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embeccy · 1 month

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"I don’t think there’s anything sadder than when two people are meant to be together and something intervenes."

- Walter Bishop

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timetravelsong · 22 days

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𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 “𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭“ 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝? 𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞; 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲, 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐭. 𝐀𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

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ghostxrose · 3 months

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Nicotine | Aizawa Shota x Reader

Summary ~ When you started dating Shota, you knew what you were signing up for. What you didn’t expect to happen was for everything between you both to come crumbling down, leaving you pinned beneath the rubble and Shota not even realizing it.

Tags/Warnings ~ Minors DNI, NSFW content, Inspired by Nicotine by Panic at the Disco, hurt no comfort, angst, failed relationship, past relationship neglect, cursing, break up, sad ending, use of Y/N

Note ~ Hey Lovelies, I wrote this one night when I was craving some angst, lol. I did include some of the lyrics from Nicotine, sorry if it's cringe. Anyway, hope y'all enjoy the read? It is very angst forward so.. I don't know.. trigger warning..? Love and appreciate you, Lovelies! <3

You had shown up to his apartment not long after he called..

Again.

As soon as you were through the door, the two of you had dove right into sloppily making out and pawing off each other’s clothing..

Again.

You two had taken your heaving chests, kiss bitten lips, panted moans, and lust heated bodies straight to his bedroom without having a proper conversation beforehand..

Again!

You let out a loud moan, your orgasm taking over your mind, as Shota gives one last thrust and groans into your mouth in one last open-mouthed sloppy kiss as he cums. He stays on top of you for a moment, lazily making out with you, before he slowly pulls out and flops onto his back next to you.

As you both lay there panting and coming down from your highs you close your eyes. Shota slowly gets up, tying off the condom and heading to the bathroom to throw it away and clean himself up.

The post-orgasm clarity hits you and the feeling of disappointment fills you as you sit up. You let out a heavy sigh as you rub your hands over your still flushed face and swing your legs over the side of the bed. Your eyes scan the floor for your clothes, more negative and heavy emotions stacking themselves on top of the disappointment. Collecting your clothes from off of the floor, you start to get dressed.

“What are you doing?” Shota asks from the doorway of the bathroom, startling you a bit.

You don’t turn around to face him because you know that his face is either it’s usual tired disinterest or it’s occasional tired confusion.

“I’m getting dressed.” You state, attempting to make your tone blank and void of emotion.

“That much was obvious, (Y/N). Why are you getting dressed?” He says, his tone slightly more irritated than normal.

“This was a mistake, Shota.” You bite out, already feeling the sting of tears in your eyes.

You feel the bed dip behind you and hear Shota let out an exasperated breath as he sits down heavily.

“You said that the last three times we.. did this. I don’t understand what the problem i-”

“The problem is that we are stuck in this horrible on and off situation, Shota. I.. I can’t do it anymore..” You say, cutting him off and trying so desperately to keep your tone controlled and even.

“The only reason we’re ‘on and off’ is because you thought that being with a Pro Hero who also teaches full-time would be a walk in the fucking park, (Y/N).” Shota angrily spits, both of you still sitting with your backs facing each other.

A bitter rage floods your body and you lose the will to hold back any longer, “I never thought that, Shota! I knew it would be difficult but I was ready to put in the effort required to make it fucking work! I poured so much effort int-”

“I did, t-” Shota’s raised voice cut you off but you only let him get those couple of words out before doing the same.

“In the beginning you did, yes! But where did it go, Shota?!” You yell, turning around to face him.

“(Y/N)..” He growls out but you don’t let him get any further, once again, as everything that you’ve been trying to bury bubbles out of you.

“It’s been a year since our last date! A fucking year! All we do anymore is sleep, fuck, and go to work! I can barely remember the last meal we shared together! I fucking understood what it was that I had signed up for but it got to a point where I didn’t even feel like we were in a relationship anymore!” You continue yelling, your whole body heated from anger and tears streaming down your face.

“Y- you’re.. You’re worse than nicotine, Shota! I keep telling myself ‘one more hit and then we’re through’ but I can’t fucking stay away from you! It’s like I can constantly taste you on my lips and I can’t get rid of you! Every single day, whether I’m with or without you, fucking hurts!” Your yells crumble into choked sobs and you bury your face into your hands.

Shota is standing across from you, the bed between you both, just staring at you in silence. His eyes are the slightest bit shiny, his face is scrunched up as if he is in pain, and it’s the most emotion that you’ve seen on his face in a year. His mouth opens and closes a few times but no words come out. You compose yourself enough to look up at him with a heated glare.

“Did you even love me back the same way I loved you, Shota?” You ask bitterly. You’re met with more silence and nod your head with a dry, humorless chuckle.

“We’re done for real this time, Aizawa. Don’t fucking call me again.” You spit out as you gather the rest of your stuff and make your way out of his apartment.

You sit in your car for a few minutes screaming and choking on hard sobs over the pain of your heart shattering. “This was the last fucking time!! I fucking swear it!!” You scream at your steering wheel, praying to any and every higher power that may be out there to give you the strength to resist getting one more fucking hit.

Note ~ Someone please tell me that I am not the only one who will actively seek out angst, sometimes.. Is it healthy? Probably not. Will I continue to look for or write angst? Yes. Anyways, thank you all so much for the love! My amazing Lovelies, I love and appreciate all of you! <3

#aizawa x reader #aizawa shouta #mha aizawa #bnha aizawa #aizawa x y/n #angst #aizawa smut #eraserhead #eraserhead x reader #eraserhead smut #hurt/angst #no comfort #breakup #failed relationship #bnha #mha #shouta aizawa x reader #bnha shouta aizawa #shouta aizawa x you

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sl8tersstuff · 3 months

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You had such an affect on me that now people will have to know you in order to understand me.

#deep thoughts #quotes #life quote #poem #poetry #quote #quoteoftheday #literacy #words #writing #failed relationship #relationship #friendship #i still love you #love #life

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drunkoffsmoke · 10 months

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warning. spoilers for atsv.

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"You miss her, don't you?"

The sudden voice made his eyes widen in shock. Quickly, he turns off the screen he was looking at and turns around to face you. His breath is heavy, his brows were furrowed, and for a split second, you expect him to lunge at you, rip your vocal chords out. Instead, he only presses his lips together in a thin line, hiding his fangs that were previously bared. His gaze lowers and he slowly turns his back to face you, placing his hands on the desk. His head hung low, confirming your suspicion: he indeed missed her.

Your eyes soften slightly. You take a step forward, one that doesn't go unnoticed by Miguel. Still, he doesn't say anything. He doesn't push you away, like he does to the rest. You take this as a sign to keep going, so you do just that. You walk on the platform, right behind him. The silence kills the both of you, but neither of you have the courage to speak. But are words really necessary when all you need to know is written all over his face?

A sigh escapes his lips. His brows aren't as furrowed as they were before. You don't know what's going on inside his head, but you knew he was thinking of Gabriella. You extend your hand, reaching for his shoulder, but a low growl stopped you in your tracks. He just wasn't ready yet, and you had to accept that. You slowly retracted your hand, lowering your eyes to the ground as you sighed. You turned around and walked off the platform, making your way out of his office.

As you walked away, you could hear him shifting in his place, straightening his back and pressing many buttons on the screens he opened again. You closed your eyes and walked through the door, leaving Miguel in utter silence.

Save him, for he doesn't know what he's doing.

#miguel spiderverse #miguel o'hara #spiderman #spiderman across the spider verse spoilers #spiderman across the verse #angst #x gn reader #x male reader #miguel x male reader #miguel x gn reader #failed relationship #i don't know what the fuck im doing

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redinkquill · 3 months

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No matter how much I tried

The amount of energy I expended

It had no impact

Because the connection was too tenuous

For the amount of love I tried to send

#poetry #poems on tumblr #original poem #poems #writing #poem #poems and poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #love #redinkquill #relationship #failed relationship

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chokroborti · 7 months

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I have loved you,and now I will have to live with that.

#poems on tumblr #writerscommunity #writeblr #writing #writers on tumblr #unrequited love #unrequited feelings #failed relationship #heartbreak #poetry #poets on tumblr #poetic #writers and poets

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kristingelatin · 1 year

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I deserve someone who can reciprocate my energy 🫶

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these-words-i-speak · 5 months

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i wanted you so much

i was willing to give up everything

(these-words-i-speak)

#these words i write #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #poetry #poem #writers on tumblr #about s #excerpts from my life #jade’s poetry #poems and quotes #quote #quotes #failed relationship #my poety

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ccino-sans-official · 2 months

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I’m not going to be online today bc it’s Valentine’s Day, and everything I see reminds me of all my failed relationships and how flipping lonely I am right now.

#i’m so sad #sad thoughts #I want a lover 🥲#failed relationship #valentines day

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timetravelsong · 1 month

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𝐈 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝. 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐥𝐥 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐠𝐢𝐚 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞.

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bitter-sw33t-colors · 20 days

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i remember everything.

(yes i listened to the song while writing this..)

Why am I doing this? I think as I hit send, knowing it’s over. Knowing that we can’t go back.

Why am I okay with hitting send? What part of me keeps me talking to him? None of it was okay- none of it is okay.

So why? Why do I still get nauseous when I think of him with another girl? Why do I get that sinking feeling when I realize it truly is never going to be what it once was.

I hate that I can remember everything still. I hate how I can easily remember how in love I was. I hate how I can remember how you looked at me with nothing but love and adoration. I despise the way I remember everything.

The way you called me beautiful when I was standing in front of you crying because I was insecure. The way at first, when I’d tear up, you’d just hold me and let me cry it out. The way you’d tell me to call you or text you anytime I needed you, day or night but I didn’t want to be a bother.

The way I found out everything. The way I would cry until I had asthma attacks. The way I gave all of me. The way I threw up as soon as I got home that day. The way I held in tears when we’d make eye contact in the hallway. Everything.

I’m devastated. Heartbroken. It still feels like everything I’d grown to know and love was ripped right from my very hands. Like my heart was ripped from my chest and I watched the blood pour out, yet there was nothing I could do about it, only see what was happening in disbelief.

I still can’t comprehend this.

I never would’ve believed you would’ve done this to me, or anyone.

I guess I was just naive and in love.

But I just thought you would’ve never done this. God, not you.

#heartbroken #heartbreak #heartache #love #emotions #failed relationship #first love

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sl8tersstuff · 4 months

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I want to be good enough to make it work.

Good enough to make you stay.

#deep thoughts #quotes #life quote #poem #poetry #quote #quoteoftheday #literacy #words #writing #relationship #failed relationship #life #relatable #insecure #never enough #friendship

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redinkquill · 3 months

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Scared of Murderous Mind

I feel a target on my back

Whenever I go outside

When I’m riding in my car

I check the mirrors for you dear

When I’m walking to the store

I check first before I walk in the door

When I eat at the diner

I feed a bite to my pet

The fact that we left it this way

Fills my heart with regret

I flew too close to the sun of course

Because you are a shining star

Now that I’ve left

I can’t escape your light no matter how far

I hear rattling in my dreams

I get twisted in the sheets

Waking soaked in sweat

Babe, you got me feeling regret

I’m scared for my life

Picturing you with a knife

My back aches with pain

Thinking of you stabbing insane

What could I do to get you off my back?

Nothing worthy I can think of

Girl, I’m reaching out

Will you think of better times love?

#poetry #poems on tumblr #original poem #poem #poems #writing #poems and poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #redinkquill #fiction #collaboration #melted-mixed #failed relationship #drama #breakup #murderous intent

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eefrostpoetry · 1 year

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the only thing that connects me to you are all the memories that bring forth tears

#poetry #spilled ink #poetry riot #female poet #poets on tumblr #poetry blog #excerpt from a book I'll never write #depression #failed relationship #eefrost #eefrostpoetry #rupi kaur #rh sin #quote #poetry quote #quotes #milk and honey

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