#depression trigger

[ilovethebittertaste]

when someone weighs the same as me but they’re skinnier

#ed vent #ed not sherran #tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana trigger #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #low cal restriction #pro recovery #ed meals #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #i want to disappear #disappointment #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #depressing shit #self destruction #i wanna kms #im going to kms #im cryin #i want to get worse #i hate my body #im going insane #i hate my brain

[khoyaa]

How “small talk” changed for me in 2022

I used to think “I’m doing pretty good!” Would mean I’m at the place in my career where I wanna be, I’d be living in a city away from my family, I’d have nothing to worry about. Anything less would mean “ehh I’m doing okay”.

Now I know “I’m doing pretty good!” means im working a job that I surprisingly really like for a healthcare entry job, I greet my patients happily and joke around with them, things with my parents aren’t perfect by any means but we sit around and have normal conversations from time to time. I see them more as the kids that to America to start a new life instead of my parents. I’ll genuinely laugh. I’m realizing the life I thought I’d have is falling apart and that it doesn’t have to ruin the little moments of joy. I don’t think about k**ling myself every single day. And that’s unbelievably liberating. I’m not always sure what to do from here but I will.

But I get to say “I’m pretty good” and mean it. Even though all the shit. A win is a win.

#on life #mental health #depression trigger #self concept #my diary

[sad-empty-lost]

Days like today make me realise how alone I really am…..

#personal #life #depressing quotes #tw depression #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #tw triggers

[shifaashaikh]

#mao inhibitors #depression #pshycology #medicare #medication #mental health #stress #psychothérapie #psychologist #psychological facts #psychology student #psychology studyblr #books & libraries #writing #tumblr writers #reblog #depression treatment #depression trigger #mental health support

[kokainekatze]

starving so I can take more pictures for him

#skinsp0 #3ating d1sorder #ed relapse #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues #disordered eating mention #tw ana rant #tw ed sheeran #tw depression #tw ed but not sheeran #tw skipping meals #tw mia #skinandbones #skinnyspø #skinnyyy #⭐️rving #⭐️ ing motivation #34t1ng dis0rder #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #4n0rexic #4nor3xia #⭐️ve #pro for me not for thee #skinand🩻 #bonespø #🦴spo #thiinsp0 #th1nsp1ration #thinspø

[flwrs444vantae]

yall i fasted like three days straight n lost a lil over 2 lbs IM OUT THE RUT

#b0n3sp0 #e4t1ng d1s0rd3r #bullimic #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #st@rv1ng #tw ana bløg #tw ed but not sheeran #b0dy check #hell is a teenage girl #tw eating issues #tw skipping meals #starv3 #analog #tw ana rant #f@st1ng #lose weight fast #low cal restriction #bonespø #purg1ng #tw mia #th!nspo #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️ve #4nor3xia #@n0r3x1@ #tw depressing thoughts #th1nsp1ration #tw restriction #tw ed disorder

[thatonesherlocknerd]

who on earth thinks it's a good idea to go hiking 11 km when it's like 35 degrees on a tour that only goes up and has a million stones on it?

#how am I supposed to be in a good mood like this #depression trigger #istg

[an4failure]

do you ever have the feeling that you suffered something traumatic as a kid but you can’t quite figure out what it was?

#trauma #childhood #ptsd problems #memory #ana trigger #@na #ed not sheeren #notprojustusingthetags #i hate myself #i just want to be thin #i just want to be small #anorex14 #anor3×14 #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #i'm sad #sadgirl #idk #idk what else to tag #idk what tags to add

[xseffort45]

#im in my h4nnib4l depress!0n again #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #ana trigger #ana shit #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #bing3 eating #b1ng3 #tw b1nge #xseffortpost #4nami4 #4narex1a #4n4rexia #bu1imia #bul1m14 #bul1m1c

[ilovethebittertaste]

never related to something more

#ed vent #ed not sherran #tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana trigger #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #low cal restriction #pro recovery #ed meals #ed not sheeren #disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #tw disordered eating #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #depressing quotes

[deprixpainsblog]

In meinem kopf ist zurzeit sehr viel los, was ich nicht erklären kann.

#depressiv #mentally fucked #ptbs #einsam #actually mentally ill #depressing life #thoughts #this is depressing #ana trigger #depressing quotes

[sad-empty-lost]

Put a brave face on for everyone else while all you want to do is slit your wrists or take enough drugs to never feel again

#personal #life #depressing quotes #tw depression #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #tw triggers

[anxietywasright]

Everytime I speak, Im always reminded of why I should've kept quiet in the first place

#sadgirl #i'm sad #im sad and tired #im screaming inside my head #sad boy #sad but true #sad thoughts #sewerslidal #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #im sorry #my dms are always open #i wanna die #i should kms #time to kms #tw sadness #tw selfhate #tw triggers #send help #im worthless #i wish this was a joke #this is a cry for help #its true #losing control #lost myself #make it stop #to many thoughts #my thoughts #im already crying #im alone

[raptorie]

I have no money, cant have or get a job (apart from drawing ugly shit furry art which I am not too successful with) and i am nowhere close to ever living in a small house in the forest with a little garden. Also not helping that, my mental is so fucking shit. And it all feeds in to the others negative spiralling downwards. lol.

#rant #will delete later #depression trigger

[ed-recoverry]

Credit

#mental health #positivity #self care #mental illness #self help #recovery #pro recovery #ed recovery #actually cptsd #actuallytraumatized #depression #trauma #traumacore #childhood trauma #ptsd #cptsd #pro for me not for thee #ana trigger #sh #tw s3lf harm #self h@rm #bpd #disordered eating thoughts #borderline personality disorder #low cal restriction #pro a4a #suicidal ideation #tw suicidality #ed not ed sheeran #actually ptsd

[gayairdragon]

I want people to worry about me, but I also want to get so bad while nobody notices and just slowly rot away

#self h@rm #shblr #trans ed #ana trigger #ed bllog #tw selfhate #self destruction #self mutalition #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh relapse #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #sewerslidal #tw ana thoughts #tw cvts #tw ed vent #sh vent #personal vent #tw sh vent #vent