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ofdreamsnwishes · 2 months
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One should never judge a book by it's cover, you'd read somewhere on the internet, the saying already overused at this point. And, sure, yeah, you shouldn't see people by what they looked like or wore, but was it hard not to oogle the six foot tall dude apologizing for his tiny brown dog.
"I'm so sorry! The leash is new and it's a little big on her so she ended up breaking free- I apologize." He bowed profusedly, panicked. The fluffy ball of fur seemed to have other plans however, yelping away, it's little tail wagging at your much larger, much scarier doberman.
The fluffy dog had run up to you and your own dog, sucessfully scaring the both of you, making your, again, much larger and scarier dog, bark in surprise, which didn't seem to affect it's brown new found fur friend, the brave little thing it was. But boy, did it scare it's owner. He came running after it, scooping it in his arms and apologizing.
"It's no problem... Loki is very friendly, he just got startled." You explain, trying to calm the panicked male.
After apologizing again, he leaves, gently scolding the excited dog in his arms.
The next day you see him again when you went on a walk with Loki, his exposed arms flexing as he bent down to pick up his dog's poop. Yep, you were no better than those creepy men, staring at a man's bicep like a pervert. You cursed yourself under your breath.
Then a tiny yelp brought you out of your thoughts, making you go throught the same whiplash from the other day; his tiny brown dog, who seemed to now have a frilly pink dress on. How could such a huge man have such a tiny and cute dog?
His dog spots you before he does, happilly barking at your own, pulling on it's leash to run over to where you stood. That grabbed his attention, eyes widening as they find yours.
The boy imediatelly gets up and tries to make his dog stop barking. "Daldal! You can't bark at other dogs! That's rude!"
A giggle left your lips, seemingly catching his attention as well. "Even her name is cute... Are you sure it's your dog?"
He looked stunned for a few seconds, before scratching the back of his neck, a slight blush on his cheeks.
"She's my family's dog so... It wasn't really just up to me...' Looking down at you, he smiled, and it was enough to make your heart beat faster. 'Well, I could in fact ask you the same thing... Your dog doesn't match your vibe at all."
And he was right. Currently wearing a pale blue sundress, you looked equally if not more off-putting near your dog.
"Fair." You concede, nodding at him. Gaze lingerring on his.
Daldal barked once again, breaking your trance and trying to get closer, her little paws scratching the floor as the leash held her back.
"He is very friendly, you can get closer, if you want." You offer, trying to sound as inviting as possible, knowing the usual stigma surrounding dobermans.
With some hesitantion, he did, letting Daldal sniff your dog, who in turn leaned down to inspect the fur ball, his flappy ears pearking up. You smiled fondly at the scene, happy your dog got to hang out with another one of his kind.
"I'm Sungchan, by the way." The boy, blurted out, surprising even himself, he seemed nervous to talk to you. And that made you realize that you were wrong: he definitelly matched his dog, just as cute.
"Nice to meet you, Sungchan. I'm Y/N."
It seems you found a play date for Loki, and maybe a date for yourself?
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lokisprettygirl · 1 year
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Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)
Read Chapter 14 here / Series Masterlist
Chapter 15
Summary: Jolene is back. You and Loki take a little step forward.
Warning: 18+, Smut, Mutual Masturbation, Dirty talk, degradation, panic attack, Oh forgot to put Brief humping, Extreme dark themes, Sexual abuse, physical abuse, public sex, Rough violent sex, 18+, Steamy stuff, age difference ,Rough language, mention of suicide, talk of virginity and slut shaming, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff
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As soon as Loki heard that Jolene was supposedly attacked he wanted to go see her and he didn't want to leave you alone so he took you along with him, on the way you noticed how fidgety he seemed so you placed your hand on his shoulder to give him a soothing squeeze, you knew he was only blaming himself for this, he looked at you and he seemed terrified. Did she say Thor visited her? And that's when you remembered about that man you had bumped into at the steak house.
"Ummm Loki?" He hummed as you called out for him.
"What happened to Thor?" You asked him and his eyes welled up even more.
"I sent him away along with mother" 
You remembered his mother, she seemed like a nice lady but equally delusional as her husband, though you learned later that she never wanted to be a part of this cruelty but then what did she do to stop him?
"I bumped into a man that day at the steak house, when we went there with Jolene" you gulped nervously, you probably should have told him about this.
"What man?" 
"I don't know ummm..he had a mask on..but I felt as if I knew him..It could have been Thor" his head turned so fast towards you that you feared he must have suffered whiplash.
 "Why the fuck you won't tell me that?" His jaw clenched as he questioned, he was trying to control his anger you could tell but you still felt scared.
"I didn't want to assume the worst and cause panic" you said to him meekly and he shook his head in disbelief.
"Knowing far too well that Odin is out there you didn't think it was important for you to share that information with me?" Your eyes teared up but you couldn't say anything, you didn't want him to get more upset. 
"I'm sorry I should have" 
"Yeah you fucking should have" as he stepped out of the car, he slammed the door shut making you flinch in response.
"You need an invite or something to come out?" He tapped on your window so you shook your head. He was too busy being worried about Jolene at the moment that he missed the signs of you feeling scared. The sudden yelling, him shutting the door so loudly, raising his voice at you, all of this had triggered a response, it reminded you of your mom and dad, it reminded you of all the bad memories you had suppressed.
If something was to happen to Jolene he would never forgive himself, he left her there all alone, but why would Thor attack her? Why was he even back now? Did Odin find him? He knew mother was susceptible to the manipulation but after all these years did Thor really wanted to follow Odin still?
You followed him into the building and as soon as you both reached her apartment she jumped into his arms.
"Ohh God Loki I am so scared" she cried furiously and you just stood there quietly, you didn't know what you were supposed to say, Loki was already upset with you for not telling him about the man you bumped into and you didn't want to piss him off further. 
"You're okay darling..you are okay" he whispered softly to comfort her and it made your eyes tear up, this probably wasn't the time to feel hurt or jealous but you still felt that way. He looked at you and gestured you to close the door so you obliged immediately, your sullen face didn't go unnoticed by him, he probably shouldn't have gotten so upset but you should have told him about that man, if he had any suspicion that Thor was around then he wouldn't have left Jolene here by herself. 
He went to the kitchen after he made her sit down on the couch, then he offered her the water to drink. As soon as he sat down next to her she hugged him again "When did it happen jo?" 
"Right before I called you, he was in my bedroom when I came out after bathing, he manhandled me badly and threatened me to tell him about you but I didn't say a word Loki, i somehow ran out and locked him inside the bedroom, told him that I'd call the cops ..that's when he jumped out of the window" she sobbed as she finished recalling the incident, you felt bad for her but for some reason you didn't want to believe her.
"Are you sure it was ..Thor?" 
"Why else would he address himself as your brother Loki?" She asked him so e sighed.
"You're right"  
He asked her to pack her things and then he drove her back to the apartment with you. He was confused, how did Thor even find out where Jolene was? If he was the man you saw at the restaurant then why didn't he follow him instead of Jolene? He looked at you and you had your head turned towards the window, he was really harsh with you and he now he was feeling bad about it, this day couldn't have been worse he thought but as soon as you all entered the apartment Jolene fainted so he picked her up and laid her down on his bed.
"Should we call a doctor or something?" You asked him so he sighed.. 
"No she faints whenever she's extremely stressed, she'll be fine..i should make dinner for us" you hummed as he said that, of course he knew that, he was her husband, how lucky she was that he wifed her up once.  
As you both stepped out of his room he grabbed your arm, just his touch brought you to tears for some reason.
"Don't hide such things from me darling, what if something awful would have happened today?" You nodded as he said that but you didn't say anything because you knew your voice would come out all broken and sad "Help me with dinner please?" He asked you so you nodded. 
"Thanks for doing my room today " he smiled as he took his jacket off first, then the shirt followed, he put on an apron after that to protect himself from spills and heat.
"What are we making?"
"Chili probably? You like that" 
You nodded as he said that, he took the can of beans out from the fridge but it slipped from his hand and fell down.
"Fucking hell" he yelled in frustration and that was enough to make you shrivel up, he immediately reached closer to you and picked you up to make you sit on the counter, he could tell you were about to panic and that's when he realized that it was a build up of everything that had happened today, him being upset with you in the car must have been the final nail in the coffin, he should have seen the signs and calmed you down.
"Hey hey sweetheart..just breathe for me okay..take a deep breath..can you?" He whispered softly as he cupped your cheeks to peck your lips.
"Can't…breathe" you gulped for air as you mumbled, one of his hands rubbed your back while the other one stayed on your neck so he could keep your eyes on him, his thumb pressed your chin up and as you looked up his eyes were soaked too. 
"Keep your eyes on me, yeah? You're okay sweetheart, I'm here..you're safe I promise..now take a slow and deep breath for me" your sobs controlled slightly as his sweet calm voice filled your ears, you inhaled sharply on his command and then you repeated it "That's it..that's it…good girl.. good girl, one more time okay " he cooed so you nodded, you breathed in sharply then you clutched onto his apron to hug him tightly, you hid your face in the crook of his neck and as the sweet scent of musk and sandalwood clouded your senses you suddenly felt so calm.
You were holding onto him so tightly that he felt suffocated, in a good way though, all the best ways if he was being honest with himself, that's what you both needed after this day.
"Sorry dadddy…I'm sorry I didn't tell you" your voice came out all muffled.
"Shhhhh, it's okay, I was just scared at the moment and snapped, I'm sorry too baby" you pulled away from him as he said that.
"I know..i know you are worried about her" 
"Not just her, he could have harmed you, I'm trying to protect you but I can't when I don't know who else is out there and wants to hurt you, you're the most important thing to me, you know that right?" Your eyes welled up with fresh tears. You sobbed furiously as you nodded so he hugged you again and once your crying stopped he kissed you, he felt awful about it now, he should have been more careful, you had repressed memories of your parents. There were plenty of times when he had found you hiding somewhere in the center crying your eyes out because your parents were fighting, screaming and yelling at each other. 
 "Am I forgiven?" He mumbled softly and it made you smile.
"Yesss..You'll sleep with me tonight right?" 
"Mmmhmmm you want me to?" he asked as kissed your fingers one by one.
"Pleasseee" 
"You like sleeping with me?" 
"Always did" 
"Yeahhh?" he kissed your forehead and it made you giddy.
"Mmmmhmmm..Do you like it?" 
"Abso-fucking-loutely" 
Your face flushed and you giggled like a schoolgirl.
The moment didn't last though as you noticed Jolene standing in the living room from your peripheral vision so he looked to the side as well, then he stepped away quickly.
"Hey…ummm..how are you feeling?" He walked towards the refrigerator to take out the gallon of orange juice, she continued to stare at him as he poured it in a glass for her, you wanted to roll your eyes but resisted the urge. She didn't like you and feelings were mutual. 
"Fine I guess .. I'm still in shock" she rubbed her arms to comfort herself and his brows furrowed.
"I'm sorry Jo" he mumbled softly so she walked towards him and hugged him.
"It's not your fault Loki, i shouldn't have come here, I got myself into this so please don't blame yourself" well she wasn't lying at least you thought.
"I'll talk to Steve asap" 
"Don't bother him, he's on a vacation with Peggy" he hummed in acknowledgement as she said that.
"I have been trying to reach him for a week now" 
"You know how she gets..no phones on vacation" she smiled and he returned it. 
She talked to him as if she was still his wife and that bothered you to no end. 
 "Here..sip on this.. dinner will be ready soon" he said to her and as he turned his back towards her, she glared at you.
"Need any help? Wouldn't want you to do this all alone" she said to him so he shook his head.
"Y/n is helping, you just sit down and rest okay?" Her face fell as he said that. Poor thing.
"Yeah Jo you definitely need rest" 
You smiled at her, pretending to be innocent so Loki looked at you and gave you the eyes. He knew you inside out.
After dinner he prepared a warm glass of almond milk for her and gave it to you so you could keep it in her room, he wanted to shower before sleeping. As you reached her room she was on the bed, reading a book so you put the glass on the bedside drawer and turned around to leave but then you heard her voice,
"You really think he loves you don't you?" You turned to look at her and she was smiling.
"Why are you so salty? You left him" 
"I made a mistake..he loved me so much"
"He was also lonely and you fucking abandoned him after he trusted you enough to marry your bitch ass" 
She got visibly furious as you said that. 
"And he still came back for me, after our divorce I invited him to my birthday party, he thought I wanted to reconcile but when I said no he begged on his knees in front of my family and friends so I'd take him back, he was pathetic like a lovesick puppy for me, you have no idea how much he loved me. Atleast he didn't feel pity or sorry for me like he does with you" your eyes teared up as she said that, the image of him crying and begging in front of all those strangers made your heart clench, the fact that she was boasting only made you want to rip her eyes out. All of a sudden you didn't feel bad about Thor attacking her.
"I know he loved you jo but you didn't love him, not in the ways he deserves to be loved so let me tell you one thing, whether he loves me or not is absolutely insignificant here, I'm not fighting for him to love me, I'm fighting to love him and I'll continue to do it unlike you"
She chuckled and clapped slowly to mock you after you finished speaking.
"An actress indeed huh? You have no idea what he has done in life, his secrets will take a toll on you someday and you'll do the same thing, mark my words he'll be back to me when he gets his heart broken again" you snickered as she said that.
"Try your best Jolene but we aren't competing any longer.. he's mine and you can't take away my man just because you think you can" you smiled and you had just one more thing to say to her, you wanted her to cry herself to sleep for what she had done to Loki "Ohh by the way he's not alone anymore, he hasn't been for four years and he'll never ever be alone again because I'll always be there for him, withhhh him"
Her jaw clenched so harshly that you feared she'd break her teeth. You stormed out of his room, leaving her to sulk and curse you, you really needed her to get out of your life for good. She was manipulative as fuck you could tell. 
As you stepped inside your bedroom you didn't find him there, he was still showering, you changed out of your clothes and put on a night dress, it was skimpy and sexy, perfect for the night, you wanted to tease him a little. You sat down on the bed and waited for him to come out, like usual he came out with just a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair was dripping all over the floor but you didn't care, you felt jealous of the floor instead, you wanted him to drip all over you, have his body on top of you so close that you'd feel suffocated by his scent and his warm breath.  
"Naughty girl, what's going on in that pretty head of yours?" You snapped out of your thoughts as he said that "Give me something to wear?" He smirked so you stood up and walked towards the closet to take out a boxer brief, you threw it at him and he caught it but he didn't put it on "Maybe I should cash in on that show you promised me?" He smirked and threw the briefs right back at you. Your face heated up immediately and you felt weak in the knees as he pulled up a chair right in front of the bed and sat down on it with his legs wide open, his modesty still covered by that black towel, his abs flexed with every breath he took.
"What do you mean?" You mumbled nervously, feigning innocence but he wasn't falling for it.
"Come on baby..lets pretend I'm not even here, let's pretend that it's just one of those nights when you felt so desperate that you'd hump a fucking brief of mine to pleasure yourself" 
Your breath hitched sharply at his words, you have done it a plenty of times but in the privacy of your own room, doing it in front of him felt audacious but it also excited you.
You got on top of the bed and laid down, your dress rode up to your thighs, he only had the side view and he couldn't see your cunt which seemed perfect to him, he wanted to ruin you slowly.  You had his briefs clutched into your fist, you felt nervous and slightly awkward, he noticed that 
"Panties off baby, relax for me yeah?" 
He mumbled softly, he brought his chair even closer, you could smell the citrus fruity essence of bergamot bodywash.
You slid down your panties slowly by lifting your hips up and the look in his eyes darkened, for a moment he felt like the degenerate he has always been, this was his sweet buttons, his precious princess and he felt like a pervert watching her like this but as soon as you moaned all his thoughts disappeared.
"Show me baby, rub it against your wet dripping cunt, that's how you did it right?" 
"Mmmhmmm dadddy" you placed his briefs right over your clit and clenched your thighs together, your hips moved slowly but obscenely to build a slow sensation .
"Ohhh lokiiiii" the moan  of his name from your mouth made him curse under his breath. He took the towel off so you turned your head to the side, the sight of his big hard cock laying flat against his torso made your mouth water, you craved a taste but you knew he intended to starve you for as long as he could.
"What did you think about sweetheart? pictured my cock rubbing over your clit instead? Tell me all the dirty thoughts you had in your pretty little head" he whispered, his voice remained low and sensuous, he gripped his cock in his fist and the sight almost demolished you. 
"Mmmmmhmmm, pictured you on top of me, the tip of your cock rubbing over my clit slowly, up and down, over and over again until it's all coated with your precum" 
"Fucking hell sweetheart"  he inhaled sharply as he fondled himself, you grabbed a pillow and turned to the side before you put in between your thighs, you needed something firm, you always fantasized that you were dry humping him instead. You closed your eyes as you felt bashful by your own debauchery, the pace of your hips increased as the sensation built slowly, the sounds of your moans filled the room, he wished he could have watched your hips jiggling with every hump but all in good time hopefully.
"Open your eyes darling, watch me" he commanded you so you opened them, the sight of him jerking off as you humped against his briefs felt cathartic "Such a dirty whore..look at you, so desperate for my cock that you had to steal my underwear huhh?" you bit on your lips as he said that.
Mmmm I'm your whore daddy..all yours" 
"You're mine ..fuckk show me them pretty titties baby" he whispered as he increased his pace, you never thought you'd ever see this day where he'd get himself off to you. For you.
You stopped humping and sat up, you got closer to the edge dragging the pillow with you, you rolled up his briefs into a ball and placed it over the pillow then you sat down on your knees with it between your legs, you were too turned on to even care now. 
He wanted to see your titties and you'd give him everything he'd ever ask for, you pulled your dress up and you were all naked like he was, watching your soaked cunt made his mouth salivate but he controlled his urges. He can't treat you the way he had treated other women.
You bounced up and down on the pillow, your breasts jiggled with every thrust and he kept cursing under his breath, the perverted side of him continued to remind him of what he was doing and it only excited him further.
"I can't wait to suck your cock daddy, you will let me do that right?" You mumbled and whined at the same time, he chuckled at your desperation. He loves you, in all the ways a man could ever love a woman. 
"Definitely my perfect little whore, can't wait to shove my cock deep down your throat and have you choke on it, you'd look even prettier all messed up for me.. now be a good little whore and squeeze those titties for me sweetheart, pinch them, hurt yourself a little for me" you moaned as his filthy words melted in your ears, you had a feeling you'd cum just by listening to him degrade you like this. You followed his instructions like a good girl. He was supposed to be patient but he couldn't do it, he was going to feel awful about this later but right now in that moment nothing else mattered to him. He wanted to own you and hurt you.
"Dadddy I'm close" you whimpered.
"I know baby.. so am I..fuck…cum sweetheart let it go and then I'm going to cum all over your skin" he cursed as he stood up, his free hand wrapped around your throat but he wasn't putting any pressure, his cock so close to your mouth that you wanted to taste him but you also wanted to take as much as he was giving you, you didn't want to disobey him at all.
All of this was too much for your virgin self and your orgasm washed over you like a strong wave, you closed your eyes as you saw the stars flashing , the sound of your moans and the loud roar of his name was enough to shatter him too, he pointed his cock over your tits and sprayed his cum all over them. As his warm cum smeared over your skin you moaned his name loudly. He felt so good, so sated, he felt weak in the knees as the strong release almost knocked him out, no words were said for a while, only the sound of your breathings were heard. 
You looked down at your breasts and your face heated up, you have had dreams like this for as long as you could remember. 
"You alright sweet thing?" He cooed softly as he bent down a little to pick you up in his arms like a ragdoll, wrapping your legs around his waist he took you to the bathroom. You didn't say a word, you couldn't stop staring at him, admiring him, you felt even more smitten then before. He was so perfect you wanted to cry. So beautiful.
"Sayy something darling " he whispered and as the warm water hit your body you came out of the trance, then you kissed him passionately.
"That was so good, I have never had such an experience before" he smiled a little as you said that but he could see the bruise starting to form on your breasts and then he started to feel awful, why did he ask you to do that? Why couldn't he control himself? He truly was a selfish monster who could never love selflessly. 
"Does it hurt?" He asked you so you looked down.
"Noooo .. Loki..Nooo it's all good I promise..i promise it's good I loved it" he gulped as you said that, his eyes teared up a little when you hugged him. After showering he took you back to the bedroom and dressed you up, then he cleaned up the mess you had made before you both laid down on the bed.
"Your cock is exquisite" he chuckled as you said that,
"So is your cunt, so perfect" 
He whispered in your ear before he kissed you "You don't have to do everything I ask you to do when we are playing with each other.. okay? You can just say no and I'd never be upset or hurt, you hear me? Tell me that you understand what I'm saying right now" he knew you would never not want to do anything he asked you so he really wanted to make sure that you knew your limits because the moment he makes you do something you didn't want to do would also be the moment he would fall apart beyond repair.
"I understand daddy, I promise.. i just liked doing it, it wasn't too painful, it hurt but in a good way" you mumbled softly so he nodded.
"I want to make you feel good sweetheart but I'm just too selfish to do that so please let me know whenever I'm hurting you in bed okay?" Your eyes teared up because he sounded so sad and broken. You knew you'd never be able to heal him completely but you wanted to change his thought process slowly.
"You don't even know what that word means" you chuckled sarcastically so he looked at you confused "You're anything but selfish Loki, I wouldn't even be here if you were selfish so never ever say that again okay?"
His brows furrowed at the tenderness you showed him in the moment. He was too struck to even respond.
"Okay" 
"Apologise now"
"I'm sorry baby.. we can also talk about the movie tomorrow okay?"
"Not doing it, anything that hurts us, not doing it" you whispered and his eyes welled up. He cuddled you into his arms and when you fell asleep he peppered kisses on your neck, he wanted to be so soft with you in bed, especially in bed, treat you the way he loved you but he was diseased and he didn't think he'd ever be cured of it.
So he didn't want to infect you too, you were as pure as they come so he wished to keep you like that, he never wanted to taint you by painting you in his colours.
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aurora-starwars · 1 year
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Love That Could Have Been
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Pairing: Loki x fem!reader, Sylvie x fem!reader?
Summary: Loki and Sylvie talk about reader on the train
Word Count: 1.3k
Warning: Sad? Reader is just talked about, not present, mostly just angst
A/N: Wrote this a while ago, here you go!
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“What about you? Any Princesses? Or perhaps, princes?”
“A little bit of both.” Loki responded, eyebrows furrowed, looking to be deep in thought, seeming with mournful eyes.
Sylvie looked at Loki with a curious gaze, trying to figure out what the variant was thinking. She waited a moment before choosing to change the subject, but before she could open her mouth, she was cut off.
“Well… There was someone..” He mumbled, full of uncertainty and regret.
“Who?” Sylvie gently asked, not wanting to push.
Loki observed how Sylvie tilted her head trying to show her curiosity. He noticed a look in her eyes, a look of hope, love, and… Recognition? He wasn’t sure… Did she know who he was talking about?
“She- She was my everything.”
Something flickered in Sylvie’s eyes as he said that. Her head whipped up so fast he thought she might get whiplash and her eyes went wide, begging him to continue. After a moment of silence due to Loki’s surprise, Sylvie started, eyes pleading him to elaborate.
“She?” Sylvie offered.
“Yeah, She. She was the best thing I had.” He paused and looked at Sylvie, who looked down, reminiscing of something. Her eyes soft, which was new to him considering how she wouldn’t even trust him to stay on guard while she slept.
Now Loki was curious; what or who was she thinking of? Loki continued after receiving an eager nod from Sylvie, beckoning him to keep going.
“She was always there. Always on my side. Other than my mother, and I suppose my brother, she was the only one to truly love me, for me. There were three people in this world, or I guess timeline,”
Sylvie nodded at his recognition.
“that actually loved me. And she loved me the most. Even when she was not there, I felt loved.”
Loki looked up with happy, lovesick eyes and smiled before his expression dropped.
Sylvie had a look of sympathy in her eyes, like she understood; and maybe she did.
“She was an girl from another realm, a princess actually.”
At this Sylvie’s head shot up from looking at the wooden table with wide eyes. If she wasn’t already listening, she was now.
“I knew her ever since we were young. You see, since she was princess, she would often come on Royal business with her mother. So, when both of us weren’t needed we would go off on our own. Even then I had a fascination for her.” Loki boasted.
Sylvie and Loki both smiled at the thought of her.
“And her name was-“
“[Name].” Sylvie sighed, cutting him off. A saddened look plastered upon her pale face. Shock rippled through Loki as she finished his sentence.
“[Name]- Yeah- Wait, hang on. How do you know [Name]?”
Loki asked adamantly, unbelieving that Sylvie, a runaway Loki variant, knew the love of his life.
“Believe it or not, I am still a Loki variant. I knew [Name]. She used to come to Asgard when I was little too. We used to so much together. I often asked for her to stay over and we would have sleepovers…”
Sylvie said, mumbling the last sentence.
Crossing her arms and resting them on the table, she smiled at the table before sighing. Her eyes darting around as if to not keep eye contact. The comfort she once had seemingly left her body; like a criminal leaving a crime site.
Loki was gazing at the table, the corners of his lips quirked upward softly. His chest rose and fell in a calm and steady rhythm, like he was at peace just thinking about the princess.
“I… I asked her to marry me.”
Loki said slowly, eyes flickering between Sylvie and the table. Sylvie gently rested her head on the table over her crossed arms. Sylvie brought her eyes to meet Loki’s, nodding slowly, letting him know to continue.
“She was on Asgard and we had been together for a few years by then…”
Loki let a long breath and softy smiled.
“She had just been talking with Thor regarding Asgard’s allies and I asked if I could pull her away for a moment,”
Loki paused, sighing before continuing.
“When Thor agreed, I took her to the garden. There was just the most beautiful flowers there, it was perfect. She…She looked curious and ever so slightly concerned. She- She really cares about me.”
Loki said smiling, whispering the last part softy, like a well kept secret.
“I told her that she was the best thing that ever happened to me, and that ever since I was young, she was always there for me.”
Sylvie smiled softly, and nodded gently, as a sign she was listening.
“I got down on one knee and pulled out this beautiful gold ring that held an emerald. She looked at me like I was pranking her, but none-the-less, she had tears swelling in her eyes. I said ‘[Name], you have cause me the most joy I have ever had and I hope I can cause you that much joy, forever more…Will you marry me?’” Loki finished.
Sylvie watched Loki closely, waiting for [Name]’s answer.
“Well?” Loki looked at Sylvie and chuckled softly.
“Well… She didn’t believe me at first…” Loki chuckled, a look of fondness in his eyes.
“I don’t blame her,” He continued.
“I am the God of Mischief. After she looked at me like I was pranking her, she pulled me up and kissed me. Saying how if I were lying that she wouldn’t talk to me for a month.” Loki said, chuckling again.
“I said that I would never joke about this. And instantly she said, ‘yes’.” Loki said, beaming at Sylvie
Sylvie smiled back at him, her smile not quite reaching her eyes.
Loki noticed this, tilting his head slightly, he asked, “What’s wrong?”
Sylvie avoided his watchful eye, finding the table in front of her suddenly very interesting.
“Did… Did you… Did you marry her?” Sylvie asked softly,-which was very out of character for her- eyes full of hope and longing.
Loki looked down at the table, the smile once on his face had fallen.
“Yes, I did but…” Loki sighed.
“But?” Sylvie offered again.
“But about two weeks after the wedding, is when Thor was to be crowned king. That’s when my jealousy got the best of me. And when I let the Frost Giants in Asgard.” Loki finished, eyes drowning in regret.
Sylvie opened her mouth like she was going to say something but quickly closed it, deciding against it.
“Shortly after is when I faked my death. I haven’t seen her since.” Loki added, letting out a deep breath, head lowering.
“What happened?” Sylvie asked carefully, leaning closer to make sure she hears everything.
“My nexus event was me escaping with the tesseract during the alien attack on New York.” Loki explained slowly.
“I was supposed to go back to Asgard with Thor. My mother was too die and I was to be in a prison cell. I was to be aloud out to help Thor’s Midgard girl, where I faked my death again. I took on the role of Odin and [Name]was always by my side.” He said smiling.
“I was to meet my sister, Hela, with Thor and help fight her, trying to protect Asgard and [Name].”
Sylvie looked at the table once again, and sighed.
“It looks like happy endings with [Name] are just not in the cards for us.”
“I guess not.” Loki replied dejectedly.
The two were silent for a while after, both reflecting on the choices in their lives. And how in the galaxy did it come to this, being on the run from the TVA for ‘straying’ from their predetermined timelines.
And why could they not be happy.
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A/N: Another fic just in my drafts, need to let them out and fly! Hope you like it!
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Just finished watching Loki Season 2, and even though I wasn't the biggest Loki fan, goddamn it made me so depressed over the ending. I'm late to the party but how did hardcore fans feel about Season 2?
Cause I enjoyed it but at the same time....
I just don't know how I feel that Loki's sitting at the end of time all by himself - I can understand and see where the writers came from and how it goes full circle... And I liked that a lot of the characters had choices to do something else with their free will - OB published a book, Morbius got to see his kids again in the main timeline, B-15 is doing what she can at the TVA (it was never really clear if she wanted to go back to her timeline even though it had a heavy focus of her in the first season).
But I didn't feel all that satisfied with Sylvie - it didn't seem to me like she was portrayed as really regretting her actions of killing He Who Remains. It didn't bother me that they didn't extend her and Loki's romantic side from the first season...but her ending felt kind of unfulfilling given that - her actions leads Loki to sacrifice himself so she can....work at McDonalds?? Like, I get it for the characters - she wants something normal to do after everything she went through all and the justice she wanted for what the TVA did to her...but it just didn't feel fulfilling, like they didn't spend enough time with Sylvie building the gap her choosing to follow Loki after wanting to burn the TVA to the ground and contemplating what happens to Loki and how her actions lead him to his sacrifice.
I felt like the first half of the season went so slow, I didn't think it would pick up the pacing. And, then for the second three episodes, it just lunged forward to get to the ending. It really leaves you with whiplash. And it felt like huge parts of the show were skipped over or left behind - And I know I have and want to rewatch it to see if there are things that I missed.
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Tour Of Asgard // Loki Laufeyson Headcanon
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you were the first girl Loki was bringing home. he never brought anyone back to Asgard and unlike Thor, it wasn’t an abrupt and sudden coming
you were excited and nervous. you had no idea what to expect considering you were going to another planet and dating their prince
you already met Thor since you worked with him and that’s how you and Loki met. he was aboard the first time he came to Earth when he fought in the Battle of New York
you sat in front of the clear circular dome he was in and talked about anything. you were sent to analyze who Loki was and why he acted the way he was. Instead of finding a monster, you found a man in pain wanting to prove himself to his father while trying to figure out who he was supposed to be
you walked through the portal and Heimdall stood in all his glory. like a gentleman, Loki introduced you and even had two white horses awaiting your arrival to travel the rainbow bridge to the castle
along the way you looked both left and right almost getting whiplash from trying to take in all of Asgard’s beauty
you couldn’t believe what you were seeing and told yourself it was all a dream
“Over there, is where I shifted into a frog to scare Thor,” Loki looked over at you. “My love, are you listening to me?” He asked.
“Huh? Sorry, no I was taking in all the beauty of this place. I can’t believe I am even here. It feels like a fantasy, or more like a drawn-up movie or a tale to tell the kids at night.” You said still in awe.
“Well darling, believe it. You’re dating a prince. Here it is called courting because I am a royal. We are courting to become Asgard's future prince and princess. Even though we haven’t spoken of marriage, others will see it that way.” He said leaning over to kiss my hand.
“Princess. Princess of Asgard. I like that title. As long as you’re my future they can talk about marriage all they want.” You said looking at him lovingly.
he got the bags in his room before leading you to a private balcony for lunch. he knew the journey was long for a Midgardian, so he set up an impromptu date overlooking the waterfall
Asgard has some of the best food you’ve ever tasted and mainly because it was all fresh, but you would need to smuggle some of your favorite snacks and treats because they have no chocolate. no chocolate was your deal breaker
after the meal, Loki walked you around the entire palace and described each and every story he shared with Thor and their friends. the kind of battles and fighting, real and not, and places he would escape to
speaking of escapes, he showed you all three of his hiding places. one in the palace, one in the mountains, and one in the town. he treated it as no matter where he was, he could run to his hiding place every time
“I came here a lot when no one noticed. Especially in my younger years when I didn’t feel understood, which was quite often. I was bringing a blanket and snacks with me to keep me occupied. Although I wasn’t the best at hiding from my mother. She knew where I was at all times, being that she is a witch herself.” Loki smiled softly with sadness behind his eyes.
“Would she sit and stay with you?” You asked and held his hand.
“She would. She’d stay with me until I felt comfortable coming back. My father, Odin, was not a father to me as you know. But he would show his affection in a way that others would see as equal to Thor and me, but cruel and hurtful in reality. But mother,” He chuckled, looking down at his hands. “Mother was my best friend.” Loki looked at you.
“She would be so proud of you, that I know. I’ve only met her a few times when she came to visit, but I do know the kind of special bond the two of you have.” You sat up leaning over to press your hand softly to his cheek. “It is an honor to be shown the places you were and are most vulnerable and places you shared memories with her. Thank you.”
you spent the night in one of his hiding places with him just talking about anything and everything
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My thoughts on episode 4
Yay recap
IS OB GONNA BE A MAJOR PLAYER THIS EPISODE?!
Uh oh
WHAT DO YOU KNOW MINUTES
shorter intro today- OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK
are we seeing raw time?
Minutes you’d better shut the fuck up
Oh dear
Time for WHAT
OH NO
OH MY GOD RAVONNA IS A FUCKING GODDESS I AM SO GONE
minutes is out of her head okay 
*shovels candy into my mouth because period*
Hi Victor :)
IS VICTOR GONNA HAVE A MEETING WITH OB I WILL SOB
B15 MY WIFE
Aww Mobius you’re so cute
Haha Loki is so funny 
I’m gonna start saying la di da
B15 makes me so weak lemme just perish
No forgiving and forgetting. We resent and remember.
Chocolate. Soup.
Victor is so relatable
CASEY AND OB ARE SO CLOSE RIGHT NOW JUST KISS BOTH OF YOU
HE KNOWS HIM
THEY KNOW EACH OTHER
OB IS LOSING HIS SHIT
A SNAKE EATING ITS OWN TAIL HE FUCKING SAID IT
I am crying
BROMANCE
OB IS ME
I AM OB
oh this is the scene from the credits
Sylvie my wife
SOMEONE
HER LITTLE SMILE
“And ruined my life” get her son
Loki has to do it
HA HE STRAIGHT UP VOLUNTEERED HIS HUSBAND DIDNT HE
ITS GORGEOUS 
“It’s wearing a helmet it doesn’t look like anyone!”
MY SONS ARE BONDING
PIE WHILE WE WAIT
Sylvie just calm down
Sylvie please leave your brother in law alone
SYLVIE STOP
LOKI WHY ARE YOU LEAVING TOO
Brad stfu. Stop it.
BEA’S HERE 
I’m calling her Bea now. It’s easier and more humanizing than a number.
Bea don’t trust them.
PIE LAND IM DECEASED
“About Mobius” YEAH? YOUR HUSBAND?
Just so we’re clear, we need to get you a therapist, babygirl.
What are the hets on? I see no chemistry between Loki and Sylvie
Oh Loki spitting facts
Hope is hard. Damn that breaks me.
We are gods
Why are you getting closer
LOKI STEP THE FUCK BACk
Oh he’s walking away there we go
Thank god I was about to have a cardiac arrest 
“I know, I have been working on myself” minutes I will sob what are you up to now
MINUTES DONT 
OH MY GOD STOP ALL OF THIS I AM SCARED 
MINUTES’ UNHINGED GRIN WHAT IS GOING ON
BRAD HELP THEM
oh my god
Oh my god I heard that
Oh my god they’re all dead
Oh my god
Oh my god (x99)
Oh no
OB is so cute I’m keeping him in my pocket
Nothing is connecting
Bea look away please 
Oh no no no
Blub blub blub goes the cocoa machine :D
He’s so kind to Dee Dee 
I’m just gonna start naming all of them.
OH NO NO NO
BRAD WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT
I JUST NAMED HIM I WAS ATTATCHED
Ouroboros what do you mean again did Mobius download Tetris once
This is all horrible
Smart Sylvie 
Oh Loki is about to fuckin lose it
You’re going to put him in the room with Minutes?!
OH RAVONNA
“You’re gonna talk when I say you can, and only then” oh my word…*fanning myself with my hands*
RAVONNA I-
MOMMY- SORRY
oh no this is the scene from episode one
LOKI FROM EPISODE ONE
LOKI IS GONNA PRUNE LOKI 
smart Sylvie :)
Oh my god it’s exactly the scene from episode one
Sylvie is so pretty I’m gonna cry
OH THAT WAS A NOISE
LOKI PRUNED LOKI!
THIS IS A TWIST!!!
OH THAT LOOK-
THAT HAS TO BE SO CONFUSING FOR SYLVIE NGL
that little flinch help me
“Huh?”
Pick up the damn phone 
OB!
reboot the system please
Oh Casey don’t do that
TURN IT OFF
hehe minutes is fucking lost
well that was ominous
Get fucked Brad
Oh I know Loki’s gonna have the fangirls raving 
NO RAVONNA!!!!
RAVONNA COME BACK MY BELOVED
Ob thank god you’re back I am suffering some emotional whiplash
Loki is gonna have to go out there…
No no we need more Lokius hurt comfort Victor step the fuck down
Oh come ON
WHY IS OB SO TINY HE COULD FIT RIGHT IN MY POCKET
I just realized that- OH MY GOD TIMELY
WHY IS EVERYTHING EXPLODING
LOKI GET MOBIUS TO SAFETY
if this is the end of the episode-
OH MY FUCKING GOD
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fanficshiddles · 1 year
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The Call Of Fate, Chapter 4
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The team were out on a mission for most of the day, so Jade was on her own around base. She mainly played bass and had a wander around the grounds since it was a nice day.
When the team returned, they were all in pretty bad shape and exhausted, aside form Loki and Thor. Who just had a few scratches left.
‘Geez, what happened to you guys?’ Jade asked as the team, apart from the Asgardians, headed to the nurse.
They all just grumbled on their way by. Loki stopped by her and leaned against the wall next to her. ‘To be fair, that was a tough one. Aliens, as per. But they had some high-tech weapons that made it rather difficult.’
‘But you and Thor got away without much harm?’ Jade asked.
Loki held his arm out, where there had been a big gash, but now it wasn’t much more than a cut and she could see it slowly healing up right before her eyes. ‘Holy crap!’
‘We heal at a much quicker scale than you mortals do.’ Thor said as he passed by.
‘Clearly!’ Jade laughed.
‘The others will be out for the count this evening, so at least we will get some peace for a while.’ Loki said as they made their way down the corridor.
‘Do you fancy getting pizza in and watching a movie or something?’ Jade suggested when they reached the common area.
‘That sounds’
‘What a great idea!’ Thor interrupted his brother.
They hadn’t noticed him sitting on the sofa, already with a bottle of beer.
Loki rolled his eyes. He had gotten his hopes up of spending the evening alone with Jade. Jade couldn’t deny she was a little disappointed too that it wasn’t just going to be her and Loki.
Once pizzas were ordered, the three of them sat down together to pick a movie. Which was an annoying task when the whole team was there, as they could rarely all decide on one to watch. But Jade was learning that it was likely the Asgardian brothers that were the main problem.
‘You’ve already watched that film over a hundred times.’ Loki said through gritted teeth as Thor started chanting for a film as Jade was flicking through the choices.
‘But it’s such a good film, you can’t deny it!’ Thor said excitedly.
‘There’s nothing wrong with watching a film multiple times, I’m guilty of it too.’ Jade said in Thor’s defense.
‘No, he has actually watched it more than a hundred times. Have you ever watched a film that much?’ Loki asked, raising an eyebrow at her.
‘What, literally?’ Jade asked, shocked, as she looked between the brothers, almost giving herself whiplash since she was sitting in the middle of them. Loki was sitting closer, their thighs were touching, something she was trying not to think about too much.
‘Yes, literally.’ Loki sighed.
‘I’ve got years on you, Jade. Plenty of time to watch movies.’ Thor laughed. ‘As I said, it is a GREAT film. Please can we watch it?’
‘No.’ Loki snarled, arms folded over his chest.
‘Jade has the remote, and she’s the lady here. So it’s her choice.’ Thor argued back. ‘Pleaseeeee, Jade.’ He pleaded and tried giving her the puppy dog eyes.
‘Why don’t we watch something that none of us have seen?’ Jade suggested.
‘Brilliant idea.’ Loki said gleefully.
‘Aww.’ Thor pouted.
‘This looks good, I’ve heard it’s genuinely a scary film for a change, not the typical cheesy horror.’ Jade suggested and pulled up the description for the Gods to see.
‘Good choice.’ Loki agreed.
‘Looks alright.’ Thor hummed.
‘If either of you get scared, I’ll allow you to hold my hand if you need to.’ Jade teased as she pressed play.
Loki chuckled. ‘Oh, cupcake. If anything, it will be you needing to hold my hand.’
Right from the get go, the film was quite scary and had a lot of jump scare moments. Jade did jump a few times and even Thor and Loki did too once or twice. They were all completely hooked on the screen, not even speaking to one another.
So when the buzzer went off around the base, signaling there was someone needing in the gates, the three of them jumped out of their skin as it had been at a super tense moment in the film.
‘Well, pizza’s here.’ Jade laughed and paused the film.
‘I’ll go get it.’ Thor said as he summoned Mjolnir and flew off the sofa, straight out the room.
‘I thought Tony didn’t like him doing that inside?’ Jade asked Loki.
‘He doesn’t. That’s why I never tell him off for it.’ Loki smirked.
Thor was back within a minute, he’d almost given the poor delivery boy a heart attack when he arrived at the gate from the sky, mere seconds after he’d pressed the buzzer.
They’d ordered a bunch of pizzas and sides, Jade thought it was far too much food. But then she remembered the Asgardians did eat a lot more than mortals did. So she made sure to get her fill before it was all gone.
‘So what are we thinking so far of the film?’ Jade asked while they ate.
‘Not too bad, for a mortal horror film. It is actually one of the better ones.’ Thor commented.
‘I agree. To make us jump too, it’s a piece of art.’ Loki said.
‘It is not making me jump.’ Thor said.
‘It so is. I saw you jump.’ Jade said.
‘I was merely jumping because I could feel a change in the atmosphere, it happens often if there’s a thunderstorm due.’ Thor said sheepishly.
‘Yeah right. There’s no thunderstorms due at all.’ Jade said.
‘And I’ve never heard you say anything like that before, so you are most definitely lying. But you must have also forgotten, that I can actually tell when someone is lying.’ Loki said as he narrowed his eyes at Thor.
Thor rubbed the back of his head and then just stuffed some garlic bread into his mouth and muttered something that neither Jade nor Loki could understand.
After the three were happily full, they settled down again and watched the rest of the film. When it was finished, Jade let out a big breath.
‘Well, I’m not gonna lie, I am glad that’s over.’
‘You’re the one that picked it.’ Loki chuckled.
‘I’m not saying it wasn’t good, because it was. Just scarier than I anticipated.’ Jade shrugged.
‘Oh, is it really over though?’ Thor motioned to the screen where the credits were coming to an end. Thinking there might be an after-credit scene.
The screen went blank and there was no sound coming from it either. But the three of them sat there, waiting for something more. Jade even leaned forward a little bit, trying to anticipate another jump scare scene, no doubt.
‘RAHHH!’ Loki suddenly yelled out and grabbed Jade’s knee. She jumped out of her skin and let out a screech.
‘LOKI! You ass!’ She grabbed her cushion and whacked him with it, making him laugh.
‘You’re so mean.’ She whined but laughed too.
‘Had to wait for the most opportune moment, and that was it.’ He grinned mischievously and winked at her.
‘I’ll get you back for that one. I don’t forget.’ Jade said as she pointed at her eyes then at him.
‘Bring it on, cupcake.’ He smirked.
She shook her head but had a smile on her face.
‘Well, I’m off to bed. Good movie night guys.’ As she moved round the sofa, she ruffled up Loki’s hair cheekily before heading out.  
Once she was out of earshot, Thor looked over at Loki with a slight smirk and a raise of an eyebrow.
‘What?’ Loki barked at him when he continued to just stare and say nothing.
‘You like her.’ Thor commented simply.
Loki raised an eyebrow at him. ‘Of course I do. Don’t you?’
‘Not in the way you do. You know what I mean, Loki.’
Loki leaned back and looked at the TV instead, flicking through the channels. ‘I like her as much as I like the rest of you.’ He hummed.
‘If any of the rest of us had ruffled your hair like that, we’d have been tossed out the window quicker than you could say boo. You didn’t even flinch when she did it.’ Thor said knowingly. ‘Plus, you’ve given her a nickname, a cute one too. Not a mean one.’
Loki rolled his eyes and rose to his feet. ‘Drop it, Thor. She’s to be wed to another Prince anyway. So it’s pointless.’ He went to leave.
‘Brother, wait.’ Thor was surprised when Loki did actually stop in his tracks and glanced over his shoulder at Thor.
‘We have plenty of time to come up with a plan to get her out of this arranged marriage.’
Loki turned away again but didn’t move yet. Just waited a moment.
‘I don’t think there will be a way to get her out of it, Thor. But thanks for the hope, anyway.’
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oh-three · 7 months
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Loki S2E3:
I like how the first half of the season is directed on saving the TVA, as opposed to last season's agenda of destroying it. The irony is way too funny.
Gotta say that Loki, Mobius, B-15, D-90 (?), Casey, and O.B. running the TVA is the best thing ever. They're all amazing together. I hope Sylvie decides to come back this episode and stick around. Looked like she was thinking about it.
Ooh, interesting spin on the MCU logo theme today.
RENSLAYER SIGHTING.
She is so out of place there omfg.
"That's it?" Pretty underwhelming, right?
Miss Minutes changes colors 👀
OG He Who Remains as a child is something I didn't know I needed.
Literally everything revolves around that book, doesn't it? Wait- doesn't this mean O.B. should get credit for helping create the TVA??
"That's gonna be an awkward reunion." I love Mobius.
"Well, maybe she got it out of her system." Lmao. Doubt it. Might not try to kill them, but she's definitely no friend right now.
The thing I love about Mobius & Loki going on missions in the timeline is that we get to see so much more of their dynamic. They're definitely one of my favorite duos ever.
"Thor isn't that tall." 😂
Renslayer talking to a ghost clock in a bag is way too funny.
"Don't let her see you." So, either this is going to go like the Andor finale or she is totally going to see them. Noted.
Whiplash at seeing adult Victor Timely as opposed to the little boy ten minutes ago. This dude literally dedicated his life to controlling time.
NO COMPUTER, I DON'T WANT TO UPDATE JAVA RIGHT NOW.
Okay, I know Jonathan Majors is being accused of domestic violence or something, but the guy is a great actor. Not that that excuses him of any crimes he might've committed.
ARE THEY GOING TO KIDNAP HIM?
Mobius, this is such a bad idea, my guy. His ambitions are already too powerful. He'll just take over again.
"I don't do partners." THE LOOK ON THE OTHER GUY'S FACE. 🤣
Oh, great, he's selling it.
Is Renslayer seriously about to find them out because Loki stepped on a dude's foot?
Loki has absolutely no patience and his solution to that problem was the best thing ever 😂
I can't believe they ACTUALLY managed to sneak up on her.
Renslayer and Loki & Mobius fighting of talking to Victor is the funniest thing ever. It's like they're fighting for custody, except it's their younger father or something and he knows literally none of them.
And there he goes. 👀
"We just wanna talk!" You are literally chasing this man.
Victor is such a trickster.
SYLVIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE.
I wonder if He Who Remains remembered Loki and Sylvie fighting over him back when he was Victor still.
"Well, your machete hasn't solved any problems thus far." Ouch. She literally did deserve that, though.
This moment is the S1 finale all over again.
Giant ghost clock. 👀
Well, at least Miss Minutes had fun.
Victor and Renslayer really did fall in love, didn't they? Huh.
Is Miss Minutes seriously jealous of Renslayer right now? Lmao.
He just called Mobius a butler 😂
"Loki helped murder your variant." He did fucking not, stop manipulating the poor guy.
"Take him! He's all yours!" I almost spat out my soda.
Ooh, boat. How romantic. The writers planned this.
"I always knew my ideas were good. I just didn't have the technology to make them really work." Shit, now I feel bad for him.
The look on his face after she said "partnership."
LMAO.
I KNEW HE WAS GONNA DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT. 🤣
But also. Miss Minutes seems to despise her, so yeah. More of her manipulation is happening.
SHE WAS JEALOUS.
That is the weirdest love triangle ever.
........Why do I feel like Miss Minutes is trying to manipulate him into giving her a body so she can kill him and take over the TVA personally?
There was definitely an "I love you" in there. Holy shit.
Ooh, prototype pruning-baton.
How the hell did Loki & Mobius find them?!?
Victor has to think they're all crazy by now, doesn't he? And he'd be right tbh. Poor dude.
AND THERE'S SYLVIE AGAIN.
This guy is having a rough few days, honestly, what the fuck.
Sylvie, it's not okay to shape people into murderers by trying to kill them before they've committed the crime.
"I can make my own choices." 😭
AYYYYYY.
Respect, Sylvie. Respect. No way letting him leave much less live was easy.
Oh, okay. Well. Wasn't that unexpected. I mean, she wanted to go to the End of Time, didn't she? There she is. Enjoy the corpse.
LMAO AND SHE'S STUCK WITH MISS MINUTES AGAIN.
WAIT, I WANTED TO KNOW WHAT THE SECRET WAS.
I can't believe season two is halfway over already...
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WELL here’s my stream of consciousness thoughts typed at 1 am when I had made this post about not posting anything further (ORIGINAL DATE: JANUARY 4TH) and what I’d wanted to post had been this rambly thing, please read the contents of my brain gnawing through the metaphorical walls oh my GOD— ahem:
Loki “I’ve never had a child on purpose” L*ufeyson being clung to by Tory and Maci, “both so fucking possessive” (“is that a bad thing?” “…no”), whose response to that has been okay well let’s get you pregnant on purpose then, and note that that initial statement by Loki anyway was in response to “no I do want a baby with you” which came so fast out of left field that the whiplash and rose colored hearteyes seduction of it all led to a split second decision that was. okay not entirely rationally made, (upon further reflection by a god who’s notoriously cagey and suspicious and —)
oh my god yeah jesus 14 entire kids and STILL never had a child on purpose consciously, subconsciously speaking is a different story but you didn’t hear that from me but ALSO it’s been a decade since the last baby Loki carried - that was Rane in Elysium, before that was Fjöer, but afterwards (Eisa - Einmyria - Vryk - Kaia - Sæunn - lmao Libby?) each were the other way around, AND so ten YEARS ago was a very different - Loki doesn’t cuddle Loki doesn’t do domesticity Loki’s off standing coldly and sneering in the corner while everyone else is piled in a heap making desperate grabby hands for him, at least that was the case for the previous years and years until. like. this last year and a half but ONLY with Maci and Tory. where PREVIOUSLY Rane and Fjöer had each been another standard cut and paste “bolt and hide” situation due to anxious paranoia, through all of Fjöer and briefly through Rane before returning to the palace when pregnant with her and — returning with hackles raised and guard up and starting fights with everyone around the entire time because. like I just said, he doesn’t Do DomesticiTY or— well he never DID until—
ten years later not only is this The First Baby On Purpose it’s also the first fucking bAby in which — like come the fuck on are Tory and Maci letting go of him for any amount of time ever???? absolutely fucking not?????? This is a Can You Fucking Relax We Are Taking Care of You Whether You Like It Or Not Because You’re Safe With Us And Don’t You Forget It-
and the very strange emotional tangled web disaster that has already existed this whole time - LIKE IM WRITING ALL THIS AND THEYRE NOT IN ANY WAY A FORMAL THROUPLE NOR WILL THEY BE THIS IS JUST— ?! ITS SO MUCH *MORE* INSANE THAT THEYRE NOT A THROUPLE LMAO???? - WELL that’s about to crescendo into an absolute tsunami because this!!! Is also The First Baby in which Loki’s accidentally stumbled INTO domesticity and. well that’s a very different vibe to be pregnant within f,,,For the first time oh, ever. that’s. that’s very.
in short. essentially. I am going to lose my mind.
AND THATS NOT ALL JUST WAIT
PHEW IVE HAD TO KEEP THIS IN MY BRAIN SINCE JANUARY. I’m sssSsooOoOoooOoooooOooOOOO—
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digitalagepulao · 8 months
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i know this question might not happen on you Havoc in Midgard AU, but How would Atreus react when he learns about Monkey Kid and that Wukong chose him as his sucessor? And what would MK and his friends think of Loki?
mmmm i'm still on the fence about doing anything related to LMK but, in regards to Wukong taking in other disciples and apprentices, Loki is very supportive and even helps if Wukong ever needs it. Plus Loki is also very family-oriented, and he's always happy to expand his honorary family xD
now if we're thinking of an LMK/GOW crossover (ain't that a tone whiplash xD), Loki would probably not have gotten much close to Wukong in this universe. He doesn't seem to know what he's doing and he doesn't quite appreciate how most of his brotherhood manipulates and pushes him to a figurehead position even though he doesn't seem nearly ready for the responsibility. If anything, he'd try to talk Wukong down even if by force, so when the Havoc fails he might just take the Celestial Realm's side. which, would be catastrophic for the opposite side lmao.
as for mid- and post-Journey Wukong, he wouldn't involve him in any of his plans in Midgard cus, again, he seems to want to be left alone and still doesn't seem ready for most of the responsibility. Then he seems to only go back to his old ways and... yeah, not the most trustworthy guy around.
so seeing him take in MK under his wing is, concerning but he tries to offer kind words here and there when he bothers visiting the Eastern Heavens to see Nezha and Muzha, and even Red Son. MK himself is a good kid and he just hopes Wukong won't get too deep in his own head and mess things up too badly. And if he does, well, he'll try and help fix things, if only for MK's sake.
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muddyorbsblr · 1 year
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ohh hey it's the last day of 2022
first of all, when the fuck did that happen??
There was so much that happened in the last year I could've sworn some of them happened in 2021, but apparently not…? It's honestly so hard to believe that when this year started, I was in a different mindset, a different community, struggling AF to get anything going creatively, and frustrated to the high heavens as a creator because I felt…well, I felt alone.
And that was how it felt for the first 8 months of the year. I felt like I was pushing this impossibly heavy rock up a steep mountain with no hopes of ever actually getting anywhere because I was in a community that gave such elitist vibes that even though I'd been there for 2-3 years, I still felt like an outsider. Surrounded by people who internally held you to this grading scale and only if you reached a certain "score" with them would they think that you're "worthy" of a like and comment.
Honestly there was a time I uploaded a video every day for two months and all I got was silence, and while I never gave a fuck about the numbers, admittedly it would have been nice to even get a "wow i loved this!" from the people who called me "one of their closest friends in the community". Like…you say that the love is there but…I don't feel it? And honestly being 'friends' with people like that felt a lot like this:
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And then a shift happened, and I somehow found myself back here on Tumblr looking up Loki fan fiction because I'd just started simping over Tom Hiddleston full force and there's a warm fuzzy feeling I get from reading fanfics that never went away, and reading them again somehow felt like finally coming home.
I gotta admit though, I lurked for a few months. 🤡
Started off just reading stuff and not saying anything, then leading to me leaving likes on masterlists so that I could come back to them and go through them one by one, and I didn't do much besides that for a few weeks. And then I saw a post about how comments and reblogs kept the authors that we love motivated to keep on making stories for us, so I gave my trauma from bad interactions in previous communities a resounding 'fuck you' and began to comment. And then that led to me reviving this blog of mine so that I could reblog those stories to share them with all 40+ of my followers at the time who I knew would get whiplash because I'm not posting about Markiplier anymore.
All those little efforts culminated in me joining in on a thirst train that ended up rekindling my love for creating stories, which led to 'what's today again?' and I gotta be honest, I thought that was all I had in me. But then idea after idea came and I kept on writing stories, and suddenly we're here…a little over three months later, and those 40+ strangers who couldn't care less about what I was posting on this account became nearly a thousand (???) that saw the work I was putting out on the internet and actually enjoying it and telling me that they enjoyed it.
Suddenly I have friends again that I love talking to and that I want to give back the love that I receive from them with everything I've got. Talking with people about things that I love and not feeling like I'm being a burden to them (which is honestly the biggest thing for me 🥹). It's because of all of them that I'm looking forward to seeing what 2023 has in store because I'm surrounded by people who care the same way that I care, and we all get to be weird and thirsty and horny together.
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So here's to the people who saved 2022 for me. For turning not only the year but my life as a whole around, for being there to talk to about literally anything, and for creating a place where I felt safe enough to start sharing parts of myself that I'd had locked away for years. Honestly, I never thought I'd be sharing my writing with anyone ever again, but I'm really glad that I had y'all to encourage me and tell me to keep going, and that it definitely wasn't going to be the death of me if I began creating a story about Loki falling in love with Thor's daughter 🤣
Here's to 2023. May it be filled with many laughs, thots, and mangoes.
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kaleiphant · 2 months
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Strangetown the Musical: Emo 80s Edition
What time is it? Filk o'clock (or oh-filk-hundred hours if you live in the Grunt household).
This one gets really dark with Nervous reflecting on his living situation and Loki reflecting on his and Circe's failing marriage.
Content warning: This includes: musings on human experimentation (and thoughts of death) from Nervous; rumination on domestic violence from Loki (and mention of Circe beating Loki); contemplation of revenge from both Nervous and Loki.
Go to Hell (to the tune of "Live to Tell" by Madonna)
Nervous: Trapped in a stony hole, I question if I’ve even got a soul. I guess it’s just my lot in life My only friends are mildew, pain, and strife.
A Sim can only take so much Before his heartache swells. Must I go to hell And back all through this plot? Why not Count the days until I’m free?
(Musical interlude while Circe and Loki perform a short choreographed dance in which Circe pushes Loki around and hits him a few times. He breaks away from her and takes refuge in the dark lab.)
Loki: I’m nothing to her now. I might as well break every single vow. The Sim that I once idolized Became a demon right before my eyes.
A Sim can only take so much Before his anger swells… She can go to hell Before I join her plot. Why not Tell her where to shove her schemes?
Nervous (melody) and Loki (harmony): Revenge would not be hard to try… And if I plan it well, She’ll go to hell; The blood would stain my hands. But still…. Would they really understand?
Nervous (smirking madly): If I were found out, No jury would convict somebody like me. Loki: I’d be condemned; And doomed to Cell Block Three.
Nervous: But I wouldn’t dream Of taking a Sim’s life.
Loki: I can’t kill my wife!
Nervous: How could I plot…
Loki: Murder is not…
Both (Nervous singing melody, Loki singing harmony): The way I should go.
(musical interlude while Nervous and Loki perform a short interpretive dance together in the darkened lab.)
Both (Loki singing melody, Nervous singing harmony): The two of us can take so much. We hide our suffering well. We can go to hell and back; You’d never know. And so… We’re living a great lie.
Revenge has often crossed our minds. Each day we are compelled To endure the hell of living in this house…
(They part.)
Loki: Although…
Nervous: It all makes me want to die…
-O-o-O-o-O-
This musical would give everyone mood whiplash if it played anywhere.
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youlackconviction · 2 years
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had some fun on twitter today lol. a series stan came @ me with some of the above so i decided to compile them and other common genuine responses that i’ve seen to LOKI-series-critical meta and create a fun little game for y’all.
if you want to use this board go ahead, i’d appreciate a credit back this blog or my twitter @ulackconviction if you do use it, so i can follow your threads myself. just save the pic, mark which responses you’ve received from fans of the LOKI series, and reblog with your edited bingo card.
below i the cut will quote each one and my own response to each “argument”.
if you hate sylki then you are biphobic - no, i hate sylki for many reasons but alleged bisexuality is not one. how about, the toxic abuse dynamic sylvie sets up towards LOKI? let’s start there.
you don’t want your uwu emo boy LOKI to heal - incorrect. i’d love for him to finally get a chance to be heard and acknowledged, genuinely cared for and shown how to let go of his unresolved trauma. but that would require a compassionate person talking about it and showing it, none of which the series did.
it’s not incest they don’t have the same parents - they literally have the same father: laufey of jotunnheim.
it’s not self-cest that’s a made-up thing - well. hard to say really isn’t it? since the showrunners have both defined sylvie as “a LOKI” and as “not a LOKI” in the same breath. obviously it’s a fantasy concept, but people will have their opinions about that either way.
why don’t y’all just move on and shut up? - rude. why should we? LOKI is important to us and the series is hurtful and disappointing, and we will shut up when we feel like it. maybe never. cry about it.
if you don’t like it then don’t watch it - we like LOKI tho. and that’s who we were promised. that’s why we watched it. the damage is done.
y’all are just mad that lokius is not canon - lmao if there’s one thing to not be mad about in this shitshow, that would be it. mobius is just as toxic and abusive to LOKI as sylvie is, so it’s just as well.
LOKI is just a selfish villain - citations needed thanks. i’ll wait. not even the series managed to portray him that way so... good luck.
sylvie is not LOKI she’s her own person - ok... if she’s not LOKI why is she dressed like him? why does everyone in the series call her the superior LOKI variant? why was LOKI’s help enlisted in the first place to capture her? why does she say “we are the same person” to him?
sylvie is LOKI so genderfluid rep is on screen every time she is - wait what? she is LOKI now? hang on... i think i have whiplash. and more questions. also, an individual presenting and identifying consistently as a single binary gender throughout their entire appearance does not constitute genderfluidity representation.
mobius did not torture LOKI it was therapy - therapy. right. so physical violence, threats of further violence/death, repetitive physical brutality for the purposes of “softening up” the candidate (yes that can also be defined as torture), intimidation, and misrepresenting the truth for manipulative purposes (you killed your mother) is therapeutic. got it.
fluidphobia is not a real thing - genderfluid folks would disagree. let’s ask them?
go touch grass - one of my favourites, gotta say. for all you know i’m typing this on my phone while laying in a hay paddock lol.
misogynist, you obviously just hate women - again. the reasons i can’t stand sylvie are many and varied, and none of them have anything to do with her biology or gender. disliking one (1) woman because of her actions and personality is not logical grounds for such an accusation.
well tom loves the series so... - uh, good for him? i think tom loves tennis too... doesn’t mean i have to enjoy it, nor i suspect would he insist that it’s unreasonable for me not to do so. my brain is actually separated from tom’s by the entire molten core of a planet, so i can actually think my own thoughts about things.
LOKI is out of character in the series because he learned self love - okay so he learned self-love the instant he fell from the sky above that mongolian settlement? because that’s the moment when he ceased to resemble MCU LOKI in any way, shape, or form. hair, skin colour, mannerisms, personality, vocabulary, physical strength, intelligence, fighting ability, grace, wit, charm. wow. incredible. who knew it would be so easy? and who knew self-love would look so shitty?
LOKI is not out of character in the series compared to the films - um... actually he is, and it can easily be demonstrated with simple side-by-side comparisons of appearance, posture and body language, abilities, and speech patterns. see above.
LOKI is out of character in all the movies and now we see his real self - this is such incredible nonsense - it’s impossible for a character to be out of character in their seminal appearance(s). thor 2011 established LOKI’s character. this claim is right up there with “LOKI acts differently from the movies when he’s off camera.” um... what? hun, this is a movie. there is ONLY on-camera. there IS nothing else. are you confusing BTS footage of tom with LOKI?
series antis have no friends - one in a range of irrelevant and unsubstantiated personal attacks that series fans like to sprinkle into their arguments as if it somehow strengthens them, rather than revealing them to be three children in a trench coat hurling insults.
everything you think about LOKI is just a headcanon - no... the stuff that i know about him was told to me by the films, and by the writers and directors of the films, and by tom back when he was first engaged for the role. all of it is coherent and consistent. and that’s what i think about LOKI.
i’m not going to read/watch that! but you are wrong - incredible powers of deduction: to refuse to even engage with a piece of media or information and yet claim to know everything it contains, and be able to judge its accuracy. truly amazing.
LOKI isn’t going to fuck you - again, more absolute gold from a person who has literally run out of rebuttals. when you consider the barriers to such a liaison... crossing the boundaries of reality no less... lol imagine if this is how political debates were conducted in parliament or the senate. “the president/senator/prime minister/queen isn’t going to fuck you, you know!” lmaoooo.
LOKI is a narcissist to fall in love with himself - look up NPD, and then read this again. also, LOKI actually hates himself and goes along with others’ ridicule of him because his self-worth is literally in the gutter. he only likes sylvie because he describes her as being nothing like himself. he has no idea that he has any value.
your anti opinions are taking away my enjoyment - ok so... don’t read them? block me or mute me or whatever, and get on with your life? it’s not like you have any kind of past attachment to me like series-antis do with LOKI?
i never liked LOKI before the series anyhow - i mean that’s fine. but don’t even start trying to tell people who actually do know and love the original character, ANYTHING at all about him. don’t even start.
sylvie’s trauma is worse than LOKI’s - how do we even know? and why is that even relevant? how do you judge what damage a person has incurred by comparing it to some other different person with different experiences? fuck off with your trauma olympics. but since you made it a competition: LOKI wins. i care about him, i don’t care about sylvie. therefore his pain and opportunity for healing will always be more important to me. die mad about it.
even if the series hurt minorities, how many people even is that, tho - literally a remark one of my friends received when defending genderfluid folks on her blog. so apparently according to series fans, you actually can put a number on how much real-world suffering is okay for the sake of entertainment.
sylvie is not a narcissist to fall in love with herself - interesting, since in the show LOKI was explicitly labelled one for this exact reason. an “incredible seismic narcissist”, in fact. there wouldn’t be a serious double standard in play at all, would there?
no one cares what you think - well i have evidence to the contrary: both from people who agree with me letting me know; and from those who don’t being unable to resist coming at me and berating me for it. including the person who said this, ironically.
you just hate sylki cos you want to fuck your siblings - another incredible take by a series fan defending the canon ship. i really can’t follow their line of argument here... it’s unclear what message they want me to walk away with. surely if i hated the ship for incest reasons it would be because i DON’T want to fuck my siblings? (for the record, i do not). so that was a confusing one, but it was a real response, so it got included.
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amara-laz · 5 months
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Hi I don't want to do my physics assignment so I'm gonna pick my favourite songs from the mechs albums I've listened to so far :p
Ok so in the order I listened to the albums!!
High Noon Over Camelot
Right off the bat, Skin and Bone was my favourite. Like, the vibe?? And also the Saxons singing off of each other like that?? It's so bouncy /pos
Holder of the GRAIL joined like 5 minutes later lmao. I love the story and Captain Mathea is honestly a character I got way too invested in!! Helps that it's very nice sounding to my ear :))
I am now also partial to Blood and Whiskey!! Tbh at first I didn't get the hype but damn is fucking good. Jessica Law, you terrify me /pos my voice actually gives out if I try to sing Guinevere's parts
The Bifrost Incident
Loki immediately was one of my favourites bc of the way the words are sung?? It's just so?? Auditorially pleasing?? Like it??? Just slips on my brain??? God I love it shsjdjr
Ragnarok II is also really good especially the ending ahdjfjf Void is banging and Raphaella as Odin is just so haunting but also creepy but also also also /pos
Losing Track also charmed me eventually, mostly with the chorus :p absolute banging lyrics and the way it fragmented and stuff was so hshjwsjrjrk
Fun fact actually about my TBI experience!! My phone refused to play Red Signal for a good several hours!! I changed devices, turned WiFi off and on, my phone off and on, changed videos, etc, etc!! It took me days to hear Red Signal for a second time!! Oh also I have the Expert Testimony segment memorized now :p I can only recite it with my shitty British accent tho
Once Upon A Time In Space
Rose Red!!! It's a round!! It's pretty!! Is that a viola??? Another immediate favourite!! Oh and also, Jessica Law!!!! Old King Cole is another one, I just think it's neat :))
Honourable mention to Sleeping Beauty bc it gave me actual whiplash the first time I listened lmaooo
Ulysses Dies At Dawn
Riddle of the Sphinx!!! Trial by Song!!!!!!!
Trial of Song (listening to it rn!!) is so melancholy and so beautiful nejdjjffnr (LOOK I AM NORMAL ABOUT JESSICA LAW AND THE SONGS SHE SINGS THAT IVE HEARD OKAY) (Okay I did loop the Mermaid's Revenge for like 3 days and landed it in my top 3 most played songs on Spotify. So what.) and I just jwjeje it's so pretty!!! Sbbsbdbdb
Riddle of the Sphinx is so like?? Catchy?? I love the chorus?? Again, story is good!! Oedipus' rise and fall is so interesting?? And also good vibes 👍
Honourable mention to Ties that Bind!! Ariadne's story is also very interesting and also RAPHAELLA LA COGNIZI??? THAT IS SOME BANGING SINGING LIKE HOLY SHIT!!!
Okay cool now I need to go do my physics
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Okay look, i just got back from the premiere of Antman Quantumania and omg
Just omg
Whiplash and shooketh
I'm putting two thoughts under the cut bc of spoilers and wow i need to talk about it with someone.
The entire ending? One feeling: FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY
There were talks of him fucking dying, and then bc they didn't rush to go he was with Kang and so i thought omg is he gonna get trapped but then no and then they got trapped and then no and then it ended happy and i was on edge bc marvel is giving me such a big false sense of security and I'm scared. My heart was beating at 3000 Istg, that entire end part with the portal. And then his stupid monologue afterwards? Heart palpitations ffs! Marvel is messing with me! Ugh i hate them.
Oh, Cassie gave me the biggest Spiderman vibes (and Steve Rogers). Those 3? Chaos.
Also
The second post credit scene... i screeched. Seeing him on screen? My dear Loki? Looking so handsome? Hearing his voice? I died and i screamed in the cinema (wasn't the only one) and i had to take a minute to process and calm down afterwards.
Holy shit.
Oh also, it's amazing how they made ants so fucking cool
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Morbius takes Loki to see (fat, future) thor
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The conversation between Loki and Thor is inspired by a fanart I once saw in pinterest but I can't find it now. So if anyone knows please inform me.
on ao3
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Pairing : Loki & Thor, Loki/Mobius
Tags : Hurt/Comfort, fix-it of sorts, reunion
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"Are you ever gonna tell me where are we going?" Loki asked probably for the hundredth time.
"You'll know in a minute. Have some patience, Loki." Mobius answered in his a exasperated voice.
"No, I didn't wake up 5 in the morning for you to kidnap me to some unknown place!" Loki stomped his feet, "Tell me where we are going."
"I was taking you to see your brother." Mobius sighed, "Which was supposed to be a surprise. But you wouldn't be Loki if you weren't difficult, right?"
Loki kept looking at him with a blank face. "We're not going to see my brother." He suddenly said.
"Well, we're not. You are."
"I am not going to see my brother."
"What? Why not? You said you wanted to see him." Mobius frowned.
"I said, I haven't seen him in a long time. Not that I wanted to see him." Loki clarified.
"So you don't want to see him?"
"I don't say that." Loki denied.
Mobius closed his eyes and took a deep breath, collecting all the patience he had, "Last chance, Lokes. I take you to see him or we don't see him at all. Which one?"
Loki blinked at Mobius a few times before saying, "Okay, I'll go."
Just as Mobius is about to use the TemPad to open a Timedoor, Loki stops him by pulling him into a kiss. Mobius instinctually pulls him closer, deepening the kiss. They break apart with a gasp, breathless from the intensity of the kiss.
"What was-hah-that for?" Mobius asks while catching his breath.
"You know," Loki says, equally breathless, "a thank you."
Mobius laughs and shakes his head fondly. Even after being together for so long, he can't believe Loki still gets awkward with showing affection.
"Okay, I'm ready now." Loki said with a determined and slightly manic look on his face. And Mobius opened to Timedoor.
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I should really cut down my drinking, is something Thor thinks everyday but never carries out.
Right now he's more sober than he has for weeks, sitting on the edge of a cliff and thinking what his life has become. The result of his thought process is unsatisfactory enough that he wants to get drunk again.
All of a sudden, he hears a noise hehind him and looks over his shoulder and sees Loki standing there. He blinks a few times and looks head again. "Ah, hallucinations. Just another thing to add on the list of things wrong about me."
"Brother." He hears his hallucination say but doesn't turn around again. He feels so worthless and thinks that he can't even hallucinate properly. Loki never calls him this tenderly, hasn't since they were kids.
"Brother, look at me." the hallucination pleads, another thing that's wrong with it.
"Go away." Thor sighs, "Leave me alone. You're not even real."
"I am real, brother. Look at me."
Thor groans - annoyed and angry with his own mind for playing such cruel tricks on him - and throws a small rock at the hallucination hoping it would just vanish.
Instead he just hears a petulant 'ow'.
He turns his body back so quickly he almost gets a whiplash. "What kind of trickery is this?"
Loki raises his hands up in a calming gesture, "I can explain!" he insists, "maybe?" and then flatters. "I promise no tricks this time brother. It's really me."
Thor staggers on his feet as he gets up, "What? How...?"
Loki winces a bit, "It's quite a long story. And quite complicated too an-"
Thor feels burning anger build within him nd yanks Loki by his collar, "How many times will I have to watch you die?!" he yells and lois eyes widen in shock. "Just to have you prance back as if nothing ever happened?! I thought I had lost everything! Mother, then father and then our home. And you were...you were..." Thor flatters, feeling bone deep exhaustion creeping in. "Do you enjoy this?" his hands loosen on Loki's collar, "Watching me suffer."
"No, no brother. I'm so sorry." Loki's voice was desperate. "I-I don't know how to explain this. I am aware of everything that had happened but-but that Loki and I...we're not the same. I'll explain everything to you. But right now I really want you to know that I am here because I want to be. Because I missed you so much. Just believe this one thing."
He eyed Loki for a minute and then pulled him into a hug. He missed his brother so much. "You're lucky. That my wish to hug you is greater than throwing you off the cliff."
Loki circled his arms around him, hugging him in a way they did when their world was simple and filled with games and pranks. "Yes, I am very lucky."
When they finally pulled back both their eyes were watery, "I need an explanation with all the details. Don't you dare leave anything out."
"I won't. But in return tell me why you've gained so much weight."
"Yes yes, I'll tell you. But not a story you'll like." They both moved to sit on the edge of the cliff, looking over the sunrise.
"Yeah, well. You won't like mine too."
True to their words, they absolutely didn't like each other's stories.
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