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wordedarchive · 1 day
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late spring evening when it has rained. a flower shaped candle that's softly burning. earthly comforts. it's not too late.
khush bakht, we'll be okay.
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i didn't feel at home in life / help me. remind me why i'm here.
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there should be a manual on how to exist. something to make one feel they're not continuously being slipped. instructions about all the emotions and their repercussions. the methods of processing grief and knowledge about celebrating peace. denial should not be skipped and oh god someone please talk about the thin line between love and hatred. the uncertainties of teenage and overwhelming responsibilities thrown on young shoulders after entering your twenties. it gets better in your thirties. what about the woman who's juggling motherhood with a degree or her husband who finds no delight in working for a corporate team? so much left still unknown about the entirety of human beings.
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wordedarchive · 2 days
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escapril day 28: surgery
[ tear open my heart and you'll find a space of hollowed out memories. piles upon piles of abandonment and misery. nodes filled with disdain and burdens build what in me is main. traumas flows through my veins and regret follows strongly in its wake. there is an excess amount of pain and coronary suppressed with rage. anxiety makes up each of the individual fibre. love is what gushes out of the fractured organ. the beats cease to be seen and that's when the doctors know i've given up completely. ]
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wordedarchive · 3 days
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i'm tired of always giving. these people make me feel like i don't have a soul of my own.
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escapril day 25: dark secret
[ this is the darkest secret i've never once told. the fear of losing my words and my ability to withhold. an image of poignance. the one who carries love as her essence. abandonments and withdrawals. lifter of spirits yet a melancholic heart. opinionated and resilient. harsh, critical and headstrong. what good does it ever do when one has to fold? ]
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wordedarchive · 5 days
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escapril day 24: unexpected transmission
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wordedarchive · 6 days
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escapril day 22: desire
[ from the doing of first's disobedience to the many that followed within. the original sin paved the way for numerous to follow in it's wake. both visible and hidden. in all its methods and forms. stealing goods, money, food or someone's part of better half. everything arises from a disastrous want. to bow before desire and make yourself vulnerable to tempestuous remarks. ]
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wordedarchive · 7 days
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escapril day 21: the problem of death
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wordedarchive · 9 days
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it was april and she was the saddest thing under the sun. half a human, half an apology, she kept her palms up. beside her, there was a boy. seventeen. blowing away his feelings in smoke. a lethal drug of choice, she wondered. she replayed the scenarios over and over in her mind. do they all truly love me or is it only a matter of my ratiocination? she could hear the birds twittering and all the moths that kept eating away at her heart. spoiled. rotten. bloodstained. i paused but you never did.
mind dearest, you make me lose my sanity.
they don't really love you. they only say they do because they know you don't have anyone else.
they don't like your art. they only say they do because if they don't, they'd feel bad.
you never shut up for a minute, do you? perhaps all of this isn't true. perhaps no one has ever lied to me more than you have to me.
more than i have to my own self.
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wordedarchive · 9 days
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it was april and she was the saddest thing under the sun.
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this is the quote that made so many people find me on tumblr despite me being new on the app. thank you, for the immense love you've shown to my words and to all those who relate: i see you. the full prose is on my account if you ever wish to read it. this is only the first line.
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wordedarchive · 10 days
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escapril day 20: moth
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wordedarchive · 11 days
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i give and give and never ask for in return. when will it ever be enough?
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wordedarchive · 11 days
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escapril day 19: a reminder
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escapril day 18: suspended in air
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wordedarchive · 12 days
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the truth is: i care. i care too much and perhaps my life would be easier if i cared too little.
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wordedarchive · 14 days
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escapril day 16: so embarrassing ...
[ in a world that has gotten so mechanised, why do we feel embarrassed to be humane? afraid of saying the wrong thing, terrified of doing it for fun's sake. careful, don't reveal too much when none of us are actually saints. mistakes are okay and pain is part of the game. why learn by experimenting when you can from others' experiences? trials and tests and somehow, i have to prove to a robot that i'm a member of the breathing race? life is what you make it for yourself to be even if you prefer living as it is. ]
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