#body dismorphic disorder

[the-ugly-ly]

the best part about being thin is feeling so precious and dainty.

i looooove when a man picks me up like i’m absolutely nothing. not a grunt or a wheeze. just scooping me safely into his arms like a flower. ugh.

#anamia #body image #notprojusttags #proana #not pro just using tags #promia #purging #purge #body dismorphic disorder #body dismorphia #thinsporation #thinspo #ugw #ugw imagine #i want to be skinnier

[lostmf]

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #quotes #childhood trauma #poetic #childhood #childhood ptsd #childhood truama #disordered eating cw #bing eating #bing3 eating #ed dysmorphia #body dysmorphic disorder #body dysmorphia #body dismorphia tw #body dismorphic disorder #i hate my body #tw selfhate #self h@rm #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating thoughts #tw self destruction #wound tw #tw eating issues #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet

[ana-butterfly20]

Me crying in front of the mirror, after spending hours doing make up and skincare just to realize that I still look ugly af :

#body dismorphic disorder #body dismorphia #ana rant #tw ana shit #ana dairy

[diaryofbillie]

People don’t understand body dysmorphic disorder is a disorder. I’m not just a little insecure. My brain will tell me I look like I’ve gained 10kg and I will not leave my house for days cause I believe I’m obese. But wait that’s not the best part of this disorder… after believing I’m obese for days suddenly I look in the mirror and I’m skinny and I believe I’ve lost 10kg in matter of seconds. And it’s this cycle over and over and i believe it every.fucking.time.

#ana stuff #anorex14 #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #tw ed rant #disordered eating thoughts #eating diary #tw disordered eating #bdd #bdd tw #bdd things #tw bdd #body dysmorphia #body dismorphic disorder #body disphoria #body dysmorphic disorder

[magnatrash]

Remembered I have a round face

Whole day ruined

#teeth.txt #The dismorfia is hitting hard this week idk #body dismorphic disorder #Bdd #body dismorphia #dismorfia #body dysmorphia #body dysmorphic disorder #Dysmorphia

[mapsofinnerspace]

Then vs Now

I can only imagine how unhappy the two of them were back then.. with their original faces and bodies, having to look at them in the mirror every.single.day. 😕

No, I’m being serious.

Psychologically speaking, it must be REALLY difficult to carry a body you dislike that much, to the point of totally reinventing it through invasive surgeries.

Like, the feeling of basically hating what you look like, being unable to accept and embrace your own appearance.. and doing literally everything in order to change it. It must be haunting 😕

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#thoughts #random thoughts #dark #body dismorphia #body dysmorphia #body dysmorphic disorder #body dismorphic disorder #body distortion #low self confidence #low self worth #self esteem #kim kardashian #kardashian jenners #plastic hearts #lost society #poor soul #lost soul #psychology #psychological trauma #psychological problems #mental health #mental illness #mentally fucked #mentally disordered #actually mentally ill

[moon-mxlk]

I wish I could be the ethereal being he wants.

#personal #depression #sad thoughts #sadness #lonely #heartbreak #heartbroken #unattractive #im ugly #ed but not sheeran #unrequited love #unrequieted #single #body dismorphia #body dismorphic disorder #anxiety

[smallsecretspace]

#i want to be small #personal #ed not sheeren #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw ana relapse #34t1ng dis0rder #i will reach my ugw #thin$po #skinnni #th1n$po #body ch3ck #body dismorphic disorder #ed bllog #tw eating issues #waif

[malinastharlock]

All the things about my body that I hated as a dude, I now love as a woman😍🥰

Now I have all new things to hate about myself 😁👍

#transgender #trans #transfem #me #malina #body dismorphia #body dismorphic disorder

[grammymumzy]

WOMAN IN A BOTTLE  -  Julia Tochilina

#stigma #fat shaming #body dismorphic disorder #anti bullying #art #artwork

[the-ugly-ly]

today a psychiatrist asked me if i have distorted perception of my body and i never actually thought about it.

let’s be honest, dropping half my body weight has made me my own thinspo in a weird self absorbed kind of way (not sorry).

it’s just my face that always seems to be perpetually fucking fat.

#bpd #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #living with borderline #anamia #body image #body dismorphic disorder #body dismorphia #thinsporation #thinspo #thinnerpls #proana #not pro just using tags #promia #drunkorexic #drunkorexia #anorexia #eating disoder tw #cluster b safe #cluster b #cluster b pds #cluster b personality disorder

[lostmf]

By Sophie Pearson

@creating.sophie

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #bing3 eating #bing eating #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating mention #disordered eating cw #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #tw disordered eating #body dismorphia tw #body dismorphic disorder #i hate my body #body dysmorphia #body dysmorphic disorder #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #wound tw #tw abuse #tw ptsd #tw ed diet #ed d!et #ed dysmorphia #artists on tumblr #art #painters

[ana-butterfly20]

#body dismorphic disorder #body dysmorphia #tw ana shit #ana rant #starv1ng #tw ed rant

[borderlinedoc]

𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐜 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬...𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 I lose around 50 kg last time I was admitted bc of my last suicide attempt since then I'm doing lots of exercise but my eyes just see the way my disfuctional Brain knows himself a big, fat, ugly, dismorphic body with lots of Scar tissues over his neck, belly, arms, legs, wrist

I really wish someday this shit ends, I'm really tired of feeling this way

Medicine, psychotherapy, rehab, drugs as any other shit doesn't help at all

Ive been four times in a psychiatric hospital in Culiacán and four times been in rehab last time I cut my neck with a razor blade as deep as I could but here I am fuck I have nothing I used to be a well know physician in CDMX I was doing a major but self sabotage is kinda my specialty or maybe is the only fuckin thing I know to do well who cares I'm writing to vent cause everytime I open tumblr, Twitter or install I just see people who knows how to live but fuck man I was the most interesting smart guy at college and look at me rn at my 33 yo no money, no girlfriend, a shitty ass mental disease that probably everyone knew about it but not me

Fuck, I just vent some shit here cause I have no one to talk to, sorry about my English is not my native language but I rather write to talk with...

#existentialism #nihilism #grunge #borderline personality disorder #self sabotage #i hate myself #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #drugblr #drug rehab #tw disordered eating #body dismorphia #body dismorphic disorder

[magnatrash]

When I don't feel pretty I feel subhuman

#My face is so fucked rn it's like I'm a animal #Bdd #actually bdd #body dismorphic disorder #body dismorphia #body dysmorphia #Teeth.txt

[recovery-nuovame]

Diary

I'm fat like I haven't been in years, I feel like a whale, I have anxiety and I hate my body. My legs are huge and my belly isn't flat anymore...

I suck like never before. And I can't stop eating

#i'm fat #i am fat #fat belly #anxiety for food #anxiety #ed mention #depression #i hate being sick #i hate my brain #i hate my life #i hate my body #change my body #body dismorphia #fat shit #mental illness #mental instability #body dismorphic disorder