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mzksai · 3 months
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As if spring is already here… despite the cold wind, despite my cold hands. A plum tree blossomed in a nearby park.
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tristanaef · 9 months
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La creatura!!
Thank you @dead-ghost-walking for my amazing Caspian seal friend!
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kreideprinz-studies · 8 months
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dorm room set up !!!!! kind of obsessed w my little on campus apartment and am unbelievably excited for my classes :3
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kieren-fucking-walker · 3 months
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Hey folks,
My mum didn't get the job she interviewed for and now we're at a bit of a loose end. She's still in a precarious position after leaving my abusive dad after 30 years (thank god) and it really would have helped to get her back on her feet but unfortunately they got back to her saying they weren't progressing with her application even though she interviewed well.
It's her 50th birthday in February, she has very little in the way of stability or possessions or anything really and I know she's struggling even if she's trying to stay positive. I'd like to be able to take some of the weight off just in general but for her birthday too, I was able to get her some new clothes before the interview which I think has helped but there's still so much she needs to rebuild from after leaving everything behind.
If you'd like to help my PayPal is here and my KoFi is here, I also have Monzo but I'd rather give that out privately. If you can't or don't want to then this isn't for you, and I hope anyone reading this is safe and well and gets some relief knowing at least in this hemisphere spring is on the way 💜
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straitjacketzz · 7 months
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I took Komaeda to see Death Grips last night
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expiationist · 1 month
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theuniversalscat · 3 months
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I have a new appreciation for Bruce Lee after reading this quote of his:
“Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.”
🔥
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martinebirgitte · 5 months
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A trip to the capital.
Good book, cold weather and excellent coffee, this trip was a very cozy one! We stayed at an old hotel from 1900s which at the time was used as a jazz cafe where musicians, authors and creators alike met to enjoy a nice atmosphere.
It was a nice trip, and now I am back again to focus on my upcoming exam in linguistics… it feels wierd; to have traveled for a weekend, experience new things and then to come back to the same old routines again. Back to school. Back to stuDYING.
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selenepluto · 11 months
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Do you ever stop and silently allow yourself to feel a moment, and it's so overwhelming like this is life and its happening and one day it will be over. Will I remember this in ten years? When I'm old? I'll remember the feeling but I won't remember the smell of the corridors or the color or the carpets in this place or the exact view from the window. I don't want to let go,the way everything slips away from us in the end even memories. I wish I could hold onto everything together.
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ladybeug · 9 months
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Went to Taylor swift tonight, and 3 people gave me bracelets - even though I didn’t have any to trade!!
Sharing this bc I am touched by the kindness of the Taylor swift community and I hope the 2 teens and woman in mcmenamins know they made my day so much better!!!
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sart7alex · 22 days
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he has failed us
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redjadethewriter · 9 days
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My take on Blank The Series:
Age Gaps, GL, and Trauma
To make a slow-burn romance interesting to watch, especially with age gaps, regarding WLW relationships, we need many elements.
First, we need a decent cast pair. Second, we need believable performances from the actors who play these complex emotional characters. Third, we need drama. We need a reason behind each action and dialogue exchange between the characters. This is where the story becomes important. We have the characters' story and the plot of the major stuff going down. The back story of the two main characters is the most important to flesh out more than the side or supporting characters.
I'm just going to say it: I'm impressed by the performance of the two actresses who gave life to these characters.
Lately, I've had several coronaries because Thai GL has turned me into a Junkie for their content more than my own countries' versions of sapphic relationships. And they are making age-gap relationships so much more compelling to watch.
The premise is as basic as it comes in terms of story arcs. Actually, I agree with some people that "Blank" and "Gap the Series" were gender-swapped stories. Usually, a wealthy older man falls in love with a young girl. So, now we have an older prominent woman falling in love with the young girl instead, but they made it more tender and somewhat light-hearted. I understand this is an adaptation of a naughty novel, which is fantastic. I write naughty, too. But the series is more tasteful. It focuses more on the crucial aspects versus the naughty.
By the way, I enjoyed the playfulness in both the shows. It's nice to have playful flirting involved versus extreme seduction right out of the gate. Both shows remind me how a romantic relationship or even pursuing a special someone can have a silly, playful approach. It doesn't have to always be serious and get to the sexy stuff. As an older Lesbian, I have a similar playful nature when I'm allowed to express it. Thus, I feel for the older characters willing to become playful with their much younger romantic partners.
However, there's one thing I can relate to since I'm in my late 30s. Is the extreme insecurity of being romantically involved with someone younger than you? In Blank the Series, the age gap difference is 16 years. I'm glad they raised the age bar because it would've caused a lot of issues.
It's funny because I was the girl in my early 20s who hooked up and dated older women in their 30s. The age gap was not 16, but 13 years between me and the older women I had short-term relationships with. So, watching the interaction between Khun Nueng and Anueng, oh my gosh, right way, I thought Khun Nueng was in trouble in so many ways.
Now that my position in life has switched and I'm a similar age to the women I used to date, I understand the complexities they went through. You just only know once you experience it for yourself. Insecurities around age are an enormous factor in reality and in this story. More than the woman loving women aspect or even the drama of others accepting the relationship. Really, the destruction comes from the older woman who can't deal with falling in love with someone younger than them. When you sprinkle trauma on top, with a side of keeping a facade or reputation, it can get chaotic super fast.
Not only did Khun Nueng become attracted to Anueng quickly, but she couldn't resist turning Anueng away, no matter what. The actress performed those rigid responses really well because, in reality, I would have to visit a chiropractor to break my body. The tension alone of repressing my desires would turn me into a ball of knots. Especially if I had no willpower to turn away the person. Ugh... I don't even wanna think about that. Because knowing my karma, something would put me in that position in life. I even resist dating any women in their early 30s. In the late 20s, I will say to the sky, "F***...Why me?" I'm like that anyway each time I fall for a woman. "Oh, f***...Why me?"
I have to sprinkle some satire on this topic because I can already see that the root of every decision and action Khun Nueng makes is based on that insecurity. Internally, she doesn't want to believe Anueng when she constantly says she only wants to be with her and loves her. It doesn't matter how often it's said; it is something that Khun Nueng must overcome regarding age-gap insecurities.
In the ending scene of episode 6, I reacted, "You totally just wanna keep piling on the torment, don't yah?" It's clear throughout the six episodes that she's in love with the girl. She can't even admit that she gets jealous. And oh my gosh, older adults' actions regarding jealousy are more diabolical than younger people. Actually, the older you get, the more sinister it gets. The passive aggressiveness turns up. Believe me... The sky is the limit on tactfulness and mind-f***ing when women get vengeful. Oh, my gosh... I still love women, regardless. LOL! Sweet as poison.
Khun Nueng's stoic demeanor is just a mask. She represses her emotions and vulnerability. Khun Nueng abides by stoicism, which rarely benefits emotional growth. We witness this when she refrains from showing anyone her weakness, so she doesn't cry in front of people, even at her grandmother's wake. When she finally ends up alone and breaks down, Anueng shows up, and Khun Nueng feels safe enough to break down in front of her. Which is hard to do that. I also have a stoic facade, so I recognize that bullshit a mile away, and I know exactly how hard it is to repress grief. Once it erupts, it hurts like hell, but I knew Khun Nueng was fully F*** because there's really no turning back with that kind of intimate exchange they had.
I can't wait for season 2 to see how that bites her in the behind.
Obviously, I don't want Khun Nueng to suffer anymore, but through her mistakes and emotional and mental anguish, she will learn what or who is truly important to her because she's dumb. Just because we are in our 30s or late 30s doesn't mean we are free from stupidity. She definitely needs to make better choices and stop playing so many mind games to protect her ego. She needs to learn to be more upfront about her feelings and wants.
Hopefully, we get that.
I have faith they will.
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jtem · 3 months
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kreideprinz-studies · 10 months
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good bye june ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
started playing violin semi consistently again, restarted my turkish/spanish language learning journery, entered a bit of a coffee snob era, read a way too much fanfiction (not pictured above), pretended to be a w&m student, and did not finish a single sewing project !
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kieren-fucking-walker · 5 months
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Hey folks!
A few people asked if I was okay after my other post so I thought I'd give a general update as to Life Things (tm).
My mum finally left my dad, nys sister got married and he wasn't invited to the wedding and the way he acted was enough to make her leave. My youngest sister (still an adult) was left alone with my dad in the house and I had to talk her through packing a bag and leaving without him noticing. They both left pretty much everything behind and we don't know if they'll be able to get it back. They're at my grandparents now which is further away from both of their workplaces and a very temporary solution, but safe at least. My youngest sister is disabled and she needs support nobody can really give her at the moment, but she's safe.
I lost Juniper (one of my cats) a few weeks back. It was old age, but I wasn't able to be with her and it still doesn't quite feel real. I miss her so much, and I feel very bad about not being able to be with her (a very good friend was though, she was loved and wasn't alone thank god.) Sage is looking for her sometimes but seems to have some understanding of what's happened since he saw her briefly afterwards, she's buried in my best friends garden having a new adventure.
My landlord put my rent up by £100, but hasn't fixed a lot of the things wrong with the flat. The cost of heating this place is ridiculously high, so I'm trying to put the heating on as little as possible even though it's dropping into the minus degrees. Apparently they're set to go up even more in the new year because this country wants to kill us I guess.
My disabilities are all flaring up at once, I've had to take unpaid leave from work, I've not been able to afford the physio sessions that stave off the joint issues, or the food that helps keep my protein levels up because it is expensive and I need to eat something at least. I'm very very lucky that we have the NHS and all of my medications now qualify so at least I get those.
It's coming up to Christmas, I don't know what it's going to be like this year. My family is scattered and all in precarious situations, none of us have much to spare and most of us don't have a permanent home or more than a suitcase of stuff. I need to get Sage his vaccinations, and I feel terrible about leaving him alone in the cattery over Christmas.
That is to say that life is a lot. It's good things, but unstable. My dad is harassing us all, but we aren't stuck with him. I can't afford to keep my disabilities at bay, but my family is safer even if they need more support. Mentally at least I'm okay, I think.
If you'd like to help out, my PayPal is here and my Ko-Fi is here. If you can't or just don't want to this is not for you, god knows we're all going through hard times at the moment and the world is going to shit, but if you do and you're able it will be much appreciated by me and my family.
Finally here is a picture of my beautiful Juniper. Rest in peace my darling.
I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season, and thank you for reading 💜
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poetici · 1 month
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Hi there.
Someone once told me that it's easier to talk to a stranger rather than somebody you know.
And they're right.
Sometimes, to navigate life, you need a little push. A sign that you're going in the right direction. Sometimes, to navigate life, you need a gentle reminder that you're not alone. And you aren't, really. There will always be someone who will understand, even when it doesn't feel like it. There will always be someone who's willing to listen.
My inbox is open for you. Tell me what you're feeling. Especially when it's hard.
I hope that my words might bring comfort to you.
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