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#keeps flirting w other men; looking at them and saying she has crushes and all that and want to make a move. like. YOU HAVE A BF?
wikipediary · 28 days
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Don’t wanna be ‘friends’ (using this term extremely loosely) with this one girl i’m in the same cohort/course with…her belief system + the way she perceives other people and the world is so…i cannot think of a better word so: SHUDDERING. but she’s friends with my circle of cohort/friends so she’ll always be in my circle…?
#she cheated with her ex when her ex already had a new girlfriend and she didn’t feel any remorse at all#she justified her cheating by saying sex is just sex w/her ex & that she wanted her ex’s gf (which she hasn’t even met or known) to feel the#(same things she did hurt; betrayed; cheated on) and i’m like. you’re a fucking cheater? that’s so horrible for you to do?#you don’t even know this girl? she came to be with ur ex in an appropriate way? wdym she deserves to be cheated on because you did…#BY ANOTHER MAN? not even this specific ex?#literally so insane. and she’s like: im going to therapy blah blah blah but clearly you lack the respect and consciousness#me and my friend who listened to her said that she should confess that they cheated with each other to the poor girl but she’s like…#‘not my business’ uhm the fuck it is? you were a third party. and saying that the boy should be the one confessing…uhm WHY NOT U BOTH?#and their relationship (ex and girl) CONTINUED even after the fact and they broke up only recently (early march) and idk if the girl knew#like. truly. i’ve never met someone so incredibly…vile? i guess? what’s a better word for it 😭#and what’s also so inappropriate about her is that she has like a bf and she keeps droning on about her ex like rent free in her mind#keeps flirting w other men; looking at them and saying she has crushes and all that and want to make a move. like. YOU HAVE A BF?#i don’t wanna be near someone like that. and what’s unfortunate is my close friend is close with her so i’m a ‘friend’ BY association#and that friend of mine also can’t disentangle herself from her bec she’s her first ever friend in uni lmao. so there’s sentimentality there#& we talked abt this w each other; how disappointing it was for her to be like that. and how my friend feels she’s complacent in being okay#with cheating (but she’s not) and i’m like…ugh.#probably one of the worst people i’ve ever met i’m so sorry to say that genuinely. when i’m with her in a grp (i NEVER hang out w her alone)#i feel like my principles r being hijacked and violated and being engulfed by something i’ve kept myself away from lol
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evanpeterswhoresblog · 10 months
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Office Secrets
Luke Cooper x f!reader
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TW: smut, p in v, unprotected, fingering… lmk if there’s anything else lol
Word count: 1526
Friendly note, I wrote this all in one day so it’s probably not the best but I’ve been so obsessed w Evan lately I just needed to write lol Enjoy!!!
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“So, who wants to bet the two newbies are doing it?” Meredith says as she puts coins into one of the vending machines.
“They so are,” Kevin says. “Have you seen the way they look at each other it’s like- Pam and Jim.”
“Hey!”
Angela shakes her head. “You people are disgusting… but I wouldn’t doubt it. I’ve seen them flirting on multiple occasions.”
“This is all circumstantial, it doesn’t mean they’re sleeping together,” Oscar argues.
“I would bet they are,” Phillas says with a laugh. “I mean I remember how fun it was being all secret with Bob, it’s so thrilling.”
Pam glances at you in the annex, Luke’s leaning back on your desk, smiling as you two talk. She looks back to the group and shrugs. “It’s possible they are.”
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“Hey y/n, do you think you could make some copies for me?” Pam asks as you’re walking by.
“Yeah of course, double or single sided?” You reply with a smile.
“Double please.” She hands you the original.
You walk to the copier, but as you’re about to open it, Luke slips in front of you.
“Luke I was about to make copies,” you say, annoyed.
“So do I, you aren’t the only person in the office who needs to get stuff done,” he laughs.
“Since when have you ever had things to get done? You’re the laziest person here.”
“That’s hostile,” he replies, turning around to give you a smirk. “I might have to report you to HR.”
“Just please hurry up,” you mumble.
“Anything for you babe.” He winks.
You turn to the camera and stare, almost at your limit with this boy.
~~~
“I just don’t understand men sometimes it’s like, he’s so different when we’re alone yet in public he wants to be the biggest ass ever,” you rant to the camera, you’re in the hallway near the elevator where no one will hear you. “Sometimes I just want to knee him in the balls and get on with my day.”
“If he’s so annoying why do you sleep with him?”
You frown. “He’s really good at that stuff, most assholes are honestly.”
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You’re at the vending machine getting a snack when you feel arms snake around your waist. You quickly turn around and push him away.
“Luke stop it we can’t be doing this here,” you whisper.
He looks out the windows then back at you. “Nobody’s around, come on just one kiss. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since last night baby.”
You and Luke were hired about three weeks ago now, both just interns to help out with the little things around the office. At first you thought Luke was an idiot slack off, but after a week of him constantly flirting with you, you decided he wasn’t that bad of a guy and of course he’s gorgeous. And, after one night where he gave you a ride home this simple work crush turned into casual sex.
You made Luke promise to keep it a secret, you didn’t want anyone at the office to think your personal life would interfere with you doing your job. So, far you don’t think anyone has figured it out, and your glad.
“Don’t talk like that here,” you say, giving him a slight glare. “We made a deal.”
“Yeah, yeah.”
“I’m serious Luke, imagine if Michael found out. He’d make it a whole thing.”
“It probably already is a thing, Jim and Pams was.”
You scoff at him. “Okay, that doesn’t mean this has to be.”
“Whatever,” he says as he begins to walk away. “See you later.”
You give an annoyed look to the camera and shake your head before returning to your previous activity.
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“Listen, y/n is a good girl I guess, I just wish she’d stop acting like the office finding out about our thing is the worst possibility imaginable,” Luke tells the crew outside the break room.
“What do you think would happen if they found out?”
“I don’t know, they’d give us weird looks. It doesn’t really matter it’s not like me and her are gonna be working here forever. At least I know I’m not, not sure what her life plans are.”
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You stare at the clock and sigh, still a whole nother hour left at the office. This whole day has been terrible, mostly due to Luke. You don’t understand why he’s acting so annoying today. Usually he’s decent toward you, probably because of what he wants from you the second work ends. You turn back to your desk and start to organize papers, deciding Luke isn’t important.
A few have passed when Luke appears beside you. He leans back on your desk, one of his hands gripping the edge. You try to ignore him, keeping your attention on the stack of paper you’ve been messing with. Luke doesn’t let you ignore him forever though.
“Can you come with me somewhere where we can speak privately… away from the cameras.”
You look up at him. Is this it? Is he really going to break it off at work? You can’t believe it. You want to give him a piece of your mind, so you slightly nod and get up, following him out of the annex and down the hall to one of the stock rooms. You’re ready to start giving it to him but before you can he smashes his lips on yours.
At first, you’re caught off guard, he’s never kissed you at work before. You don’t hesitate to kiss him back however. He backs you up till the back of your legs hit a spare desk. You let him guide you onto it, your kiss turning into something more.
He bites down on your lip, his hands roaming up and down the sides of your body. You have to admit, you’d been craving this too. Even though you saw each other last night. Luke was the best you’d ever had, how were you supposed to not want him again? Even though he’s been annoying you all day you can’t help but melt into the palm of his hand, he’s just so damn attractive.
“Luke, we can’t do this at work,” you whisper, the sensible part of you taking over.
“Nobody will know, come on baby, I’ve been thinking of you all day. I need you,” he replies.
Your stomach fills with butterflies at his words. He knows exactly how to persuade you. You fall back on the desk as he kisses down your neck, Your legs wrap around his waist, he makes you feel so good. He brings his lips back up to yours as one of his hands starts to slip up your skirt and under your panties.
He starts to rub small circles on your clit; you to moan into his mouth. He smirks against your mouth. You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him closer, you love the feeling of his body against yours. It’s the best you’ve ever felt.
“You’re already so wet baby,” he mumbles on your lips.
“Luke,” you moan.
“Do you want it baby?”
You nod, moving one of your hands down to rub the bulge in his pants. He grins at you and removes his fingers, beginning to undo his belt and fly. In seconds you feel his tip brushing against your entrance. He leans back over you as he begins to slowly thrust inside of you. You bite down on your lip and close your eyes, the familiar feeling of him filling you taking over.
You throw your head back as he starts fucking you. The sound of the desk hitting the wall doesn’t even register in your head. You’re too engulfed in how good Luke’s dick feels inside you, hitting that special spot that makes your legs shake. His head rests in the crook of your neck, he’s moaning and whispering all the dirty things he wants to do to you. It’s all too good to be true.
Eventually though, you feel that tightening in your stomach, your orgasm approching. Luke must realize this because he doesn’t stop his violent thrusts for even a second. You hold on to him tightly, biting down on his clothed shoulder as you finally cum. He finishes with you, pushing himself so far inside you he’s hitting your cervix.
He lays on you for a few seconds before pulling himself up enough to look down at you. His chest is still heaving as he speaks in a soft voice, “I really like you y/n.”
“I really like you too Luke,” you say with a weak smile.
Both of you get yourselves decent fast, you’ve been away for at least fifteen minutes by now. You give Luke one last kiss before exiting the small room alone, he promised to wait a minute or too before following.
As you sit at your desk and resume your previous activities, Luke walks by you, sending a quick wink before disappearing into the main office. You give a small stare into one of the cameras, your face turning bright red. This was only the beginning.
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kyuuppi · 4 years
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“You lie to your best friend/crush that you have an OnlyFans just to see their reaction”
Ft. Sugawara; Nishinoya; Tsukishima; Oikawa; Kenma
Pt. 2
A/N: My bias is so obvious here LOL
KARASUNO
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↳ Sugawara
➣  You are over at his house, the two of you idly watching a sitcom while browsing your phones and chatting in between; it’s comfortable, as times with Sugawara usually are.
➣  Every time Suga leans in to show you a funny meme on his phone or throws his head back in laughter at a joke from the show, you find your heart skipping a beat.
➣  He is beautiful, basically an angel in your eyes, but he is also your best friend and you don’t think he has any interest in you like that. Not in the way you do. 
➣  That’s how you get the idea to test his feelings. 
➣  Being the troublemaker you are (how else would you and Suga get along so well?) you decide to shake things up by casually mentioning you’re interested in starting an OnlyFans and asking if he thinks its a good idea. 
➣  You expect either of two reactions: either he’ll be as supportive as usual, possibly advising you to be cautious with strangers online like the mother hen he is, proving he only sees you as a friend—or he’ll tell you not to, possible evidence that likes you.
➣  The response you receive is not quite what you were expecting...
➣  Once the words leave your lips his head immediately whips around in your direction, light brown eyes looking at you with a serious expression on his face, something you’d never really seen before. It makes you uncomfortable and you begin to regret all of your life decisions.
➣  Suddenly though, he is leaning into you, his arms coming up to trap you against the couch as you try to back away. Your eyes are as wide as saucers and face completely flushed as he continues to stare you down before speaking.
➣  “Even though I’m your best friend, I’m still a man, you know. You’re being awfully cruel right now.”
➣ You audibly gulp, suddenly feeling light-headed but he keeps speaking, close enough that you can feel his hot breath fan across your cheeks.
➣ “Asking me to watch the person I like show off in front of thousands of other men? Even I have my limits.”
➣ And that marks the day of you and Sugawara’s first kiss. ♡
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↳ Nishinoya
➣  Your best friend, Nishinoya Yuu, is notoriously unabashed with his affections. 
➣ The two of you have an interesting relationship—Noya has no qualms with expressing how pretty he thinks you are, borderline flirting with you at times, and you frequently return the favor. 
➣  But you don’t take any of it seriously, of course, regardless of how much you secretly wish it were real. Everyone at Karasuno knows about Noya’s undying dedication to the volleyball club manager, Shimizu Kiyoko, and he confesses his love to her at least twice a day. 
➣ Unbeknownst to you those professions became less and less frequent after he met you and now most of Karasuno thinks the two of you are basically dating
➣ The two of you are at the mall, a frequent hang out place where Noya can look at volleyball gear and you can browse manga at the bookstore, when you get the idea to prank your friend.
➣ “Hey, Noya? I’ve been thinking about finding a way to make more money but I don’t have time for a part-time job so I decided to make an OnlyFans—I already have a few subscribers.”
➣ Nishinoya nearly trips and falls flat on his face. You would have laughed if it weren’t for how he immediately grabs at your shoulders, staring at you with a mix of anger and fear. 
➣ “Absolutely not! No one should be allowed to see your beautiful body like that but me!”
➣ You immediately fluster at his loud declaration, acutely aware of how other customers in the mall are giving the two of your strange looks as they walk by. 
➣ “B-but Noya, we aren’t even dating—”
➣ “Then let’s start dating!” 
➣ And what are you gonna do? Say no?
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↳ Tsukishima
➣ Being friends with Tsukishima could be frustrating at times—a sentiment you and Yamaguchi frequently discuss when the blond isn’t around. 
➣ Tsukishima likes to think most things are beneath him and he’s too cool to find enjoyment in activities most other friends enjoy, ranging from mini golf to video games. The man seems content to waste his life away studying and listening to music if it weren’t for you and Yamaguchi forcing him out of his room. 
➣ Naturally, something like a prank war would be something Tsukishima would want no part of—not that that has ever stopped you. 
➣ Usually, your pranks are failures. Either Tsukishima easily figures out what you’re doing before it can happen or he doesn’t give you the satisfaction of a reaction, chastising you for wasting your time pulling pranks when you have a failing grade in mathematics you’ll later beg him to help you study for.
➣ He still helps you though, he’s whipped
➣ Your newest prank however, you feel exceptionally confident in. Not only is it simple to pull off, only relying on your acting kills, but it also might answer your curiosity on whether you have a chance in getting your dearest Tsukki to see you as more than just a friend.
➣ The day you decide to do it the three of you are hanging out in Tsukishima’s bedroom as usual, you working on the math homework Tsukishima forced you to study while he reads a book and Yamaguchi sits in the corner reading a book.
➣ You had already discussed your plans with Yama beforehand, to which his expression looked suspiciously devious, like he knew something you didn’t know, as he proclaimed his support. 
➣ You hear Tsukishima turning a page and decide to speak up. 
➣ “Hey, Tsukki, have you heard of OnlyFans?”
➣ You hold back a snicker as you see Tsukishima visibly tense, his eyes widening behind his glasses for a moment before he relaxes. From the corner of your eyes you can see Yamaguchi smirking behind his comic, watching the blond closely. 
➣ “...yeah, I’ve heard of it,” Tsukishima simply replies. 
➣ “I’ve been thinking about making more money but I don’t have time for a part-time job so my friend suggested it. She said I could make over ten thousand yen a month.”
➣ “I think only the really attractive ones make that much.”
➣ You gasp, thoroughly offended, and Yamaguchi looks mildly annoyed by his friend’s response, already opening his mouth to chastise him for being so mean—but before he can say anything, Tsukishima is speaking again, still looking down at the book in his lap. 
➣ “Don’t do it though.” 
➣ “Why not?” You pout, refusing to look up at him when you speak. 
➣ “...I don’t want the person I like to do those types of things.” 
➣ You nearly choke on your own saliva, head darting up to stare at him in disbelief. Yamaguchi, for some reason, only smiles softly, looking unsurprised by the admission. 
➣ “W-what? You...like me?”
➣ “Oi, shouldn’t you be studying? One more F and you’re gonna flunk out of the class, dummy.”
➣ You’re slightly disappointed by the change of subject but when you notice the soft pink on Tsukishima’s cheeks you can’t help but to smile the whole time you finish your homework.
AOBA JOUSAI
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↳ Oikawa
➣ Oikawa is a busy guy.
➣ You were well aware of that before the two of you happened to be paired up for an assignment and got to know each other, eventually becoming close friends. 
➣ Between volleyball practices, tournaments, magazine interviews, and appeasing a passionate fan club, Oikawa rarely has time for himself, let alone another person. 
➣ Despite all of that, you could tell he always made sure to spend time with you, dedicating a few weekends a month to hanging out, just the two of you, and constantly texting you in the times the two of you couldn’t physically be together. 
➣ From an outsider’s perspective, it was almost like the two of you were dating. 
➣ But alas, you know the sad reality is that Oikawa is most certainly not your boyfriend and you have no idea if he has any interest in your like that…
➣ ...Which is why you decide to try to make him jealous one day to push him towards confessing his feelings, if they exist. 
➣ The two of you are at a café, sipping lattes and gossiping about other students when you bring it up. 
➣ “Y’know...I’ve been thinking of making an OnlyFans.”
➣ To your surprise, Oikawa’s eyes seem to light up, his lips curving into a smile of excitement. 
➣ “Wow, really? Maybe I should make one too!”
➣ Oikawa immediately pulls out his cell phone and the color drains from your face as you realize your plan has completely backfired. 
➣ “My fans are going to love this—hey do you think we can do a collab? The two of us in one pic would make us top creators for sure.”
➣ You can only nod numbly with a fake smile at Oikawa’s enthusiasm.
➣ Oh god, you’ve created a monster…
NEKOMA
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↳ Kozume
➣ Unless you’re Kuroo, becoming friends with Kenma is a nearly impossible feat. Actually making him want to spend time with you alone, even more so. 
➣ But somehow, you managed to work your way into Kenma’s tightly knit social circle more like a two point line segment of him and Kuroo and your evenings after his volleyball practice are usually spent in one of your bedrooms, playing Splatoon and Animal Crossing until your Switches die or your parents force you to come home for dinner—whichever comes first. 
➣ You love spending time with Kenma, his quiet presence somehow making you feel comfortable—but over time those feelings of ease have shifted into something more akin to nervousness and excitement as you’ve come to develop a crush on the setter.
➣ Every moment with him, watching the small smiles tug at his lips when he wins a match or his cute, frustrated pout when he can’t figure out how to defeat a boss makes your heart flutter and it’s becoming more and more painful to idly sit by without expressing your feelings.
➣ A direct confession, especially to a boy with nearly 0 social skills, is scary, so you want to be sure your feelings are returned before you even attempt to share them. 
➣ Thus, you’ve decided to take Kuroo’s advice.
➣ “Push him into a corner. Kenma will only act when he thinks he has to.” 
➣ You take a deep breath to steel your nerves before you speak, eying him sneakily from behind your Switch. 
➣ “Gamer girls and boys are kind of trendy these days; I’m thinking about starting an OnlyFans to make money to buy more games.”
➣ The only visible response you receive is a slow blink as Kenma continues to play his game, fingers tapping furiously on the keys. 
➣ “Ah...I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
➣ “Why not?”
➣ There are a few moments of silence between you two, the room only filled with the SFX of your games as Kenma seems to finish his round. You recognize the victory music as Kenma pauses to finally raise his gaze to meet your own. 
➣ “It's your body so I can’t tell you what to do but...I would feel really jealous of all your subscribers.”
➣ And just like that, Kenma returns his attention to the video game, unpausing and starting a new match, blissfully unaware of you struggling to calm your racing heart and flushed cheeks. 
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aliceblisss · 2 years
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helloo!! can you write a steve rogers x reader fic where the reader (who has a crush on steve) accidentally walks in to sharon flirting w steve and then she walks away and cries when clint, bucky, wanda, nat and tony saw her and asks her why. they knew why short after, and reader goes for a walk outside the compound. steve searches for her eventually as the other avengers asks him to confess and solve the misunderstanding. steve found the reader at the big christmas tree in rockefeller center making a wish and he confesses to her there 🥺 im sorry if it’s too specific!
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Hi!! Thank you so much for your request and thank you for being so patient! I changed up a few of the details I hope you don’t mind <33
CW: language lol
A/N: I really liked writing this one. Send me more Steve and overall MCU requests!! Also remember to reblog as it helps a lot! <3
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The annual Christmas party is Tony and Pepper’s pride and joy.
It’s December 24th, Christmas Eve. A lot of us don’t have much family left to spend the holidays with, and those that do bring them along.
It’s the one night a year where we’re normal people. Everyone’s laughing, singing, dancing. Some drink a bit too much eggnog. But all in all it’s a fun, wholesome night.
“Did I ever tell you about the time I fought an army of five hundred men alone? Just me and Mjollnir” Thor sat beside me on the couch with probably his hundredth eggnog; to his and my surprise it appears to actually be kicking in a bit. In his defense Nat made it extra strong this year.
I sigh and smell the mix of eggnog and hot chocolate in my breath, “Yes Thor, you did. Like three times already and you keep adding people. The first time you told it was only two hundred men” I can’t help but laugh.
He furrows his brows and frowns, realizing I caught him, “No, I think you’re remembering it wrong”
I pat his knee, “Sure honey, whatever you say” with a smile.
Regardless of all that he begins to tell the story for a fourth time. Clint’s kids and Scott all listen to him in awe. Meanwhile I spot something across the room that made my heart sink.
I see Steve and Sharon laughing together, standing close to each other, being very touchy-feely. It made my stomach churn. But I was frozen in place, I couldn’t stop staring at them. Like that moment in a scary movie where you know something bad is about to happen but you can’t bring yourself to look away or close your eyes.
I know I shouldn’t really feel jealous. Steve and I are just friends. Obviously him and Sharon get along very well, she’s beautiful and clearly a better fit for him.
But I can’t help it. It makes me miserable. I’ve been in love for him for so long now I honestly wish it’d just go away at this point. Everything would be much simpler that way.
That way, I could just enjoy being his friend without my heart racing every time we touch or hold eye contact for longer than three seconds. I wouldn’t be over analyzing everything he says. I wouldn’t continuously get my hopes up thinking “maybe he does feel the same way”.
And then, just as that feeling of tears started to burn in my eyes, I noticed it; the mistletoe.
They were standing right below mistletoe. I started praying they wouldn’t notice but they did. Sharon looked up and smirked, Steve’s gaze followed. That’s it. Now’s the time to look away. I’m not gonna continue to torture myself here, much less with the sight of them kissing.
I got up abruptly and left the room, tears already streaming down my face. I went into another room and quickly closed the door behind me. Only to find Nat and Wanda in there.
They instantly got up with worry in their eyes. I could tell they were having a good time, talking and laughing. But it all disappeared off their faces in an instant when they saw me crying.
Immediately Nat walked up to me, holding my face up gently. “Hey hey, what’s wrong?” she asked.
But I just kept silently crying, ruining my makeup no doubt.
Natasha put her arm around me and led me to the couch where both her and Wanda sat with me and held me as I cried.
Wanda’s not the best at comforting, but I know she tries her best and I know she truly cares.
“Who do I have to hurt?” she said with a trace of her Sokovian accent that is more noticeable when she’s angry.
I manage to get the words out, “No one” in between sniffles.
“Then why are you crying?” she asked. I didn’t wanna say. It’s too embarrassing.
But Natasha took a good look at me and sighed, “I think I know”.
I turn to her, and she gives me a small smile and says, “Would this have anything to do with you liking Steve?”
My eyes widen. “How did you know?”
She raised an eyebrow at me, “I just do”
“You have feelings for Steve?” Wanda asked, genuinely surprised. I simply nod in response.
“Don’t worry, you’re fairly good at hiding it. It took me a while to figure out so I doubt anyone else knows. Especially him” Nat reassured me.
Wanda brought a tissue to me from across the room with her powers. I thanked her and cleaned up my face a bit.
“What happened though? Why are you crying then?” Wanda was still eager to know.
I took deep breaths to calm myself before recalling the memory. “It’s him and Sharon. I’ve seen how they are together, and just now they were all flirty n’ shit. And they were under mistletoe; I saw they were about to kiss”.
“Did you actually see them kiss?” It was Natasha who asked this time.
I shook my head, “I left before I could witness it”.
Nat kept rubbing my back while Wanda let me rest my head on her shoulder. I was still crying.
“Y/n there’s—” Nat started to speak but before she could continue Steve walked in.
“There you are” he said with a smile while looking at me. His face dropped when he saw the state I was in.
“What’s wrong?” he hurried towards me with worry in his eyes. I can’t face him right now, it’s too much.
I quickly get up and walk past him as I mumble a quick “Nothing” and leave the room. On my way out of the compound I grab my coat and I get in the elevator. Just as the doors were closing I saw Steve trying to catch up with me.
Once I’m out I put my espionage skills to use; right now I wanna be left alone. I decide to head for the big Christmas tree in Rockefeller Center thinking that’ll cheer me up a bit.
The loud sounds and all the sounds of the city start to overwhelm me but I just think that once I get to the tree I’ll be fine.
I arrive at the giant tree and stand in front of it feeling tiny in comparison. It was raining earlier so the water droplets make the lights look extra twinkly. It’s very cold, I shiver and fold my arms tightly regretting not bringing more than just my coat.
Despite there being so much commotion around me when I focus on the tree it all kinda fades away. So much so that I almost didn’t notice Steve standing at my side. I look at him through the corner of my eye; he’s also staring at the tree.
After a few seconds in silence he turns to me and says, “I figured you’d be cold”. When I turn to him I see he has my fuzzy hat and scarf. I can’t help but smile at the gesture, he give me a small smile too.
He then puts the hat on my head and wraps the scarf around my neck. I can feel myself blush but hopefully my cheeks were already red from the cold and he won’t notice. He smiles at me with gentle eyes but I force myself to look away, to focus on the tree. Because if I don’t I’ll drown in his eyes.
We both stand in silence staring at the tree. Our silences aren’t usually uncomfortable. But I know that he knows. So I’m silently freaking out on the inside.
“I tried to count all the lights once” I break the silence and my internal panic.
He snorts, “Of course you did. How far did you get?”
“Two-hundred and seventy-seven” I mumble, slightly embarrassed. Although I’d rather this embarrassment than the alternative.
“Wow, that’s determination” he said, genuinely impressed.
I held back a smirk, “Yeah, I looked at the tree dead in the eyes and said, “I could do this all day””.
We both started laughing. It’s nice to know we can laugh together no matter the circumstance. Even if he probably already knows I’m madly in love with him.
“Fuck off,” he said in between the laughter. I giggled in response.
After the laughter died down it was back to silence. Until…
“I know, y/n, I know why you were upset” Steve said.
My heart sank again, I was filled with fear. Fear of the inevitable rejection. “It’s—I’m sorry I—I’ll get over it” I fumbled over my words not know exactly what to say. But I was bracing myself for the worst.
He turned to me and took my hand of my pocket; mine were cold but his were warm. “What are you apologizing for?”. I saw the confusion in his expression. But also a tinge of pain which I couldn’t decipher. Did he feel sorry for me?
I sigh, I can see my breath in front of me, “For falling in love with you” I say feeling defeated at this point.
He takes both my hands now and holds them tightly as he says, “Do you feel sorry for how you feel about me? Because I don’t”
Now it’s my turn to be confused. “What?” my voice is small and frail.
“I am in love with you, y/n. I’m crazy about you. And I’m an idiot for not telling you sooner” he confessed.
I felt my heart thumping faster in my chest. Is this real?
“You are?” I asked, he nodded with a smile, “You are” I laughed nervously, and he laughed with me.
But then I remembered, “But wait, what about Sharon?”
“Sharon is a good friend, nothing more” he reassured.
“And the mistletoe?”
He let go of one of my hands and got something out of his pocket with a mischievous grin on his face. “You mean this mistletoe?” he raised his arm and dangled it above us while pulling me closer to him.
“I never kissed her. The only person I ever wanna kiss, is you” he said while looking back and forth from my eyes to my lips.
“Pepper’s gonna be mad you took the mistletoe” I tease.
He pulls me even closer and says, “She’ll get over it” and kissed me deeply.
I nearly melted in his arms. He dropped the arm that was holding the mistletoe and put it around my waist along with the other one. I threw my arms around his neck; holding on for dear life.
It was warm and soft, yet desperate in the sense that neither of us wanted to let go. When out lips finally separate he leans his forehead on mine, keeping his eyes closed. We start to giggle like little kids.
Suddenly we hear cheering, hooting and clapping. It’s Natasha, Wanda, Thor, and Scott.
We were embarrassed but couldn’t help but laugh.
“ABOUT DAMN TIME!” yelled out Nat.
“IM SO JEALOUS OF YOU Y/N” Scott yelled which made all of us burst into laughter.
“I guess I am pretty lucky huh?” I said to Steve.
He caressed my cheek with his thumb, “I’m the lucky one”.
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Same!! Aside from the top 3 you listed, I generally don’t hate any character. Sure, if I see a bad character, I’d either go “Ehhh, I’m willing to forgive you... to some extent” or just “Nope, I dislike you”. But I don’t immediately think of them (except for those 3) when I go to my mental “hated characters” list. Thanks for answering 😊
Also, guessing request are open since your recent post said so, but the description says it’s closed...? I’m gonna take your word for it, and hopefully don’t offend you 😅
May I request Crocodile, Lucci and Kid with a crush on a fem. reader that’s a hopeless romantic? Just thought the dynamics would be adorable with how their personalities are portrayed >w<
As for what I personally classify as a hopeless romantic... it’s not so much the suaveness or charm. Sure, we love ourselves a gentleman that can remind us chivalry is not dead, but it’s more about finding “the one”. And “the one”, which we’re meant to find (kinda like a soulmate), has got to be able to show their sincerity. You can shower me in gold without the most genuine of feelings behind it, and I’d take one look at you, scowl and walk away. Small actions are weighed more heavily if the feelings behind them are sincere. A paper crane with a sweet note on it? My heart would straight up melt.
Figured it’d be interesting since I can imagine them trying to win her over with their perfectly crafted facade only to have her grimace in response since it’s not entirely genuine. We hopeless romantics are “in love with love” and could love practically anyone, but that’s only if they’re sincere.
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summary- having a crush on a hopeless romantic
characters - Eustass Kid, Lucci, Crocodile
warnings - none :)
a/n - Hopeless Romantic gang rise up 😫✊🏻 also akdjdid omg I totally forgot to even change the request until I saw your request. Thanks so much i hope you enjoy
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Eustass Kid
This man?? Having a crush?? Not in a million years....well it must’ve been a million years because the Captain of the kid pirates has found himself crushing over a common bartender
There is not anything special about you anyways, just a girl around his age who is stubborn, easy to talk to, and cute. He could find someone like her almost anywhere, but the thing that got him was how stubborn she was.
Kid could flirt all day and try and get you to come with him. But you just wouldn’t come, turning him down each time. It was so frustrating, seeing how you didn’t even flinch when Kid spoke but it was also nice. Kid loves a good challenge.
Of course, didn’t stay on the island the whole time, he still had other things to do, but he did come back often to meet up with her. Kid was not gonna let a perfectly good challenge slip away from him. So it’s easy for y’all to quickly become friends with how often Kid comes by and visits you. It only then did Kid finally realize why you kept turning him down: you were a hopeless romantic searching for the one and as far as you were concerned Kid was not it
When you told him that though all he gave you in return was a confused face and a curse word. ‘The fuck is ‘the one’?’ Kid has never heard anything of the sort, and it didn’t come as a surprise either. Kid was a very loud, mean, frustrating guy who probably only slept around.
Now that the 2 of you got closer, you decided that you could at least tell me, explaining why he doesn’t have a chance. Going over what you imagine your soulmate is just gonna be like definitely grossed Kid out, but he still listens trying to use your explanation as a hint
Long story short it didn’t work that much. Kid was farther from the mark each time he tried. At least that’s what you thought, the more time you spent around the red-haired captain the more selected traits would stand out to you. Traits that you told kid yourself.
Although with the fear of finding the wrong one and only wanting Kid because he’s convent to you, you didn’t say a word not even a peep to him. There would be no way to know that he is the one he’s so different then what you thought. With doubt still sitting in the back of your mind, you decided to keep quiet for now. It wouldn’t be bad to just enjoy his company for a while
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Crocodile
LMAOO AJSJSJD I KINDA FORGOT CROCODILE’S PERSONALLY WAS ALREADY TO FAR IN. I’m so sorry but I hope you still enjoy
As soon as Crocodile had laid his eyes on you, he knew exactly what type of person you were a troublesome girl who is still obsessed with finding the one, your soulmate.
He tries his best to stay away from people like you, but it’s hard to do that when your working for him. However he still tried his best to stay away, but then you just always appeared where he would be. You failed the realize it but Crocodile definitely noticed it and just couldn’t stop thinking about it.
From there on out he kept looking at you where ever he went, wondering when and if you would show up. That’s when he finally realized, he has a crush.
It took him a while to approach you and to even get you to talk, but once he was able to, he constantly, being subtle about it, tried to when you over with small gestures of romance.
Which of none has even persuaded you. You had the idea of falling in love with your soulmate. Crocodile can spoil you as much as he wants but that won’t change your mind.
Although the gift he did give you was sweet, somewhat unexpected. Some days it might be a rose, others it might be bracelets, other days it might be a bag of money. Half of the time you thought it was whatever he had on him at the moment.
Aside from gifts he also let a lot of paperwork side which was probably the best thing he could’ve done. But you still did them all, although he was acting very out of character and being unbelievably kind, there was no way you were to gonna take advantage of him.
It frustrated him, it really did. The fact that you didn’t even budge but at the same time he found it very admirable. Having such a strong will and not settling for anything better than your soul mate. It’s a nice challenge that he would definitely accept.
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Rob Lucci
Each one of these men loves a good challenge. It’s just a known fact. So when Lucci learned that he was getting a new member on his team he treated her the same way he treated everyone: cold yet with respect. However, he failed to notice just the type of girl you were.
Talkative. Talking to everyone about anything. It’s doesn’t matter who it was you always found a way to talk to them. Whether it was Lucci or Kaku or just some random worker. You always found a way to talk
That was the first challenge. Just getting you to shut up, whether it was by intimation or if it was force, whatever it was, that was his first challenge what came next he has no intention of. You were....actually nice to talk to.
when you were rambling now Lucci could feel his expression loosely and a small, very small smile on his lips. You seemed to be a kinda nice person to talk to and Lucci doesn’t mind you. Maybe you were even nice enough to have a crush on. 
With Lucci’s newfound crush, he had no idea what to even do. Besides a few nightstands, the man has never really been considered with the idea. and to make matters worse, he overheard you talking about ‘the one’ as if he was supposed to know what that means. After asking around a bit he was able to figure it out and concluded that he wasn’t it.
Although he wasn’t ’the one’, what’s a challenge if you don’t at least try. So starting with the first thing he could think of he slowly began to participate in the conversation with you. It was awkward and weird but you thought it was cute in his own little way. At least he was trying.
Surprisingly it didn’t take long for the 2 of y’all to warm up to each other. From there, Lucci was able to learn more about you and just how to win you over. He wasn’t as bold as the other 2 but he did try his best to make it noticeable.
You were definitely quick to catch on to his change and to what he was doing but being strong-willed and all you continued to turn him down. Lucci just wasn’t your type and you felt bad for telling him that but it was true. However, Lucci is not gonna give up on you that easily. Once Lucci accepts and challenges there’s no going back
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TFATWS Spoilers
Don't keep reading if you haven't seen up to the latest ep of The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (Ep 5).
First, I love Sam and Bucky’s dynamic, and I used to not ship them at all.
However, this frickin show. Wow, where to start.
First, the queerbaiting in Ep 2 with the couples therapy was blinding.
Then, they just keep fighting like an old married couple. If we kept the same shots, the same music, same tones of voice, but changed one of them to be female, this would be a romance.
Now for Ep 5:
First off, I LOVED that Sam is finally taking on the Captain America mantle and proving that he doesn’t need the serum to do it!!! Even after Isaiah Bradley shared his horrifying experiences, after it looked like Sam was giving up, he still decided to pick up the shield and train!
Speaking of the training scene... let’s talk about the queerbaiting. Whether it was intentional or not, there was a TON of queerbaiting in this episode. Here’s what I saw, but feel free to add on:
1. The way they fight together in the beginning isn’t their best work, at least in my opinion, but it’s still amazing, and it at least shows that they trust each other with their lives. That scene was more focused on Walker, but there was still that element of partnership that we used to see with Bucky and Steve, who were/are also heavily queer-coded. When Bucky saved Sam from Walker’s killing blow, it solidified that these two men matter a lot to each other and that they are partners, even if they don’t want to admit it.
2. Speaking of, their bickering is hilarious, but also undeniably old married couple behavior. It can also be seen as the classic romantic trope of “fake-fighting because neither of you have processed your feelings yet and you don’t want to ruin your friendship.” Most importantly, in between that bickering, they have real conversations, and although they can be stubborn with each other, it shows us that again, they really care about each other and that they are partners in fighting for their cause.
3. Skip to Sam being home, calling in favors, etc, fixing up his family’s boat. “How do we get it off the truck?” Cut to Bucky casually showing off to all of Sam’s friends with his strength and fixing the gas leak. AKA the romantic trope of showing off in front of your romantic interest and their friends.
4. Speaking of Bucky fixing the gas leak, they were way closer than they needed to be at first, and Bucky grabbing Sam’s arm, and the return of their old married couple bickering. I can’t, please, my little queer heart can’t take another major company using us for money.
5. Bucky continually showing his strength to Sam and being super helpful (also, the jeans/t-shirt combo? Deadly to my little bi heart).
6. “Well, Nicole, what about Sarah and Bucky?” That’s a valid point, truly. What about them? Honestly, I was looking for any romance between them to make sure I wasn’t just blindly ignoring it because I want the gay romance to happen so badly, but I saw nothing except Bucky going, “hEy. I’m Bucky.” And then they made it worse by having Sam say, “But don’t flirt with my sister.” Yes, that is a big brother thing to do, but again, if either of them were female, that’s a Jealous Crush move! There’s no denying it! “Don’t flirt with them” *internally* because you should flirt with ME.
7. Skip to Sam fixing the boat and Bucky knowing that he’d be down their fixing it and just helping him. Who was the only person Bucky ever just helped and took orders from like that? Steve. That was it. Again, queer-coded. (And more old couple bickering)
And finally...
8. The training scene. Oh gosh, the training scene. Their flawless chemistry. The way they trade off the shield. The way they remember each other’s struggles and the way Bucky tries to understand Sam’s struggles, even though he’s from a completely different era.  The way they are vulnerable with each other. The way they look at each other my stars.
9. Sam asking Bucky if he still has his nightmares and Bucky, without hesitation, replying, “All the time.” It parallels the therapy that wasn’t doing Bucky any good at the beginning, but if you watch Bucky’s body language, the look in his eyes, it’s clear that Sam’s words help him more than anything else as so far. The way that Sam knows when to be tough with Bucky and when to be a caring friend who just listens. The way he looks at Bucky.
10. Bucky risking asking the Wakandans for another favor to replace Sam’s wings, because even though Sam walked away, Bucky knew that he would want them back eventually. He knows who Sam really, just like Sam really knows who Bucky is. He is so open with Sam, even more than he was with Steve. Again, the way he looks at Sam. Like he’s some sort of heaven-sent person, like Sam is his lifeline to his sanity. If Bucky were female, that would be immediately recognizable as a pining look. I have given my best friend that look and I was crushing on her, hard. That is not a look straight men give each other.
11. And at the end of their training, when they part ways, just as a little cherry on top, their “bro handshake” lasted wayyyy too long (and the way they look at each other... again). The awkward way they’re trying to put a label on their relationship and Sam automatically correcting partners to coworkers. That may seem like a straight guy thing to do, but as a queer woman, when I was first figuring out that I liked girls, and specifically my best friend at the time, I avoided and corrected, at all costs, any implications that she and I could possibly be involved, even in the sense that someone called us partners for something totally unrelated to romantic intentions.
12. Skip to Sarah and Sam talking and Sarah saying, “Who knew you were so sensitive?” Well, that’s a classic falling in love trope. “You’ve changed, for the better,” or pointing out something specific that has changed because of their partner, is so commonly said to people in romance stories, and if. Sam or Bucky. Were female. This. Would. Be. A. Romance.
My queer siblings, my rabid hellers, my tired LGBT folks who are desperate for scraps of representation--
Don’t settle for scraps, because if we settle for scraps, it’s all we’ll ever get. It was a start, sure, but we cannot continue to let big companies think it’s okay to queerbait us in increasingly obvious ways and make money off of us frantically grasping at straws. Look at Supernatural. They had a gay confession to draw the queers back in the for last two episodes, then never acknowledged it. In fact, they insulted us by killing any and all even slightly queer-coded characters.
It’s time to join together and let our voices be heard. Our sexualities, our gender identities, our struggles, will not be made into something that companies use to make money. If Marvel pulls the same BS that the C*W did, queerbaiting and then discarding, we need to let them know that that is no longer acceptable. It’s not okay; it never has been.
In the meantime, enjoy TFATWS, ship whoever you want, and be aware of what is happening and what Disney and Marvel are doing. 
We won’t stand this mistreatment any longer, and when it comes down to it, we will make our voices heard.
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lmao i don't know all your shipping preferences but can i say, i much prefer sam with ba'al than with jack (this might be because i'm a high jack/daniel shipper but also, i just prefer the sam/ba'al vibe over the sam/jack vibe)
I'm a multishipper so I ship pretty much everything simultaneously: I love JackDaniel too 🥰🥰🥰 They are so cute and so good for eachother 🥺
Honestly yeah I prefer the vibe of BaalSam to JackSam as well 👁️👅👁️ But that's personal taste and interpretation of course 🥴
Oh no now I feel like explaining in depth why I love Baalsam and why I ship it... oh no... someone stop me 😩... LET'S FREAKING GO I'M GONNA EXPLAIN WHY!!!!
Mino’s “Here’s why I love BaalSam so much” aka just me gathering up the few baalsam crumbs the show writers, Amanda Tapping and Cliff Simon left in their wake....and baking a cake with those crumbs.
Before I start, PSA: English is not my first language, so please bear with me if there are any mistakes 😭
Okay so I feel like at first I can't explain it without mentioning the differences with jacksam, and to all jacksam shippers: I love jacksam to bits too and they're so good, as the show has showed us multiple times, but I miss a little spice here 😩🌶️
I will also briefly talk about things I have found in Baalsam fics that I adore in (Fic points)!! And link back to fics I love with (x)!!!!
(Mid-writing note: I realize I say a lot about Baal and less about Sam, and that is because I just think about Baal way much than I think about Sam, mainly because we have so little Baal screentime compared to Sam’s screentime. I often wonder how/what he feels and try to analyze his behavior closely. 🥺 I don’t do it as much with Sam, sadly 😭
1. The ship dynamic scale (totally made up by yours truly, me 😎)
I often describe the ships I prefer as "A is obnoxious and B is struggling to stay sane" (maybe because it is a description of my own relationship??? 🤔) (this is exagerrated for fun and giggles don't worry i am fine and happy). They are all a variation of this, in different levels. I'd say jacksam fits level 1, Jack being obnoxious sometimes but in an endearing, jokingly, "aww you're such a goof 😍😂" way, and Sam's not really struggling, she just laughs and shakes her head, her heart full of love for her man.
Baalsam on the other hand. Oh boy. They are on level 5 out of 5. What the hell. Baal is obnoxious, in the villain way. And that means, a VERY extra way. He's mean obnoxious. Putting salt in the wound obnoxious. "if you don't shut up I will punch your teeth in/shoot you" obnoxious. Sam is struggling every minute to stay sane with this crazy motherfucker. He's SO MUCH. ALL THE TIME. But joke's on her, she also thinks it's funny. 🤡 That's her sanity flying out the window.
Seriously, Sam has to put her foot down. She has to play Baal’s game and sometimes be mean too. I feel like Baalsam allows Sam to unveil her true potential. A strong woman who takes no shit from men and 2000 years old overlords. She can be 200% true, smug, mean. Maybe JackSam respect each other too much they wouldn’t dare saying/doing some things like Baalsam would  🤔 Maybe Sam is restrained by everything she lived with Jack, the respect she has for him, the 10 or so years spent having him as her superior officer.
A lot think that Sam got her smug from Jack, but I don’t agree: she was smug from the get-go in COFG. She just can’t be too smug with him around or it’d sound like insubordination. Aint she tired of being nice? Doesn’t she wanna go apeshit? That’s what baalsam is. Sam going apeshit and quitting being the perfect nice girl.
Baalsam is an explosive volcano and it ravaged me 😩💖💖💖
2. Baal is a Villain
Send him to horny villain jail!!! BONK!!! 💥🔨
Baal being a villain is VERY important. Villains are so extreme. Everything he does, he does way too hard and too much. His evil plans? As layered as an ogre. Onion. I meant onion. His wardrobe? Nothing but the finest. His love? He'd give his Queen the Universe.
I love that. Everything he does, it's too much. But it's so amazing. Urghhj I love it SO MUCH. Sam is overwhelmed 😩💖 All of that for HER?? Damn, boi either really wants to get laid with her especially or.. 🙊‼️ I love the concept of a Villain’s Love because it knows no boundaries. A villain won’t be held back by things like morals, the love they feel is disproportionate......AND I DONT KNOW Sam being able to provoke this kind of feeling in Baal’s little snake heart makes me lose my absolute fucking mind!!!!! 
Very important too: even if he becomes a SGC ally in one way or another in whatever AU, Baal will still keep his good ol' villain habits. Sam would try to tone them down, but they will always be there. You don't erase 2000 years of bad habits 😭. His first solution will be murder, and she will go "we talked about this." Classical Enemies to Lovers shit  🥴💖 (x)
(Fic point: When Baal does something so extreme yet so so soooo damn sweet for her and Sam can’t believe it??? 10/10 Or when he acts on his villain plans for distasteful jokes and that puts Sam on a tight spot and he immediately feels bad at the unfair treatment she gets because of him (x))
3. The endless verbal jousting
I love watching them being mean to each other. If Baal goes too far, she /would/ hit him, and he would turn his other cheek saying "Do it again, loved it". What a freak 🥴🌶️ (x)
Honestly I just love their little sparring matches, even more so when they do it in front of an audience. Like lmao guys..... y'all flirting in front of everyone what the hell!!! BONK !! 💥🔨 horny jail for both of you. At least Teal’c seems to enjoy their jousting  😂 He even teases them holy shit, Teal’c is the true multishipper in that show!!!!
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(Fic point: When they argue and come to a fistfight (mostly Sam hitting and Baal taking or blocking the hits)? HELL YEAH!!!!)
4. Admitting the other’s qualities
I’ll start with Baal:
Baal seems to appreciate the courage Sam shows in front of him. You could explain her confidence in The Quest by saying that at this very moment Baal doesn’t have an advantage on Sam since she’s the one holding the gun. There is something else, and I will bring it up later.
Let’s talk about Reckoning!!!! The situation is different, Baal actually called for help whereas he was supposed to kill everyone on Dakara. And here goes the little sparring match in front of Jacob  🤡 Sam ordering Baal around??? Being smug as hell??? 10/10 love it
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It’s the first time he sees her and he’s taken aback. He should look mad, having a woman addressing him like that. But he looks rather surprised and curious of what’s going to happen next. I can literally hear the little “Hm. Interesting.” in his head. Baal enjoys that smug look on her face. Tau’ri female who??? Who IS she!!! Quick gotta be a jerk so she won’t suspect I’m crushing super hard right now!!!! Cliff Simon decided Baal will be the horny one among the System Lords and holy shit he did just that 😂😂😂 i’m sorry i’m just incohenrently babbling at this point I CANT BELIEVE THIS, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!! you thought that huge ass post was going to be me thoughtfully bringing points and evidence? nope it’s just me losing my shit.
I believe that, despite what Baal says, he recognizes Sam’s intelligence to some extent. He’s just too proud to say it clearly and is too busy testing Sam’s limits. The more I think about it, the more I feel like he really looked for that punch in The Quest. Some kind of... I don’t know... “What makes you so special, as a female Tau’ri, to be on your kind’s elite scout team? How much can you take before you retaliate, if you retaliate at all? Show me what you’re made of.” kind of thing? Baal has shown some kind of interest in Earthlings in the past. He has studied them while living among them and he seems to like how different they are from other humans, Now he knows she’s as fierce as she needs to be to survive in this galaxy.
Have you sEEN his smile and his laugh after she punched him in The Quest? AFTER SHE TURNED HER BACK TO HIM TOO, OH, MY GOD. He really wanted a drastic reaction from her and he got it.
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That is a “I love me a woman who can kick my ass” kinda smile if you ask me  👁️w👁️...
What makes me think that it was a test is: after the punch and Sam’s threat to kill him, he stops being so annoying and they can finally work together. But why? Why did he care about being killed? He was a clone, there’s no way he was still hoping to steal the Sangraal from SG-1, so his mission as this one Baal clone couldn’t be fulfilled anyway. That makes me think that he was just testing Sam’s limits, and maybe having a little fun with her.
(Fic point: I LOVE IT when Baal gets access to the SGC and everyone gets on his nerves because he thinks they are all dumb as shit. But when he talks with Sam, he’s not so annoyed. She can keep up with him. Well, sometimes she needs a little help but- Maybe she’s okay to be with sometimes...(x))
Sam’s turn: 
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It’s no problem for Sam to admit Baal’s intelligence. However the idea of working with him just makes her go [grimacing emoji]  😭 😭 😭 She just knows he’s gonna be obnoxious pfahahaha But!! She trusts and values his knowledge nonetheless! She knows that teamed up with Baal, they can solve anything. I believe that’s why she asks him for help so easily despite...Well, Baal being Baal.
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I feel like, when you put the "it’s a matter of life and death” thing aside, Sam’s desire to learn could push her towards Baal. She knows there is a lot she could learn from him, and they can work together once he stops insulting her every 5 seconds. She can learn from him in those moments.
(Fic point: I love fics where Sam learns things from Baal... It’s usually very sweet, because Sam is absolutely adorable when she’s excited about science and Baal can’t help but melt a little bit when she smiles so bright at him. Thankful.) 
5. Sam’s kindness 
I said earlier that, as we all know, Baal is a villain. But what’s important here is that he is a Goa’uld System Lord. 
No trust, no kindness and love allowed between those guys. Those would leave the door open for treason and low blows. (See Qetesh in Continuum)
(I believe the only Goa’ulds truly in love we saw were Apophis and Amaun’et)
Now what I tell myself is: that must be pretty freaking lonely. In any shape or form. You can’t have friends, because you can only befriend your fellow godlings who will try to kill you at any given opportunity. Same for mates. 🤔 Baal is just alone at the top of his army and that’s all. What if this isn’t enough? He is different from other Goa’ulds.
What if Sam’s genuine worry and thankfulness towards him in Reckoning were the first time he had someone feel those towards him for like, hundreds, or even thousands of years? Not something distorted and stained by any slave-to-god adoration?
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He is soooo surprised. He even stutters a little? At a loss for words when faced with kindness, you, galactic overlord? And she looks actually worried about him and his ship about to go down, when before saying thank you, she asks him what’s going on. I like to think that this first interaction shaped what Baal will think and feel for Sam forever....And that it made him a bit soft for her  🥺 Maybe he sees in Sam (and in the rest of SG-1, see: how much fun he’s having with them during The Quest) a possibility for friendship and maybe more, something he hasn’t considered for A WHILE. He seems to be thinking “did she really say that...wait what do I answer to this...uh....Good luck.......ok i said it. damn that was weird.” 
Also can I briefly talk about this??
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Why does Sam look so embarrassed in a “Oh god right Dad is right there and saw all of that hUM.” way 😂 I don’t think she felt like it was creepy, since Baal was just responding to her kindness, and she definetely doesn’t want to talk about her being nice to a System Lord with Jacob bjfdjgbfdg
(Fic point: All I can think of is this fic where Sam gets thrown in a prison cell with a badly beaten up Baal (his symbiote is not able to heal his wounds because of a collar he wears), and she refuses to leave him there to die. They escape together 😭💖💖💖 (x))
6. Sam knows Baal will never hurt her
Maybe this is a result of Sam’s kindness in Reckoning, but Baal made it clear to Sam that he would never hurt her directly. And this is what I was referring to when I said “there’s something else” in Sam’s confidence in confronting Baal. This line below activates all of my monkey braincells because what the hell!!!!
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That’s “I kinda like you” in Villain language is it not????? Out of all the things Baal could have answered to “You can kill me if you want”, he decides to say “I would never dream of killing you.” with a voice so soft... oh my god. Talking about soft....
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Is it me or Baal’s touch on Sam is kind of gentle....like he doesn’t hold her wrist too tight or anything,,,,  🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭💖💖💖 Because honestly, another Goa’uld would have yanked on her arm so hard to put their hands on that hard drive but no no no he just closes his hand on her wrist and lets her go gently when she pulls out of his grip and AM I OVERANALYZING THIS?????? IM SORRY I GOT THAT TRAIT FROM MY DAD!!!!!!! we just have that tendency to watch things over and over again to notice all the small detailsssss
I like to think that afterwards, once the heat of the moment gone, she noticed that, hey. He /could/ have hurt her very badly, she was at his mercy after all. But he decided against it. Maybe because she’s the only one who’s been nice to him for literal cenTURIES????? HHHNHNHNHNHN I CANT!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE SHE NOTICED IT!!!! And that it’s why she’s so confident addressing him like she does in The Quest.
I think I’ve addressed pretty much everything here and I’m going to talk about more things I like about BaalSam but more on the headcanon side  🤔
Miscellaneous: 
About Baal’s host:
I have said multiple times that Baal is different from other Goa’ulds, and I really don’t think it is just an act. 
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He is willing to break the god act, change strategies when he realizes there are better ways to proceed, searching for new allies in drastic situations, etc etc... Baal is way more human than other Goa’ulds.
What if that was because Baal let his host’s thoughts influence his own?
Why wouldn’t there be asshole humans wanting to be hosts to asshole Goa’uld symbiotes? Just like the Tok’ra, but on the villain side? (even if Tok’ras are assholes lol) (except Jacob. I love Jacob) (And Martouf) (I don’t like Martouf but he’s the only one with Jacob that I consider a Real Tok’ra) (The other ones are hypocrites) (ANYWAY!)
I love to think that when Baal doesn’t have the flanged voice, it is his host who speaks, as Tok’ras do. I know symbiotes don’t have to talk with the flanged voice but. Having Baal and his host thinking so alike that it doesn’t matter if it’s the host or the symbiote talking makes so much sense to me. It really could explain his different way of thinking. Baal has shown curiosity for humans and how they think, how to better manipulate them...What if it was because of the good experience he has with his host? It could also explain why he’s the horny one amongst the System Lords 😂 He is just very human in a lot of ways.
Now you’re like “ok but what does that have to do with Baalsam” AND YEAH I HEAR YOU !!!! I just think it may be easier to imagine Baalsam for a non-shipper if you see Baal in that light?  🤔 🤔 🤔 it sure helps Sam seeing herself with him in fics 🥴 I don’t know!!! We know so little about Baal, and there are so many possibilites. I’m going way out of the Baalsam remit but at the same time, I strongly believe those who don’t understand the ship are those who stop their analysis of Baal at Abyss. He is so much more than just “that one Goa’uld who tortured and killed Jack in that one episode”. Baal has so much potential that makes this ship work!! Sam seeing that potential makes this ship work!
Sam hosting Baal (yes, the symbiote):
OKAY OKAY OKAY SO!!! This is something I LOVE to bits!!
That’s a thing that is great if as I said, Baal and his host are on the same wavelength. But it can work without it nonetheless.
Sam hosting Baal, consensual or not, is always ALWAYS such an amazing trope. (x) It’s really something that makes me hyperventilate because it makes them so close...so blended...it’s infinitely intimate... When Baal is in love with Sam, it’s even better. (x) I almost can’t describe it because it is so wonderful. Being able to feel each other’s feelings. Baal healing Sam from inside when she’s injured. Sam deciphering his emotions and most importantly the affection he has for her, especially when he still haven’t confessed it? holy shit it’s SO DAMN GOOD!!!!! The silent conversations they can have within Sam’s head, Baal pouring Goa’uld knowledge into Sam’s mind. It’s just the two of them and I can’t express how comforting that is to read.
i don’t know, random stuff I like i guess, I’m almost done: 
He just really craves her attention huh. Look at that smile, so cute...”I’m smart! Did you know I’m smart as hell? Of course you did. But I Would Like You To Acknowledge It.” He’s even bouncing on his heels, i love when he does that!!!! He is turning towards Sam especially too  😭💖 and she’s just ê____ê LMFAO
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(Maybe this is just another “it is my speciality and not yours” moment but hey i like to give him the benefit of the doubt 💖)
Baal being “I’m tired of being a villain, I want to be loved now”...Aren’t you tired of going apeshit? Don’t you want to be nice? just a little bit?
Baal using so much petnames so easily... i’m usually not a fan of those but having him saying “my love, my sweet” etc etc oh fuck!!!!! i don’t know wHY it gets me!!! 
A lot of Baalsam fics are smutty, and while I enjoy that, I still think they have so much potential on the spiritual level. They’re both nerds and they both have so many things to learn from the other. (x)
Baal taking Sam on his ship to show her some neat space stuff.
Baal loving motorcycles just like Sam and modifying engines with naqadah.
Guess i’m just gonna link to fics I love now nvkjfdg and that I haven’t linked to already--
In the Lap of the Gods - Rating: M - Sam gets stuck in a sarcophagus with Baal. Really well thought fic, I love it!!!
The Mating game - Rating: M - Ten dates. Can I call this slow burn? It’s slow but not too slow. Please read this, it’s hilarious and so well written like- this fic makes me lose my absolute shit!
The Mating Game: Endgame - Rating: E - Read after The Mating Game. Honestly yEAH!!! Amazing sequel to an already amazing prequel, what else can I say 😩💖 you got some Host!Sam action in this too!!
Enemy Amongst Us - Rating: E - Hmmmm Sam falling for Baal is always yummy 🥴 It has more than that, it’s pretty wild!!!!!!
Those are not all but they are the ones i prefer 🥺💖💖💖 (along the ones I linked during the essay) 
I think I’m done? Congratulations for reading all of this lmao  😭💖 I hope you can see why I love Baalsam so much now!! They are just SO MUCH FUN!!! 
feel free to send me asks and stuff about this TvT/
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Private Party With A Rockstar
This Is Day 11 Of Roleplay May
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Warnings: Smut, Biting, Spanking, Face Riding (Female Receiving), Oral Fixation, Throat Holding More Than Choking, Hair Pulling, Dirty Talk, Swearing. Think that’s it.
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Sian (Oc), Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Padalecki, Amy (Oc).
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Sian (OC)
Summary: Jensen is a rockstar on the rise and with the help of his best friends he’s getting closer than ever. But when certain feelings are brought to light by the Padalecki’s once again, can Jensen keep ignoring them? With a big hotel party he’s about to find out.
A/N: So I wrote this for my girl Sian, @deanwanddamons​ ! I think i got everything you love involved in this boo, so enjoy ;) 
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Being friends with one of the worlds biggest rock stars was amazing to say the least, it didn’t hurt that he was one of the sweetest guys on the planet. As usual, he’d insisted that she came along tonight and of course she didn’t mind, attending these things was always an amazing experience. She wasn’t ashamed to say she was one of his biggest groupies, no matter how many men and women threw themselves at him, he always made sure that he did his best to steer away from that playboy trap. 
Surprisingly, he’d managed it rather successfully. The media had mostly respected his privacy, so he had always done everything he could to stay on their good sides. 
The way he moved around that stage as he belted out the final words to the song had a shiver running up her spine. The man was something else, she would never admit it to him but he’d always had the same effect on her as he did those screaming fans all chanting his name. There was just something about him that made everyone pay attention, sure he was stunning to look at but it wasn’t just that. He oozed charisma and the way he performed was completely effortless even when he was nervous.
Sian watches him as he thanks the crowds with such enthusiasm and love. He was always so grateful for everything he had achieved and he’d never taken it for granted, not for one minute.
She catches that beaming toothy grin when he finally turns away from his fans and makes his way towards her and Jared, his best friend of the last twenty years. His smile is just as infectious as always, making her smile right back at him. As soon as he’s close enough he pulls both of them into a bone crushing hug, his shirt is damp from the sweat caused by the stage lights beaming down on him all night, not to mention his energetic performance.
“So, what did you guys think?” Jensen asks excitedly as he pulls back from the hug, big green eyes sparkling as he looks between them.
“You were amazing as always Jay, even had Jared screaming like a fourteen year old girl” Sian laughs, receiving a bitch face from the giant on the other side of Jensen.
Jensen quickly joined the laughter turning to look at Jared, “Really? Still fangirling after all this time. I’m touched,” winking at both of them, laughing when Jared fans his face and starts giggling.
Clapping Jensen on the shoulder his laughter fades a little.
“No man seriously, you were really great out there. It won’t be long before you’re in the big leagues. Just don’t forget about us little people,” 
“I won’t! Not that you could be considered ‘little people’, you’re practically a giant J-rod.” Jensen smirks when Jared rolls his eyes.
The three of them head out the back way. They’re escorted by Jensen’s security team, so they manage to walk past the screaming fans without too much upset. Coming out at the private parking lot, where the limo is waiting to take the three of them to the private party back at the hotel. 
The three of them climb into the limo and Jensen looks down at his phone when he receives a text, letting Jared pull the door closed behind them. “Amy’s just text me, apparently I have a photo shoot to do when we get there. She wants me to get a few with you guys, show off the party spirit and all that, you know if that’s cool with you two?” Jensen asks looking between the two of them as Jared pops the cork of the champagne.
“Just make sure they get my good side,” 
“Do you even have a bad side?” Sian asks honestly, happily taking the glass of champagne that Jared offers her and taking a sip. “I mean you two are so hot it makes me sick,” 
“Comin’ from you that’s rich.” Jensen chuckles, practically downing his entire glass and shaking it at Jared for a refill.
Jared rolls his eyes with a fond smile, thinking about when he and Genevieve had first started hanging out more often. The way they would flirt constantly, much like his two best friends beside him, they were both to blind to see what the other felt, even if it was obvious to anyone who knew them. 
“Well, I guess I’ll do it since it’s for you. But you owe me a song.” Sian smirks at him finishing her drink.
“Sure. Anything for my favourite girl,” Jensen replies with a wink, pulling out a key card for each of them and handing them over. “And I invited Gen as well, I know you guys haven’t had much alone time together since Tom was born, so enjoy that room.” 
Smiling Jared tries to hide the tears beginning to form in his eyes as he takes the key from his best friend, “thanks man, really. I don’t know what to say.” he nods quietly, Jensen’s hand gently squeezes his shoulder, right as the limo pulls over.
“Mr Ackles, Sir. We’re here.” The limo driver announces as the panel between them comes down.
“Thanks Cliff, just park up and let yourself in.” Jensen smiles kindly, patting the older man on the back through the gap, before turning back to his friends and grinning. “Let's get this show on the road.” he exclaims before opening the door and stepping out.
Which is quickly followed by the party guests whooping and calling his name excitedly, Jared and Sian climb out behind him with big smiles, after all this was normal for them when they were with Jensen. Jared completely beams seeing his wife running towards him, opening his arms for the beautiful woman to jump into, which she does easily. Tears stream down her face as they cling to each other tightly, they don’t even notice the envious looks of the people around them, all they see is each other. 
The four of them walk inside the party and head straight for the bar. However, they don’t make it very far before Jensen is being grabbed by his manager Amy.
“The people for the photo shoot are here,” even as she says it, she can see his shoulder slump slightly in disappointment and rushes to assure him. “I promise. Half an hour tops, then you’re free.”
Adjusting his leather jacket Jensen smiles at the young woman showing off the crinkles at the corners of his eyes and gives her a nod.
“C’mon guys, best not keep them waitin’.” 
Sian, Jared and Gen follow Amy and Jensen over to the small photo booth looking thing, which had been set up for them in the corner of the venue. 
There’s more champagne on ice as soon as they walk inside the completely white space, it’s almost like another room. It's so big, there’s a few props and lights set up and the backdrop which remains white for now. The cork pops off the champagne and the photographer hands each person a drink, while Amy takes a seat out of shot. They do the photos of Jensen alone first, everyone watching on, marvelling at just how flawlessly he manages to follow the direction given to him. When it comes to the group photos the situation is almost completely reversed, everyone falling over each other laughing, pulling faces. Well they had been told to have fun, so they damn well made sure they did.
Everything goes smoothly from there, with only a few minor outfit changes for Jensen, mainly since Jared and Sian had shook two bottles of champagne all over the poor guy and soaked him through. 
By the time the shoot is finished and they actually leave the photo booth, they’re all on the drunk side of tipsy. Jensen’s thrown himself into one of those full body laughs that has everyone else laughing right along with him, not that any of them remember what the hell he was laughing at; they've been laughing so much.
“Hey Jay, please tell me we have a hot tub in our room,” Gen grins, throwing a devilish sideways glance at her husband, who’s interest has suddenly piqued. His smile has grown significantly as he wraps his arm around his best friend's shoulder.
Shaking his head at the couple with a smile Jensen nods, “Of course it does, you horny teenagers. You ask and I deliver.”  
“Are we the worst friends in the world if we go check it out now?” 
“Just go! We’ll see you guys in the morning. I’m sure Siany can keep me company,” Jensen replies easily, all three of them glancing over to where the woman in question was currently talking with Amy, deep in conversation, until she spots Jensen looking and throws him a wink.
“Oh yeah I bet she can!” Jared snorts when Gen smacks his shoulder, even though she’s smiling as well.
Before Jensen can predictably roll his eyes at the comment, the more sober of the Padalecki’s speaks first. “You can ignore the drunk man if you want to Jay, but you know he’s right. Just do it, if it’s what you want. Stop killing yourselves by ignoring it! It’s so obvious how you two feel about each other.” Gen reasons, watching the way Jensen worries at his bottom lip with his teeth as Sian walks back over.
They both hug Sian goodnight, before leaving her alone with Jensen and suddenly he finds himself considering what Gen had said. She wasn’t wrong, he’d spent years trying to ignore how he felt for his friend. But he didn’t want to lose what they had, she was always there for him, every gig, every problem. Every high and every low.
She pulls him from his thoughts, gently grabbing hold of his hand and squeezing.
“So, how far away from your room am I this time?” she asks with a teasing smile as Jensen links his fingers with hers, surprised when she doesn’t pull away.
“You’re right under me….Well your room is, you know under mine.” Jensen swallows hard as they both start walking towards the hotel.
“Cool it stud. I knew what you meant, just wondered if you’re gonna be singing me to sleep again?” 
Jensen sighs in relief, fondly remembering all the times she’d asked him to sing to her, when their rooms had been side by side back in the early days. 
“I guess we’ll have to see if you can hear me this time.” 
The elevator dings and they step inside, along with a big group of people, forcing Sian to step in front of Jensen who’s hands instinctively grip her waist. His warm breath is fanning across her bare shoulder and neck, causing goosebumps to rise across her skin. Swallowing hard she leans back into him and his fingers tighten on her hips.
The higher the elevator climbs the emptier it becomes. But neither of them move away from one another. When Jensen’s lips brush her ear she can’t suppress the shiver that rolls through her body, his fingers slip just under her t-shirt, just barely moving against her soft skin. One of his hands leaves her hips, to move her hair over one of her shoulders and she immediately leans into his touch.
They both look up when a loud ping echoes through the small space, pulling them from their little moment. They regretfully pull away from each other and step out into the empty but well lit hallway.  
Clearing his throat Jensen turns to face Sian, “Since we’re on my floor, do you maybe wanna come in for a drink? I can show you the view.” he asks, still breathing a little heavier than usual, licking his dry lips as he waits for her to say no thank you. 
Blue meets green when they finally look at each other again, “Sure, I’d like that.” she smiles, blushing a little with the way he’s looking at her. Taking his offered hand Sian follows him over to the only room on this floor. Of course, Jensen Ackles would have the penthouse suite.
The door clicks open when Jensen scans his key card and they both step inside. The smaller lights turn on, lighting the room just enough for them to see each other and their surroundings. “Wow.” Sian breathes out quietly, looking out of one of the large windows which cover two of the walls. He hadn’t lied at all. The view was completely stunning, the beautiful lights and all the massive buildings. Not to mention the breathtaking view of the sea. 
“Yeah, it’s really something else,” Jensen rasps behind her suddenly, much like the elevator she leans back into his strong body pressed up behind her. She looks up catching his eyes in the reflection of the glass. “You ever wonder if people are right about us? Have you ever thought about it?” he asks out of nowhere, his breath hot as his lips just barely brush across her neck.
Swallowing her nerves she turns in his embrace, looking up at him, her hands push up his chest, slipping beneath the leather jacket and pushing it from his shoulders. Noticing how much darker his green eyes have gone and his bottom lip is swollen from all of the biting.
“Honestly, of course I wonder.” she replies quietly, slowly backing off. “I think about it all the time. Do you?” she asks, her voice shaking a little, as she pulls off her t-shirt and drops it to the floor. Kicking her shoes off she watches him advance on her.
“Constantly.” he admits swallowing his nerves and slowly pulling his t-shirt off, throwing it across the room. Her skirt drops, so do Jensen’s jeans. “So, we relax and see what happens?” 
“Exactly,” Sian agrees, turning on the hot tubs jets as she slips into the water,  Jensen doesn’t take long to join her.
It doesn’t escape her notice when he wraps his arm around her that roughly grips the side of the tub. When she turns to face him, his lips are a breath away from her own. His other hand lands on her knee, slowly sliding his hand up further as his lips press against hers with an urgency she’d never felt before. 
Jensen pulls her into his lap with ease, her fingers push into his hair as he deepens the kiss. His tongue slips inside her mouth, gentle but demanding and it was like every nerve ending in her entire body had been lit, like nothing she’d ever experienced before. Her tongue moves with his as she rocks her hips down into the growing bulge between them, the gentle slosh of water mixed with their heavy breathing are the only sounds in the room.
Pulling back she rests her forehead against his. Jensen’s eyes find hers easily, as those large skilled hands slide up her back, unhooking her bra with a practised hand. It falls loose between them and she pulls it free, tossing it away, hearing the wet slap as it hits the tiled floor. Sian’s head falls back and a breathy moan leaves her lips, when Jensen ducks down and sucks one of her nipples between his plump lips, his tongue swirls around the hardening buds before dragging his teeth over slowly letting it fall from his mouth.
“I knew I loved your mouth for more than just singing.” She half laughs half moans as he repeats the actions on the other breast.
Jensen smirks when he stands with her, letting her feet touch the floor. “You ain’t seen anythin’ yet baby girl.” He assures her with a cheeky grin as he slips her underwear down, helping her step out of them. “Oh fuck, look at you. Pretty sure it’s time to test that bed out.” he growls playfully, enjoying the way she bites into her smiling lips when he tugs off his boxers and pulls her close, before surprising her completely and throwing her over his shoulder.
Smacking her ass as he walks, pulling an excited squeal from her lips. Jensen lays her body back onto the bed and quickly drops to his knees in front of her. Pushing her feet back on the bed, so that they’re by her ass and she lets her legs fall open. 
Sian shivers when his lips finally press against the soft skin of her inner thigh, he licks his way up her thigh, following the water droplets still rolling down her legs. Biting down in the very top of the muscle, just below where she wants his mouth most right now. All she can do is moan his name, grabbing at his hair and rolling her hips into his waiting tongue. 
Jensen growls when the taste of her finally hits his tongue, leaning in closer he flattens his tongue and licks through her folds, stopping to circle her clit and doing it again, and again until she’s whining his name desperately when he stops. He kisses his way up her body, not missing the way she leans into every small touch of his skin against hers.
Dragging his teeth over her ear lobe he speaks, “You wanna sit on my face darlin’?” he rasps as two fingers slide through her slick and slip inside her easily, pulling another sexy moan from her throat. “God. What the fuck has my stupid ass been doin’? Should’ve done this years ago.” 
“Jensen please, I need you.” she begs, as he moves to press a kiss to her lips.
Licking his lips he shuffles up the bed and she turns over to watch him, until his head hits the pillows and he crooks a finger at her. “Get up here, now.” 
She can’t move fast enough, a big smile stretching across her lips as she crawls towards him seductively. Jensen doesn’t take his eyes off of her, not even when her thighs are either side of his head. His dark green eyes remain locked on her bright blue ones. 
Those strong arms wrap around her thighs pulling her down onto his waiting mouth, one of her hands grabs at the headboard to steady herself and the other sinks into the soft hair at the top of his head. The tip of his nose nudges as her clit as his tongue pushes inside, swirling and dipping in and out, until her hips are rolling into his face and all he can do is moan at the sexy woman above him.
Jensen unwraps his arms from her thighs as she lifts a little, he pushes two fingers inside her, eyes completely focused on hers as his tongue flicks back and forth in time with his fingers.
“Fuck Jay, I’m so close.” she cries out desperately,  as her pussy starts fluttering and clenching around his fingers and her thighs start to shake, the look in his eyes makes it so she’s unable to look away from him.
Removing his fingers he smacks her ass, gripping tight as she rides his face and tongue, feeling the slight scruff scratching at her sensitive inner thighs. Clinging to his hair and the headboard as it bounces off of the wall. Another slap against her ass has her moans getting louder, she can practically hear every time his cock slips through his hand and it only makes her that much closer. His teeth scrape over her clit as he sucks, her mouth drops open in shock when the orgasm hits her like a damn truck, sparking every nerve ending in her body.
She’s still shaking when she starts to come down, Jensen hasn’t stopped, he’s still moaning as he takes everything she gives him. Her eyes flutter open finding his, he’s never looked sexier than he does between her legs. She climbs off of him with a little help, collapsing beside him on the bed. Turning to face her he pulls her into a kiss, before she has time to take a breath, his hands are everywhere as she tastes herself on his lips and tongue, moaning into each other's mouths as he rocks his hips into her.
When her fingers wrap around his cock he grunts and pulls away from her lips.
“How do you want me, cowboy?” Sian asks a little breathlessly, looking up at him through her lashes.
Pressing a chaste kiss to her lips he gets onto his knees, “Bend over for me baby.” he asks gently, groaning when she rolls over and arches her back at the perfect angle. Jensen can’t resist spreading her ass cheek, leaning forward and running his tongue from her dripping slit and up to circle around her tight puckered whole. Loving the way she whines beneath him, “Oh, we’re coming back to that later,” he chuckles, biting his lip as the swollen head of his cock pressed against her wet and hot fluttering entrance.
“Fuck, Jensen. Please!” 
He snaps his hips forwards quickly, bottoming out in one thrust. Loving the way that she practically screams in pleasure and arches her back further, trying to get closer. Jensen growls at the way her pussy clamps down around him, wrapping her hair around one of his hands he picks up a steady rhythm. 
“Fuck, your pussy feels incredible. Not gonna last long darlin’, shit!” he grits out between hard breaths, throwing his head back when she slips a hand between her legs and starts rubbing at her clit. His fingers tighten in her hair pulling her up off of the bed, until her back is pressed tightly against his chest. 
The movements of her fingers speed up on her clit, when Jensen’s hips slam into her ass like nothing she’d ever felt. His hand wraps gently around her throat, feeling her swallow under his hand and her thighs start to shake against his. “S-So good,” she stutters between loud moans and the forcefulness of his thrusts. His free arm wraps around her waist, stopping her from falling forwards as he sucks marks into her neck, biting down when her nails dig into his forearms painfully.
Turning her head his mouth finds hers immediately, all teeth and tongues as Jensen’s hips begin to stutter. Reaching around her nails dig into his ass, trying to pull him closer.
“You want it baby?” Jensen growls darkly, fingers tightening around her throat as his balls draw up.
“Yes Jay! Fuck, please do it!” Sian whimpers hoarsely.
Jensen falls over the edge that he’d just barely been clinging onto and he sinks his teeth into her shoulder with a moan of her name. But he doesn’t stop not until he hears her gasping and writhing against him. With another three hard precise thrusts of his hips, she’s falling apart, pussy clamping down around his cock like a vice as their come drips down his length.
They collapse onto the bed as his softening cock slips from inside her, Jensen’s breathing hard against the back of Sian’s neck as she tries to bite back the massive grin on her lips, not that he can see with their current position.
“Well fuck,” Jensen laughs breathlessly, when she turns to face him both of them are smiling like a pair of idiots.
“Yeah, there’s really no other way of putting it is there?” Sian asks as they link their fingers together she watches him carefully. 
“You know what this means right?”
“No, what’s that?” She asks, still smiling as he tucks the hair behind her ear.
“A big fat I told you so from the Padalecki’s.” he laughs kissing her again, she can’t help but giggle into the kiss as she wraps her arms around his neck.
“Bring it on. So far, it’s past worth it.”
“Couldn’t agree more.” Jensen grins, releasing her for a minute he bends over the side of the bed, giving Sian the best view of his ass, her nail marks still very much visible. He reemerges with his guitar and that damn perfect eye crinkling smile of his. “Well, don’t let it be said I break tradition.” 
“I’m all ears rockstar.” 
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Day 36
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Peter Parker x Reader
Words: 1989
Summary: Trapped on the Avengers compound, you and the whole team have been quarantined together for over a month. Of course, it doesn’t help that everyone knows you have feelings for Peter. Well, everyone except Peter. The Avengers decide to play matchmaker in order to prevent another day of awkward teenage flirting. Needless to say, hammers will fly before this quarantine is over.
Notes: Honestly, I got the idea for this from a tik tok.
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“Day 213, Captain’s Log.”
“Peter, it’s only been a month.” You scoffed.
“Oh… right.” He dramatically turned back to the camera. “Day 36.”
“Kid, I swear to god if you don’t put that thing away, it’s going over the balcony.” Tony snapped and the rest of the group nodded in agreement. Peter laughed sheepishly.
“Sorry guys.” He stuffed his small video camera in his pocket and you gave him a small smirk. He clapped his hands together. “So, anyone want to play a board game?” It seemed like the entire room groaned in unison. Tony gave him a look.
“Peter, no offense, but I would literally rather do anything than that.”
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“Oh you’re going down, Rogers.” Tony glared, rolling his dice. Whoever decided to challenge the billionaire at Monopoly clearly didn’t know what they were getting into. Everyone muttered begrudgingly as he took another building.
You had been stuck at the compound for over a month now because of the virus rampaging in New York. Before it all started, you and Peter were staying with Mr. Stark while your parents and his aunt went to a convention for something or other upstate. Now they were all stuck up there and you were all stuck in here. Even Thor was trapped on earth, forbidden from taking the risk of the virus back to Asgard. The whole gang was here; Natasha and Clint, Bruce and Thor, Rhodey, Steve and, obviously, Tony. Pepper was in the city, driving Tony a little crazy worrying and Wanda and Vision were on vacation in Europe, so they were stuck on their own.
“I told you this was a bad idea,” Clint grumbled. He was, understandably, the most unpleasant since he couldn’t go home to see his family.
“My turn.” You announced, reaching over the board for the dice. Peter was closer so he moved to grab them for you. Your hands ended up grabbing each other, making your breath hitch. The room went silent until Peter laughed anxiously and handed you the dice. “T-thanks.”
The adults exchanged glances. Tony pinched the bridge of his nose, holding back his disappointed sigh. This is what it had been like for the past 36 days and, since no one had anything else to talk about, it was a much discussed topic once you and Peter were out of the room.
“I can’t take this anymore.” Tony exclaimed, the rest of the room nodding in agreement. “She has to tell him or the awkwardness will kill me.”
“We can’t push her, Tony.” Steve argued. “A crush is a scary thing.”
“I’m not saying to push her…” Tony defended, making a waving motion with his hand. “I’m saying to nudge her.”
“I don’t know, I think I agree with Steve.” Bruce crossed his arms. “I don’t want to be dealing with two hormonal teenagers dating in this house while we’re all stuck here.” Everyone winced, thinking of the implications.
“We’ve got to do something about the goo-goo eyes, though.” Rhodey interjected. “Someone should just talk to her.” Slowly, all heads turned to Natasha. Her eyes widened at their expecting gazes.
“Oh no.” She exclaimed. “No way.”
“Come on, Nat, you’re the only one that she’ll listen to.”
“Just because I’m a woman does not mean we’re going to have some super special girl bonding!”
Yet somehow, she ended up standing in front of your door, feeling everyone’s eyes burn into the back of her head. She was going to kill all of them. Nat quietly knocked on the door, but there was no response.
“I don’t think she heard you!” Tony whisperer- shouted peaking around the corner She gave him a death glare and he ducked back behind the wall. She knocked a little louder.
“Y/N?”
“Come in!” You shouted from inside. Nat cast one last dark look towards the group of men behind her before entering.
You were lounging on your bed, book laid out in front of you. You must have gone through a dozen books already. Reading was better than listening to Tony and Steve bicker over god knows what.
“Hey,” Nat greeted, poking her head in the door.
“Hey,” You put the book away and sat up, giving her space to sit down. You saw the uncomfortable smile on her lips and your head tilted curiously. “What’s going on?”
“I need to… talk to you about something.” She almost looked like she was in pain, which just made you worried.
“Is everything okay? Is something wrong?”
“I’m going to kill them.” She muttered under her breath before giving you an even more uncomfortable smile. “No, everything’s fine. The guys and I were just noticing that you seem to have a certain… attachment to Peter.” She chose her words carefully, but it didn’t make the situation any better. Your eyes went wide.
“Oh.” There was a long moment of silence until she finally couldn’t take it.
“It’s driving all of us crazy!” She blurted. “Him smiling at you, you smiling at him, neither of you even realizing it, and we’re all sitting there waiting for you to realize it. I mean, good god, it’s like watching a romantic comedy except none of us want to be a part of it!” She gasped, taking a deep breath after her rant. You stared at her with your mouth hanging open slightly. She sighed. “I’m sorry. Being cooped up has been stressing me out, especially with those idiots.”
“It’s okay, I get it.” You fell back on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. “I didn’t realize that it was that obvious.” Nat chuckled, laying back next to you.
“If it makes you feel better, it’s pretty obvious on his side too.”
You turned your head towards her, your eyes wide as saucers.
“Y-you think that Peter… Likes me?” You gasped. She raised her eyebrows.
“Are you kidding? The boy has the definition of puppy-dog eyes whenever he’s around you.” She put her hands behind her head and she felt the awkwardness start to fade away. “Peter is crazy about you. The two of you are just too shy to tell each other.”
“So what do I do?”
“Talk to him.” She playfully poked your side, making you laugh. “If the guys have to endure one more minute of awkward side glances they’ll implode.”
“I don’t think I can do this.” You groaned, covering your face with a pillow. Nat grabbed the pillow and peaked at your face underneath.
“Hey, you’re a badass who has helped Spiderman take down countless robbers and evil geniuses.” She fully uncovered your face, giving you a reassuring smirk. “I think you can handle an awkward teenage boy.” She put a hand on your shoulder and you felt a burst of confidence break through your nerves. Deep down, you wondered if this is what it was like to have an older sister.
When Nat left, the boys were all waiting impatiently in the living room. She sat down and put her feet up on the ottoman with a coy smile directed at Tony.
“You’re up next, Stark.” She smirked, pointing a finger at him. “You’re in charge of Spidey-Boy.”
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It took Tony a while to actually find Peter since the kid was hanging upside down in one of the many gyms that the compound had.
“What the hell are you-” Tony pinched the bridge of his nose, “You know, I don’t want to know.”
“Oh, I”m just reading about-”
“I said I don’t want to know.”
Peter jumped down to the floor, brushing back the hair that flopped down in his face. The book he had tucked under his arm was about physics. He was more of a nerd than Tony thought.
“I came to talk to you about Y/N.” Tony finally said after an uncomfortable silence.
“What about her?” He noticed Tony’s discomfort and immediately felt a surge of panic. “What happened? Is she okay?” He stepped towards the door, but Tony put a hand on his chest to stop him.
“She’s fine, kid.” He might as well just say it. “This is about the googly eyes that the two of you can’t stop making towards each other.” Peter rubbed the back of his neck.
“I-I don’t know what you’re talking about Mr. Stark.”
“Shut up, of course you do. Come on, Pete, you’ve liked her way longer than we’ve all been stuck here.” He crossed his arms, daring the teenager to argue. Peter’s shoulder slumped and he could feel his cheeks turn red.
“Do you think she knows? I mean, I really really like her, but I don’t want to mess up our friendship because that means a lot to me and-”
“Woah, slow down.” Tony interrupted, taking a deep breath. “First of all, this girl is crazy about you. Secondly, if you two keep avoiding your feelings for each other, that’ll ruin your friendship faster than pursuing a relationship will.” Damn, he was good at this. Maybe he should write a book.
Peter gave him a sideways smile, still unsure of what to do. He didn’t have time to figure it out, however, watching you approach the door of the gym through the glass.
“Good luck kid.” Tony chuckled, leaving so that the two of you could talk alone.
“Hey,” You greeted, fiddling with the sleeve of your shirt nervously.
“H-hi.” He stammered, playing the hem of his sweatshirt.
“There’s something I wanted to talk to you about.”
“Yeah, me too.” You both seemed to hold your breath before you blurted out at the same time.
“You go first.” You felt all of the blood rush to your face. Peter gulped.
“I… I really like you, Y/N.” He said softly. “I have for a really long time and I haven’t said anything because I was afraid it would ruin our friendship. But being stuck here with you has made me realize that… it doesn’t matter where I am. I could be quarantined on some island somewhere, but as long as you’re with me, I’ll be happy.” He took your hand in his and you felt your heart flutter wildly in your chest. “W-what were you going to tell me?”
“You’re a badass.” Natasha’s voice gave you enough courage to close the space between you and Peter and crash your lips into his. You felt him smile and he deepened the kiss, pulling you closer into his cozy embrace.
Tony went back into the living room feeling pretty impressed with himself.
“Well that should take care of everything.” He announced with a proud smirk.
“Fantastic! I can show him all of the ways to woo her.” Thor said triumphantly. Steve, however, had a different reaction.
“Wait, you just left them alone?” He asked.
“Uh… yeah?” Tony replied not really seeing the problem.
“Tony, you can’t just leave two teenagers who just confessed their feelings for each other alone in a very large, very easy to hide in, facility.” Steve started to pace, trying to think of all of the places that could be used for secret fondue-ing. Tony scoffed.
“Come on! It’s Peter! He wouldn’t do anything that I wouldn’t-” He paused, realizing what he was saying. “Oh no.”
“I tried to warn you.” Bruce sighed. Steve and Tony started to argue over parenting tactics. Clint and Natasha exchanged a look.
“When did we become so involved in the love lives of two teenagers?” Nat groaned. Clint just shook his head.
“Let’s just hope this quarantine ends soon before-”
“That’s enough, Stark!”
“Oh I haven’t even started, Spangle-Boy!” Tony and Steve were getting closer when a blur of silver shot in between them. There was a loud clang as Thor’s hammer hit the wall.
“There shall be no fighting… without me.” Thor yelled. Nat buried her head in her hands. Clint was right. If they didn’t get out of lockdown soon, Peter and Y/N’s sex lives would be the least of their problems.
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General Tag:  @rae-gar-targaryen ; @takemepedropascal ; @childhood-imagination
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taehee’s relationship with 127
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taeil — jeonil
taeil loves to pat her head
taehee mentioned if 127 was her family taeil would be that cool uncle
she finds him very cute esp when he dances and does aegyo
taeil hugged her during weekly idol when he was asked ‘who’s the member you pity the most?’ bc he felt like living with the boys is hard esp if she’s the only girl and she was having it hard that time so he’s sad for her
she and hyuck always clown him for taeil’s butterfly
iconic moments: everytime taeil appears on screen, taehee would shout ‘귀여워!’ or ‘cutie!’ and it will always make him smile wider
johnny — johnhee
when she graduated with mark, johnny carried her on his shoulders
“I CAN SEE THE WORLD FROM UP HERE!”
always clowning mark committee
she finds johnny as the sexiest member
johnny loves to copy her australian accent,,he labeled it ‘fancy’
iconic moment: they were doing an interview in buzzfeed about who’s who. when johnny was voted as the member with the best fashion sense, taehee explained whenever she goes shopping, bringing johnny is a must. “i go up to him,” she says while pretending to hold two pieces of clothes in her hand, “i’m like ‘what should i get?’ and he’s like,” all of the foreign members answer with her in english while the others say it in korean, “‘get both!’,” making laughter fill the studio.
taeyong — yonghee
“taeyong eomma-“
“bOOMING SYSTEM UH UH TY TRACK TY TRACK”
taehee discovered taeyong gets flustered easily during that one vlive of nct u boss, so she makes it a point to playfully flirt with him at unsuspecting times
taeyong always reminds her to not work too hard and makes her food, even if he taught her how to cook
he made her a letter when she appeared in ‘real men’ and it made her cry
iconic moment: taeyong talked about taehee during one of those deep nct life solo interviews, “taehee works very hard, and i admire that about her but i always remind her to take it easy at times. i know it’s been hard for her when it was announced that she would be debuting with us so i, along with the other members, try to be good brothers to her so she can get comfortable....honestly, she hides her problems and insecurities for our benefit and she won’t tell us until you try to ask. i just want her to open up to us and let loose at times because that’s what a family is, and we’d always be there for her.”
yuta — taeyu
anime buddies she loves haikyuu
he’s always trying to pull pranks on her
she isn’t that gullible but everything that flies out of yuta’s mouth seems like the truth so she believes everything that he says even if it’s not true
“(yuta) oppa looked so cool in his part in cherry bomb!!”
yuta: must!!! headlock!!!! taehee!!!!!
iconic moment: during vlive, a fan asked if they could marry taehee and she immediately agreed, but yuta shouted, “SHE’S NOT GETTING MARRIED UNTIL SHE’S 35 AND NOT SURROUNDED BY BOYS!!! THOSE ARE TWO CONDITIONS!!!”
doyoung — youngtae
also “doyoung eomma-“
whenever taehee does something provocative, he’d always have those wide eyes and say like “WHAT’S THIS??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?”
(idol room) “you shouldn’t get into a fight with taehee. you will lose, especially if it’s a verbal fight. she’s scary....”
“once i become an adult, i want to drink with the older oppa’s.” “good.”
taehee sprained her ankle by the end of a cherry bomb performance and doyoung was the one who helped her get back to the waiting room
iconic moment: in the new nct life episode, they would be sliding down a really long and high slide while answering questions. haechan teased doyoung, who was his opponent, that they couldn’t win because of his fear of heights. he argued, “you’d lose too!! taehee’s also afraid of heights. right, taehee?,” and in response, she said, “i’m not a coward like you,” while coolly walking off. doyoung: ( ゚д゚)
jaehyun — taejae
sexy voice/adlib duo but also dimple line ( ◠‿◠ )
they did that goblin scene (the one where euntak complains that she doesn’t have a boyfriend yet and the goblin shouts that he’s the boyfriend, you know that scene? yeah that scene) for star road and when they finished taehee was like, “woah...i think my heart’s speeding up”
later in that interview, she found him the most handsome member during that day (cue a lot of complaints from the other members bc they thought it was jungwoo, meanwhile hyuck answered himself)
(nct night night) “jaehyun oppa’s voice is the type to listen to when you want to relax or fall asleep,,,great for asmr 👍”
has his hands around her waist when they stand next to each other but it’s like one of those ‘back off big brother is here’
iconic moment: nct 24-hour relay,,,mark and jaehyun taught her how to play bball and jaehyun kept on complimenting her. after taehee shot the ball while being defended by mark, he told her, “okay, goooood!! now try to get the ball from me.” “yes coach!”
winwin — wintae
cute duo tm
nct’s always onto them,,pinching their cheeks or hugging tf out of them,, they cannot and will not escape
he doesn’t like skinship but he doesn’t mind it if taehee puts her arm around his shoulder like a bro
they’re also really flexible like they showed off cutely during that one weekly idol episode
their love language is like making derp faces while finger hearting
iconic moment: while filming an nct life episode, winwin couldn’t understand the rules. mark tried to explain it to him but he failed, so when taehee tried to explain in to him with actions, he understood immediately. (cue smug taehee)
jungwoo — junghee
taehee’s got a crush on him from empathy era and it disappeared somewhere around superhuman era,,and then it went back during kick it
when he got back, taehee kept hanging out with him because she missed him
“yOU THINK HE’S CUTE BUT HE’S GOT AB-“ jungwoo quickly covers her mouth, pushing them off frame (vlive)
“oppawhatdoyouwantforyourbirthday?” “you.” “w h a t”
back hugs back hugs back hugs back hugs back hugs
iconic moment: (as4u) “honestly, i had a slight crush on jungwoo oppa when he first joined,” (mark: Oiiiiiii) and jungwoo was flustered but he managed to get out a “ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ﹖,” and then taehee continued, “his looks are my type.”
mark — markhee
best friends since they joined the company
they arrived in sm the same day and mark thought her name was joanie after hearing her mom call her that when she was being dropped off, so whenever they talk in english he calls her joanie
and she appreciates that bc she gets reminded of home
they’re smart during work but then all the brain cells come out when they’re outside
*mark choking on water bc he drank too fast* *taehee panics and gives him more water* *mark drinks the water and chokes more* taeyong yelling “THAT’S NOT HOW YOU DO THAT”
iconic moments: markhee’s not all soft, they have their sexy saxophone moments too especially during performances and it makes czennies fLIP. like that one concert fancam of mark blew up and it was when they were singing the bridge part their faces got so close. “yeah at this moment see right on time, ay,” taehee grabbed mark’s tie and pulled him closer, while mark put his hands on her waist while singing his verse. their foreheads were touching and they both internally smirked when they heard the fans’ screams. the effect they had on czennies.....
haechan — taehyuck
if you think junghee/markhee was the most popular ship then uR WRONG ITS TAEHYUCK
“(aegyo) i like noona too much” *vomit noises* hyuck just wants to love her but she keeps pushing him away
but she’s kind of a tsundere when it comes to him so when he asked for a kiss during an interview she gave him one while sporting a disgusting face ofc
their ship edits mostly consist of their vlive moments hyuck’s always so touchy with her
they learn dances together random dance king and queen
iconic moments: hyuck professing his love to her during vlive. “i’m gonna marry noona one day-“ he gets hit on the back of the head by doyoung while she laughs, “don’t say things like that.” and he retaliates by saying he’s got his future planned out and marrying her is one of them. there was also this one time only the two of them were doing a vlive and taehee was reading the comments. “lee donghyuck, do you love me?” *hyuck, sincerely, while looking at her* “jeon taehee, i really really really love you.” ........ “that was a comment” expect that to be used in edits too
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Bleeding Hearts
Summary: Being Tony Starks daughter has its pros and cons. One of the pros being you get to live with your best friends, the Avengers. One of the cons you will soon find out is having to deal with the one and only, James Buchanan Barnes...
Takes place during that happy made up time after civil war when everyone live in the tower.
TRIGGER WARNING: non graphic attempted rape and non consensual drug use
Chapter 3
2nd person POV
You wake up to the soft creek of your bedroom door being opened. You don’t even have to wonder who it is. The only one on the tower that would break into your small apartment was Natasha.
You groan, the creek of the door sounding much louder than it really was due to your hangover. You went a little crazy last night. After Tony had come back to the table you stormed off to your room in an angry rage, grabbing a bottle of vodka on the way. You made multiple trips to the liquor cabinet during the night. You honestly couldn’t remember how much you drank, but you knew it was well more than the average person could handle. But your Stark genes gave you a higher tolerance than most.
“I see you decided to redecorate.” Natasha jokes, referring to the state of your trashed room.
Oh yeah. You almost forgot that in your drunken rage that you totally trashed your apartment.
“Friday, turn the lights to 15%.” Natasha tells the AI.
You groan again. “What do you want?”
“Girls day, remember? And also, a fork, really?” Nat almost laughs as she speaks.
You sit up slowly. “Don’t tell me you're here to lecture me.”
The redhead shrugs. “Just wanted to advise that you at least use a knife the next time you plan to go up against the Winter Soldier.”
“You're the one that held me back, remember?” You remind her.
“I almost didn’t.” She sighs. “But then I thought that the ramifications of a second civil war might not be worth it.”
“What time is it?” You ask, changing the topic.
“About half past eleven.”
“Shit.” You jump up out of bed. “Isn’t are appointment at-“
“12? Yeah. Not to mention it half way across the city.” Nat points out.
“I’ll be ready in ten. Meet you and Wanda in the garage?”
“Sure. Brought you this by the way.” Natasha tosses you a Gatorade and a bottle of Advil.
You catch them out of the air with ease. “Thanks.”
“Wow.” Nat says with a surprised look on her face. “Your hand eye coordination has improved.”
A small smile makes its way to your face. “Strange as it is I’ve been playing catch with Steve. He said improving my hand eye coordination would help with my aim.”
“Well have to test that out on Monday. Now get ready, Wanda isn’t going to be happy if we’re late.”
~
Just as you were leaving your bedroom you heard a knock outside of your apartment door.
You groan. “Wanda it hasn’t even been ten minutes yet!” You call out, grabbing your bag and heading out into the living room. You don’t bother grabbing anything to eat on your way out, seeing as how the three of you paid for the ultra deluxe package at the spa. Which includes sushi and champagne.
You open your apartment door, prepared to lecture Wanda on the importance of patience, only to find…
“Dad? Hey, I thought you would be Wanda.”
“Oh are you two going somewhere?” Tony askes.
“Yeah. Nat, Wanda and I are having a spa day before the party tonight.” You say quickly, trying to hurry up the conversation. Not only was talking to your dad always awkward, you were also running late.
“Oh that’s nice!”
“Yeah and I’m running late so I really have to get going.” You move past him and out your door.
“Oh, ok, well I just wanted to ask you about what happened last night.” He asks as he follows you.
You brush it off. “Oh it was nothing, just a little disagreement.”
Tony places a gentle hand on your shoulder, urging you to stop walking. “You know you can talk to me, right? I know things have been a little tense between us but I want you to now I’m here for you.”
You smile at him softly. “I know. But seriously I’m fine, we just had a little argument.”
“Ok.” Tony buys the lie, or rather, he decides not to pry. “But if Barnes ever gives you a hard time, let me know. I’ll kick him out like that.” Tony snaps his fingers.
You laugh lightly, as much as you hate him, you know he’s an asset to the team. “Good to know. But seriously I have to go. I’ll talk to you later.” You say flippantly as you turn to leave.
“Love you kid!” Tony calls down the hall.
Unfortunately you were too far away to hear him
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You feel hot. Very hot. You wipe the back of your hand across your forehead. Your body is covered in sweat. The little drops of perspiration sliding down your back and hitting the wooden boards below you.
The three of you are in the middle of your first treatment of the day. Fifteen minutes inside the dry heat room.
You take a swig from your water bottle. The cool water feels like heaven as it trickles down your throat.
Girl's day was off to a good start. The sushi was great, and you assumed the champagne was as well, though Natasha refused to let you drink any after last night.
You and the girls had talked about only meaningless things so far, no one bothering to bring up what happened between you and Bucky last night, which you are thankful for.
You’re still trying to figure out why he hates you so much. All his reasons last night sounded like excuses. If being happy and nice all the time was such a problem then why didn’t he hate Steve too? Maybe he was jealous that you were normal and didn’t have emotional baggage. Which he was wrong about. You had your own demons you fought, and even through they weren’t physical, they still brought you down.
To make things worse, you had this stupid little crush on him. You couldn’t even try to understand your feelings towards him. You hated him yes, but he was just so damn handsome and a silly part of you hoped that maybe he was hiding his feelings with anger.
A loud sigh catches your attention. You turn to find Wanda hunched over, Rubbing her temples with her fingertips.
“Y/n can you please think more quietly. I’m trying to relax.” Wand whines.
“Wanda stay out of my head!” You shout, not out of anger but out of embarrassment.
“I wasn’t!” Wanda defends. “You just think so loud that it’s projecting out of your mind.”
“What is she thinking about?” Nat interjects.
“Don’t-“
“She’s thinking about Barnes.” Wanda cuts you off.
You throw your head back and groan. “Wandaaa.” You whine. “Why’d you have to tell her that?”
Natasha laughs. “She’s not telling me anything I don’t already know.”
You furrow your brows. “What do you mean?” You ask hesitantly.
Nat shrugs and takes a sip of her water before answering. “Well it’s obvious you two have the hots for each other.”
Your eyes widen. “W-what? No it’s not! We hate each other.”
“She's right you know.” Wanda comments.
“You looking in his head too?” You accuse.
“You’re not the only one with loud thoughts y/n.”
That piques your curiosity. “What… what is he thinking exactly?”
Wanda and Nat share a smirk. “He’s totally into you.” Wanda answers. “He’s only being an asshole because deep down he’s scared of letting himself have a good thing.”
You furrow your brows, shaking your head. “You must be reading him wrong.”
Natasha rolls her eyes. “You don't have to be a mind reader to see the way he looks at you.”
“He looks at me?”
“Only all the time.” Natasha laughs. “He’s constantly eye-fucking you.”
Your eyes widen at the thought. “That can’t be true.”
“Have we ever led you wrong?” Wanda asks.
“Well, no but-“
“But nothing.” Nat interrupts. “We’re not saying you need to make a move or anything. Just telling you the facts.”
“Ok, ok, fine. Let’s just move on alright?”
“Good with me! We have better things than men to talk about anyway.” Wanda starts. “Like what are you wearing to the party tonight?!”
You smile, starting to get excited. Wanda and you love fashion. Natasha likes fashion too, but she isn’t as obsessed with designer brands as the two of you are.
“You remember the dark metallic Saint Laurent dress we saw at the mall?”
“The one with the short asymmetrical skirt and the halter top?”
“Yes!” You say excitedly.
Soon the three of you were laughing and gossiping about all the people and celebrities that would be attending the party. Your thoughts and worries about Bucky sloping from your mind.
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Floor 53 aka Tony Starks party floor. Waiters dressed in all black carry trays of hors d’oeuvres and champagne around the floor. The bar is fully stocked with only top shelf quality drinks and the room filled with only the most famous and wealthy people in New York.
You had a love hate relationship with these parties. On one hand, you enjoyed getting to meet and converse with some of the actors and actresses you admire. On the other, you hated talking with the snobby social elites that your father was friends with from work. They always either make meaningless small talk with you or try to pry into your personal life. Two things which you hated. Usually you would put up with it, smile and laugh at their dull jokes, but tonight you had a goal. Tonight you heard someone special was going to be attending the party.
Arthur Milligan. Academy award winner, child star, man of your dreams Arthur Milligan. He has been your celebrity crush ever since you were 13, and now you finally had the chance to meet him. It’s safe to say you weren’t going to let anyone get in your way of meeting him tonight.
You step out of the elevator with Nat and Wanda flanking your sides. The three of you had made a plan. With Steve and Tony being so protective, they would immediately notice if you were flirting with Arthur. Them being the way they are it was unlikely you would get a moment alone with him. So Wanda and Vision (who surprisingly is going along with it) would distract your dad while Natasha took care of Steve.
“Remember y/n, keep the drinking to a minimum.” Nat reminds you.
You sigh, rolling your eyes. “One drink, I promise.” You reach your hand towards hers to momentarily cross pinkys.
“Good. Now go get em tiger.” She encourages you, giving you a small nudge forward.
You take a calming breath, getting all your nerves out before letting a smirk come to your face as you turn on the charm.
You strut out through the crowd, keeping your eyes out for the man of your interest. It takes you about five minutes to spot him. The 6 foot tall blonde man standing on his own near the bar. He seemed to be people watching.
You make your way towards him, careful to stay out of his line of sight. When you finally reach him, you purposely trip, stumbling right into him.
Of course, just as you planned, he catches you.
“Are you alright?” He asks, sounding slightly irritated, though his demeanor completely changes when his eyes land on you. “Well aren’t you a sight for sore eyes.”
You blush, a smile making its way to your face. “Surely you must be looking at your reflection in my eyes.”
“Actually I was staring at your lips.”
“Y/n Stark.” You introduce yourself.
“Arthur Milligan.” He pauses. “Can I offer you a drink?”
You flutter your lashes. “I’d be offended if you didn’t.”
Arthur smiles, his white teeth gleaming. “I’ll be right back.”
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Chapter 3 Pt. 2
3rd person, Bucky’s perspective
Bucky isn’t staying at the party long. Just long enough to appease Steve’s need for him to socialize. Bucky barley socializes through, his mind preoccupied with thoughts of y/n.
He was a total asshole last night, even by his standards. After the fight with y/n, Steve and him had their own argument. It lasted quite some time, the two of them yelling back and forth. Eventually Bucky opened up about his feelings and Steve convinced him to apologize.
He really did intend to apologize, but he hadn’t seen y/n all day… not until the party.
Bucky can’t help but stare when he sees her walk in. Both her legs and chest on display. She truly is a vision.
For a moment he wonders why he was so mean to her. She didn’t do anything to deserve it. It’s almost as if Bucky has subconsciously tried to ruin things for himself. Deep down, he knows he wants her, but for some reason he just can’t let himself have a good thing.
In a moment of clarity, Bucky moves from his spot by Steve and Natasha, prepared to go talk to y/n, apologize, and tell her how he feels. But as soon as he sees her talking to the blonde man, his hopes are squashed.
He’s suddenly overwhelmed with jealousy. Not that he has the right to be jealous. They aren't even friends. But Bucky can’t help it, his emotions getting the best of him.
However, instead of interrupting the pair's conversation, he heads back to his room. He wants to say somthing, he truly does, but who is he to get in her way of happiness? He doesn’t deserve her. She’s too sweet, too perfect for someone as broken and bad as him. He’s a murderer, a weapon. Y/n deserves better than that.
With a sigh he walks back to his apartment, giving y/n one last look before he leaves.
In his room he leans back on the bed, one arm propping his head up, the other holding a bottle of bourbon. Not that he can get drunk, he just likes the flavor along with the warm burn in his throat.
He had been in there about 15 minutes when Friday called out into his room.
“Sergeant Barnes, it appears Miss Stark has left the building unattended.”
“Not my problem.” Bucky grumbles. Someone else can deal with it.
“I’m afraid it is sir. I can’t get in contact with anyone else at the moment.”
Bucky sits up a little straighter. “They're all at the party, can’t you just make an announcement?”
“Making an announcement would alert everyone that she is unprotected. You never know who may try to take advantage of that information.”
“I guess it is my problem.” Bucky sighs as he gets out of bed. “Where’d she go?”
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@taeguboi’s fiction masterlist [updated w/ summaries]
If you happen to like anything I have written, a coffee on kofi would be very much appreciated, thank you 😊
GENRES: ❤️ = fluff // 🔥 = angst // 💋 = smut // 🤹‍♀️ = polygamy / 3+ people involved // ❓ = sort of none of the above? or I can’t figure it out or it’s a series with a bit of everything to follow
✍️ = to be continued, incomplete series // ✔️ = complete series
💭 = “Would You Rather...?” responses from when I did an ask box drabbles game
🔀 = Shuffle Game responses from when I did an ask box drabbles game
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RM x Reader
~ Fluff ❤️ boyfriend!RM ✧ 350 words ✧ quick untitled imagine ✧ 
‘Come rain or shine, you can always rely on Namjoon’
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~ A Care Package To You ❤️ boyfriend!RM ✧ 800 words ✧ lockdown imagine
What would Namjoon send you in your time apart in lockdown?
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~ All Worked Up 💋 boyfriend!RM ✧ 800 words ✧ 💭 04
A delayed raunchy picture of you finally sends to Namjoon’s phone on his bus home and your work isn’t too far away from his route...
~ Still Worked Up 💋 boyfriend!RM ✧ 1.3k words ✧ [part 2]  ✔️
...and this is what happens when he catches you on your lunch break
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~ On Hold, Hold On 🔥 boyfriend!RM ✧ 2k words ✧ lockdown imagine  ✧ 🔀 ‘EIGHT’ by IU and Suga ✧
A talk with Namjoon helps lift your mood when you start to feel a little lost in life
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RM x Member
~ Namjoon’s Crush ❤️ RM x Jimin ✧ 500 words ✧
‘What happens when Namjoon needs a place to stay because his keys have vanished into thin air and Jimin is the only one who can offer him a bed for the night to recover?’
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~ Alone, Together 💋 RM x Jimin ✧ 5.6k words ✧ student!au
‘It’s quite rare for Namjoon and Jimin to spend time without the other lads. For one of them, there is no apparent reason for this other than pure coincidence, whereas for the other, there is definitely a reason why he can’t be left alone with the man that somehow makes him weak at the knees.’
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~ Blanket Kick 💋🔥 RM x V ✧ 6.2k words total ✧ ...as idols ✧ bs&t era
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 ✍️? [See part 4 for the main smut, about 2.5k words]
Namjoon is confused and it doesn’t exactly help when his truth or dare forfeit is for Taehyung to sit on his lap. In a nutshell, Taehyung turns Namjoon into a hot mess.
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~ Intern 🔥❤️ RM x J-Hope // RM x Jungkook ✧ 20.2k words total ✧ about 3k words per part ✧ journalist!au / reporter!au ✧
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / 06 / 07 / ✍️?
Based on the K-Drama ‘She Was Pretty’ because I got major second lead syndrome. In which Namjoon has snagged an internship and his estranged childhood friend Hoseok is his boss. Also if you liked Namjoon’s purple hair, so does his new colleague, Jungkook.
Warnings: Flashbacks of bullying, shaming of homosexuality. Implied anxiety.
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Poly!RM 
~ Us... and Them 💋🤹‍♀️  RM x y/n x Jin x Suga x V ✧ 14k words ✧
You and Taehyung get more than you bargained for when you pick up in the club when you pull not one, not two, but three other men.
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Jin x Reader
~ THE 🧡🔥 ✧ chef!Jin / waiter!Jin ✧ 14.3k words total ✧ restaurant!au  ✧  
[One of my earlier works so please expect much less than greatness, though you can probably tell from the titles]
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / 06 / ✔️
‘You peer into a shop full of things you can’t afford and that reminds you that at some point, you really need to get a job… Then into a restaurant that seems absolutely charming [...] You make eye contact with one of the workers. He is probably not that much older than yourself, quite a good looking face, actually, and a smile that enhances his looks.
‘‘Oh my god, he’s smiling at me! He’s going to think I’m some weirdo that watches people! Crap! Keep walking y/n!’’
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~ Mrs Kim 🧡 2k words ✧
parts: 01 / 02 / ✍️ 
I... don’t know how to summarise this one rip. Maybe I can do a better job if I get to writing the other parts. To be honest, I’m sorry guys, I need to make some better quality Jin content.
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~ A Care Package To You  🧡 boyfriend!Jin ✧ 650 words ✧ lockdown imagine ✧
What would Seokjin send you in your time apart in lockdown? 
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~ A Crush On You: Truth or Dare 🧡 2.1k words ✧ sleepover imagine ✧
In which Jungkook dares Seokjin to kiss his crush, you, at a sleepover.
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Jin x Member
~ Long distance scenario 🧡 Jin x Jimin ✧ 800 words ✧ quick untitled imagine ✧
In which Jimin is missing his boyfriend Seokjin
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~ Tease  🧡💋 Jin x V ✧ 4.2k words so far ✧
parts: 01 / ✍️ 
Taehyung has been visiting the local entertainment store daily without fail for the past two weeks for one reason only; the store’s handsome new employee, Seokjin. In these two weeks, Taehyung has bought a series of mostly useless things he doesn’t need, though he doesn’t mind one bit. It’s worth it so long as he can conjure up a conversation with the cutie behind the till.
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~ First Time 💋 Jin x Jungkook ✧ 2k words ✧ ...as idols ✧
In which Jungkook confides in his hyung that he’s never had sex. Seokjin is more than happy to accommodate.
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Poly!Jin
~ Us... and Them 💋🤹‍♀️ Jin x y/n x Suga x RM x V ✧ 14k words ✧
You and Taehyung get more than you bargained for when you pick up in the club when you pull not one, not two, but three other men.
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Suga x Reader
~ Sweet Like Sugar 🔥💛 4k words ✧ school!au ✧
It’s that time of year again! Following the auditions in preparation for this year’s panto, the roles are announced! It seems the girls who are swooning over Taehyung aren’t the only ones who are jealous that you get a kissing scene with him... 
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~ “It’s Been A While” 🔥 1.7k words ✧ 
It sucks. Being the best friend of the guy you’re in love with and that you aren’t the girl who rests on his shoulder, sat on the other side of him. People have qualifications in being a surgeon, a model, a lawyer… You, on the other hand seem to be over-qualified in third-wheeling. You’ve had enough.
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~ “Sea” 🔥💛 2k words ✧ idol!au ✧
The struggles of debuting as a foreigner are hitting hard for you. Yoongi is pretty impressed by your voice though.
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~ Rocker Yoongi ❓ 800 words ✧ rocker!Suga ✧ untitled imagine request for Yoongi x Melinda ✧ 
Yoongi actually quite likes it when the barmaid he’s trying to flirt with doesn’t take any of his shit
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~ New Jumper 💛 boyfriend!Suga ✧ 550 words ✧
A little mistake with the laundry results in a cute new look for your boyfriend
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~ “Zzz” 💛 bestfriend!Suga ✧ 600 words ✧ 💭 01 ✧
It’s only the first film in to your little marathon and already Yoongi struggles to pay attention
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~ Locked Down in Tension  🔥 housemate!Suga ✧ 2.1k words ✧ 💭 02 ✧ lockdown imagine ✧
There’s just something about your housemate Yoongi that distracts you from doing anything productive. Tensions rise when he gets a little touchy-feely whilst watching a film together...
~ Locked Down in Tension [continued] 💋 housemate!Suga ✧ 5k + 4.8k words ✧ lockdown imagine ✧ 
parts: 02 / 03 ✍️
...and things escalate from that point onwards. Basically, you fuck each other.
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~ “Say You Love Me”  🔥💋 exboyfriend!Suga ✧ 2.5k words ✧ 💭 06 ✧
“An aura of suspense filled the room as you were alone with your ex boyfriend for the first time since you two had broken up [..] But now he is standing here in front of you, it feels just like yesterday. Any hint of progress you made in moving on, vanished. Any rational thoughts about what went wrong, faded. Any moments you were convinced you don’t need him, forgotten about.”
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~ A Crush On You: Truth or Dare 💛 2.1k words ✧ sleepover imagine ✧
In which Yoongi struggles to admit his crush on you.
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Suga x Member
~ Attention 💋 Suga x V ✧ 4.6k words ✧ dom!Suga ✧
Taehyung just really wants to get Yoongi’s attention. He definitely succeeds.
Warnings / Themes: Choking and daddy kinks [but neither are too prominent]
~ Switch  💋 Suga x V ✧ 6k words ✧ [part 2]  ✔️
Taehyung can’t stop thinking about that time with Yoongi at the hotel just over a week ago. Even just the sound of his hyung’s voice when they bump into each other at the local convenience store is a turn on.
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~ Sloshed ❓ Suga x Jungkook ✧ 700 words 
In which Yoongi and Jungkook get drunk together at a festival.
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Poly!Suga
~ Us... and Them 💋🤹‍♀️ Suga x y/n x Jin x RM x V ✧ 14k words ✧
You and Taehyung get more than you bargained for when you pick up in the club when you pull not one, not two, but three other men.
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J-Hope x Reader
~ “Godammit Hoseok!” 💚/❓ bestfriend!J-Hope ✧ 1k words ✧ 
Your friend Hoseok is being a little menace as you’re trying to get ready.
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~ The Closet 💋 2.1k + 2.5k words ✧ college!au ✧
parts: 01 / 02 ✔️
You and your college friends with whom who you’re collaborating on a track speculate what’s behind that mysterious door in the studio. Also, you’re experiencing major red-light syndrome and the nerves are real...
One day, when it’s just you and Hoseok in the studio, you discover it’s unlocked only to find it’s just an empty cupboard... which you guess has plenty of room when lust overcomes you.
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~ “Oops”  🔥 1k words ✧ 
You broke off your fling with Hoseok because you couldn’t do it anymore. You loved him too much to be satisfied in having anything less serious than that with him. Now, he can’t stop thinking about you.
~ “Best Of Me” 💚 fwb!Hoseok ✧ 2k words ✧ links to “Oops” but can be read as a separate fic ✧
Pretty much a flashback to a day at the beach with Hoseok, Jimin and Taehyung in with you and Hoseok are insanely flirty.
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~ Secret college relationship 💚  260 words ✧ untitled imagine request for JHope x Brianna ✧
Pretty much what it says on the tin. Painfully short, sorry.
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J-Hope x Member
~ Intern 🔥 J-Hope x RM ✧ 20.2k words total ✧ about 3k words per part ✧ journalist!au / reporter!au ✧
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / 06 / 07 / ✍️?
Based on the K-Drama ‘She Was Pretty’ because I got major second lead syndrome. In which Namjoon has snagged an internship and his estranged childhood friend Hoseok is his boss. Also if you liked Namjoon’s purple hair, so does his new colleague, Jungkook.
Warnings: Flashbacks of bullying, shaming of homosexuality, implied anxiety
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~ Rocker J-Hope ❓ J-Hope x V ✧ rocker!J-Hope ✧ 1k words  ✧ untitled J-Hope x V imagine ✧
“That is a beautiful bloke” - Taehyung decides to go to the bar tonight. He likes who he sees there.
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Poly!J-Hope
~ “Roller Coaster” 💚🤹‍♀️ J-Hope x V x y/n ✧ 1.4k words ✧ 💭 05 ✧
You’re petrified of roller coasters. They just don’t seem safe. You’re forced to admit this when Taehyung is desperate to go on one.
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Jimin x Reader
~ “It’s Been A While” 💙 1.7k words ✧ 
It sucks. Being the best friend of the guy you’re in love with and that you aren’t the girl who rests on his shoulder, sat on the other side of him. People have qualifications in being a surgeon, a model, a lawyer… You, on the other hand seem to be over-qualified in third-wheeling. You’ve had enough. 
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~ Long Time Coming 🔥💙 fwb!Jimin ✧ 2.5k words ✧ college!au ✧ 
You thought you could be a no strings attached kind of deal with Jimin... until you’re crying in the club because there’s nobody else like him.
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~ A Care Package To You 💙 boyfriend!Jimin ✧ 700 words ✧ lockdown imagine ✧
What would Jimin send you in your time apart in lockdown?  
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~ “Go Get ‘Em” 🔥💙 boyfriend!Jimin ✧ tall!reader ✧ 2.1k words ✧ ✧
You stopped wearing your favourite heels because you’re worried about what people say because you’re taller than your boyfriend Jimin. He loves you in those heels however, and is set on changing your point of view.
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~ High School Sweethearts 💙 boyfriend!Jimin ✧ 1k words ✧ 🔀 ‘OK’ by Strawberry Milk ✧
Various flashbacks with your high school sweetheart Jimin.
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Jimin x Member
~ Alone, Together 💋 Jimin x RM ✧ 5.6k words ✧ student!au
‘It’s quite rare for Namjoon and Jimin to spend time without the other lads. For one of them, there is no apparent reason for this other than pure coincidence, whereas for the other, there is definitely a reason why he can’t be left alone with the man that somehow makes him weak at the knees.’
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~ Namjoon’s Crush 💙 Jimin x RM ✧ 500 words ✧
‘What happens when Namjoon needs a place to stay because his keys have vanished into thin air and Jimin is the only one who can offer him a bed for the night to recover?’
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~ Long distance scenario 💙 Jimin x Jin ✧ 800 words ✧ quick untitled imagine ✧ 
In which Jimin is missing his boyfriend Seokjin
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Poly!Jimin 
~ poly!Jikook ❓🤹‍♀️ Jimin x Jungkook x y/n ✧ 900 words ✧ untitled imagine ✧
Jimin and Jungkook celebrate 5 months together with a night out clubbing. When Jungkook bumps into you, an old friend, Jimin gets jealous, at first.
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V x Reader
~ Cuppa Tae 💜 series of linked drabbles ✧ 750 + 1.3k + 1.1k words ✧ 
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 
You barely know Taehyung but there’s something about him that makes your heart flutter.
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~ Nice To Meet You 💜 1k words ✧ ...as an idol  ✧
At a BTS VIP meet and greet, one of the boys stands out to you more than the others. It also seems one fan stood out to V more than the rest, too.
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~ Party Time 💋 2k words ✧ 
You sit on Taehyung’s lap when there’s nowhere else to sit. He’s embarrassed at the ‘problem’ he develops and you notice
“How about we have some fun on our own…?”
~ Coffee 🔥 1.5k words ✧  ✔️
Taehyung can’t stop thinking about that drunken night with you. He doesn’t know that you’re feeling the same way.
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~ Saudade 🔥💋 2.4k words ✧ ...as an idol ✧
You miss each other so badly. The boys’ schedule will probably always get in the way.
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~ Boxing Day 💜 bestfriend!V ✧ 1.3k words ✧ untitled drabble ✧
You take your bikes out for a ride and Taehyung takes you to an unfamiliar, pretty place.
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~ Uneasy 🔥💜 housemate! V ✧ 6.4k words ✧ student!au ✧
You’ve had enough of an unfulfilling relationship that does nothing but drain you. It’s time to move on with your life.
Warnings / Themes: Insecurity and low self esteem, coming out of a bad relationship, bullying flashbacks
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~ “It’s Complicated” ✍️🔥 housemate!V ✧ 900 words ✧ student!au
You left your relationship with Taehyung to be with him. Your new boyfriend is your soulmate, right?
“For fuck’s sake…” you exasperatedly sigh. “How did we go from 'Would you like a cup of tea?’ to ripping each other’s clothes off?”
Warnings / Themes: Cheating on a partner.
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~ Camping with V 💜 boyfriend!V ✧ 550 words ✧ 💭 08 ✧ unititled drabble ✧
“Taehyung always found you adorable. Particularly right now as you tried to keep a hold of the novelty sized beer can in your hands as you sit around the campfire with friends.”
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V x Member
~ Blanket Kick 💋🔥 V x RM ✧ 6.2k words total ✧ ...as idols ✧ bs&t era
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 ✍️? [See part 4 for the main smut, about 2.5k words]
Namjoon is confused and it doesn’t exactly help when his truth or dare forfeit is for Taehyung to sit on his lap. In a nutshell, Taehyung turns Namjoon into a hot mess.
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~ Tease 💜💋 V x Jin ✧ 4.2k words so far ✧
parts: 01 / ✍️
Taehyung has been visiting the local entertainment store daily without fail for the past two weeks for one reason only; the store’s handsome new employee, Seokjin. In these two weeks, Taehyung has bought a series of mostly useless things he doesn’t need, though he doesn’t mind one bit. It’s worth it so long as he can conjure up a conversation with the cutie behind the till.
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~ Attention 💋 V x Suga ✧ 4.6k words ✧ dom!Suga ✧
Taehyung just really wants to get Yoongi’s attention. He definitely succeeds.
Warnings / Themes: Choking and daddy kinks [but neither are too prominent]
~ Switch  💋 V x Suga ✧ 6k words ✧ [part 2] ✧ ✔️
Taehyung can’t stop thinking about that time with Yoongi at the hotel just over a week ago. Even just the sound of his hyung’s voice when they bump into each other at the local convenience store is a turn on.
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~ Rocker V ❓ V x J-Hope ✧ rocker!V✧ 1k words  ✧ untitled J-Hope x V imagine ✧
“That is a beautiful bloke” - Taehyung decides to go to the bar tonight. He likes who he sees there.
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Poly!V
~ Us... and Them 💋🤹‍♀️ V x y/n x Jin x Suga x RM ✧ 14k words ✧
You and Taehyung get more than you bargained for when you pick up in the club when you pull not one, not two, but three other men.
~ “Roller Coaster” 💜🤹‍♀️ V x J-Hope x y/n ✧ 1.4k words ✧ 💭 05 ✧
You’re petrified of roller coasters. They just don’t seem safe. You’re forced to admit this when Taehyung is desperate to go on one.
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Jungkook x Reader
~ Moving On 🔥 husband!Jungkook ✧ 8k words total [each part more or less 2.5k] ✧
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 ✍️
Your marriage with Jungkook turned into a shambles. What went so horribly wrong?
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~ Making Out ❓ 2.3k words ✧
You teach Jungkook to be less shy around girls
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~ “Can’t Buy Me, Love” 🔥 coworker!Jungkook ✧ 7.7k words total ✧ 
parts: 01 / 02 / 03  ✔️
The beautiful man from across the room becomes an employee at your work. You have to witness him getting basic girls left right and center, all the while you fall head over heels for him.
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~Jungkook’s Noona 💗 boyfriend!Jungkook ✧ 450 words ✧
Jungkook is surprisingly mature.
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~ Wedding 💗 friend!Jungkook ✧ 600 words✧
Jungkook just like to bug you, knowing you’re quite sceptical about the whole wedding malarkey.
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~ “Take a Date to Skate” 💗 date!Jungkook ✧ 1.4k words ✧ 💭 03 ✧ 1980s!au
“You and Jungkook had been seeing each other for almost a couple of months now and were just seeing where things took you [...] It eventually became an unspoken protocol that Thursday night was date night since after every date, you’d both agree to see each other ‘this time next week?’”
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~ A Crush On You: Truth or Dare 💗 2.5k words ✧ sleepover imagine ✧
What happens in seven minutes in heaven with Jungkook?
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~ “She’s Mine Now”  ❓/ 💗✍️ drummer!Jungkook ✧ 7.1k words ✧ 
Jungkook gets the girl right in front of her lousy date’s nose.
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~ Somebody To Lean On ❓ friend!Jungkook ✧ 1.1k words ✧ 💭 07 ✧
An attempt to rekindle things with an ex reminds you of the jerk he was in the first place. It’s raining and Jungkook lets you in.
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~ Work Hard, Play Hard 💋 coworker!Jungkook / businessman!Jungkook ✧ 7.2k words ✧ office!au / business!au ✧
You get more than you bargained for on your business trip with colleague Jungkook…
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Jungkook x Member
~ Intern 🔥💗 Jungkook x RM ✧ 20.2k words total ✧ about 3k words per part ✧ journalist!au / reporter!au ✧
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / 06 / 07 / ✍️?
Based on the K-Drama ‘She Was Pretty’ because I got major second lead syndrome. In which Namjoon has snagged an internship and his estranged childhood friend Hoseok is his boss. Also if you liked Namjoon’s purple hair, so does his new colleague, Jungkook.
Warnings: Flashbacks of bullying, shaming of homosexuality, implied anxiety
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~ First Time 💋 Jungkook x Jin ✧ 2k words ✧ ...as idols ✧
In which Jungkook confides in his hyung that he’s never had sex. Seokjin is more than happy to accommodate.
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~ Sloshed ❓Jungkook x Suga ✧ 700 words ✧
In which Yoongi and Jungkook get drunk together at a festival.
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~ Don’t Mind Me 💋 Jungkook x Jimin ✧ 2.5k words ✧
There’s only so long Jimin can watch his boyfriend just sitting there being all hot and angry with his perfect hands on that game controller
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Poly!Jungkook
~ poly!Jikook ❓🤹‍♀️ Jimin x Jungkook x y/n✧ 900 words ✧ untitled imagine ✧
Jimin and Jungkook celebrate 5 months together with a night out clubbing. When Jungkook bumps into you, an old friend, Jimin gets jealous, at first.
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All Members:
~ So Far Away 🔥💋 tbh cba to word count right now ✧ student!au ✧
parts: 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / 06 / 07 / 08 / 09 / 10 / 11 / ✍️ [planning to rewrite this soon so if you see it gone, it’ll be back and hopefully better]
“For several months now, Jeon Jeongguk and Jung Hoseok had been ‘together’ but not together… It was unnecessarily complicated. They both liked each other but were clearly, as Jeongguk said, too stubborn to admit it to each other, perhaps even scared, given the fact that they used to hate each other.”
Basically loads of pairings [won’t give the context though]: hopekook, vkook, vmin, namjin, sugakookie... it’s all a big mess really, that’s why I’m rewriting it
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~ PAPER HEARTS headcanon ✧ 1.1k words ✧
Me making dumbass imagines of when any of the boys will have to enlist in the army.
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~ SKOOL LUV AFFAIR school!au ✧ 3.7k words so far ✧
Based on the album that is the fiction’s namesake - the concept of them all liking the same girl.
Where Did You Come From? [01] ✍️? 3.7k words
The new girl has a cold response towards Namjoon who has been asked to show her around... actually, she’s cold to anyone if they aren’t rich enough, at that.
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BTS Soulmate!AU Coming Up!
(Well at least I hope to continue it at some point lmao)
PROLOGUE: Mindful // PROLOGUE: Youthful // PROLOGUE: Hopeful
The Very Hopeful And I: BTS Soulmate!AU [01]
Part 1 of this soulmate!au… ^
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lannee · 4 years
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even my phone misses your call (by the way) - part 1
jo yeong x koo seo ryeong fanfic
AO3: link
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It’s only 9:30 and the Prime Minister is already on the verge to implode.
If she has to endure another unnecessarily stupid conversation with the men existed within 10m of her seat, she might truly lose it. So she shuts them up, and walks towards the door. She can hear it vividly in the air, through the look in their eyes, “What a cocky brat, leaving again in the middle of an important meeting, with so many elite people twice her age”. As if she actually cares, as if she has the time to ponder over whatever nasty things they think of her.
She gave up doing that years ago. Koo Seo Ryeong did not crawl her way out of a fish market and become the youngest female Prime Minister of Corea to put up with some 60 year old men’s bullshit. So of course she leaves, whispering death threats to Secretary Kim for not doing his job properly and forcing her to attend another useless meeting that can just be a goddamn report on her table.
Back to the office, she walks straight to her private balcony after taking out a pack of cigarettes she secretly keeps in the room. Seo Ryeong is not a regular smoker, not silly enough to sustain an addictive habit that can damage her impeccable skin. But here she is, stressed out of her mind, holding the lighter so very close she can almost feel the nicotine coming in like waves. Then out of nowhere, she thinks of him.
She thinks of 20 year old Jo Yeong, to be exact. Standing in front of her under the heavy July rain while carefully taking the cigarette out of her soft lips. Jo Yeong with his navy umbrella. Always managed to find her at her worst, always be there next to her without saying anything because words were usually wasted when you talked to Koo Seo Ryeong.
God, he really ruins cigarettes for her. She throws the whole pack into the trash bin along with the one on her lips.
She hates him so much, it almost makes her want to see him just to say that to his face.
But they do not do things like that anymore.
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When Yeong passed the entrance exam of Corea National University, Seo Ryeong was books deep into her Master degree in Political Science and International Relations. He instantly became popular in the campus for being the King’s closest friend, with rumors about him floating around every lecture that she attended. She studied with Lee Gon for years and never met him or his friends outside, but whenever they talked he always mentioned Yeong’s name and stories about what they did together in the palace.
She listened tentatively to everything he said not because she had a huge crush on him and wanted to be his Queen, as every jealous fangirl in the campus always thought of her, but because she needed to know every deep dark secret of the King of Corea. She knew it would tremendously help her career as a politician in the future. That was the reason why she followed him around like an innocent puppy, the pretty girl with a lovely figure who came from the dirty market and scored the highest grade on the insanely difficult entrance exam. She beat out Gon fair and square, sometimes late at night she even dreamed about taking the throne of his to herself. If people knew about her thoughts, they would laugh at her and spit on her face but frankly, she thought if she wanted it enough, she could be the Queen of Corea. With or without Gon by her side.
When Gon introduced Yeong to her for the first time, she could not read his face at all. She was used to be so good at knowing people after the first meeting, but Yeong stirred her curiosity and she felt strangely intrigued by him. Maybe it was because he did not talk much, he had an incredibly calm expression and most of the times he only looked at Gon. He acted like a well-trained bodyguard around the King, which she found quite hilarious. Gon already had an army walking around him every step, and with Yeong by his side it felt even impossible to her how she could still hang out with them so casually. She and Gon both knew they worked perfectly together as a team. Even when they had zero interest in each other romantically, she earned her place to be by his side and let’s be honest, he would never pass any group project without her insights and intelligence. It took Yeong a while to understand this, he was always careful and silent when she was around. She could feel him trying to crack her facade, as if he was able to see through her 10 year plan of becoming the Prime Minister of Corea.
He did not trust her, and it annoyed her how she cared about that more than she thought.
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It started out with Seo Ryeong simply wanting to earn Yeong’s approval. She tried to ask him personal questions, which he only gave out vague answers that did not satisfy her at all. They even went together to a few field trips exclusively for the university’s top students, and girls followed him around all day hopelessly asking for his phone number. Sometimes he intentionally tried to find Seo Ryeong and asked her to go out for a walk in order to escape their horny fellow students. Everybody seemed to be intimidated whenever they saw her. She made fun of him every single time, “How desperate you are to come to me for help”. Gon never went with them on those trips due to security reasons, obviously. It surprised her how much she enjoyed having Yeong all for herself. He bought her food after their walk and one time somehow they ended up drinking beer together in Gyeongju. He told her about his family, mostly to subdue the awkwardness between them, and even asked her about things she never cared to share with anyone. They were both not a fan of getting deep and personal, their stories ended quickly and strangely left her longing for more. She did not know how to talk to him without sounding premeditated. Only with him did she feel like maybe she was not good enough. Maybe she needed to live life differently, to drop the act and let him see all of her calculations.
That was when she unknowingly started flirting with him a bit. She tried that with Gon years ago until they both realized the true intention of being in each other’s life. Then she did it with Yeong because there seemed to be no other way to get closer to him, she was kind of impatient and definitely not herself. She started drinking a lot around that time because of all the essays she had to write, relationships with important people she had to maintain while staying alert around Yeong and waiting for him to be under her control.
A week before she submitted her final thesis, she did the most stupidly cliche thing ever, and that was drunk calling Jo Yeong while she was out drinking alone. She was fed up with reading and writing and living alone in the city. Most nights she could not sleep peacefully and had no idea when the last time she ate a proper meal. So she drove to the closest bar she could find and drank half a bottle of expensive whiskey which would cost a lot of the money that she made working part time. She counted in her head how many days were left before she could stop with the pretentious studying and actually start working on her long overdue plans. Five glasses led to nine, then some guys came over offering to buy her drinks. She remembered being sober enough to drop mean words and scare most of them away. One guy stuck around for so long and was shamelessly insistent about bringing her home, she had to pull the boyfriend-coming-here-very-soon card. She knew she was completely intoxicated when she pressed his name on her phone. There was no way she would come out of the bar safely if she didn’t call someone she could trust.
“Noona, it’s 2 AM. What’s going on?”, he picked up after a few seconds and said boringly. Like he was about to fall asleep but she appeared out of nowhere and prevented that from happening.
She chuckled, regretting whatever she was doing in the back of her mind, “I don’t know, why don’t you come here and find out?”
“And where are you exactly?”, he signed.
She told him the address, and imagined him wondering why he even answered her call. She was so drunk, the thought of him not coming at all actually scared her. The guy next to Seo Ryeong kept on persuading her to go with him, to leave her fictitious boyfriend behind and stop acting hard to get. She laughed in disgust without batting an eye and continued drinking. The funny thing was none of the guys dared to touch her for too long, she guessed she had that kind of power. Time passed slowly and she was convinced Yeong did not care enough to drive all the way here from the palace to deal with someone he never really trusted. So when he called out her name from behind, she almost fell from the stool where she was sitting. Then everything suddenly happened too quick, too fast.
Yeong held her upright, one hand caressing her face, the other tugging her messy hair behind her ears. He asked for the bill and paid for it. She leaned her head on his chest during the whole card transaction, when he had to sign the bill his arms surrounded her. He was wearing a black linen shirt and dark jeans. Did he always smell this good? She buried her face in his neck absentmindedly and inhaled his scent. She could feel Yeong stopped abruptly in the middle of asking the bartender about something related to her drunken state. He wanted to know if she was alone the whole time, and she kind of imagined him not wanting any guy near her. Then he carried her out the front door, the early summer heat was suffocating and she told him she wanted to lie down somewhere. He quickly put her on the passenger seat of his car and she tugged on his shirt to pull him closer while he was trying to secure the seatbelt.
Seo Ryeong woke up in the morning with the worst headache ever. Her room smelled faintly of vomit. She panicked for exactly 10 seconds while everything from the night before flashing through her mind. She did not remember anything at all after entering Yeong’s car. She still wore the same clothes from last night, covered by her warm blanket. Her room seemed pretty clean, maybe he helped her to the bathroom before she made a mess of herself... For the first time in her life, she wanted to end her existence right there. While trying to grab the phone she saw a bottle of hangover cure on her bedside table. There was a text from him, sent 2 hours ago, “Drink it, cook some soup, text me when you’re awake.”
Could a heart ever get swollen? Because it felt like hers kind of did. She prayed to all the Gods above she did not say anything stupid to him during the drive home.
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it’s been awhile since i wrote a fanfic. i didn’t know i needed to write a fanfic for these 2 incredible characters until i read this by @rain-hat​ - thank you for inspiring me dear. writing this is fun because i kind of know they’ll never be canon lmao. so i just went wild with my imagination. i’ll post part 2 maybe this weekend after the new episodes come out. hopefully there will be some scenes of them together. i literally only watch Eun Chae and Do Hwan’s scenes and skip the rest of this drama. please tell me i’m not the only one! 
title is from From the dining table - my fav song by Harry <3
hope you enjoy this!
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the-wintershade · 4 years
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— never let me go
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pairing: sam wilson x f!reader x bucky barnes summary: he doesn’t want to talk. he doesn’t even want to see you again. wc: 5.8k+ genre: angsty for sure, fluff, cuteness, flirting, sweet boi
Blue Shade: series — masterlist | 05
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Bucky’s eyes are bright and excitable. They are expecting and gracious, like he’s done the thing to finally get the girl, to win the prize, to secure the deal. And it makes you want to wipe the smile right off of his dumb face.
His arms are spread wide and empty, just like how they’ll stay.
“What’s wrong, doll?” He sees the anger contorting around your features. “Aren’t you glad? I chose you.”
There are many things wrong with what he just said, but the part that cuts the deepest is that he was well aware that you knew. He knew you knew and let it just sit there unsaid. Like you were worth nothing to him. Like you were just an accessory.
You didn’t want his love, you didn’t want him. You just thought you needed his approval, that somehow his opinion would solidify your standings and chances with other men. 
But you were wrong, so wrong.
And it desperately ached, ripped your soul to pieces, that it took you this long to figure it out. That you left Sam, beautiful, sweet, encouraging Sam, at his house, eyes hurt and broken as you took off, like he knew that you would choose Bucky over him. 
You weren’t racing over to choose Bucky. You were coming over to end things, to finally face this gaping hole in your chest.
“Why are you back now?” Your words drip with acid and the words push harshly against your closed teeth. You could feel your eyes darkening, morphing into something spiteful and fueled with hate. There’s no point in pretending like everything was fine and pleasant now. The truth was coming out soon enough.
“Doll…” His arms lowered slowly, dramatically, and it burned your skin to think that he was genuinely surprised at your reaction. What if it had been him on the other side of this? What if you had cheated on him? “What are you talking about?”
“What went wrong, Bucky. Why change now?”
He looked down and scoffed, fixing the collar of his jacket while watching you glower, unimpressed at his attempts to charm and welcoming you back to him like he was opening his eyes for the first time instead of realizing you were there the entire time.
“Because...she wasn’t understanding of our arrangement.” The words were about as hard to choke out as it was for you to hear them, but you kept a neutral expression. Arrangement. You were just a guise, something to keep the daring ones interested and the weak ones away. The respectful ones. The girls who knew better than to mess with a man already dating someone else.
“And I am? I’m just sort of business arrangement to you?” Your tone stayed dry and neutral the whole time, not betraying an ounce of the anger you felt.
“Well…” The scratching of the back of his neck was enough to tell you everything he couldn’t.
You folded your arms and gave a pitiful, “ha,” and looked away from those electrifying blue eyes that you fell into that day. The day, years ago, that you would come to regret for some time. They were still beautiful and he was still undeniably handsome, but that meant nothing to you now.
Now you had something lightyears better than before. Someone that was beautiful in more ways than one. Someone who’s internal heart and soul encompassed a mind far more delicate and compassionate than Bucky’s. Bucky was handsome externally, but was an internal bog of self-centered thoughts and actions. 
He wasn’t someone you wanted to stay with.
“Go away.” You ordered, stepping into his personal space to convey the depth of your command. You never broke eye contact; you wanted him to feel every bit of the rage he conveyed in you, every bit of the fury that raised itself in his name. “And don’t come back.”
Bucky’s eyebrows lifted incredulously, like he’d been honestly shocked at your reaction. “What? Why?” His blue eyes felt like ice after knowing the depth and warmth in Sam’s chocolate brown ones. “Come on, Doll.” He scoffed and walked closer to you only to be pushed back by your firm hand against his chest. The touch revolted you, but you stood firm, not allowing your hand to drop. “I thought you’d be happy about this.”
“I don’t want to be second place for you.” Your voice lowered so much, it sounded like a growl. He heeded the warning and took a step back as the weight of your dark, sharp eyes cut against his stunned gaze. Good. Let him recognize what he’s dealing with. “I deserve better. I found someone better.”
The words don’t truly register until after you’ve said it, because this means that you’re ready to admit it out loud. You’re ready to tell the world, and even the person you were almost dating, that you’re ready for things to work out with Sam. 
You’re ready to admit that Sam’s the one for you.
You didn’t school the shock on your face and Sam’s face angled in anger at your response. “It’s him isn’t it?”
“Leave.” 
“He’s just using you, you know.” Bucky stayed rooted in place, but as you walked towards him, his body language altered, changing into showing signs of running and fleeing.
As you come to a stop in front of him, you say one last dumb statement to his face. “Oh, I bet.” You stalk a little closer and he throws his hands up, turning around to leave. 
The buzz that started when he opened his mouth begins to fizzle out, draining your energy and focused concentration. You felt jittery and depleted, like you’d just run a 5k and crossed the tape. That would never happen, of course, you’d already witnessed the results of running with Sam. A running career or even running for leisure would never be for you, but the exaltation and exhaustion that would come with it you could sympathize with.
You opened and closed your apartment door with an extra umph as you tread over to your couch and plopped down, a face of surprise still plastered onto your face. You really said that. Those words were a reality, those words were real.
You scoffed in shock and then quickly reached for your phone, fingers trembling, hands shaking. You needed to call him, to tell him everything that happened, to let him know the truth and that things were over. He was the one. He was the person you wished to spend the rest of your days with.
Your teeth work the bottom of your lip as you pace your leg, waiting for a response, but a generic voicemail greets you, announcing his unavailability and patiently asking you to wait for the beep. You try again, but within seconds you get the same message.
What was he doing?
You try a third time, hoping he’ll pick up and you’ll hear the dazzling deepness of his rich, warm voice, but nothing, clicked right to voicemail. Like he intentionally turned his phone off.
A pit of despair grows in your core. 
You shouldn’t have left him. You should have ignored Bucky and stayed. But if you did that, you wouldn’t be free. Free to live without Bucky so firmly rooted in your side, agonising over your every move and breath. You wouldn’t be able to run to Sam without that chasm separating you two.
But now everything felt wrong.
Agony burrowed into your heart, fretting over the reasons behind dodging your calls. He never ignored you, why start now?
Maybe you should go over there, try to reason with him and make things right. But you knew. You wouldn’t have to reason with him if you didn’t already know the reason.
He thought he lost you. He thinks that you somehow chose jealous zealot Bucky over him. Over your gorgeous ray of light and warmth. That you would choose that horrible man over someone who makes you feel like the most important thing in the world.
You could never, would never. 
But Sam didn’t know how to separate your inability to kiss him out of respect and moral obligation to whatever was going on with Bucky and thinking that you weren’t interested that way. But he must have known; didn’t he see your eyes. Your orbs that pleaded with him for forgiveness and took on a tenderness that could only be attributed to him.
You set your phone down and ran your fingers through your hair, crushed. 
Oh Sam, please forgive me.
Sam doesn’t come to the next dance practice or the next. Your heart grows heavier and heavier each time, tears threatening spill from your closed lids. The others in the class are sympathetic and offer to switch with you in between dances, but you respectfully decline and leave.
On your way to the last practice, little hope flutters inside of your heart. You doubt he’s coming, but you’re not ready to give up on him. You’re not ready to throw in the towel just yet. 
Sam is nowhere in sight when you enter the room and Peggy smiles sympathetically at you, making her way over to give you a hug. “I’m so sorry, (name).” She whispers sweetly, and you return her hug, letting this small gesture wash away the horrible sinking feeling of guilt and regret that hits you like a tidal wave.
“Thanks, Peggy.” You manage to answer her and she steps away to look at you. “How is he?”
“He’s okay. He and Steve have been in contact.” She nods at you and you deflate at the look on her face. That’s all you’re going to get, all she can convey to you. 
“Okay…” You breathe and look down. Peggy rubs your shoulder soothingly and you nearly crumple under her gentle touch. “I just really want to speak to him. He hasn’t returned any of my calls or texts and there’s so much I want to explain to him. So much I need to talk to him about.”
“He just needs some time.” Peggy’s smile is sincere and hopeful, it lifts your spirits ever so slightly. “I know he’ll want to hear everything you have to say. Sam is a good man and he’ll listen; he just needs to be alone right now.”
You nod slightly, but feel better. Peggy was always good at encouragement and knowing the right thing to say. “Do you have a dress?”
“I’ll be there, Peggy. For you and Steve...and Sam.” You smile smugly at her and she gives you one of her signature grins back at you.
“I look forward to having you there on our big day. I know Sam will be happy to see you, whether he admits it or not.” Her happiness bleeds into yours and you begin to leave, feeling more optimistic that things will get better, no matter how hard the climb is right now.
“Thank you, Peggy.”
“You’re family to us now, (name). We’ll always be here for you.”
You nearly cry in your car.
...
You travel all the way to his house. It feels weird being there, after everything that’s happened in the last few days. Your dance together feels like it was just yesterday, like it was just a few hours ago that you were wrapped in his arms, listening to the calming sound of his heart. A heart that you knew and trusted. A heart that you unknowingly held and dropped.
You wanted to fix this. You needed him to see that this was just a misunderstanding. He was the one you chose. He was the one you wanted.
You just hoped that he would let you get the chance to explain.
Tentatively, you walk up the steps, trying to keep your breath even the whole time. Your heart beats erratically at the idea that this could be it, this could be the moment that could change everything. Your hands are already shaking by the time you knock and your breathing is ragged.
You tense, wringing your hands together to stop the nerves and calm the anxiety. It builds to a crescendo, the emotions threatening to burst, but it deflates quickly.
He doesn’t answer the door. 
You take a breath and knock again, but approach the door more closely, almost laying your whole ear against the door. You catch it then, a slight shuffling of feet, and then quiet again, stillness. A broken, quiet sigh escapes your lips and your head feels like it’s a hundred pounds.
He doesn’t want to talk. He doesn’t even want to see you again.
You deserve it. You should never have left the way you did without explaining; you should have told him what you were planning to do.
But you didn’t. 
And now you were sitting here with regret and heartbreak. He may never forgive you or want anything to do with you again. It hurts, it’s a hard pill to swallow, but if that’s what he wants then that’s what you’ll give him. You gulp down the tears and tread back to your car, pulling away in a quick fashion.
You just didn’t notice Sam peeking out the blinds to watch you go.
You write a letter. It’s not the greatest in the world, but it doesn’t have to be. Your apology is brief, but your explanation is very detailed. The piece of paper gives him time to ignore it and read it when he’s truly ready; you just hope he’ll come around.
The banquet hall is perfect. Its glowing chandeliers and sparkling glasses remind you of times long gone and memories uncovered. At the center of the table sit Steve and Peggy, Natasha and Clint sit near the edges, along with Wanda and Vis. 
The seat at Steve’s side remains stubbornly empty. 
You pace around to your seat next to your would-be date. He still refuses to answer any of your previous text messages or calls, but you haven’t tried to contact him in the last day or two. You want to give him the time and space he needs, but it still crushes your soul.
The pang only intensifies as you take your seat, see his name tag, Sam Wilson, and realize he’s not coming. It feels wrong, like a universe without a sun to warm it. It’s cold and empty without him there next to you. Where you’re used to him being.
But that’s the big word, used to. 
You took it all for granted. You made the biggest mistake of your life and with every place you feel his absence, you feel your error more clearly.
Peggy turns and mouths to you, flu, and you nod more out of trying to appease her than belief in that excuse. He’s healthy, you were just at his house and knew he was fine, but you were the source of his disappearance. You were the sickness that he fled so desperately from.
That made everything so much worse.
You buried your head in your hands, raking your fingers through your scalp. You bit your lip to prevent the tears from spilling over, to prevent your emotions to be read plainly on your face.
Taking a breath, you let your body lean back against the seat and pick up your utensils with shaking hands to prepare yourself for the rehearsal dinner you’ll have to sit through.
You spare one last glance at the empty seat beside you and refuse to let your eyes drag to that spot again. 
It’s every bit the nostalgic, traditional, retro inspired design that you imagined it would be. There’s a whole jazz quartet as you walk in, serenading everyone with their inspirational and emotional trumpet player. It’s a whole new world of white and wood and vintage and you love every part of it. It’s so fitting for them and they deserve every happiness in the world.
It took a lot of courage and pep talks before you even considered showing your face at the actual wedding, but you came this far. You wanted to congratulate them and support them on their big day. They’ve been nothing but warm and welcoming to you from the moment you met them, Peggy even considered you family.
Family doesn’t just give up because everything gets hard. They’re there no matter what they're going through. This is you showing up. This is you taking the initiative and hopefully showing them the same love and respect they gave you.
Your hands were sweaty and you palmed them off against the lavender gown you decided on. It was a safer color. The bridesmaids were wearing red and, although you would have preferred to wear something in a mahogany hue, this would be a good compromise. 
You couldn’t ignore the erratic beating of your heart or the way your eyes flashed off the object of your attention to look for your sun. How it was so easy to work through the boring small talk because you weren’t really paying attention at all, your heart was a million miles away and your mind racing through the clouds.
He was captivating your every thought, every breath, every movement. And you couldn’t find a trace of him.
You snuck back behind the bridal dressing room and lost your breath at the sight of Peggy. She was beautiful, as you expected, but she looked like the perfect angel in white. She wrapped you in a warm hug and flashed a dazzling smile as you pulled apart. 
“It’s good to see you here. I’d hoped you’d be here.” The words were just as sweet and sincere as you remembered her to be.
You smiled genuinely, the first time in days, and held her hands tightly in your own. “You look absolutely beautiful. Steve is going to be crying some big man tears when he sees you.”
She laughs and you chuckle with her. “He better. I spent the last three hours getting ready.”
Natasha steps through the door and nods to you, a smirk on her face. “She decides to come anyway. I’ll give it to you, (name), you’ve got tenacity.”
You shake your head and step out of the way as she places the veil right upon Peggy’s dark curls, making sure to weave it like it was a halo on her head. Peggy looks even more breathtaking now. Steve should be sobbing when he sees her.
“Thank you.” She adjusts the piece and for the first time since you’ve known her, you see her hands tremble, her nerves finally getting the better of her. 
“Peggy.” You crouch next to her, placing your hands on her shoulders and giving them a slight squeeze. Her open brown eyes stare at you in the mirror, slightly embarrassed and shaky. “You have nothing to worry about. You’re beautiful, intelligent, strong, and can do anything. Steve is going to be right there, ready to hold you up the moment you step into his arms. We all love you. No one is going to let you fall, especially not the man walking you down the aisle.”
She takes a couple steadying breaths and licks her lips quickly. A small, soft smile forms on her mouth and Natasha places a hand on her shoulder. “What she said. And if he drops you, I’m gonna pick you up, give you the walk you deserve, and then politely kick his ass.”
Peggy laughs. “Oh I don’t doubt it.” She sighs and gives both of your hands a tight squeeze. “Thank you.”
You answer her with smiles that convey much more than words could ever have.
Your leg bounces traitorously in your seat on the pew as you wait for the ceremony to start. Nerves from anticipating watching the most beautiful woman you’ve met leads to your hasty movement but a stronger sort of anxiety coils around your stomach and sends it churning uncontrollably. 
In the back of your mind, you really hope Sam is here to support Steve and Peggy of course, but it also gives you a chance to explain in person, where things can’t get muddle over text.
That’s when you see white suits travel down the aisle and your breath gets stuck in your chest. Your heart jolts and then speeds, racing uncontrollably while you pointedly avert your eyes. You can’t be caught staring; that wouldn’t be your proudest moment.
You pretend to be interested in the carpeting when you catch the hint of dark skin sticking out of a white suit and your eyes flash without warning towards its source. Sure enough, there he is, in all of his beautiful glory and you’re rendered speechless again at the sight of him. He’s handsome. That’s all your brain can compute at the moment.
To explain the source of its lapse in processing, he’s watching you, almost as if he’d been searching for you, discreetly in the crowd and spotted you by chance. You can’t break eye contact and your heart still beats incredibly hard and rapid, like you’ve been sprinting.
It feels like a lifetime has passed before you regain enough mental fortitude to look away, but your eyes are pulled back to him like a magnet. You manage to resist the pull as he walks to his place, but your gazes draw together like they were never meant to be apart.
He’s not mad, not in the way you thought he would be, but he seems relieved and upset at the same time, that slight furrow still set between his eyes. His stare probs yours intensely, searching for answers that you can’t give at the moment. 
You just admire him, glad to see him healthy and in-person. That’s all you needed. You’d be content with just this, even if you never got the chance to see him again. This was more than enough for you.
When Peggy began her walk (and Steve’s eyes were red after she took three steps down the aisle), it was incredibly hard to break eye contact, as if you were afraid that if you looked away now, you would never be able to see him again. Your breath returns for a moment; you are able to concentrate on your bodily functions again and the buzz starts wearing off.
You take an opportunity to share a smirk with Peggy, watching as her steps are perfect and precise, practiced and elegant. There’s no way she’s going to fall. She’s too confident to let anyone have to hold her up or support any of her weight. That’s the Peggy you knew, even in the short time you’ve known her.
You glance back at Sam and see him softly smiling in your direction. You sever the connection to avoid him from seeing your face turn an unseemly shade of red.
Peggy makes it up the steps and into Steve’s arms and now the blonde man is smiling through his tears, sniffing and blinking rapidly. You allow yourself a short laugh before you look back at Sam. He chuckles in their direction as well, but glances quickly towards you, eyes furrowed and searching for something?
He looks beside you, behind you, and even in the back of the chapel before he stares at you again. A question lingers in the air as he squints at the open seat next to you and then shifts his gaze back to yours. You tilt your head in a quizzical manner. What is he talking about?
He does it one more time, more dramatically, and you break eye contact to process what he’s trying to hint at. Seat open next to you, no one else here that you should have a connection to besides the bridal party and Sam, maybe waiting for someone? Or someone missing?
Bucky. 
He’s wondering where Bucky is.
You look back to show him that he’s not a part of your life any more, but now the ceremony has begun and the time for silent communication is over.
It’s gorgeous and you couldn’t be happier for them, but an intense feeling of obligation makes your movements more jerky as you sit to witness the wedding. Sam only spares one look at you, trying his best to appear the picture of concentration and focus.
You start counting your breaths until the kiss happens, which you cheer excitedly with everybody else, your enthusiasm overshadowing the intense will to speak to Sam.
Then, as the bridal party starts to exit, Sam spares another glance your way, making the same eye movements. You shake your head vigorously in denial. Bucky isn’t and won’t be with you today and that’s how desperately you wanted him to know that. You nearly got whiplash from how hard you shook your head, but you needed him to see that the Bucky thing was long gone.
He frowns. 
Then he turns and offers his arm to another bridesmaid to escort her down the aisle.
You take a deep breath and close your eyes. Was it not the answer he wanted? Did he read the note? Does he even believe me? Your confidence took a huge hit, but you stood to take your turn walking out of the building and tried to keep your head up. Your eyes would say a different story, but at least your walk wouldn’t give room for any questions.
The crowd guides you the building over, where the real events are happening, and you play the happy wedding goer. You don’t really know anyone in the crowd, but you take time to smile and look at the scenery, the luscious trees, the white flowers contrasting the deep brown wood, the way the white lengths of fabric catch and twirl in the air. 
It distracts you, at least long enough to make it to the building without wallowing in self-pity.
You’re just about to walk in (you’re determined to stay through the entire evening, no matter how bad the Sam situation might get), when a hand rests gently on your elbow. You’re about to turn around completely, but notice the deep brown hue of the hand’s skin tone and know immediately who’s got a hold of your arm.
He gently steers you just out of earshot of other people and releases you. You look at him, hoping to see some happiness or relief there, but find none. He pointedly avoids eye contact. His arms are folded tightly over his chest.
“What happened?” The words are coated in sour flavor; you can taste bitterness on your tongue. “I thought prince charming came running back.”
You see all of it, the hurt, the betrayal, the broken bond. Everything that helped create this amazing space between you two, thrown away in an instant. But, as much as it caused you intense agony to see him this way, you knew that you had made your choice. 
You were willing to fight for it and that meant standing your ground against his cold demeanor.
“I turned him down.” 
His eyes flash over to you and he leans in closer, as if he didn’t understand the words you said. A jolt lights up in your core, but you swallow it down, trying to stay focused.
“What?” It’s nearly a hiss, but the tension isn’t as overbearing as it used to be. It’s calmed down considerably and for the first time in your few minutes of interaction, you notice a subtle thawing.
“I turned him down.”
Deep creases cut his forehead, but his face is smoother in places that are tells for you. His eyes aren’t flat or pinched; they’re open, watchful, like when he’s analyzing something. “Why?”
You watch him, smirking ahead of your next words. His eyes grow larger with surprise and confusion. “Because, I already found someone better.”
You’re held in the suspension of time as he processes the emotions running through his system. Jolts still skirt through you as he continues to stare, but his eyes melt. Over time a small smile reaches his mouth. Slowly, he reaches for your hand and presses a warm kiss to the back of it.
Your knees feel like jello.
“Well,” His eyes dazzle you and you knew in that moment, you would do anything he asked, anything at all. “There’s hope for you yet Coffee Girl.”
He doesn’t let go of your hand, but tugs you along with him, keeping you firmly rooted at his side. It’s not controlling or possessive, rather loving and protective. You’re happy to stay as close as he wants. 
Elation doesn’t even come close to the obvious relief you feel in your bones, in your soul. His warmth bleeds into your hands like it should; everything feels right.
But he accepted you so quickly. As good as it feels to be back by his side, you wonder why he would accept your explanation so swiftly. Something else must be going on here.
“Sam.” You gently call his name as you stand together, watching the first dance of the bride and groom. 
His face tilts in your direction, a lingering grin still on his features. “Hmm?”
Your core ignites at his deep hum and you blink a second to clear your head. “Did you read my letter?”
He sobers, his facial features evening out, but a small smile still holds his lips suspended. He brushes a lock of hair from your cheek to behind your ear, softly skimming your skin. It leaves a pleasant trail of warmth behind. 
He nods in response, a knowing smirk on his face. 
You pretend to be outraged and swat him playfully on the shoulder. “Sam! You read my letter and still did all this to me?”
“Well, a guy’s gotta be sure. I didn’t really know what was going on at the time and I didn’t know if you would eventually go back on what you said in the letter about breaking up with him. About me.” His grin sends a burst of heat rushing through your core. “So, I had to play it tough and safe, for me.”
Your face falls and you look away in shame. “I’m so sorry Sam. I didn’t mean to cause you so much pain over this whole thing.” You squeeze his hand and turn to him as he looks away. “I just realized how much I was worth. Being around you helped, you made me feel so special and seen and understood, and it helped, but when I looked around and saw what a beautiful example of what real love could look like, I recognized that I didn’t have anything to prove any more. I didn’t have to prove my worthiness, because there were people out there that saw it before I could.”
He’s smiling down at you now. 
Before he can say anything, it’s time to get out on the floor and do the job you were originally there for. You and Sam take your places, he pulls you close, and you hold on tight to his hand, like he’s a lifeline. “I’m wearing the wrong color.” You mention as you glance around and see the burgundy dresses around you.
“You’re perfect.” He whispers and your eyes lock, just like it did in the chapel, just like they were magnets. A shock buzzes through your hands, but you don’t have to fight it now. You let it wake you up, let it bring you two closer.
Your cheeks burn hot at his incessant eye contact, but you don’t look away.
You never look away once, even as he dips you and twirls you around like you practiced, even when you trade partners, even when your steps are so insync that you could close your arms and dance with him, you’re looking at him every second, every moment. 
Everytime.
The beach greets you with a gentle roaring as your footfalls line up perfectly. Your fingers are interlaced and the quiet wraps you together in a world of your own, just for you two.
Stars twinkle. The moon casts a soft glow on the water. The night brings its secretive but alluring energy. You’re here with Sam. 
He squeezes your hand. 
“How are the dreams?” You voice softly, so as not to disturb the storm of horrific images in his mind.
He sighs and tugs you closer so he can wrap an arm around you. “I don’t think they’ll ever leave for good, but they’re quieter now.”
You nod and bury into his side, breathing in his woodsy scent and his comforting touch. “I think it’s because of you.”
You feel Sam’s face look to yours, but you only smile and wrap your arms around him while you continue your pace down to the edge of the boardwalk.
His temperature warms.
The breeze is cooler here, still warm but carrying a bite at the end. Sam tries to give his jacket completely to you, but you lightly press his arm. “I’ll move closer. That way it’ll cover us both.” As you sit, you stay as close as you can to him while he drapes his jacket over you both.
He laughs as you smile like a little kid. “It’s only a jacket.”
“It’s your jacket.”
Your warm, soft eyes watch as he adjusts it, his harder angles and lines interplaying beautifully with his soft cheeks and smooth skin. He’s a masterpiece. Too gorgeous for the world. “You’re beautiful,” You murmur unconsciously.
A deep flush crosses his cheeks as he watches you skeptically. The contrast is hysterical. “I’ll take that as a compliment.” 
You curl your head into the crook of his neck. “Stop playing.” You giggle as you close your eyes and you feel him chuckle with you. It vibrates through your cheek and you smile in perfect content.
After you sit next to each other for a few hours, he helps you stand up, careful to watch your dress and get you on your feet without falling. You thank him with a small blush and move to go back to the car (you’ll get your own tomorrow) when Sam pulls you against his chest, his face serious.
“Hold on.” He whispers and slowly leans in. You move closer and only when he’s sure you want this too does he crash his lips against yours. His full lips are soft, but they roam and press into yours with fervour, a fiery jolt going all the way down to your toes. Your brush your fingers against his hair and his fingers splay against your cheek, pulling you closer with intensity. The last kiss feels like a feather and your closed eyes flutter open slowly.
Your lips are red and very puffy, as are his. “Finally,” He breathes and keeps your foreheads together for a moment, before pressing one last lingering kiss right behind your ear. Your breath hiccups.
He smirks deliberately and weaves your fingers together, pressing his lips against your hand again. “So, see you in class on Monday?”
You push him away playfully, but he makes sure to wrap an arm around you as you walk back, his lips pressing swiftly and warmly against your temple.
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Hii. Can I request a sapnap & dream x reader (not poly but mutual flirting between the reader and them) where she’s a waitress at a bar and they come in and she recognizes them and instantly freaks out cause she watches their streams (she recognizes sapnap first and panics when she realizes that must be dream next to him so she turns around and asks if he’s ok with her seeing his face or smthin like that and he says it’s ok?? Idk lol do what u want w that part). At her break they offer for her to sit with them have a couple drinks and chill so she does and gets super flustered cause they’re both a lot better looking in person and she simps for them rlly bad and they recognize that?? This has been stuck in my head for awhile lol, hopefully this isn’t too specific. I love your fics btw🥺🥺
Hello of course I can I hope you in joy:)
Pairing: dream & sapnap x reader (not poly)
Also I’m gonna make it where instead of being a bar they are at a cafe.
Flirt (sapnap&dream X reader)
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-Y/N’s POV-
I sat behind the counter of the small cafe I worked at. I waited for people to come in that I could help. I was giving coffee to the older couples that would come in. I was making more coffee when two men walked in “find yourself a seat I’ll be with you in just a sec!” I called out and heard them say a slight ok muffled behind there masks. I gave an older lady some coffee and then walked over to the men who had came in “hello how may help yo- omg your sapnap,” I said and put a piece of hair behind my ear and he smiled. I looked over to the other guy “holy shit your dream,” I said looking away mainly because I knew how he felt about people seeing his face. “Yeah we are Also you don’t have to look away hun I’m fine with you seeing me,” dream said and I looked at him my face was on fire for blushing so hard. “Ok Um as I was saying how may I help you?” I asked and tried to keep my cool. They ordered what they wanted and I walked behind the counter heading to the break room to calm down.
-Sapnap’s POV-
“She was adorable,” dream said with a chuckle and I nodded my head in agreement. We sat there waiting for our food I texted George and played iMessage games with quackity. I saw her walk out and help the older people and talk to her coworkers “we should ask her to sit with us and get coffee when she’s on break,” I said and looked up at dream “yeah that seems nice,” he smiled at me and then I looked back down at my phone.
-Y/N’s POV-
I walked over to the boys and put there food on the table “ok is there anything else you two would want,” I asked and fixed my mask a little bit. They looked at each other than at me smiled “well we were wondering if on your break if u wanted to come sit with us a drink coffee or something?” Sapnap asked at I smiled “of course,” I smiled and looked at him. “Ok cutie see you during break,” dream said and I smiled while walking away I had like ten minutes till than so I kinda just sat at the counter talking to the older couple that always came in.
-10 minutes later-
I clocked off for my break and walked over to them. Sapnap let me sit on his side and we just talked “so how long have you been working here?” Dream asked and smiled at me “well I’ve been working here since I was 16 and I’m 19 now so like 3 years,” I smiled softly and played with my hands. I was getting so nervous I was around the two men that I have had a crush on for the longest time “so ever thought of streaming?” Dream asked and I looked at him “yeah I do sometimes with my friends her and I stream all the time,” I smiled and looked down “You should stream with us sometime,” dream said and I smiled “I would love to,” I said and looked at him “Ok give me your phone and i’ll give you my number than later we can play on the SMP,” he smiled and I put my number in and he then handed me his phone so I could put my number in “ok we hate to do this but we need to go i’ll text you later and we can play,” he smiled and they got up putting the tip on the table and got up to pay. 
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Catch her stare, make brief eye contact. And below's the genuinely alpha assassin technique, offer a mild smile and avert. Right here's why this basic motion is so efficient. The gentle smile is an acknowledgement that you suched as the eye get in touch with while the look away signals that you're not a hopeless, weird weirdo.
It's a good way to build a little trust and a great deal of interest. Leading state, hi, I'm beardy dough. K people. Commonly ask what to do when they've made eye get in touch with, what's the best means to actually come close to a girl without being all odd and also creepy. But you would like to know exactly just how to grab women the simple way?
Well, yeah. Should I resemble super good and compliment her clothing or something? No beardy individuals it's a lot more essential than that. Do not be the nice guy. It's the fast lane to the close friend area. The easiest technique is to simply be yourself and also be authentic. As well as the simplest means to break the ice is to just say hi, present yourself and put out your hand for a good friend handshake.
Is it really that easy? K? Yep. It's really that simple. Beardy anything else is just newfangled. Pick-up lines and unsolicited compliments can work really well when completely executed in the best situation, but they can likewise backfire and also epically fail. Just keep it straightforward. When you fulfill a girl for the very first time by introducing on your own and also ask some simple inquiries to obtain the conversation rolling.
If the conversation's going well, you're obtaining her to smile as well as you're still into her. I indicate, allow's not act you haven't started talking to somebody and then transformed your mind. After that start operating in a little flirtation to allow her understand you're into her. The top indicator that she's not into you that many men miss out on.
Okay. Beardy currently I'm extremely fascinated. What's one of the most typical indication that she's not right into you that many guys miss? Well, allow's simply see you see a woman you like she's showing open body language indicators towards you. Smiling. Generally all right stuff we have actually discussed, all the earths are lining up as well as you head over to introduce yourself.
And also trigger up some tantalizing discussion when, when you're hit with a cold, hard block and also nothing, just a cloud of shateringly awkward discussion and also adverse body movement, you understand, like w T I have actually just occurred. All the signs were right there. Well, fellows, there is a particular percent of ladies around that might express an interest.
Yet who may not actually be readily available at the time. These are women that are usually interested as to whether the turf is greener. Maybe they're in a relationship. That's not going so well. Or maybe they simply left relationship and also they aren't ready to meet new individuals. Whatever the reason, the vital thing is to remember, it's not you it's them, yet here's how to weed them out of the group.
Following time you'll capture all the right indications. You made the eye get in touch with and also exchange the quick smile, pause for a moment and watch just how she reacts quickly after eye call or right prior to you make your action. As she begins to position herself far from you or put her back in the direction of you. It's a clear indicator that she's not quite https://skutecznypodryw2.godaddysites.com all set to satisfy.
The most effective point you can do in this scenario is to find an opportunity to offer her one more soothing smile and also to show her that you understand, yet you'll be right over right here just in case she transforms her mind. Gents, this is man Teligent today. We're showing you the 10 indicators that a girl wants you to find talk to her.
As well as because we don't desire you to review the indicators wrong as well as go in at the wrong time, we're likewise showing you the one point that must inform you. She certainly doesn't wish to talk to you. So below are the 10 indications a lady desires you to come as much as her. Plus the something that assures she doesn't. Number 10, the preliminary room check.
There's a lot of things that ladies will certainly do if they do not seem like chatting, they'll cross their arms, they'll consider their phone. And also above all, they will not care. That's around them, including you, which suggests if you catch a woman understanding who's nearby by scanning across the space, that may be the first indication that she's open to being come close to.
Number 9. She promotes vulnerability, whether it's deliberate or unintentional, when a female really wants to flirt. One of the first thing she'll do is show that she trust funds you. As well as what far better way to do that than to show you her neck? It seems insane, but the reality is subjecting her neck to individuals she's interested in is biologically hardwired into her body movement.
Number eight. She establishes the interception because there simply aren't that numerous ways she can make it any kind of much easier for you. If actually wishes to see to it that you don't leave without chatting. One point she'll do is hover nearby. So there's no chance for you to miss her. Generally, she sets a trap and assurances that you end up talking with her, which means if you miss it, there might not be an additional chance like that one for you to find say hi, number seven, when you look, she praying.
Grooming is when a girl touches herself as much as make herself a lot more eye-catching. And also when there's chemistry airborne, it's something that almost every girl does instantly. So if it feels like whenever you check out her, she's repairing her hair, adjusting her clothes, or even does something like cleansing her glasses.
It may be since she can't help, however love the idea of you taking a look at her. Number six hair play. Well, it might not be a guarantee for all females. If a woman cat stopped having fun with her hair, when she's in your line of vision, it may be due to the fact that she's really feeling a little awkward as well as worried about you seeing her.
As a matter of fact, some ladies might get so flustered that they also presume regarding put it up in a bun or ponytail without also thinking of it. Number 5 subjected dangers. Well, it may seem unexpected and can absolutely be difficult to catch. If you observe that you maintain seeing her threats facing your instructions. That could simply be a little of biology at the workplace and also a classic indicator that she wants to speak since just like a woman might place her neck on display screen for a guy she wants to talk to presenting her wrists is one more means women might subconsciously invite interest from guys.
And also it's something that most individuals instinctively react to. Number 4, not so hiddens mile. Is she grinning or is she not? That's the video game girls understand you'll wish to play. And among the ways they'll utilize to obtain you to find say hi, So if it looks like she just can't quite appear to contain her smile after checking out you.
That's most likely due to the fact that she recognizes you're looking and also intends to launch a fun flirtation filled discussion. Currently, one point to bear in mind below is that eye get in touch with is very important because without it, you may find out genuine fast that her smile really wasn't suggested for you. Just a quick break to remind you that at the end of this video clip, we're going to show you one thing that a girl doesn't want you to approach her.
So to make sure you do not approach her at the incorrect time, stay tuned till the end of the video clip. Now let's finish with the last three on our list. Number three, the last ditch look about when a lady detects the clock is ticking and she might be losing her chance to talk with you. One of the last points she'll do is what's called the look about.
As one of the much more hopeless techniques a female may employ the look about includes a female randomly strolling up before a person quiting and also showing up confused almost as if she's looking for something, but can not rather discover it unusual but efficient. So if you see a lady arbitrarily looking for something directly in front of you, the thing she searching for is most likely your attention.
Number two, singing distance broadcasting. Like sending signals out right into space to see that picks up on them. Vocal distance broadcasting is when a female says something out loud that only you could grab in practice. Proximity broadcasting is the singing matching to the look about, and is among the extra desperate and strange points a woman might do to obtain a man to speak with her.
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So if you hear a woman say something that just you can potentially listen to, she might be making an effort to tempt you into a discussion. Top confirmation level, eye get in touch with, whether it's because some guys are creepy concerning eye get in touch with or because it's just that very easy for ladies to emit the wrong impression.
Ladies in fact invest a great deal of time purposely avoiding eye contact with men, which suggests if you locate a lady staring at you as well as smiling for two to three weeks seconds, you can practically ensure that your approach is clear for departure.
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On guard. If a strategy from you is the last point a woman wants. She'll tell you to obtain lost prior to you also attempt by actually securing herself with something. She may stand behind a pal or a furniture, or she may just fold her arms. However if you see her physically placing something in between you as well as her, that should inform you that that minute is not the moment to approach men.
Those are the five hottest signs that she desires you to speak to her. Plus the one sign that she's not quite prepared that many men, miss hope you enjoyed this video. Do not neglect to click like as well as subscribe. Many thanks for seeing.
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