i wanna cvt myself to de@th
i hate myself so much
why do i sh?
it's the only way to keep calm and don't feel that pain. i have to lose so much weight until i look like my perfect th1nspo
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sh culture is having every single sharp object taken from you, and only wanting it more because youre not allowed
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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
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Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.
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idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive
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the way my blades are flirting with me has me blushing ngl
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one thing about me is i am not doing so well
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i have a pair of small jeans that bought to motivate myself to lose weight. recently, my mother took them and laughed, saying that i would never be so thin....
bulimia has probably never hit me as hard as it does now.
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I just wanna give up. I can't do this shit anymore, I can't keep living like this. Everyday is sooo hard and I just need everything to stop. It feels like I'm running out of air, pls set me free I can't survive this fight.
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Wanting to die is such a hard feeling
You know you're not supposed to be here, but you still go to sleep and wake up.
It doesn't matter how hurt you are and how much you hurt yourself, you'll never have the satisfaction of death
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