#i just want to disappear

[sp00kysk3lly]

All I wanted in this life was to be happy and loved.

#mental health awareness #mental health #fake friends #no one likes me #no one wants me #all alone #blog #fake people #songs #emo songs #i just want to disappear #I just wanted love #Just wanted to be loved #too late to save me #broken #broken hearted #self hate #i hate my life #i hate myself #I hate everybody #should just leave #mentally unstable #loser #pathetic #stupid little loser

[saisons-en-enfer]

I don’t want to be awake when It takes me but I can’t wait to see you smile on the other side

#emma ruth rundle #... #i just want to disappear

[intra-space]

And when you have to get through your darkest days alone, your body remembers

#actually cptsd #narcissistic abuse #recovery #nodsquad #we do recover #this is depressing #i just want to disappear

[nothingness-ghost]

I want to ride on a kite! I wanna fly through the sky.

#all about lily chou chou #lily chou chou #japan #japanese #vent blog #suicudal #living with depression #i just want to disappear #vent #i need to sleep

[littlecatsnotkids]

I want to SCREAM

#history of man by masie peters actually #I feel like the most pathetic desperate person of all time #I just want to disappear #like unexist #and I want to be mad but I’m not #well I am but only at myself #I feel like I failed everything and I can’t make myself go to class or anything #just #not doing it right at all #nfyw

[xthefaultisminex]

I know I'm not much to look at.

I know I don't have much to give.

I know I'm a wreck mentally, emotionally and physically.

I know I'm a lot to put up with/deal with.

But I do try.

I'm sorry that I am not enough.

I'm sorry that I'm not worth looking at.

I'm sorry that I'm a mess.

I'm sorry that I don't give you what others could.

I'm sorry that there's better options theough the screen out there.

I'm just trying to be what I can.

To be enough...

#why am i like this #i ruin everything #fuck #mental disorder #forgotten #failure #unrequited feelings #abandoned #broken #burden #depression #never good enough #i just want to disappear #mentally unstable #no one cares #overthinking #personal #rejection #sorry #useless

[charlotterenaissance]

having an almost comically bad couple days so i'm microdosing on all my fixations by alternating episodes of kids in the hall, night court, h2o just add water, and conan o'brien remotes. just having a normal one

#the fun part of being the child of my alcoholic dad and junkie mother is that my form of vice is old tv shows #as i try to zone out while stone-cold sober #i had a bad day at work which was the capstone to a rough couple weeks #which is why haven't really been on here #and i'm pretty sure i can't trust my own vision or whatever because i look at things and get told i'm wrong #and then i found richard moll died so i'm not doing so great #i am so sad #i'm just so so sad and scared #all the time and i hate this so much and i hate being a burden to the person i love #and i just feel so alone and not good at anything and not good enough for anything or anyone i'm just not worth anything #it's my fault for only being able to conceptualize relationships via the familial bond #so i take my boss who is normally sweet and patient with my stupid worthless self #yelling at me as rough as you can possibly imagine #she didn't even yell at me specifically but every time she came by i flinched and any time i said something she got mad and yelled at me #i don't know i'm sorry #i just want to disappear #i'm also on my period one more cosmic corkscrew of pain

[luvt0kki]

idk where to dump this but I’ve been really going through it

#tw body dyspmorphia #I wish I was pretty and slim #like I wish my build was petite so that I actually look skinny #I don’t find my fave visually pleasing like I honestly think it’s the reason I don’t get much opportunities #I wish I was built like Tyla she’s literally so perfect she has a music career she’s stunning and has perfect voice and body #I hate being alive sometimes #it’s so overwhelming #I don’t feel good enough for anyone and even my ongoing degree #I just want to disappear #like how much more should I toruture and hurt myself to finally get somewhere in my life #I’m sorry for the dump I just need to let it out somewhere cause I’ve been suppressing it for three months now and there’s so much going on #i just want to not exist because whether I’m here or not there won’t be a difference

[friedhands]

Like how funny would it be to just k1ll mys3lf at this funeral rn?

#guro #gore #self h@rm #su1c1dal #rant #su1c1d3 #there are so many people here #so much noise just too much noise #i want it all to just disappear #i just want to disappear

[treasure-goblin]

Love how, one second, im pondering fun ways to suprise people, and the next, I am thinking, not that, but something very different

#i just want to disappear #i want to delete everything and go away #it wont even fucking matter ive only been here for about a year now and my other account got fucking nerfed #its not like a majority of people will even notice #and the ones who would have each other #no one needs me #goblin vents

[hydetheghost]

just me or anyone else has the urge to yeet themself straight outta the wondow????

#yeet #jump off a cliff #jump off the window #welppppp #yeeeeeeet #eeeeeeel primo #el primo #no offense but #i just want to sleep #i just want to die #i just want to disappear #cant i just die #cant i just sleep forever

[skinnivanili]

i guess depression has it’s pros, not getting out of bed means not having to eat <3

#tw ed vent #tw ed in the tags #disordered eating thoughts #@n4 #i just want to disappear #@na tips #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #i wanna lose weight #i wish i was skinnier #€d #4norex1a #tw ana vent #i wish i was thinner #@n0r3xia #anarec1a #an4rexia #ed but not sheeran

[bass-alien]

posting this partly because I need to vent but also it’s 3 am which thankfully means this post will basically be going into the void.. but I’m dreading my appointment with my psychiatrist that’s about 8 hours from now, we scheduled this several months ago, before I got fired and found out about my MRI results 2 weeks go, and I’m fucking dreading it so much because I know she’s gonna want me to talk about all of it and I know I’m just gonna break down and I really don’t want to do that rn

#I don’t wanna talk to her about this #I don’t wanna talk to anyone about it #i just want to disappear

[craycraybluejay]

What if I decide to get an eating disorder for shits and giggles

(I'm already severely underweight)

(Can I lose any femininity about my features if I get thin enough or would I die first)

#anoutherposting #delete later #ftm dysphoria #bite maim kill #i hate it i hate being alive #when can i be myself #when can i feel like more than a tired dissociated corpse with a raging sex drive but no lust for life #i made a cake and i dont want to eat it #i just want to disappear

[sp00kysk3lly]

I just wanted to know what it felt like to be someone you look at.

#mental health awareness #mental health #blog #no one wants me #no one likes me #no one loves me #i just wanted to be someone you looked at #im sorry I’m not good enough #fake people #fake friends #all alone #lonely #sad #not good enough #never good enough #fucking pathetic #im a pathetic loser #i just want to disappear #i just wanted to be loved by you #no friends #crying #im sorry #goodbye stupid world #goodbye #im out #peace out

[thecosmicminds-blog]

University has given me just a tiny taste of freedom and the quiet haunting emotions took that as their energy boost to grow louder and bolder.

#depression is a hell of a drug #sadbeautifultragic #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #i'm sad #sad but true #sad poetry #i am too emotional #tw self destruction #self worth #low self confidence #toxic mum #mummy issues #toxic love #i just want to disappear #mentally tired #mentally fucked #mental instability