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socialc1imb · 5 hours

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Every day they serve as reminders of my past mistakes

このままイタイんだ

ほら、こら、イヤ、したくないよ

#social’s art #Cw vent #cw nudity #not REALLY #just in case thoigh #Riproducer stop making relatable songs its concerning /hj #This is NOT soul btw i just look like him unfortunately

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zieanna · 21 hours

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borderline-culture-is · 1 day

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// vent-ish suspected bpd culture is your fp telling u ab one of their boundaries ("stop saying x, it makes me confused and uncomfy") and then almost relapsing (which you only didnt do because you cant find your blade.) because you think you've completely ruined your relationship with fp and hate yourself and just wish you were never born

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#suspected bpd culture is #suspected bpd culture #suspected bpd #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #bpd #fp #bpd fp #fp bpd #tw vent #cw vent #- 🫁

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aceauthorcatqueen · 3 days

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CW: Venting, not an argument

Little sad at keep seeing posts that are like "don't you dare post ace stuff under aro tags". I understand. You don't deserve to be washed out.

But you can say "see me" without saying "shut up" to the others who deserve to be seen?

And yeah, aro and ace are two entirely separate things....logically. When its in someone's head? When they're unfamiliar with it or just learning who they are/what that means for others around them?

Just. Make aro content if you want to see aro content. Encourage others to make aro content.

You don't have to fire shots into your comrades here. I feel like so much of the conflict I see in the community is this misconception that "to be seen, I have to climb atop the others"

No!!! We have to work together!!

"Don't anyone dare reblog this with ace tags" if you want control over that, turn off your reblogs? You don't get to control the filters others put over their world? You don't like how someone filters stuff and its showing up on your dash? Block them??????

I'm aroace. I've known for less than a year. I've learned so much, but I have so so much left to learn. I've struggled with finding a queer community irl (college club just not replying to member join asks????) so coming to tumblr i feel like I've really gotten to experience queer content and knowledge and community.

Please. Build one another up. This isn't a competition, not a race. Not a set of scales that tries to weigh whose the most traumatized, the most oppressed.

I am aroace. I am queer. I am LGBTQ+.

I'm gonna put the tags on this that I feel necessary, for how I view it, for how I want to communicate.

Live, love, forgive and never give up.

It doesn't have to be harder than that.

#asexual #aromantic #aroace #Ace as cake #acespec #arospec #cw vent #You have your opinions. This is mine.

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theangryman · 11 days

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One person was banned almost immediately.

The other person was not banned until they made another post revealing that they were posting videos of their partner.

One person was harassed and bullied and told that they were lying.

One person was given advice, told about how they could improve their situation.

This is why kink is not safe. There is more compassion and kindness for someone who admits to wanting to kick their partner in the face than there is for someone who has received that treatment.

#reddit #antikink #kink critical #kink shaming #cw assault #kink discourse #kink discussion #cw vent #male violence #feminism #sex based oppression #sexism

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zebulontheplanet · 11 months

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I’m. Still. An. Adult. I’m still an adult! Even when I’m using aac. Even when I’m stimming. Even when I refuse eye contact. I’m still an adult! Stop treating autistic people like they’re children. We aren’t children! Yes, I may have interests that are “childish”, yes I may need more time with things, yes I may need patience. But I’m still an adult! It annoys me so much when I’m babied by those around me. I’m still a person, I’m still a teenager, I’m still a adult.

#medium support needs #semiverbal #aac device #autism #aac devices #aac users #actually autism #aac user #cw vent #autism vent #Zebplanet

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hey-im-bleeding-here · 5 months

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splitting is wild because i can go from feeling like i have a decent support system of family & friends, to feeling like nobody has ever loved me and it's all been a lie and people just like to play with my head

#vent post #cw vent #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd splitting #bpd problems #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd shit #actually borderline

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pain-is-my-game · 1 year

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Parents really do traumatize you and then force you to reparent yourself instead of being a capable human being who can contribute to society like a normal person. Sorry I can't get a well paying job right now I'm trying to learn coping mechanisms.

#i will never care if you reblog #vent #tw vent #cw vent #parentification #toxic parents #emotional trauma #trauma #childhood trauma #trauma coping #childhood emotional neglect #eldest daughter syndrome #eldest daughter #parentified child #childhood neglect #thoughts to throw into the void

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babey-lewis · 19 days

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I'd like to talk about something that's been on my mind a lot recently, and it's something that I've been meaning to bring up.

Littles! Stop taking advantage of CGs!

I'm tired of being taken advantage of by littles who only want someone to coo at them and say nice things and someone who they can dump their trauma on randomly (this is not in relation to my last post. I don't mind if people come to me for advice or for a place to vent, but I need them to ask first!). I want someone who wants a 3 dimensional relationship! Where we are friends first and then we move on to being in a agere relationship. But I get so many littles who claim to be looking for a caregiver, but they only ever want to talk while they are little, and aren't interested in taking it slow and building that very special relationship between carer and little.

I'm not some person who has infinite energy, I'm not some person who is a fanfic where I'm always ready to listen to your worries and anxieties, I'm not this flat, 1 dimensional person who can fit your fantasies of a cg.

I'm a human too, who wants a relationship with the littles I meet /p. Please, littles, please stop taking advantage of online cgs. We aren't your fictional story book that you can leave and come back when you feel like it. We have feelings too, and it's not fair that you play on our natural caring nature.

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vacant2007 · 1 year

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#it feels like im trying to love you with half a brain #i dont understand any of this i wasnt made for any of this #im shit and ill never deserve it #tw traumacore #traumacore #ventcore #vent tw #vent edit #tc #traumacore edit #ventart #vent art #actuallytraumatized #my stuff #cw traumacore #cw vent

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svramblrdegg · 1 month

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You know its getting bad when anything over 100 cals feels like a binge...

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laurzzz · 21 days

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Robo-Boyfriends AU (My Sona Version) - Effort

Woe word-less comic be upon ye! I think it's very fitting with my sona being mouthless LMAO. I haven't worked on RBAU in a short while so take this thingy before I continue to work on MO again :thumbsup::thumbsup:

Explanation/vent under the cut (it's VERY long, so know you've been warned)

I'm tired. I'm tired of pretending it doesn't affect me at all. I'm tired of not wanting to express genuine frustration on my blog. I've been trying my best to keep my blog and every other platform I have as a place of escape for myself. I want it to only be filled with mostly good and optimistic things. I already get enough crap and more in my private life, I don't want to see reminders of them in places where I want to escape. Which is why I've been pretending to not see the numbers, that I don't feel under appreciated, that I don't vent as much when I want to or when I do I'm quick to delete them.

I know that many artists online go through this and have expressed their frustration on this experience-- where they put in so much effort and time on their works and they barely get any feedback or interactions or when they do get feedback it's often on the works they don't even put that much effort in. I love RBAU and Cloud Nine.. they're my AUs that basically gained the most traction here but the time and effort I gave to making those comics and random pieces of gradient-themed drawings don't even compare to the rendered pieces or the animated works I've made for them.

As much as I appreciate the reblogs and comments on the posts that reached so many people, I often wonder why it's always the works that I didn't put my all into. It makes me feel discouraged... not in continuing to draw or make creative work, but to actually put in more effort. But if I'd do that--stop putting in more effort-- then I would only make myself even more miserable as I don't like stagnation. I hate stagnation. I hate getting bored of the things that mean so much to me. Sharing my art and improving on it means too much to me.

But it's weird because I tend to observe the interactions with other blogs. They look to put in so much effort and make such beautiful rendered pieces that I adore and yet they are appreciated as deserved. While there are artists who make "shitposts" (their words) who also gain so much traction and appreciation. This observation makes the voices in my brain start correlating the quality of my work to the interactions. If I'm being completely transparent, I get these thoughts a lot. But I also don't believe them. I don't want to believe them.

Before anyone starts saying "ohhh you shouldn't attach your appreciation of your work from external factors" etc etc-- I KNOW. I am FULLY aware. I'm completely aware and have rationalized this situation over and over. That this is just how the internet goes. That these are factors I don't have control over. That my work is gold and it doesn't have to be determined as such by numbers. That someday the people who appreciate my works will find me. I. Know.

Still, knowing these things doesn't make the feelings disappear. It's like I want to be mad, and cry at the same time but also understand that I just can't really do anything about this but let it be. It's as if the more I care about a project, the less likely people will. I don't want to pretend like I don't care about a project just for it to be appreciated. But I also don't want to feel as if I'm not getting as much appreciation or attention that I think my work deserves.

I've been experimenting with my works and how I post them here on Tumblr and on YT since last year. The ones that are shitposts are seriously what gets more attention AHAHAHA I am laughing with frustration. Look, I love making memes and poking fun with characters as much as the next viewer and artist but by god. I can't just keep churning out funny haha low substance stuff in exchange for interactions. That's not the kind of artist that I am. I like making things that has lore; that has depth to them. Like how I tend to make lore heavy AUs right after getting my silly, lighthearted works blow up just to remind myself that the relationship I have with my works will not grow if I keep chasing after the interactions, the numbers by prioritizing quantity over quality.

Or maybe people just don't like my ideas? I guess that's a possibility too. Maybe my ideas just don't resonate with people enough. It's not "consumable" enough. Or maybe they don't like my art/writing/animation style. Yet more factors that's out of my control. But I also get told that people like my art, my writings, my animations. And they mean so, so much to me. But it just doesn't add up sometimes, y'know? If people like my work and stick around because they like my art no matter the fandom then why don't I see it? Thoughts like these make me feel so ungrateful actually.

I'm sure there are many people who look up to me as an artist and think how "popular" I am. I've been told this so many times. And yet, I don't feel either of those as strongly. Hell, even as I type this long vent out, I feel like people will not even care. Or worse. Perhaps they may think I'm focusing on the wrong things or think I'm being insecure and jealous of other people's well-deserved appreciation from others.

For the record, I am not. I think every single (actual, not AI) artists put in so much effort and love to their own works most of the time and if they get appreciation for it then I'm sure as hell that they've been seeking for it too and now that they're getting it and it's there then they should bask in it and rejoice. They really should.

Sigh. This is getting far too long. I'll stop here. I hope my words and my thoughts came out clearly. I'm writing this out late at night. Don't worry, I'll still be putting in the effort I've been putting in lately. I'm still going to work on MO, and give my best to make Assassin Eclipse's design to be as on par with Assassins Sun and Moon. I'm still going to write and continue the lore in the fic. I'm still going to animate the lore-heavy Welcome Home animation I've been working on slowly day by day. I just wanted to let this all out. Venting it to my friends just seem to not be enough. I gotta express it where people can see it. I think this is just my last straw too. I've been holding out for so long and 2024 really hasn't been that kind to me lately that I just can't anymore.

Anyway, the next post will be much lighter, I promise.

#sorry i focused too much on my dca related works but this also applies to all the other fandom stuff ive created on here and on YT #oh also #thank you and shout out to xit #i was having doubts on posting this before i sleep tonight #but her recent answered ask unintentionally gave me courage #hey xit! if you see this i think youre cool #robo-boyfriends au #but with my sona instead of y/n #dca fandom #fnaf sun #fnaf sundrop #fnaf daycare attendant #laursdraws #cw vent

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borderline-culture-is · 3 days

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bpd culture (vent) is when your whole entire school does stuff for "military kids awareness month" and puts up posters and makes everyone wear purple bracelets to show support and you don't participate bc you hate it bc your ex-fp is a military kid and made it her whole personality and hurt you with her words more than you could describe and it hurts and makes you angry that they're practically celebrating her eventhough you shouldn't be upset bc it's "selfish" to feel this way and "you should separate your feelings abt your ex-fp and other military kids". I can't I physically can't she made it so apparent that every time I see something associated w/ the military that I think of her (and on top of that they put all of those posters up over the ones representing autism awareness month which is in the same damn month! and you have autism and that hurts how you're practically being pushed down bc military children "have it worse" and "need more recognition" than people with autism eventhough NO ONE DID ANYTHING FOR AUTISM AWARENESS MONTH THEY JUST PUT UP SMALL POSTERS AND NOW THEY'RE PUTTING UP EVERYTHING POSSIBLE AND MAKING BRACELETS TO CELEBRATE MILITARY KIDS????? I get it they're important too but I feel like this is so ableist in some way)

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #tw vent #cw vent #- 🩷

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sandswirls · 3 months

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