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I have the overwhelming urge to write a Jim Halpert fanfic. Not sure if I wanna make it x reader or x OC…

If anyone out there would read it, leave a heart or comment! I’d love to know if there is even an audience for that kind of fic

#the office #jim halpert #jim halpert x reader #jim halpert x oc #the office fanfiction

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Hi friends! I know it's been awhile since I've posted on here. I have been working on a Jean Kirstein x OC fic that I'm really passionate about! If any of ya'll love Jean and want to check it out, please let me know what you think!!

xoxo

#jean kirstein #jean kirstein x oc #aot fanfiction #aot anime #attack on titan #fanfic #ao3 link

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Levi, after his long nap, watching Jean beat the shit out of Reiner and wondering why the cart titan is having soup with them :

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Oop just saw this hehe

@howlinchickhowl tagged me to do the MOST ADORABLE LIL PICREW <33 I love it sm 🥰❤️

This is me all ready to go on a date w my lilypad gf @mickeymilkovichenthusiast <3

Tagging: @tectonicduck (ofc 😌) @gardenerian @whatwouldmickeydo @celestialmickey @mickeymilkovichenthusiast @mickeymilkovichapologist @rereadanon @buffymilkovich @grumpymickmilk @gallawitchxx @7x10mickey @squirrelfund @greggster @yeah-all-of-it @good-then-dont @tiacky @hoe-smad @lethargicmick @smokey-mickey @stagefoureds @xninetiestrendx @milkimick @iansw0rld @iansfreckles if you guys wanna do it too 🥰

[buckysflannelpajamas]

This is how I get almost all of my ideas

does anyone else daydream & make up fake scenarios to fall asleep to, then realise that that would be an amazing book plot 🧐😅

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Ah I love this it’s so cute! I like to keep mine darker colors🖤 idk who else to tag tho 🥸

TAG GAME!

WHATS YOUR LOCKSCREEN AND HOMESCREEN WALLPAPER?!?!

Lockscreen:

Wallpaper:

No pressure tags:

@cookiefics @riniackerman @yuujispinkhair @cyancherub @xx-tiny-dinosaur-xx

#tagged in #yes flappy bird is still downloaded on my phone #no I don’t think it works #yes I refuse to delete it

[buckysflannelpajamas]

Seriously it will be the best decision you will ever make

ARCHIVE YOUR FIC ON AO3 FOR ETERNAL GLORY

It physically pains me to see people post awesome fanfiction to tumblr and nowhere else. Tumblr moves so fast! By tomorrow people who didn’t look in a tag at the right moment won’t know it existed. By next week even people who did read it won’t be able to find it back to reread. Finding anything on tumblr via search function is practically a fluke. For all intents and purposes, your hard work has a halflife of about a week at most.

PUT YOUR WORK ON AO3 WHERE IT CAN LIVE ETERNALLY, I BEG YOU

People who come into that fandom in a month, a year, even a decade will be able to find your work!

People can bookmark it!

People can rec it to others!

People can reread it into infinity! (and people like me can do that and comment every time!)

You can get comments & kudos until the endtimes because people will keep finding your work! (seriously I still sometimes get new people finding and loving my work from ~2013)

And best of all, people can SUBSCRIBE to your work so they will get email about new chapters and stories! (I’m seeing people do manual ‘Tag you in the next chapter’ lists and seriously, physical pain, this wheel has already been invented and it is rolling beautifully)

PLEASE LET ME BOOKMARK YOUR FIC I BEG YOU

“But I need an invite for AO3!”

Yes, and the waiting list is currently 2-3 days. That’s hardly worth not doing this for, right?

“But I only read fic, I don’t post it”

here is a post on why having an account just to read fic is also very worth it!

Lately I’ve been the tumblr person who jumps onto people who post cool fic to tumblr and going HEY HAVE YOU POSTED THIS TO AO3, YOU REALLY SHOULD, HIT ME UP FOR AN INVITE CODE and I hereby invite all you fellow fic readers and posters to join me into spreading the good word.

Please reblog this and tag your favourite fandoms and pairings! Spread this post to the people who need to see it! Save great fic from the tumblr void!

[buckysflannelpajamas]

Hi all. Going to try to work more on “Mommy? Sorry. Mommy?” As soon as I can. I’m pretty sick right now so it’s taking me a bit longer than I’d like. Sending my love <3

#sick during Christmas #i hate this 🙃 #aot #fanfic writers be like

[buckysflannelpajamas]

For real tho

what I wanna say when I reblog a fic I like: you're so talented and this work is a masterpiece. every sentence paints an image in my mind so beautiful that reading this is like walking through a fine art museum. your dialogue is natural yet thrilling and your descriptions are poetic. the characters are fascinating, the plot is exciting, and the ending left me speechless. you should take so much pride in your writing because it is exquisite.

what I end up saying because I have no brain cells: OMGGG this was so good!!

what I wanna say when I'm replying to a comment someone left on one of my works: I want you to know that your comment lifted my spirits and stirred my inspiration. I smiled when you described the things you liked and the memes and emojis you used made me laugh. it warms my heart to share my work with people and knowing you felt any sort of emotional response to my writing makes me feel like the most important person in the world in the smallest but most vital way. I would give up everything to be able to spend my entire life writing things that make you happy.

what I end up saying because I have no brain cells: oh wow thank you so so much I'm happy you enjoyed it!!

[buckysflannelpajamas]

to whoever needs this right now…

your comfort character is so damn proud of you and the person you’ve become.

your comfort character would choose you first. no matter the circumstances.

your comfort character would drop everything to help you when you’re feeling sad, unloved or lonely.

your comfort character would walk to the ends of the earth if it meant seeing you happy.

your comfort character thinks you are the most stunning person in the universe. that new outfit you don’t think you look good in? they’d fight you just to prove just the opposite, to prove how beautiful/handsome/attractive you are - inside and out.

your comfort character can’t help but look at you like you put the stars in the sky.

your comfort character is always there if you need to get away. bad home life? they’ve got you. friend troubles? they’re on their way as we speak. just having a rough day? not to worry, they’re here to calm you down.

your comfort character always listens to what you have to say. they’d yell for everyone to shut up so you could have your turn to talk, no matter the topic.

your comfort character never lets you walk behind everyone on the sidewalk. they’re right beside you, always.

your comfort character loves you more than anything in this world. they think you’re the strongest person they’ve ever met, and hope that you always keep fighting.

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Mommy? Sorry. Mommy?

Y/n's Group

Fun Facts/Background

-Y/n went to high school with Berty and Reiner but had a falling out (in LA)

- Y/n moved to New York at 18 to model full time

-Ymir and Y/n meet each other while staying in a models apartment (NYC)

-Mika and Ymir met at a coffee shop Mika worked at when Ymir defended her from a rude middle aged woman

-Ymir introduced Mikasa to Y/n and the three became roommates after Y/n and Ymir left the model apartment

-The three had a goldfish that died when Ymir forgot to feed it for a week (Mika and Y/n were out of town)

-They decided to move to LA on a whim after Y/n decided to take a break from modeling (due to the toxic industry)

-Ymir quit in solidarity and is now a photographer

- Historia's parents are famous designers

-Ymir and Hisu met when her parents hired her to be the photographer for a shoot

-Ymir and Hisu got a place together so now Sasha is Mika and Y/n's new roomate

-They met Sasha at Levi's (Mikasa's cousin) Tea shop where she works as the pastry chef

- Sasha has gained a decent sized following from appearing in videos and pictures with the other girls

-Y/n, Mika, and Levi plan to go on a tea tasting trip sometime in the future

#jean kirstein x reader #jean kirstein #levi ackerman #attack on titan #aot #historia reiss #ymir fritz #mikasa ackerman #sasha braus #smau #attack on titan smau #aot smau #YouTuber jean #tiktoker!reader #mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy?

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SMAU Masterlist

Jean Kirstein~

Mommy? Sorry. Mommy?

~ Y/n’s Group ~ Jeans Group~(coming soon) ~

Considering I will be using tons of different photos for this I am putting a link to my Pinterest page that I have all the photos on so that any artist attached to it will get credit.

SMAU Photos

Disclaimer: I downloaded all photos from Pinterest so I can’t say for certain if the Artist is correctly listed by the original poster.

Chapter1

Famous YouTuber!Jean x Famous Tiktoker!Reader (fem!reader)

Summary: Y/n started modeling as a young teen, and after years of trying to ‘make it’ (despite its heavy blow to her mental health) she decided take a break. When she first posted on tiktok she was only using the platform to vent. Little did she know that one 15 second video of her pranking her popular streamer friend Mikasa would launch her into the public eye. More specifically, Jean Kirsteins’ eye…

A/N: Reader inserts are a bit more challenging in a smau because it shows Y/n’s social media. I originally imagined creating an OC (a girl with strawberry blonde hair) for this so pictures of Y/n will all look similar. But for written portions of the story I will refrain from using physical descriptors.

#smau #attack on titan #attack on titan smau #aot #reader insert #jean kirstein #jean kirstein x reader #YouTuber!jean #tiktoker!reader #mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy?

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Mommy? Sorry. Mommy?

I have recently Fallen in love with social media AUs so I decided to try and make one! Let me know if you want this to be a series :)

Famous YouTuber!Jean x Famous Tiktoker!Reader

Summary: Y/n started modeling as a young teen, and after years of trying to ‘make it’ (despite its heavy blow to her mental health) she decided take a break. When she first posted on tiktok she was only using the platform to vent. Little did she know that one 15 second video of her pranking her popular streamer friend Mikasa would launch her into the public eye. More specifically, Jean Kirsteins’ eye…

Ps. Please let me know what apps and websites to use to make these cause the ones I’m finding aren’t that great 😭

Chapter 1 ?

#jean kirstein #jean kirstein x reader #attack on titan #attack on titan smau #smau #social media au #aot #aot au #let me know if you want more of this #YouTuber!jean #tiktoker!reader #mikasa ackerman #connie springer #eren yager #levi ackerman #sasha braus #historia reiss #mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy? #ymir fritz

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You know, if you’re thinking about sending someone a nice message and you’re unsure because you’re shy or whatever, just do it anyway. This world lacks so much kindness, and I see people all the time talking about why receiving a sweet message was the highlight of their day. If you have the ability to literally make someone’s day by taking a moment to say a few nice words like, just do it.

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Ok sooo about your last post,,, I simp for Reiner and I would be in the Garrison Regiment. I'm quite extraverted and easy-going, I love having conversations with basically everyone about everything (especially philosophical debates). I'm more a listener than a talker, my friends say I'm the psychologist of the group. Actually I'm insecure about me so I usually avoid talking about myself until I feel really comfortable with the other person. I hardly ever get emotional or scared or panicked but it's easy to make me laugh. I'm really open minded, I love new experiences but I dislike schedules and routine. I love drawing, writing, listening to new music, watching movies and anime and taking care of animals and plants.

I hope it's not too long and that my English isn't bad 😭 thank you 💚

Your English is very good! I would have thought you were a native speaker.

Reiner is an amazing choice😍 I simp for him too… Well I simp for pretty much all my AOT boys but whatevs lol

-friends to lovers (an underrated trope that I love)

-I see you and Reiner as the mutually pinning friends that don’t realize you both have feelings for eachother

-it was a semi-slow burn

-you two DEFINITELY have like some sort of secret handshake or something similar

-you being a listener and the psychologist of your group is perfect

-cause we know the poor boy needs therapy

-when you two first started getting to know each other he would ask you advice under the guise of it being for “his friend”

-definitely a “so I have this friend” type of guy who thinks it’s not obvious that he is actually talking about himself

- but in reality it’s SUPER obvious

-he complements you a lot

-and half the time he’s so casual about it

-he’ll just be talking to another soldier and mention how great you are

-it’s very hard for him to have any conversation without bringing you up

- #puppylove

-but when he complements you on how pretty you are he can barely form a full sentence

-this man blushes like crazy

-his whole face turns pink

-also has no idea how to respond when you complement him

- cause poor baby low key hates himself😢

-likes to ask you questions like “what’s the meaning of life?” and “can people be born evil?”

- sometimes asks questions just to hear you talk

-he gives surprisingly good advice

-honestly he needs to take his own advice sometimes

-he’s glad that you are in the garrison and not the scouts

-but would honestly prefer you to be an MP or a civilian

-he wants to keep you away from all danger even though he knows you can take care of yourself

-man would probably be concerned over you getting a paper cut

-he absolutely loves hearing you laugh

-it seriously makes him so happy when you laugh at his jokes

-cause most people don’t think he’s funny

- he’s big on holding hands and no one can convince me otherwise

ANIME SPOILERS BELOW - possibly for all seasons

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- 100% betrays Marley for you

-he’s very conflicted at first

-originally wanted you to join him

- But eventually realizes that Marley would never allow you to live

- idk how weddings are done in that universe but…

- if y’all got married I definitely see him encouraging you to have a large wedding

- but will definitely be really nervous when he sees all the people there

-“angel, why did we have to invite all these people?”

-“rei… almost everyone here was invited by you.”

- his pet name for you is definitely angel

I hope you enjoy the headcannons!

#reiner braun #request #aot #attack on titan #headcanon #ships

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Bleeding Hearts

Summary: Being Tony Starks daughter has its pros and cons. One of the pros being you get to live with your best friends, the Avengers. One of the cons you will soon find out is having to deal with the one and only, James Buchanan Barnes...

Takes place during the imaginary time after Civil War where everyone love in the tower and goes through to Endgame.

Trigger warning: Talks of depression/depressing thoughts

Chapter 5

2nd person POV

Fading. That's how you describe the feeling when you start to stoop into a depressive episode. You can feel your emotions fading to numbness, and eventually an all encompassing emotional down. Each avenger has their own way of trying to help you through it. Honestly you want to be left alone for the most part, alone to dwell in the sadness you think you deserve. It was harder when you first decided to move back into the tower after living on your own when you had been released from the hospital. In the beginning, you couldn't even get a moment alone. But eventually everyone got into a pattern of how they help you deal with your depression.

Wanda and Vision make you baked goods. Mainly strawberry cupcakes. Wanda comes to deliver them to your room every morning, and subtly implies she will be going shopping later and hinting at you coming. It worked a total of one time. But after having a mental breakdown in the Gucci dressing room you realized it probably wasn’t best for you to be in public when you feel this way.

Steve and your dad are always the most worried. They check on you multiple times a day. Steve also draws you caricatures of avengers and writes something funny underneath them. This is the closest Steve has ever gotten to understanding memes. Tony on the other hand tries to lure you out of your funk by bribing you with a trip to your favorite Korean food restaurant in South Korea via his private jet.

Pepper sends you flowers. The two of you aren’t close and aren't overly fond of eachother. You assume she mainly sends the flowers to please Tony.

Peter constantly sends you memes throughout the day, which you mostly ignore.

No one knows where Thor and Bruce are so it’s safe to say they don't know when you’re suffering, and no one wants to call Clint just to inform him you’re sad again.

Uncle Rhodey usually finds out because Tony needs to vent to someone about his worries. What he does for you by far one of the coolest things. He has a military buddy of his hack into the computers of major entertainment companies so you can see blockbuster movies before they are released.

Natasha, who is sort of a mother figure to you though the two of you would never admit it, comes to you late at night when your insomnia kicks in. Neither of you speak, she simply sits down on your bed beside you and braids your hair while the TV show ‘how it’s made’ plays softly in the background. The two activities always help you to sleep. And on the nights you can’t stop crying, she’ll lie there with you, rubbing your back like a mother calming her child until her tears stop.

Finally, Sam comes in the moment you need it most, right when you are so tired and drained that you’re ready to open up about how you're feeling.

It’s day 3 of your depression and you have just reached that point. Somehow, Sam always knows when you’re ready.

You’re sitting up in bed, bundled up in an exuberant amount of blankets and staring blankly at the wall in front of you. Your mind drifts through a series of depressing thoughts.

Pathetic.

Worthless.

Burden.

These are the words that are most consistently in your mind.

For a moment you consider no longer taking your meds. Sometimes it feels as though they don't work anyway.

That’s when you hear the knock outside your living room door.

“Friday, tell Sam he can come on in.” You mumble to the disembodied AI, your voice raw from all the crying you’ve been doing.

“Of course, miss.” Even Friday sounds saddened by your less than pleasant mental state.

You don’t bother to wipe your tears away, you would be crying soon again anyway.

You hear Sam make his way through your front door, passing through the living area and opening the door to your room.

You notice Sam holding a steaming plate of eggs, sausage, and hash browns in one hand. He must have found out from Friday that all you’ve really eaten this week is Wanda and Visions strawberry cupcakes.

“I would have brought some OJ too but then I wouldn’t have been able to open the door.” Sam jokes. He takes a quick glance around your room, trying to gauge how bad the episode is. Used tissues cover the floor by the right side of the bed. Worn pajamas are strewn around on the floor and the pile of clothes you leave on your chair hasn’t been cleaned up. You usually clean it once a week. Not to mention your greasy hair makes it obvious that you haven’t showered in a few days.

“Pretty bad, huh?” Sam asks.

“Yeah.” You answer honestly. You don’t need to bullshit with Sam.

He takes a seat by you on the bed, placing the food in front of you. “You hungry?”

“Yeah, but-“

“But you feel like you deserve the pain?”

“You know that.” You sigh.

“Tell me why.”

“You know why too.”

Sam pushes a fork in your hand. “I’m trusting you with this.” He jokes, earning an actual laugh from you before moving on. “I have a general idea, but I don’t like to make assumptions.”

You poke at the eggs with your fork. “I-“ it’s hard to speak. You know at any moment you’re going to break out sobbing. “I feel so weak.” You choke out. “I put the whole team at risk by being naive enough to think a guy wouldn’t try drugging my drink at a crowded party. Even if it is my house.”

Sam doesn't speak yet. He always waits for you to let it all out.

“How could I be so fucking stupid?!” You sob. “I was selfish. Why do you all even keep me around? I’m a liability and a burden to the team. I hate that about myself and I hate that I’m so weak! I hate that no matter how hard I train, I’ll never be strong like any of you! And I know that that’s also selfish because you all went through so much pain to be what you are, but I can’t help but feel insignificant. I’m just some dumb fucking artist that sits around all day doddling while you all are actually doing something meaningfull in the world!” There it is. The root of what triggered your episode. It’s not just about Authur. It's about the fact that you can’t protect yourself. It’s the constant feeling of insignificance that lingers in the back of your mind.

Sam puts a hand on your shoulder and squeezes it gently. “First of all, you’re not just some dumb fucking artist.” He quotes you. “You are a world renowned artist and you should be proud of it. More importantly, you are not insignificant or a burden. Ok? If we didn’t want you around, you wouldn’t be here. We all love you and want you to be here with us. You’re part of our family. You might not be on the front lines, but you do more for the world than you know.”

You roll your eyes. “Yeah I doubt that.”

“I mean it.” Sam Insists. “You said so yourself that you know how much pain we’ve been through. How do you think the avengers would keep it together without their own little therapist.” He laughs lightly.

You furrow your brows. “Um, Sam, I’m not a therapist. I can barely keep myself together.”

“You might not be licensed but you are always there for us. Getting us to talk through our thoughts and feelings. Giving us advice and helping us come to a resolution.”

“That’s what friends are for.” You shrug.

“Yeah well friends don’t usually have to deal with their other friends' war trauma and helping them deal with finding out their best friend they thought was dead is actually alive and actively trying to kill them.”

You stay silent for a moment. “I guess that’s true.”

Sam pats you lightly on the back. “You keep the avengers sane so that we can help the world. Which is just as important.”

Finally, you take a bite of your eggs. “I disagree that it’s just important but I know that argument won’t go anywhere, so I’ll just accept it.”

“I know that this conversation won’t solve all of life's problems, but maybe it helped you feel good enough to to get up out of bed? Maybe get up and take a shower? No offense, but you don’t exactly smell like daisies.” He laughs.

You shove Sam in the arm. “Hey! You should take a whiff of yourself after you come back from a mission.”

“Touché.” Sam pauses, noticing something on your bedside table.

“Sour gummy worms? That’s not part of your usual routine…” Sam trails of, reaching over you to grab the box of candy before you have a chance to stop him.

“Wait-”

It's too late, he sees the note written in scribbly cursive on the piece of paper attached to the back of the box.

“Who’s this from?” He asks curiously, hoping from your bed and moving around as you chase him down, frantically trying to remove the letter from his grasp.

“Sam stop!”

“Dear y/n,” Sam starts to read aloud. “I don’t pity you. I relate to you. When I said I’m sorry I meant it.”

You jump, reaching for the letter but Sam moves it high above his head.

He continues to read. “I meant to tell you sorry before the party. I only blew up at the hospital because I was mad at myself for letting someone on the team get hurt. I shouldn’t have been such an asshole to you. I know it’s a lousy excuse but I was just jealous of your happiness. If you give me the chance, I’d like to make it up to you. I heard you like Star Wars. I haven’t seen the movies… maybe we can watch them sometime? Sincerely, James Buchanan Barnes.”

Sam looks at you with the biggest shit eating grin on his face. “You two got a movie date?”

You finally snatch the candy and letter from his hand. “See this is why I didn’t want you to read it! I knew you would take it that way.” You pout.

“How else am I supposed to take it?” Sam laughs.

“Like a guy with a guilty conscience is trying to be nice to the sad girl.” You say as if it’s the most obvious thing ever.

“You can be so blind to some things.” He shakes his head.

You furrow your brows. “What do you mean?”

Sam takes a seat back down at the end of your bed. “Everyone living in the tower can tell he has the hots for you.” He pauses in thought. “Expect for Tony. Barnes would be as good as dead if he knew.”

“You’ve been talking to Nat and Wanda, haven’t you?”

“And Steve and Vision.” He grins. “We have a whole group text dedicated to the conversation.”

“Great.” You groan, rubbing your temples as you take a seat by Sam on the bed.

“Look, you don’t have to believe me. But you should at least give him a chance to make it up to you. I’m not Barnes biggest fan, but he’s really not a bad guy.”

You open your mouth to protest, but Sam interrupts you.

“Just think about it, ok?” Sam gets up from your bed, making his way to the door. “And take a shower in the meantime! You stink little sister!”

You grab a pillow and throw it at him, the pillow only managing to hit the door as he closes it.

“And eat some food too!”

#sebastian stan #bucky barnes #sam wilson #bucky barnes x stark!reader #bucky barnes x reader

[buckysflannelpajamas]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM THE MAN WILSON

#anthony mackie #sam wilson