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gimme-gimme-georgie-weasley · 1 year

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The Boy and The Magpie - Nargles In Your Hair (2) [G.W. x Metamorphmagus!Reader]

Summary: Reader summons her Patronus during a Dumbledore’s Army session, what comes out baffles George.

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Warnings: angst, brief mentions of pulling out your own hair(not detailed don’t worry!)

a/n: lord this has been the most passionate i’ve ever been for writing.

you should totallyyyy listen to this song at around 2:05 when u reach the sad part. kinda enhances the angst ngl!!!!! (ok fine i admit i looped this song while writing the angsty part)

Ever since that encounter in the forbidden forest, you found yourself returning to that spot at the crack of dusk every day in hopes of reliving the moment you and George had. You yearned for his gentle touch and to be cooed words of affirmation. However, he never came. You still waited for him, nevertheless. Your heart was screaming for him. At the crook of dusk, you sang a tune-- a ballad of passion; a deep, fiery passion for him. Your one-bird orchestra echoed through the woods, hoping to reach him one night. You hoped that one day, you would find him humming your tune.

Eventually, these nights of singing took a physical toll on you. You sung for hours and only came back to your dorm before the crack of dawn whilst Luna was sound asleep. Your eyes had begun to sink in and your speech eventually started becoming incoherent and slurred, much like a man who had one too many pints of beer. You were perfectly sober, however. Your performance in class dropped, costing Ravenclaw one too many points whenever Snape called you up to answer his question when you slept in his classes. You felt awful, for lack of better word.

One day, during a Dumbledore’s Army session, George finally took notice of your fatigue. You were waving your wand sloppily, which was highly uncharacteristic of you. You kept mispronouncing your spells. That day, they would backfire on you every time you tried to conjure up a spell, which caused your hair to fry at the tips. Were you becoming another Seamus? You shuddered at the thought. In a fit of frustration, you stormed off to a corner in of the room of requirement while no one was paying attention. Luna was too caught up in perfecting her Patronus charm to notice your absence by her side. George, however, had his eyes on you the entire time. He jumped at the opportunity to be alone with you and excused himself from Fred and Ron who were too busy jinxing each other to acknowledge him taking his leave. He slowly made his way toward you, careful not to startle your reposed form. You were cradling yourself, half asleep while you gripped your wand in your right hand tightly. The white on your knuckles were showing. George sat down beside you and placed a warm hand on your shoulder.

“You alright, love? You look like a dementor had just kissed you.” George asked as worry laced his voice.

Your head shot up and you locked your gazes on each other. He wore a smile that could make the butterflies in your stomach go crazy. You suddenly grew self-conscious of how you appeared as this was the first time George had looked at you up close; not as a bird-- but as you. After all, the tips of your hair were fried due to unfortunate circumstances while you were casting spells. You quickly patted down your hair which was sticking out every which way and straightened your posture. George stared at you, amused at how frantic you were to compose yourself. After you decided you were decent-looking enough, you looked back at him.

“I was um-- I was up reading,” You pursed your lips, “Yeah, I was up reading.” You twirled your crisp bits of fried hair in your finger which was something you did when you lied. You weren’t up reading, you were up serenading him from the deepest depths of the forbidden forest.

“You Ravenclaw lot really are special.” George laughed, amused at your confession.

A blush crept its way up to your face at his praise. You wanted more of it. You twirled your wand in between your fingers, restless. You were desperate to get yourself out of the situation you found yourself in. George was seated so close to you, you were shrouded in his scent. He smelled like honeysuckle bathed in deep undertones of sandalwood. Strangely, he smelled like home. You resisted the urge to rest your head on his shoulder as the two of you sat there in silence, watching as the rest of the people in the room casted spells. Suddenly, a thought came to mind. You were determined to impress him-- for his praise.

You raised your wand at an angle. You continuously flicked your wrist in small, circular, motions before gradually increasing the intensity of it. A small light started to grow at the tip of your wand as it wavered curiously as if it were contemplating whether to come out or not.

“Expecto--” Your arms started to swing in great circular motions above your head. The small spark at the tip of your wand grew into a gleaming heap of wonder. You closed your eyes, conjuring up the happiest memory in your memory bank; which was the evening George had picked you up in his hands.

“--Patronum!” You shouted with purpose.

A bright burst of blue light emanated from the corner in which the two of you were sat. A blue wave of light crashed throughout the room, like a tsunami. A brilliant magpie shot up into the air, flapping its wings magnificently like a phoenix in flight. It circled around your head, illuminating your face. It danced around in the air, greeting the others in the room with its presence. Heads were turned in your direction. Nobody in that room, except for Harry, had seen such a powerful Patronus charm. Fred and George looked at each other, bewildered at the spectacle. Hell, even the Harry James Potter himself was dumbfounded!

George turned to you, a new type of excitement in his eyes. It wasn’t the excitement he felt when he and Fred thought up of a new way to prank the whole school, no. It was the type of excitement one would feel when they found someone who was of the same calibre as them. George took your hands in his as his grin grew wider by the second. The smile lines on his face grew deeper as he stared into your eyes as they shone with wonder.

“Bloody hell, Y//N! Your Patronus is a magpie too?!”

“Surprisingly, yes!”

Truth be told, your Patronus had taken on the form of a magpie as you harbored deep, unchanging feelings for the boy. You were unaware of how this was possible, but it just happened. You were told of the possibilities of one’s Patronus changing over the course over a wizard or a witch’s life. This would be one secret you would take to your grave. It sounded like a muggle romance story, for some reason.

You were snapped back to reality as the warmth of George’s hands crept up your arm and made its way up to your cheeks. You were blushing, again. Quickly, you pried your hands out his gentle grip. The two of you sat there, sheepishly. Eventually, you warmed up to his radiating charm. The two of you talked and talked, losing track of time as you laughed at each other’s witty jokes until the session had ended.

Ever since that Dumbledore’s Army session, your wildest of dream came true. You grew closer with the twins, George especially. He would walk with you to the classes you had together and even walk you to the classes you didn’t share. Each walk to class had you learning more about him. You learnt of family background and his undying love for mischief. Life felt like a dream. The George Weasley you had pined for ever since Godric knows when, was finally in your life.

You reached a point in your life where you’d stop your nightly flights to the forbidden forest. You stopped satiating your wanderlust. The one true person you longed for was finally in your life and you savoured every moment of it.

However, you still kept him at a distance. Something was tugging at the back of your heart, and you dreaded it. You still had parts of you that you didn’t want him finding about, and you weren’t ready to risk facing the consequences of him doing so. You weren’t too keen on the love of your life finding out about your metamorphmagus origins. You weren’t keen on him discovering that you would transform into a magpie at night, singing a tune that you dedicated to him and him only. No. That would ruin everything. So, you stopped sharing little details about yourself with George. It left him out in the cold, confused.

George took note of your increasing distance from him. He would wrack his head with reasons as to why you would stop talking to him. Had he said something wrong? Did he style his hair in a way so kitsch you deemed him unworthy to be in your presence? Was he too overbearing? He was so deep in thought, Fred had to flick a rubber band to his forehead before words started to spill out of his ears.

“You alright there, mate? You haven’t been yourself lately.” Fred asked his younger twin, worried about his dispirited heart these days.

“No, Fred. I’m really worried about Y/N.” George grasped his forehead in his hands, feeling an incoming headache.

“Why not give her some space? I reckon she’s fed up with your tomfoolery.” Fred joked, trying to lift his younger twin’s spirits. He didn’t expect him to actually heed his advice.

“Maybe I will.”

From then on, George began to grow his fair share of distance from you. You felt cold, as if the life had been sucked out of you by a dementor. The finest of chocolates couldn’t pull you from the state of anguish you were in. His absence turned your world grey. You walked the hallways, alone. Each step was a lonesome waltz; wishing it were George who held you by the waist, guiding you. Your heart continuously ached, like the taut strings of a violin. He was no longer in your life all thanks to you. The voices all around you sounded like nothing but melancholic concertos that faded out into static noise. You were the soloist and your orchestra, George, was nowhere to be seen.

You found yourself stealing glances at him with a deep yearning in your eyes during the classes you had together. His laughter haunted the depths of your heart, yet soothed you; and it was the most beautiful thing you’ve heard your whole life. You were yearning for his smile, his voice, his anything. You just wanted him by your side. However, you were blocked out of his world by an invisible barrier he had put up. The hole in your heart grew deeper as each day without him went by.

One night, you found yourself finally unable to cope with his absence. You were on your bed, knees held close to you as you wept. Your hair was disheveled, a tell-tale sign that you had been pulling out your hair; like a bird in emotional distress. Luna walked into the room, shocked at the sight of her best friend. She quickly ran to your side and held you close to her. She rubbed your back gently as you sobbed into her shoulder.

“Y/N, nargles are flying around your head.” She whispered into your ear.

“It hurts so much, Luna!” you cried out, each syllable disrupted by a violent sob, “why did-- Why did George stop talking to me? Did I finally lose him?” You cried deeper into Luna’s shoulder as your breath hitched. She held you tighter as she twirled your hair, soothing you.

“It'll be okay, Y/N. My mum always said things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end. If not always in the way we expect. George will come back.” Luna said with the utmost sincerity.

Luna always knew how to coax you out of your dire times, and you truly were grateful for her. She was one more person you couldn’t bear to lose. You pulled away from her now tear-stained shoulder as you looked at her dead in the eye. You grasped her shoulders gently and pushed her dirty blonde locks out of her face. You searched her eyes for the sincerity she held oh so dearly in them.

“Promise you won’t leave me too?”

“I swear my life on it.”

[GIF not by me]

#george wealsey x reader #george weasley #george wealsey imagine #george weasley oneshot #harry potter #harry potter oneshot #harry potter imagine

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absurdlyunfathomable · 2 years

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Ngl, it’s irking me a lil bit that every picture of Felix (other boys too, but his case is the most blatant) bawling his eyes out you barely see the typical crying wrinkles in his face. Not a single one in his forehead or around his eyes, only very faint ones on his chin. The amount of filter that went through them is ludicrous. And the worst part is, I don’t know if this is the case of filters already installed on the cameras or just fans editing the photos themselves so the boys fit their beauty standards. Either way, that’s just bonkers to me? Why can we no longer have pictures that actually depict what people look like? Why is it so easy to modify stuff online so other people will have an “enhanced” experience of what you are portraying to them? Why does it matter that skz HAVE to look pretty all the time, even in situations when you’re not supposed to look pretty? That’s too much beauty pressure, people!!

#I’m mad #stray kids #felix #ugly crying is cathartic the inherent ugliness of it is cathartic why would you try to make it beautiful?#those effing beauty standards #skz

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samwritessblog · 10 months

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THE MEMORY LANE AND THEN YOU-Kinza mh khan

So to describe or elaborate on my new enhancing memory lane feel for you is not a strange form to me, I have been doing this to myself and now I am trying not to back away from thinking of her,i cannot let go of thinking about you in my 24 hours of span in a day. I can not just undo it, I am so sort of over-attached or over-addicted to her, that I can't unlove her, I am in awe of her look, smile, kiddo voice, her caring angered wittiness everything just falls perfectly in my heart.

Rather than ignoring and getting myself so self-busy,i can not just undo that, i am sort of delusion for myself, getting up doing work, playing cricket, then hitting the gym, then badminton ...surrounded by so many friends at diff timelines of the day but yet once i hit back to back ..only one thing hitting my mind is your thoughts...how i really messed up thing ...i am thinking about u all night ...blaming myself for whatever happens,, i was so ignorant ...ngl ..always in hurry to pack stuff and fly to you and just hug you kinzo ...the night time keeps me reminded of that timing 2.30 pm ...you first time proposed me and i was so puzzled how to reply ..it was like going really fast ..we met 20 days ago and the way u said all that even you knew everything about me nd my past life...ngl i was so impressed and at the same time got confused ....my heart was racing and pacing with so much confusion...i didn't ghost you just took my time before committing anything...i need to be sure whether that can work or not ...but yeah i heard of my heart nd didn't bother about ur religion... i literally thought it is gonna be one more such casual relationship after some time like 6 months we gonna end up after some fun and alll...Days go by but memory and adoring u so much remain still like pond water.

but the time keeps that spark between us ., u getting in my head .. made me so vulnerable to you like I was so keen on know u all...felt love for you like I did for my payal( ex in school time) , but one thing really messed me up like u put me in the situations like which nevr gonna happen...I was sort of falling for u and when u asked about meeting my friend and fam that time i was really worried cause I was not looking for shell locked serious relationship..our conversation nd meeting became so much better day by day .. i totally felt ur love nd starting to love u even more...

So the time was i was in Vizag, with my friend at RK and then u suddenly called me and asked me u wanna register for marriage with me, that took me by storm and surprises me... i wasn't ready to hear, and didn't wanna, to mess up things ...but i agreed to not break ur, heart, after days of ignorance ...i was so down and so happy ...

So then after that, u kept on forcing me to do this and that stuff and mingling wid ur cousins which i really felt uncomfortable...i was like what i am doing .. I am Hindu and u r Muslim...this thing always was in my mind .. I was brainwashed by love but eventually, my cousin's sis told me some good advice when i told her about this situation..cause it's totally a fucked up mess if we do register nd all ...i love my family, and can't go beyond their values...

all this started an argument and tussle and which end up being very violent and toxic .. I literally lost my mind and was missing our older versions when we are in that zone of the breakup...i knew this not gonna last longer .. that's why out of nowhere i said u bipolar and all really worsen the situation and eventually we parted ways...i always wanted to apologize.. it's been like gonna be 1 year in August since we broke up but the memory of u remains in my head rent-free...i was totally wrong like I can't love anyone more than Payal until I met you Kenzo...

THE LIFE IS SHORT, THE WORLD IS WIDE...

LET'S MAKE MEMORIES HOLDING YOU BY MY SIDE...K2H

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kiranadhavmarketstudy · 1 year

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lunar-lair · 2 years

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hello one and all to. the elesa post for the soul eater au bc the submas one got long APSKSK walk walk fashion babey the girls here

Elesa

And presenting Ingo and Emmet's fabulous meister,,,,,,Elesa!!!

Addressing her Fashion first bc that's most important w her, when she's out and about, she keeps her hair in pigtails, and wears whatever the hell is fashionable at the time

I will take no stance on hair color bc <- hasn't played b2w2 and is squinting confusedly at her change in design (tho I do adore the jacket) but I think she looks nice w blonde so that's. My thought on it alskdk

She wears earrings a lot of the time, partially for the fashion, partially so she matches her boys, partially because she Also has to put her special power enhancing gem Somewhere (don't ask me how it enhances her ability to be a meister it just. Makes her better at it idk I haven't thought of that yet. Maybe it helps her resonate w Emmet and Ingo. Hmm ok good thoughts)

She works as a model on her off time, but makes plenty of time for her work as a meister and just to hang out with her brothers!

When she's in battle she just. Wears a skin tight flexible two piece body suit and Sneakers like a normal person (she is looking at Ingo and Emmet, who wear their everyday outfit + their battle jackets. She has thought they were crazy since their first battle) and keeps her hair up in a pretty bun with a brain surrounding it, bc she has a Lot Of Hair she has to put it somewhere!! You know she's serious (or very anxious) about a battle if there's no braid around it bc it means she was rushing to get out there. You know she is ANGRY!!! if it's just in a ponytail. You are fucked if she comes to battle w/ a ponytail (means she's so mad she didn't even care. she was putting it up as she left the house. you're fucked)

She wields Emmet in her right hand and Ingo in her left, reflecting how the boys themselves wield each other (iirc ingo is right handed and emmet is left?? ngl i cant quote remember h)

She also has sheaths for both of them, again utilizing some trickery

Her and the boys are all rather lean, so sneaking around is sometimes they're best bet

One of their signature moves (and one of Elesa's favorite-when she doesn't do it wrong) is Elesa scraping Emmet against Ingo

The boys are able to resonate sounds into the area around them when they're used to make something loud enough. Ingo's better at this, and Emmet can do it too, but when both are used to make it, it comes out with the best results.

(don't ask me if this makes sense. points at soul if he can do it so can they)

However, there is some risk that comes with scraping metal against metal, and there is a way to do it wrong.

Now, this is often used to stun enemies for allies to attack.

When the trio were young, it was used to escape.

The first couple of times they did this, when they were just 14, rather fresh to fighting, Elesa did it wrong. And instead of scraping Emmet's blunt side against Ingo's blunt side,

She scraped Emmet's sharp back against Ingo's blunt side.

Emmet is a curved blade, double sided, meant to hook around enemies or slash them from the front.

The only blunt place is his side.

This is where the chips in Ingo's blade came from, and where he gained the scars in his right side.

(For context, Ingo's blade-to-body parallel is sharp edge->front, blunt edge->back, side that points right when brandished->right side, and same for his left. Emmet's the same.

In this case, Ingo's right side happened to be the one that points up when Elesa holds him flat, and therefore, the one she went to scrape Emmet against.)

In truth, this is still a situation that haunts her.

But she is a good meister, that listens to their weapons when they tell her she's hurt them.

(This happened twice.

Ingo wouldn't tell her, forever afraid she'd finally call them oddities and toss them out.

Emmet got tired of his brother's excuses, refused to help keep it secret the second time around.)

Besides this all, though, in truth, Emmet and Ingo wouldn't trade her for the world.

She's their sister, and they're her brothers.

and uhh. other things abt elesa uhhhh

Sometimes she helps the boys with their class, since they don't really have the full perspective on being a meister, especially not one that wields two weapons

Her soul perception actually isn't that high (Ingo and Emmet are the ones good at that around here) but she's excellent at dynamic fighting, and thinking on the fly

Team Plasma HATES HER GUTS bc Ingo and Emmet actually like her despite being twin weapons who can wield EACH OTHER (more on team plasma in the next post wink wonk)

OK I THINK THAT'S IT!!! that is all my elesa info for u all that ive thinkity thunked up for now. team plasma post SHORTLY i havent brainstormed them that hard so it MIGHT be a sec but. ok the General Info post might come before them then LWJDKD i have a doc for all this and i sorta want most of my info to be there not here tbh

#elesa post......Finished. on 2 arceus evil laughter #pokemon #uhh. do i tag this submas uhhhh #sure. exposure :o)#submas #nimbasa trio #trash talks #btw. if you guys are inch rested in that little story i mentioned where elesa FUCKS INGOS SHIT UP #by scraping emmet against him Wrong #i have whats basically an outline for a fic abt that already done in my soul eater submas au doctm #so if any of u want to hear abt ingos no good very bad day(s it happens twice). i am all ears hehehe #emmet gets sooo pissed. elesa cries a lot. ingo acts 14 bc hes 14. its good hehehe #soul eater au

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dark4ngel · 2 years

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Hiii bestie, so I’m here for the mini game.

First Impression:

I thought you were a little too blunt not gonna lie, but the more I enter spirituality the more I appreciate that, so now I love that about you.

Your Personality:

I feel like you have a resting bitch face, I also have a feeling you might love to people watch, just seeing other people live their lives might be interesting to you. Ofc your blunt, however you have a big ass heart that only a few have seen. And I’m not talking about on here I’m talking about in real life. I’m seeing your love language might be giving or doing things behind someone’s back like you see they liked a certain bag and you buy it for them, I’m also seeing you do this in other situations like you don’t really like to make a big deal out of it so that is why you do it behind their back instead of just straight up doing it. I feel like you don’t talk much in real life and I think that comes from trauma ngl, you might have not been able to express yourself properly so you just bottle it up.

Hi bestie 😊💞! Not you getting my personality right 💀, like deadass described me, you even got the trauma- I😃. Oh you’re good 💞. U sure we haven’t met 👀?

ꨄ:First impression

I got this soft energy from you and thought you were friendly. I was kinda shy to interact with you tho (❍ᴥ❍ʋ).

ఌ: your personality

I get the sense you can be very bold. Like you meet things eye to eye. Sure you’re empathetic and nurturing, doesn’t mean you don’t see when someone is trying to cross the line and crossing the line. I keep getting wise. Like when I say wise I mean wow, people actually take your advice seriously cause at times you could be eerily accurate on a certain matter or situation. You’re also fiery ? And could be charming without even knowing, like people feel comfortable around you and can’t really put a finger on why exactly they do. You’re someone who’s social and independent. You can be very focused on you and tend to be a bit of a perfectionist, esp with money matters. You want to be that bitch💕. You might have a problem with accepting losses or letting things go, are you an earth sign by any chance? Could that be why I picked a green theme for you 🤔. I keep getting you don’t like your foundations to be changed suddenly. Or sudden changes, it’s something you’re working towards, a healing phase and you’re always thinking about the steps you can make now, that’ll better enhance your future living. A stable person. Also an ambivert?

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makeste · 4 years

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BnHA Chapter 279: Here Comes the Airplane

Previously on BnHA: Gigantomachia gathered up the rest of the League and headed off to go help Tomura. Also he is now 80 feet tall. The heroes were all, “whoa this guy is really big, we should probably stop him and maybe even devote an entire chapter or two just to that,” and so they sent three whole people after him, which sadly is pretty much the exact sort of strategy I’ve come to expect from them by this point. Anyway so Mt. Lady tried to hold Machia off but kept getting flung aside, and Kamui Woods tried to catch him but was set on fire by Dabi who is just having way too good of a time setting all of the flammable heroes on fire today, and Midnight tried to put him to sleep but Compress threw a bunch of debris at her and so she fell like 80 feet. The chapter ended with Midnight being all “fuck this” and calling Momo, who ordered the rest of the child soldier squad into action as Machia approached. I’m not really sure what they’re gonna do, but I honestly don’t really care, because it’s Momo, and so, YES.

Today on BnHA: U.A.’s first-year hero students, who apparently had nine hours to prepare their battleground instead of the fifteen seconds we had all assumed, launch a complex multi-staged assault which is actually really fucking impressive because these kids are actually awesome. First they pin Machia down in one of Honenuki’s mud pits, and then they take turns making impassioned attempts to take out the other League members chilling out on Machia’s back. Unfortunately none of these attempts work because of Dabi, who’s working overtime while the rest of the League sits around shooting down each other’s escape plans. Basically a lot of stuff gets set on fire, and then the chapter ends with Mt. Lady pinning Machia to the ground while MINA, YES, MINA, charges at him covered in acid like some sort of video game boss that you need some kind of specific item to defeat. DID YOU KNOW YESTERDAY WAS MINA’S BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS. Anyway so this chapter is basically pandemonium from start to finish, and it’s great. It is a RUMPUS, y'all. A STRAIGHT UP HULLABALOO.

IS IT MOMO LOVIN’ HOURS I THINK IT IS, YOU GUYS. ARE YOU EXCITED. I AM EXCITED

but first, the color page we were promised, in celebration of Six Whole Years Of This Bullshit!!

oh god oh god so much to love so little time

some of the rowdier characters are making MULTIPLE APPEARANCES IN THIS SHITSHOW, including Kaminari who appears to be in a record-setting THREE of these! who exactly was taking all of these pictures, and why are they so obsessed with him. also how many of these are going to be used as evidence in the latest Kami Traitor Theory posts and is it too early for me to get mad about it

“WE INVITED ENDEAVOR AND HAWKS TO OUR ‘BEING FANCY ON THE COLOR PAGE’ PARTY, EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE NOT U.A. STUDENTS OR FACULTY. WE JUST FELT LIKE IT.” listen that is fine, y’all don’t have to explain yourselves to me

Mirko however is not here, I assume because if she was, Horikoshi would have forgotten to draw all the rest of the characters again. she’s too powerful

Midnight is so sexy I don’t even ksdfnkl

ALL MIGHT LOOKING HAPPY GIVES ME THE STRENGTH I NEED TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE REST OF THIS WEEK. YOUR SMILE IS THE MVP

Cementoss’s face is the runner-up MVP and one of the greatest things I’ve seen in my life

half the people here seem to be attempting to flirt with whoever is taking the pictures. I am starting to suspect that the culprit is Momo. change my mind

for some reason I am really shocked to see Endeavor getting his drink on. and he’s literally the only one, too

Bakugou’s half-assed I SAID NO PAPARAZZI skills are no match for Tamaki’s legendary “I WILL LITERALLY DIE IF YOU CAPTURE ME ON FILM” abilities

I literally didn’t notice Deku until like three quarters of the page in. he sure does blend right in there

Tokoyami is approximately 97.3% done and ticking EVER CLOSER to full 100% doneness, and when that happens even I can’t tell you what is going to go down

do I even need to mention how sexy Aizawa’s hair is. apparently I do

SERIOUSLY THOUGH CEMENTOSS’S FACE

anyway, so that was nice! NOW ON TO THE MOMOLOVIN’

and we begin with FIRST YEAR CLASS B HONENUKI “MUDMAN” JUZOU just LAYIN’ SOME TRAPS IN THE WOODS, as one does

oh my freaking god Tokage

somehow her quirk didn’t freak me out quite this much the last time we saw her. she is really something. has she always had shark teeth

also WHERE IS MONOMA’S GROUP. I immediately want to know!! is he with the Shouto group? or is there yet ANOTHER student group we don’t know about? what would they even be doing

or did Horikoshi actually get three quarters of the way through writing this arc and then suddenly slap his forehead as he realized that if Monoma just casually copied Machia’s powers he would either DIE IMMEDIATELY or else become SUPER STRONG and also grow 80 feet tall and this would suddenly be a very different battle with the scales tipping decidedly in the heroes’ favor. and so he had to quickly write him out of the battle in this very half-assed way

anyway, so while I ponder that, Tokage is peeking the top of her head out over the trees and staring at Machia who is, you guessed it, still heading right their way! just like he’s been doing pretty much this entire time

and now there’s a whole page of reaction panels you guys. this is why Horikoshi tries to avoid these massive Endgame-style battles with every single hero known to man participating. hopefully we won’t have too many of these. like I mean thank you for the roll call and all but I’d like to get to the action now

Mineta of all people is stealing this entire page with that expression though. he is not fucking around. this is twice in as many chapters that he’s been a page-stealing face-making champ. dare I hope this could be the start of a new niche for him? lord knows it would be so much better than the old niche

also this page is just sweatdrops galore. these kids are so nervous. MANGA GODS PLEASE KEEP THEM SAFE, although I’m honestly not too worried about them compared to the adults. I’m sure I should be, but I just am not

all right so now Momo is explaining what those little canisters are!

okay but someone please explain to me how it is that they had time to stop and lay all of these traps?? not just Honenuki’s, but Mineta’s and what looks like some of Shiozaki’s work as well?? did Machia just STOP MOVING for like five whole minutes all of a sudden for no reason at all? while they were all sitting out here saying things like “with that speed...”? ????? ????????

also lol wtf. “we’re gonna have to make him eat it.” I still have no idea what their plan is, but it’s getting more entertaining by the minute I’ll say that much

okay so Momo says that if they can get him to swallow just one of these, then that should be enough to put him to sleep. oh my god this chapter is going to be AMAZING isn’t it

meanwhile Mineta is worrying about Midnight. I swear to god if they turn this into something where he’s only worried because she’s hot, I will take one of these canisters and shove it right up his...

okay good, Mina’s reassuring him that it’s gonna be okay, and then we’re just cutting to Machia stampeding in with Mt. Lady and Kamui still clinging to him

WHAT THE HELL ARE THESE GUYS EVEN DOING

“we’ll just stand here adjacent to him and just kind of watch as he rushes straight at the children.” someone help me, I’m having difficulty finding a synonym for “useless” that carries the full amount of emphasis I want to place on it right now. this requires a degree of language the human race is not yet capable of

OH SNAP

THEY GOT HIM YEAHHHHH

OH DANG, FOR REAL THOUGH!!

ngl, for a brief spiteful moment I was disappointed he hadn’t actually fallen on them :/

and they’re still JUST STANDING THERE, I CAN'T EVEN?? we’re getting to the point where I honestly think actual civilians might have been of more use in this situation

YESSSSS

TIME TO FIND OUT HOW MANY TENTH GRADERS GIGANTOMACHIA CAN TAKE IN A FIGHT

also, sorry to keep harping on this, but the juxtaposition of that earlier panel with all of the fully grown and experienced pros just standing in dumb awe, immediately followed by this panel of BRAVE BUT DETERMINED CHILDREN CHARGING IN AND YELLING “GO GO GO”, is just... it really is something. shit. if I was the HPSC and this was what I had to work with, I too might have seriously considered fudging a few age requirements in hopes of finding someone who could actually get the fucking job done

also what the hell is going on down there with Shishida and Satou and that third person? what are those Blackwhip-looking things?? I’m confused

ohhhhh no

Shiozaki is about to be sent flying through the air courtesy of her own hair vines omg

OH NO WAIT THE THREE TOUGH GUYS ARE STOPPING HIM. AHHH THE LAST ONE WAS KENDOU AHHHH

I still can’t figure out what the hell those are though lol. did Momo make some steel cables?? I feel like Machia would be able to break just about any kind of rope or chain they could concoct just by sheer brute strength alone

ah fuck

DON’T YOU GUYS GO RUINING THIS FOR ME!! THEY’VE GOT A GOOD THING GOING HERE, LET THEM HAVE THEIR FUN!!

although I do appreciate how they’re all “U.A.!!” in kind of this “oh shit, these guys we actually have to worry about” sort of tone lol

this look on Toga’s face is a bit concerning! well but Deku and Ochako aren’t here though, so I wonder who she’s gonna fight if it comes to that. huh

(ETA: seriously, does anyone have any idea what Toga is planning cuz I sure don’t.)

Shouji and Ojiro, who I might remind you are normal people with no enhanced physical abilities aside from extra appendages, appear to have somehow circled all the way around to Machia’s back and are now climbing up oh shit

oh and Aoyama’s there too! -- is Shouji carrying him omg

he’s using him as a human ray gun omggg. this is the most delightful thing I’ve ever witnessed

NOW SOMETHING IS BEING SHOT AT THE LEAGUE AND DABI’S STARING AT IT ALL “>:(” AND I’M PRETTY SURE THIS THING, WHATEVER IT IS, IS ABOUT TO BE SET ON FIRE, LET’S SEE

lds;afksjdl;fkj WERE THOSE JIROU’S EARJACKS??!!

okay you know what fuck you Dabi. you think it’s funny to set a little girl’s ears on fire?! don’t expect any sympathy from me when Aoyama lasers you in the face

WELL I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING BUT THEY’RE SHOOTING WHAT LOOK LIKE A BUNCH OF LITTLE TAMBOURINES AT HIM NOW

I ASSUME THEY ARE NOT ACTUALLY TAMBOURINES, BUT I REALLY DON’T KNOW, IT’S NOT LIKE THEY HANDED OUT THE RULE BOOK TO THIS THING AHEAD OF TIME

[HUGE EXAGGERATED GASPING SOUNDS]

oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my

OH MY GOD AND YANAGI THREW THEM WITH HER POLTERGEIST QUIRK!??

I DON’T KNOW WHAT THIS “ACK?!!” IS AND IT’S REALLY BUMMING ME OUT, BECAUSE THIS CAME WITHIN INCHES OF BEING THE COOLEST FUCKING COMBINATION I’VE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!?!?

(ETA: it would have laid them all flat in seconds. Kaminari is to be feared you guys.)

NO!!!!!

it is sincerely frustrating to me watching the League carelessly toss aside all of their painstakingly accumulated goodwill from the MVA arc in the span of just a few short pages. hey Compress, you think it’s cool to hurl a bunch of rocks at my six-and-a-half-year-old son?? I hope someone rips that cool robot arm off and uses it to punch you in the dick

here comes Sero!! and how are you going to die, Sero

what in the

did he just... sneeze them all into space

okay but hear me out, what if Shouda absorbed that impact. SHOUDA YOUR TIME HAS FINALLY COME. CLASS 1-B’S ASCENT TO GLORY

(ETA: watch this space!! Shouda is here for a reason mark my words.)

meanwhile on Machia’s back, Dabi is soliloquying about Machia’s quirk while his arm is doing... something

please forgive me for not being able to drum up any sympathy for poor Dabi’s arms right about now. quit trying to set all my kids on fire

wait whaaaaat lol

so I scrolled back up to the previous page, and... that was fire?? lord help me why am I still so terrible at being able to tell when Horikoshi is drawing fire as opposed to just air randomly whooshing through trees. I have really got to memorize that foossh sound effect

so can Gigantomachia just BREATHE FIRE now?? or was ALL OF THAT Dabi??? if it was the latter then at least he had the decency to wait until all of the kids got blown out of range before setting the whole forest aflame to keep them back. I’ll admit it, that was thoughtful of him as far as villain power moves go

OHO BUT YOU CAN’T COUNT MOMO OUT JUST LIKE THAT!!

AND NOW EVERYTHING AROUND THEM IS EXPLODING AHHHHHH DID YOU GUYS SET LANDMINES, BAKUGOU WOULD BE SO PROUD

once again I have to ask myself exactly how much prep time they had here. Horikoshi would have you think it was mere seconds, but that clearly cannot be the case?? maybe they set some of these up beforehand to catch any stray villains trying to flee the area?

lmao Spinner’s all “wait why doesn’t he just dig his way out”, because apparently Machia can tunnel himself under the ground. but Compress is all “um because we would die” and Spinner is all “oh right”

though I gotta say, it’s not like they’re that much better off as things are now, either. pinned down in the woods surrounded by fire and explosives. definitely a conundrum

oh snap Compress has realized that their presence is holding Machia back. don’t tell me Machia is gonna head off on his own and leave the rest of the League to square off with the kids

YOOOOOO HOLY SHIT THE HEROES ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING

there you go, League! free cannon fodder to get you all pumped and confident again!

DKFJLSDKJ

PLEASE LET THIS BE THE ACTUAL TRANSLATION OH MY GOD. THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE LINE IN ANYTHING AHHHH

“I’m leaving it to you, U.A.’s youngsters!” yeah, you and everyone else. ah well, can’t deny they get the job done

OH MMKJKYYYY GODDDDDDJJK

MINA COATED HERSELF IN ACID AND IS RUNNING AT GIGANTOMACHIA AND IS SHE ALSO ON FIRE??!?! SHE’S JUST RUNNING AT HIM LIKE A BIG OL’ FIERY BLOB???! QUEEN MINA???!! FIRE IS NOT HER WEAKNESS???! MINA??!! IS AIRPLANE?!??!!?!? MINAAAAAAA

holy fucking shit this whole arc is just one big Arc Of Ladies Getting To Do Stuff and I am 1000% living for it. THIS ARC IS MY FAMILY. I WOULD DIE FOR IT AND LEAVE EVERYTHING TO IT IN MY WILL. ahhhhhhhhhh

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letshaikyuu · 4 years

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𝐎𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬

𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: what better way to kick off ‘Horny Friday’ then with a few lovely personas such as these two ;3

𝐑𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭: Is it too late to request Oikawa and Atsumu kinks?? Btw, congrats for hitting 900, you deserve them!!! 🥺❣️ - thank you bb T^T, I don’t deserve any of you oml

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: nsfw; characters are 18+

𝐧𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐰 ;𝟑

𝐎𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐮

𝐀𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐱

Oikawa Tooru wants and needs to try this out. You can’t change my mind that he is not into this, the countless works that regard pegging Oikawa are endless. He is definitely a switch, and he’d be embarrassed to voice out his little fantasy because it’s very ‘out there’. Surprise him one day by doing this, and Oikawa will be forever thankful because he always wanted to take it up the butt ngl-

𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲

In my mind, Oikawa loves to leave marks that are visible for a few days. Even though he always takes care of you afterward and feels bad for leaving marks, it is something he would get a hard-on by just looking at them. Also, I'd headcanon him as a masochist, so impact play on either him or his partner arouses him immensely. The stinging sensation after an impact is the best thing Oikawa has ever experienced, so if you're up to more rough sex, you're looking at the right place heh

𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

Sensory deprivation is something he would like to try on both himself and his partner because it enhances the feeling itself. He's pretty sensitive, so it wouldn't take him long to fully far apart at the overwhelming sensations. He is a huge tease if you're on the receiving end because he loves the way you're squirming at the sensations and that he’s the reason for it

𝐒𝐞𝐱 𝐭𝐨𝐲𝐬

He definitely has a whole ass collection of toys stashed away somewhere safe. Suddenly appears with a box full of toys and this huge smirk, and goes: 'which one would you like to try first ;3'. If you're not willing to at least try something new, he'd be pretty pouty because he wants to be adventurous in bed and try new things. So, try to keep an open mind with this guy

𝐌𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮

𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠

He enjoys getting blowjobs and at times, he wants to get rougher. What’s the point if the blowjobs are boring and vanilla as well? If you don’t have a gag reflex, that’s the best thing ever because he can easily fuck your mouth without worrying about you gagging. But ngl, even if you have a big gag reflex, he still would face fuck you cause it's hot

𝐄𝐱𝐡𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐦

I will headcanon that everyone in Inarizaki has an exhibitionism kink lol. He’d intentionally start a make-out session or full-on fucking in places he knows you two can be found. When you two get found, Atsumu has the slyest smirk on his face and offers the said person to join. Of course, he doesn’t want to say that to a complete stranger, but if it’s someone he knows then definitely

𝐕𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐦

The former kink can be like a prequel to this one. He also gets extremely aroused when he watches his partner having sex with another person. Even in this situation, he dictates what’s to be done and how. Tells the person the exact ways to pleasure you and want you to voice out your thoughts about what's going on. Later on, he joins the fun and it definitely becomes a threesome idc

𝐑𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐱

This is to be expected. Atsumu screams someone who would love to ruin you in bed and what better way than being rough ;3. He doesn’t have the word ‘vanilla’ in his vocabulary because vanilla is to plain for him. He’s more of a ‘chocolate ice-cream’ type anyways. There’s no way you’re going anywhere or walking properly after he finishes with you. Would recommend this 10/10

#oikawa x reader #oikawa tooru #oikawa headcanons #hq oikawa #miya atsumu #miya atsumu x reader #haikyuu #haikyū!!#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu headcanons #hq x reader #hq headcanons #hq #haikyuu writing

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luque-moreau · 3 years

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y'know i think its about time ive refurbished my psychonauts headcanons/theories

what??? me??? rewriting my psychonauts headcanons in a more comprehensible and informed way???

alright, i think everyone knows what im talking about, by headcanons i mean headcanon as in singular, and as singular, i mean my "raz is somewhere on the spectrum of adhd".

so lets just get into it:

what is adhd actually?

adhd by definition stands for attention deficit hyperactive/hyperfocus disorder (yes, let me get into the details in just a sec). it is a nerodevelopmental disorder that is almost completely reliant on genetic factors, however conditions during pregnancy can sometimes contribute to certain aspects of how adhd manifests itself.

long story short, people with adhd have a smaller frontal lobe, and therefore less dopamine in general (even though yes, it is more complicated than that).

theres also a little bit of "chicken or the egg first" goin on here, certain behaviors or personality tendencies can also affect how adhd is presented in one individual to the next, however its still not clear if that is because it is an accommodating for a certain thought process or if someones experiences and personality shape their symptoms of adhd entirely. its a very blurry line, and the answer is different for everybody.

hyperactive type

hyperactive type is probably the closest to most stereotypical depictions of adhd, think the 5 year old whos parents brush off their child’s hyperactivity as something that will “go with age”. however, this isn’t only present in children, adults with adhd have to deal with a constant need for stimuli to make up for the lack of dopamine their current activity is providing them. this results in someone fidgeting frequently in repetitive or predictable motions, unable to hold attention to a specific task for long periods of time, or many other of the symptoms associated with adhd.(i sadly cannot provide more information in this area, i am not knowledgeable enough to...)

hyperfocus type

hyperfocus type is a tricky one, it can look like the complete opposite of adhd in theory. hyperfocus can look similar to special interests or hyperfixation, a great deal of time and knowledge dedicated to a very particular thing (although it is important to note that even though hyperfixations and special interests are incredibly similar, special interests is a term more typically used within autistic-circles, and isnt really the best word to use if you happen to be neurotypical). Think of maybe that kid who knows all the cool animal facts and won’t shut up about them. Its because certain trains of thought or activities might release more dopamine then others, so to get more of that dopamine, someone of hyperfocus type will be mentally unable to stop thinking or doing a very specific task or topic. this results in someone seemingly always spacing out, unable to change subjects or changing subjects too fast or with little to no correlation, or being completely unable to have enough motivation to do simple things.

personally i tend to fall under the category of hyperfocus myself rather than hyperactive, however the two are not mutually exclusive, its more common to find people with both types rather than just one. even myself, i might exhibit more tendencies to place me under the label of hyperfocus, but that doesn’t mean i don’t have any symptoms of the hyperactive type. its my personality that affects my mannerisms, which then makes certain aspects of my symptoms more or less apparent. Thats because im an INTP-T, i just tend to be more to myself and constantly in a state of thinking abstractly. I have trouble communicating and even sometimes recognizing my needs, and get to a point where im unable to do the simplest of things without feeling emotionally drained. Thats just my experience though, everybodys different.

so what the fuck does this have to do with raz then?

well lets think about it, rather than have it just be me projecting myself onto a comfort character:

raz finds issue with connecting to kids his age

lets be honest. none of the campers really like raz that much. or at least some do the bare minimum to be try and be polite. it doesn’t seem like any of the other campers besides dogen, whos also socially outcasted, are really fond of raz. lili might like him, but that can definitely be interpreted as curiosity in someone new and different from the norm. It might not be that the kids despise him, but nobodys opinionated enough to care whether he is around or not.

social isolation is one of the most damning things i had to experience from an early age and still feel even today. there is a sense of feeling that you are different among your peers, whether that is a good thing or bad thing. it feels difficult to interact with other people you are not familiar with, and can really stunt you emotionally and socially. from a really early age, theres somethin in you that knows something is very different between the experiences of your peers compared to your own, and it can feel incredibly isolating.

raz and his borderline stupidity

time to get real again. raz is a fucking idiot. at least in the sense that sometimes his decisions seem incredibly spontaneous and not really thought through. he runs from home to attend a summer camp, not really thinking about the logistics of how he will get there, how the staff will react, how long its gonna take for his parent to find him, and so on. it doesn’t seem like he over or underestimates his abilities, he just goes for it without considering. that doesnt seem like the smartest thing to do, even though we know hes incredibly intelligent when it comes to larger, abstract situations. its the little details that he misses, small minuet things that seem unimportant that he overlooks, which can sometimes make things harder for him in the end.

i think its obvious that impulsivity is one symptom of adhd. however i cannot stress how difficult it is to think at supersonic speed and still feel incredibly stupid. i mean, thinking faster doesn’t inherently mean you will have better ideas, you can always be stupider faster, but being able to realize stupid mistakes or inconsistencies in your own thought process is annoying as hell. it feels like every time you try to recognize the issue, fix it, and move forward, you only end up not paying attention to another issue that gets bigger and more annoying than the first. Its always two steps forward, one step back, constantly making the same mistakes even though you try everything in your power to avoid them or grow as a person. The simplest of facts, ideas, or just things to remember end up being forgotten, and once youre reminded of them you remember them and feel like an idiot. however, arbitrary things and complex issues are much easier to digest and remember for me, things like history and the whole blame game charade of it all, biology and how every minuet thing has a greater impact on others and intertwines with every single factor of its environment, philosophy and theorizing why we think the way we do and what can be changed. but oh shit, im a dumbass i forgot to do my laundry. shit. god fuckin dammit.

empathy over sympathy

one of the basic themes of psychonauts is empathy. simple as that. raz goes around into other peoples brains, and tries to help them as much as he can, even if his efforts are not always successful in the way he intended. he never demonizes anyone to the point of unredeemability, and can empathize and understand other peoples perspectives. hes open to new ideas and

although some studies out there theorize that empathy is impaired due to adhd, from my perspective i feel like that is simply not true. if anything, i would say the sensitivity that comes with adhd (hypersensitivity) only enhances that empathy. i could definitely see social disconnection being one of the reasons it might appear that someone with adhd is less empathetic, however i would doubt that adhd would impair a persons empathy. adhd tends to also entail heightened emotions, this doesn’t necessarily mean a more outwardly emotional person, however it definitely shifts a persons perspective of their own emotions as well as others. the concept of hypersensitivity also completely contradicts the idea of people with adhd be less empathetic.

miscommunication and disconnect

sigh, the dad thing. yup. raz has that very iffy relationship with his dad at the beginning of the game which is eventually resolved. very abruptly, might i add. but thats not what this is about, thats a topic for another day. miscommunication seemed to be the root of the issue, however we only get razs side of the story. not to mention the severity of his claims and willingness to seemingly drop everything afterwards. kinda sus, ngl.

alright this ones a doosey. this, i feel, cements my theory pretty well. like i mentioned before, social disconnect and hypersensitivity are side effects of the symptoms of adhd. this means people with adhd are highly more likely to either misinterpret someones words or actions if those in question are not completely transparent, its because they tend to overthink and interpenetrate responses with too much thinkin n such. the social disconnect makes a whole lot of it worse, it can just pile on top of already established feelings of inadequacy and isolation. and oversharing as a poor coping mechanism isnt an exclusively adhd related thing, it tends to be shared within similar neruodevelopmental disorders such as autism or even ptsd. i find it incredibly easy to disconnect myself from my own emotions at times and think critically at what i feel and how it affects me. which is a bad thing. if i dont acknowledge my emotions like they are my own for too long, everything falls apart. its not fun. but, that disconnect can make talking about certain more traumatic experiences or instances that had deep personal effects on my life and development as a person much easier to just share. and not always in an appropriate manner, comedic opportunity can be v e r y enticing. this also explains why raz might have been able to drop everything about his dad after he apologized. he didn’t really, he probably still suffers just as much afterwards as he did before. but he probably wont realize that for awhile, since logically, the issue has been resolved. long story short, he has not had the time to cope, and to put that off he detaches himself from those feelings. w a c k

of course i have other reasons why i feel like raz could potentially have adhd, or at least be accurately represented in headcanon with adhd, some minor mentions being:

he uses his camp map as a journal to track his in-game progress, list of goals, and notes/snip-its of information. writing down information on some form of notepad or book is a common tool used by kids and even adults with adhd to help them keep track of minuet, individual tasks. its just using a planner, but with a bit more information.

just from my personal perspective, the lengths raz goes to pursue his dream of being a psychonaut feel more like a special interest/hyper fixation sort of thing. he can jump between having genuine conversations with his fellow campers and just exploring the campground, to investing himself entirely in obtaining his goal, even when it seems almost impossible. thats some serious dedication to one very specific thing, y’know?

this one isnt as solid as the other but: m̶̖̰̯̫̍͝o̵̦͖̟͈̹̤̥̝͐̿̄̀̀̎̓ņ̶̛̭̠̐̊̆̍͝ķ̸̝͈̺̙̰̊e̶͉͚̼̅̔͗̂͐̍̕͝͝y̶̦̖̼͖̪͎̝̖̠̐̑͋̾̔̑́͐͘ ̵̢̲̘͎͉̔̀͒̄͌͊̀͌̀m̴̲̫̮̪̖̍̐͆̕͜͝ͅả̶͙͚͗n̶̗̳̩̙̘̼̦̦͇͝ ̷̡̨̡͔̗͕̘͍̥̑͒̎̐̃g̴͔̔̈̅̐̏́̌̔̈́́o̶̥̱̽̆̂͌̀͗ ̶̝̩͙͕͛́s̴̛͓̥̲̜͓͚̣̠̆̓̌͌p̶̜̹̯̦̫̯̣̎͐̽̉̾ḙ̴͇̬͑̈́̐̈́͘͠ͅȅ̶̡̗̞̩͔̫̪͈͑̓͗d̵̠͇͎̜͔͇͒̈́́̀̅̈́̒͘y̸̡̦̠̻̖̥̿ͅ. yeah, its the most generalizing reason but look, hes moving nonstop the entire game, climbing and running around the entire goddamn place wrecking havoc. a bit of imp can be found in most people with adhd if you look hard enough.

so thanks for reading this far i guess? im oversharing even right now with this, like an i d i o t but yknow what i dont want to read the great gatsby rn, so ive got nothin better to do. who knows, maybe the second game will give us more info to either support/discredit this theory? gotta wait for pn2 i guess

:^)

#psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #theory #headcanon #razputin aquato #this is real biased #isnt it

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napstawantstosleep · 4 years

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So today I was bored and I was thinking of the KhunBam hug

Since I was THAT bored I searched different hugs meaning and I found two pretty,,, interesting 👀

For a reminder, here's the KhunBam hug :

(Korean version because yes)

So you can see that Khun is the one who started the hug. He is petting Bam's head while Bam is hiding his face in Khun's shoulder.

Now here's the two I found :

The first one is about their the position they were in. Like said previously, Bam has his head on Khun's shoulder, and the description seems pretty much fitting for their bond.

"[...] there is strong affection and you're they're both willing to look after each other."

Ngl the : "you most likely love each other and the relationship is going strong" got me sobbing for a good ten minutes but let's keep going--

The second one is more about the mood the hug gives. Khun spoke a bit at first to give him support through words but you can notice that those words could have been replaced by a silence where everything could have been shared without speaking out loud. Of course, it always gives more "power" to the story and it also enhance Khun's and Bam's relationships but I personally think that in a different situation they would've hugged silently

Aight that's all lol

Anyway KhunBam canon mark my words

Credit : Hackspirit.com

Hope I made your day better 🤝

#tower of god #khunbam #koonbam #khunbaam #khun aguero agnis #25th baam #twenty fifth baam #baam #25 baam

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danddymaro · 4 years

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Brush Up | Bucky Barnes x Reader

Tinsie-Winsie Idea: Bucky decides to teach (f/n) some hand to hand.

A stupid little thing I thought of, and sped through. NGL I kinda wish I would have made it longer, and spent more time on it, but what can you do.

Word count: 1394

Thoughts are italics in quotations = ‘Example’

Flashbacks are in italics = Example

So before we start they are in a Double Nelson / Full nelson position.

Brush up

(F/n)'s face immediately flooded with a bright burst of red, the color blossoming over her startled, little face, while simultaneously, a small lecherous whimper fell past her lips.

As she released the small, horny peep, Bucky stopped applying force, his eyes wide and filled with worry,

"(f/n)?" He asked with uncertainty, his own face set onto the same unsettled worry she possessed, “Are you alright?” He mumbled weakly, almost afraid to ask.

At the question (f/n) began to fret more, not quite able to answer the man properly, having trouble gathering the words,

"I-It's just... just... I can feel... your... you..." She struggled to say it, the fact that he was still holding her making the situation much more unbearable.

He’d stopped applying the pressure needed for the hold to take effect, and yet, still had her captured in a loose Neslon hold, waiting for there to reply.

'Jesus he's huge too,' She thought with a tickle of excitement, ashamed to be enjoying the brush-up, and to such a degree nonetheless. Granted she’d been tossing all over the mat with him for about an hour now, but it wasn’t anything in comparison to actually feeling him so intimately pressed onto her.

Earlier her eyes had lingered down to the lower portion of his body, wrongly straying to the sight of the notable outline of his manhood drawn right onto his shark grey sweatpants.

‘Maybe that’s why I agreed so quickly,’ She mused with a little, light nibble of her lip, knowing damn well that had it been anyone else who asked, she probably would have weaseled her way out of the lesson like she had so many times before.

However, during the time he asked, she'd been much more focused on how damn beautiful he was to actually find an excuse out,

“You can’t rely on your powers all the time,” He reasoned, giving her stern blue eyes, ones she struggled to keep contact as they fell onto other parts of his body instead.

She listened on, all while pouting, having heard the line before.

“Come on,” he said with a chuckle, “You know I’m right,” He pointed out, receiving the same sullen expression in return.

“Alright,” He hummed, “I’ll tell you what, I’ll teach you myself,” he offered her, smiling as he saw her take the offer into consideration, even if it as for just a second.

“We can start off real slow, practice on some small grapples and chokeholds. And after you’ve got the hang of them, I’ll teach you to get out of them too.” He added with a sure nod, willing to pass on all the knowledge he had.

She was truly grateful for not just his concern, as well as his willingness to teach her because she knew the idea came from concern,

‘But still,’ She huffed to herself, wondering just when in the world she’d be at the disadvantage where she couldn’t use her enhanced abilities to save herself.

She was ready to decline when she noted him already starting to stretch, the stunned woman dumbly looking on as he continued to ready himself,

‘Well…’ She thought with a bit of presumptuousness, her mind wandering a little too much, ‘I suppose he’s right... It wouldn’t hurt to have him teach me,” She reasoned cheekily.

‘It’s not like it was my intention to ogle,’ she defended herself, justifying the observant (e/c) colored eyes she had peeped at him with.‘ It just happened,’ she reasoned, also trying to justify the little involuntary perk of her rear that caused his pelvis to meet hers.

Mindlessly her hips swayed back to brush over the notable hardness yet again, and at that point, she had become painfully aware of the fact that he too was enjoying their session, maybe just a little too much.

‘ He also made it difficult,’ she huffed annoyed, recalling the few moments he’d squeezed her towards him, hands kneading her flesh a little too indiscreetly.

‘So it’s not all my fault,’ She went on, trying her best to justify both her feelings and her actions.

A shuttered breath escaped through his barley parted lips while he felt her rear graze him yet again. His hold on her then loosened in its entirety, his hands unclasping from behind her neck to slide down to her shoulders instead,

“I’m sorry,” he sighed softly, swallowing hard afterward.

He had really wanted to help her, that being his true intention.

His plan hadn’t been to just grope her all night and get off from the delicious closeness, but it ended up happening nonetheless, and he felt bad for it.

With a voice filled with the same delight-filled shame that mirrored his, (f/n) apologized as well, not knowing what else to respond with, other than a pathetic,

“Me too,”

“I didn’t mean for it to happen,” He swore, sounding strained. “Honest,” He added softly, still standing behind her, not stepping back or seeming intent on doing so.

“Me neither,” She responded while wearily chuckling.

She found it somewhat amusing because she’d always been so strongly attracted to him. She’d been hooked since day 1, and she’d constantly fantasize and conjure up different scenarios in her head, all of which were simply stupid little creations of her silly little mind.

‘I just never figured I'd actually end up here,’ She mused, finding it laughable that in those very wild fantasies, she’d been much more suave, and a thousand times more sensual.

‘But of course,’ She huffed with a tickle of entertainment, ‘Instead, I blubber and blush, and what's much worse I can barely say a word,'

Bucky then cleared his throat, her name falling past his lips as he released a steadied breath,

“ (f/n)…Can I be honest with you?” He started, his hands retreating, trailing down her chest, slowly descending while leaving a burning trail.

Humming in acknowledgement , she waited for his upcoming truth,

“I wanna fuck you so bad right now,” he admitted, feeling his stomach flopping with how insanely daring he’d been to downright admit it.

It was then that another sound fell past her lips, her (e/c) colored eyes shutting tight at the admittance, not having expected it and having it strike her like a heavy low blow,

“Really?” she breathed, goosebumps riddled over her flesh, her entire body racked with a fierce shutter.

‘He can’t really be serious,’ She thought with disbelief, the doubtful part of her mind that second-guessed herself in there, continuing to exist.

Nodding he brought his chin down to the little piece of skin between her neck and shoulder,

“So badly,” He added with a thickened voice, his two hands both stopping and landing at her sides, taking a firm hold of her hips.

For just a single millisecond she had wondered if perhaps it was all some sort of prank, a horrible one he’d come up with because she had far too much trouble believing that he’d want her as much as he claimed. However, her doubt quickly faded away as he pulled her back more and pressed her tightly against the evident proof that validated his confession.

'I guess there's no arguing with THAT,' She heaved, practically pooling by that point.

“Bucky...Could you then?” She asked, melting furthermore, her hands both finding their way behind her back to touch him, her palms quickly meeting his clothed body.

She could feel the defined muscles of his abdomen through his thin cotton shirt before the tingling hands traveled down further, landing on his clothed, hardened cock.

She could feel the hardened length fighting against the resistance of the sportswear, and it excited her greatly.

As her fingers curled around it, she anxiously bit her lip, her knees almost buckling.

A short hiss drew from him as she gripped the hardness, and instinctively he said her name, having already been put through too long of teasing torture to have enough resistance to draw back a single groan.

‘I should have had him teach me a long time ago,’ She thought to herself with a little pleased sigh as he began to kiss her heated (s/c) toned skin.

'And I defiantly wouldn't mind practicing with him some more,' she went on, leaning back onto him as much as she could, enjoying the rest of their practice session.

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violexides · 4 years

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fic recs (part 1?)

hi!!! so @n3tn0b0dy sent me an ask about fic recs, and i am stupid so it took me a few mins to like. compose myself and figure out what this is. i am definitely absolutely going to miss a few fics here, which is why it is a part one. i will probably keep this short-ish??? maybe go into more detailed ones later :eyes:

(i am realizing i am going to write essays for these and for that i am very sorry)

something close to domestic, maybe by @mystxmomo (hi!)

definitely one of my favorite danganronpa fics, currently and (probably) forever. it’s a mature rated kamukoma fic, following an AU in which, instead of the remnants being captured and taken to jabberwock, despair sort of... fizzles out on its own, leaving the remnants of despair-- and the rest of the world-- to sort of heal with it. it’s in a series with another fic, that is in the same universe but following a different narrative with different central characters, and though it only has one chapter rn i highly rec that too.

i like this fic for many reasons and to avoid prattling on, i will bullet point it.

- easy to follow. there are not overly complex structures-- not that that is inherently a bad thing, i also tend to love that style-- which makes it easy to digest.

- strong emotional impact. this fic has made me cry very, very often.

- really good characterization. mystxmomo is very good with characterization overall, especially with kamukura and servant, and that really shows with this fic.

- a compelling plot that still retains a slice-of-life format. i don’t really know how else to elaborate here.

- an idiosyncratic look into their dynamic. this fic explores kamukoma in the process of them healing, which is pretty distinctively different to a lot of kamukoma fics. obviously, this is not to shade those other fics, but, yeah. i really like it.

okay sorry for rambling very much there, i really highly recommend it, it is a ongoing multichapter (i should have said that earlier i apologize) and the writer is also very cool.

postscript by zombiekittiez

this is actually a series. it currently has three fics-- one that is fully completed (defy you stars), one that is a completed oneshot (supersonic man outta you), and an ongoing multichapter with pretty frequent updates (prince of a thousand). this follows a post-SDR2 storyline, with a lot of ships and dynamics within it, but heaviest emphasis on komahina.

more bullet points! yay

- the characterization is god-fucking-tier. this author is very, very good at characterizing these characters and i will not shut up about it ever actually. they feel real, and distinct, and flawed, and alive, and i love everything about it.

- good exploration of dynamics! i think the latter two fics especially shows this off really well. the friendships and relationships built are all pretty different from each other, but all feel like a pretty natural progression, sticking true to the characters, and feels very... real. which i like a whole hell of a lot.

- there are so many literature references and i am happy about it. there are also sparknotes-ish things at the ending notes of each chapter, which translates the quote, explains the significance within its own text, and applies it to the fanfiction. they are used in ways that make sense, too-- they don’t feel forced.

- the plot and plot building is SO fucking good. prince of a thousand has so many cliffhangers and i am very happy but also dying.

anyway, i really rec this series! be mindful of the tags and the ratings on some of the fics, but they are really, really good reads.

absent mind by galaxyaqua

okay. this is a v3 oneshot rec, exploring pregame rantaro, as well as his relationship with tsumugi shirogane. it’s rated “teen and up audiences”, and. holy shit, okay.

- the writing style of this is GORGEOUS. i don’t know what it is about the writing style, but it feels so much like rantaro is talking, which is so fucking cool, and i love that so fucking much??? i can’t even explain it, but it is seriously super neat.

- the EMOTIONS. this fic is so fucking emotional, honestly? it shows you this realistic, flawed, you could consider broken, character, shows them finding some hope, and shows the loss that comes with that. it’s so fucking incredible, and the lines have stuck with me even now, and it’s been a bit since i’ve last read. i think about the last couple lines especially a lot.

- these impactful one liners. holy shit. every line means something in this fic, and it’s so fucking cool and incredible, and i just??? holy shit??? i really love this fic???

i will say that this fic is sort of depressing in places, but i highly, and i mean highly, recommend. it is not a super difficult read, and it’s super, super fucking good. so i really recommend it.

this sickness will save us by starrylitme // i believe this is @magioftheseas i am super sorry if it isn’t

okay. super, super fucking big content warning. this fic is a yikes, and the tags can sum it up a LOT better, but yeah. just keep that in mind.

that being said, this is a really gorgeously written oneshot centered around soulmate au kamukoma, exploring the sort of... unhealthy aspects of their relationship. and i. Wow. okay.

- these fucking one liners. holy SHIT. i remember some of these scenes and lines so very well, and it does live in my head rent free.

- the tone of this. the tone, and the mood created, is so fucking... i don’t even know how to describe it. terrifying? eerie? super fucking intriguing? it shows this shitty situation in an appropriately terrifying light, and it inflects so much emotion and connotation into the scenes, and holy shit. like, if i wanted to do a case study of incredible tonal work and diction and all, i would absolutely grab this fic.

- the characterization. while kamukura and komaeda are placed in a very interesting predicament, they still manage to stay pretty damn close to being in character, which i personally think is super remarkable. it almost enhances the circumstances too, ngl.

- their dynamic. their dynamic in this fic is NOT healthy, and that is shown in full “glory”, in a very messy and dysfunctional and terrifying way, and i absolutely love it. it has a kind of realism to it, almost a cautionary tale but not quite, a sort of “this isn’t very good but it still feels grounded in realism”. and wow. Wow. it’s so fucking good.

mind the tags, but definitely rec this one.

some scattered accounts i will gush about and if they have a tumblr account i will do my best to tag it.

@kidcarma, same name on ao3.

- okay, cam is just super fucking talented with characterization, and i adore all of their fics so fucking much? the way they characterize komaeda, kamukura, and hinata resonate super hard, and i just. really love their stuff. they are also absolutely wonderful so please support them do it why aren’t you doing it just kidding haha unle

@celestial-nova, celestial_nova on ao3

- nova is my best friend and i fucking love her, also her writing is fucking art. does a lot of naegiri and some stuff out of this fandom, but i seriously recommend her stuff. she’s really fucking talented and absolutely incredible and i adore her so very much.

sinnohremaker on ao3

- their stuff is MAJORLY cathartic to me and they are also super sweet, love them a lot.

shutupnerd on ao3

- SHE IS REALLY TALENTED, I LOVE HER WORKS!! they are also super cool and i just appreciate her a lot fksdc,mxv, her fic “an account of events” is really good

@whatsupscythia, hinataisnothim on ao3

- i fucking love her writing, does some really good hinata prose, highly recommend it

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i am ABSOLUTELY forgetting people, i am ABSOLUTELY forgetting fics, and i am ABSOLUTELY going to bash my head into a wall when i realize i have forgotten people, but uhm here is an impromptu list. i hope this was good? idk how to do fic recs. uhm yes support all these people they are dope

#fic recs #i'm really sorry for how long this is #i was functioning with half my head #i am very scared i like forgot something which is not the end of the world but #yeah i just. hng. there are definitely people i did not mention that i should have #i hope this is okay still??? aa??? i am nervous okay #also sorry it got shorter towards the end i developed a headache

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marvels-writings · 4 years

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Phoenix and the Stars (6)

Carol Danvers Masterlist

Series Masterlist

A/N: There is gonna be officially 7 parts for this series, just like pretend, god I write so much for classic tropes

Flying was always your least favorite part of the mission, that’s probably why you always fell asleep, this time you slept the entire 5 hour journey. The exhaustion from using too much of your powers and the shot weighing you down heavily.

Carol woke you up once the plane had landed, since you could barely move, she carried you out. Cue practically the entire team questioning Carol and you on how this happened while being worried about you. Many of them even offered to carry you or get a stretcher, Carol refused and insisted on carrying you till Dr. Cho’s lab.

You had always hated doctors, ever since you were little it was the worst thing in the world. So while they were doing a checkup to see what else was up ith your body, you held onto Carol’s hand with a death grip. Carol smiled softly at you, trying to ease your nerves even though hers were going haywire.

Dr. Cho used a regeneration machine on your stomach to regenerate the cell tissue that was there, you almost crushed Carol’s hand but she didn’t flinch the entire time or move until you needed her to go get water for you, she was way too attached for that.

“Shouldn’t you go shower?” Natasha asked, getting some food from the kitchen for you.

“It’s fine, she needs me.” Carol answered, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes and walking back to your room for Natasha to join you, a knowing smirk on her face.

“You got attached quickly.” She remarked, Carol glared at her slightly, too tired to glare properly as she made her way over to your room to find you half asleep on the bed.

“Thanks stargirl.” You thanked softly, sipping the water she had gotten, Nat raised an eyebrow but Carol rolled her eyes and sat down at your bedside, resting her head on one hand.

“Need anything else?” Nat asked you, you nodded your head no and allowed yourself to fall back on the bed. Natasha nodded to the two of you and left the room, smiling to herself the entire time.

“Thank you for everything.” You whispered, wincing against the pain to turn on your side to face Carol.

“Don’t do that, you’ll hurt yourself.” Carol chastised, moving so she could push you back so you were facing the ceiling. “And anytime.” She said softly, sitting back down as your head turned to face her.

“Now go to sleep.” Carol whispered, almost protectively as she gently kissed your forehead, pulling away to see a tired smile on your face as you blinked slowly at her.

You nodded slowly, reaching out a hand to hold hers. Carol smiled softly and complied, reaching a free hand to hold yours on the bed, scooting closer and resting her head on her other hand. You still couldn’t sleep despite your exhaustion.

“I can’t sleep here.” You stated, much to Carol’s confusion.

“Why not?” Carol asked, you turned to face her before answering.

“I can’t sleep on hospital beds without music or someone reading to me or something,” You said, then added. “I really don’t know to be honest, my phone’s dead anyway.”

“I can sing if you want.” Carol offered, nervous about what would happen if you said yes.

“I get sung to by the great Stargirl?” You asked rhetorically, Carol rolled her eyes while suppressing a grin. “I’d like that though.”

“Fine,” Carol answered, leaning back while she thought what song to sing, smiling softly when she realized she knew just what to sing.

Carol leaned her head sideways so it was supported by her elbow and softly stroked your hand while you looked eagerly at her.

“Let loose your glow

Come settle down, settle down”

Carol sang softly, seeing your features light up when you realized what song she was singing

“And I feel life for the very first time

Love in my arms, and the sun in my eyes

I feel safe in the 5am light”

Carol continued singing softly, watching your blinking slow as you started to fall asleep.

“You carry my fears as the heavens set fire.”

You sang back, joining her on the last sentence before falling asleep, Carol watched the steady rise and fall of your chest before falling asleep on her hand, her other hand holding yours gently.

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“Carol, wake up!” You whined, completely sitting up as you ate the peanut butter jelly sandwich Natasha had brought you.

“What?” Carol asked, almost snapping as she rubbed her eyes to find you eating and a few members of the team in surrounding chairs.

“You were asleep longer than I was.” You remarked, your eyes sparkling with energy.

“That’s cause she didn’t sleep at all.” Natasha remarked, before clearing her throat when Carol glared at her.

“I’m honored.” You joked, understanding the implications of Carol not sleeping because of you. Carol rolled her eyes and took the other half of the sandwich, talking with the rest of the team about the mission.

The next two days Carol was still helping you with some things, what you’d done at the mission took all of your energy out of you, and the small ‘dip’ in the ice had drained you even more. None of the team had seen what cold water could do to you until now, needless to say it was a bit worse than they expected.

But Carol enjoyed all of it, she loved waking up and knowing she got to spend the rest of the day with you, she never once complained when you needed her to carry you or get something for you, she did it faster than ever. When any of the Avengers pointed it out, she always blushed and got flustered.

You loved the personal treatment Carol was giving you, it was unheard of for the great Captain Marvel to help an (enhanced) human being to such extents. Her company made your state a bit better, without her you would’ve been much grumpier at the entire situation, without her you probably would’ve died at that mission, if she hadn’t pulled you out of the lake to do skin to skin you would have.

Everytime someone asked for details to tease you about it, both of you flustered at the memory, glancing at each other uneasily, you were both the last to learn you were in love with each other.

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“Y/n, I swear if I have to say it one more time I will slap you.” Natasha groaned, leaning back in her chair.

“And I’ll shoot you with an arrow.” Clint threatened, cue the rest of the team that wasn’t on a mission threatening you in various ways.

“Love my family.” You commented jokingly, they laughed but then sighed, getting back to the point.

“She is in love with you, how blind do you have to be?” Tony asked, getting up to get some coffee.

“I swear she can’t be.” You answered, still in denial about what they were telling you.

“She is,” Wanda said softly, she had been quiet the entire time so all heads turned to her. “Being a telepath has its advantages.” she shrugged.

“If that’s not convincing enough I don’t know what is.” Bruce said, gesturing to Wanda, you giggled slightly.

“Y/n, it is true,” Vision said, all attention turned to him this time. “Carol has been putting off missions to spend more time with you, which she has never done before.”

“Boom,” Rhodey said, you bit back a smile. “What more proof do you want, just go ask her.”

“Yeah but what if-” You said, only to be cut off by Clint, Tony and Natasha at once.

“JUST GO ASK HER!” They shouted, causing you to almost fall out of your chair.

“Ask who, what?” Carol asked, coming in wearing a thin workout top and leggings.

“Nothing,” You glared at them, before Clint could give you away you said something. “Wanna go train?”

“You up for it phoenix?” Carol asked with a smirk, you practically jumped off your chair.

“You bet I can kick your ass stargirl.” You answered, walking to your room to change, Carol grinned at you, walking with you to your room.

“I’m going to propose for them.” Tony stated, the team laughed, exhausted with how oblivious you and Carol were.

Wanda got up instantly, heading off after them, much to everyone’s confusion.

“Where are you going?” Clint asked, lounging back in his chair.

“To get the two most oblivious idiots in the team to date each other.” Wanda shouted over her shoulder, everyone grinned, going to Tony’s lab to watch the scene from the security camera in the training room.

A/N: The next part will be the last of this series, ngl i’m kinda sad to see it end, feedback is great, thanks!

| Part 7 |

Taglist: @capcarolsdanver, @versdan, @lesbian-girls-wayhaught, @lovebotlarson, @dhengkt, @5aftermidnight, @hstoria, @natasha-danvers, @veryfunnyal, @xxxtwilightaxelxxx , @ophelias-heart , let me know if you’d like to be in any of my tag lists!

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noroalia · 4 years

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please please pleaseee tell me about video game graphics

thank you zero, i owe you my damn life

a side note: i only have experience in Blender when it comes to shading, rendering and similar things, and Dreamy Theatre 2nd is the only Project DIVA game i’ve ever played. i am nowhere near an expert, and this is just a rant so this may or may not be inaccurate oops

OKAY SO. project DIVA. love those games, have been a fan of them since like?? i first found them when i was 12?? so seeing the fact that it now has a Switch release made me really happy, and i’ve been thinking of buying it, since i dont want to clog up my brothers PS3′s memory just for an old PD game, right? the other day though, i stumbled across this video, which compares 4 of the games World is Mine PV’s, right? and i kid you not that when i understood that the Switch version was the top right one, i got. so surprised. because it looks like a downgrade from even the PS4 one, which i personally believe that in this case was a downgrade from the PS3 one.

turns out, Mega Mix uses toon shaders, which can be really good when used right! but from what i’ve seen in MM, it just looks so weird.

i just wanna preface by saying that Future Tone is the game that looks the best overall to me; the shaders and effects highlights the models and sets really well, and uses textures (look at Miku’s clothes in Rolling Girl. they’re plasticy, the light reflects on them and the different textures on her models help highlight what is what. and i think Rolling Girl in FT looks REALLY BAD compared to some previous iterations. look at how it compares to F 2nd and how much the atmosphere is ruined in FT. by the looks of it, F 2nd also uses toon shaders, though im not sure)

toon shaders can be extremely effective. they make the characters more cartoony, overriding any textures and making everything look plasticy and smooth. MMD uses toon shaders - and it causes that unique, classic MMD look!! and i love that look!! but the MMD models were made with that in mind. Mega Mix’s models look like direct ports of the PS4 game, aka they weren’t made for toon shaders.

of course, the context of the song and the pv changes the situation drastically! i’ve seen songs like Arifureta Sekai Seifuku where i actually believe the toon shader enhances the colorful, bouncy nature of the song and PV! thats where i think the toon shaders fits, in bright happy songs! the issue is, that very rarely are there PVs like that. most of them use darker tones, grittier sets or just duller colors. for songs with effects, the PS3 triumphs, but overall the PS4 just looks so much better. just look at ODDS & ENDS. F 2nd still holds up, FT looks amazing and then. MM is just. she’s flat. it’s almost as if any sort of color filter or light bounces off her.

my main issue with the toon shader in this case, is that Miku looks washed out. any texture, bump or feature dissapears, in favor for a flat, bright look. note how you can’t see her nose at all? its small, and that makes it blend in. it drowns. any texture in her hair is replaced with a bright shine and an even, uniform color. look at how well the toon shader is utilized in Ghost Rule, and this was made in MMD. the toon shader in MM leaves no room for things like bloom, reflection or shine. it all looks like its absorbed into Miku, and that she exists on a different layer compared to her surroundings.

this was intentional, from what ive heard! SEGA wanted it to look kid friendly, which means cartoony, 2D inspired and simple. but thats pretty stupid, right? when i was 12, i was drawn to the PD games both because of the gritty songs, but also the bright, happy colors. hell, look at PoPiPo! i remember this PV so clearly because the bright colors and the look made me happy, and this was achieved without toon shaders! and its achieved in Future Tone too, like. Look at World’s End Dancehall. It’s all neon colors without a single dark shadow in sight. and that video came out this year, and because of it, i assumed that this was the Switch port! i was wrong, obviously. still the PS4 release.

i’ve seen some people argue that toon shaders were used because the Switch isn’t a powerful console. first of all, it runs games like Witcher 3, BOTW, and so much more. I agree, the Switch isnt the most powerful console! but it could easily run a game like F 2nd, which still has complex effects and shading. and toon shading is still heavy on the CPU and GPU! there’s even a video where they’ve removed the toon shader in Mega Mix, and it still runs well and looks super good. you can see the textures, the small details and it does her model wonders. you can see the wrinkles in her clothes!!!! and this is still on the switch! it looks straight out of Future Tone. and that game is almost 7 years old. the switch could 100% run it with no to minor problems.

but as far as i am aware, the Project DIVA department has been merged with other departments in SEGA, so its very possible this was made because of budget cuts as well. after all, the toon shader probably takes less effort to slap onto a song, especially since it virtually looks the same on every song, and the game itself is basically a smaller port of Future Tone.

this is the only thing ive been able to think about this week honestly, it makes me kinda sad ngl

#now THIS is a rant babey!!!#asks #pr0tagonists #vocaloid #i tried to highlight and stuff so its easier to read #because god knows i hate big chunks of text that looks the same #long post #save tag

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