Well I made a promise to myself to write in this everyday. Unfortunately I am sick with a cold and haven't felt like doing much of anything really. I hope all of you are doing well in this world and I hope to really start blogging as soon as possible.
I hate that we still don't know what's wrong with me. I hate feeling better for a week or so and then having a breakdown and then feeling super sick again. Every time I feel the way I do tonight I can't help the feeling that I'm doing something wrong, like I messed up and made myself sick again... And that's probably such a stupid way of thinking cuz we don't know what's wrong with me!!!
Like there are a few things that have been getting better but there are some things that are still bad plus some newer symptoms too. My next appointment is next week and after that I know what the next step is but it's so fucking scary.
I fuckin hate this.
If you want more info you can dm me but I mostly needed to vent
if by “anyone home?” you mean “are you still here or alive?” then yeah, I’m still here.
I’ve been sick pretty much all week with a sore throat, stuffy nose, and achey everything sooo.... that’s where I’m at right now hahaha
I was hoping I’d feel better by now, but nope, guess I gotta deal with a cold for a little bit. I’m just annoyed because I haven’t done anything this week because I’ve been too sick... I had to cancel my streams, I haven’t worked on any of my posts or projects, including the T5F that’s supposed to go up today. I’m gonna see if I can finish it, but if not, It’ll go up next Friday. Just trying to get something done because oof, I’ve been pretty useless this week hahaha
But yeah, I haven’t been doin’ too good, haha. The only thing keeping me sane and my brain functioning right now is I’ve picked up Stardew Valley and that lets me stay bundled up in bed and focus on something other than my throat without being overwhelming...