John Keats, from "Isabella, or the Pot of Basil" (published in 1820)
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I walked out of the house,
found a dime,
looked at the time,
"Oh dayum, it's 9",
Should I keep this? not the dime,
the rhyme,
Well, the poem's mine, so that's not a crime.
I did a toss,
Heads: I go to the coffee house first.
Tails: I take a bus and hear the screams of my boss.
Well, I slapped my head and uttered:"You think too much, Ross."
tip-toed to get a cappuccino,
ran to the shop across the street,
Ah ! the lady in white satin—
well, the dime was right,
*sighs again* Oh! gosh.
I sat at a table in front of her,
watching her satiny hands holding the spoon stir.
the waiter comes up and asks,
"what would you like to have, monsieur?"
I smiled and replied,
"what she's having, that's the thing I would prefer."
I waited,
but the hasty legs wouldn't stop playing clavier.
her lips enveloped around the edge of the cup.
with the bell of the church ringing in the background.
i felt god answer my prayer.
she raised her pupils while sipping,
my heartbeat joined the hasty legs
& sung a song about death stare.
She smiled, looking at me like a squirrel.
I made a move towards her in the midst of my inner quarrel.
She offered her hands,
My head bowed down in respect,
planted a kiss, revived chivalry.
after that, my lips all felt floral.
We exchanged names.
Ah, the dreamy me,Ross weds Eurus.
she pinched me with a kiddish smile,
brought me back to reality,
I realised we were walking on the road,not the aisle.
I switched sides and started walking on the outer part.
she noticed the caring me & I said to myself,
"That's a good start."
she got scared and held my hands when a prankster screamed,
her fingers filled the gap between mine,
the way life keeps breathing under the shelter of art,
her open hairs being teased by winds,
the sun chasing her grim,
rest of the world cherishing the walking springs,
I felt like the luckiest man alive.
I won't lie;
I promised my mother to stay sober
but her eyes served espresso like the finest drink.
---apollo---
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Poison hearts pump acid
Through corrosive, dying veins
Wisdom spills from blue lips
Shared hopefully, in vain
The spectre of a dead girl
Holds a bedside wake
As the malignant blight
Becomes too much to take
Her lover comes to join her
In the dreary afterlife
Where she bleeds eternally
From wounds made by his knife
- Bug, #291
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heavenly
Heavenly shall the gazers of stars be
when the Divines smile upon their generosity.
the First shall give himself to the Moon.
he shall receive the highest boon;
become an empty shell.
his tormentors shall burn in the Forsaken’s Hell.
the Second shall give himself to the Sun;
he shall find solace in the dark, for it will not be bothersome.
Divine his eyes shine, the Sun’s glow—
in his veins, godly magic shall flow.
the Third shall give herself to the Northern Star;
pitiful will her fate be, the survivor of a Divine War.
is it punishment, the attention from those otherworldly?
or is it just praiseworthy?
as for those, the Last—
the Eleven cry their…victory? or is it a loss?
which fate awaits them?
the gift of a Divine, or a smile from Heaven?
beneath the waves, within those souls;
in all the sea’s opulence, the Abyss begins to howl.
on that sunset will he sing,
shall the strings of a liar’s lyre ring.
in her eyes was the light of a thousand stars.
in her soul was the misery of a thousand wars.
Heavenly their Fates be;
through the mist rises the sword of Honesty.
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Little Wanderer
...
While out and about one day
I saw a little boy no older than two.
He waddled, low to the ground,
Seemingly lost.
The discovery to walk must have
Been a recent milestone.
His baby blanket was hooked firmly
In his little hand while his other thumb
Was fastened in his mouth.
His eyes, so big, seemed empty except
For the thought of his mother.
At least that's what I believe a two-year-old
Would be thinking about.
Then his dear mother appeared
In a flash from the crowd. All eyes watching.
Her face was lightning
As her little boy wandered and fell behind.
Her thundering palm met the back of his head
And tears welled up in his darling eyes.
She reached down and yanked him forward.
His feet departed the floor.
"Keep up with me!"
"Hurry up! You're slow!"
She scolded him, snarling,
While she dragged him behind her.
Then she released his small arm
As if he could fend for himself.
His pace could not keep up
With his mother's strides.
But she yelled like it was no fault
But his own.
I wish she would've just picked him up
And cradled him the way he deserves.
...
Andi Leigh
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Grown up
Why is your heart so very cold
More icy than the snow
To what devil have you sold
The warmth and happy glow
That you had as a child
It was so great to see
Sun seemed darker when you smiled
Where's who you used to be?
© Fea Crow, 2024
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Left Behind
There was a muttering creek at the edge of the yard,
Father said he never wanted to put a fence up,
Our yard was the animals' long before it was ours.
My sister Shelly and I would play there every day,
We'd play where the creek met the woods behind,
And dip our toes in the water, feeling the bed of clay.
It was on such a day as this that Shelly saw her,
A girl of long black hair, in the woods past the creek,
Her voice was faint, but it sounded like laughter.
Her gaze met ours and I could feel her eyes smile,
Yet neither of us came any closer to the other,
We would continue to see her every once in a while.
It was months later when Shelly broke the spell,
She crossed the creek for the very first time, as did I,
From deep within the forest we heard a knell.
The girl with black hair and the smiling eyes,
For once, I could get a closer look at her,
Her skin looked rough and coarse, her face likewise.
She was a small and scrawny thing,
Unlike me, who seemed to almost tower over her,
And her hair was like thin little strings.
Wordlessly, she led us deeper into the woods,
Further away from the creek and from home,
Never speaking a word, we somehow understood.
We came across an old well in the woods,
Made of stone brick, seemingly centuries old,
Surrounded by clusters of monkshood.
Something was terribly, terribly wrong,
The girl seemed anxious and tittered about,
Shelly did not want her unease to prolong.
She offered her help and offered her aid,
The girl indicated the cost was far too much,
Little did we know, the price was paid.
The girl stared deep into the well's darkness,
As if seeing something only she could see,
Then turned to face us, face in deep distress.
We were led back to where the woods met the creek,
Seemingly, our adventure had come to a close,
Of that girl, we never saw another peek.
We would come to the edge for every day after,
Hoping to catch another glimpse of the girl,
But we would never again hear her laughter.
Shelly tried to cross the creek to the woods,
But every time she tried, the currents raised,
As if the creek was warning us in what way it could.
We would eventually stop playing by the creek,
Our wonder gave way to melancholy,
All that was left of her was a memory.
Many years later and Shelly and I drifted apart,
It is as some siblings do, though sad,
I look at the woods and feel a well in my heart.
As of late, I've taken to watching the sky,
On purple nights like this, I still think of her,
I still think of the girl that we left behind.
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Old Poem #96
"It wasn't them"
“It’s not you,
It’s them,”
He says,
Like she always had,
Blaming himself,
As he kneels before her,
Pulling her ever closer,
The puddy in his hands.
“It’s not you,” she’d say,
Taking a slight step closer to the edge,
He’s the king,
And her his knight,
One step more between them,
Edging on not reaching,
Her palm– sweaty and itchy,
The lifeline of only which he has found to cope.
“I love you,” he’d say,
Pulling her closer again,
Grasping her fingertip,
As she points away from them into the abyss,
He turns her back to him,
And she drops her hand.
“I love you,” she says,
On one lone night,
Following it briefly with “goodbye,”
She goes to the depths of her own head,
The place of which,
In his head alike,
He had suspected,
She has never been.
And so he pulled her down,
A stool and a rope,
Letting her limply down to the ground,
And in lying his head against her things,
Is Content despite the silence,
Of his one brave night,
A restoration of balance,
Between the king and his one brave knight.
“It wasn’t you,”
She says on her regained breath,
“But now, it wasn’t them.”
He looks back at her glumbly,
As she ceases to speak,
Refuses to meet his gaze,
Or to even wipe away the tears he can simply not seem to keep at bay.
“Don’t do that again,”
He commands,
“Didn’t you know you could talk to me?”
“You are more that just a knight,”
“To me, you are all that is right.”
All that is right in the king’s eyes,
As yet again there he goes,
Making it all about him.
About 2022, age 18.
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If there are plenty of fish in the sea
If there are plenty of fish in the sea,
Then I am a fisherman whose boat ran out of gas,
Whose radio broke, whose phone ran out of battery,
And who didn’t tell anybody where I was going.
If there are plenty of fish in the sea,
Then I am a fisherman who spent hours rigging up a pole,
Weighing the line, and choosing the lure,
Only to drop my pole into ocean first cast.
If there are plenty of fish in the sea,
Then I am a fisherman who can’t tie knots,
Who can’t manage to open swivels,
Or even find my tackle box.
If there are plenty of fish in the sea,
Then I am a fisherman afraid of worms,
Because they wriggle and squirm,
And my fear overrules my desire for fish.
If there are plenty of fish in the sea,
Then I am an incompetent fisherman,
And the only fish I am going to catch,
Is the one that jumps into my boat.
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Poem: Sunken Spirit by Mark Tulin
in the shallow waters
of a family,
there is a sunken
relationship,
weighed down
by a heavy past
and a capsized
spirit,
a present burdened
by its history,
fearful of the future
unable to float
to the top.
©️mft
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As the minutes go slowly by, the hours sneak in - and I’m wondering where you are. Still waiting for a sign while days float away and months sail over the oceans. All the houses crumble down and dust fills the air. I am trying to reach the sky (and get to you).
But I guess you forgot about me, when you went up there. There is this cold wind, that freezes the dust into little droplets and they fall and break. They disappear and then all the seas flood the lands and overwhelm it all. Just like you did.
~ L.B. | 15 Jun. 2015 | edited 08. Dec. 2022
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Dissociative
It doesn’t feel like my life.
I look around and try to settle into
The silence, the calm, and the peace.
Perhaps, that’s my toxic trait.
I chase things that don’t fit,
I like people who hurt,
I need to be needed,
Messy, Chaotic middles
Is my catharsis.
I learn the most about myself,
The heights of my emotional and physical being,
When things aren’t simple.
I guess this is the messiest middle to be in.
How do I accept unruffled waters?
How do I leave behind the toxicity, and accept love now?
How do I continue to grow, without expecting weeds, thorns, and pits?
Isn’t this what I wanted?
Am I not the person I need to be, to have this in my life now?
Questions, all open ended
With no short answers.
This is as real as it gets endless Internet…
Thank you for listening while I figure it out.
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Sweetest Rose
You make me fall
Like no one could
Give my all
For you I would
I can't keep going
Without you near
Isn't it showing
Is it not clear
That you are my air
The one I need
So wise and fair
Makes my heart bleed
When I'm too far
And can't be close
To where you are
My sweetest rose
© Fea Crow, September 2023
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From “Known Unknown” a collection of poetry and short stories - “Dryad”
From “Known Unknown” a collection of poetry and short stories – “Dryad”
~ It’s an odd feeling wanting to be understood in an intimate way but at the same time wanting the freedom of being a mystery. Thus, here you have my words, but not my face.
Tree on a Cliff on the Sea by Jill Battaglia
Dryad
A beautiful day greeted me as I emerged from the shadows and climbed the hill.
‘Beauty is all that this place is’ I thought as I gazed at my surroundings.
‘Could this…
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Autumn Doves
It was the start of autumn in September
The leaves falling like musical notes
And unexpectedly recalling the memories he doesn't want to remember
of the girl he treats as a ghost
It was the first day of September
She was wearing his brown coat and her hair styled with curls
He slipped his hands on her
as they walk in the street feeding birds
It was a memorable moment for him
both of them having fun as if the others have gone
as if nothing matters to her except him
and him, always looking at her like a beautiful swan
They sing , talk and dance
and his hands never left beside the one he loved
until their energy started to run out at last
then, they both stop in front of a cardigan shop and glance
they shop and bought two brown couple knitted cardigans
pair with a simple bracelet with a symbol of dove
off they went to his car, his girl sitting in the shotgun
as he realized that she was just now pretending to be in love
The car was now drowning in silence
that their heavy breathing can only be heard
He stops and went outside of the car, now feeling the girl's absence inside
Tears fell out of her eyes as he look at him in blurred
She hugged him tightly and felt his warm
then fondled his back and said " good bye "
Forcing to open his mouth to form a word
He muttered ' thank you, and goodbye' before leaving her alone
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