blush
tell me why, you glow so
watching me in the early evening
we share this love story
headphones on, lying on the floor
your light falling across my skin
clasping onto me, our lovers embrace
pink fading into night
the record runs, ends
tell me why you must leave
stay, i beg, stay
I’ll await your call
and let the stars take me to bed instead
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purr
There’s a little motor under the blankets.
Its so loud,
you would think the whole bed
would start driving away.
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Day 13 The City
You have always belonged here,
In the damp streets and the tang of copper
Stuck between your teeth.
This is not where you were born,
And yet it calls for you,
Watches over you,
Gutter deep and honest.
You were never meant for the kindness of naivete.
You don't think.
This is where you belong,
Where you sow your steps and tread bones.
This city remembers seeing you grow,
Watch and learn, move the pieces out.
It's seen you grow old and sweeter,
To pale and slow down.
It saw you, shaken limbs made of sawdust,
As you traded away reasons to let yourself be free.
He didn't love you,
Probably never knew how.
But you could not remember,
See past the pretty crystal eyes.
This way befalls danger,
This is not how you keep dreams alive.
But darling you never listen,
You'd rather pluck your heart clean out
Than to admit you were flawed once before,
That you fell deeper than should be allowed.
The city remembers the nights that turned to days,
And the alcohol in your veins.
It treats you gentler now, than it did before.
Because it can see the pieces where the bones
Don't quite fit,
Where skin stretches over frail limbs,
And where lungs and eyes can't fully live.
The city knows you,
Better than you know yourself.
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escapril day 13: purr
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Prompt: Purr (Escapril Day 13)
when i was 5, i wanted to be an astronaut
i thought i could do anything once i touch the sky.
when i was 10, i thought of being a doctor
i felt that'd be nice for my family's pride.
when i was 15, i said screw it, i'll be a musician
i’ll be famous if i can do it right!
when i was 20, i was nothing but a poet
scribbling my heart out with an empty hand
now at 25, still a poet, my hands are still bare
but nowadays i call myself a long-term wannabe cat.
a cat is all I ever needed to be —
could've ruled the world with a wave of my paws
pride? that would've come in default
and i could've been web's most famous feline!
the world is a cat playing with it's ball
i’ll call it karma when it purrs.
sometimes i think my poems are like cats
driven by mood, ignorant when desired
at times, my poems hiss & growl
clenching apex thoughts in their tiny body —
sometimes they snuggle, rub and cuddle
brushing against my head and hand.
when i was 5 or 10 or 15, as i was 20 and 25,
i wish i could see the world in a dozen pounds
how the leaves fall and how the night sounds
the world is a cat's wonder and we just be living in it.
i don't want medic, no space, no music
i just want soft fur and a tail and whiskers
i wanna be small and i wanna be sharp
i don't wanna do human, i’m a wannabe cat.
— circadeacademia
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why you no longer have access to me
the moment you called me catlike,
i realized you didn’t know me at all.
did i play myself too open to interpretation,
too malleable to what you wanted me to be?
my heart was stalled before we met, frozen,
but even a small flame could cause melting;
fanned for so long, i was fooled by the fumes.
i wish i chose to bite instead of hiss,
wish i barked when you offended instead
of purring at your bare minimums. i wish
i was angrier at you, instead of sorry for myself,
for teaching me how some words may seem
so similar but couldn’t be more different:
like liking and wanting, holding and touching.
i remember your awe— how you looked at me,
pleased with yourself, with me under you—
i’ll match you with my wonder, questioning how
i ever let you have that much power over me.
i’d say i’ll never let you know me again, but
you never did. stray kitty? please. i’m untamed,
but inside me are wolves that can’t be put down.
next time, i’ll let them out. next time, i’ll bite.
— Jade A.
escapril day 13: purr
@skylerwitherspoon day 13: What's the difference between wonder and awe?
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your arms embrace me
as I relax and release
the worries from my heart
they say the fragrance
of a partner creates
a reaction in the body
caresses and terms of
endearment transport
me into a different realm
one where it would not
surprise me to
purr
written for Escapril day 13 — purr
A/N: played with alliteration today
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Escapril Day 13 - Purr
-PJ
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escapril 2024 day 13: purr
you, purring beneath me
like you know i need to feel your pleasure in my
bones, i am unconvinced that this won't
fix me, this time it has to fix me. today
i don't need anything but the flash of your teeth
as you smile, or yell, or whatever it is you're doing
up there. tell me you never want this to end, but
it has to end, eventually, with a bang
(and a whimper).
maybe this will be the time that fixes me.
- JD
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escapril day 13: purr
catch me claws out mid-free-fall,
catch me curling in towards your touch,
catch me for only a second, long enough
to bask in a single ray of sunshine,
long enough for you to warm my hands with your smile,
long enough that through the rest of the fall
i miss the soft gaze of your eyes, that my skin
prickles forever without your caress, that
years later i still feel my heart crack open when i hear your name.
‘cause i’d rather have that than ear-ringing silence.
‘cause it’s no fun if i don’t get hurt.
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Night & Day Poetry Collection: Day 16
#Poetry #Collection - combining #Escapril poems with my #MentalHealthAwarness Poetry Initiative poems to tell my #burnout story.
MHAPI Prompt 13 / Night & Day Poetry Collection – Day 16
Day 16: compromise
One boss, I confide in them that I’m worried about losing my job,
that I’m afraid that if I am never able to drive again at the end of all this,
that one day I’ll come in and be told I cannot continue in my role.
One boss, I think is the epitome of a strong-willed businessperson,
who is always supporting staff with…
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escapril day, 13: blush
the rush of blood
colors her lush flesh,
with a brush of hands
or the crush of heartbreak
or the gush of what ifs
until the hush that settles
into the flush that spreads
like a blush that flickers
and
burns.
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escapril 13
“life after the afterlife”
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after the afterlife
the beetles crawl under the log,
moss covered and beginning to rot:
I lay beside them all
waiting and watching the leaves
fall down
down
down to the floor, to be gathered
away:
for nests, for compost heaps
to bring new life
the forest takes care of its own
and it will take care of me
between the rabbit warrens
where I make my home
hear the foxes call, and the crows
cry out
too late in their mourning
the noisiest silence you could
ever hope to find
where all has passed
but nothing can ever
truly
die
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about cities
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