#broken inside

[brokenobstacless]

I'm sorry, I just didn't think you could hurt me that much.

#sad #sad quotes #sad thoughts #anxeity #you broke me #tired #depressed #depression #suicide #suicide thoughts #mental breakdown #mental health #lost #lonley #loneliness #broken #broken inside #im broken #im depressed #broken heart #heart broken #broken soul #you hurt me

[weighted-hearts]

I need a reason to stay here.

Reasons to stay:

1) My Guinea Pigs

2) To prove to my family I can make something of myself.

3) Stop this messed up family cycle.

Reasons not to stay:

1) My presence only hurts people

2) I cant escape my family… not even through getting a job and moving out because that would require me to quit working towards my dream job.

3) I’m stupid and have no adult skills

4) All I do is take up space.

5) Nobody can handle my emotions and I’m im constantly invalidated and gaslit.

6) I’m tired

7) childhood and current trauma take over my life

8) I have very little independence no matter how hard I try to break free.

9) my family will be happier without me.

10) I’ve exhausted all mental health services and been fired by tons of them for being too ill.

11) I can never be in a relationship due to sexual assault trauma…I’ve tried.

12) My insurance will stop this year so no more therapy for me.

13) This world has went to shit.

#tw suicude #self hatred #selfinjury #mentally ill #depression edit #mental illness #ptsd problems #complex ptsd #13 reasons why #bpd #trauma #mentally unstable #broken inside #dead inside #anxiety #depression #deep quotes #depressing thoughts #please help #im not okay

[looking-for-paradies]

I would do anything to feel your love again

#still miss you #still love you #heartbroken #broken inside #sad thoughts #sleepless nights #feeling depressed #why am i not enough #bad feelings #deep thoughts #break up

[the-moon-whisperer]

#depressing quotes #world of melancholy #relatable #broken inside

[lydiaortega1996]

#truth #overthinking #broken inside

[kayakovicyoo]

#dark femininity #horror girls #girlblogging #horrorwomensource #dark quotes #dark aesthetic #sad quotes #mess of myself #broken inside #emotional damage #Tokyo vampire hotel #sion sono

[poleaxewife]

I really just cant help it can I

#vic.txt #god I need help #i need to get a fucking therapist that can actually work with me #i have so many fucking issues and I cant keep hurting people like this #im so #fucking #broken inside #and i cant stop being that way #and all I'm doing is hurting the people I love #because deep down I wish I had never existed at all #not like this #not as me #this existence #my own private eternity #is worse than the fores in the deepest pits of hell #and i cant reconcile my existence with the lives i've swept through #and i still feel #permanent #like I'm doomed to always be this #be me #be The Mortaine #forever #i'll never meet the bartender because the man behind the bar isnt me

[changing-mylife-now]

One of those nights where I am probably crying myself to sleep. Fuck. I'm laying here in the dark and thinking about my life..crying, because everything feels like it is too much. My heart hurts and I don't know how to stop it. There are all these feelings and they are so overwhelming. For how much longer do I have to keep up with them? I'm alone with all this and it's my own fault. I push everyone away and destroy everything good in my life. I always did. I just can't anymore. It's too much. I can't sleep for months now. I'm so tired of everything. Of all these breakdowns, all these tears, all this heartbreak. I'm broken. I've been broken for so long and I have no idea how to get myself back together. Sometimes it feels like it is too late for that

10.04.2023 ~ 1:21am

#late night thoughts #fuck everything #life feels like hell #hurt #crying myself to sleep #pain #broken inside #mental health problems

[akai-ito-official]

I found out that I was never a decent person

#sad quotes #sadnees #horror quotes #quoteoftheday #hate myself #i hate my brain #hate my life #sad thoughts #sad notes #broken thoughts #broken inside #depression #artwork #sad art #sad aesthetic #dark thoughts #dark art

[goingphyco]

“All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are.”

-Robin Willams

#qouteoftheday #broken #Broken inside #Qoutes #robinwillams

[undisclosed-serendipity]

after my third (?? Actually lost count) rewatch, I have concluded that the true bad man is not Melmont but the fucking Sheriff.

DUDE seriously why you gotta convince Eli to goooooo whyyyyyyyy. Cornelia was still alive like freaking 13 years later they could have done some found family shit together jeeeeez.

(Okay I know reality doesn’t work out and it breaks my freaking heart all over again. No I’m not crying. My face is just wet)

#broken inside #the English #whyyyyyyy

[brokenobstacless]

I wonder if anyone will ever choose me.

#sad #sadness #sad quotes #sad thoughts #depression #depressed #depressed thoughts #depressed quotes #suicide #suicidial #suicide quotes #suicide thoughts #anxeity #you broke me #tired #broken heart #broken inside #loneliness #alone #empty

[consistently-awful]

my favorite thing about me is that I can have gone through so much, and still manage to smile

#sad qutoes #broken inside #too old too soon

[looking-for-paradies]

wondering if you miss me

#sad thoughts #falling apart #broken inside #still miss him #still love him #overthinking #why am i not good enough

[blvcksxul]

I am still wondering how a human being can s...assault another human and act like it is completely normal and the victim is overreacting...how? Tell me how where you able to hurt the person you "loved" wanted to marry...over and over again, making me feel horrible everytime and shaming me for my bad reactions....

#assault #possibly triggering #deep thoughts #gefühlschaos #feelings #feeling alone #you broke my heart #short quotes #sad thoughts #im lonly #being alone #being lost #tired of being tired #broken inside #broken love #broken soul

[bloodredeyes666]

So hey! i'm dedgrl if you want to give me a name.

I'm a toxic bitch who's internal is a bother for other people.

I don't want to go to the hospital, so I'm just here writing.

I just cvt myslf for the first time in 6 years.

I thought that phase of my BPD was over, that I could handle myself...

Turns out I can't handle losing him. 83 days since I made terrible fucking choice that made me lose him.

I really thought I was doing him and I a favor... it just hurts more and more everyday. 83 fucking days, each harder than the one before, and now I'm back to fucking cvtting myself.

I don't know what I'm doing. I'm unemployed and can't go to university due to my social phobia, I'm terrified of getting out of my house... but at least I had someone who was there for me through it all...

and i couldn't be there for him when he needed me.

now it's over. he's got a new girlfriend and has already moved in with her.

He keeps saying he wants to keep me in his life whatever happens but make no effort to make that happen.

I'm tired of hurting... my gaze's been empty for weeks, my heart brokent for months, and as I'm losing my mind a little more everyday, I'm also losing my will to live.

My usual things don't work right now. Everything is wrong around me. and I can't do shit about it.

I wish I'd never wake up when I fall asleep tonight, but i guess the cuts can make me bare the pain a little longer.

Anyway. Welcome to my tumblr 🥀🔪

#egirlvibes #grunge #alt girl #cute egirl #egirl #sexy egirl #cvtt!ng #i want to cvt #bpd #actually bpd #bpd vent #tw sui implied #unalive #i feel empty #sad thoughts #sadgirl #emo girl #broken inside #goth #goth girl #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #suffering #losing my mind #im losing it #anxitey #social anxiety #sorry for being depressing #negative #vent post