sweet. I walked slightly closer to him and our hands were slightly brushing up against each other. I wanted to grab his hand so badly. I decided to do it when I man walked in-between us separating us a little farther. We both let out a breathy laugh at that cause of the awkwardness. We tried again getting closer and closer when another man tried to walk between us. Bucky quickly grabbed my hand and put it us so the man walked under us. The stranger seemed a bit shocked at that, which made it all the more funnier. We both started laughing and Bucky pulled me closer. “This time I’ll make sure it won’t happen again doll.” He said half jokingly but also serious. Because of that I felt my cheeks heat up. “Such a charmer.” I noted, but I couldn’t look him in the eyes as I said that, cause I knew I would turn more red if I did.

We walked around the corner of the block. “Well this is me.” I said a bit sad. “Thank you for walking me back, even though it was a short walk.” I was looking at our hands not ready to let go yet. “Of course doll, no problem.” And he put on his charming smirk. “Before you go. I was wondering if.. Would you like to see me again, maybe?” I gave him a big genuine smile. “I would like that very much.” And his smirk turned in a full smile. “Great can you do this Saturday at six?” He asked eager of my answer. “I can do Saturday.” “Alright it’s a date I’ll pick you up here then.” He said happily. “Ok! See you on Saturday.” I stepped closer and gave him a kiss on his cheek. I slowly stepped away and let goof his hand. I waved at him before walking inside the hotel and hearing a “Yes!” From Bucky who was still standing outside. He’s a good man.

As just closed the door of my room I heard a knock. Loki. I sighed and walked over. “Where have you been?” He asked already stepping inside. “What are you concerned now?” I asked Loki. “You said you’d be back by three... It’s almost five. Where have you been.” I rolled my eyes. “Not like I can’t protect myself or anything. Not like I have this weird energy shielding me.” Now it was his turn to roll his eyes. “You said three, it’s almost five now. Where have you been?” Loki asked more calmly this time. “Nowhere in particular.” I said not really wanting to answer him. Because I already knew his response if I told him I saw the guy from the dance. “Y/n. I don’t like to play these games.” He started. “Since when? I thought you were the trickster God? Or has that changed in the time I was gone?” “Y/n..” He narrowed his eyes at me. “Alright fine. The guy I met at the dance was at this diner that I walked passed and he asked me to go for milkshakes. And I know what you’re gonna say, but it was just a milkshake, nothing more.” Loki walked up closer to me. “Was it?” He asked. “Well.. He asked me out for this Saturday.. and I kinda said... Yes.” I answered and Loki sighed. “Y/n, you’re going to get hurt, again... You need someone that is not.. what’s the word.. Die. They grow old and die and you’re still you. You need someone who can be there for you, not someone that you have to be there for them.” He has told me this so many times. “Who is that person than?” Loki got quiet at that. And I decided to leave it at that. “I’m gonna go take a shower.” I said as I was walking towards my bathroom. “Oh one last thing.. It is just a date. It doesn’t mean anything.” I said as I closed the door of my bathroom.

It doesn’t mean anything. It is just a date. Nothing more. Bucky is just.. a random guy I met and I am going to see him for a third time. After that I am not going to see him anymore. It doesn’t mean anything.

Saturday

So that was a complete lie I told myself before the date. Bucky was wearing a very nice tuxedo and had his hair done. He had given me some flowers, tulips. They looked lovely. I wasn’t excepting this much. And the date itself.. He did all the things right. He made me laugh, he made me feel comfortable. “Bucky you’re being too kind tonight. This restaurant? The flowers? You? This has been amazing!” I said genuinely and took his hand again. Taking his hand every time felt good. “Really? I was nervous to take you to a restaurant like this.. I thought, maybe it wouldn’t be up to your-.” “No, all of it was perfect.” I interrupted him. After that I excused myself to go to the ladies room, but I went to the host instead to pay for dinner. I am not letting him pay this time. “Alright we can go.” I told him when I came back. “I just need to pay for tonight doll then we can go.” He told me. “Nope, we don’t, I payed. And before you say anything, you can pay me back by taking a walk with me right now. I don’t want this date to end, not yet.” I put my right hand out and he took it and we walked out.

Outside we were both enjoying the cool night breeze. “It’s cloudy today.” He noted. “It is.. you can’t really see the stars.” He nodded at that. “You have to be lucky to be able to see stars in a city like this. Did you live in a city in Sweden as well?” He asked. “No, I.. It’s a island where I lived and they are basically stuck in time. Not really noticing what is going on outside of that island.” I decided to tell him the truth on that. I don’t know why I did. Usually I would lie and say Stockholm, but with Bucky I didn’t want to do that. It wasn’t even a thought to lie. “That sounds interesting to live like that. What do you prefer?” And I honestly didn’t have a answer for that. I loved the island Kattegat, but I only went there when I wanted to take a breather from the world and live the life.. Bjorn.. always wanted to keep alive. The Viking life. It was something for me to hold on to for all this time. The world was moving so fast and Kattegat always stayed somewhat the same, at peace. Kattegat was my vacation and the rest of the world was basically my work. “I like both. What about you?” Was all I had to say. “I like the city. It’s fast paced. It’s the future. I mean have you seen Stark industries? What they’re doing there you won’t find on a secluded island.” I laughed at that. “Stark? he sounds familiar.” Bucky’s eyes lit up. “He is this brilliant guy and rumor has it he is building a flying car. Before you know it everybody will have flying cars! trust me.” I laughed at that. “And his name is Stark?” He nodded his head. “Howard Stark is his name.” I hummed at that. “I have heard of that name I think.. a long time ago.” And I am pretty sure I have it sounded so familiar, but it was such a distant memory. Over the years a lot has happened and I have been better at remembering faces than names. Especially from before I got sucked back in to time.

A cold breeze went by and immediately Bucky gave me his jacket. “What a gentleman.” I said and he smirked. “Always doll.” He said. I couldn’t help but smell his jacket straight away. It smelled like fall, the woods. We got to a pier and could see the New York skyline. “Isn’t that a sight.” He stated. “It is as I stepped closer to his side. He put his arm around my back and I rested my head against his shoulder. “I really liked tonight.” I said out loud, but it was more meant for myself. I enjoyed it a lot more than I thought I would. And I’ll be sad to go back home soon. “I did too. I would like to see you again.” And Bucky looked down at me. “I would like to see you again too.” I said turning my head towards him. “Tomorrow again?” He said softly. Our faces were close I could feel his breath on my skin and smell his cologne better now. Wood, grass and peppermint. “Tomorrow again.” I answered back getting closer to him. Bucky inched closer as well and our lips were almost touching. He rested his forehead on mine and our noses bumped. He was waiting, trying not to overstep any boundaries. I didn’t know if I should tell him I probably wanted to kiss him just as bad as he did me. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. For a short moment we just took each other in. His soft lips against mine. I put my hands up against his chest and he moved to put his hand on my neck and one on my back. Pulling each other closer.

Loki is going to kill me if he finds out.

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