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winterarmyy · 9 months
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Welcome home... Soldat? | Part I
That time when Bucky accidentally relapsed into the Winter Soldier.
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Summary: Y/N had make a habit of greeting Bucky a warm 'welcome home' everytime he came back from his missions, but there was one particular day when she unknowingly greeted someone else.
Navigation: Part I || Part II* || Part III (end) || Extra
Words: 2.9k++
Pairing: winter soldier!bucky x female!reader
Warnings: implied 18+ content, implied smut, dubious con on groping reader's body, dark(?) possessive behaviour, google translated russian, our soldat is kinda cute(?) in his own twisted way, and well, basically fluffy times with the soldat.
P/S: Guys, I never planned this at all. I mean, who am I kidding? All of my fics are not planned and I clearly write things out of impulse. Therefore, this one don't have much of a story building/plot because it was born out of one scene that flashed in my head and has been replayed way to many times that I need to let it out. Anyway, I still hope you enjoy it, somehow.
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Y/N didn't know when exactly she started this habit but she swore to herself to never grow out of it.
It's been nearly 2 years since the fall of Hydra and the avenger has accepted the winter soldier under their wing. Begrudgingly by Tony, but the rest of them seemed like they're not against it.
Y/N used to be an agent from SHIELD but since the fall, she had been recruited under the avenger's programme and had been living in the tower since.
She remembered the day when Bucky first came in, he was quiet and weary all the time. Like an abandoned cat, picked up by a stranger to come to their home. And it took the whole team months before he slowly adapted.
Who knew he would morphed into a sassy, grumpy little shit, right?
Since the first day, Y/N had been making an effort to make him feel welcomed. Helped him to adjust to modern times. Though it was not regular but she's glad he came to her from time to time to ask about things.
Y/N only meant it to be casual when she greeted him back from his missions. Usually, it'll be something like,
"Oh you're back?"
"How's the team?"
"Good to see you well put together from such horrendous mission."
"God, you look like you fell from 5 flight of stairs."
"Are you even trying to fight back, Bucky?"
But one time, Bucky came back in the morning around breakfast, she wasn't feeling sassy or clever. So, instead of greeting him with playful remarks, in the glory of her messy bed hair and iron man pyjamas, she greeted him with a sleepy smile, "Welcome home, Bucky."
And that surely made the 6 foot, bulky hunk of a soldier paralysed in his spot. His ocean blues slightly widen, and his cheeks deepen in blush.
For a moment, he wondered if this is how he would feel if he had a wife waiting for him to come back from war back in the 40's. But, then again nothing can be compared to the sight he was seeing as he is now.
And Y/N didn't want to ever lose that memory of him.
Cute and flustered Bucky is a very rare sight to see. Perhaps, this was the only time she could witness it and she want to cherish it for the rest of her life.
Though Bucky never replied to Y/N's greeting, it didn't stop them from starting a whole new routine.
Y/N always knew that she had a thing for the sargent, but about 2 months from that moment, Y/N realized she was in love.
And she waited for him, every single chance she had for arrival of the team to come back. Just like she is now, at 03:45 in the morning, while scavenging for something sweet she can eat as she waits for Bucky's return.
When, she turned around she was not expecting to have her face into clashed into something, "Oww!" Y/N shuts her eyes close as she rubbed her aching nose to ease the sharp strike of pain.
For a moment there, she seriously thought she might have just bumped into some kind of a solid air that appeared out of nowhere, but when she opened her eyes, it was just Bucky who was standing rather ominously still.
"My god, you scared the shit out of me. I know you used to be an assassin but, you gotta announce yourself sometimes, man." She joked. Although she did find it impressive that he managed to silently sneak up on her with those thick, heavy combat boots he was wearing.
"Woah, someone's been having a field day kicking your ass, huh?" Y/N's eyes lingered a little longer on the wounds at the side of his temple that she didn't notice the void in his eyes.
"Anyway..." she continued as she shook of the thoughts of caressing the cut on the corner of Bucky's lip, before greeting him with a gentle smile, "Welcome home."
Bucky's unresponsiveness was nothing new to her. With the amount of silent glares and gruff eye-rolls that he had shot at her these past few months, she's used to it by now.
But, when she finally had the guts to look him in the eye, only then she noticed the underlying shift. Albeit, his signature frown was still as present as ever but, those eyes had made her questioned of the slight difference from what she recognized.
Bucky wordlessly step forward and cornered her until her back meets the side of the kitchen isle. He took his time assessing her, almost admiring the way her iris wavered in confusion.
Something is wrong.
Her guts were screaming at her to notice it but her body wasn't reacting accordingly. That's when the voice of the AI, Jarvis echoed through the walls.
"Emergency alert: Code Winter. Initiated by Captain Steve Rogers. All agent is advised..." The announcement went on based on protocol while the cogs in Y/N's brain finally moved, "Code Winter? That means..."
 "...to be cautious of Sargent James Barnes; reprimand on sight however try not to engage alone. Agents is..." Jarvis voice in the background interwoven with Y/N's internal deduction, "...This is not Bucky?"
As she tried to put her own mind into perspective, trying to make herself believe that this man in front of her is not Bucky Barnes who she had been adoring over for these past few months, the soldat's hands reached the side of her neck, squeezing the softness of her flesh while his thumbs grazed the shape of her jawline.
His heavy gaze remained on hers, willing her to stay as still possible.
"Bucky...?" She called his name in hopes of triggering something, anything for within his controlled mind.
At end of the corridor leading towards the kitchen, Steve could see how the soldat had already gotten his hands on Y/N and panic strike him like lightning, he sprinted towards her as he despretely shouted, "Y/N! Stay away from--"
But Y/N was not able to render anything she heard from Steve, especially after a long silence, the soldat finally spoke, "Yes, I'm home..."
He carefully pulled her face closer to his as his lips planted on her soft cheek, "...мое cолнышко (my sunshine)" he lifted for a second just to kiss her again on her temple as he whispered lowly, "...мое Родная (my darling)"
Y/N's heart was beating madly for several different reasons. Parts of her was terrified that the soldat might break her neck within an instance, but it gradually changes into something much more confusing, a conflicted joy, when he keep on trailing his lips all over her face.
What is happening?
Both her and Steve was practically frozen in pure confusion.
Steve's mouth hanged open as words failed to form, while Y/N was unable to comprehend any sort of thoughts, let alone counter movements; when the soldat continue to whisper Russian endearments against her skin, littering sweet kisses on every part of her face, except for her lips as if he wanted to tease her.
His hands slowly travel down her back and stopped on the side of her waist, pulling her body closer until there was no space in between them anymore, before he wrapped his arms around her.
The drag of his stubble on her skin burned but it felt so good when he kissed it after.
Seconds later, Sam managed to catch up with Steve and his cautious approach fell as he witnessed the soldat's rather domestic actions towards Y/N.
Sam foolishly let his guard down as he approached with a question directed to Steve, "Is the tin man back?" That was when a bullet barely grazed the tip of his ear that then buried through the wall behind him.
Both Steve and Sam forced to stop any sort of movement as the soldat's aim was still locked towards their direction; his cold blue eyes pierced with a menacing warning, all the while posessively holding Y/N in his arms as his kisses trailed the side of her neck.
"Nope, not yet." Sam answered his own question as he waited for Steve's order.
Y/N felt like she have to do something to de-escalate the situation. After a quick deduction, and based on the soldat attitude towards her, she took the risk of believing that he would not do anything to hurt her, so she decided to play along.
Will it work though?
Well, she got to have to try for it work.
She gulped nervously before softly calls for him, "Soldat?" she looked up towards him.
When the soldat gave her his attention, she watched the loose strand of his hair fall down to his face. Her hand went up and reached for it, "How about we go back to your room and let me tend these wounds, hmm?" She cooed while tucking his behind his ear and briefly caressing his cheek with the back of her fingers.
The soldat didn't reply but instead silently process her proposition.
However, the hesitation only worried her more, so she continued to persuade, as she cautiously slide her hand, following his arm that was holding her teammates at gun point, "It'll be just the two of us. How's that sound?" She smiled warmly at him as she managed to lower it enough to grab the gun away from his grasp.
There was a glint of indecipherable emotion in his eyes when she mentioned that, which then he nodded in agreement.
"Okay then, let's go." She put the gun on the kitchen isle behind her and replaced her hand in his, pulling him towards his bedroom. The soldat did not protest to her lead, in fact her followed her obediently.
But before Y/N makes an exit, she looked back towards Steve and mouthed a reassuring message, "I got this."
The captain had all the rights to be weary but at this point, he just had to believe in Y/N's action plan. He nodded and replied, "Be safe. We'll be outside."
Along the walk towards Bucky's room, all she could think was that she can handle it and she got this under control.
But, does she?
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Well, Y/N did have it under control, in terms of keeping the soldat from going on a berserk rampage but what she didn't think through was how the fuck she should handle his behaviour towards her.
After they arrived to Bucky's room, she had instructed him to strip off his tactical suit and leave him sitting at the edge of the bed, only in his short to avoid him reaching for any hidden weapons he had, all the while she went to grab the first aid from his bathroom.
Now that she almost done tending the small injuries on his face, it finally dawned to her that the soldat had her immobilized in between his legs as his hands rubbed the back of her thighs, occasionally squeezing the softness of her body in his tender grip.
His intent gaze waited patiently for her to finish and as soon as she did, he pulled her on his lap, making her to straddle on top him as he smushed his face on her chest, "Oh, Родная (darling)... I have missed you."
Her hands found her balance on his shoulders while the soldat roaming hands held her body still by the back of her waist.
It will be a lie if she said her heart didn't skipped when he confessed; even if it was still the soldat's thoughts and words but it was Bucky's voice.
The soldat pulled his other hand to play with the buttons of her pyjamas shirt, specifically around her chest area.
Part of him wanted to just rip her clothes off from her body but another part of him didn't want to. He didn't want scare her; and his precious little darling deserved to be pampered.
He had her buttons popped off; one by one, slow and almost sensual while Y/N was still in a heated debate with herself on what she should to next. She wanted the soldat to stop but god the temptation of wanting more was beyond her will power.
This is not Bucky.
She knew that. But, she had been bewitched by the look in those familiar blue eyes. So enthralled and so keen to unwrap her.
Y/N let out a low yet sharp gasp as her chest was finally revealed, "Soldat, what..." The soldat take a quick glance into her eyes, "...are you doing?" before trailing back down to the curve of her breasts, cupped so beautifully with a simple black bra.
His hands went back to grabbed her thighs as he replied, "Just wanna hold you." He leaned closer and left a lingering kiss in between her breasts, mumbling deep, " Wanna feel you, мое Родная (my darling)"
Fuck, it feels so good.
"Wanna feel you..." Y/N's grip on his bare shoulder tightened as he lips warmed the top of her right breast, "...here." An unexpected moan slipped out of her lips as the soldat latched his wet mouth on her skin, bruising it with his mark.
He groaned to the taste of her, so sweet and soft, he wanted to pull the bra off her and suckle on her nipple. He bet that they're perky and so sensitive. Bet he could make her cum just by playing with them.
He wanted to leave his bite mark around them, make them look much more prettier. But, he needed to be patient.
He brought his left hand up to hold the other side of her chest; pulling another pretty noise as the cold metal of his thumb gently stroked the exposed skin of her breast.
"Wanna feel you..." His flesh hand made its way lower and cupped her clothed sex, unexpectedly making her grind down to his hold, "...here."
She couldn't help to find shelter in the crook of his neck when he began to stroke her sensually.
This is getting out of hand.
Y/N doesn't mind to entertain him if the soldat only asked for him to hold her but it was clear that he wanted so much more than just innocent touches. Especially when he languidly rubbed his middle finger in between the slit of her pussy.
She hates how easy it was for Bucky's touch turned her on, his hands and his lips; regardless if his actions was someone else's.
This is wrong.
This has to stop.
"No... soldat." She whimpered in his ears as his finger drew slow circles on her clit, his mouth latched on her shoulder.
"I can't touch you here?" He murmured softly as he pressed harder. Even with the barrier of the cotton panties, she was so sensitive to his touch; he loves that about her.
"N-no. You can't." She choked back a moan as she replied.
God, what if he doesn't care?
What if he'll get mad and force it on her?
She can't imagine the guilt Bucky had to experience if the soldat take her right now. And all because her stupid little brain cannot comprehend a plan to stop him, all because she let the soldat touch her as freely, as willingly.
Salty tears started to blur her vision when she sniffled them back.
Much to his deperateness, the soldat pulled her away and watched as her tears spilled out, "Oh darling, don't cry." He leaned in and kiss the corners of her eyes, murmuring his words of comfort, "I hate to see you cry, мое cолнышко (my sunshine)." His metal hand slithered to her back and his palm stroked her lovingly.
"Okay, okay. I won't touch your sweet princess part, okay?" He patted her pussy one last time before reaching to swipe her tears away. "I promise." He whispered.
As much as he wanted to fuck her stupid, fill her hole full with his load; however the soldat does hold her very dear to his heart and hates to see her sad.
"Just let me hold you close, darling?" He cooed as he kissed the edge of her lips.
Y/N didn't know why but she trusted his words. Maybe it was because he was so gentle with her, that she was tricked into believing him.
She watched the soldat waited patiently for her response and when she nodded softly, he swiftly lifted her in his arms and lay her down on the bed.
He tucked himself in under the sheets with her and naturally rested his face on her chest. His fleshed arms wrapped securely around her waist and his metal one around her thighs, as he pulled her closer; almost suffocating himself in between her warm breasts.
It was like an instinct for Y/N to encircle her arms around his neck while her hands run through the thick of his hair, absentmindedly playing with the softness of it.
She almost giggle when the soldat let out a deep-throated sound of relieved sighs as she continued to massage his scalp.
As the soldat started to sail deeper into dreamland, Y/N thought that maybe this will be the only and the last time she had the chance to hold Bucky like this and she knew it was wrong to feel grateful to the soldat because had done nothing but terrible, despicable things in the past.
But when she thought about it, none of those sins was his choice to make. He was created to kill and nothing else.
But what if he had something to hold on to?
A hope to look forward to?
A person to protect?
Or a home to go back to?
Would he still be the same monster he had been before?
She have not a slightest clue.
But, what she does know that this soldat who's clinging in her arms, deserves something kind.
And she hoped that she managed to give him a sense of peace for once in his life.
Y/N nuzzled to the side of his tired-looking face and placed a sweet kiss on his temple as she whispered ever-so-softly, "Welcome home, soldat."
Part II >>
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A/N: This is possibly part 1? I'm not sure either. Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments! And reblogs is much appreciated!
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buckrecs · 7 months
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2023 𝙗𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙧𝙚𝙘 4
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masterlist | ✨- fav fics | status - updating
All Of Them are COMPLETED Series
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1. Finding Home by @jobean12-blog
Bucky x Reader Animal Rescue AU
You meet Bucky while he’s out walking Alpine in the city. It’s love at first sight and to make it even better he just opened up an Animal Rescue, Shelter to Solider.  But will his past stand in the way of him finally finding his home. 
2. Welcome Home… Soldat? by @winterarmyy
Winter Soldier!Bucky x Reader
Y/N had make a habit of greeting Bucky a warm 'welcome home' everytime he came back from his missions, but there was one particular day when she unknowingly greeted someone else.
3. Winter Makes Ice by @subwaysurf45
Bucky x Hydra Experiment!Reader
you’re captured after a brawl at the Avengers building, Bucky and others must save you before Hydra makes a new Winter Soldier out of you, Bucky has given up that title.
4. ice ice baby by @endless-summer-soldier
College Hockey Player!Bucky x College Figure Skater!Reader
Bucky is a college hockey player, Y/N is a figure skater without a partner. What's happens when these two opposites start sharing the ice...
5. Right + Click + Save by @syntheticavenger
Bucky x Reader
Working from home has it’s perks, especially when it comes to helping a technologically unsavvy super soldier try to navigate a dating site.
6. Lonely Night by @marvelouslizzie
Roommate!Bucky x Reader
Your crush on your roommate gets out of hand. His smile ruins you in a way you never expected.
7. Like Breathing by @bucky-fricking-barnes
Bucky x Shifter!Reader
Bucky’s life in Cove is far from perfect, mostly because Cove’s residents want nothing more than to scare him away. Luckily for you, Bucky isn’t easily scared off.
8. Where Dreams Go To Die by @insomniumstella
Bucky x Avenger!Reader
Steve’s silly joke happened to inspire the best, or possibly the worst, idea Wanda had ever come up with — send James Buchanan Barnes and y/n on an all-expenses-paid honeymoon in Hawaii. the problem? they cannot stand to be around each other.
9. Make the Wave by @lostgirlmuseum
Bucky x Reader
You invite both your best friend and your boyfriend to a three-day weekend getaway at a beach resort. This trip was meant to be relaxing, but tensions and jealousies rise as both Miles and Bucky fight for your attention. 
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Bucky Barnes Masterlist
Updated: 16.01.2024 ✔ = completed 🔞 = mature Other masterlists: mother masterlist; avengers masterlist
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NEW ADDITION:
No title 1 by @angrythingstarlight
↳ Mafia Bucky getting a tattoo with his girl's initials on his left ring finger under his wedding band “
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College AU
SERIES
Nothing yet...
IMAGINES/ONE-SHOTS/DRABBLES
Are You Bored Yet? by @pellucid-constellations​​
↳ “God, you hated Bucky. Bucky probably hated you, too. Maybe. It was hard to tell when he was drunk and calling you pretty at a party you shouldn't have gone to.“
Thief by @stuckymonkey​​​
↳ “ When y/n finds herself stuck with a very annoying study buddy who cannot shut up about the quarterback, Bucky Barnes, she can't help but vent to a charming boy named James... “
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Demon AU
SERIES
Nothing yet...
IMAGINES/ONE-SHOTS/DRABBLES
🔞 No Title 1 by @angrythingstarlight​​
↳ “The looks he gives you after you’ve just said yet another bratty thing.“
🔞 Aren’t you glad you read the latin? by @witchywithwhiskey
↳ “ You're exploring an abandoned church when you stumble onto a room with a mysterious old book written in latin. despite your friend's warnings, you decide to read the latin and end up summoning a demon. “
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Marvel AU
SERIES
✔ The Proposal by @toomanyrobins2​​​​​​​​
↳ “ Y/N Arnaud is the liaison to the Avengers, but she’s also a French citizen. After a couple mistakes, her visa application is denied. Even though they can’t stand each other, Bucky offers to marry her in order to keep her visa status in the U.S. and avoid deportation. “
↳ Chapters: 14/14
🔞✔ Welcome home... Soldat? by @winterarmyy​​​​​​​
↳ “ Y/N had make a habit of greeting Bucky a warm 'welcome home' everytime he came back from his missions, but there was one particular day when she unknowingly greeted someone else. “
↳ Chapters: 3/3
IMAGINES/ONE-SHOTS/DRABBLES
Do you love me? by @lovelybarnes​​​​​
Happy wife, happy life by @agentofkrypton​​​​​​
↳ “ Bucky’s ring... idk breaks or something (or he grows out of it) and he forgoes it for parent night and everyone thinks that ur going to get separated so the moms make a beeline for him and the next day (for idk like a parent-teacher conference) he comes with his neck covered it hickies to show them just who he belongs to. “
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Mafia AU
SERIES
🔞✔ Just A Scratch by @angrythingstarlight​​​​​​​​
↳ “ Bucky can’t describe the way his heart seized in his chest after hearing you were in an accident so no he doesn’t give a damn about some car. You’re worth more than anything he owns. “
↳ Chapters: 3/3
IMAGINES/ONE-SHOTS/DRABBLES
No title 1 by @angrythingstarlight
↳ Mafia Bucky getting a tattoo with his girl's initials on his left ring finger under his wedding band “
🔞 Obsidian Nights by @dilemmaontwolegs​
↳ “Where Bucky is a fuckboy , sleeping with a different girl , sometimes more than one , every night , always walking around with a girl on his arm and making out with them even when he’s handling business . But then he meets you … he stops sleeping around and does everything in his power to win you over . And everyone is dumbfounded seeing the notorious mob boss and womanizer having puppy eyes for a girl that’s seemingly so unlike him and so different from all the girls they’ve seen him with before . And then you’re the only girl he’s kissing and having on his lap in public“
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thefallennightmare · 10 months
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Bucky Barnes
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Soldat-: Captain America and Reader have worked together at SHIELD for over a year. What happens when they have a run in with The Winter Solider and Steve finds out the secret Reader had been hiding from him all this time? And what happens when reader is captured by Hydra and The Winter Soldier, again. Can she make Soldat remember her or is her life with Steve just a slow fading memory now? COMPLETED
Dorogaya-(sequel to Soldat): It has been sometime since Y/N and Bucky went into hiding but now their past is returning. Can this new relationship survive the Civil War that’s about to happen? COMPLETED
Vas Prizrak-(Third part to Soldat Series)- Bucky and Reader’s life in Wakanda had been everything they ever wanted. But when they are told about the fight that was on it’s way to them, they fear that life would be dusted away for good. COMPLETED.
Time-:  Before the war, Bucky and Reader had the picture perfect life together. When she lost him, she thought that she would never find that kind of love again. However, someone from a different time returns to give her that love once more. Will she follow them through the unknown or come to terms that her once in a lifetime love is truly gone? COMPLETED
MOMENT OF WEAKNESS[MOB BOSS!AU]   Reader is the assistant to New York’s most feared mob boss, James Buchanan Barnes. He had the picture-perfect life: status in the mob, friends, and beautiful wife. So why can’t he keep his mind and eyes off of reader?-COMPLETED.
Soldiers:  Reader has spent the last seventy years in hell as a prisoner soldier; Hydra’s greatest weapon. Well, second greatest weapon after The Winter Soldier. The only thing that got her through that hell was him, even if she was the one behind his biggest pain. ON HIATUS
Arranged[MOBBOSS!Bucky Barnes AU]-Reader would do anything to make her parents happy and that included agreeing to an arranged marriage. She never expected it to be to one of New York’s most feared Mob Boss: Bucky Barnes. He is anything but loving towards Reader however when her parents are mysteriously killed, Bucky makes it his mission to find out who were at fault. And in the process, ends up coming close to losing Reader.- COMPLETED
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Eyes: Bucky never thought that during his usual morning run with Steve his life would change forever.
Home:  Reader dreads going to her best friends wedding because she has to sit next her ex the entire night. What happens when she finds out the reason behind their breakup was just a lie?[AU]
Besplatno:This takes place in the same universe as SOLDAT/DOROGAYA/ VAS PRIZRAK.  Bucky had finally awoken in Wakanda but there was one thing keeping him and reader from celebrating their new found calm together; Is the Winter Soldier still buried deep in Bucky?
Soul Mates: Growing up, Y/N was told stories about Soul Mate Dreamers. You would dream your soul mates memories and they would stop once you shared your fist kiss. Y/N never believed in those stories, until a new neighbor moved in right next door.
Truth:  Years after losing her husband, Reader needed a change and decided to move to a new apartment in a new city, hoping for a fresh start. She always had questions about what happened to her husband but never expected her neighbor to be the one that had all the answers she had been looking for.
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Fallen: Reader is the new recruit at Avengers Compound, but no one is welcoming towards her because of her past; a very dark past. She was Hydra’s greatest weapon for years, until a decision forced her to flee. Before she could settle into this new life, she’s faced with memories of her past, one she thought she would never see again, The Winter Soldier. Can Bucky get reader to open up and show him what she’s been hiding for so long? COMPLETED
Forever:  Could I request something with Bucky x Australian!reader either something fluffy or smutty or both where he loves her accent or takes the piss out of her trying to imitate it
I’ll Be Okay- Is Bucky’s and Reader’s relationship worth saving or is it on the brink of destruction? Based on Shawn Mendes “I’ll Be Okay.”
Brainwashed- Bucky x reader where they are dating and he’s an asshole after a huge argument and reader gets captured and brainwashed by HYDRA and Bucky realizes his mistakes? They meet again during a mission and Bucky also realizes he lost reader forever.
I Guess I’m in Love- Bucky can’t help but reflect on his love for Reader on their lazy Sunday afternoon.
Envy- There’s a new bartender at Bucky’s club which almost spells disaster for reader and Bucky’s relationship.
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metalbuckaroo · 1 year
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Queen’s Blight Pt. 2
Summary// Hired as your bodyguard, James slowly starts to regain his memories and realizes just how poisonous he is
AU// Bodyguard!WS!Bucky x Mafia!F!Reader
Warnings// fingering, mention of nightmares, smut, cursing, a little angst with a smidgen of fluff, Im rusty at this so if I forgot anything let me know
Note// I'm baaaaaaack, hopefully for good but we'll just have to see jebshajfb
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The two month mark of Soldat’s position was slowly creeping up. Along with the thought of how much longer he’d be staying.
He knew he was getting too comfortable.
It was near impossible not to- homemade meals instead of straight from a can, warm showers instead of cold hose downs, and a comfortable bed instead of a worn down mattress on a concrete floor. And, the longer he had been staying, the more missing time he’d pieced back together and the more emotion that started to seep through day by day.
Ones he hadn’t felt in god knows how long and he had trouble processing.
But, none of it compared to how much worse the dreams had gotten. Plaguing him during the night to the point he’d pace back and forth, occasionally slipping out into the hallway to peek into your room across the hall to make sure you were fine.
So, when you sat the plate of freshly cooked sausage and eggs in front of him before sitting across the small breakfast table, he just picked at it. Thinking that maybe if he tried weening himself away from the luxury of having everything at his fingertips it wouldn’t feel as miserable to think about going back.
‘Not hungry?’ Your voice tore him away from his own bubble as he poked the fork into a piece of sausage.
‘Just thinking’
‘If you want something else there’s plenty of food in the kitchen. You’re welcome to it.’ You offered, getting a shake of his head in response.
He appreciated when you’d speak to him in the language that had been drilled into his mind, it made him feel heard when you’d answer him. Like no one else knew what the two of you were talking about when others were around.
The rest of breakfast went by without much conversation. Your silky robe falling apart enough for him to get a small glimpse of the lacy bra underneath when you leaned to take his empty plate. A warm smile gracing your face as you laid a hand on his shoulder, squeezing lightly.
“I have a meeting soon, yell for me when you need help into the stupid uniform.”
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There was an odd bubbly feeling somewhere between Soldat’s chest and stomach. One that made him feel like something bad was going to happen as he stood to your right and slightly behind you. Eyes staying glued to the door as you talked on the phone.
“Go ahead and send him in.” He watched as you sat the phone back on its receiver, the office door opening soon after.
His heart sank when the handler that had brought him in the first day shut the door behind him. Stomach twisting itself in a disgusted knot as you exhaled heavily and leaned back in your chair.
Soldat knew his time in your home was limited, but he hadn’t imagined it would come to an end so soon.
But still, he kept his gaze on the door behind the man and a blank stare.
“I don’t like unannounced visits. I signed your contract, followed your rules. There’s no reason you should be here.” The stern tone of your voice sent a shiver down Soldat’s spine, eyes flicking over to look at your momentarily.
“Just checking in to make sure he’s following the rules.”
You scoffed, feeling the tension in the room getting thicker in the passing moments. “Check whatever you want. But, my contract isn’t up for another ten months.” You snapped, watching the man walk closer to inspect Soldat’s uniform.
The sound of his bionic arm whirring grew louder as he clenched his fist, teeth gritted behind the thick plastic mask and cold stare directed to a spot on the carpet. Focusing on how the color was slightly different than the rest of the room from an incident only weeks before.
“What is that smell?” The man said, lips curving in what seemed to be disgust but was really disapproval.
“Soap? Do you expect him to smell while he’s working?” You quipped, earning a threatening glare in response.
“No gun? How is he suppose to protect you without one?”
“Firearms aren’t allowed on the property. That’s why they searched you at the gate. Besides- I think the arm your ‘company’ attached to him does just fine.” You droned, going back to the paperwork you were working on before he’d shown up.
“Your attitude could be considered breach of contract.”
You snorted a laugh and shook your head, not looking up from your paperwork. “I read it cover to cover. No rules have been broken. Now, get out if you’re finished.”
Soldat felt like a weight was lifted from his lungs when the door shut behind the handler, looking over his shoulder until he saw the sleek black car leaving the gate. Finally letting his muscles relax as he exhaled a long breath and looked to you. “I’m not gonna rat you out for being comfortable here, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
-
Bucky’s shouting from across the hall is what had woke you up, the man’s large frame thrashing around on the bed as he groaned as if he was in pain.
You knew trying to wake him would be dangerous, but the thought of walking away made your stomach knot. Your feet mindlessly carrying you further into the room, only wanting to get a closer look to make sure he was fine.
A scream that couldn’t seem to make it out of his throat made you stumble back a step, the sound gravelly and deep in his chest before his right hand flew up. Blunt nails clawing at the base of his shoulder as he cursed and panted in his sleep.
You panicked, quickly grabbing at his hand to stop him. The action making him jerk awake and sit up abruptly, bionic hand clamping around your wrist.
“James! James, you’re okay.” You rushed out, holding your free hand out to him as he looked around the room. His chest heaving and face etched with fear. “Need some water?”
He nodded silently, eyes not meeting yours as he shifted around the bed. Listening to your retreating footsteps, hearing the echo of glasses clinking and running water through the vent that led to the kitchen below.
When you walked back into the room with the glass of water, he was sat on the edge of his bed. A blank expression as he stared at the wall. Not looking away or moving when you hesitantly sat beside him, holding the glass out for him to take.
“Everything okay?” You asked gently as he lifted the glass to his lips. The room unbearably quiet other than the mechanical whir of his arm as you thoughtfully laid your hand on his back.
“I don’t… know who I am anymore. Especially after seeing my paperwork on your desk. I shouldn't have looked but- Nothing makes sense.” His accent was still evident when he spoke, eyes glued to their spot on the wall.
You sucked in a deep breath and shrugged. “You are- James Buchanan Barnes from Brooklyn, New York.” You said with a comforting smile that made his stomach flip.
“Yeah…” He hesitated to rest his hand on your bare thigh, the skin soft against his calloused palm as he squeezed lightly.
“Get some sleep. I’m across the hall if you need anything.” You assured, rubbing small, soothing circles to the taut skin of his back.
You swore you saw a ghost of a smile when he finally turned his head to look at you. “I’m suppose to be saying that to you.”
You felt horrible to leave him alone after his nightmare, his hand warm against your thigh and bringing comfort you weren’t aware that you needed. “Do you want to come and watch some tv? Try to relax your mind? Cartoons sometimes help me.”
A breath of a laugh left his nose, a brief moment passing before he nodded.
Entering your room, he shifted back and forth on his feet. Watching as you got comfortable in your bed before patting the spot next to you.
He was tense as he laid on top of the thick comforter. Hands smoothing against the fabric of his sweatpants as you flipped through different movie titles on the tv that hung on the wall.
And, though the animated movie you picked did seem to help, James’ mind was wandering to other, more pleasant places.
Like, how the swell of your breasts rose and fell with each breath, and what they’d look like littered in bite marks left behind in a fit of lust. Your fingers pulling and twisting a loose thread, and what he would give to feel your manicured fingertips dig into his skin. To hear needy moans and whines pull from your throat as he buried himself in the warmth of your cunt.
Snapping himself away from his filthy thoughts, James focused on the tv. Hand gripping the blanket that covered his lap in hopes to hide the swelling in his sweatpants.
But, you were more focused on how ridged his form was. Sitting up to face him with creased eyebrows, worry plastered across your features.
“Everything okay?” You asked quietly, fingertips cradling his jaw.
James leaned into your touch, a barely audible whimper leaving his parted lips. A vulnerable feeling bubbling in his chest when they grazed along his stubble and down the side of his neck, hand resting on his shoulder. “James?”
He hummed in response, eyes glued to your mouth when his name fell into the air. “Are you okay?” You asked again, this time slower before his warm right hand lifted. Knuckles gently dragging along your cheek before he nodded.
In a sudden motion, his lips slotted over yours. Sloppy and taking you off guard at first before a rhythm was found, calloused fingers carefully curling around the back of your neck in attempt to pull you impossibly closer.
He wanted to feel more, a desire that burned deep to feel your bare skin against his as he urged you to your back. Settling between your legs, leaving wet kisses along the column of your neck as his hips rocked forward. The friction eliciting a soft moan from you as your legs lifted to his hips.
He couldn’t wait any longer, shuffling his pants down enough to free his erection. A nervous look etching across his flush face as your hands cupped his cheeks. “It’s okay, take your time.”
Shaky breaths fanned your face as his trembling hand went down to grip himself. “Do you want me to-“
He shook his head and swallowed hard, trying to remember the last time he was intimate with anyone. “It’s okay, I’ve got it.” He murmured, bulbous tip prodding at your folds before he eased in. Trying his hardest not to jerk his hips forward and fill you in a single thrust when a shiver rolled down his spine.
The pain of the stretch was bearable, laced with pleasure as your arms went around his broad shoulders. Holding him close as his face buried in the crook of your neck, short, slow thrusts sending sparks of pleasure down your legs.
Words weren’t needed- quiet moans and the feel of his skin against yours being enough for both of you as the roll of his hips started to lose rhythm. Slowing to a grind as he tried to hold off his high.
But, it was too much, too overwhelming to even attempt to do as it wracked through him and made his whole body tense. Gasped out moans sounding in your ear as a pleased smile crept across your face.
“Fuck- I’m sorry.” He panted, face red from both excitement and embarrassment when he lifted his head to look at you.
Cradling his jaw in your fingers, you placed a sweet kiss to his lips. “It’s okay, I understand.”
“Let me-“ his knuckles grazed your inner thigh when you stopped him with a shake of your head.
“You don’t have to.” You assured, fingers threading in his thick hair.
“I want to. It’s only fair.” He insisted, slotting his lips over yours in a supple kiss as his fingertips glided along your glistening folds. Circling your clit before easing two of them into you, pressing into the rough patch just inside your cunt when he curled the long digits upwards. Eliciting a whine that he swallowed when his tongue slipped into your mouth, pressing into yours in a sloppier kiss.
He took his time, wanting to do it right as he curled and twisted his fingers against your velvety walls, breaths mixing together as you moaned into his mouth. Until, the throb of his cock took over again.
A needy whine pulled from your throat when he removed his hand. Quickly replaced with a gasp of a moan when he slammed into you. The pace much more rough as he held himself up on his forearms, lips brushing yours with every feverish snap of his hips and your fingers carving against the smooth skin of his back.
“Oh, god-“ you keened, legs tightening around his waist when the bubbling pleasure boiled over. Your walls clenching around him sending him over the edge as his hips pressed tight to yours.
Your body relaxed against the mattress when he slipped from between your legs. Leaving an empty feeling behind as he stood next to the bed and adjusted himself.
“I should probably go back to my room.” His voice was quiet as he found some tissues on the bedside table. Handing them to you so you could clean up.
Chewing the inside of your cheek, you sat up. His eyes glossy from the afterglow as he looked at the tv.
“You can stay in here if you want.”
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becca-e-barnes · 3 years
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Bucky Barnes
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Fluff:
He Was Made to Be a Dad - Sarah throws you and Bucky a baby shower for your second child
I Remember This Song - Bucky has a bad night so to comfort him, you give him a little iPod full of songs from the 40’s
Let Me Help - John Walker attacks you and Bucky helps you recover
Oliver Grant Barnes - You give birth to your first baby with Bucky
Playdate - You’re a single parent to an outgoing little boy called Oliver. On the first day of school he makes a new friend, Thomas Barnes. Both Thomas and his dad Bucky come over for dinner
Smut:
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Don’t Talk With Your Mouth Full - You rile Bucky up during a briefing and after everyone leaves, you make it up to him in the conference room, whether Steve is there or not
Gym Session - You know Bucky loves seeing you in his dogtags so you wear them to the gym. He gets his own back by making you ride his abs
Make It Up To Me, Barnes - Good old fashioned makeup sex with your husband Bucky after an argument
Intimacy - You get a date night with Bucky after your second baby and he reminds you just how much he loves every inch of your body
I’m Not Sure At All This Is Safe, But I Want To Try It Anyway - You and Bucky try knife play
Too Far - You and Bucky get a little too carried away in your Dom/Sub roles and you have to use your safe word
Wanna Make You Feel Good All Day - Pleasure Dom Bucky makes you forget all about a bad week at work
Welcome Home, Soldat - Bucky comes home from a mission in his full tactical gear and makes you get off on his boot
Would That Be So Bad, Toots? - You and Bucky decide to try for a second child
Limerence - Hate sex
AU’s
Best Friend’s Dad! Bucky
Rebound - Your boyfriend dumps you so you stay with your best friend Amy for a while. Her dad Bucky helps you forget all about the breakup
Night Out - Part 2 to Rebound. Amy thinks you need a night out to help you get over your breakup. Bucky thinks your dress is too short and gets jealous
Personal Assistant! Bucky
Take Care of Everything - Your PA Bucky takes care of everything for you but now he wants to take care of you too
Series:
Dad’s Best Friend! Bucky
Mini Masterlist - My collection of Dad’s Best Friend Bucky oneshots
Pornstar! Bucky
Mini Masterlist - My collection of Pornstar Bucky Blurbs
Blurbs:
40’s Bucky
Sex in an alleyway
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navybrat817 · 4 years
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Bucky Barnes Masterlist
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Welcome to my Bucky Barnes Masterlist, lovelies, and I hope you enjoy! Header and banner by @sgt-seabass​ and dividers by @firefly-graphics​. Check them out! ​
Main Masterlist
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🔥 smut 💓 fluff 💔 angst 💞 AU 🛑 dark content 💙 Navy's faves
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Mini-Series and Shared Universes
Soldat and Sparrow Universe (Ongoing)
Your fire burns for the Winter Soldier. And one day, you’ll be free. Both of you.
Winter and Fire  🔥💙
Summary: You didn’t choose to be with Hydra. Neither did the Winter Soldier. 
War and Peace 🔥
Summary: Your first mission together brings inner war...peace.
Soldat and Sparrow  
Summary: No one touches his Sparrow.
Night and Day  🔥
Summary: Will you be another one of the Soldat’s lost memories?
Dark and Light
Black and White
Moon and Sun
Past and Future
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Marvel/SPN Crossover  - (Bucky Barnes x Reader, Dean Winchester x Reader) - ON HIATUS (not discontinued)
Bucky Barnes broke your heart, but Dean Winchester picked up the pieces. So what happens when Bucky needs your help?
Look Like Lies - Part 1  🔥
Summary: Dean welcomes you home. 
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A/B/O Neighbors Universe  - (Mechanic Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader x Carpenter Alpha!Hal Carter)  (a/b/o - Ongoing)
The story of how you meet, and fall for, your neighbors and alphas.
The Start of Something New 
Summary: Your alpha neighbors help you move in and they’re hard to resist.
A Proper Welcome  🔥
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
Summary: You want to be more than your secondary gender, even with your heat around the corner. Lucky for you, Bucky and Hal are understanding alphas.
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Beefy Florist Universe (Ongoing) 
The beefy florist in town steals your heart and you manage to steal his, too.
Freshly Picked   💓
Summary: Meeting the beefy florist is the start of something new.
Budding Romance  🔥💙
Summary: Your first date with Bucky is just the start of your passionate love story.
Blossoming 💓
Summary: Bucky can’t stop thinking about your after your first date.
Heavenly Florist 
Flourishing
Fragrance  🔥
Summary: Bucky discovers that you love wearing his shirts. 
Petal 🔥
Summary: Bucky can’t resist a taste when you watch him in at work.
Sweetest Nectar  🔥
Summary: Birthdays aren’t a big deal to you, but Bucky gives you a reason to celebrate.
Efflorescence 🔥
Summary: Bucky helps you unwind after a long week.
Adventures in Babysitting  💓
Summary: You learn something sweet about Bucky when you have to babysit at the last minute.
Grandeur  💓
Summary: Bucky is thankful to have you in his life, especially after a long day.
Aroma   💓
Summary:  Bucky adores domestic moments with you.
Snowfall
Summary: You refuse to go outside on a cold day and Bucky is more than happy to keep you warm.
Making Arrangements
In Full Bloom
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The Pakhan and the Printsessa - Mob Newlyweds Universe (Ongoing)
You’re married to Bucky Barnes, one of the most powerful men in the world. And all he wants is you.
Harmonious  🔥
Summary: You may think you’re a pawn in Bucky’s life, but you are his queen.
Hollow  🔥
Summary: Bucky touches on memories from the past and wants to start a new tradition with you.
Husband and Wife  🔥💙
Summary: Bucky has to have you before you get to your wedding reception.
Honeymoon Suite 🔥
Summary: Bucky takes a call during your honeymoon, but you should know that you always come first.
Home Again  🔥
Summary: Your husband opens up to you about his past as you fall more in love.
Honesty and Lies
Honor and Obey
Hope, Faith and Love
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Dialed In - Motocross Universe (Ongoing)
Starting Gate  🔥💙
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2
Summary: You attract the attention of your coworker’s friend who just happens to be a handsome racer who plays for keeps.
Break Check
Summary: You made quite an impression on Bucky Barnes before his race.
Friendly Competition
Summary: You make a new "friend" before the race starts.
Epinephrine
Summary:  Bucky races to win as you watch with anticipation.
Jump Scare
Summary: You get quite the jump scare during a movie night with Bucky.
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Nightclub  (Nick Fowler x Reader, Bucky Barnes x Reader, Nick Fowler x Reader x Bucky Barnes)  💞 (nightclub)
You’re unwillingly caught in a battle between a nightclub owner, Nick, and his bouncer, Bucky.
Push and Pull  🔥🛑💙
Summary: Nick wants what Bucky has.
Back and Forth
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Stud and Smartie - Roommate Universe (Ongoing)
The journey of falling for your stud of a roommate.
Orientation
Summary: You become Bucky's new roommate, putting you both on a path for new beginnings.
Alpine's Approval
Summary: Alpine is particular about the company she keeps, but she adores you.
Newspaper
Summary: Bucky enjoys reading the morning paper.
Affectionate
Summary: Bucky reserves his affection for you.
Study Date
Summary: Bucky doesn’t like other guys near his best girl.
Dance Break  💓💙
Summary: A sweet moment with your roommate makes you fall for him more.
Missing Piece
Summary: Feelings come to light in the most fitting way.
Sleeping Arrangements 🔥
Summary: You insist on sleeping in your own room, but Bucky likes a challenge.
Clingy 🔥
Summary: Bucky needs you close by.
Handprint
Summary: You two always have fun in the kitchen.
Anatomy 🔥
Summary: You help Bucky relieve some stress after a long day.
Pizza and a Movie 🔥
Summary: You never make it through a movie with Bucky.
Book Boyfriend  🔥
Summary: Bucky is better than any book boyfriend. You’ll prove it to him.
Under the Weather
Summary: You’re under the weather, but Bucky still makes you smile.
Practice Test 🔥
Summary: Bucky loves helping with your studies.
Teacher’s Pet 🔥
Summary: You role-play a bit with Bucky before a costume party.
Daddy? Sorry.
Summary: You and Natasha discuss what a “daddy” means to you.
Stop and Stare 💓 
Summary: Bucky can't help but stare.
Meet the Parents  💓
Summary:  Bucky wants to make a good impression when he meets your parents face-to-face and a bit of awkwardness ensues.
Interference 💓
Summary: Alpine gives her opinion on a discussion you have with Bucky.
Soot and Alpine  💓
Summary: A sweet photo from Bucky brightens your day. 
What’s Yours is Mine  💓
Summary: You like to borrow Bucky’s shirts, so he decides to try one of yours.
No Other Love  💓
Summary: Bucky wants to surprise you with a romantic evening.
So Thankful  💓
Summary: You share some laughs with Bucky while you cook together.
Cookies and Hints
Summary: Bucky tries to get hints about his gifts as you bake together.
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Librarian AU (Ongoing)
You may get your happily ever after with a dreamy librarian.
Once Upon a Time  💓
Summary: Happily Ever After begins in the subway.
Far, Far Away  💓
Summary: You take a chance and give Bucky a call.
A Real Prince Charming  💓
Summary:  You get to see Bucky in his element.
Wish Upon a Star
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Modern Royalty AU (Ongoing)
You’re in love with the man sworn to protect you. He may just love you, too.
Cordially Invited | Part 2
Summary: You’re in need of a date for an upcoming wedding.
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Avengers AU
Don’t Let Go
Prologue | Part 1
Summary: Bucky Barnes breaks your heart after a passionate night together. Doing your best to pick up the pieces, you try to distance yourself and move on. When he comes back into your life and refuses to walk away, will you give him a second chance or let him go for good? 
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Vampire Mob AU (Ongoing)
Power and money mean nothing to the powerful vampire ruler if you’re aren’t by his side.
Around Your Throat  🔥
Summary:  Bucky has the perfect accessory to go around your throat.
Lay Me Down  🔥💙
Summary: You look to the past and future on your last night as a human.
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DBF/BFD AU (Ongoing)
What Goes Around  🔥💙
Summary:  Bucky is your friend's dad and your dad's friend and nothing more. Until he isn't.
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Rocker AU (Ongoing)
Still Get Jealous  🔥
Summary: Bucky doesn’t get jealous. Or does he?
Everybody Wants a Taste  🔥
Summary: Are you really Bucky's girl? He thinks so.
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Sin on Skin - Tattoo Artist AU (Ongoing)
Sugar and Spice
Summary: You make a sweet impression on one of the new tattoo artists in the neighborhood.
And Everything Nice
Summary:  You visit the tattoo parlor when an uninvited guest shows up at the bakery.
What Dreams Are Made Of
Summary: You’re on Bucky’s mind before your date.
Sweet and Strong
Summary: You stop by the parlor to drop off some treats.
Sundress and Leather 
Summary: Your first date with Bucky doesn't go as planned, but that makes it all the more special.
Innocent and Sinful
Ladies and Gentlemen
Summary: Bucky reflects on you and your date the morning after.
Rules and Chaos
Summary: Your friends are a bad influence when you and Bucky set up booths for a Fall Festival.
Traditions and Innovation
Summary: Bucky wants to kiss you under the mistletoe, but it doesn’t happen in the traditional sense.
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Into the Woods - Woodworker AU (shared AU with lumberjack!Steve - Ongoing)
A New Tradition
Summary: Bucky doesn't have any holiday traditions, but maybe he can start something new with you.
Valentine’s Day Tradition
Summary: Bucky wants to get you the perfect Valentine’s Day gift.
In His Hands
Summary: Bucky's new project is his favorite one yet for a very special reason.
Sleepless Nights
Summary: Bucky offers to check on Jellybean so you can get some rest.
First Mother’s Day
Summary: Steve and Bucky want to give you the perfect Mother's Day.
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Addicted to Love - Modern AU  (Ongoing)
Ravenous  🔥
Summary: Bucky has a big appetite
Insatiable  🔥
Summary: You and Bucky can’t get enough of each other.
Greedy  🔥
Summary: Bucky is treated to a small show when he gets home.
Shatter  🔥
Summary: Bucky wants you to shatter so he can put you back together.
Worship 🔥
Summary: Bucky should have worshipped you sooner.
Hunger 🔥
Summary: Bucky would rather eat in than go out.
Revere  🔥
Summary: Bucky assumes the worst after a bad dream.
Shiver
Summary: Bucky isn't a fan of the cold weather. Not anymore.
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Bartender AU
Send Me an Angel  🔥🛑
Summary: Bucky thinks you’re an angel.
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Artist AU
Muse
Summary: Bucky is thankful to have you as his muse.
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Stalker AU
Follow You Home
Summary: Bucky just wants to see you smile when he visits you at the flower shop.
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Ranch Hand AU (Ongoing)
Sunbeam 🔥
Summary: You’re Bucky’s sunbeam and you love to distract him while he works.
Dusk to Dawn  🔥
Summary: Bucky reflects on how far gone he is for you when he picks you up during a night out.
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Torn in Two - Bucky and the Winter Soldier AU
Two Sides of the Same Coin 🔥
Summary: A night of passion awakens something beneath the surface of the man you love.
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A Different Call - Assassin AU
Take You Higher  🔥
Summary: Most people don't have an assassin waiting for them in the backseat of their car, but it's your lucky day.
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College AU (Ongoing)
Time to Study
Summary: Bucky told you he needed help with his studies, but you should have known he just wanted an excuse to kiss you.
Strike a Pose 
Summary: You get a front row seat to your roommate's latest photoshoot, which happens to feature your boyfriend.
Study Habits  🔥
Summary: You give Bucky a suggestion to help with his studies and he gives you a gift in return.
Photogenic
Summary: You love one of the photos Roxy took of Bucky, but he isn’t having it.
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Off the Beaten Path - Shifter AU (Ongoing)
The Animal Within
Summary:  Bucky can't help but follow you when you go through his territory.
The Pull of Gravity
Summary: Bucky has a chat with Steve about his new friend.
A Crown of Flowers
Summary: You make Bucky a crown of flowers and he gets a little closer to the shifter quickly stealing his heart.
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Reconnect - Best Friend AU (Ongoing)
Where We Left Off
Summary: You're in love with your best friend who is determined to make the most of your vacation together.
When We First Met 
Summary: You reflect on the past and future as you wake up in Bucky's arms.
Waiting a Little Longer 
Summary: Bucky promises you an explanation, even if he can't give it to you right away.
We’ll Always be Friends
Summary: It's time to have dinner with your friends, but your mind keeps drifting to Bucky.
Where Did the Time Go?
Summary: You decide not to drink during game night, which leads to an interesting conversation with Bucky.
We Don’t Talk Anymore
Summary: You and Bucky have an honest conversation, but it may not have a happy ending.
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Disturbia - Dark Suburbia AU (Ongoing)
A Plum a Day  🔥🛑
Summary: You wake up beside Bucky, but you don't know how you got there.
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Shoot Your Shot - Modern AU (Ongoing)
The Rejects 
Summary: Bucky address the elephant in the room.
A Couple of Cuties
Summary: Bucky's cute. He knows it. You know it. You just need to admit it.
Lose Your Voice  🔥
Summary: You want Bucky in your mouth. Simple as that.
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The Vegas Lights - Fae AU
What Happens in Vegas  🔥🛑
Summary: You get more than you bargained for when you decide to get married in Vegas.
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One Shots, Drabbles, Headcanons & Imagines Run Like Hell  🔥🛑 Summary:  You weren’t supposed to see the Winter Soldier that day. So you ran. The Soldat loves a good chase though…and you’re not getting away from him that easily. First and Last  🔥🛑 💞 (a/b/o)💙 Summary:  Masquerading as Beta was an easy choice. Too bad Bucky Barnes had other plans for you. Lose Control  🔥 💙
Summary: Bucky tried his best not to lose control, but a man can only take so much.
Hit and Run
Summary:  Bucky is good at one thing and prays he won’t lose you over it.
Dearly Beloved  💔 Summary:  Bucky goes home to rest.
Face Riding  🔥
Summary: Ripping off the Soldat’s mask and taking a ride.
Glorious Thighs  🔥
Summary: You love the feel of Bucky’s thighs.
Softer Side  🔥
Summary: The Soldat shows a softer side with you.
Take Care of You  🔥
Summary: Bucky thinks you’ve been working too hard.
Practice Makes Purrfect  💓💙
Summary: Bucky has an important question to ask.
It Ain’t Yours  🔥💙
Summary: Bucky didn’t make himself clear that you were his, but you know now.
Perfection  🔥💙
Summary: You decide to give Bucky a ride when an agent shows your man too much attention.
Not-So-Secret Santa  💓
Summary: Bucky wants to give you the perfect gift.
The In-Between  🔥
Summary: Bucky isn’t good or bad, but you accept him as he is.
At the Club  🔥
Summary: Bucky is always drawn to you, crowd or not. 
It Was Only a Kiss   💓💙
Summary: A kiss on the forehead can mean many things.
A Familiar Face  🔥
Summary: You get a visit from the Winter Soldier while you’re with Bucky.
Take a Break  💓
Summary: Bucky notices when you’re not putting yourself first.
Read Between the Lines ~ (threat not by Bucky) 
Summary: Things are left unsaid with Bucky during your recent mission.
Make Music Together  💓
Summary: Reader likes to sing and Bucky likes to play piano. They are too shy to talk, but maybe if the team asks nicely, they can make some music together…And finally say what they want to say to each other.
You’re My Obsession  🔥🛑💙
Summary: You’re the light in Bucky’s darkness. And he doesn’t want to share you with anyone, including Steve.
Lazy Mornings  🔥  
Summary: Bucky loves waking you up in the morning.
Sunrise   💓
Summary: Bucky takes you to his sanctuary.
Loyalty  🔥 (features Dark!Andy Barber x Reader)  
Summary: Loyalty is something you’ve learned to both loathe and appreciate.
Tell Me Something Good   💓
Summary: Your feelings aren’t a burden to Bucky Barnes.
Here and Now 🔥
Summary: Bucky warned you to cancel movie night, but you didn’t listen.
Two’s a Company (Bucky Barnes x Reader x Chris Beck)  🔥 Summary: It’s selfish to want both Bucky and Beck…or is it?
Ruined  🔥  
Summary: Bucky is a familiar kind of stranger and you want him to ruin you.
Thrill 🔥 💞 (a/b/o)
Summary: Your alpha enjoys cutting off your clothes.
Homecoming  🔥
Summary: Bucky comes home to you.
Sex on Legs  🔥
Summary: Bucky looks good in anything.
Overtime  🔥 (Jake Jensen x Reader x Bucky Barnes)
Summary: Late nights with Jake Jensen and Bucky Barnes pay off.
Best Man ~  (Dubcon kissing) 
Summary: Bucky found the girl of his dreams and Steve couldn’t be happier.
Silver and Gray  🔥 💙
Summary: Being trapped between Bucky Barnes and the Winter Solider feels as good as the metal around your throat.
Fun in the Lab  🔥
Summary: You convince Bucky to have some fun in Tony’s lab.
Destroy  🔥
Summary: Bucky destroys everything he touches… except for you.
More Than Enough  💓
Summary: You had a bad day, but Bucky is there to help.
Vivid  🔥
Summary: Bucky can’t keep his mind off of you.
Like it Rough  🔥 💙
Summary: Bucky will let you breathe... after he makes you feel good.
Addicted  🔥  
Summary: Bucky doesn’t think you can go five minutes without wanting him... He may be right.
Fracture:  🔥
Summary: Some days, Bucky needs to you take control and chase the demons away.
Remind Me  🔥 💙
Summary: The apocalyptic world is crumbling around you and you need a reminder of who you belong to.
Study Session  🔥 💞 (a/b/o and professor) (Professor Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader x Professor Alpha!Hal Carter) 
Summary: You make your alphas proud with how well you can concentrate.
Prized Possession  🔥💞 (librarian) 🛑
Summary: You’re Bucky’s rare treasure, his most prized possession.
Somewhere I Belong  💔 💓
Summary: When your insecurities get the best of you, Bucky tells you what you need to hear.
Make Yourself at Home 💓  
Summary: You find a familiar face in your home after a long day.
A Debt to Pay  🔥💞 (mob)  💙
Summary: Bucky isn’t a man to be crossed.
Like Real People Do  🔥💞 (professor)
Summary: Bucky decides to stop being professional and take what he wants.
Collateral Damage  🔥🛑
Summary: You pay the price when the Avengers try to undo the snap.
A Little Push  🔥💙
Summary:  Bucky doesn't think he deserves to be with you, but gets a little push to speak up when he sees your ex.
So Innocent  🔥
Summary: You try to convince Bucky that you’re innocent, but he knows better.
Long Night
Summary: Bucky is waiting for you when you come back from a night out.
Take the Edge Off  🔥
Summary: Bucky thinks about he ruined you just hours ago.
Starving, Darling  🔥
Summary: You tease Bucky and he retaliates in the best way.
When You Move, I Move  🔥
Summary: Bucky gives you a reason to not get out of his bed.
Clocking Out  🔥
Summary: Bucky makes it difficult for you to get any work done.
What That Tongue Do?  🔥
Summary: Bucky doesn't get why you're attracted to an actor who plays him in another world, but he's happy to remind you what his tongue can do.
Within You  🔥 🛑
Summary: Bucky shows a different side of himself when you venture into a corn maze.
Five More Minutes  💓
Summary: Bucky doesn't want you to get out of bed. Truthfully, neither do you.
A Hero’s Reward  🔥 🛑
Summary: Bucky is a hero and every hero deserves a reward.
Sick Day  💓
Summary: Bucky takes care of you when you get a cold. He also takes care of the guy who may have given you a cold.
Check Yes or No  💓
Summary: Bucky instantly falls for you, but waits to ask you out.
Running on Empty  🔥
Summary: You had a long day and need Bucky to give you some attention.
You Asked for It  🔥
Summary: You need Bucky to blow your back out.
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myfavoriteficss · 3 years
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Marvel Angst Masterlist
This Masterlist includes all of the Marvel angst I have reblogged. The angst will range from very light to heavy depending on the fic. Enjoy.
Updated: 07/17/2021
Marvel Masterlist's
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KEY:
Genre: (F) = Fluff, (A) = Angst, (D) = Dark, (J) = Jealousy, (V) = Violence, (H/C) = Hurt and/or Comfort
Trope: (ER) = Established Relationship, (EL) = Enemies to Lovers, (FL) = Friends to Lovers, (FE) = Frenemies, (FD) = Fake Dating, (F/B) = Friends with Benefits, (BU) = Breakup/Already Broken Up, ( C) = Cheating, (UL) = Unrequited Love, (SB) = Slow Burn, (P) = Pregnancy, (BS) = Bed Sharing, (SR) = Super Reader
Type: (AU) = Alternate Universe, (18+) = Mature/NSFW, (HC) = Headcanon
1. Wanda Maximoff
Written by: @aaron-despair
Not your fault (ER, F, A)
Written by: @abimess
It only takes the holidays (AU, A, F): (1) It only takes a commercial - (2) It only takes a pothole - (3) It only takes a lunch - (4) It only takes a party - (5) It only takes a Christmas tree - (6) - It only takes an unexpected visit - (7) It only takes a weird noise - (8) It only takes a fund-raising event - (9) It only takes a starry sky - (10) It only takes a Christmas gift - (11) It only takes a decision - (Epilogue) It only takes a deed
Too familiar, too hurtful (EL, A, F)
Marry me (A, F)
Written by: @aestethick​
Roses (A)
Written by: @allyouthought​
always (F, A)
Written by: @aphrodite-made-me-write-it
Cast A Spell (On You) (AU, A) 
Written by: @badgerfic
the serum (A, V): Part 1
Written by: @buckyssoldat
(UL, A) (1) Not in that way - (2) Gone
Written by: @c-is-writing
gaze into my mind (A, F) 
good enough (A, F) 
Written by: @cantcontroltheirfear​
Odds (AU, A): (1) Another One - (2) I’m Ready - (3) Bar With No Name - (4) That Much Is True - (5) Still - (6) Second to Last Last - (7) Even
Written by: @captainhotch
Cat and Mouse (A) 
Written by: @certifiedskywalker​
Waiting for Home (A) 
Written by: @dancing-the-hellfire-rumba
Je Te Laisserai De Mots (A) 
Written by: @delfiore​
i sunk in all the memories (A) 
better than losing you (ER, A) 
Written by: @desparadowrites
The Very Awful Not Good Bad Day (SR, A) 
Written by: @empyreanwritings
Almost Lost You (FL, A, F) 
Written by: @fallinforevans
you have me (FL, A, F) 
Written by: @forever-your-soldat
(ER, A) (1) Too Much - (2) Her Love 
I Can’t Hurt You (A, V) 
Written by: @frostedfaves
All Too Well (ER, A) 
Written by: @harringtons-imagines
Monster (A, F) 
Written by: @helloalycia
just a kid (ER, A, V, D): [one] - [two]
Written by: @hiiraya
(A, F) (1) one last dance (rewrite) - (2) one last chance (rewrite) - (3) with you
loving you had consequences (rewrite) (BU, A) 
you are my sunshine (rewrite) (A)
Written by: @jabbagabba
La La Land (A): Prologue
Written by: @jbbarnesnnoble
(ER, C, A) (1) Out of Everyone Else - (2) It's Me You're Gonna Miss
Written by: @kingsmanandqueens
Winsome Enigma (A, F) 
Written by: @lesbian-lilo​
Mission Mishaps (H/C, F, A) 
Written by: @lowkeyerror
I Have To See Her Again (A, V)
Written by: @m-lesmxrales
Safe & Sound (ER, A) 
Written by: @marvel-wlw
Somewhere to Run (A) 
Written by: @marvels-writings
Broken Sense (UL, A) 
Dreams that Come True (F, A) 
Always Safe (A) 
Scared (A, F) 
Hurting You (A, F) 
Wanted More (ER, C, A) 
Written by: @marvelsdc22
What We Thought We Lost (AU, FL, A, F): Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @may-fanfic​
I Just Want You (A, F) 
Written by: @mcuwritin​
Mission gone wrong (A): Part I - Part II
Frenemies? (FE, A, F): Part I - Part II
Written by: @missmonsters2
About You (A): Part I - Part II - Part III - Part IV - Part V - Part VI - Part VII - Part VIII - Part IX - Part X
(ER, A) (1) Under the Light - (2) You Found Me
Find Your Way (BU, A) 
Last the Night (ER, C, A) 
Written by: @mymymarvel
Never Is Enough (A) 
Written by: @nermalina
so in love. (A, F) 
Written by: @nervoustrack
We're out in the open sea (A)
Written by: @nothingbutimagines
Last Christmas (UL, A, F) 
Written by: @procrastinatingsapphictrash
The pact (FL, F, A) 
Written by: @queenxxxsupreme
1950 (A) 
Written by: @randomshyperson
Sorry for your loss (FL, A, F): (1) I will grieve - (2) I will try - (3) I will get better. - (4) I will move on - (5) I will love again (18+)
The Scarlet Witch Prophecy (AU, FL, F, A): (1) The First Year - (2) The Second Year - (3) The Third Year - (4) The Fourth Year (Part I) - (5) The Fourth Year (Part II) - (6) The Fourth Year (Final Part) - (7) The Fifth Year (Part One) - (8) The Fifth Year (Part Two) - (9) The Fifth Year (Part Three)
Left Behind (FL, A, V, F): (1) Muddy Waters - (2) R.I.P to My Youth - (3) No Time to Die - (4) Save Me - (5) Someone You Loved - (6) Once a Promise, Always a Promise. - (7) Start a Riot - (8) Fine Line - (9) Please Notice - (10) Atlantis
Road to Healing (FL, A, F, 18+)
Drivers License (AU, FL, F, A)
The One (AU, A, F)
Written by: @rebeliz777
August (C, F/B, A): Part I (18+) - Part II (18+) - Part III
Again (A) 
Crumbling down (A)
Written by: @reminiscingtonight
(BU, A) (1) Better By Now - (2) Run Into You - (3) Still the Same
(FL, A) (1) Through The Dark - (2) If I Fall - (3) Breaking Point
(ER, A) (1) Cellophane - (2) Apologies
(AU, ER, A) (1) Break My Heart Again - (2) Burn It All Down
(FL, A, F) (1) Last Kiss - (2) All I Know - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - (6) Breathe (It’s Out Of My Hands)
A Different Corner (A) 
Need You Now (A)
Let’s Hurt Tonight (ER, A)
Ghost of You (A)
Lego House (AU, FL, A, F)
Not Ready For Goodbyes (ER, A, F)
Hold On (ER, A)
Twilight Time (ER, F, A)
Feel It Twice (A)
I’ll Never Love Again (A)
Written by: @rogue-barnes-16
I’m A Monster (FL, A, F) 
Written by: @saintprinsessa​
Feeling You (A) 
Written by: @sapphicshots
to grow old in (ER, A, F) 
falling (FL, A, F) 
Written by: @shesaidnomaam
Witch & Wound (A, F): Part 1 - Part 2
Two A.M, Two Bottles In (A) 
Written by: @somewhatgreatexpectations
Love Goes (FL, C, BU, A, F): (1) Latch - (2) One Day at a Time - (3) Fire on Fire - (4) Like I Can - (5) Breaking Hearts - (6) Another One - (7) Palace - (8) Writing’s On The Wall - (9) For The Lover That I Lost - (10) Leave Your Lover - (11) Nirvana - (12) Lay Me Down - (13) To Die For
Love Me (Or Let Me Go) (AU, A, F): (1) Leave, Then Go - (2) If you need me, let me know - (3) Walk Away - (4) In the Middle - (5) Love Me, or Let Me Go - (6) Don't Go - (7) Separate Ways - (8) Set You Free - (Alt. Ending) Home
Written by: @spoopy-imagines-writer
Behind These Hazel Eyes (A) 
Written by: @starshipsofstarlord
Two Beds, One Home (A, F) 
Testing. Testing. (A) 
Written by: @subtlebucky
she lives in daydreams with me (A, F) 
Written by: @thenatashamaximoff
Dangerous Love (C, BU, A, V, SR): Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Epilogue
Broken Love (C, A): Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4
Written by: @thewitchandtheassassin
Guilt is an Ugly Mistress (ER, A) 
Of Love and Of Loss (ER, A) 
Written by: @waiting4inspiration
Why? (A, F) 
Written by: @wandaownsthisass
If You Need Me (A) 
Written by: @wandaromanova​
Should’ve Been You (ER, A) 
Written by: @wandsolsen​
Champagne Problems (ER, A) 
Written by: @wellsayhelloaagin​
Cross My Heart (ER, A): Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @wokeupinawalnut
(ER, BU, A) (1) Six Degrees Of Separation - (2) Wherever This Goes
Save The Best For Last (FL, A, F) 
Written by: @young-and-bitchy (deactivated)
Here You Come Again (BU, A) 
Written by: @8plasma
children of tragedy (A): [part 1] - [part 2]
2. Natasha Romanoff
Written by: @aestethick
Last Kiss (A): Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @allfiguredout
Home (A) 
Written by: @aphrodite-made-me-write-it
To Mend (A, F) 
Written by: @c-is-writing
untangled (F, A) 
Written by: @crimsonspy
Don’t shut me out (FL, SB, A, F) 
Written by: @demxters
bluebird (A) 
Written by: @femreader
Don’t Go (H/C, A) 
Written by: @higherfurther-romanova
Then Finish It (A, V, D): Part 1
Written by: @hiiraya
(A) (1) didn't know what I had - (2) you were good to me - (3) what I want
closure (A) 
Written by: @jbbarnesandnoble
Rainy Season (A)
When We Were Young and Naive (AU, A) 
Written by: @jumbojamba47
Guest Room (A) 
Written by: @lesbian-deadpool
New Surroundings (A): (1) Glad You Are Back - (2) Glad To Be Home
(A, F) (1) We Were On A Break! - (2) I’ll Be Home For Christmas
A Fresh Start (A, F) 
Written by: @lilxberry
I Watched You Die (A): Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3
Written by: @lndlover
Somebody else (C, A) 
Written by: @lonelyandlovelorn
Loophole (F, A) 
Written by: @marvels-writings
(ER, C, BU, A) (1) Used To - (2) World Turned Upside Down - (3) My Forever
Not Meant to Be (A) 
A Reason to Leave, a Reason to Stay (A, F) 
Perfect (A, F) 
Past Come to Life (A, F) 
Piece of Your Heart (A, F) 
Make it Right (ER, A) 
Can’t You Tell? (A) 
Written by: @marvelouslytrekking
Finding You (A, V) 
Written by: @marvelsbanner
Someone to You (A, F) 
Written by: @may-fanfic
Because I love you (A, V): Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @missmonsters2
Lead Me Astray (ER, A) 
Leave Me Lonely (ER, A) 
Stars Falling (A, F) 
Written by: @natasha-danvers
Oh (A, F): Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6 - Part 7
Longing (A): Part 1
Written by: @pietrosgf
the sweet escape (A): (1) what died didn’t stay dead - (2) you’re alive in my head
Written by: @pigeonp0st
Natasha Romanoff x Reader #2 (A): Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @procrastinatingsapphictrash
Can’t get over her (A, F) 
The rest of my life (A, F) 
A little help from the team (A, F) 
Doubt (A, F) 
Drunken confessions (A, F) 
Written by: @quickpiet
Walk it off (A, F) 
Written by: @rebeliz777
You saved me (A) 
Written by: @roger-that-cap
(ER, C, A) (1) cardigan - (2) tolerate it
peace (A, F) 
Written by: @romanoffswifey
Point Blank (A): Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @saltybaltic
Come Back To Me (A, F) 
Written by: @sapphicshots
i can’t live without you (A, F) 
Written by: @satxnsupreme​
Welcome home (A) 
Written by: @shesaidnomaam
Natasha x Reader (A): Part 1
Written by: @startrekkingaroundasgard
“I didn’t mean it.” (A, F) 
Written by: @thenatashamaximoff
Dangerous Love (C, BU, A, V, SR): Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Epilogue
Broken Love (C, A): Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4
Written by: @thewitchandtheassassin​
All That Matters (A, F) 
Written by: @vanillann
real or not real? (A) 
Written by: @vulpe-fox
Seeing You (A) 
Written by: @wandavixen
Hurt (A) 
Written by: @wannabe-fic-writer
Old But New (A, F) 
Fed Up (A) 
Written by: @wildhoney323
Moving On (C, A, F) 
Written by: @winedrunkbarnes
Roses and Regrets (A, F) 
Written by: @wisewidow
Gunshot Roses (A) 
Written by: @wokeupinawalnut
(ER, BU, A) (1) Talks That Break Hearts - (2) Talks That Mend Hearts
Written by: @yourmcu
Bloodlust (A, F, V)
3. Carol Danvers
Written by: @hiiraya
stay a little longer (rewrite)
the one (that got away) (rewrite)
get well soon (rewrite)
until the end
Written by: @missmonsters2
Move Me Along
Written by: @wlw-imagines-blog
We Don’t Talk About It
4. Yelena Belova
Written by: @a-simple-imagine
Left Behind
Written by: @empyreanwritings
Old Habits Die Hard
Written by: @marvels-writings
Stay
Written by: @nermalina
mild interference.
Written by: @rogue-barnes-16
Braids
МОЯ ЛЮБОВЬ
Written by: @thewitchandtheassassin
Promises
5. Michelle Jones (MJ)
Written by: @borntobewondering
& Ever
Written by: @heckin-good-holland
In Her Arms
Written by: @leiasfanaccount648
Good Times
Written by: @sensestinging
Curious - Unfolding
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sunshinebuckybarnes · 3 years
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Here we go again lads! Check out my round-up of the amazing!! fics I’ve read this month. As always please check out the warnings for each fic, you are responsible for your own media consumption. This blog along with the majority tagged are 18+ and the majority of these fics contain adult themes. 
Please give these amazing authors some love and remember to reblog their work 💖💖
*Fake boyfriend real orgasms (roommate!bucky x reader)
* = part of a series/multipart fic
✨ @bucksfucks
100° (dadsbestfriend!bucky x f!reader)
Messy (dilf!bucky x f!teacher!reader)
✨ @mypoisonedvine
The kind of things we usually do alone (Mob!Sam Wilson, Mob!Bucky Barnes, and Mob!Steve Rogers x reader)
✨ @jobean12-blog
Welcome home (Steve Rogers x reader)
Putt Putt (Bucky x reader)
Term of endearment (Bucky Barnes x reader)
Home improvement (Beefy!Builder!Bucky x reader)
*Boys in bed with books 
✨ @samwilsons-pillowpecs
Make you feel good (SteveSamBucky x Reader)
✨ @jurassicbarnes
*What a night (Bucky Barnes x Reader (TFATWS))
Blooming crimson (Steve Rogers x Reader)
*Gotta be careful (Andy Barber x Reader)
Library liaison (Steve Rogers x Reader (Modern Royal AU))
✨ @stargazingfangirl18
*Here with me (Curtis Everett x Female!Reader)
*A very happy birthday (Mob!Ari Levinson x Female!Reader)
*Wedding day blues (Andy Barber x Female!Reader)
*A very good morning (Ari Levinson x Fem!Reader)
*Necessary arrangements (Andy Barber x Fem!Reader; Ari Levinson x Fem!Reader; Ransom Drysdale x Fem!Reader)
✨ @buckycuddlebuddy
Birthday boy (dilf!steve rogers x reader)
✨ @gogolucky13
*Southpaw (boxer!Bucky Barnes x Reader)
Mean it (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
✨ @bemine-bucky
Talking body (Steve Rogers x Reader)
Toxic (Ransom Drysdale x Reader)
✨ @bucky-bucket-barnes
Moving on (bucky barnes x civilian! reader)
✨ @angrythingstarlight
A welcome distraction (Senator!Andy x Reader)
A word of advice (Ransom x reader)
✨ @worksby-d
Keep it on (Andy Barber x Reader)
✨ @wayward-blonde
The game (Steve Rogers x Reader)
✨ @sweater-daddiesdumbdork
*The perfect life (Dark!Steve x You x Dark!Bucky)
✨ @syntheticavenger
*Time to run (Mob Boss! Steve Rogers x Female Reader)
*Moment’s silence (Dark! Andy Barber x Female Reader & Frank Adler x Female Reader)
Vibin’ (Bucky Barnes x Female Reader)
✨ @lokiscollar
*H.C.M.C (Biker!Bucky Barnes x Reader)
✨ @babyboibucky
*Project V (College!Bucky x Fem!Reader)
*The match (CEO!Bucky x Fem!Reader)
✨ @avintagekiss24
With the weight of the world at the tips of my fingers (husband!steve rogers x black!wife!reader)
✨ @marvelmaree
Happy birthday! (Sam Wilson x Black Reader)
✨ @navybrat817
Feel me (Chris Beck x Female Reader)
*Luminous (Bucky Barnes x Female Reader, Steve Rogers x Female Reader, Bucky Barnes x Female Reader x Steve Rogers)
Wear me down (Soft!Dark Ari Levinson x Female Reader)
Look like lies (Bucky Barnes x Female Reader, Dean Winchester x Female Reader)
✨ @lex-the-flex
Love, above (Ikaris the Eternal x Reader)
✨ @gotnofucks
Murder at the whorehouse (Pornstar!Steve x Reader, Steve x Reader x Bucky)
✨ @vampy-doll
*Bride of Soldat (Bucky Barnes x reader)
✨ @labella420
Mine (Mob Boss!Steve Rogers x Female Reader)
✨ @sweetlyscared
Heaven can wait (Soft!Dark! Biker!Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader)
✨ @bluemusickid
Are you mine? (Ransom Drysdale x Fem! Reader)
✨ @firefly-in-darkness
Last light (Sam Wilson x Reader)
✨ @bibbidibobbidibucky
True alpha (alpha!Bucky Barnes x omega!Reader)
✨ @tuiccim
*Almost had me believing (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
✨ @ozarkthedog
Purify (Stepdad!Steve x Stepdaughter!Reader)
✨ @river-soul
*A tender heart (Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader)
The sun, the moon and the truth (Dark!Steve x Reader, Bucky Barnes x Reader)
✨ @soldatsass
A date (Bucky x Reader)
✨ @holacia2
Love on aisle 10 (Curtis Everett x reader)
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winterarmyy · 8 months
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Welcome Home, Daddy
The aftermath of when Bucky accidentally relapsed into the Winter Soldier.
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Summary: Bucky was over the moon when he discovered that Y/N was pregnant with his child. But, when the danger that lurks in dark threatened to steal his family away, a fellow soldier decided to come home.
Note: Highly recommend to read 《 Welcome Home... Soldat? 》 for backstory. But, you can also read this as a stand alone (though you might miss some call backs on the soldat's behaviour if you skip)
Pairing: winter soldier!bucky x female!reader
Words: 7.1k++ (bare with me, please)
Warnings: graphic violence, torture, blood, gore, deaths, dark undertones, sudden fluff, tiny bit of angst, google translated russian, and just so much detained anger exploding around, soldat is just deadly yet adorable in this one (i can't even handle it, and i'm the author), this event takes place far in the future after what happened in 《 Welcome Home...Soldat? 》
A/N: Looks like we have the winner for the poll 👀 Who's ready for our lovely soldat to make his appearance again? I know I'm not, but here we are. So, strap in and let's do this!
P/S: Also, I might as well make this as my submission for the seven writing event hosted by @nickfowlerrr 💌 Check out the event masterlist and support the writers by reading and reblogging their stories!
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They say the wrath of a fighter may threatened a heinous war but the wrath of a lover will let the earth drenched in bloody gore. And if a fool was daft enough to tore a lover from his other half, then they might just court themselves right into the hands of death.
And this couldn't be more true, especially if we consider the crime that the soldat was currently committing. Surely, the blood pooling on the floor will forever leave a grim mark that'll haunt the people who ever witness it.
"Where is she?" the soldat prompted the frail woman, limping on the chained chair. Despite the horrid situation, he sounded rather calm when he spoke.
How unfortunate it was for Elle to be associated with Hydra yet to also be so exposed to the dangers of the ghost himself, the Winter Soldier. Hydra may have their suspicion about the soldat making a move, but she didn't expect that she would be involved in the mess of this ordeal.
The cold metal of the soldat's vibranium fingers, particularly his index and thumb, latched themselves on another one of her nails. Her mouth slacked open but no sound was able to be formed when the soldat mercilessly ripped her nail right off her finger.
And oh, the pain was beyond any kind of injury that she had ever experienced, not a even a bullet through her flesh could be compared to this agony of a torture.
He harshly grabbed Elle by the back of her neck, forcing her to watch the blood leaking from the reddened flesh of her fingers, "I asked you a simple question, су́ка (bitch). Where the fuck is she?" The soldat's patience had been running thin and rage had clouded his judgements.
He needed to find her. His precious Родная (darling).
No matter whose neck he needed to slay or whose blood that have to be shed dry. He had to bring his darling home; no matter what it takes.
Unfortunately, it had been almost a month since he lost her.
And no one saw it coming.
Who would've thought that the old Hydra compound that the team raided were meant to be a part of a plan to weaken the Avengers. It was just a distraction filled with unexpected traps and triggers. By the time they flew home, the team were already tired and injured as the result of the raid.
So imagine the desperate struggle and utter panic that Bucky had to go through the moment he stepped his foot into the comfort of their home and had to witness Y/N's exhausted figure fighting for her life.
Hers and the baby's inside.
After hitting the 2 months mark of pregnancy, Bucky decided that Y/N shouldn't be involved in any high stake mission anymore. At first, she only laughed to his statement, thinking he was surely joking but when his stern expression didn't flatter, that was when she reliazed Bucky was not open for negotiation.
Y/N knew it was way too early to settle into her maternal leave but after having a long conversation with Bucky, they both agreed to keep her missions strictly on low-risk stakeouts and desk works at the tower.
It was supposedly be some kind of a precaution for her, to keep her and the baby safe, away from any type harm that might come their way. But, that certainly back fired.
When Bucky's burning anger had pumped him full with high stream of adrenaline, it was as if he went into an auto pilot; a murderous one at that. And soon enough he managed to take down half of Hydra's best agents that joined the mission of collecting Y/N from the tower.
For a moment, it seemed like luck was on their side, at least it felt like it.
It lasted only until Bucky saw how harsh the kick of the enemy landed on Y/N's hip, and how she managed to shield her stomach seconds before her body slammed down to the ground.
That was when fear crawled into his pumping nerves and the roots of it ran extremely cold.
And that was all it takes for Hydra to distract Bucky then immobilize him on the spot with a replica of the Sonic Taser developed by Stark Industries a few years back.
Bucky grunted painfully in protest of the high pitched sonic frequency from the device that overloads his nervous system. His body couldn't help but to slowly paralyzed its movements as his skin turned pale and the strain in his blood vessels became visible.
On the opposite side, Y/N could be seen being forcefully dragged away by a few of the Hydra agents that was left. There were couple of nasty injuries torn all over her body yet she was still stubborn on fighting back.
While she was being pulled farther away from him, she shouted his name loud and desprete, "Bucky!" Hot tears broke from the corner of her eyes as she desperately reach out her hand.
It felt as if she was right there when Bucky's hand was reaching back towards her. Like, a little bit of a push would've been enough to catch her but alas fate was not planning to be merciful.
Bucky's menancing eyes never left her wavering ones as Hydra tortured Bucky by stealing a part of his soul from him; and no one really knew how his heart clenched and torn to the fact that he was helplessly useless when Y/N needed him the most.
And when he only managed to scream back Y/N's name, he was forced to watch her wailed as she was unwillingly being taken away.
The moment when Bucky drowned himself in regret and rage, that was when the Winter Soldier took over his consciousness.
Unfortunately for the soldat, his mortal body was already worn out from all the intense fight that happened prior; he was knocked out right after he took over the body.
But in those few seconds before the darkness consumed him, the soldat managed to catch a glimpse of his darling. He saw the image of her; teary and bruised in the hands of those who created him. The very same monsters who uses him for despicable things.
That was all that he needed to see in order to break those chains around the dark pandora residing deep within his being.
The team was absolutely not ready to deal with the soldat again, this time without Y/N to tame him. Especially when his demands were unrealistic for them to fulfill.
It's been nearly 3 weeks since the incident and they had failed to locate Y/N; repeatedly. Even if they did manage to get some kind of an intel, all the of bases they had raided were basically bunch of abandoned spaces that Hydra used to occupy.
So of course the soldat was agitated. He had every right to be, more so when he thought of the increasing risk of his darling getting hurt in the hands of Hydra. And at this point, those scumbags were just messing with their minds. Especially with his.
"Listen, we're doing our best here, soldat." Steve tried to reason with him but it only fueled the burning flames within the soldat, "ты делаешь недостаточно! (You're not doing enough!)" He spat harshly that he didn't even noticed that he uses Russian language. It seemed like the unkempt irritation had conquered the chaos of his mind.
So that very night, the soldat decided to do this on his own; thus he ran away from the tower in search for his darling. He had to. Especially when he knew precisely why the Avenger was not able to find Y/N as quickly as they should be.
It was because they were the good guys. They were the heros, they were the light. And the soldat was not. In fact, he was the very opposite.
Unlike the Avengers, the soldat was not planning to play  nice and soon enough he managed to find a lead.
Which bring us to this very moment in which he successfully snuck into a Hydra agent's home to interrogate her.
But, in contrast of those Hydra troops that attack the Avengers Tower a few weeks ago, Elle was not even involved in the mission of retrieving Y/N. She was actually on a solo mission to infiltrate a certain high school to collect informations on Peter Parker. Hydra suspected that he might be involved with the new hero appearing in Queens.
However, even if she was not a part of the team mission, she knew bits and pieces of the overall plan, especially the whereabout of the main character herself, Y/N.
However, the appearance of the Winter Soldier in her temporary house was completely unexpected.
It felt like it was just few moments ago that the intel on Y/N's location reached her ears. Then, she distinctly remember the glimpse of those murderous eyes glaring into her soul. Next thing she knew was everything went pitch black.
Even if it was temporary, however it felt so surreal.
The darkness surrounding her.
The bone rattling cold.
It felt like death itself.
But unfortunately for her, the soldat was far from stopping.
Elle was fraying at the edges while the soldat crouch to her level. Even if she could barely reconstruct the unclear and blurry images through her dazed eyes, however, that didn't stop the soldat from maiming the dying woman's soul through his unforgiving gaze.
"Wake up..." he growled as he yanked her face upwards, "...we're not done yet."
It took a while for Elle to finally adjust to the light, after being in the dark for – how she felt like – so long.
After the light hits her vision, the striking pain came next. The pulsing pain surrounding of her right eye, her broken nose, her busted lips, her bleeding skin; neck, chest, arms, and almost every part of her limbs.
Everything were – slowly but surely, in each cuts and bruises on her skin – blooming its pain into existence.
How can she skipped all of this when she lost her consciousness?
Perhaps that was how she managed to stay alive as long as she had. By running away from the misery; from her reality.
Elle whined in pain but her voice suggested that she might already torn her throat apart when it sounded more like a broken grunt. Her disoriented gaze fell into her aching fingers, each were missing its nail; the tips of them was where the icky blood trickled from and had shaped a pool of blood on the floor where she rested.
The dim lighting from the room reflected on the surface of the deep-red puddle, revealing the resemblance of it to a mirror. And the blurry image looking back, was the soldat, with a sinister expression on his face.
This game, that they're playing.
It hardly seems fair to one of them. To be tortured if not speaking the truth? That's simply unjust; but if we're talking about fairness, then none of those injuries could ever be compared to the pain Y/N might be going through at this very moment. Every second of Elle's useless stubbornness was costing Y/N's safety.
And the soldat didn't like that. Not one bit.
"You mentioned Spain? Where exactly?" In one swift, harsh motion, the soldat thrust his knife through her thighs, "FUCK!"
The loud scream of pain that tore from Elle's throat was probably the last coherent word that she uttered as the torture continued.
The soldat pulled the knife out and stabbing it into the open wound, he listened to Elle's gasp for a moment, relishing her breathless pleading and the tears now openly streaming down her face.
He stabbed again, twice, each was quick and deep, not caring about the blood that spurted out across his face.
At this point Elle was just a puddle of blabbering mess; streams of saliva pouring out her mouth, sobbing, gasping for air; mixture of grunts, moans and whispers of curses and pleas were all spouted incoherently.
Anger.
Frustration.
Rage.
Wrath.
Even hatred.
The soldat was feeling it all.
It was consuming him, devouring any sanity that was left of Bucky's moral values. The eerie glint in the soldat eyes suggested that he was not planning to stop until she gave him what he wants.
God, if it wasn't for chilling atmosphere around her, Elle might just mistook that she was actually in hell.
"Pyrenees!" She cried out. The soldat instantly stopped when she confessed. He waited for an answer and right on cue, she spoke again, breathless and almost silent as the fear that engulfed her prior refused to release her from its haunting grip. And truthfully she doubt that it will ever let her go, "T-there a secret base n-near the Irati forest."
She exhaled a shaky breath as she pleaded, "S-so please. Please stop this." The was tired of the pain and the numbness that came after. And the soldat knows it.
The room was left silent momentarily, as if he was actually considering her plea but alas he already had plans for her all along, "Shame. You should've killed yourself before I came here."
As he finished the last word, the soldat viciously plunged his knife deep into her neck, digging the sharpness of it through the delicate flesh until it reach the base of the blade.
Elle gasped in response, her hands scrabbling around in effort to break free, to stop all of this. But considering the situation she was in, there was nothing she could do about it other than to take it as it was given to her.
When the motion finally stopped, the soldat simply walked away from the scene as if it was a complete norm for him to behave as he was. He didn't even thought of cleaning the mess he left behind. Or hide the corpse somewhere.
Isn't he afraid that he might leave his tracks for the police to find?
Why would he?
This has been his life for decades on end. His sole purpose of living was to kill. So best believe that the authorities will never be able to link the soldat or Bucky to this crime.
Not today, not ever.
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Through the days that Y/N was locked deep within Hydra's base, she hadn't been treated the worst. In fact, the sick and twisted agents and residents in the facility was more than willing to care for her.
This was all because they wanted her baby.
It was always sickening to hear them referring her child as merely a tool for their success. And the way they worship Y/N like she was a gift from God to fulfill their purpose, was beyond insanity.
"Oh, to have the privilage of bearing the offspring of the Winter Soldier. To be able to create the perfect weapon, unlike the father. It is just honorable."
It made her stomach churned with pure disgust whenever she heard those types of comments floating around her.
Besides the eerily digusting behaviour of the agents, there was also the regular check-ups and the lab tests that she needed to attend. Out of all the things she had to endure these past few weeks, the medical check-up has always dreaded her the most.
There was this constant debate within her troubled mind; of the possibility of Hydra manipulating her baby's health and genes by inserting unknown substance into her.
"Come on, mama. On the bed." The doctor said as he patted his rubber gloved hand on the surface of the rigid single bed.
She always found it vile that the people here calling her by that nickname. It tickled her throat in a way that she wanted to puke all the tasteless gunk that they had fed her with.
As she laid on the bed and let the process went on as it usually do, the doctor suddenly stopped everything that he was doing. At first she was weirded out by the irregular act of the man, but when she felt the vibration on the ground and the rushing footsteps from the floor above her, she knew exactly why the doctor suddenly froze on his spot.
And the emergency siren that shortly blared after, had only confirmed her speculation.
But mostly, it was the panic in the doctor's eyes that gave him away; then when Y/N noticed the man scrambled to search the drawers from one of the cabinet, she knew that he was up to no good.
The second that the doctor's hurried his steps towards her with a syringe in his hand, Y/N's body immediately recoiled. She quickly stopped him by grabbing his wrist and twisted it back until the syringe dropped from his hold.
The man cursed under his breath and decided to take her by force when he grabbed a handful of her hair, almost dragging her out of the bed. Y/N shrieked painfully while her hands blindly grabbing the silver tray by the bed next to her.
She then slammed it hard against his head, and watched the contents on the tray fell and scatter onto her. She took quick skim over all the tools and saw a potential weapon for her defence; a scissor.
"Stay still, mama. Or the baby will get hurt." The doctor foolishly threatened.
Maybe it was her defence mechanism or maybe it was just her motherly instinct kicking in but something just snapped inside of her when he said those words. There was this incredibly strong urge to either fight or take flight.
Of course she could easily slipped away and make a run for it but she just couldn't risk it. Especially when her baby's life was currently at stake. So, after a short moment of hesitation, she swiftly grabbed the scissors and surge it through his ribs. The man wailed in pain as he staggered off the bed and fell onto the floor.
You'd thought a single yet firm stab through the guts was enough to quench Y/N's need of fighting back but no. Apparently, the haywire of her nerves had drove her feral and she needed him to be soulless by the time she walk out the room.
That had forced her to nearly jumped on him like a predator pinning on a meek prey and the lack of struggling on the victim's side had only gave her full control to dominate him.
Then all of the sudden, the doctor felt another strike of the pain, digging into the flesh of his chest.
He woefully cried in extreme pain while Y/N did not utter a single word or let out any sound, she stayed silent as she thrusts the scissor in and out his flesh.
Each surge was vicious than the previous. Each stab was gradually speeding up as the motion increases it's number of repetition.
She completely let her emotions took over her sanity.
Until what's left in the room was only the sloshing and splashing sound of blood seeping through every thrust, as she continued to violate the body of the corpse.
Until the calm puddle of blood on floor rippled as the tears that broke from her eyes dropped on it's surface.
And when she realized that the doctor was long dead, that broke Y/N out from her feral state. Realizing what she had done; she shakily loosen her grip on the scissors and scrambled off from the lifeless body.
Her breath was near erratic; it was a chaos of unsteady rhythm as her words was lost at the tip of her tongue. She jolted in shock when the commotion in the facility got louder than before, reminding her that Bucky was there to save her.
Y/N felt a sob choking in her throat as her hands searched her stomach to coax the child in her womb, "It's okay sweet bean, daddy's here for us."
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Have you ever heard how ear-ringingly loud it is when it's hailing? How the sounds of the frozen raindrops hitting – the top of your car or the roof of the shades of an outdoor café table – can completely mute your words for anyone to hear?
That has nothing compared to the thundering sounds that echoed throughout the whole facility. The shots were fired from multiple range of stolen guns, all were coming from one moving figure.
The once clean grey and white painted walls of the hallways, were now stained and splattered with the color of crimson. The usually empty hallways, were occupied by the dead bodies of fallen Hydra agents. And the distinct scent of well-kept lair, were effortlessly replaced by the unpleasant and pungent smell; a mixture of blood and sweat.
It was a clear trail of the Winter Soldier's deeds.
This place was supposed to be pristine, but now feels more like how it should be; hell.
While the enemies were roaring into their death, the soldat on the other hand was very much the opposite.
Unlike his foe, it took him very little work from the tips of his tongue and much more on the tips of his gun. When the enemies barked like a dog, the soldat pounced like a wolf; silent and resilient.
By nature, the soldat had never been a patient man, especially when it comes to people harming his darling.
Sure, maybe he can tolerate and play along with people who messed with him, but if one were to touch even a strand of hair of his beloved, then they practically reserving themselves a first class ticket of a one-way trip to hell.
And that unhinged tendencies of his only worsen when wrath was the one reigning his mind while hatred was its ruler. His mind was nothing but a chaos of rampage and vengeance. Seeking nothing but blood and death of his foolish foe.
At this point of time, with the amount of life he had taken from the moment he step foot into the gate of the base, to the very stairs he was currently climbing, one could probably matched his heart rate with the rhythm of the shots formed by the bullets he shot.
Magazine upon magazine he reloaded his gun and waste no less than zero bullet as every shot made was accurately deadly and terrifying fatal to his prey.
As the soldat's feet reached half way up the stairs, a Hydra agent's voice spoke from the lower level, "She's on the LG2, we need a team to come and collect her as soon as poss--" A bullet went straight through the top of his head before he could finish his sentence.
And that was the soldat's last ammo.
While he mentally took note on the intel, his feet was quick to jumped into action and made his way down to LG2. As he entered the hallway, his wild eyes wondered around to steal another gun from a dead man's body.
But he rose into a stand, he felt a tip of a cold steel nudged at the back of his head.
Some would call out the soldat's mistake for letting his guard down in the middle of a battle, but another would definitely ridicule the stupidity of that fool's guts for even thinking that the soldat couldn't counter-attack his weak threats.
However, none of the two man managed to made any move towards each other when there was a faster, more accurate trigger was pulled from someone else, from across the hallway.
And that action left an aftermath of the fool's body to drop flat on the floor, quickly finding it's perfect spot with between the other pile of corpses scattered around.
When the soldat turned around, the sharp of his gaze softened almost immediately.
There she was standing there, in the pastel blue of her 'prison' attire. Her hair was a bit messy even if it was tied, and her complexion looked slightly pale with fatigue but to the soldat, she was glowing like angel; despite the blood on her clothes or the gun in her hand.
She was right there.
His heart.
His love.
His darling.
Her eyes were red and puffy, as if she had been crying for days. Her pouty lips trembled when the soldat stepped closer and closer towards her, tears threatening to fall as if she haven't done that during all the weeks that she had been here.
The soldat's steps grew faster.
So does Y/N's.
Tap taping until they were almost running towards each other.
Until the moment they reunited in the middle.
Catching each other's lips in a desperate and insatiable kiss, the soldat pulled her body tight around the waist as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
Both whimpered in a yearning moan, both still had their guns hanging on one of their hands.
So many feelings at once, relief and grief, with each of them had a different story to tell.
The couple kept breaking and mending the kiss ever-so-passionately as if they weren't in the middle of the grave-less cemetery; as if they weren't in the center of the piling corpses.
Briefly opening his eyes, the soldat could see a shadow running towards them. When Y/N heard the footsteps from her back, she knew they need to pull away, but the soldat was firm and stubborn with his hold.
So instead of letting her break the kiss, he groaned in disapproval and pulled her lips back to his. An angry growl vibrated against her lips as he continued to explore her wet and warm mouth.
Caught off-guard she melted to his silent demand, almost forgot that the enemy was right behind her. But, she should've know better when the soldat loosen one of his arms from the embrace and pointed his gun towards the target.
His finger pulled the trigger almost as easily as his teeth tugging into the bottom of her lips. And suddenly the sound of a body collapsing behind didn't matter anymore.
When the soldat felt that he had enough of the sweetness of her kiss, he finally pulled away, at least for now. He whispered dearly, "Родная (darling)..." he cupped her face in his large hands and rested his forehead on hers.
She thought she heard it wrong, but did he just called her darling? It took her a few second to piece it together and realized that this man was not Bucky, that he had relapsed into the Winter Soldier again, "Soldat?"
The soldat smiled and leaned forward to steal a chaste kiss on her lips, "Yes, it's me, мое Родная (my darling)" he cooed as he swept her by her feet, off the bloody ground and carried her in his arm, "I got you, Куколка (little one). You can rest now."
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"We're just wanted make sure she's alright."
"You can follow us if you want so just please--"
"Soldat! You're going to hurt her."
The familiar voices leaked through Y/N's ears as she was drifting through her dreamless slumber. Soon enough, the loud commotion of her surrounding woke her up from the deep sleep.
The words that the Avengers were yelling out became clearer as she gained her consciousness, and the ever-changing movements of the soldat, evading every step the Avengers made to get closer to him, made her aware of the way she was resting in his arms; perfectly cocooned in a form of a bridal carry style.
The soldat halted on his spot when Y/N opened her eyes to see what was going on, "Soldat?" She blinked multiple times as she adjusted to the lights. The menacing frown of the soldat melted into a much softer expression, "Родная(darling), you shouldn't be awake yet." He craddled her closer to him as he cooed.
Where is she? How long was she out? When did she changed her clothes?
"What is happening?" She asked as she peered over his shoulder to see Natasha sighing in relief, "Sweetheart, thank god you're awake."
Y/N then looked over to Steve, "You've been gone for weeks, y/n. We got news about your rescue yesterday, and you guys just arrived home. Now, if we could just to take you to the medbay and get you check-up, that'll be great." He briefly explained.
"Yeah, that's all we want isn't it? But, someone just had to be sappy and refuse to let anyone touch you. You know, how it is with the soldier." Tony quickly intercepted.
The soldat didn't pay them any attention now that his darling was awake. He was merely focusing on whispering the sweetest things as he traces delicate trails of kisses on her forehead, her nose, her cheek, basically all over her face.
Sam took it as opportunity to get closer when the soldat was distracted on suffocating Y/N with kisses. But he should learn by now how alert and agile the soldat can be, especially when he have Y/N close to his proximity.
So, when Sam took a step closer, the soldat recoiled almost immediately, putting quite of a distance between them.
"Man, if Bucky has a staring problem, then the winter soldier over here has a hogging problem." Sam accusingly pointed at the soldat, only getting grunts as a reply.
Looking at the current situation, Y/N pondered for awhile. As much as she wanted to get herself check-up, it was also wise to not pressure the soldat to give her away.
Considering what she witnessed at the Hydra base, Y/N knew the risk that comes when we let the soldat dwell in anger for too long.
So she consulted the rest of the team to back down for now, and let the soldat do what he wants. Y/N promised them that she will conviced the soldat to let her get a check-up as soon as possible. But for now, they really need to trust her words.
At first every one of them was reluctant to let her go but in the end they agreed to her suggestion.
When the team spread out and gave some space for the soldat, he didn't waste any time and marched straight to where their bedroom supposed to be. As soon as they arrived at their safe space, the soldat almost threw Y/N onto the bed and swiftly drew a knife from the holster of his thigh as his predatory eyes searched the room.
He refused to move even an inch away from where he stood and remained close to Y/N; shielding her figure with his own.
It was very faint, but the soldat could sensed that they weren't the only ones in the room.
Y/N eyed him curiously, wondering why the soldat was still on edge when he wasn't supposed to. So, she hopped off from the bed and stood on her feet before reaching out to hug the soldat from behind.
"You can put the knife down, soldat. It's just us here." She coaxed but the soldat refused to believe her. He pulled her by the arms, breaking her hug in the process and hold her close to his chest, "There's someone else here."
His actions was rather rougher than he intended it to be; even Y/N was startled by the sudden movement, "Oooff, careful there, soldat. You might give the little one a fright." She chuckled softly as she give her belly a loving rub.
And suddenly his attention was completely focused on Y/N now. Usually his frown symbolized irritation, but this time there was a clear confusion in his eyes. The amount of appalled blinking of his eyes increases when the puzzle pieces in his head started to merge.
The soldat knew that he heard a third heartbeat in the room; that was why he was on alert for threats but apparently he had been closer to the source than he thought was.
In fact, it was right his arms. Or maybe a little bit lower, somewhere around his torso.
Y/N didn't say anything, she simply nodded and smiled up to him as she continued to rub her belly.
When the conclusion finally hits him, the soldat dropped the knife in his hand at the same time he fell on his knees. His gaze never broke from hers, not even a split second, until he was face to face with her tummy.
The soldat leaned one side of his ear closer to her and the thumping sound of the third heartbeat got louder. The discovery had caused him to jolt away as shock decorated his features. He titled his head upwards to Y/N with the same wide, confused look in his blue eyes.
"It's okay, love." She giggled amusingly when the soldat repeated his previous actions. He leaned in and jolted back again as if he couldn't believe what he just heard was real, "Is it... his?" The soldat asked as he implied his existance to be separated from Bucky.
There was a hint of sadness in Y/N's expression when he said it like that. There's been many long conversations that she and Bucky had about the soldat after his first relapse.
Though Bucky was still unsure of his own dissociating self, Y/N on other hand believed that the soldat, this particular man whose drenched the earth with blood just to save her, the same man whose currently on his knees to hear a heartbeat of an unborn child; he deserved a little kindness in his life.
"Yes..." Y/N answered truthfully before she continued, "...and he's yours too."
And that surely knocked the air out of the soldat's lungs, he couldn't tell if she was telling him the truth or was just trying to kill him; either way the butterflies in his chest was suffocating him from the inside.
The soldat couldn't speak a single word; because he didn't know what to say. But there was this beam on his features, light in his eyes, softness on his smile when he dreamily stared at her growing belly.
Y/N took him by his flesh hand and place his palm on her stomach, then she spoke tenderly to the baby inside her, "Wanna say hi to daddy, sweet bean? Say, 'Welcome home, daddy.' "
She knew it was silly, because obviously the child in her womb shouldn't be able to speak, and he was not yet developed enough to be kicking his feet. Hell, they don't even know his gender yet.
But how could she not say it when the soldat looked so damn happy when she did. He looked so peaceful and has this daze and some of those twinkling hearts in those steel-blue eyes of. The soldat sighed in pure joy before he leaned to kiss her stomach.
And as it turns out that was all she needed to do to persuade the soldat to letting her see the doctors. He was there through the whole process, refusing to let go of her hand. It was such a good news to hear that the baby was healthy and there wasn't any foreign substance that might contaminated her during her times in Hydra.
After getting proper medical care and some food in her system, the soldat immediately carry her back to their room to settle down. While she laid on the bed, making up for the lost time to finally get the mental rest she desperately needed, the soldat on the other hand, had made himself comfortable by lying his head on her stomach.
He just couldn't stop; as if he was hypnotised by the melody of the baby's heartbeat. His hand snuck under her shirt, lifting the fabric up to reveal the belly where their miracle resides.
Y/N's droopy eyes followed his actions as she watched how carefully the soldat approached her. Out of habit, her hands absentmindedly rake through the softness of his hair as she held him by the head.
The soldat dotingly caressed the child's sleeping chambers as he leaned closer to it, "...Hi there, little one." he greeted with a quiet and loving whisper.
Immediately, a smile beamed brightly on Y/N's face when the soldat proceed to pamper her belly with countless of tender kisses, "...it's daddy." he introduced himself, as if the baby was able to understand him.
The silence that came after was so sweet and comfortable. And Y/N knew she wouldn't be able to have this without the soldat. She tucked a piece of his loose strand of hair behind his ear when she spoke gently, "Thank you for saving me, soldat."
He briefly lifted his head and smiled up at her, "You know I can't live without you Родная (darling). I will always need you." He declared a truthful confession before turning his attention away. His lips grazed on the skin of her belly as he mumbled against it, "And you too, little one."
Y/N could burst into tears just from this interaction alone but she try not to. She doesn't want to look back at this moment and remember how much she wept, so she blinked her tears away while she watched the soldat spoiled the little buddle of joy inside her with so much endearments.
Even though it was always a happy memory for the soldat when he spend time with his darling, but this... this was rare. And he wanted to cherish it for as long as he could.
The soldat laid on his ears again when he peered from where he had his head rested, his deep gaze captured her attention, "Has he been taking care of you good, darling?" He asked.
The soldat probably had no idea how Bucky adored her; if anyone paid enough attention they might even caught him worshipping the very ground she stepped on.
A breathy chuckle escaped from her mouth as nodded with a drunken grin, "He's the best." She hummed approvingly, "Best husband, and best daddy too." She exclaimed brightly as she glanced at the ring on her finger; it was barely visible through the thick of the soldat's hair.
Surprisingly, the soldat didn't react negatively to her remarks, instead, a proud smile curved on his lips as the pride in his chest overflowed and leaked all through his very being, "Good." He simply said.
The smile lines on the corner of his eyes didn't flatten even when he closed his eyes. For a moment, he tried to silenced everything else around him and focused on the fluttering sounds of the baby's tiny heart.
It might have been the thick haze of lavender smoke in their head or the swarming butterflies in their chest, that they didn't even notice the fatigue that had been slowly taking over them, until the tenderness of their caresses were barely moving.
When the heaviness of her eyes weighted the lids, she sleepily asked the soldat, "Will you still be here when I wake up?" Truth to be told, she was afraid that all of this was just a dream; an escape from reality of the cruel captivity.
The soldat briefly opened his own tired eyes and cooed softly, "I'm always with you, Родная (darling)." And Y/N took it as a promise for her desprete soul to cling on; a ray of hope for her to hold onto, if she ever wakes up in that cell again.
Not long after, both of them lost to the lure of somnolent and their soul quickly drifted into the peaceful dreamland. Soft snores were filling the quiet of the room as their mortal body continued to entangled themselves with each other.
It was safe to say that if Steve would ever barge into the room, he'd probably maxed the storage of his phone with photos of the soldat smushing his face on Y/N's belly as she perfectly curled around him.
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Maybe it was the sunlight leaking through the window or maybe it was the intense gaze she felt burning on the skin of her face. Eitherway, it certainly disturbed her from her sleep.
When her body stirred, Y/N realized that she didn't need to open her eyes to know that last night was not a dream, especially when she can feel a pair of familiar arms wrapping around her waist under her shirt.
Y/N slowly peeled her eyes open to see a recognizable ceiling. Her eyes then trailed to her side and met a pair of blue of eyes staring back at her. Her gaze searched for the soul within him and found the semblance of Bucky reflected in his eyes.
Still dazed from sleep, she continued to watch him blinking at her, slowly and silently, like a cat declaring their love to their human. But even then, he couldn't hide the afterglow of the tears on his face.
"Bucky, honey. Have you been crying?" Her voice rasped from lack of use, yet her tender fingers find themselves crawling across his wet cheeks. 
It was as if her voice was a trigger, and tears quickly reformed in Bucky's eyes again. Y/N gently pulled him to her chest, one hand threading his hair and another rubbing his back as he sobbed in her arms, "It's okay, Bucky. We're okay." She continued to coax him lovingly.
They spend most of the early morning holding each other close and dear. Then when the tears started to lessen, Bucky finally pulled himself away from her. Y/N wiped the excess tears on his cheeks but he caught her hand underneath his; he relished in the relief of her presence when he sighed to her touch.
Bucky's gaze wobbled in the pool of tears in his eyes but he was still determined to speak his mind  "I'm so sorry, doll." He apologized, "I couldn't stop them. Even with this damned serum in me, I still couldn't protect you; both of you." If his defeated voice didn't convey his truth, then the tremble of his touch should be enough.
And Y/N's heart simply shattered for him; what did he meant by that? He did save her though. The winter soldier or Bucky. It didn't matter who but she was here now because of him. She was safe; they both were, "But you saved me, did you not?"
"But, I didn't. The sol--" Before Bucky could even finish his sentence, Y/N quickly cuts in, "The soldat is always going to be a part of you, Bucky. And if he saved me, that means you saved me too." She reassured him.
Seeing the hesitation in his eyes, she continued to persuade him, "And if I could speak for our child, which I absolutely can because I'm his mother, then he would say that he is proud that his strong daddy managed to beat the absolute shit out of those bad guys."
Bucky blurted out a hearty laugh, "I don't think it's good to teach our baby to curse when he is still in your womb, mama." His laugh gradually reduced to a chuckle when he wiped the remaining tears from his eyes.
Y/N simply shrugged to his suggestion, "It's not like he wouldn remember this anyway." She smirked playfully.
Another chuckle managed to slip through Bucky's lips before he lowered his face to her tummy, "And you? How's your play date with Winter, hmm sweet bean?" He mumbled as his lips planted on her skin.
Besides the heartbeat of his child, he could also hear the tiny twitching of the baby's limbs moving ever-so-slightly, "Yeah, I bet he spoiled you with lots of kisses and cuddles, huh? Like he did your mommy?" He continued to coo against her belly, unaware of the shock on his wife's face.
"Winter?" A small smile cracked from the corner of her lips. Yes, she was shocked but that doesn't mean she wasn't pleasantly surprised by it.
Bucky didn't even bother to look up at Y/N's face as he was busy blowing raspberries on her stomach, "If he's going to keep popping up in our lives then we might as well call him something else other than 'soldat', don't you think?" He simply said, marking one last kiss on the small growing bulge on her belly, before working his way back up to her face.
Y/N's heart swelled to his gesture and when he laid his head next to hers, she carefully took him by his cheeks, pulling him in for a gentle kiss, "I think he'd love that, Bucky." She whispered against his lips, feeling his smile in return.
Bucky nudges forward to catch her lips again; kissing her slow and sweet as if his whole world has been waiting for this moment. And when the kiss naturally broke, he tempted her with something he knew she couldn't resist, "Now, how about we grab you both something to bite, hmm?"
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A/N: The use of the title in the fic is suprisingly wholesome despite the insinuation of it, don't you think? Lol. Btw, thank you so much for stopping by and read my work. Leave your thoughts behind for me, I'd love to hear from you!
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Hi sera! I'm wondering if you could help me find this fic. i was scrolling, stumbled upon it and started to read it. Long story short, i lost it mid-reading.
Anyway, the fic was basically where bucky turned back into the winter soldier. It was an avenger au, i think, the reader is an agent. Bucky and her are friends but obliviously in love with each other. And when he relapsed after a mission, the soldat was just head over heels for the reader,, like he was so so gentle with her. He smothered her with lots of kisses and cuddles when he found her. It wasn't a oneshot, i think it has 2-4 parts. And i feel like the title has something to do with 'home'.
Please help me, I've only read like half of the 1st part when I lost it 😭 thanks so much!
hey! is it Welcome home… Soldat? by @winterarmyy ?
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earnestly-endlessly · 3 years
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Hi! Do you have any Cherik Army AUs? I've managed to find just 3.
Hi Anon, thanks for the ask. I found some good Army AUs, though some might not quite fall into the category of 'Army AU'. There are, surprisingly, few Army AUs that I have found, whereas there are several military and war AUs, but those don't necessarily involve an army. I did include a variety that involve an army in one way or another, though some fit the bill better than others. I hope you find some that you enjoy!!
Cherik Army AU
I Want to Guard Your Dreams And Visions – luninosity
Summary: I was reading Barbara Hambly’s Abigail Adams mystery novels, and then Erik/Charles American Revolutionary War AU happened. Little snippet in which they share a tent, drink coffee, and provide support to each other.
The Eggnog Riot – Sophia_Bee
Summary: 1826. The American Military Academy in West Point. The day after Christmas. Cadet Erik Lehnsherr wakes up naked with a certain cadet Xavier sprawled across his chest. He can only blame the eggnog.
No Man’s Land – ikeracity
Summary: It's 1914 in Ypres, Belgium. British soldier Charles Xavier has been in the trenches for four months of endless artillery fire, bone-deep cold, and constant fear of the enemy. But on Christmas Eve, the gunfire falls silent, and they climb out of their trenches for a Christmas truce. Charles, of course, meets Erik, the German soldier across the way.
My Land’s Only Borders Lie Around My Heart – pseudoneems
Summary: WW1 Christmas truce of 1914. Opposing soldiers Erik and Charles meet.
Le soldat – Iggyassou
Summary: Erik is in the trenches, trying to survive the war so that he can go back to Charles, his young lover waiting for him back at home.
Names – Squeegee
Summary: In the summer of 1917, British soldier Charles Xavier finds himself taking cover in a shell crater.
Not sure if the 'graphic' tag applies or not, but I'd rather be safe than sorry.
Quell a storm with pen and ink – patroclux
Summary: Charles had spared his life. That was not something he could easily repay.
They wrote letters to each other for two years, until Charles was pulled out of the war from a sudden illness and Erik remained to fight for a cause he didn't believe in. One that ultimately had no effect; one that stole away four years of his life.
Traumatized and persecuted, Erik applied for a post at Janus, a lighthouse in the middle of the Irish Sea. He thought being alone would do him good.
Despite the letters and despite the love, Erik didn't expect Charles to find him.
Hier steh ich an den Marken meiner Tage – MonstrousRegiment
Summary: Erik Lehnsherr is a spy in the SS, and his British liaison is strategist Charles Xavier. Their relationship from the moment they meet to a year after the end of the war.
Theme and Variations: War – ninemoons42
Summary: Erik Lehnsherr is a musical prodigy and a man destined for great things and great stages. But his life is shattered by a terrible accident that leaves him blind and trying to find his way back to his life, his music, and his place in the world.
Then he meets Charles Xavier, an agent of Section 8 of the Military Intelligence Directorate of Providence, and he finds himself listening in to clandestine radio transmissions and clicking Morse code, and these sounds are part and parcel of a war that can only take place in the shadows and the hidden places of history.
Strib nicht von Mir – ravenoftheninerealms
Summary: A squad of Allied Forces, led by Charles Xavier, liberates the Nazi concentration camp where Erik was being held prisoner.
Cold foxholes, warm hearts – oddegg
Summary: Basically, this is Band of Mutants. A little slice of life in Bastogne.
Photographs and Memories – tirsynni
Summary: When war-battered Erik Lehnsherr met Charles Xavier, the man kneeling in the dirt and whispering to a lost refugee child, Erik feared his days of running from his deviance was done.
Marching Home – Quietbang
Summary: For a prompt on the meme asking for fic dealing with the fact that, in comics canon, Charles served in the Korean war.
War meant something different to this generation, Charles knew.
Crash on the Levy (Down in the Flood) – Quietbang
Summary: “This is much bigger than you think. You're in the middle of a war, and you don't even realize, do you?”
He pauses, and answers his own question.“No, of course you don't. How silly of me."
The Knight and the Dagger – Dow
Summary: A Lieutenant in the Soviet Army, Erik Lensherr had no other goals than to find the man that killed his parents. But when a discovery yields a little boy with wings like an angel, Erik is shocked to realize that he isn’t alone. There are other people like him, both dangerous and alluring.
Lifelong Service – Pookaseraph
Summary: Erik thinks he should be the one to teach their recruits hand-to-hand combat; Charles makes a persuasive argument to the contrary.
Footsteps of uprooted lovers – ninemoons42
Summary: Against a turbulent backdrop of artistic, social, and political upheaval, the playwright Charles Xavier and the photographer Erik Lehnsherr find themselves meeting under less-than-polite circumstances, but part rather more amicably than they'd met.
When they find each other again in a Barcelona that is falling inexorably toward war, they find themselves taking up arms, each in his own way, and together they join a struggle for freedom, for love, and for their very lives.
Dear Soldier – Lindstrom, ToriTC198
Summary: "Dear Soldier,
I pray that this package finds you well. The organization gave us a list of odds and ends that you might need, but I thought that a person so far from home might appreciate something more than soap and tube socks."
When Charles' school decides to send care packages to the soldiers fighting in Vietnam, he chooses to also include a letter and a few personal touches. When Staff Sergeant Erik is the recipient of that particular care package it will spur a relationship that will change them both.
Fortunate Son – blueink13
Summary: he days leading up to and during Alex's deployment in Vietnam. Everyone handles it in their own way. Some handle better than others.
You’re Here – Deshonana
Summary: Everyone decides its a good idea not to tell Erik when his boyfriend comes home from the military.
Welcome Home –  loveydoveyecstasy
Summary: It's been two years since Charles was deployed to Afghanistan, and Erik can't wait to pick him up at the airport.
When Secrets have Secrets – ximeria
Summary: The arguments that take place in General Xavier's office when General Lehnsherr has a bad day are legendary. Quite frankly, no one really knows what's going on and if the two men have it their way, no one ever will.
Quiet Company – Sophia_Bee
Summary: Erik Lehnsherr is always on the move. He's spent the last many years going from war torn country to war torn country telling the stories of the people there through photographs. Then one of his pictures is selected as a winner for the Pulitzer Prize and Erik finds himself stuck in London for longer than he wants. He ends up with an assignment to photograph Charles Xavier, a wealthy philanthropist who is intrigued to find himself working with a Pulitzer-winning war photographer. Erik is far less intrigued by someone he considers privileged and out of touch. Both of their lives are about to change in ways they couldn't imagine.
The City is Ours – RedStockings
Summary: Erik felt his heart racing with excitement, lightened, and for once felt joyful. Charles had looked at him, really looked at him, and there had been something there, a knowing of a kind. As the soldiers laughed amongst each other, and joked each other about who would succeed in marrying the boy, Erik made himself a silent vow. Charles was going to be his, and nothing would keep him from having him. He’d marry him, and he’d save him, and Charles would love him for it.
Not even the war could keep them apart... right?
Sign of the Times – dsrobertson
Summary: Casablanca-ish AU.
Charles Xavier meets Erik Lehnsherr in Paris, 1937. They spend the next two years with one another, stupid in-love, until war comes heavy in September 1939. Erik leaves for Poland and the Resistance movement there, promising to return. Charles is left in Paris, where Nazi jackboots march in, Summer of 1940. He becomes a member of the underground French Resistance, publishing illegal newsletters, leaflets, until news comes through in February 1942: Erik is dead. Charles throws himself into more dangerous work, meeting with Communists, helping derail a German train, and he does too much, goes too far. His friends find him safe passage out of France, out across the Mediterranean, to Morocco, Casablanca. It is here he finds Erik, alive.
The Waste Land – nekosmuse
Summary: The White Queen and her Shadow King sit on their throne, safe behind the psionic shields of the Walled City. The armies of Genosha batter uselessly at the gates, a war locked in stalemate. Magneto, camped in the frozen mud, receives word the Citadel intends to send a telepath to the front lines. The same telepath he met two years ago, who sat across a carved wooden chess set and offered Magneto the first friendly smile in a lifetime. The same telepath who still haunts his dreams.
Winter Comes With a Knife – RedStockings
Summary: It apparently came to no one’s surprise that the war-mage Erik Lehnsherr took up residence in the Dark Keep. I knew he was going to choose my sister, Raven, to be his apprentice so why wouldn’t he let me go? What did he want from me?
My name is Charles Xavier, I can read minds and use magic. I’ve met Kings and Queens, mages and magic users. I’ve travelled through lay-lines and jumped through the Dark Void… but none of that really matters.
I am leading an army into war, I am scared and I never wanted this. I’ve come to realise that what I want, rode into my life when I was still a child. Now he’s out there, ready to charge into battle. Ready to die for me.
Polaris – LastAmericanMermaid
Summary: Charles Xavier is 19 years old, doe-eyed and soft; Erik Lehnsherr is 24 years old, steely-hard and bitter. One is a soldier, the other a refugee. Both are mutants. There will be pain, oh yes.
(An AU in which Charles is a wounded British soldier, Erik is the German hiding in France who nurses him back to health, and the contents of this fic are best read to the soundtrack of Atonement.)
Note: Unfinished
MEDIC! – paladin_danse
Summary: A British airborne medic finds himself alone and afraid behind enemy lines. When he decides to save the life of an S.S. German officer he finds wounded in the snow, he has no idea the choice he has made will alter the course of the war—and their lives—forever.
Note: Sadly unfinished
Suicide is Painlesss – weethreequarter 
Summary: Erik Lehnsherr did not become a doctor to pick bullets out of children. Unfortunately the US Army had other ideas.
Stuck in the middle of the Korean War, Erik and his fellow civilian surgeons have to battle not only the war, but also weather, mud, and boredom. And that's without mentioning Major Sebastian Shaw who thinks war is the best thing that's ever happened to him and never should've been allowed to pick up a scalpel, or Colonel William Stryker who may or may not work for the CIA and probably doesn't even know himself.
Throw in new arrival Captain Charles Xavier, and Erik is in for a very interesting war.
Note: Unfinished
A Light That Never Goes Out – R_Cookie
Summary: It was meant to be the war to end all wars; these two men were never supposed to meet. One a German Jew, the other a British surgeon. The odds that their paths should cross were next to none - but War defies the expected. It always has, and always will.
From the beaches of Dunkirk to the treacherous slopes of Monte Cassino - this is their story.
WWII AU.
Note: Unfinished
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Queen’s Blight • Pt. 1
Summary// Hired as your bodyguard, Bucky slowly starts to get his mind back and realize just how poisonous he is
Warnings// slight angst, not really any warnings for this one honestly
AU// bodyguard!ws x mafia!f!reader
Note// this is more of an introduction of sorts, short and I feel like it’s kinda bland. The next part will be better 😅
Series Masterlist
Divider by: @firefly-graphics
18+ ONLY MINORS DNI
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The Soldier knew what he was getting into as he walked up the long stone path. His handler only a few feet in front of him as the larger style home grew closer with every step, being led to a spacious office room where he tried not to listen to the conversation between you and the handler.
“What’s with all this?” I said gesturing to the complicated look of his clothing. “It’s his uniform, he’s required to wear it.” The man in front of your desk said, picking up the thick contract and replacing it with a red book. “Even to sleep?”
“If he’s on the clock, yes.” You rolled your eyes, looking down at the book that was sat on your desk. “And this?”
“A manual of sorts.” He said before turning to Soldat. “Welcome to your new home. Don’t get too comfortable.”
Exhaling a breath, you looked over the broad man who stood a bit further away from your desk than the man did. Mask snug to his face and dark hair reaching his chin. “Hey, Wanda.”
Within seconds she was walking in the door, bright smile adorning her face as she glanced over to Soldat. “Yeah?”
“Can you run to a shop and get uh- Soldat some clothes to sleep in?” You asked, the chirpy lady cocking her head to the side as she eyed him- mentally figuring out around what size he’d need.
“They didn’t bring any? The hell kinda company is that?” She muttered, picking up her jacket that laid over the back of one of the arm chairs. “A sketchy one from where I’m sitting.”
Though the silence and stance he had added to the ominous feel, it made you uneasy in a way as you filed through paperwork.
Clearing your throat to get his attention, you leaned your forearms against the desktop. “You’re not gonna try to, y’know- stab me in my sleep, right?”
He shook his head, an almost empty look in his stormy blue eyes. “Sit down, you’re making me nervous.”
The Asset furrowed his eyebrows at the fidgety state of your hands before sitting in one of the arm chairs that had an even distance between you and the door.
“I’ll show you to your room once Wanda comes back with your clothes. I don’t expect you to wear that to sleep in, it’d be uncomfortable.” Your voice was like honey to Soldat’s ears, soothing him in a way that told him this time would be better than the last.
Better than the night just before he’d arrived to your home.
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You gave Soldat a smile when he walked into the kitchen. Dark grey t-shirt fitting snug around metal and flesh biceps as he stopped on the opposite side of the counter.
“Hungry?”
The soldier just furrowed his eyebrows at you, watching as you plated the food before shaking his head. ‘You need to eat.’
His eyes widened from hearing the Russian spill from your lips, nodding lightly before taking the plate you offered.
The entire time he ate in silence he mentally reminded himself not to get use to anything about your lifestyle. The woman named Wanda from the day before walking into the kitchen as he walked out.
“Any idea what his actual name is?” She asked you as she got into the fridge. “No, but I’ll find out.”
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Hope I'm not bombarding you with requests here, I just thought of something. I'd like to request a sort of prequel to the corruption ask where Auditor!Reader finds out Corrupted BF is battling Tricky and decides to help, because if Tricky were to fall under the corruption, all would likely be lost.
(Hey I welcome the requests, it means more people may see it and request their own stories. Just happy to get back to writing)
Employer!Reader Corruption AU: A Tricky Situation
Things hadn't been going right, you had half the city quarantined due to a rapidly spreading infection. Something that tainted the very soul of who it infected. Your experiments into curing it had proven ineffective. Music slowed and even reversed the corruption, but it couldn't do so on the large scale. And you couldn't waste the time going around and one by one curing people, even with the Improbability Drive.
You had already closed the city off, preventing anyone from leaving, until you were able to get this fixed you couldn't risk it spreading farther than you could contain. Your agents were busy 24/7 containing any newfound infestations, while you were busy trying to fix it. Luis Dearest and his ex wife were working on finding the cause of the corruption.
The one shared link to all of this was Cherry Dearest and her boyfriend Keith, the patient zero and super spreader of this ruin. Pico was placed in charge of locating them, but had yet to find them. The situation was a mess. There wasn't much you could do beyond occasionally reverse the corruption of the few people they could wrangle into your office.
You needed to find and cure Keith and Cherry before things got out of hand more than it already was. Yet, you couldn't detect them anywhere within the city. Which wasn't good, as it meant they were either dead or weren't in the city, and you couldn't tell which was a worse reality.
Scouring the city had proven fruitless, until you got a call from your brother.
Hey, you locked the city right?...
...Yes, something is spreading and I needed to keep it contained
Tricky was identified leaving the city you two creatures in toe...
Might these two be infected?...
...Keep them contained and if any of your men show signs of infection, terminate them
Very well...
Another trip back home, you really expect it by now. You informed your agents and left, hoping that Tricky would prove resilient to the corruption long enough for you to capture Cherry and Keith.
By the time you arrived, you saw that Tricky had already begun his little rematch with Keith, completely oblivious to the changes that consumed him. As you got closer you saw Hank not from them, prying his knife out of a corrupted Grunt's skull. You knew he was eyeing you from behind his glasses, but you were more concerned about the corruption spreading further.
You ignored him as best you could as you got closer to Tricky and the others.
Even as the first round came to an end, Tricky still seemed just as unstable and mad as he always was, the corruption was trying to stick to him, but it seemed actually repulsed by him.
CLOWN CANNOT DIE
CLOWN IS IMMMMUUUUUUNNNNNEEEEE
You hopped on top of a nearby rock, getting their attention. "Hey Tricky! You wanna kill?!"
YES
Access Granted:
Reality Paradigm: Musical Competition
Setting: Funk Off
Would You Like To Change Paradigms?
Selected Paradigm: Nevada
Paradigm Cannot Be Changed Without Administrative Permission
ID Confirmed
WARNING:
Paradigm Shift Will Alter Reality
Would You Like To Proceed?
You felt the change immediately, everything felt like home again. And you hated it. Tricky seemed to notice it as well, as his grip on his stop sign tightened.
"Have fun" With that you turned around and punched through a corrupted Soldat's head. Tricky's laugh echoed loudly through the air as he lunged at Keith, who managed to deflect Tricky's stop sign with his microphone. You were more focused on fending off your brother's infected grunts.
Using a grunt as a living flail to bash other corrupted grunts into a meaty paste. Occasionally hurling some towards Hank so he wouldn't try and stab you while you were busy. Tricky seemed to actually enjoy trying to cleave the kid in half. Whatever had Keith under it's sway was desperately trying to avoid death by clownery.
You needed Tricky to weaken Keith, not kill him. Cherry was as still as a corpse as ever on top of her speakers, occasionally twitching. You hopped up and drifted towards her. Her corrupted gaze digging into your own, when you tried to move to capture her, you were crushed beneath a MAG Agent half corrupted by this taint. It seemed to be fighting with itself over the corruption overcoming it. You snaked your tendrils up its body before stabbing through it's head. It groaned as you manifested it front of it. Dancing around its fists as it smashed at you.
Finally tired of it, you shifted behind it's head and bisected it's head. As it fell to the ground, you narrowly dodged one of Tricky's signs, using the MAG Agent's corpse to protect you from three other signs. Keith was actually running away from Tricky and towards you. If it weren't for Cherry moving and stabbing an Obelisk through you, you would've been able to capture Keith, before he and Cherry vanished along with the Speakers, likely using Cherry's own flavor of demonic powers to flee from Nevada.
When you shifted away from the pillar you were impaled by, you had reason to believe they had returned back to the City. Now all you had to do was-
You thwacked Tricky on the forehead with the back of your hand, which he was surprised back, shaking his head before roaring in your face, before you slapped him again.
YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU
CLOWN KILLLLLLLLSS YOOOOOOOUUU
You grabbed his head and pointed him towards Hank who was still killing Corrupted Grunts.
Not In The Mood
Go Kill Hank
HHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNKKKKKKKKK
You slapped him on the back as he leapt towards the assassin. You weren't in the mood to deal with him and whatever this corruption was. You shifted Reality back to how it was prior to your arrival, the last thing you wanted was more violence back in the city than was already there. You needed to head back before things got worse back there.
(This one was a little rougher to finish then the others as I was caught in between several things while writing it, so if its not of the same quality I apologize)
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Sorry for the EXTREMELY long hiatus guys....its been a long road to this chapter and it was so very hard to write. The emotions got the best of me and I absolutely HATED having to cause this sort of hurt to my story babies...I love them so much and really didn't want to start down this road of hurt but it had to be done for the story to continue so I really hope you all have enjoyed this chapter. Just remember I love you all and I really appreciate all the support you have given me during my writing process and through the hard times in my life...stay tuned for the next chapter, coming soon-ish.....I promise lol.
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Chapter Eleven: A Choice to Make
Warnings: Angst, Violence, Death, Attempted Rape, Strong Language, Mentions of Animal Abuse, and Eventual Smut and Fluff
Setting: Post Civil War era USA. Marvel Cowboy AU.
Preface: Your home is attacked by the Hydra gang and you are rescued by Steve, Bucky, and their group. The government agency, known as Shield, wants them captured and Hydra wants them dead. With nowhere else to go, you join their ragtag group and set out on the adventure of a lifetime. Helping those less fortunate along the way, your small group grows and so does your affection for these two rough and tumble outlaws. When the chips are down, will you all be able to escape unscathed? Or will the boot drop and leave you heartbroken and alone again?
Song:  Wake Me Up by Tommee Profitt ft Fleurie
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Natasha helped Clint to his feet when a very equine snort came from the woods just to the left of them, catching your attention. The beautiful silver dapple stepped nervously from the trees. His body, covered in old scars, made you gasp. The quick intake of breath caught the nervous horse’s attention and soon you were stepping up to his form as if entranced.
From the corner of your eye, you saw Clint lift a hand to stop you, but Natasha quickly stopped him. The red head only smiled and whispered to him something that had Clint nodding back. You ignored them all, focussing once more on the equine in front of you.
His skin jumped and twitched with every step you took towards him. His legs were stiff with fear. You whispered to him, telling him everything would be okay and you wouldn’t hurt him, before stopping a few feet away and reaching your hand out slowly for him to smell. It took a moment, but he eventually reached out, brushing the short hairs of his nose to the back of your hand.
You smiled at him before stroking your fingers gently over his soft nose. He nickered a little merry sound and you heard Clint’s quiet voice cut through the silence. “His name’s Arrow.” Turning back to the group you saw all the smiles on Steve and Bucky’s faces before Nat giggled. Clint only looked at her with a sly smile. “What? You expected something else?”
She huffed a little breath before smiling up at him. “Giving the fact that he’s yours? His name would have either been Arrow or Coffee.” Clint gripped his chest in mock hurt. “You wound me and only just after reuniting?”
Steve and Bucky chuckled before approaching to each take one of Clint’s arms. “How else would she show that she missed you, Clint,” Steve said with a grin. “We missed you too, buddy.”
“I missed you guys too, just don’t expect me to kiss any of you on the mouth.” The sly grin on Clint’s face, coupled with Steve and Bucky’s matching cringes made you burst into laughter.
“No wonder you and Nat fell in love so easily, you are absolutely perfect for each other.” Looking to Nat, who had joined you by Arrow’s side, you saw the sly grin spread over her face as Clint shot you a saucy wink over his shoulder.
His gaze shifted to that of his wife before a matching grin spread over his lips. “I like this girl, Nat. Can we keep her?”
Two swift smacks had Clint breaking into deep chuckles and your face growing red as Steve and Bucky scowled at their friend. “Guess she’s spoken for then?”
The two men didn’t answer Clint’s question, but their eyes met yours for a split second before their faces grew equally red as yours. Then they were whizzing Clint forward towards where you had all left the rest of the group.
Turning to Natasha, you saw her smile. “What was that about?”
She giggled. “You will have to ask them. Now, lets worry about getting this beautiful boy out of here.” She rubbed Arrow’s scarred neck, cooing to him softly as you took hold of his reins.
Walking just behind the rest of the group, your chest warmed and your mind wandered. Did they have feelings for you? Did you have feelings for them? But as a sudden chill fell over you, worry and sorrow poured in like an angry wind.
How am I supposed to choose? I care about them both and they are like brothers; I don’t want to ruin that? What am I supposed to do? They probably didn’t even mean anything by it. Yeah, they were just being protective, they couldn’t BOTH like me. I doubt even one of them thinks of me that way. 
Your thoughts rolled like a wicked storm, creating a torrential downpour of doubt and self-hatred in your heart. Lost in thought you as you were, you didn’t notice the concerned looks Natasha was giving you, or that the men had slowed with your dawdling pace until Tony’s surprised voice cut through your inner turmoil.
“What the hell is going on?! Why did you all rush off like that-” Tony’s eyes grew wide as he spied the man being supported by Bucky and Steve just ahead of you. “Wait, Clint? But, how? We thought you were dead?”
Clint just chuckled, “Thanks Tony, missed you too. Now, if you don’t mind… I could really use some coffee right about now.”
Tony smiled, happiness shining in his eyes. “You’ve got it, friend. It's good to have you back.” Turning on his heel, Tony ran back to join the others, cheering like a child and making everyone smile and laugh at his joy.
Everyone cheered and celebrated for a moment, the members of the group welcoming Clint back with fond smiles, even shy Pepper joined in, offering to help Nat with tending to Clint’s wounds while Tony and Jarvis scouted ahead for a campsite where all could rest in peace for the night.
The sun was just setting when everyone had finished setting up camps a few miles down the road. The clearing was of the smaller variety, placing everyone in closer quarters than normal, but there was no complaint as everyone was too happy with Clint’s return to worry about the space. And as Clint continued to joke and rib at everyone gathered around the campfire, you could see exactly why.
He was an honest soul. Quick to smile and laugh and joke. It was like a piece you didn’t realize was missing had fallen into place as you saw your new family glow with happiness. Jarvis’ eyes shone with glee, Natasha was relaxed, even the stoic Bruce was smiling and laughing with the rest of the group, his booming laugh filling the clearing on multiple occasions as Clint picked on Tony mercilessly. And Tony was more than happy to take it all in stride, pouring Clint a third cup of coffee even as he glared. It was good to see them this way and it filled your heart full to bursting.
That was until your eyes caught on the visage of Steve and Bucky sat side-by-side at the fire, and the thoughts of earlier rolled in your mind again. Turning back to Boda, you tried to suppress the thoughts with the soothing sound of the brush through his glossy coat, but they continued to bombard you until the soft press of a furry body against your leg caught your attention.
Looking down into the amber eyes of Soldat you saw yourself reflected there as he took your wrist gently in his teeth and tugged you back towards the fire. Realizing what he was doing you chuckled, dropping Bodaway’s brush on the ground to be collected later and allowing the young wolf-dog to pull you back towards the fire where the others sat waiting.
Soldat stood just behind Bucky, and with your wrist still clutched in his jaws, he pawed at Bucky’s hip. Bent over as you were to accommodate the dog’s height, you were eye-level with the seated man as he turned to look. His eyes were a bit shocked before shifting quickly to humor as he realized your situation and grinned widely.
Unable to help yourself, you smiled back, giggling a bit at your predicament. “It seems I have been summoned?”
Turning back to you Steve also chuckled “Yes it seems you have Y/N.”
Both men shifted apart as Soldat released your wrist, making room for you to sit between them by the fire. You hoped they wouldn’t notice the flush of your skin as you took the proffered seat, settling between their larger frames as the fire flickered warm and inviting.
“Miss Y/N, it is nice to see you again.” Clint’s voice was polite as he spoke, but his smirk screamed mischief as he asked “So, which one o-”
Nat’s hand quickly muffled his voice as either man at your side stiffened and your face became uncomfortably hot. “That’s enough of that now, darling. Don’t pick on our sweet pevun’ya. If she hadn’t encouraged us to sing… I’m unsure that we would have found you.” She brushed her hand over Clint’s cheek, caressing the bruise that marred the skin there.
Clint had informed us all of his ordeal while in Hydra’s clutches on the way to the campsite. He had fared little better than Bucky had by the telling of it. Hydra was nefarious but apparently not infallible. Clint had told us of his escape, running while an ongoing raid distracted them. He had stolen his Handler’s horse to escape, but had failed to save the two others held captive with him. Apparently, they were moved the night before without Clint’s notice, which was surprising since almost nothing got past his keen eyes.
Those sharp eyes connected with your own, pulling you out of the memory of a few hours ago. “So, another songbird is she?” His smile eased the bit of worry that those hawk-like eyes instilled in you. “Thank you, Y/N. For bringing me back to my family, I could never be more thankful. Maybe one day soon, I could share a song of my own with you, songbird that my wife says you are.”
You smiled in glee. The prospect of hearing another song in such a brief period was exciting. “You would really do that?” His nod of affirmation had you giggling like a child, causing the others to chuckle. “I’m so excited, Nat told me you used to sing and play for everyone. I’d be happy to hear it all myself.”
Chuckling, Clint’s cheeks heated a bit with the praise. “Ah shucks… well it may take a while, but as soon as I get a new guitar, I’ll be sure to play something for you little lady.”
Nat stiffened in her seat, causing Clint to look at her in concern. She only smiled before jumping to her feet. “Hold that thought, darling. I will be right back.” Giving him a smacking kiss on the lips, she bolted back towards the wagons and disappeared for a moment where only the sounds of rummaging and cursing could be heard.
“What has gotten into her?” Clint asked, looking back to the rest of us. Everyone shrugged, unable to give him the answers he was seeking when a shout of girlish glee caught pulled our attention back to the wagon Natasha had disappeared into.
She emerged, holding a dusty guitar, causing a strangled sound to burst from Clint’s throat. “Where did you find that? I thought it was gone forever.”
She smiled at him, taking back her seat at his side and handing the beat up guitar back to him. “I found it a few days after your capture, went back to look for you and this was all that was left. The strings were broken and the neck was cracked, but I couldn’t get rid of it. So, I fixed it up and kept it safe. I’m glad you will play it again soon, my love.”
Clint was not so proud as to hide his tears as he pulled Natasha to him and kissed her full on the mouth. The group cheered, loud hoops and hollers filling the night sky as the stars twinkled above us. Nat and Clint stayed huddled together, shoulder to shoulder as the rest of the group told light hearted stories, filling Clint in on all the adventures they had had in his absence, giving the man a moment to calm himself again.
When Nat finally asked if he was felt like playing for the group, Clint respectfully declined as he was exhausted and unwilling to take his arm from around his wife’s shoulder. No doubt worried that if he let go, she might disappear.
Looking shyly to the man in question, you asked if he would allow you to take up his guitar and play for everyone. The night sky was calling you to play out your emotions of the day. It had been a long while since picking up this instrument, but with Clint’s encouragement and the first brush of your fingers over the strings, it all came rushing back to you.
The song that first came to mind was one your mother used to play for you. It was sad but fit with the emotions of the day. The soothing tone and soft lyrics full of love soon lulled the others into sleep. Many took the opportunity to lie awake in their respective tents or bedrolls as the melodic notes brought them into the oblivion of sleep.
Looking back up to where Clint and Natasha sat, you noticed the red head asleep in her husband’s embrace as he stared down at her with love and adoration in his eyes. It was very clear how much they meant to each other and it made the longing in your own heart grow, especially as Clint, tired as he was, picked up his sleeping wife and carried her to their tent, mouthing a silent thank you to you as he passed.
Reaching the end of the song, you glanced around and noticed that the only person still awake was Bucky. He was seated on his bedroll a few feet from the fire, just watching you with a small smile. Beside him, Steve was sleeping on his own bedroll. You could feel his eyes following you across the campsite as you returned the guitar to the wagon.
Turning to go to your own bedroll, feeling relaxed and happy to sleep beneath the stars, you stopped in your tracks as you watch Bucky’s large frame approaching your resting place. It only takes a few strides for him to reach you with the compact space of the clearing you are all sharing. There was a glint of determination in his gaze as he stood in front of you. You breathe deep, taking in the faint smell of him as he reaches out and pulls you into his chest.
You are too shocked to make more than a slight squeak of sound and soon your mind is swimming and your face is becoming heated with his closeness as he holds you to him. The memory of the last time you stood this way - on that icy porch in the mountains - flashed through your mind and you wonder if it was that moment that changed everything? But you are pulled from your thoughts as his deep voice rumbles from his chest with a quiet “thank you” as his soft lips whisper across the skin of your forehead in a chaste kiss. Taking a step back, he smiles down at you before going back to his bedroll and falling asleep.
You stood there for a moment more, touching the place that he kissed lightly with disbelief before quickly making your way to your own bedroll by the dwindling warmth of the fire.
Staring into the flames you watched as they die, but the warmth in your cheeks refused to part along with its warmth. Your mind was awash with confusion and soon swirled with sadness and anger as sleep evaded you.
What the hell is going on? Why do I have to feel this way? Is it too much to ask for the world to not be so cruel? I wanted to love. I wanted to be important to someone, but why? Turning to stare into the stars, you feel the tears sliding down your cheeks and into your hair. Why do I have to choose? I love them both and if I make that choice, to love one over the other, I will only break us all. Please, someone help me. Send me a sign. I do not want it to end this way.
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