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when u feel hungry, go on tumblr and look at my account 🥰🥰🥰🥰
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4ngryfemcel · 2 days
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TW ED: my diet plan ౨ৎ
First week:
Max 1300kcals/a day
Any foods are allowed but healthier ones are encouraged
Small workout every day
Following weeks:
Less 300 calories a day every week (ex.: 1st week- 1300kcal, 2nd week- 1000kcal, etc..)
More intense workout throughout the weeks
Healthier foods
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silentlosing · 3 days
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! TW !
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I co, znowu coś jesz i nie zapisujesz tego do bilansu? Myślisz, że jeśli tego nie uwzględnisz, to ten tłuszcz się magicznie nie odłoży? Oszukujesz sama siebie. Jeśli będziesz nadal tak postępować, to nawet za miesiąc czy rok nie schudniesz.
Jasne, wmawiaj sobie, że „jedna czekoladka nic nie zmieni”. Jasne, jedna nie. Ale jedna tu, jedna tam, kolejna gdzieś indziej, a sadło rośnie. Powinnaś się wstydzić. Jesteś obrzydliwa. Oszukujesz siebie i innych. Możesz to zrobić, ale swojego ciała nie oszukasz. Nie oszukasz cukru i kalorii z tego batonika. Nie zmienisz się, jeśli nadal będziesz tak postępować.
Szczerze mówiąc, to żałosne jak cholera i śmieszne. Siedzisz cały dzień na tyłku i oczekujesz, że będziesz szczupła. Mówisz, że chcesz szybszych rezultatów, ale nie robisz nic, żeby w tym pomóc. Cały czas tylko marudzisz i narzekasz. I na dodatek masz czelność nienawidzić siebie po obżarstwie. Nikt cię nie zmuszał do obżarstwa, tylko ty sama. Nikt cię nie zmuszał... dosłownie nikt. Ani rodzice, ani przyjaciele, ani nikt inny. Więc możesz próbować przebaczyć sobie ile chcesz, ale pamiętaj, że to wszystko było twoją własną zasługą.
To samo z jedzeniem. Masz kontrolę. MOŻESZ kontrolować ile i co jesz. Więc dlaczego ciągle jesz? Głoduj i już. I nie obchodzi mnie, jeśli mówisz „ale już to robię”, bo oczywiście nie robisz, skoro nie osiągnęłaś jeszcze swojego celu. Jesteś grubą i leniwą kluchą, która nie ma determinacji, żeby osiągnąć swój cel. Smutno mi na ciebie patrzeć, bo wszystko o czym myślę, to to, gdzie mogłabyś już być, gdybyś nie zawaliła tyle razy.
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Dużo bardziej jestem aktywna prywatnie - tam cenzura Tumblra jeszcze nie dotarła - i bardzo chętnie będę Was wspierać i pomagać 🦋
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Kilka lat temu miałam tutaj bardzo aktywne konto, dwukrotnie reanimowane od zera (fatgirlpig). Niestety zdążyłam zauważyć, że tutejsze restrykcje są zdecydowanie zwielokrotnione od czasu mojego trzeciego bana. Nie będę starać się prowadzić na siłę bardzo aktywnego konta, gdyż z obecną cenzurą mija się to z celem. Niemniej będę wrzucać meanspo i porady od czasu do czasu.
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fo0dmakesmes1ck · 1 day
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Summer is so close.
Gotta lock in guys 😔🙏
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d3ath-at-paradise · 2 days
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The sexual tension between me and st⭐️rving myself until i love my body is crazy
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lightasafeaver2 · 2 days
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almondsophie · 1 month
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Not counting calories does not mean that the calories do not exist!
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zzzleepingghost · 15 days
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some more thinspo :3
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svramblrdegg · 8 days
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The feeling of fasting getting easier >>>
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this is gross… the fat person belly button (often seen on people who are fat or had liposuction to reduce their fat)
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bitternanami · 19 days
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something i think is really interesting about dungeon meshi is the cast's respective views on food as the story progresses. the way many adventurers get through the dungeon is to eat when they Must, but mostly rely on healing magic to keep going when they're tired or beaten down. death is something you can buy your way out of, here.
having these lower stakes when it comes to running yourself too hard has made a lot of people in this setting kind of devalue food and what it does for you.
im not all the way through the manga yet, but so far i really like how it goes about debunking that mindset.
long post under the cut, cw explicit discussion of disordered eating. textual depiction of unhealthy methods of dealing with it. please be cautious!
it seems like to most folks, food is either a decadent luxury, like when the governor offers mr tance a feast as a show of power and wealth, (although he is the only one who actually eats in that scene as he talks about his ambitions);
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[id: the governor and mr. tance talk politics and hierarchies, while the governor eats from a bowl. mr. tance's meal is not visible behind a speech bubble.
"so you believe the sorceror is an elf?" he asks.
"i can't say with absolute certainty," mr. tance replies, "but the spells are not ones dwarves and humans typically use." /end id]
like the painted-royal feasts laios tries to partake in that never actually nourish him...
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[id: laios, fresh out of the living painting feast, surprisedly holding his grumbling stomach /end id]
or, to the working class, it's pretty much exclusively fuel. i'm thinking about the scene where kabru's party, ostensibly intended to be our view into how adventuring Typically goes for most people, is shown preparing to go to the dungeon by like. walking up to someone and ordering 'a weeks' worth of rations.' purely functional.
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[id: kabru enters a store, and the merchant says "welcome!"
kabru says "i need a week's worth of rations for six, and two days' worth of water."
"sure thing." the merchant then reaches behind him and grabs a large cube-shaped package, wrapped in nondescript cloth and tied in place. it thumps onto the counter in front of them both. /end id]
when kabru hands mickbell his food for the trip, he complains about how heavy it is on his back. it's a necessary liability.
we also see chilchuck, in an early chapter where there isn't much food to go around, grumbling about how he used to be better at not noticing when he was hungry. he's frustrated that he's more attuned to his bodily needs, now that he's starting to fill them with regularity.
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[id: chilchuck, the only one awake, sits in his bedroll and glares at the timekeeping-candle burning down in front of him while he listens to his stomach growl. moving to find his canteen and fill himself with water instead, he thinks to himself, "my stomach has gotten weaker. i used to be able to go two days without food." /end id]
(like im not even gonna lie this is a big mood. the healing process is really really annoying)
even laios, early on, working out the logistics of going back for falin, considers his expenses and ultimately the thing he decides to save money on is their food supply. like, even the guy most invested in eating as an experience kind of just assumes he will Figure It Out. its what hes eating, not how hes eating it that matters to him at that point.
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[id: marcille looks down at the ingredients they've gathered, the walking mushroom and the scorpion in an unappetizing heap on the ground, and asks laios "so how exactly do we eat them?"
he responds "let's just cook them, like normal." /end id]
but its here that senshi introduces the idea of food as art and as healing. its exciting and its fascinating for laios, getting to taste the creatures hes been reading about and fighting, but i dont think it would ever really help him feel full if not for this.
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[id: three panels of laios tasting the scorpion hotpot, looking stunned, and then excitedly telling senshi "delicious!"
senshi matches his energy, asking "isn't it? isn't it?" /end id]
pictured: guy who had resigned himself to kind of just doing his best rediscovers the joy in something tasting really fucking good
what they did last time isnt going to work. falin is gone, and constantly anesthetizing their pain and healing through their weakness is no longer a realistic option for the party. in order to make it through they must all relearn how to eat well, one by one and as a group over and over again, because its either that or nothing.
one of my favorite depictions of this idea thus far is when marcille is seriously low on health and mana, and both of these problems are mitigated by taking care of herself, and trying to get iron and protein
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[id: marcille, looking sickly, wakes to laios saying, "marcille, marcille, can you sit up? we've got something nice for you."
she watches senshi grill pieces of kelpie liver on a low fire, while laios ties a bib around her neck. /end id]
and drinking a bunch of dead water spirits. she gets the idea, she's supposed to get in nutrients and it'll help her feel better, but in aiming for the quick, inefficient fix, namely chugging that shit down like she heard it was good to Stay Hydrated and decided that would be the thing that fixes her,
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[id: marcille throws back a cup of boiled undine-water, her face red. laios asks, "do you really need to drink it that fast?"
she gasps out "...the magical energy stored in nature spirits is actually quite hard to absorb. even if you drink a lot, the majority of it is excreted without being absorbed," and takes another drink. "that's why i need to drink as much as i can."
laios says weakly "you'll get water poisoning," but marcille only stops when senshi puts a hand on her shoulder and says,
"it's easier to absorb nutrients if ye digest them with food. that's a fundamental rule of nutrition."
marcille says, "senshi..." contemplative
and he holds out a bowl of tentuclus and a thumbs up. "let's get cooking!" /end id]
she doesn't immediately realize the answer is that she needs more than that. she's been working hard. she needs care, and she needs nourishment.
once she gets that, though, she makes her boiled water into a stew, and she works to make that stew as good as she can, and everyone can have some.
because in dungeon meshi, to feed yourself or allow yourself to be fed is treated as performing a kindness for yourself. food is what propels you, but there is also an art and a joy inherent to the process of making it; in the way you feel when you've had enough to eat.
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[id: senshi watches as chilchuck and marcille eat and excitedly hash out plans.
"i've got a good feeling about this! maybe it'll work out!" chilchuck says
marcille responds, "well it's easier to feel optimistic on a full stomach!"
senshi smiles, proud. /end id]
^^^ i want to put this image on my wall
when you're working through disordered eating habits, you really do have to keep learning this shit. (in my experience, learning about cooking is one of the best ways to do so.)
i'll have to see if my thesis holds up as i continue, but i think one of the reasons the portrayal here resonates with me so hard is that ryoko kui puts most of her characters at eye level with me on this. they're all working at it, too. the text and i are both commiserating, and encouraging each other, 'have some more, you'll feel better.'
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vampire33veela · 2 months
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Does anyone else rewatch a lot of 3d media but always turn it off before the main character recovers so they can stay triggered, or is that just me?
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bingeresprincess · 3 months
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Being hungry means losing weight
Losing weight means being hungry
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wh0r3xz · 2 months
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there are 2 types of anorexics
1. the ones that vigorously exercise
2.the ones who rot in bed all day (me🤗)
(that’s probably why im not seeing much progress sue me)
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lightasafeaver2 · 2 days
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cupcakedolly · 3 months
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me doing stuff to keep myself busy so I don't eat:
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