#though i do wonder if i would like TV!Loki as much

[michelleleewise]

Eeeee I got so excited to see your asks are open again! ❤ because it's valentines, could I request something where the reader has been super unlucky in love, never been someone's valentine, never been kissed, never felt desired, so always felt really sad and left out especially on valentines with all the couples and romantic ads on TV. Even though she's certain she'll be rejected and that Loki won't feel the same, she's faces the hurt of rejection and gets him a card and chocolates and maybe a cheesy valentines teddy bear anyway, because she doesn't want him to feel left out on the holiday the same way she's felt left out all her life 🥺 (he of course likes her too, though 👀)

Keep up the amazing fics ❤❤❤ you're wonderful 🫶

Aaaahhhh!!!!! Thank you so much!!!! I'm so glad you sent this to me and I hope I do it justice for you!! And as always thank you so much for all the love and support!!! It means more then you know!!! 🥰💚

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Chocolate Hearts

Pairing: Avenger Loki x assistant reader

Warnings: self deprecating thoughts, slight depression, sadness, teeny bit of angst....and fluff!!!!

Summary: you've always spent valentines day alone, always the the forgotten one. Until this year you realize you aren't alone.....

A/n- graphics by @harlequin-hangout. This turned out way longer then I first anticipated....lol oops!! Hehe

You ran through your list, making sure you had everything as you headed to the checkout "who needs that many pop tarts." You huffed, tucking the list away pulling out the black credit card Stark had given you. Being the teams official errand runner was interesting to say the least, but getting to know everyone was definitely worth it. Your shy nature had always made it hard for you to make friends growing up, but they welcomed you with open arms. Bonding quickly with wanda and Nat they became two of your closest friends. And when the Asgardian brothers joined the team, you couldn't help smile at Thor's always positive attitude, and as far as Loki went...well that was another story....you absolutely didn't have a crush on him....no way.

As you stood in line you glanced at the magazines "How to do Valentine's on a Budget" in bold letters across one "How to Drive Him Crazy" on another making you groan. You always disliked this time of year, the hearts...the flowers...boxed chocolates as far as the eye could see. Shifting your attention forward as the line moved you saw a young couple holding hands as they kissed. You would give anything to know what that was like. You'd always been awkward when it came to dating, some would even say unlucky. You had managed a few dates here and there in your adult life but definitely nothing spectacular. Your date always ending the night with a handshake and a "see ya around." You'd never even been kissed.

You looked down fidgeting with a box of Thor's pop tarts trying to get your mind off it, but being surrounded by all things love was a blaring reminder that no one loved you, and probably never would. You finally got to the front of the line, quickly checking out you needed out of there. Swiping your card you loaded everything into the cart and headed out to your car, you phone ringing as you shut the trunk, pulling it out seeing an unknown number calling you making you furrow your eyebrows "hello?" You asked "h..ello...y/n can you hear me?" He asked loudly "yes, I can hear you, who is this?" You laughed holding the phone out "excellent, this is Loki, Thor showed me how to make calls on this odd device." He said "oh ok, hi... did you umm need anything?" You asked biting your lip. "Ah, yes I was wondering if I could ask you something?" He asked making your heart race "umm yeah sure, what's up?" You asked.

"Well dear, I was wondering...if it isn't too much trouble." He said making your smile "yes Loki?" You urged, crossing your fingers "could you grab me some of that green tea you got last time? I quite liked it." He said as your heart sank into your stomach. "Oh...y..yeah sure." You said looking down "Thank you y/n. I very much appreciate it." He said "sure, no problem." You said hanging up. "Stupid...why would he ask you out..." you said to yourself walking back into the store. You made it back out to the car, tossing the bag in with the others you got in, looking at the people coming out, flowers and heart shaped balloons in hand. You sighed starting your car wishing this holiday would hurry and be over.

You made it back to the tower, beginning to unload the trunk when you heard footsteps "ah, lady y/n allow me to assist you." You heard, turning your head seeing Thor smiling at you "Thank you, I appreciate it." You huffed looping some of the bags around your arms "no trouble at all." He said grabbing the last of the bags he closed the trunk following you to the elevator "so, what are your plans for the day of love?" He asked as you rode up "oh, Valentine's day? Nothing." You said looking down "surely not, I'm sure your boyfriend has something planned." He winked making you laugh "I don't have one Thor." You said, wishing the elevator would let you out. "Surely you jest, a pretty girl like you?" He asked turning to face you "ha...yeah ok." You laughed awkwardly, wanting the conversation over "I'm serious y/n, you are.." he was cut off as the doors opened and you rushed out.

You reached the kitchen, hefting the bags on the counter as Thor followed you "you know y/n, if you are free, might I make a suggestion?" He asked smiling at you "look, Thor i..." you were cut off by another voice coming from behind you "Brother, leave the poor girl alone." You turned seeing Loki towering over you "Loki, I was only asking of her plans for this..Valentine's day." Thor said setting the bags on the counter "I'm sure her plans are not your concern." Loki said glaring at him. "It's ok guys, really." You said as they both looked at you, pulling the tea and pop tarts from the bags you slid them to them "ah, thank you dear." Loki smiled picking up the box looking at Thor "how do you eat those?" He asked as Thor ripped the box open "you do not know what your missing." Thor said winking as he walked down the hall.

You sighed, unloading the bags as Loki stepped around you grabbing the kettle "would you care for some dear?" He asked setting the box next to the stove "oh, no thank you." You said, maneuvering around him putting the groceries away. "I apologize for my brother's intrusiveness, he can be quite nosy." Loki said leaning against the counter "oh, it's ok he was just curious." You shrugged gathering the empty bags doing your best not to look directly at him "when is this...valentine's day?" He asked crossing his arms "umm next week actually." You said stuffing the bags under the sink "and it is traditional to buy these silly trinkets for your lover?" He asked "typically yeah, some people go out on dates or buy jewelry or flowers and stuff." You said finally glancing up at him seeing him nod

"and what if, hypothetically you wanted to ask someone to be your lover? What would one do?" He asked, his eyes meeting yours making you shiver "um, honestly I'm not sure. I think just do what you feel? Like, ask them to dinner or a movie or something like that." You said "I think the holiday puts too much pressure on people, just...be yourself." You smiled watching him nod again "who would say no to you." You mumbled under your breath grabbing your things walking around the island "y/n there was something else I wanted to ask you." Loki said making you turn back "yes Loki." You said biting your lip. "I was curious, would you.." he was cut off by Tony walking in "Hey horns, we got a mission so we need to head to the conference room." He said as he walked up to you.

"Hey y/n, could you do me a solid and pick this stuff up for pepper? With the mission I'm afraid I won't have time to do it before next week." He asked smiling handing you a small list "oh...yeah sure, no problem Mr stark." You said pocketing the paper "Tony...please." He laughed walking towards the hall. You looked up seeing Loki straighten and follow Tony "loki, w..what were you gonna say?" You asked fidgeting with your hands "oh, it wasn't important. I'll see you around yes?" He asked smiling "um, yeah....I'll be around." You said, watching him bow slightly before leaving. "Yeah...see ya around" you sighed heading to your office.

You spent the next few days doing your best to isolate yourself in your office. Everytime you got on your phone it was one romantic story after another "we're engaged"..."he asked me out"....to ads for flowers, sappy love commercials all over the TV, you couldn't even walk down the street without billboards reminding you you were alone. Since Tony's favor, almost every single team member had come to your office with a list of items for you to get them for their significant other. The only ones you hadn't seen yet were Thor and Loki, and you prayed to whoever was listening that Loki wouldn't grace your doorway.

You sat at your desk, tapping your pencil off the wood hearing a knock "come in." You said still sifting through everyone's lists "Hello lady y/n. I have come to ask a favor" Thor said as you looked up at him "sure, what's up?" You asked "Well, I have to go on a mission soon and was wondering if you would grab a few things for me for lady jane?" He asked reaching into his pocket. "Oh..yeah sure." You said sitting up "Stark told me to ask since you are doing the same for him." He said holding the paper out. "Yeah I can do that." You said adding his paper to the pile. "I very much appreciate it y/n." He said starting to leave "umm, w..when...do you know when Loki is going to bring me his list?" You asked, regretting the question immediately "my brother has never been one to participate in holidays. He tends to keep to himself mostly." Thor said turning back to you "he's not getting anyone anything?" You asked confused.

"I must admit he does not tell me everything, but since we have arrived here I have yet to see him court anyone." Thor said making you frown "so...he's alone...on valentine's day?" You asked, an idea beginning to form in your mind. "It would seem yes" Thor said sighing "was there anything else you needed y/n?" He asked "no, thank you thor." You smiled, watching him nod as he left, closing the door behind him. You sat back, thinking about what Thor told you. You had spent every valentine's day alone, wallowing in your own misery, but you hated the fact that he might be feeling the same. Alone on a new planet with no one. You grabbed the lists and your wallet, stuffing everything in your pockets you grabbed your keys, locking your office before making your way to the parking garage with a plan.

You walked through the store, making sure everything was checked off of everyone's list you sighed. "Ok, my turn" you said to yourself walking down the aisle filled with hearts and chocolates. "What do you get a thousand year old alien prince?" You asked yourself looking around when your eyes met a cute fluffy teddy bear nestled on the bottom shelf. You crouched down picking him up, he was soft to the touch, and fluffy enough to want to hug with large green eyes that shined in the light with a little smirk sewn on his face "perfect." You said to yourself putting him in the cart as you carried on.

You had noticed based on the shopping lists that Loki had quite the sweet tooth, leaning towards the chocolate covered caramel variety so you picked a decent sized box of assorted chocolates, as well as few caramel filled chocolate bars before heading over to the cards, each one cheesier then the last you picked a "thinking of you" placing it in the cart when you saw a dark green wicker basket nestled near the craft section. Snagging it you couldn't help the smile that spread across your face as you walked up to the checkout. You..for once in your life, were excited about valentine's day.

You sat at the kitchen table, separating everyone's things into separate bags putting their names on them as you pulled out your gifts for Loki. Setting the basket down you placed the teddy bear in the middle, the box of chocolates nestled gently in front of him before adding the chocolate bars when you pulled out the card. "Hey, there you are. I haven't seen you around." You heard Nat making you look up "oh, yeah I've been pretty busy." You said motioning to the bags. "I can see that." She laughed sitting next to you "whose that for?" She asked nodding at the basket "someone." You smiled pulling a pen out of your pocket "wouldn't be someone I know would it?" She asked nudging your arm "I have no idea what your implying." You said feigning indifference. "Hmm. Let's see...green basket...insane amount of chocolate..." She said rubbing her chin "does it begin with an L?" She asked as you glared at her.

Loki was walking down the hall heading towards you office practicing what he was going to say. He had become quite fond of you since he arrived, your kind nature was a balm to his heart. Where others met him with indifference and disdain, you offered him smiles and friendship. And when Thor had come to him telling him you had no suitor, he knew this was his chance to ask the question that had been burning deep inside him, he only hoped you had felt the same. He took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves when he heard your voice coming from the kitchen, stopping in the hallway when he heard the widow was with you. He knew he shouldn't eavesdrop but he couldn't help his curiosity.

"I can't hide anything from you." You laughed "comes with the job." She shrugged smiling "d..do you think he'll like it?" You asked biting your lip "I think he'll love it, I mean it's chocolate." She said making you laugh "well, I hope so. I'm so...what if..." She cut you off "no, no what if's, your a catch. And if he doesn't see that he's blind." She said nudging your shoulder. "Thanks nat, I just...im not good at this stuff." You sighed looking at the basket "just be yourself and you'll be fine. Trust me, he's a lucky guy." She smiled "now, finish up and go get your man." She said standing up "yes ma'am." You said saluting her making her laugh as she walked towards the hall, loki quickly teleporting to his room before he was seen, his mind running a mile a minute, feeling his heart sink remembering what he heard.

He sat in his chair running a hand through his hair, he was too late...you had found someone. He sighed sitting back looking out the window at the city below "he is a lucky man indeed." He said, as he closed his eyes, wishing he had had the nerve to ask you sooner when he heard a faint sound on the other side of his door, barely audible but just enough for him to know someone was on the other side. He got up, conjuring his dagger he slowly gripped the handle of the door, hearing the sound again he flung the door open being met by your wide eyes staring back at him "y..y/n?" He asked seeing panic etched across your face.

"H..hey Loki i..." you trailed off looking down "i..I didn't mean to disturb you." You said as his eyes traveled down seeing the basket nestled in your arms "I'm sorry..I'll go." You tried rushing off when he gently grabbed your arm "my apologies, I did not mean to scare you my dear." He smiled, the dagger vanishing into thin air as you turned to look at him "would you perhaps like to come in?" He asked waving inside the door "oh i..I don't want to impose, I was just gonna leave this here and go." You said quietly shifting the basket in your arms. "Please, I insist." He said stepping aside as you walked past him. You stood in the middle of the room, looking around you saw daggers displayed along the wall, his large bookshelf that practically took up an entire wall, various paintings hung throughout "wow, this is amazing." You said turning back to him.

"Thank you my dear, please have a seat and tell me what brings you here." He said waving towards the couch. "Well, you see i..." you trailed off sitting down "I was shopping for everyone today and I...I thought maybe..." you trailed off picking at the wicket basket as Loki sat next to you "thought what y/n?" He asked urging you on "Well, see I've never been good at this, and your probably going think it's silly...that im silly." You whispered when you felt his fingers under your chin, gently lifting your head your eyes met his "you are not silly darling, tell me.." he whispered watching you intently "umm..so I got you this." You said handing him the basket, his fingers brushing yours as he grabbed it placing it on his lap "t..the bear reminded me of you." You laughed nervously seeing him smile "he is devilishly handsome isn't he?" Loki asked making you giggle.

"This is very sweet y/n, thank you." He said standing up he carefully placed the bear on his bookshelf before returning to sit next to you "well um I should probably go, I'm sure your probably tired and..." he cut you off holding his hand up as his long fingers picked up the card that was nestled at the bottom. "Oh..y..you don't have to read that now it's ok." You said as your palms began to feel clammy. "But I would like to, if it's ok with you?" He asked. You nodded, closing your eyes preparing for the rejection you knew was coming hearing him open the envelope. "Look, I know.." he cut you off again holding a finger up as his eyes darted back and forth, a smile spreading across his face before he looked up at you "truly y/n? You wish to go to dinner with me?" He asked.

You felt like you heart was about to explode as you wiped your palms on your thighs "if you don't want to it's totally ok, I mean I was just curious If you werent busy, and I wasn't busy and if you were hungry...if you get hungry, that you know..food is always a good choice in that instance and..." you were halted in your incoherent rambling as Loki placed a finger on your lips "I would love to y/n." He smiled. You were sure you had died...your heart had stopped and you were dead "may I ask something y/n?" He asked leaning closer "y...yeah." you stuttered "would it be too forward if I asked to kiss you?" He asks making you freeze "er...um well...you see, i..." you huffed, attempting to regain any composure deciding to just tell him "I've never kissed anyone before." You rushed out watching his eyebrows furrow "you mean to tell me, no one has ever..." he trailed off watching you shake you head.

You watched him set the basket on the table, scooting closer to you his long fingers caressed your cheek, traveling down to your neck while his thumb rubbed small circles along your jaw "may i?" He asked looking deep in your eyes "y..yes." you breathed as he slowly leaned in, his eyes traveling to your lips and back as you closed your eyes, feeling his warm breath fan across your face as he genlty pressed his lips to yours. Tilting his head he deepened the kiss, slowly running his tongue along your bottom lip you parted them, feeling his tongue slide past your lips caressing yours you followed his lead hearing him moan, deciding you never wanted to stop hearing that when he pulled back, biting your lip gently.

"Are you ok y/n?" He asked when you realized you eyes were still closed "y...yes...mmhmm." you said seeing him smile "I must admit something to you." He said running his fingers through your hair "I have wanted to do that since we met." He said seeing your eyes widen "b..but im..and your..." you stuttered hearing him laugh "Darling, you are an incredible woman. I wanted to tell you sooner, but I was afraid you did not feel the same" He said looking down "and I was afraid I had missed my chance this evening when I heard you speaking to romanoff." He said "Loki, I think your incredible too, and I thought you wouldn't feel the same." You said making him laugh "we are both oblivious I see." He said making you laugh "yes, yes we are." You agreed. "Well darling, how would you feel about watching a film and helping me eat this chocolate hmm?" He smiled "I would love that." You said as he leaned forward handing you the remote.

"Happy valentine's day Loki." You said kissing his cheek "happy valentine's day y/n." He said kissing your forehead as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders pulling you into his chest. You closed your eyes taking a deep breath, his cologne invading your senses making you sigh. You snuggled further into him deciding this was your new favorite spot.

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[ashdreams2023]

Hi dear!❤️ I was wondering what If the reader turns in to a baby and Loki has to take care of her. Because there is always fanfictions about Loki turns in to a baby so I think the roles can be reversed.

Big round eyes

You turn into a baby and Loki is put on babysitting doty

Loki stared the little sleeping baby on the couch with a blanket covering her.

He wasn’t familiar with infants, he dealt with toddlers a little but not full on babies, he always kept his distance.

Now he has to watch over you, his sweetheart, you got turned into a baby due to a mistake during one of the missions and now you’re 8 months old.

You were asleep when they brought you back, Tony had mentioned that you cried till you fell asleep.

Loki sat on the floor leaning on the coach you were sleeping on, reading a book and checking your breathing every once in a while.

After what felt like an hour you started waking up, making little whiny noises.

Loki put his book down quickly then picked you.

"Hmm…good morning sleeping beauty" he said, you blinked at him tilting your little head.

Loki sighed placing you beside him on the floor before grabbing his book again.

Again Loki is not experienced with handling babies so he didn’t know what to expect when he heard you screaming all of a sudden and not near him at all.

He almost had a heart attack when he found you crying on the kitchen floor because apparently you feel backwards hitting your head hard.

"Goodness!" He used a healing charm immediately and quickly noted to himself that he should never ignore you like this.

That was easier said than done.

He couldn’t even leave to the bathroom without the door open, no books or you would rip the pages and goodness you crawl fast.

"DARLING NO!" he had to hide his daggers away or else you’ll suck on them.

The amount of times he had to pull stuff out of your reach.

At one point he took you out for a walk, hoping to distract you a bit but instead brought attention to himself, people just staring at you both and asking if you’re his daughter.

Though nobody is touching you because fucking back off, some people are just straight up creeps.

He was fine with animals only, puppy liked boop their noses with yours and making you giggle.

It actually gave him an idea, when he got home he turned himself with a cat and stayed near you while the tv was running.

He had a soft spot for those big round eyes of yours, and when you cry oh boy he can’t do anything but give in to whatever you want.

"How can something be so little but so much trouble!?"

When you touch his face or hair while making little noises he can’t help but feel a little soft.

Because big or small either way you’re his beautiful princess.

When you turned back to your normal size tony had the pleasure of showing you the security videos of Loki taking care of you.

You doesn’t know but you look at them whenever you’re feeling down.

"What are you smiling at?"

"Nothing that concerns you"

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[fanficshiddles]

The Munchies, One Shot

Thank you for the prompt, hope you like it! crimson25 submitted: So reader smokes weed and one day Loki sees her smoking and asks to have a hit. She says no but offers a better idea. She wants his first time being high to be fun and enjoy so she invites him to her place. She has a bunch of snacks that he'll like. Like grapes and nuts and a bunch of stuff she thinks he'll enjoy. She has the movie clue. (It's a murder mystery comedy I think he would enjoy it plus who doesn't love Tim Curry) well after smoking a bit Loki gets all the normal side effects. He gets the munchies, he gets the giggles, he even gets paranoid that Thor might catch him in this state even though they're in the readers apartment and thors on a mission. He ends up having a fun time Well as the night progresses Loki starts to get horny and it leads to some very playful sex.

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You were excitedly getting your place organised for your visitor tonight. You’d placed a bunch of snacks on the coffee table on front of the sofa, as well as some wine that you knew he liked too.

The TV was on, paused at the start of the movie Clue. You knew he’d never seen it yet, but you had a feeling he would like it.

‘Now, just to wait for…’ You were cut off when right on time, the doorbell went.

You had a big smile on your face as you opened the door to greet Loki.

‘Hey, darling. Thanks again for inviting me over.’ He said sweetly as he kissed your cheek and stepped into your home.

You’d grown pretty close to Loki in the past year, you had a huge crush on him but would never be able to actually tell him that or act on it. Why would a God want you, anyway? You were just a normal human being.

‘You’re always welcome here, Loki.’ You said as you shut the door behind him and lead him to the living room.

‘Nice and cosy.’ He grins and takes his place on the sofa, somehow making it seem like he owns the place. He seems to have that effect with almost everywhere he goes.

You pour him some wine and take a seat next to him, he starts munching on some of the cheese you’d placed out. The movie starts playing and after a little while, you light up the first joint.

Loki raises his eyebrow as you hand him one, then you light another for yourself. Because he’s not as used to it as you, it doesn’t take many hits before Loki is feeling the effects. Even for a God.

You notice he starts eating more and more of the snacks, you even begin to wonder if you actually got enough to eat for him. And yourself, because you know it won’t be long before you start to feel the effects too.

The movie ends up completely forgotten, because the two of you end up giggling away at absolutely nothing. You start throwing nuts for Loki to catch in his mouth and for some reason he finds it hilarious, almost falling off the sofa from laughing so much.

But then as he clambers back onto the sofa, collapsing deep into the sofa right next to you, he suddenly makes you jump as he puts his hand on your knee as he gasps dramatically.

‘What?’ You ask, worried.

‘What if Thor finds out what we are doing?’ He says quickly.

‘He won’t… He’s on a mission, remember? And he doesn’t know where I stay.’ You shrug.

‘He knows everything. It’s so annoying. He might tell mother. She would be horrified… I think. What if he does find us? Or what if he just knows?’

‘Loki!’ You grab his face and make him focus on you. ‘You’re a grown ass adult-god. You can do whatever you want. Or that’s what you always tell us.’ You giggled.

Loki’s panicked expression suddenly relaxes, and he grins goofily.

‘I guess you’re right… god I’m hungry.’ He then launches for the bowl of crisps again.

You start to think you’re going to need to order in some takeaway soon if he keeps eating the way he is. But then, you’d not thought about his godly appetite, being way more than an average man.

‘We’re going to be all out of food soon.’ You giggle and playfully kick his thigh with your foot.

He looks at you with an eyebrow up, but then a mischievous grin forms on his face. ‘You know… There’s something else I’d love to eat.’ His voice dropped a little, making you shiver.

‘What? I probably don’t have it in.’ You raised an eyebrow at him.

But he grabbed your ankle and dragged you towards him, pulling you down the sofa with a squeak. ‘I’d like to eat you.’ He growled, wiggling his eyebrows at the same time.

You blushed hard and laughed nervously. ‘You can’t eat me, unless you’re a cannibal.’

Loki then growled ferally and started biting at your neck and along your shoulders, making you laugh and screech under him. He then grabbed at your hips and squeezed, making you laugh even more. He quickly caught on and slid his hands under your top, tickling you.

As he moved right over the top of you, you could feel a very pronounced bulge pressing against you.

He removed his hands from your top and cupped your face, his eyes were blissed out, but he was still there. You knew you were safe in his hands, and he felt safe in yours.

‘Can I kiss you?’ He asked so innocently it made your heart melt.

You nodded eagerly. ‘I thought you were going to eat me.’ You said boldly.

Loki didn’t wait longer before kissing you deeply, like he was actually trying to eat you. But with a click of his fingers, both of your clothes were removed. You felt a little self-conscious, but Loki didn’t allow that to remain for long.

He gasped as he looked down your body, taking you in.

‘Gods, you have no idea how long I’ve wanted to see you like this.’ He lightly trailed his fingers down across your abdomen, making you squirm.

His hand delved between your thighs for a while, as he continued kissing you. He couldn’t get enough of it. But then he made good on his promise of eating you… He started moving down your body, so much so that he actually slipped off the sofa to his knees with a thud.

You couldn’t help but laugh. ‘Wow… God of mischief on his knees… I thought it was the other way round you preferred? Having humans on their knees for you?’ You giggled.

Loki glared at you, then grabbed your knees and pulled you to the edge of the sofa and draped your legs over his shoulders so he had perfect access to your wet cunt.

‘That can be arranged, darling.’ He growled low before diving in to his feast.

Even when high, he was using his tongue expertly on you. You didn’t take long at all before you had to cum on his tongue, he was just too good. He knew exactly what to do with that silver tongue of his, teasing your clit in just the right way.

You lost count how many times he made you cum with his tongue, he was enjoying it far too much. The way you gripped his hair he loved too, feeling how wild he was driving you. He got so engrossed in eating you out, you became over sensitive and it took a few hits to his back with your heel to get his attention.

‘Lokiiiii!’ You squealed, finally he looked up, licking his lips. His chin was absolutely soaked with your wetness.

‘I… I need you in me… Please.’ You whined, blushing at the admission.

‘Oh you do, do you?’ He grinned and turned you around on the sofa so you were on it properly, and he climbed back on and between your thighs, his cock standing proud and hard, wanting to be inside of you as much as you wanted it.

‘Please.’ You pleaded, fluttering your eyelashes at him, making him chuckle.

He folded his body over you, covering you completely, holding your hands as he pressed his cock into you. From all the licking and orgasms he’d given you already, he slid right in with very little resistance.

‘Bloody hell.’ He groaned, pressing his face into your neck as he sucked on your skin before picking up a decent rhythm.

But because he was high, when he got a little rougher he lost his balance and started falling off the sofa again. But he had an arm around you and he pulled you with him, luckily you landed on top of him so he took the brunt of the fall.

The action of falling made his cock lodge really deep inside you, making you both gasp in surprise pleasure. But then you both started laughing hysterically. It didn’t help when he slid his fingers up your back, tickling you lightly and keeping you laughing as you squirmed on top of him. But it had the desired effect as you moved on his cock.

With the both of you still giggling, you eventually came on his cock as he came inside of you, filling you up. You’d never felt anything quite like it before, from a God.

When you both were able to catch your breath, you couldn’t quite believe that you’d just had sex with Loki. You were a bit worried it was a spur of the moment thing, since he was high.

But as he began stroking your hair, you completely melted under his touch.

‘I think we should do this more often…’ He purred.

You thought he meant getting high. ‘Yeah… I’ll need to make sure I have more snacks in though.’ You giggled a bit.

Loki then cupped your face, making you look at him. ‘No, no. I mean, the weed was great don’t get me wrong.’ He laughed. ‘But I mean, sex with you.’ He smirked at the way your eyes widened.

‘Oh… Yeah… yeah… That too.’ You blushed and hid your face into his neck.

He chuckled. ‘And perhaps I should take you for dinner, so we have plenty of stamina, of course.’

‘Of… of course.’ You stammered, your heart was so happy right now. And it wasn’t just because of the weed.

#Loki #Tom hiddleston #prompt #one shot

[magpie-murder]

The way you can see Loki change and grow though the book is so amazing and it's such wonderful writing. Splitting the book into parts was such a good idea because you can see who Loki is before The Situation and after.

Plus the way that Thor is more over the top and stands out compared to Loki following the rules but Thor is praised and Loki is shunned isn't represented better than at the meeting with the elves. Thor can get away with breaking the rules if it makes him look good and therefore makes Asgard look good. Loki will always be in the wrong whether he's following the rules or breaking them.

The way he still wants his father's love and attention after this, how he goes on the mission anyways despite knowing it's just a punishment. It all leads up to when Loki find the mythology book, to when he returns home and realizes that no matter what he does he will always fail. Even in the eyes of Amora he wasn't enough, even Theo suspected he'd be betrayed. Despite everything, this is how he's seen and how he's known.

Plus there's no way Marvel had any say in this book despite their name being plastered on it. Loki gets more genuine characterization and love in this book than in the entire mcu (mostly looking at the TV show). Loki is shown to be more than just a villain in the book, he's shown to have layers and have a complex reason behind the way he is.

I've never seen such good characterization before for the Norse gods before in media except in God of War and it's so so good and I will be thinking about this book for the rest of my life

this is why i heavily HEAVILY recommend this book to everyone who likes loki. this is the perfect book for people who love early MCU loki, this is the perfect book for people who feel like the loki series missed the mark, and this is the perfect book for people who DID like the loki series.

it's a much more sympathetic view of him and his character, it addresses asgard's horrifying politics, he's much more in character for the large majority of the book, he's bisexual, he's genderqueer (this loki read as bigender to me, personally!), he's smart, he uses his magic in clever ways, it does SO many of the things that i really, really wish the series would have and manages not to be racist, transphobic, or antisemitic while doing it

also omg i love god of war too

#váli.txt #ask and ye shall be answered #loki #lwml #loki series criticism #loki where mischief lies

[agentem]

State of the MCU

There's a lot of thinkpieces and YouTube videos about how the MCU is "over" or "damaged goods" after Secret Invasion.

Obviously they are trying to distract us from this talk by dropping the Loki (one of the good MCU shows) trailer today.

I think there are several different lessons to be learned by some of the failures or missteps of this period of "too much Marvel."

They went from doing three movies a year, to doing, well, a lot more content. I don't actually think that Marvel is "running out" of content. There are so many characters and storylines that have not even been touched on.

But I think Marvel got a bit excited about what it could do, without thinking about the hows of actually making the content. For example, during She-Hulk we heard from VFX artists that were overworked and underpaid that there just weren't enough hours in the day for them to make all these shows and movies. Clearly, someone at the top did not take that into consideration when greenlighting all the shows.

I think the disconnect between WandaVison and Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness showed limitations in the production schedules of the various properties. The time making a show is different from making a movie. And it led to some disconnect between where the audience was and where the narrative was going.

I also think a lot of things were greenlit as a good idea without them being fully fleshed out. Secret Invasion is probably one of them. I hear Echo is another. (Feige called it "unreleaseable" which makes me wonder how bad it was, since he clearly thought Secret Invasion WAS releasable.)

Hopefully in the future they will settle into some kind of release schedule (for example it was a big deal when Marvel went from two movies a year to three and then they really seemed to have three a year down in the 2018 period). I don't know exactly how many shows they can add to that.

In 2021, we got four live action shows and 1 animated show. In 2022 we had three live action shows. And we are supposed to get three in 2023.

For the shows, I think maybe two a year is a good amount, to give the writers (Pay your writers, Disney!) and the entire team enough time to work (pay for VFX artists too!). And if you can produce two quality TV series that work as TV series, then maybe they could try for three.

I'm a bit nervous about next year because three are scheduled but one is Daredevil which is supposed to be a lot more episodes than the shows the MCU has done. Though he needs less CGI than other heroes, maybe it could work?

Though these things will all probably get pushed back due to the strikes going on now.

I also think there should be a reason that something is a TV show and not a movie. I don't like this talk of "six hour movies." That's not a thing. The format changes the experience. WandaVision and She-Hulk utilized the TV format as part of the narrative. And that's a great reason for it to be a show. But it's not the only one. (Moon Knight had a unique structure, where it was divided into two episodes in London, two episodes in Cairo, and two episodes in the Underworld. That was cool, but I would argue then it should've been released two at a time instead of week-to-week. And on Friday. I hate this Wednesday nonsense.)

I think about this shit too much.

#marvel #mcu #marvel television #wandavision #secret invasion #she-hulk #moon knight #echo #daredevil: born again #kevin feige

[where-theres-smoak-2]

Thoughts on Hess’ Comments

So I just saw this quote by Hess from an interview: 

Hess replied: “I agree with you. He’s become Internet Boyfriend in a way that baffles me. Not that Matt isn’t incredibly charismatic and wonderful, and he’s incredible in the role. But Daemon himself is … I don’t want him to be my boyfriend! I’m a little baffled how they’re all, ‘Oh, daddy!’ And I’m just like: ‘Really?’ How — in what way — was he a good partner, father or brother — to anybody? You got me. He ain’t Paul Rudd. What do you think, Clare?”

Well Hess you are not the only one baffled here because I am baffled by this statement. It just doesn’t seem like she understands Daemon’s character at all, the whole point of Daemon’s character is that he is in equal measures good and bad. Yet Hess seems to only see the bad. There is this quote, which I believe is from the novella The Rogue Prince, that describes Daemon: 

Over the centuries, House Targaryen has produced both great men and monsters. Prince Daemon was both. In his day there was not a man so admired, so beloved, and so reviled in all Westeros. He was made of light and darkness in equal parts. To some he was a hero, to others the blackest of villains.

I haven’t even read that book and even I am aware of this quote its such an integral part of what makes Daemon, Daemon. Anyone who has been part of a tv/book fandom knows that there is a certain appeal to morally grey and complex characters, I mean Loki from Marvel, Klaus and Damon from vampire diaries, Kylo Ren from star wars, The Darkling from Shadow and Bone and countless others, have all been very popular characters because they are interesting and complicated and that makes them entertaining to watch. The dark/morally grey characters being the most popular character in a show/book is a tale as old as time so I don’t understand why she would be surprised that Daemon is popular, its hardly a new phenomenon. 

Now skirting over the fact that when fans call him ‘daddy daemon’ they are so not talking about his skills as a father or brother etc, what about that question she asked? ‘How - in what way- was he a good partner, father or brother- to anybody really?’ Now I am not going to sit here and argue that Daemon Targaryen is the perfect husband, father or brother, he’s not, but there are times when he is shown to be a good husband/father/brother and it has been made clear throughout the series that he loves his family. The bad things he does doesn’t erase the good. 

So let’s start with when was he ever a good brother?

In ep 1 despite his later comments about ‘heir for a day’ he does genuinely feel bad for his brothers loss and grieves for his brother, his love for his brother and niece can be seen in that funeral scene and he does try comforting his brother’s daughter. 

In ep 2 when Corlys insults Viserys Daemon stands up for him even though at that time he and Viserys had fallen out themselves. 

In ep 4 he gives up his crown to his brother and recognises him as the true king, we also see him laughing with his brother in the garden and you can see genuine affection between them.

In ep 8 you can see how difficult it is for Daemon to see his brother suffering and in pain, he can barely look at him. He helps him with his milk of the poppy, there is also that moment when Daemon helps his brother to the throne and puts his crown back on his head, because despite their differences over the years in the end they are still brothers. 

Yes there have been times when Daemon has been a terrible brother to Viserys but that doesn’t mean there aren’t times when he has been a good one too. So what about a good partner? 

We don’t know much about his marriage with Laena and what we do see they are at odds because Laena wants to go home and Daemon wants to stay in Pentos. But we still see little moments of affection between them in ep 6. When he sees Laena approaching he smiles at her and moves the cushion so she could sit beside him. There is also that scene between Laena and Rhaena where Laena says Daemon is trying his best, which suggests that he does put effort into being a good husband and father. Also in ep 7 when asked if he loved Laena he does say that they were happy enough which suggests that they had a good marriage, we also see Laena being affectionate, tactile and comforting to Daemon, I don’t think Laena would have done this if he was a bad husband.  

Most of what we see of him as a husband is with Rhaenyra and with her so far we have only ever seen him be supportive and affectionate towards her. He supports her with her plan for Laenor, when she says she wants to go to kings landing in ep 8 he supports her in that too. Whilst at King’s landing when Rhaenyra is anxious and upset at her father’s condition he takes her hand to give her comfort, he stands with her when confronting Alicent about Viserys condition and the removal of Targaryen heraldry, when Vaemond insults Rhaenyra and her sons he stands up for her, true its by taking a guys head off, but its still in defence of his partner. We see him joking and laughing with her at the dinner table and holding her hand there too. In fact there is nothing in ep 8 to suggest that Daemon is anything but a good husband to Rhaenyra. 

Obviously he was a terrible husband to Rhea but there was mutual hate on both sides in that relationship and it was obvious that neither of them wanted to be married to the other, doesn’t excuse him murdering her but him being a bad husband to one doesn’t mean he can’t be a good husband to another, Hess says when was he a good partner to anybody, well he was a good partner to Rhaenyra throughout the whole of episode 8. 

What of the last one though, was he ever a good father to anyone? Again yes we see him being a good father.

In ep 6 we see him teaching his daughter high valyrian, we see her kiss him on the cheek as she leaves showing that there is affection between them. We also see him stroking and kissing Laena’s belly showing affection to their unborn child too. 

In ep 7 he helps defend Rhaenyra's sons from Cole and Alicent, standing protectively over them along with Rhaenyra and this is before he is even their step father. 

In ep 8 we again see him defend his step sons against Vaemond and also breaks up the fight between Jace, Luke, Aemond and Aegon and stands in front of all of their children protectively. We see him stroking Rhaenyra’s belly, just like he did with Laena’s, again showing affection to his unborn child, not to mention he scaled a mountain, risking life and limb to collect dragon eggs for his kids. We also see him stroking baby Viserys’ hair when introducing him to his grandfather again showing that affection he has for his children. Both Daemon and Rhaenyra seem to have a good relationship with all of the kids. 

What is particularly irritating about her saying that he was never a good father to anyone is that there is another instance in ep 6, an episode that Hess wrote for, where he comforts and hugs his daughters after the death of their mother and they DELETED IT! But then they released images of the deleted scene so we all know that it was written and filmed and it just made the audience upset that it was cut because it was a good opportunity to show that other side of Daemon, the softer side. If they really wanted us to dislike Daemon then it was a bad move releasing those images.     

So yeah at times Daemon has been a terrible husband, and a terrible brother. When it comes to him being a father the only indication we get of him not being a good father is a passing comment made by a child that her father ignores her because she doesn’t have a dragon. But there have been instances that show Daemon can also be a good husband, brother and father particularly in the latter half the season where he seems to have matured somewhat. What makes Hess’ comments more absurd to me is she also defends Aegon r*ping Dyana and essentially says he didn’t know any better because he wasn’t taught consent, but like any idiot knows that stop and no means stop. You don’t need to be taught that. Are you trying to tell me that Aegon, a grown man, doesn’t know what the word stop means? Dyana tells Alicent I told him to stop, there is no excuse for Aegon he knew she didn’t want to and he did it anyway. 

I know that Hess is only one writer and that there is alot of other people involved in the show and in building these characters, and no matter what Hess has said I do think for the most part Daemon has been a complex and nuanced character, whilst there are some choices that were made that I didn’t agree with, like deleting that scene with his daughters, overall I think his character has been well written and Matt’s acting has been incredible and the proof of this is in how popular the character is. But I do think Hess making these comments was a mistake and could become a problem and that’s because the ending of GOT left alot of the audience wary of this spin off show. One of the complaints alot of the audience had about GOT was they felt their favourite characters suffered from poor writing choices and were mischaracterised in later seasons, Jon became this one tone character whose only lines were ‘I don’t want it’ and ‘my queen’, Dany’s descent into madness happens way too quickly and suddenly and so seeing a writer mischaracterise a character this early will naturally make viewers, and fans of that particular character wary of continuing with the show because they don’t want to see their favourite character get butchered by bad writing. 

I mean at least Clare’s answer was more diplomatic and seemed like she understood the character and the appeal of the character, she said:

I just love the fact that people are so involved with these characters, and I think that’s part of the fun of it. One minute you like someone and the next minute you like someone else. But I am not surprised. Matt is such a risk taker in his performances and he’s got that little smile, and you know... you can’t help it! He is charismatic. People love a baddie. But I don’t think he’s particularly a good father or brother.     

 I think the difference between what Hess says and what Clare does is that it seems like Hess is criticising the audience for liking the character whereas Clare understands that its more nuanced than that and she sees it as a positive thing that people are engaging with these characters. 

The last thing I want to talk about is this part where Hess says:

Fan’s view of Daemon might be challenged again by Sunday’s finale, as well as in season two, which is expected sometime in 2024. 

“We’ll see a different side of him.” Hess said of the finale. “And right now we are writing season two and figuring out, what is the nature of his relationship with Rhaenyra? There are many interpretations (in Fire and Blood) to that.” 

Firstly the part about what is the nature of his relationship with Rhaenyra has me a bit like ??? I could understand if she was saying this about their earlier relationship in like eps 1-5 but by this point they have now been married for 6 years, clearly happily, and seem very in love plus between them are taking care of 7 kids, 2 of which they have together with a third on the way. Maybe its just me but I feel like they’ve made it clear at this point what the nature of their relationship is, I’m not really sure what is left for interpretation at this point. And yes I know relationships can change as things around a couple do but my worry here is that they’ve spent alot of time in season 1 building this couple up and they seem to be presented as the main romance of the show, if they change the dynamic too much in season 2 I think its going to give the audience a bit of a whiplash effect and I just don’t see it going down well. It all depends on how it is written I suppose but this statement, like most of what Hess said, well its left me baffled. 

However the part about how Daemon will challenge fan’s view of him in the finale and season 2 I am not really upset about, actually good. I hope he does. In fact its what I am expecting of all of the characters going forward from here. Now that we’ve reached the dance itself I am expecting to see the characters making choices that I don’t agree with and that are dark, this character does something to this character and then that character seeks revenge by doing something to that character. I am expecting it to be a utter mess, a bloody, gruesome mess because at the end of the day war is ugly and few of these characters are saints. I didn’t come into this show expecting squeaky clean characters who have never done anything wrong in their lives. Anyway think I am done ranting for now. At the end of the day I don’t think anyone should be too worried about Hess’ comments as there are too many other people involved in the project for her to influence it alone and many of the other writers and producers seem to have a different view from her, its not great but I think ultimately only time is going to tell, Daemon could continue to be a fascinating and complex character that is neither good nor bad or they could totally butcher his character, but we won’t know until we see it. Also maybe in a way it was good that she made those comments now whilst they are still writing Season 2 because I would suspect that those involved with the show will see the negative response to her comments and one would hope do something about it and listen to its audience.  

#hotd #house of the dragon #anti sara hess #daemon targaryen

[nerdby]

The Loki season two trailer dropped today. Judging from the trailer, the series seems to be leaning more into the series' horror elements. I'm basing that largely on the soundtrack because I have not met a single person that isn't creeped the fuck out by theremin music, myself included. That being said this is definitely your typical horror story. It falls into the social horror genre, which is quickly becoming one of my favorite subgenres.

Social horror is a newly emerging genre of horror that examines all of the fucked shit that we as a society allow to take place simply because the mainstream says that it's ok.

In the case of the Loki series that is allowing one person to take the fall for crimes that he didn't even do and also hunting down and murdering someone simply cause they're transgender. And I know that not everyone headcannons Sylvie as trans and for those of you who don't, I have a question for you:

If Sylvie isn't trans and was simply born female, then why didn't the TVA come for her as an infant? Why would they wait until she was a child capable of complex magic and, ya know, running away?

Just a little something to think about.

It does seem as though Sylvie's story is taking the back burner in season two. Or that's how it seems in this trailer. She didn't exactly turn out to be a fan favorite among stalkerish Hiddlestoners who can't stand to see Tom have a love life even if it's an imaginary one. Or among biphobic assholes who insist that being a straight-passing relationship negates a bisexual's queerness. So it would make sense if Sylvie got less screen time, but she was also a huge part of the season one story arc.

I, personally, thought it was nice that Loki had someone who didn't exist simply to remind him of what a terrible person he was simply for existing. But it's like I said their kiss didn't really eek me out as much as it did other people cause I guess I'm desensitized. Desensitization is what happens when you watch A LOT of horror movies over a long period of time. Or when you just live through so much fucked up shit that you just stop caring.

I do have a line, though, and I don't go out of my way to read about incest and shit like that. Like there's this book called All The Ugly & Wonderful Things by Bryn Greenwood that I absolutely refuse to read because the plot is basically that this girl's life is so fucked up that the only good thing she has is an incestous relationship with her brother or someone. That's just fucking torture porn, ok? It's disgusting. But the whole incest/self-cest trope also plays into the social horror thing cause that happens quite often in horror stories.

Cause usually when characters end up in a consensual incestous relationship it's because they've bonded over shared trauma and are kept so isolated both socially and psychically.....That I guess it starts to feel like it's impossible for someone other than this sibling or whoever to love and understand them.

It's not meant to be sexy or funny. It's meant to be tragic. And like you think you might be some desensitizing yourself I highly recommend--

Vampire Knight by Matsuri Hino

Flowers In The Attic by V.C. Andrews

Bates Motel tv series

Vampire Knight also exists as an anime, but I don't think the complete series was ever put to film. So if you wanna know how it ends then you need to read the manga. Flowers In The Attic is also a movie and you definitely want the 1987 version if you decide to watch it. Here's the trailer--

The movie is (or was) available to stream for free on Tubi.

And Bates Motel is a TV series that depicts a prequel to Robert Bloch's classic horror novel Psycho. The novel was adapted as a movie by Alfred Hitchcock whose well-known for putting horror movies on the map with his film, The Birds. Bates Motel stars Freddie Highmore and my favorite scream queen, Vera Farmiga who you may know from the Conjuringverse movies that depict the work of famed paranormal investigators (and con-artists) Ed and Lorraine Warren. Here's the trailer for that, too--

If you guys think some of these are too much for you to handle or that they're too triggering, I recommend looking up reaction videos and embracing schadenfreude because I can promise you if the person watching is a first time viewer.......Well, the first time I watched Bates Motel I was pretty much making this face the entire time--

So yeah.

#comic books #marvel #marvel comics #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #graphic novels #marvel movies #books #comic book movies #loki series #loki show #loki season two #marvel loki #thor movies #horror genre #horror novels #horror movies #social horror #flowers in the attic #v.c. andrews #bates motel #robert bloch #vera farmiga #classic horror #horror series #nerd stuff #nerd thoughts #horror nerd #this has been a psa #schadenfreude

[mbruben-stein]

Hello! I would love a match-up with the following fandoms: Marvel, Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter.

I'm pansexual, she/her pronouns. I don't mind being shipped with either gender!

𝑭𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔: I'm about 5'5, pale skin, blue/grey eyes, blonde around my face and brown then black at the ends of my hair. I have many many piercings, and I'm covered in tattoos. I'm curvy/plus size and am body positive.

𝑯𝒐𝒃𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔: Reading, writing, collecting rings, journaling, tarot. I'm also collecting as many books as I can because I want to have my own library where people can take whichever book they wish.

𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚: INFJ, Chaotic Good, Gryffindor, Aquarius Sun, Capricorn Moon, Aries Rising, Pisces Venus (this last one might help with the match especially). I'm a passionate person and have strong opinions. I will always stand up for what I believe in, no matter how scared I feel. I think I'm quite witty and intelligent, although I do get overwhelmed quite easily. I'm incredibly open-minded and progressive. I love to laugh and make others laugh too. I'm sensitive, and intuitive and can pick up on other people very easily. I have strong gut feelings and kinda ... understand a person's vibe? Like I can sense someone's aura but not see their colour.

𝑨𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄: I love cottagecore, I'm very witchy but also a little grunge and gothic at the same time.

𝑳𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔: Learning - especially witchcraft, watching tv, day-dreaming, listening and discovering new music. I love being at home, writing and then taking a reading break. I adore baths and constantly buy items from Lush.

𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔: (other than the usual injustices of sexism, racism, and homophobia), I strongly dislike spiders and will scream whenever I see one. I don't like close-minded people, or those who make fun of others. I hate passive-aggressiveness, large crowds and loud sudden noises.

𝑳𝒊𝒍 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆:

・Have shaved my head. Asked my stepdad for his clippers and went into the bathroom and ...hacked at my hair. It was very liberating, I think every woman should do it at least once in her lifetime

・I adore animals - I have a cat and dog! I want more but my cat is too much of a princess and won't allow any other animal in the house

・Bought a tattoo gun from the internet and I tattoo myself. I do the majority of my own piercings as well. I like to learn how to do things like that. I've kinda learned how to do hair and do mine, my mum's and my nunna's.

Was this too much? Sorry if it was, it's hard to describe oneself in a post. Thank you very much, I hope you have a wonderful day x

An: I am so happy that you asked for a matchup request @witchthewriter. I hope that you enjoy this.

Marvel:

Your other half is Loki:

(First of let me tell you. Loki, who was a villain, is not your match. Your match is Loki, who becomes a hero and part of the adventures.)

Loki loves you not just for your looks but for your personality.

Loki loves the idea of you creating your own little library. He would definitely trade and borrow books from you.

He loves reading books with you. Sometimes he or you would read out loud to each other right next to the fireplace cuddling.

He would think that all the piercings you did yourself are beautiful even though he will never admit it out loud to himself.

You've caught him multiple times staring at you. And when he knows that you caught him, he would just whistle.

(I don't know why but I can imagine Loki holding your cat and cuddling her, as she purse. Just aww.)

Looky honestly doesn't care about the way you look or what you would wear. I honestly think that he would love you just for who you are. And you can't change my mind.

He just loves seeing you learn witchcraft every day. He would probably help you when you are doing witchcraft. If it is doing tarot readings, doing spells, or learning something completely brand-new with witchcraft.

Loki learns the hard way not to make fun of people or say something mean in front of you. When you are mad, angry, or upset you. He knows that you are his weakness and that you scare the heck out of him.

Honestly, Loki loves you with all his heart no matter what.

Lord of the rings:

Your other half Aragorn:

First of all, you two are the most, sweetest and cutest couple together.

Aragorn thinks that it is fantastic that you have many different types of tattoos.

Aragorn would ask you what the meaning is behind each of the tattoos and where did you get the idea for them.

He would think that your taste in clothing is alluring. But he also considers that you are pretty the way you are, and he doesn't care what people say about you.

Every time Aragon would look into your eyes, he would think they looked like stars.

Aragorn wouldn't care if you were short, tall, skinny, or chubby. He would love you just for who you are.

He would definitely be interested in your love for tarot reading cards.

He would try to keep you safe and away from spiders, especially the big ones in the woods.

Aragorn enjoys seeing you stand up for what you believe in.

He tells you no matter what happens. He'll always be here for you, even if you're scared, mad, or upset.

Overall you two are the sweetest and cutest couple ever, but if someone messes with you guys, you and Aragorn become scary-scary.

Harry Potter:

Your other half is Fred Weasley:

Queue all the sweetest and mischief love you'll get from Fred Weasley.

Fred would think that your tattoos are so cool and awesome.

He would enjoy watching you do a new tattoo on yourself every time you did.

You and Fred would definitely get matching tattoos. (It would be just so cute. Just aww.)

(I don't know why but I can honestly imagine Fred playing with your hair all the time because he thinks it's pretty.)

Fred would think that your taste in clothing looks good on you.

Fred would call you so many nicknames it wouldn't be even funny.

He would have a very long five-page list of nicknames that he would call you.

These would be just a few of the nicknames that he would call the most: my goddess, my shooting star, my little Iris/Poppy, and my goddess.

Fred would enjoy hearing stories that you would tell him from your childhood that were cute or funny.

Fred would ask you to tell him the story of when you shaved your head one time.

You two would definitely, be cuddling if you two were at the burrow, or when you two were at Hogwarts, you guys would cuddle next to the fireplace in the Gryffindor common room.

Honestly, you and Fred Weasley are the cutest couple ever. Just so cute.

#Matchup #Matchups #Marvel #Lord of the rings #lotr #Harry Potter

[justsomerandomfanfic]

I think I Wanna Marry You - Sam Wilson X Bucky Barnes

Title: I Think I Wanna Marry You

Sam Wilson X Bucky Barnes

Additional Characters: Loki Odinson and Steve Rogers

WC: 971

Warnings: Mentions of death, mentions of threats

Bucky sat with his cat Alpine in his lap, softly petting the white feline. Sam was next to him, watching some tv show that Bucky couldn't remember the name of. The pair had been together for a couple of years now and it felt like this was all just a wonderful dream.

The cat purred loudly as she rubbed her head against Bucky's hand. Bucky continued to pet Alpine, before turning his gaze towards Sam. "You should get some sleep." He said quietly, knowing that Sam would be tired from working all day.

Sam shook his head. "Nah, I'm good. I'll just stay up a bit longer."

Bucky softly smiled and rolled his eyes. "I can tell when you're not being honest with me, Sam."

"Oh? How?" Sam asked curiously.

Bucky leaned back on the couch and folded his arms across his chest.

"You have this tone in your voice...like you're trying really hard not to laugh at something."

Sam chuckled lightly. "You know me too well."

"I love you, man." Bucky replied, grinning widely.

Sam blushed slightly. "Yeah...you do."

"Do you want me to make us dinner or anything?" Bucky asked, yawning.

"No, I'm fine," Sam replied quickly. "I don't mind cooking but if you wanna cook, go ahead."

Bucky stood up with a groan and a stretch, Alpine having run off as Bucky got up. "Alright, I'll whip up something quick."

"Okay. Do you need help?"

"Not right now, but I'll let you know if I need any help." Bucky replied as he headed towards the kitchen.

Sam smiled, watching Bucky's behind as he left for the kitchen. Sam had to admit, that was America's Second Booty. It wasn't quite as large as Captain America's but it definitely didn't lack in the booty department.

Sam sighed happily as he watched Bucky work. He couldn't believe how lucky he'd gotten. Not only did he have a best friend again, he also had someone who was willing to share his bed with him. It was like Christmas came early!

⛤⛤⛤

Steve woke up to the sound of loud banging on the front door. Steve got up, yawning as he made his way to his door. Opening it, Sam stood there, fiddling with his hands. 

"Sam, what's wrong? It's like-" Steve turned to check his clock. "Four in the morning."

Sam looked to the Captain with worried and nervous eyes. "I want to propose to Bucky."

Steve blinked in surprise. "What?"

"I mean, we've been together for a while now and I think we're ready to take our relationship to the next level." Sam told him nervously.

Steve laughed, trying to lighten the mood. "Well, I guess you can ask him then."

"But...what do I say?" Sam asked, looking around as though he expected to find an answer somewhere.

Steve shrugged. "I don't know, try telling Bucky how much he means to you and how much you love him. Have you bought a ring?"

Sam nodded. "Yes. But I still feel like I'm gonna mess it up."

"Just tell him how you feel, Sam." Steve suggested. "If he doesn't accept you, he's probably not ready yet."

Sam sighed and nodded, before taking a deep breath. He was about to say something when Loki walked up behind Steve.

"Good morning, Captain." Loki greeted, smiling at Steve before looking at Sam at the door.

"Sam? Why are you here so early?" Loki asked and Steve began to explain.

"He wants to propose to Bucky and needs help." Sam nodded as Steve spoke. 

Loki nodded before wrapping his arms around Steve's waist. "Do it as I did."

"What?" Sam asked, confused.

"It's simple. Just tell him how you feel, and give him the ring." Loki explained.

Sam looked to Steve, who just rolled his eyes.

"You did not do that, Loki. You threatened to burn down the kitchen if I said no." Steve retorted.

"Fine, I'll just beat you to death instead." Loki replied, shrugging.

Sam looked between the two men. "I don't understand."

Loki smirked before heading back into their room, Steve sighed lovingly.

"That's Loki for you. But, honestly, just say what comes from the heart." Steve spoke before bidding his friend farewell and shutting the door.

Sam stood there, looking at the closed door. "So, I'm supposed to just say 'hey, Bucky, will you marry me?'" Sam whispered to himself.

"Yes." Loki called out from the bedroom behind the closed door.

Sam jumped slightly before turning back to the door. "Okay then..." He said, before heading back inside.

⛤⛤⛤

Bucky woke up slowly, stretching as he yawned. Turning in his bed, he flopped his hand on the other side of the bed. His tired smile turned into a frown as his hand didn't land on Sam, but on the cold sheets below. 

Getting out of bed, Bucky could hear the sounds of pots and pans in the kitchen and the smell of plums. He padded over to the kitchen, finding Sam standing by the stove.

"Hey." Bucky greeted, leaning against the counter.

"Morning, babe." Sam replied with a smirk.

Bucky grinned, kissing Sam on the cheek.

"Where were you this morning? I missed you." Bucky asked, wrapping his arms around Sam's waist.

"I went to get coffee." Sam replied, pulling away slightly so he could kiss Bucky on the lips.

"Did you talk to Steve?" Bucky asked.

Sam nodded. "Yeah, I told him I wanted to propose to you."

Sam's eyes widened, before quickly looking away from Bucky. 

Well, that's one way of doing it.

Bucky was equally as shocked, but he knew Sam had been planning this for a while now. 

Sam wasn't good at hiding secrets.

"So, what do you say?" Sam asked nervously.

Bucky was silent for a moment, before nodding. "Yeah, I'll marry you."

#sam wilson #falcon and the winter solider spoilers #bucky barnes #sam and bucky #sambucky #winterfalcon #cute #gay #marvel mcu #the avengers #fluff

[c-dria]

The Hydra Healer

Chapter 7: Cooking

Yelena leads you to the kitchen. “So Wanda sometimes cooks for all of us, but most of the time we all just cook for ourselves. Or, just eat pop tarts for every meal, like Thor. But you can cook any time you want.” Yelena opens the fridge and your jaw drops. It's so full, you don't think you've ever seen this much food in one place before. “What do you like to make?” Yelena asks, raising her eyebrows at you.

“Um, I usually cooked potatoes and sometimes they had carrots and onions, sometimes pasta. This is so much food.” You say in awe, staring at the fully stocked fridge in front of you.

“Well, Stark usually keeps this crazy full because Peter Parker is always hungry” She grins.

“Okay, um, what do you like to eat? I can cook for you,” you offer, studying all the different foods.

Yelena looks you up and down. “I like macaroni and hot sauce. But more importantly, what do you like?”

“I can cook that! And I like plums, Bucky has been giving them to me and they're really sweet,” you answer.

“Like him? Oh my god Y/n, you like the dark staring man? Seriously?” Yelena scoffs.

“Shut up!” You urge her, blushing. “I can make macaroni and hot sauce, and cut up some plums and make a salad. Can you see if anyone else wants to eat that?” You ask.

Yelena rolls her eyes. “I'll ask, but I know no one will turn down a home cooked meal.”

You smile, grabbing two blocks of cheese and an onion out of the fridge. You start to cut up the cheeses and Yelena grabs a bottle of vodka. “My mother always said that cooking goes best with a drink,” she explains, as she pours out equal parts vodka and lemonade into two glasses. She hands one to you and takes a sip out of the other one. You smile at her, take a sip, and continue to prep for dinner.

An hour later, you're pulling a dish of macaroni and cheese out of the oven. There's a bowl of cut up plums and a salad already on the table, fully set with plates, napkins, drinks, silverware, and, of course, hot sauce. You sit down next to Yelena, quietly sipping the last of the drink she made you. Sam, Steve, Peter, Natasha, Bucky, Rhodey, Wanda, Vision, Pepper, and Tony all sit down as well.

“This smells wonderful, y/n” Steve compliments you, and everyone digs in. Over the course of the meal, several more compliments follow, making you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

“When did you learn to cook?” Sam asks, as he scoops a third helping of mac and cheese onto his plate.

“Well, they usually forgot to feed the kids at hydra, and because they knew that I wasn't a threat with knives, or really any weapons, I was allowed more freedom than the other prisoners. So they would let me cook, because they couldn't trust anyone else with knives.” You explain nonchalantly.

“Not a threat? Clearly they never saw you throw knives.” Loki smirks at you.

“Do you like to cook?” Asks Tony.

“Yes sir, I like to feel useful and everyone has to eat, sir.” You respond. “What do you like? I can cook that next,” you promise.

“Oh, Tony eats anything homemade,” Pepper cuts in.

“I like seafood, and pie. Really any kind of pie.” Sam offers.

“I can cook that, probably,” you giggle.

“I like chocolate chip cookies” Morgan adds.

“I can definitely make those,” you say with a grin.

“Only if you eat your salad,” Pepper warns Morgan lightly.

You begin cooking dinner every night, asking Friday for the avenger's favorite meals and recipes. Yelena always stays with you while you chop vegetables and prepare meats, making a drink for you and her and telling you about whatever movie or tv show she has seen recently. It becomes a new normal for you, a comfortable routine. The warmth of the kitchen, the smell of garlic, and the familiarity of Yelena pouring a drink and leading the conversation, you start to feel as though this really could be your home.

#yelena belova #fanfic #comfort #the avengers #writing #morgan stark #pepper stark #iron man #sam wilson #vodkadrinks

[magicalgirlagency]

Alrighty, don’t know if you’re taking asks right now or not…

But, shit’s getting really bad with the whole Roe v. Wade abortion thing and as a woman, I’m deeply scared at what all this is gonna mean and what could happen if I get pregnant one day, especially with an illness where I can’t get pregnant or shit could get really bad for me and the baby.

This entire thing has been clouding my mind and putting a damper on my mood (especially my right-wing mom, who seems to have no problem with the fact that HUMAN RIGHTS ARE SLOWLY AND SURELY BEING TAKEN FROM US).

Magical girl shows are usually my form of entertainment and cope. I got addicted to them in middle school because at both school and home I faced issues that made me feel as though I wasn’t smart enough or that I only existed to cause problems for my family and everyone around me and magical girl shows gave me that hope that I could become someone greater one day or that maybe there was someone out there fighting for me (and what a coinky dink that I got infatuated with Loki years later that rekindled that idea that someone was out there fighting for me.)

I even made a small rewrite of Magical Girl Raising Project on my sideblog, so I was wondering if you had any good MG shows that I could watch to keep my mind off the fact that my country is being run by clowns. All I’m looking for is mindless happiness and bright glitter to make me feel like the young girl I once was in the early 2010s, far too busy watching tv and playing with Legos to pay attention to the outside world.

Well, anything but Madoka Magica and its lookalikes is fair game.

Look, realistically speaking, this doesn't affect me much because I'm not american; however, that doesn't mean I'm not worried about my US followers/mutuals. I just think that beating yourself up for something that's not your fault/way beyond your control is not a good thing to do.

There's a damn good reason why I don't keep up with the news nowadays. I've become completely apathetic towards whatever awful thing is happening in the world. Just tell me whatever catastrophe is happening, and then leave!

Honestly, I am so done.

And let's not forget one thing here: Humans are spiteful and stubborn little creatures. Even if the odds are against their favor, they always will find a way to fight back, or just to get by.

In other words: Civil unrest.

Though it would be nice if someone just went apeshit and murdered conservative politicians in cold blood; any horrible and cruel death to greedy snobs is fair game now. My well of patience and compassion ran dry after the pandemic, anyone who threatens the well-being of an innocent should perish, and I do not mean this as a funny meme.

And this goes without saying, but abortions are universally legal in Wondaria, no matter if the pregnancy is risky or not. It is a personal choice, and no one should interfere.

[loveforpreserumsteve]

Love Grows (demon!Bucky and pre-serum!Steve omegaverse au)

33

AFTER THE FUNERAL and after sharing stories of Abraham, the group parted, each heading to their own homes. Steve dawdled and took the scenic route, not wanting to return back to the tower. Correction: not wanting to return to Hodge. After all, the other spouses had been there. Maria held Carol's hand, giving it squeezes whenever the blonde even so much as sniffled. Sam nuzzled close to Riley, letting the man whisper comforts into his ear as he stroked his soft skin with his calloused thumb. Hell, even Loki's frenemy-with-benefits, Mobius, was there to support them.

And where was Steve's oh-so-wonderful husband? Where was he? Not there. Not caring about anyone but himself. It was on par, sure. But still!

Steve's hands dropped to his small baby bump. How could his little wombmate rely on a father like that? A father who was more concerned about himself than anything or anyone else?

They didn't stand a chance.

"I'll be there," Steve told them, rubbing over his lower abdomen. "I won't let anything happen to you. I promise. No matter what, I'll be there. Just you and me, if it comes to that."

He moseyed around outside until his nose was red and cold, and only then did he make his way back to Stark Tower. Waving at the lobby attendants, Steve made his way over to the elevator. For a moment, he thought about what it would be like to be stuck in there. Just to prolong reaching the twelfth floor. Even with Archie-or-Rosemary sleeping on his bladder.

Realizing that he'd rather be anywhere else – with anyone else – than with his husband, Steve's mind went to the Big D: Divorce. His hand went up to the crook of his neck where Hodge's mating bite was embedded in his skin, in his scent gland.

They were supposed to be together. Together for forever. That's what that meant.

Or at least what it's supposed to mean.

And now what?

Dropping his hand, Steve shook his head. No, absolutely not. They would not be getting a divorce. They would not be getting unmated. This was for forever. This wasn't the first time that Hodge had been self-absorbed. It wasn't even the first time this year. They'd get through this. They would. Steve would be damned if they didn't.

Finally arriving at his floor, he hesitated. Worrying his lower lip with his teeth, Steve debated if he wanted to say something to Hodge. Of course, he did. But he also didn't. He didn't want to have a fight. He didn't want Hodge to feel like he wasn't doing enough. Hodge was sensitive, even if he liked to pretend that he wasn't. And, really, Steve didn't want his husband to think that he wasn't good enough or something.

Looking out over the courtyard, Steve tried to appreciate how beautiful The Tower really was. Even twelve floors up and even with the trees still bare from winter, it was a sight. Steve sniffled, knowing that he was lucky to call this his home. Without The Tower he wouldn't have this baby. This perfect, perfect baby.

Wiping his eyes, Steve headed down the hallway for his apartment. He didn't want Hodge to know that he was crying, so he aggressively rubbed his cold, raw face. There were a lot of things that Steve wanted to say to his husband, but he wasn't sure how to put any of it into words.

With a deep, heavy sigh, Steve entered the apartment. All he knew was that they couldn't keep going on the way that they were. Not with a baby thrown into the mix.

In the living room, Steve found Hodge still in his boxer briefs, ignoring the TV as he read a script. For a moment, Steve stood there, waiting for Hodge to acknowledge him. When he didn't, Steve picked up the remote and turned the TV off. Which, frustratingly, didn't do anything.

So, Steve let his emotions get the better of him and marched right up to his husband and ripped the thick script right out of his hands. Bewildered, Hodge stared up at Steve as though another head had sprouted from the omega's slender shoulder.

"What the hell, Steve?!"

Tossing the script to the side, Steve angrily scoffed, "That's what I've been asking myself all day! No – every day! All day every day!"

"What are you talking about?!"

"I'm talking about how you've been neglecting me!"

"Neglecting you?" Hodge's brows furrowed together. "What in God's name are you going on about?"

"You're never around," Steve started. Finding the words easier than he thought he would. "When you are, you're absent and busy. Or you're next door with the Sousas."

"God forbid I have a job and am nice to our elderly, lonely, childless neighbors," Hodge threw his arms up, exaggerating the situation. "Maybe you need to find a fucking hobby. Or better yet, a fucking job! Huh? 'Ya ever thought of that?"

"I have a job!" Cruelly, Steve reminded, "Or have you forgotten how our bills had been paid up until now?"

Hodge's eyes narrowed while Steve's widened in surprise at his own words. As if he could shove the words back in, he brought his hands up to his face and covered his mouth. Pissed off, Hodge left the living room. The beta slammed the door to their bedroom only to open a moment later now wearing a pair of fitted jeans and pulling a sweater on over his head.

"You're unbelievable, you know that?" Hodge scoffed, heading down the hallway for the closet. Yanking his jacket out of it, he continued, "I've been bending over backwards and breaking my fucking neck to please you, and this is how you act? Un-fucking-believable!"

"I appreciate your –"

"No, you don't. It's not enough apparently, and I'm not sure it ever will be for you. All you want is more, more, and fucking more. All the while bitching about how I'm a bum –"

"I never said that, Gilmore –"

"Fucking Christ, Steve. I did some freaky fucking ritualistic shit to help you have a baby and this is how you repay me?!"

Holding his abdomen, tears built in Steve's vision. Had he been wrong? Did Hodge not want to be a father? But why would he lie? Why would he do this if it wasn't what he wanted too?

"I thought..." Steve paused, the tears falling down his face now, but he couldn't wipe them away. "You said..."

"Yeah, well I say a lot of shit."

And just like that, Hodge had left the apartment.

Left behind, Steve's tears fell faster with even greater frequency. This wasn't the first fight that they had had. This wasn't even the worst fight that they had had. But this one felt different. It hit harder. Made him feel alone.

Perhaps that was why he let the anger take over.

Storming for the bedroom, Steve yanked the closet door open and searched for his duffle bag. The one that he used to use before he and Hodge moved in together. Back when they were young and in love and played house on the weekends.

Now, he was going to use it to leave.

If he could reach it on the top shelf, that was.

The anger building, Steve headed to the linen closet and threw the door open so aggressively that the knob hit the wall with a bang loud enough to sound like a firecracker. He didn't care though. He wanted to leave. No, he needed to leave. He'd be damned if Hodge thought he could leave him and just expect him to be sitting there waiting for him.

No more waiting for Steve Hodge. For Steve Rogers. Nope. No more waiting. No more.

Sure, Steve knew that people sometimes said things to wound when they were angry and fighting, but Hodge had taken it too far this time. It wasn't just Steve anymore that Hodge had to think about. They were bringing an innocent baby into this world. And if Hodge had been lying about wanting to have a baby, he should've been honest from the start.

He was just trying to make you happy, his mind argued.

Well, he should've thought about that before doing this! Steve decided.

Positioning the step-ladder in front of the smaller closet that Steve used, he carefully climbed up until he could reach the strap of the duffle. It was really shoved back there, wasn't it? Giving it a harsh tug that nearly toppled Steve from the ladder, the bag came loose from where it was stuck.

Tossing it onto the bed, he began taking clothes from the rack. Ripping them off the hangers and throwing them onto the bed. Not all of them. He'd have to return with boxes for those. Haltingly, Steve wondered where he would go. His first thought was to go to the Erskines'. No, I can't do that to them right now. His second thought was to go to his parents and paw paw in Arkansas. No, this is home. This city is where I want to raise them.

As he shoved the clothes into the duffle, he decided on the Wilsons. Sam would always be there for him. For them.

Zipping his stuffed bag, Steve slung the strap over his shoulder and headed for the door. Not wanting any nosy neighbors to see how distraught he was, Steve wiped his face; rubbing it nearly raw. Hoping that he looked somewhat presentable, Steve opened the door and paused.

There, standing in front of him, was Peggy. She glanced down at Steve's duffle and concern colored her expression. Asking, "Is everything alright, dear?"

"Fine."

"Are you going on a trip?"

"Not exactly."

Reaching up, Peggy tenderly wiped an escaped tear from Steve's face, "You're just not very good at lying, are you?"

Lower lip quivering, Steve redirected his attention to his feet, not wanting to meet the older omega's eyes. He tried not to let the tears fall, but failed regardless. Peggy cradled his cheek in her slender hand, and that seemed to break the dam. Tears flowed down Steve's face like a waterfall and he let the strap fall from his shoulder.

Affectionately, Peggy pulled Steve into a motherly embrace and tried to soothe him with her neutral scent beneath the floral blocker. She petted the back of his head and softly shushed his cries, reminding him of the way his late maw maw or his mom would.

Hiccupping, Steve claimed, "I can't stay here. I can't. I won't. Not with him. Not when he acts like that."

"You will," Peggy decided for him. "It's bad for baby to be so stressed. And moving is very stressful. If anything, make Hodge leave."

"I can't do that," Steve sniffled, pulling out of Peggy's arms and pushing his hair off his hot, wet face. "It's his uncle's place."

"Arnold would be more than understanding, I think." Peggy assured, "Trust me."

And as strange as it seemed, Steve did.

[heliarosewrites]

Chapter 16 - Brain Damage

Ever since you had entered the training rooms and Wanda had been brought to you, your powers had bloomed. Being in her presence made you power somehow stronger. You never used them unless to show Wanda how to do certain trick. She was inexperienced, but maybe the strongest wielder you had ever met. A theory you had made was that her magic rubbed off at you. Similar to the way you could sense other people wielding their power, like Frigga and Loki.

The word Gyðja reappeared in your mind several times over the last weeks. Why? You had no clue.

It had been six weeks since Loki had left you. And you hadn´t spared him a thought, except when you laid in bed and found you never could fall asleep. When you did though, you found yourself stretching and searching for him on the bed, but of course he wasn´t there. He never would be either. Not again. 

Your daily life now consisted of training with Wanda and the rest you would either spend in your room or in the common area. A couple of weeks ago Steve had shortly returned after he apparently had had a run-in with his old friend Bucky, which everyone thought to be dead. Steve´s visit had however resulted in a couple of awkward run ins and you caught him looking at you when you sat reading or spoke with Wanda in the common room. You hadn´t thought much of it at the time, but as you had watched a movie on the TV in your room where the love interest stared at the protagonist for most of the time when they were together. It wasn´t much of a creepy stare, it was romantic…

However, it had made a knot tie in your stomach. You had never intended to lead him on. It was too soon. You liked Steve, but it wouldn´t be fair to him when you hadn´t gotten over Loki´s rejection. It appeared that no one had noticed he had even been here in the first place, which you found suspiciously strange and wondered if it had all happened in your head. Being locked up like this would be reason enough for you to imagine things like that. 

Also, you had tried to contact Thor, but he never answered the phone or your emails. Sending letters was not an option, and you had nothing important to tell him, except for his brother’s return. Even though it felt wrong you felt like you had no right to tell Thor about it. Loki had to tell him himself that he had cheated and lied once again. 

Now the room you and Wanda trained in had been completely emptied and you had ordered for a few blocks of concrete to place in the room. Without question it had been brought. “You can´t be serious” Wanda said in her accent. You found it sweet. “Of course I am. We have done all the small things. Now this is the next step” you said as you removed your Jacket. Beneath it you wore dark blue tights and a white singlet. You hadn’t bothered to braid your hair and it hung in a loose ponytail. Wanda rolled her eyes. “Show me what you got” you said and stepped to the side. Wanda shot you a glance before she moved her hands before her. Red energy erupted from her hands and the concrete did in fact move easily. “Not bad” you said as you walked over so you had a better angle. But you knew she had been right. This would be easy for her, so you had a few surprises up your sleeve. 

“In reality though, there would be people surrounding you” you said as you picked up the pad that Nat had showed you how to use. You tapped the square and from your upper right you heard shots being fired at Wanda. “Are you kidding me?!” she screamed. She didn´t have to know they weren´t real. The blocks fell to the floor as Wanda backed away. “Don´t you think this is a little extreme?” she asked. You shrugged. “Better to be prepared than learn it the hard way” you said. Wanda was still catching her breath. 

“Let´s go then” she said and to your surprise she took her stance once more. “That´s the spirit” you said before you got another idea. “Have you ever controlled gas forms?” you asked. Wanda frowned. “Smoke, damp?” you asked. “I knew what you meant” she said and scowled slightly. “I was just asking” you said. “Leve the blocks” you said before you flicked your wrist dark grey smoke erupted from the centre of the room. “Is this you?” she asked. You shrugged and folded your hands together. “Let´s see what you got” you repeated. The smoke could be poisonous, of course it wasn’t. This was just an illusion. But Wanda didn´t know that. “Are you trying to kill us?” she said before she covered her mouth. “Possibly” you shrugged again. Wanda rolled her eyes before her eyes glowed red. She cast energy leading the gas upwards towards the small hatch in the ceiling. “Good!” you said. 

“Let´s add another element” you said as you picked up the pad again. You pressed the square and the fake bullets shot around Wanda, they were just going to hit around her, not actually attack her directly. She had almost gotten all the smoke out when you noticed the monitor had started to fire the shots towards you. You knew they weren´t real, but Wanda didn´t her hand flew out as a bullet came right at you. You felt yourself getting lifted off the ground and the look on Wanda´s face told everything. She had misjudged the force she needed to get you out of the bullet´s way. The smoke behind her disappeared as your focus had gotten lost. And then you felt pressure on the back of your head before a crack sounded and everything went black. 

A loud ringing sounded in your ears, and you heard nothing except for mumbling voices. You could fix this you thought and tried to use your magic. But you couldn´t nothing happened. You couldn´t move your arms. As you tried to focus the energy under your skin nothing happened, it felt like it was gone… The ringing didn´t stop and you tried to open your eyes. Bad idea. Everything was so blurry you couldn´t even make out who was standing before you. The light made your head hurt even more. 

Before you could even take another breath, you were sent back to unconsciousness. 

The ringing hadn´t disappeared as you felt yourself coming back. You tried to open your eyes but closed them quickly. Your hand clutched slightly an to you relief it did. Your mouth was dry and numb. Something was wrapped around your hand. Not something. A hand. Everything around you was extremely blurry as you opened your eyes. You fought to have them stay open. And slowly it adjusted. The one sitting beside you was a girl with long auburn hair. Her eyes were bright blue and paired with a pair of dark circles under her eyes. She said something you couldn´t make out. You only heard mumbling through the ringing. Where had you seen her before? You knew you had seen her but you couldn´t place your finger on who she was. 

Finally, the ringing lowered. “Who are you?” you asked once you had cleared your throat slightly. The girl´s eyes widened. “Who am I?” the girl said before she answered “Wanda.” It didn´t ring a bell. “I´m sorry, but do I know you from somewhere?” you asked. The girl´s eyes started to water. “I didn´t mean to make you upset” you apologized. You moved forward but searing pain shot through your head, and you leaned back again. 

You closed your eyes before opening them again. The girl, Wanda wasn´t there anymore. Now you were alone, and the light was low making it easier on your eyes.  Suddenly a man appeared. A knot formed in your stomach. He appeared from behind the shadows in the corner. His black hair curled around his ears and on his shoulders. He wore fine clothes. Fine Asgardian clothes, you realized. His blue eyes almost glowed when the low light reflected off them. 

“Who are you?” you asked as you moved further to the opposite side of the bed. Your body ached, but the fear rushed adrenalin through your system. 

The man stopped. 

He looked frightened. Sad. His eyes were watering. “What have they done to you?” he asked. “Nothing” you answered quick. Who had done what? You wondered. He reached out his arm and you flinched. He stopped. 

“You truly do not know who I am?” he asked. “I´m sorry” you apologized. “Don´t” the man said. His brows tugged slightly together. “Do you remember who you are?” he asked. You scoffed. “Of course I know who I am” you said. “Then who are you” he asked. You were about to answer but froze as nothing came to mind. Your eyes shot to the man´s. “I-“ you started but had nothing to say. 

The man stepped closer to you. “Please, don´t be scare of me” he said. “I don´t know you” you said. You could see the words hurt the man. He stepped closer to you. He reached out to grab your hand but you retreated it. Your head started to hurt again and you pinched the bridge of your nose. The man sat down on the bed. He was extremely close to you. But if he was here he probably could be trusted. He laid a hand on your cheek. The pain went away but you felt extremely drowsy. What was he doing to you?

And then like lightning from clear sky, as if a curtain had been drawn open. “Loki?” you said. You felt an extreme pull towards him. You couldn´t believe your eyes. All the strength you had to contain yourself disappeared and your arms instantly flung around his torso. “You lied” you said as you buried your face in his chest. His hand moved to the nape of your neck. You couldn´t remember much. Only that he had lied. What about you weren´t sure. 

“I´m sorry” he said. “I´ll bring you home” he said. “Isn´t this home?” you asked. “It most certainly is not” he said before he kissed the top of your head. “My head hurts” you said. Whatever he had been doing was wearing off. “I know” he said. “Please bring me home” you almost begged. You didn´t know what home was. Where it was. But Loki made you feel safe. 

Loki´s arm reached around your back and the other slithered under your knees. You reached around his neck but figured you didn´t have to. Even though he was so lean, he was stronger than one would expect. 

“I´ll keep you safe” he said before a tunnel of light consumed the both of you. You felt as you were being pulled in all directions and your head hurt even worse than it had before. The ringing returned in your ears, but not as violently as before. Finally the pull stopped, but returned again for a short while. You opened your eyes and they quickly adjusted. Loki looked straight ahead as he carried you towards something. You watched as his hair bounced slightly at his balanced steps. Without even noticing you had reached up and twinned a piece of his hair around your finger. The corner of his mouth tugged slightly upwards. 

“I can´t remember anything” you muttered. “Just you…” you added. “We will fix that” he said as he put you down on the bed. It was so soft it felt like you laid on a cloud. “But right now we sleep” he said. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath. You didn´t expect the bed to dip beside you. But it did. You weren´t tired, you had slept for who knew how long. 

“What if I can´t sleep?” you asked. You rolled over and turned to face him. He was smiling to himself. “You should rest” he said before he looked over at you. “I´ve rested enough” you said. There was distance between the two of you and you didn´t know if you had ever been so close to him before. What you remembered was only his name and the safety it brought. Now tension bloomed both inside you and between the two of you. 

“Loki?” you said. He hummed as he turned slightly to face you. “What exactly are we?” you asked. Loki looked almost unsure. “You really hit your head, didn´t you?” he said. His hand traced the arch of your eyebrow. You felt a warm tingling sensation where he touched you. 

“We were engaged. But I messed up” he said. “I never should have left you” he said. “I thought I knew best, but I clearly didn´t” he added. “I don´t understand” you said. He moved slightly closer to you. “I thought I was protecting you by removing myself” he admitted. You frowned. “Why would that help?” you asked. Loki didn´t answer. 

Loki rolled over to his side. You were so close you could feel his breath on your lips. Your eyes tilted downwards. They lingered on his lips before they returned to his eyes. 

Your hand moved and cupped his cheek. You lifted yourself slightly off the mattress, but Loki beat you to it and his lips met yours as you leaned against the soft pillow. Fireworks went off in your head, as well as in the rest of you body. Loki´s touch made your headache go away. You melted into him and his touch and soon he was placed in between your thighs. His tongue graced your bottom lip before he entered your mouth. His hands roamed down the sides of your upper body. Your hands tugged on his shirt. His lips left yours and the slight headache returned. You had your eyes closed. “Are you alright?” Loki asked. “Yes” you lied. “Don´t lie, Gyðja” he said as he brushed your cheek with his thumb. No, this wasn't right... He wouldn't call me that...

The room started spinning and your ears started to ring violently.

Your eyes opened quickly. All you could hear was your heart pounding in your chest. The walls were lit by a golden light. It only took you a few more seconds to realize you were the source of the light. Your skin was like a sun, but it wasn't warm to the touch. Mesmerized you sat studying your hands. What is going on? you thought.

The door sprang open. In came Steve. He stopped once he looked at you. But he didn't look away. You weren't blinding.

Then the nausea hit.

You bucked over and puked all over the bed.

Steve rushed to your side. He gently grabbed your arm and your shoulder on the other side helping you out of bed. He whispered something but you couldn't make it out.

"I'm sorry" you muttered as you felt uneasy. You shook lightly.

"No, it's fine, y/n" he said. You didn't dare look up at him in case it would make you more uneasy.

"No, it's not" you said as he walked you into the bathroom. He understood you were still not well. You knelt over the toilet bowl and felt Steve's hands gently tie back your hair.

The tiles were cold against your knees

A new rush of nausea hit you and you bawled into the toilet. As you did so your skin glowed lightly, as if you had no control over it what so ever.

You heard new footsteps enter the room.

"I'll take it from here" Tony's voice said. Nothing happened for several seconds, until Steves footsteps was heard exiting the room. Your eyes were fixed at the bottom of the porcelain bowl.

"How are you doing?" you felt Tony's hand on your shoulder. You turned around and sat on the floor. Your hand flattened against your stomach as you tried to adjust yourself on the floor.

"Been better" you said as you noticed how sore your body was. Tony's eyes gleamed slightly.

"Do you remember anything?" he asked. "Wanda accidently hit me" you answered.

"Good" he said as he approached you. You flinched and he stopped slightly before he knelt down beside you.

"There's something I need to tell you" Tony said. "Do I have brain damage?" you half heartedly joked.

Tony let out a surprised chuckle.

"No" he said suddenly more serious. "You were out for six days" he said. You looked at him. "We ran some tests, the results weren't giving us any answers on why you still didn't respond" he said. "It has been around seven weeks since... Well since Rei- Loki left" he said before pausing. "And?" you asked. Your mouth was dry. "Noticed you weren't tied up to anything in your room?" he asked. It was true, you hadn't been.

"You're not hurt, y/n" he said and swallowed.

"You're pregnant"

[readerof-books]

Smart Pop Explains Marvel Movies and TV Shows - Book Review

Who is Iron Man? What’s an Infinity Stone? When did Captain America become the first Avenger? Why does everyone love Loki even though he’s a bad guy? It’s easy for new fans to get overwhelmed by the sprawling mythology and complexity of the Marvel Cinematic Universe, which now spans more than 20 films and TV shows. Unlike encyclopedias and guides that offer diehard fans trivia, details, and deep dives into every on-screen moment, this first-of-its-kind explainer is an easy, fun, and accessible introduction to the hundreds of characters, plots, and interconnected stories that make up one of the greatest pop-culture franchises of all time. Do you want to enjoy Spider-Man, but don’t quite know what a Skrull is? Maybe you know that it was Agatha all along, but did WandaVision leave you wondering about the multiverse of madness? Do you need a primer on Thor’s backstory so you can grasp how The God of Thunder became friends with The Guardians of the Galaxy? Or, maybe you just want to be able to join in when everyone shouts out “Wakanda Forever!” If you’re looking for an easy to access entry into what literally everyone is talking about, this is the book for you! As the perfect and unauthorized resource to keep on hand when watching something for the first—or tenth—time, Smart Pop Explains Marvel Movies and TV Shows like no one else could.

Published: July 5, 2022 by Smart Pop

My rating 4 of 5 stars

I have very little shame in admitting that at some point while watching Endgame, I laughed to myself because I realized that I could not name half of the characters on the screen. As much as I've grown to like the franchise there is a lot I'm not paying attention to for one reason or another.

Which is why this is the perfect book for me.

It helped fill in a lot of blanks for both characters I was familiar with and those who I know but not as well as I might have before.

My one complaint about it is that it felt all over the place, so it became difficult to keep up with all the information and probably would have been better divided into sections.

#book review #marvel #smartpop #netgalley

[lokisprettygirl]

Hit me Baby, One more Time (Wrestler Loki x Female Reader)

Read chapter 2 here

Chapter 3

Summary : Loki scares you with his overpowering personality, then why you can't stop doing everything he asks you to ?

Warning : 18 + Dom Sub Undertones, Some smut, Loki's thoughts are dirty,

Note : Wrestler loki is well build and is like 6'5 👀

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You watched loki fighting on the tv screen in his dressing room but you looked away as soon as you saw him making his opponent bleed. You hate the sight of it, it makes you want to hurl. He did look hot though, you could see the crowd going absolutely wild everytime he threw around his opponent so easily.

You turned the tv off and walked around the room, you saw his locker and you twisted it, you weren't expecting it to be unlocked so you proceeded to close it quickly but your eyes fell upon the picture of a woman, he placed it behind the locker's door, the woman had light brown hair and she looked very pretty, you could tell that the picture was folded in half before he sticked it there, you wondered who this woman is, she didn't seem like a girlfriend, looked older than him, not much though.

You closed his locker and sprawled down on the couch, then your mind wandered towards loki, did he fuck other women right on this couch? He must right?

You didn't get to sleep much last night, so you laid down and closed your eyes just for a second. You didn't even realise when you fell asleep.

When loki came back after the fight, he was huffing and puffing, adrenaline coarsing through his veins and usually he would calm himself down with some random fuck sesh but you were waiting for him so he can't do that, when he saw you sleeping on the couch so peacefully, something stirred inside him, he was already horny and you were not helping him at all. He wanted to wake you up and fuck you slowly against the wall or on the couch itself, he wondered what kind of sounds he could emit from you, he was hard as fuck now. He left the room again, and a woman came running towards him

"Oh my god..loki such a great fight..I'm a huuugee fan.." loki interrupted her as he grabbed her hand and took her somewhere isolated "Tell me that you want me to fuck you" he trapped her against the wall and she bit on her lips "godd yess please, I have heard alot about you" that's all he needed to hear, as soon as he had her consent he didn't wait a second more, he pulled her panties down from underneath her skirt and she was already gushing. "Got a rubber?" He asked her and she pulled one out of her bra, he put it on quickly and plunged inside her, he was already sweaty from the fight but she didn't care, infact she leaned into him and licked the sweat off from the dip between his neck.

She put her head up to kiss at him but she couldn't reach him, he chuckled and picked her up effortlessly and thrusted into her again, reminded him of the fact that you're even shorter than her, the top of your head ends up on his chest, even if you'd tip toe you won't be able to kiss him, she kissed him desperately and he snapped out of his thought, he had to cum soon and get back to you, but he wanted to show this woman a good time too, he didn't even know her name yet but that wasn't important. She moaned loudly in his ears and he was thankful he brought her out here where they won't be heard .

She raised her hands up to run through his head and he grabbed it quickly "Don't mess with it, It had to stay" he warned her and she put her hands down, why did he react like that? It's not like it could stay like that forever. But you made it for him "Go on cum for me, you know you want to desperately, this is what you came for hmm? Paid one fifty dollars to get fucked against the wall" He whispered in her ears and she came so hard around him but he still didn't reach his peak yet. He pulled out of her and put her down once she was okay with standing up on her feet "Let me make you cum baby" she went down on her knees, and she removed the condom, throwing it in the corner before she took him in her mouth, he groaned as he felt her moving her head back n forth, she was good with her mouth, he placed his arms on the wall and closed his eyes as he felt the sensation building up

Then he imagined you on your knees in front of him, your plump lips sucking him in slowly, your eyes looking up at him innocently as he would make you be so filthy for him, things he would subject you to, his depravity had no limits and he would train you to do whatever he would want you to do and you'd do it right? You'd be his good girl, his perfect little pet. As he came inside her mouth, he put his head down on the wall, his own dirty thoughts about you made the orgasm more intense for him. After she cleaned him up with her mouth as best as she could, he pulled his pants up, he had to go see you now "Ummm I sent you a dm on Instagram please check, we can have more fun like this loki, I know you enjoyed that"

She winked at him and she ran her nails all over his chest so he smiled "I'm sure if you have heard of me, you know my rule darling, one time only" he winked at her and she looked at him, she felt greatly offended "Whatever, I have a boyfriend anyways" she stomped on her feet and left, he was used to reactions like that, he really didn't care, they always expected to sweep him off his feet with good sex but after sleeping with countless of women he really didn't care much of it. Most of them were into him because he was rich and famous, and he knew he was attractive as fuck.

When he reached his dressing room, you were still sleeping, so he took a quick shower and washed his hair, he liked it when you did his hair for him today, after he was done he came out, he towel dried it and combed his wet hair softly to get rid of the tangles. He kept his eyes fixed on your sleeping form, truth to be told he felt like a pervert but you seemed so vulnerable, he put on a black t-shirt and pants and then walked towards you, as he sat down on his knee in front of you, a small smile formed on his lips, he tucked a piece of your hair behind your ears and you opened your eyes slowly, you looked at him, his hair wet, that black t shirt was so tight on him, he looked angelic, then you realised where you were and you sat up quickly "I'm so sorry I fell asleep" you mumbled and he stood up, fuck he was taller than a damn tower.

"Don't have to apologise, you hungry?" He asked you as he went back to combing his hair "Yeah did you win?"

"What do you think?" He chuckled

Ofcourse. Why so dumb y/n? But how does he win all the time? Are other fighters just amateurs?

"Did the bun stay?"

"It didn't, might have to punish you for that sweet thing" he winked at you and you blushed furiously at that "I'm joking, it did stay throughout the fight, thank you and we'll done" he pulled half of his hair up in a ponytail and secured it with a tie while the rest of it flowed down on his back, damn how could he look so pretty but masculine as fuck at the same time?

"Get up, I'm taking you to dinner" he told you and you got up quickly. Wait dinner? Why does it sound like a date? It's not a date right? You just got out of a three year long relationship and even though you feel ashamed to admit it, you'd go back to him if he would come back and apologise, you miss him in your life, you miss how happy you used to be with him. You loved being a girlfriend "Ummm what do you mean by dinner?" He was packing his personal belongings in a small duffel bag so he looked up as he heard you "Oh y/n, have you never had dinner?" He chuckled and you rolled your eyes "Follow me birdy"

You followed him like a puppy as soon as he ordered you and you walked a few steps behind him until you got outside the main building, when his car approached, he held the door open for you like a gentleman and you got inside. Just like last time, he sat so close to you, his one hand situated on the head of your seat while he tilted himself towards you

"I noticed the accent, are you british?" You asked him, he sounded english "You could say that" why does he answer every question like that ? "Where are we going?" You asked him and he scooted even closer to you if it was possible "A place I dine at frequently, Milidiar, heard of it?" You nod your head in yes and you felt nervous as he kept his eyes on you "Take your girlfriends there?" You asked him and he chuckled "Oh birdy, you think this is a date?" He asked you and you just stared at him like a dumbass, he brought his hand down and rubbed your cheek with the back of his index finger slowly.

A little touch made you shiver, and you could feel yourself arousing, why did he make you feel that way? Jack could never, you didn't even feel this aroused even when he would kiss you or make out with you. Then his finger trailed over your lips and you closed your eyes as you gasped a little, your mouth opened slightly and he was so tempted to push his finger inside your warmth, have you suck on it, give himself a little taste of how you'd look sucking on his cock. But he didn't, instead he snaked his hand behind your neck and pulled you into him, few inches away from his face, you gasped more at the action. Fuck he loves the look on your face right now. You felt so uncomfortable between your legs and he could see you squirming on the seat.

"When I ask you a fucking question, never ever ignore me, understand? You're always going to answer me" His voice so husky and deep, it melted in your ears, he scared you a little but then why did you feel so hot? "Yesss..loki" you mumbled softly and he wanted to take you right there and make you submit to him willingly "Now say sorry to me like a good girl, you can't be distracted when I'm talking to you right ?" he rubbed his thumb against your cheek as he spoke, the more he talked down on you, the hotter you felt, felt so light, so floaty, you wanted more of whatever this was. You have never felt like this before.

"I'm sorry" you said meakly and he wanted to push you down on the back seat and take you right here in this moving car, the soundproofed partition would come in handy finally, you're a natural sub, he doesn't even have to train you much, you'd drop down on your knees without asking any questions if he just asked you sternly, all he had to do was rub your cheeks or caress your head and you'd follow his every command like a obedient little puppy.

He was glad you had never met any other men like him before or they'd use you or you'd be taken advantage of, he wanted to have you right now but a girl like you, you'd regret that, you'd regret all of this, you're not ready for a man like him "That's a good girl" he kissed your forehead, and then he moved away from you, leaving you all hot and bothered. You took a deep breath and looked out the window, what did just happen? What was this feeling you felt? Why did you want to kiss him in the moment? Why did you want him to do more to you? It's not you, you don't have sex with someone you're not emotionally attached to so why he made you feel so hot for him?

You didn't get much time to ponder over the situation as you reached the classy 5 star restaurant, the manager greeted him and asked him if he wanted his usual table but loki told him that he would want something more private since he had a lady with him. You were the lady. When you both sat down he didn't take his eyes off you. You seemed so confused with the menu, everything looked so expensive and dish had weird names, he was rich as fuck but you were not, this wasn't a date but he brought you here, were you splitting the bill ? You had no idea, he felt your nervousness and kind of enjoyed it.

"Like the place?" He asked you and you looked up from the menu "Too fancy shmancy but yeah I like the ambience" he chuckled as he heard you, you kept turning the pages of the menu card and he tilted his head "Can't even order for yourself hmm? Need me to do that for you sweetheart?" You seemed so lost, so he asked you softly and you nod in yes, fuck this is why he's so determined to make you his pet, sometimes you're so ditzy and it makes him want to ruin you in every sense of the word "Pass me the menu darling" he had one placed right in front of him but he asked for yours, Since you couldn't decide on what to eat he ordered for both of you.

You ate in silence once your food got on the table, he asked you if you wanted a drink but you refused, after dinner he ordered dessert for you while he sipped on his wine "What do you think is happening here birdy?" He asked you and you stared at him, you had to answer him, he told you to answer him and he called you a good girl when you...wait why did you care about that? "I ..uhh.. have no Idea, I just got out of a long term relationship and I'm still not over him" you told him honestly and he smiled at you. Still not over him? He wondered how well you were treated by him to be still not over him, even after he cheated on you and broke up with you over the phone, you still want that dumbass?

He paid the bill and then he walked you out of the restaurant, the car was waiting for you both "Did you eat?" you asked heimdall as you sat inside and they both looked at you in surprise, nobody ever asks him that except loki, especially his women "I did miss, thank you for asking" he pulled the partition up and started to drive towards your apartment, you were thankful Tonya was at her parent's house for the weekend or she would ask questions. She was nosy like that.

You felt loki's hand playing with your hair and you looked at him "So what is happening here?" You asked him the same question and he scooted closer to you "Just go with the flow darling, you think too much, I'm not bound to you, and you're not mine..yet. Am I providing you an ample distraction from your ...heart break situation?" He raised your chin up so you could look him right in the eyes as you answer "Yeahh.." you whispered faintly and he smiled at you "Good enough for me darling"

He rubbed his fingers on your cheeks again and you leaned into the touch, you wanted him to kiss you, you started to feel that tingling sensation all over again, and he wasn't even doing anything overtly sexual, just caressing your cheek, you squeezed your thighs and it didn't go unnoticed by him.

He let go of you as you reached your apartment, he asked you to stay in and he stepped out of the car then he opened the door for you, Heimdall waited for him as he walked you towards your building "I had fun today" you stepped on the stairs and he smiled at you, he was still taller somehow but you could get on your tip toes and kiss him if you wanted to. He watched you staring at his lips and he got closer to the stairs, he stepped on it and now he was even taller than before, even though he stood one step below you "Want to kiss me pretty girl?" He looked down at you and you looked up at him innocently, you did want to feel his lips on you. He cupped your cheeks and you nod in yes "Do it then" he whispered in your ear and you felt his fingers running through your scalp, you closed your eyes at the sensation.

"Don't make me wait" he whispered again, his eyes never leaving you "I ..don't wanna disappoint you" you said to him meakly, ever since jack told you you were not good in bed, it has been eating you up from inside, and he was shocked at your statement, Why would you say that? "Have kissed a man before right?" He asked you as he pulled you into him by holding your waist and you put your head down on his chest "I have..I'm not a virgin..just... nervous and " fuck you're so adorable like this, he was so confused between protecting you and fucking you, maybe he can do both, he lifted your chin up to look at him, you have never felt so horny, intimidated and nervous all at the same time.

"Let me be the judge of that" he looked at you right into your eyes as yours teared up from all the feelings "Kiss me y/n, don't make me say it again okay?" you got on your tippy toes but you still couldn't reach him, should have worn heels probably for this giant man "So tiny..look at you, struggling to even get to me" he wasn't mocking you nor did he intend to, he adored how tiny you looked next to him, so he picked you up with his arms around your waist as if you weighed nothing and then you kissed him. As soon as your lips met with his, you felt it, is this what they talk about in movies? The spark, the electricity, he tasted sweet, like wine, you sucked on his lower lips and he moaned into you mouth. He licked your lips with his tongue and you felt your whole body tingling at the touch. You let out a loud open mouth moan at that, and he pushed his tongue inside your mouth. You wrapped your arms around his neck as you kissed him desperately.

You sounded better than he could have imagined, your voice so sweet, you taste so good, you felt so small in his arms, you would melt into a puddle if he would go any further than this. But he wanted you to crave him, he wanted you to get addicted to him like he was getting addicted to you, he wanted you to forget all about that loser ex of yours, and to only think of him, to yearn for his mere touch. He wanted to drive you crazy for him in the best way possible, by the time he would be done with you, you'd be his physically, emotionally, mentally, he needed you to submit yourself to him completely, he was going to own your whole fucking existence and he would make sure you are on your knees begging him to do so, begging him to fuck you, to corrupt you slowly, to own you, to turn you into his perfect little pet, his plaything, yeah he was going to wreck you.

When you finally pulled away, you both were panting and breathing heavily, he put you down and grabbed your chin "Free tomorrow?" He asked you sternly and you looked at him, answer quickly y/n, and maybe he would call you his good girl again, fuck you felt embarassed of your own thoughts "Yess, have a day off" He asked you yesterday on call what you did for living and he was impressed to say the least, he wanted to watch you dance for him someday "Good, tomorrow be ready at 4 ..I'll pick you up" He told you and you nod your head in yes, didn't even ask him where he would take you. He could take you wherever he wanted, do whatever he desires and you won't even stop him it seems. So gullible. So trusting.

You turned around to go in but then he grabbed your wrist,

"You could never disappoint me y/n" he pulled you back into him as he spoke further "Even if somehow you would, I would teach you to do better okay? Just be a good girl and share your matter of concerns with me" You turned to look at him and smiled, you wanted to be a good girl, his good girl "Good night Loki" he smiled as he heard you.

"Yeah it is a good night"

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[wrenhyperfixates]

All I Need is You

Pairing: Loki x reader Summary: You do so much for everyone else and so little for yourself that when you almost collapse, Loki finally gets you to agree to let him take care of you. Warnings: the reader skips some meals; a lot of fluff A/N: Its really just Loki taking care of you. But please remember to take care of yourselves too everyone!! Hope you enjoy :)

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Disclaimer: Gif not mine

Loki was watching you even more carefully than normal these days. Yes, you’d caught his eye even on your first day in the Tower back when you were just a new recruit, a SHIELD agent with some kind of sixth sense that let you anticipate things, recently transferred to the Avengers Tower. Even now no one was entirely sure if it was a power or just an uncanny knack you had that made you extremely good at your job. Regardless, the trickster god could see how the ability had shaped you.

You’d only been in the Tower a week when you’d started running errands all over the city, offering things to people before they could even think they needed it themselves, then going to pick it up for them. Loki had declined the offer after hearing all the places you were already going. He’d hoped it was a fluke, that you wouldn’t make it a habit of taking care of everyone. Not that it was inherently bad, he just knew how tiring it could be to please everyone, worried that you would burn out. Of course, you had kept doing it, and his worries turned out to be justified.

“Darling, are you going out again?” Loki asked as you passed his seat in the common room on your way to the elevator. He set his book down, frowning. “Did you not just go yesterday? Unless, of course, this time it is for you. Then by all means, please be on your way.”

“No... It’s just Steve and Bucky were talking about some cereals they used to like and we don’t have any in the Tower so...” you trailed off, shuffling your feet.

“And can they not wait for it until the next scheduled trip to the supermarket?”

“Well, yeah, they said they could. But I don’t mind.”

Loki stood and sighed, walking over to you. Gently, so you didn’t have to comply if you didn’t want to, Loki lifted your chin to look at him. You looked tired. Admirable as it was that you wanted to do things for others, you needed a rest day.

“And tell me, darling, when was the last time you did something for yourself?” He waited a moment for an answer, but was met with silence. “What about that drawing you started two months ago? Have you worked on that more?”

“It wasn’t any good, anyway,” you shrugged. “I’ve been busy.”

“It was wonderful,” he reassured you. “What about eating, though? Have you eaten today?”

“I... I had a mint.”

“That does not count.” Now he was outright worried. You did this every once in a while, saying you just got so caught up in other things, you forgot to eat. Whatever the reason, it troubled Loki. “You have had some water at least? You know what, do not answer. I am sure I know already. Just wait here a moment.”

You waited by the lift as Loki padded to the kitchen, searching for a water bottle. The problem went beyond just these shopping trips. Sometimes when Tony or Bruce got stuck on one of their projects, you’d pore over books and blueprints for hours, searching for the answer, losing sleep. Then other times, you took it upon yourself to plan events for the team. It was more than a simple, casual invitation. No, it usually involved at least three days of extensive planning. Everyone enjoyed them and was appreciative, needing a break from their day-to-day lives, but it just took up more of your time and brainpower. Pile that onto your own training and missions, it was enough to wear anyone out.

But what he both loved and hated the most was how you’d always be there to talk. Not just for him, but for everyone. And not merely a laid-back chat, either. No, they were practically therapy sessions. Again, just like all the other things you did, that would be all fine and good, except for the fact you never talked about your own issues. You just did so much for everyone else and practically nothing for yourself, even something so basic as remembering to eat, that it broke Loki’s heart a little more every day.

“Here,” he said, handing you the plastic bottle. “But I am coming with you.”

Smiling brightly, you led the way out into the city streets. You chatted as you went about your task, and Loki was yet to take his eyes off of you. It wasn’t until you started the journey back, however, that he began to grow worried. You hadn’t taken even the smallest sip of the water he’d fetched for you, and on this hot day, it was clearly taking its toll. You stumbled a little, suddenly looking more out of it than Loki could stand. He gently gripped your arm to steady you and led you to a bench. Grabbing the water out of your backpack, Loki uncapped it and held the bottle to your lips.

“Drink,” he ordered, but with kindness in his tone.

One of your hands that was gripping the bench a bit too tightly in an attempt to ground your dizzy mind came up to take the bottle from him. Complying, you downed nearly half the bottle in one gulp. It seemed that was a mistake as your empty stomach gargled, rebelling against the sudden intake. Loki rubbed large circles on your back while you scrunched your eyes closed, breathing deeply as you tried to force yourself to feel better.

“Are you alright, darling?” Loki asked when you felt well enough to take another few small sips. You nodded your head, eyes still closed. “Now do you see why it is important to take care of yourself? Will you please get some rest this afternoon?”

“I’m fine, really. Don’t worry, I-”

“That is madness!” Both Loki and you flinched at his sudden increase in volume. He removed his hand from your back, feeling unworthy to make contact with you after snapping like that. You were his friend, and he was yelling at you for something like this? It made him disappointed in himself. He sighed. “Listen, I am sorry. All I mean is I care about you. I do not like to see you like this. It is not healthy, and I believe you know that.”

You opened your eyes, blinking at him. “You-you care about me?”

Loki felt heat flood to his cheeks as he realized that he had, in fact, said that. “I do. So will you please let me take care of you?”

You bit your lip for a minute. “I will,” you sighed, giving in.

Satisfied, Loki coaxed you into accepting a piggyback ride the rest of the way home. You placed your forehead in the crook of his neck, enjoying his cool skin against yours, which was noticeably overheating. He quickly tossed the grocery bags of cereal onto the counter and brought you to your room, your own little pocket of the world that you trusted Loki enough to share with him if even for a moment. Laying you down on your bed, he told you to rest for a minute, lips placing a ghost of a kiss on your forehead.

The god moved to your bathroom, looking for what he needed. After preparing a bubble bath with nice, cool water, Loki left you to sink into it with only the order to relax. While you did, he hurried to prepare you a light meal, something that wouldn’t upset your stomach. When you padded out of the bathroom in the soft pajamas Loki had left for you and saw the meal on a tray on your bedside table, a smile tugged at your lips.

Loki peeled back the silken sheets he’d put on your bed so you could get under them. With a little bit of difficulty—Loki never had gotten a firm grasp on understanding Midgardian technology—he flipped through the channels on your TV until you found something you wanted to watch while you ate.

“Is there anything else you need?” he asked once you were done eating, before leaving you to your own devices.

You bit your lip as you thought before ultimately shaking your head no. “I’m good thanks.”

“Please, darling, be honest with me,” he pleaded. “Anything you want. Name it, and it is yours.”

“Will you stay with me?” you blurted out. “No, I’m sorry, that’s ridiculous. I’ve taken up enough of your time.”

“Darling,” he tsked. “The only thing on my schedule today is taking care of you.”

You smiled as he slid under the sheets next to you, wrapping his arms around your body and pulling you onto his lap. You twisted your body so you could look at him and tuck a few locks of his raven hair behind his ear. You were living in your own place in time, the two of you finding a safe haven in each other’s arms.

“You know what would make me really happy, Loki?” you began. “If I got to give you a little, thank you. Would that be alright?”

The god hesitated for a moment. “I suppose. Depending on what it is.”

“Can I... Would it be alright if I kissed you?”

“Well, that depends, again.”

“On?”

“On whether or not we can make it a regular occurrence,” Loki replied with a playful grin.

“You know, you are always saying I should do things that make me happy. So yes, yes we absolutely can.”

“In that case,” he said, already leaning in, “what are you waiting for?”

Giggling, you bridged the gap between you. As Loki smiled against your lips, he realized something. No matter how stubborn either of you were when it came to accepting help for yourselves, you’d always have the other to take care of you. And even more importantly, Loki thought, you’d have each other to love.

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