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creatinganewwlife · 3 months

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It’s true. As much as i hate it, i realised the person i love more than myself wasn’t there for me. He couldn’t be there for me. And now even though he is trying to be there, it feels unreal.

I had always thought that being there for each other, being each other’s rock is what love is. And i assumed you’d be my rock too if it ever came to that because i knew i would. People stay strong for the person they love, right? I know i would bear everything if it came to you.

But why, when i am going through something unimaginable, my pain is alot to deal with? So i am left to deal with it alone. Why do i have to always struggle alone? Why do i always have to be strong?

For the first time in my life, i thought i could lean on someone and what happened later felt like a tight slap on my face, a very harsh and unwanted realisation, almost like God, chiding me,

“Did you really think you could depend on anyone?”

#desiblr #writers on tumblr #desi #dear diary #tw grief #loss of a loved one #writeblr #grief blogging #desi tag #desi tumblr #journal #writerscreed #writerscommunity

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agentark · 1 year

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Jenny Han, To All The Boys I've Loved Before // Brenna Twohy // unknown // Florence + the Machine, "Long & Lost" // J.R.R. Tolkien, The Two Towers // Aelsa Trevelyan, The Fernweh Saga, Book 1 // Euripides, Herakles // unknown // k.tolnoe // Taylor Swift, "Death By A Thousand Cuts" // Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

will you remember me when I'm gone? if we never meet again? if we can't? I'll remember you. I hope I'll see you again.

#on forgetting and remembering and the people we love #on growing up and growing out #of people of places #something something what is grief if not love #when you want to beg and plead w/ someone to come back or to stay but you know you can't so you just ask them to remember you #god I would've been so good at this shit when I was 17 and had folders and folders of quotes saved #trying to figure out what to tag this as for my own cataloguing purposes but also fearing it showing up in search tags #the duality of man #today's to do list included making myself sad about the people and places I've had to leave behind #web weaving #poetry #writing #quotes #lyrics #words #idk if i like this but i had to get the feelings out of my brain #so whatever #I should put this effort into actually journaling offline #I have a migraine i'm just going to post this and stop thinking abt it

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reblyakow · 9 months

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i’m grieving our love ;

you’re maybe not dead,

but something died that day.

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starseclipsetoo · 6 months

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#maybe tomorrow tag #grief journal #hope #mental health #growing up #nostalgia #richard siken #meanwhile richard siken #collage art

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gx-bii · 11 months

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My home has a heart

My home has lungs

My home has a brain

My home has 206 bones

My home heals me when my heart breaks

My home heals me when my chest feels tight

My home heals me when my brain works against me

My home heals me when I physically break

My home doesn’t have my love.

#poem #poetry #healing #self healing #journal #journey #sad poem #sad thoughts #sad poetry #sad aesthetic #deep #self love #bpd tag #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #grief journal #grief poetry #thoughts #dark

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seahearted · 11 months

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trying to get through this summer by externalizing my feelings with messy journaling

#poetry #writers on tumblr #sad #journaling #spilled ink #artists on tumblr #anxiety #sadness #grief #dark academia #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #mdd #typography #journal #sorry about the tags i have no idea how to tag journaling/art ^^

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manicpanicpixienightmare · 9 days

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I think my stress is making my ostensible long covid symptoms act up :)

#i want my dog #i miss my dog #o how my grief is physically hurting me #i don’t like being alive right now #everythi g feels like I’m rolling over a bed of needles to do anything #the pumpkin speaks #the real journal entry is in the tags #txakoli #i am so sad

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rainbeam · 3 months

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There’s a sort of grief to knowing that you no longer have the energy like you used to.

When I was 19, I was blazing with creative glory. I would write and write and write and write.

Now I’m lucky if I ever get past 300 words on a blank page.

The ideas are there, but it’s like I’m staring through fogged glass. The concepts become muted and distorted, simple shapes and colors that blur together like my glasses have lost their prescription strength.

Like a telescope lense out of focus.

Something broke in me, in 2020.

Burnout.

And then I got sick. And sick again.

There are days where the fog is all I can really perceive.

But I’m still working on progressing. Slow and steady, one step at a time… it’s still something to celebrate.

#personal #health tag #not very religious but I guess this is becoming a journal of sorts #grief #chronic illness #chronic pain

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lux-scriptum · 1 year

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N e ways

#i am too calm and I know it #this does not bode well for future me #i do feel like I’m not doing this right #but i dont know how to do it differently #sorry to my followers for the vague posts these days #I don’t journal well so i guess hashtag grief posting it is #grief #ill still tag them as that so yall can block if need be

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roohdaar · 2 years

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आशिक़ को मिलती हैं गम की सौगातें ।

सब को ना मिलता ये खज़ाना ।।

A lover gets grief as a gift

Not everyone is lucky to get this treasure.

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scholarschism · 1 year

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Got nostalgic for some ex friends. I hate that feeling— I wish I could tell them I’m thinking of them and chuckling at memories. And at the same time I feel embarrassed of wanting that, given how things ended. Friends and love and laughter are wonderful, but they leave pernicious ghosts.

#these are really journal thoughts I suppose #but these feelings at lonely so talking about them to myself #feels lonely too #the semi public space of online. I don’t know. even if no one sees I’m still sort of talking to the world #I also would like to be able not to hate the feelings. what’s that quote about grief being the afterlife of love?#there’s something sweet and precious even in missing things that ended uncomfortably. maybe. but I guess I don’t have that in my heart yet #anyway if you read my tags… hey. I hope you have love in your life and I hope you can find the silver linings of the hard things sometimes #reason’s

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darubyprincx · 1 year

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I LEAVE FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES TO DO SFHOOLWORK- ok. We will handle all of this tomorrow. I am submitting the votes and going to bed. This is getting very out of hand very fast. Ok.

#pixl's tag #grief be kind to us #keys does a journalism

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starseclipsetoo · 7 months

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