#afraid of myself

[cartoonfanaticmonsterrobotalien]

Scared Korvo Solar-Opposites (New Version)

Poor Korvo. He’s not only scared of transforming into his Super Shlorpian form. But, he’s also scared of fighting monsters, his loved ones getting hurt or most of all, harming his family and friends, including Terry. He is gene scared of losing control of his Super Shlorpian form. But luckily, Korvo is no longer gonna be afraid, because his family and friends believe in him, that he can control himself and stop monster enemies.

Fearless is the theme song of when Korvo does this while trying to remind himself he can control his Super Shlorpian Form.

#solar opposites #korvo #british korvo #korvo solar opposites #korvo opposites #korvotron #solar opposites au #solar opposites korvo #dan stevens #solar monsters #monster universe #monster transformation #painful transformation #fear #struggle #he is struggling to control himself #scared #afraid of myself #don’t lost control #korvo don’t lose control #super shlorpian Korvo

[06268]

#dreamwastaken #twwth concert #afraid of myself #videos #kazoo noises #I LOVED THIS SO MUCH #spoilers #fave

[xiangx2libuzu]

AFRAID OF MYSELF

#art #doodles #fanart #drawing #draw #illustration #digital drawing #mcyt #dream fanart #dream art #dream #dreamwastaken art #dreamwastaken fanart #dreamwastaken #twwth #to whoever wants to hear #droncert #afraid of myself

[misscrappy]

I’m tired of me!!! Just someone come and take me away from me :(

#love poem #new poets society #poetas en tumblr #writers and poets #spilled poetry #poetry thoughts #aestheitcs #depressing quotes #women writers #poetic #afraid of myself #tears for fears #dark dreams #dark souls #dark world #dark acadamia quotes #dark acadamia aesthetic #darkwork #dark acamedia #i hate myself #lovers aesthetic #aestethic #flowers #flowers for vases #i hate my body

[dontdieonmeyet]

safe and sound

my door is locked

my windows are closed

with the lights turned off.

there's a bump in the wall behind me

there's a groan coming from above.

I think it's coming for me

shaped like my demons

a strange assumption which

brings me

to the point where I can be alone

yet insecure

#poetry #reflection #life #shortandsweet #dontdieonmeyet #thoughts #feelings #emotions #poems #spilled ink #fear #afraid of the dark #afraid of monsters #afraid of myself

[freakfuckknifelife]

When you feel like you just want to disappear without anyone remembering you in anyway so no one misses you or hurts anyone…

#bpd shit #anxious #anxiety #add #unddiagnosedadhdwoman #sucks #empty #feels alone #can’t talk #confused #whatdoido #suicidal thoughts.. #whathaveidone #depression issues #living with cptsd #afraid of myself

[millenial-net-utopia-2010]

ramblings ("ad")

#blog #ramblings #rants #ranting #spilled thoughts #afraid of myself #random thoughts #just ranting #my thoughts #rants and ramblings

[akai-ito-official]

The Girl on the Train (2016)

Director: Tate Taylor

Emily Blunt as Rachel Watson

“I have lost control over everything, even the places in my head.” Paula Hawkins - The Girl On The Train

#the girl on the train #emily blunt #paula hawkins #movie scenes #broken heart #broken inside #i hate my brain #broken thoughts #sad quotes #sadnees #sad thoughts #sad girl #afraid of myself #drama movies #mystery movie #movie quotes #mad woman #english actress #acting

[vanx-97]

Rs

#darkness #sad #sadness #sad shit #sad thoughts #mental health #mental help #therapy #depression #scared #afraid of myself #hate myself #hate #anger #self image #SpongeBob #drugs #addicted #addiction #mad #alone #help #changes #inspiration #mental disorders #mental illness #deep #life #love

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[knowledgevariabledarcy]

#afraid of monsters #afraid of heights #afraid of the dark #afraid to love #afraid of myself #Youtube

[hansoeii]

it’s okay, babygirl.

#who's gonna pay my therapy bills #this show ruins me over and over again every week why am i even doing this to myself #but ahhhh joel loves her so much!!!! #thats his kid!!!! #and he was so afraid of caring for her but he can't hide it any longer #UGH #the last of us #the last of us fanart #tlou hbo #tlou fanart #pedro pascal #bella ramsey #joel and ellie #my art

[redmarqar]

the conagher bros (all three of them died painfully)

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 engineer #emesis blue #thats why i cant make myself watch spy's discuise because im too afraid to get another hyperfixation like with these men here #fucking end me

[rechicken-and-waffles]

Super Espio because why not lol ✨

#sonic the hedgehog #espio the chameleon #fanart #my art #SEGA is too afraid of giving Espio a super form so I did it myself dfghjkjhgfd

[temeyes]

#here comes j o h n n y #he's back from the dead and he's gonna end the mfers who decided he should die in mw3 #actually i drew this to keep myself awake rn because?? there's a cockroach in my room??? #and it disappeared now im afraid for my life????? #like im afraid that i'll lie down and i'll see mr cockroach beside me HAHA #my art #2024 #call of duty #call of duty: modern warfare #call of duty: modern warfare ii #call of duty: modern warfare iii #cod #cod mw #cod mwii #cod mwiii #modern warfare #mw #mw2 #mw3 #soap cod #johnny soap mactavish #soap mactavish #art #fanart #digital art #digital drawing #sketch #doodle #video games

[uncanny-tranny]

The interesting thing about medically transitioning is how you might just be treated with the wrong framework.

When I get my hormone levels checked, for instance, they check it against the wrong type of person, so everything is flagged. Did you know that testosterone encourages hemoglobin production? Well, my hemoglobin is perfectly in line with male levels, but my levels are checked for the wrong endocrine system. Before I realized this, I was really confused as to why my hemoglobin was two grams over the range given, and was confused as to why that happened, and worried about if I should be worried about that. But it was a normal consequence of my testosterone levels, which are also flagged though they are well-within the range that is typical for my age and health categories.

The way we treat and measure for trans people and trans patients will affect the treatment and education they receive. There are ways in which hormones especially can influence how one's body operates, and with that in mind, you also have to change the way you interact with a trans person. With my testosterone levels, if you were to measure them against the incorrect endocrine system, you would fail to treat me in reality - that being the way my body has changed and maintained homeostasis since being on T.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #trans medicine #i still need to get my levels checked but i've been busy #but since going on T they have been very satisfactory #like even going 'they should go on assigned sex' wouldn't work for somebody like me. #like. i am still on testosterone. and it's changed me and my body. therefore the way i am treated and measured ought to reflect that #hemoglobin is a fun word to say though. try it. say it. out loud. say it (are you afraid.) #i use myself again as an example because i think that experience perfectly encapsulates my frustrations