#too young to be sad

[hopeurokays]

Tate McRae

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#tate mcrae #tate mcrae icons #icons #icons without psd #i used to think i could fly #too young to be sad #singer #singer icons #shes all i wanna be #you broke me first #feel like shit #what would you do #r u ok #celebrity #celebrity icons #dancer #dancer icons

[cindylcuwho]

dating tate mcrae headcanons ★

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ headcanons of dating tate mcrae!

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ wlw, mentions of making out (barely), fluff. 1190 words.

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ omg first tate post ! lets get more reqs for my baby omg .. femme4femme is this right? y'all I'm not caught up on slang like can we just say “maddie write something gay for us since you have experience being gay” 😭

when you first met

— you guys met in the VIP section of an olivia rodrigo concert. you and liv go way back so when she was touring in the area you of course were the first on her invite list.

— tate didn't end up noticing you until the near ending of the concert. you stood and clapped, hollering with olivias other best friend, iris, and as soon as tate heard the unknown noise she immediately snapped in the direction, eyes landing on your sparkling figure.

— tate never really thought of liking girls that much, but after the concert when you all went out for something to eat, she ended up on the opposite side of you- stealing long looks your way and taking a mental note of what you laughed at, and how you'd occasionally look at the window.. like you were avoiding her gaze.

— that initially made her a little butthurt. she’d fully understand if you were just uninterested, but to not even bother a look that lasted long enough to memorize her face kinda hurt.

— after a week of you remaining in the back of her mind, she went to olivia and asked for help with you. so liv, being the great matchmaking friend she is, had you driven out to the next tour show and this time, tate was gonna make sure you saw her.

— she did almost everything to make you notice her .. besides walking up to you directly.

— you weren’t dumb .. and already knew what she was doing because olivia could NOT stop blabbing about how cute you would look together which was suspicious.

— the effort was more than cute, but it wasn’t enough for you. so when she was loudly laughing at an unfunny joke, you decided to make the first move, sitting yourself next to her and chuckling along.

— tates mind was set into panic mode. she wasnt ready for that like at all, but still played it off cool. you two even made small talk, which mainly included her giggling at the end of every sentence like a drunken school girl.

— once the concert had ended again, you had to go back home and tate was butthurt again. she was beating herself up for not stepping up and asking for your number or anything.

— but thank god your uber was gonna be late. whilst olivias team and other friends were helping to pack the tour bus, tate used the ‘i don’t want her to be alone’ excuse and waited with you.

— after twenty long, cold minutes the driver had pulled up, tate gave you a goodbye hug and began to walk off before you called her over again.

— tate was red for what seemed like weeks after that, forever in shock that you were the one to ask for her number, not the other way around.

the first date

— you both ended up going to the same store looking for a bouquet to give one another. you just laughed it off, checking out together before parting way to keep the dramatic effect of a first day.

— after pretending to be shocked over the bouquets once she finally showed up at your door, you made your way to her car and drove to the restaurant - giggling when her song came up on the radio, but you couldn’t be surprised.. she was a pop princess now.

— the night was better than you could’ve expected. there was not any awkward moments, tate made sure to keep you busy with laughing and talking whilst you waited for the food.

— once you both paid, splitting the bill of course because both you wanted to, tate asked if you wanted to just walk around a park for a little.

— not wanting the night to end, you of course said yes.

— you two swung on the swings for probably hours, and even played a little game of tag before she drove you back home.

— after that first date came another one, and then more, and then there you are with tate, who was nervously sitting next to you, thighs shaking anxiously while she watched you tryna and not spill the in-and-out fries.

— she kept stuttering the whole time, taking you back to the first time you talked. when she managed to get enough words out for you to guess what she was going to say, you decided to take over from there.

— "are you.. asking me to be your girlfriend." she just nodded her head, breathing harder as you gave no reaction. when you didn't say anything passed the accusation she got more tense, worried that you thought she was weird.

— but when you threw a fry at her, which stuck to her hair, with a huge smile on your face she was calm again.

— you left her car that day with a half-eaten burger, and a girlfriend.

dating her is like

— tate is a cautious person, but shes also over friendly like any good people pleaser. so when you're at some party together you make sure people know you came there together as girlfriends, not just girls that are friends.

— you know she means well with everything she does, tate is nothing but a sweetheart but if anybody even dared to think of doing something to you shes not afraid to rip out a girls extensions.

— and then staying up with her to help with late nights from jet lag. she obviously travels a lot, so whenever you're lucky enough to help coax her into a sleep at an appropriate time its like an award winning feelings.

— you know her job is easily stressful and overwhelming, so being a praise bot is part of taking care of her.

— tate also loves how you take care of her when she’s stressed too, like so much to where she’s wanted to fake being stressed just for you to baby her.

— brushing her hair, helping take her makeup off, sometimes running a bath, setting clothes out, cooking, you’re not even married yet and you’re the best wife.

— youre always at the studio with her. if you're not then shes speeding home to play you a demo of a song her and her producers cooked up.

— attending almost every performance is practically mandatory. tate has said multiple times its okay if you cant make it, but you know it means a lot to her to know someone she actually knows and loves is in the crowd cheering for her.

— and of course, she eats up every performance we aren’t surprised, once shes off stage you're rushing to be the first person to greet her.

— theres been multiple times where you've gone missing and found in the nearest empty room, lost on each others lips, trying to savor it before the moment is ruined.

— tate has never released a bad song, but her best ones are the unreleased ones about you, that she wrote for only your ears.

— she’s so giddy singing songs about you, to you. mouthing little things like, ‘i love you’, and ‘stop it!’, when she looks up from her keyboard to you staring at her like she’s holding the moon and the stars.

— ꒰ ☀️ 𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍 ꒱ @chrissv4mp , @freshloveee , @mattscoquette , @itzdarling , @freshloveforthefit , @junnniiieee07 .

#tate mcrae #tate mcrae fic #think later #wlw #wlw post #influencer #i used to think i could fly #too young to be sad #greedy #exes #pop #guts olivia rodrigo #sour olivia rodrigo #olivia rodrigo #headcanon #dating #singer

[falsebooles123]

Confessions of a Recovering Genre-Phobic 02/04/2024

Hey Whores;

God what is this week? Well work has fucking sucked. People calling in sick, one of the refrigerators going down. Also one of my favorite work friends has left the chat to go on to green pastures and I just need to get out of there and move on with my life right?

In terms of love IDFK right? Ok here me out why bitches got to take so long to text you back and I get that its probably me just being triggered and having filters or some shit but also bitch. Treat me like a king. act like you want to be with me or some shit. I think its a lot were when people don't text me back its cause they have a life and our doing things and I distract myself with dumb shit because I hav eno goddamn friends. Anyway thanks for reading this prime example.

IDFK. Thanks for listening here are my dumb bitch thoughts on music and also Lelslie Hall has 5 albums and its homophobic you never told me...................................emrwopirjaksdlfjasklfjasdlk;fjasdlkf.

Footnotes For the Spring (2015) - Eliza Rickman

Genre: Folk, Baroque Pop? Length: 43:15 (11 Tracks)

Ok gurl I'm bad at describing genres Eliza Rickman is somewhere between Florence Welch and the Unwoman. She's what evermore Taylor wishes to be. Just imagine a feyish women in a white chiffon gown in a field of daisys singing baleful songs that are maybe sexual???

I don't have a lot to say about this album. If you like Eliza Rickman your gonna like this. She has a certain sound and I love it because I love beautiful esoteric women.

3.5/5 (I'm starting to feel like my number ratings don't mean shit.)

Too Young To Be Sad (2021) EP - Tate McRae

Genre: Pop, R&B? Length: 17:32 (6 Tracks)

All The Things I Never Said (2020) EP - Tate McRae

Genre: Pop, R&B? Length: 15:00 (5 Tracks)

Ok I think I was confusion Addison Rae with Olivia Rodriguez. and then confusing her with Tate McRae. I'm really sorry pop girlies.

When I first heard Tate McRae I was up at a ridicoulas hour in december and felt like I should be hip with THEE YOUTHSSSSS.

I vagualy remember her as a bedroom pop girly singing these sad piano ballads and honestly did I jsut mix her up with another singer. Cause like I distinctly remember her doing like sad piano ballads and this ain't it. Which is a great thing because I actually kinda love this.

Like lets be real this is pretty standard what I think R&B is. WHich gurl how did I forget a complete genre of music. and you know what im ok with this being a bit generic because I don't know the genre and I'm vibing.

Ill have to check out her full albums and sorry for the shit I was talking earlier.

4/5 for both EPs.

Hot Buttered Soul (1969) - Isaac Hayes

Genre: Soul Length: 45:24 (4 Tracks)

Ok so apparently this is a seminal album in the Soul Genre. Which ok. I'm sure it is but I feel like I'm do much of a dummy to get it.

IDK bitch you know what soul music sounds like? well good this has a 20 minutes Track in it so do with that information what you will.

2/5

Home Vol. 1 EP (2012) - JohnnySwim

Genre: Folk Length: 18:48 (5 Tracks)

I don't have much to say about this album. Have you heard any 2010s folk music? This is it. We have beautiful voices. Clapping, and stories of love and heartbreak. I mean what more do you want babygirl?

3/5

Ambient 1: Music for Airports (1978) - Brian Eno

Genre: Ambient Length: 42:20 (4 Tracks)

So I don't actually know if I ever finished this album.

Mostly because this album was meant as an instullation piece where it would be looped ad naseum but suffice to say.

BItch do you know what Ambient Music is? Its like music thats more about a calm and chill tone then it is about being energetic or attention grabbing. Its music thats designed to be ignored. The elegance of design.

This is fantastic. Sexisest Airport Music I would stick in my gob anytime.

4/5

Uptown Special (2015) - Mark Ronson

Genre: Funk, R&B Length: 38:50 (11 Tracks)

Uptown Special is probably most known by the layman for being the album that made Uptown Funk which is ft. Bruno Mars. I was already under the impression that it was the other way around. So I have learned and so have you.

I don't have much to say about this album. Think about funk music. Now imagine is someone made a really solid funk album with a bunch of fantastic guest artist including Stevie Wonder??? Thats crazy.

If anything Uptown Funk is one of the weakest song on this tracklist definetly worth a listen.

4/5

Cool Patrol (2018) - Ninja Sex Party

Genre: Comedy Rock? (thats what it says on Wikipedia will get into it) Length: 37:28 (15 Tracks)

OK did I like? Ninja Sex Party or was I just kinda horny for the vast majority of 2010s LP's. (I don't think I'm gay for Markiplier.... but)

So Ryen? What the fuck is Ninja Sex Party. ok. So its the 2010s, youtuber is full of comedic music videos and a star is born somewhere in the conceptional space adjacent to acts like LMFAO and Wierd Al. NSP is a comedic music duo consisting of Danny SexBang who is that guy in the spandex and Ninja Brian who is the mall ninja guy. SexBang likes to fuck and Brian likes to murder people a lot.

Most of the songs are these comedic sex jokes filled with dick puns and the music style is very 80s glam rock or power ballad. There not wrong when you call it comedic rock but its very limiting. Its very much a parody of those kinda corny 80s love ballads but NSP also dips there toes in Space Opera, comedic skits and so on and so forth. There pretty fun. If your a fan of like Leslie Hall or Key of Awesome or any other 2000s - 2010s comedic music artist then youd get a kick out of them.

This is pretty fun. Its like a dirty weird al yankovic album. Its not that deep fan.

3/5

#Diary #Music #Footnotes for the Spring #Too Young To Be Sad #All The Things I Never Said #Hot Buttered Soul #Home Vol 1 #Ambient 1 #uptown special

[fauvester]

little moshang fan kid <3

spoiled, aloof, a bit of a bitch, terminally 'weak constitution'-ed, lowkey lazy, prefers reading his dailies in the office and pretending to do paperwork to fighting

#svsss #moshang #he DOES grow up and becomes a respectable demon prince eventually. but hes a cold disinterested spoiled brat as a teen #shang qinghua rides his ass because he KNOWS that hes slacking on the paperwork that hes pretending to do #but unfortunately thats His Baby and he cant be TOO strict (this attitude not extended towards binghe... sad) #crawling out of mirrors like The Grunge to scare the transmigrated soul out of uncle sqq #he got his love of shiny shiny jangly accessories from aunt sha hualing #when he was a baby everyone in court was trying to poison him for political reasons #but didnt realize that since hes only half demon full demon poisons wont kill him #so for years moshang just thought their kid had like. horrible IBS. lack toast and tolerance that almost kills you #and even now as a young man hes like.... ah... sadly my body is too frail to go on ceremonial monster hunts with father.. #my greatest love language for a series..... making fankids #his fighting style is Very elegantly avoiding all attacks. poor MBJ like JUST STAND TALL AND TAKE A HIT LIKE A FUTURE DEMON KING #his poor firstborn son like Why would I do that. getting beaten up is very unpleasant. i would personally like to avoid that

[schnuffel-danny]

Jack has definitely been traumatized by The Accident his best friend got horrifically injured (because of a mistake Jack made) and dragged to the hospital right in front of him, and then Jack hasn't seen him for years I hc Jack actually tried to visit and when that didn't work he wrote letters, but they all returned unopened (the staff was tampering with Vlad's mail), so Jack spent years not knowing if his best friend was about to die (or maybe was already dead) Vlad literally vanished from Jack's life in the blink of an eye one moment Jack is having the time of his life in college with his closest buddy, and the next his friend is gone... and probably dying in agony

I know Vlad was obviously way more affected by this set of events, but I can't pretend like the accident couldn't have traumatized Jack as well

#danny phantom #sure in the tag it goes #this isn't a fandom tag to me anymore #it's like an AA meeting to me #hi my name is schnuffel i am way too young to be this old and I love to make Jack Fenton very very sad

[lunasolaris]

Revisited this old piece

They’ve been consuming my life for years now. Technically I’m colouring it but we’ll see if I like it enough

#don’t look at the hands too much #wolfstar #remus lupin #sirius black #marauders #marauders era #the marauders #harry potter #the cadence of part time poets #tcoptp #all the young dudes #there’s too much sadness in this fandom have some joy #my art #my artwork #atyd art #tcoptp art #marauders fandom #marauders fanart #harry potter fanart #wolfstar fanart #artists on tumblr #digital artist #digital art #digital illustration #procreate

[suledins]

simon & wilhelm being subtle for anonymous

#truly made for each other #mine #wilmon #young royals #yredit #youngroyalsedit #youngroyalscentral #wilmon* #yr* #simon eriksson #prince wilhelm #req #youngroyalsgifs #parallels* #ungaroyals #real talk #i dont want to think too much about how its something both of them feel the need to hide #wilhelm not wanting to show his anxiety vs. simon not wanting to show how much he misses wilhelm #v sad sorry anon

[bottleneckdolphin]

Is the transformers fandom really even still around or am I just here like

#I know tfp my baby was forever ago but I’m in pain #transformers #tfp #transformers prime #optimus prime #megatron #maccadam #I fucking miss TFP #I remember when tumblr was insane with TFP stuff and MTMTE #god I miss those days #everyone else moved on and I’m just here #sobs #I was too young then when the fandom was lit up #now that I’m older I feel like nobody’s here #my sadness is immeasurable

[bittergloss]

--I only wish to be with you from dusk to dawn, watching the world's frost and snow. Just want to wander long streets and narrow alleys with you, watching the moon on the eave.--

THE LAST IMMORTAL 神隐(2023) - EP. 14 Dir. Chan Ka Lam

#the last immortal #zhao lusi #wang anyu #cdrama #mygif #cdramaedit #cdramasource #tli #im not even caught up to this point yet it just rly got me even in a clip? #i loved this scene 😔 esp. with the ost like it really captured the sweetness and innocence of young first love #like something abt young love...... its at its purest form unsullied by external forces and you only experience it in this state once #b4 growing up and getting jaded and cynical abt relationshps and the world and i feel like a world weary old person #looking at their youth and innocence like i just want it all to work out for these kids i hope their hearts don't break too much #i want this to last a little longer for them i want them to live in this bubble a little longer b4 they get bulldozed by the world #its sweet tinged with a bit of sadness she's all dressed up to marry him. gathers flowers along the way with- #excitement and expectancy. lovingly puts a flower on him to match hers with his promise of forever in mind thinking its not far while he ha #no memory of his promise or his feelings towards her #ost so good and hits a weak spot of mine- singing abt wanting to experience just the ordinary everyday things with the person you love #don't you wish that's all love could and should be?

[findafight]

QPR stobin in their forties, married since, like, '87, finding out about qpr language. They see someone mention it or just stuble upon it on the internet and go oh!! That's us! That's what we have! :) Because they're still involved with lgbtq activism, and are like oh!! These young people have words for what we are isn't that amazing!

I think Robin would find out that sometimes people call their queerplatonic partner "zucchinis" absolutely hilarious and never refer to Steve as anything else. He's her zucchini. Her sweet yam. Her pumpkin pie. Steve giggles at it and says "because we're fruity!"

They don't get divorced to get married to their romantic partners because that's a hassle and also they don't want to. What would happen to the children. To the cats. To the fish the cats long to eat that they are expressly forbidden from eating because their mother and father are cruel and deserve jail for a thousand years. They are each other's PERSON, no romantic relationship will change that. This causes some stir when it's revealed Steve is Eddie's partner and also Steve has a wife. Eddie Munson, beloved queer metalhead/rocker is a homewrecker?? They try to explain! They do!

Steve is like 'okay well we were best friends and soulmates and very queer in the 80's it was just easier to get married especially seeing as I wanted my parents to have nothing to do with anything incase I died, so no brainer. We already lived together, it didn't really change anything except we were able to adopt!" "But don't you want to marry someone you actually love?" "I love Robin more than anything else besides our children??" "Not...what about Eddie?" "Yeah I love him he's my partner. But I don't want to marry him I'm already married to Robin." "But you aren't in love with her" "not romantically no. We're what the kids call 'zucchinis'" "I'm sorry what" "zucchinis! It's what some people call a queerplatonic partner! Like, a life partner that isn't romantic but is still the most important person! Rob thinks it's a very funny name and I gotta say, with the unconventional nature of this type of relationship I agree it fits."

Steve gets on twitter and is like "sorry to everyone who doesn't understand platonically spending your whole life with someone but I'm different" and then logs tf off and lets people freak the hell out in the replies.

And Eddie is like yes my partner is married. No he's not cheating. Yes we were together when he got married. No I'm not jealous. Yes I knew he was getting married I know you know this I was the best man. No he's not getting a divorce to marry me now same sex marriage is legal. Yes I'm fine with it. No it's not a problem. Yes I understand ya'll don't get it. No I don't actually care you don't get it. Yes Robin and Steve are the most important person in each other's lives. No I'm not hurt by that they were like that when I met them. Yes I love him. No I'm not worried they're actually in a secret heterosexual relationship that's ridiculous and stupid this interview is over.

#qpr stobin #robin buckley #platonic stobin #steddie #give me unconventional relationship with rockerstar eddie!!! give me qpr stobin!!!! #i get that people want romantic ships to get married but i think that eddie wouldn't really want to get married #and also they were young (queer) adults in the 80's thats prime time for anitconformist queerness #also also if stobin were to get lavender married i doubt they'd get divorced bc they love each other too much #someone might being it up after same-sex marriage is legalized and they'd try to talk about it but get too upset because itd be too #much like a breakup. they cannot be separated they'll be too sad (not to mention how legally and financially their lives are entwined) #finda's rambles #finda writes stuff #this post probably makes no sense but whwtever im emo about qpr stobin #stobin #platonic with a capital p #steve and robin

[snoelledarts]

Watching the PJO TV show made me rethink a lot of the scenes in the books…

Mostly just how young all the demigods really were. Seeing the actors really put things into perspective, and then I started thinking about the second series and how Nico, younger than all of them, has seen TWO wars by 14 years old.

The scene where he sees Percy at Camp Jupiter, what do you think is running through Nico’s head? He’s barely a teenager, he has this huge crush on this incredibly scary and powerful demigod, and he knows he has to pretend he doesn’t know him because Nico isn’t supposed to be here at this camp…

What do you think was his first emotion? Scared for a war he knows is now coming? Elated that Percy is alive? Horrified that this guy, seemingly the center of everything that has gone wrong for him, is showing up in his life again? Do you think he stopped to consider how serious Percy looked? How different he seems not surrounded by his mother and Annabeth and all of his friends? Do you think he thought about spilling it all and telling Percy who he is? Because Nico is 14 and should not be responsible for a choice like that, and because there’s so little he wouldn’t do for Percy? Do you think it crossed his mind that this Percy, with no memories, might be a Percy he has a chance with? Do you think he beat himself up over that thought for weeks? Do you think he had a hard time looking Annabeth in the eyes when he saw her again, knowing how hopeful he was that Percy would never get his memories back? Even if it was for a second?

…Can you tell I’ve been turning this scene over in my head all day?

#percy jackson #nico di angelo #pjo #heroes of olympus #camp jupiter #camp half blood #pjo tv show #i’m sorry this is so sad #you have to think about it now too #they are all so young #I’m not okay #should I tag percico because of nicos cannon crush or is that a mistake? #f it #percico #this was supposed to be a simple sketch …. OOPS LMFAO #snoelledarts

[misted-buttercup-enjoyer]

In "Too Young" when Princess Bubblegum talked about how she "never get to act like a kid" and how she wishes she "could stay like this with you, but..." I started crying. This poor girl grew up in the harsh world of early Ooo, she spawned from a living wad of gum and built a house for her brother, she tried to have a family but they betrayed her and she internalized that as "ignorance is bliss." Because shes intelligent, and she's sure not happy, and they were intelligent, and they weren't happy either, atleast Neddy is happy when he's just sucking on those roots and blissfully unaware of his surrondings. Homegirl didn't have any childhood at all, even Marceline had a more carefree childhood when she was with Simon, and she grew up in the literal apocalypse with three parental abandonments. Simon kept her entertained and cared for her, but PB was protecting Neddy and scavenging for resources, on her own, just to stay alive, her entire childhood. God. People dont talk enough about how tragic her childhood was, I feel freaking awful.

#she just.......she never got to grow up properly #i hope she and marceline get a good 500 years to just be dumb teenagers together because they've both gone through way too much #funnily enough though i feel like the fandom places more emphasis on marceline's suffering probably because it's more relatable #which y'know makes sense I'm not gonna judge anyone for that I love Marceline and her childhood was tragic too. #I once saw someone say that PB living in the Candy Kingdom and Ice King living the Ice Kingdom is for them kind of like living #in their own heads. and. yeah that sums it up to a tea. everyone else go home they explained it perfectly. #poor kiddo #princess bubblegum #bonnibel bubblegum #pb adventure time #simon petrikov #marceline abadeer #adventure time #too young #lemongrab #they make me sad #cryyyyyy #candy kingdom #adventure time analysis #spontaneous analysis

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 82

Lex Luthor is admittedly, a very petty man. A very petty man who absolutely despises a certain kryptonian. So what if he made a clone- the alien got mind controlled practically every other week, could anyone blame him for being concerned?!

He’s more than a little annoyed that said clone was stolen from Cadmus, even though they had assured him repeatedly that they knew what they were doing. Trying to steal Gotham’s cryptid’s child was not a good idea- even he knew that! So of course they take the clone and the kryptonian discovers said clone and… rejects it. Huh. He should probably take advantage of that. 

But he is a petty man. 

If the alien is going to reject the child then he’ll just have to prove to be the better father. He’ll of course be the best father, if only to shove it in the other’s face. Really, how hard could it be?

#dcu #dc #prompts #petty dad au #Luthor: Ah yes I shall take advantage and prove that I am superior in parenting #Luthor: Obviously if I help make the clone sympathetic to humans that is advantageous #Alexander “Lex” Luthor: Oh you wish to be called Connor? Certainly we can put it on your birth certificate even #young justice #lex luthor #connor kent #kon el #superboy #superman #Tim who forced Batman to adopt him: Oh finally an adult that I can bitch about my bio parents about with #Tim: Bruce gets all weird and sad when I try to roast them like being left alone isn't that weird #Bart: No idea what's going on here I was dragged to this way too fancy penthouse for breakfast #Bart: But I'm not going to say no to free breakfast #Connor: I am not doing villain things- i'd have to fight my friends! #Connor: I won't say no to the cash and free stuff and being petty tho

[amateur-scribbler]

Fat.

It’s a word that’s sitting in my stomach with weights tied to its feet. It’s floating down past the food I binged and then it’s watching the purge; making the toxic cycle complete.

It’s eating up space in my mind, this obsessive outlook about the size of my thighs.

I think I’d be happier, more loveable, and more confident if I was skinnier. I lie to everyone and myself about wanting to lose weight to be healthy when it’s all about the exteriors.

I know it’s not true, just my brain trying to make me want it more, by using a twisted methodology it has always used before.

My beautiful brain tries so hard to be helpful but, the whispered insults about my body to spur on change are only making me miserable.

I remind myself that the clawing voices in my mind won’t go away because I’m thinner, and I won’t magically love what’s in the mirror even if I weighed nothing more than a feather.

But, I like the grass.

No, not the bits of green in the salad, but the blades that reside on the other side of the mirror, where I assume the stars all shine clearer and of course my body is the type of unachievable perfection I’ve forever been dreaming of.

body dysmorphia is my best friend - t.k.o.

#poets on tumblr #poetry #writing #new poets society #poetsandwriters #female writers #poem #poem of the day #writers on tumblr #fuck my body #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues #disordered eating mention #it's not as simple as just eating #body dysmorphia #body dismorphia tw #body dysmorphic disorder #i hate it here #i hate me too #nah serious tho why do i keep writing sad shit #excerpt from a book i'll never write #young poets #short poem #poet #poems and quotes #poetic #the tortured poets department #original poem #writers and poets #depressing art

[b4kuch1n]

and the storm he was driving/washed it away/in the eye there was a silence

#pokemon #swsh #champion leon #rival hop #and! #professor hop #finally. finally the titus was born set can be done and out of my brain #one more item off the list! the very. very long list of things I wanna draw for these lads #its so. the moment I got into swsh I was like okay so titus was born is a leon song right #before you ask no I don't watch netflix shows. I just listen to young the giant like. casually #this set pushed my drawing water brain to the brink... my effect brain too #not as much as last year's october piece also for these two but still! pretty rough! #also Stuff Happened right before I could finish this lmao. we live in a society #but I got it done and it turned out so much nicer than I anticipated lmao I was NOT feeling hop's side until I darkened the bg #gods. I have never stopped being insane abt leon and hop. holds leon tenderly you have been set up to be such a dick #man who lies to himself everyday vs man who trusts until it ruins his whole world #I!! care them!!!! gods!!!! when will I be normal. when will I not spend two weeks drawing One (1) thing for them #a sad awooga for my kids everyone. #okay. I will lay down now. I have much to do tomorrow #have a good night lads! no reason to not shield urself from the rain remember!

[weepingfishturtledragon]

Captain Marvel Adopts Superboy AU

I've been seeing more Connor and Dad Captain Marvel content and I want to add. I imagine it being Connor's first birthday and Captain Marvel wanting to throw the best birthday party ever! He talked to the Gods and got a full day in the gardens on Mount Olympus, he decorated, invited the entire Young Justice League, made the perfect cake himself, and got him a powerful artifact as his gift or maybe Conner's signature leather jacket with a lightning bolt stitched on the back! It was amazing and really fun but at the end of the day I see Captain Marvel becoming emotional about how fast Connor and everyone is growing up and crying a lot little.

#billy batson #shazam #dc comcis #captain marvel #dc captain marvel #young justice league #superboy #conner kent #kon el #captain marvel adopts superboy au #honestly i would cry too :') #seems like yesterday Cap was offering his home to Connor #growing up too fast #dad marvel #Cap is sad about both Billy and Connor #please ignore any spelling or grammar mistakes